#i forgot which vocaloid but i would include them!!

[almostvermin]

passion heart class edit to hot to go that is all

[pricechecktranslations]

I'm the same anon who asked about the song lyrics. I actually didn't know that the booklets contained the song lyrics, only the album description things, and I totally forgot about the online shops. For some reason, I always assumed that new songs would always be bundled together into an album, but I suppose that's not exactly the case? They could be standalone and stuff? That clears up a lot actually. Thank you for clarifying!

I know that the popularity of physical albums has taken a nosedive since the advent of streaming, but in my experience it's pretty standard practice to include lyrics with song booklets. ...But then, I don't know if that's true of most Japanese works. Mothy's the only Japanese producer I've bought albums of, and he's admitted a very heavy Western inspiration in his music.

Well--no, they are bundled into albums. There are some instances where you can buy them individually online, but they would still be part of an album "set", as it were. AFAIK mothy always puts them in physical albums because he will sell them at VOCALOID conventions. Occasionally he'll have a song release as part of a collab, in which case it'll be on an album with other song artists as well, but still--on an album.

[pillow-anime-talk]

music & vocaloids month ; first day.

synopsis: It was a fierce battle... for the tickets, of course. But luckily you made it and you can enjoy Hatsume Miku’s concert! You were just one step away from meeting the biggest idol you’ve loved since her debut!

# tags: scenario; fan/idol dynamic; mostly fluff; crying (bc of happiness); fan!reader; miku is literally an angel; and she’s 20yo; sfw

includes: gender neutral reader ft. hatsune miku {vocaloid}

author’s note: okay, lets go :)

All the tribunes and the entire plate in the stadium was filled with fans who were just singing accapella one of the songs of the fair-haired female idol. There were colorful posters everywhere, screens with VCRs on them, and black, big cameras with flashing lights. There were also bodyguards and medics around, as well as people responsible for sound. In between all this you stood – with a small mascot in your hand and a tiny but cute banner with a clearly pasted name and a big, red heart. 

There are less than two minutes left until the concert starts.

You were excited, happy, amazed, but also terrified. A hundred emotions and thoughts swirled in your heart and head; you’ve been dreaming about this moment for over four years, that is since you first heard the song of the then sixteen-year-old star.

Suddenly all the lights went out, the crowd fell silent, all you could hear was the voice of the guy with the earpiece, who started slowly counting down from ten. Tears of happiness welled up in your both eyes. You were counting under your breath with the man, and when you said ‘zero’ together, the stage lit up with colors of white, light blue and green. Everyone around you started cheering and squealing, and Hatsune appeared in the middle of the huge stage, which was decorated with several props and dancers. This was the moment – the moment you’ve been waiting for since you got the tickets.

“... Welcome everyone!” The twenty-year-old shouted to the cheering crowd of fans, and then the first welcome song began.

Together with everyone, you sang at the right moments, chanted the name of the young idol, and also tried to wave at her and show a cute banner with her name. Those were wonderful moments, full of joy and a fast beating heart. You watched with big eyes as Miku danced, smiled, waved towards the stands and sweetly encouraged everyone to play and jump with her.

After the first few songs that made your heart glow, it was time for the first panel of the night, where Hatsune talks to the fans.

“... Good evening once everyone again!” She screamed as soon as she caught her breath, and everyone in the stadium screamed again, you too. “Thank you all for coming to my concert! It means a lot to me, really...! Remember about fun, safety and water. There is help around if needed. Today’s concert is especially important to me...” She said calmly, and no one dared to disturb her. “Today is the fourth anniversary of my debut! So at this point I would like to go back to those beautiful times and at the same time give special thanks to everyone who has been supporting me for years. Love you all, guys!”

At that moment, you could have sworn you made eye contact with her, and she smiled at you and only you... However, perhaps it was a false effect, caused by emotions and tears. You weren’t sure...

However, when the next song and the sound of the electric guitar started, you forgot everything again and your mind went back to the moment when you heard her debut song and album for the first time.

previous day ; main post ♡ next day ; jiro yamada from buster bros!!!

[linagram]

[ meet the prisoners! (t2 edition) ] prisoner 007: yano asahi

the youngest linagram prisoner is here!! i love his t2 design a lot actually. though i love his design in general. i love this cute purple boi. his t2 mv makes me so scared of him

btw i wanna apologize if the profiles look "inconsistent", this is gonna sound weird, but i worked on everything, including the profiles, the vds, the mv descriptions, etc, for a couple months and it's like, basically if i had some free time, i worked on those things, so i had some things in my phone notes, if i had my tablet with me, i wrote something in my notes there, if i wasn't having any problems with my computer, i used it instead. i know that it would make much more sense to just have everything in one place, but because of some stuff, i wasn't able to do it that way. i often forget to edit some things, like i forgot that i don't need to write "kei's t2 profile" in his profile and i also forgot to change "non-deco*27 cover" to "different vocaloid producer cover" in eiko's profile. also my computer keyboard is kinda broken which. makes things a lot harder to write and even though i have a second one, IT'S ALSO BROKEN AND IT'S EVEN WORSE. sooooo uhhhh yeah sorry djsksksls

General info.

T1 Verdict: Asahi was voted innocent and he sure was happy with his verdict! Haha, he totally expected to be forgiven, no, he knew that he's gonna be forgiven. I mean, they had to forgive a child, they wouldn't punish someone as young as him, right? Asahi's hair grew a little bit longer between trials, so he got a new hairstyle. He also got a new outfit, though it's kind of similar to his T1 one. Even though he was voted innocent, he still has a bandaid under his right eye because of Yurika's attack and yes, it's definitely not as serious as Akio and Kei's injuries, but he still likes to remind everyone how much of a victim he is. Like, look at him, how dare Yurika hurt a poor child like him? He got a few other scratches because of her, but they have already healed and there's only one left now.

T2 Personality: Asahi, surprisingly, is more polite now and he doesn't swear as often as he used to. At least that's what it seems like on the outside. Asahi is happy that he got forgiven, but he's secretly very afraid of being voted guilty this time, so.. Why not start acting like an even more "cute" version of himself? People will love him more if he starts acting nicer and more obedient, right? It doesn't mean that he really is nicer now though. When nobody else is around, he will gladly make fun of the guilty prisoners, go back to his usual manner of speaking and bully those who are even weaker than him. And if anyone even tries to accuse him, he will start crying and claiming that this never happened. And well, Miki can't help but forgive him again and again, even though this kid is trying to manipulate not only the guards, but also the other prisoners. He even steals food and other things from the guilty prisoners. He doesn't even need those things, he just does it because.. uh.. because.. Well, because he deserves them!

T2 Relationship dynamics:

Yeah, Naomi and Asahi's relationship is.. not good, to say the least. It's very sad to think about, when you remember how much Asahi wants a mother figure and kinda expects Naomi to become one, but she's not interested in that at all and clearly hates the kid. So no matter how hard Asahi tries to make her like him, she just ends up hating him even more. Honestly, if it wasn't for the guards, she would've probably already killed him, he annoys her that much.

Obviously, Asahi dislikes Yurika now, and when other people are around, he doesn't hesitate to remind them how bad she is and how he's still in "so much pain because of her". However, when there is only Yurika around, Asahi suddenly stops acting so brave and tries his best to avoid her. He knows that Yurika isn't afraid of the guards, so even if they try to stop her, she will attack anyone who makes her angry.

If Naomi and Asahi's dynamic makes you sad, don't worry, because Eiji and Asahi both hate each other equally! <3 Eiji hates him because he still finds him annoying and suspicious and he doubts that Asahi deserved to be forgiven, but he can't say anything because he's Miki's brother. Meanwhile Asahi is very protective of Miki and he thinks that Eiji will end up hurting her one day, so he keeps his eye on him and sometimes purposefully asks Miki to hang out with him so that she doesn't have to spend time with Eiji. Both of them hate each other, but for Miki's sake, they try to hide it.

Asahi likes Miki so much, even though it may not be obvious because of his personality, but he does. He may ask her to spend time with him so that she stays away from Eiji (but also so that he can show Eiji that "she likes Asahi more"), but sometimes he actually wants to help her feel better. He can even share his food with her sometimes or ask her to play with him. Yes, Asahi is a terrible and very annoying kid, but he's also still just a kid.

Music info.

Milgram cover: All-Knowing All-Agony. (HE LITERALLY HAS AN IMAGINARY MOTHER. HE NEEDS HELP. But also he's scared of not being forgiven this time, so some lyrics describe that as well.)

DECO*27 cover: Fakery Tale. (I just think this song would sound very cute and soft (but also sad) as his cover.. Like I kinda imagine it sounding like a lullaby even?? (The instrumental would most likely be different in this case, probably a music box cover) But also some lyrics actually fit him and his backstory (and crime) a lot, like "a slightly lonely place, a somewhat kind and gentle one as well, I want to go there", "don't cry with that ashamed face, I want to forget it all and go back, I beg of you" and "I'll see you later, let's surely meet here someday, until then, good night". It makes me very sad to think about the last lyrics ("That body of mine disappeared, well then, where shall I go?"), because Asahi was kicked out of his new home by his adoptive father and he just.. walked, trying to find a place to stay or someone to ask for help. It's even more difficult than it already sounds, because his biological parents are dead and his adoptive mother as well, meanwhile his adoptive father doesn't want to do anything with him for a good reason. So.. yeah, he really had nowhere to go. It's highly possible that if he wasn't able to get any help before getting kidnapped and being brought to Milgram, he would've died of starvation or some other reasons (he could easily end up in a lot of dangerous situations because of his mental state), which makes him being the most demanding prisoner more understandable and really sad.)

Different Vocaloid producer cover: Selfish Princess by Fujiwo (Do I even have to explain anything. It's literally him.)

His T2 Trailer Voicelines:

"Oh! Eiji-nii, Miki-nee! Did you bring me something nice today as well?.. Miki-nee, why do you always look so pale when you talk to me? Did this guy do something bad to you? "It's nothing"?.. Okay then. Anyway, you're gonna forgive me this time too, right? You would never punish a poor child like me, right?.. I will be safe, right? You know that I'm still traumatized from what happened earlier, don't you?.."

*heavy breathing* "You.. Why did you say that?.. Did you really mean it?.."

His T2 Song Trailer Voiceline:

"Hey, does that mean they're firing you, Eiji-nii?"

Trivia:

Asahi's second image color was chosen because of his hair color.

As you've probably already guessed, Asahi really wants to be forgiven again, though it's hard to say if that will happen, considering his behavior.

Speaking of his verdict, interestingly, his VD shows him in a much more innocent light, but his MV shows him in a more guilty light and the ending is particularly creepy. It's like the opposite version of Kei's situation, because I personally think his VD still shows him as someone who's more "guilty" and his MV definitely shows him as someone who's more "innocent".

He's actually gonna reveal a lot about his murder this time!

Since Asahi's thoughts were affirmed, this is one of the reasons why he tries to act more "cute" and "soft" this time. To be honest, he thinks that he got forgiven only because he's a cute child and not because of his crime being understandable and something that can be forgiven, so.. yeah 😔

It may look like he has dark circles, but no, that's just the shading, haha. Though I think it would be fitting for him to have those, because he's not doing so well mentally, even though he was forgiven.

