#i feel like xiao’s is rushed tho-

[paimonial-rage]

My most interacted with fics:

Cocky Bastard Vibes (Zhongli)

Tipsy Tales (Anemo boys)

Why He Rejected You (pt 1)

Telling Them Off (Ayato, Venti, Xiao)

A Sight to Behold (Yae Miko)

Obvious (Neuvillette)

Simple (Alhaitham)

What Destiny Has Brought (Fischl)

Why He Rejected You (pt 2)

Blasphemous Assumptions (Zhongli)

[dangermousie]

In which I, of all people, make a post in praise of a love triangle

I hate love triangles. I HATE THEM. They never make any sense to me - either it's an OTP and an interloper (in which case it's not a triangle, go away interloper) or I keep going "make up your damn mind" and "why should I be invested in one ship when you aren't."

But Lost You Forever proves that like any other tropes I am not too fond of (slice of life comes to mind), it's not that I hate the trope per se, it's just that it's almost never done in such a fashion as to satisfy me and when it is...oh boy!

Because the love triangle of Xiao Yao with Tushan Jing and Xiang Liu (sorry, Cang Xuan, I love you, and I am rabid about the fact that the ML of this is not the romantic interest, but you are not ever a contender) makes me RABID. The acting, the writing, the possibilities.

In the first season, I never felt that Xiao Yao was in any truly meaningful way considering Xiang Liu as a choice for any length of time (I don't mean it NEVER occurred to her, I just mean it was little flashes that disappeared quickly.) But in this season, she very much does.

Why do I, the obsessed Jing x XY shipper love it so? Because it so makes character sense.

The reason she largely never considered him in s1 was because by the time any such consideration could occur, she already allowed Shiqi in her heart. There are flashes of what-if and the sexual chemistry with XL is off the charts, but she is hopeful and happy with Jing, she's experiences the giddiness of first love and first mutually accepted desire with him. XL is a what-if but a not a particularly longed-for one, if it makes sense.

But in this season, Jing broke her heart (whether she should have that attitude is a separate question of course, but she does and so here we are.) Which means that XY, heartbroken over Jing, has a little space and here is where it all starts coming rushing in vis-a-vis XL.

I love this because this is so so so so human and so realistic. As I was mentioning to @aysekira - despite demanding unrealistic permanent constancy of her loved ones, despite needing them frozen in amber forever, XY herself is not like that because few people are and it's healthy actually and she's healing! (Yes, Jing is not like that but to me that is actually a sign of how broken he is. Separate tangent tho.) And so yes, it's so human to, after a relationship ended, mourn and grieve but also on some level open your heart to other possibilities.

I genuinely believe that if Xiang Liu allowed himself to be with her, she would move on from Jing and be happy and fall in love with XL fully and eventually Jing be merely a memory in the corner of her heart (pleasant or sad, depending.) Just as if/when she and Jing get back together, she will move on about XL and he will be a memory the same way.

And it doesn't cheapen her feelings or their feelings or anything. It's just life. We are the sum of our choices.

I hate hate hate the concept of fated soulmates, of one perfect soulmate destined by fate. That's lazy writing, that's a crutch when you can't narratively show WHY these characters should be together.

And this show gets that. It gets it so well.

She could have been happy with Jing. She could have been happy with XL. Maybe in some other universe she met someone else entirely and was happy with them. Alternatively, if she remained a spoiled and petted princess of Haoling, she'd have never looked at Jing and most likely never looked at XL and they may not have liked her either (look at Nian - you cannot imagine either of the men liking her.)

Just as if Jing was never tortured into near-dissolution of his self by his brother, he would have been a very different person and not capable of winning her heart or caring to, or if XL had a different life, same.

There are so many possibilities and paths and choices and the fact that the drama gets it is one of the best things about it.

We watch Xiao Yao heal and grow up (in a way, she's so emotionally stunted due to trauma, we are watching her going through her teen years in some ways - figuring out who she is and what and who she wants.) And I love that one of the ways she figures out who she wants is by looking at what kind of life she can have with that person.

Anyway, this drama is a MASTERPIECE.

The end.

[cryingisnecessaryfanfics]

Christmas snippets

You'll find very quickly that I'm unreliable and unmotivated. Anyways I've been sad lately bc of Christmas so heres some fluffy xmas stuffs.

Its not a lot but its cute lolol

Childe-

-gets lonely during christmas because it reminds him of his family.

-sad but is grateful to be with you now.

-he absolutely adores being outside in the cold.

-also loves the snow.

-would 100% build a snow man or have a snowball fight with you.

-

Its not hard to find your lover around Christmas time. He's always in the same spot when he's alone.

You step out onto the porch of your shared home, shivering with the rush of cold air that now surrounds you. Childe looks up from where he's sitting, and smiles at you warmly.

"Hey," you say with a little smile of your own.

"Hey," he responds, patting his lap and motioning for you to sit. You make your way to him and settle in his lap, soaking in his warmth despite the cold weather.

"You're freezing already." He says and you snuggle into him more.

"So warm me up." You reply and turn to give him a kiss. You melt at the warmth of his mouth against yours, and when he slips his tongue just past your lips you savor the way it feels burning hot against yours.

"Will that do?" He murmurs when you part for air and you smile and nod your head.

"Thank you my love."

•

Xiao-

-hates cold weather, hes not usually around it so it hits him ten times harder than most people

-wears big coat, scarf and gloves when outside.

-is the kind of person that speed-walks in the cold so he can get to his location (aka warmth) faster.

-you guys spend most of your time inside tho.

-but he does like the sweets that revolve around Christmas.

-you guys do a lot of baking together.

-just imagine icing cookies with xiao and making little birds or something.

-so cute.

-

Theres a certain gleam to Xiao in the winter time. His cheeks turn a pretty shade of red and his eyes glow against the shimmering snow.

Though you aren't out often, considering Xiao's aversion to cold weather, when you were it was common to see him bundled up in a large coat and scarf.

"Xiao, you look so pretty today." You say quietly, gazing at him with a lovely smile.

His cheeks somehow warm to an even deeper shade of red and he looks away embarrassed.

"Thanks." He murmurs, though you barely hear it. He looks back to you after and furrows his brows.

"You look nice as well." He mumbles. He quickly takes your hand and starts to walk forward, you chasing right after him bouncing as you walk.

•

Diluc-

-So warm

-you stay attached to him at all times because of how warm he is

-you guys spend lots of time talking by the fire place or making hot coco.

-he holds your hand in his pocket and uses his vision to warm you up when outside.

-in addition he doesnt change his outfit in the cold weather. Looks exactly the same.

-sometimes you get worried so you make him wear a scarf

-but overall cozy holidays.

-he definitely falls asleep during Christmas movies though XD

-

"Diluc." You whisper. "Diluc, baby." You look over to him wondering why he hasn't answered, but of course hes already fast asleep.

You sigh and turn the movie playing off. You find a blanket and lay down next to him on the couch, covering both of you up in the process.

You feel him stir behind you, a soft murmur of your name leaving his lips.

"Yes, diluc." You respond and he pulls you closer to him.

"What time is it?" He mumbles, still half asleep.

"Just past ten." He yawns as you answer.

"Okay, i love you." He says and his body goes still again.

