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tuxedo-rabbit · 10 months ago
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I am currently sick :(
Have been since Saturday. I really want to work on my embroidery/sewing project but the idea of trying to sew while actively coughing/sneezing seems....bad. So I've decided to wait.
I'm so close to finishing this bag though!!
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dicaxasinus · 2 years ago
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@sutcliffesmushrooms​ sorry i saw this and i wanted to reply but my Thoughts would not fit in the replies lol, but yes and no! while the emperors new clothes definitely fits with the ‘real vs not real’ situation, the vibes of the emperors new clothes dont have the same kind of message that im referencing!
so in the emperors new clothes, the emperor thinks hes the best thing since sliced bread, right? in most of them, he gets told about this special fabric that only the wisest people can see, he cant admit that he cant see it so he gets a whole outfit made out of it and shows it off, only to later get called out and laughed at for being nude in public. the horror of the ‘real vs More Real’ stuff comes from like. the characters know theyre stories. they know their own stories’ morals and how things are ‘supposed to be,’ hell Mother Goose even turned into parchment for a hot minute. so what else is there? some More Real entity beyond their comprehension? how could the existence of The Authors not lead someone to believe that they are somehow Not Real?
HOWEVER. the velveteen rabbit. thats a story about a stuffed rabbit who was loved so much by a child that it got all shabby-looking, but when the kid got really sick, the rabbit got thrown out to be burned because it was contaminated with the germs. but because the rabbit was Real to its boy, a fairy came and made it Real to everyone else! the whole philosophy of the story is right at the beginning too:
"It doesn't happen all at once," said the Skin Horse. "You become. It takes a long time. That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily, or have sharp edges, or who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don't matter at all, because once you are Real you can't be ugly, except to people who don't understand."
my point is basically ‘why would someone tell a story that doesnt mean something to them?’ theyre so scared of The Authors, and for good reason, but i dont think that theyre some malicious force, just an Unknowable (to the characters) one. whos to say that those characters arent being loved so hard that theyre becoming Real, even if theyre not the same level of More Real as The Authors?
i know the question of "realness" came up in this ep and its like "yeah were real bc were here and talking to each other but also theres things that are More Real in ways we cant comprehend" or whatever but i hear the concept of "realness" in relation to stories and im like
i want the velveteen rabbit. where is he. where is my stuffed rabbit who was loved so hard he became real. i want him in this conversation
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catharsisgenerator · 4 years ago
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im getting tested for covid tomorrow and i am about to start compulsively buying to ✨cope✨
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glassartpeasants · 4 years ago
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Milk
Overhaul x F!Reader
Warnings: Non-con/dubcon (overhaul), overstimulation, light bondage, dom reader, reader milking overhaul, Overhauls in taurus, handjobs, slight blowjobs
A/N: I have no regrets in making this. This is the peak of my existence. I would like to thank god and my love for frosted sugar cookies from walmart.
@zuffer-weird-girl @hello-lucky-luka i shall warn you both that this is extremely smutty and I have absoultely no regrets in making this. This was way longer then I expected it to be soo....
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“Who the hell are you? Another guard to tease me?” Overhaul said with venom as you walked into his room. His eyes sent glares your way but also with confusion. Its usually only males that come in here. Disgusting ones at that. Quirk filled and sick.
“Oh no, they just hired me. Now I’m gonna need you to cooperate with me, its either that or the hard way, and im sure you dont want that right?” You smirk as you bring in your supplies. Ropes, a gag, a blind fold and a chair.
“What the hell? What are you doing. Leave me alone at once. Do you know who I am?” He spat. He felt his anger rise as he saw you place your little ‘equipment’ near his bed. He tried to scoot back away from you only for you to grab his foot and jerk him near you.
“I’m gonna give you another chance, you either sit in that chair willingly and let me tie you up, or, I pour dirt on you. Your choice.” You glared at him right back. You were trying to be nice, give him at least a chance but you saw why they told you they would pay good money to do this. 
Your job is difficult to describe but what made them hire you was that your quirkless. It was the least they could do for him. Have a quirkless girl mess with him until he was a shivering and whiny mess.
Funny thing is, after your appointment with this gem you also have to go to a few different places. You’ll talk about that later. But for the time being, you had to figure out a way to get this man on the chair.
“You wouldn’t dare.”
“Oh I would. Be at least grateful that im quirkless. They could have sent someone with quirks.” You say hoping it was enough to get him to shut up. 
“...fine.”
“Pefect!” You smile as he turned around and got up off the bed. You dragged him by his shirt and plopped him on the chair. His face never changing his glare. You roll your eyes as you quickly tie him up, making sure that no matter how hard he tried he wouldn’t be able to move a inch. He tried struggling but that only made you tighten the ropes.
“What the fuck is this for?” He snarled at you. Hate oozing from his pores. How dare you touch him with your hands? Do you have any idea how many bacteria you hand could have?!
His skin started to break out in hives. You saw from the corner of your eye. as you rolled your eyes. Jeez you knew he was a germophobe but holy shit man.
“Calm your tits Chisaki, i took to showers and washed my hand 3 times. I think your can manage.” You snap at him. Once your finished with tying him to the chair you grab you blindfold and pin it around his eyes. You snicker when you here him mumble curse words at you.
“I demand you take this off at once!” He said jerking his head trying to get it to fly off. His fingers were curled into a fist out of anger as he felt helpless. He couldn’t see where you are or what you were doing.
“Nah.” You giggle in his left ear before taking it between your teeth and giving it a nice tug. Your hands go up his back and over his shoulders and down his chest as you kept on tugging and nibbling on Chisaki’s ear.
Your fingers tapping on his chest as you moved your hands near the end of his shirt. You made extra sure your hands where cold so that you could see him shiver. You lift his shirt up before pushing your hands up, letting your cold fingers touch his nipples making him let out a gasp.
“Aw does pretty boy like that?” You laugh in his ear as you move your fingers to grab his nipples. Pinching and twisting him while you kiss his neck, giving it a few kisses and some harsh sucks.
“You better stop this instant!” He yelled at you before letting out a yelp once he felt you sink you teeth into his neck. He could feel you using your tongue licking away the blood that had surface. Your fingers finally left his nipples alone after tweaking them raw.
You moved your body so you were on your knees in front of his crouch. You were so lost in your thought on what to do next that you almost didn’t notice the way Chisaki was panting. Your lips curved into a smirk before running your hand up his thigh watching him tense up.
“What the hell are you doing?!” He screeched at you. You only ignored his ranting as you move your hand to be above his crotch slightly pushing down on his dick. He jumped at the pressure before struggling trying to get out of his cage. 
You smirked wickedly before you started rubbing him in a fast pace. You held the outline of his dick and moved your hand up and down, giving it a few good squeezes here and there. 
You finally grab the zipper of his pants and pull it down letting you get a good sight of his boxers and his semi hard cock. You move your face closer to it before putting your lips on the fabric that covered his dick and let out a few puffs of hot air. Which in return gave you the feeling of his cock twitch and throb. You couldn’t tell if he was trying to buck his hips up or not, nor did you care. It was therapeutic to see what use to be a powerful man, now reduced to nothing but getting teased and now getting his cock milked dry until hes a crying overstimulated mess.
Your fingers tug at the waist band of his boxers before sliding it down so Chisaki’s dick had popped out. The cold air hitting his dick making him shiver. He moved his head to try and look down at you but the blindfold made it impossible.
You grab his cock and took a good look at it. Tbh you figured it would be small cause you know the saying, big egos tiny dicks, well Chisaki didn’t fit that description. He had to be at least 7-8 inches. Damn and to think you were gonna tease him.
