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Best friend Kaniks FISSH
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big knife of radiance
#i don't wanna draw today#to be more specific i don't wanna finish any of my todo rn#it feels like work so i just. stop doing that#anyway the prev is one year ago but this idea is from last week#it's not like i wanna spend actual effort on this idea anyway#(or basically anything else judging by my mental health recently)#perfect for times when you kinda wanna draw but also dont#destiny 2#destiny warlock#destiny 2 art#my art
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okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#not art#fhjy spoilers#its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical#like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real#like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this#yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out#meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring!#theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it#its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started#the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show#which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them#and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear#that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others#thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and#a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he#wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude#its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others#and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT#Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere#Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually#Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!
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A girl dreaming of marriage and children
Aaand one year later: I added some colors!
#my art#lineart from 2023#dracula#dracula daily#lucy westenra#bloofer lady#vampire#i know some people have brought up the very good point of making this a series with more characters#and i would love to do that!#but it kinda doesnt fit into what i´m doing rn qwq#i too would love to see it but i also have to make it and i´m lacking inspo rn#and all i really wanna do is lino prints#or more accurately i want to do the carving n cutting bit feels good feels real after working digitally all day#sorry qwq#also i´m still sorry if the clothes here aren´t accurate#a friend gave me some references but they were mostly sewing patterns lol#real sweet but i dont read sewing pattern
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my stardew farmer ^_^ he doesnt have a green thumb for shit so he keeps animals and does mining
some tidbits i came up with while playing hehe
reclusive and doesnt really go out of his way to talk or visit people unless its an errand. but he also doesnt try to befriend others to get something out of it, so he has a very easygoing approach to making friends. on good terms with linus and sebastian since he runs into them most often.
if he respects or takes a liking to someone, he'll greet them with miss/mister (name). if you get close to him he starts using first name basis. if he doesn't like you, he'll refer to you by your title without using your name. only a few people have caught on to this.
the farm he inherited, Milky Way Farm, was the site of a meteorite crash and sometimes you can find shards of meteor debris littered around the farm (i picked the hilltop farm bc of this lol)
lost his sweater and pants a long ass time ago and doesnt have the time to look for them, so hes been working in his sleep clothes ever since
isnt actually grandpa's real heir to the farm... ;)
#sorry i havent been getting around to artfight attacks or art of anything lately bc my pen :) decided now would be the perfect#time to fucking bail on me :))) its gen 1 apple pen too so the fucker is discontinued hate and death on plsnet earth#like it TECHNICALLY works but only if i pair and re-pair it with the ipad until it senses it and that can be up to 38 tries#even then itll suddenly stop working if i take it off the ipad for more than 10 fucking seconds so i am not having a good time. this is the#second pen that this has happened to and i dont think its my ipad or software jesus christ. whatever. ill pretend not to care so it#fixes itself faster#ANYWAY COSMO!! YEAH. STARDEW IS STUPIDLY ADDICTING. i got it during the sale but im playing it on ios rn since i#dont have steam on my pc rn. i started a new save after the first one fizzled out and i think im doing way better this time yay#its a special kind of stress when u need to be in bed and its 1:50AM but the cat is in the fucking way#i wanna make more stuff with this guy i have a lot of stuff i wanna draw for him. i have a little backstory for him in mind#ill probably make a separate post to explain it but its a very long series of misunderstandings and ouran haruhi gender fuckery#my art#myart#my oc#oc#stardew farmer#sdv farmer#sdv#stardew valley#doodles#stardew
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billy is walking down the road when a powerful gust of wind threatens to push him over. he straightens up once it passes, and ducks down to check his hair in a nearby car mirror. he stops as soon as he pushes his hair back, because have his eyes always looked like that? glassy, cloudy... why is there a star shape outlined in his pupils? has the lightning from the transformations really taken so much?
#i was looking up electrical burns to outline smth i was thinking on#n saw an article with pictures of a mans eyes that had star shaped cataracts from an electrical incident#i would include em#but im on mobile rn n last i checked read mores dont work still#but if u wanna see it just search star shaped cataracts#also 'how does he see?' im sorry idk he is a patron of the gods he has plot armour#billy batson#tomfoolery!#dc captain marvel#shazam
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first of all, i think more characters should betray and kill their lovers. second of all, i think more characters should kill their lovers who betray them. third of all,
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saying kazui's story is about homophobia isn't wrong, but it's focusing entirely on a small part of the overall picture. even if kazui lived in a world where being gay was accepted, he'd still be suffering, because it's so much more than that. the toxic expectations and pressure forced onto men all their lives, the level of responsibility and independence adults are assumed to have, the huge importance placed on family- these are huge parts of his character that i worry people overlook in favour of just talking about queerness
#i had more to say but i dont wanna take away from the main point here;;#even if kazui is revealed to not be gay‚ his story won't change all that much#obviously his queerness is still an important factor- its why he cant just 'try harder' to change and live normally#its something inherent to him thats always been there and meant he couldn't make his relationship with hinako work#but im worried ppl will focus entirely on that yknow :<#theres more than just what i listed but those are the main themes i can think of rn;;#milgram#kazui mukuhara
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guy who wants to be emperor SO FUCKING BAD but isn't and has to actively conspire to get there. guy who is in cahoots with him and refers to him as emperor/your highness/my lord/other unearned royal titles in private- perhaps as a show of loyalty, or ingratiation, or certainty in their mutual success, or just 5d chess manipulation. and also it is a sex thing i mean you get me you see my vision
#i dont know why this gets me so much. maybe its the “YOU are the real emperor in my eyes not That Guy” of it#or the secretive conspiratorial mini-empire unfolding in the background of an actual state#or the charade of servility for absolutely no ones benefit because no one is there to see it#except you. and the guy who wants to be emperor So Fucking Bad#you will be entirely unsurprised to know i worked this dynamic into a martin trying to become high overseer fic#j#also hi i know im away a lot because life suuuuucks massively rn#and i realised that like. every single time i get on i basically feel the need to make another apology post for being away so long#and theres no point in that? so i decided im just gonna. post whatever whenever LMAO#and if you wanna come chat with me every now and then you are welcome to do that. and if you dont then thats fine too.