"I love you too."

~~~

[accio-victuuri]

Sugar Rush : July 2023 CPNs 🫶🏼

and so I have decided to shift the candy recap into a monthly release cause it’s too heavy for me to do the 6 months like i’ve been doing for the past years. I also thought about enjoying the last days of the year instead of stressing over editing the post like before. It will also ( hopefully ) make the readers appreciate every month more and not be too overwhelmed by the information. tho i have to say, there were a lot that happened tor July too.

enjoy the candies or catch up! ^^

• XZS vlog candies and sharing same brands

• HK newspapers featured them attending the Bay Area Film Concert

• WYB giving us a sign for Yuguyao airing with his pokemon shirt ( part one )

• Shiying and XZ said the same thing? & XZ hinted with ‘don’t say so much’ ( part two )

• Yuguyao ( the longest promise ) related CPNs part three

• YIBO and XZS posting so close to each other @ 7/4/2023 and the 18 hint

• THEM PLAYING WITH THEIR LONG HAIR LIKE THAT ☺️☺️☺️☺️

• Ruxi interview clues with XZ ( part four )

• Another bottled joy CPN

• Yuguyao sweets part V ( double standards & similarities )

• Sending each other voice message / video during CQL filming 💕

• XZ prefers shi ying x baili?

• Most likely paying some entertainment accounts to post rational advice for fans

• the use of 🤷🏻‍♀️ gesture

• feeding the dumpling 🥟

• small candies from one and only universal studios resort event

• Clues from XZS 7/11 video bts from 2021 birthday photoshoot

• Another example of posting so close from each other

• yuguyao sweets part 6 and other things

• XZ once again shows off his card phonecase

• XZ and his preference for a stable relationship

• Wang Chuanjun holds dandan doll

• Entertainment circle connections

• XZ said he does not know if he & WYB are good friends 😂😂😂😂

• Another Bottled Joy clue

• Shiying x Xieyun on HS

• Similarity between XZS and YBO - this is not anything new because we have always been thinking that these studios have a connection. But this comes after the alleged exit of LRLG in YBO team. So cpfs are happy to see this again. Tho it does not confirm anything.

• doge + puppy preference

• In some screening previews of One and Only in theaters, XZ’s tsingtao short film ad was shown

• not CPN, but turtles taking over YH family concert and showing support 💛💛💛

• WYB looking at light signs @ YH concert 🧡

• Bottled Joy continues to not give AF and show their cpf bias

• Givenchy jumpsuits

• Video of the on the last day of shoot and XZ telling WYB he lost his chance but Bobo said he still has it

• Yibo knows about zodiacs/horoscopes + Leo x Libra compatibility reading from 2021

• CPN mix : reading about themselves on the internet, GG spending time with sick yibo, KXZ cue One and Only (?) Da Peng and 10:05

• Influx of new BXGs in the BJYX ST and GG changing his schedule when WYB was out sick

• Chen Shuo’s room includes KXZ movie projector

• XZS and YBO back at it again with their similarities

• A new clue in the BAH rumor ( massage parlor )

• Da bao and Xiao bao in Douyin

• Drawing detail in Ultraman Chen Shuo drawing + the posting time is 22:30 ( ai ai zan ) and on his cheeks is W and a heart. Again, we don’t know if the “cpf” friendly people are back on YBO team but nonetheless, we are enjoying this.

• Adding this here from the recent fake rumor posted 7/31/23. The summary is buying a green bag and it will be used. So we’re just waiting for either one of them to be seen with that lol. WYB is know for his black or that camo palace bag plus chanel. ZZ is mostly Gucci and Tod’s so i think it will be easy to spot.

That is all for this month! As with all my other recaps, it is impossible for me to add every single one. Most ( if not all ) of these are ones heavily talked about in the cpf circle. Please do not ask me to add things, I won’t do it. If there is a CPN that spoke to you for the month of July, that’s not on here then feel free to reply or reblog with your thoughts. This not an avenue to nitpick this post and say i forgot this or that. Thank you.

[coco-goat-milk]

I'm glad you got your navigations back ^^ ❤️

Hope you didn't have a hard time getting it back 😭😭

I'll rewrite my request for you, so you don't have to find it again! Take your time and take breaks if needed 💞💫

"how about a part 2 of nezuko reader that went berserk when daki hurt the genshin boys? You can take it from the episode itself tho if you have trouble writing it, anyways, i wanna know their reaction to nezuko reader literally beating daki up but when Nezuko reader was about to hurt someone, the genshin boys stopped them before they do (ps. Sings reader a lullaby)"

Once again don't rush, health comes first 🙏💞

-your daughter, chi

Part 2 of Nezuko!reader x Venti, Xiao, Kazuha, Wandere/Scara/etc, Aether, Diluc

Description: Losing your mind after seeing your beloved get hurt.

Warning: unhinged behavior, ripping the enemy apart, violence.

A/n: Sorry bby that it took so long <33 but i'm back and i hope ur okay since we haven't talked that much. Again forgive me sweetie <333 Its a little diff then you wanted but hope you enjoy.

Reblog, comments and likes are highly appreciated!!!

The two of you were fending off a few enemies, they were coming at the two of you with blazing weapons. Your beloved was more than capable of defending and defeating at the same time but with dozens of these big enemies suddenly ambushing the two of you there was no way he could avoid all attacks. 

While you were defending yourself you suddenly heard a pained grunt and immediately you could smell blood. Turning back around you saw your beloved’s  pained expression and the purple cladded enemy who was raising its katana high above his head with its intention to strike down the person you loved. 

Feeling the blood throb in your temple, your breathing became labored and heavy while you began to experience tunnel vision becoming extremely focused on the two of them, so focused that you didn't hear the other mob of enemies around you. The rage you felt towards the lowly enemy that hurt your beloved was immense, it made you want to rip the enemy apart- so that's what you did.

Kazuha

Kazuha was your battle partner so he was grateful you defeated the enemy before he was struck down, but he sensed something was wrong with the way you acted. He could feel it in the way the winds were reacting. He could also see it in the way you were ripping the enemy apart with pure malicious intents. 

When the enemy was ripped apart with your bare fists, you stood still and turned around towards the other enemies. You muzzle was off and you were smirking so widely that your fangs were visible, your kimono was barely hanging onto your body. 

He was concerned of course, but firstly he let you do your thing with the other enemies until there were none left. But you didn't stop, you almost attacked Kazuha when he gripped your arm with a concerned expression. He had a bruising grip onto your shoulder because otherwise you had attacked Kazuha. There were only a few words he needed to say for you to relax and slump forward into his arms, he was glad that you were calmly in his arms again.

“It's okay, I'm okay. We are safe, I'm right here.”

Xiao

Before he could even react and easily defeat the worthless enemy in front of him, you had already kicked its head off. He was flabbergasted, shocked with the events that just took place in the span of 5 seconds. What he did not expect was for you to go on a rampage on the hilichurls and other insignificant enemies in the area. 

You were ripping anything apart that came into your vicinity. He was frowning, he knew many comrades that lost their lives while they went on a rampage because they lost control. He also knows what it's like to almost lose control, there were many times he was struggling but each time you were there to get him back.

This time it was his turn, his turn to get you back. He didn't want to lose you, there was no way. So he quickly teleported in front of you, luckily you recognized him and stopped your attacks. He could see the way you were struggling not to lose control. And when he placed his hand on your cheek so gently, you snapped out of it. 

“I will be the one to comfort you this time.”

Venti

It felt weird to him, he didn't understand why you suddenly went so ballistic on some stupid enemy that he could easily defeat. It felt insignificant to him that you would go as far as to take your anger out on the enemy for him. But you were so important to him that he didn't want to see you in distress.

Wrapping his arms around your waist, he pulled you snug against him with him laying his head in the crook of your neck. For someone who looked like a weak twink with his noodle-like limbs, he was quite strong as he was holding the struggling you tight against him.  

Blood was gathered over your body and there was some seeping out of your mouth, but you were still in a daze. There was pure rage in your eyes. Your body was getting tired and so you slumped in Venti’s arms. You and him sunk to the ground as he was still hugging you, just in case you would attack again. But after a while he just held you out of pure adoration.

“Let’s get you cleaned up alright?”

Aether

His usually blank face was replaced with a panicky one when he saw the crazed look in your eyes. He didn't know what to do so he stood there rooted to the ground. He was mostly worried for you, all kinds of thoughts running through his mind; What if he couldn't stop you? What if you were not saveable? What if you were gonna attack him next? What if?

All kinds of what if’s running through his mind, but when he saw the pain you were in he quickly looked around the area for anyone that could possibly be hurt by you. When he saw no one he first spoke to you in a calm voice that made you turn towards him. What he did not expect was you rushing towards him with your claws out. 

With his quick reflexes he was able to stop you from attacking him. He was panicking again, it was visible in the strain in his voice and his body language. He was now talking at a faster space to you, hoping you would snap out of it. His hold on your wrists were tight when suddenly he saw tears leaking out of your eyes and your posture finally relaxing. He could see the pain and regret in your eyes, but that was a problem for later he was gonna fix. 

“Don't feel guilty please, it's my fault not yours. I was supposed to stop you earlier on…”

Diluc

A heavy sigh left his mouth as he watched you run around killing all kinds of animals. Maybe he could just let you ruin those monsters so Mondstadt would be a little saver. Even if he truly wanted to let you do that, his body and heart wouldn't allow him. Especially not when you went batshit for him. For him.

He was used to being alone until you came into his life, he already knew that you were dangerous and a demon but he couldn't care less when it was you. It was you who loved him. It was you who understood him. It was you who was always there for him. It was you and no one else, it was you he was choosing. Even if the whole of Mondstadt burned down, his first priority would be you.