“Wow, never thought you of all people would have such a big package. And all for me? Your too kind.” You laugh at him as you saw his face go beet red. Your soft hands slowly grabbed his cock, your nails skimming the underside before bringing his cock head to your mouth.
You let out a few beginning licks before taking his whole cock head in your mouth, making him let out a squeak. You started sucking harshly and running your tongue over his slit while both your hands were working on jacking the rest of his cock off, and the other massaging his balls. You looked up at him and you felt a sense of pride was over you as you saw Chisaki huffing and moving his head back. Noticing his toes where curling and his knuckles turning white. 
“You-you better s-stop, I-ahhh- You don’t know h-how many germs a-are in peoples mouths?” He was stuttering over his words as your harsh sucking was taking every rational thought out of his mind. It felt so good-no! He can’t just give up so easily! He needs to -FUCK!
While Chisaki was having his internal conversation, You finally enveloped his entire cock in your mouth, making him let out a loud groan. You moved your head fast while sucking him like your life depended on it. Your tongue wrapping around his cock while it disappears and reappears inside your mouth. Your fingers are massaging his balls causing him to twitch inside your mouth. He cries out in pleasure. This feeling is all foreign to him. He’s never had any sexual intimacy due to always on the job and seeing any sexual acts as disgusting.
You pull his dick out of your mouth making it let out a pop sound. If you weren’t listening closely to the sounds he was making you would have missed the little whimper that erupted from his throat.
You move your hand slowly at first, making your saliva and his precum as makeshift lube. his cock twitched in your hands, begging to have some more friction, which you gave you quickly gave.
You hand started pumping his cock furiously while laying your head on his thigh. You smirked as you watch the once feared Yakuza boss crumble under the feeling of your hand pumping his cock.
Chisaki flipped his head back and let out moans of ecstasy, His entire being shaking by the feeling of you pumping his cock so fast. He could feel the line in his belly about to snap as his eyes rolled in the back of his head. Oh god he couldn’t get this feeling out of his head. It only worsened when he felt your lips sucking on his sensitive balls.
He couldn’t handle this intense pleasure anymore before the line in his belly snapped and his cock spurted out ropes of cum everywhere. He let out a whine while he was coming down from his high.
His whines and pants were music to your ears as you stopped your hand movements and licked his cum off his hand. Considering he ate healthy his cum was not sweet but not salty either so you could thank him for that. Its thick consistency made you struggle to swallow all of it but you managed.
“Now since we finished that, on to the man show!” Chisaki’s eyes widen before he heard a low humming noise. Right as he was about to say something a vibration was sent along his shaft before reaching the base. He let out a little moan before the blinding light of his prison cell was stinging his eyes. 
“Aw look at you. All red face and panting, all because of little old me?” You giggle before you begun to take off your clothes. Your shirt and pants where the first thing to go before you grabbed Chisaki’s face and made him watch your take off your bra and panties, leaving you naked.
You walked towards him and moved your legs to where you were hovering over his cock as you straddled him. You moved your hips to where you were slightly stroking him but not giving him the friction he and you wanted. Chisaki’s mind was to occupied by the vibrating cock ring and your pussy  to notice that he was in fact drooling. He was so sensitive since it was all new to him that when you actually put his cock inside you he came again.
“Aw so sensitive aren’t we?” You slowly begin to move up and down while grabbing your gag and placing it in Chisaki’s mouth making more drool appear. You roll your hips and bit your lip as the cock ring you put on Chisaki was also sending vibration to your clit making your shiver and moan to.
You started to move up and down quickly as you put your hands on his shoulder and dig your nails into it. Your mouth goes down to his neck and you started whispering dirty things into his ear.
“Look at you, who knew one of Japans s-ranked criminals would be losing their mind to pleasure by a quirkless girl.” You whisper in his ear while the only answer you got was a low groan along with a sight of a few tears streaking down Chisaki’s face.
“Its such a shame that such a pretty face like yours has to be hidden from the public eye. So strong and muscular Chisaki..or should I say Overhaul?” You smirk when you felt his cock twitch while you said it. 
“Oh you like me calling you Overhaul? Why does it still give you a sense of power? Oh sweetie in here, I’m the one who has the power.” You laugh at him before speeding up your hips as you watched him throw his head back farther and more drool escaping his mouth. You laugh as you take out the gag and throw it to an unknown corner of the room. You grab his face before grabbing his bottom lip between your teeth, giving it a good tug.
Fuck it Chisaki couldn’t care anymore. You were so warm and tight. It felt like you were squeezing the cum out of him. Once you started tugging on his bottom lip he couldn’t help but kiss back. Your lips were so soft. So kissable.
He was so close please just let him cum. He didn’t know how much longer he could last in your tight walls. His eyes were fluttering close as it was all to much for him to handle.
“I-I have to cum...please I can’t t-take it anymore.” When did he resort to begging? The Yakuza boss would never beg!
“Well since you’ve been such a good boy I think you deserve it just this once.” You giggle before speeding up as you bounced up and down his cock. His cock was hitting all the right spaces and the vibrating cock ring kept hitting your clit giving you sparks of pleasure.
Chisaki’s eyes blew wide before he let out a scream of complete euphoria. Tears streamed down his face as ropes of his cum painted your insides white. You gripped his shoulders in an iron grip while your cunt clamped down on his cock and came all over his cock. You both were taking a breather before you decided to move your hips again making Chisaki whimper. He was even more sensitive then before. He couldn’t handle another round!
“I-I can’t do another round. My cock is so sensitive please you’ve won! you won!” Chisaki cried out as you bounced on his cock even faster than before. You leaned your head into his neck, giving it little kisses and praising him for being so cooperative. 
“Oh my sweet Overhaul, this game is no where near over.” You laughed in his ear while bouncing on his overstimulated dick. His eyes were puffy and red from tears and drool dripped down his chin. 
He hid his face inside your shoulder so you wouldn’t see how badly you were affecting him. His moans were muffled by your shoulder and your shoulder became wet with his tears and drool.
“Now tell me Overhaul, who does this cock belong to hmm? Who does this body belong to? Say the right answer and I’ll stop.” You laugh at him. It gave you some sort of twisted arousal to see this once powerful man tell you that he belongs to you. You enjoyed watching over him and seeing how far you could push him to the limit. You could tell he was trying to speak but he was still holding onto once sense of pride.
“Well if your not going to answer i have no where to be until 5pm and considering its only 11am, I say I have all the time in the world to hear you say you belong to me. And only me.” And you swore the look in his golden eyes was gonna be something you would never forget.
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winterrose42 · 5 years ago
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Alright, so theres a lot of tutorials out there teaching you how to make homemade facemasks, so I'm going to add my own to the mix. It's fairly easy and can be done with or without a sewing machine.
So first, I use stretchy headbands cut in half, cut in the way that it would still work as a headband but just in half. The idea is that the cloth is still in two layers. Stretchy headbands like this work best, but tshirts and stretcher fabrics also work. You just want something not stiff that will conform to your face.
So you have this:
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If the edges roll up you can easily iron them down and if you dont have an iron just pin down the edges.
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Sew down the edges so they dont fray or roll up. It also makes the next steps easier.
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Take one sewed edge, fold it up about 2/3's of the way and then take that folded flap and fold it down in half so that the sewn edge is now in line with the folded edge.
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Do that to both sides and you should now have this. This is an easy way to get a psuedo accordion fold so that it stretches from your nose to your chin like medical masks do, but in a way that is slightly easier to do and stretches tighter to your face, effectively sealing everything in.
