#i feel so uncomfortable on my other blogs bc she knows about them

[ryewwww]

heyy! not new to urr blog but I really liked your admin!Eren fic and admire your ficss! ><

it's my first time sending an ask here so can I request yandere!Eren and yandere!Levi with sweetheart!reader where reader is transferred to the school where Eren and Levi are popular rich jocks and reader is a sweet, kind and kinda naive nerd? like, she basically focuses on her studies and minds her own business (aka introverted) and she's pretty good looking and cute. Eren and Levi are not really bullies but they like to pick on this new girlie who doesn't seem to fawn over them like the other ladies in the school and they kinda bully her (not exactly physically but like they make her do their homework and run their errands at school) and once they find her working on assignments in an almost empty school library and they can't resist the temptation so they defile her purity.

You can include dub con (reader lowkey admires them as she sometimes saw them helping their juniors with stuff and secretly became their tiny fan after watching one of their school basketball match), sweet pet names for reader, crying, etc., overall soft!yan!Eren and Levi because they lowkey love and spoil sweetheart!reader <3

You can use any other AOT character apart from Levi if you don't like him, there's no problem!🤧 Also, can I be "🐝" anon? ><

-> thank you for respecting the fact that I don’t write Levi🥹 I used Jean instead so I hope that’s okay (bc jock!eren and Jean, eat me alive rawwwwwrrree)

-> thank you for all the details this is heavennnn!!

-> and 🐝 is all yours! Welcome :)))

-> I kinda twisted it but I hope it’s still okay!

⚠️: DUB CON, degradation, threesome, anal 🫣, loss of both (hole LOL) virginity, crying, light bullying, coercion

You transferred to an elite private school, hoping to quietly focus on your studies.

You’re a quiet girl—shy, and introverted, always minding your own business and keeping your head down.

Eren & Jean are the school’s star athletes, known for being cocky, charming, and untouchable.

Girls throw themselves at them, teachers adore them, and guys either admire or envy them.

You acknowledge their presence, thought they were pretty handsome, but they’d probably never look your way so why waste time, right?

So you ignore them.

They somewhat knew who you were. Private school is small, word gets around.

They also know the effect they have on people. So when you straight up ignored them, they’re intrigued.

Then obsessed because how dare you ignore them?

They start messing with you just to see you react.

It was perfectly plotted. By some luck, Jean was your lab partner and with him tagged along Eren.

They were a golden duo, sly and flirtatious.

They didn’t make you feel uncomfortable. Instead, they spoke to you like they’ve known you for years. Made you talk about yourself, where you came from ect ect.

They noticed how easily you got flustered and they turned it into a little teasing game to get a reaction from you. You were just too easy to walk all over, it was fun to them.

Eren steals your books, making you chase after him like a little pet.

Jean forces you to do his homework, smirking as you scribble away, completely flustered.

“C’mon, sweetheart. You wouldn’t wanna see me fail, would you?”

They make you run errands for them, knowing you’re too soft to refuse.

You’re not exactly afraid of them, but they’re too pushy, too overwhelming, it’s easier to just go along with it.

Plus, you wanted them to like you because they’re pretty popular. Maybe others might befriend you too just by association.

They start calling you pet names, sweetheart, baby, princess, just to see you blush.

Eren teases you mercilessly, invading your space, leaning in too close, pulling at your hair playfully.

Jean is smoother, acting like he’s doing you a favor by “letting” you help him.

Despite everything, you secretly admire them.

You once saw Jean helping a struggling junior with basketball practice, his usual arrogance replaced with patience.

You also know Eren shuts down pointless (but damaging) rumours.

Sometimes their influence on everyone is good.

They force you to come to every single game. They were making it pretty far and insisted that you were their good luck. They’d wink at you after scoring or sometimes Eren would run up to you during half time to drink from your water bottle (they have plenty of water bottles and energy drinks but eren specifically likes the taste of your water LOL)

It was hard not to fall despite the teasing you faced everyday. But you were too shy to ever confess so you kept it deep down.

When you capture the attention of the two popular boys at school, people are gonna talk.

Rumours started to spread that this is what they do. They make a girl feel special, use them then kick them to the curb. So many girls have left the school because of how humiliated they were afterwords.

It really got in your head and it just made sense. So you did the only thing you could do. And that was avoid them.

It wasn’t easy. You went to school early, and left late. You stopped going to class and had to find new areas to study to avoid the two. You’d pick a spot and sit there all day.

One evening, you’re working late in the almost empty school library, focused on an assignment.

You don’t notice them approaching, until Eren slams his hand on your desk.

“You’ve been avoiding us, baby. That’s not very nice.”

Jean sits beside you, trapping you in, his arm draping over the back of your chair.

“Missed this pretty, little face. We’ve been looking all over. You’re not one to miss class.”

You stammer, confused and nervous

“S-sorry. I’ve been really busy. Do—do you need help with something?”

Eren tilts your chin up, making you look at him. “I need help with understanding why the fuck you think it’s okay to avoid us.” His grip on your chin tightened, “what? You’re too incompetent to keep up with school? We’re too much of a distraction? Tell me your reason.”

Jean’s fingers trail over your wrist, his voice low and sweet. “Don’t be mean, Eren. Our girl is just overwhelmed, isn’t she. Maybe we can help then.”

“N-no! I- I just don’t like you. I don’t like this thing we have going on and I know what you guys do.” You shouldn’t have said it. You froze the moment you realized what came out of your mouth.

They freeze too until Eren’s face twists into amusement. You’ve crossed a line and all of you know it.

They can’t resist anymore. You try to stand up, to escape the awkward tension but Jean grabs your wrist, yanking you back into the chair.

Eren leans in close, voice mocking but gentle. “You think we’re gonna let you leave after what you said, sweetheart?”

Your heart pounds. They’ve never been this intense before.

Jean tucks your hair behind your ear, “especially without an apology? You know better, sweetie.”

Eren slides a hand up your thigh, gripping the hem of your skirt. “I’ll tell you what. You let us between these pretty thighs, and all is forgiven, alright? If not, I’ll go down to the dean myself and get you expelled from here.”

Your eyes widen, tears filling quickly. “N-no. Please don’t. It’ll destroy my transcript.” Your voice soft, vulnerable, just how he likes it.

Eren stands, lifting you from the chair and onto the table. Eren works on your bottoms as Jean rips off your top.

They litter your body with marks, Eren between your thighs and Jean nipping at your soft tits and collarbone.

Eren plunges two fingers in and you squeal.

“Acting like you don’t want this, but you’re fucking soaked.”

His fingers are rough and you’re clinging to Jean, sniffling on his shoulders.

Jean chuckles when you whimper. “Aw, you crying already? We haven’t even started, sweetheart.”

Everything happens too quickly, before you know it Eren’s piercing through your virginity. He’s being as gentle as he possibly could but fuck, the mess you are right now had him running laps.

You wanna cry but Jean’s mouth won’t let you. His tongue is down your throat, sucking the air out of your lungs.

“Fuck! You’re so fucking tight, princess.” Eren kisses your shoulders and jawline, letting you adjust before ruthlessly rutting into you.

It starts feeling good after a while. Especially after Jean starts rubbing your clit as he praised you for taking it so well.

Eren nips at your jaw, his tone half-command, half-praise. “That’s it. You’re such a sweet girl.”

Soon, both men are standing and you’re in between. Jeans behind, Eren’s still nestled in your pussy.

You knew it was coming, Jean had been prepping your ass with his fingers and when you whined, he shut it down with, “you owe me, baby. You gave him your virginity, but what about me, hm? Do you not like me?”

It was Eren’s turn to eat your face. He did so as Jean pushed in and you sobbed in his mouth.

“Hurts—please.”

“Shhhh, that’s alright. You’ll get use to it, baby.”

