#i dont want to date but like... uhhhhh um idk idk idk

[technovillain]

[antiendovents]

heyyy its ussss! its r (or maybe Eva idk) (nope yeah its r) and I just wanted to say you're awesome!!! (EVA GET OUT) we think you are super cool,sorry, but evalynn wanted to say smth to ya.

hiiiiiiii I think you're so cool and um I'm back and feeling way better and anyway yea love you (platonically) you're so cool yeah 💕💖

well that was rather embarrassing. the love letter we were referencing was our second message to you, in which saturn got way too in detail about me.

we are not dating lol, I have a gf (well, me and Eva share her, I think Saturn is aroace and evalynn is a child so yeah) (and our other alters almost never front) (cept one but I do not want to introduce her to you because she sucks and I really hate her) (shes very abrasive and generally assholey, she yells a lot at r and the rest of us).

anyway uhhhhh yeah I have like a quick question. can an alter have a backstory that's basically me but kinda tweaked? so evalynns backstory is basically mine (I'm the host), except I have a lot of trauma from COVID so for her COVID never happened. shes like forever in third grade, before COVID started and um kinda like a fictive but from real life. she also hates reminders of COVID so I'm gonna make sure she does not read the rest of this message cuz her mental health is already sorta iffy!!!

OH I NEED TO WARN YOU BOUT SMTH. my parents raised me z!onist and I'm not anymore cuz like... a lot of very obvious reasons, but evalynn does not have the skills to process this, so she generally does not talk about any of this. I've been doing my very best to make sure she doesn't know anything, so she may be a bit oblivious. we were never the sort of z!onist who wanted to like, kill everyone (tho I know some of those) we actually thought that the west bank and gaza should be allowed to be its own country even when we were younger, but she is still very connected to israel (we are Israeli, but again, stand for Palestine) so ummm please ignore her lol anyway bye lol (insert nervous laughter)

PLEASE DONT HATE US

-🌌🌠

hi again you two!! Thank you so much! You seem cool too (all of you) :D

And hi Evalynn! You're awesome and I'm glad you're feeling better now! Love you too (platonically ofc!) and I hope you have a great day(or night depending on where you are in the world!)

Also I didn't even notice that lol! When I go back now yeah that kind of was a love letter lol! but I guess a platonic love letter since you have a girlfriend and they're aroace?? Either way it's kind of cute (like in the way where you see best friends or siblings give eachother gifts or care about eachother a lot and you just go "awh")

And don't worry about that, we kind of get that! We'd probably introduce ourselves too if we didn't switch so much, infact we still need to work on introductions on our personal blog, we just don't know who to do cause they either stop fronting for a long time or cant be bothered to do it (and also we have a few alters like that, so we get why you might not want to introduce her to us, but either way you should know she's welcome here even if she is a bit "assholey")

And yeah, it is possible for alters to have similar but different "backstories" or whatever one would want to call it! I'd assume it would be that your brain just witholds memories of COVID from her due to it being too traumatic or stressful for her to handle, which might explain why she only seems to remember what happened before COVID and why she doesn't like reminders of it? (I don't know, I'm making assumptions based on how our system works a little, but our point is yeah it's entirely possible!)

And that's fine, we don't hate you for that. You cannot control how you were raised or what your parents believe in or even where you were born, you've changed and recognised that the belief is harmful and that's good enough, that's literally all you can do. It's understandable that some alters may not be able to fully process it, sometimes these things can be incredibly complicated and trying to change what you grew up with is hard, we're proud of you for doing it anyways, even if not all of you understand it perfectly

[fangtastic-vampyra]

SRA DREAM/RANT/The Cursed Monthly Gift/Contagion

Being miserable. From. My family. Like I keep dreaming I am walking around naked lol. Maybe cause the blankets are heavy? Irl? Or just feeling way too open and such, online, yet some say vulnerable is strong. But anyway, once I found some clothes um, I was asking if my cous could be my roommate, and they say we get "another patient" as a roommate, it was like a sort of um, HUD thing? Well. I went off. Said I am leaving there, and everything, and going to take over my mom's house. WHICH was like a pt3 from a dream of a Hurricane happening in LA again, and I kept asking people to secure my stuff, I really am not rich enough to buy the 3RD round of clothing and tech and everything. (I also dreamed I was THE JOKER in a movie, starring me.. and had like two boyfriends and two girlfriends lol)

Um, cont with this recent one from a few hours ago... Telling them (my family) abt me with the suicidal ideation within it, dr knows, its just a side effect of being trans, and not as tall as i think i "really am". Like. Begging them to bring me back across the lake and stuff. As we would say. Ugh. {Thirty minute drive.}

Before I passed out, a voice told me, that I was pretty much (my balcony oversees the lot, obv, but like REALLY, does, our location) abandoned here, she/mum doesn't care if i have food/money/etc, and with the schizophrenia (being like jimunji) as it's, V2K DEW EMF SPRITE AI and Handlers, Im often spinning/out of it/dazed feeling... Like they know you have mental probs but expect you to "act" like you don't? How could you even comprehend that?

So I found some guy that cared, he looked me up all over internet from a FB dating profile. Guise, be careful what you put out there. Me? I figure I'm just..dying from Covid anyway..and The Contagion...

Feel grouchy, breasts are feeling uh tenderness or wahtever, prob starting period, but I really dont think thats what it is "spotting".

...my fucking dumb ass. had sex with this guy but like WHY does woman have to be the one "put a condom on please" like Im not doing okay... adjusting to this whole "society as a targeted individual with people who come to the house with rx psychiatric meds"--Pushin going to a DR with me. it could be side effects of T/Estrogen.

This guy is like a handler and that. Dont you know in 9 months. Dont you know child support and that. Idk I was looking at TV and it said abort. Idk probably lil antichrist in there.

I dont even want to be here, alright?

But as far as no one ever loving me, as some mistake of God, a baby would love me. Forever.

Fucking dudes. Weirdos.

Im weird. No. I realize. I am perfectly naturally fucked up from this HORSE SHIT. I have to now take responsibility as some kind of uh. Fuck up. Fubar. I dunno. We shall see. Stupid woman body. Cant even really stop itself from being pregnant. Its just..the dumbest shit. Yeah pills? I pass out. Surgery? Demons. Lots of them. Uhhhhh idk. Kinda hung up on a kid loving me. FECKING LIL RETARDED ASS CHICKENS KNOW HOW TO GET RID OF UNWANTED PREGGERS. (They can get rid of the sperm ugh) HUMANS? NO. This is so fucked up. And politicians and all like want us to have babies in our tummies. Where are they when this baby is hungry and sick? Stealing my Fucking money, calling me an undesirable, and whathaveyou. Prolly, you know, tilling him/her to the grave,

[mischiefandi]

50 questions tag

thank u for the tag @stilinskiparker 🌸❤️

1. what is the color of your hairbrush? black

2. name a food you never eat? i hate mushrooms so bad and i HATE seafood, only fish i like are salmon and tuna lmao

3. are you typically too warm or too cold? too warm

4. what were you doing 45 minutes ago? making myself some tea

5. what’s you’re favorite candy bar? either Milky Ways or Kinder Buenooo

6. have you ever been to a professional sports game? i’ve seen the Red Devils (belgium national football team) play at Heysel Stadium, and ive seen two baseball games in LA (Dodgers against idk hahaha)

7. what is the last thing you said out loud? i called out my sister’s name cus my cat kept meowing and i wasnt sure if she had food in her bowl haha

8. what is your favorite ice cream? pistachio is fucking incredible, straciatella, vanilla, and i once had crème brûlée ice cream and it was SO GOOD

9. what was the last thing you had to drink? earl grey tea with milk and sugar

10. do you like your wallet? yess it’s dark green and it’s from Monki, my sis got it for me

11. what is the last thing you ate? chili con carne with guacamole and tortillas :)

12. did you buy any new clothes last weekend? i got myself two new rings

13. what’s the last sporting event you watched? the dodgers baseball game haha, it was summer of last year on my birthdayy

14. what is your favorite flavor of popcorn? both salty and sugar but in the same bowl so u get a mix and every bite is a surprise :))

15. who is the last person you sent a text message to? @duskholland hehehe

16. ever go camping? every year, my dad, sis and i went camping for a week either in france or belgium, we even went to england twice, it was lovely every time, i also camped for three weeks every year for 5 years cus i had summer camp :)

