#i dont wanna do it anymore!!
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im so sick and tired of being a person
#i dont wanna do it anymore!!#it fuckin sucks!!#fuck!!#gonna go back to sleep so i dont have to experience existence lol
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usghsduhfiaofh
#ugh drawing this was SUCH a bad idea but im not gonna touch it any more#im so tired but hey these guys#have fun#i dont wanna look at it anymore#wHerES thE EMOTION#maybe i need to do some introspection....#star wars#the clone wars#arc trooper fives#arc trooper echo#clone trooper hevy#clone trooper droidbait#clone trooper cutup#domino squad#and now i have... 5 hours to cram in as much sleep as my insomniac ass can handle#but its ok because domino squad!
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im with fam but i always thinka him so doodle time
#xmen#xmen comics#erik lehnsherr#magneto#snap sketches#'hey guys i wont have time for doodle posting for a bit' me when i lie fCKJWRBKH#i actually dont likr this too much but im posting just so i can ramble bout erik fjKJCNWKDCHJ#I dont think its bad just not really post worthy#i draw this mfer sleepy so much thatswhy i dont like this#i usually just hoard doodles like these since they dont feel super share worthy to me but i repeat#i just want an excuse to talk about erik and i wanted a homegrown visual#anyway. i have wine in me im being bold <- its not that bold#sometimes i look at how the black lines on krakoa eriks design put focus on his. //coughs// front#and i get lightheaded like mfer if you do not want me to stare do not put a literal box in front of my EYES#ok thats literally it. i wanna try to doodle something ill be Happy happy to share but lbr i cant muster anything anymore tonight#so for now bye bye hope everyone had a good day today !!#im gonna go draw erik indecent maybe ill feel better then
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He tore across the hill
faster than any creature in the world.
All the world will be your enemy,
Prince with a Thousand Enemies.
And whenever they catch you,
they will kill you.
But first, they must catch you...
digger, listener, runner.
Prince with the swift warning.
Be cunning and full of tricks...
and your people
will never be destroyed.
#eyestrain cw#mine.art#ls#spoke#rek#planet#jumper#kab#zam#btw planets spiky crown thing represents his heart rate while the round one represents his respiratory rate smile#also spokes colors represents his emotions cause i cannawt be assed to color the whole rainbow with him anymore#also if youre wondering about the drastic change in designs; these are my primary designs lol#(except zams; his is my tertiary one cause i cant figure out a way to make his primary one look good sadge)#the ones that i keep drawing aka the more human looking ones are my secondary designs#as much as i prefer more human but to the left designs i do wanna use my primary designs more#so im kinda soft banning myself on using them until i dont want to anymore or if a drawing looks better with my other designs lol
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suspension, sacrifice, surrender
#in stars and time#start again start again start again#start again: a prologue#(this is sasasap frin! but also it doesnt matter its also isat frin whateverrrr)#i dont wanna look at this anymore ^^#though i do wanna add tags later about my armour musings but YES they are in early mediaeval (ish) armour. think like. the normans#but yes aughhhggghhhhgg#sasasaap siffrin#isat siffrin#my art#isat
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True Loves Kiss ( when kissing the messiah/the anti-christ please be cautious. though it may draw you out of the lonely it could also lead to severe facial scarring, but hey, you score either way!)
#jonmartin kissed in the lonely to me btw#im normal :)#jon braid agenda#also i think of jon kissing martin almost as cpr which is why martin is so despondent#my guy was GONE#lost in the sauce(the lonely)#dont like the JM one that much but i dont wanna look at it anymore :)#so fuck it we ball#need to stop posting stuff i dont like but if i dont do that ill never post anything ever and i quite like posting#im a poster#catch me posting#sorry im drunk time for real tags#tma#spork art#jonmartin#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#agnes montague#jack barnabas#i bet agnes and jack have a ship name but i dont know it#the magnus archives#thats it i think#anyways im gonna go to bed and wakeup with a hangover#gonna queue this actually#dont want notifications till i am OUT
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so sick and tired of the “jedi are an evil and abusive cult that steals children” as if half the reason they weren’t protecting these children is bc sith were out killing them or TURNING THEM INTO SITH. they weren’t even STEALING children to begin with I thought we all knew that was Palpatine’s game not Yoda’s.
