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#enki ankarian#fear and hunger#cahara of the south#d’arce cataliss#ragnvaldr#funger#I feel like I’m spamming the Enki tag on tumblr and I feel bad LOL#sorrryyyyyyy am just autistic abt my wife#I’m not an artist by any means and I barely write anything worth sharing (but you best believe I write!!)#so instead I just silly mode this mf until I am blocked by 90% of tumblr for being too annoying#OHHH YEAH that’s what it is I’m scared that people will go thru the Enki tag to see something cool bc he is a rly neat guy#and instead they come across 70+ posts from tumblr user fearfulandhungry about Enki ripping my arms off and giggling#le sigh le sigh Le sigh
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#sanji#zoro#blackleg sanji#roronoa zoro#zosan#zoro/sanji#zoro x sanji#one piece#chibi#art#i feel bad spamming so many tags#but it is what it is 🫰#anyways#tiny pookies
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Bam. Bam I'm foaming at the mouth gnawing at the bars of my enclosure. Pls upload the doodles you drew on stream when you have the time, I'm begging you *vibrating*
OH YEAH do yall want the heart comic, suggestive doots, marriage joke, tyren or what cause ngl i kinda forget to post and i dont want to spam everything when i do remember
#edit: IM NOT SPAMMING i feel bad#i feel like i clutter the tags already like i stopped using the main tag for a lot of my co/tl stuff out of guilt lmao
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if you see this you have my explicit permission to spam me with boops. idc if i dont even know you, go absolute ham dudes
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should surprise absolutely no one that i much much much prefer radahn when hes older (and not mindless! or mindcontrolled!)
(doesnt look amused about what malenia just did in that ol trailer- and possibly even moreso about what she said)
that (and base game) version of him is the only one to meeeeeeeee
#ganondoodles talks#elden ring#radahn#general radahn#starscourge radahn#i dont like how the tags immediately suggest to tag it with miquella too#LEAVE HIM ALONE#also sorry for that sudden spam of elden ring#i have fallen hard for radahn okay#doesnt mean zelda is over at all#i just LOVE HIM SO MUCH THE POOR MAN NEEDS A BREAK#imagine knowing that when you die you get send to your half brother that wants to marry you just so he can become a god-#-and then when you fight of the lady sent to kill you specifically so that happens infects you with a horrible disease that turns your-#-mind to mush- AND YET HE STILL REFUSED TO DIE#im still in the believe that no one else really knew and it was a ll a secret#that also MEANS THAT JERREN DIDNT KNOW#I FEEL SO BAD FOR HIM#you organize an entire festival to kill a beloved general turned into a zombie to give him an honorable death#not knowing you are sending him to be stitched together as his younger self and mind controlled by his brother that wants to marry him#to become a god like marika#we know more about what others wanted from radahn than what he was actually like!!!!!! the fuck!!!!
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💀I have CPTSD and have had it for a very long time. I've had years of therapy, and had to learn about it in order to understand why I feel things the way I do, and work around that. That's how I know about it. I have a very severe case of it and it has impacted my life heavily, so I have to know these things.
Also... I'm not trying to 'diagnose' (if you can even diagnose a fictional character). If anything, I'm pointing out symptoms. You misunderstood the post and keep jumping to assumptions. Just like you misunderstood how those symptoms of CPTSD work when you tried to talk about it (For example, implying that people with CPTSD can't form relationships - which is pretty insensitive tbh but I figure that comes from not understanding rather than anything rude). I mean, it's sweet that you care so much about it. I mean that genuinely. But as someone who has intimate experience with how those symptoms actually present... I'm telling you, it's a little different than how you're picturing it. (There are some really good sites that talk about the way some of the symptoms present socially if you're interested)
You may have included a source but it really seems like you don't grasp exactly what those things mean. It's one thing to read something, but understanding it is another. I don't care about 'debunking' what you're saying, especially when you're getting weirdly aggressive over this. I'm not trying to attack you. I don't want to make you angry. You clearly care a lot about mental health and awareness, and that's something I respect deeply, but I'm not gonna try and debate with someone that's just trying to look for a fight.
"please use basic reading comprehension instead of purposefully officiating the point." This was basically my point from the start. The OG post isn't what you were making it out to be. I got off topic and sucked into a pointless argument.