17. do you take vitamins? a bunch

18. do you regularly attend a place of worship? i used to go once a month for protestant school as a kid cus my parents felt it was important to educate myself but once it was time to get confirmed, i said i didnt want to do it so now i dont go anymore and i dont regret any of it

19. do you have a tan? i dont tan lol i burn

20. do you prefer chinese or pizza? pizzaa

21. do you drink soda through a straw? only when it’s a metal straw

22. what color socks do you usually wear? sometimes i wear colourful ones but mostly just white, grey, or black

23. do you ever drive above the speed limit? i dont drive so no eheheh

24. what terrifies you? being disliked, failing to exceed my expectations, being imperfect, creepy clowns and ventriloquist dolls lmao

25. look to your left, what do you see? my blue velvet armchair and a black grid to hang up on my wall for my pictures, my windows and white curtains, and a pair of shoes on my cream carpet hehe

26. what chore do you hate most? none tbh haha, i guess it’d have to be hand washing the dishes but we have a dishwasher so that’s cool :)

27. what do you think of when you hear an australian accent? the adventurous dude from Monte Carlo who dates Blair Waldorf lmao

28. what’s your favorite soda? coke zero and ice tea (sparklingg)

29. do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? i eat inside

30. what’s your favorite number? 13, it’s satisfying to say in french and i love how people are scared of it lmao

31. last person you talked to? my sis

32. favorite cut of beef? idkk but i love beef

33. last song you listend to? Non-Stop from Hamilton - i have a problem

34. last book you read? uhhhhh, what is a book?

35. favorite day of the week? fridayyy

36. can you say the alphabet backwards? frick no im dumb

37. how do you like your coffe? iced coffee with milk no sugar OR a macchiato yummm

38. favorite pair of shoes? my black vans or my stan smiths (they’ve got red in the back and there’s a pretty red and green flower pattern on the side)

39. time you normally get up? depends on the day, between 6:45 and 9 am during the week haah oops

40. what do you prefer sunrise or sunset? sunsets are the most beautiful thing ever, i acc have an entire board of pictures of sunsets in my room (that i took)

41. how many blankets on your bed? my elephant and monkey comforter and a matching throw blanket

42. describe your kitchen plates? plain white

43. describe your kitchen at the moment? clean and everything is tucked away haha

44. do you have a favorite alcoholic drink? omg um mojitos, cosmopolitans, vodka with sprite and cranberry flavouring added to it, champagne cus im fancyy

45. do you play cards? a couple of games but not very often

46. what color is your car? dont got none but it’ll be black probs

47. can you change a tire? i know the books part of it lol but ive never done it

48. your favorite state? well im not american but i’d say california

49. favorite job you’ve had? i babysit and that’s about it lmao so uh, i’d say that haha

50. tagging: @apatheticanvas67482 @duskholland @all-alone-he-turns-to-stone @bxileyclxne @stiles-o-dylan24 @fallinfortom (u dont have to ofc! and anyone who wants to do it, go ahead!!)

[wick-de-la-vela]

2020 Facts

Thanks @anethara-solas for tagging me!

1. Do you make your bed?

When i change my sheets or when someone is else is gonna be sleeping in it, otherwise no. I know I live like this.

2. What’s your favorite number?

favorite number is 3? Idk a lot of important dates fall on the third for me, also three is just a powerful number. Triangles and illuminati bbeyyy 

3. What’s your job?

I go to school but recently I’ve picked up a minimum wage job scooping ice cream at marble slab for a boss that steals my tips :) 

4. If you could, would you go back to school?

I’d like to be going to a different school, that’s for damn sure. I’ve been accepted to pretty reputable universities but I’m confined to community college bc I literally cannot afford to leave my town, even tho it floods every year now

5. Can you parallel park?

I learned for my driving test and then promptly forgot :’) there’s no real need to parallel park where i live so i just lost the skill 

6. A job you had which would surprise people?

Uhhhhh well I worked a lot of odd jobs for my theater a bit, had to plan/organize events and build shit and haul shit and do sound/light design for things

7. Do you think aliens are real?

Hells yeah dude! I think it’s honestly pretty selfish to believe that life could not have formed elsewhere in a space as incomprehensibly large as our universe, yknow? It just may not be the kind of alien life we’re picturing. What we find out there may very well challenge our preconceptions of what life even IS

8. Can you drive a manual car?

No but i really need to learn bc both my parents do and its landed me in a pickle a couple times

9. What’s your guilty pleasure?

Doing literally anything other than work when i know there’s work i could be doing. All pleasure comes with guilt for me. Maybe i should become a monk

10. Tattoos?

Dont got any but i want some really Really bad,,, probably won’t live enough to regret it with the way the world’s going anyhow

11. Favorite color?

Blue, black, and soft daisy yellow

12. Things people do that drive you crazy?

Taking advantage of people who are young, inexperienced, or helpless to do anything at risk of losing a home/job/etc, be smug and condescending when they can’t cite a Single source, dismiss any evidence that is contrary to a belief, people that don’t put on their blinkers to change lanes

13. Any phobias?

Um, yeah? Loud, sudden noises freak me out and make my heart race. Spiders and other bugs freak me out if they can touch me, I’m scared of drowning/asphyxiation/being somehow deprived of breath, uh, also that one phobia of the holes in skin????????? Fucking awful and now im thinking about it and its not good very bad

14. Favorite childhood sport?

Basketball!!!!!! I may have only played on the town soccer team but i’d go for pick-up b-ball games with the boys sometimes and I was really good and I kinda regret not pursuing it further

15. Do you talk to yourself?

Absolutely constantly,,, it’s like a never ending stream of chatter. I argue with myself, i argue with people i know, i have heartfelt discussions and try to plan out how conversations might go ahead of time. It sucks sometimes bc ill say things out loud while other people are in the room, and sometimes my family freaks out bc theyll hear me talking at full volume alone in my room at 3am

16. What movie do you adore?

I’m really not Much of a movie person bc it’s a lot harder for me to get attached to the characters than in a show/book/game, but I guess i’d have to say the princess bride! It’s a classic and it always makes my heart happy to revisit it

17. Do you like doing puzzles?

Sometimes, but i give up quickly if I don’t make any headway 

18. Favorite kind of music?

indie/alternative/classic rock 

19. Tea or coffee?

Chai tea specifically

20. The first thing you remember you wanted to be when you grew up?

God. uh. Mostly when i was a kid i just wanted some fairy or wizard to reveal themselves to me and i could go off and leave the real world behind. Otherwise, i think i just wanted to be a Scientist. No specific kind, but i wanted to Do Science. (maybe thats part of why i like carlos from night vale so much) 

I tag @beckily @coldturkeyshivers @burgerpents @marlinguine @fantasticblazepoetry and whoever else would like to have a go

[jinwoostro-archive]

rules: once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you.  at the end choose 25 people to be tagged

Tagged by: @jakganim​ and @astrofireworks​ (bc they love me sm 😜)

Tagging: uhhhhh 25 friends???? asjk mmkay @moonbeams-and-sanshine @blingkwan @93sehyoon @kim-sehyooned @cha-eunwoow @sxhyoon @softsocky (dont have to do this if u dont wanna btw)

last:

drink: teA (bc when do i never drink tea?)

phone call: my sister, wondering when tf she was gonna come home from school

text message: “Great! i hate it!” skjd my friend who decided to send a video of a sewer rat

song you listened to: Yonas - photo (which ya girl finally managed to learn lmao)

time you cried: ........when am i not? but yesterday? idk?

have you ever:

dated someone twice: nope

been cheated on: nada

kissed someone and regretted it: i have virgin lips

lost someone special: yes

been depressed: yes

been drunk and thrown up: nah

in the past year have you:

made a new friend: idk if i’d call these losers my friends 🙄 (jkjk ily all)

fallen out of love: give me some love to fall into first

laughed until you cried: heck yeah

met someone who changed you: definitely

found out who your true friends are: um i dont rlly know? ive discovered some friends which i dropped lmao and im still confused tbh

found out someone was talking about you: god bless screenshots :’)

general:

how many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: tbh i’ve met @artist-aroha once... (bich we should meet up again tf but after ya exams okie?) and 2 other ppl here but they’ve deactivated rip,,,,, (patiently waits for me to go to uni so i can meet several ppl) :))))

do you have any pets?: :(((( noooooo

do you want to change your name?: idk, the reason why i dislike it is bc i hate certain people saying my name so i associate it when them but at the same time... it’s me?