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For the straps I folds that cut strips of an old tshirt work best bc they're stretchy and are the easiest to tie but you can also use ribbon, shoelaces, another fabric alternative ect. Take the strip and fold the edge in half. Slip the edge in the first fold of the mask, the one on top that you just lift the sewn edge to open. Put it about an inch or two from the edge and pin it in place. Do this to all four edges to make the straps.
Sew down the edge, and for extra security, swe down one edge and then sew back up about half an inch away from where you already stitched. This will just make it more secure.
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This isnt how I imagined revealing my face on tumblr but whatever. This is how it fits. The folds allow you to secure it around your nose and bring it down underneath your chin, completely sealing your germs away from the world and preventing you from directly touching most of your face, which is a big concern.
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Notice as well that it's better to tie your masks, whether it's this one or another, in a crisscross fashion. The top straps should be secured at the nape of your neck while the bottoms should be tied at the top of your head. This way the mask gets stretched completely over your face and is tightly formed to your face shape.
And there you go, your homemade mask is complete. This can be run through the washing machine and is completely reusable. I dont know how well I translated the steps I take into words, so if anyone wants to add on a more concise translation please do, or message me and I'll gladly edit this accordingly.
Stay safe, practice social distancing and remember to wash your hands. I hope this is helpful to some degree.
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adriannabertie-blog · 5 years ago
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primadonnatartuffe · 8 years ago
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-- impenetrableVitality [IV] began pestering primadonnaTartuffe [PT] at 17:32 -- 
IV: ryan 
IV: actually nevermind 
-- impenetrableVitality [IV] gave up pestering primadonnaTartuffe [PT] at 17:34 -- 
-- primadonnaTartuffe [PT] began pestering impenetrableVitality [IV] at 17:34 --  
PT: um NO you cant just pull that shit. 
PT: once you got me youre stuck with me. 
PT: whats up finnberly???
IV: oh uh 
IV: i don't know
PT: k... 
PT: well i wanna chat anyway. 
PT: im having a pretty choice day today. :100: :ok_hand:
PT: sipping this drank of the cafe variety. :coffee:
IV: that's good 
IV: do you mean coffee
PT: yessiree. courtesy of the coffee can. i fuckin love this place.
IV: where is it though
PT: downtown on skaia. around where my usual haunts are.
IV: is that place 
IV: like 
IV: okay
PT: liiiike? safe?? is that what youre asking?
IV: yeah i guess
PT: its all good in this hood. :heart:
IV: are you by yourself
PT: yeeees. currently.
IV: are you eating anything 
IV: are you by yourself by yourself or by yourself with people around
PT: there are people around yeah. in the restaurant. 
PT: otherwise its just me and mr coffee.
IV: maybe ask a few people if they know cpr
PT: finn... baby... 
PT: im not gonna choke on my coffee.
IV: no i mean just in case
IV: it might be good
PT: in case of what?
IV: in case there's 
IV: i don't know 
IV: a cardiac emergency 
IV: do they have an aed there 
IV: maybe you should make sure they do
PT: finn... 
PT: are you alright sweetie? you seem like youre freaking out a little.
IV: i'm fine 
IV: i just think it's important that people are educated
PT: it sure is!!! but i think its fine.
IV: well it's easy to think that
IV: i just want to make sure
PT: of course. no problemo. 
PT: but hey lets talk about something else!!! 
PT: guess what happened to me last night.
IV: are you okay
PT: yes FINN. im great in fact. :blush:
IV: oh
IV: are you sure
PT: YES FINN!!!!!!!
PT: this is me trying to share GOOD news.
IV: okay tell me
PT: well. 
PT: well well WELL well WELL.
PT: me and jack are kiiiinda back together.
IV: oh
IV: wow
IV: that's great
PT: I KNOW RIGHT.
IV: is he okay
PT: shit he better be amazing cuz hes got me.
IV: you have a point
PT: I KNOW RIGHT.
IV: right
PT: in general tho he seems fine.
IV: they have an aed
PT: what??
IV: i called the place
IV: they have one
IV: in case you were wondering
PT: ... 
PT: umm okay i wasnt but... 
PT: are you sure youre alright??
IV: do you know how to use one IV: that's okay it tells you how to use one anyway
IV: it literally talks to you
PT: :confused:
PT: okay i definitely know youre not alright cuz youre ignoring me!!!!
IV: no i just need to tell you that
IV: it's by the bathroom
PT: duly noted. 
PT: finnnnn.
IV: yeah
PT: talk to me. youre acting weird.
IV: 30 chest compressions 2 rescue breaths 
IV: you can use it for a lot of things  
IV: maybe the people around you should know too
PT: I DIDNT MEAN TALK TO ME ABOUT THAT.
IV: sorry
IV: oh you have to open the airway too don't forget that
PT: mmmmmmmoh my god.
IV: does jack know
IV: i should tell him
PT: youre starting to worry me... 
PT: dont make me call colt.
IV: you don't need to call him he's fine 
IV: i'm fine 
IV: it's fine
PT: are you sure something isnt going on??
IV: i don't know
PT: tell me whats going on in your head right now.
IV: i don't know 
IV: i'm
IV: this was a mistake
IV: another one on top of another one that everybody saw coming
PT: nooo baby its fine.
PT: you fuss at me just lemme fuss at you. 
PT: its the law of equivalent friend exchange.
IV: he was right the whole time
IV: what am i doing
PT: who?? ill fight him.
IV: i'm not really different am all am i 
IV: i'm just 
IV: doing the same things
PT: :frowning2:
IV: i'll probably ruin her life and think i'm helping her but i'm not
IV: i have to go
-- impenetrableVitality [IV] gave up pestering primadonnaTartuffe [PT] at 20:36 --
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PT: no you dont!! hey! 
PT: finn listen. 
PT: you can talk to me alright? 
PT: if you feel like a fuck up just know youre talking to the Ultimate fuck up so im the last person who would ever judge you for whatever is going on in your head. 
PT: i wanna listen... i wanna be more helpful... 
PT: come on. please?
IV: i need to go i have to
IV: i have to stop doing this
IV: i have to stop
PT: hey hey. 
PT: it doesnt work that way alright?? 
PT: shit happens sometimes. 
PT: but it passes too... yeah? 
PT: i fucked up last night too finn. 
PT: i started drinking again... but i know for a fact it couldve wound up way worse. 
PT: and im okay! im gonna be okay even if i slipped up. you know what i mean? its the same with you.
IV: i brought an innocent life into all of my shit 
IV: i have to make sure she's safe 
IV: she's not safe with me
PT: baby youre doing a great job with her!! anybody can see that. 
PT: just because youre sick doesnt mean you gotta stop living your life. 
PT: youve got friends whove got your back... and theres nothing wrong with that. 
PT: shit i mean we were all basically raised by our parents friends along with our parents too right??? shes got the same kind of environment. i cant think of any place safer than where she is right now.
IV: i don't know 
IV: i don't want to keep hurting people
PT: i know... it sucks. 
PT: but its gonna be okay. i promise.
IV: fuck
PT: yeah let all your fucks out.
IV: i think i need help 
IV: i'm by myself right now 
IV: well me and sofia 
IV: i think i
IV: need to
IV: something i don't know
PT: well hey i can come over if you want.
IV: please
PT: okay gimme like... 45 mins or so since colts gotta live in the middle of bfe. 
PT: ill be RIGHT over. hang in there.
IV: okay the door is IV: is it locked or unlocked 
IV: i should know this 
IV: oh no
PT: i figure colt locks the door when he leaves. so just lemme in when i get there! 