#i hate star wars fans i truly do#they wanna pick apart the jedi like of course there are mistakes and wrong doings#bUT THE SITH ARE RIGHT THERE#trying to build the narrative that anakin was abused by the jedi is absolutely crazy when his actions and thoughts were all his own#and GROOMED by palpatine#the only reason people want to pin them as bad people is because yoda could call out anakin’s bad behavior#that and they didnt promote him to master right away because oh im the chosen one i should be#like you need to PROVE you are the chosen one and that you WILL bring balance to the force and NOT DESTROY IT#THATS FHE WHOLE PROPHECY#AND PEOPLE WONDER WHY THEY WERE CAREFUL WITH ANAKIN???#and then the oh well they make you supress feelings#nO#THEY#DONT#they make you surpress attachments so that if it comes DOWN to it you will save the many and not just risk it all to save the ONE#disney has done damage to the star wars community i swear#saw a tik tok comment section where they said the council is like the christian church#lost my MIND#well the jedi fit cult criteria!!#wow! star wars fans find out WHAT A GROUP OF RELIGION IS#LITERALLY ANY GROUP OF RELIGION CAN BE CALLED A CULT NOT EVERY CULT IS BAD#im sorry i cant stand it anymore#star wars#star wars tcw#auxxrat yap#jedi council#jedi#star wars legends
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#( ॢᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ॢഒ ʚᵋº̣̥͙̣̥͙ᵌɞ blog#fucking tired#jirai girl#jiraiblogging#jiraiblr#landmine girl#landmine kei#girlblogging#girlrot#jirai onna#irl jirai#jirai kei#lifestyle landmine#landmine type#landmine#lifestyle jirai#actually mentally ill#i dont wanna do this anymore#im so tired#mentally tired#fawncore#snow angel#fawn angel#deergirl#doll hearted#dollcore#dollette#coquette dollete
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insert so-and-so lyrics from Army Dreamers here ect, ect
(Believe it or not this is not finished and these are only small cropped screenshots. I wont finish it but i did spend way too much time on it so i'll give it the honor of this.)
#Noticed some painfully obvious errors while finishing up and was like#nope nevermind i dont wanna do this anymore#i dont care if it took me three and sum days to try and make teds tie semi-accurate#sorry if you follow me on insta and were tormented by my insanity#\insert every other complain i have here/#This was gonna be based on that Army dreamers trend btw if you've seen it at all
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bite size vocaloid (up to v5)
#wooo finished this. Sorry i stopped at v6 cuz i kinda dgaf about any of the new vocals#someday i’ll do a synthv version of this lolol#loneart#vocaloid#vocaloid2#vocaloid3#vocaloid4#vocaloid5#okay i’ll try tagging some of these#nekomura iroha#vocaloid lola#vocaloid miriam#vocaloid leon#luo tianyi#yuezheng ling#yanhe#vocaloid avanna#mo qingxian#yuezheng longya#zhiyu moke#mirai komachi#xingchen#cyber songman#meika hime#meika mikoto#ok i dont wanna. tag anymore. u get it#vsinger
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I want to open requests again but also, I have like zero confidence to write anything at the moment.
I dunno i keep hearing people talk about how they hate when writers do this or hate that and this headcanon is the worst, everybody dunking on something, and I keep seeing it in my stuff. I just don't have much confidence in making anything that people aren't gonna find cringe and poorly made and miserable to read. Like why would I take all of your ideas when someone else can/will just do them a million times better then I ever could without all the stuff that makes my writing annoying to read.
I'm not looking for like sympathy or anything, I just wanted to give a warning if you don't really see much writing from me for a bit.
