#i forgot about my coco earrings lol

[just-another-stray-kid]

If you thought seeing DKB once was enough to make me crazy, seeing them twice was an entirely new experience. This is a LONG post because I can't help but yap.

Since it was our second time going, we upgraded our tickets and got to do the high touch and group photo! It didn't click that, omg I'm gonna high five all of DKB, until we were waiting in line. Then all I could think was OMG I'M GONNA HIGH FIVE ALL OF DKB.

From that little interaction though, they were so sweet! I don't know how to explain it lol but D1's voice was so soft as he said 'hi' and Yuku's smile was so big and they were all so much taller than I thought??? Like, I know they aren't tiny guys and they wear thick soled shoes, but still! I'm a tall person and they were all close to my height and it was... weird lol

And then we took the group picture! So we all went in groups of 10 and took a couple of photos sitting in front of them and JUNSEO GAVE ME BUNNY EARS. Like! I'm flattered and offended. I can't wait for them to be posted.

The theater we were at was small, but bigger than the last one! I guess they'd been here before, which is nice! After seeing Ateez in that massive stadium, it was so nice to see DKB in this small theater again, where they're so close and you can see yourself in the group picture at the end.

I was so surprised that there were almost no repeats from their last tour on the setlist! I went in wondering how the choreo and line distribution would change for certain songs I saw 2 years ago and I didn't have to worry for that long! They have a small discography and I forgot they dropped like, 5 new albums since their last tour.

The energy is insane - it's always insane. My sisters and I were guessing whether the Junseo stans or the Harry-June stans were more unhinged. And, to their credit, it is deserved. Harry's a man now! He doesn't need a shirt!!!!

I couldn't believe Junseo got a solo stage - and he KILLED it. The best thing that ever happened was him singing during Growth Era. His singing just gets better and better and his confidence (on stage) is great to see. Off stage, he's so awkward.

BUT WHAT ABOUT HEECHAN'S SOLO STAGE. God I think I passed out a little. I wanted to make a little sign to bring and I forgot! I can't forget next time! Anyway, Heechan hot boi, what else is new.

We also (sisters and I) talked about how DKB has actual dance centered stages? I don't know if other idol groups do that? No singing, no mics, just dancing. And it's most of them on stage doing it too. A DKB classic, really.

I could keep going about their 'Chk Chk Boom' cover that almost killed @dkbtho or how Lune got the loudest cheers during the video breaks since he's on hiatus or that they did a little singing interlude with the audience.

But none of that is as insane as the encore. We didn't even cheer for the encore at first! We all know that the boys are coming back out, but D1, from back stage, basically guided us into the encore chant before they came out again.

AND MY FRIENDS. THE THING I DREAM ABOUT HAPPENED. They all came out into the aisles for the encore! I will never hear Coco Colada or Real Love without remembering that moment. We were sitting near the aisle and got to see them so close, so many high fives and videos, Harry splashed us with water while running around.

It was so much fun and I really can't wait to see them again.

[pastelbatcave]

[dreamypqulson]

coven road-trip hc’s

cordelia being a mom to the coven hc’s

misty and madison being in charge of the coven while cordelia and the council is away hc’s

misty and cordelia w a sweet little toddler hc’s

april hc’s <33333

yess!! thank you! :)

i’ll start with the road trip one because i’ve been thinking about this forever now lol

• the morning before they leave, cordelia goes absolutely insane.

• she’s running around the house, trying to make sure everyone has everything.

• because god knows that woman already packed her own stuff days before.

• of course there are things of the girls that are missing.

• cordelia’s freaking out because she likes to be on schedule.

• and she told them to pack yesterday but they didn’t listen.

• “i can’t find my hair straightener!”

• “we are going to be in the car! you don’t need it!”

• she’s rushing the girls out into the car while they’re still half asleep and in their pajamas.

• the girls fight for shotgun but of course misty wins because, hello, girlfriend privileges!

• “Before I pull away, does everyone have everything.”

• nobody has everything but they’ll say they do.

• “How the fuck are we supposed to know that when you we’re practically dragging us out by the ear during packing?”

• and then one of them brings to cordelia’s attention that they forgot something, when they are already halfway down the road.

• but with knuckles turning white and veins popping out, she still gives in and drives back home.

• when they have finally made it back on the road, there is arguments over who gets the aux.

• nobody wants to listen to misty’s fleetwood mac. madison’s music gives cordelia a headache. zoe and mallory would pretty much just play taylor swift (swifties we stan) and coco just wants the quiet.

• cordelia’s just about to throw the cord out of the window at this point.

• but eventually zoe and mallory win the argument. mostly because cordelia is a swiftie too😌

• usually cordelia doesn’t allow eating in her car, only because she knows she’ll find moldy food weeks later from the girls.

• but they’re on a road trip, so she doesn’t really mind the candy and snacks.

• what cordelia does mind is the constant bickering.

• “will you move over!? I feel fucking claustrophobic!”

• “i can’t unless you want me to just sit on the road?”

• “yes! that would be great!”

• and i think we need to talk about how zoe gets extremely carsick.

• seriously cars are not zoe’s best friend and she has cordelia stop almost every five minutes because she thinks she’ll be sick.

• misty, however, is such an unbothered queen in the passenger seat.

• she has her cordelia and her headphones playing stevie to distract.

• and cordelia has misty to keep herself sane.

• that’s until one of the girls cross misty.

• madison. it’s madison who crosses her.

• when she turns around and sees a little game that she’s playing; see how many gummies you can stick in misty’s hair.

• and boy, is cordelia going to crash this car.

• “You little bitch, hollywood! Delia, pull over. She wants to play games? Lemme give her one.”

• Eventually, things get settled once the sun begins to set.

• They pick up a quick dinner, and the girls are dead asleep only a little while after.

• And finally, Cordelia gets some peace and quiet.

• But she’s tired herself, and they all eventually need to stop at a motel for a real bed.

• It’s a struggle waking all of them up. especially when she made them all wake up so early that morning.

• a group of tired, grumpy girls walking into a motel with a woman who looks like she’s about to burst out of her own skin is definitely a sight.

• but for once, there is no fighting over the rooms. cordelia and misty, zoe and madison, mallory and coco.

• the next night morning, cordelia will wake up and check where they are.

• to see how far away they are, and regret this whole road trip idea.

[miscellaneoustenten]

Encanto thoughts (spoilers):

•Antonio was my favorite and he reminded me of Ezran from the Dragon Prince.

•I would have liked to have seen the other magic rooms. I imagine Pepa’s would be full of cloud furniture and different weather phenomena, often shifting. Julieta’s might be warm, with lots of ovens and ingredients growing on trees. It would smell delicious. I have no idea what Dolores’ room would look like. Giant ears, lol? And I guess Camilo’s would change a lot and maybe have mirrors.

• Camilo felt the least fleshed out of the magical family members. Which is too bad, because I bet he could have been interesting. Maybe he has trouble figuring out who is he and often tries being the other relatives due to insecurities and low self-confidence.

•I wish the other members had gotten songs (or at least conversations), too. How do they feel about their gifts? It’s probably overwhelming to hear everything. Pepa always tried to push her negative feelings away and presented being happy, and Julieta, well, we didn’t get a lot of her, either, besides supporting Mirabel.

•What was the dad’s thing with bees? I didn’t understand that.

•With the smooth art style they used, it was hard to tell some ages. Bruno did not look like a 50 year old man. In some shots he looked like he was in his early 20s and I forgot if he was an uncle or a cousin.

•Needed more capybaras and tapirs, two of my favorite animals.

•Is it difficult to be intimate with a partner in a self-aware house with a teenager that hears everything? Why would anyone bother whispering if she always hears?

•If Dolores knew Bruno was there why didn’t she tell anyone, especially when she was younger?

•I hope Mirabel got her own room after the house was rebuilt. She deserves more than the old nursery. I like the idea that she becomes the inheritor of the house.

•I love that each family member wears a slightly different color so they make a rainbow.

•Headcanon: the abuelo’s sacrifice is what sparked/earned the magic, and his soul was in the candle, looking over everyone.

Overall 8/10. Very bright colors and superb animation, with upbeat music. The pacing felt very fast throughout the movie, with few moments to slow down and feel things. For comparison, I enjoyed Coco more, but they both explore different aspects of family.

[oscar-lettjohanssonloveme]

"And I’m damn proud of you, because you survived another day." (Ms. Venable x reader,

hiyaa :3 i wrote this yesterday while we were stuck in traffic...so idk lol

summary: You are depressed coz of the apocalypse and your girlfriend wants to help you..idk i’m bad in smt like that :’)

warnings: depression, talking about suicide, pills

“momma im in love with google translate”

"Maybe I'm going crazy now, but I saw a young woman in the hallway in front of the library last night", Mr. Gallant said  at the dinner tonight

Timothy just shrugged.

"It must have been some Gray who got lost", he muttered and stabbed the little cube in front of him with his fork.

Mister Gallant rolled his eyes.

"No I swear!", Replied the hairstylist. "I know all the Grays by now and I've never seen her before and she wore purple."

Stu, who was sitting next to the man, suppressed a laugh.

"You've probably seen a ghost, I said it's only a question of time before the first of us commits suicide."

"Or until Miss Venable killed everyone who didn't obey her rules", Coco added in a whisper and made the others laugh.

Unlucky Miss Venable wasn't deaf.

"What nonsense .." hissed the red-haired woman at the other end of the table.

"I promise you, the only ghost that will haunt around here is Mister Gallant's, should he wander around the Outpost one more time."

Immediately everyone stopped laughing and all eyes were on Miss Venable, who now stood up without a word to go out of the room.

"Or her ghost, if she continues to act as if we were her subjects ..", Coco mumbled quietly before she turned back to her 'dinner'.

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Miss Venable ran through the corridors of her outpost to get to her room.

What those idiots at the table had said worried her. Not because she cared about other people's opinions, simply because they were right. The thing with the ghost was just a joke, but it was, what you basically were...a ghost.

Ever since you first met before all of this, you had been struggling with depression and an apocalypse was unlikely to improve your condition. She had decided it was better if the other residents of the outpost didn't find out about your existence. Which wasn't a problem, because most of the day you were just lying in bed tired anyway.

"Hey princess .." she said gently as she entered your bedroom. Her eyes fell on you in concern. Like the days before, you lay buried in your blanket and the only thing what she could see was your disheveled hair, which had become greasy. One would have thought you would have been dead, had your chest not slowly raised and lowered again.

Mina closed the door behind her, before crossing the room to sit next to you on the edge of the bed. She carefully pulled the covers down to reveal your face. Without emotion, you stared with bleary eyes into the flame of the torch that hung on the wall.

"How do you feel?", Mina whispered and pushed a few strands of your hair from your face.

"I missed you ..", you answered in a dry voice and Mina could feel a pang in her chest when she heard it.

"I'm here now", she muttered as she put her hand on your cheek.

She looked sadly into your cloudy eyes and knew that you probably wished you weren't alive any longer.

You cleared your throat and turned your gaze to Mina. And Mina could see that you were trying to bring a small smile to your chapped lips.

"I took my pills .." you said and Mina's eyes lit up at your words.

"Thats great, princess!", she called and smiled lovingly at you.

"I'm proud of you."

"And I ate the cubes",  you added as you pull the blanket a little higher over your shoulders. "Even they were disgusting."

"You are such a good girl",  Mina muttered before bending over to press her lips against the warm skin of your temple.

"I'll have a quick shower before I get to bed with you",  she explained and got up to look at you thoughtfully.

"Do you want to join me?"

You looked at her for a few seconds with narrowed eyes.

"I look like shit don't I?" You finally said as you stood up with shaky legs and held onto her arm, which she held out to you.

"Don't say that", Mina replied as she led you into your bathroom. "You are beautiful as always, Princess".

