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that gold mine changed you | s.r.
in which Spencer won't open up to you following his release from prison and you've reached your breaking point
margovember
who? spencer reid x fem!reader category: angst content warning: post prison/prison arc, lack of communication, chemist!reader, slightly proofread word count: 2.13k a/n: love this song. both the original and the phoebe bridgers cover.
i donât wanna be here anymore; it all tastes like poison
You rifled through the dish that you kept on the entryway console, looking for your car keys so that you could get out. It was hard to describe the way you felt like a spinning top, not dizzy but out of control. Everything felt so out of control.
How could you let it get this bad? You breathed heavily as you fished your keys from the pottery and looped your finger through the key ring. Wiping your nose with the sleeve of your sweatshirt, your eyes caught onto some movement in your periphery.
âYouâre leaving?â Spencer asked from down the hallway; his work clothes were rumpled and creased like heâd fallen asleep in them.
You had hoped that he would have the ability to ease himself back into society after three months of prison, and you always took the time to assure him that you would be there for him. Desperately, you tried to be a pillar of support, but you had reached your breaking point.
Heâd been given six weeks to readjust. When that didnât seem to be working, you thought maybe he needed to find his rhythm again, but going back to work at the BAU didnât seem to help him either. It wasnât until his first sabbatical hit that you finally considered the fact that things would never be the same between the two of you again.
When you didnât answer, Spencer put his foot out but hesitated to take a step toward you. âAre you going to come back?â
Swallowing thickly, you looked down at the keys in your hand, âI donât know.â You eyed the key to your lab, the one place you could always go to escape when you needed to, but you never imagined needing to escape from Spencer.
You werenât even sure he had been sleeping in the same bed as you, and if he was, he was getting in after you and getting up before you. There was once a moment when you and Spencer shared every minute detail of your lives with each other, at least the parts you werenât together for, but now you wouldnât be able to tell anyone what he was teaching in his lectures, and he couldnât guess which projects you were working on.
When Spencer was in prison, you thought that was the loneliest you would ever be, but now you were living with the ghost of the man who you once loved, and you had never felt more alone.
Last week, you had practically begged him, very nearly gotten on your knees and pled with him to have a substantial conversation with you. He didnât seem interested.
you believe that you love me
Looking back up, your eyes widened at the revelation that Spencer had made his way to you in complete silence; he was standing in front of you, âYouâre sneaking out?â
Your nostrils flared in frustration; you were sneaking out of your own apartment, a space that you and Spencer were supposed to share, but it didnât feel like home anymore. âDid I do something wrong?â You asked him, studying his brown eyes as they appeared until the cool light of the moon.
He set both of his hands on your upper arms, and you pulled away from his touch. Spencer flinched back as surely as if youâd struck him. If you pulling away from him hurt, then he wouldnât be able to fathom how you were feeling right nowâhow you had been feeling for the last seven months.
âIs it because of your mom?â You tried again, silver lining your eyes as you looked up at him, mercurial tears streaming down your cheeks as you begged for an answer. âI was at work when she was abducted,â you reminded him, having thrown yourself into work while Spencer was in prison. âIs it because I didnât help her?â
Spencerâs lips parted in surprise, âI didnât know you blamed yourself for that.â His arms hung limply by his sides, fists clenching and unclenching in an attempt to release nervous energy.
Blinking tears from your eyes, your shoulders slouched at what felt like a rejection, âHow would you? You donât talk to me,â you told him, your tone wholly accusatory.
âWe talk every day,â he rebutted, the energy in your conversation veering toward hostility. Thatâs not what you wanted; you just wanted to feel at peace.
Three months in prison, six weeks of mandatory leave, one hundred days with the team, twenty days into his first sabbatical, and Spencer was refusing to face what you had already run into headfirst. âWe havenât had a real conversation since February, Spencer. Itâs September.â
His eyebrows pinched together as he studied your body language, profiling you to deduce what you wanted from him instead of just asking you. âWhat do you mean âa real conversation?ââ
You pressed your lips together in a thin line, and you searched every part of your brain for something to say that wouldnât contribute to taking your life apart brick by brick. You couldnât. The words simply werenât there anymore. Maybe you had left them behind months ago, but right now, you shrugged helplessly, âYouâre different, Spence.â
He peered down at you as if you had offended him, âDid you expect me to stay the same?â
It was pathetic. You felt pathetic. Staying in your entryway and begging for someone who previously kissed the ground you walked on for a reason to stay. You never had to ask him before. âIâve never expected anything but love from you, and you know that,â you told him, pulling the truth from the depths of your soul and putting it on display for him.
Spencer took a step back, stumbling as if his legs were threatening to give out beneath him. âYou donât think I love you anymore?â His own tears welled in his eyes, glittering saline along his lash line that made your chest ache.
You blinked, letting more tears fall down your cheeks. You heard the droplets as they fell on the vinyl decal of your sweatshirt, the only noise in the midst of an otherwise deathly silence. âYou have given me no reason to believe that you do,â you admitted, your voice tight with emotion.
so, lose your faith in me
âDonât leave,â he gasped, struggling through his tears. He held a hand out to you, too hesitant to touch you because of the way you reacted earlier.
You felt like you were tearing your own heart from your chest. You held the organ in your hands, blood dripping to the floor and seeping within the woodgrain, and you asked him to put it back where it belonged. âI canât do this anymore,â you told him.
He set a hand on the side of your neck, and this time, you didnât pull away from him. Instead, you savored his touch, the warmth of his palm seeping into your skin as the two of you waited for something to give. Three months in prison had been a test of your relationship; you had very little contact with each other. Nothing face-to-face, and after a while, Spencerâs mail started to go missingâinterference by a prison guard who had it out for him. You thought that getting him back would fix everything.
Spencer was exactly the same, but somehow, he was completely different after his release. You couldnât fault him for what he had gone through in prison, but you refused to continue your pattern of dancing around each other.
âI love you,â he whispered, his voice so faint that you wouldâve missed it had you not been searching for it. His breaths were quickening, and if it werenât so dark, youâd be sure that his pupils were dilated in fear.
You pursed your lips, âSay it again.â You wanted to hear him. You needed to hear him. You so desperately wanted to hear him repeat himself so that you could throw your arms around him and let him know that everything was perfectly fine.
He panted, âI love you,â he echoed. âPlease,â his voice broke, âI love you so much.â
âI want to believe you,â you breathed, looking back down at the keys that remained in your hand. As far as you were concerned, Spencer was the Patron Saint of Liars. He had the intelligence and the experience to become a master manipulator. Heâd lied to you before. What was stopping him from doing it again? He knew that I love you was what you wanted to hear. When faced with telling a lie and losing you, the choice was laid out in front of him.
He nodded as if he understood, but you werenât convinced that he possessed the bandwidth to fully comprehend why you were so unhappy. âIâm sorry for lying to you,â he whispered.
You lost your balance, your back slammed against the wall, and your eyes widened as a result of his apology, âWhy?â
Spencerâs brown eyes widened as you slid down the wall, waiting until you were sat on the floor to speak again, âIâm sorry I didnât tell you about Mexico.â
âYou couldâve told me,â you told him, âI couldâve helped you, Spencer. Then we could⊠Then maybeâŠâ your voice trailed off, lost in a sea of hiccuping sobs.
Gingerly, Spencer lowered himself to the ground and took a seat next to you, âMaybe I wouldnât have gone to jail. Youâre right,â he admitted, âbut maybe they wouldâve killed you too. Maybe there would have been the same outcome as the one we got, or maybe it would have been much worse.â
Releasing a shuddering breath, you pulled your knees to your chest and wrapped your arms around them. âLorenz,â you murmured, closing your eyes to relieve some of the burning.
âThe Butterfly Effect,â Spencer commented, âSmall changes can have large consequences. I made a decision that had massive ramifications and negatively impacted you, and I havenât been doing enough to fix it.â
You sighed, âYou canât fix it, Spence. Itâs like a band-aid over a bullet hole.â You thumbed the hem of your sweatpants, opening your eyes just to stare straight ahead at the wall.
He hummed in what you sincerely hoped was understanding, âI took six years of building trust with you and destroyed it, and now when I tell you I love you, you donât believe me.â
âYou told me you were going to Houston,â you whispered.
âI told everyone I was going to Houston,â he said softly.
Your head snapped in his direction, âI deserved more than what everyone else got. I deserved an explanation, and instead, you lied to me. You lied to me, and then you wouldnât even let me see you while you were in prison.â
The corners of his mouth downturned, âI didnât want you to see me in there, and I didnât want anyone else to see you in there.â Youâd heard second hand from JJ that the men at Millburn had ogled her the entire time she was visiting Spencer, and maybe he had explained himself in one of the missing letters, but he hadnât mentioned it since coming home.
âSpencer, I just want to talk with you,â you whispered. âI want to have a conversation with my boyfriend that doesnât end with him creating some arbitrary mental block because he doesnât think I can handle it.â
There was a moment where you thought he was just going to let you go, but Spencer Reid liked to keep the things he cared about close. âItâs not because you canât handle it, itâs because I canât handle it,â he admitted.
You turned your body to face him, âWhat do you mean?â
âI donât want to tell you about prison,â he clarified. âI barely want to tell my therapist about prison, but youââ his voice broke, and your heart went with it. âIf I tell you everything Iâve done, you wouldnât want to be with me anyway.â
You frowned, âTry me.â Your heart was racing; this bit here was decisive. His response would either mean letting go or moving forward.
He looked down at his lap, âCome to therapy with me tomorrow. Itâs⊠thereâs something about the leather couch that turns me into an open book.â He told you, nervously running his palms up and down his cloth-covered thighs. Instinctively, you reached out and grabbed his hands, putting a stop to his compulsive movements. He leaned his head back and stared up at the ceiling, âPlease donât leave.â
Shaking your head, you sniffled through your tears. If youâd had more energy, maybe you wouldâve given him a soft smile, but for now, you answered him, âI wonât.â
#criminal minds#spencer reid#spencer reid x reader#criminal minds fanfic#spencer reid fanfic#spencer reid angst#criminal minds fanfiction#spencer reid x you#spencer reid fanfiction#spencer reid fic#criminal minds fic#criminal minds angst#spencer reid x fem!reader#written by margot
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if there's one thing you know about yourself is that you shouldn watch your mouth when you're drunk.
but you're out with your friend, and she looks beautiful when she laughs, and it's so good to see her not stressed from work, and it's great that you finally get to hang out after such a long time, and you can't help but ask her:
"why?"