So with his heart, body and mind set on you, he cautiously approached you. He didn't want to frighten you nor did he want to fight you. You were ripping a Mitachurl apart when suddenly you were brought into a headlock. It was obvious that you were very tired and that your body couldn't handle much more so when the Mitachurl vanished into the wind and Diluc whispered into your ear to sleep, that's exactly what you did.

“I'll always be here for you, so sleep now….you deserve it.”

Scaramouche/WandererThe annoyed expression on his face did not waver one bit as he watched your maniac laughing. He wasn’t annoyed because of you, well yes but no. He was annoyed that this was happening to you. If he could take your demon side and ‘gift’ it to someone else he would do it in a heartbeat.

But he had to admit it was kind of satisfying seeing you take out all your anger on someone else for him. But he didnt want you staying on this crazy side for too long, so he opted to save you. Even if saving you tasted like acid in his mouth, because he didn't want to see in this state at all he of course as your partner knew that you hated hurting any creature.

So he would for once put aside his pride and take your health in his hands, and he would take care of you. But before he could do that he had to turn you back. When you were on your knees suckerpunching a monster into the ground he took that as the opportunity to knock you out, by simply chopping your neck at a specific angle. And when you fell limp to the ground he took that as the opportunity to carry you in his arms.

“I'm glad that you didn't decide to betray me.”

[demonsfate]

thinking about jin's future children. for some reason, i'd feel he'd actually have a lotta kids. at least 4, but maybe even more than that. i feel jin wants a lotta kids for a few reasons. 1) because he was an only child, and for the longest time, only consistently had his mother, therefore he wants his kids to have a big family. 2) jin used to fear being a father and refused to continue the bloodline, now that he learned to overcome that fear, he uhh... may have gone a little overboard whoops! 3) jin being the Anti Heihachi & having a lotta kids WHILE being a good father.

i don't really have ideas for every child yet. but i was thinking about two in particular for some reason. one would be a teenage girl whose personality would be a bit of a mix between jin & xiao's (since i'm picturing these as xiao's kids as well 'cos who'd else father his children LMAO) except she's a bit more of a troublemaker. somebody who always seeks an adrenaline rush. she's kinda like concept art jin in that way. anyway, none of jin's kids have awakened their devil gene but her. and it's not because she was killed like kazuya or jin were. no, she accidentally got herself killed. either by going out for a joyride, or doing some stupid dare. she has not told her parents this yet and is trying everything she can to keep her devil a secret. i haven't thought of much of a design for her yet, but since she'd be a mix of jin & xiao - she's likely have jin's bangs, and pigtails - except... the pigtails are shorter than xiao's (more like her tek3's pigtails) and they are spikey & stick up, 'cos y'know... jin's mishima blood. xD

then i thought of the youngest - he'd be an 8-12 year old boy. since i recalled that harada once wanted xiao to be a 12 year old (thank god he didn't go with that tho LMAO or else no ship for jin) but decided against it as the hitbox would be very hard to do, i think. but also with kid kazuya being in tek7's beginning... it would be kinda funny to see a kid fighter. so that's what this boy would be. i imagine he'd be nonverbal, but very loud - expressing himself with yelling (no actual words though) instead. he yells a lot, actually, and usually to just about anything. this is because he'd inherit jin's autism, but being a bit more nonverbal than jin was (and for longer). due to being a kid, he'd be a little bit more of a lighthearted character who joined the tournament WITHOUT his parents knowledge in order to win enough money to buy the studio of his favorite game / current hyperfixation so that he can make the games himself. i imagine him with bangs like xiao's, but... funny enough, hair that sticks up similar to [young] heihachi's.

[calxvace]

kazuscara | risk it for me or run away again like you used to

—When Kazuha and Scaramouche started dating, they both agreed to keep it a secret but as time passes by, Kazuha is tired of hiding and he doesn't want the two of them to argue even for the slightest matter however he became so upset on how Scara is acting lately.

Waking up in the morning due to the fresh cold breeze, Kazuha reaches out on the other side of his bed feeling his white sheets and pillows without the presence of his boyfriend. He picks up his phone on the side table to see what time is it already, it’s still 5 in the morning yet Scaramouche left the room already. Although he is fond of him leaving his room ahead of time because their flat mates might see them, today is too early plus it’s a Saturday. Usually, Scaramouche gets up in 8-ish am because only then someone in their apartment will wake up to attend their class. Kazuha tried to brush it off avoiding small couple fight, but what welcomed him outside his door amplified what he felt earlier, Aether cooking breakfast while Venti hugs him from behind talking too sugary and warm for this cold morning.

“Morning Kazuha!” Venti greeted him with a cheerful high five which he received while yawning as he walked past them to brush his teeth. Aether then became the alarm clock of the house, “The sun is already risen wake up everybody! I cooked breakfast; First come first serve!”

With that, loud rushed footsteps are heard together with the screeching of the wooden chairs and the sound of them putting weight on their sits. Everybody is still wearing their pjs making the mood very home-y and cozy, Heizou still struggling to open both of his eyes leaning on Xiao’s shoulder while clinging on his arms, he started staring on the food the two are making causing the others to laugh uncontrollably and unintentionally make a domino laugh. Meanwhile, Scaramouche helps on pouring drinks specifically chocolate milk and orange juice, when Kazuha walked out the bathroom, he immediately helped his boyfriend on serving the drinks but before that Kazuha gave him a light squeeze on his hands that’ll serve as his good morning kiss for now, the other responded with a subtle smile.

Eating breakfast is always chaotic on their place, be it stealing food or drinks or just basically talking and arguing loudly but who cares right? They’re making memories.

“Can we switch game day to a movie day? I don’t want to end up with sore arms again due to Aether slapping the hell out of me” Heizou suggested holding his arms acting like it is badly hurt. “Yeah? Who’s the one cheating tho” the blonde argued.

“We can if majority agrees. So, who’s up for a movie day? Anyone?” said Venti waving his hands up gathering votes. The decision was divided equally so the others tried to convince those who disagreed.

“Fine, only if we refrain from those cheesy movies, it makes me feel single as fuck with all y’all cuddling on the couch” Scaramouche proclaimed which made Kazuha frown.

‘he’s still pretending’

Yes, both of them agreed that they keep their relationship a secret but what Kazuha never gets is the way his boyfriend covers up their relationship with pretending to be solo.

“How ‘bout you Kazuha?” Aether asked making Kazuha jump on his seat. “What the hell? Did you see a ghost? I’m too gorg to be a ghost” the blonde one stated, Kazuha just smiled thinly and agrees with the thought of having movies instead of games for today.

Aether noticed how Kazuha’s face sunk on Scaramouche’s statement so he asked him if he’s alright, Kazuha put up an ok sign for him. Aether is the only person who knows about Scaramouche and Kazuha’s relationship, or so the couple thought.

For their movie day, Xiao is assigned to set up the projector and the movie they are watching, Heizou is assigned on arranging their living room to a more theater like feel, Venti is assigned on preparing their snacks, the others have nothing assigned since they were the once preparing last Saturday.

While the others are busy preparing, Scaramouche is working for something in his laptop on the island of their kitchen, Kazuha sat beside him and clung into his arms leaning on Scaramouche’s shoulder and caressing his hands slowly. His boyfriend was startled of course so he pushed Kazuha away, and looked around anxiously. “Everybody’s busy don’t worry baby” Kazuha assured him.

Scaramouche then reached for his lover’s hand, intertwine his and lowered it where no one can see they are holding hands and starts gently caressing it, “Just hold my hand for now, we can’t be so sure”

“Why are you so scared of being caught? It’s not like we’re doing a crime here” that statement of Kazuha made Scaramouche stopped abruptly and getting ready to explain himself but his boyfriend parted their joined hands and walked away with the excuse of helping the others prepare.

Kazuha hated the thought of them having even the slightest misunderstanding but he couldn’t control himself today, and walking away will prevent them fighting. It’s always Kazuha who tries his best for them to hold each other tight, maybe today he wanted Scaramouche to do his part better.

“Go to your places! I’m starting the movie!” Xiao shouted from the living room so everybody went to their usual places. Three sat on the floor circled by fluffy soft pillows and the rest sat on the couch. Before pressing play, everyone got their snacks on hand and made themselves comfy on their places.

As the introductory part of the movie played, they realized it was a horror movie, “who chose the movie?! I did not sign up for this” Heizou shrieked standing up on his place and squeezing himself in between Aether and Venti, “dads help” he said while hiding in their arms.

Venti with his silly ass teased Heizou and pulled him out the couch, “stop being a crybaby the movie isn’t starting yet, just hold on me whenever you’re scared” he suggested putting an arm around him.

“He’s right don’t disturb our parents on their cuddling session” Xiao added patting the space where Heizou should be sitting. The couple just laughed on his statement and told them to be quiet already and watch the movie.

As for Kazuha, he’s already not moving on his sit, unrelaxed hands and unsteady eyes. This is why he hated movie days, because if it isn’t those cheesy movies Scaramouche hated is playing, it’s a horror movie. He reached for his boyfriend’s arms and clings to it, “I-I’m scared, hold me please” Kazuha whispered holding his arms tighter, but Scaramouche refused pushing him away and mouthed him they might see.

Kazuha was of course in disbelief and disappointment, his boyfriend values others more than him, his heart started to feel as if someone is crushing it painfully slow, clutching his chest, tears started to flow down his reddened cheeks. He stood up on the couch and went to join the others on the floor wiping his tears with the hem of his hoodie.