He slowly pushed it, let you adjust before both men started thrusting in sync. You knew it was too much, they knew it was too much, yet they couldn’t stop themselves.

They had always talked about having a threesome and you were just a perfect fit. The place wasn’t ideal but whatever, still worked.

The library was filled with noise that should never ever fill it.

You’re clawing Eren’s back, overstimulated, spent and sore.

The blood had tried between your thighs and so did Eren’s cum from the first two rounds.

Jean closed in from behind, allowing both of them to thrust deeper into you.

He kissed along your jaw like Eren did as you melted between them.

They were close, twitching inside of you. When they came, they didn’t bother to pull out.

They stood there with you in their arms, peppering your tear-streaked face with kisses.

Jean strokes your hair, whispering, “Shhh, sweetie. You’re fine, you needed this.”

They pull out before Eren sets you down on the table and you slump against him.

Jeans gives you his jacket to cover up because your uniform was practically torn off.

Eren puts it on you before picking you up, stroking your hair. “You did good, baby. So good, m’so proud of you.”

Jeans collects your things and they take you out to his car.

Rip to all the people studying in that library🙏

Not edited!! So sorry for any mistakes!!

[chaosblast]

i'm not sure if you've already moved past talking about the DM leaks that kc posted (and deleted like the coward she is) but i just wanted to point out that it's SO clear that she cherrypicked what DMs she released. even someone like me, a guy who has never consumed any of her content and heard about it via a friend who did, could tell what her intentions were with the DM leaks. it's so obvious that she wanted to throw you and the other person under the bus in an attempt to say "hey i might be gross but look at these people i definitely did not manipulate they also did this thing!" despite you now being blatantly outspoken about how wrong it was.

i also wanted to briefly touch upon how defensive kc got regarding freakycare/the secret au/her trauma. i genuinely don't think that she's ever going to improve from her current state as i think she's content where she is. she claims that this stuff is meant to help her cope but the whole point of coping is to eventually move on and recover. people like her (traumatized people who turn to proshipping) never actually seem to start their recovery phase and will instead purposefully stunt themselves just so they can continue to get away with their gross behaviors relatively scot free.

i also saw that kc said that her therapist knows about and encourages her freakycare blog (or something relating to it) and all i've gotta say is that no respectable therapist would recommend for a victim to draw/write about their trauma and post it PUBLICLY. privately? sure. but not publicly. even if kc truly does use her au and her new blog as a coping method, that does not guarantee that every single person who views it does too. there is a 100% chance that there are people who use it as wank material. if her therapist story is true, she desperately needs to seek a different one.

genuinely the best thing to do regarding kc would be to continue to warn people about her, get her freakycare blog wiped and drive her into some dark recess of the internet and away from other traumatized/vulnerable individuals.

sorry for such a wordy message but i just wanted to share my perspective as an outsider looking in. feel free to ignore this ask if it oversteps your boundaries/makes you uncomfortable. i wish you the best while you and the other victims heal from this ^^

i appreciate your perspective!! it could help people who are having trouble seeing the manipulation for what it is, since it's subtle if you're not versed in that kind of behavior. i think the therapist probably doesn't know the full story, or, if they do, they're purposely placating kc due to how unstable kit seems to them (which is something therapists do). and no, kc definitely isn't going to improve. bc she's only gotten worse. she wasn't like this at all when i knew her. now she's throwing around how much kit hates antis when before kit was strongly in the middle. or maybe she just lied to me. who knows. a mutual friend told her of her grooming of me, claimed she was receptive, but the crashout that happened like three or four days later proves the exact opposite. kit will never be sorry for what happened to me, especially not with her gaggle of goons circlejerk hating me in particular like it's their fulltime job. i'm fine with that. people know what happened and support me. but i do hope one day kc looks back and at least feels bad. that's really the least i could ask for.

[fluffymaxsworld]

hii i just came across your blog and i love your theme!! it’s so cute :))))

can i request könig defending the reader from teasing? maybe she’s a new recruit for kortac and she’s very soft spoken and some other recruits are making fun of her b/c she’s so quiet!! könig overhears this and comes to readers defense!!

thank u bunches!!!

-🐻‍❄️

STOP THIS IS LITERALLY SO SO CUTE 😭😭

könig x gn!reader

(i changed it a bit so you’re soft spoken and a lil shy)

you’re someone new, like never ever been in the military and your first mission is no other than a undercover one!! you’re so so scared bc you know how hard for you is social interactions, especially talking with strangers, ESPECIALLY on an undercover mission that’s supposed to be your first. and its so uncomfortable bc everyone is so used to this type of missions but you :( so you decide to talk to a superior and share your problem. he’s so kind and doesn’t mind that you’re shy and he tells you it’s okay for you to stay at the base.

four are the people that aren’t picked for the mission, you, two men you barely talked to and this big, scary masked guy (lol guess who is!!).

you kinda feel that feeling of shame for not being in the mission, after all everyone knew that that was supposed to be your first one so you just sit there, staring at your lap and sometimes biting on your nails. that big scary guy (who you finally remembered was könig) just sat in front of you with legs spread and body relaxed.

after awhile the two other men approached you. at first they barely acknowledged your presence but then it seemed like they realized who you were and why you were there.

“you skipped the first mission?” one of them asked.

“and the undercover one, over all! it’s basically free buffet and a couple of trackers!” the other continued.

“i don’t like socializing that much…” you muttered, still glaring holes in your lap. your voice was soft and sweet, definitely not the voice of a military woman. they stared at you for a second and then one of them started laughing.

“that’s the fuckin’ weirdest excuse i’ve ever heard!” he said, looking at his friend.

“woman, you can just say you’re lazy, no need to make up a lie like that”

“it’s not a lie…” you replied, voice shaking. you could feel sweat forming on your forehead and lips trembling. you wanted to bury a hole and hide in it.

“it’s not a lie” someone repeated (woooh🫣). you stared up and saw the big, scary man behind the other two. he looked at them and they cheaply excused them self, saying something like “relax man, we were joking” or “you’re no fun…”.

as soon as the two men stepped out the room he turned around to face you.

“are you okay?” he asked, the eyes softening slightly.

“now i am, thank you” you said, catching up the breaths you lost in that hell of a minute.

“you’re the new recruit, aren’t ya?” he asked. you could tell he was from central europe, germany or austria, he had a very clear accent.

“yeah.” you presented yourself, smiling awkwardly at the situation.

“the captain told me ‘bout ya. can’t handle galas or parties?” he said genuinely. it felt like you could trust him, even if you barely knew his name.

“yes. i don’t like talking to strangers…” you answered.

“my cousin has the same problem, ya know? he doesn’t want to host a party, not even for his 18s” he chuckled.

you could help but smiling, his laugh was contagious.

“you must care a lot about him” i said, now enjoying really much his presence.

“yeah. he gets me. you don’t seem scared of me, though. does it mean i made a good first impression?” he asked with a grin on his face that was so oblivious even with the mask on.

you smiled and nodded.

“we’ll get along really well…”

a/n: my god this was so fun to write!! i have a latin exam tomorrow but i wanted to post it earlier, i hope it was okayy :33

i might do a pt.2 tho i wanna make em kiss😈

[ruin--eclipse]

About me (LAST UPDATED MARCH 31)

Most of my time: spent on Roblox with my friends/drawing and watching stuff about Undertale, OR POSTING ON TUMBLR!!

Pronouns: any /gender fluid lol my fam and friends use she/her

what i do every day(or what I post about): fan art of ppl like shundertale/By se-sans (< my favorite au) and sometimes my au, dandys world, and sometimes fnaf, I draw every day bc it’s the only thing I’m good at other than sitting and being lazy like Sans the Skeleton XD

I love undertale as you can see above lol, I love the amazing aus that ppl create!

DNI if 18+ blogs, proshipping, DONATION BLOGS, etc. I WILL BLOCK YOU!!!

