#i fucking hate myself dear god

[honeysucklethornsandalligtrhorns]

hope you guys know that i could not give less of a shit. on that note please give me attention until i cannot breathe i want that shit like an anvil to the cranium.

[pendraegon]

while it is true that 9/11 played a role in mcr's conception and that isn't anything that is contestable.. you know what's truly ghoulish? seeing 9/11 jokes as if making edgy jokes + memes around an incident (i will also say that some of us never made these jokes/memes because our brains were never that fucking rotted) that TO THIS DAY has intense islamophobic and racist ramifications and acts of violence against large groups of people in the united states, but also seeing fucking mcr 9/11 jokes... it's no secret that bandom circles have always had a rampant problem with racism but you guys really are showing your true fucking colors huh.

[vulpinesaint]

mkay not to be like. a little insane or anything. but god i've been going crazy over religion (catholicism) and blood lately. did anyone else drink blood as worship every week since they were seven. was anyone else inundated with images of open wounds as holy. is anyone else consumed by the thought of holding onto a crucifix tightly enough for the edges of it to draw blood. i turned in a poem about drowning in communion wine in an empty church while bleeding from crucifix-inflicted hand wounds and trying to talk to god and my creative writing professor gave me extremely normal critiques i feel like i'm losing my mind

[vilelittlecritter]

You ever sit in a fandom space for so long that now looking at it kind of makes you want to rip your nails off.

Yeah.

[littlegoobus]

hi dont talk to me today unless it’s about how the song Saint Bernard by Lincoln is literally call in The Silver Mask thanks

[noxtivagus]

i love final fantasy.

[flatstarcarcosa]

anderson giving norman the apartment specifically so harry has somewhere permanent to stay because norman can’t keep him on the ship (”who in the hell do you think is gonna stop me right now?” “shepard, while i want to agree with you, for legal reasons i can’t-”) but obviously he can’t just leave him in the emergency housing either (”if i was going to leave my son in a box i’d have done it nine years ago, honestly” “HEY” “i told you to stay out of the comm room!”)

[heyitsphoenixx]

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[sunflower-bnuuy]

i really wish there was some kind of hope or choice or just anything my family could give me other than "wait and see if things get better"

[diary-of-a-creature]

a summary of the last 2 weeks

binged, celebrated my brother turning 15, celabrated valentienes, celabrated pancake day,hung out with my friends, went to college everyday, smoked SO much, binged like crazy, relapsed,binged again, got addicted to smores, went on a walk at 1 am, got hailed on, built a furby, bought a bigfoot squishmellow, am being ignored by my partner, made bread and binged again

i hope next week will be better

[spongyboi]

[claythedoggo]

I just lost all my work on a rentry cause i fidnt save. Im genuinely so pissed off and upset tabt i might cry if i dont laugh

[burricane]

So I keep going through this cycle of getting sick, being put on antibiotics, getting a little better, and then getting sick again. And this is the fourth time in less than six months I’ve gotten sick and I’ve been put on this really strong beast of a penicillin and have been told to REST AND REDUCE MY STRESS FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. So I had to defer my exams and now I’m just in this weird angry forced vacation mood

[goatboard]

sorry for venting so much on this blog recently but im not gonna stop

[thisismyobsessionnow]

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[s0urte3th]

emotional torment and turmoil