During the movie Kazuha’s mind is floating everywhere, even suspending and shocking sound didn’t make it to bring him back on the movie. He was fiddling around their couple necklace; silver chained, with their initials on the dangling promise ring, thoughts are oozing everywhere making him ruffle his head aggressively catching Venti’s attention that leaded to him asking if the boy was okay. As usual, Kazuha put his thumbs up and gave him a smile but this time it was with a hint of pain, even though his crying eyes wasn’t seen, his tears glistened like a crystal in the dark.

When he couldn’t take it anymore, the lad stood up catching everybody’s attention, “hey the movie is almost finished where are you going?” asked the others but Aether just shushed them and said to just focus on the movie. He gave Scaramouche a look which he doesn’t seem to understand until he motioned him to follow his other half.

Kazuha never felt this ridiculous before, when they started dating, he always feels full and happy like how he feels whenever he looks out the window every morning and see birds flying freely. Even when they decided to keep it private everyday went smooth, he didn’t know what went wrong and Scaramouche decided to act like he’s a solo to everyone.

“Babe open up its me” Scaramouche said as he cautiously knocks at the door of Kazuha’s room. The other didn’t answer and just covered himself up with his white fluffy blankets.

Scaramouche still kept knocking on the door but it gets soft as he goes longer, his head leaning on the door. “Talk to me please” he pleaded as the door finally opened showing Kazuha still with his blankets on with his lowered head avoiding Scaramouche’s gaze.

“What” he said as they sat on his bed. “I’m sorry for what I did there, I didn’t expect it to make you feel upset.” What Scaramouche said just made Kazuha more upset and angrier, it was not what happened earlier but what was happening on their relationship overall. Tears are escaping his eyes again making him burry his head on the nearest pillow. “That isn’t it, please leave and take this” Kazuha handed him their couple necklace which made him shocked and hurt.

“Why are you giving this back to me? Are you giving up on us already?” Scaramouche asked facing Kazuha who is still on his pillow. Silence filled the room for a moment, “give me an answer Kazuha, I will not leave you until you give me a proper answer” he said touching Kazuha’s hand squeezing it lightly.

“Do you really think I will be the one giving up first? I’ve been putting up with you all the time, all I want is for us to move free even if it’s just here with our friends I’m tired of hiding Scaramouche” removing Scaramouche’s hand on top of his, Kazuha faced him and looked straight on his eyes.

“If we’re just going to hide every time, let’s just end this” as soon as Kazuha was done with his sentence Scaramouche couldn’t help it anymore, blood rushing to his ears and nose, tears streaming down his cheeks, he could not say anything. Instead, his eyes poured everything.

Kazuha was taken back but he was serious, he didn’t intend to make his boyfriend cry but he really doesn’t want this relationship to be kept hidden, he just wants to express his love to him anytime anywhere without something stopping him.

Kazuha cupped the other’s cheeks and wipes his tears, “I didn’t say it to make you cry you I know I wouldn’t make you cry, but really Scaramouche if we’ll continue to act like this I don’t know if I can hold on anymore. I love you but I can’t do this anymore”

All this time Kazuha knew how sensitive Scaramouche was, after all he knew him the best. He knew why Scaramouche wants them to be a secret, he knew why he was so protective of their relationship, on their case specially. They were not normal on the others’ eyes, that’s what worries Scaramouche the most but Kazuha never cared about that as long as they were together. Kazuha wanted Scaramouche to risk it, Kazuha wanted Scaramouche to say he loves him in front of everybody so bad but Scaramouche couldn’t and only says it when the two of them are alone, he doesn’t even say it on texts regularly.

Kazuha was very understanding of Scaramouche but this time he wanted to be the one who is understood, “it’s on you Scaramouche. Choose whether you’ll risk it for me or run away again like you used to” Kazuha removed his hands on Scaramouche’s face but still he locks eyes with him waiting for his answer.

Scaramouche looked down on their necklaces he was holding. “I-i” as he stutters Kazuha held his hand, “Don’t worry I respect whatever your decision is, you know how much I love you and I’m willing to let you free if that’s what you want”

But that’s not what Scaramouche wants, he admits it he’s scared of how fragile their relationship is and once Kazuha lets go everything will scatter around like broken mirror pieces. He wants to be free too, he wants to hold Kazuha’s hand and tell him how much he loves Kazuha but his anxiety eats him up before anything else, his fear wins every time.

He could not imagine what life would be without Kazuha again, can he manage to laugh again? Can he manage to be childish again? Kazuha completes him and he doesn’t know what will happen if he is to disappear on his life.

“As expected, I cannot see how I am without you” with those exact words from Scaramouche, Kazuha cried tears of happiness as his lips forms a smile exactly the same when Scaramouche fell in love with him.

Kazuha knows what Scaramouche meant by that; he didn’t need any more explanation those exact words were enough for him to know how Scaramouche really felt.

“I love you Kazuha, with all my heart. You know exactly how I feel, I’m sorry if I couldn’t bare the fear I have every time, I will not give any more excuses from now on we’ll be free on our own relationship”

With those words coming out of his mouth he went straight to his boyfriend’s arms, both of them naturally found the best position to feel so loved and comfortable kinda similar to what we feel when we finally got home but different as Scaramouche have Kazuha by his home.

“How about we start with our friends? Right now, come on let’s go outside” the younger stood up and tugged Kazuha’s arms leading him to the place where everyone is now screaming because apparently the movie was so intense.

“You missed the best part where did the two of you go?” Xiao said as he notices the two arrived

“Guys we have an announcement”

As the both of them suddenly kinda shouted, Heizou stopped the movie

“If it’s the two of you dating never mind, we all know, now sit! I just want to finish the damn movie!” Venti proclaimed, the others were just nodding and the couple? Yeah, they were smiling as if they received a candy as a kid

“Take your sit fruity boys” Aether said teasing the both of them as he pats the vacant seat beside him

[femslashfictournament]

Femslash fic tournament: Round 1

Touch me and gimme that rush Ship: Tori Vega/Jade West Media: Victorious Link: https://archiveofourown.org/series/1717927 Summary: When Jade allows Tori to kiss her, you know, as a favor, things become a little bit complicated. Especially when they have to play husband and wife on stage. Or when Tori needs a ride to school because she can’t stand forty minutes in the car with Trina. And that time Tori’s chosen to perform in the Platinum Music Awards and turns into a total grunch (that’s Jade’s opinion, anyway).

I submitted this to the other general fic tournament and it didn’t get in, but so help me god I will keep sumbitting this to fic tournaments. This is my favorite fic ever written. Like it’s so well written. I went on a nostalgia trip for Victorious in like 2020 and then looked up fanfic for Tori/Jade, as you do, and holy shit I was not expecting this gem. This is my Bible. This is also longer than the entire Bible btw. This is what the Victorious canon is to me now. Also as weird as this is to say it has like?? Sex education??? Like I have never come away from a fanfic being like “wow I learned something” before. This also happens in the third part because Tori becomes a sex ed professor more or less, which sounds weird out of context but I promise it feels super natural to how her character is written. The writers build on canon as well as make up their own plot lines that feel like they would naturally fit into canon. Also I cried during the third installment. It’s a really good fic I would recommend it to literally anyone who is invested in a good f/f ship, tho it would make a tad more sense if you have watched Victorious, I don’t think it’s necessary since the writing is just so good. There’s also 2 more chapters left to come! I am patiently waiting the Jori wedding… even tho it has been over a year since the last update… I have faith we will get it one day… please…

Linked in Life and Love Ship: Ruby Rose/Weiss Schnee/Blake Belladonna/Yang Xiao Long Media: RWBY Link: Ruby Rose/Weiss Schnee/Blake Belladonna/Yang Xiao Long Summary: A single intimate night together... and it lead to so much more. Follow as Team RWBY dive into a relationship none of them could have imagined, trying to make sense of their new situation, as well as deal with the reactions of the people around them. All the while facing White Fang drama, family secrets, and most devastating of all: homework. Pollination, with no Enabler.

Or:

There were so many Pollination stories that were nothing but smut that I wanted to try and make one that was an actual, full length story... and I somehow obliterated the RWBY canon in the process. Whoops.

No propaganda submitted

[miffue]

O2 LOVE COUNTDOWN — No.1 Party Anthem

“EEEE WE’RE FINALLY HERE!” yoimiya squeals in excitement. seeing the gorgeous lights, everyone’s cheerful face. this was going to be a good night. not even your ex could ruin it.

“I KNOW RIGHT, i’ve been dying for a break from uni bro.” lumine states

“don’t even talk about uni here. this is a stress free zone!!” you state with a sad smile.

“yea yea whatever guys! let’s just enjoy this break for a while. no negative energy!!” hu tao demands, and ayaka nodding in agreement

“albedo your awfully quiet. c’mon enjoy yourself! it’s one of the very few time your away from your weird experiments.” ayaka tells him.

“i’ll try.”

“OH MY GODDD ITS STARTING GUYS!” hu tao exclaims.

the members entering on the stage, each member shone in the spotlight. first, venti, then aether, xiao, kazuha, heizou and lastly scaramouche. the concert begins. it starts off as any other concert.

the band performing their current album. voices singing beautifully. everything’s good! no resentment, sadness, or emotions alike when you see scaramouche.

just you and your friends enjoying yourselves.

“C’MON Y/N LOOK MORE ALIVE! SCREAM THE LYIRICS WITH ME!!” hu tao screams at you. you can barely hear her, but you can still make out some words.

“WE DON’T KNOW THE LYRICS THO?”

“DOESN’T MATTER!!”

“IF YOU SAY SO!”

screaming nonsense with hu tao, genuine smiles between the whole friend group. hell even albedo is smiling, even if it’s barely noticeable.