[mushroomjar]

For the vocaloid ask game: 3 (fav song series), 4 (fav producer), 16 (top 5 songs)?

3: See the thing is I am TERRIBLE at keeping up with song series, so I'm not sure if I can actually name a singular series from which I listened to all songs. So I'm just gonna name a couple that I really like even though I never listened to all of the songs in them: Bad End Night, Seven Deadly Sins (only one in which I listened to all of the songs)... ah fuck I had thought of another one but now I forgot which one it was. I also love all the songs I've heard from the Kagerou Project saga, even though I never got into it

4: It tends to fluctuate, but at least right now it's PinocchioP (though I still need to listen to a lot more from him). Other honorable mentions include Utsu-P, hachi, toa, Wonderful☆Opportunity, and neru

16: AUGH THAT'S SO DIFFICULT WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME. I'll try...

I DIDN'T MEAN TO ADD A POLL

HOW DO I REMOVE A POLL FROM THE POST, I MISCLICKED

IT WON'T LET ME REMOVE IT

HELP

This is the most chaotic answer to an ask game I have ever given, I am so sorry. Anyway, song list, in no particular order

Unknown Mother Goose - wowaka feat. Hatsune Miku

Common World Domination - PinocchioP feat. Hatsune Miku

I'm glad you're evil too - PinocchioP feat. Hatsune Miku

Tengaku - Yuuyu-P feat. Kagamine Rin

Jinsei Reset Button - kemu feat. GUMI

Chaoticness aside, thanks for the ask!

Ask game (text is a link)

[digitallumian]

I know i said i wouldn’t post writings on my blog since it wasn’t good enough but uh i wanna see what tumblr thinks

MASSIVE TW: Mentions of Overdosing, bullying, suicide, drugs, Thoughts of self harm

I feel like i forgot to add more tw’s but its 5am/srs and I can’t remember if i need to add more

Some Context:

This is an AU of a Kaiju Paradise rp me and a friend made where what we think would have happened if these Characters weren’t exposed to Laminax Labs at a Young age.

>Two ocs, Buck and Blaxor, are not mine and therefore, don’t have much written about them here. <

This is told from the perspective of Kanade Yukimura, an Idol/Popstar which gives an explanation as to why she takes a break near two specific dates each year since the beginning of her career in an interview with a Journalist. Below is what was said in the interview.

Ever since Fourth Grade, Me and my friends had to deal with our own personal issues that we’d tell each other, One of us had it bad. Koneko was one of my closest friends. We did everything together and we even started dreaming of becoming idols together. when we hit fourth grade Koneko started being bullied by some kids in a higher grade than us. At first, it started as just insults on her comfort clothing and Interests and Koneko was able to take it because she knew it was ‘weird’ and that's why she liked it, but the bullying soon escalated and started getting physical.

The kids, who were in seventh grade, would Constantly push and shove Koneko when they got the chance to and Koneko seemed to try her best to not engage because whenever I and our friends convinced her to go to teachers, counselors, or even the principal about it but they’d just tell her to ignore it or ignore her. One day those bullies pushed Koneko down the stairs and she was rushed to the hospital, she awoke a week or two later, and I was so happy she was alive that I didn't care about anything else, this is when Koneko started to spiral deeper and deeper into depression though. In first grade, Koneko started drawing, and by fifth grade, she started showing us her drawings.

At first, her drawings were adorable usually drawings of her special interests at the time such as Pokemon, Vocaloid, or My Little Pony but the bullying started getting worse, Koneko couldn't go into the hallways without being harassed by her bullies, and watching her suffer pained me. I tried to help, I tried to protect her but we were younger and weaker and I already suffer from a condition that makes me even weaker than I already am so every time I tried to help I always failed and I’d be forced to watch as she got hurt over and over after I was harmed.

By seventh grade, Koneko’s drawings started getting concerning. It went from just fan art of her favorite media to more gore and vent art, she always disguised it as her own original characters or from series like The Evilious Chronicles and I didn't want to question her about it as I didn't want to seem pushy or even seem like I'm trying to be invasive of her personal problems.

Koneko always carried a diary, she never let anyone read it and kept it to herself due to it being one of the only times she could talk about her problems. Buck, Blaxor, and I knew she was Genderfluid and how she liked girls, she had written that in her journal because what kid wouldn't? After all a journal is a kid's written safe space after all. Somehow during P.E. One of the bullies broke into the locker Koneko’s diary was in and stole it, During lunch we used to sit together at the lunch tables and that's when it happened, The kid who had her journal and outed out many of her secrets including her gender identity and preference, She never stepped a foot in that cafeteria again.

Eighth grade rolled around and Koneko had become a shadow of her former self, she stopped drawing and burned her journal one day, she started falling asleep in class and would push me, Blaxor, and Buck away and no matter how hard we tried to help her, she never let us. One day Koneko got access to drugs, I can’t remember what grade we were in but I remember that day very clearly up to a certain point.

I went to visit Koneko that day because I was worried about her, Blaxor’s Dad had to pick her up because she had expressed thoughts of self-harm in one of her assignments and Konekos father was supposed to keep watch of her due to ‘the schools concern with things at home’, Konekos sibling Hex wasn’t home and was at military school so when I entered I was hoping that at least Konekos father was at least there, but the house was empty, I felt a sinking feeling, I slowly walked to Koneko’s room hoping that the feeling would go away and started asking if she's okay and if I could come in. There wasn’t an answer so I said I was going to go in and check on her, I gently opened the door... and Koneko was there.. on the floor with a bottle of pills in her hand.

I froze, I didn’t know what to do, I must have blacked out or I blocked out that part of the memory because the next thing I knew, I, Blaxor, and Buck were at the hospital, I was praying to every God possible at that moment, Hoping that Koneko would wake up and be okay. Luckily she woke up and I was so happy about it that I started crying, all that mattered to me at that moment was that she was alive. She was sent to a mental health facility after she was discharged from the hospital and I would visit along with Buck and Blaxor, she seemed so much happier there. When Koneko returned to school the bullying started again and it got worse.

Someone told the whole school about Koneko’s suicide attempt and being at the mental hospital and so many people would say horrible things. It was from things like “she's crazy” and “she's unstable” to things like “You should try again” or “Next time you try to overdose do it right”, This caused Koneko to Push everyone further away and it got to the point the only time she talked to us it'd be online with our group chat and even then it would always be with short phrases.

I Liked her, Like really liked her, I never told her though because of my fear of rejection but I wish I could go back and tell her that I loved her because I look back and realized that maybe those three words would have saved her.

It was ninth grade and the school year was nearly over, we just had three months left and at this point, Koneko never talked to me or the others as much as she used to. They had broken her down and she went from a young and hopeful child with dreams to someone I didn't even recognize anymore, she lost her spark and what made her so joyful. I realize it now but Koneko had been planning it for a while because one day she seemed so happy and gave Blaxor, Buck, and me her most valuable and sentimental things. She gave me a lot of her stuff like her guitar. I should have realized what she was doing due to the sudden shift in behavior because...

it took her away from me...

It was a Thursday and It was lunchtime. I was eating on the rooftop because we no longer sat in the cafeteria after the incident, I saw Koneko come from inside the building and walked to the Fence that surrounded the school's roof. I saw her climbing it and my vision started getting blurry and I started blacking out as I realized what she was doing, I screamed her name to try to get her to stop but as my vision cleared...

She was gone.

I don't remember much after she jumped. According to people who were there, I tried to climb the fence too but two kids grabbed me and held me back telling me that I had so much to live for and just trying to calm me down. The school was put on lockdown after a while. I could feel my phone Vibrating like crazy as Blaxor and Buck spammed the group chat. I didn't care. She was gone. I couldn't stop her. I knew she was suffering. I knew she was hurting, I saw the signs and I didn't do anything. An hour later, the school called the parents to pick up their kids as there was an incident at the school. Buck and Blaxor found me on the rooftop with the two other kids as no one came to get us. Of course they wouldn’t, that school didn’t care about us.

Buck and Blaxor tried to ask me questions but I couldn't hear anything, I could only hear a high pitch as I tried to process everything, I just refused to believe it. We went home and I just locked myself in my room, I refused to eat dinner or even any food after that, I felt sick, I felt like I was to blame because I saw the signs if I did something she would still be here. I felt disgusted in myself because I felt that because I didn't help her, I was just as disgusting as those kids that pushed her over the edge.

I didn't go to school for a month, and I refused to face the kids who were the reason Koneko was gone, turns out she survived the fall and was in a coma, I felt a sense of hope that she would be okay but...

Koneko’s father decided to just let her go...

Now she was truly gone...

I spiraled and barely ate any food, I just couldn't bring myself to be able to eat because of flashbacks to that day. It hurt and it still does. I considered self-harm and even considered Suicide to escape the pain I was experiencing that barely anyone took seriously.

I returned to school a month later and talk about that day was still happening. I couldn't take it, I felt sick, I started getting dizzy, and passed out. I remember waking up in the nurse's office and she asked me if I was okay. She's the only one who cared about any of us, She was a mandated reporter though so I lied and said I was okay.

That same day an assembly about suicide was scheduled to happen, it also served as a memorial for Koneko. I hate that school, and I still hate it to this day, During the assembly, I blocked out everything the school said because it was all a lie, It was just lies and I hated it, I heard kids snickering and laughing during the assembly, I felt sick again, I hated being there. I walked out of the gym, Shaking and in tears and called my mom to take me home early.

I convinced my mom to let me stay home the rest of the year as I couldn't take being there anymore, she told me that I still would have to attend school next year which I agreed to.

I look back at everything that happened and I wish I did something, I still blame myself for it and I’ve been told that it’s not my fault but if I just did something she would still be here.

...

I kept her diary and her guitar. Her father reluctantly gave me her phone with everything still on it, I never changed anything on it.

On her birthday and on her deathdate. I always play her favorite song on her guitar or the piano with Koneko’s Brother, Hex. I listen to the music she used to listen to, watch the media she used to indulge in, and even try do things that she wished to do in life, Such as becoming an Idol.

I might be crazy for doing all of this but I don't care about what others might say. That school and the people in it broke a girl who simply wanted to grow up like every other person on this damn hellscape of a planet. I’ll keep living and I’ll fight on as a way to Inspire others like we wanted to do.

Just for her.

[harapeveco]

I read your anime recommendations and thought,,, wow, she really didn't lie when she said she had shitty taste, but then I saw you mention NATSUME!! You redeemed yourself with this one, it's absolutely fenomenal, my favourite anime of all time and I just can't stress enough how much I love it. It's over 70 episodes + a movie but I rewatched it 3 times, don't regret anything. Did you know that season 7 was announced?? After 6 years??? I'm so happy I thought they forgot about it!!!

Also I thought I was the only person who's seen the Chuunibyou one. I only watched it because it was loosely based on a vocaloid song of the same title and curiosity took the best of me but it was surprisingly good!

In the second half you also listed some really good shows like Sasamiya, Dr. Stone, Kiss him not me or Horimiya so I think I can say your taste isn't as bad as you consider it to be!!

Have you seen Given? I think you'd like it based of what you've recommended. It's cute, gay, gets pretty emotional and has really good music. One of the main characters might seem annoying, but personally I could connect with him in a way? It's just that he has this main personality trait that isn't really anything new in anime and people might not like it but it was the first time I've seen it being done right. He feels how I feel a lot of the time and idk, I might just be weird but he became my comfort character because of it.

