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first fucking hitoya and now hajun what the FUCK is up with both of yall hypmic & paralive stans 🤨🤨🤨
#hypmic#paralive#holy fukcing shit#hitoya holy fuck#i feel so surreal right now#oh my god#AND HAJUN THO ??#LIKE ???#the fact that all qrts immediately knew it was hajun#paradox live#pararai#hypnosis mic
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Darren’s speech at Maybe Happy Endjng stage door on 11/16/2024
#darren criss#maybe happy ending#so… last night I saw and talked with Darren?!#it feels like a dream. and surreal since I’m sitting on my couch at home in MN right now#dc#dc video#video#dc*
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Doodles based on "Yet Another Nightmare" by Catroic on Ao3 (highly recommend reading, its very good)
#kris#ralsei#deltarune#i didn't really draw much kralsei but the fic has the pairing so...#kralsei#i read this cuddled up in bed and half asleep (as per how i normally read these things)#so when i got to (no spoilers) that one sequence it felt really surreal#i wanted to try and depict half of the feeling i got from it#whether i have done so is debatable buut this was still fun to draw#i didn't make ralsei angry enough in retrospect... am a coward...#sorry these are so messy lol#on one hand if i cleaned it up too much it would stop feeling like a dream#and on the other... just don't have time for a more clean work right now haha#i think that “on one hand/on other” figure of speech is used for comparing options and i just used it wrong#but >:) i do what it want; my figure of speech now#derailed a lot - highly reccomend reading this#and catroic's other works too actually#hy is a amazing writer and has lots of good works to check out if you have the time :D#tumblr compression is a bitch lol this looks soo much better on desktop than mobile for some reason#rare morning post from dawn woah#updated almost 24 hours later because i spelled “recommended” wrong and forgot to sign the image lol
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my sweet little baby man is no longer with us
#he had his bloodwork done yesterday and the vet said it was fine but he doesnt have much time left#and my bestie is a vet tech who wanted to see the lab results bc she always does and she looked at them#and asked me if she can shiw them to her boss today and i was like sure and immediately knew something was up#today keekki was being himself#then i went to run some errands and when i came back he was laying in front of the front door with his tiny baby head against it#and i was like ''oh ok one of his seizures?''#and theyre like. keekki will drool and not move and they usually last for like 20 minutes (several vets have no idea whats up with those#but it was probably either a kidney or a blood pressure thing)#anyways. it did not pass in 20 minutes so i Knew#i laid on the floor next to him#then my bff sent me a message asking me if i have the time to talk about keekki and its not good news#at this point i was about to call the vet anyways#and she was like ''ok i showed these to my boss (a vet) and she got super angry that ur vet even let you leave the clinic''#bc apparently keekkis bloodwork was so bad he should have been put down then and there but my vet was like a fresh half graduate#so i dont hold it against her. anyways i got an euthanasia appointment for this evening and spent the time before it laying on the couch#crying with keekki in my arms#i had to carry him bc he couldnt really walk without stumbling and falling down#when i had to get up to get his carrier and stuff ready he was taking a nap on the couch where i left him and i took this pic#anyways worst vet visit of my life i could hardly even do anything but nod half the time bc speaking results in me sobbing#anyways. this fucking sucks#i dont know how ill be able to sleep tonight#its been years since i last slept at home without having a little guy plop into my arms#i spent a long time with him in the vet room when he was gone#it feels surreal ive given him his last ever forehead kisses#as i left the room i told him bye the exact same way ive been saying bye to him for the last very many years ive had him#its always moikka keekki before i go to work or the store or literally anything#and that was my last moikka keekki#i hope he felt how loved he was#my dad is sending me older pics of me and keekki and he looks so happy in them. hes always right next to me#idk man im going to stop rambling now
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Okay, so...amid the chaos that is my brain and the feelings arising regarding my comic...please accept this tiny doodle of Cassandra. I doodled this at the very humble beginnings of this comic.
I literally just made this comic cuz I wanted to draw Cassandra in my style and now...welp y'all know the rest. Now I am so overwhelmed with this comic cuz I am ~deeply~ regretting everything I put Cassandra and Leo and Casey and Mikey through oh stars and it's not even over yet haha...🫠
But!