I sometimes check out the blogs of the people who like my posts.

I just want to know who i should block or not :D

My goal with my blog: to make people happy and to show my art progress >:D (also for people to know more about my au :3)

This is pretty long so go under the cut for more!

my bday-October 21

My art style: what art style?!?!? It always changes!!!! Ghshdhzhgzusjdgatiakjb

I get art block often so you all can suggest any art things I can draw! I draw almost 24/7. If im not doing that then im watching vids or playing with my friends

Tags I'll commonly use:

My au/Soulswap: #soulswap AND #my au

free comissions - #free comissions

50 followers post

my fandoms: UNDERTALE, UNDERTALE AU, FNAF, OBJECT SHOWS, DANDY'S WORLD, HTTYD and you can try to get me into other fandoms if you want

fandoms i lost but got back into: HTTYD

Past fandoms: lunar and earth show, sun and moon show, pokemon, glitterforce(i watched everything then left), Countryhumans, Solarballs.

you guys can suggest art if you want, I dont want the creators to be uncomfortable so no NSFW allowed. (I do shipchildren if requested)

-SOULSWAP- (MY AU)

ALL ASKS OPEN

THE MAIN ASK BLOG IS @asksoulswap

-TRUST!

how to gain trust:

dont pressure the monsters or make them uncomfortable..

Be nice to them

--hoping to be able to make a comic soon!, writing the story when i'm not playing with my friendos or drawing--

Designs ive finished: Sans, Papyrus, Frisk, Alphys, Toriel, and Undyne.

Papyrus: a lil kid! has a scarf, who gave it to him..?? He doesnt really do hugs, really trusts sans. Sans cals him papyru (papy-roo)

Papyrus's soul: white heart

Interaction one: "Papyru?" "Yes sans?" "i cant sleep.." "Nightmare again?" "mm... Yeah.." "Trust me sans.. I'm not going anywhere.."

Seems pretty harmless

Sans: has a long light blue jacket, eye changes when feeling strong emotions. Ink on the side of his face and over the eyesockets. He has nightmares very often. Really cares about his brother.

Sans soul: white heart

Harmless?

Interaction one: "Hey Sans?" "Yeah?" "Have you been sleeping properly?" "Y-I-uhm.. Y-yes. I-Ive been sleeping r-really good...!" "You sound tired." "..." "..." "..." "Sleep. Please." "Fine... Can please have one of your cookies?" "Only if you sleep." "Okay."

Frisk: "..."

Frisk's soul: black (color slowly changes to determination -red- and patience -light blue-)

Unknown. . . the 7th soul.

Alphys: looks like the original alphys but with ink splotches everywhere on her skin. She doesnt really leave the lab often. Dont bother her while she's working. She likes her job as the royal scientist. She has a slight crush on undyne.

Interaction one: "O-oh hey undyne..!" "Hey!!! Alphys!! How've ya been?" "Ah... Good..!" ".. Have you been working overnight again..?" "A-Uh!!! N-no...." "...."

Alphy's soul: purple heart -perserverence-

Pretty harmless... Sans doesnt like her though..

Undyne: usually visits alphys. They are "best friends".

Undyne's soul: green heart -kindness-

Will hurt you if you hurt her friends.

Toriel: Queen of the underground. Enjoys talking to papyrus.

Toriel's soul: ???

Wants the best for her people. Doesnt know where Asgore is. Hates collecting souls.

interaction one: "Hello papyrus. Its been a few days hasnt it?" "Mhm!! Undyne i teaching me how to cook!!" "is it going well..?" "... I might've started a...small fire... BUT SHE GOT RID OF IT..!!" "Hehe.. Oh papyrus...."

Asgore: keeper of the ruins. A really good cook. Loves to bake. Speaks to Sans. Sans doesnt know his true name. Sans calls him "tea lover" or "old man".

soul: green -kindness-

"Hey old man. Who taught you how to cook? This is amazing..." "...Haha.. Thanks.. an old friend taught me."

[radiowave-slushie]

BOUNDARIES 4 MA TUMBLR BC I NEVER MADE ANY

if you’ve done any of these it’s fine because you didn’t know, but now that i’m posting this please be aware of these things!

1: saying freaky things on this blog is allowed, but please don’t talk about having sex with me. i’m 13 and have experienced sa, it personally makes me uncomfortable (@child-of-the-super-nova dw you didn’t know about this so i don’t blame you or anything)

2: i will be over dramatic and say “kms” in a not serious way, but i personally don’t like telling others to kys or stuff

3: when i am feeling vulnerable there is ONE person i will allow to comfort me/i vent too. that’s @/fawn-fur, bc they’re one of my best friends and one of the few people i feel comfortable with

4: you can vent/rant to me but i am pretty suckish at comforting people. my way of comforting people is by listening to them and trying to relate to them, if ur not chill with people comforting you in that way you might not want to vent to me

5: i’m a sensitive person and i miss understand social interactions a lot! i can misunderstand some things and interpret them differently, if i do you might have to explain things to me in a way it’s easier for me to understand :3

6: i’m in a relationship with fawn, she can talk about making out with me and stuff and sex and stuff with me..

ok i think that’s it

[cheetoyoin]

time for an intro post gang!!!

uhh u guys can call me cheetoyoin or cheetyoin

I got by he/she/they

I am a MINOR (so NSFW please DNI😔)

I’m in the jjba and Beatles fandom (who knows? I might get into more😈)

I GOT INTO MORE

Soul eater, Gorillaz, SoaD, and crk!!!!

this is mostly an art blog and I might just post random stuff

@mista-enjoyer is my #1 pookie bff and uhh check them out bc they r really cool!!!!!

(Including nsfw) Proshitters, racists, homophobes, pedos, darkshippers, terfs, and allat bad shite DNI (like, don’t even like/reblog my shit) RAHHHHH!!!!🖕🖕

SHIPS!!!!

kiraboss, raixrohan (specifically part 9 Rohan), fugio, meloghia, bruabba, yasugap, Anasuixjolyne, proris, avpol, and esikars

other ships I feel uncomfortable about but I don’t mind talking about them!!!

most of my art will be part 5,8, and 9

(oh yeah, and other fandoms lmao but that’s unimportant)

I use ibisPaint and Roblox free draw

Uhh yeah that’s it for now

*jumpscares with cool temporary profile picture until I make a new one(very sigma)*

[toritilla5]

What are your Jay and Cole headcanons anyways? I’ve been curious for a while but never got around to actually asking.

Love your stuff by the way!

tysm!!! i'm not entirely sure if you mean them singularly or if you mean bruise but im gonna ASSUME you mean their ship/duo ... i fear you've opened a can of worms you will never be able to close with this question. i have TOO MANY hcs.... here we go.. (im channelling my inner demons)

i'm giving both angst and non-angst...

whenever either of them get nightmares, they always go to the other's room - no knock, just climb into bed, no questions - and then they just hug it out. they talk if they need to but they just comfort each other the rest of the night :')

jay was so upset post-seabound and so distant, cole tried everything he could to not get jay to shut himself out from everyone. cole encouraged jay to talk about the alternate timeline with him (or at least most of it) and cole tried his best to stay calm or unphased bc he didn't wanna upset jay further but deep down he was PISSED off abt nadakhan

cole worries about jay an unusual amount (seen in the WotD novel) so he tries his absolute hardest to be gentle with jay if he's upset or in a bad mood or if there's smth really bothering him. he just hates the thought of jay not being happy ig :(

jay and cole dated between the end of s4 and pre-s6 (this hc comes and goes sometimes im like yeah could make sense and then other times im like hmm maybe not. but this is why we have h2h)

this is more abt their powers BUT one of my fave hcs is that since earth and lightning kinda go hand in hand in nature, that if jay is too charged up, cole can use his powers to cool him down a little. just like a simple hand on the shoulder or smth would do the trick

cole tells jay "i love you" all the time but jay thinks he means it in a friendly way so jay says it back but cole never corrects him :(

they're less close in the wildbrain seasons because cole confessed his feelings and distanced himself because he didn't want to make jay feel uncomfortable (jay did not feel uncomfortable)

jay and cole got in a fight sometime after s13 because cole was ditching him a lot/ignoring him/whatever to go off to shintaro and hang out with vania/the upply and jay got upset or jealous so they fought about it.. then cole went to shintaro for a few days to calm down because he thought jay was being unreasonable :( (they talked it out in the end tho) i think about this one. a. lot.