Sorry for the long rant! I'd love to hear about more if your favourite shows!!

“Wow she really didn’t lie when she said she had shitty taste” 😭😭😭😭 BESTIE COME ON

Anyway yes!!! I knew about the natsume new season!!!! I have a bestie who is obsessed with natsume as much as I am. I remember the 6th season came out while I was still in high school and I would watch it during class with the school’s internet and like GOD every episode is a master piece I love that show so much I rewatch episodes randomly every once in a while, mostly the Shigeru and Touko one that one makes me SOB 😭😭😭

Chunnibyou I also watched it bc of the song I listened to the atr version of it and I thought it was dumb but I wasn’t expecting it to be as funny as it was. Like the main character being all into super heroes and wanting to be a super hero just to show how stupid that is and the fact that characters is voiced BY DEKU HIMSELF makes it all so poetic. The guy who believes he’s a demon or whatever getting a gf who plays along his delusions? Absolutely great. The guy obsessed with 2D girls? Somehow he’s the most normal. Catboy who edgy as fuck with a shit ton of sisters who are mean to him? Hilarious. Cringe ass Utaite guy? I feel like they could have done more with him but he was funny when he was his Utaite persona. I’m also impressed the girl who was really the straight man in all this wasn’t boring at all I was worried bc in shows like these girls tend to be just boring and tell them to stop and even if she sometimes did she would indulge in the madness so I think that was refreshing to see. Pls everyone give Chuuibyou Gekihatsu Boy a chance!

Sasaki to Miyano is so good 😭😭😭 goes a little slow to me but I got used to it after a while and the payoff is really good. Dr.Stone goat all I can say is that if you need a reason to watch it that reason should be Asagiri Gen his bitchass assholness really makes the show for me (also the science is actually pretty fun). Kiss him not me I don’t remember anything about it honestly except an episode where they fight over a ship name which I’ve seen enough in fandom spaces so like relatable and horimiya…..horimiya is so good pls everyone go watch it 😭😭😭 I would die for them holy shit like the most realistic interpretation of love and relationships I’ve seen. The drama is very ground in reality too like the one you see is not unnecessary or used to fuck them over it’s just so good!

Oh yeh I watched Given! I have pretty shit memory so I forgot to include it but I left it only at season one and didn’t bother to watch the movie (was there a movie right?) bc it focuses on Haru and the other guy and like they seemed boring to me I only cared about Mafuyu and Uenoyama and I got what I wanted out of them so I’m pleased with what I got uwu also did you know the mangaka used to write Haikyuu Doujinshi? That’s why Mafuyu and Uenoyama have that very familiar color scheme LMAO good stuff good stuff

I have more shows I like but right I can’t think of any of them (I am very much sleepy rn brain is not functioning) but yeh

[hearth4days]

pls tell us about project sekai we see you guys post about it all the time but all we know is vocaloid rythme game + Tsukasa is a person who exists and probably sings?

so any sort of interesting plot stuff or just weird fun facts would be much appreciated

I put stars next to the people I can elaborate on if anyone cares 👀

(Tsukasa is indeed a person who exists and sings <33333 he is my blorbo)

Okay so the basic premise of the game (story-wise, gameplay-wise it's basically just a standard rhythm game) is that if a person or group of people have strong enough feelings, it makes like a parallel universe called a Sekai. A Sekai is basically like a manifestation of their feelings, and it has vocaloids in it that act like therapists. The story follows five bands and their Sekais.

Leo/Need

I have never seen a L/N fan

Their music style is rock, and they follow a school theme. Also stars

The basic synopsis of their story is that they were friends as kids but grew apart since Saki (blonde girl and Tsukasa's sister) got sick, and now they want to be friends again and start a band

Members include Ichika (black hair, she's such a flat character I cannot think of a single thing about her personality), Saki (very bubbly, her whole character is basically I'm Not Sick Anymore Let's Do Stuff), Shiho (grey hair, absolute bitch), and Honami (brunette, people pleaser)

More More Jump!

Nobody likes them either lmao

Their music is basically just. Cutesy pop shit?

The leader of their group wants to be an idol, so she works together with idols who quit for one reason or another to make a new idol group

Members include Minori (redhead, aspiring idol, very clumsy), Haruka (blue hair, Minori's favorite idol, idk I think she has self esteem issues??), Airi (pink hair, tsundere), and Shizuku (light blue hair, Shiho's sister, very dumb)

Vivid Bad Squad ⭐

They're the gayest bitches here, everyone likes them

Their music style is "street music" which I disagree with but w/e

They want to host a music event that's cooler than a different fictional music event. More importantly, two lesbians get together, team up with two gays, and then the gays break up and cry for several chapters before getting back together. Every story they have is about the lesbians supporting each other or the gays supporting each other. As bros though

Members include Kohane (blonde girl, new to the music scene and a bit shy), An (black and blue haired girl, every wlw loves her, very confident), Akito⭐ (orange and yellow hair, bitch but in a loving way this time), and Touya⭐ (he looks like Shouto Todoroki, very autistic, daddy issues <3)

Wonderland x Showtime ⭐

Definitely the most popular group

Theatre kids <3

A bunch of gay people want to help Emu (pink hair) keep her grandfather's theme park going, so they form a theatre troupe. Their main antagonist is their various mental illnesses and capitalism

Members include Tsukasa⭐ (blonde boy, scrungly, definitely has NPD and autism/pos, forgot most of his childhood because trauma, makes looking after his sister his entire personality, loud bitch, omg), Emu (very peppy, imagine Pinkie Pie is a high schooler), Nene (green haired girl, gamer, has social anxiety, another tsundere), and Rui⭐ (purple and blue hair, social outcast, very into robots and explosions)

Nightcord at 25:00 ⭐

Nightcord being Discord and 25:00 being 1 am. Which. Mood. My favorite unit

They get the #broken music <3

A bunch of depressed teenagers form an online band, and now they're attached and are trying to cure each others' mental illnesses through the power of codependency and love

Members include Kanade⭐ (white hair, autism personified, savior complex), Mafuyu⭐ (purple hair, gifted kid syndrome, also very autistic), Ena⭐ (brown hair, pspspsps Seth you wanna kin her so bad /hj, has an inferiority complex, another tsundere, Akito's sister), and Mizuki⭐ (pink hair, basically canon transfemme 😳, stop repressing your emotions bbgirl)

[purple-cat-demon]

  Her Big Bad Wolf

Pairing Gavin x Hazel (pre-marriage but in an established relationship)

Genre: 18+ smut

Word count: 3,007

Warnings: unprotected sex

This is actually the second fic I wrote right after His Tiny Dancer.

*I suck at titling*

This post is very long and I apologize...

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  Hazel was diligently typing away at her computer. The latest proposal was coming together quite nicely so she decided to take a quick break and rest her eyes. As she stretched her arms, Kiki ran over to her desk excitedly.

“Boss! You got an invite to a photo shoot!”

Hazel turned to her subordinate while sporting a confused look.

“Huh?”

“Yeah! This company saw our Group Fairytale Wedding shoot and they want you and Gavin to participate in their upcoming magazine spread.”

Hazel pondered over the invite for a bit. Tossing the idea back and forth; she finally responded.

"Well, what’s the theme?”

“It didn’t really mention the theme but it did have an email and phone number to contact them. Let me pull up the email.”

Kiki commandeered Hazel’s computer and pulled up the invite in question. Hazel looked it over herself but still remained skeptical.

“I don’t know… and I don’t even know if Gavin would be up for it.”

Just then, Minor piped up.

“Boss, you know he would if you just ask.”

Hazel jumped at Minor’s sudden appearance.

“Minor! Don’t scare me like that!”

Minor just grinned sheepishly.

“Sorry, Boss”

Hazel let out an exasperated sigh at her subordinate.

“I’ll just give this company a call later.”

Later that day, back at her place, Hazel stared at the phone number she typed in. She hesitated a bit before pressing the dial option. After a couple of rings, a male voice answered.

“This is Twisted Dreams Photography, how may I help you?”

“Hello, is this Jacob Cordova?”

“Yes, how can I help you?”

“This is Hazel May from Anaheim Electronics Company. I’m calling in regards to the photoshoot invite.”

“Ah yes! Thank you so much for calling back. I saw your promo shoot and was floored at your chemistry with the groom you were with. Compared to everyone else, you two stood out the most to me. Do you think you can both participate?”

“Well, I’m not sure. I would like to know more about this photoshoot, if you don’t mind sparing some details.”

“Of course. I apologize for not including that in the email. Okay, the theme for the shoot is Twisted Romantic Fairytale. I was hoping that would be our Red Riding Hood and your friend would be the Big Bad Wolf. Nothing explicit or too risqué and you’ll be able to take the outfits home after the shoot. The article itself will be featured in the popular magazine CosPLA and of course, you two will get copies of it before it even hits the shelves. So what do you think? Will you accept?”

“That sounds delightful, but let me talk it over with my friend and I’ll get back to you as soon as possible. How soon do you need to know?”

“Can you respond in the next few days?”

“Yes”

“Awesome. Oh, and I’ll need measurements from both of you as well. Your outfits will be tailored to you both. I look forward to hearing from you, Miss May. Have a nice day.”

“Thank you and you too.”

Hazel ended the phone call while sinking back into her couch.

‘Will Gavin even be available? Crap, I didn’t get the date for the shoot’

She proceeded to text Director Cordova.

-I forgot to ask when the photoshoot takes place-

Five minutes passed and Director Cordova responded.

-July 29th-

Hazel paled at the date, Gavin’s birthday. She really hesitated before responding.

-Okay, thank you-

She pinched the bridge of her nose and sighed. 

‘That’s Gavin’s birthday. Is he really gonna want to do something like this on his birthday???’

She let out a frustrated huff as she scrolled through her phone contacts, finally landing on Gavin’s name. Hazel paused for a bit, then pressed ‘dial.’ Gavin didn’t pick up and it went to voicemail. Though not even two minutes later her phone rang, Gavin’s name was on the screen; she quickly answered.

“Hey Hazel, are you okay?” His question laced with concern.

“Yes, yes. I just had a proposition but I don’t know if you’re up for it.”

“What is it?”

“Well, remember that shoot we did a while back?”

“Yeah”

“Well, another agency saw it, particularly us, and wanted to know if we were interested in being a part of their photoshoot.”

There was silence on the other end, then he responded.

“Hmm.”

Hazel went on.

“The theme is Twisted Romantic Fairytale and you and I would be dressed as the Big Bad Wolf and Red Riding Hood.”

Again, silence, and little longer than the first pause.

“Uh, Gavin? Did I lose you?”

“No, no. I’m still here”

“What do you think? Would you be interested?”

“Hmm, when is it?”

Hazel gave a small squeak.

“Yeah, that’s the issue I have… It’s on your birthday.”

“Oh?”

Hazel got nervous over his answer so she tried to back pedal out of the awkward conversation.

“If you’re not interested, that’s totally fine. I can call up the director and —-“

“I’ll do it”

Hazel blinked and questioned if she heard right.

“Huh?”