Together with Mina's help, you manage to shower. It was unbelievably exhausting for Mina to stand so long without her cane and the fact that she now also helped you to wash, bordered on a miracle.

After both of you showered and dried your hair, you climbed into your bed and you could finally curl up in your girlfriend's arms.

"I forgot to ask how your day was".  Mina heard you whisper in the dark while rubbing her hands over the bare skin of your back.

She pondered briefly what to answer you. Her day had been shitty. Those selfish, rich assholes were just annoying.

"My day was okay", she mumbled and suddenly she remembered the conversation at dinner.

"Why didn't you tell me, you were in the library last night?" She added without sounding reproachful.

"How do you know that?" You asked confused as you started to play with the hem of her purple nightgown. When Mina didn't answer you continued.

"I wanted to read last night so I went to the library to get a book."

Mina hesitated a few seconds before answering. Somewhere it was great, you had left your room for the first time in weeks, but on the other hand she disapproved the thought of you, wandering through the corridors of the outpost at night.

"You could have woken me up, I would have gone with you." she said finally.

"Did you at least be able to read?"

"I gave up after the first three sentences", you sighed.

"It was just too much."

Your girlfriend wrapped her arms around you a little tighter when she heard the regret in your voice.

"It's okay .." she hummed. "The only important thing right now, is that you survived another day. I'm proud of you princess", she muttered, suppressing a yawn before closing her eyes and falling asleep a few minutes later.

She told you that every evening.

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You had been in this outpost for almost two months and you got tired of waking up every morning with a fear of opening your eyes. Because a part of you still had the hope,that it was just a nightmare. But whenever you opened your eyes, instead of staring out of the window of your bedroom, you stared into the fire of the torch, thag hung next to the bed and all your hopes died.

You found yourself ungrateful and you could think of countless people, who would have deserved your place in the Outpost much more than you did. You weren't anyone and just because Mina was your girlfriend you were still alive. That was unfair.

Of course you could see how worried Mina was about you and you hated yourself for it. The world had come to an end and Mina, as the head of this outpost, paid her attention to you, the poor little wreck that couldn't even shower by itself.

You pulled the blanket a little tighter around your shoulders when a slight breeze made you shiver and sent goosebumps all over your body. It had been a stupid idea to leave your room again, but you had to promise Mina that you would take your pills and now you were looking for the kitchen, if there was something like that here, to get a glass of water.

Usually Mina brought you these things and you couldn't blame her for forgetting today.

It was currently 10 p.m. and you were already in your pajamas while walking barefoot through the outpost to get some water.

"Oh my god. Gallant was right, it's haunted here", a shrill voice suddenly called from behind you and made you flinch. You turned slowly around and looked with narrowed eyes into the face of a blonde woman, who came up to you and stood in front of you with folded arms.

"Are you a purple?" She asked you frowning and you nodded curtly.

"And whats your name?" She asked further.

"Y / N", you mumbled and decided at the same moment, that you didn't like this woman.

"Well, Y / N, I've never seen you here before",

the blonde cocked her head and looked at you piercingly as

you looked away from her and looked embarrassed at your feet.

"I spend a lot of time in my room."

"Your room?" Asked the woman confused.

"Which room do you live in exactly? To the best of my knowledge, all of the rooms in the outpost are occupied. You can't have a room of your own-"

"I should go now", you muttered as you turned to move away from this annoying woman, but she grabbed your wrist.

"Just wait until Miss Venable finds out", she said, looking down at you smugly. "You know, she-"

"What the hell are you doing here?"

Mina's loud voice at the end of the hall made you both drive around to her.

The blonde immediately let go of your wrist and pointed with outstretched fingers at your trembling form.

"This is the woman Mister Gallant was talking about", she said and looked at you disparagingly.

"You see? It's not haunted here", Mina hissed as she approached you both. "As tightly as you have gripped her wrist, she can't be a ghost."

"I've never seen her here before, how is that possible?" Asked the annoying woman and you winced again when her shrill voice boomed in your ears.

"Maybe because your selfish ass is too busy with itself?", Mina funodded angrily at the blonde, who thought with open mouth what she should answer, but Mina got ahead of her.

"I think you should go to bed now, before you say anything you might regret later", Mina kept her voice lowered while she spoke and sounded dangerous at the same time.

The woman next to you looked at you and then at Mina one more time before turning and reluctantly went down the hall.

"Coco St. Pierre Vanderbilt", Mina said to you while she watched the blonde disappear into one of the rooms and you knew that she meant the woman's name.

"What are you doing here, princess?", asked your girlfriend and grabbed the hand that this woman, Coco, had just grabbed, to gently stroke the back of your hand with her thumb.

"I wanted to get some water.. you know, for the pills", you mumbled.

"And then this woman came."

"Go back to our room, it's cold," Mina cooed and gently squeezed your hand.

"I'll get you water."

"Thanks .." you said curtly and let go of her hand before turning around to go back to your room.

When Mina came to your room less than five minutes later, you were already buried in bed under your blanket again and only your head was sticking out.

"I've got your water", she muttered and walked across the room to put the glass on your bedside table. You mumbled a little "thank you", reached for the glass to wash down the pills.

As you drank, your eyes were glued on Mina, who crossed the room to lock your door and you could see her grimace with every step she took.

"You are in pain", you noticed shortly after you put your glass back on the table.

"Honey?" You kept trying as she ignored you.

"I'm fine," she growled without looking at you.

"Stop lying to me."

Again she didn't answer and just sat on the edge of her bed.

Worried you stared holes in her back while you chewed on your cracked lower lip. She always did that .. Whenever she felt bad and you noticed, she ignored you.

"Okay, come here", you sighed and climbed over the bed to sit cross-legged behind her.

"What is this supposed to be, Princess?"

Mina sounded confused when she felt you carefully pull the zipper of her dress down.

"I take care of you", you muttered and also pulled the zipper of her white lace blouse down to expose her back.

"Y / N, you really don't have to. I don't-"

"Shut up, Mina!", you growled and leaned over to take the lotion off her bedside table. You opened the jar to spread the lotion on your fingers.

"You let me know if I hurt you, right?" You whispered and when she nodded in agreement you carefully began to spread the ointment on her back.

The next minute was filled with a pleasant silence as you tried not to hurt your girlfriend and tried to be as gentle as possible. You usually did this for her every night, but for the past few weeks it had been canceled due to your health and it was obvious that she couldn't take care of it herself.

"How was your day, princess?", Mina finally asked quietly and you took a moment to think about her question.

"Better than yesterday", you said curtly while your fingers were still wandering over her serpentine spine.

"You know, everytime I close my eyes, I see faces of my friends and relatives and I wonder if this will ever end."

Mina hummed in agreement before speaking.

"I haven't had a lot of people I liked, but I can imagine how awful you feel. It may not be a comfort, but I think you will eventually get used to it."

"I don't know ,how I feel right now to be honest", you mumbled.

"Inside of me everything is so empty. I haven't shed a single tear in weeks, if you understand what I mean."

Mina nodded slowly and was about to say something when suddenly you wrapped your arms around her from behind and carefully leaned your forehead against her back.

"I don't know what I would do without you, Mina", you whispered against her skin. "And even if I'm not really showing it at the moment, I'm so grateful for everything you do for me and I love you so much."

"Oh Princess ..", Mina cooed gently as she turned around in your arms to press her lips against yours.

"I know that you love me and I love you too. And you survived another day and that's the only thing that matters at the moment."

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A few days went by and you were still a total mess.

One day you walked around the room and could tidy up something while other days you could just lie in bed and stare holes in the wall. Mina was still very worried about you and really wanted you to be fine. But she also understood that this was probably going to be difficult for you, as there was nothing to hold on to your hope.

It was already afternoon when she was on her way to your room to bring you something, that she hoped would help. And while one hand was protecting herself on her stick, she was holding the clear plastic jar in the other, that she wanted to show you.

"Hey little sunshine", she called when she came into your room to find you wrapped in her blanket. She frowned.

"Why are you lying under my blanket?"

"I missed you and the blanket smells like you", you grumbled as you pulled the blanket down to reveal your face. Your eyes wandered to the plastic can in Mina's hand.

"What's that?" You asked confused

Mina smiled as she walked over to you to sit next to you on the bed.

"This is for you", she muttered and you sat up to take the can, she held out to you in your hands.

Mina looked at you expectantly and watched with satisfaction as your eyes lit up when you recognized the contents of the box.

"Oh my god, Mina", you breathed and began to smile while your eyes stared fascinated at the red butterfly, that was fluttering around in the box.

"She came into the outpost two days ago and I had her checked for diseases", Mina explained as she brushed a few of your hair off your face.

"She is beautiful", you whispered and when Mina saw tears glistening in your eyes, she knew that it was the right decision to give you the butterfly.

"She is", she mumbled contentedly before reaching out to tap the wall of the can with her index finger.

"And do you see the little pearls, that lie in the corner on the sheet? Those are eggs, from which caterpillars will hatch at some point-"

"And then they turn into more butterflies", you finished and she nodded.

"Mina, that's great, if we do everything right, we will not only be able to save our species, theirs too", you said and looked at Mina with sparkling eyes.

"You absolutely have to show the others .."

"Oh no", Mina replied.

"The others would find it more disgusting than fascinating, so you should take care of them."

"I ugh- well, thank you", you smiled brightly at her and Mina was glad to finally see you smile again. She leaned forward to kiss you on the forehead before she put her arm around you and you could rest your head on her shoulder. And while she was watching the little butterfly like you, the smell of her lavender perfume suddenly rose to her nose and she frowned.

"Do you wear my perfume, princess?", She asked confused and of course couldn't see how you blushed.

"As I said, I missed you", you muttered.

"Please don't be mad at me, i know its weird."

"No! I think its cute", Mina said quickly uhd pressed another kiss on your hair.

"And i'm damn proud of you, because you survived another day."

[mayans-sauce]

Going to a pumpkin patch with Ez (October/Halloween Fest) 🖤

Summary: Having a fun day with your boyfriend Ez and the rest of the crew at the yearly pumpkin patch. 

Authors Note: I’ve never been to a pumpkin patch since I don’t think they are that common in my country but I guess you just go there to buy pumpkins and other stuff and just explore (?) lol. I’m planning to write a few more October/Halloween theme stuff this month! Thank you to everyone that’s been reblogging, liking, commenting and following. It really means a lot😁❤️

I probably shouldn’t have been writing this while watch the presidential debate because I just got distracted by all the stupidity that was said by a sertain scary orange man lol (the whole thing was a mess).

Masterlist

One of your favorite things to do in the October month was going to a pumpkin patch and have a fun day with the people that you love. This year you dragged your boyfriend Ez with you, as well as the other Mayans. It looked like everyone was excited to be going, finally having a few hours to do something fun and normal for once. There were a few other people there also. Children running around while their parents were chasing after them. A few small stands that were selling some items and a little area with some cute farm animals that people could pet. You draged Ez towards the filed with all the pumpkins, wanting to have a little alone time with him and just have a stroll. “Make sure to wrap it before you tap it lil bro” Angel shouted after you both making some of the parents there turn their head in disgust at you both. Ez turn around to give a laughing Angel the middle finger.

You walked hand in hand around the field, picking out a few pumpkins that you were planning to decorate your house with and make a few pies for the boys. “Oh what about that one babe? It’s a big one!”. He grabbed your ass, a smirk on his face. “Just as thick and beautiful as you” he whispered in your ear. Your wrapped you hands around his neck and gave him a passionate kiss. You both kind of forgot that there were children present, getting lost in each other’s warmth. Angel was the one that interrupted you two. “Ey! You both know that there are children present” he shouted while walking towards you both. Ez let out a groan, his hand still on your ass. “And the children is you I suppose” he mocked at Angel. “Haha very funny” Angel responded while he wrapped his arms around you and Ez. “Now come one, the rest of the boys are hungry! Let’s go and eat”. You and Ez both let out and annoyed groan. Well so much for some alone time together.