"why what?"
"why do you humans keep wasting so many resources trying to make that earth planet habital? i don't get it."
she gets this somber look in her face. the laughter stops. she looks like she might cry.
you feel terrible.
"i'm so sorry, i shouldn't have... you don't have to answer that-"
"my grandma was born there, you know that?"
you stop talking. she looks distant.
"when i was a kid, she told us all about how it used to be, before everything. when she was little, she lived in a small house with her parents, and her mom grew crops in the garden, and they had a tree that gave them bitersweet fruit on the summers. sometimes birds would make nests on that tree, and she and my great grandma would set up little houses and playthings for the babies to play with.
she was always fascinated by birds. all animals, really, but especially birds. i've never seen a bird in my entire life if not for her drawings, and she always regretted the fact that she never got into coloring to show us exactly what they looked like.
she has pictures of her and her college friends visiting waterfalls and running together in the wilderness. she used to camp, like, a lot, really camp, in the middle of the woods, just her and her friends, like we read in the books. it's different from camping in vr, she kept telling us, we had to actually learn how to not die in the woods.
she married my grandpa at the beach, and... it's so different from the simulations. the sunset was beautiful in the pictures she showed us, but she told us that it was even better in person. she looked so beautiful with her sunburnt skin, even though she was in pain, and we never have to worry about burning our skin because of the sun, everything is all so protected and artificial, we don't even see the sun anymore.
my grandparents promised each other that when they got older they would have a farm. my grandma always wanted a few birds and a big dog. but then, when my parents were ten years old, the planet was so screwed that they had to populate other planets. she kept telling us that she was one of the lucky ones, because my grandpa was in the military and they helped people evacuate, but that most people like her died on earth.
everyone thinks it's our fault, you know? we doomed our planet, why would we even be trying so hard to restore it? i don't know. my grandma did it because she didn't want my parents to grow up in this place, where everything is made up and she did it all for nothing, because we're still here and we know nothing different from it. and to be honest, it's kind of hard to believe it was her fault in the first place. she really did her best. she saved water. she planted trees. she protected birds and other wildlife. she protested.
the truth is: no one listened. no one important enough, at least. no one cared about the little people like her, who were just trying to live their lives in a doomed world, and kept doing her best. the big guys wanted the money and they fucked everyone else over just to have it."
"i'm sorry, i-"
"i guess now that we've lost everything people are finally learning to miss what we used to have. our lives weren't so bad. and we want to go home, even though that doesn't make sense. i don't know what home looks like. i don't know what a bird looks like, or what it's like to stand on a beach and feel the waves lap at your feet, or what the forest smells like. but i keep trying to go back anyways."
she takes a sip of her drink.
you stay silent.
"You humans have hundreds of planets under your control, so why do you waste so many resources trying to make that Earth planet habital? I genuinely don't understand."
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Sometimes I feel like us as the bat family fandom forget how starry eyed people get about Nightwing canonically.
Because with the exception of early era Tim most of the Batkids are like. lol thatâs my loser older brother or some variation of yeahâŠheâs some guy I guess? He helps me with homework?
And Nightwing is the canonically a center of multiversal light.
When Heroes meet Nightwing they do the vigorous handshake and the âitâs an honor to meet you sir, I have heard so much about you oh my godâ
There are so many character where they are literally shown giggling and kicking their feet whenever Nightwing talks to them.
Even the people who donât have the celebrity level worship of him respect the hell out of him and call him as soon as they need help.
From raven to Starfire to Superman to Superboy to all or the flashes there is so much respect and awe given to this one dude.
And it is deserved
But imagine you are Damian Wayne and youâve been working with what 90% of the people youâve met (all bats) have been calling an embarrassment to your fatherâs legacy.
Your mother hates him and your Grandfather doesnât feel that strongly about him.
The red hood calls him an embarrassment and a coward and he couldnât even keep Red Robin from running away.
Your father tells him that he never should have been Batman
And youâve worked with him and you know what you think everyone is full of shit about him and you and him the new Batman and Robin are the best no matter what anyone says.
And fuck it the fact he keeps going in a suit that everyone tells him heâs not good enough for is scratching something in your brain that youâre refusing to acknowledge because why would you feel that way? You are the circus freak have nothing in common (shut up)
And then you meet the justice league and all the extended teams.
And people are falling over themselves to listen to a word out of your brothers, your Batmanâs mouth. They wait for a nod or headshake and dictate decades worth of planning on it.
Both Drake and Toddâs hero teams ask him for advice with or without their designated bats presence.
The man of steel asks for child rearing advice and wonder woman cracks a joke about a spar
Newer heroes whisper about him in the halls
Heâs literally your favorite heroâs favorite hero
And itâs breaking Damianâs Brain
Because well⊠he kinda gets slapped around in Gotham. Heâs the butt of half the jokes the other Batkids make and Dick just smiles and takes it.
The rogues have a bounty on nightwings ass and he gets leered at by goons, rogues, civilians and anti-heroâs alike and he doesnât say anything.
He lets oracle crack jokes about a pretty face and having to do everything herself
Letâs Jason run the alley despite the fact that apparently he knows how to take it back
Apparently heâs had 12 people tailing Drake since Paris and despite being the man Raâs Al Ghul calls detective has yet to notice. (Because you canât tell me Dick was just magically at the right place to catch Tim falling to his death on coincidence)
And necessary to peace talks because heâs the best they have at deescalation
Like imagine you are a child who was raised to believe power is this obvious, all consuming thing. That the ones who control the board are visibly larger than life figures who fought their way to the top and cling to power by even the thinnest hangnail if they had to.
People who ignore simpler morals or an overall greater goal or good
And then youâre taken in by the man who whispers the correct answers into the larger than life figures ear.
Like I feel like that would have such an impact because Dick didnât take power from anyone to reach his goals, itâs why his siblings donât really defer to him unless in crisis.
Dick didnât take power, no people just looked at him and decided he was the best option to give it to.
Everyone basically looked at this kid and went, yeah youâre the future of all heroism.
And if that dude canât even get Bruce Wayneâs respect what chance does Damian Wayne have
#dick grayson#nightwing#batman#batfam#damian wayne#Bruce inside his head: wow I love you Iâm so proud of your achievements#Bruce externally: hmmm you were sloppy#tim drake#jason todd#batfamily#comics#bruce wayne#manipulative dick grayson#nightwing is your favorite heroâs favorite hero#donât try me
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â° SHOW ïč ARCANE !
ïž” WARNING(S) ïčâ° swearing âž violence ïč sex
ïž” relationship ïč Vi x fem!fragile!reader x Caitlyn
â pt.2 : watch it all burn.
âŁă»S2ă»HEAVY IS THE CROWNïž°
THE SOUND OF screaming could be heard when you had awoken from being on the ground, your hair in a messy style as you couldnât see your surroundings. was Jayce and viktor okay? was everyone alright? mel..? of course you wouldnât know, everything in your body hurt, it felt like some sort of piece of metal lodged in your side.
Being a well trained solider had its many perks but you werenât prepared for this. Of course you werenât. like they say, the most unexpected things come.
For you though it felt a little far fetched whenever your mom would tell you the stories about the ghost and salem. Where the witch would be haunted down and hunted but towards the end they found her having did no wrong doing.
Sad tale it was. really.
Everything on your body hurt like hell, the only voice you could hear was Jayceâs. was he carrying you and viktor? probably.
That dude had some incredible strength.
JAYCE SITS IN a chair with his head in his hand, looking over at viktor who lays inside the hextech. seeing you and viktor in this condition was tearing him limb from limb, not in a gruesome way but a much more sadder way.
He had hated not being able to protect the both of you, it felt like hell. But you know, some things just come and goâŠyou lay there on a bed with a bunch of ivâs attached to your arms and lower half, your hair was in a messy bun since Jayce had tried thing it himself.
Mel walks inside his office as she takes a look around, her eyes landing on Jayce. âHow are they?â She questioned.
âSame as before. Theyâre both breathing.â Jayce answers in reply, a distressed look on his face. âTheir pluses are consistent. Beyond that, your guess is as good as mines.â
Mel walks over to viktor, her eyes landing on the hextech as she starts reaching her hand out with curiosity. When she goes to touch it, it reacts differently with her making her gasp and step back.
âWhatâs it doing to him?â Mel questions.
âThe hexcore has been evolving.â Jayce explains, âshifting through runic patters faster than I can keep up. All I know for certain is that itâs keeping him and her alive.â
Jayce eyes land on where you laid, his heart aching with devastation as he sees you reacting differently to the hextech aside from viktor, your body was rejecting it but also accepting it at the same time.
If it was the only thing keeping you alive he wasnât gonna mess with it.
âIt should be me up there instead of him. I should be laying in that bed instead of her,â Jayce grumbled, gesturing to an unconscious you on the bed barely breathing. âVi and cait are gonna lose it.â
âDonât say that.â Mel placed a reassuring hand on his shoulder. âTheyâll both come back to us.â
âI still donât understand.â Jayce replies. âThey were both right next to me. How does the explosion do that to them, and I justâŠ? I just walk out without a scratch? [name] almost lost a hand, my god.â
Mel sighs. âThereâs no sense to these things, Jayce.â
The male was quiet for a while before speaking again, âhowâd it go with the council?â he asks.
Mel scoffs. âMy motherâs entered the game. Sheâs already gotten her hooks into salo. Using his grief to make a play for hextech.â
âMel, I promised viktor, never again.â Jayce tells the woman.
Mel places her hand over his. âItâs all right. I handled it. I wonât let them corrupt your dream.â
Jayce looks over at an unconscious you again, before laying his head on melâs thighs, tears threaten to fall down his eyes but he holds them back.