PT: okay message me if you need to but im omw. 
RYAN: -pockets her device, fleeing the coffee shop and making her way to the transportalizer hub. with a quick zap she's on odimist, but the longer neck of her journey is getting a cab out to colt's place. she arrives at her estimated time... give or take a few minutes, but probably give, but of course no one can ever arrive early during emergencies. still, she's here, and she's knocking on the door while also texting finn that she's here.-
FINN: -his fingers feel numb and so do his his toes and so does his mouth in a weird way, but that's probably due to how messed up his breathing is. he's terrified he's going to drop sofia, that his arms will just give out from underneath her, so it's taking him a long time to get to the door-
RYAN: -that's fine... she can be patient... but not really. she peeps through the front window to see if she can spot him anywhere inside.-
FINN: -she can. He's mostly still other than the tiny steps he's taking and the steps he's taking backwards before he goes forward again. it makes sense in his head,  somehow-
RYAN: -frowns through the window at him. does she wait? does she try something else? she's REALLY not good at this, but dammit she's trying. she taps on the window now?? maybe that'll snap him out of it long enough to get her in there.-
FINN: -he looks up suddenly at the window tapping and has an expression of embarrassment on his face before he looks around frantically and just holds sofia closer as he goes to open the door. Finally, the door opens-
RYAN: -SUCCESS. she scurries over, looking up at him with big concerned eyes.- heeey buddy. 
RYAN: im here now.
FINN: hi 
FINN: sorry
RYAN: -flaps a hand- its all good. 
RYAN: hey sofia. -smiles a little at her and then kinda dances around finn to get inside.-
SOFIA: -stares at Ryan- 
FINN: -just looks really frazzled- i uh 
FINN: um
RYAN: -puts a hand on his back and starts rubbing in small circles.- shhh its cool. 
RYAN: maybe we should sit down??
FINN: -he takes a moment and nods before looking down at the baby again- yeah probably
RYAN: -starts guiding him to the couch.- alright alright alriiiight. 
RYAN: -plops down and plops her hand on the cushion next to her.-
FINN: -sits carefully- 
FINN: i need to wash my hands 
FINN: you need to wash your hands
RYAN: huh?? oh... because of the baby? 
RYAN: i can do that now... then we can trade off and you can go wash your hands?
FINN: do you remember how to hold her RYAN: yeah yeah of course. -gets up and scurries over to the kitchen to wash her hands in the sink, quickly returning to them.-
RYAN: okay i got this.
FINN: -he looks so worried but he carefully hands her over to ryan- you got her RYAN: i got her finn. i promise. -coos at the baby as she takes her.-
RYAN: hi again sofia. did you miss me? FINN: -watches the two of them as he leaves the room and bumps into the wall before disappearing into the kitchen to wash his hands. he returns after a few minutes.- maybe we should change 
SOFIA: -subtly wiggles- RYAN: nah... besides were all cozy here right? -snuggles sofia- we can relax. FINN: maybe we should though 
FINN: just in case 
FINN: the fabric is laced with deadly germs RYAN: -gazes at him a little bit- yeah... nah... that doesnt just happen. i think its cool. FINN: remember smallpox blankets RYAN: ... noooo?? FINN: it was a thing
RYAN: well thats cool but! pretty sure were good.
RYAN: lets talk about something else okay?
FINN: -sits back down and his fingers are digging into the couch cushion- RYAN: ...
RYAN: actually i think im gonna sing something.
RYAN: what do you wanna hear baby?
FINN: who RYAN: you. the bigger baby. FINN: oh
FINN: i don't think i have a great taste in music RYAN: okay i know youre tone deaf but you can still like music. everybody does.
RYAN: but alright leave it to me.
RYAN: just focus on listening alright? FINN: okay RYAN: -takes a breath- i know i havent been perfect but give it some time.
RYAN: cuz not a single day goes by where you dont cross my mind.
RYAN: and we spend our lives looking for things we cant find.
RYAN: oh but not a single day goes by where you dont cross my mind.
RYAN: all the days you spend on my mind.
RYAN: all the times that id say that well be together. well be together oh.
RYAN: all the ways you see through my heart.
RYAN: i know the good intentions they won't last forever wont last forever.
FINN: -listens to her sing and watches her, trying to focus on her voice and not anything else. it's beautiful- 
SOFIA: -YAAAAAS this is great. she gurgles-
RYAN: -smiles down at sofia.- all the hours weve spent on the line.
RYAN: all the times that youd say that i never listen i never listen
RYAN: through the conversations weve had til 4 am.
RYAN: you say you want something different want something different.
RYAN: and i know i havent been perfect but give it some time.
RYAN: cuz not a single day goes by where you dont cross my mind.
RYAN: and we spend our lives looking for things we cant find.
RYAN: oh but not a single day goes by where you dont cross my mind. -looks over at finn when she's done.-
FINN: -he looks calmer now. If not just a little- that was 
FINN: really nice
RYAN: -smiles softly.- yeah i know haha. 
RYAN: thanks man.
SOFIA: aaaaa 
FINN: did you just inherit a good singing voice
RYAN: haha i mean kinda? but it takes a lot of training too.
FINN: i think i'm untrainable
RYAN: i mean... we cant ALL be fabulous singers.
FINN: that would probably get a little annoying
RYAN: yeah man. i wouldnt feel very special haha... singing is basically all im good at.
FINN: that's not true 
SOFIA: nnnnn
RYAN: -bounces sofia a little in her arms, cooing at her.- 
RYAN: well i never pass up the opportunity to hear about myself sooo tell me what else im good at. :wink:
SOFIA: -wow this is the best time of her life- 
FINN: it's a long list but okay 
FINN: good at livening up a party good at being a good friend good at doing hair and makeup good at acting good with sofia good at not giving up
RYAN: -oh... dammit. why does she ask this stuff if she doesn't want sappy sentimental answers? she laughs a little and sighs.- ... thanks finn.
FINN: you're welcome 
 FINN: it's true
RYAN: -sniff... ugh. she's been feeling an awful lot of emotions these past couple days. she didn't ASK for this. accepting genuine, heartfelt compliments is hard so she tries to just focus on one. one thing she's curious about.- 
RYAN: you think im good with sofia?
FINN: well yeah FINN: -his expression softens- you're kind of a natural FINN: she loves you
RYAN: well the feeling is mutual sofia. -grins lopsided at her.- 
RYAN: i do kinda... like kids more than i would expect if someone like me. i dunno...
SOFIA: -good bitch you better love me- 
FINN: that's why assumptions are stupid
RYAN: troo. 
RYAN: ... maybe id have fun being a mom.
FINN: you can babysit her sometime if you want
RYAN: yeah? alright. 
RYAN: just call me whenever. not like im ever busy.
FINN: come on you have to be busy sometimes
RYAN: busy being SEXY sure.
FINN: -smiles a little- entertaining jack is that time consuming huh
RYAN: PFF no way i make him entertain me. 
RYAN: i only have to rely on my sexy personality around him since he cant see shit.
FINN: oh yes makes perfect sense
RYAN: -snickers- ... you know its kind of surreal. 
RYAN: like how naturally we kinda fell into it but... 
RYAN: -sighs- were both scared too?? and thats like... a reality of the situation we arent sure how to deal with. does that make sense??
FINN: -looks off for a moment- i know exactly what you mean
RYAN: yeah... 
RYAN: i just want it to work.
RYAN: i really feel like it could if i just... knew what to do.
FINN: -he looks off- yeah 
FINN: i uh 
FINN: i get it 
FINN: i might be going through the same thing
RYAN: -glances at him- yeah?