After you all had a good meal with a lot of laughter involved, the rest of the day was spent having fun with each other and just messing around. You and Coco spent a lot of time cuddling with the cute farm animals. “Babe look how cute this little goat is! Can we please get one?” you pleaded with those big round puppy eyes. “Why when we already have an annoying, stinky goat at home” he responded looking at Angel. Angel smaked him at the back of his head. “Ouch! What I was just telling the truth”. Him and Angel went at it, play fighting with one another while you continued cuddling with the cute goat. “I think I’m going to name you Edgar”.

[sleepyxdarling]

Tastes of Christmas (allied forces x reader)

I know..I'm super late..hhh.

I kinda prayed to get at least one request by now since I'm starting to run low on ideas..gonna have to find ideas somehow lol

Triggers:bad writing cause I haven't watched hetalia in a loooong time, sprinkles of nsfw

Francis bonnefoy was a busy man but always made time for his sweet rose petal. They were everything to him and he was a loyal man despite what others thought.

Francis was quite busy though with his popular restaurant but he knew his darling understood since they had their own passions and joys. Christmas was extra busy so he told his baby that he would come home late and to wait for him.

That plan didn't sit right with you so you decided to surprise Francis but dressing up in a sexy santa outfit and going to the restaurant. You made sure the outfit was sexy but still presentable in public.

When you walked inside the restaurant the sight infront of you filled you with anger.

"Francis bonnefoy! You pig!" Your tone of anger made the French man tense up and he felt a million shivers go through his body. A female customer had clung to to him with her breasts pressed against his chest. He had gotten situations like this before since he is a very sexy man after all.

"r..rose petal! Y...you...look amazing! This isn't what it looks like by the way!" His tone was full of fear cause if there one thing Francis hated it was upsetting you. He worshipped you like a God/goddess and to upset you was not tolerated.

He saw your eyes brim with angry tears and he ripped the girl off of him before walking towards you only for you to storm off outside. Francis of course ran after you and grabbed your arm to hold you still..he felt his heart shattering at the sight of your tears.

"its not like that and you know it..." His soft tone made you melt a little and you knew Francis was loyal. You were pulled into his arms and he allowed you to cry if you needed to. "You're too handsome...why can't you be ugly?" Your pouting tone made the blonde chuckle before he forced you to look ay him and he leaned in for a kiss.

You turned your head away and gave a slight pout which made him let out a frustrated whine. "S'il te plait, embrasse-moi.." his begging tone plus him speaking in his native language made you give in so you gave him a soft kiss.

He lets out a surprised noise of pleasure and he pulled back before looking at you in shock before it turned into amusement "your lips..taste like gingerbread. Did you eat the gingerbread house we made together?" His hands were locked around your waist so you couldn't escape and you gave a nervous laugh.

Francis chuckles and leaned in for another kiss "naughty..I have to punish you. Go home and wait for me.. I'll be there in 30 minutes to give you a punishment" he whispers in your ear and turned you around letting you go but gave your ass a firm slap which led you to let out a squeak.

"be prepared little rose petal"

You were definitely not prepared for the hours of love making that happened when he came home.

S'il te plait, embrasse-moi..=please kiss me

Who told you this was a good idea...?

Your loving boyfriend was out at the store cause of a lie you told him about needing apple pie Oreos..you weren't even sure they existed. You wanted to make mooncakes since it was a festive Chinese dessert.

You found a recipe online but it wasn't going well at all. You managed to make... something. It didn't look as pretty as the pictures infact it looked like something a toddler would make.

You heard the door open as you stare at your creation in shame.

"lotus! I'm back! I didn't find the Oreos you wanted so I brought other flavors ins- what's wrong aru?" Yao's worried voice came closer as he placed the bags on the table and hugged you from behind.

You gave a long sigh and glanced back at the worried guy "I wanted to make mooncakes for you..but it didn't go well" you mumbled out and yao simply grabbed a piece before taking a bite and shudders at the taste..it was far too sweet. He shoved the rest of it in his mouth before giving a gulp "delicious aru!"

You were shocked and faced him before wrapping your arms around him "you're going to get sick.." you mumbled sadly and yao simply shook his head before giving a smile "you are so sweet my lotus! Trying to make something so special for me" he cheers out before giving you a quick peck on the lips.

"I still don't understand the whole Christmas thing but how about we do something special aru?" China mumbled before giving you a longer kiss.

You cringed at the taste of the crappy mooncake and you shoved his face aside "after you brush your teeth and I throw these out..next time I'll stick to cookies.."

"Ivan..what are you doing?"

You watched as your boyfriend pour vodka in the pitcher of eggnog you had made for the Christmas party you were having tonight. You had left the kitchen to get ready and you came to the kitchen only to see your giant of a boyfriend pouring an entire bottle of vodka into the eggnog without a care in the world.

"ah sunflower! You forgot an ingredient so I was just adding it! This is good da?" His cute innocent tone made you nearly forget what kind of man he was. You walk up to the eggnog and poured yourself a glass before taking a sip and spitting it out as soon as it hits your tongue.

"Ivan! That's really strong!" You huff out and heard his laughing before he grabbed your cup and drank the contents of it with ease.

"[Name] it's really sweet! I think we did good da?"

"nyet! Nyet! Nyet!"

Ivan's innocent behavior broke when he heard you say no in Russian and within an instant his lips were crashing into yours with a rough and fierce kiss that you were breathless. You could taste the strong vodka on his lips as he picked you up and place on you on the counter to sit on.

"I..Ivan! Wait! Wait" your moans of protest made Ivan release a low growl. "Sunflower..when you speak my language I can't help but get excited" his husky voice made you shudder as his large hands went to your pants what he proceeded to take off roughly.

"t..the party!" You huffed out hoping people won't show up anytime soon.

"we have an hour..now say my favorite phrase.." his command made you gulp but you did as told

"Я Вас люблю́"

He released a growl and your underwear was the next to go...oh boy.

Я Вас люблю́=I love you

The smell of tea and peppermint filled the house as you and Arthur drank tea and ate peppermint bark. You knew Arthur wanted his peace and you respected that but it was nearing Christmas and you wanted some attention. You glanced at the male who was invested in his book more than you which bugged you.

"Artie..?"

"yes darling?"

HE WASNT EVEN LOOKING AT YOU!

You glared at him and got up before you marched off. You were determined to get his attention no matter what and Arthur knew this. Behind his book he had a slight smirk since he truly adored how stubborn you were..it made you fun. The sounds of music soon glared through the house and the song take my hand by simple plan played through the house.

Arthur adored rock music..you knew this and he knew you knew so he was curious as to your plan. He soon heard shuffling before he picked his head up and nearly choked when he saw you were wearing only his shirt while dancing around the living room while eating peppermint bark.

Arthur couldn't help but stare at you like you grew a second head. It doesn't take much to sway the British man when it comes to you so it didn't take long for him to grab your hand softly and pull you close.

Arthur leaned forward and bit the peppermint bark that you held with your mouth. He gulped and watched you eat the rest of it before he gave you a sweet kiss on the lips that was short but nice.

"well...you have my attention..so what did you so urgently want darling?"

Alfred was a man who was loud in every way possible. During Christmas that was even more so. He had hosted a Christmas party and invited quite the number of people.

The music,drinks, food and fun was great but Alfred got drunk from eggnog pretty quickly and you had to take care of him.

"Alfred sit down! Drink some Coco! Do something else! Don't dance on the table"

"don't tell me what to do mom!"

You were pretty fed up with his boy and the others took pity on you for this wild child. You decided to go into the kitchen and drink some hot chocolate to calm down and think of a plan B but it wasn't long til a clingy Alfred followed you and clung to you.

[naaaammme]! Pay attention to me! Give me love!" His whining made you laugh a little and you figured it was time for the others to go home and everyone agreed since Alfred was a mess.

Once everyone went home you got changed..or well tried to but Alfred was refusing to leave you alone for three seconds. You were pretty annoyed but you loved him to death. You helped the male to bed but felt him yank you into bed which led you to fall ontop of him

"babe...you're drunk. Go to bed.." your soft yet firm tone make the male chuckle and he looked at you devilishly "not drunk.." he teased and you felt your eye twitch with annoyance..he faked it?!

"Alfred I swear t-" he cut you off with a kiss and his mouth tasted like eggnog which wasn't bad at all. You let out a muffled moan before pulling away

"Alfred..why did you fake it?" You mumbled out and was pretty confused with him and his motives. You heard his signature loud laugh "to get you by myself! You look so good Tonight..I got a little selfish but I think that's okay since you're my baby" he cooed out and pulled you down for another kiss while his hands worked on undoing your top

You could kill him for this later..for now you would enjoy it.

[bapyess1r]

Amphetamine

WARNINGS: you already know lol

Chapter 2

Talia’s POV

I was awakened by the sound of live music being played in the distance. I winced a bit as I looked over the clock. 9:30 AM. ‘Are they practicing already?’ I thought with a groan as I sat up. I scratched an itchy spot under my messy bun and stood to crack the bones in my back. Stretching my arms, I made my way to the bathroom. I almost startled myself as I noticed my swollen eyes and dried drool in the corner of my mouth. I had to fix it. I briefly adjusted my nose ring before ridding myself of the large tee shirt and began my shower. I took a deep breath as I stepped into the hot water, basking in the pleasantness of the morning sun coming through the windows. I could hear some solos being played from the shower and began to imagine Sam with his guitar in hand. I grinned, actually excited for the night ahead. Then I remembered him pointing a pistol at me and pouted a bit. I couldn’t just forget about that. What started off to be a great morning suddenly turned dull from the thought. I changed into a black AC/DC crop top (cut off purely because I was bored), white cargo pants fitted to every curve, and beat up black converse, the laces wrapped around my ankles. I combed my hair and put on a fair amount of makeup, thick black wings lining my eyes and lashes not too long. ‘Don’t wanna fly away and shit…’ I thought with a brief guffaw. I left the bathroom, drying my hair a bit more with my towel as my Godmother left from the kids room carrying her baby boy. The youngest of her three.

“Good morning, night owl! I was afraid you weren’t gonna wake up in time, you were up and out so late.” She laughed.

“I know! I’m sorry! I hung out with the band for a while after practice- hey baby!” I was distracted by their youngest daughter, Ava, who walked up to me with open arms in hopes to be picked up. Of course I did. She wrapped her arms around me as I sat her up on my hip, continuing the conversation as I followed my Godmother to the kitchen. “And that Sam guy came back so there’s that….”

“Oh yeah?” She smoothed a blonde strand of hair behind her ears as she put JJ in his baby booster seat.

“Yeah. I spooked him on accident but he was really nice about it.” I told her, skipping over the part about the gun as the baby gave me a big juicy gummy smile as he laughed joyfully. ‘Oh to be that carefree again…’ I thought with a smile as I turned on Disney jr for the kids and started on breakfast.

“Oh so you’ve met him already?” She began to grab bowls and spoons for the kids before walking to the kitchen, passing me as I made way to the stove.

“Yeah. He’s kinda cute for an old guy.” I smirked.

“He is good lookin’, right?” She whispered to me with a girlish grin, hoping her husband hadn’t heard. It was adorable. “Are you gonna play with the band tonight?”

“Well I was but he wants to play with just them tonight since it’s been a while. I’m gonna play next weekend.” I prepared to make bacon and eggs as she poured cereal on the booster seat tray and in the bowls for her daughters.

“Well that’s very nice of you, Talia.” She sounded proud of me. But I was honestly just being courteous.

“I wanna go see Sam!” The oldest of the three, Mariah said, waving her spoon in the air as she smiled at her mother.

