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Season 2... wasn't great
Okay, these are just some (probably quite unpopular) personal thoughts and feelings, but I've just finished season 2 of Arcane and wow, did the writing fall right off a cliff. What happened???
In season 1, every scene, every line of dialogue, every character arc was fucking PERFECTION. It was unreal. I sat there watching in total awe as the bar was raised on what a TV show could be. I had the chemistry of my brain rearranged. I was a big, big fan... and then season 2 came out.
Where in season 1 every line of dialogue built towards a perfect whole, ep 2.07 was an entire 40 minutes of tv that didn't matter. That episode should have been a three minute montage MAX. A cool montage of life as it could have been in the alternate world(s) would have worked perfectly well to establish both Ekko's maguffin from that episode and Jace's visions of horror (which is all we actually learnt from that episode of 40 entire minutes of my life I'll never get back).
NOt to mention, the whole 'Caitlyn and Vi GAS ATTACK ZORN' plotline was done in a single montage that never had any other consequences so why the hell not. If you can put one character's defining moment in a montage, why not two or three? Side note: their relationship had the potential to be so interesting and instead every terrible thing Caitlyn says and does in the first half of the season is brushed under the carpet because... *checks notes* slay lesbians?
They did so much cool set up with the politics in season 1 and fuck me, was I disappointed in the way all that brilliant work was wasted in season 2. Why bother setting up intricate, inspired political & personal storylines in the first place if everything is going to end with out-of-left-field mage crap and a bunch of episodes that mean nothing even in universe? I'm so tired.
My final thoughts are these:
Maybe Arcane season 2 makes more sense and does more justice to the characters if you've played League of Legends, or researched the lore. Unfortunately, that's no excuse because a TV show should be able to stand on its own two feet. Plus, I thought season 1 went insanely hard without knowing any of the lore so it's obviously possible.
#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane s2#arcane#swinging a bat at hornets nests is both my hobby and my calling#hear me out#it felt like a different show#i felt like i was dying#author has not played Leage of legends#author WILL NOT play or read about league of legends#that's not the point of this post#writing#disappointed#post finale thoughts
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yknow what i need to talk to my therapist abt more???
my bad weed trip from 2 years ago that gave me chronic hallucinations
bcus i am not coping as well as id like. like the extreme paranoia of triggering my hallucinations are mostly gone but i still panic when i think theyre starting up. yknow? like i get triggered thinking abt it and then i get paranoid that theyll start again
not to mention they happen on a lesser degree everyday when i touch fabric that im not wearing
the only thing that grounds me is rubbing my thighs, it helps so much but yeah i gotta talk abt em more
#personal#i felt like i was dying#like i sincerely thought i was gonna fuckin die#and now i still deal with the consequences#n e ways this makes no sense im v tired
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Lover saved my life, I’m not being hyperbolic!
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I wasn't see anything else in your eyes when you were looking at me anymore.
I saw the tears in your eyes that you tried to cover. A saw your beauty, your fear, your soft side that you tried to cover too.
I thought i was know you, but you're just a memory anymore. I keep thinking about those meeting when we were at the park and just talking and smiling and laughing and kissing all the time. I was knew its gonna hurt a lot if you walk away. But i wasn't expect that it gonna hurt that much. It seems like i loved you more that i thought my heart feeling you. But thats fine. We ended up. I was scared, i was terrified of the though what if you gonna leave. But this nightmare just came true. I still hope you gonna find the one whos not gonna overwhelme you with these a lot emotions.