FINN: -his cheeks redden a little bit- yeah
RYAN: :eyes:
FINN: -scratches his head nervously- yeah i 
 FINN: saw emilet again
RYAN: oh reeeeally?
FINN: -HE'S SO RED- yeah 
FINN: i did -he saw a LOT of emilet-
RYAN: heheh aww finn. always getting up to something. 
RYAN: guess this means we can flail at each other while we flounder through familiar but tumultuous waters. 
 RYAN: be my lifeboat hombre.
FINN: okay
FINN: if you'll be mine
RYAN: -smiles, soft and sincere.- of course.
FINN: -smiles a little, taking a breath- colt's not 
FINN: too happy about it 
FINN: but things are different this time
RYAN: hes a grumpy gus anyway. 
RYAN: ... a neigh sayer if you will. 
RYAN: but man whatever floobs your boobs. even if it isnt different its your decision to make you know?
FINN: -he nods- you know the person that just 
FINN: you're with them and you know they're important to you 
FINN: then you're away from them 
FINN: and then when you're back in the same room you realize they were always the most important person to you a ll along
RYAN: -she laughs a little.- shit i mean yeah. 
RYAN: except for me its more like i definitely repressed all those feelings like every day until we were in the same room together. 
RYAN: and hes looking so different but so good and its like. 
RYAN: well fuck me i guess. 
RYAN: in every sense.
FINN: -laughs a little too- been there done that
RYAN: come on finn that goes without saying. 
RYAN: youre like the sluttiest person i know. and thats coming from ME.
FINN: -just slowly shrugs and smiles-
RYAN: -SNRRRKKK- goddammit finn!! -elbows him as best she can with a baby in her arms.-
FINN: ow hey 
FINN: you're the most violent person i know
RYAN: thats right bitch. ill fuck you up.
FINN: not with her you won't
RYAN: damn... true.
SOFIA: -whines a little and scrunches up her face-
RYAN: aw sofia im not really gonna fuck him up. 
RYAN: (im just telling her that to relax her.) -snickers and bounces her a little though.- 
RYAN: you think shes tired?
SOFIA: -starts to cry. life is hard- 
FINN: that or hungry or she needs to be changed 
 FINN: that girl can eat 
FINN: que paso sofia
RYAN: oh shit. good. 
RYAN: youre a growin girl. -smiles at finn, glad he's really calmed down now.- 
RYAN: want her back?
FINN: -puts his arms out- yeah sure 
FINN: she's probably tired 
SOFIA: -she's tired and upset about it-
RYAN: bet youre tired too. -hands sofia off to him carefully.-
FINN: -takes this cute little sad baby into his arms and he feels so much better about it than he did before- yeah 
FINN: but she has to sleep first
RYAN: naturally. 
RYAN: ... can i come with you when you put her to bed? -strangely curious about this routine.-
FINN: -looks over at ryan for a moment and then smiles- sure
RYAN: cool. cool cool cool. -smiles a little back-
FINN: -stands up and shooshes sofia- follow me
RYAN: -rises to her feet, hovering closely- :eyes:
FINN: -walks into sofia's room where he flips on the light. this is such a baby room, with a lot of pastel colors and a very secure crib. there are a lot of stuffed animals in the crib, but not so much that it affects her sleeping. his first stop is the changing table, where he takes the crying baby and sets her down- don't feel obligated to watch this part
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To the Orphans now under the protection of the Taliban,
I'm sorry. I'm sorry for all you've suffered. The images I've seen are horrific and painful. Losing your family is difficult.
I've lost mine several times. So much. I know it has made me stronger and sadder.
My parents were also murdered and so I know the sadness and need, sometimes we Just need our parents. I'm old and i still need my parents.
But I know my parents are angels and are here often, even if I dont recognize or remember them. I still find comfort from them.
So sometimes us orphans are the luckiest because our parents are angels that never leave us. And always protect us.
It doesn't make up for their murder, it just makes up for their absence.
I hope this translates well. I just wanted to say from my scarred heart to yours, I care and I love you
I know as orphans our safety is taken away, our comfort, our nutrition, our education, every thing perfect.
But i also know that those that have needs and have pain usually can find each other and help each other and do Well in social ways and grow to be as good ss their parents wanted.
I talked with Malcolm in 2008 and he promised me $5 billion USD for every child he ever stole in the Middle East to go to me, to heal my heart.
In the USA, we pay $2 million per kidnapped victim and other benefits. And since you were kidnapped by a USA citizen, you get those benefits from the USA government.
I promised in 2008 i will take at least half of the money to the Middle East to provide for the victims for life. Food, clothes, homes. Anything they want. You want a yacht? You want a car? You get it. So there is a special DNA4U shop in the app for those special victim orphans of Malcolm and his associates, Brandon as well and any other Victim in the Middle East of human trafficking.
Worldwide tree offers a 35% discount for life in the shop for all victims.
And I'll have to see if he actually has that much money to give to me. Because we cannot have an imbalance of rich and poor.
So for a period of 2 years I'll offer the entire Middle East free life to upgrade their lifestyle to wells and solar electricity and better homes. Luxurious mansions and cars. So their bills will be low or not at all but they have all they ever wanted.
Then we will expand that globally of course.
It will take time But that has always been my lifelong dream.
I will also love to donate money to the Taliban to help their infrastructure to protect and love their community better without hostility as they do.
I also hope to liberate the woman better so they must not have to wear so much clothing protection in the heat. And i hope DNA4U helps that.
I do admire the culture of protecting the woman from being degraded by vultures of men. However, i know how disgusting men are and the coverings sometimes make it worse, it makes it a more of a game of competition and with extreme aggression.
Don't worry, those hidden away. It doesn't happen so often. But I think you know exactly what I mean.
And the girls that have been abducted and stolen as children and even women to work in factories don't wear coverings.
As a child working in Iraq, i would disguise myself as a boy as often as possible to avoid the hair covering. But I would carry a bandanna if I worried.
As I got older, it was difficult to keep it on, it would slide and i would not notice or would panic.
I was never beat but I was detained once. Otherwise the reminders were gentle and just a sidewise glance "you need to cover up dear" girls would often stop to help me cover better on the street. Then i would go look in a mirror or window reflection to see how they did it for me so i would know in the future.
So the culture is not unkind.
But like here in the USA with racism, there are beatings and death and so on related to the coverings of ladies.
So if those restrictions are lifted then I can give great strides to the military in the forms of financial assistance. Just so they don't have to wear them at all.
Suddenly now we all have to wear masks and when i go out, i see us wearing masks. Almost all people i see are wearing them.
So, I know it is possible to change the law immediately and then it come into effect easily. I do know that there will be horrible horrible fights as i have seen over the simple reason to wear a mask. People are being shot, arms broke and it is absolutely horrific! I am shocked. Absolutely shocked because it is for our health so we do not die! And yet, I know it is those people that must get COVID and die. They are the reason COVID exists and I pray it gets spread faster to those that are violent.
And so for the Middle East the change cannot be immediate and uncontrolled. It will be too dangerous for the woman. They must be protected to not wear coverings.
So i think it would be about a period of 6 months to one year of daily teaching and reminder of no coverings and as to why.
At this very moment in time, coverings are better and safer for the women. As their hair and so on is protected from breath and sneezes. As they get home they can immediately remove the coverings and wash the germs away
So what I would like in the middle East.. Is a optional for men... As it is mandatory for most to wear mask or otherwise recommended, I would like it to be recommended for men to wear a simple head scarf.