every time there's a new ice cream flavour at the ice cream place in the city, they both go together to try it out (one of them has a secret blog reviewing the flavours)

jay is the only one that knows cole is gay/lgbt because cole feels like he doesn't need to tell anyone BUT he wanted to be able to swoon over guys with someone and ofc that person had to be his best friend

one time jay was supposed to go to a dance lesson with nya but she had to go on a mission last minute SO jay begged cole to go with him :)

sort of similar to the last one.. jay was invited to a wedding (for his extended family who live nowhere near the city and dont really keep up with the news, aka they didnt know abt jaya) and nya was busy SO cole offered to be his 'date' but turns out jay begged cole to pretend to be dating at the wedding just to get jay's awful cousin off his back abt "dating someone" (i did write this once)

they went to a couples game night once as bffs and everyone around them got mad because they won (nothing can compare to bromance)

they would be THE most annoying couple. super chill and secretive in public but literally the most lovesick dudes on the planet when at the monastery or alone. so touchy and affectionate. you would literally want to krill them because theyre so annoying but so cute I HATE THEM i love them sm

jay was the reason cole realised he's lgbt

i have WAYYY too many to include here but these are just the ones i thought of off the top of my head :) thank you for asking !!!

[enden-k]

it always makes me really happy to see artists that are more 'fandom-centric' by nature posting their OCs and other things along that line and getting positive feedback, which then in turn causes them to create and post more OC stuff tbh (this is meant 100% genuinely, i apologise if the way i phrased it is a little stilted or odd, i just love seeing non fandom content on my dash)

anyways, feel free to use this ask as a free pass to give us some random tidbits about your OCs and their stories! whatever is swirling around in there that you haven't been about to find a spot to talk about just yet would be great /gen

tbh i always drew my own characters and stories since childhood but started doing fanart when i joined my first big fandom back then (which was bleach in my teenage years); i kept drawing my own things until college between fanart here and there but the moment i made my art blog here i neglected my works more and more and did more fanart instead (for fgo back then). i havent drawn any of my comics again for 4 years or smth but now that my sister got back into hers again she motivated me to pick up my old stories again!!

i think bc ppl were so excited abt my fanart i always knew my own stuff wouldnt get as much reaction so i didnt even try and then just stopped working on it hhjhdfkj but yea, now that my sister gave me motivation and energy and now that i see ppl are actually liking my stuff its smth else aaaa. sry for rambling, i just wanted to clarify that im not fandom-centric by nature, it just happened over the time

anw idk what i should babble abt so uhhh have a fun fact:

not only is this specific story the first proper, planned through one i drew in my teenage years, its also the one that got me in trouble and caused a lot of serious pain bc my adoptive father snooped in my room back then and stole specific pages (like gore or smut scenes, yea i was edgy but also heavily traumatized and in a very bad place) and made up random shit about it to make fun of me, expose me by showing my friends and others and claim outrageous stuff. i tried to remake it later but always stopped with each version and never attempted to revive this story again bc it always filled me with shame and horror knowing he still owns these pages. me redrawing it now is lit the first time in YEARS that i touch it again and it feels very healing, like im seeing my teenage self again drawing this stuff with sm passion and not the person anymore who trampled on it and used it to cause me pain. bc that exact thing was what kept me from working on it again. i just couldnt do it.

(as usual w personal stuff, im just sharing this very dry like facts and i get uncomfortable when people send comfort so ye, reminder to not do that please)

[narrativelysignificantturtleduck]

okay so i just stumbled upon your blog and the first thing i saw was the pianjeong tag.

i have to ask.

do you ship piandao and jeong jeong??? do other people ship piandao and jeong jeong ???? is pianjeong a thing, and if so, WHY ?????

i'm truly baffled but i want to be enlightened

(i know you sent this a while ago sorry, took me some time to figure out how to respond and gather all the links to fic)

yes, yes, and yes, though of course it's a pretty niche thing since it's about minor characters.

as to why - imo it stems from the fact that if you want to ship either of them with someone, the other is the most obvious choice. around the same age, fellow white lotus member, fellow ex-fire nation military, easy to interpret as gay. like no, they don't have any canon interaction, but it's easy to imagine that they've interacted offscreen.

for my part, i got into it in 2020 when my friend abby @rarepairnation came up with it while writing earth system history, a zukka fic with piandao as zuko's gay professor. when trying to find a character to be his husband, she landed on jeong jeong, and then decided to go explore that dynamic with spark from a flame and we said forever (but forever wouldn't wait for us). i'd always liked both characters - i'm a sokka fan so of COURSE i like piandao, and i thought jeong jeong was fascinatingly tormented - so i was drawn in.

i think i'm still into it so many years later bc the storyline and characterizations established back then are legitimately really good. there's kind of a pianjeong "canon" to me:

they meet as young men in the fire nation military. young piandao is desperate to prove himself worthy (backstory from an old nickelodeon lore site says his parents abandoned him as a kid for being a nonbender) meanwhile young jeong jeong is a firebending prodigy (from that same lore site) vaguely uncomfortable with the status & privilege that grants him. they both crave what the other has

piandao brings a sword to a fire fight and wins. they both find the experience exhilarating - piandao is thrilled to be defeating a powerful firebender, and jeong jeong is thrilled to have someone stand up to him (spark from a flame, an old phenomenon)

they start a relationship of sorts, kept secret bc of the homophobia in the military (army dreamers)

jeong jeong deserts, leaving piandao behind (we said forever)

piandao eventually leaves the military too, traveling the world and learning the truth of the war (beyond your darkness)

they both independently end up in the white lotus

piandao offers jeong jeong a place to stay at his mansion after the war and they reconnect. it's been so long and so much has changed and jeong jeong definitely isn't in the right mental place to be in a relationship but slowly, he gets better and they get close again (i'm your light, ghosts, diary of the deserter)

like, is this kinda just two OCs in atlaverse? probably. but i think another reason i've been into it so long is that it allows me to engage with atla without always having to deal with the broader fandom discourses that frustrate me. i think atla is a pretty good show so the way fandom tends to want to change or ignore canon doesn't really appeal to me. i'd rather just play around in the universe! also i started writing a lot of pianjeong fic in 2020-2021 and tend to be a slow writer so i'm still working on it, and that keeps my interest alive.

so yeah. feel free to join us in old man yaoi if you like :)

[ask-moonbig]

Will you become a Mooner?

I have spread my reach from Hermitcraft onto the place my believers call... Tumblr?

My mooners, specifically in the land they call "Boatem" wanted to more about me so they placed slips of paper with questions onto my alter and I received them

You may call me "moon" or "moonbig", I do not have a preference. Hm? My pronouns? Oh, she/her or it/it's works fine.

Stay in my good graces.

OUT OF CHARACTER INFO - DO NOT SEND ASKS BEFORE READING

I am -not- connected to Hermitcraft and take everything I say my own content. I am not actually the moon.

This is based on the moon from Hermitcraft season 8! I also run the @where-is-moon-big blog if you want more moon content.

You can call me Moonlover, MoonMod or just Mod and my pronouns are they/them

TAGS

Answering asks: #ask moonbig and #moonbig whispers

non-ask posts: #moonbig whispers

OOC updates: #moonlover speaks

Long form non ask writings: #the moon's logbook

Any posts with art pieces: #art

Moon playlist!

