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Best friend Kaniks FISSH
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okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#not art#fhjy spoilers#its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical#like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real#like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this#yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out#meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring!#theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it#its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started#the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show#which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them#and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear#that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others#thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and#a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he#wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude#its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others#and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT#Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere#Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually#Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!
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A girl dreaming of marriage and children
Aaand one year later: I added some colors!
#my art#lineart from 2023#dracula#dracula daily#lucy westenra#bloofer lady#vampire#i know some people have brought up the very good point of making this a series with more characters#and i would love to do that!#but it kinda doesnt fit into what i´m doing rn qwq#i too would love to see it but i also have to make it and i´m lacking inspo rn#and all i really wanna do is lino prints#or more accurately i want to do the carving n cutting bit feels good feels real after working digitally all day#sorry qwq#also i´m still sorry if the clothes here aren´t accurate#a friend gave me some references but they were mostly sewing patterns lol#real sweet but i dont read sewing pattern
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oauuuuuuuuuu
#cotl has slowly been makings its way in my mind… its pulling me in#anyways. i like this cotl sona design#still wanna try researching a bit more stuff for the clothes and. everything but i got a decent bit down!!#they r based loosely on the chottanagpuri sheep#cause i think they look like sun bleached balck cats :)#though the breed is subj to change w more time and reseadch i just wanted to avoid the rabbit hole#i cant find much info on how their horns work/look but they seemed small in the images i saw (<dont kill me i dont know much abt em rn)#sorry ive been only able to muster messy sketches… planning to get into other art media to see if thatll help the burnout#doodles#cotl
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my stardew farmer ^_^ he doesnt have a green thumb for shit so he keeps animals and does mining
some tidbits i came up with while playing hehe
reclusive and doesnt really go out of his way to talk or visit people unless its an errand. but he also doesnt try to befriend others to get something out of it, so he has a very easygoing approach to making friends. on good terms with linus and sebastian since he runs into them most often.
if he respects or takes a liking to someone, he'll greet them with miss/mister (name). if you get close to him he starts using first name basis. if he doesn't like you, he'll refer to you by your title without using your name. only a few people have caught on to this.
the farm he inherited, Milky Way Farm, was the site of a meteorite crash and sometimes you can find shards of meteor debris littered around the farm (i picked the hilltop farm bc of this lol)
lost his sweater and pants a long ass time ago and doesnt have the time to look for them, so hes been working in his sleep clothes ever since
isnt actually grandpa's real heir to the farm... ;)
#sorry i havent been getting around to artfight attacks or art of anything lately bc my pen :) decided now would be the perfect#time to fucking bail on me :))) its gen 1 apple pen too so the fucker is discontinued hate and death on plsnet earth#like it TECHNICALLY works but only if i pair and re-pair it with the ipad until it senses it and that can be up to 38 tries#even then itll suddenly stop working if i take it off the ipad for more than 10 fucking seconds so i am not having a good time. this is the#second pen that this has happened to and i dont think its my ipad or software jesus christ. whatever. ill pretend not to care so it#fixes itself faster#ANYWAY COSMO!! YEAH. STARDEW IS STUPIDLY ADDICTING. i got it during the sale but im playing it on ios rn since i#dont have steam on my pc rn. i started a new save after the first one fizzled out and i think im doing way better this time yay#its a special kind of stress when u need to be in bed and its 1:50AM but the cat is in the fucking way#i wanna make more stuff with this guy i have a lot of stuff i wanna draw for him. i have a little backstory for him in mind#ill probably make a separate post to explain it but its a very long series of misunderstandings and ouran haruhi gender fuckery#my art#myart#my oc#oc#stardew farmer#sdv farmer#sdv#stardew valley#doodles#stardew