This way they can see it is cumbersome and they can feel liberated and also feel understandings toward women when they, too, can be free from having to wear hair covers.
This will build community understanding and support.
So, while their whole head but eyes must be covered -- and in some areas all their arms as well .... It is cumbersome and so much ... The whole community, all genders.
They are unified in their outdoor uniform. So women feel the men are seeing their discomfort they have with their required adornments.
And so the news will tell the people that the men must wear as recommended for their health the same covering as women and not their usual taller wraps. They may feel the woman Don't have it So bad...as it is less heavy. However the threat.
It is the threat which must be educated. The men must wear the woman's covering for the threat of COVID. And understand the women wear them for the threat of jail, fines and death. And the men must make that educational connection. And the government and media must help. Then they will find that emotional unity. And support for the female gender roles.
I do not want to punish the men. I want to have them to be able to support the women. Show them the support from their hearts.
A man choosing to wesr a hajib says in public as a vote "women I support you to stop wearing these when it is safe to breathe again without masks"
I know some cities in India are most polluted and they may continue to wear mask but i mean for the Corona and COVID reasons.
So, it is just men who stand in solidarity, proud and strong to say "women I support you in your choice to be free from so much cloth. It is unnecessary in normal time"
As a woman I will feel relieved, I would feel pride. I would feel extra happy. I would feel joy. I would cry tears. My heart would be filled with hope and love and would soar to the skies.
It is symbolic of love. I know the Middle East is certainly capable of this. To have significant symbolic gestures of love.
74% of children have been kidnapped and placed in bunkers in human trafficking and do not wear traditional Middle Eastern clothing. They all wear men's tunic and pants, including the women which is a Style of India for women but they wear plain colored cotton. Unlike the gorgeous style of India.
So this will also show support and love for those coming out of human trafficking. So they don't have to come out and learn all these new things. Some were infants when taken underground. They have so much overwhelming information and stimulation having to wear hajibs and cover their arms or otherwise be punished... That is too much for those that have suffered so much already.
So i ask the government to change their laws and rulings and encourage the changes. And i will instill finances in their military. I have awesome planes and boats and more that i can supply and better wages and more.
Education is the key to allow the coverings to be removed after the COVID and Corona crisis.
As for the victims a special color, yellow and rainbow was or is or will be provided for them So they can be held accountable different in public for their dress, so it is known they have an educational crisis in how to dress in public and must be forgiven. I think it is a baklava, tho so it is simple to wear. So they are not punished or taken aside. Like a ski mask... But has "wings" so it wraps around pretty.
So they pull the ski mask down then wrap the extra material around their chest and neck and head so they look conventional but they don't have the fuss of using just a wrap (single sheet of fabric) and having to deal with it just falling. The public has had access to this design since Fall of 2008. I did design it myself. So you're welcome.
And although i do support the custom. I would like it not to be a law and it be optional only.
During cold days I am sure the hajib and other head dresses will come out. I don't want it to become obsolete. Like no one ever wore them
So plans of festivities where traditional clothing is recommended, like how we have medieval festivals and people dress up to attend. Then pay to get in. So then we could allow free tickets to those that wear. Or free food or games if it is an open street faire which I prefer. Men also have traditional dress.
So if I opened a restaurant, I would say, "75% off your meal if you come in traditional dress"
Then we would see people on the streets and driving in those old style clothing so it does not become extinct. Because I would hate to take away a culture.
So a pizza place with games and prizes, a traditional Middle Eastern Cuisine, Mexican Restaurante, McDonald's. All those types of and more. Could and would offer a discount.
And I will ensure that is supplied at regular prices. Then a discount is offered. Here a traditional sit down restaurant meal is $8-10 so if I wore every single component I would pay $2.50 which would cover the actual cost of the food and a little leftover.
So the restaurant will make sure the cost of the food is covered per plate. This way the restaurant can continue to operate.
On a Well with solar electricity, owning the building, the monthly cost is low. Next to free.
Then there is labor. 60-90% will dress. So as I said $2.50 for a steak, potatoe and vegetables bought whole sale is $1 left over for wages and building and insurance and other fee.
Also only milk water or tea. No soda, no coca cola no Pepsi... That shit is toxic. I know. I drink it every single day. But we will have sparkling juice. 😇 for the burps. Only healthy good pure ... Even at the McDonald's. But ice cream yes!
So if we serve 50 plates an hour. That's $50 per hour.
Say we only serve 10. That's $10. At 12 hours per day is $120. So what? I'm rich. It will be fine on my taxes I'll have to pay less and then I'll have to pay out of pocket.
I just got $5 billion per kidnapped child in the middle East. I can feed the people that want to keep culture alive and keep their cost down. Allow them a gift.
Anyway this got on a run away train as per usual.
These are things I would like to do in the Middle East.
Only.
Of course I'll do things for other countries but the Middle East has their own particular special things we get to accomplish.
With DNA4U it makes it different.
Hajib and things are to protect women from being looked at And sought by men that are unknown to them.
But DNA4U protects them from such men and people. So the hajib and arm coverings are not necessary any longer.
Except the culture is absolutely beautiful when the woman is respected and others around her are not lacking understanding and respect and compassion.
So I do not want the culture to be lost.
However I know the cumbersome and fear associated with the laws and rulings of the clothing.
We still have Brandon's stolen children to find and some others in the middle east. Brandon calls his orphanages. And they're underground.
Eric Trump's are dry martini. That is his text codes. When he doesn't want a wet one, that is the gas chamber location (he has to confess because i found out he gave me Tuberculosis. And got my daughter Brittany Spears taken away and she has diabetes as a result, because she was a newborn when he dosed me and she got it and worked with Denise to steal my child)
And there's more.
My dad Fred will post more.
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gbabybrevk · 5 years ago
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Top 5 things i learned this week
I ask for you to approach with an open, and unbiased perspective. If you cannot then unfollow this page, or close it out. And stay away. for your own sanity. For those of you that arent afraid to break down whatever needs to be broken down then... Hello. you are safe here for the time being. i accept you. and your visions. welcome to my sanity. my insanity. and liberation.
5. I really want to have some type of domesticated animal once i get rid of my allergies. But recently i found out that cows, and prob all domesticated animals have been selectively bred and hybridized to rid certain traits, and accentuate other traits. cows? thats tough....  tbh that dont really bother me until i think about humans getting selectively bred to only promote certain traits for the future. Hitler i think was his name..... and ALL that selectivity and effort just so we can drink trash ass milk from another mammal? Bet. Blonde hair and blue eyes it is.... and spongebob blowing bubbles in my intestines. 
4. ......so apparently fabric softener is not only a waste of time, but actually makes certain things worse. Makes it harder for towels to absorb water, and cakes it up so bacteria and smells are harder to rid. PERO not just in towels, but in those athletic shirts i have that have smelly armpits now. and those underwear that i should prob throw away. the fabric softener prob destroyed so many of my nike shirts ha... 
3. Not gonna get into this too thgouuuuuroughly but just know, VITAMIN B12 IS SO FUCKING COMPLICATED ITS RIDICULE.... im doing a podcast episode on it so ill explain everything on there. if ur a vegan ya might wanna hear it.... and especially if ya tounge is sensitive
2. Thymol- Comes from thyme the plant. Natural disinfectant. kills 99.9% of germs just like alchohol <---- never spell that right. How do you get it? Buy thyme oil. mix a few drops in some hot soapy water and thats ur disinfectant if you cant find anymore hand sanitizers or bleach or whatever u use. AND ITZ natural. so just make a cross out of the stems and ward away those corona vampires. combaya. 