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Oof going outside was a mistake it just made me more sick welp
#im out of halls too#💀#lol#ugh#personal#deletes later#i was feeling better tho#thats why i went to the store#but then when i was there#i felt like i was dying#oof
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genuinely tweaking yesterday when i was in a shop that was playing dial drunk by noah kahan, please please please by sabrina, birds of a feather by billie, AND THEN THEY PLAYED PINK SKIES
#i felt like i was dying#noah kahan#billie eillish#sabrina carpenter#pink skies#ask me anything#the kids are in town for a funeral
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he's so crazy we can't take him anywhere 😭🤣
#how atlus felt making the black mask design by far the most visually disturbing horrific thing witnessed by human eyes#what the FUCK is he wearing. what is that fucking OIL SPILL#didnt even BOTHER looking up a reference bc it was so hideous i didnt want to see it again.#“a persona users outfit reflects their desires and the manifestation of their persona” IS LOKI SUPPOSED TO BE A FUCKING ZEBRA??????????????#I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE THEY DID HIM SO DIRTY#ONLY GOOD THING ABT HIS OUTFIT IS THE SEXY SERRATED SWORD THAT COMES WITH IT#anyway i genuinely dont give a fuck if this isnt the canon design i refuse to draw that one#there is no way this bitch was the one behind all the mental shutdowns he looks like he cant even hold a sword 😭😭 stupid femboy twink😭😭#anyway i digress i loved watching his sanity rapidly deteriorate as he got the deer in headlights stare when he looked at you#anyway akechi flopped with this one 0/10 don't come back like this again#imagine dying in this fit not even the flames of hell would burn hotter than my unadultered rage 💀💀#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#goro akechi#akechi goro#lotus draws
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POV you read the book of bill and then the 3rd journal and then lost legends and then the great gatsby and rewatched the show twice and are on your third rewatch in the past two months and watched a bajillion animatics and character analysises and actually read fanfic which you never do like ever and you’re starting to feel like you’re running out of content and might need to start drawing more
#my archive#phthalos thoughts#bill cipher gravity falls#gravity falls bill cipher#gravity falls stanley#gravity falls stanford#gravity falls bill#gravity falls#the book of bill#journal 3#gravity falls brainrot#billford#fiddauthor#gravity falls wendy#gravity falls mabel#gravity falls dipper#gravity falls soos#gravity falls fiddleford#gravity falls fanart#I’m dying#it’s an issue at this point and it’s consuming my every waking moment#also it doesn’t help that it’s very nostalgic and ever since I watched the show I idolized dipper and Mabel’s relationship because my brothe#rs and I never#really got along so I felt like an inadequate sibling#even more so when people said that they had a similar relationship with their siblings as dipper and Mabel but I never did and I knew it#was me and my family not everyone else#oops sorry I’m rambling a bit#WHY IS THE SHITPOST SO POPULAR GO LOOK AT Y#MY ACTUAL ART 😭😭😭#my artchive
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pss pss pss tumblr let me reblog stuff
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Someone needa make an avengers x greened out reader cus ☠️☠️
Y’all I’m good now but likeeeee
#greened out#thc#weed#cannabis#safe drug use.#y’all don’t green out#it’s the worst#I felt like i was dying#it’s been a month and life still don’t feel real
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First tlt comic pls be kind to me
Edit: made a very minuscule change. Might take a trained eye to see it (hint)
#also this was my first time ever drawing Gideon#which is why she is Not consistent#also still new to drawing harrow so uh#as stated in caption: be kind to me#griddlehark#tlt#the locked tomb#harrow nonagesimus#gideon nav#tlt gideon#tlt harrow#this is post nona btw#fingers crossed it’ll remain canon compliant#tamsyn muir please let them live I beg you#nona the ninth#harrow the ninth#gideon the ninth#kiriona gaia#harrow rizz so strong she can ask a girl what dying felt like and it’ll end in kisses lmao#and I’ve decided they do naked cuddles. you pick for yourself if they’re together. I don’t care. they nude cuddle. nuddle. if you will#let the soft animal of your body want bitch#henreyettart
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Category 5 bad texture moment
#maybe texture isnt the right word#I tried to wear skinny jeans again#i felt like i was dying#midnighttalk
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oh thank god
#art from a while back#i played hk first and deepnest was like. the most uncomfortable ive ever been playing the game#mainly because its just so DARK#as for rw... when i got to shaded...... what the actual Hell#i eventually got used to just dying in the dark and exploring the first parts of the region but like. Why is it pitch black#i didnt even realize there was a path to the scav merchant at the first room..... i got to memory crypts before finding it in my next run#hollow knight#rain world#hk ghost#rw slugcat#rw survivor#artatat#?!?@?@?@?@ the alt text got removed for a sec Sorry about that im not sure why or how that happened#also im completely aware deepnest without a lantern is much darker but atleast it isnt pitch black. You know#i also wanna add on the fact i entered deepnest after the mantis lords and thought. “what kind of winning gift is this!?!?!?”#and felt like cornifer for the first couple of minutes LOL#but i had nowhere to go so womp womp :P#to clarify: i dont hate shaded its actually my top route to go from industrial to shoreline#but i hate deepnest with all my heart❤️ godbless#reading the rbs here is so fun.... so true guys#digital art
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So all you kids can sneak into my house with all the cobwebs I'm always drunk on my own tears, isn't that what they all said? That I'll sue you if you step on my lawn That I'm fearsome and I'm wretched and I'm wrong
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#taylor swift#tswiftedit#tswiftgif#happy halloweeeeeeen#lyrics#idk what to tag tbh#let it just be a halloween post#I HAD SO MUCH FUN MAKING IT#nothing's more fun than when you were gif'ing sooooo haRRRRD and felt like your pc is dying#but suddenly a good idea popped out and you realized you needed a halloween-themed font#oh the struggle#it's exhausting but FUN
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I'm gonna be gone for a hot minute bc I just had the worst panic attack of my life and almost got hit by a truck in the most fearful sequence of events I've ever fucking experienced
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#honkai star rail#fanart#hsr#dan feng#baiheng#obligatory i love baiheng hastag#oh my god they make me SUPER SICK#platonic soulmates.......................................#dan feng has probably nevr heard that from anyone else so he felt like dying probably#idk#im making shit up but damn i love it
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