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saying kazui's story is about homophobia isn't wrong, but it's focusing entirely on a small part of the overall picture. even if kazui lived in a world where being gay was accepted, he'd still be suffering, because it's so much more than that. the toxic expectations and pressure forced onto men all their lives, the level of responsibility and independence adults are assumed to have, the huge importance placed on family- these are huge parts of his character that i worry people overlook in favour of just talking about queerness
#i had more to say but i dont wanna take away from the main point here;;#even if kazui is revealed to not be gay‚ his story won't change all that much#obviously his queerness is still an important factor- its why he cant just 'try harder' to change and live normally#its something inherent to him thats always been there and meant he couldn't make his relationship with hinako work#but im worried ppl will focus entirely on that yknow :<#theres more than just what i listed but those are the main themes i can think of rn;;#milgram#kazui mukuhara
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guy who wants to be emperor SO FUCKING BAD but isn't and has to actively conspire to get there. guy who is in cahoots with him and refers to him as emperor/your highness/my lord/other unearned royal titles in private- perhaps as a show of loyalty, or ingratiation, or certainty in their mutual success, or just 5d chess manipulation. and also it is a sex thing i mean you get me you see my vision
#i dont know why this gets me so much. maybe its the “YOU are the real emperor in my eyes not That Guy” of it#or the secretive conspiratorial mini-empire unfolding in the background of an actual state#or the charade of servility for absolutely no ones benefit because no one is there to see it#except you. and the guy who wants to be emperor So Fucking Bad#you will be entirely unsurprised to know i worked this dynamic into a martin trying to become high overseer fic#j#also hi i know im away a lot because life suuuuucks massively rn#and i realised that like. every single time i get on i basically feel the need to make another apology post for being away so long#and theres no point in that? so i decided im just gonna. post whatever whenever LMAO#and if you wanna come chat with me every now and then you are welcome to do that. and if you dont then thats fine too.
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Im gonna say it
I dont think jason is a cat guy or dog guy
I think hes a bunny guy
He wants to cuddle on the couch with a book and a bunny and thats his dream (also i just think a big guy like that with the worlds smallest and most anxious prey animal would be adorable)
Mr Jason "lone wolf" Todd having a pet that literally will die if it's too lonely might be a bit on the nose as far as metaphors go but still hilarious
#ask#anon#god i wanna draw this so bad#but im so busy rn#im planning on moving soon#and im super nervous#since itll be my first big move since uni#and im realising im gonna have to try and make friends#but#im also realising i dont know how to make friends#like all my current friends i made in school or through work#how do you make friends when your not forced to see someone daily ???#dc
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Did you know that I love these two men a whole lot cause I really do. (Inspired by a picture I took below the read more thing)
#fe fates#silas#saizo#its pretty poor quality for the pic but I took it in the dark as is so lol#just the absolute distrusting comment and silas there just smiling like a good lil bean that he is#i just really love them and honestly theres a sequel i wanna do since they dont have supports and honestly#it could have been funny ! it coulda been a good thing! just for kicks!#but who knows when ill post it cause i ALSO have another comic i was working on for fates#listen im sorry for the brain rot its really there i cant think about things not fates rn
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Hey, do you will ever continue Solar Lunacy?
I have answered this already, yep. I've added the tag 'slow updates' to the fic tags if it helps.
#please do not send anymore asks about the next update! tbh the next chapter is only like 1k away from being good to publish#and i do plan on finishing it but its starting to feel a bit rushed and that makes my brain go 'well i dont wanna work on it rn'#something something reverse psychology or whatever its called
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good morning do u guys like my yaoi bag
#ITS NOT DONE! theres more i wanna add to it#BUT LOOKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!#a bunch of badges id bought arrived today and RAHAGRHGHHGH#WONDER GAME MY BELOVED#im also working on a pleiades bag btw. jsyk.#i have a super cute notgr charm that i need to utilize#its got giovanni and campanella on it#aka blue n pink kitty#its perfect#i dont even know if people are awake rn. but consider this a secret little treat#nat rambles
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ngl I might get crucified for this but I think the dunmeshi yuri/yaoi discourse was stupid and misrepresenting the ao3 factoids. as of today the most written for mlm ship is labru with 69 (nice) and the next most popular has less then half that at 31. meanwhile farcille has 125 out of the 154 F/F ships in the tag. it is by FAR the most popular ship, with the next two most written about sapphic ships being marcille/izutsumi (9) and kiki/namari (4) and also a couple of x readers? so farcille dominates by far
it seems to me that what's going on is that several mlm ships are in rotation in terms of popularity whereas farcille dominates as the singularly popular wlw ship.