what time did you wake up this morning: fUCK 2:24pm apparently

what were you doing last night: i honestly dont remember, everything was a haze 

name something you cannot wait for: UNI UNI UNI FINALLY FUCKIN LEAVING THIS PLACE WOO

have you ever talked to a person named tom?: i had a friend who had a bro called tom but no one else

what’s getting on your nerves right now: :)))))))) daya

blood type: i..idk?

nickname: lala, lan, lanlanna, na, trash panda (jk i gave that one to myself)

relationship status: #SingleLyfe

zodiac sign: Sagittarius

pronouns: she/her

favorite show: meerliin??? idk? that’s the only show that i still rewatch and the characters still affect me lmao

college: currently out of education but im goin back to it

hair color: brown :’) (watch when i go lilac tho)

do you have a crush on someone: @ eunwoo and sehyoon..... hi

what do you like about yourself: i guess i can be caring lmao

firsts:

first surgery: on my chin bc i used my cousins buggy as a slide and put it against the cupboard and i hit my chin on the corner of it and i still remember my uncle holding me in the car on the way to the hospital even tho i was 6 (bih i still have the scar lmao) also is this why im known as having a clumsy ass????

first piercing: akjsn my mum got my ears pierced when i was 1 but i got upper lobes done on my 17th bday woop

first sport you joined: athletics team

first vacation: okAY we went to kurdistan when i was 4 and all i remember is 3 things. throwing up in the car, my dad getting his passport fixed there and my aunt force feeding me yoghurt  

first pair of sneakers: AT THAT AGE MY MUM BOUGHT ME EVERYTHING IDK

right now:

eating: havent eaten today

drinking: ^^^

i’m about to: listen to these new songs my friend recced

listening to: Russ - Yung God (a good ass song)

want kids: .....not now biCH im 19 (but like,,, in the future if my mind hasn’t changed then i’d like to adopt)

get married: i dont see myself getting married sooooo

career: this whole thing is a bunch of IDK bc i really don’t, on the one hand...a stable career but on the other hand i’d love to be part of the storyboard team on a movie franchise so....

which is better:

lips or eyes: sucker for both

hugs or kisses: huGS ND CUDDLES

shorter or taller: bearing in mind how short i am,,,im gonna go with taller

older or younger: older

romantic or spontaneous: hmm more romantic?

sensitive or loud: both

hookup or relationship: relationship bc i get attached easily nd im too anxious for hookups lmao

troublemaker or hesitant: akdkjas im drawn to troublemakers bc i love excitement BUT at the same time, i prefer hesitant?? idk how to describe it

have you ever:

kissed a stranger: virgin lips

drank hard liquor: didnt wanna tbh but i did

lost contacts/glasses: no contacts or glasses to lose

sex on first date: :))))))) bitch please

broken someone’s heart: god i hope not

been arrested: it’s an experience i wanna try :))

turned someone down: yes

fallen for a friend: yes

do you believe:

in yourself: whomst is that?

miracles: philosophy messed with my mind so im in between here

love at first sight: love can develop from physical attraction at first sight

[kkimingyu]

11 questions!

ya girl is back at it again with another one of these tag games and i was tagged by the amazing @leonie-lee thnak you so much dear ahhhh i love these xxx im really bad at giving questions a single answer lmao so rip

Rules: Answer 11 questions from the person that tagged you and make 11 more for the next people that you tag.

1. What are you most passionate about? Ah im not sure tbh, im pretty passionate about my friends and school i guess.. apart from that id say seventeen probably

2. If you could bring anyone to life (nonexistent or dead) who would you bring? ah id like to bring Amy Winehouse back because her music is so lovely and its such a shame she died Or!!! actually or michael jackson 

3. What’s your favorite thing about your bias? when wonwoo does the nose scrunch thing when he smiles its so cute i cant even explain it but ahhh that man.... hes so adorable

4. If you had to listen to one song for the rest of your life, what would it be? this is hard because i like tons of different songs mm either i want you back by jackson 5, i feel you by the wonder girls or if i by svt

5. If you could learn any language instantly, what would you choose? italian!! so i could speak to my cousins or french because school wise that would be so easy

6. What do you want for the holidays? like uh gifts? i would like new glasses probably

7. Favorite exsisting video? uhhhhh umm i dont know... my memory is really bad so once i post this ill probably be like wiat no!! this is my favourite but theres this vine where this girl is singing this song with a frying pan in a kitchen, i cant find it but its really funny i promise 

8. Favorite exsisting picture? ah theres this picture which is in my art sketchbook of my ma when she was a child and its really nice or i have this pciture stuck up on my mirror with my family and me as a wee baby on the tube 

9. How would a perfect date go? me and me lad chilling at home with my dog 

10. What’s your favorite soul mate au? (I’m trash for those hehe :,) i really like the ones that are like you are born with someones name on you or smth then you meet them and its like.... soulmates, im bad at explaining lmao sorry 

11. Who had the biggest impact on your life so far? who??? um im kinda unsure, i dont know.... probably my friends collectively because theyre all so kind and always put others before themselves so it really encourages me to be the best person i can be 

My questions: (these will probably be the most boring im so sorry)

1. If you could meet anyone who would it be?

2. What is your current obsession?

3. What is something you’re looking forward to?

4. What’s your favourite performance by any group?

5. What’s your favourite nontitle track song?

6. If you could go anywhere right now where would it be?

7. What’s your favourite book/movie?

8. When was the moment your bias became your bias?

9. What is your favourite genre of music?

10. What is your favourite hairstyle/look your bias has had?

11. If you could repeat any moment or day again what would it be?

ill tag these people! you dont have it do it obviously: 

@thatweirdotahlia @jeonghangyu @velvetcarat @passionnat @memeseoul @calemiel @lovjeon @cloudninekai @22wooji @ssoftgyu @sillylittlesuicide @wonwoozi @chwehansolar @myungho @wonnwoo @suppprt-day6 @1woohan (idk how many people i was supposed to tag) and anyone else can do it consider yourself tagged!

[cheesyramynry]

tag time

mel tagged me in a lot thanks bro

aye aye aye thanks to he homegirl @starlightjeongin ily so much melly and you’re an angel <333 eskgetit!!!

also,,, there are like,,,, 4 tags in this so uhhhhh have fun

Σ੧(❛□❛✿)Σ੧(❛□❛✿)Σ੧(❛□❛✿)Σ੧(❛□❛✿)

i dont have a name for this tag

1ST RULE: Tag 9 people you want to get to know better

> so um if you read this you are tagged now congrats <

2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true.

APPEARANCE: - I am 5'7 or taller - I wear glasses - I have at least one tattoo - I have at least one piercing - I have blonde hair - I have brown eyes - I have short hair - My abs are at least somewhat defined - I have or had braces

PERSONALITY: - I love meeting new people - People tell me I am funny - Helping others with their problems is a big priority of mine - I enjoy physical challenges - I enjoy mental challenges - I am playfully rude to people I know - I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it - There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY: - I can sing well - I can play an instrument - I can do over 30 pushups without stopping - I am a fast runner - I can draw well - I have a good memory - I am good at doing maths in my head - I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute - I have beaten at least 2 people arm wrestling - I can make at least 3 recipes from scratch - I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES: - I enjoy sports - I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else - I’m in a orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else - I have learned a new song in the past week - I exercise at least once a week - I have gone for runs at least once a week in warmer months - I have drawn something in the past month - I enjoy writing - Fandoms are my #1 priority - I do some form of Martial arts

EXPERIENCES: - I have had my first kiss - I have had alcohol - I have scored a winning point in a sport - I have watched an entire TV series in one sitting - I have been at an overnight event - I have been in a taxi - I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year - I have beaten a video game in one day - I have visited another country - I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

MY LIFE: - I have one person that I consider to be my Best Friend - I live close to my school/work - My parents are still together - I have at least one sibling - I live in the United States - There is snow where I live right now - I have hung out with a friend in the past month - I have a smart phone - I own at least 15 CDs - I share my room with someone

RELATIONSHIPS: - I am in a Relationship - I have a crush on a celebrity - I have a crush on someone I know - I’ve been in at least 3 relationships - I have never been in a Relationship - I have admitted my feelings to a crush - I get crushes easily - I have had a crush for over a year - I have been in a relationship for over a year - I have had feelings for a friend