“You’ll get to see him tonight when they play tonight, sweetie! You guys wanna go hear some music before bedtime tonight?” And with that, the girls cheered. “James gets off early today so you won’t have to worry about watching the kids tonight.” She said to me.

“Thank you! Because I had not a clue about how I was gonna watch the three of them and prepare for the block party.”

“Did you need me to ask your Godfather to stop somewhere and grab anything?”

“I may need some ice. Possibly some lighting fluid for the grill. Marcel is gonna grill what I prepare. And then Louie and Jules were gonna go purchase the alcoholic beverages…” I wiggles my eyebrows thinking of how absolutely trashed I planned on being tonight. And my friend from New York was supposed to come down and visit as well. Remembering that- “SHIT- I mean….dang…” I switched up my language, remembering I was in the company of children. “I forgot I have to pick up Anna from the airport! I’m gonna have to pick her up.”

“Do you need the car seats for the kids? I can set them out for you when you get ready to go.” She asked as I scooped up all of what I cooked into a plate with a piece of toast.

“That would be great! Now… I’m gonna take my breakfast to my spot on the docks and consume a bit of Can- Do- Nicotine.”

“Ok. I can take care of them til you’re done but then I gotta go to hospital.”

“Will do!” I hollered, grabbing my cigarettes and lighter on the way out the door.

As I exited into the driveway, I could hear the band practicing behind closed doors. I bobbed my head to what I thought might’ve been Orange Crush by R.E.M. It sounded almost exact. I sat down with my legs hanging off the ledge of the docks and lit my cigarette, ready to relax and consume breakfast. But then they stopped playing. “Booooo!” I said to myself in disappointment. I wanted to catch Sam singing; guess I missed it. I took a healthy drag and it wasn’t too long before he found himself outside with me.

“Y’know I definitely recall finding this smoke spot a long time ago.” He said and I turned with a large grin. He was decked out in a tight white v neck and a bold palm leaf printed Hawaiian shirt, his eyes hidden behind black shades. He smiled at me as a cigarette dangled from his mouth as he tried to light it against the winds.

“Finders keepers. And you were here to be fair.” I said before scooping the eggs and bacon onto my toast and holding it like a taco, taking a massive bite out of it. With an amused chuckle, he sat down and joined me. “Nice duds.” I gestured to his outfit of choice for the day with a slight look of judgement.

“What- you don’t like this?!”

“I didn’t say all that… It’s just an interesting look.” I giggled, diverting my eyes to the calm morning sea.

“You don’t like it.”

“I…. think there’s better Hawaiian shirts out there. Ones that don’t give off narc vibes.”

“Now I look like a cop?!”

“The shades and the conceal pistol doesn’t help your case either.”

“Wooooooow…..” he said in disbelief causing me to deliver the ugliest laugh. “Speaking of…. I just wanna apologize again for how I reacted to you last night. It was a long night and I’m still a bit jet legged.”

“Where’d you come from?”

“Peru.”

“Oooo what’s in Peru?”

“The Lost Treasure of Lima…” he waved a hand across the horizon of the sea for dramatic effect. Shit, it worked on me. I ooo’d in the background and allowed him to tell me about it. “Captain William Thompson was supposed to be in charge of transporting all of Lima’s riches to Mexíco as they were about to be on the edge of a revolt. He couldn’t resist the temptation of all that money and turned pirate.”

“How did I know this was gonna be about pirates?”

“What can I say? I’m a sucker for a good pirate story.” He smirked before continuing. “Basically, he and his crew were caught by the Spanish, they made a deal that they’d take them to where they ‘allegedly’ buried the treasure, got them as far as Cocos Island which was pretty close to Costa Rica, then split up to divvy the treasure. They managed to escape the jungle and were never seen again. The Spanish still never found the treasure.”

“And you did?” I asked, extremely impressed.

“I did not. Unfortunately.” he replied sourly, taking a drag of his cigarette. “We were close though…”

“What stopped you?” I asked, letting the nicotine fill my lungs. He sighed and began fidgeting with his lighter again.

“Would you believe me if I said we weren’t allowed to hunt there?”

“I see…” I definitely didn’t believe him. He didn’t seem like the type to just stop when he was so close. I began to finish the last few bites of breakfast and lit a second cigarette.

“What are your plans for the day? Seeing as you’re not playing tonight.” He said with a sneaky smirk.

“Go ahead and rub it in.” I joked. “I am preparing a few foods for Marcel to grill after your set.”

“A woman after my own heart!” he dramatically placed a hand on his chest and began fanning himself. I felt comfortable enough to punch him in the arm playfully. “Whatcha cookin’?”

“Devilled eggs, potato salad, chicken salad, kebabs, I have some chicken I managed to marinate before bed last night, burgers, and corn on the cob. And I have YET to start on a good chunk of these things AND I’m watching the kids until my Godfather gets off work. I also have to pick up my best friend from the airport. She’s visiting this weekend.” Just thinking about all of it, I got stressed out all over again.

“Well you do have a lot on your plate. Who’s your Godfather?”

“James Edwards.”

“You’re James’s kid?! Shit. I’m in big trouble.”

“How so?” I asked with a curious smile. He readied his mouth to answer but I could tell he made the decision to change the subject.

“Listen, I’m done rehearsing for the day. I can come over and help with the kids while you cook and run n’ grab your friend.” he offered. I looked at him with so much hope.

“Oh my god would you really?”

“Yeah! I love those kids! I kinda missed 'em since I’ve been gone.”

“So you’re close with my Godfamily then.”

“James and Barbs are good pals of mine. They never mentioned you to me not once.”

“I just moved here a month ago. I guess right before you left-” Just then I was interrupted by my Godmother’s call. “That’s my cue.” I began gathering my plate and ashed out my cigarette, he did the same.

“I’ll come with.” He smiled. For some reason, my stomach lurched and I became really nervous about it. If we were going to work together on the band, I was going to have to get used to it. He hopped up from his spot and offered a hand to me. With ease he pulled me up and grabbed the plate out of my hand to trash it for me as I walked towards the gate. Still, he beat me to it and opened the gate for me, gesturing to the entrance all corny-like. “Ladies first.” he said rather smoothly. I took an exhausted deep breath and brushed by him quickly, not allowing him to see my burning red face. “Howdy, Barbs!” He greeted my Godmother as she rushed to her car but stopped to hug him briefly and hand me JJ. “Hey, slugger.” He poked the baby in his little pudgy tummy and I smiled.

“Hey Sam! I heard you got in last night! We missed ya around here. Been too quiet.” she said opening the door to get in her silver accord.

“I’ll take the compliment.” he chuckled heartily. “So just a heads up, I’m gonna help Talia with the kids while she cooks and runs her errands.”

“That’s sweet- are you sure? I know you just got home.”

“Nah, I’m well rested and ready to get this show on the road. It’s no problem, really.”

With that she sighed. “Well the kids will be happy to see you, that’s for sure.” she quickly checked her watch before turning her attention to me. “Now, I gotta go. They’ve eaten breakfast. Just let ‘em play for a while, give them lunch, put them down for a nap. They should be good to go until James gets home.”

“Got it.” I nodded before she winked at me and smiled at Sam as he closed the car door for her. Sending her off with two heavy pats to the hood of the car.

He followed me into the cool air conditioned house and with a sigh he took off his bold hawaiin shirt and wiped the sweat off his face with it before hanging it on the back of one of the bar stools. As soon as the kids saw him they screamed their heads off swarming him. “AYE! There’s the little princesses!” He shouted, scooping them both up into his big arms. A man with kids was easily one of the most attractive things on the planet and he was really doing it for me. My thoughts were interrupted by a sharp tug on my hair. JJ had grabbed a fistful and tried to eat it.

“Lord, child….” I grunted as I tried to pry my hair out of his strong little baby hands. JJ just giggled at my struggle. “I love you, but you’re a pain!” I said kissing his forehead.

“Are you gonna stay to play, Sammy?” Mariah asked him, sweetly.

“I sure am, sweetheart.” he winked at her and she hugged his neck tighter.

‘Christ, that adorable!’ I thought as I walked over to him to give him JJ.

“Alright kiddies, while I’m doing a bit of cooking, you guys are gonna hang out with ‘Sammy’.” I said, emphasizing his little nickname to tease causing him to dart his eyes my way. I winked at him and backed away into the kitchen. “Have fuuunnn….” I sang as I stalked off. And with the kids outta the way I began to prepare for tonight's shindig. Just when I was getting started, I got a text on my phone from my best friend Anna.

Anna: I’m in the air, should be there in a few hours!

Me: get off the phone! Ur in a fucking aircraft!

Anna: well fine! Be that way bish! <3

Me: see you in a bit! Lol

[nostalgic-blood]

so i went to california a few weeks ago and...

No, I didn’t go ham. I had friends who were like “HERE HAVE THIS” and then I had this thing, and later went to a convention and THEN I went ham. 

Also this was my first non-family trip so I sort of bought a souvenir anywhere I deemed important enough to do so... America, you took a lot of my money. Oh and Disneyland too. 

...also I couldn’t fit some things and forgot others in that top pic.

this wall scroll my cat is trying to destroy

a backpack I bought solely so I was able to even bring all this back, and the posters/prints I STILL needed a friend to ship back anyway...

and this cute koishi i bought, all of three of which were from fanime, yes...

Disneyland souvenirs! A friend (Souless) bought the one of the left. You may have noticed Minnie Mouse ears on the first photo! I didn’t actually get them from Disneyland itself, t’was a gift from our Disneyland veteran who led us to many-a-ride and the least amount of waittime possible, Souless’ fiance Kat. :)

And yes Inside Out is my favourite Pixar movie. Watched Coco recently which was really good, but it’s only second to Inside Out. P:

Let’s start off with my ridiculous friends who decided I needed to own more merch:

All of this was bought by my friend Cannibalfood AKA Akira who went to cons and saw stuff I might like but never got around to actually shipping them to me.. and then, came with me to California and brought this stuff. This is why Negima is on there. It’s been that long.

Oh the non-weeb stuff is souvenirs I got with her while we were in San Fran, including Alcatraz touristy photos since we have few pictures together, a taxidermy place where we each got matching stingray barbs, how romantic. The rock was my very first souvenir. I wasn’t expecting on buying anything else in that shop, so it is the most boring thing here.

Here’s a look at the Touhou artbooks!

One of two CDs, this one with best 2hu on it. I recall from reading the back that one of these has some TAMUSIC on it, which has lovely classical pieces. 

Here’s a semi-random page with some artwork. I recognize some of the artists!

The other one! I cannot read anything in these books, and yes there’s plenty of text as well as the art.

Some sample of the art! I’ll have to revisit these books later but from first glance I think I prefer the art of the first book? Idk.

Next is stuff given to me by various people. The gacha is from Magus, the guy who I stayed at for about half the trip and spent the entire trip WITH since he also went down to SLO and I also shared hotels with him for Fanime. Awesome host, will do again. 10/10. I have another button from someone else but I accidentally included it wit my fanime merch pile photos, so it’ll be along shortly.

The dreamcatcher was made by SlimeMush’s friend who I paid $10 for, and for some mysterious reason it kept being returned to him every time he tried to send it to me. I couldn’t get a good pic of it alone because my cat kept attacking the feathers. SlimeMush also gave me the Flareon button! Apparently all the Eeveelutions he had went to those whose favourite was so-and-so, and apparently there’s equal amounts of love for all of them except for the two he kept himself because he loved them the most. Yes. Flareon is my favourite. :D

The gacha is a ditto + a ditto version of Sableye. 

This Monster Hunter blindbox was given to me by Wolfe, whom I’ve had a few MonHun merch exchanges with so far. I also gave him a MonHun figure from another line, which I’ll elaborate further (because I gave them all out similar to SlimeMush giving out the Eeveelution buttons) and kept whichever was left behind. This is Monoblos! I didn’t fight him all too often so I don’t have much impression of it as a monster, also I thought he was white but w/e, still very cool looking to add to my collection!