“I said, ‘I’ll do it’”

“A-are you sure?”

“Yeah. I had fun at the wedding shoot, this might be fun too.”

“But… your birthday…”

“Look, as long as I’m with you, it doesn’t really matter what we do for my birthday.”

Hazel gave in to her boyfriend.

“If you’re sure then.”

“Yes, I’m sure.”

“Then I’ll confirm it with the director. I’ll also need your measurements too, when you get a chance. Talk to you later”

“Sure thing, bye”

After she got off the phone with Gavin, Hazel then texted Director Cordova with the official confirmation.

July 29th: Day of the photoshoot.

Gavin was leaning up against Sparky while he waited for Hazel to come out of her apartment building. A few minutes later, she came bounding out, excited to see her boyfriend.

“Hey Birthday Boy!”

She handed him a small gift box.

“What’s this?”

“Open it and find out, silly”

Gavin went ahead and opened the small box and held up the necklace that was inside. It was a simple black leather cord, done up cinch style. The crescent shaped pendant was made of obsidian with a silver outline. Hazel beamed at the birthday boy.

“I saw it and thought that you would like it”

At this point, Gavin hadn’t said anything yet, which made Hazel anxious.

“I-I figured it wasn’t too flashy, a-and it can long or a choker and—-“

A chuckle interrupted her rambling,

“I love it”

She put the necklace on him and admired how it looked against his white shirt.

“You want it to hang down or be a choker?”

“Hang down, please”

Gavin caught her hand and kissed it, causing her to blush a tomato red.

“Thank you, my love”

Hazel flustered but manage to croak out,

“A-anyway, we should get going or we’ll be late!”

Hazel guided Gavin to the facility with some time to spare. As they headed in, they heard commands being barked out. A tall, lanky man clad in blue jeans and a black t-shirt, Jacob Cordova was busy setting up.

“Hey! I need some lighting over here, please!”

A studio helper came by with some fake foliage.

“Sir, where do you want this?”

The director looked up from his tablet and then looked around.

“Uh… Oh! Over here would be good, thank you”

He eventually spied Hazel and Gavin walking on to the set, he lit up immediately.

“Welcome! I’m glad you two were able to make it. I really appreciate it!”

“Pleasure to be here,” Hazel said while extending out her hand. They shook hands, and then the Director instructed them to go to the makeup area and get ready.

Gavin was greeted by a young makeup artist. She was dressed in blue denim capris with a black Muse tank top. Her hair was short, spiked and streaked purple, which brought out her blueish grey color eyes.

“Hello, I’m Trish. Nice to meet you.”

“Nice to meet you too,” Gavin said as they shook hands. Trish went behind the changing curtain and got his outfit for him: black, ripped jeans, dark blue, ripped t-shirt and black combat boots. She then got a good look at his eyes.

“Oh! Your eye color is perfect! You won’t even need the contacts,” she said, marveling at Gavin’s unique eyes. However, Gavin felt a bit awkward at the friendly scrutiny.

“That’s great…?”

“Oh Yes! The contacts are a real pain to wear. Okay, go get changed. Oh and we’ll keep your jacket as part of the ensemble. I’ll be back to do your makeup”

Meanwhile, in the room next door, Hazel was greeted by a makeup artist from Australia. She was clad in black denim shorts with a blue, baby doll, Vocaloid shirt. Her jet black hair was pulled back in a high ponytail, her green eyes glimmering as she adjusted her glasses when Hazel stepped in.

“G’Day. My name is Nancy. How are you today?” 

“I’m good, maybe a little nervous,” Hazel answered as they shook hands.

“All right then, let’s get your outfit,” Nancy said with a nod. She ducked behind the curtain and came back with the Red Riding Hood costume. It was a different twist on the whole look: red and black plaid dress that stopped just above the knees, a black corset with red lacing, black fishnets, and black wedge heels. The red hood part was about four inches longer than the actual dress and it tied in the front, the sleeves flared out and stopped at the wrists. Hazel was a little apprehensive about the length of the dress but went along with it anyway.

Gavin waited outside in the hall for Hazel. A few minutes passed and she emerged from the changing room. He uttered a barely audible “wow” as she smoothed out her dress. He could feel a slight blush creep up his face as he looked at her. Hazel finally looked up at Gavin and it was then her turn to blush. 

“You look amazing!”

She spied the necklace she gave him earlier around his neck. Gavin blushed even more; he then cleared his throat.

*ahem* “Shall we go,” he asked, holding his arm out to her. Hazel giggled a bit and then grabbed his arm. She noticed all the makeup details on him as they walked over to the set. The first thing she pointed out was that his actual ears were expertly hidden.

“How did they cover your ears?”

“Uh, with some extensions, they’re annoying though.”

She then saw the fangs the more he spoke.

“Oh! You have fangs too!”

Her gaze dropped down to his hands, then marveling at the claws on them. Gavin felt his face get warmer as she examined his hands more closely.

“They did a wonderful job on you,” she said as she reached out to touch the wolf ears on his head. 

Director Cordova hailed them down when he saw them reach the set.

“You two look wonderful! Okay, come with me and we’ll get started.”

The director led them to a small forest scene where they did various generic poses. He seemed pretty satisfied with the shots but he wanted to ramp things up a bit. 

“Okay, for this next shot, could either of you do something unexpected or surprising?”

The two photo subjects looked at each other, unsure on how to respond to this request. Hazel then had an idea. In a bold fit of spontaneity, she grabbed Gavin’s shirt and planted a passionate kiss on his lips. Wide eyed with shock but not making any kind of move to stop, Gavin just stood there as the clicking of the camera shutter rapidly went off. Hazel broke the kiss off to breathe and immediately flushed a bright red over the realization of her action. Gavin’s blush nearly matched hers as he looked away. They both turned toward the excited clapping coming from the director.

“That was perfectly executed! Hey, listen, you two take a break and be back here in about an hour and a half and we’ll finish the last few shots. How’s that sound?”

Somewhat bewildered, the photo subjects both responded with an “okay.” There was an awkward silence between the two as the director and crew walked away. Hazel decided to break the silence.

“I’m really sorry if that was way too bold of me,” she apologized while fidgeting with the hem of her dress.

“It was definitely unexpected,” Gavin’s voice lowered, “though not unwanted.”

Hazel blushed a beet red once again, and then noticed the somewhat weird placement of his jacket. She went to take the jacket off his hands but he denied her that action. 

“Are you sure you don’t want me to hold that?”

It was now Gavin’s turn to blush the beet red.

“Uh no, no. That’s gonna stay right where it’s at.”

Hazel gave her man a curious look and then caught on to the meaning behind his refusal. Her eyes went wide with shock.

“Y-you’re…?”

“Yeah, that bold little kiss caused it, thank you very much…” he responded, feigning indignance.

She blinked and looked around, then gestured to lower his head.

“Should we, you know, take care of that?”

He scoffed at the idea.

“Where exactly?”

He gave her a skeptical look but soon saw the gears turning in her eyes; she most definitely had a plan.

“I’ve been to this facility quite a few times so I know there’s a couple of storage rooms down that way,” she pointed towards a hallway. 

“And they’re usually unlocked, follow me.”

They made their way down the corridor, thankfully no one was around. Hazel tried the first door; much to her dismay, it was locked. They moved on to the next door which wasn’t locked. After successfully ducking into the room, Hazel promptly locked the door behind them.

Hazel turned and pounced on Gavin, causing him to stumble backwards into a wall. A flurry of fervent kisses ensued as Gavin turned to pin Hazel against the wall. Since time was dwindling fast, they hastily disrobed their lower halves. He then hoisted her to wrap her legs around him. Hazel snaked her arms around his neck to further close the gap between them. Warm breaths intermingled in the anticipation for what was about to transpire. His hard length slipped in smoothly causing Hazel to bite her lip, stifling a moan that threatened to escape. The fear of potentially getting caught made Gavin’s thrusts quick and intense; he had to bite his own lip to keep quiet as well. The clenching of her walls around his length was a sure sign that she was close. As both of their coils snapped, they locked lips to swallow each other’s moans. Heavy panting still prevailed as they came down from their sexual high. Gavin buried his face into the crook of her neck, trying to steady himself as he pulled out of her. Her legs were like jelly as she tried standing on her own. She looked around the room for something to clean themselves with and found some brand new packages of paper towels. She handed a paper towel to Gavin who was gathering up his pants and shoes. 

“Well, that happened,” she said, giggling.

His hands came up to cup her face and kiss her.

“Happy Birthday to me,” he said into the kiss. They both gazed at each other lovingly, the afterglow still present in their faces.

“There are bathrooms down the hall, let’s get cleaned up better there,” she instructed.

“Right.”

They cleaned up and headed back to the makeup rooms to refresh their looks. Not much had to be done with Gavin’s look but Hazel had some issues. Nancy took one look and was a little worried for Miss Riding Hood. 

“Whoa, is it blazing hot outside,” she inquired, noting Hazel’s messed up eye makeup.

“Yeah, a little bit,” Hazel responded sheepishly.

Ten minutes later, both Gavin and Hazel headed back to the set where Director Cordova was waiting for them. 

“All right, let’s get this last shot and then do some reviewing of the photos.”

The final shutter click signified the end of the photoshoot. The three of them sat in front of the director’s computer and started to pick and choose the best shots for the article. 

“Awesome picks! Here, give me a minute,” the director reached for a thumb drive  and transferred all the photos taken that day.

“Here, for you two, and I’ll be sending a copy to each of you before it officially releases.”

Hazel’s eyes lit up with delight.

“That’s great! Thank you so much!”

“Thanks to you two, this’ll be an awesome spread.”

As Hazel and Gavin walked out to where Sparky was parked, Hazel nudged his arm to get his attention. He turned to her and leaned in to hear her whisper.

“I think we need a repeat performance but this time, “ she paused, “we can be as loud as we want.”

The tips of his ears flushed a bright red but the smile never left his face.

Two weeks later, they each received a copy of the magazine. Hazel headed over to Gavin’s place to look the article over together. They marveled at how well the article was written and put together. They were also surprised that some candid, ‘behind-the-scene’ photos were included as well.

“This came out really well, huh?”

“Yeah, I like this shot especially,” he said while pointing to one of the candid shots where she was smiling brightly at him. Hazel blushed a bit before responding.

“That’s a good one, but I like this shot a lot,” she was pointing to the ‘unexpected shot’ with Gavin’s shocked expression. He cleared his throat.

“You would like that one,” he chuckled as he placed a kiss on her forehead.

“I love you, my Little Red Riding Hood.”

Hazel leaned in close, nabbing his chin in the process.

“And I love you, my Big *kiss* Bad *kiss* Wolf.”

[morbidcorvids]

I just read ur halloween fic!! And it's adorable!! Can I also request a prompt? This is their highschool years btw and its about Hizashi, Shouta, Oboro, Nemuri, Kan and Tensei having a halloween party and also having a contest on who could have the best costumes! And the two winners would be going on a date. This was set up by Nemuri, Oboro, Kan and Tensei cause they know that Shouta and Hizashi had been dancing around each other for a few years and they wanted to help. So yeah XD Hizashi goes as Hatsune Miku! Which as he likes to call it, Present Miku! XD

Happy Halloween! I’m sorry this took *forever*, but it became much longer than anticipated. I loved the whole idea of Present Miku! Hope you enjoy!