RANDOM: - I have break-danced - I know a person named Jamie - I have had a teacher that has a name that is hard to pronounce - I have dyed my hair - I’m listening to a song on repeat right now - I have punched someone in the past week - I know someone who has gone to jail - I have broken a bone - I have eaten a waffle today - I know what I want to do in life - I speak at least two languages - I have made a new friend in the past year

alphabet tag

Rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better

> i dont know/remember enough blogs to tag im sorry <

A: age? > 15!!! <

B: birthplace? > californiaaaa <

C: current time? > 4:43 pm <

D: drink you had last? > water bc its good for you <

E: easiest person to talk to? > my irl homie @realmzenith , the most fantastic perosn i have ever met on this site and of whom my soul burns with affection for @starlightjeongin , and my rad friends in my got7 amino groupchat - selena, haru, apple, and emi :) <

F: favorite song? > oh boy i dont have a favorite favorite song bro i guess the first things i can think of is either danzon no. 2 by arturo marquez, martini blue by dpr live, and home run by got7 <

G: grossest memory? > asdf uhh when i went hiking with my pathfinder club and we went through a “long-cut” and went off the trail and we had to walk up this super long river, and then to get out of the river to land we had to walk through these riverbed plants and this gray mud stuff and i had to put on my socks and sneakers and it was disgusting <

H: hogwarts house? > i say that im a hufflepuff, lately i got placed in ravenclaw but i dont agree <

I: in love? > in love with the fact that im old enough to be a little free, in love with my kpop faves, in love with all of my friends who tell me they appreciate me, in love with the idea of being productive, in love with music and daydreaming <

J: jealous of people? > tbh i catch myself being jealous of other people’s artistic abilities, but i turn that into a need to become better/daydream about myself being that good so uhh???? yeah <

K: killed someone? > i was playing overwatch with a friend late last night and one of our comp matches there were these two dudes who played tank, one in particular imma call CTL who was rude to me and the whole team (my mic doesnt work so i couldn’t talk back but he was still a bing bond :( ), a few rounds after we left that one we got placed against the two mean tanks, and me, a mercy main with crappy aim, 1v1ed CTL who was playing mccree and i was HAPPY. we lost but binch i teabagged the heck out of his douchy body <

L: love at first sight or should i walk by again? > walk by again im staring at you either way <

M: middle name? > danielle!! <

N: number of siblings? > i have a younger sister!! <

O: one wish? > tbh to be better at what i want to be better at, like someone please give me like a stat 100 potion or something <

P: person you called last? > last person i called was my friend mikey of whom i was playing overwatch with lmao <

R: reasons to smile? > music!!! art!!! alan menken said that there will be a musical production of hercules in the future!! <

S: song you sang last? > the finale of newsies bc my sister left it playing on the tv as i ate nine (9) quesedillas

T: time you woke up? > techinally 6:30 am bc my dog was scratching my door, then 9, then 11 am <

U: underwear color? > mint blue and gray <

V: vacation destination? > i think i would love to go to the places in europe where composers lived, that or i would love to visit every place my internet friends live :D <

W: worst habit? > probably sleeping until noon, forgetting to do important responsibility things, reading a text message/email and then not responding bc i forgot about reading it

X: x-rays? > i got an x-ray on my right arm when i fractured it in kindergarten, some on my stomach when i ate like three whole mangoes with the skin on them, and some of my teeth before i got my braces <

Y: your favorite food? > thai food, stuff from panera bread, or pretty much warm foods with rice <

Z: zodiac sign? > im a virgo!!! <

✨ Fun Facts Tag ✨

Rules for this are:

Have fun with it!

Tag some of your mutuals

1) Favourite colours:

> green or purple!!! or like whatever im feeling lmao but those are my first choices <

2) Favourite song at the moment:

> asdkfjas;ldfkjsdlkfj bro i cant choose okay im going to shuffle my fav songs playlist adn put the first thing that comes up: damdadi by golden child

3) Last book you read:

> i think its my history textbook lmao finals are this week for me <

4) Last TV show you watched:

> my friend’s younger sister showed me clips from Stranger Things but i never have watch it before, i also watched a few dramas at a friend’s house but idk the names of them lmao

5) Last movie you watched:

> oh golly uhhh i think its enemies in-laws on netflix <

6) If you have a pet whats their name?:

> i have a doggo(?) named tucker <

7) If you have siblings how many?

> i have one younger sister!1! <

8) Favourite thing to do on a weekend:

> i think resting, getting up to date with my million notifications, just scrolling through the internet, or writing <

9) Best tumblr friends:

> on tumblr i have the amazing wonderful fantastic showstopping gravity-defying dabtastical @starlightjeongin aka mel aka melly aka melmel aka infant aka like the coolest and raddest person i have ever meet 

10) Favourite thing about yourself:

> idk if this is hard to explain but sometimes i do things people dont expect, like i was using my friend’s neighbor’s airsoft gun and like they were surprised that i have pretty good aim and that just makes me feel really good yknow <

11) Favourite memory:

> back in april 2017, during my band’s new york tour, in our hotel when i asked my friend what she was watching (it was got7′s m/v hard carry)

12) 3 weird habits:

> i turn on all of my nightlights in a specific order, when its dark in my room i like to dance to music and watch myself in the mirror, i tend to randomly scream i think <

13) What would you call your style?:

> i like to wear large clothes, even though im like a medium small bc ahaha i have slight body dysphoria, i also like to wear button-ups from the men’s section that have weird designs, suspenders, and i guess things that make me feel aesthetic and free < 

14) Odd talent:

> i can clap with one hand and me fingers bend weirdly <

15) Do you have a tumblr crush?:

> i have a big ol friend crush on my dear friend mel and a lot on the gr8 ppl of the aroha fandom <

the stray kids tag

Rules: answer the questions in a new post, and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better.

I’ve decided that in celebration of Stray Kids pre-debut album I needed to create a tag. The ultimate goal for The Stray Kids Tag is to learn about your Tumblr mutuals, and have fun answering the Stray Kids related questions! Here we go:

1: When did you decide to join the Stray kids fandom?

> lmao i learned about them when it was rumored that jyp was going to have a new boy group, and i followed the updates until the announcement of the webseries/release of hellevator. i didnt want more ppl to remember on my plate until december 30ish when i finally gave in to mel so here i am <

2: What is your favorite episode of Stray Kids? 

> im actually going to watch it right after i finish this tag post lmao ive never watched it before but i think ive seen clips??? when the boys were vlogging themselves packing idk if thats part of the webseries but thats cute <

3: Who would you say is your bias in Stray kids?

> I DONT HAVE ONE OKAY I DONT WANT TO TRY TO FIGURE IT OUT YET IM SCARED i legit like,,, dont know a whole lot about each member but i know their names but,,,,,, i think,,,,, before i start truly getting into them myself,,,, is probably seungmin,,,,, i think,,,,,,,, maybe,,,, whoops i just remembered woojin existed uhhhHHHH idk <

4: Who would you say is your bias wrecker in Stray kids?

> (im listening to ailee’s i will go to you like the first snow rn and im so emo while doing this tag) i love all of them!!!! probs chan or changbin or jeongin bc they are so sweet!!! <

5: What line would you want to be apart of in Stray kids? 

> idk the team compositions of stray kids so i will get back to you on that one until i watch the series lmao <

6: What is the first song you heard of Stray kids?

> of course hellevator lmao <

7: What is the first song you heard of 3racha? 

> FRICK actually i dont know bc melly showed me vids of them performing live but i dont know what the song was :( <

8: What is your favorite song on their pre-debut album?

> legit only have listened to hellevator and grrr so um ill say grrr?? <

9: What is a concept you’d like to see Stray Kids try in the future?

> SUSPENSE!!! idk if that ‘s hard to explain but like something with a story in the background, maybe like a spy concept with a nice orchestration i think they can do it <

10: if you could meet with the members of Stray kids for one day what would you say to them?

> ahhh!!! i dont know they all too too well but i would love to tell them that i feel that they are different from any other kpop group i have ever seen, bc they all seem genuinely happy and they are like the coolest bros and their friendship with each other is something that i could only dream of!! also ive heard that their songs have rad lyrics and they work super hard so i look up to them for that!!!1!!! <

[kamvkoma]

1 fire emblem, 2 shuake, 3 Hannibal, 4 fate zero & dangan Ronpa

thanks pal :---) 

fire emblem

001 | Send me a fandom and I will tell you my:

Favorite character: ike

Least Favorite character: god idk theres so many bad ones. ill go w oliver or w/e his name was. the guy who wanted to bad touch reyson.