and this doesnt mean that the issues people were bringing up about the general lack of sapphic content and the way fandom treats female characters aren't valid, but idk man when farcille fanart is cropping up daily and getting thousands of notes and has about twice more the amount of fics that the most popular mlm ship on ao3 has its like. I dont think this is really a fandom that proves that point.
I would like to see some more variation in smaller wlw pairs to make up the difference though! I dont think I see any tade/izutsumi fics and we need to change that they could be so cute.
#keeping this bit in a tags bc its a bit spicier but even without farcille actually being by far the most written about ship I dont think#dunmeshi is the best work to make this argument with bc while its got great female characters the main cast is still 3/4 and then 3/5 male#characters when izutsumi comes and she's not very shippable on account of being 17. I wouldn't sit there scratching my head as to why peopl#are writing about the multiple very relevant male characters as if its some mystery. and again farcille is still by far the no 1 ship rn#I hope that more people getting into the manga will lead to greater spreads of interest in the various minor characters bc there are many#very cool ones esp the [REDACTED BIRD NAME] are very prime for cooking up yuri. I just wanna gather up people who are passionate about#sapphic works and talk about ideas and spread the creativity and discussion I want there to be more wlw stuff and I think the only way that#gonna happen is by spreading that passion and love and encouraging other sapphic creators and enjoyers#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon
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New PK gijinka for a new gijinka AU
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ID start: A doodle page depicting the Pale King from Hollow Knight as a human. The first doodle in the top left corner labelled "pre-hibernation" depicts him during this time as a king, with a youthful sharp face, long elf ears, he's looking to the side with a scowl. He wears his hair in a low ponytail, with a black, spiked crown atop his head. The next two doodles depict him after the Hallownest's collapse, as an older man with a large X shaped scar on his face that cuts the left side of his lips, exposing his teeth and gums, and a V shaped notch in his left ear. He wears his hair in a messy bun and wears a hood and a shirt underneath with a popped up collar. He looks down and to the side, looking far more tired and guilty than his younger self. The second of the two doodles depicting his older self has his hood up, casting the majority of his face in a shadow. End ID.
PK is alive or reborn for the 3rd time and after the fall of his kingdom he conceals his identity out of shame
He travels the abandoned ruins of his kingdom and meets survivors, and through this he meets Hollow when he arrives in dirtmouth. Shocked to see them alive and speaking and so clearly *not hollow* he pretty much runs away the first time they see each other. He later stumbles onto them again after having some time to sit on this revelation and decides to walk ul to them to apologise for his previous behaviour. They don't seem to recognise him, which he decides is for the best and doesn't reveal himself
He ends up settling down near dirtmouth and so the two continuously stumble on each other and start bonding and getting to know one another through these sporadic meetings. At some point the topic lands on family and Hollow says their parents never loved them, their mother disappeared and their father used them and never thought anything more of them than a tool. Obviously it stings and PK tries to protest, saying that every parent loves their child, which turns into a small argument until Hollow snaps with tears in their eyes that he doesn't known their parents. They're both self-centred cowards who never loved them. Then adds their father is dead anyway and it's probably for the best. PK backs off and apologises quietly for pressing while Hollow quietly sobs. He then sits down next to them and quietly asks if they have any other family, and they mention their sister who visits them occassionaly but not that often now that they've recovered, she's very busy, but it's okay because the people of dirtmouth are nice and help take care of them. PK can see it's *not* okay but doesn't press it, he already made them upset and he doesn't want to do it again. They ask about his family and he gives some vague answer about an ex-wife and children. Still dunno if Ghost is alive here
Months pass by and ironically enough the two develop a very mentor/student and then father/child kind of relationship (which probably eats at PK and will be such a huge shock for Hollow when they find out his identity)
Hollow kind of sucks at keeping their wounds and bandages clean so when PK smells the infection on them he forces them to sit down as he cleans their wounds, reapplies sterile bandaging and gives them medicine, all the while chastising them for not taking care of themself. Hollow sheepishly admits they don't know how and were too nervous to ask for help, but then also jokingly calls PK dad when he keeps fretting. In a sort of "Okay, okay, I get it, DAD" way. Which makes him freeze and for a one terrifying second he thinks *they know* before realising he's just fucking stupid and it was a joke. But Hollow remembered that one discussion they had and how he brought up having children in the past so they think they made a social blunder and just give him that sheepish look.