Sorry for any grammar or spelling mistakes!

Title: Present Miku

If only he had put a bit more effort into his costume, his friend Kan wouldn’t have felt as personally offended. 

“You know, you could have at least bought one from the dollar store instead of wearing your black curtains as a cape,” Kan remarked, crossing his arms. 

Shouta shrugged as he sat down next to Oboro, “I wasn’t going to come in a costume, but Nemuri warned me that if I didn’t dress up then she would make a scene on my birthday.” 

“What type of scene?” Oboro asked, getting comfortable on the couch as he opened his tenth candy wrapper for the night. 

“She didn’t specify, but honestly, I‘d rather not know,” Shouta responded, laying back on the couch as he gestured for Oboro to grab him a candy from the bowl. 

Even if it wasn’t his original idea to attend the party, he had to admit, Tensei’s house was pretty impressive. From the moment he stepped onto the front gates, Shouta felt out of place with his cheap cape and DIY fangs. As the gates opened, he could see the massive garden filled with colorful plants and fancy statues. There was even a mini pond with lily pads that ran probably the bluest water Shouta had ever seen. 

As he approached the huge double doors, Tensei was already waiting for him with that flashy smile that captivated everyone in class 1-A. With the best grades in the class, and being a descendant from a family of heroes, it was no wonder he became the president of 1-A. 

When Shouta first arrived at class 1-A after transferring from General Studies, he hadn’t expected such a warm welcome from the president. The one from General Studies displayed a high ego and God complex that was unbearable most of the time. Tensei let Shouta feel included the second he entered his new classroom, and introduced him to Hizashi and Oboro - his current two best friends. 

As Tensei let him inside the house, he was greeted by an ecstatic Nemuri, who was wearing a scantily clad Poison Ivy costume. Already seeing Tensei’s detailed costume of Link from Legend of Zelda and the custom made Poison Ivy outfit from Nemuri made Shouta feel like the odd one out with his poor excuse of a costume. It didn’t help immediately getting berated by Kan for “not putting effort into his Dracula costume”. Though he had to admit; he completely forgot about Kan’s attendance and how...insensitive it would be to come with a poorly done Dracula outfit. Kan’s family, who all have similar quirks that deal with blood, practically venerate the Draculian lore. 

Kan was dressed as a chef, claiming the film Ratatouille inspired him. Shouta just rolled his eyes at the explanation and walked towards the living room. His eyes scanned the enormous living room, finding Oboro sitting down on a couch that probably cost more than his parent’s apartment. 

He currently sat on that same couch, waiting for the last person to arrive. He sighed as Oboro’s white wings hit him in the face again for the fifth time. His friend opted to dress as an angel, and his explanation was even worse than Kan’s. 

“Well, for one, I am an angel. Two, I am really feeling like acting as Cupid today,” Oboro stated, fluttering his eyes as he smiled at Shouta. 

Shouta groaned, “are you sure it isn’t an excuse to use your clouds as a substitute for pants?” 

Oboro cackled as he handed Shouta a piece of chocolate. They began talking with Kan about the scariest experiences they had with the supposed supernatural. Kan was in the middle of explaining the footsteps he used to hear walking back and forth on his apartment’s hallway at 3 in the morning when the lights were suddenly turned off. 

Shouta looked at Oboro in confusion, who stared back at him with the same puzzlement. Rays of lights invaded the room as a certain pop song blared through the speakers. Shouta winced as he covered his ears. The loud music sort of reminded him of someone…

Tensei appeared from the entrance of the living room, looking unfazed. He turned on the microphone he was holding, which let out an unpleasant howling noise. Tensei smiled apologetically, and sighed before using the microphone to speak. 

“People of Halloweentown, get ready for the greatest pop star of our generation. Please receive the wondrous, fantastic, fabulous, talented, and amazing: Present Miku!” 

Nemuri released a giant confetti cannon, which sprinkled all across the room - blinding Shouta. Of course, Shouta thought, Hizashi would be one for dramatic entrances. 

Hizashi suddenly appeared with a microphone on his hands, and began lip-syncing to the song that was still playing from the speakers. Kan leaned towards Shouta and Oboro as he covered his ears. 

“What song is this?!” He yelled, yet Shouta could barely hear him as the song blasted through their ears. Oboro laughed hysterically as he moved to the beat of the song. 

“It’s a Hatsune Miku song!” Oboro replied, “I think it is called ‘Desert Wolf’!” 

“Is it the vocaloid girl he is obsessed about?” Shouta asked. His ears finally adjusted to the loudness that invaded the room. Someone would have believed he was prepared to be bombarded with sound, considering he was friends with Hizashi, the classmate with a Voice quirk. 

Oboro smiled widely. “What do you think?” he said, pointing at Hizashi. 

A long teal hair tied in pigtails adorned Hizashi’s head, falling to his hips. He wore a grey shirt that traced his waist with a black skirt. Shouta’s eyes lingered towards the bottom, where Hizashi posed with thigh high boots. 

Shouta had to admit, Hizashi looked really nice. 

It was clear that out of everyone here, especially Shouta, Hizashi put the most effort into his costume. He even had the clothing piece on his arms glow a color similar to turquoise. His tie had his name ‘Present Miku’ engraved on the top, with small pins of Hatsune Miku attached. 

Shouta caught Nemuri glancing at him, wiggling her eyebrows. He couldn’t help the slight blush that crept on his face as he looked away. 

The song soon ended, and Hizashi bowed, receiving applause from his friends. Oboro and Nemuri clapped loud and sincere, while Shouta and Kan clapped rather unenthusiastically. 

Hizashi proceeded to plop down in between Oboro and Shouta, putting his arms around them as he hugged them tightly. 

“Happy Halloween you two!” He exclaimed, flashing his brightest grin. 

“Took you long enough to arrive,” Shouta grumbled, leaning towards Hizashi’s embrace. He’s used to Hizashi’s shoulder being his personal pillow as he took a quick nap. 

He didn’t notice the way Oboro and Kan exchanged knowing looks to one another. They looked back to Nemuri, who nodded once in agreement. She approached the center of the room - heels clanking loudly. 

“As you know, there was supposed to be a costume contest,” she reminded, looking at Shouta with those disapproving eyes again. 

“The two people who win will get to go on a ‘fake’ date inside that door,” Nemuri explained, pointing her fingers at the closed white double doors at the right side of the room. 

“Tensei decorated it so that it may seem as authentic as possible.” 

“Authentic to what?” Shouta asked with his eyes closed, still leaning on Hizashi. 

“To a date, Shouta,” Nemuri replied with a smug smile, “so let’s start with the first lucky winner!” 

“Why do we need to do this now?” Shouta complained, “and also, don’t you think it is weird to make two people go on a forced date?” 

“Shut up, Shouta,” Nemuri scolded, being one of the few people that isn’t afraid to argue with him. His intimidating look might work on his classmates, but his upperclassmen friend isn’t threatened by those judging eyes. 

“Alright, remember not to vote for yourself!” Nemuri added, “pick a paper and once you write down your pick, just place it on this bowl.” 

She gleefully walked towards Tensei and sat next to him, writing down a name with her personal calligraphy pen. Shouta sighed as Hizashi passed him a piece of paper and pen. Might as well get this over with. 

He stared at the paper for a moment, remembering the details of everyone’s costumes. He didn’t even know why he was analyzing the costumes when he already knew the answer. 

He carefully wrote Hizashi’s name, tracing back the letters as he finished. He rarely got to write his friend’s name, yet it felt so familiar to him. 

He placed his paper into the bowl, and leaned back on the couch as he waited for the last person to cast their vote. Once Kan, the last one to vote, slipped his paper into the bowl, Tensei grabbed it and started counting. 

As they waited, Hizashi was acting as the DJ for the party, though it mostly consisted of Hatsune Miku songs. Shouta stood up once to grab a piece of pigs in a blanket. As he ate the small party appetizer, he sneaked a peek at Hizashi, who was dancing to the music with Nemuri. Shouta never knew Hizashi was talented at moving his hips. His heartbeat began quickening-

“I have counted the votes!” Tensei announced, beaming in front of his friends. 

“The winner is…” he began, and Oboro began tapping the table to mimic drums. 

“Present Miku!” 

Hizashi squealed, jumping up and down with Nemuri. 

“Can’t wait to see who will be my date!” 

“I feel like I know who,” Nemuri answered, looking straight at Shouta as she winked. What was she trying to say?

“Let’s not waste time and pick the second winner!” Nemuri sang, already picking up her piece of paper. 

“Wow, someone is excited,” Shouta joked in his deadpanned time. Nemuri stuck her tongue out at him before handing him another piece of paper. Shouta sighed again, but this time louder than before. 

Hizashi was busy talking to Oboro to notice Shouta next to him. Shouta wasn’t listening to their conversation - too busy thinking on who he would pick. I mean, it isn’t a hard choice. Just pick the second best costume. 

Still, there was something impeding him from writing another name. He knew it was just a stupid date that meant nothing other than a way for his friends to tease the ones that got chosen. 

Whoever got chosen meant they were going on a “date” with Hizashi. Shouta couldn’t explain why he felt an aching in his heart as he thought about it. 

He brushed off his thoughts and wrote Kan as his answer. He didn’t know why he chose Kan, since he was sure everyone would probably pick Tensei. The speedster definitely had the second best costume at the party.

Maybe it was the thought of seeing Hizashi and Tensei having a happy date at the other side of the room that swayed his decision. He knew Hizashi wasn’t interested in Kan, especially after that time Kan told him about the pet tarantula he used to have as a kid. 

Tensei, on the other hand, always seemed to make Hizashi smile with his stories about his baby brother Iida. 

Shouta could never make Hizashi smile the same way. 

Shouta felt someone flick a finger on his forehead, bringing him back to Earth. He turned to see Hizashi smiling fondly at him. 

“Shouta, are you done?” Oboro whined, “I want to know the next winner!”

Shouta hadn’t realized he was the last one left to place his vote. He quickly stood up and dropped his paper into the bowl as he ignored everyone’s stares. 

“Are you ready to know who your date is?” Nemuri teased Hizashi. The blonde man simply raised his thumb in excitement as he jumped up and down his seat. 

Tensei didn’t take long to count votes, considering there were only six of them. Shouta just sat there, wondering how Tensei felt about receiving most of the votes. He knew he wasn’t going to win, so why did he keep feeling this pain on his chest? 

“Guys, the final vote has been determined!” Tensei announced, standing up from his chair. Shouta briefly caught Nemuri giggling with Oboro and Kan giving a nod of approval to Tensei. 

Now that Shouta thought about it - the four had been acting very suspicious throughout the night. 

“And the winner is,” Tensei started, gesturing for Oboro to do his dramatic drums. 

“Dracula!” 

Everyone in the room cheered, except for two people. Shouta didn’t know how to process what had just happened. He just gazed at Hizashi, who was noticeably pale. 

He was probably expecting someone else. 

“I can’t believe my two best friends won!” Oboro shouted, “don’t try to have too much fun inside there. Got it?”

Shouta noticed Tensei helping Hizashi towards the other room. He noticed the loud hero unusually quiet - blindly following the blue-haired man. His vision was obstructed by Nemuri standing in front of him with a deceiving smile on her lips. 