5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): ikesoren, uhhhhh....its hard to think of more than that lmaooo. tibarn/reyson, m!corrin/niles, lucina/gerome, oh i guess raven/lucius??? that was hard lol.

Character I find most attractive: i want ike to punch me but also tbh yall i still think kaze is (eyes emoji) i mean his tiddies r out n everything

Character I would marry: im not gonna say ike again so i’ll say . chrom because thats who i accidentally default married in awakening lol.

Character I would be best friends with: nina

a random thought: why are there only two ikes in FEH? give us more ike

An unpopular opinion: i don’t actually like all of the girl tiddy fanservice in FEH. i feel like nobody really cares about that but the fanservice is def really one-sided. as per usual w japanese games.

my canon OTP: m!corrin/niles 

Non-canon OTP: ikesoren

most badass character: frederick’s crit line still fucks me up to this day

pairing I am not a fan of: any of the pseudo-incest pairings in fates lol.

character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): tharja used to be more interesting i think but now shes just fanservice.

favourite friendship: eliwood and hector are my boys 

character I want to adopt or be adopted by: shigure is MY SON

shuake

002 | send me a ship and I will tell you:

when or if I started shipping it: honestly not really until like halfway through the game, and then i sort of stopped after That Thing happened, and then it returned with a vengeance after beating the game.

my thoughts: i love them so much and pls give them a happy ending plssndjfsjsn

What makes me happy about them: they were fated to be rivals but IN THE END THEIR WISHES BECAME ONE....,,,

What makes me sad about them: GORO IS FUCKIN FAKE DEAD . i refuse to believe hes actually dead but its still sad. 

things done in fanfic that annoys me: im...im gonna say it....akira bottoming lmaoooo. 

things I look for in fanfic: (whispers) goro bottoming......BUT ALSO.... fluff honestly theres enough angst in goros entire fucking life thank u very much just give me cute boys being cute.

My kinks: love and affection

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: no one lol,,,, i used to ship them w other ppl but i cant now.

My happily ever after for them: goro comes back from being fake dead and wants to make amends for everything but the PT already accept him and are really happy hes alive and he and akira start dating and live together and are happy and cute the end.

hannibal

003 | Give me a character & I will tell you

How I feel about this character: piece of shit. love him.

All the people I ship romantically with this character: will.......... and also kinda thirsty scarf dad from that one ep of season 3.

My non-romantic OTP for this character: hannibal and bedelia are pretty interesting together.

My unpopular opinion about this character: i dont even know honestly i feel like everyones pretty much in agreement about how to feel about him lol. 

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: shoulda fucked will 

my het ship: none

my fem/slash ship: hannigram

my OTP: hannigram

my OT3: uhhhh none.

my cross over ship: no idea. lets ship him w another mads character. madscest.

my kink: his compassion for will being inconvenient.

a head cannon: he and will get married after season 3

my gender bend: um. hannah lecter. exactly the same as hannibal lecter but a woman now. 

fate/zero and dangan ronpa

004 | send me 2 fandoms and I will give you my crossover OTP: kiritsugu takes a very utilitarian stance in his philosophy, and i feel like komaeda does too...so it’d be interesting to see them together. plus they both have tragic af back stories. 

[jonasnightingale]

RULES: Tagged? Write a note with 92 truths about you! Tag 25 people.

I was tagged by @barba-booty and @x-sparkling-sun-x and @bonham-babe-blues thanks!!

i dont even have 25 followers but i tag @jaredjerusalem @haus-of-piss @hot-cheeto-nevada uhhhhh @bisexualrafael @needmoreesparzainmylife @hermankozik and @lauramoon  if you want to

LAST:

LAST THING I BOUGHT: cook serve delicious 2

LAST STORE I VISITED: uhhhhh rite aid

LAST TEXT MESSAGE: ‘hey scott.............bless you for sending me this’

LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO: 20/20 by the vaccines

LAST THING I ATE: a salad

HAVE YOU EVER:

DATED SOMEONE TWICE: no

BEEN CHEATED ON: no

KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: yeah

LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: yes

BEEN DEPRESSED: lol yes

BEEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: yeah

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

MADE A NEW FRIEND: yes

FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: no

LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: yeah

MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: no

FOUND OUT WHO YOUR TRUE FRIENDS WERE: idk no?

FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: no

GENERAL:

HOW MANY PEOPLE ON TUMBLR DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?: oh a lot uh 10+ at least

DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?: yeah but they live with my parents

DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME?: no i like kieran

WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?: 1130

WHAT WERE YOU DOING LAST NIGHT?: um  god playing overwatch probably?

NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: shadow of war b***tch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAVE YOU EVER MET SOMEONE NAMED TOM?: whom hasnt

WHAT’S GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RN?: my ass hat boss ALWAYS

BLOOD TYPE: who knows that.........

NICKNAME: ki

RELATIONSHIP STATUS: in a relationship

ZODIAC SIGN: taurus

PRONOUNS: he/him

FAVORITE TV SHOW: cutthroat kitchen obviously

COLLEGE: who can afford that

HAIR COLOR: brown

LONG OR SHORT: short

DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEBODY: lol i mean. yes

FIRSTS:

FIRST SURGERY: does stitches count?? i had stitches in my head in kindergarden

FIRST PIERCING: ears

FIRST BEST FRIEND: sophie

FIRST SPORT YOU JOINED: track??

FIRST VACATION: north carolina i think

FIRST PAIR OF SNEAKERS: wtf how would i know that i was a fucking Baby

EATING: right now?? nothing

DRINKING: rum + cherry coke

I’M ABOUT TO: play some more overwatch

LISTENING TO: ragtime

WANT KIDS: no thanks

GET MARRIED: only for tax benefits

CAREER: i work in a mailroom part time and also design posters on the side 

WHICH IS BETTER:

LIPS OR EYES: eyes

HUGS OR KISSES: hugs

SHORTER OR TALLER: taller

OLDER OR YOUNGER: older

ROMANTIC OR SPONTEANOUS: spontaneous

SENSITIVE OR LOUD: ...........both?????

HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: either

TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER:

KISSED A STRANGER: no

DRANK HARD LIQUOR: yeah

LOST GLASSES/CONTACTS: nope

SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: no

BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: well i hope not

BEEN ARRESTED: no

TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: yes

FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE:

IN YOURSELF: lol not a chance

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: i guess maybe

HEAVEN: no not personally but im not gonna bash people who do

SANTA CLAUS: no...........

[sunnysidewrites]

92 Questions Tag

tagged by the lovely @kakaotaeks​ rIP I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY IM DOING THIS BUT,,,, GET TO KNOW ME!!! 

THE LAST

drink: water

phone call: my dad LOL

text message: my irl friend

song you listened to: honeyst - like you wHICH IS A BOP STOP SLEEPING ON HONEYST

time you cried: i dont remember,,,, i cry quite easily,,,,,,

dated someone twice: lmAO GOOD ONE

kissed someone and regretted it: LMAO!!! GOOD ONE!!!

been cheated on: i have to date someone in order for this to happen

lost someone special: a relative :((

been depressed: not depressed but there have been times where i just felt useless!!!

gotten drunk and thrown up: no

3 FAVORITE COLORS

purple/lavender

light blue

aqua green

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

made new friends: yes a few but not much!

fallen out of love: no what does it feel like to be in love,,, i wonder,,,

laughed until you cried: i woulDNT BE SURPRISED IF I DID

found out someone was talking about you: um,,, idk,,,,, but i also definitely wouldn’t be surprised,,,,,,,,,,,,,

met someone who changed you: hm not sure i got really close with a few people tho

found out who your friends are: uhhhhh,,, i guess???????

kissed someone on your Facebook list: i never kissed anyone, period

GENERAL

how many Facebook friends do you know in real life: almost all

do you have any pets: no cAN SOMEONE PLS GIVE ME A PUPPY!!!

do you want to change your name: there were times where i thought other names sounded better but at the end of the day i love my name!!