the band finish their album’s discography. then venti tells in to the mic for the audience, “this is going to be a special concert! our amazing guitarist, scaramouche will be singing a solo today! hope you guys enjoy this, he spent a lot of time and thought into this song.”

the crowd erupting in to cheers, chanting his name, and other members retreating to the back so he could be in the spotlight.

it’s an amazing song honestly, not even you could hate on it. until he looks directly at you while singing a lyric.

“the look of love, the rush of blood. the she’s with me’s, the gallic shrug”

was he hinting at something? you’ve always admired him, anyone who looked in you guys’s direction could see the love and admiration in your eyes.

you wondered during the relationship if it was ever one sided. he never cared for you in public or private. always pushing you away, no matter what you couldn’t get close enough to him. to his feelings.

there’s no use of if’s now, what’s the point of wondering about the past when you’ve got friends who’d be there for you, open about their feelings, treat you like someone, they’re just everything you need.

lumine’s looking at you concerningly, giving you the “you okay? you need some time alone?” look. shaking your head no, with a content smile on your face.

scaramouche is still looking at you. he has been since the beginning since his solo, the concert, in highschool, all the time. in his eyes you were everything. you were too good to be true. something made up from his imagination.

someone who’d been with him, okay with his flaws, didn’t change him and just accepted him as who he is a whole.

making eye contact with him after years. you can say it’s cheesy like a stupid romcom. they say eyes don’t lie, you might just believe that now. that look in his eyes, it was just like yours in highschool, full of love.

thinking to yourself “maybe i do need some time alone. how ironic, literally said you wouldn’t let a random ex ruin this night for you.”

tapping lumine on her shoulder, her turning around, “hey lumine im gonna go take a breath of fresh air real quick.”

“okay y/n, take all the time you need, and stay safe.”

giving her a smile you stepped out for a bit of fresh air. you didn’t even realize you couldn’t breathe when he was looking at you. it was suffocating. he still has that same hold on you even years later.

will you ever escape scaramocuhe, or you should say kunikuzushi. maybe one day you will. who knows, only time will tell.

seeing you at the concert wasn’t what scaramouche was expecting. and he didn’t realize how much he’s misses you until now.

missing your smile, your hugs, your stupid conversations, your care. everything about you. how should he feel right now? sad, happy, longing? who knows. all he knows is that he misses you dearly.

seeing you happy with your friends, he can’t deny he’s glad. you aren’t crying and grieving over someone like him. your cheery self made him feel better. you gave his monochrome world color.

hearing venti’s announcement of his time of singing his solo, he was scared. he wasn’t planning to be singing something he made in thought of you. and you watching him too, he was a little more than nervous.

“the look of love, the rush of blood. the she’s with me’s, the gallic shurg”

the lyrics were about you and your actions.

“the look of love”, you’re admiration for him. always there for him, caring for him. you’re love never faltering even after he’d push you away constantly.

“the rush of blood”, you’re gorgeous face decorated with a pink hue when he’s around and you’re energy. you were always full of life, giving him a reason to do anything. and you’re blushing and giggly face every time you guys made eye contact.

“the she’s with me’s”, picking him over anyone. anyone could’ve been a better company then him. he was always quiet, rude and arrogant, so why? why did you pick his presence over any one else’s? “no, sorry, i’m busy with my boyfriend right now.” those word made him feel good. you’d still pick him over anything.

“the gallic shrug”, you’d always say actions speak louder than words, and you ment it. sometimes when you couldn’t find the right words something you’d show it through actions. he was giving you the silent treatment one day but, you still put some effort in to talking to him. even if those methods failed, you’d give him his usual lunch you made, the texts of good morning, goodnight, i love you, take care, etc.

he still remembers you, your habits, your voice, just you in general.

seeing you step away from the concert after you made eye contact with each other, he felt a ting of sadness. did you still resent him for that argument? he didn’t have time to think on it too much i mean how could? he’s performing in front of thousands of people.

he makes a mental note to try to find you after this. if he can’t he’ll text you. even if he’s blocked he’ll find a way.

SYNOPSIS you and scaramouche or kunikuzushi from 6REEZE dated in highschool but went your own ways after an argument. So when one of the members sister is apart of your friend group invites you to their concert without knowing that one of them is your ex. You’re still head over heels for him but, does he still have feelings for you?

AUTHOR'S NOTES — omg back to back?!!??! unheard of from minnie yall. ANDDDD its not extremely short and rushed (did this in the morning before class LOL) but anyways as always wrote this extremely late!!! disregard spelling/grammar errors or sloppiness. love u all

TAGLIST —@featuredtofu @brain-r0tt @saeskiss @m9rtality @sl-vega @feiherp @jayzioxx @lloovvv

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[stargazer-balladeer]

it’s my birthday soon and i’ve always felt lonely during my birthdays— so if it’s alright, can i request headcanons for scaramouche, xiao, and albedo with an s/o who only locks themselves in their bedroom because they don’t feel special enough to even celebrate their birthday? thank you 🥺

S/o’s birthday but locks themselves in their rooms because they don’t feel special [Genshin Impact]

Characters Included: Albedo, Scaramouche & Xiao

Notes: 👁👄👁 the title is so long- i don’t know how to shorten it- hshshs. Btw, HAPPY ADVANCE BDAY ANON-!! I KNOW THAT FEELING ANON- SO UR NOT ALONE 🤧🤧 if you want to talk, you can msg me anytime-! You deserve to be showered with love-! Hope ya’ll like this!

Reader’s Gender: Neutral

Warning: none

[aether, childe, diluc, kaeya, venti]

Albedo

As much as Albedo wants to remember your birthday, he just forgets because of many things running through his mind. Especially when it comes to new discovery. He’ll be so sorry when he remembered that your birthday was today-

At first, Albedo had a hard time looking for you. He asked everyone- yes even Diluc, Kaeya, Jean, Klee, everyone- but no one has seen you. Which made him worried since no one has seen you the entire day—

He would literally tear down Mondstadt trying to find you until he remembered that he hasn’t check your house yet. When he finds that you’ve been locked up in your room the entire day, it literally broke his heart- ;w;

He would feel like it’s his fault that you don’t feel special, like bro- he would have a sad puppy face on. He will put his hands on either side of your face and make you face him-

“You are special. You are like the sun. You are like a (God/Goddess). Even if you don’t feel special yourself, you’re special to me. And since you’re my beloved, my (prince/princess), you deserve all the happiness and love in the world. You deserve to feel special on your special day. So smile, I don’t want to see any tears.”

Albedo would do anything you want, probably to make up his forgetfulness- :p if you want cuddles, then cuddles you’ll get. If you want a cake or something, he’ll try to bake something, no promises though. (Its the thought that counts, right? 👀).

Albedo would use his ability of drawing and bringing them to life. He would draw all sorts of things, bunnies, squirrels, flowers, and others. He knew that you love watching him draw and bringing them to life. It honestly warms his heart knowing you love what he’s passionate about.

If you want, Albedo could talk to you about all the things he found out recently. All of the research and things he discovered. If you ever question some things regarding about what he discovered, he would happily try to explain it. (It’s honestly adorable seeing him explaining the things he discovered in his research- 🤧)

At the end of the day (around 11-), he would cuddle with you while laying beside you. Every so often, he would press a kiss on your head.

“Happy Birthday, my love. May many more to come... the next time your birthday come, I promise we’ll celebrate it together properly.”

Scaramouche

If you think that Scaramouche doesn’t care about your birthday, then you’re right-! 😃 I’m joking- (unless-). He honestly wants to spend your birthday together with you, but his duty as a Harbinger comes first.

Believe me when I say he feels guilty. Leaving you alone on your special day is honestly low, even for him. He would definitely try to finish all of his missions immediately to get back to you. He would do whatever means necessary to finish them all immediately (he might or might not have sacrificed some people in the process- 👀).

You can imagine his confusion when he couldn’t find you anywhere. He already has something set up for you, all he needs is the birthday person themselves. But he couldn’t you anywhere.

Someone better tell him to check your room or else he would literally tear down the Fatui headquarters just to look for you-! He seriously need to manage his anger- 😓

Scaramouche would find it weird to he finds out that you’ve been in your room for the entire day. At first, he didn’t understand why you’re doing this. But soon, he’ll understand. Afterall, he might’ve done that before..

This guy has no manner whatsoever as he just entered your room like he owns the place- one look at you and the next thing you know is that he’s pampering you- like he’ll be preparing a bath for you and choosing an outfit for you (he’s a fashionista, change my mind 😃). Like bro, who are you and what happened to Scaramouche?

“Tsk. You’re quite a handful, you do know that, correct? Making me go through all this effort to comfort you. Now tell me, who put that idea on your head? Was it your family? Was it someone else? I honestly want to murder whoever put that idea in your pathetic head. ‘Not special to celebrate your birthday’? Ha! Don’t make me laugh. Everyone deserves to feel special, even if its for one day. Now, stop being stubborn and enjoy it-!”

Scaramouche would pamper you so much, like his personality did a 180- he would be pressing kisses all over your body and praising you like theres no tomorrow. He would help you dry yourself and put on the outfit he chose for you. If your hair is long, he would help styling it.

He would take you on a fancy dinner date (this guy is also rich, fite me—). He would honestly spoil you lmao- so enjoy it while it lasts- 😃

“Don’t expect this everyday, okay? I’m not gonna put much effort the next time... still.. happy birthday, my beloved. Don’t ever feel like you’re not special when you’re special to me.. if you ever feel sad, come to me. Thank you for putting up with me.”

