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multiverse-of-mischief · 2 years ago

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im a little late but i want to do some of these anyway so im going to do some past ones here if you don't mind :) (days 1-5)

1 April:

The typical introduction question! Tell us something about yourself. If you can't think of anything, try these: What do you enjoy to do in your free time? What music or series/show do you like? Are you happy with your current living situation/the people you live with? What's one of your favourite foods?

my name is equinox! i like to play pokemon, write stories and draw :D

i LOVE alice in borderland at the moment, i also like those crappy dating shows like too hot to handle lmao

éclairs are one of the best things ive ever eaten and i think i could eat rice all day i love it so much

i do tend to exaggerate things a lot lol, maybe it's something i picked up from people around me or maybe ive just always enjoyed it i don't really know, i'll try and mark it when i do with '[exaggeration]' :)

2 April:

When were you diagnosed and when did you know that you're autistic? If you're self-diagnosed, when did you first suspect that you're autistic and when were you sure?

currently i am in the process of being diagnosed, with an assessment having been done in school (age 16) where i scored very highly, idk what that is but the staff there said it was almost as good as a diagnosis. we started all the referrals and everything when i was about 14. i have a distinct memory of talking with my mum once when i was like 11 and she said "oh yeah we've always thought you were autistic" but she doesn't seem to remember this lol

3 April:

How good or bad is your memory for things people say? For example verbal instructions. If you're deaf: Can you lip read? Do you think your autism influences your ability to lip read?

ajshakdhsk pretty bad- i have really bad auditory memory, i usually need to see something written down to remember it unless i focus really hard and repeat it in my head. this is one reason i use subtitles when watching things lol

4 April:

Were/are you in special education? Regular school? Home schooled? A private school? Did it change over time? Did/do you like it?

i was homeschooled for most of primary school (roughly ages 2-11), mostly because of my poor physical health (i have arthritis and uveitis with glaucoma, arthritis is in remission now though yay :D ). but i was in regular public school for the entirety of high school, which was quite simply awful. i really wish i could have been in some sort of special ed school or even part of the special ed group there but people didn't notice because of my grades. i had shutdowns every day and couldn't focus half the time in lessons bc of people talking, i couldn't talk most of the time, and that made the existing bullying much worse. but i mean, i survived!

5 April:

Did/do you have accommodations at school/IEP? If not, do you think it would help/have helped you?

short answer: im not sure, but not really

i was allowed earplugs but honestly, i think anyone couldve put some in in teachers wouldn't care, i was also able to use a whiteboard to communicate, but again, really anyone could if they needed or wanted to (and half the teachers weren't aware so they'd move on without seeing what i wrote). so those made my time easier but im not sure if they count as accommodations or not, i was ultimately treated the same as every other student and any leeway i did have was because of my good grades, not because i was struggling (which is like really messed up??)

i don't think im aware enough of the support my school could have offered to say whether or not it would've helped but i definitely needed something. actually, i do think it would've helped; they had a support staff (im not sure what their title is sorry) and i feel that definitely would have helped some of my problems there

#heh rambling sorry #i like to talk about myself a lot lol #equinox rambles #30daysofautismacceptance #2023 #actually autistic #i genuinely dont understand tags #im scared to post this lol i never talk about this sort of thing

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ruporas · 1 year ago

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green haired guy that has haunted my character types for 10+ years

#roronoa zoro #one piece #opfanart #ive spent a good 2/3 of my artist life trying to draw him in a way i like.... i'm inching to it slowly bit by bit as i improve #which is truly One of my greatest joys as an artist - learning to draw better so i can draw my faves better #zoro is genuinely my favorite fictional character everrrrrrr... i think.... i love him so much but i have long since ran out of words to #Describe why. and i dont think any other character has come close tbh -- EXCEPT FOR WOLFWOOD!!!!! god. WW!!!!!!!!#which is crazy. but ww is very special. very dear. zoro and ww are very different... someone more similar to ww would be sanji and robin #but there's also smth about them that are so Similar. i sound like an insane person in these tags and clearly im bias BUT I SWEAR!!!#it might just be the loyalty aspect - incredibly strong traits in both of them.... also nightow drew wolfwood in a haramaki once......#connecting the most minor dots over nothing - but any ww + zoro lovers out there - maybe u understand what i mean.

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bunnyboy-juice · 8 months ago

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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???