He just wanted you and viktor back, thatâs all.
You were very important to caitlyn and vi after all.
âI should get going now.â Mel says, âyou might want to spend some alone time with them.â
With that, she stood up and patted his shoulder one last time before walking out the door. The door slams shut behind her by itself, making Jayce flinch a little.
He feels you stir, his head perks up immediately.
When it does, he saw you already staring at him, a confused look on your gaze.
âWhat was that about?â You questioned, sitting up with your back pressed against the pillows. It was a little hard to breathe but it was manageable with the breathing machine.
âI donât even care-- i just-- youâre--?â Jayce launches forward and pulls you into a huge, a huge so tight you had gasped. He wasnât hugging you too tight as though you couldnât breatheâ he just hugged you with desperation and worry.
âWoah! hey, hey, itâs okay.â You reassured, patting his back. âIâm okay.â
He was so happy to hear your voice.
âONE OF THE MANY PRIVILEGES OF SERVING AS YOUR COUNCILOR IS HAVING THE OCCASION NOW AND AGAIN TO STAND BEHIND THIS PODIUM TO BEHOLD SO MANY JOINED TOGETHER NOT BY BIRTH OR DICTUM BUT BY ALL THAT WE SHARE.â MEL SPOKE as you stood by the other guards to keep watch, your back was leaned against the wall as the wound with the patch on your side was being healed. Your biceps flexing under the light as your toned abs still hurting from the explosion, but the wounds would heal, you were sure.
You glanced down at the tattoo on your hip and let your thumb graze over it, remembering when it was given.
You see one of the enforcers walk past you, you look them up and down by their attire before your brows furrowedâ something felt wrong.
Heading into the crowd you lock gazes with vi, the both of you nodding towards one another before following the enforcer. But another person caught your attention as well, making you turn around and face the other way.
âThe hell..?â You whisper lowly.
You push past the crowd of civilians as your hips sway when walking, and you walked with a purpose.
To figure out who the hell these people were.
Walking over to the other enforcers you climbed over the railing, your thighs still hurting but of course you forgot to bring your crutches for support. But itâs whatever.
âWait, wait, maâam you canât--â
âExcuse me, Iâm an enforcer too.â You say firmly as your eyes narrowed at the man. âSo I can get pass, just like the rest of you.â
âWe canât even go in, so we canât let you in either.âone of the enforcers replies. âPlus, youâre still injured from the attack soâŠâ
Your piercing (e/c) eyes looked into the manâs brown ones, making his eyes widen a littleâ least to say, he was intimidated.
âMove, please,â you pleaded this time. âI feel like something is very wrong.â
Caitlyn looks over her shoulder and noticed the panicked look on your faceâ you would never randomly fuss about anything.
She knew something was wrong.
âAwful, isnât it?â
Jayce looks over his shoulder when he hears a womanâs voice.
âLosing a loved one.â
When Jayce slowly turns around, the woman slips off her mask as she grabs her chainsaw, swining it at Jayce who barely dodged out of the way quickly.
Everyone starts screaming and shouting, rushing off to find somewhere safe.
âGet all the civilians to safety.â You told the enforcers before turning around to go and find Jayce, your leg still hurting from the explosion. you couldnât walk around with a weak and injured leg but you thought against it.
âJayce!â You shouted, searching for him. âWhere are you? Jayce?!â
Someone suddenly slams you into a wall, making you hit the solid platform hard. A weak cry of pain escapes past your lips as you slid down the wall, clutching your arm.
Staggering to your knees, you rushed to get away from whatever was chasing you.
Get away, get away, get away
That was just going through your mind.
Something slashes in your back through your coat, âah!â You shriek as you collapsed to your knees and hit the ground. Back arched as you tried crawling away from whatever had attacked you.
They grab onto your hair, arm wrapping around your neck once they finally got the chance to turn you around, the air in your lungs seemed to have collapsed the second they tighten their large hand around your throat.
You kick and flail your legs around as you gasped for air, eyes heavy and face turning blue as you chokedâ the breath you were now trying to breathe was very toxic seeping into your nostrils and throat.
You use your fists to hit at the manâs hands, he watched with a sadistic grin on his lips as the life in your eyes were starting to fade.
Your eyes roll to the back of your head as the life in your eyes seemed to have been fading.
âGet the fuck away from her!â Vi shouted as she rushed towards the much bigger man and knocked him in the face with her knee.
You collapsed to the ground, gasping for air as you clutched at your own throat.
Vi rushed over to you with concern, cupping your cheek as she leaned over you. âAre you okay? does anything hurt?â
âVi?â You croaked weakly, grasping at her wrist.
Vi presses your hand against her fast beating chest, concern wiping her features. âItâs me. Itâs me. youâre okay.â
She helps you up, âIâll be right back. go and try to find cait, okay?â
You nodded before rushing off to find caitlyn.
âCait!â You called out.
You couldnât even get as far before you hit the ground, passing out.
END OF CHAPTER ONE
#arcane#reader insert#swearing#fanfic#poly#Jayce#viktor#femalereader#spoilers#vi#caitlyn kiramman#jinx#ekko#x reader#vi x reader#caitlyn x reader#vi x caitlyn
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The Proposal AU! (part three)
Summary: when your boss Agatha faces the threat of deportation, she convinces you to marry her in return for a promotion- and things only get more complicated with a trip to Salem, an eccentric tarot-card-reading aunt, and a homophobic mother to convince.
Agatha Harkness x Fem!Reader
TW: deportation (which I admit I know very little about I'm not American lol) suggestive themes, sort of arranged marriage
W.C: roughly 1.4k words
PARTS: ONE, TWO
As soon as you left Haywardâs office, Agatha started furiously typing on her phone, the crease between her brows growing deeper with each step out the building. You simply followed; uncertain of what else you were meant to be doing right now. Packing, you supposed. But your first priority was to get some information out of the woman, who was currently on a mission to remove herself from the building, striding at least three steps ahead of you at all times.
It wasnât until you were both sitting in the taxi that you finally had the chance to speak. âSoâŠâ You started, paused, then realised she wasnât going to put her phone down anytime soon. You sighed. âWeâre going to Salem?â
âUnfortunately,â Agatha murmured. âIf I can get in contact with my mother, that is.â She spat, resuming her frantic typing.
You scowled, leant closer to peak at the phone screen and tried desperately to ignore the way her perfume pleasantly filled your nostrils. Something about being in close proximity with Agatha was mesmerising. It always had been, but it seemed this latest situation was worsening your complex feelings towards her. If someone asked you to label it, you would say admiration, but deep down you knew it was something greater than that. You simply refused to acknowledge it.
âSo, you werenât originally going to visit?â
Despite having to be involved in Agathaâs life, you had never heard her talk about her family. Not once. It didnât surprise you. It was near impossible to picture the woman in any scenario other than sitting behind a desk, winding up one of your coworkers for their incompetence, or shmoozing a business deal. Although you imagined her prickly personality had to come from somewhere, and shuddered to think what her mother might be like.
âNo.â Agatha scoffed. âI try my best to stay as far away from family gatherings as possible.â
âIâm guessing youâre not closeâŠ?â You questioned, slow and cautious.
âGod no.â She shook her head, strands of hair coming loose from the vehement movement. âI want nothing to do with my mother and her coven of freaks.â
You tutted, suppressing a smirk at her colourful choice of language. But instead of pursuing the topic further, you turned to look at the scenery flying past the window. âShouldnât have mentioned it to Hayward thenâŠâ
âWell, with your parents ever so conveniently out of the country, it did appear suspicious that we wouldnât tell a single soul.â
âCouldâve eloped.â You murmured.
âSorry, darling.â Â Agatha droned; her tone petulant. âNext time Iâll set us up a nice horse-drawn carriage down to the registry office.â
You took in a deep breath, ignoring the surge of irritation at her smarminess, something you recognised you would have to learn to cope with for the next painful while. You had no idea how long this whole process would take, and realised with a sudden stab of guilt that you would have to eventually inform your parents of this decision.
If you explained it was to keep your bossâ position at the company, rather than any dumb, spontaneous act of love, they would surely understand, right? Â Â
âAgatha?â You called, met by a hum of acknowledgement. âAre you telling your family the real reason for this marriage, or are we going to have to keep faking it?â
âOh, my motherâs a raging homophobe.â Agatha chuckled bitterly, refusing to meet your eyes. âIf she doesnât immediately kick you out, Iâm going to enjoy riling her up.â
âThat doesnât answer my question.â
At last, Agathaâs focus was diverted from her phone as she looked briefly over to you, mildly intrigued by your perseverance. âI was just going to see how it went when we get there.â She replied, shrugging.
âGreatâŠâ
âAnd until then, donât mention this to a single soul.â Agatha jabbed an accusatory finger in your direction. âWe continue as normal for the next day and a half, with me singlehandedly driving this company to success, and you following me about all dazed and heart-eyed.â
âWhat!â You protested. âI do not follow you about, nor do I have heart eyes!â
âWhatever you say, sweetheart.â She smirked, radiating an irritating charm that had you forgetting how to breathe for a second. You wrung your hands about anxiously in your lap, willing yourself to relax.
âOur flight leaves at 6pm on Friday, so weâll have to go straight from work,â Agatha said, changing the subject. âYou can hide your luggage in my office, and weâll have my driver pick us up so that saves that hassleâŠâ
She trailed off suddenly, and despite your insistence on not getting too caught up in the intricacies of your bossâ behaviour, you peaked over at her. Just like earlier in the immigration office, she was chewing at her lip, this time with a faraway expression. You frowned, sensing she was nervous about something. It set you slightly on edge to see her this way. Agatha was never nervous. Big meetings didnât faze her, important deadlines never stressed her out and public speaking was like a second nature to her. Where once this bravery had been sickeningly envious, its disappearance now gave you concern.
Agatha was a mystery to you, one you were reluctant to address, yet desperate to understand.
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Agatha flopped down onto her desk chair with a huff, allowing her head to fall backwards and feeling her neck crack with the movement. The tension that racked her body seemed to grudgingly resist lessening, and she considered whether she ought to just take the remainder of the day off. But that would be suspicious...