Xiao

(Yes I’ve remade the Xiao banner again- 🤧🤧 im very indecisive ik-)

Celebrating birthday? What’s that? Xiao honestly didn’t think much of it since centuries pass by with his day of birth passing each time, he never really thought much of it. Never bothered celebrating it.

But when he found out (from Verr or Rex Lapis/Zhongli) that the mortals celebrate their birthdays, he honestly doesn’t have a clue on how to celebrate it. So he might seek the help of Verr or the Traveller.

He does his best. Please give him credit for trying- ;;w;; He’ll try his best to make something for you. It won’t be anything grand. A simple picnic near Wangshu Inn with some Almond Tofu and other food-

So when the day of your birthday came, Xiao is nervous. He doesn’t know if you’ll like the surprise or not. But when he started to look for you, he was confused when he couldn’t find you before growing worried.

Unlike the other bois, he would immediately check your room before tearing the place down- when he finds you there, he’s honestly confused again- (poor bby, always getting confused- ;;w;;). When you explain to him that you just don’t feel special during your birthday, Xiao would get worried and upset-

The first thing he does is hug you. Like this is the only thing he knows about comforting someone- its not like he encountered humans that needs comforting- ;w;

“I.. don’t really know what it feels like to not feel special on your day of birth but.. you’re special to me. Isn’t that enough?”

Like broooo, he looks like a sad puppy- he’s honestly lost on what to do. You might as well need to comfort him too 😅. He would try to shower you with affections before dragging you to the picnic he set up.

He would be so relieved if you like or love the picnic he set up. As much as its embarrassing for him, he would allow you to feed him and, if you let him, feed you in return. He will continue to press some kisses on your face, head and hands. Because, like, u really deserve it- 🥺🥺

He would bring you to the highest mountain just near Wangshu Inn and enjoy the view, and possibly go stargazing with you. I can see him knowing how to make a flower crown for some reason :pp so he’ll make a flower crown out of Qingxin flowers and place it on your head-

“Happy day of birth, my love. Even as more days of birth come, I promise to make you special. Even though it’s not the grandest, I hope that my efforts and love will be enough.”

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[evelxtus]

okay okay so basically

characters: venti, xiao, childe, albedo, and if you possibly can scaramouche

so basically you get into an argument that results in you going to take a walk to clear your head when you feel a pair of eyes on you. you try and call out to (character) but they’re purposely ignore you because they’re mad. just kinda like a “(character) i know your mad but can you come look at this?” and then they hear you scream and come rushing back to you ( y/n can get attacked or just get scared you can decide ) blah blah (character) gets very worried when they hear you scream and come to your rescue with a bunch of “im sorry”s and “i love you”s 🧍‍♀️(cringy i know)

— ❛ Eᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ғɪɴᴇ !

pairing. . . . . . . . venti, xiao, childe, albedo x gn! reader.

warnings. . . . . . no pronouns specified, angst to fluff, established relationship, not proofread.

a/n. . . . . . . . . . . hewwoo, i didn't add scaramouche because actually i just accept 4 characters per post, at least for now. sorry ;-; <3 hope you like it tho.

It was night when it happened, so after your heated discussion, the best remedy you saw was to go for a walk alone, and feel the night breeze to clear your mind.

That's what you thought until you heard the branches rustling near you.

You weren't able to see anything with so much darkness, and that sound made you remain static in the place. You decided to call your partner's name, but there was no response.

Maybe it was just your imagination.

Again the same noise, this time closer. You didn't want to look scared despite how stiff every muscle in your body was, so you called your partner a little higher this time.

That creature reveals itself running towards you. You let out a terrified scream, just to notice it was a poor boar, that looked more scared than you, finally disappearing into the bushes on the other side of the road, passing you on its way even without touching you.

⩩ VENTI.

The first time you called his name he barely heard it. It was only like a faint whisper that the wind brought him, and for this reason he assumed that you would be venting out there talking to yourself.

“Pfft.” he lets out, after a long sigh. It left him more exhausted the simple fact of arguing with you than to fight with any enemy. “After everything we've said to each other, do you still have things to add? Funny.”

Venti heard his name once more, this time something in him woke up, and his attitude seems more serious and attentive than before. His heart was beginning to beat strongly, and he furrowed his eyebrows as he looked in the direction you had previously left.

It wasn't until he heard you scream that those strong heartbeats seemed to stop in terror at the thought that something had happened to you while he was purposely ignoring you. How could he forgive himself?

Without realizing it, his feet already had him running towards you relentlessly, finally finding you crouched down with your eyes closing tightly and covering your head with your arms, waiting to receive an attack that was not going to come.

Venti was prepared with his bow, or prepared to summon a hurricane if necessary to save you, but all he did at such a scene was kneel before you and take your hands, separating them from your head as he desperately tried to get you to look back at him.

“Shh, shh, y/n. I'm here... look at me... please look at me... nothing's wrong, there's no danger around.”

At those words, you opened your eyes slowly, meeting the tearful eyes of Venti, who hugged you when your gazes connected. That way you wouldn't see a few tears falling down his cheeks.

“Forgive me for leaving you alone. It's my fault, sorry, sorry... I love you, I'll never let you go again.”

Bonus: when Venti realized that you screamed because a little boar scared you, he bursted out laughing. He wasn't sure if it was because the scene was funny in his mind, or he was just relieved that it wasn't anything really dangerous.

⩩ XIAO.

Were you calling his name? Well, keep doing it, because there is no way that an adepti will succumb to the temptation of ever seeing a mere human like you. A human who minutes before made him completely lose his composure. Ignoring you now was your punishment, and his own too.

Your scream made all thoughts of the arguing dissolve, making him return violently to reality. With the spear in hand and his fist white due to the force he was using while holding his weapon, he appeared before you, taking a step forward and meeting... absolutely nothing dangerous.

Seeing you over his shoulder, he carelessly tossed the spear aside and kneeled before you, putting his gloved hands on your shoulders, on your cheeks, on your hair.

“What happened? Who hurt you? Which direction did they go?” his incessant questions accompanied every movement of his hands in search of any wound on your skin, until finally you calmed down.

“I'm fine, sorry for the scare I gave you... There's no danger.”

Your words caused the boy to drop his head in relief, leaning his forehead against your shoulder and feeling a great weight leave his body. With one knee bowed to the ground in front of you, he closed his eyes tightly.

“y/n... my apologies for not appearing when you called. I am the one to blame for everything. I must protect you... because I love you. It's the least I can do for you, and I'm not even able to do it right...”

His sadness begins to turn into rage, you can tell by how his muscles begin to tense under your soft touch.

Bonus: A few simple sweet words and you will have the boy totally melted in your arms, allowing you to caress him as you wish. He is so glad to be by your side again... safe and sound.

⩩ CHILDE.

You were calling him? yeah. Did he care? nah. He won that argument, the fact that you left his sight just to calm down and take a walk was as if you had accepted defeat for him.

So, he's not coming back for you.

Or so he thought until your scream made him run in your direction like he had never done before in his life.

He was panting when he reached his destination, looking around him for any hint of danger, extending an arm slightly at his side, in a gesture of protection before you.

“...? Are you okay?” he asked hurrying to get you up carefully, letting you lean on him. Any rancor in that discussion was a thing of the past.

His gaze did not leave your face, searching for any gesture of discomfort. He sighed loudly when you replied that everything was fine.

“Oh my, you scared me there. Let's make sure that doesn't happen again, okay? Just... stay by my side even if things get ugly. There is no way I can ever leave you... you get it? Good. Now let's go home... we deserve a good rest. Together.”

Bonus: That night, when you are already lying in bed, he will call you several times, unintentionally disturbing your sleep. “y/n..., hey, y/n, are you awake?” When you answer yes, he will hug you from behind, hiding his face in the crook of your neck. “You know that I love you no matter what happens... right?”

⩩ ALBEDO.

He was too focused on tidying up some notes on his table to pay any attention to your futile attempts to get his attention.

Of course Albedo was hearing you perfectly, but he just didn't want to listen to you. This boy was deliberately ignoring you.

When the scream reached his ears, his expression changed to a great concern, leaving him breathless and putting his notes aside, messing them up again, so as not to waste any more time reaching you.

The first thing he did was kneel beside you, gently pushing your head against his chest with a protective aura that you had rarely seen in him. After all, your safety always comes first. His always serene gaze now looked around frantically, searching for the root of the problem.

There wasn't a second in which he released his firm yet gentle grip on you.

“Everything is fine, y/n. Come, get up.” he commented helping you getting up again.

When you confessed to him what really scared you, his expression didn't change one bit. He was still as serious as before.

“It doesn't matter what the origin of your fear was, what matters is that now you are safe. And I must apologize — it was irresponsible of me to let you go alone in this darkness. Let's go back and forget that irrelevant discussion we had, shall we?”

Bonus: starting now, he won't separate from you all day. He will keep an eye on you, alert that nothing happens to you, even if that leads him to neglect his obligations a little... “Don't feel bad. I do this for both of us, not just for you. You get to be permanently safe and I... feel reassured by this.”

[xinnabon]

happy is you.

IDOL AU #xiao x gn!reader [confession]