"Ah...is- is that a sore spot? I'm sorry—"
"No, no, it's- it's okay, kid. I just...wasn't expecting that."
So they continue to bond over the months and PK becomes a parental figure to Hollow, which he feels so damn guilty about and thinks they'd hate him even more if they ever find out the truth
Any time they bring up how he always wears that hood and covers his face he tries to wiggle out of actually answering it, but knows his time is running out
I'm thinking Hollow finds out in some sort of situation where they end up hurt or in danger. Dunno how it happens but I did imagine the scene after that, where Hollow's in shock and denial and PK tries to free them from the ropes they found themself in but they keep thrashing so he finally yells at them to stop moving or they'll hurt themself, clearly very worried for them. So they do and they allow him to free them and take them to his home where he patches them up, all the while they're in complete shellshock
Hours later when the atmosphere cleared up a little PK gets them something to eat, all the while not being able to look them in the face, and says that he understands if they hate him and want nothing to do with him after this, but to just stay and let him take care of them until they recover. Then they can leave and never see him again.
Hollow just eats in silence until they finally get the courage to ask about that conversation from months ago, asking if this is why he was so insistent on their father loving them.
"I...That...It.....my— my feelings...don't really... matter, if I never showed them anyway, if I...when I hurt you despite them."
OH and obviously Hollow starts opening up more and more to him the more they bond and eventually they just cry to him how they don't understand why they still love their parents despite all the hurt they've caused them, how they want to hate them because it'd be so much easier to, and all PK can do is just hold them and let them cry into his shoulder as guilt just eats him up inside
#hollow knight gijinka#hk gijinka#pale king#hollow knight#doodle#spooky arts#I LIVE#sorry for not posting much i dont like to post WIPs on here and majority of my work rn are WIPs#been posting plenty on my patreon though and some of my work there should be already public if you wanna check it out#OH YEAH and got a new phone on a payment plan 👍 thank you everyone who helped me :]
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They were supposed to have different personalities why do they all share that one personality trait?
#at that point i should just be wary everytime i consider a character my favorite. i should know straight away why i do#tokyo revengers#tok rev#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#tr#tokrev#naruto#naruto shippuden#one piece#op#khr#katekyo hitman reborn#wanna tag some very unknown stories but i wont#dc comics#dc#thats enough fandom#memes#i dont even know if the post is correct English. my mind is not working well enough to be sure if it makes a correct English sentence rn#aside from relatively easy vocabulary#shouldve used theme instead of pattern#mdzs#svsss#trigun stampede#houseki no kuni#nna#negai no astro
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kitty for ur troubles
#fanart#twisted wonderland#twst#twst x sonic#vil schoenheit#doin som uhhh#weird sonic pose idk :P#sonic characters always be doing poses#guys i may not be drawing it but i be thinking about this au all da time#i stopped drawing it as much cause i dont WANNA rn 😞#also hypothetically i may be working finally on opening a shop#sooo super unfocussd on sonjcss
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frank dying in glue trap
idk
#art#kayaks dumb doodles#welcome home frank#im cooking rn dont worry#working on something ace attorney and WH related!#i dont wanna post anything with it until im completely happy with it though#ive told a few people about it but for now its a secret ;)#kayak adds a stupid amount of tags to a post#welcome home fanart#welcome home#frank frankly
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