“Are you ready, big boy?” 

“Nemuri, I don’t know what is going on but this was definitely a set-up,” Shouta blurted, “and I don’t like it one bit.”

“Sure you don’t, grumpy cat,” she replied, “c’mon, your date is waiting.” 

Before he knew it, Nemuri shoved him inside a dining room. The table only contained two chairs and was decorated with a white tablecloth and a rose in the middle. The plates already had a small meal, which included a portion of lobster. 

Hizashi was sitting down, looking back at Shouta with an apologetic smile. 

“I’m sorry they put you through this,” Hizashi said, “I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable.” 

“It’s fine,” Shouta answered a little too quickly. He was still shocked over the obvious setup from his friends. Why would they want him and Hizashi to go on a date?

Did they realize his feelings for Hizashi? Was this a cruel plan to get his feelings rejected by his crush? 

He ignored his thoughts and sat down on the empty chair. The two stayed quiet for a long moment, nervous to even stare at each other. 

Shouta broke the silence, “I don’t know why they chose me. I had the worst costume out of all of us.” 

“I think you look cute!” Hizashi blurted out, blushing deeply as he realized what he said. Shouta’s cheeks also turned into that dreaded crimson color. 

“Shouta…” Hizashi began, hesitance in his voice. The ravenette focused back on Hizashi, trying his best to compose his pumping heartbeat. 

“I guess I feel a bit more confident in this outfit, but I just wanted to say…” Hizashi continued, rubbing the back of his neck. 

“Hizashi just say it,” Shouta ordered, eyes fixated on Hizashi. 

“I like you, Shouta!” Hizashi exclaimed, covering his mouth with both hands after he finished. 

Shouta’s eyes widened at the revelation. His mouth dropped open in shock and the room grew dead silent. Both lay eyes on one another; fear of uncertainty emanating from both of them. Shouta lowered his arms, trembling as he grasped for his utensil. 

“I- I like you too, Hizashi,” Shouta confessed, staring down at his plate. 

“You- you do?” Hizashi cautiously asked, thinking he heard wrong. The silent teenager liked the loud one? Oh, the irony that is love. 

Shouta nodded slowly, playing with his fork. He was surprised when Hizashi began to giggle loudly. 

“I think I should take you on a real date!” Hizashi proclaimed with excitement. Shouta chuckled lightly, still a bit timid over the whole ordeal. 

Shouta was never one to celebrate Halloween, but this year’s would definitely be unforgettable. He was celebrating it with his closest friends. His only friends. 

But best of all, he was spending it with Present Miku - the best pop star in the world. 

“So what do you say?” Hizashi asked eagerly, awaiting Shouta’s answer.

Shouta just beamed at Hizashi - showing off his DIY fangs. 

“I think I’ll like that.” 

[mailoveforu]

More Vocaloid Ikemen Stuff Cause Yes

[Reposting since it didn’t show up in my home feed or the tags hhhh]

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Okay but Cantarella fits Lancelot super well?? BUT IT ALSO FITS EDGAR AS WELL?? Actually the song FITS THE ENTIRE RED ARMY

RED ARMY X MC, YES?? I’M DOWN-

And then imagine Loki singing ‘It’s a Wonderful Cat Life’ to MC nJALIJAO

AND THEN MC QUIETLY SINGING ‘LOVE IS WAR�� TO HERSELF

OR ROMEO AND CINDERELLA

Imagine Edgar forcing Zero to wear panda costumes to sing and dance to 1 2 Fanclub lmao that’s adorable

Ooohh, and then Ray and Fenrir with World Domination How-To! They were both bullied in school, right-? It would make sense-

Actually no, maybe that song would fit more with Lancelot, Harr, and Sirius

Another song that fits the three of them is The Immoral Memory!

Lancelot x MC or Hideyoshi x MC with the song Corrupted Flower! :00

And of course, you can’t forget the classic Alice Human Sacrifice ;D Hhhh I wanna draw that now-

Ranamru or Zero/Edgar with Lost One’s Weeping, aaa my poor boys ;-;

Ooh ooh, Yukimura x Sasuke x MC with First Love Academy! Or Edgar and Luka and MC!

SHINGEN X MC WITH SEASONAL FEATHERS, AKUNISIKL MY FEELS

Maybe the IkeVamp and/or IkeRev MC can be singing 1925....Hmm 🤔

I wanna use Judgement of Corruption too! I was thinking maybe Amon? A corrupted Jonah? Claudius?

Crescent Moon with one of the IkeSen boys! ( *｀ω´) Or IkeRev too, since it’s talking about the moon and all

World’s End Dancehall with Motonari? Maybe?? With Kennyo too???

A dorky IkeSen scenario with At God’s Mercy lololol

Oh dear, Kenshin with True Love Restraint...Or Shakespeare with Rotten Girl Grotesque Romance-

Harr singing Antichlorobenzene while Loki sings Paradichlorobenzene! Or vice versa- The lyrics even fit their personalities, I believe owo

ELECTRIC ANGEL WITH THE VAN GOGH BROTHERS

The Clemence Brothers with Karakuri Burst! And Re: Birthed! Ya know, an AU where they were seperated at birth, joining different armies...They meet on the battlefield. The two of them hate each other, yet they feel a sense of familiarity when looking at each other. Why? It’s not until they clash swords that they finally realize....

......

I somehow found a way to make their relationship more sadder-

And to make things even more sadder, the Clemence brothers with a Story of Evil AU, including Regret Message-//slapped

aNyWaY

Seductive Harr with masked bitcH??

BLANC AND OLIVER SINGING MATRYOSHKA, I REPEAT, BLANC AND OLIVER SINGING MATRYOSHKA

Speaking of which, maybe a cheery Neutral Citizens scenario where Harr is no longer an outlaw, and to celebrate, Blanc made a ‘welcome back’ party for Harr and Loki and they (along with Oliver) go around Cradle enjoying everything ♪( ´▽｀) And he also receives presents from literally every and all Cradle citizens and then it goes to a disaster- Based on Drop Pop Candy

Ray, Fenrir, and Seth messing around while Triple Baka plays in the bacground, i m a g i n e. BAKA BAKA BAKA-//slapped

Echo playing during finales! :0 Uesagi-Takeda forces joining with the Oda forces against Motonari and Kennyo, Red and Black Army along with the neutrals going against Amon, etc!

Maybe I could write a songfic based on the song Hibikase where the characters become self aware that they’re in a otome game...🤔 And then it’ll be super fluffy but angsty-

Mitsunari and Ieyasu with Eye Examination? They both struggle to understand each other, in their own way-

HORROR SIRIUS AU WITH FEAR GARDEN *^* (Gore and possible eyestrain warning for the video)

*insert an angry Mozart playing fuck it*

Amon with Outer Science huehuehue fOR THE EVILZ

Ieyasu or Kenshin x MC with Toumei Answer! Aaa, there goes my feels ;w; I miss Kagerou Project asbahsnji

Kenshin or Nobunaga with Undead Enemy??

Sasuke x AI MC or Kyle x Doll MC singing Kokoro!.....Aaaa wait, no that’ll be too much for my heart-

Fenrir with Super Hero!

Ooohh! How about an AU where MC is a high authority figure, obsessed with justice, trying to capture one of the suitors since they’ve been seducing too many girls and leaving them broken-hearted afterwards? But then she herself falls for him? Based on Persecution Complex Cellphone Girl

Hmm, just imagine the s m u t and fight for d O M I N A N C E-//slapped

Then there’s Donut Hole which...Fits literally everyone in the entire Ikemen series ._.

And then some smut with the song Spice...( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Yobanashi Deceive fits Edgar and Ranmaru pretty well too!

I have the urge to write songfics and draw for all of these ideas, and because of that I am now wondering if I am mentally okay

Feel free to use these as writing or drawing prompt ideas! Though I doubt anyone will-

Edit: I FORGOT CHILDISH WAR FOR THE RED AND BLACK ARMIES I’M SO SORRY SSNISIJNSOINXOIOSNIPAMOPA

[rpgmgames]

November’s Featured Game: lux (dream.girl)

DEVELOPER(S): Rindre Rindere ENGINE: RPGMaker 2k3   GENRE: Psychological Horror, Exploration SUMMARY: lux (dream.girl) is a surreal psychological horror game created in RPG Maker 2003 where you play as Benjamin, a socially inept teenage writer who struggles with depression, loneliness, and writer’s block. When he decides to try lucid dreaming to figure out how to push his story forward, he meets new friends, new enemies, and his literal dream girl. Making certain choices will either help or hurt his relationships, and the outcome of his story.

Download the demo here!

Introduce yourself!  *Hi! I'm Rindre! I've been working on RPG Maker for about 5 or 6 years at this point! First and foremost, I'm an artist, then a game developer, then a voice actor. I am also a garlic bread enthusiast. You might also know me as: -The voice of Aria/the lead translator in Aria's Story -Will's Teacher in The Hanged Man -The mod of Yumeresource -The admin of the RPG Horror Discord server -The host of the Pixel Horror Jams! I'm also on plenty of teams, mostly as a voice actor. These include b/f, AURORA, and The Doctrine of Perseverance.

What is your project about? What inspired you to create your game initially? *Rindre: lux is about a boy named Ben, who is an aspiring writer who hits a writer's block and tries to take up lucid dreaming to interact with his stories and characters find out how to advance his story. He ends up meeting interesting people, including his literal dream girl. Yume Nikki is a big inspiration for me. My stories I had written when I was younger also played a huge part, and I decided to recycle bits and pieces of them into lux. Ultimately, the frustrations and experience of being a content creator inspired me to make the game. Hopefully these themes will ring universal to whoever relates to being a creator as well.

How long have you been working on your project? *Rindre: You could say 5 years, or 2 years, or since July 2017! lux actually originated as a Yume Nikki fangame in 2012 (as are all games I've made...). I picked it up again on October 2 2015 as a concept to keep a work log, but actually making it into a tangible product took me until 2017's Pixel Horror Jam. The work log has 30+ pages to it! The Yume Nikki fangame version was prepared to be released, but I forgot, and now I'm too ashamed to release it because I meant to do it 5 years ago :(

Did any other games or media influence aspects of your project? *Rindre: I'm a big fan of psychological and sci-fi/cyberpunk media. These things usually ask: Who are we, and who are we in other people's eyes? What defines us? What does it mean to be an individual in our society? It's a question I like to ask myself and explore in my own projects. My major inspirations who ask these existential questions are deep within Satoshi Kon's works and Philip K Dick's stories, as well as other movies that were inspired by those two or are in the genre (like The Matrix, Inception, Akira, Ghost In The Shell, Serial Experiments Lain, etc.). Some other inspirations and influences that might be surprising are: Kappa Mikey (art style mixing), Vocaloid producers (Crusher-P, Mothy, Yuyoyuppe), Evangelion, Linkin Park, the Hamtaro GBA games, Kirby, and my own dreams. Unsurprisingly, Yume Nikki is the biggest inspiration. I really like the concept of dreams and escapism, and how it often plays into existentialism.