Now of all my loot THIS is the stuff I really could have done without in terms of when and where I spent my money. I bought that Incineroar evolution line figure sort of on a whim at a random city in the middle of nowhere, California while on the long drive down to SLO. The Touhou blindboxes, Digimon CD, and RWBY manga came from Kinokuniya in Japantown. Just wanted to buy them because. Even if the Tri series was mediocre in the end the nostalgia still has a strong grip on my heart, especially that music with Kouji Wada. ;_;

And the most touristy thing was buying this wind chime at a gift shop in a spa that I really didn’t need but it was pretty so w/e.

See? Pretty.

The results of the blindboxes. Not the luckiest result as I wanted other characters but you CANNOT SAY NO TO WEEB MERCH!

As much as I have been distancing myself from the show, RWBY’s manga has wondrous art. It also decided to focus on some random unknown side character named Ruby instead of the main characters, which I thought while was quite the bold move, was rather refreshing. 

DELICIOUS WEISS BACKSTORY. I recall posting something about this particular chapter on here before. YEEEEE!

So yeah I went to the island prison in San Francisco where AAAAAALL the tourists go. In my defence I have a genuine interest in prisons. Just ask my 300k RWBY fanfiction in which the first quarter of it is set in a prison. It is also not my first prison fic. I put lots of research in that setting to write that kind of shit. 

Also all the souvenirs were the most gimmicky things possible that I didn’t think I’d ever use or would just be paperweight. Except this bag! I may actually use this bag! I know!

And excluding the stuff that is too big or I forgot to take a pic of near the beginning of the post, THIS was the Fanime loot! Magus got me the Monokuma onesie which was extremely nice of him and now I am no longer perpetually cold. Ah yes the warmth of the hide of a psychotic bear. So good.

I could not believe the artist who made one of my favourite Aya pics EVER was at the artist alley. I COULD NOT BELIEVE IT. Obviously this was an instant purchase. This was my phone background for the longest of times. She had Touhou artbooks too but they sold in the first twenty minutes of the first day of the artist alley. Wow. My friend may try to snag me some at AX in July, so here’s hoping!

I didn’t see a lot of specifically Weiss prints there, and this was the best of the lot IMO. My only wish was that it was a brighter print, or that Weiss herself being so white would stand out more because it’s the least noticeable thing on my wall atm, which is a shame. 

I say this when I saw precisely ONE Aya print (jackpot) and one of another coming up in this bombardment of pics.

THIS IS PERHAPS THE MOST PROVOCATIVE ONE HERE LOL. But it was the only Tenko, and DRV3 merch was the most difficult of everything I was looking for to find. Unlike 95% of Tenko art SHE ACTUALLY HAS VISIBLE ABS HERE, which according to the official artbooks she’s supposed to have, so bonus points for that. I had a brief discussion with the artist too and we both agreed Tenko was the best and Ouma was overrated. He has great taste.

Overwatch on the other hand was all over the place in this con, from merch to art, to cosplayers. There were so many cosplayers they didn’t even have enough time to run through half of the tanks and all the supports at the shoot! So sad, so sad. This piece of Widowmaker is beautiful though, so I had to have it.

I saw this online a while back and really loved this image of all the Overwatch ladies being formal. There was a suit-version too, but for whatever reason I preferred this one. Sadly this print is quite small, as it probably would have benefited the most in being larger what with the many characters and thus detail.

Out of all this mess the one thing I wanted the most and hunted for the most was charms. I found NO GOOD CHARMS that fitted my taste and interest, and the closest were these buttons. Oh, and I met my good friend Raphyninja at Fanime and he gave me EXCLUSIVE RAPHYNINA MERCH! Thus that button being here and not in the friendo pile. ANYWAY. There was a deal, 3 for 5, so aside from the obvious ones I grabbed Kork. I love Kork. I didn’t think I would for that type of character, but somehow DRV3 managed it. He will of course be very far away from Tenko and Himiko though. >_>

Here’s a page from one of the Touhou doujins I got, which in hindsight I maybe should not have got? Way too late I noticed that I recognized the seller who I think showed up on a Tumblr post warning of a creeper at the Touhou shoots. He’d try to take pics of cosplayers in a private hotel room at weird, uncomfortable angles as far as I remember, so uh, oops? I was just so excited at finding Touhou doujin for the first time ever that I paid zero attention to the person selling so hopefully I am wrong and they were just someone that resembled that person.

Also I recognized this artist for their cute Satori Koishi content, but could not find any of their Koishi doujins. Sadness.

I bought two Monster Hunter blindboxes at Fanime because CLEARLY I need more, right. I got a Nargacuga, including the box left remaining in the pile I gave away and the one I already have...  I now have three Nargacugas. That’s quite a lot for something I never fought before...

I also got this tiny Zinogre. If we include my buttons I have FOUR Nargacugas now and FOUR Zinogres. The difference is I have fought Zinogre multiple times (I have no idea exactly because I have 600 hours in 4U >_>) and actually really like him! Sadly, in grand tradition like the last time I visited San Francisco (when I was five) I lost something, that being my favourite MonHun button, Zinogre. It is now in the wild with my teddy bear and my hat, forever gone in the California abyss. ):

I got this at the swap meet for 6 dollars. It may not have a stand and is rather dusty, but damn is that a bargain. My only regret is not having the GIGA DRILL BREAKAAAA model instead. I also got that Monokuma bag there too, but that was just because I went there and couldn’t find a single thing I wanted until I saw the bag, which I was on the fence on but wanted to buy SOMETHING from there and got it, thinking that was it ... but then this and the Touhou doujins showed up, soooooo...

Finally this other Nargacuga that was left behind became my monster in that line of figures, the rest in the hands of my friends. It’s actually cuter than I expected, and barely fit in this cheap crappy display case I bought at a Daiso. I moved my dresser a nudge and the Pokemon fell over, so yeah. 

You may have noticed a drop in quality in the photos and that’s because I cannot be bothered to touch up such a gargantuan amount of images anymore, not with the time I have. Would be nice tho. SO, THAT IS THE GIANT POST OF SPOTTO’S MERCH, NOW WITH 100% MORE QUANTITY THAN BEFORE! I spent too much money so I might as well get something out of it by BRAGGING about it! Right? 

Ye.

[tachinanabananase]

Can you maybeee write a drabble based on the latest trailer and what you think their life is like

Unbeta’d because im impatient af and wanted to post this for you as soon as possible lol. Also I completely ignored the fact that Kisumi is in Tokyo with them but it’s okay it’s for added dramatic tension 

Haru shudders as another gust of icy wind howls outside, rattling the window screen violently and drowning out the drone of the monotonous meteorologist on television who is about three hours late in his warning about the apocalyptic cold weather. Haru eyes the window uneasily. That time it definitely sounded like something broke. He curls defensively into his corner on the couch, as far away from the window as possible in the modest living room, and tugs his blanket up to his chin in an effort to keep out the threatening chill that is seeping into the apartment at the moment. And a valiant effort it is, although there isn’t much more he can do when it’s practically -3 °C outside in the midst of the coldest January in recent Tokyo history.

He calmly reminds himself that no, it’s not Tokyo’s fault that it’s this cold on this specific day, and that it’s just merely a coincidence this is happening only three months after moving into the city. Yep, it’s just purely by unlucky chance that his own apartment lost all power and heat during the first snowstorm of the season after only three fucking months of living there and he should absolutely not hold a grudge against the city itself for something so unpredictable happening.

Apparently Haru is just full of valiant efforts tonight. 

The doorknob jiggles suddenly. Haru almost jumps at the sound, his armhairs standing on end, but he relaxes just as quickly when he realizes there’s nothing to be worried about. 

“I’m back,” Makoto calls from down the hall. Haru counts absently in his head each stomp as he shakes the snow off his boots at the door. When the brunet appears around the corner a minute later in his knitted wool sweater and army green puffy overcoat, it’s with flushed cheeks and a tight smile. “You weren’t kidding about that wind. It’s brutal out there.”

Haru watches with concealed concern, eyeing the redness painting the tips of Makoto’s nose and ears, the shivers that he fights while removing his jacket after setting a plastic convenience store bag on the kitchen table. 

“You didn’t have to go out for me. I could have gone.”

“Nonsense,” Makoto waves Haru’s pout off with a gloved hand. He drapes his jacket over a chair, favoring the unconventional spot over the perfectly functional coatrack next to the front door. “You were practically Jack Frost by the time you got here, I wasn’t going to send you back out to suffer more. Plus, I was running low on snowstorm supplies anyway.”

“Still…” Haru grumbles, but his argument dies on his tongue because no, he still can’t totally feel his toes after trudging to Makoto’s place nearly an hour ago in the blizzard, so he has to admit that walking outside any longer would have been a frostbite disaster just waiting to happen. 

“Did they tell you when your power will be back on?”

“Hopefully sometime tomorrow morning.”

Makoto smirks knowingly. “Looks like you’re skipping class then.” Can’t argue with that logic.

Haru eyes him curiously while Makoto heads into the kitchenette, pulling out an array of goodies from his shopping bag and spreading them across the counter. “Okay, I got tea for you, hot coco for me, emergency cold medicine, three extra candles, matches, and two flashlights just in case.”

“Did you get batteries?”

“Ah shit,” Makoto sighs, a helpless grin on his lips. “I knew I would forget something without you there.”

Haru’s skin prickles suddenly, though he’s pretty sure it’s not from the cold anymore. 

“It’s fine. The candles should be enough if anything happens,” he supplies, although it’s sort of muffled by the blanket as he pulls it higher to cover the glowing blush on his cheeks. 

Haru averts his attention to the television again, which he sort of forgot was there the moment Makoto walked in the door, his focus decidedly elsewhere from that instant on. This had been a developing issue as of late, seeing as Haru found his stare more often than not settling on the sight of dazzling viridian and a familiar grin instead of whatever else it was in Tokyo that people supposedly found so interesting. He knows that naturally Makoto has become his daily reminder of home and so of course he’s drawn to that alone; it only makes sense, considering he’s the only recognizable thing to Haru in this entire city. But Makoto has always been his home, has always been the most safe and steady thing in Haru’s life, even when they were right there on his front porch in Iwatobi. So why is it that now, when they’re in this strange city together, home suddenly makes Haru’s stomach feel like it’s bursting with butterflies and his skin itch with a warm and anxious sense of anticipation?

“Do you want honey in your tea today?” Makoto’s question cuts through Haru’s swirling thoughts. He doesn’t even noticed the scream of the tea kettle in his daze. 

“Sure.” He rarely opts for sweetened tea, but today he’s battling an unusual craving for something warm and saccharine on his tongue. 

Makoto plops onto the couch beside Haru moments later, two steaming mugs in his hands and a sigh of contentment on his lips. “There you go,” he passes Haru his usual mug, the one that’s a pretty pastel blue with white dolphins stenciled around the sides. Makoto’s practically matches, except instead of blue his mug is minty green and instead of dolphins there are orcas. They’ve had them since Christmas when they were just five years old; it would have been a crime not to bring them to Tokyo after all. 

“The guy at the store said the trains wont be running for a while either.”

“Yeah, I learned that the hard way,” Haru gestures to his snow drenched clothes that are currently lying in a soppy mess on the kitchen tile. He promises he’ll clean that up later when he can wiggle his toes again. Plus, he’s still secretly reveling in the feeling of being bundled in one of Makoto’s coziest sweatshirts at the moment. He isn’t ready to give up this serenity yet. 