RULES

no nsfw, I'm a minor!

no spamming asks

Don't send asks that are just emojis or a single word

Ask me before interpreting this character into art of writing, she is pretty much my own OC so keep that in mind

Anybody from the ask-(person) collective or (character)'s-mailbox collective is free to interact, I'm fine with anybody from anywhere

Other fandom ask blogs are free to interact too

No dms to this blog or my main blog unless you ask

Keep this blog separate from my main blog until we are close enough friends

cursing is fine, I think it's funny. If you're a repeating anon please let me know if you are uncomfortable with me swearing to you. (I have the language of a sailor, I apologize)

Fair warning, a lot of this is going to have religious undertones bc the mooners are a religion. I myself are atheist and nonreligious so if I accidentally say somthing that is inappropriate in regards to religion please tell me and I will take it down or edit.

TEXT KEY

Moon's talking looks like this

<older post's actions look like this>

*newer post's actions look like this*

((Out of character looks like this, and everything in tags is also ooc))

Thank you for reading! I'm fine going through her lore/explaining her backstory as many times as I need, so feel free to ask

[melodymay-k1tty]

MASTERLIST: SCENARIOS & FANFICS (ONE PIECE VER.)

CATEGORIES

Fem!Reader Short/Longfics 🪼

<empty yet>

Fem!Reader One-Shots 🪼

<empty yet>

Character x Character 🪼

<empty yet>

Bf Headcanons 🪼

Caesar Clown♡

Charlotte Katakuri♡

Donquixote Doflamingo♡ (coming soon)

Donquixote Rosinante♡

Enel♡

Monkey D. Luffy♡

Portgas D. Ace part. 1 ♡ / Portgas D. Ace part. 2 ♡

Roronoa Zoro♡

Trafalgar Law♡

Vinsmoke Ichiji♡

Vinsmoke Niji♡

Vinsmoke Sanji♡

Vinsmoke Yonji♡

RULES

1. I don't usually accept requests, because I can only write if I have my own inspiration. So, DON'T rush me or keep demanding something from me (please, I lovely kindly ask). But my question box is open for any ideas.

2. Please don't ask me for disgusting themed stories. I do NSFW, but as long as it doesn't involve some gross stuff I don't even need to talk about (I'm not talking about NCS or anything like that, but about really gross stuff).

3. Don't get your hopes up on character x character stories written by me. If there are any, they will be rare exceptions, as I'm generally not a big fan of this type of writing (except in some VERY specific cases). And I can probably only write that kind with Nico Robin.

4. I can't write (which includes mostly NSFW) about these characters: Franky, Brook, Jinbe, Tony Tony Chopper, Trebol, Señor Pink, Buffalo, Shiryu, and countless other characters, most of which in this extensive list include a few minor characters or extras.

5. Definitely NOT (for now): Franky, Brook, Jinbe, Tony Tony Chopper, Trebol, Señor Pink, Buffalo, Shiryu, Machvise, Lucky Roux, etc...

6. I kindly ask you not to ask me for fanfics Frobin (Franky + Robin) or Jinbin (Jinbe + Robin), I just hate those two ships, but I respect your opinion if you like it. Anyway, I will forever be Zorobin (Zoro + Robin) and Lawbin (Law + Robin), and I can write about them with great pleasure.

DO NOT ask me for!

1. As I already mentioned, stories involving disgusting stuff.

2. Stories involving incest, necrophilia, cannibalism, cruelty to animals, and other terrible things like that. Please don't ask me for this!

3. Stories with racist, bigoted, homophobic, xenophobic themes, these terrible things...

4. OOC characters and stories set in the real world. I just manage to write just for the OP world. Of course, I can open exceptions from time to time, but I don't guarantee anything.

5. Fanfics with male!reader or gn!reader (okay, maybe someday I might try it?! but for now it doesn't work, and it's simply bcs I can't write for that type).

6. Stories for non-binary people (I'm sorry, I'm serious, I just can't write for non-binary people). I swear I already tried it, but it was just awful. So, for now, that's my decision.

7. Character x Character stories (I've only managed one so far, with Nico Robin — and she's just the only one I've felt good doing it with).

8. Fanfics with LGBTQIA+ themes (I'm really sorry, but I can't. Especially those involving characters like Zoro, Law, Doflamingo, Rosinante, Eustass Kid, etc... It just doesn't come out of there). But I can do things like that between women (orange/lesbians).

WHAT CAN I DO?

1. Yes, I can mix races and write reader with fishmen, minks or something else.

2. NSFW content (I definitely can and want to, once I have good development in the stories of course).

3. I can also do size kink, I just don't make it if that will be with characters like Whitebeard, Kaido, Blackbeard, Bartholomew Kuma and others like them...

WARNINGS

1. English IS NOT my first language and I'm not fluent in it. Therefore, I write the stories in my native language, and then I translate them with the help of Google Translate. Any spelling errors should be explained by this.

2. My blog is NOT FREE from spoilers, +18 content, dark content and things that might make you feel a little uncomfortable maybe (like angst, NCS, etc...).

3. This blog is focused on One Piece, but I still don't know if I'll gather all my stories from different animes and doramas here, or if I'll create a secondary blog for that.

Now, I'm going to create a “list” of characters and the appropriate colors inserted will define whether or not I can write about them.

Color Green — I definitely CAN write about this character.

Color Red — I definitely CANNOT write about this character. At least not these days.

Color Orange — Maybe I can and maybe I can't write about this character. And it is very likely that there will be regulations for this.

Color Purple — These are my favorites characters to write about.

Color Pink — Just Fluffy.

Color Blue — I can definitely write about this character. But there will be PROBABLY little or no fluffy/romance and it will likely be +18 Only.

Akainu. Alvida. Aokiji. Arlong. Bartholomew Kuma. Bartolomeo. Bellamy. Boa Hancock. Brook. Buggy. Caesar Clown. Capone Bege. Camie. Carrot. Cavendish. Crocodile. Diamante. Donquixote Doflamingo. Donquixote Rosinante “Corazon”. Dracule Mihawk. Enel. Franky. Hody Jones. Inuarashi. Izo. Jewelry Bonney. Jinbe. Kikunojo. Kizaru. Koala. Marco. Marshall D. Teach “Blackbeard”. Monkey D. Dragon. Monkey D. Luffy. Nami. Nekomamushi. Nico Robin. Nojiko. Paulie. Pedro. Perona. Portgas D. Ace. Rebecca. Rob Lucci. Roronoa Zoro. Sabo. Shanks. Shirahoshi. Silvers Rayleigh. Smoker. Tashigi. Tony Tony Chopper. Trafalgar D. Water Law. Tsuru (Young Prime). Usopp. Vinsmoke Ichiji. Vinsmoke Niji. Vinsmoke Reiju. Vinsmoke Sanji. Vinsmoke Yonji. Viola. Wadatsumi. Yamato. Zeff.

Where can you find me?

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[thegamingcatmom]

Would the sisters know when MC is about to get her period? And how would they deal with it? Like as vampires would the blood bother them for example, or make them feel hungry(hope not yikes) or make them uncomfortable? Uncomfortable bc I think that kind of blood doesnt have the same scent as fresh blood from another source. What if MC got unbearable pain for a couple days with fever and such so she had to be on bed? (Maybe projecting myself there, is terrible) I have a feeling they would spoil her to no end after the panic fades away, perhaps Carmen would need to intervene, we can call it Divine intervention 😂😅

Would the sisters know when MC is about to get her period?

Yes. Defo. 100%.

I´ve made a post about this quite a while ago actually (I´d search my blog but...am too lazy atm tbh 😅). Basically, it´s all about those subtle changes that occur in and with the female body just before period hits. Yknow, things like-

hormonal shifts (estrogen levels and all that stuff)

release of pheromones (due to the hormonal shifts)

physical changes (bloating, tenderness, cramps)

mood swings (those are dangerous)

etc.