Have you come across any challenges during development? How have you overcome or worked around them?   *Rindre: They say that when making a game, 10% is actual development and 90% is bugfixing/quality assurance. This is VERY TRUE. I spent a couple months working with my bugtesters (Thanks Biel, Choko, Meaka, Pinkuboa, and Uboaappears). The actual demo was a bunch of crunch time for the jam, which was July - August). There were a lot of bugfixes involved, including a bug I was so puzzled with and thought I couldn't fix but the solution was so simple. It took me a month to figure it out! The RM2k3 update caused a bit of trouble for me, but I thank my bugtesters endlessly for helping me squash most, if not all, bugs. On the other hand, in case anybody asks, yes: I have lucid dreamt of my characters in lux when I hit a roadblock. These were never successful. I've only been able to do it twice, both by accident.

Have any aspects of your project changed over time? How does your current project differ from your initial concept? *Rindre: I usually go into development with a clear idea in mind with certain events and endings, but lux differs greatly from its old Yume Nikki counterpart (dream.girl). Notable major changes: Ben now wears glasses. Ben is now a writer. Stella used to not be a bunny. Stella also did not have any stars in her eyes before. The only things retained was the concept of dreaming a dream girl, and Ben's and Stella's names and facial appearance. Even if I make a bunch of plot outlines and flowcharts, things change, but it's natural! The stories that occur within lux also have changed slightly plot-wise from their earlier pre-2012 counterparts (most were written over 10 years ago!), and are begging for a facelift. One involved parkour, but sadly, there is no parkour anymore :(

What was your team like at the beginning? How did people join the team? If you don't have a team, do you wish you had one or do you prefer working alone? *Rindre: I prefer working alone when it's my project! I like working at my own pace, but if needed, I'll reach out to other people for help. I like helping people out on their projects too, but when it comes to my own, I like to handcraft everything by myself. It shows me what I'm capable of doing, and gives my game a "this was 100% made by me" stamp.

What is the best part of developing a game? *Rindre: Making music is relaxing and lets me convey a mood or theme without having to take out my tablet to draw or write something extensively. Being able to relax yet still work on the game is great. I like nights where I can sit down and make something nice I can put in my game. A lot of them are on my SoundCloud (Rindere), but some of the really nice ones are ones I haven't uploaded there. I'm really not a musician, but I did take a class on music technology. My favorite ones going to be in lux on my SoundCloud are "Nepenthean", which is also Ben's theme, "Choke On Your Misery", and "Empyria Incarnadine". It's also really nice to get files from your voice actors and they sound EXACTLY like how you thought your character would sound like! Special thanks to Aidan, Mizu, JR, and Nuei.

Do you find yourself playing other RPG Maker games to see what you can do with the engine, or do you prefer to do your own thing? *Rindre: I prefer to do my own thing! I like to push RPG Maker 2003 to the limit. A lot of the cool effects were done before the major update of RM2k3 that came out earlier last month. Some things I thought were never possible in RM2k3 are things that I made possible after some thought. Like any problem, it can be solved in a bunch of ways, even if you have limitations.

Which character in your game do you relate to the most and why? (Alternatively: Who is your favorite character and why?) *Rindre: The character I relate to the most is actually my least favorite character. It's Ben! I specifically modeled him after myself but changed certain things, like the intensity of his reactions. It was actually difficult to write him, because I had to think about how I would react in the situations I put Ben in. I feel like I had to get into some kind of mindset that was "mine", but also "not mine" as well.

Looking back now, is there anything that regret/wish you had done differently? *Rindre: I feel like I could've released the game sooner, or continued work on FLUX instead. I would like to go back to working on FLUX soon, since I haven't worked on it in a long while. But after hosting the Pixel Horror Jam with Choko and jamming on this game, I'd like to rest up a bit before I take on a big project again.

Once you finish your project, do you plan to explore game's universe and characters further in subsequent projects, or leave it as-is? *Rindre: Because lux is part of the -UX Series, it would naturally be a series with other entries. I don't know if or when they'll all be created, nor if they'll all be games, but I do eventually hope to see it finish. Something I want to explore is to further flesh out the stories Ben has written, especially because they were concepts written before lux ever came up as a concept. I've also given them -UX titles! I think I'll work on Crux/quX next.

What do you look most forward to upon/after release? *Rindre: I am donating proceeds to the One More Light Fund with what is being donated to the itch.io-uploaded version of lux, so I really am looking forward to donating to a cause that is important to me. I encourage people to donate to the OML Fund directly, not through me. I also really like fan reaction, but I love the catharsis of releasing something you've made. It's a mix of relief and pride, but a little bit of anxiety because you don't know how well the fan reaction will be. I hope that my game will affect somebody in a positive, personal way, whether it be a new favorite game, something for them to draw, or become inspiration for their own works. I look forward to free time and rewarding myself with something good, like chicken parmesan too!

Is there something you're afraid of concerning the development or the release of your game?  *Rindre: I constantly ask, "Is my game worthy enough for others to play? Is my game good enough?" But when it comes down to it, really you're asking it to yourself, not to the people that will play your game. Sometimes, you have to sit down and ask yourself, "Am I satisfied with what I have made so far?" Then you go down the list of things you've made and say either, "I'm proud of this!" or "This could use some more work." and you fix it accordingly. The first audience of your game is always you, so if your game is "worthy" and "good enough" to you, then it is for other people.

Question from last month's featured dev (Team Galanx): What kind of stories do you appreciate most in RPG Maker games? For example, do you like ones based off real-life experiences, fantasy elements, or morals? *Rindre: My series of games is called the -UX Series, with there being 4 main stories that are related to each other: "FLUX", "lux", "Ux.", and "X". The rest of the titles end in "-ux" as well. It was only natural to do that!

Do you have any advice for upcoming devs? *Rindre: Game Development -Give things meaningful names. -Back up your work in three different places. -Back up your games frequently. -Never be afraid to remake things, but do this occasionally. If you do this frequently, you'll be caught up in a loop of perfectionism. -Think if the cool new thing you want to put in will actually serve a proper purpose in the game. If it's only there just to be cool, don't put it in your game. -If things don't work out, it's perfectly fine to scrap ideas. -Don't pander. Make a game you want to make, not what others want to play. Releasing your game -Reach out to people who haven't played games similar to yours. You'll have opinions that you wouldn't normally get, compared to others who are familiar with your type of game. -Learn how to take critique. This might be the skill that will take you the longest to hone. -Not everyone is out to get you, but sometimes there will be people who want to bring you down. Even if this happens, there are always people there to support you. -You don't have to agree with every critique given to you. Other advice -If you're not embarrassed about your old work, then you haven't progressed. Continue to improve your skills and yourself. -Don't compare yourself to others. Compare yourself to your past self instead. -Don't be working on your game 24/7. Take up hobbies to occupy yourself, so you don't get burned out. -Learn to be a generalist, but also learn to specialize in something that people will recognize you for. -Be proud of your work.

We mods would like to thank Rindre for agreeing to our interview! We believe that featuring the developer and their creative process is just as important as featuring the final product. Hopefully this Q&A segment has been an entertaining and insightful experience for everyone involved! 

Remember to check out lux if you haven’t already! See you next month! 

- Mods Gold & Platinum 

[powderedwhiteviolets]

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1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

The awkward thing about these questions is everytime i get them in a meme the last person i’ve texted is always a member of my family and it’s so weird and funny and ughhhh

2. You talked to an ex today, correct?

NOPE

3. Have you taken someones virginity?

EVEN BIGGER NOPE

4. Is trust a big issue for you?

yes, and it wouldn’t be if it weren’t for those meddling kids!

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?

Considering i don’t like anyone actually real at the moment, this is a no.

6. What are you excited for?

THE END OF SCHOOL……FOREVER!

well for two weeks

7. What happened tonight?

I ate fries and went home, accidentally bough the brand of red licorice i hate, and then watched youtube (it’s only 3:30 though)

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?

I don’t care? Other peoples drinking habits are none of my business.

9. Is confidence cute?

Yes, but not overconfidence. 

10. What is the last beverage you had?

A glass of water. That was yesterday though.

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?

Not many. Of course, there’s my Dad, and some others (including you dude)

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?

No, i hate jeans.

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?

Sleep.

14. What are you going to spend money on next?

Not sure. I wanted to buy a Shiro cosplay for comic con next month but i can’t be bothered to. 

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?

Considering that was 9 years ago, no. I never really saw that guy again after it happened (and i like to pretend it didn’t)

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?

Most likely not. 

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

My Dad, and my best friends.

18. The last time you felt broken?

Last Sunday/bit of Monday

19. Have you had sex today?

No (was going to add underage as well but then i remembered i’m not anymore)

20. Are you starting to realize anything?

I’m starting to realize i would like my life much better as an anime and that what your expected to do in life is actually really boring.

21. Are you in a good mood?

I’m tired, but i am happy exams are over!

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?

NO. I have nothing against sharks but i would rather not hang with them.

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?

No. 

24. What do you want right this second?

i am so ashamed of myself about the licorice 

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?

“Get the fuck away from him”

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?

Yes. It’s alright i guess. 

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

Not really. I want to be able to laugh with someone. I mean, i wouldn’t mind them being stoic at times, but all the time is a bit boring, and even if my jokes are terrible we can laugh at how bad they are. 

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?

I was reading this thread on Reddit a few days ago about embarrassing things that keep you up at night and some of them were so fucking funny. My favourite was this kid suggesting to play hangman at a funeral of a girl who hung herself (terrible, but hilarious)

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?

Not really.

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?

Most people do, but some forfeit that chance when they’ve committed certain acts.

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?

THE LAST BOY I WAS TALKING TO WAS YOU NIKO WHY WOULD I HATE YOU 

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?

I don’t really have any feelings for anyone.

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?

Have you met me? I drink soda all the time. 

34. Listening to?

Copycat (Vocaloid Gumi)

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?

I hate pencil, and when i was in 2nd grade i decided i was to never use it again.

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?

I haven’t seen him in years, and i honestly don’t care. 

37. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Yes i guess….

38. Who did you last call?

My mum because i wanted her to pick me up from the station.

39. Who was the last person you danced with?

I don’t dance.

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?

It was voluntarily, and i didn’t really know what was going on since i was five.

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?

Not for quite awhile. I’m not the hugest fan of cupcakes (just stop being cheap and give me the whole damn cake). Besides, they haven’t even been in for ages.

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?

No.

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?

Yes, but in my defence i was trying to be a nice person. It was in cooking class, i just finished baking my failed marshmallow muffins, and still had half left. So i got the bright idea to go ask him if he wanted them. He ended up giving me a weird look and just going “uhhh no……”. It wasn’t in front of many people but it’s still embarrassing (luckily it stopped keeping me up at night when i got over him)

44. Do you tan in the nude?

I don’t tan, I BURN.

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?

Fuck yes. Mainly because my mum screamed at me about it afterwards and acted like i had done bad.

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?

No.

47. Who was the last person to call you?

Nobody really calls me.

48. Do you sing in the shower?

Sometimes, usually because nobody can hear my voice over the water. 

49. Do you dance in the car?

You can dance in cars? I totally didn’t know that. 

50. Ever used a bow and arrow?

Yep, at a primary school athletics day. Unsurprisingly, i was the only one to hit the target (twice!). I considered taking it up as a hobby but forgot about it in the end.