cw! swearing.

SUM. you're so inlove w/xiao. and pretty much ask him a question at 3am in the morning and worry about so many stuff. YOU WANNA KISS HIM SO BAD in a sfw way pls.

part two but its angsty lol

taking in requests! info about taking in requests from me and etc. is right here! thanks again!

a/n school orientation starts in at least 8 hours for me and i thought, "why not write something nice after pfftt-- more than a week i haven't wrote anything??". but i'll try to take in requests if i have some and pretty much do it whenever i have spare time. also i really would love the fact to just be madly in love with someone. don't know how tho lol

it's 3am. staring at a dead end ceiling while you're all laid out in your perfectly warm mattress. blinking a few times, thinking about all the cute things you can ever do with xiao. my god, were you thinking about him-- no... missing him?

it felt like you were going into so many notions. this wouldn't really feel normal to yourself from way back but... is it that lovely? you just want to see him, hear him, hold his hand, and just see his confused face when he doesn't know what you're talking about.

you two already went out on dates together at least 6 times, won't you just shoot your shot already? no. at this point, you're feeling like one of those people that say "what if he doesn't actually like me and just came with me just not to embarrass myself?" no. that can't be right?

thoughts races as long as you'd like to. assuming this or that but i'm pretty sure he got it all figured out with his feelings for you these past 6 dates-- i mean. 6 dates.

not to mention, you really loved when he tried to relax himself. catching a few glances of you here and there. was it really that cute.

no. you can't go up changing your thoughts with new ones of him thats-- weird.

you let the mattresses take you aside and consume yourself with the bed and just groan on over. taking your phone and opening it up with barely any stuff. one of your notifs was youtube suggesting "how to cook an egg" kind of tutorial.

reading back conversations you had with xiao. it feels like you're talking to him again just... not actively? there's that one feeling inside you that just lets the world aside and it's just you two, you two alone, entertaining each other, go all stupid. that felt like you were only the one he needs. you do respect him with other people as well but that sort of thought really sounds nice.

fuck. you felt like a teenager. it felt like inserting a literal sentence to your head saying "CRINGE LORD" with pretty much all capital letters, on a bold font with a bright red. but the thing is, he was talking to you. putting up with all of your nonsense. it made you feel dizzy.

you always thought that there was just random people, not just perfect just a normal and average kind of type. after breaking up with a certain person, you can just wait on for someone else to walk by and get asked out anyway. but this. this was different other any ordinary thought you thought of just like before.

it was him. no. for sure he was the one. that, HE could ever fill the dream aside to somewhat reality. instead of letting it aside and let them ask you out, it was just you. you were all left that's behind this and now... you're head over heels for him.

the bright light goes against your face. its ringing. fuck no, no... did you want to see him that bad? you should end the call you're just disturbing him--

fuck. he answered. the silence was going on and eventually asked you why are you calling him at 3am in the fucking morning. fuck this wasn't supposed to happen but. you wanted to get things out.

"what... are we?"

the question left to entertain him. yet continues with the sudden dull silence. fuck you sounded so stupid too. by the looks of his voice, he sounds stunned. did you say something wrong? panic rushes through yourself and you wished you haven't "accidentally" pressing the call button.

"i think you're... unique. i'm not saying i don't take in interest in you but, i do know is that i want to be with you. we aren't... what you say, official? but... i'd like for us to perhaps-- be. that."

holy shit. oh my god fuck. FUCK. okay. pull yourself together. the atmosphere felt so awkward. you ended up flushing your face deep down to the pillow. okay. proceed.

"hah... well. take me out in another 6 dates, then? as lovers of course! ah, shit, wait... no, no. do you even want to be labeled as lovers-- god i messed it up again."

"uhuh. another 6 dates. as 'lovers'."

the call ends and so is the night. you probably took time just to see what the fuck actually happened? is this finally the fantasy you ever seek for? you couldn't believe it. you had someone to love. YOU actually have someone to love now?!

[dourpeep]

im not gonna @ you I’m gonna join you >< .!! imagine him streaming with you in his lap, you’re facing away from his facecam and just sort of draped over him and the lower half of what’s going on is hidden from chat’s view. everyone just assumes it’s a sweet moment - you sleeping on xiao’s lap while he plays his game for his viewers but the reality of it all is much much more lewd and just thinking about it , what would happen if his chat figured out why his voice wavered every time you shift on top of him syhsifjdhsjsb **drools (●・∀)ゞ

- kreide 🪶

Luckily, Xiao is a pretty nice dom. Soft service top Xiao, I mean. So he'll whisper little words of praise, telling you how well you're doing, that you feel so good around him and that you're controlling your whimpers just like you promised-

That being said...

Risky Play

Contains: ((NSFW 18+)) Xiao x gn!Reader, cockwarming, caught

You've been sitting perched in his lap with him buried completely in you for the better part of two and a half hours. With your legs tiring and your arousal starting to drip, you can't help but shift in his lap. He sucks in a breath, luckily right as he's caught off guard during the match and lets out a curse.

His eyes flick from the screen to you, your hair brushing against his cheek.

Another sound draws his attention back to the game, but he presses his lips to the side of your head right as he gets another kill in. On the scrolling text set on his offhand monitor, there's a few comments on his affectionate gesture, as usual.

After all, it's not often that a big streamer is joined by their significant other for a quick rest.

But chat has no idea of what's really happening, instead commenting on how sweet it is that he's letting you take a nap laying against him despite the intensity of the game. You shift again, your warm breath brushing over his neck and sending chills down his spine and he moans, low, raspy...right into the mic.

The effects are immediate.

First, chat stops entirely. Xiao's usual aloof expression betrays the embarrassment he feels and his ears turn red. You bury your face further into his neck. The warmth of your cheeks only makes him more aware of his own.

Next, he coughs and takes his hands off the keyboard and mouse, pressing them to his face. There's a sudden burst of activity in chat.

---- t_t_tglia: lmao what

---- np_sea: OMGGGG :KEKW::KEKW:

---- venven(mod):NotLikeThis::NotLikeThis::NotLikeThis:

---- venven(mod): XIAO

---- valberr: what did I miss???

---- np_sea: ur gonna get banned :KEKW:

---- kazoo_h(mod): Please tell me that's not what I think

---- t_t_tglia: he MOANED

---- hyp.o: was it hot tho

---- comment deleted

---- comment deleted

---- t_t_tglia: I SAW THAT :LUL:

Xiao's hands run down over his face. He had a good run, no? Several million followers on his Twitch, affiliation, a checkmark next to his name, a few sponsors, and not to mention the few cons that he's invited to each year to play or be a part of a q-and-a. Overall, pretty popular in the gaming community for his blunt quips, quick reflexes...and now this. Yeah.

He doesn't even bother saying anything, gold eyes flicking over the comments quickly scrolling and the frantic work of his mods to try to wrangle chat. He feels bad.

Finally, Xiao presses his finger to the 'power off' button that glows on his console, foregoing any sort of precaution he'd normally take and looking away as the screen turns black and the fans whirr to a stop.

It's then that you look up at him.

"I'm sorry-" You mumble, and he presses one of his hands to his lips as he thinks.

He knew the consequences that could come with what started out as his idea. A passing thought of what it'd be like considering he enjoys the slight thrill of the risk when the chances of getting caught are low. And, really, they were--or at least they should've.

You move again and he's made aware of how sensitive he's become.

Adrenaline rushes through his blood. Surprisingly, even with what just happened, he can't seem to bring himself to care.

"It can't be helped now."

Settling against the back of his chair, his hands rest on your waist and slide down to your hips, fingertips pressing into them.

Might as well make the most of it.

[hanniejji]

(Im so sorry this is a long one but my imagine took this and ran :)) )

Imagine, Maple is playing with a few other young children their age in the forest of Liyue. They’re running around and playing hide n seek, climbing up trees and hiding in bushes. Maple is smart, they knew how to hide thanks to Kazhua’s teachings during battle. They hide far too well and giggles silently as they pass by their hiding spot calling their name and looking.

However, Maple soon realizes their hiding spot was too god as just a couple minutes turns into twenty. Bored, they crawl out and search to find their friends calling their names worriedly. Soon the suns starting to set and Lil’ Maple realizes their more lost than before. They’re too panicked to remember Kaz’s teachings of remain calm and find your tracks or at least a river. Instead they start wailing hoping for their big brother to find them somehow before anything else can! She hears the cooing noise of a bird and tearily looks up at the branch to find an odd ebony and teal bird…

Meanwhile, Kazuha was idly chatting with Beidou and Ningguang, a gnawing feeling in his gut that something was wrong. To his surprise the group of children Kaz knew Maple was playing with, runs up frantically calling for him. One of them frantically explains that they went missing in the Liyue forest.

Instantly, Kaz is running as fast as he can to the forest to find them. Just as he arrives to the edge of the forest, billowing with fog from the humid, night setting in, he spots a figure in the distance. He keeps his hand tightly gripped on the handle of his sword preparing for anything, until he recognizes the big golden eyes anywhere. And the bundle in his arms is Lil’ Maple.

Kaz nearly had tears in his eyes at the sight of his little sibling found, and by Xiao of anyone! He rushes over and the moment Maple spots their older brother they squirm until Xiao lets them go to run to Kaz. He drops down to his knees to hug his one and only baby sibling, too relieved they’d been found to scold them. Kaz silently nods at Xiao and he returns the gesture before disappearing.

