#i dont want to live like this anymore
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randomguy981 · 3 months ago
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Despite the fact that I live in a house surrounded by family, I still feel so alone. Maybe I'm inflicting this loneliness on myself, but no matter what I do I still feel disconnected from all of them.
It's gonna be my birthday too and honestly, despite the fact that I want to grow closer to my family, I want to spend the day alone away from all of them.
I feel so conflicted. I'm not sure what to do anymore. Sometimes, I wish I wasn't even around anymore. Not like anyone would miss me anyways.
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hopefulqueer · 4 months ago
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i'm gonna lose it actually
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oedonchapeldweller · 6 months ago
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i feel so utterly alone in my trans experience Bro i dont know what to fucking do Bro i think im really gonna do it this time BRO
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itsalwaysgonnabeher · 7 months ago
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Death,
Come wrap your arms around me,
Take my hand in yours,
And bring me to my peace.
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ophelia-bloodletting · 10 months ago
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seemsaccurate · 10 months ago
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Would be so nice to stop thinking about downing all the sleeping pills I have.
I should just get rid of them, but...
I'm not ready to part with my back up plan I suppose.
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lovecrazedpup · 11 months ago
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10 hrs later n im still going through it
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daftmooncretin · 1 year ago
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last three seasons spn are crazy. its just dean being borderline suicidal while sam tries to fix it by basically dangling his keys at him and going : “dean look! cowboys!” “dean look! strip club!” “dean look! haunted action figure.”
Meanwhile castiel is like i see that dean is suicidal, this is clearly my fault so i will remedy this by dying.
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wretchedlittlething · 2 years ago
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Can I just go completely feral now? Become one of those hillbilly urban legends you hear about in the local bars, maybe inspire a Hunting Bigfoot episode and spend the whole time fucking with the camera crew? IDK I just don't want to be here anymore
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slith-er · 2 years ago
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i can't stop crying. i just WISH i could wake up and everything would be okay. all my problems were gone and i had a nice fresh start. i need to start over, do life again. please god, let me start again.
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apathyfairy · 10 months ago
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last year i found a wii at goodwill for 25 dollars and it came with everything except a wiimote but it was in such good condition i was like hell yeah ill take it how hard can it be to find a wiimote. the answer is it's nearly impossible to find them at thrift stores now so i've spent like 8 months looking for ones in thrift stores but there wasn't a single one and then online but i just couldn't bring myself to spend 30 dollars on one single wiimote so i waited so. patiently. and then 2 weeks ago i finally found one at goodwill for 9 dollars but it was absolutely disgusting and the battery cover was missing and the compartment was all corroded so i put it back and regretted it the whole week but then this last weekend i went to savers and there was an absolutely perfect wiimote just sitting there with no corrosion and a jacket and the wrist strap and motion plus and the nunchuck was there too and i got it all for 10 dollars so the moral of the story is that sometimes things seem right for you in the moment but you have to recognize that they aren't and leave them behind so the things that are meant for you will in fact find you when the time is right. peace and love <3
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howtoshibainu123 · 2 months ago
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It became worse Lmao smell ya l8r losers B)
No but genuinely please fucking help me
Im really sik goodbye
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deoidesign · 5 months ago
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please please please please please please please let me tell you about this comic I want to make it so bad please I can not wait I am losing it
If I don't make the comic then I'm not going to make it... I need other people to see what is in my brain so I'm not the only one going feral over them
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mrmeepsmadmind · 2 days ago
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i love when ppl draw bumblebee like the happy little creachure he is but also i love when people draw bumblebee like he's had 500 beers in the last 1 hour and still the pain won't even ebb
#bonus when they do both by making him just utterly psychotic but he smiles so no one notices#i am a shameful idw bee enjoyer but like in the tired af ppl pleasing libra girl who needs a therapist so fking bad but#has 700000 billion duties and 900000000 billion expectations and mean bitches in his ear telling him hes stupid#sense#and not the he feels like an officer sense like no my queen is just a teachers pet doing her best which is her worst im afraid#anyways i love bee hes very indignant and a bitch but also im gonna stand beside her sorry#u do not understand how powerful it was to give him a cane . a literal crutch to hold onto to feel stronger even when ratchet says he doesnt#have to anymore but yet bee still insists bcs he doesnt have time for the repairs itll take when others cannot survive#and 2 it comforts him with support and also power and so he cradles it close with the idea of him being weak & needing smthing else#to make him strong#even tho at this point it's rlly just for comfort but he cant afford to allow himself to have comfort when others cant#or dont need it in his heroism ideals (specifically optimus being seen as so much stronger than him)#optimus also had bee tho. had him. but bee is so self conscious he just sees all his failures surrounding optimus & views himself not a#crutch to lean on but a crutch to optimus' character#he rlly needed rodimus and his fiery upbeat persona so they could fake it till they made it together and he left & fucking exploded#(in bees eyes)#like idk im just obsessed with this little tryhard loser#he islike a sad little clingy mother who refuses to think herself as human. she is just mother. lives off evrryones accomplishments#never her own#idk like hes so interesting tonme i want to kill him teehee#chew on him like sponge cak#bumblebee#transformers#tf bumblebee#tf idw#idw#tf#????#maccadam#i hate not knowing waht tag to use
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astraystayyh · 7 months ago
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if you had read the story of hind raghab, if you had seen the picture of the child hanging from a pole, its lower body shredded, if you had seen the boy carrying pieces of his brother in a body bag, if you had known the soul of my soul, the story of refaat, and the countless war crimes israel has committed just in 7 months then you wouldn’t stream the song skz is putting out with charlie puth, a zionist and overall bad human, and that israeli producer. you would send a clear message that zionism isnt welcome in any capacity in any medium and you wouldn’t want to fund people who support its hateful ideology. this isnt a matter of being a skz anti and im so fucking tired of people painting it as such. where do you draw the line for your morals?
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pansyfemme · 1 month ago
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i have been a ball of depression lately as well as my physical health worsening pretty severly this past week due to stress and so my friends have been. trying so hard to get me to get out and do things and its very sweet but i feel bad because the whole time i’m just a total mess
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