While mood swings are a dead giveaway, stuff like hormonal shifts isn't as obvious. At least not to your typical human. Meaning:

They can smell it. They can smell any changes occuring in- and outside MC´s body. They´ll probs know she´s about to bleed long before she does.

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How would they deal with it?

I don´t think it would make them uncomfortable in the sense of making them hungry. They got centuries of experience when it comes to dealing with their bloodlust, so I think MC´s quite safe there, lol.

However, I can´t imagine that, in all their years, there hasn´t been an opportunity for them to get a taste. For a vampire, there´s gotta be some curiosity whether there´s any difference to their "usual" source. So I think the sisters very likely gave into their curiosity at some point. Especially during their Succubus phase in which they pretty much acted like horny teenagers 24/7. (Good times. When we leave out the why...)

Also, perhaps it works as some kind of...nutritional supplement? For some vamps? Like, I don´t think they could sustain themselves SOLELY on that type of blood. It´s just entirely different in composition, and the amount they´d get from it pales in comparison to their usual food source. Let´s also not forget the fact that it´s only available for a limited amount of time, then they´d have to wait for a new cycle to begin, literally lol. It´s just a very taxing way of getting blood because you constantly have to be on the move to get that good stuff before it runs out again. Can you imagine the pressure?? 🤯

Right, to get back to the sisters:

I don´t think it would bother them. On the contrary:

The need to be close to MC would probs increase tenfold because something about the way she smells is just so...addicting? But also kinda soothing?? Like you said, the smell is probs different because there´s other stuff mixed in that blood as well, so I´d like to think the experience wouldn´t be as intense for a vampire. It´s more like a cat getting a healthy dose of catnip I´d say:

The sisters just wanna bury themselves into MC, rub themselves in all that is their mate whilst purring aggressively, only to flop over and cease to function for a while. It´s like a drug. 😅

(Yes, that stick is MC. And there ain´t no way they gonna let her go anytime soon. And yes, they might also try to lick-)

Also, their protective instincts would go through the roof because of all those hormonal/pheromone changes. In the animal kingdom, lots of the communication happens through that stuff. Vampires are more on the animal side of the spectrum imo, so the need to defend what is theirs might be stronger than usual.

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What if MC got unbearable pain for a couple days with fever and such so she had to be on bed?

(I feel that. Luckily for me, I only gotta deal with that crap twice a year. ✌️😎)

Right, as I said previously, there ain´t no way they´re gonna leave MC´s side if there´s no need for it (like to go hunting). Especially not if their fragile hooman is in pain. No power on earth could tear them away from her while she´s in that state. In fact, they might even cease to take care of themselves-

Carmen: "You need to feed, my loves."

The Sisters: *refuse to even acknowledge her presence*

Carmen, realizes she needs to get out the big guns: "For her."

The Sisters: *reluctantly lift their gazes from a sleeping MC to share a look, only to realize all the gold has indeed been swallowed by darkness*

The Sisters: *turn to regard Carmen*

Carmen: *has that I told you so look on her face*

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LIKE, YKNOW???

I mean, they very likely would have thought to go hunting before that period hits. Especially because they´re aware of its presence before it´s even there. So, a scenario like that probs won´t happen unless the sisters weren´t able to hunt for some reason. BUT STILL-

It´s just so ugh to imagine, ain´t it?? 😩🤌

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So yes, there´s defo gonna be lots of pampering and spoiling to no end. Anything MC desires shall be hers. In fact-

They´re a bit too overzealous. Bringing MC stuff that she didn´t even know existed. (They purchased it for that exact scenario.) Like, all MC wants is some chocolate, perhaps a heating pad and her wives showering her with their love. Which means lots of cuddles and kisses.

And what does she get instead?

Literally anything else because the only time the sisters aren´t on the move is when MC is asleep. Thus, they´re never stopping, always searching for something to get her and make her feel better-

Enter: The Divine Intervention

(I fucking love that btw.)

Carmen´s gonna have that look, yknow? The one that says how utterly charming she finds the attempts that have been made, but also *affectionate* wtf are you even doing, you fools? Like, yknow, she´s gonna go all "Oh, honey..." on them.

In other words: Carmen becomes (even more) Momma.

She´s gonna bring MC that chocolate and a heating pad, she´s gonna give her the biggest hug and a kiss on the forehead, and then she will proceed to fluff up that pillow, tuck in that blanket nice and tight, basically turning MC into a burrito-

And MC? Finally at peace, in heaven even. Can´t contain her sigh of utter relief and satisfaction. This is the shit-

...And the sisters?

...

What can I say? It´s the simple things, sometimes. 🤷‍♀️

The sisters will get it. Eventually.

...Perhaps.

LISTEN-

Only the best is good enough for their darling mate, aight?? Don´t judge them. 😭

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Thanks a lot for your ask! 💋

[seraphbliss]

feb 1st.

my first real blog here! neat :3

as of right now, this account is sterile and lacking all of the fun context needed for silly future shitposts. fixing that by explaining my week.

sunday was my most recent work shift. it's slow szn and i barely get hours. it's not really okay because wages are low too, but at the very least, i like my coworkers. most of them. i work today in about 4.5 hrs, but it would've been abt 2 if i hadn't swapped w/ someone. i only did it because i feel the need to prove myself reliable, since i turned down the same girl 2x already. at work, i carry around a pumpkin kitty plushie.

monday, i watched the stepford wives (2004). me and my friend meant to watch (1975) but it was a treat in and of itself. very on the nose feminist theory mostly and pretty progressive for a mid 2000s film. did not like the monologues, but claire's said a Lot about patriarchy. without reading into the gender essentialism littered throughout, she just wanted to stand at the top of her career with her husband and not have to compartmentalize all the time. to "be the man" is to lead a lonely, emotionally absent life and she didn't want that. she wanted to feel, and to run her world. people of all genders should be able to do that! claire just went about it so terribly wrong bless her heart. also adored nicole kidman with that short cut—an absolutely stunning woman. i also started teaching myself trad art again. i'll eventually take more pictures of my life with my digicam (that aren't obnoxious aurafarming self portraits). expect personal pics soon.

tuesday began my last semester of high school. i have no complaints. my teachers are fine, i get along with my classmates, the courses don't seem hard (little worried about math. never my strong suit.), and i get to leave early. the guy i used to fawn over in august was really excited to tell me about his crush. laughing at disappointment is great but you've still got to deal with your feelings.

wednesday, i listened to marry me by kanii. the temptations haunt me. you want me; girl, don't i know?

i opened my playlist in a bottle from 2024 on thursday. the song for my favorite person was from deathconsciousness and the song i planned to kiss someone to was strawberry cream by oeil. it's actually ridiculous how much changed within a year, often within the span of a week. the note i left read: i <3 u hope ur good. that night i had rice, tempura shrimp, and kimchi while i worked on finishing designing a magazine.

yesterday, i set up this blog and mentally prepared to be at home alone for another 2-3 months. i called up a friend to watch the substance (2024) together. i didn't have any expectations for this movie bcs i never saw any trailers, and i watched it terribly late. this was just evil freaky friday or any other bodyswap trope. it didn't explore the concept in any new way and was sooooo long for it not to, which was really disappointing. i found myself questioning why sue and elizabeth were at odds w/ each other so intensely from the start if "they are one." like shouldn't their motivations align, and they, like, find it in their best interest to keep each other alive and well? i understand satire and whatnot and i get the message (beauty standards bad. Okay.) but i just don't think this film really had anything important to say. the body horror was amazing and then progressively got worse and tacky and excessive and it made me sad bcs some of the scenes were especially uncomfortable. i dunno, this movie just wasn't doing it for me.

today, all is not lost. i'll play animal crossing with my friends, clean my room a bit, and close at work even though i hate closing on saturdays.