Just know that I see and hear y'all and I appreciate all your support, seriously, it keeps me going. Thank you 💙✨
#getting soft and vulnerable for a minute here#this comic has got me in a puddle rather unexpectedly#i dunno i just...drew something today that got me thinking a little too ~deeply~#things are feeling so surreal right now eugh boy#anywhizzle!#:)
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i....just finished my huge editing pass on my owl house daemon au. yall what the hell. no its not DONE i'll for sure do more editing as i start posting it, but...all my major edits, those are DONE, those are THROUGH, and...
all that's left to do is 100% confirm that my owl house daemon au, and a grove of palistrom to you, will start posting on june 19th! i cannot BELIEVE i've come this far, you guys....the 19th will be this fic's two year anniversary. and now it'll be slowly released into the wild, one chapter out of like 150+ at a time.
it's, uh, gonna be a year! or two! i hope to see you there! this beast has been my life for so long and im SO excited to start sharing these scenes that have been trapped in my head.
#chatter#and a grove of palistrom to you#now im left with the worst task. somehow naming. forty. three. individual. fics.#im sure that wont destroy me or anything =)#this feels so surreal btw what do you MEAN this project that has been my life for two years is done#all i have to do is post it#which isnt the end by FAR timeline wise i'll probably be posting this for two years lol#but in terms of like. writing. editing. im...past all the biggest parts#that chapter of my life is over.#woag.#anyways time to dive right into the drkau bc i am incapable of resting--
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ZAWG YOUR IN THE FANLORE.ORG FOR NOCO!!!
I'm in the WHAT? For WHAT??
I'm a WHAT???
#I had no idea this website existed before right now but lord I'm happy it exists#IM A BIG NAME FAN??? HUH????#like yeah i draw them kissing a lot but to be called a big name fan feels so SURREAL. IM HONORED#THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME THIS IS VERY NICE TO KNOW!!!#total drama#noco#total drama noco#td noco#Starry has a question
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On the floor crying my Silent Hill 2 Remake copy arrived today and I'm just asdhjkfjdkjdgljksdfljajsjksjkds I love this series so fucking much, my foggy town is back ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
#i can't get over it#holding a new game after 12 years feels so surreal#i have been so sick recently lol this is exactly what i need right now#dice ramblings
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I feel numb and angry and deeply, deeply sad. how can so many people be so blind and stupid and hateful? it genuinely makes me lose my trust in the people I see passing by me. and I don't want it to but so many more people came out to support such a vile excuse of a human shell. it's so hard to know that so many people picked their desire, their fleeting hope of touching power and wealth over the well being of millions. at least they will burn with us when he razes the economy
#[static]#there is so much wrong but I am very very grateful that I live in the state that I do and the person elected has been a thorn in his side#I just got my hrt appointment booked and hopefully they give me a year prescription so i dont have to think about that for awhile#i am just so scared for so many people in other states ... loved ones ... community members...people i dont know who will suffer needlessly#I'll likely be relatively quiet because everything feels surreal right now and it's going to take awhile to process what happened
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Wait you guys......
Mike and Will are in love
No because like they're just...they're just a wholesome childhood friends to lovers slowburn I'm gonna rewatch like "aww you don't know yet".
Like....
Mike and Will are in love.
They fell in love from ages 12-16(?). That's so cute. What the hell. I just randomly starting thinking about it like it's just some show I just heard about or something and I'm like "aw cute trope". What a cute trope wtf. That's adorable. Two twelve year old boys in the 80s and they fall in love over the course of many years as they grapple with internalized homophobia and homophobia in their small town? That sounds like a GREAT show where can I watch it? That's adorable.
Mike and Will are in love. And...that's just the premise. That's just the premise of their plot. If you came up to me after you watched episode 1 for spoilers and you were like "What happens to Lucas? Dustin? Mike? That girl they found? The kid who went missing?" I could just be like "Dustin gains confidence and becomes besties with Mike's sister's boyfriend after they break up, Lucas meets this girl who's introduced next season and they're really good for each other, the girl gets adopted by the police chief and then into the Byers and has a great found family and independence arc, and the boy who went missing survives and he and Mike fall in love!"
And that'd just be like...right. I'd just be telling you what happens.
#byler#byler endgame#stranger things#i'm processing in the simplest way of like#the knowledge that#not in a bad way but#once it's canon it won't be as big a deal#nothing to prove i'll just be like 'omg that's my favorite show bc it was such a wholesome romance. they fell in love from 12-16?? cmon ado#able!' and not need to elaborate#sometimes i think about it not even as an immediate reaction canon but like#when there isn't memory of it being this huge pop culture moment and you just pass by it on netflix#or when you've heard about it because it was on your youtube homepage one day#and you were like aw that sounds like a really sweet premise#i feel like i'm observing myself right now#like it's so surreal i'm just like#that'd just be true#that'll just be true#i am genuinely post-season 5 gonna find as many people as i can who haven't seen it and make them watch it#and keep me posted on their reactions#it'll be my main source of entertainment#motivation to make new friends also#i work a gig job so i'll keep getting great turnover too
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My brain hasn't fully grasped the fact that Thomas has retired from the NT for real now. And it probably won't sink in for a while.