what did you do for your last birthday: i bought a cake,,, that’s it

what time did you wake up: i have summer class so i gotta wake up at around 9, 8 sometimes, but usually i wake up at like 10

what were you doing at midnight last night: ,,,,,tumblr,,,,,,,, gdi why am i like this

name something you can’t wait for: to master what i wanna pursue

when was the last time you saw your mom: like an hour ago or smth?

what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: me LOL :(

what are you listening to right now: im listening to my calming music playlist sooo,,,

have you ever talked to a person named tom: no wtf lmao wHAT KIND OF QUESTION

something that is getting on your nerves: a lot of things,,, just a lot

most visited website: idk i go on tumblr a lot but there’s also youtube and my email

LOST QUESTIONS

mole(s): yeee

mark(s): yes,,, i think

childhood dream: i wanted to be a lot of things lmao be a teacher, writer, actress, the list goeS ON

hair color: dark dark brown i find the color nice when the sunlight shines on it bc it looks like regular brown!

long or short hair: LONG HAIR FTW

do you have a crush on someone: not really i just find one or two guys cute but not worth investing my time in

what do you like about yourself: nothing lol im trash????

blood type: i DONT KNOW WHAT MY BLOOD TYPE IS :(((

piercings: i have earrings!

nickname: ill keep that a secret

relationship status: married to 6 husbands im single

zodiac: cancer!!!!

pronouns: she/her

favorite tv show: well i love kim possible a lot and for kdramas the list never ends :)))

tattoos: none

right or left handed: right

surgery: none

sport: um?? lol??? im athletically challenged

vacation: i’ve only been to hawaii aND ITS SO BEAUTIFUL I MISS IT!! i wanna go to a bunch of european and asian countries there’s a lot of places i wanna go,,,,

pair of shoes: converse, vans, combat boots, running shoes (lmao i dont exercise tho,,, i just had them for PE)

MORE GENERAL

eating: NOODLES!!!!!!!!!!!!! N O O D L E S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ESPECIALLY CHOW MEIN AND PASTA AND SPAGHETTI OMG I CAN GO ON FOREVER

drinking: i like drinking water and anything with mint chocolate or just chocolate or mocha,,,, you get the point

I’m about to: do my assignment uGH I WANNA KMS

waiting for: me to get my life together smh

want: food,,,, and sleep,,,,,,,,,,

get married: i mOST DEFINITELY WANNA GET MARRIED but i dont have to worry about that for a while

career: something involving computer science!!

WHICH IS BETTER

hugs or kisses: I AM A STRONG ADVOCATE FOR BOTH and it also depends on the person,,, obviously if its with my s/o both but anyone else is a hug and it also depends on the kiss iDK IT JUST DEPENDS LMAOO

lips or eyes: eyez eyez 

shorter or taller: tall but not way too tall

older or younger: same age or older!!

nice arms or nice stomach: idk i dont really care that’s not the first thing i think about??? y not both idk???? idc????

hook up or relationship: relationship always!!! i only wanna do long-term

troublemaker or hesitant: um idk??? i would say both in appropriate conditions, but rather than troublemaker i would say adventurous i dont want a troublemaker lmao

HAVE YOU EVER

kissed a stranger: no

drank hard liquor: lmao yes but it was at a wedding so like,,,, and that was my only time

lost glasses/contact lenses: no

turned someone down: no one likes me???

sex on the first date: N TO THE O SPELLS NO!!!

broken someone’s heart: not that im aware of,,,, :((

had your heart broken: well yes but not like that

been arrested: no

cried when someone died: yes

fallen for a friend: eh when i was younger but not atm

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

yourself: ,,,,,,,well,,,,, depends,,,,,,,,,,,

miracles: yes sure!!

love at first sight: idk this is where it gets fuzzy,,,, more like attraction at first sight bc thats real dont lie

santa clause: no

kiss on the first date: sure!! depends on how comfortable i am w them but i would like to take things a lil slow

angels: sure??? idk??

OTHER

eye color: brown im boring

favorite movie: dont rlly have one,,,,,, but i like disney movies,,,, :’)))

ok who to tag um i dont really have a lot of ppl to tag so this list is gonna be pretty short: @mintyjihoon @justkpopjokes @mansaeboysbe @7teentexts @chanilovehours and anyone else reading this!! mention me so i can see it!! :)

[celestialriptide]

taggy q’s!

Thank you my dear @commodorecliche for tagging me!

The rules: Answer these 85 q’s then tag some peeps!

I’m not sure who to tag, so I’ll just go with @ideal-mina and @viktorthicciforov and @authordrive and leave it at that for now

THE LAST 1. DRINK: sweet tea 2. PHONE CALL: the jakester/close friend 3. TEXT MESSAGE: maribae. check her outtttttt atttttt >>> :) :) :) @viktorthicciforov :) :) :) 4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: THIS BEAUTIFUL PIECE OF ART yall probably think im joking 5. TIME YOU CRIED: i dunno honestly i cry a lot 6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: i dont think ive technically dated anyone more than once 7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: ehh 8. BEEN CHEATED ON: Yes. 9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: Yeah. 10. BEEN DEPRESSED: um yes, i have depression  11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: oh of course 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS 12. purple 13. blue 14. red IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU 15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: yupperooskies 16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: unfortunately. 17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: i think so 18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: ooooooh yeah, man. 19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: not particularly 20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: not really no 21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: i have not kissed someone in almost two years.

GENERAL 22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: like most of them. all except like 15? and even them i’ve known for 7 years. 23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: i live with five chihuahuas: Sasha, Clifford, Mika, Nora and Navi 24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: yupp i’d love to see Ryn on my legal docs 25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY: i worked a 10 hour shift :) and then died :) im still bitter :) she wouldn’t let me leave :) because she bought a cake :) and didnt want it brought in until nearly :) 8pm :) even tho i had been there since 9 :) with no break :) on my fucking :) birthday :) 26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: uhhhhhhhh like 1pm lmao 27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: i have the vague idea that i was reading, but i dont remember 11:30-1:15 28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: the void h a l l o w e e n 29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: couple of hours ago, i still live at home 31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: the call of the void the ambient noise of living on a military base 32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: yeah, i think he died a few years ago. i miss him. 33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: being unemployed, living at home, not being independent, my mental state, lots of things 34. MOST VISITED WEBSITE: i would say tumblr, but it’s ao3. 35. HAIR COLOUR: im a bleach blond, with brown roots bc im lazy and dont feel like upkeep 36. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: short, but still longer than i like 37. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: subtly screams: MARIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII 38. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: mnyeh. nothing really i reckon 39. PIERCINGS: i’ve got a standard tongue piercing, a monroe, right nostril, and then i’ve got 7/16th plugs 40. BLOOD TYPE: i honestly dont heckin know my guy 41. NICKNAME: uhm. void and, uh, vore. lmao. there’s probably more but these are the ones i see daily. 42. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: a single useless pringle, i think? i dont think im dating anyone, maybe 43. ZODIAC: im keith (scorpio power yall) 44. PRONOUNS: he/him pls pls pls 45. FAVOURITE TV SHOW: got that VLD and Rick & Morty grind yall GoT doesnt count its just part of my life at this point 46. TATTOOS: 3ish. This swirly star neverland skully thing on my left foot, a bird on my right shoulder, mars/moon/stars on my left wrist that matches my mother and oldest younger brother, and vaguelly some blotches of color on my right foot that dont count anymore because you cant really see them unless you Know. 47. RIGHT OR LEFT HANDED: right handed, left hand can be used for some things. 48. SURGERY: galbladder, tonsils/adnoids, and wisdom teeth.

50. SPORT: i’ve never been a sport but i always enjoyed the idea of playing volleyball. 51. VACATION: all my vacations are home. @ tennessee whats good i miss you  52. PAIR OF TRAINERS: idk like the only shoes i own rn are like vans MORE GENERAL 53. EATING: i nothing atm, but i do love eating. 54. DRINKING: sweet tea 55. I’M ABOUT TO: bounce between writing some more and playing overwatch 56. WAITING FOR: the void to take me a job 57. WANT: to enter the void to take my longboard out, but it’s too hilly here and im still new 58. GET MARRIED: one day probably i like the idea of proposing to someone.