[briefcasejuice]

hey sam, any tips on surviving college as an autistic person? I truly feel so out of place and uncomfortable, I'm not sure I want it. Thinking about maybe just getting a shitty 9-5 job for the rest of my life and that's it, the education system is definetly not made to fit us. I'd like some tips though (if you have any) bc I'm trying again and wanted it to work and I really relate to your experiences. Sending you love.

okay so i'm not clinically diagnosed and after speaking with therapists about it, i've decided i don't really want to be. it would be helpful but the us government doesn't need to know that one of their international students is autistic and the jamaican government couldn't care less. school used to be really easy for me; the highschool i got into is considered the best in the caribbean and i continued to do really well for a while after i got there. school generally and really really suddenly became a challenge once i crossed into 10th grade; basic stuff like deciding to do assignments much less finishing them, submitting them, and getting a grade became really difficult and i couldn't figure out why. it even genuinely confused me when outwardly, it was clear to my teachers that i was trying really hard but inwardly, i just couldn't do these basic things anymore. i was kind of running on empty but i developed this weird subconscious utilisation of my ability to hyperfixate and hyperfocus to turn to something i'm genuinely interested in and give it as much as i can (because then, it never actually feels like 'work' in the traditional sense because i enjoy it) while for other things i did the bare minimum to conserve my energy. according to my mom at the time (10th grade), this was something i always did, she called it 'shutting down', but it was new that she was seeing it being done with school. it didn't fix my grades, even stuff id hyperfocus on would get me grades lower than what i had worked for and i stayed a below-average student for the rest and highschool and into post-secondary but it kept up my interest in school for as long as was necessary.

i straight up didn't survive my first year of university 💀 i remade last november so many people here might not have seen my live blogged university flop experience. i'm really not kidding when i say that i unintentionally jinxed myself into becoming mae borowski (minus the part about jinxing myself. i don't believe in that, that's the joke). i failed a whole class during my first semester because i genuinely couldn't handle a four course, fifteen credit work load. that semester i was taking basic video (pre-req), english 105 (pre-req), european film (seminar), and film and media history (pre-req, online) and after i submitted my first assignment for english 105, i just could never submit another one and it didn't help that every assignment past the first counted towards your final. i focused on the film courses because that's my major, and that's what i was interested in, and with the work load i had it was what i could handle. i get really embarrassed talking about this because fifteen credits is a normal workload so it shouldn't be an issue and it tends to not make any sense to people who aren't autistic that i'm able to get an A+ in two courses with flying colours of student recommendations from my professors so much so that they still came up to me when we saw each other on campus outside of being their student, a B in one and completely fail, not even fail but straight up just not finish another. it just doesn't sound rational at all and i get self conscious but it's literally what happened.

i made four friends in the first three weeks of my first semester and legitimately never made another one beyond that for the whole year which is a far cry from the stories my other friends who attend universities in the us have, which is also insanely embarrassing but i did volunteer for the city's film festival, which was fun even though i didn't really make any friends (they were all people muchhh older than with careers and shit).

in retrospect, i can say that my mental health started to rapidly deteriorate after my first semester—i was dissocisated for practically that whole break, having panic attacks daily, etc but i got a little bit better when i restarted school for spring 2024. i specifically chose classes that i thought id be interested in and would be easier because i knew i wasn't doing well mentally. that semester i took experimental moving images 302, immigration and film 213, another seminar 211, and i tried retaking english 105. i did worse this time—i got an A+ and glowing recommendations from my EMI prof which is terribly ironic because being a first year student taking a 300 level course is crazy but... autism 🤷 i was really into that class, a B in the seminar* and my prof invited me to work on an art project with him (i missed the exhibition during my leave of absence :/), failed immigration and film, and failed english 105 (again). like, again, that skew is so fucking irrational it always makes me feel crazy to see until i remember that this is a normal autistic experience for university.

my gpa (which was a 3.7 or so when i got into university but restarted when i switched school systems) dropped to a 2.2 and i lost my academic scholarship. i got it back but i had to take a leave of absence (which has been the past school year). my academic advisor wants me to get an academic withdrawal and basically start university over from scratch. so yeah i really didn't survive and my mental health definitely got worse over the course of my leave of absence which has lead to my current journey with trying medication. my last day in the us as a student in may 2024 was crazy i had to move out on my own then fly back home; i didn't sleep for like three days and the night before my flight i was on a call with my dad for hours sobbing and trying to figure out how to pack everything into my suitcases. i also had to crowdfund a lot of the money i paid to store my stuff until i could get them moved elsewhere cause in the depths in my depression i didn't do enough research into the place i chose. <- my parents paid for the rest i couldn't crowdfund or pay myself, which was about 300/1.2k and they complained about that 💀 they don't know

my point is, learn from my mistakes

speak with your academic advisor straight off the bat and know your limits.

take smaller than average course loads and try to pace yourself when it comes to things you know will be hard for you.

don't push through it, drop that course if you need to. take a break if you need to. ask your prof for extra time if you need to. take that leave of absence if you need to. breaks are unlimited, use them to your advantage!!! you're not gonna get left behind just because your degree took five or eight years instead of the usual four.

keep showing up though. attendance and taking part in your classes is everything. you really don't have to be friendly about it, just do it enough to establish a relationship with your professor. i always had an issue with having relationships with teachers in highschool but it was surprisingly much easier in university because profs are usually willing to be your friend rather than a source of absolute authority.

also i could've gotten an incomplete grade on english 105 when i retook it (instead of getting a failure, i couldve submitted my assignments beyond the end of the semester, *which is what i did for the seminar i took in spring 2024. my prof really believed in me and let me submit assignments beyond the end of the semester) if i kept showing up to class but i got really depressed and started missing classes.

so get help when you realise you need it. my school had free therapists, i saw a psychiatrist for free, etc etc. so try to figure out if your school has those resources for you right off the bat. don't wait until it gets too bad.

if you can, try to repair your relationship with your parents now that you aren't living with them 24/7 anymore. genuinely, those ten months i spent living on my own, despite how deteriorated my mental health became, saved my LIFE. in 2023, it was either i got out of jamaica or killed myself no i'm not kidding but having them as a support after the fact has definitely helped.

be obsessive with planning. know how everything is going to happen as much as you can plan for it (so like travel, classes, homework, studying, etc) so that you can reserve that energy for other things that matter.

this was probably a shitty answer but my personal experiences are all i'm able to extend here :/ i really hopes this help in some way, shape or form. sending that love right back <3

[blondmanforgiver]

ᴏᴋᴀʏ ʟᴇᴛ's ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴀ sɪᴅᴇʙʟᴏɢ ᴀ sʜᴏᴛ

Intro post! What's up guys, I'm Gabbi and welcome to the One Piece blog. I'm bad at making friends online but I'd love to chat with more people about theories and characters, and I'm sure followers on my main will be thrilled to not see random OP posts anymore.