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

Earlier this year for school photo’s. I just got them back yesterday, and i’ve discovered that no matter what i do, i look bad in school photos. 

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?

No, i love musicals! I’m actually going to go see Aladdin and The Book of Mormon later this year.

53. Is Christmas stressful?

It used to be stressful during the years where my grandparents were feuding with one of my uncles (and it all started over me getting the Scooby-Doo movie on DVD). It’s not so much anymore. 

54. Ever eat a pierogi?

I didn’t even know what that was until i googled it, so no.

55. Favorite type of fruit pie?

Apple pie. Cherry is also great as well. 

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

Singer, bookshop owner and a doll designer. 

57. Do you believe in ghosts?

No. 

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

Many times, though sometimes it’ll be for things that have happened in dreams or have never actually happened irl. 

59. Take a vitamin daily?

No. I probably should, i’d be a much healthier person if i did. 

60. Wear slippers?

Yes, i stole them from Mum.

61. Wear a bath robe?

No.

62. What do you wear to bed?

Pyjama’s, like the vast majority of people.

63. First concert?

A Taylor Swift concert back in 2012.

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?

Target.

65. Nike or Adidas?

Neither. 

66. Cheetos Or Fritos?

Cheetos. 

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

I hate both, but i hate sunflower seeds less. 

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?

Wildest Dreams. 

69. Ever take dance lessons?

I used to take ballet when i was younger but quit out of frustration. 

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

Considering i probably won’t get married, this is a tough question. 

71. Can you curl your tongue?

Yes, so can my Dad and my grandfather. 

72. Ever won a spelling bee?

Never entered one. 

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

No. 

74. What is your favorite book?

A Series of Unfortunate Events; The Hostile Hospital, which i just finished yesterday. 

75. Do you study better with or without music?

With music. 

76. Regularly burn incense?

When i’m with my Dad we go out to buy incense. We started doing it to get rid of the new fridge factory smell in his apartment and have been doing it ever since. 

77. Ever been in love?

Yes, and it’s shit. 

78. Who would you like to see in concert?

Melanie Martinez or Taylor Swift again. 

79. What was the last concert you saw?

See answer 63. 

80. Hot tea or cold tea?

Hot tea. Who the fuck drinks cold tea?

81. Tea or coffee?

Tea. 

82. Favorite type of cookie?

Shortbread (my Scottish heritage is showing)

83. Can you swim well?

Yes. 

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

Yes again. 

85. Are you patient?

Definitely not!

86. DJ or band, at a wedding?

DJ.

87. Ever won a contest?

Yes, but i already told you about that. Halloween dress up contest of 2013. 

88. Ever have plastic surgery?

No. 

89. Which are better black or green olives?

All olives are bad.

90. Opinions on sex before marriage?

I don’t care about it. 

91. Best room for a fireplace?

The lounge room.

92. Do you want to get married?

Yes but i probably won’t. 

[passsione-remade-blog]

callout for fish/vile (deadfishirl/grovylethetheif/dimensionalhole/vocaloid4editor)

i decided to make this because the amount of shit he has done has jst gotten out of hand and i just want people to be aware of what hes done

hes also known as nepTUNE on youtube and soundcloud and is an amateur vocaloid producer

EDIT: he just changed his url to vocaloid4editor (1st of feburary 2017)

tw for: emotional abuse, suicide ment, slurs and racism

before anything, i would like to note that fish is 15 and us writing this are 14-16 with the exception of one person who is 17. i have known fish since around feb-march 2016 with the majority of these incidents listed from the past month (as of writing on the 30th-31st of january). 

guilt tripping

this has been a major issue with many people he has known and he even acknowledges this but has not stopped in the slightest. his guilt tripping often involves his negative/suicidal thoughts.

these are the tags of a recently posted selfie showing guilt tripping towards his followers (link)

guilt tripping towards a mutual and even though it is said as a joke it is still subtle manipulation leading to said mutual feeling guilty adding fish to their list of favourite producers (post has since been deleted)

these following screenshots are from a former friend of fish, rin, of conversations between the two of them, with rin being the blue.

these show only two of many various times that fish has, excuse lack of a better word, fished for compliments. this is a common occurrence in conversations between fish and other people. he often complains that he doesnt sing well while another day he would be constantly talking about how good he is at it and how hes had 5 years of singing training

jokes about sans which made rin very uncomfortable at the time and yet fish just disregarded this which was really shitty of him at the time. this was because sans and anything related to him gave rin deep anxiety and panic due to trauma.

this is. pretty self explanatory tbh

guilt tripping into rin staying friends with him

originally rin rbed this tag meme back when he was still fish’s friend and literally and genuinely forgot to add him but minutes later he was sent this ask seen below

which is more guilt tripping considering if he didnt have a problem with it then he wouldnt have sent an ask in the first place

more testimony from rin, self explanatory 

this is more guilt tripping from fish (this time on the sideblog animositysuggestions) towards another friend of mine.

my friend had been extremely vocal about being uncomfortable with the people who id as their ccs on both discord and tumblr, where fish could see as this included a group chat he was in with all of us. the particular character this about was and is a hyperfixation of my friends atm. however, the day after this, fish went and made a post saying ‘i wonder what (my friend) would do if i started to id as (friend’s current cc)’ and even when being aware this friend has stated that they know said cc because they were friends prior to gaining the cc. seeing this, my friend replied to fish’s post saying, ‘i would literally have unfollow you’, and so did a mutual friend of everyone who KNEW like everybody else the original friend would be uncomfortable. fish then rbed this just saying ‘thanks guys’ and then deleted the post afterwards, and then made the above post on the sideblog.

comparing himself to an abuser

fish has made several comparisons between himself and wander (as seen below) which should automatically be a red flag for anyone who knows what happened with wander (jollywander/kingwander, etc)

racism

fish, who is white has called himself a weeb/aboo many times like below as an example.

the term 'weeb/aboo' has racist connotations for it is associated w cultural appropriation, racism, fetishization, yellowface and many more. in short, he's calling himself a term he can't reclaim which is also associated with racist people who fetishize asian people and their culture.

he also has used words such as ‘engrish’ which are words that make fun of non native english speakers’ (usually asian people) pronounciation of the ‘l’ sound as seen below

keep in mind that there were three asian people in the gc and fish KNEW they both were.

other/misc

testimonials from ex friend ghost (x) and ex boyfriend allen (x)

he has also lied about committing suicide and admitted to it as seen below

and he compared "not having friends" with homelessness which are both different things that aren’t related in the slightest and shouldn’t be compared with each other. adding on, people have personality disorders that cause them to require attention in order to function / feel happy (npd + bpd + dpd etc.) and yeah, fish might have bpd, but the thing is he shouldn’t have said that kind of thing anyways. 

this screenshot below was a conversation between fish and i (before i remade) trying to comfort him and yet he just throws it back in my face and made me extremely uncomfortable  

tldr; fish is emotionally manipulative and racist, guilt tripping and threatening his friends with death/suicide ideation.

please reblog this if you can

[skylights422]

I was tagged by @sapphiredragonprincess! Thanks a bunch! :) Nickname: I don’t have one online. Zodiac Sign: Gemini Height: 5”5 or 5”6’ I think? Last Thing You Googled: I think the last thing I did on google was look up Hungary because one of my characters parents grew up there and I wanted to know more about it. Favorite Music Artist: Um…UM… I love so many I don’t even know which to list. Song Stuck in my Head: Multiple Disney and Vocaloid songs, honestly. Last Film You Watched: Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them, it was pretty good and I saw it in theatre so that was pretty exciting. What Are You Wearing Right Now: Pajamas What Do You Post: Primarily fandom stuff (Star Trek, Fullmetal Alchemist, Cardcaptor Sakura, ATLA/LOK, MCU/DCAU, Pandora Hearts, Tsubasa/Holic, Sherlock Holmes, etc.), but some personal posts and random other things that appear on my dash (and a little of my own writing). Why Did You Choose Your URL: I didn’t know what fandom I wanted to name myself after, but I though skylights sounded cool because I liked pictures of auroras and the sky and stuff. The numbers were kind of arbitrary, I just like even numbers. Do You Have Any Other Blogs: Yes, multiple. For video games its endless-chasm, for writing prompts and advice (and sometimes my own stuff) its words-from-a-feather, mcu meta is realm-of-scribes, for food its vanillachaicake, and my mostly unused manga analysis blog is mangatalesandanalysis. What Did Your Past Relationship Teach You: Never been in one. Religious or Spiritual: Neither, I’m an atheist. Favorite Color: Blue generally, but I love all of them. Average Hours of Sleep: It…varies, but like 6-10? Lucky Number: I don’t think I have one. Favorite Character: Um, So SO SO many. But I guess a couple include Zuko (atla), Ned (pushing daisies), Watanuki (XXXHolic), Kero (ccs), Fai (tsubasa), Elliot (pandora hearts), McCoy (Star Trek TOS), Data (Star Trek TNG), Odo (Star Trek DS9), etc. (I know I’m leaving out so many DX) How Many Blankets do You Sleep With: 3, occasionally more because its cold and I’m sick of winter Dream Job: Being a published author, owning a small restaurant, directing films. Board Games, Video Games, or Tabletop Games: Maybe video games because I play them the most but I really enjoy board games too and while I haven’t done tabletop games much yet I definitely intend to. Do You Have Any OC’s? If so, Talk about a Couple of Them: I have SO MANY OC’s, so I’ll just describe the three main characters for the three stories I’m mostly working on right now. First there’s Euphranor Lakatos, who is an impulsive, hot-headed, well-meaning boy who loves singing but he lives on the street and has a curse on him so that anyone who spends too long around them suffers misfortune before getting killed. Liora is a hyperactive die-hard optimist who gains super strength, fire-manipulation, and chaos magic from an enchanted sword with a detached soul in it. And Ksenija is a sarcastic, paranoid, mischievous battle mage who serves in the Royal Guard of her country along with her warrior sister Sabina. One Thing You Wish was Canon in a fiction Story/Fandom: Um… I mean I guess I wish Touya and Yukito would more openly acknowledge the fact that they’re a couple in Cardcaptor Sakura, and there’s almost definitely some Star Trek books out there I’m going to want to be canon once I read them. I can’t think of what else; usually I only actively want to change specific things about canon if they piss me off, in which case it’s more about un-headcanoning it. Favorite Thing to Draw/Write About/Think About: My fandoms and OCs, honestly. I’m kind of obsessed XD. The Strangest Song You Like (And A Link if Possible): Strangest? Do meme songs count? Because I like Star Trekking Across the Universe and You Just Got Loki’d. I feel like I’ve had some “O_o” reactions to various vocaloid songs but I can't remember which ones right now. A Book/Story/Fanfic You Read Recently and Would Recommend (doesn’t have to be fiction): It’s been a little while since I read a full novel, but I would high-key recommend The Book Thief to everyone and of course the Harry Potter books, The Lord of the Rings, Anne of Green Gable, and um I think I just forgot literally everything else I’ve read (which…is lame because I’ve read a lot of good books). And I'll tag @humancorn, @piningallura, @takeruminamoto, @clarityvee, @hoth-damn, @wing-wing-the-bat, @wings-dings-n-things, and @descendant-of-truth. But if you follow me and wanna do it you can say I unofficially tagged you too!