WHICH IS BETTER: 60. HUGS OR KISSES: meh. idk. depends on who i guess 61. LIPS OR EYES: can i get a uhhhhh b o t h 62. SHORTER OR TALLER: meh 63. OLDER OR YOUNGER: either or 64. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: i am a slut for some nice arms 65. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: idk. 66. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: little bit of both. im hesitantly a troublemaker. HAVE YOU EVER: 67. KISSED A STRANGER: neh. 68. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: ooohyes. 69. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: i lost 6 months worth of contacts once 70. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: yesssssss 71. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: does it count if it wasnt a date at all, just hanging out that ended up there bc yes? but we didnt have a date so 72. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: idk maybe probably wait yeah sorry 73. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: ahahahaha yea 74. BEEN ARRESTED: nopers 75. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: vaguely. the concept of death is something that vaguely affects me. i generally end up crying a few months after the death, if at all 76. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: ye DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. YOURSELF: meh 78. MIRACLES: not exactly 79. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: lust, yes. love, no. 80. SANTA CLAUS: i believe that there was probably once a man that sparked the legend but santa as the current urban myth is a m y t h 81. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: sure 82. ANGELS: in a way. OTHER: 84. EYE COLOUR: hazel 85. FAVOURITE MOVIE: donnie darko or howls moving caste

[hong-buns]

i dont remember if someone asked you this before, but what about favorite hyuken moments ever??

i haVE been asked something similar but u know, ,, since your qn is phrased differently >:^) strap in kiddos we’re going for a RIDE

(listed in no particular order since my memory sucks but its hyuken so i rmb just not chronologically)

(warning: v rambley as usual)

hyuk making the worst syllable poem using dowonkyung and ken sarcastically (?) going WAH UR REALLY THE CUTEST WELL DONE

idk when they did that w parody and at the v end jh, who is all dolled up prettily, asks hyuk if he wanna date

‘SEXY’ DANCE TO LOVE SEX MAGIC? dhsakhak

all those times where jh does cringey cute shit and it makes hyuk giggle WAIT NO THIS IS A HYUKEN THING NOT A MOMENT MOVING ON OH HOLD UP i got an example moment for this and its here

every thing that happened in one fine day

ken falling asleep while practicing for his musical and hyuk filming him and THEN HYUK PUTS THE VID ON TWITTER and ken sends out a nation wide search for the ‘’culprit’’ who took the vid hm i wonder who

playing ping pong w no paddles….  … ……. just hands

???????????????????

o when they photobombed cha’s selfie with a starlight by pretending to make out,

and that set of pics was the only like on ken’s twitter for a solid amount of time

uHHhHH HHHHHHHHHH No Comment

this one i feel soft about since the context of this part was presumably after ken cried about the end of the closer era and hyuk just ?? uncharacteristically started grabbing at his hand ??/? it feels like he was his way of comforting jh DONT LOOK AT ME IM REACHING BUT U KNOW-

what ever the FUk:

idk???? that time some demonic force compelled ken to touch hyuks lips?/???/?

um ya remember they played the blind man’s bluff during vixxtv and Hyuken Man Handling… … .… .yea…… .same

dowonkyung bts I DONT GEDDIT WHATS WRONG WITH HIS EYES but tender looks

imagine: hyuken on a stranded island tgt lol

also imagine: hyuken as room mates

^ from that same vid (which i cant find god tf) hyuk’s reasoning for choosing ken is because in their dorm during winter ken’s room is the coldest and hyuk said he pities him and ‘just wants to take care of ken hyung’ 👀💓

!!!!! in that vid of vixx with mozzi (that dog that hates rav), hyuk tucked jhw in w a jacket he had cause he was sleepin and thats so sweet i think about this one all the time

tHIS PIC idk y but cool —>

hyuken winning the ofd cooking challenge with instant noodles over leo’s Rose Pasta its total bs but its so them

DURING THE REMIX SHOW THING NOTHING MUCH HAPPENED OTHER THAN EYE CONTACT BUT IM SHOOKETH

that one fansign where they had to hold hands arm wrestle  and hyuk won -ALTHOUGH- my personal belief is that ken could have easily won but to keep both his and hyuks image… he let him win trust me ive thought about this more than i should

this gif how hyuk’s hands hesitate a lil before going in MM BOY

i mentioned this one in the other post but hyuk’s vid for the vixx exhibition he said this about his hyungs and its rly cute but dramatic eyezooms into the part about ken

and finally to end this hell post; this pic because hyuken has rly got me starving recently but MOSTLY BECAUSE ken’s backhugging hyuk in the pic and guess what hyuk said his fav type of ~skinship~ is DatsRiteItsBackhugs

also every other thing ive left out please check this and this and this + follow this account cause its my life and soul thank u for your time

[linzerj]

Responding to old tags

Y’all i have a lot of tags to respond to and I’m getting it all done here so:

Tagged by @puddingmcmuffin and @lilbluestem

Rules: Answer the 20 questions below and tag 20 people you want to get to know better.

nicknames: Linz

zodiac sign: Leo

height: 5′10″

orientation: asexual (???)

favorite fruit: plums or apples or grapes

favorite season: Fall

favorite book: Shit man don’t make me choose uuuuhhhhhh I’m really liking the Mortal Instruments books so far (and can’t wait to catch up on the show)

favorite flower: idk uh violets

favorite scent: COOKIES

favorite color: Green

favorite animal: DONT MAKE ME CHOOSE uhhhhh UUUUUHHHHHH stingrays

coffee | tea | hot cocoa: If i had to choose, hot cocoa, but I don’t really like any of these, i just want a glass of milk

average sleep hours: pffffft idk it depends on the night but probably around 7

cat or dog person: doggos

favorite fictional character: Blue Beetle, Korra, Pidge, Mabel Pines, Sokka, Toph.... shit man I like too many I can’t choose

number of blankets you sleep with: i’m assuming this doesn’t include sheets? usually just 1, unless i’m cold then i’ll grab a second

dream trip: Yellowstone national park would be awesome to see

blog created: pfffft i dont remember sometime in 2015 when i got real hype about gravity falls

number of followers: 299!!! (WHO ARE ALL YOU PEOPLE?? I’M SO CLOSE TO 300 AAAAH)

random fact: my pup is 11 but still acts like she’s 2

Tagged by @fire-fira

Answer these 11 questions then create 11 questions for those tagged to answer (I’m not actually tagging anyone back I’m sorry)

1. What’s your favorite drink? Water? or orange juice

2. (I’m borrowing this question from @wondrgirl just because it’s such a good one.) If you could change one thing in the world, what would you change? a lot but idk i guess I would fix the climate and restore endangered animals??

3. Who is one character that you like that you never expected to like in the first place? BLUE BEETLE oh my gosh when I first saw him in YJ i was like ‘this kid is weird’ and then after Salvaged I was like “I LOVE THIS KID AND NEED MORE”

4. What’s the weirdest AU you can think of for that character off the top of your head right this moment? An AU for my own character Liz where she’s actually chosen to be the next Grim Reaper. It’s weird because she’s pretty chill and positive and her ghost obsession is to save lives so her being the Grim Reaper makes no sense but it’s an AU that exists within my head

5. What’s one random fact that immediately comes to mind? Male platypuses (platypi?) have poisonous barbs on their feet (so why did Perry the Platypus never use these to his advantage when fighting Dr. Doofenshmirtz?)

6. Do you have a favorite word in your first language? What is it? What about a word from another language? Dude idk my favorite English word is probably “fuck” because it can convey lots of different meanings depending on context. In another language? Idk I like “mariposa” which is Spanish for butterfly

7. What food do you wish didn’t exist? meatloaf

8. If you could get a college degree in anything (and I do mean anything– tumblr, superheroes, fictional aliens, ANYTHING) what would it be? UGYREIJWOFGHU dude i dunno a degree in Dinosaur Movie Science or some shit

9. What’s the most recent song you’ve had stuck in your head? Little Lion Man by Mumford and Sons

10. Do you have the sort of family you’d want to introduce your friends to, or would you prefer to spare your friends ever having to meet them? I mean I guess? I’ve introduced most of my real friends, if not all of them, to my family already and they’re pretty chill so it’s no big deal

11. Has there ever been a character who you wish was part of your family if they were real? Which character? Shit dude idk, the Pines family maybe or Jaime Reyes or something

Tagged by @fire-fira again

name: Linz

height: 5′10″

hogwarts house: shiiiiit I’m one of those who could be in Ravenclaw, except I feel like I’d almost fit better in Hufflepuff, and idk which one i want, so I just call myself a Ravenpuff

go to SSBB character: I don’t play often, but when I do, I’m either Kirby or Yoshi or occasionally Pikachu

fictional character i’d date: Uh… Cassandra Cain/Black Bat? I’m kind of drawing a blank for the most part.

favorite band or artist: i don’t really have a favorite?

when did i make this blog: whenever the Gravity falls episode “Not What He Seems” aired, so March 2015

how many blogs do i follow: 157

what do i post about: A LARGE variety of fandoms that i dont feel like listing atm sorry fam

do i get asks on a regular basis: Nope 

aesthetic: shit dude idk nature and the sky and forests and stuff???

