#i feel bad spamming

[fearfulandhungry]

[invizz]

[bamsara]

Bam. Bam I'm foaming at the mouth gnawing at the bars of my enclosure. Pls upload the doodles you drew on stream when you have the time, I'm begging you *vibrating*

OH YEAH do yall want the heart comic, suggestive doots, marriage joke, tyren or what cause ngl i kinda forget to post and i dont want to spam everything when i do remember

[natpetersoncore]

if you see this you have my explicit permission to spam me with boops. idc if i dont even know you, go absolute ham dudes

[ganondoodle]

should surprise absolutely no one that i much much much prefer radahn when hes older (and not mindless! or mindcontrolled!)

(doesnt look amused about what malenia just did in that ol trailer- and possibly even moreso about what she said)

that (and base game) version of him is the only one to meeeeeeeee

[3416]

daily affirmations

[ethereal-mists]

💀I have CPTSD and have had it for a very long time. I've had years of therapy, and had to learn about it in order to understand why I feel things the way I do, and work around that. That's how I know about it. I have a very severe case of it and it has impacted my life heavily, so I have to know these things.

Also... I'm not trying to 'diagnose' (if you can even diagnose a fictional character). If anything, I'm pointing out symptoms. You misunderstood the post and keep jumping to assumptions. Just like you misunderstood how those symptoms of CPTSD work when you tried to talk about it (For example, implying that people with CPTSD can't form relationships - which is pretty insensitive tbh but I figure that comes from not understanding rather than anything rude). I mean, it's sweet that you care so much about it. I mean that genuinely. But as someone who has intimate experience with how those symptoms actually present... I'm telling you, it's a little different than how you're picturing it. (There are some really good sites that talk about the way some of the symptoms present socially if you're interested)

You may have included a source but it really seems like you don't grasp exactly what those things mean. It's one thing to read something, but understanding it is another. I don't care about 'debunking' what you're saying, especially when you're getting weirdly aggressive over this. I'm not trying to attack you. I don't want to make you angry. You clearly care a lot about mental health and awareness, and that's something I respect deeply, but I'm not gonna try and debate with someone that's just trying to look for a fight.

"please use basic reading comprehension instead of purposefully officiating the point." This was basically my point from the start. The OG post isn't what you were making it out to be. I got off topic and sucked into a pointless argument.

I'm sorry if this whole thing upset you. That really wasn't my intention. I don't want to fight. I don't want to keep spamming that BG3 account's notifications with drama. If you want to talk or debate or share resources, you can DM me if you like. This kind of topic is pretty interesting to me and it's nice to see someone else that's passionate about CPTSD awareness

Thinking about Astarion and trauma again (shocking)

He really is the first character I've seen that depicts PTSD/C-PTSD the way he does. He's angry. He's collecting the pieces of himself he had to chip away over the years and figuring out how to fit them back together again, and it's hard.

I rarely see good PTSD rep in media (and C-PTSD is even less depicted/understood). And when I do, it's always the soft pitiable side of it. The side of it that's more palatable and easy to accept. But the reality is that the trauma that stems from such abuse can be vicious, and messy. It can lash out and push people away. Bring out the worst in you, at times. It can be so, so angry.

I love that we see that in Astarion. Both because it's good representation, and because I'm a survivor too. I'm angry. I'm upset. I want to kick and scream about it, but I can't. I feel like I must always remain in control, or that displaying those feelings will only hurt those around me and push them away. I don't want that. I don't want to hurt others or be alone.

Seeing Astarion do those things, being angry and messy over it all... It makes me so happy. He says things to Cazador I wish I could say to my own abusers, with no regard to how others perceive it. He doesn't hold back. And I get to see a character with a very similar kind of trauma do/say the things I only dream about, and not be abandoned for it. He's given the chance to heal and grow as a person, and feel loved. He gets to have a happy ending.

And he gets to be mad. And that's ok.

[keferon]

I'm a beginner artist and I love how you draw Swindle. Baby needs more love and attention. Sorry for blowing up your motifs by spam liking Ur posts (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)

Ah thank you:3

But also, feel free to spam like all you want. I don’t really care about numbers, so I turned off notifs for likes and commentless reblogs. The only thing I see is when someone saying/adding something. Like replying or leaving funny tags or something like that.

[snobgoblin]

oh i just know they get excited for astrological events

[crybabyfucktoy]

like this if I can mass queue from ur blog🫣🩷🎀🌸

[mango-harvest]

ive been....uuum....busy

[qronost]

More YTTD doodles

[sketchy-tour]

While I scream into the void of not finishing any art, have this silly oc interaction of Dandy and Will cause Will's hands are huge and I couldn't stop thinking about how tiny he'd make Dandy's hands look in comparison.

Will Wayward belongs to the lovely @kandavers

[aurinkomoukari]

Oof 🥴

[sehrgefaelltmir]

fuckin uhh müllendowski or smth idk thomas is yapping and lewy’s not listening

[art-from-the-juice-box]

gen loss dump part 2 :]

i have a gen loss playlist so the last two was me hitting randomize and drawing a pic based on the song before it finished. the second one technically isn’t that cause charlie’s inferno isn’t on apple music cause they hate me so it’s way more of the song out of spite because they wouldn’t give it to me.