She loathed the idea that her every decision was being monitored but dreaded to imagine the other option: moving back home, back in her motherâs grasp. She hadnât seen the woman in over ten years, and to think now that she would spend the weekend in her company⊠Agatha groaned, letting her face crash forward into her hands. She squeezed her eyes shut, and in the darkness saw only her mother, pictured how she would be reacting to the news that Agatha would be joining them for part of the trip.
As per usual, her attempt to reach out to her mother had been met by silence. She was starting to suspect her number was blocked, and thus Agatha had instead chosen to inform Lilia Calderu about this impromptu reunion. The woman was cooky, but kind. She had always been Agathaâs one ally within the family, and since her emancipation, was the only one who had bothered to stay in contact.
As if abruptly summoned from her thoughts, Agathaâs phone buzzed across the table, likely holding more information from Lilia. With a sigh, she reached forward to raise the lit screen into her eye line, yet was surprised to be met by anotherâs name
[4:10pm] Jennifer Kale: youâre coming to Salem????
Agatha chuckled, though not out of humour. Jen was one of the many people her mother seemed to just acquire. It was a terrible feature of Evanore Harkness: that the crazy gravitated towards her, became involved in their family and never left.
The word âfamilyâ didnât quite sit right with Agatha. It was more like a cult.
[4:11pm] Agatha Harkness: I am. I take it youâre still hanging about?
[4:12pm] Jennifer Kale: well when you abandoned ship someone had to replace you.
Agatha scoffed, ignoring the wave of irritation at Jenâs phrasing. She was irreplaceable. Though the idea that her own mother should even try to swap one daughter out for another didnât exactly come as a surprise. Nonetheless, it still hurt. Agatha crossed her arms over her chest, deciding to pursue the conversation no further.
[4:15pm] Jennifer Kale: Lilia mentioned you were bringing a plus-one. who is she?
At this, Agathaâs loathing softened ever so slightly. Jen was one of the few that had supported her coming out, had even attempted to defend her from Evanoraâs outrage. She picked the phone back up, feeling a smile grace her lips as she started to type.
[4:15pm] Agatha Harkness: someone Iâve been seeing for a while. Sheâs nice. Youâll like her.
The message was a simple lie, but it did the job.
Still, reading it back Agatha found she had a lot more to say about youâŠ
NEXT PART
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Ok for everyone in the tags who asked for a fic, here it is:
She first looked at me through the bars of my prison, with eyes like coal. Her husband took her hand and dragged her after him. But she looked only at me.
Queen Tar-MĂriel. Quiet and plain. There was no fire in her. She couldn't resist my enchantments. And that was my salvation â my chance to escape.
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âYou deserve more than all this,â she told me once.
I laughed. More... Eru knows, I was capable of much more. âWhat do you have in mind?â
âBecome my king. We don't need Ar-PharazĂŽn.â
âA worthy dream. But for now... we can only pretend, when his eyes are turned away.â
She kissed my neck. âFor the night, make me your queen.â
I hated our romance. We had nothing in common besides hatred for Ar-PharazĂŽn. Every night I spent with her, I imagined Melkor in my arms.
Forgive me, Master. This is all for you, in the end.
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I did little things to spite her. Bleach in shampoo, tar in mascara. It was the only way I could keep from losing myself amidst deception.
But maybe, in the end, I did lose myself.
I gave Tar-MĂriel an oath. A false oath. The sort of oath that returns to you.
Maybe she wasn't the marionette I imagined her to be. She once lay next to me and whispered in my ear:
âDo you really know the secret you promised to tell my husband?â
âI didn't make any promises.â
âSo you don't know?â
âI don't.â
âPromise me you don't know.â
I laughed. âYou understand me better than anyone, my love.â
âReveal it to me.â
âI can't. Not now.â
âSwear to me you'll reveal it.â
She kissed me with her sly tongue. And when she had stolen my breath and my mind, I gave my answer:
âI swear.â
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Tar-MĂriel spent many nights in my bed. Too many nights. And at the end of those nights, I noticed the same little evils that I had done to her. One earring from a pair, missing. My tea leaves, mixed together. And at the end of it â a key.
A very, very important key.
How she found it, how I didn't notice, how my servants didn't notice, was a complete mystery. But she found it, I knew she found it. And when I finally wrenched open the drawer, when I finally opened the hidden box in the back of the drawer â it was gone.
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âWhere is it?â I asked.
âWhere is what?â
âDon't lie to me. You know what I mean.â
Tar-MĂriel smiled. âSo I guessed right?â She took the ring out of her pocket â her pocket â and spun it between her fingers. âDo you want to make me your queen or not?â
âTouche, my love.â
âDon't lie to me. You never loved me. You just wanted what I could give you. Now I'll tell you what I want. Make me your queen, and I won't tell Ar-PharazĂŽn our little secret.â
âIf you tell him, it'll be your death.â
âAnd maybe yours as well.â
I chuckled. The ring couldn't have found a better master. âI underestimated you. Fine. Keep it. Just remember â in the end, you are my queen.â
Tar-MĂriel tries to seduce Tar-Mairon so heâll help her become queen and Tar-Mairon takes this opportunity to seduce Tar-MĂriel so she wonât interfere with his plans and they go around pretending to like each other like the opposite of mutual pining
#yes tar-miriel becomes the witch king because of course she does#tar-miriel#mairon#sauron#numenor#numenor tag#abhorred little meow meow
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helloooo
Iâve recently gotten into call of duty and I make a humble request đș
could I have a ghost x afab!reader whoâs usually innocent and stuff, but tries to seduce him or something? Take your time!! I love your work
I donât think Iâm ever gonna get used to people saying they love my writing đ„č
His squadmates check up on him occasionallyâespecially Soap, nosey as he is. For everything that they've gone through together they practically know nothing about Simon, and he likes it this way. Not to say that he doesn't trust them, but because Simon's a solitary creature, nothing more. However, it's surprising to the entire team when he off-handedly mentions that he's picked up a new hobby recentlyâbird-watching.
Immediately questions are fired off, but much to everyone's annoyance Simon only smiles as he takes another swig of beer. They almost suspect him of lying; he's not. His favorite past-time is making his way to his local hauntâ9:00 pm sharp, every Fridayâall to watch the pretty little bird behind the bar. He hasnât missed a day, a regular customer every week for the past three months.
He likes the atmosphere, he likes how no one seems to ask questions about the 6â4 beast that orders his whiskey neat and sits alone in the cornerâeven more than that, he likes how you greet him with a smile every time he walks through the door.
Adorable really, how you fly about the bar, chirping out orders at the speed of light. More than once heâs had the opportunity to talk to you, and more than once have you averted your eyes from him, made yourself busy in hopes that you could hide the obvious attraction written on your face.
It never works, but he likes that about you.
He likes how you stumble over your words, how you meekly offer him a refill once his glass is empty, how your face lights up when he purposely lets his fingers touch your own when you set down a new glass. It's easy to let his mind wander knowing how easily riled up you are, and let it wander he does. Sensitive little birdy, he thinks to himself. Wonder how you'd react if his fingers were stroking your clit instead.
His pretty little birdie, shy little thing you are. So shy that you canât bring yourself to express your little crush with words, but itâs alrightâhe knowsâand he's willing to play this game for as long as you want it to go on. He's a patient man. It's February now, and it seems as if you're ready for this game to end. Among the red streamers and paper hearts that decorate the bar is you, and the cute red set you're so excited to show him. "I got the boss to sign off on it, see?" You ramble excitedly, stepping away for a single moment to show off your low-cut top and jeans to match. "Isn't it so cute?" He's the only one that gets this special treatment, the sight of you doing a 360 almost enough to make him reach across the bar. "Mhm," he agrees, far too engrossed in the shape of your ass than the color of your outfit. "Y'look amazing birdie." You bow your head in embarrassment at the nickname, unable to see how Simon's lips curl upward in response. "How am I supposed to react when you say things like that..." "It's a compliment. I don't say shit I don't mean." Again, you feel your face heat up at the implication, surprising yourself with a sudden burst of confidence. "You really mean that, don't you?" "I do. You think I don't?" "I think you're a flirt," you reply, the timbre of his voice sending shivers up your spine when he answersâ "I'd be more than happy to prove just how honest I am, birdie." The look he sends you is nothing short of a promise, eyes boring into your own as he takes a sip. He knows, and you're willing to guess that he's known for a while based how how quick he is to laugh at your befuddled expression. "That'sâI meanâ" He sets his glass down slowly, tilting his head towards you. "Am I reading something wrong here?" You stumble over your words, barely muttering out a meek little "no" under your breath as he leans in close, enough to smell the liquor on his breath. "So, if I ain't wrong, feel free to meet me in the back after closing. I'd hate for you to think I'm a liar." Hours later, he found the answer to the question of how you'd react with his fingers against your clitâturns out you're even more sensitive than he imagined.
#robo writes#simon riley#simon riley x reader#simon riley smut#ghost#ghost x reader#ghost smut#simon ghost riley#simon ghost riley x reader#simon ghost riley smut#this kinda strayed from the theme a bit sowwy :3
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Lost Luke AU Part 5
Lost Luke AU (these are not in chronological order)
Part One - - - Part Two - - - Part Three - - - Part Four
meta , dramatic snippet , Is this how Qui-Gon felt on Genosis
amusingly and paradoxically, Lukeâs presence in the lost luke au serves as evidence to the Jedi High Council that Anakin doesnât have an attachment issue, ultimately leading to his knighting. The thought being:
Anakin had visions for a month about his family being in danger that he ignored
itâs not until Padme insisted they go to Tatooine that he does anything about them
(of course Padme takes the blame for going to Tatooine)
when he gets to Tatooine, he finds out that his twin brother had already saved their mother, but that his adoptive family had already been killed
âSpoke of your mother, you have. Had a brother, you never mentioned.
âOn Tatooine,â Luke says softly.