In comfortable quiet they sip on their drinks, the monotonous rambling of the weather report on television softly filling the space. Makoto sits hunched over with his elbows on his knees, just a centimeter too close enough for Haru to be able to feel his body heat on his thigh, which leaves him stiff while debating his next move. If he relaxes, his leg will surely touch Makoto’s, and isn’t that kind of weird? Isn’t it kind of weird in general that they sit so close like this anyway? He’s in the midst of a heated internal dispute when it’s Makoto who shifts ever so slightly, settles just a hair closer and suddenly they’re pressed together from knee to hip. In a slight panic, because he did not have time to mentally prepare himself and his stuttering heart for that, Haru’s frantic eyes dart up to assess Makoto, but the brunet shows absolutely no sign of concern. In fact, he’s just staring sort of blankly at the television, like he’s watching but there are more important things occupying his brain space at the moment. 

Haru accepts the fact that okay, he’s probably overreacting and there’s a slim chance Makoto even realizes they’re sitting so close anyway, so he tries to settle down and takes a long sip of his tea, pushing his overanxious thoughts aside as best as he can.

The mental peace lasts only for a minute before it’s hesitantly interrupted.

“Hey, Haru?”

Makoto’s voice sounds almost as distant as his stare. 

“Yeah?”

“…Why don’t you stay here?”

Haru practically snorts into his tea. “Hate to break it to you, but I planned on spending the night regardless of you inviting me or not.”

Makoto doesn’t laugh like Haru expects. In fact, he doesn’t even flinch, which is unusual because Makoto is totally the type to laugh and any and everything that Haru says whether it’s intended to be a joke or not. He watches Makoto carefully now because something is clearly not right, the brunet’s gaze falling from the television to his mug suddenly, shyly. He scratches at the porcelain with his nail absently, pink dusting his cheeks. Haru can’t tell if it’s leftover from the cold or something else entirely. 

“No, I mean stay here with me. In my apartment.”

The words come out so soft, Haru doesn’t hear them properly. Or at least he figures that he didn’t hear it right, because it sounded like Makoto was asking him to move in to his place. 

“What?”

Makoto turns over his shoulder and clears his throat, and like magic his usual smile suddenly replaces that anxious stare. “Well, since you seem to be having problems with your place and- you know how I hate being alone so much. I know it’s not as close to your school but it’s only one extra train stop. Plus it would be cheaper if we both paid rent and-”

“Makoto.”

He jerks to a stop, his grin turning sheepish. “Sorry, Haru. I just thought I’d suggest it, you know, since…” Makoto doesn’t finish that sentence. Haru doesn’t have the confidence either to fill in what he hopes Makoto is actually getting at, but he can’t stop his brain from thinking it nonetheless.Since things are changing between us.

“Okay.” He agrees before his brain can even catch up to his mouth. 

“Huh?”

“Okay, I’ll move here.” He rushes to add, “Ah- as long as you’re sure, I mean.”

“Of course I’m sure!” Makoto jumps to amend, giddiness causing his voice to rise in pitch. “Are you sure?”

He can’t help but chuckle. Makoto is just too cute sometimes. “Yes, I’m sure.”

Before he can process anything more, Makoto achieves a miracle feat of super speed, sliding his mug onto the coffee table and scooping Haru unto a bone-crushing hug all in a matter of seconds. “I’m so happy, Haru-chan,” Makoto muffles into his shirt, face tucked against Haru’s shoulder. He’s not sure if that cold, almost wet feeling on his skin is just Makoto’s still chilled nose or if his best friend is actually crying right now with joy, which is adorably amusing, but either way he sort of likes it. They’re touching all over now: Makoto’s chest pressed to his, their necks flush against each other, and if Haru were to relax, they would be aligned from head to hip with the way Makoto is practically sitting in his lap. And, he has to ask himself once more, shouldn’t that be weird?

He feels a smile tugging at his own lips, and with an exhale he accepts the hug, returning it with equal force. Makoto’s body burns against him, but it’s like the hearth of a fireplace that warms a home during the peak of winter. Haru buries his own face against Makoto’s heat and heaves a sigh of relief, because no, it’s never been weird, and he’s certain that when it comes to them, no matter where they are, it never will be. He laughs, shaky but relieved, because things are changing between them, and he whispers into Makoto’s hair with choked sincerity,

“I’m really happy too.”

[ambigousfern]

Kadena fic three (lol, why do I even number when these fics have nothing to do with each other? Anyway, this is dubbed 'The photos')

Prompt: Kadena is in an established relationship and Kat finds photos that Adena took before they were in a relationship (taken from a post on Tumblr)

Kat was freaking out.

Her heart was beating so fast that it surpassed the point of pounding in her ears. She had been pacing so much that the carpet now had an oval shape etched into it.

You see, Kat had been dating Adena for a month but could never bring herself to call Adena her ‘girlfriend’.

Well, that is until five minutes ago happened.

Sutton had texted her and asked her if she wanted to catch a movie with her and Jane. Kat had already promised to spend the night with Adena, thus she was in her apartment. However, Adena assured Kat that she could go if she wanted to.

Kat had said: “No way. I’m not going to miss spending time with my girlfriend for some cheesy movie.”

Everything seemed to stop. Kat hadn’t even really realized what she said until Adena spoke up.

“What did you say?” Adena asked.

“Umm…Didnt you say you wanted to take a shower? I guess I should let you do that.”

“Oh… Sure.”

Adena had been in the bathroom ever since.

Kat eventually broke the oval she had created by accidentally bumping into the couch and falling forward into it.

After her cushioned fall, she noticed a slender pink box behind the couch. That was weird. The box was so out of place in the little white apartment that Kat was a little surprised she hadn’t noticed it before.

Kat turned her attention towards the bathroom… The shower was still running. Would it hurt to take a peak?

Upon lifting up the lid of the box, Kat found a small stack of photos.

On the very top was a picture of her and Adena together that Adena had taken yesterday.

Despite its recent nature, Kat couldn’t help but smile fondly. She picked up the stack of photos and started going through them.

Somewhere in the middle, Kat started noticing that she wasn’t remembering these photos at all. Yes, Adena would take photos of her while she wasn’t aware, but she always told Kat about it afterwards.

Kat eventually came across a photo that was taken while her back was turned in Adena’s art gallery. The day they had met.

Kat turned the photo around and discovered some cursive writing: “Can I really call this an art gallery when you’re not featured in it?”

Kat grinned and held the photo against her face in embarrassment. Adena was so cheesy.

She realized that the other photos had writing on them and went through all of them again; this time from the bottom up.

A picture of Kat in the mall with Jane and Sutton: “I think Allah is testing me by putting this woman in my presence again… I forgot her name but I think the blonde woman called her ‘Kat’.”

A picture of Kat buying some froyo for herself and Adena: “Is this a date?”

A picture of a red-faced Adena with her hand over her mouth and wide eyes: “She kissed me! She actually kissed me!”

A picture of a teary eyed Adena: “I broke up with coco today. It was time…”

The pictures seemed to jump ahead a good deal of time because Kat could remember the next one in the pile.

“I hope you don’t think I’m creepy for taking those…”

Kat spun around and saw Adena with a towel against her hair. She looked vulnerable and meek, like she was expecting to be yelled at.

“No,” Kat said. “I actually think it’s cute.”

“Really?” Adena said with a nervous smile.

“Well,” Kat took a breath as she felt her cheeks go warm “what can I expect when my girlfriend is an artist?”

[nireos]

hey i made this like two days ago and forgot to post it. I was tagged by @the-tevinter-biscuit lets do this

1ST RULE: tag 10 people you want to get to know better

heres all the ppl i tag: @n-moore @jeannakirschtein @rittle-me-this @inventiveparadox @venatoriii @aestheticallybellarke and uhh whoever else wants to do it? tbh if u see this consider yourself tagged now 

2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true

APPEARANCE: I am 5'7" or taller I wear glasses I have at least one tattoo I have at least one piercing I have blonde hair  I have brown eyes I have short hair My abs are at least somewhat defined I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY: I love meeting new people People tell me that I’m funny Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me I enjoy physical challenges I enjoy mental challenges I’m playfully rude with people I know well I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it

ABILITY: I can sing well I can play an instrument I can do over 30 pushups without stopping I’m a fast runner I can draw well I have a good memory I’m good at doing math in my head I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES: I enjoy playing sports I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else I have learned a new song in the past week I work out at least once a week I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months I have drawn something in the past month Fandoms are my #1 passion I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES: I have had my first kiss I have had alcohol I have scored the winning goal in a sports game I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting I have been at an overnight event I have been in a taxi I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year I have beaten a video game in one day I have visited another country I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS: I’m in a relationship I have a crush on a celebrity I have a crush on someone I know I have been in at least 3 relationships I have never been in a relationship I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them I get crushes easily I have had a crush on someone for over a year I have been in a relationship for at least a year I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE: I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” I live close to my school My parents are still together I have at least one sibling I live in the United States There is snow right now where I live I have hung out with a friend in the past month I have a smartphone I have at least 15 CDs I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT: I have breakdanced I have had a teacher with the last name that’s hard to pronounce I have dyed my hair I’m listening to one song on repeat right now I know someone who has gone to jail I have broken a bone I have eaten a waffle today I know what I want to do with my life I speak at least 2 languages I have made a new friend in the past year

LAST:

Last drink: plain water 

Last phone call: my dad 

Last text message: “ahahaha honestly i wouldnt be that embarrassed of douchepants”

Last song you listened to: Violet by Hippo Campus

Last time I cried: uhhhhhh last month?

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice: naw

Been cheated on: nope

Kissed someone and regretted it: eeehhh kinda but not really

Lost someone special: haha for sure

Been depressed: probs 

Been drunk and thrown up: no

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

Made a new friend: iiii... guess?? im really,, reluctant to call people my friends, even if i consider them friends hhskfj

Fallen out of love: nope

Laughed until you cried: most likely 

Met someone who changed you: shrug

Found out who your true friends are: :^) lmao

Found out someone was talking about you: not really? 

GENERAL:

How many people on tumblr do you know in real life: one 

Do you have any pets: :( no :(

Do you want to change your name: BOY DO I. id love to go by my preferred name irl but alas

What time did you wake up this morning: like 8:30 am lmao i didnt make it to the gym today

What were you doing last night: started watching “la planète sauvage” and then played some sims 

Name something you cannot wait for: were going to see Coco this saturday! also dnd in two weeks 

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: eeuhhh does thomàs count

What’s getting on your nerves rn: exams :/

Blood type: O+

Nickname: dave

Relationship status: single ;^) 

Zodiac sign: sagittarius/capricorn?

Pronouns: he/him

Favorite tv show: uhhhhhh gravity falls

College: going right now.

Hair colour: black

Do you have a crush on someone: maybe. im most likely jealous but still lol

What do you like about yourself: i really like my hair and skin color 

FIRSTS:

First surgery: never had surgery!

First piercing: my ears lol 

First sport you joined: volleyball

First vacation: uhh acapulco i guess?

First pair of sneakers: ?????

Eating: what even is this asking??

Drinking: lol i honestly dont know i guess i had my first proper alcohol when i was like 15? 

I’m about to: go to beeedd

Listening to: Gay Pirates by Cosmo Jarvis

Want kids: no thank u

Get married: lol maybe (im already rp married to jade what else do i want honestly)

Career:  translation / language teaching!

WHICH IS BETTER:

Lips or eyes: eyes

Hugs or kisses: b oth sorry

Shorter or taller: taller 

Older or younger: older

Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous 

Hook up or relationship: relationship

Troublemaker or hesitant: hhhhhesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger: nah

Drank hard liquor: yes

Lost glasses/contacts: i dont wear them

Sex on first date: ahahahaha nah

Broken someone’s heart: i guess

Been arrested: nope

Turned someone down: yep

Fallen for a friend: hmm... not really? 