All I know is that I felt something when he was subbed in against Spain. Something about it felt finite, like he was granted one last moment to enjoy wearing #13 on the pitch.
I still remember that he had been yellow card-banned from playing against Spain in 2010... And every single time he looked teary whenever we dropped out of a tournament.
For now, I want to thrive a little in positive nostalgia. Just a bit longer. Just a little more "Weltmeister samma".
#thomas müller#i was crushing on him in ridiculous amounts in 2010#it all feels so surreal right now
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There is a doctor who companion that was born in 2004 now
am i going to die soon
#doctor who#this is so surreal#i know I'm young i know im young#but fuck i feel 100 years old right now
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SO UH.
FOUND THIS OUT TODAY
THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!!!! :DDDDDD
it means a lot to me that so many people find my silly internet shenanigans interesting enough to get me to 50 entire followers!! it might not seem like a lot compared to other blogs, but to me, it's basically everything. genuinely, you guys are awesome and i appreciate every single one of you
...and that's why i decided to give you guys something in return!! i'd like to present to you...
THE OFFICIAL MEATBRICKS ARCHIVE!
i figured that i'd give something to the people who stuck around for this long first, so here's an official online reupload of every fanfic i've ever written for my dearly departed urbanspook request blog, meatbricks! i hope you guys enjoy, and once again, thank you SO much for being here and supporting me <3
#scary crane milestone#not fandom#does this make me a niche internet microcelebrity now???#anyways uhh. i might post another thing here too for the people who are new here and/or have no idea wtf a meatbricks is#i'll have to figure it out though lol#anyways thank you guys again; i know i've said it a million times but i'll say it a million times more#its SO surreal to me to see that 50 on my screen. i didn't even think i'd get 5 followers on here honestly#it's so good to be appreciated even by just one person; imagine how it feels when there's 50 of em#seriously i cant even describe how overjoyed i am right now
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My graduate thesis - after (somehow) successfully defending it last week to my committee team - just got officially accepted by my school. Time to become a blanket burrito and (try to) sleep forever out of relief that it's finally finished.
#Satari rambles#Hi there and howdy#I have occasionally poked in on here to talk about the whole graduate school thing#I'm just so glad it's done now#One of my committee members had to observe my teacher last night for class and he announced I had successfully defended it last week#And I don't know#Just seeing him and the other members and then my classmates proud#Got a little emotional#Even if it still feels surreal to have written as much as I did and even if I have some conflicting feelings about the end result#Since I did a creative fictional thesis#But I really am happy it's done and I'm almost done with school#(Granted I'm scared for what comes after especially with finding work right now among other things but that's for later)#But yeah#This has been the usual Satari is a dork who rambles in the tag night (even though it's only the afternoon right now)#Please tip your service staff#Have a wonderful timezone everyone#Also my committee head bought me some books to celebrate and oh my gosh I love that woman#She's so dang kind and it was really touching#People are so wonderful sometimes#I hope I can give some of that wonder back even if as a fraction
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i just have to say on this Loki Finale day that one of my favorite things about Season 2 has been seeing your reblogs, tag ramblings, and fresh gif sets almost every day. your gifs are GORGEOUS and your takes are always 10000% spot on. thanks for being here and for being such a wonderful and positive content creator !! you’ve made this season experience that much better 💙
Oh my god thank you!?? What a message to log in to after a long day and while still reeling from the finale lol, I'm stunned and a bit heartbroken still (though not as much as expected!) so hope you're coping well too 💖
That means the world because the Loki series and Mobius especially ofc have become such a bright surprise in life and truly the most incredible fandom experience I've ever been part of so being able to contribute and share in it brings nothing but happiness. Same right back at you as well, always love seeing what you have to say about each ep and look forward to your blog on my dash in general 🥰
#tysm again for the kindest ask and sending lots of love!!#we all probably need it right now but truly their story feels as if there's so much left to tell??#whether by their own hand or fanfic which is still better than i thought they'd be left even if i don't agree with everything done#can't wait to delve into it more tomorrow and deal with how surreal this all feels#ask
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there's no way this is real.
#right in front of my loaf of bread?#if only Edgeworth was there...#why does it feel like the best AA games are like the most underrated?#Investigations 2 and Ghost Trick (i know it's not an AA game but it's in the Shu Takumi-verse) and now this#like i know i'm very late to the party but the Layton crossover is no doubt better than AJ DD SoJ and DGS#it plays like a trilogy era game. probably because Shu penned it but like he also did AJ so.....#but it's not like redundant in any way either. it feels so fresh because it's just so surreal#10/10
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