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Maybe it's just me, but does it feel like some people are just constantly walking on eggshells whenever they send you an ask? Like, being overly apologetic for everything and constantly putting a bunch of qualifiers before anything they say? I get kind of weirded out by it, cause i mean, you're a person! And you're offering to have these discussions and answer their questions! They shouldn't be afraid to talk to you. I don't know if it ties into how some White people try so hard not to be racist that they try too hard and go the other way into overbearing apologies and self-shaming whenever they talk to a Black person, but it's a little concerning nonetheless. You seem so chill and engaging to talk to, so I don't think people should be scared to ask you questions that you've repeatedly stated you are open to answering. Regardless, this is from the perspective of someone who doesn't personally know you OR anyone else who's sent you an ask, so I could be completely off-base here. What's your perspective?
I see what you mean. It can be a bit awkward at times, but it's not really something I feel the need to put extra effort into. Tbh, I'd rather people come in over apologetic reaching for politeness than rude ASF. I can deal with all the sorries, that's (hopefully) in good faith, but when I get asks that basically go "hey Google, what is ___" or send me imperatives, that's when I'm like hmm kay lol. At least drop a hi lmao
But yeah I think the only time someone "should" feel guilt hitting me up is if the thing they're asking me could possibly be found in the lessons I've written. It does bother me; read, hurt my feelings and mild annoyance; when people ask me things without even consulting the resources via the lessons I've taken months to compile. Like if I did all that and you couldn't find it, that's fair! Especially because I don't know everything and can't answer every question. But please look 😅 I work very hard on those.
#like rn i kinda dont wanna work on a new lesson until this last one gets to 1k#like naw im not eat in five minutes material please actually consider my work as work
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Im gonna say it
I dont think jason is a cat guy or dog guy
I think hes a bunny guy
He wants to cuddle on the couch with a book and a bunny and thats his dream (also i just think a big guy like that with the worlds smallest and most anxious prey animal would be adorable)
Mr Jason "lone wolf" Todd having a pet that literally will die if it's too lonely might be a bit on the nose as far as metaphors go but still hilarious
#ask#anon#god i wanna draw this so bad#but im so busy rn#im planning on moving soon#and im super nervous#since itll be my first big move since uni#and im realising im gonna have to try and make friends#but#im also realising i dont know how to make friends#like all my current friends i made in school or through work#how do you make friends when your not forced to see someone daily ???#dc
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Did you know that I love these two men a whole lot cause I really do. (Inspired by a picture I took below the read more thing)
#fe fates#silas#saizo#its pretty poor quality for the pic but I took it in the dark as is so lol#just the absolute distrusting comment and silas there just smiling like a good lil bean that he is#i just really love them and honestly theres a sequel i wanna do since they dont have supports and honestly#it could have been funny ! it coulda been a good thing! just for kicks!#but who knows when ill post it cause i ALSO have another comic i was working on for fates#listen im sorry for the brain rot its really there i cant think about things not fates rn
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Hey, do you will ever continue Solar Lunacy?
I have answered this already, yep. I've added the tag 'slow updates' to the fic tags if it helps.
#please do not send anymore asks about the next update! tbh the next chapter is only like 1k away from being good to publish#and i do plan on finishing it but its starting to feel a bit rushed and that makes my brain go 'well i dont wanna work on it rn'#something something reverse psychology or whatever its called
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Megastar 🤝 BillFord 🤝 Japis
My holy Trinity of childhood toxic ships
#but maybe I'll draw them all interacting its gonna be a shit show#I have alot on my plate rn so i dont have any time to draw and i wanna work on other things first#shoutout to the fujos who supported japis content more then anyone else#Ok billford was only when the book of bill came out cause i wasnt as deep into gravity falls as i was with Transformers#but mmm is it still great#megastar and japis were there from the begining tho#im just talking tag#future ideas...#megastar#billford#japis#crossovers
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good morning do u guys like my yaoi bag
#ITS NOT DONE! theres more i wanna add to it#BUT LOOKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!#a bunch of badges id bought arrived today and RAHAGRHGHHGH#WONDER GAME MY BELOVED#im also working on a pleiades bag btw. jsyk.#i have a super cute notgr charm that i need to utilize#its got giovanni and campanella on it#aka blue n pink kitty#its perfect#i dont even know if people are awake rn. but consider this a secret little treat#nat rambles
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I knew veilguard was gonna be the last da, I'm not sad abt that, I've accepted that when it was still called dread wolf
I'm sad that it happened this way. and it's just been A Time during the world that seeing a barrage of it is incredibly depressing & I don't really wanna see my TL being all about that
I also didn't want to see any possible veilguard negativity that this could bring up
I'm not someone who stops being interested in something because it doesn't have new content, so I won't but on top of things I just don't want to be on a dashboard full of negativity rn
#if im not responding to messages pls understand kinda dont wanna be on tumblr rn#im already coping w the resentment and bad feelings i have towards d/ai (which has been making me sad bc immy is in it)#i dont need this on top ✌🏽#work will help me touch grass tomorrow unfortunately so maybe ill feel better after
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