#personal #i am emotional yes #over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme #nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post #and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity #especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making #if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care #i just needed to scream #and this is one small thing #but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks #saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that #my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten #i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked #-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also #and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb #a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u #idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit #im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved #im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does #wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun

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chiimeramanticore · 27 days ago

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it's cool if I ramble about yes man unprompted right. ofc it is. i wanna talk about his capacity for violence bc I think it's one of the most interesting parts of his character

yes man is nice. obviously he's nice. but yes man is not a kind character. he helps you, sure, but that's mostly just because he likes you specifically (and even that's debatable depending on how you play). i feel like this is exemplified w his pre-combat lines– "a pulled trigger's a happy trigger!" and "woo! bang bang!" like, he's clearly having fun! he takes glee in killing people, but not because he's sadistic, but because he just doesn't realize the weight of taking a life- or if he does, it just doesn't matter to him.

he was programmed without a sense of morality or an understanding of mortality. to him, violence is second nature. to him, violence is no different from play. he's like a guard dog– he doesn't care who he's shooting or why, he's just excited to do the thing he's good at.

and on one hand, he is a fantastic guard dog. but on the other hand, six must watch how... efficiently he kills, and wonder if they'll ever wind up on the receiving end of it. he wouldn't do it as long as he likes six, of course, but... if yes man was given good enough reason to believe six deserved to die, would he even hesitate? would their history and relationship mean anything to him? or would six just be another target, forgotten about as quickly as a radroach you stepped on?

six can only hope they never need to find out.

#juno.txt #fnv #fallout #fallout new vegas #yes man #ym #courier six #six #also on a more selfship level. part of what yes man likes about six is their ability to be violent despite being so small and fragile #i think on some level his eagerness to kill in their name is him trying to impress them #but ofc when courier 'no problem that can't be solved with words' six finds out abt that they dont take it well #this is all during the game's events ofc. by the end of the game ym comes to understand six's ideology better #and despite being a literal murder machine begins to believe maybe he has it in him to be gentle too #plus the assertiveness upgrade kinda prevents the whole 'what if someone comvinces him to kill me' thing #but like. post game ym can be whatever you want him to be i like analyzing the flawed mid game one #no moral backbone means you can't exactly call ym a bad person but you certainly cant call him a good person #six spends a lot of their early relationship a little scared of and a lot distrustful of yes man bc they genuinely cant tell-#what's going on in his head or if anything he says is the truth #anyway not to ramble even more in the tags lol

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plant-cell-park · 8 months ago

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the recursive nature of fractals typically means it's bound to get crowded when you're the pattern

#animator vs animation #animation vs education #animation vs geometry #ava the second coming #ava tsc #avm the second coming #avm tsc #avm orange #ava orange #why do you have so many names little guy!!#besides that though. clearly i have a favorite concept in geometry. even if i dont understand much about it #fractals are genuinely so cool though #the whole video was so beautiful and fun and ohhhh second coming we're really in it now #love love LOVE the whole video #sprout art #I FORGOT TO TAG THIS INTO MY ART TAG... anyway...

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justanotheryellowsoul · 7 months ago

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More pages under the cut, it just got a little long!

So if Mira doesn't have her big talk in the last run and neither does Isa, what if, just hear me out- they talked to each other.

Part 2!

#in stars and time #isat #mirabelle isat #isat mirabelle #isabeau isat #isat isabeau #i really didnt think id get this far #i wanted to write this scene but i was content to just doodle it #and then i was like “but i could practice making comics and i could make it a little crisper-”#and here we are #odile isat #bonnie isat #siffrin isat #isat fanart #genuinely thought id only really draw Loop for this fandom but oh #mirabelle my beloved #aromantic characters >>>>>#also i just feel like Mira would reach out to Isa bc theyve known each other the longest and she KNOWS that Isa #of ALL PPL would be able to understand the change belief and why its important TO change #also backgrounds killed my grandma #mirabeau #<-dont come for me that is my BESTIES tag #friendships are a type of relationship- die mad #mirabelle in stars and time #in stars and time mirabelle #isabeau in stars and time #in stars and time isabeau #mirabelle chevalier #isat spoilers #yellow's art

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anglerfishjellies · 1 month ago

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avina khanna you slimy little shit. they can never make me hate you <3

#the mc needs someone to humble them and i choose avina i dont make the rules #infamous if #infamous if fanart #interactive fiction #avina khanna #i am actually unwell about them i have so many thoughts ahd headcanons #i do genuinely like them a lot but i also understand when ppl dislike them. they contain multitudes #art tag #infamous fanart