1. Diruretic mentality with Government cheese vs the Lactose- intolerant Self made cheese mentality:
For some reason its like we are allergic or have a sensitivity to not view our money we work hard for as equity or as something positive. Government is giving out this stimulus package so some people are getting a check from them soon. thats the holy grail. The answer to all the problems you have. Nahhhh bruh, money only intensifies whatever feelings are currently present. People are viewing what they already have as inadequate, or unable to fulfill their lifes purposes. And that could be true, but viewing this stimulus as anything more than winning at the casino is risky. the money is coming from an external source, in a very rare situation. If it really does help your individual purpose for the moment then im glad. but just kno.... the holy grail isnt winning at the casino, its creating your own casino. its not about money, the best thiings in ur life are gonna come from yourSELF. ur ur own stimulus. hold it down.
Honorable mentions: Chrome cleaning, feng shui money corner, stock market after market trading, how much i miss Capital STEEZ, my financial PTSD (next week).
i love you all. im trying.... 
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iconicodyssey · 7 years ago
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Uncertainty shouldn't make you "bad." Uncertainty should make you curious, so if you are feeling this way isn't it better that you're questioning yourself? Maybe you don't love the things you think you do, maybe you do. Isn't life an ever evolving question? Do we really ever stop questioning ourselves- should we ever stop. You retain the right to change your mind, change your outlook, and change yourself.
I don't think this was the same person who sent the other all asks, but I'll do my best to answer with a continued train of thought. Bear in mind, this is gonna get messy and oversharey. Human thought is complex. Motivations are weird, and subconscious, and theses always way more of them than we may believe. Like St. Augustine with his story about stealing pears, I'm trying to find out why I do what I do or did what I did. What I know is that I'm doing what I'm doing and I've done what I've done for reasons that I probably don't want to admit to myself. That's what's scary. I sit here in the life I've created for myself despite not being sure if I'm happy. I anguish over it all because I'm scared of what will happen if and when I really decide -- "let's be honest; what's really going on in there?" I'd be working through my stuff, but do I really want that? Do I really wanna tear a bandage off to clean a wound that might heal itself? I relate the mere act of questioning this part of me to pouring alcohol on an open wound--sure, you kill the germs, but the pain... Not to mention you're killing the skin around it, ensuring that it will never grow back the same. I dont wanna hurt anymore. I wanna be happy. I want to have never hurt myself at all. I want the seams in my heart to fade, and look like they've never parted. I want there to be no question that I'm whole. I want to be sure that I'm feeling what I think I'm feeling, not living an elaborate fabrication to retain some semblance of sanity because I can't handle the fact that I'm a sociopath who's incapable of forming human bonds with people and who instead forms inappropriate bonds with items and concepts. I wanna believe that I'm normal and capable of being a social and empathetic being. And I am, I think. But the constant nagging in the back of my head screams otherwise. Youre not happy. You don't love them. You don't really care.But don't I? Isnt that what this feeling is?If you have to ask yourself, its not true. Doesn't it all feel lukewarm when you think about it? If you care, where's your passion for it? For them? If you cared, wouldn't the thought of losing them scare you more?I just cant imagine it. Of course you can't. Because it doesn't hurt to.
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yurra594-blog · 7 years ago
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Cheap Deals for Handheld Clothes Steamer, OXA Portable Travel Steamer for Clothes with 2 Brushes, 20s Heat-up Time, Lightweight, both for Travel and Home Use With Lower Price
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devina649-blog · 7 years ago
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Big Deals for BANGMENG Steamer for Clothes 130 milliliter White With Big Discount
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nella657-blog · 7 years ago
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Best Promo for PurSteam PS-910 Heavy Duty Powerful Fabric Steamer with Fabric Brush and Garment Hanger With Lower Price
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glassartpeasants · 4 years ago
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You Look Happier
Shigaraki x F!Reader x Overhaul
Warnings: Angst, toxic relationships, cheating
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You sit on your boyfriends bed as a sigh escapes your lips. It’s been like this for as long as you could remember. You, sitting on the edge of his bed while he sat at his computer utterly ignoring your existence. You knew deep down he loved you, at least that’s what you hoped.
It felt like the same thing over and over and over again. You feel ignored and you go to ask your boyfriend for some time together then he just ends up yelling at you for making him die. It was a process that always repeats itself.
But no matter how much it pissed you off you always stayed. Why because to you, he was the one you wanted to spend the rest of your life with. But you slowly were beginning to think he didn’t feel the same.
“Hey um, Tomura?” You asked as you gently tapped his shoulder which resulted in him slapping your arm away.
“What?” He said in a irritated tone.
“I was just wondering what you wanted for dinner...” You said quietly.
“McDonalds.”
“But, you ate that last night. Can i make you something a bit more healthier at least?” 
“You asked what i wanted and i said McDonalds.”
“Oh o-okay...” You voice sounding like a scolded puppy. You turn away and walk out to your car and turn the key.
~~~
Once you had gotten McDonalds you walk out of the store and go to your car...only to find it’s gone.
“W-what happened to my car?!” You gasped. Looking around to see no trace of it.
“I guess thats what i get for leaving the door unlocked...” You sigh as you felt tears prick against the corners of your eyes.
You begin moving your feet towards you home as tears stream down your face. First your boyfriend ignores you, then was being an asshole and now you’re car was stolen.
~~~
You could see your house from where you stood. After an hour of walking you made it home in no time. You sigh in relief before you felt a gun being pushed against your back.
“Give me all your money or i blow a hole through your damn chest.” More tears was coming out of your eyes.
“I-I dont have any money...it was stolen along with my car...” You’ve been to McDonalds so many times that you know the exact price of your boyfriends favorite food by heart. Thats why you only took some money from your wallet and left the rest in the car.
“Bullshit! You have McDonalds in your hands. I’m gonna say it one more time give me the money or I’ll-AHH!” A liquid hit your back and the feeling of the gun was no more. You turn around and saw a puddle of blood and a man with a plague mask next to it.
“Disgusting honestly-”
“Thank you so much sir!” You cried as you dropped to your knees. you held the fabric of your jeans in your hands as the McDonalds splatter all over the ground.
“Why didn’t you use your quirk? Everyone-”
“I don’t have one. So i guess you could say i was born unlucky.” You laughed trying to stop your tears.
“Quirkless eh? People go after you guys all the time since you have nobody to protect you.”
“I have a boyfriend but..he doesn’t seem to care about making me safe i guess,” You chuckle but your tears keep streaming as you look up at your savior.
“That’s unfortunate.” He looked down at you before scrubbing his arm.
“Not a fan of germs I see?” You smile up at him.
“No.”
“Well i guess im not a fan of germs myself haha..” You get up and look at him smiling even through your tears.
“Ah i see.” You only giggle making him raise an eyebrow before you hear your ringtone that you set for your boyfriend. You laugh nervously before picking up the call and the first thing you were greeted by was yelling.
“Where the hell are you?!” You boyfriend screeched.
“I’m s-sorry. My car got stolen and i had to walk back.” You said facing away from the man that saved you not seeing him furrow his brows.
“Well it’s probably cold now!”
“I’m sorry, I’ll try harder next time...I love yo-” Your boyfriend hung up the phone before you could finish.
“I’m sorry you had to see that sir, it’s best i be going now.” You said grabbing the McDonalds and throwing it away.
“Here.” You turn around and saw him holding a piece of paper. You grab and see a number on it.
“Thank-” You look around and see the once mysterious man disappear. Even if he was gone you couldn’t help the smile on your face. Maybe you would actually have a friend that didn’t ditch you after you got a boyfriend.