[Luke is a far better liar than his father, in that he know that the best lies are often the truth from a certain point of view]
âOn Tatooine, pregnant slaves donât receive medical care, not unless theyâre being...deliberately bred.â
A wince in the force. Jedi are...Jedi never forget about the slave empire choking the Republic. Never. Not anymore than you forget about the horrors of your world, and in many ways they are far, far more cognizant.
But moments after being forced to choose between the evils of leading a slave army or letting a slave army fight without them, the collective guilt about slavery in general is just a tad raw.
âAn owner wouldnât know about twins until their born. Births are attended, so infants can be chipped immediately, but no one sticks around for the afterbirth. If the second twin is born long enough after...there are freedom networks.â
Here, Luke straightened up proudly. âI am the firstborn Skywalker in my family, and although we never met, I grew up knowing that I was free because of Anakin before me.â
âWe never met before a few days ago, but I knew he had to be free, and that had to be enough,â Anakin added. (itâs true enough, if said hesitantlyâAnakin always knew heâd see his mother again, and he always knew his son would be freeborn)
So! The council concludes that Anakin was only was drawn back to his bio family where his family needed it, not where Anakin needed it, which satisfies some more than others, depending on their definition of attachment
(ask any council of twelve a question and youâll come away with thirteen answers)
Obi-Wan, who in between the Battle of Genosis and this meeting got read in on Lukeâs whole...everything....is a little more doubtful, but needs must in a time of war and soon enough Anakin is knighted and Luke is employed by the templeâs newly formed military affairs division
Earlier Conversation:
Luke: We have to tell him!
Anakin: But you told me that one of his studentâs became a Sith Lord!
Luke: But you canât seriously thinkâ
Anakin: No, You donât understandâthat means that his student is in the temple, which means that his Sith Master is probably also in the temple.
Luke: Oh kriff, you really think so?
Anakin: the only way the Jedi couldâve been so completely destroyed is if there was a traitor from within, maybe more than one!
Luke: okay, we wonât tell anyone else, but itâs BenâI mean Obi-Wanâwe have to tell him! Heâs the only person in my whole life who told me the truth about how incredible you are!
Anakin: OhâI uh, well! I guess when you put it that way, Iâlook, itâs justâI donât want to make him sad, and I also donât want him to be dissappointed in me for, you know.
Luke: For what?
Anakin: Well, ah, strictly speaking Jedi arenât supposed to...
Luke: Arenât supposed to what?
Anakin: uh. havechildren.
Luke: ...oh.
Anakin: yeah
Luke: ... are you disappointed
Anakin: What! No, no, force no, Iâm thrilled! I always wanted kids! I just donât know Obi-Wanâs going to take it
Luke: I mean, he did offer to train me, just because he knew you, and he wanted me to have your lightsaber, and he said a bunch of really nice things about you. so in the grand scheme of things, I donât think it bothered him that much.
Anakin: Well, as nice as that is to hear, he also voluntarily lived on Tatooine, so, you know. Questionable sanity.
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I'm so very tamed now .part 2
Part 1. Masterlist.
A/N : don't know what took me so long to make a part 2 ( just life I guess)but her you go lovelies, sorry for the delay.
Pairing: mafia stucky x spy reader.(poly)
Summary: Bucky finally gets the information our of you, but you both manage piss steve off even more, so you have to deal with the consequences .
Warnning :poly stucky dom steve, bratty Bucky, sub reader , self proclaimed brat tamer Bucky,edging, spanking, angy steve đĄ, a few tears. No beta reader. 18+ under the cut. Minors dni.
Bucky has you all spread out on his bed, hands cuffed to the bed, completely naked , completely at his mercy.
"are you gonna do something barnes or are you just gonna stare at me all day " you ask him mockingly.
"oh you'll see sweets." He says with a wicked grin, as he pulls out your favourite vibrator and before he pushes it into you , turning it up to the highest setting.
"ughh Bucky." You moan not being able to control your pleasure.
"see pretty girl, I don't have much time , steve is already annoyed so you better tell me everything." He asks as he tries not to palm himself at the sight of your but he couldn't resist he takee out his already hard cock and starts jerking off in front of you, adding to your pleasure.
"or -ughh - or what barnes?" You manage to say in between moans.
"or I'm gonna keep making ya cum until you can't." Your eyes widen at that.
"you see last time I edged ya ,it didn't turn out well so now I'm gonna make try something different." You came instantly as he said that.
"see that's my good girlz we'll see how long you can keep going before giving in." He said as hmm.
Five orgasms later , you still wouldn't budge.
"see I'm almost getting bored ,just spit it out already, the vibrator's battery is gonna die"
"that's all you got?" You challenged him
"fine , I'll do this my way." Bucky said as he pulled the vibrator away from you, looking at your wet pussy.
"see my poor pussy can't take it , she's exhausted.." he cooed as he collected some of your cum with his fingers and sucked them.
"don't tell me what I can take barnes."
"if you insist sweets." Bucky suddenly fills you up with his cock and starts pounding into you, lifting your legs and throwing them over his shoulders. You both moan, and grunt.
"now you better tell me sweets , who do you work for?" He asks as he fucks you into oblivion.
"ughh Bucky ... I'm gonna ." You said as you reached your high.
"me too angel, me too, now why don't you tell me ,so we can both come together ." You were about to give in Bucky knew, you just needed a little push.
"you know steve is gonna be very mad at me, if I don't get the information Outta you after all this trouble...so please tell me sweets,I swear I'll stay right by you whatever it is."
"fine fine...i ughh work for stark, stark sent me " you finally spit out the truth.
Just then steve came barging in the door, " steve i found the information, she works for..." Bucky was about to say .
"stark i know" steve finished his sentence" i just met him. " Not impressed by Bucky.
"well I just got the information Outta her, see i told you my tactics never fail." Steve rolled his eyes at Bucky's answers, although he was certainly aroused by the scene in front of him,you begging Bucky to let you cum.
"well of course I'll let you cum sweets, daddy is having a conversation right now wait a minute" the brunette man told you.
"stop being such a whore buck" steve yelled at him.
"you know you damn well love it steve, infact i know you're enjoying our doll begging to cum right now" while you were still whimpering begging Bucky to cum.
Steve was definitely aroused by the sight in front of him but tried to keep his composure.
"shut up Bucky, she's being a brat and you're only defending her." Steve said.
"she is brat and I'm not defending her , I'm punishing her can't you see?" Bucky asks
"damn well you are, look at her not one ounce of regret in her face,you're not making her relaise anything,you're just giving in to her bratiness."
"daddy please lemme cum" you beg him with doe eyes, Bucky is still in you , you try to fuck yourself on him, lifting your hips. "Just a minute sweets" Bucky says.
"no get off of her" steve says angrily.
"what the hell steve" but steve pushes Bucky aside before he could finish his sentence.
"I'm gonna show her what real punishment is and make her realise what she has really done to us, how much she's hurt us, so stop coddling her and move buck" steve says as he takes off his clothes.
"stevie.." i whimper as Bucky's thick cock is removed from your heat.
"shh shut up you brat ,you only call me sir from now, understood?" Steve said giving a hard spank to your dripping pussy making me moan.
"yes sir" steve flips you onto your stomach, you were waiting nervously as to what he was gonna do.
"now I'm gonna spank you properly you brat and you're gonna take it like a good slut and thank me alright " he says
"yes sir." All while Bucky watched the scene unfold in front of him, he knew you were in big trouble now but he enjoyed it at the same time.
"good girl do what daddy steve says " Bucky said .
Steve gave his first spank it was real, unlike the playful ones Bucky gave you, it stung almost leaving an impression.
"thank you sir." I say. *He spanks again.
"thank you sir"
*spank
*th thank you sir."
After 10 spanks , Steve stops leaving your bottom so red and your pussy dripping.
"you did so good doll taking your punishment like a good girl" Bucky said patting your head.
"thanks daddy" you manage to whimper.
"your punishment is not over yet brat." Steve says with a stern look.
"but.."
"no buts get on your knees .."
You do as he says, steve roughly grabs your hips and thrusts his hard cock in you, making you moan. "Ahh daddy.." steve pulled out immediately,and spanked you again." What do I tell you to calle me you brat.."
"sir?"
"yes and you'll only call me sir from now, no stevie, no daddy understood?" He said slapping my ass again.
"yes sir"
Bucky thought he was being a little too harsh on you. "Oh come on steve she just called you daddy she -" Bucky started to reason .
"you shut up punk or youre gonna be punished next." Steve said and went to sinking his cock back into your dripping cunt in one swift motion.
"ohh yess sir please-" you moaned
"please what you little slut?" Steve asked pounding into you ,making the bed shake, Bucky was happily jerking off to it at this point, knowing trying to defend you was pointless and that would only get you into more trouble, plus he knew steve would never hurt you,no matter how mad he was , he was only doing this because he was deeply hurt by your betrayal.
"please sir, fuck me, please don't stop." You pleaded .
"and why would I listen to you?" The blonde said.
"because...because..."
"because what ?" He said slamming his hips into you.
"because I love you and ...Bucky i uh-" tears we're streaming down your face at this point, both from the pleasure and the guilt of the whole situation,you knew you hurt steve and pushed him to this point.
Steve laughed mockingly. "Really you love- you love us? Don't lie you little slut" steve was about to cum but he contained himself not giving you the satisfaction.
"I'm not lying...i really, really love you both. I'm sorry about everything." A million things were going on Steve's mind.
Just then Steve's phone rang, he picked it up from the night stand while still in you.
"hmm alright I'll be there-" he spoke into the phone. He pulled out of you, leaving you whimpering.
"what happened baby?" Bucky asked , knowing something was wrong.
"nothing it's uh- take her to the safehouse right now, I'll go take care of some things."
Bucky knew better than to argue with steve at times like these so he only nodded.
Steve left the room, Bucky gently cleaned you up, while you were still getting out of the haze. "Pack your things baby." He said as he pressed a kiss to your forehead.
"what's going on?" You finally decide to ask
"stevie's orders ,don't ask any questions for a while." He said .
And you complied, going on to pack some of your stuff ,but you had a pretty good idea of what's going on, you took your pistol from the hidden cabinet in your bathroom just in case .