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qoldenskies · 2 months ago

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ive been thinkin about it today and ngl i am not personally interested in envy being a point of contention in leo and donnie's relationship unless it goes equally extreme on both sides, both of them yearning for the each other's particular confidence in their strengths while failing to understand completely that its just one big coping mechanism and not something that should be envied at all. not twins in the way that they complete each other and need the other to feel whole, but in the way that they always feel incomplete no matter what they do, always secretly undervaluing what they have already, and the other has everything they want to feel worthy as a person. i ESPECIALLY enjoy this dynamic if this is contrasted with them being extremely caring and supportive of each other even as they feel stuck in each other's shadows..... so much drama can be derived from the idea

#personal #hesitant to main tag. it will find my target audience anyway. heart #might try to gun for a dynamic like this in wwww. its just deeply compelling as a concept to me #leo envying donnie's intelligence and resourcefulness. his solid ''role'' in the family #the fact that he always seems to belong. he always has something to do. he's Important #while donnie envies how well leo just seems to Understand people. his silver-tongue. his perceptiveness #maybe donnie has a role but he struggles with feeling like an outcast outside of it #he understands machines and he communicates through them. people are harder #leo just seems to Get It. he can even convince people he cares even when he actually doesnt lol #and i like the idea of both of them being genuinely OFFENDED at the other's buried insecurities #because dont they understand how much they WANT that??? that strength???#and its a miscommunication that i find more interesting than them just naturally covering each other's weak points #works with how emotionally constipated they both are too

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lemongogo · 1 month ago

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viktor prev 🤖

#i forgot 2 flip the canvas back but his mole is on the correct side i prommy .. first time ive ever kept it accurate lol #im chipping away at ths sooo slowly …#unimaginable number of drafts and im just opting 4 the most simplistic one instead #umm fav viktor moments . his im from the undercity remark & slapping jayces hand away. lets gooooooooo #or that scene of him mel and jayce at the table where hes fiddling w jinxs bomb i like tht whole exchange #when he transforms into the machine herald #when he transforms in2 the machine herald (2)#ans when he transforms into the machine herald😁 THE FACE SPLIT IS JUST SOOO FRWAKING COOL #wht else . guys can i be honest can i be brave and honest w u all. hated the sky plot . hated #the scene of him crying over her i was like scratching my neck n pulling at my collar like u guys seein this … 🧍#the story never developed sky enough to make her death impactful #she only exists in the context of viktor and how she can further his story or personify his emotions ykwim . boringg #i think the timeline is such a big issue 4 arcane writing in general bc #they try to pass off their quasifriendship as something genuine bc theyre partners or have known each other for years #supposedly but they dont show it let alone say it . like i cant tell u the amt of times i saw something after watching that was like #oh this timeskip was a year or seven years or idk and aside from the obvious timeskip we see w charas aging up in s1 #or the montage once cait takes power its just not . discussed . rmbr after the arcane anomaly ambessa was like theyve been missing for 6 #months or something and if you didnt hear that one throwaway comment u would just be like wht is going on #all that to say they want you to believe they have a strong foundation 2 make her death and later reunion meaningful but they dont give you #anything to actually Feel it #so . MY TWO CENTS !!!!!!!!!!!ok #sorry im blowing up the tags in ths random post that never asked for this 💔#lg doodles #arcane #viktor #well ok bc im going on and on i will say . i thought singed was pretty interesting in the show but never rly cared for him #until i played him in aram n im like oh so ths guy is awesome actually #HAHHAAH #dude and b4 they got rid of the hectech chests i pulled his arcane skin . bsooo much fun #i also played jinx for the first time and now i understand why ppl like her gameplay so much . soo smooth w it like she feels soo polished

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moeblob · 1 year ago

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Sorry I forgot Hanneman suggested Byleth undress after they show up with a different hair color. And I miss Hanneman. And also while swapping between Houses and Hopes and seeing Hanneman pop up to help in a Hopes paralogue is just devastating since he doesn't ever actually join you at all and I am denied my old man rights.

So I had to draw this. Thank you for understanding.