#i know i'm just being self centered and annoying i just have like paper thin confidence in anything i do#there's some characters i don't even wanna write anymore i just feel bad looking at them#macaroni picture frame#like 'i hate people who write x character this way' and 'people who romanticize this are disgusting and should kts'#and it's stuff i write. i dunno i just feel like i'm throwing sewage in front of people writing nice stuff#i know i dont have very creative headcanons or anything either. im the mary sue boring girl writer#to delete later probably when i get embarrassed#not writing
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the melini lovers
#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#marcille#laios#laios touden#marcille donato#laicille#laimar#demon king laios#dungeon lord marcille#winged lion#the winged lion#this isnt done cuz i just wanted to do a value study so idc (also im sick and i dont wanna work on this anymore)...#could be fun to revisit this in a few months if i remember
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bleh
#hi all. lucy here#i have barely been drawing lately because ive just been unable to#like i feel like i lost my spark. i dunno#i used to draw so much and make so many comics when i was absolute rock bottom mentally#like the funnier i was the worse i was doing#ive been better lately but i truly feel like ive almost sacrificed my ability to draw or create stuff for some more mental stability#i just....i dont know. i feel like i can't do anything i used to do with art. like im not funny or have no ideas or just think stuff like#oh ill just draw this because people will wanna see it#but i gave that up because not even i wanna see it anymore#i hope that i can feel like drawing again one day i just dont know how to get it back. it really feels like ive lost a major part of myself#this is my rambling here just to let you know i am still around just kind of laying low because im drained
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#needy girl overdose#ame chan#kawaii angel#i dont wanna do this anymore#kangel#me if you even care#me fr#mental illness
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Honestly the thing about Jason&Bruce for me is that I don't think they can reconsile.
Like even outside of the different moralities and vengeance and the Joker and all of that. Once your father has split your throat open with a knife, that's it. You can't come back from that. There is no reconciliation or forgiveness after something like that is done.
#my dc posting#jason todd#dc#batman#red hood#bruce wayne#and then all the further shit bruce pulls on jason after that#like its just not possible to me. i dont even wanna see it happen bc frankly you cant do it w/o trying ti#justify bruce's abuse#and shit personality frankly#i don't want jason as part of the batfam or for then to get along#like if you want that you gotta do a whole rewrite of everything after jason returns to gotham#like in every relationship there's a point where it's not worth it to try anymore or be around them or give them your energy#and for me that's the batarang tl the throat#once that happens there's no hope for them sorry
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every morning 4am this is what i see when i wake
#snap shots#woah…. rare irl photo…#i has a funny blurred pic that just makes me think of like. some kinda shoegsze album cover for some reason djdjWODJSJ#anywaydjKWKJA#stop staring at me with them big ol eyes#i got him Ever ago bur i wanted to shaew him tonight … i just changed the batteries in my candles …#it still looks like i sleep in a dungeon but thats ok Look At Him#whenever im feeling lost or down i pull him out of my pocket and hear him tell me to stop fucking around and focus#i stare into his eyes and i feel immediate shame and Stop Fucking Around immediately#works everytime …#the plush set this comes from is so funny cause its like scott jean logan#and then this freaks just there too. like nawww why is erik the bus driver all of a sudden#the day theres a lil charles plushie ill actually ascend to the high heavens PLEASE#you CANNOT separate them :((#anyways … i sleep now … with this little weirdo watching me#i cant say he’ll protect me from bad dreams but he’ll at least be a witness if i die during one so thats nice#good night team !!! i dont wanna do my presentation tomorrow ………#also im lyin. im gonna doodle a lil then sleep …#gettin a drawing tablet was the worst thing i coulda done i cannot put it down fjOWJSSJSK#ok byebye ….. prob wont post anymore tonight at least ….#so we can act like im sleeping 😏 and yet erik also acts as a witness to my lies 😔 a travesty….
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