The next day, Xiao came back to the inn and finds a plate of Almond Tofu and a barely legible letter thanking him with adorable stick figures of him and Lil’ Maple below -🌻

another episode of: just a day in maple's adventurous and totally safe life!

THAT'S SO FUCKING CUTE THO AAAHHHHH ALSO XIAO IN HIS ADEPTI FORM 🥺🥺🥺🥺🤲🤲🤲

maple is not allowed to play hide and seek anymore because they're too good that they'd get lost trying to find the best hiding place :'>

xiao flying around in his adepti form and finding maple is like... a mama bird with a crying baby bird 🥺 AND HES CRADLING MAPLE IN HIS ARMS? HHNHNHNH I AM SCREAMING CRYING SHAKING THROWING UP AAAAAHHHHH

kazuha guiding maple in writing a thank you letter for xiao and carrying them up the balcony :'> i love this match

[rviden]

Hey queen i just did a really dumb and now I feel like ✨crying✨ so, could i maybe get some fluff with Xiao and Childe (separate) comforting their stressed s/o? You don't have too of course!

— COMFORTING THEIR STRESSED S/O

♡ includes — childe, xiao

♡ warnings — stress, crying, it’s fluffy tho!

♡ pronouns — they/them

♡ note — hey love! i don’t know what happened, but i hope you feel better! take a rest, drink some water, watch some cute animal vids on youtube (watch birds talking, it’s always funny!!)

#CHILDE

childe is the type to also become sad if he sees you crying or even pouting for that matter — so the minute you show signs of being stressed or upset hes at your side in a millisecond

i can see him being very physical when trying to calm you down — body draped around your own and just trying to either get you to talk about what’s wrong, or him trying to get your mind away from the subject

childe’s arms were wrapped around your form tightly, the gentle sway in his body paired with his hold caused your body to sway alongside his own softly.

“do you want to talk about it?” childe questioned softly, his hand coming up to rest on your head, fingers massaging your scalp lightly.

“not really,” you spoke quietly, but childe still made out your words — he offered a nod in return and pulled you closer to him, his chin coming to rest on your head as he pulled your face to his neck.

“okay, we can stay like this until you don’t want to anymore,” he replied, pressing a kiss to the crown of your head before he laid back, bringing your body with his own.

childe would lay on that couch for hours if you had asked him to — he wanted to lessen the weight on your shoulders, the pressure on your head, and the rushed beat of your heart.

and he would do just that until the day he died.

#XIAO

he fumbles a bit at the obvious signs of you being stressed — the way your shoulders are tense, the way your eyes are glossy, and the way you sign and huff every few seconds

xiao opts for turning to physical affection (despite not being the most confident in it) instead of words, afraid of saying the wrong thing and only upsetting you more

with your front facing the counter and your back facing xiao, it wasn’t hard to see how you hadn’t seen his hesitant form approaching you from behind — that was until you felt his arms wrap around your waist and his head tuck into your neck, his hair drooping down and tickling your collarbones.

“…xiao?” you hand came up to rest on his hair in questioning. “what are you doing?”

he didn’t respond for a minute, simply breathing against your skin as he pondered on what to say.

“i could see you were upset and i wanted to help,” he trailed off, clinging closer slightly. “… is it helping?”

the boy wasn’t the most verbally or physically affectionate lover, but his love spoke through his openness and vulnerability around you — and the sight of him curling into you trying to offer any sort of comfort he could showed just that.

turning in your seat to face him, you wrapped your arms around his shoulders and buried your face into his neck as well — sighing, you let your shoulders drop and a small smile cover your face at the cuteness of the situation.

it was a good distraction from what was bugging you only minutes before.

taglist — OPEN

@bluexiao // @kxmorri // @seppyco // @immaswallowurkids // @cynettic // @lasignorasearring // @gnyuvile // @how-simpy // @aelatus // @whattaweeb // @ilykazu

[tavvattales]

hi!! i really love your writing 😊😊 can i request albedo and xiao sharing a bed with their s/o for the first time? like would they be nervous or shy 🤔(purely sfw by the way!!)

“Hiii! Oh gosh, thanks so much 🥰 you absolutely can! Thank you so much for your patience. I hope you enjoy what I wrote for you 😊😊

The Xiao one was shorter than I wanted it to be, but I’m still happy with how it came out

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GENSHIN IMPACT Character x gn reader fluff stories~♡♡

Scenario: Sharing a bed for the first time

Characters: Albedo and Xiao(seperate)

Pairings: Albedo x gn reader, Xiao x gn reader

Warnings: Mentions of undressing, but still SFW, I promise. NGL THO I was sooooo tempted to make this NSFW 🥵 You'll see what I meannnn

SFW----> Want some fluff? Then you came to the right place just click down below ;)

Albedo:

● The two of you have been dating for a few months now. He still finds himself learning new things to love about you each time you're together. He loves when you come to visit him while he's working up in Dragonspine. Those are your special moments when he teaches you new things about Alchemy.

● But what you find most precious is the way he speaks to you, so gentle. The way his eyes get lost in yours. The slight blush that dusts his cheeks when the two of you shyly break away. And most of all, the way he kisses you. .

Chilled winds tore through Albedo's lab with a howl as you quickly grabbed at the papers that threatened to blow away, jumping up to get them. You and Albedo worked quickly to store important items and paperwork away as the snowstorm picked up, "I guess we both didn't expect a blizzard, huh?" You call out to him, your hair whipping you across your face as you clung your coat tighter around your body, your teeth chattering. You shiver, your muscles tense, the sheer cold was starting to set in.

"You must be freezing. Quickly, get close to the fire," He instructed, leading you by the hand and guiding you to the cot next to the firepit. Even the fire struggled to keep up with the violent winds, the flames growing smaller, weaker, "Wait here for a moment." He said, quickly returning with a few blankets and more firewood.

Albedo threw the firewood onto the small flame, prodding and poking at it to get the blaze going again as you huddle under the blankets he handed you. You were still shivering, the temperatures turning dangerously low, "I-it's r-really cold. . ." You manage to say. Albedo put a hand to his chin, his eyes filled with worry as he pondered for a moment.

"I. . . may have an idea, but I'm not sure how you would feel about it, " He said softly, glancing down at you as he finally got the fire up and going again.

"H-honestly, I-I would be f-fine with anything a-at this point," You responded, teeth still chattering, curious as to what his idea could possibly be.

Albedo nodded, a soft pink washing over his face. He started to take off his jacket, tossing it to the side, leaving him with the blue shirt underneath that perfectly sculpted his upper body. You find your gaze lingering, wondering what could possibly be underneath when you notice him pull his shirt up over his head. His blue shirt didn't do what was underneath justice. The gentle flames of the fire cast a shadow over that perfect v-line that adorned his torso, his abs tensing up at the cold that hit him. He was perfect.

Eyes growing wide and your face now flushed at what you were witnessing you heard him softly speak, "I can feel you staring, " he said calmly, yet he was just as embarrassed.

"S-sorry!" You quickly advert your gaze, hiding your face from embarrassment. Before you know it, Albedo slips behind you under the blankets, "A-ah!" You yelp in surprise, but you're quickly enveloped in his warmth. Under the blanket he finds the opening of your jacket and slips it off.

"So you won't succumb to sheer cold, I need to keep you warm with skin to skin contact. I promise it won't be anything more than that, " Albedo's warm voice tickled your ear as you nodded allowing him to undress you. You were both embarrassed, but everything was innocent enough. His arms were gently wrapped around your waist, his hands never lingering. He was keeping you safe, and most importantly warm.

The two of you lay down, cuddled close as you wait for the blizzard to pass. Despite the snowstorm, you were incredibly happy to be able to be this close to Albedo.

Albedo x gn reader END

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Xiao:

● Affection and touch was still a subject Xiao struggled with, but he tried. As he got to know you, you taught him what it meant to be in love. This was a totally new concept to him. He's heard of love, but never experienced it himself until he met you. He craved your touch almost every second of everyday, but he had an odd way of asking for it. He wanted to hold your hand? He'd ask gruffly. A hug? He'd advert his gaze and open his arms. You found this absolutely adorable.

“Hey, is everything okay?” Xiao said with worry in his tone. His golden eyes glanced over you, your face flushed red and you felt warm. Your head was pounding and your whole body felt like lead. A faint feeling washed over you as your vision grew blurry.

“I don’t fe-” before you could finish your sentence you collapse. Xiao swiftly catches you in his arms before you hit the ground, hoisting you up with ease. You were burning up much to his surprise. His eyes flicker with worry as he rushes you back to your room.

You had over worked yourself again, carrying the burden of others. You were sure to get a scolding from Xiao when you woke from your feverish daze. Xiao gently lay you down on your bed, brushing your hair away from your face, “Foolish human,” He muttered under his breath. Xiao watched the rise and fall of your staggered breaths, not sure what to do next. He knew one thing, though, he didn’t want to leave your side.

Xiao softly grabbed a hold of your hand, his slender fingers interlacing with yours, squeezing your hand gently. You stirred awake and mumbled softly, “X-Xiao. . .?” You smile weakly at him, his gaze catching yours, “Thank you. . “ 

“For what?” He responded, still gently stroking the top of your hand with his thumb. You were surprised that a small, simple touch from him made your heart wild. 

“For catching me,” you say, voice soft, squeezing his hand back. You gaze at him longingly, “Will you lay with me? Just for a moment. . “ Xiao was taken aback by your sudden request, his own face growing warm.

He hid his embarrassment with his free hand, “If it will make you feel better. .” he said with a huff, sliding into bed next to you. You adjust yourself and lay your head on his chest, listening to the rhythm of his gentle heartbeat. Xiao finds himself playing with your hair and holding you closer as you drift back to sleep.

As much as he didn’t want to admit it, he was enjoying every minute of this.

Xiao x gn reader END

Thanks so much for reading!! <3