#fe three houses #byleth #hanneman von essar #i like that Byleth just kinda stares at him and he realizes WHAT HE SAID and the implications and is like #step back uh forget that I said that #like man so zoned in on research he blurts that out and has to backtrack mentally to AH socially bad to say that my bad #if i need to tag this as anything lemme know even though it is a conversation in game basically (minus the marriage)#also if you have never married hanneman i genuinely enjoyed his s support and was VERY surprised and hes just #honestly one of my favorites overall in 3h ?? and im still bummed i cant play as him in thropes like thats just mean #also i think if byleth was like oh well if its awkward to see someone undress randomly #then marriage would solve the awkwardness this is truly the best deduction #which is really funny that i can see it happening with both leths despite my hc of them #with fyleth as bi and myleth as ace i think both would just be like AH cool we can avoid awkwardness by marriage #and hanneman just wants to go lie down in a ditch because he said something like that #and and byleth doesnt even know about religion while working at church school they dont know about school regulations #that wasnt really on their mind to check ok just saying you could tell byleth no to something #and then they just go oh school policies i understand unfortunately #and the person is like no we just meant its frowned upon to do archery practice in the tea garden its not technically illegal just dont??

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catboypines · 5 months ago

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hey guys if i see another billdip vs billford poll i might ram my fist through my head <3 in fact can we stop with the comparison altogether lol. CLEARLY theyre the same but also completely different we’ve all elaborated enough on that. idc which one u like they both equally suck because bill is the worst. now lets go back to making whichever one we like better (for some weird unknowable reasons) kiss in our heads and go about our day. PLEASE

#billdip #not tagging the other ones cuz theyre mean to us #but listen i truly dont care. canon not canon WHO CARESSSSS ITS A FUCKING TRIANGLE #’its pedophilia’ please go outside for once in ur life genuinely im worried about u #i think we should worry less about which ship is better and more about what shipping either says about our mental state #im betting 90% of us grew up with a narcissistic parent LMAO #ok enough diagnosing i wont waste my degree here #but seriously excuse my harsh tone this is all in good fun #i like making fun of how absurd this is #tldr we all need therapy and also our favorite ship is based #i am a billdip tho for life theyre my bread and butter and if u dont understand Well. u just werent meant to. but trust me its glorious #i wish u could get it #canon is as real as these characters are. meaning its not

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eating-figs-here · 7 months ago

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People who view Wanderer like this fascinate me. Like how was he supposed to. Stay a villain. Completely ignoring how limiting him to being.. 'psychopathic' (not a big fan of using that word in this context) ignores the nuances of his character, how was he meant to continue being an antagonistic force??? We kinda. Crushed any hope that he had abt being able to ascend to godhood. We took the gnosis from him, then gave it to Dottore, who is part of the Fatui- the organization he BETRAYED. Dottore views Scaramouche's attempt to seize godhood as a fun little experiment, but now that he's seen that he failed, Dottore wouldn't be interested in trying again... We backed Scaramouche into a corner, man. He can't do ANYTHING. He can't go back to the Fatui and his literal only goal for the past 400ish years that he was so close to achieving was smashed in front of his face. He can't go back to that previous ambition either.

That's why I don't understand some people's pushback to him.. accepting Nahida's mercy?? And staying with her in Sumeru?? What else was he supposed to do??? And then it's like. Yeah, of course he's gonna internalize some better behavior because yEAH Nahida is a good influence. She stops him from isolating himself and pushes him into participating in things (like in the Darshan event) to allow things in this world to have meaning to him. So he stays. Because.. this undoubtedly makes him feel better. He's so much gentler to people as Wanderer, and that's because he's learning to once again be gentle with himself. Idk, I've always felt that this was a very natural progression...

#i want to go inside these people's brains bc I simply cannot understand #??? it makes me so confused #i hope i dont come off mean #i am. genuinely bewildered #how did they manage to interpret his lore so differently?#or the themes of sumeru and in turn the entirety of teyvat w divinity and such..#wanderer #scaramouche #fig rambling tag #:') i will forever be confused by some ppl's takes on Wanderer

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tubbytarchia · 6 months ago

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Can people stop maintagging outright hatred and namecalling

#trafficblr #jimmy solidarity #scott smajor #when I go to a tag I dont want to be called a loser with genuinity and malice #people seem to have such huge problems with “the fandom” and then their solution is to be literally just blatantly mean publicly and vocally #I understand these people are probably 14 because who else thinks that this is okay. but that doesnt make it less of a problem #blabber

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kithj · 1 month ago

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can i be real for a second. why is everyone being so damn mean 😭

#i swear every day in the IF tag there's Something #why are some of you posting straight up anime villain monologues on tumblr dot edu in random author's inboxes #do you know that you can just. pick up a different hobby #no one is holding you at gunpoint to be here or to read wips or whatever... i dont understand this attitude #like i feel like if you're not having fun you can just go do something else ?#this is genuinely why i just don't participate in IF stuff anymore on tumblr #like being online is just kinda miserable now. unfortunately

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