DO YOU BELIEVE:

In yourself: im tryin 

Miracles: ehhhh 

Love at first sight: nope

Heaven: naw

Santa Claus: absolutely

[cicinicole-14]

tag game thing

rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

i was tagged by @only-freakin-sunflowers thx boo ily

i tag: @monicaaaaatje @criminal-anatomy @derpyprentiss @thewayshelooksatme

the last:

1. drink: Diet Coke  2. phone call: Robyn @unicornshepherdess on Monday because I didn't know what she wanted on our funnel cake... and don't judge me for not talking on the phone, I'm still in Canada and calling back home is v much monies.  3. text message: @only-freakin-sunflowers “yay” to her picking up her fixed laptop tomorrow  4. song you listened to: sugar by maroon 5. it was on in the car 5. time you cried: um I actually don't know?

have you ever:

6. dated someone twice: ive never even dated someone once no (keeping @peaceandcows answer) 7. kissed someone and regretted it: haven’t been kissed once lol nah (again) 8. been cheated on: nope 9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: idk how to answer this…. (<< I mean depression is a feeling, in that sense I’d say yes, but I’m not diagnosed nor I do think I need to be so idk about the word choice there?) (same) 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: drunk yes, thrown up from it, no.

3 favorite colors:

12. pink  13. black 14. grey

in the last year have you: 15. made new friends: yes, and when I start school in the fall I hope to make more! 16. fallen out of love: no ive never fallen in love tbh (same @peaceandcows) 17. laughed until you cried: lol yeah so many times 18. found out someone was talking about you: yeah :/ 19. met someone who changed you: not really in the past year, I mean I met someone and she changed me in the past year but i knew her for years before that. she changed me for the better and I am no longer friends w her.  20. found out who your friends are: yes I did! 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: uh no.

general:

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: literally all of them except like probably 2... 23. do you have any pets: Yes, a dog named Lucy, but we call her Goose.  24. do you want to change your name: eh, I kinda do kinda don't.  25. what did you do for your last birthday: um, I hung out with friends and it was shit so then I got super drunk 26. what time did you wake up: um this took me like two days to fill out because I forgot about this, but today I woke up at 9am.                                   27. what were you doing at midnight last night: um I was at a bar watching friends play pool because I really suck at pool                                                   28. name something you can’t wait for: Tomorrow I’m meeting @unicornshepherdess for the second time and we’re going to an amusement park!! (and my babes @peaceandcows and @thirtyseconddanceparty are coming too)

31. what are you listening to right now: nothing, we’re watching friends 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: ya he was my computer lab teacher 33. something that is getting on your nerves: I like am really thirsty and can't seem to quench it? 34. most visited website: tumblr, google docs, and ao3 35. hair colour: like medium/light brown 36. long or short hair: long but like I really wanna cut like 6 inches off again.... 39. piercings: I have (used to) have 3 ear lobe piercings, but I haven't worn earrings in a while so tbh, idk if I have any, and a nose piercing :) 40. blood type: yep, I have no fucking idea 41. nicknames: oh goodness. cici is my nickname, and also coco and Cecil, and only my dad calls me punkins.  42. relationship status: single af 43. zodiac: Capricorn  44. pronouns: she/her 45. favourite tv show: greys, criminal minds, super girl and wynonna Earp.  46. tattoos: none (yet), next Wednesday I'm getting my first. 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: um a lot actually but the most recent was last Summer I had knee surgery.  49. piercing: this is asked twice? same as 39... 50. sport: I used to swim 51. vacation: I'm living it right now. in Canada with the bestie @unicornshepherdess and got to meet the other bestie @only-freakin-sunflowers 52. pair of trainers: my camo convers

more general:

53. eating: nothing atm 54. drinking: water 55. i’m about to: land pics onto my laptop from my camera.  56. waiting for: tomorrow which I'm conflicted about because on one hand tomorrow I get to see my bff but also tomorrow I have to leave my other bff 57. want: nothing? 58. get married: one day not now (same belle) 59. career: neonatologist  

which is better:

60. hugs or kisses: hugs omg. also @only-freakin-sunflowers gives great hugs bc were the same height and don't get boob hugs Yano? 61. lips or eyes: eyes 62. shorter or taller: I don’t think guys shorter than me actually exist (same belle) 63. older or younger: don’t care but like probs older? 64. nice arms or nice stomach: both but arms 65. hook up or relationship: both  66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

have you ever:

67. kissed a stranger: nah 68. drank hard liquor: yep 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: omg yes all the time 70. turned someone down: nope 71. sex on the first date: no 72. broken someone’s heart: no 73. had your heart broken: no time for that lol 74. been arrested: Lol no (not yet? jkjkjk) 75. cried when someone died: yes 76. fallen for a friend: no

do you believe in:

77. yourself: eh? sometimes 78. miracles: idk? 79. love at first sight: no? yes? idk? 80. santa claus: totes mcgoats...  81. kiss on the first date: yes 82. angels: yes

other:

83. current best friend’s name:i have 5 friends n they're the only ones I super care about belle, Robyn, autumn, Chelsey and Claudia.  84. eye colour: blueeeee 85. favourite movie: um so many I can't choose

[the-unsusual-fan]

83 question thingy

Tagged by: @game-of-grump

Rules: Answer these 83 questions and tag 20 people

Also there’s supposed to be two more but I can’t find it! Please let me know if you know what the other two are.

The last…

1. Drink: Mtn Dew

2. Phone call: My mom

3. Text message: ‘Yes’ also my mom

4. Song you listened to: All of the drugs by The Brobecks

5. Time you cried: yesterday

6. Dated somebody twice: I haven’t

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: yeah, but it was a joke and was stupid

8. Have been cheated on: ha maybe when people actually like me

9. Lost someone special: my grandmother a few years ago

10. Been depressed: Probably like last month, also memes are ironic my depression is chronic

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: not old enough to drink

12. Favorite colors to wear: black

13. Pastels

14. Yellow

In the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: uh, only online!

16. Fallen out of love: kinda?

17. Laughed until you cried: No, but I’ve laughed until I almost peed

18. Found out somebody was talking about you: nope

19. Met somebody who changed you: Yeeppp

20. Found out who your friends are: I think so

21. Kissed somebody on your Facebook list: Uh, I’ve given family members cheek kisses, if that counts???

General

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them!

23. Do you have any pets: Two dogs, one cat, a lizard, a fish, and a turtle

24. Do you want to change your name: I’m not really sure

25. What did you do for your last birthday: share it with my neice and go to a park

26. What time did you wake up: uh, around 9:30 - 9:40

27. What were you doing at midnight: watching some videos

28. Name something you can’t wait for: my family to be financially stable

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: right now, my mom is right next to me

30. What are you listening to right now: a Markiplier video and some documentary my mom is watching

31. Have you ever talked to someone named Tom: uh, I’ve talked to someone who was named Thomas and everyone calls him Tommy if that counts?

32. Something that gets on your nerves: negativity, also playing the victim, not needed, amigos

33. Most visited website: Tumblr, or Pinterest if that counts

34. Hair color: dark brown, borderline black

35. Long or short hair: short, barely past my ears

36. Do you have a crush on somebody: ONLY A FRIEND CRUSH CAUSE THEY ARE A GREAT FRIEND

37. What do you like about yourself: my strive and absolute positivity for loving yourself (ignore the irony that I don’t love myself)

38. Piercings: my ears, but I think they’ve closed by now

39. Blood type: shizz I dunno

40. Nickname: I don’t have any, sometimes my friends call be bro, or broseph, that’s it

41. Relationship status: single and not ready for mingling

42. Zodiac: Sagittarius

43. Pronouns: I use she/her but I’d be open to any!

44. Favorite tv shows: Steven universe, adventure Time

45. Tattoos: not yet

46. Right or left handed: right

47. Surgery: nope!

48. Sports: nah, I can barely stand outside in the sun for more than five minutes

49. Vacation: uh, if I have gone on vacation, no, where I’d like to go, California

50. Pair of trainers: pretty sure I don’t

51. Eating: a cookie

52. Favorite drink: Coco Cola™

53. What are you up to: chatting with @game-of-grump and watching @markiplier

54. Waiting for: emotional stability and money

55. Want: money, or ice cream

56. Get married: I’d hope someday someone finds me tolerable

57. Career: writer, or something in music/ musical theatre

58. Hugs or kisses: both

59. Lips or eyes: either

60. Shorter or taller: I don’t care, either

61. Older or younger: either

62. Nice arms or stomach: I JUST LIKE PEOPLE, I DON’T REALLY CARE ABOUT APPEARENCE

63. Hook up or relationship: relationship

64. Troublemaker or hesitant: depends on who I’m with

65. Kissed a stranger: yizzity yikes, noping son nope

66. Drank hard liquor: nah, but I have had some of a wine cooler

67. Lost glasses/contact lenses: yeet!

68. Turned someone down: once

69 (lol). Sex on the first date: I AM A YOUNGLING, JESUS NO

70. Broken someone’s heart: I don’t think so

71. Had your heart broken: well uh, yeah

72. Been arrested: I am a laW ABIDING CITIZEN

73. Cried when someone died: YEET, AMIGO

74. Fallen for a friend: unfortunately, yep

Do you believe in…

75. Yourself: ha, I wish

76. Miracles: yeah

77. Love at first sight: nah

78. Santa Claus: nizzity nope

79. Kiss on the first date: not really

80. Angels: yeah

Other…

81. Current best friends names: Julia, Agnes, Victoria, Isadora

82. Eyecolor: dark brown

83. Favorite movie: the little mermaid

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MY GOODNESS. WHY AM I SLACKING :’( sorryyyyy

OK wow, last post was April 8!!!! Disappointed in myself. Yes, I’ve been lazy.... and not just in posting here, but in life in general :P anyway, here I go playing catch up, AGAIN.

4.9.19 - got up late and prepared dad's shake n stuff. At like 4:30 ish manong came and I drove him to school taking the side streets. Chilled in the parking lot for like 20 min then we left. Ate dinner at Ikea and then from there I drove and took 275 home! It was a nice, smooth drive lol (PTL I drove like 7 pm, almost 8). Got home and marv and i watched the first episode of OPM season 2!!!!

4.10.19 - got up late again. Prepped dad's stuff as usual. Thought I was gonna drive/go to the gym with manong but he changed his mind lol. Went with mom to pick up Marvin and Manang. Was gonna walk at the park but it was cold and windy so we went home. Got home and took out the trash from the basement along with the usual trash. Painted in the dining while waited for mom to cook the milk fish. Watched get smart while painting.

4.11.19 - guess what! Woke up late again lolll. Ate tinola with mom and dad, then washed dishes, then got ready to get Marvin. Got Marv and then Manang and then went straight to HFMH to visit today Agnes. She got discharged just in time so we drove her home on our way to prayer meeting but before that, she treated us out to taco Bell. Got home after stopping by 7-11 and withdrawing money for my BLS class tomorrow. Also filled the tires with air. Did 1.5 miles on the elliptical then I drove manong and I to Meijer to get some stuff. Now I'm homeee

4.12.19 - Woke up early and manong took Marvin and I. Dropped Marv to school and then manong and I made our way to the Health Strategies building in Taylor for my BLS. It was raining! But also, finally got to see Danielle!! <3 It’s been so long, and she lost weight! Anyway, passed the multiple choice (25 questions, open book) with 100% lol. After the BLS manong picked me up and we went to Subway where he did a store. I ate a flatbread club with bacon then went to the car where I watched a lot of Conan vids (with Steven Ho). After that we went to Starbucks but then it was busy so we didn’t stay or buy anything. Decided to go to tim Hortons on Eureka, across from Aldi and we had coffee and donuts. Sat there for a good hour and a half or so then I drove from Tim Hortons to Tropical Smoothie. Got a Mango something and only paid $3.49 (or well manong paid lol). Thankfully it was Happy Hour (from 5-7 p.m. M-F) so in total our drinks were like $7.50. After that I drove from Topical Smoothie home. Got home and then manong and I walked around the neighborhood. Didn’t have power at home so we decided (mom and I) to go walk in the park and then go to Ne’s afterwards. Manong stayed home to finish his art project, so manang drove us to the park on Hall road. Walked for a good hour then went to Ne’s. Had corn beef for dinner and just chilled there until almost 2 a.m. Also ligo there too. Manong came around 9 or 10? But yeah, long day!