sᴛᴜғғ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴍᴇ ɪ ɢᴜᴇss

◆  My favorite Strawhat is Sanji.  ◆  Favorite character other than him is probably Doflamingo. I can forgive a blond man anything. ◆  My favorite thing about One Piece is how little regard it has for revenge, and how optimistic it is about people even when they're doing bad stuff. ◆  My most controversial take is that Rosinante was a snitch raised by Marines and it's nuts how many people take the shit he says about Doflamingo at face value, half an arc after seeing how Marines view even pirates who save their lives and fix their mistakes. ◆  I worship at the altar of characterization and I'm a little pretentious about it. I do my very best not to be mean to people with even objectively wrong character takes, but I am a snob at heart. ◆  I do not get the hype on like... 80% of m/m Sanji ships. It seems like a lot of them are just Sanji x Man-Who-Looked-At-Sanji-for-Ten-Minutes-and-Wasn't-Rude. I find any ship with a guy who's not on the crew exceedingly implausible, that man is gonna need MONTHS to sort out being into a guy, guaranteed. I like the gender stuff, I'm not interested in shoving it into a box so he can fuck Gaimon or whoever. ◆  I study the Bible casually for fun. Consequently, I've got a decent number of theories and hc's relating to that. ◆  I get that it makes some people uncomfortable but I like the gender stuff. I find his fucked up relationship with gender fascinating even with all the rough edges. I do not think Fishman Island is ooc and I'm not afraid of the way he acts toward the okama (anime additions excluded). I neither need nor want him to be a perfect ally who knows all the right terms and came back Enlightened™ about himself. I've got a lot of opinions on this tying in with Wano and the Clear-Clear Fruit but they're probably gonna need their own post. ◆  I personally find the transfem hc a little reductive, but I'm glad other people are having fun with it. :) ◆  I want to chat! I'm old and I miss being able to just strike up a conversation online! Talk to me about shit! ◆  For all intents and purposes I am caught up on the manga. The way I got into One Piece is deeply chaotic (started with Whole Cake bc I already knew the entire plot) but there is nothing you can spoil for me. I read the new chapters weekly with my best friend. ◆  Ships I like include Zosan, Shuggy, and whatever the name for Sanji and Pudding is. I think Robin deserves three boyfriends. She's earned it. ◆  I've got pretty firm opinions on sexual orientation for a few of these characters. Zoro with girls, Nami with guys, and Luffy with anyone are all gonna be a no from me, chief. Nothing Personal. ◆  I love a mean girl, I love a morally grey or evil woman. Linlin is worlds more interesting than Kaido, get at me. Pudding has never done anything wrong and she never will. ◆  The way I see it, I'm coming at this from sort of a literary analysis perspective? I'm serious about it as a story. I like the canon, wouldn't be here if I didn't. I think Oda is an amazing writer and I can't wait to see what he does with it. In my opinion, the purpose of fanfic, headcanon, etc. (at least the kind I'm interested in reading) is to weave a thread into the tapestry of canon that makes the whole thing more beautiful.

If any of this sounds like stuff you align with or want to chat about it, hit me up! Shoot me an ask or a dm. It's invaluable to get other people's perspectives, especially people who are really passionate about characters I'm not as into. :) Past the read-more is just gonna be stuff about me, so feel free to click through, otherwise happy scrolling!

ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟs

Welcome to the read-more folks. Here's stuff about me that's less related to One Piece. But only less.

◆  I'm an adult. Late 20s. ◆  I'm from the US, East Coast. ◆  I'm probably some flavor of transmasc but I'm not doing anything about it right now lmao. ◆  I'm a cosplayer! I make a lot of my own stuff, you'll likely see me post pictures here sometimes with my cosplay partner (@zomboba). ◆  OP Cosplays Completed: Nami (Pre-TS), Sanji (Pre-TS), Crocodile, Shanks. ◆  OP Cosplays In-Progress: Doflamingo (Pre-Dressrosa), Renaissanj ◆  OP Cosplays Upcoming: Pudding! Got a bunch of fabric for her on clearance at Joann's 😭 ◆  My other fandoms include MDZS and 616 Iron Man, but One Piece is EATING my life currently. ◆  I got into OP after Our Flag Means Death shat the bed a couple of years ago. I was a huge Izzy fan, even the fandom treating us like shit didn't affect me. My cosplay partner (Ed) and I had painstakingly thrifted real leather costumes, we were walking in Pride parades, organizing photoshoots at cons, and then......... That. Honestly the cancelation might've been a mercy. And then OPLA came out, and my best friend (and toboldlymuppet, who publicly said that she was going back to One Piece) finally convinced me to get into it. Now I'm here.

Anyhow, I'll be reblogging posts I made previously on my main here for a bit tagged #Posts from Paradise More tags to come, probably.

[miss-soph-star]

Hi princess 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

Oh okay i knew what disserations are, but at first i didn't get it lol i was at a party when i read that and today i'm hungover as shit

Well i'm glad you took that huge weight off your shoulders. I still have to do mine and it'll probably take me two years to finish uni in general

lol so much rant

I know the songs you recommended and i like them very much. Now that you mention sister by she wants revenge, what about sister but by Mac Demarco?

I'm not familiar with the bands you said after the songs, i'll snoop into them. Any particular songs of them to start with?

Now, I have a question for you

What is it about the "good girl" thing? I know it's a very treasured term in the bdsm community and now that i'm finally embracing my domme nature, i want to fully understand the meaning and importance of it.

Calling someone a good girl used to make me uncomfortable bc people also call those things to little girls and pets in a different context obviously, but for now i haven't been able to rip apart that context from the praise kink context

However i do like to call you that bc you really seem that good

Anyways lots of rambling lmao hope you have a good day💜

- ☯️

(Pd oh about the nickname or whatever let me think about that bc i have doubts as well, i have honorific names that i like but idk if it's appropiate to share them with you? Lmk)

Hi darling,

I hope you’re feeling a little better soon & you enjoyed your party! As for your dissertation & uni work, I’m sure you’ll be absolutely amazing! I’ll answer your question first and then below I’ll leave some song recommendations <3

Before I get started, I want to tag some accounts who’ve really helped me on my journey. As a submissive, I don’t have experience as a domme, so I feel it would be better to sign post you to these accounts, which will allow you to develop a better understanding from that side of the dynamic. I hope you all don’t mind me tagging you <3

@madamejadex educational posts are great for delving into different areas of BDSM, and I highly recommend having a look!

@blue-willow-tree also another amazing blog to look at, if your wanting advice and amazing writing skills!

@sapphiconherknees - my favourite submissive bestie! Who’s account is full of great writings, and understanding submission from another perspective to mine

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So for me ‘good girl’ is more of a term of endearment and praise. I’ve had partners in the past who’ve used it both sexually/ non-sexually depending on the moment.

For example dropping it into conversation randomly knowing it will get a reaction is something ex partners have used. It either sends me running straight to bed or I blush completely and start stumbling over my words.

As for sexually, if a partner called me ‘my good girl’ or ‘your such a good girl’ that to me is almost a form of thanks and lets me know I’m doing the best I can for my domme, because for me knowing I’m pleasing them and doing my best is what makes me feel not only cared for and appreciate, but really makes the whole experience perfect.

I’d also say for me, as someone who experiences what I would say quite a deep sub space, where I go from very vocal to unable to get my words out, ‘good girl’ is a phrase that tips me into the space very quickly, and I pull the best please from sinking to that place. For me that space is very hazy, quiet and I sometimes find my vision blurs slightly, but it’s different for everyone and even for me it changes depending on how safe I feel or what I’m doing at the time. I’ll include some links to other blogs who explain this in more detail and from other perspectives.

To end my ramble, I can see your struggle in separating the two but ‘good girl’ for me personally is just another term of thanks and endearment, which used by the correct people makes me feel appreciated and held, just as other terms work for other people.

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*as for honourifics, I’m not comfortable using those unless your an account I am familiar with and have been able to understand your personality through your posts. And on that note, I will only use certain honourifics to address people that are within both of our boundaries. There are also certain honourifics I would never used outside of an in person dynamic where I felt genuine connection with the person. Feel free to send your list over and I’m more than happy to look through them.*

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I’ve just listened to your recommendation and I think it’s a really sweet, calm song so thank you for that!

As for the bands, maybe start with the most common songs:

- Soft Cell - Tainted Love

- Siouxsie & the Banshees - The Passenger/Spellbound

- Fingers Eleven - Paralyzer

- Divinyls - I Touch Myself

- Annie Lennox / Eurythmics - Sweet Dreams/ Here Comes The Rain Again

- Tears for Fears - Mad World

- New Order - Blue Monday