(Okay Fira tagged me with 2 other suuuuper long posts (one’s 92 questions the other is 82 holy shit dude, i’ll do those later)

Tagged by @thearmada4231

Rules: Tag 10 followers you wanna get to know better! (I’m sorry I’m not tagging anyone, EVERYONE consider themselves tagged)

birthday: August 21 height: 5′10 time right now: 10:54pm ... i gotta pack and move up to college tomorrow fuck last thing i googled: ssbb because i had no idea what that stood for haha favourite fictional character: tooooo many but uh, Bolin, Korra, Toph, Sokka, Katara, Suki, Zuko, Aang, Asami, Jaime Reyes, Bart Allen, Khaji Da, Conner Kent, Dick Grayson, Damien Wayne, Starfire, Minerva McGonagall, Fred and George Weasley, Simon from Shadowhunters, Magnus Bane, lots more too shit favourite famous person: ??? idk favourite book: again don’t make me choose...what did i say earlier? Well now its Sand County Almanac by Aldo Leopold favourite band: um idk Imagine Dragons, Sleeping at Last, Mumford and Sons, Pink Floyd, a shit ton more song stuck in your head right now: Little Lion Man by Mumford and Sons last movie i saw: In theatres, Spider-Man: Homecoming. At home, Doctor Strange last show i watched: i don’t even know, i think it was a Gravity Falls rerun? or maybe Seinfeld dream job: ????????????????????????? what is your fanfic author name: Linzerj if you could be anywhere right now where would it be?: somewhere without bugs, like outer space

[dancing-in-tig-territory]

Rules: Answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people.

I was tagged by @mayyoustay-foreveryoung and @telford-ortiz-teller

The last drink: Milk 2. phone call: bae 3. text message: mum 4. song you listened to: Big For Your Boots - Stormzy 5. time you cried: earlier today because I was angry 6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: nope 8. been cheated on:not to my knowledge but i hope not 9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: yep 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: lol of course

3 favourite colours 12. Purple 13. Red 14. Green

In the last year have you 15. made new friends: Yes 16. fallen out of love: yes 17. laughed until you cried: Yes 18. found out someone was talking about you: no but they probably still were lol 19. met someone who changed you: no 20. found out who your friends are:no, thats an old lesson 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: quite a few lmao, i was a naughty teenager

GENERAL: 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: almost all of them 23. do you have any pets: yes, a cat called Boo 24. do you want to change your name:  no but only because idk what else to call myself lol 25. what did you do for your last birthday: errmmm it wasnt even that long ago but i dont remember? 26. what time did you wake up: 11ish (dont judge, im on lates lol) 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: on my way home from work 28. name something you can’t wait for: uhhhhh idk im not the most excitable of people 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: an hour ago 31. what are you listening to right now: the rain hitting the roof and window 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yeah i know a few 33. something that is getting on your nerves: my brother’s selfishness 34. most visited website: fanfiction.net, tumblr.com, facebook.com  35. hair colour: naturally brown but kind of reddish atm 36. long or short hair: middle 37. do you have a crush on someone: middle aged men, mostly 38. what do you like about yourself: my music taste 39. piercings: ears and nose 40. blood type: i dont know 41. nickname: gee, geebee, georgie, george, gwnfim 42. relationship status: in a relationship 43. zodiac:  Gemini (dont hate) 44. pronouns: she/her 45. favourite tv show: Sons of Anarchy, the Vampire Diaries, Peep Show 46. tattoos: yin and yang, key, star of david, hummingbird 47. right or left handed: right handed 48. surgery: wisdom tooth coronectomy  49. sport: i love to watch football (soccer) and i used to play cricket 51. Vacation: I just came back from Crete not long ago, it was stunning 52. pair of trainers: not much of a trainers person, usually wear boots but generally I wear Adidas for work 53. eating: nothing, but i had  a sandwich not long ago 54. drinking: milk 55. I’m about to: write 56. waiting for: christmas? 57. want: energy 58. get married: maybe 59. career: waitress/food preperarer person idk its not exactly chef but yeah

WHICH IS BETTER: 60. hugs or kisses:kisses 61. lips or eyes: Eyes 62. shorter or taller: Taller 63. older or younger: Older!!! 64. nice arms or nice stomach: Nice Arms 65. hookup or relationship:both can be fun but im obliged to say relationship because im in one lmao 66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant, im sorry but im actually boring lol

HAVE YOU EVER: 67. kissed a stranger: yes lol 68. drank hard liquor: yep 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: nope 70. turned someone down: Yep 71. sex on the first date: yes 73. had your heart broken: no 74. been arrested: not really (long story) 75. cried when someone died: Yes 76. fallen for a friend: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. yourself: nope lol 78. miracles: nope, bullshit 79. love at first sight: no 80. santa claus: he’s real 81. kiss on the first date: yes 82. angels: nooooope

OTHER: 84. eye colour: hazel 85. Favourite movie: Billy Elliot

I doubt there’s anyone left for me to tag! Um, I’m just gonna put @samperv and whoever wants to can do it

[fishbanana]

Get to know me tag game!

i was tagged by @ecruzm​! ty!!

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.

LAST:

1. Drink: Diet Mtn. Dew Code Red 2. Phone call: doctor’s office 3. Text message: dad 4. Song you listened to: artist by ZICO 5. Time you cried: today LOL

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: no 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no 8. Been cheated on: no 9. Lost someone special: yes 10. Been depressed: always 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: yes...

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: blue, pink, black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: yes 16. Fallen out of love: no 17. Laughed until you cried: yah 18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes lmao  19. Met someone who changed you: maybe 20. Found out who your friends are: yeah haaa 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: no

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them except for maybe a few online friends 23. Do you have any pets: two dogs !! 24. Do you want to change your name: nah 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: got drunk lol 26. What time did you wake up: 4:00 pm... 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: playing overwatch 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Death 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: 7 years ago 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: um i just wish i could be happy. and maybe make my dad less of a prick. 31. What are you listening right now: silence 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i dont think so? 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: people...just in general. 34. Most visited website: youtube or tumblr

RANDOM INFO:

35. Mole/s: i have some but they’re small 36. Mark/s: i think i have a couple 37. Childhood dream: swim with sharks 38. Hair color: dark brown 39. Long or short hair: short 41. What do you like about yourself: uhhhhh im a pretty open-minded person and i dont judge people right away 42. Piercings: ears but i never wear earrings 43. Blood type: no clue 44. Nickname: maddie 45. Relationship status: taken 46. Zodiac: capricorn 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: i dont really watch tv;; 49. Tattoos: nope 50. Right or left hand: right hand 51. Surgery: got my tonsils taken out when i was 5 bc they were severely infected 52. Hair dyed in different color: no 53. Sport: basketball 55. Vacation: i go to a nearby beach with my family every summer 56. Pair of trainers: ???

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: i eat pasta and bread everyday no exceptions 58. Drinking: i only drink soda 59. I’m about to: watch some youtube videos 61. Waiting for: my death 62. Want: to get my tuition paid 63. Get married: maybe later 64. Career: write books, edit other ppls books.

WHICH IS BETTER:

65. Hugs or kisses: hugs 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: taller 68. Older or younger: doesn’t really matter 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms? i guess 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a Stranger: no 75. Drank hard liquor: yea 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: nope 77. Turned someone down: no 78. Sex on the first date: no 79. Broken someone’s heart: maybe once in 9th grade unintentionally LOL 80. Had your heart broken: no 81. Been arrested: no 82. Cried when someone died: yes 83. Fallen for a friend: yea

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: not really 85. Miracles: no 86. Love at first sight: no 87. Santa Claus: sure 88. Kiss on the first date: i mean go for idk

OTHER:

90. Current best friend name: megan 91. Eye color: blue 92. Favorite movie: spirited away

i never tag anyone in these so! lol