4.13.19 - Went out for lunch for manong’s bday at IKEA. Got a plate of meatballs. Didn’t walk around as much or buy anything. After IKEA, manong went home because he had to rest and get ready for dinner with his friends. The rest of the fam and I went to the filipino store where marv and I just stayed in the car with dad and watched conan vids. Manang bought a bunch of pancit canton but was paid by PJ and Si to get them lol. Dad then went to 7-11 and I helped him wash the car. After that he and mom dropped the 3 of us to Southland where we waited for our friends (Josh, PJ, and Jovel). At the mall I bought manong boxers and socks for his birthday xD (it was all I could afford). Waited for a while for Jovel, but once she came we rode in her car and went to Mcdonalds across the street. Only got a cup of water and a cheeseburger, but shared the fries and chicken nuggets. After that Marv and I rode with PJ, while manang rode with Josh. PJ and us stopped by tropical smoothie and he bought Marv and my drink which we shared. Got to Daen’s and Si was there too and watched TV before playing MP7 (PJ and I were SO close to winning if I had only rolled a 4 :(((( ). Then we played Jackbox. It was so funny. Left Daen’s at like 1 a.m.

4.14.19 - Manong’s birthday!! I drove to chase bank lol. Church was good. Only had Johanna as my student. It was a long women’s meeting. Played with the kids, specifically Paul, Johanna, and Eireen. We were taking turns hiding Johanna’s toy and looking for it. But before that I was watching Kaleb. We also watched COCO. After that, manang and marv rode with mom and dad, while I drove with manong. I drove from church to West rd. Took 696 to 75 all the way. Stopped by the bank and then Mcdonald’s, where I treated manong to an ice cream cone. Got home and rested. Manong left and met up with kuya Jeff. He’s gonna start working out and doing a meal plan! So proud of him. :)

4.15.19 - Walked with mom, manang and Marv for a good 50 minutes. Stopped by Target real quick. I bought water, then went to Bath and body works to redeem my free lotion. Noticed my earlobes were itchy and found out I had like a bump kinda like a mosquito bite. It was red and inflammed, and blistered... mostly on my right earlobe. My left wasn’t that bad... it was more like a dot. It definitely got a reaction from wearing the clip on earrings I got from the women’s conference. So weird tho because I know the earrings are from Avon, and avon claims all jewelry is nickel-free but idk!!! I definitely got a reaction. Didn’t get a reaction from my black earrings but prob cuz they’re stainless steel. So yeah, I’m suffering from itchy ears. Been cleaning and applying aquafor and neosporin.

4.16.19 - Stayed home today (like didn’t go with mom to pick up Marv and manang lol). Did the usual stuff, prepare dad’s shake, coffee, lunch and uniform. Cleaned the house and made myself a 2 glasses of protein shakes lol. Folded my clothes while watching Ponyo. After that I watched Ant Man and the Wasp with the sibs and mom and it was actually really good! I enjoyed it lol

4.17.19 - Walked with mom, Marv and manang. Stopped by Aldi after that, then GFS, Meijer for pineapples and sushi, and Walmart. I did most of the stuff since the sibs were tired, like gas up the car, get the pineapples, get the groceries in Walmart, push the cart at Aldi, etc. Oh when mom was at GFS, Marv treated manang and I for coffee at Tim Hortons. The lightning was very bright today too on our way home.

4.18.19 - Dad and I watched the fight scene in Wakanda to the end from Avengers: Infinity War. Then we watched Scenes from Get Smart. lol Dad and I went to get Marv from school. Manong picked up Manang. Painted Mob and Saitama. Then I played Stardew Valley (yeah marv downloaded it for me on his PSVita lol). Went with dad to Walmart and got some groceries. Came home and baked the pizza and it was okay lol. Made myself a fruit smoothie!

4.19.19 - Woke up early today to drive manong to his work in Plymouth (on N. Sheldon rd near Einstein bros). Took 275 to 96. Getting more confident although I make some little mistakes here and there. Once we got to the Subway I stayed in the car for like an hour or so and played more stardew valley lol. Then I got money from manong and walked to Wendys where I got a 4 for $4. Then I got coffee at Einstein bros. Then I walked to Busch’s. Walked around then went back to the car. Manong then drove and we went to Marshalls in Canton for manong to buy clothes for tonight’s Good Friday service at Taylor. Got home then I went straight to my room to start preparing for sunday school stuff. Then I ligo and got ready. Wore the yellow shirt manong got me from Marshalls. Left the house at 6:20 and got to Taylor. Members of our church were there on time too! The Cruz’s, Salamats, Duculans, tito boyet and tita Ana were there. The service was long, but good. Loved the preachings by the different pastors on the 7 Sayings of Jesus. Dad had the last saying (Father, into your hands I commit my spirit) and he did a wonderful job. Ne was also there and she sat with us in the pews. Ate and then talked with Caleb and Hannah. Then went upstairs and talked to kuya karlo.  Left and went home. I was soooo tired. Dozed off in bed with my makeup still on. Got up around 12 a.m. and washed my face and brushed my teeth.

4.20.19 - Woke up ate 8 am!!! Ahhh. Drove manong to school. Took 275 to 94. Stayed in the car but only for like 20 minutes because manong forgot he didn’t have class today for the holiday. Drove manong’s classmate Jim, who’s an older, retired senior, home. Then we went to Belleville. Stopped by dollar tree where I got stuff for sunday school. Then we went to Walmart and Aldi. Stopped by Wendys for me so I could eat (4/$4) and then home. Once I got home I went straight to bed. I was soooo tired. Woke up at 3:30 and dad was getting ready for work :(( Chilled in the living room while mom cooked. Ne came and she brought desserts. Ate and talked to Ne, then I went to hem my jumpsuit for tomorrow. Then I prepared my sunday school stuff. At 6:30 the sibs and I left. I drove to Panera bread in woodhaven while the boys went to Planet fitness. Manang and I had good conversation in Panera. She bought us coffee, a big cookie, and a bagel with cream cheese. Left panera (manong got us) at 8:20. Went to Target and then home. At home I played piano, then folded clothes. Mom had her nails done by manang. Then I finished preparing my stuff for tomorrow. Re-hemmed my jumpsuit, though I think I’m gonna re-do it again tomorrow :P lol. Helped manong find the right key for tomorrow’s P&W. Now I’m about to sleep! Goodnight!

Life, I’m lovin’ it, Bebet

[xxeggy-tartxx]

Wow. After the break, I still feel tired. Lol, I’m getting old.

How are you guys? Chinese New Year was just a week ago, I will like to take this chance to wish everyone a happy Rooster year. May your wishes come true. Any Chinese fans in here? You know as a Chinese grandma here, this is always my favorite time of year, even better than Thanksgiving. Well, 1) I don’t like turkey that much so I don’t want to eat it. I like the spring rolls, crab soup, sweet and sour pork and all the deliciousness that come with the celebration. And on top of that, we freaking get to have money. (Bitches better have my money!) I always think Chinese New Year is the combo of Thanksgiving and Christmas, you get to eat and you get money. What’s better than that?

Okay, enough of the chit chat and let’s move on but before we do that, I will like to maybe apologize or something. Remember I told you guys about this special surprise and that I said I will let you guys know in this week. Ummm, well… I don’t have it…yet. I will have it in the future, sometimes, but I’m really working on it! Please be patience with me. Thank you.

Anyway as usual, I will like to pay tributes and give credits where they are due. First off, thank you Ratana Satis for blessing us with this great comic, which I’m sure we’ll spend countless of hours reading and fangirling over the 2 characters. I also want to thank the translators and staffs for doing an awesome job. You can read this on Lezhin or if you’re smart you will find some way to read it for free but I’m not promoting it here.

Okay, let’s get started.

Oh, did I mention that this is a yuri? Well, it is.

Spoiler Alert!!!!

Yas!!! Relationship goal: become one with your significant other. Gosh, I want to cry, this is so beautiful.

They probably have sex everyday and that’s not a bad thing at all.

I always wonder what it’s like to be on the phone while the other side is having sex. Luckily, I never call anyone at a bad time (or good time for them) and listening on their moaning and groaning. I will have to wash my ears afterward.

All good things must come to an end. I mean I feel bad that Mel got suspended for two weeks but that were the two weeks of her getting down with Lynn. Damn, it should’ve been longer. They need to build their relationship.

Look, first day back and she’s already surrounded by her fans. Lynn is going to be jealoussss.

Oh my god, is like she’s seeing a ghost. That reaction. Sigh, trouble is coming, I can already feel it.

Oh, so they did work together, which I can safely assumed this long purple hair chick is Sue.

So we’re finally getting into Mel’s past. So that mean we’re finally getting to the core of the story. This should be interesting.

Oh god, flashback on Mel and the crazy-looking Sue. Here we go.

This is going to be a long ride. I don’t know how I feel about this.

Wow, is that Mel with short hair?! I never imagine!

All these lovely moments from them, it makes my heart angsty. There was a moment in time that Mel was happy and in love with a woman that it’s not Lynn and I’m not liking it.

But I can’t deny that she is beautiful.

Possessive and ambitious, this is a recipe for disaster.

Ooooo, look at those legs. But also look at all those girls surrounding Mel.

And someone is piss. See Mel, sometimes being too pretty can be a bad thing.

I have a question. Mel and Lynn are both equally attractive, Mel is sexy and Lynn is cute but still how come Lynn doesn’t get any girls. I mean seriously not one girl?! All she got was that one random dude that I forgot his name.

Anyway, I’m just pumping myself up because I know for the upcoming chapters things are going to get hairy and I don’t know if I’m ready for any angst or Lynn getting hurt. Gosh, Ratana please don’t hurt my feelings.

Wrap Up

So things are finally going down. This mysterious Sue chick is actually Mel’s ex and now she’s back, you bet she’s going to create chaos for everyone. That’s usually what exes do when they return and that’s why they’re called exes.

Anyway, let us get into what these chapters are about.

So as you know, all good things do come to an end and unfortunately Mel had to go back to work and joined the society. However, the two weeks that she was absent, she spent every single minute with her beloved Lynn (and they probably spend every second screwing each other). So Mel went back to work and of course that meant she would interact with more ladies again and of course that meant the ladies were flocking to her like a moth to a fire. However, that was not shocking to Mel, girls flocking to her was expected and it was like breathing to her, so natural. What Mel freaked out and sent her into a coma was seeing her ex again, crazy purple hair chick, Sue.

Then Mel had a flashback or the purple chick had a flashback, well whoever was having the flashback, it shown that Mel and Sue were once girlfriend and girlfriend. Probably at one point, Sue was the one and only for Mel, like maybe if shits didn’t happen they would probably get married kinda serious type of girlfriends. Oh, but something happened. They got into an argument, Sue got injure, there was blood and somehow it had to do with the hand. Maybe that was one of the reasons why Sue was no longer a doctor and somehow that relationship just ended. Everyone moved on but not really because deep inside, the two girls still had a thorn that they could not pull out from their heart.

Flashback to reality, Mel and Lynn are together now but looking at how Sue reacted to the couple, I don’t think there will be great things that come from this. We’re finally getting to the core of the story and we’ll be able to figure out why Mel acts the way she acts in the beginning. However, I said the core but we still have a major obstacle we need to get through, which is Lynn’s sickness. These two cases may correlate with each other and maybe we’ll find out if Mel still have feelings for Sue or will she finally moves on with her life.

Credits:

Author: Ratana Satis

Translation: Shompu

QC: Coco Roco

Edit: Alextasha