#Mafia Bucky#bucky barnes x reader#chris evans character x reader#bucky barnes#sebastian stan#sebastian stan fandom#mafia bucky barnes#mafia bucky x reader#mob bucky barnes#mob bucky x reader#mob bucky au#mob steve rogers#mob steve#mafia steve rogers#mob stucky#mob stucky x reader#mafia stucky#poly stucky x reader#chubby bucky#stucky x reader#steve rogers x you#steve rogers x reader#bucky x reader#bucky barnes x female reader#stucky fanfiction#stevebucky#steve x bucky#steve rogers#steve rogers x bucky barnes#stucky fic
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(just answering for the "core" family members!)
Scourge: Pass... Oh, you mean current family? Uh. They're cool, yeah. I've never had a sibling before, so havin' Meta here's been pretty awesome. Plus, y'know... Havin' three parents that actually give a shit has been a great change of pace. Flatline is also there I guess.
Infinite: I am not in contact with any of my previous family. I'm satisfied with that...with most of them, I suppose. As for how things currently are, I'm quite happy with those I am close to.
Meta: I have many siblings thanks to the doctor, but I am closest with my newest brother Scourge. My relationship with the doctor is sufficient, as I value him for creating me and giving me this body. However, Infinite, Mephiles, and Iblis have become closer to me as parental figures. I am quite happy to be a part of this family unit.
Mephiles: "Family" was never something I imagined would become relevant to me. And yet, here I am... I don't know if it's simply a product of mortality or something deeper, but I have no complaints thus far.
Iblis: My Mephiles is the only one who has ever meant anything close to family for me. Though...I have grown fond of these mortals since meeting them. The green one entertains me.
For characters!
If any of you have family, what's your family relationship like?
More character questions!!
#resurrected au#sonic au collision#sonic au collision 2024#ok so i was actually nervous to answer this one like this but im trying to say fuck it we ball in regards to life. so fuck it we ball
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Yaknow maybe you should write a blurb where driver male reader gets into f1 the same time logans dropped(i wanna say kicked because it cant be described as just dropped yaknow?) And theyve been dateing for a while so when he gets into f1 he Decides he's going to ignore the other drivers like they did logan (Except maybe talk to alex a little even tho their on different teams) and reader just demolishes the rest of the drivers on track and gets first for the races left (while being nice to franco only because logan said so) and the other drivers ask oscar why reader is to cold to them and he doesnt know cause readers doing the same to him even tho their childhood friends he even tells them that he's never seen reader this petty and it probably something personal that happend off track and that he'll be better by they end of the season (even tho reader wont)
Cold revengeâ Logan sargeant x male reader
Word count â 1535
Fluff with a angst
The paddock was louder than heâd expected, bustling with voices and familiar faces. But Y/N wasnât here to make friendsânot with them. Not when theyâd let Logan go so easily. He could feel a flash of resentment bubble up as he brushed past the crowd, heading straight for his garage.
As the season started, his focus sharpened, race after race. He was taking wins like they were meant for him, hardly sparing a glance for the other drivers. Heâd see Oscar trying to catch his eye now and then, probably wondering what was up, but Y/N kept things short, tight smiles and nods before walking off. Alex got a little more acknowledgment, mostly because Logan had always had a soft spot for him. And Franco? Logan had asked him to be cool with Franco, so heâd manage that, too.
It wasnât long before the other drivers started noticing. In the paddock, the whispers grew. During post-race interviews, Y/Nâs answers were straightforward, never really engaging with the usual back-and-forth banter. Charles leaned over to Oscar one day, raising an eyebrow. âWhatâs with Y/N? He hasnât even looked at half of us since he got here.â
Oscar shrugged, visibly stung, like he didnât have a clue either. âHonestly, I donât know. Maybe something off-track. Heâs never been this⊠intense.â
Race by race, Y/N kept winning, his focus relentless. But with each victory, he caught himself glancing at his phone, waiting for Loganâs usual textâa âgood jobâ or a thumbs-up emoji. Y/N knew Logan was watching, but lately, the messages were shorter, more⊠careful.
By the third race, Y/N noticed Franco hanging back after qualifying. The two exchanged glances, Franco giving him a slight, knowing smile. At first, Y/N wasnât sure whether to respond, but he remembered Loganâs words, that Franco was âalright.â Begrudgingly, he gave Franco a quick nod as he walked past.
Next race weekend, Franco didnât hold back. âGood job out there,â he said in his usual friendly tone as they passed each other in the paddock. âCouldâve made it look less easy, you know?â he added with a smirk.
Y/N couldnât help the small grin that slipped out. âGuess Iâm just doing my job.â
Franco laughed, clapping him on the shoulder. âWell, good to see youâre human after all. Logan would be proud, yeah?â
A flicker of surprise crossed Y/Nâs face. Hearing Loganâs name reminded him of the loyalty that had been fueling him, but Francoâs easygoing attitude softened his edge. âYeah⊠heâs been watching.â
The next time he ran into Franco, it felt almost natural to swap a few words. They didnât talk much, but Francoâs relaxed, warm nature was slowly breaking down the ice.
Not long after, Y/N found himself in a post-race briefing alongside Alex, who had a way of putting people at ease. Alex gave him a quick glance as they waited. âYou know, Loganâs been talking you upâsays youâre unstoppable out there.â
Y/N managed a quiet chuckle. âGuess I have to live up to that, huh?â
Alex smiled, nodding. âIf anyone could, itâd be you. Just⊠donât let the intensity take you down too, yeah?â
For a second, Y/N hesitated, then nodded. It was oddâLogan had always admired Alexâs resilience and calm, and now Y/N could see why. Alexâs words settled something inside him, easing the sharp edges heâd been carrying.
Over time, the walls began to come down, bit by bit. Y/N would pass Franco in the paddock, giving him a small grin. Alex became someone he actually stopped to chat with on occasion, their exchanges short but genuine. He still wasnât the chattiest guy in the paddock, but for the first time, it felt like he didnât need to keep everyone at armâs length.
By the seasonâs end, Y/N had found a balance between his loyalty to Logan and his own journey. The paddock had gone from hostile ground to something familiar, and as he stood on the podium after the final race, he couldnât help but look at Franco and Alex in the crowd, grateful for the unlikely friendships heâd found along the way.
Let me know how you like this! This version keeps Y/Nâs guarded personality intact but lets Franco and Alex start bringing him out of his shell gradually.
Finally, after a particularly tense win, Y/N found a message waiting from Logan: Come over tonight? Need to catch up, just us.
When he arrived, Logan had already set up in his living room, a few beers on the coffee table, the TV playing softly in the background. Logan shot him a grin as he walked in, patting the seat next to him. âCongrats, champ,â he said, holding up a beer. âGuess the whole âquiet assassinâ thing is working for you.â
Y/N chuckled, easing onto the couch. âGuess so. Iâm just here to win.â
Logan took a swig, then gave him a long look. âYeah⊠noticed youâre not exactly chatty with the others.â
Y/N shrugged, avoiding his eyes. âNot here to make friends. They didnât exactly do you any favors.â
Logan shook his head, a fond but tired smile creeping across his face. âI get it, really. But theyâre not the bad guys here, Y/N. This⊠grudge or whateverâdonât make it yours.â
For a moment, Y/N was quiet, letting Loganâs words sink in. He felt a pang of guilt; maybe heâd taken things too far.
But the next weekend, in the paddock, he felt a little lighter. He saw Carlos out of the corner of his eye, who gave him a nod heâd usually ignore. This time, he raised a hand in a casual wave. Carlos blinked, surprised, but returned the smile.
Then, during pre-race prep, he found himself standing next to Pierre, who hesitated before glancing over with a small smirk. âSo⊠youâre finally letting us exist?â
Y/N shrugged, a grin slipping through. âJust maybe.â
As the season wore on, Y/N gradually loosened upâsmall nods here, a smile there. He was still mostly quiet, but the wall was cracking.
Y/N was heading back to his garage after another win, the adrenaline still pulsing through his veins. Heâd barely stepped out of his car when he spotted Oscar lingering nearby, leaning against the wall with a look that was somewhere between curiosity and frustration. It wasnât the first time Oscar had tried to catch him alone, but this time, Y/N stopped.
Oscar pushed off the wall, hands in his pockets as he approached. âGot a minute?â
Y/N nodded, folding his arms. âWhatâs up?â
Oscar looked at him, clearly trying to pick his words carefully. âLook⊠I donât know whatâs going on with you lately. Youâre here, but itâs like youâre not. You barely even look at any of us.â
Y/Nâs jaw clenched slightly. He wanted to deflect, but he could see the concern in Oscarâs eyes, mixed with a bit of hurt. âItâs nothing personal. Just⊠keeping my focus.â
Oscar scoffed, crossing his arms. âCome on, mate. Itâs not just focusâyouâve been shutting everyone out, including me.â He hesitated, then sighed. âWeâve been friends since before all this. I get that F1 changes people, but it feels like youâre a stranger here. Itâs like something happened and youâre just⊠cold.â
Y/N looked down, feeling the weight of Oscarâs words. Heâd been so focused on staying loyal to Loganâs memory in F1 that he hadnât thought about what it looked like to the people who actually cared about him.
âItâs about Logan,â he said finally, his voice low. âHe got kicked out, and they barely gave him a second thought. I didnât want to let it go, so I guess⊠I figured keeping to myself was my way of showing Iâm not here to be their friend.â
Oscarâs expression softened as he nodded slowly. âI get it. I really do. But Logan wouldnât want you to be this way, would he? Being here, itâs your time, your career. Donât let what happened to Logan weigh you down. Youâve got nothing to prove to anyone but yourself.â
Y/N felt something shift. Heâd been carrying this silent anger for so long, and now, faced with Oscarâs steady gaze, he realized maybe he didnât have to carry it alone.
âYeah, maybe youâre right,â Y/N said quietly. âItâs just⊠hard to shake it off.â
Oscar clapped him on the shoulder, a reassuring smile spreading across his face. âI know. But just⊠let us in, alright? Youâve got people here who want to see you succeed, not just win.â
Y/N managed a faint smile. âThanks, Oscar. Iâll try.â
As he walked back to his garage, he felt a weight lift, and for the first time, he was ready to let the walls downâjust a little.