I'm sorry if this whole thing upset you. That really wasn't my intention. I don't want to fight. I don't want to keep spamming that BG3 account's notifications with drama. If you want to talk or debate or share resources, you can DM me if you like. This kind of topic is pretty interesting to me and it's nice to see someone else that's passionate about CPTSD awareness
Thinking about Astarion and trauma again (shocking)
He really is the first character I've seen that depicts PTSD/C-PTSD the way he does. He's angry. He's collecting the pieces of himself he had to chip away over the years and figuring out how to fit them back together again, and it's hard.
I rarely see good PTSD rep in media (and C-PTSD is even less depicted/understood). And when I do, it's always the soft pitiable side of it. The side of it that's more palatable and easy to accept. But the reality is that the trauma that stems from such abuse can be vicious, and messy. It can lash out and push people away. Bring out the worst in you, at times. It can be so, so angry.
I love that we see that in Astarion. Both because it's good representation, and because I'm a survivor too. I'm angry. I'm upset. I want to kick and scream about it, but I can't. I feel like I must always remain in control, or that displaying those feelings will only hurt those around me and push them away. I don't want that. I don't want to hurt others or be alone.
Seeing Astarion do those things, being angry and messy over it all... It makes me so happy. He says things to Cazador I wish I could say to my own abusers, with no regard to how others perceive it. He doesn't hold back. And I get to see a character with a very similar kind of trauma do/say the things I only dream about, and not be abandoned for it. He's given the chance to heal and grow as a person, and feel loved. He gets to have a happy ending.
And he gets to be mad. And that's ok.
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I'm a beginner artist and I love how you draw Swindle. Baby needs more love and attention. Sorry for blowing up your motifs by spam liking Ur posts (*´ω`*)
Ah thank you:3
But also, feel free to spam like all you want. I don’t really care about numbers, so I turned off notifs for likes and commentless reblogs. The only thing I see is when someone saying/adding something. Like replying or leaving funny tags or something like that.
#listen#It might sound a bit bad#but I really don’t care about likes. They tell nothing to me they’re just numbers#I turned off my notifs for likes the moment I created this blog#the thing I care for is people’s actual thoughts#even if it’s just ‘AAAAAA’#i will see it and I’ll know that person made conscious effort to scream at me haha#and I’ll be happy to know that#I love having conversations in tags and collective brainrot in reblog chains#likes are. meh#I’m saying all this because I regularly see someone apologising for spam liking my blog#and. yeah feel free to spam. If you don’t share your thoughts under my posts - I won’t even know you were there👍
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oh i just know they get excited for astrological events
#snoobgoobles#arcana spam#apprentice danny#yes i am aware some were left out (more incoming)#originally it was just gonna be Asra and Nadia and Danny and then i felt like drawing Muriel and Portia too#then i couldnt think of a way to fit in Julian and Lucio without causing Conflict but i feel bad leaving them out#i meant to draw this the other day but i didn't
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ive been....uuum....busy
#do NOT ask me how im doing#im SO okay guys like im a normal person guys and my mental health is fine#bg3#do not ask me how normal about this game i am#bg3 fanart#enver gortash#dark urge#bg3 dark urge#sigh...#durgetash#lord enver gortash#the dark urge#the dark urge x gortash#baldurs gate 3#baldurs gate 3 fanart#my art#procreate#my artwork#digital artist#art#fanart#ive been spamming ONE single person abt bg3 and i lowq feel bad for them#mango.post#im so sorry for being possibly neurodivergent ed#it will happen again
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like this if I can mass queue from ur blog🫣🩷🎀🌸
#ive been so busy being used irl i havent been on much🥲#gonna try to refill my queue today but i feel bad spam liking ppl so lemme know if thats coolll lol#rosies stuff#ignore me#delete later
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More YTTD doodles
#your turn to die#sara chidouin#maple yttd#gin ibushi#I love using the bright pink but I think I might try out that orange color for sara's hair in the future#idk how I feel about that gin color palette. it's a weird grayish brown and it looks bad paired with a lot of the other colors I have#I need more practice drawing maple. & drawing anatomy in general. but it's fun stepping out of my comfort zones#ok art spam over for today
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While I scream into the void of not finishing any art, have this silly oc interaction of Dandy and Will cause Will's hands are huge and I couldn't stop thinking about how tiny he'd make Dandy's hands look in comparison.