~~~
“Hey...I’m back...” You said opening the door to your apartment only to hear rough moaning coming from your you and your boyfriends shared bedroom.
You tip toe towards your room and put your ear towards the door only for a blood consuming sadness washed over you.
“I can’t wait to meet you next week! All this online sex is getting boring.” A feminine voice rang. 
“Yeah just gotta make sure my girlfriend wont suspect anything.” Thats when you lost your shit. You kicked open the door and stomped your feet all the way over to your shitty boyfriend.
“Get.The.Fuck.Out.” You said grabbing him by his collar and yanking him out of his chair and turning his computer off. 
“You look so much happier with her! Go be her boyfriend for all I care! I’m sick and tired of doing everything for you only to be treating like crap. Tell me Shigaraki Tomura, did you ever love me.”
“W-what?”
“YOU FUCKING HEARD ME!” You screamed at him, tears rushing down your eyes and onto the hardwood floor. Making a tiny puddle.
“I did...”
“Then why?” You said as you felt your entire world start to crash around you. 
“...”
“I can’t believe i even wanted to marry you! Have kids with you! I can’t believe i even thought a selfish prick like yourself was capable of love!” Shigaraki’s eyes widened. He was at a lost for words. You wanted to be together forever. You wanted to start a family with him. And now because he was so closed off and refused to believe you truly loved him he ruined it. He was so stubborn and in denial that you truly loved him he destroyed the only person who would have cared for him in his darkest days.
“I’m giving you 2 hours to get your shit and leave. Stay here any later and im calling the cops.” You said before walking out of your bedroom and going to the kitchen.
~~~
2 hours were almost up and Shigaraki had all his stuff packed. Everything he owned was out the door except for a necklace that you had given him for his birthday. It had a picture of you and him in it. He shivered as he remembered the day you took it.
He stepped out of the bedroom and went to go to the front door where he saw you in the kitchen. Tears whelmed up in his eyes before turning around to leave.
“I paid for that locket. Leave it here or destroy it.” He froze in place. Did you really mean it? Couldn’t he have just one memory of a good time you both had?
“You don’t deserve to remember me.” Shigaraki started to shake as he held onto the locket tighter. He held on it like his life depended on it before he felt it slip through his grasp. He turned around only to see you holing the chain in your hand as the locket dangled in front of him.
“Please give it back...” His voice sounding so weak and vulnerable. His heart pounded in his chest before stopping as he saw you throw the locket to the ground and stepping on it making the locket break to the point of no return.
“There I did it for you.” You said before grabbing the back of his shirt and tossing him out of the door and shutting it. Making sure he heard you turning the lock.
~~~
1 year later
Your laughter was music to the mans ears. Ever since he met you on that day where he saved you from being robbed he couldn’t get you out of his mind.
After he heard about your breakup he swooped in and immediately was your shoulder to cry on. He didn’t know what it was about you. You were just his everything after he met you. Pretty much to the point where it annoyed him.
“You jacket looks cleaner today, did you wash it?” Boom there it was. Everything you said and did always made him fall deeper in love. 
“Why I did thank you for noticing, by the way, I have a meeting tomorrow with someone and i was wondering if you would like to accompany me?”
“Of course! I would do anything for you Kai!” You said smiling as you wrapped your fingers in his gloved hand before brushing your cheek into his sleeve.
“You know you look so much happier then you did when i first met you.”
“Well before then I didn’t have you!” You giggle before planting a kiss on his mask making him blush a bit. You never kissed him on his skin only on his mask. Which he greatly appreciated but he did want to feel your lips on his once.
~~~
You and your boyfriend sat on the couch while you heard footsteps coming closer to the door. You scoot closer towards your now boyfriend and intertwined his gloved finger with yours. Making him hold your hand tighter.
“Right this way.”
“Fine whatev-” Silence. There stood your ex boyfriend Tomura Shigaraki. He looked so much different. Your once happy face slowly dropped to a emotionless one. No noise was made as Shigaraki made his way to his seat.
“Now Shigaraki lets talk.”
Overhauls voice meant nothing to him. All he could do was stare at you behind father. And you knew he was staring at you too. He couldn’t believe it. His ex girlfriend, the one who he let get away, was with Overhaul.
What hurt the worse is that while shigaraki was in Overhauls office he noticed all sorts of pictures of you two together. Smiling and happy with one another.
When was the last time you smiled at him like that?
“Shigaraki! Are you even listening?” Overhauls voice dragged him out of his thoughts.
“Yes.”
“Good, now I have a question for you.”
“What?”
“Why are you staring at my girlfriend?”
“Because she looks happier.”
“What the hell does that mean?”
“I think you know...” 
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"After running about 300 tests, the team found that one of the best readily available materials to use in a homemade face covering is four-ply microfiber cloth, which is popular for cleaning and polishing surfaces, according to the release.
"It filters out over 75% of particles," according to the release. "In comparison, the N95 mask used by healthcare workers in hospitals can filter 95 percent of particles or greater."
Testers also found that "even a polyester bandana can be reasonably effective if it is used in layers, according to the release, which adds that it will filter out "40 percent of suspended particles.""
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Now I tell you I have brand new washcloths claiming to be microfiber from the Dollar Tree right here. A pack of 4 for $1.
So they're already folded into 4ths. So there's 4 layers of cloth per washcloth. They're still in the package. I had bought them because my cancerous cells leaking was causing a painful burn and i was using tissues so i thought a cloth would be better suited as opposed to disposable cloths... So
(Uhm the leaking is managed but i do still have some hairs that are painful to touch. Like i want to shave them but then if i get an ingrown hair there i will have bigger problems and so this isn't widely studied so I use topical medications to lower the pain level)
Point! I took off the cardboard packaging and tried to breathe through all four layers! Now they haven't been washed so the fibers are very very tight. And i could breath comfortably through all four layers.
Now if you have a different type like cotton -- most people are making masks with pockets to put filters in.
Online on eBay i found 10 pm2.5 filters for $10 they have carbon which is a clean type of charcoal in them and used often for filtering. I bought some.
I also saw some that have a sticky on them so you can essientially like glue the filter in...
Then if you are totally freaking and can't wait that week -- panty liners or pads for female reasons are also very strong in reduction of particles. A clean one is fine, to prevent people from thinking you're nuts, just remove the paper to allow the adhesive and sticky it on the inside.
I'm not gonna judge anyone's fear of germs. We already talked about that.
Don't drink bleach or other cleaning chemicals especially hand sanitizer as it can result in death and do read the warnings on labels of such products and listen to them. Or you could die.
We also talked about that.
So eBay also has several auctions up for homemade masks for less than $10
But please sellers -- don't put them on your faces!! If you have, wash them please! Because definitely the first thing were all gonna do is put them on our faces to try on! And they're already gonna have germs even if its general germs its still germs!! Or skin oil or something that can cause a face to rash out! So please Dont. And I personally scroll past if a person has the product on their face unless i can see its a mass production. So maybe people make 10 of a fabric and try on one Idk But im gonna judge a book by its cover when im shopping and there are 300k options available.
I saw several crochet (knitted) ones and with a filter they're perfect!
So i also saw several listings for some kids in high school making them! Some had bible verses and some did not. Very nice! They're kinda going high... I bid on a few..
A useful hint when in eBay they have guarantee shipping or if you select US ONLY or North America Only under the location section you'll get shipping within the week. Usually. But the price is usually higher as well. But store normal "high" not clearance prices like from China.
Thank you China for being so affordable for disabled single moms like me. :)
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