By the final race, he was in the paddock with Loganâs voice in his head, letting go of the need to prove anything. And when he finished the season with a win, he found himself in the center of the team celebration, surrounded by drivers whoâd finally started to see the real Y/N.
#f1#f1 x reader#formula one x reader#formula one imagine#formula one x you#f1 x y/n#formula one x oc#formula one x y/n#f1 x male reader#logan sargeant x male reader#logan sargeant fic#logan sargeant angst
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Here's a Bunch of Words Expressing Frustration with Online People Part 2 I Guess? Arcane.
(Part 1 was about reactions to Wonder Woman #14, but that was on Twitter and it's gone now.)
It's been long enough. People who haven't seen it have successfully avoided spoilers. SO. Let's talk about the CaitVi sex scene.
Because there are a LOT of opinions about how it was handled, how it was written, etc. And I've seen a lot of...basically, Purity Culture, over how they never worked out their feelings, and Caitlyn never had to answer for trying to kill Jinx, or getting Vi to become an Enforcer or hitting her in Ep.3 or the dictatorship or the fascism or-
Here's the thing: Neither Caitlyn nor Vi know what's going to happen. They don't know tomorrow. They don't even know six hours from now.
We don't need a bunch of preceding episodes where somehow they have the time to get psychoanalyzed on-screen so that when they're finally intimate it's completely moral and unproblematic.
Arcane was never about being unproblematic. It was a show about broken people doing horrible things for selfish reasons, for better and for worse. Singed LITERALLY TELLS YOU AS MUCH (Season 2 Episode 5):
Caitlyn: "Why? Why do all this?" Singed: "Why does anyone commit acts others deem unspeakable? For love."
For context, he wants to conquer death so that he can save his daughter. And look at how it's worded. "acts others deem unspeakable." The awful things he's doing, he's rationalized them as necessary so that he can accomplish his goals. Whether it's him, or Viktor, Jayce, Caitlyn, Vi, Jinx... ALL of the characters in Arcane are like that. No one in this show was perfect. Far from it, actually.
And in that scene, Caitlyn and Vi are two broken, messed-up people. Their whole worlds have been upended. Vi believes that she's lost everything and everyone important to her, and that it is of her own doing. Caitlyn is questioning the only thing that's ever made sense in her life: her duty to Piltover and how that's run up against her own morals and how she has changed to accommodate them, rather than stayed true. Caitlyn also has guilt over being intimate with Maddie. (fuck maddie all my homies hate maddie)
And the only thing they have, in that moment, is each other. The only kind of, sort of constant in their lives. Is it perfect and unproblematic? No. Is it healthy? Arguably not. The scene is messy, and clumsy, and for fuck sake they're having sex in a prison cell.
But are those the things that actually matter? Is that the story that's trying to be told? NO. No, it is not. Broken people, just trying to make sense of what's going on around them. Trying to find others to hold on to, to anchor themselves. Find that closeness and intimacy, and even if it doesn't work out the way they want, they'll still have each other.
#arcane#arcane s2#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 spoilers#caitvi#violet#jinx#jayce#viktor#maddie#caitlyn kiramman#arcane piltover#arcane zaun
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Serious question but no need to answer if you donât want to
I see a lot of talk about Amberâs portrayal being sexist in the show, but Iâm not quite sure why? To me her motives always seemed really well-defined (high pressure = âIâm only worthy when Iâm successfulâ) so she puts on this sharky mask with a feminine facade so she is feminine enough to get a certain amount of approval but never shows how much she cares (which could be used against her but also could be used to undermine her âoh youâre too softâ). I thought the show did an excellent job of showing a mask for her
But a lot of people talk about 00s sexism and how it impacts her characterization. The sexism⊠Is it that she gets called a cutthroat bitch? Or how her story revolves around a man after she leaves Houseâs team? Is it the fridging?
Any of those could be it I guess but it just sounds like you and others are talking about something a little more fundamental to her personhood so I thought Iâd ask if Iâm missing anything.
Very interesting question! I think you're getting at exactly the trickiness of the issue, which is that sexism always operates systemically. It's not that any key aspect of Amber's character "is" misogynist, it's that every aspect of her character is automatically filtered through a lens of sexism.
In today's world where "bitch" has been very de-clawed, turned into a more casual and way less gendered insult that's used without cruel intention in queer slang, I think it's hard to understand just how violent the term was--and was meant to be--in the aughts. House in canon is not calling Amber a bitch in a cute, almost self-deprecating, friendly way (though I think it's valid to re-write it that way in fic to defuse the term!). He is calling her a bitch to contain and belittle and dehumanize her. We see the term mobilized this way against Cuddy in 5 to 9 as well: calling a woman a bitch was an extremely powerful rhetorical tool to turn any dangerously competent, brilliant, threateningly accomplished woman back into a harmless, debased, controllable object. So, "CB" reflects how easily the fact that Amber is the "female House" gets turned against her--it doesn't mean she's an eccentric genius like him, it means she's an evil copycat who needs to be put down. And this kind of structural logic applies to her whole characterization--it doesn't matter that House does it all more frequently and worse, if she does it, it's unacceptable because she's a woman. (There are parallels here with how racism means that when Foreman acts like House, he also gets the axe instead of the narrative bending over backwards to make what he did alright.) That's why she was fired, after all!
And her death. Woof. Classic case of killing a woman for man-pain. Everything supposedly about her death is actually about how her violent destruction can be used to fuel Wilson and House's character arcs. The narrative is occasionally conscious of this, for example, Wilson saying "none of you even liked Amber" is an almost metatextual reminder of how cruelly she was disenfranchised in every way (including the sexism of her trying to "defect" to the men's team early on, having no female friends, because unlike House who has so many people orbiting him, she is truly alone). Comparing her death to Kutner's is instructive: Kutner gets a whole episode that's about characters desperately trying to know him better. They trace their relationships towards him. Amber, on the other hand, is nearly absent from her own death. The characters trace away from her and towards the way male characters feel (Wilson's loss, House's guilt). Amber becomes just an imagined figure of House's guilt. Even her ghost is not her own. (Though I think many fans do a more feminist read and reclaim the way she haunts the narrative--but imho that would be a negotiated if not fully oppositional reading, to use Stuart Hall's decoding/encoding terms.)
One easy way to see that gendered difference is in how the show refers to these characters after death. Kutner is always "Kutner," never just "House's dead fellow" or rarely "our dead colleague." Amber is often referred to as "Wilson's dead girlfriend." Kutner is his own person, Amber rhetorically gets reduced to an object belonging to a man.
In conclusion: sexism operates structurally, which can make it hard to identify! And one of the funny effects of contemporary fandom doing so much good work to un-fridge women and give marginalized female characters richer personalities and more chances to grow is that canon's intended message of sexism gets obscured. Which, is awesome? Keep up the good work! Let's make misogyny unintelligible đ
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I'm only referring to the story told by George Lucas (i.e. not Legends or the Disney stuff he was uninvolved with), because I wasn't sure what you were referring to, and because it's gradually becoming the only one I really care for these days. Legends has been decanonized for years now, and while I'll acknowledge that the Disney stuff is official canon, I'm not obligated to ignore how parts of it (i.e. stuff written by Filoni and Headland) are wildly inconsistent with Lucas's story in regards to the Jedi (this goes for the inconsistent parts of Legends too).
If you want to do otherwise, that's fine. If you think those inconsistencies make for a better story, well, fair enough. But again, I'm under no obligation to ignore something being inconsistent with its source material. Especially when the inconsistencies in question relate to parts of the source material I actually like.
In answer to your question, in my mind, what prevents the abuses - at least in Lucas's works and those written by people who actually understand how he wrote the Jedi - is simply that Lucas never wrote the Jedi as characters who would willingly commit their like. In terms of morality, they're on a similar level to Superman; the worst they do is get a little overconfident in their ability to detect and defeat the Sith by the time of the Prequels, and prove willing to compromise on their morals a little for the sake of protecting the Republic's people and soldiers when the Clone Wars begin.
(By "prove willing to compromise on their morals", I refer to the Jedi joining the war effort in the first place, Obi-Wan and the Jedi Council faking the former's death right in front of an ignorant Anakin, and the council tasking Anakin with spying on his close friend and confident in Palpatine. All these things came from a place with good intentions; you could argue that's just another way of saying "the greater good", but I personally think they're a world apart from forcing parents to give up their children in terms of morals).
(I suppose there's also how the council handled things with Ahsoka during the Wrong Jedi arc. I'm not sure precisely what the consequences would've been if they refused to hand her over to be tried as a Republic citizen, but if nothing else, Ahsoka didn't exactly look 100% innocent, and the Jedi had already had two of their number turn out to be Sith supporters (Dooku and Krell)).
Also, this might just be me making assumptions regarding your likely reaction to the above, but I'm also going to state that Yoda and Obi-Wan never told Luke to let his friends die on Bespin, nor did they plan to have him unknowingly kill his father. Yoda and Obi-Wan had no way of knowing what would happen to Luke's friends, but they did believe - not without reason - that Luke wouldn't be able to do much to help them with his miniscule amount of Jedi training if he just flew off to Cloud City. As for killing Vader, it's a plot point that Luke risks falling to the dark side if he does so out of anger and/or a desire for revenge, under which I'd argue "avenging his father" could quite easily fall. My guess is that Yoda and Obi-Wan planned to explain the truth to him when he was wise enough to handle it, but of course Luke's recklessness and Vader himself put the kibosh on that plan.
tl;dr: Writing the Jedi as the kind of people who'd forcibly take children against their parents' will was likely never the intention of Lucas.
When a Jedi takes in a child, it's kidnapping. But when a Mandalorian does it, it's a foundling.
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New Victim
Paring: Wednesday Addams x Reader
Summary: Enid tells you about a new student that arrived to nevermore. You canât help, but tease Wednesday, to get a reaction out of her.