Will Wayward belongs to the lovely @kandavers
#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home oc#welcome home original character#dandy leon#will wayward#sketches#my art#kandavers#Hey remember when I said I'd post some finished art before making yall look at my sketches again??? I LIED#Im sorry I've just been doodling so much instead of finishing shit#I've been drawing...a LOT of oc interactions#And I keep wanting to post them but they're ALL sketches#would you guys hate me if I was true to my name and sketched all the time???#lmao im kidding I know yall wouldnt hate me but I do feel kinda bad cause I love posting finished colored art#but I am also a man with little time because of work and sketching is how I relax#Maybe I'll sketch dump a lot of them so yall dont get spammed#this one gets its own post tho#dont ask me i dont make the rules
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Oof 🥴
#i know i’m spamming the tag hard rn BUT LOOK AT HIM!!!!!#JUST LOOK!!!#WHY IS HE SO FRIGGIN’ MAJESTIC LIKE EXCUSE ME???#BRO IS PHYSICALLY INCAPABLE OF LOOKING BAD IN A PHOTO#LIKE BARNEY IN THAT ONE EPISODE OF HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER#i feel FAINT#big huge gorgeous man 🥹#jim root#james root#slipknot
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fuckin uhh müllendowski or smth idk thomas is yapping and lewy’s not listening
#thomas müller#robert lewandowski#müllendowski#fc bayern#kinda?? i always feel rlly bad spamming the bayern tag w my müllendowski shit cause it’s such a dead ship n lewy is literally the enemy 😭😭#but like. i want my tags organised 🥲 SORRYYYY#also i tried to make the shirts look like the 21/22 ones cause i love them but uhhh. u kinda can’t tell that’s what it’s meant to be 💀#so just pretend that u can tell pls 🙏#my art#football fanart#mullendowski
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gen loss dump part 2 :]
i have a gen loss playlist so the last two was me hitting randomize and drawing a pic based on the song before it finished. the second one technically isn’t that cause charlie’s inferno isn’t on apple music cause they hate me so it’s way more of the song out of spite because they wouldn’t give it to me.
#spotify is prolly better (definitely is for finding playlists i use spotify to find playlists still and then add those songs to my own lmao#but dad pays for a family apple music subscription and free music streaming is infinitely better then paying for my own spotify#also my wound reference i feel like i let him off easy from the seven foot tall wire security monster#but idk this was drawn a year ago idk what i was doing#like i agree w the vest just being REALLLL bad bruising and internal stuff but i feel like he had wayyyy more open area besides that to get#fucked up besides just his arms#but i guess since the wire monster also got turned off by the button since it didn’t immediately go at ranboo next then maybe that’s still#reasonable idk#generation loss#generation loss fanart#ranboo fanart#continuing my not spamming tags trend so even though i bc puls have tagged all three of them im not gonna#still posting this primarily for me and for everyone else second#OH THE OUTFITS ARE FROM MY PIN BOARDS#I MAKE OUTFIT BOARDS FOR EVERYTHING ITS SO FUN#LIKE EVERY FANDOM IVE POSTED HERE HAS ONE#ITS BAD#and then irl i wear sweats and t shirt lmao#i found mouse trap game board earrings#i spend too much time on those finding highly specific bullshit#the jrwi one is especially cringe cause i have a different section for all of the what ifs#and that shit lasted one (1) episode#also the full color drawing i’m so >:| about it#i need to practice coloring sooooo badly but i always get frustrated w it#i need to slow tf down idk#but thats also from nearly a year ago so
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I made a post similar to this before but I figured out a better way to phrase it, so
I’m not referring to the quality of the art or if you like the designs—I’m curious if you actively like podcast creators giving you visual representations of characters from a non-visual medium. No nuance allowed, just pick whatever fits closest
#Audio dramas#podcasts#Podcast#audio drama#tma#Tmagp#Dndads#Actual play#Red valley#Wtnv#I feel bad for spam tagging but i’m pretty sure this is closely related enough to all of those where it’s fine to do it once and once only#Moo’s words#moo’s polls#Hfthw
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