Warning: Profanity
Authors note: Reader kinda likes to tease people, and I havenât watched this show since 2022đ€
Enid(your bestfriend), and you were currently eating lunch together. You listened to Enid as she spoke about her new, odd, roommate called, Wednesday Addams.
âSo, Y/N! I have this new roomie, and well, sheâs quite interesting if I do say so myself,â Enid chuckled as she took another bite out of her lunch.
âWhat do you mean by âinterestingâ Enid?â You said as you made quotation marks in the air.
Enid sallowed the bite she was chewing on, and looked at you. âI mean, sheâs not ordinary. And there absolutely nothing wrong with that! We all arenât ordinary, but sheâs just different in some type of way.â
You listened intently, âI somewhat understand. No need to explain any further. Also speaking of Wednesday, where is she? Itâs lunch timeâ
âSheâs probably in her dorm! She always eats in there.â
You smirked deviously
âYou know what would be funny?
Enid smirked along with you
âY/N, whatever youâre planning Iâm all in for it.â
Enid was like your partner in crime.
âI should totally go and annoy, Addams!â
Enidâs smile slightly faded. âYou sure thatâs a good idea? Wends, is kinda intimidating,â
You rolled your eyes at your friendâs statement, âHow bad can it be? Your roommate might need some company, donât you think?â
Enid sighed âYeah, Y/N, Iâm not so sure about this.â
âFinee. I guess Iâll just do it by myself. Have fun talking to Yoko, or Ajax, or something,â You said as you got off of her seat and threw away your trash as you headed to, Ophelia Hall.
You already knew where Enidâs dorm was since you been there before, but you never had met this âWednesday Addamsâ before.
You finally arrived in front of the door room. You took a deep breath in, and opened the door.
You were met with a room clearly decorated differently since the last time you been here.
You saw a short girl with braided pigtails, sitting at the black side of the room. You canât really tell what sheâs doing, but she didnât even care to look of who just walked in.
âWhat is it exactly that you want.â
Wow. Enid wasnât kidding. She was intimidating. Her voice sent shivers down your spine, but you talked to people like this. You can handle it!
âAh, you must be the âWednesday Addamsâ everybodyâs talking about. Iâm-â
Wednesday cut you off, âI didnât ask for a whole speech. You are yet to respond to my question.â She said with a cold voice
This bitch. How rude.
âOkay, asshole. To answer your question that you so much wanted, I was only here to be nice, and welcome you. At least Iâm not the one isolating myself.â
Wednesday finally turned to look at you.
âWas your use of profanity really necessary. I also wouldnât call it âisolating.â I prefer to be alone.â
You laughed, âYeah, yeah whatever makes you sleep at night.â
âActually having thoughts of people suffering makes me sleep at night. I find it quite calming,â Wednesday said without any hesitation.
Okay now you fully understand what Enid meant by, ânot ordinary roommate.â
âThanks for oversharing that even though I didnât ask for it.â
Wednesday turned back around to her desk, and there was silence for a few minutes.
The smirk you had before when talking to Enid came back.
âYouâre quite interesting, Addams. Also quite the cute one too.â
Wednesday looked back at you with an confused expression
âWas that your attempt to try, and flirt?â
You giggled as your eyes never left hers, âPerhaps. Is it working?â
She groaned out of annoyance, and got up from her chair as she stood closer to you.
âYou think too low of me. Why is it your mission to go bother me.â
You took a step closer to Wednesday Addams.
âI just find teasing someone like you, entertaining.â
Wednesday would be lying if she said that the proximity of yours faces didnât make her whole entire body turn hot.
She was usually cold
Lunch time ended some time ago so Enid walked into the room. Seeing you and Wednesday standing close to each other.
You with your signature grin and Wednesday having always that icy expression on her face.
âGuys? Is everything alright?â Enid said tilting her head.
You both went ahead and turned your heads to Enid.
You decided to speak first, âYeah I was just heading out. Iâll catch you later, Enid and Wednesdayâ
You looked at Wednesday, and had a grin on your face as you left their dorm to head back to yours.
Wednesday couldnât help but walk back over to the desk and finish whatever she was doing before she got interrupted by you.
But unfortunately, you didnât leave her mind. Why would you even want to tease her like that. Did you not find her scary like other students do?
Feelings are Wednesdayâs worst enemy.
#jenna ortega#wlw#wednesday x reader#wednesday addams#enid sinclair#teasing#flirting#annoying#close proximity#reader insert#jenna ortega x y/n#wednesday netflix#wednesday x you#wednesday x y/n
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SuNor Royalty AU prompt Relationship: Sweden/Norway Characters: Norway (Sigurd), Sweden (Björn), Denmark (Magnus) I had a small oneshot exchange/exercise with @pvffinsdaisies and @ifindus and I feel brave enough to share my oneshot writings for the first time. We were feeling nostalgic and decided to roll some nostalgic AU prompts with a wheel. Mine landed on "Fake Dating" and "Royalty". I just had to go with Norway and Sweden, of course! We also randomized some dialogue prompts, as well and I got: #23 - âYouâre doing the right thing.â ; âThen why does it feel so wrong to me?â
Something different this time, enjoy!
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âYouâre doing the right thing.â
The giant man sitting by the desk didnât react to Magnusâ comment. He kept his eyes firmly on the glass his freckled friend had poured him just moments earlier. Watching the earthy-toned beverage sit still in the crystal snifter as if it could answer all the questions running through his mind. Something about the liquidâs stillness helped him focus â a small reminder that the world wasnât boiling over, even if it felt like it.
Without raising his glance from the glass, the ashy-haired man pondered out loud, âThen why does it feel so wrong to me?â
Magnus, sitting right next to him on the velvet couch, looked up to the ornamented ceiling, breathing out with a heavy sigh. He was trying to find words to describe the predicament they found themselves in. Uncharacteristically for him, he didnât feel like mocking his younger friend or dismissing his feelings. Things were less than ideal, and Magnus himself had a lot to lose here. But still, he tried to maintain his professionalism. As much as he could sympathize with his friendâs turmoil, he had to be the steady one.
âI think itâs a sign that you care about Sigurd,â he said calmly and leaned his back deeper into the couch. âWhich is admirable, I guess. Considering everything weâve been through.â
It was hard to comprehend how the three of them would ever refer to each other as friends. Their friendship, if it could even be called that, wasnât quite built on mutual affection, but on proximity and shared survival. They had grown up tied together by the unrelenting demands of their families. There had been more than enough conflict to go aroundâbitter rivalries, fractured trust, and old wounds that never truly healed. Yet, in some inexplicable way, they had remained inseparable. Perhaps it was their proximity in age, or constant family cooperation pushing them to spend time together. Or perhaps it was a bond from heritage, diplomacy, and an unspoken understanding that only those who had known such tension could appreciate.
And it all led to this moment. This outrageous marriage proposal. Björn had never imagined that his future would unfold in this wayânot so abruptly, and certainly not under such strained circumstances. The bond he shared with Sigurd, once as natural and easy as breathing, now felt tainted, ruined by the very proposal that should have brought them closer.
It wasnât that Björn didnât want marriage. No, thatâs what he had dreamed of all his life, of building a future with someone who could share his heart. But he did not expect to marry so soon, and to a person so dear and close to him at that. Björn felt conflicted. This marriage wasnât driven by romantic love, nor was it born of true necessity. It was a strategy, all at the expense of Sigurdâ and Björn knew Sigurd did not want this. He knew that his friend, his brother-in-arms, had no desire to be tied down by a union born out of obligation. And yet here he was, about to be thrust into a situation where his freedom would be stolen from him by the very man who called him his dear friend.
âHe doesnât want marriageâ Björn sighed, breaking the brief silence with words so heavy you could barely hear him. He finally raised his eyes from the glass, the weight of everything pressing down on him. He met Magnusâ gaze, and for a fleeting moment, it was as if the younger eyes were pleadingâdo something!
âWhatâs done is done.â Magnus' answer was brief, but not at all intended as dismissive. His hands were tied, even his witt and games couldnât get them out of this situation now. âBut consider that Sigurd will be safer with you than with anyone else.â
Perhaps Magnus was right. Björn had doubts Sigurd could maintain his freedom for long regardless if he stepped in or not. These decisions werenât theirs to make. They werenât even Sigurdâs to make. The ties that bound them werenât just between him and his family; they were tied up in expectations, traditions, and even obligations that went far beyond their small circle.Â
Sigurd was in a vulnerable position here, his familyâs heyday long gone. His family, once known for their power and prestige, had long been reduced to shadows of their former selves. The house they once owned, grand and full of life, now stood silent, its halls crumbling and burying a history of glory that felt like a distant dream now. The marriage proposal had come as a last-ditch effort to pull them from the gutter.
The decision was not easy, nor something they thought would come so soon. But in the last attempt to upkeep their relevance and have some sort of hope for their heritage, they offered their heir to a longstanding ally. Perhaps accepting the proposal was Björnâs familyâs attempt to uplift their image, which had been shattered after the last conflict, turning them unpopular in peopleâs eyes. His family was convinced Sigurdâs integrity was supposed to conceal the tarnish in Björnâs name.Â
The troubled prince understood the stakes. This union, fraught with problems, was not just about their personal wishes. It was about preserving something far greater. It was a lifeline for them. But recognizing that still didnât make the mental anguish any less painful.
Björn snapped out of his thoughts, his mind drifting back to the present as he noticed Magnus slowly pulling himself up to sit straight. The Dane cleared his throat, âA piece of advice, if I may?â
â...For this one time, Iâll allow it.â
âMarriage is just a piece of paper,â he said with a mentor-like warmth to his voice. âNo one is going to control how you and Sigurd go about things. As long as you two handle your responsibilities, itâs enough.â
Björn raised his brow, but Magnus continued, âYouâre marrying your best friend after all. Sounds better than marrying a stranger, no?â
Magnus didnât get an answer to his commentâjust an empty gaze from his friend. The silence hung thick between them. Though Björnâs face remained stoic, his eyes betrayed him. Conveying a clear unease, which he let out as a grouch.Â
"He will hate me."
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