#i dont think im gonna die and i hope its just gas pains but what thhe FUCK!!
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hpdfag Ā· 6 days ago
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MY CHEST AUAUAHAHHJHHG
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luvuwite Ā· 4 years ago
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all, go
i hate you
1. What was the last present you gave?
uMMMM probably a commission i gave to pancake (archie/vivi)
Ā 2. What was the last present you received?Ā 
i dunno? if its a doodle then i got that a week back!
3. What animal best represents your personality?Ā 
from the oOoOO spirit animal tests i took im a snek
4. What are you most afraid of?Ā 
sometimes my own mind EYES EMOJI
5. Who is your favourite villain?Ā 
HMMMMMMM probably like,, megamind i love him
6. Who is your favourite family member? (we all have one, admit it)
MY SISTERRRR
7. If you could name your own planet what would it be called?Ā 
myanus
8. Stars or Moon?Ā 
stars!!
9. Do you have/want kinds?Ā 
if my other partner wants them, sure
10. What is your greatest life goal?Ā 
making it this far
11. What is something you canā€™t live without?Ā 
soup
12. What is a place you associate with your childhood?Ā 
one of the parks near the store-area
13. How was your first kiss/how would you like your first kiss to go?Ā 
i never kissed, so i wouldnā€™t know, but pls,,,ask for consent,,, and warn me if we gonna kiss or not,,,,,
14. What is some life advice you have acquired?Ā 
ive learned a lilā€™ bit, but one of em probably has to be to just be like,, dont cry over something you know is fake, at least thats what i remember atm HAHA
15. Who in history has influenced you?Ā 
bruh i dont like history idk
16. What is something strange that you think about often?Ā 
h,,,hopless romantic noISIJEIORQ AHHAHA i like to think about weird scenarios in my head basically
17. Baths or Showers?Ā 
showrr i get shy with myself in baths
18. Tea of Coffee?Ā 
coffee
19. Alcohol or soft drink?Ā 
alchohol bad brisk brisk brisk
20. Writing or typing?Ā 
typing since its easier
21. What is you most favourite thing in your bedroom?Ā 
my bed its sexy and comfy
22. Spontaneous holiday! Where are you going and with who?Ā 
wait what UH I DONT KNOW probably just close close friends and family
23. Introverted or Extraverted?Ā 
i have my moments with both
24. Describe yourself in two words.Ā 
small and aggressive
31. What do you think of when you hear ā€˜portraitā€™?Ā 
a picture or image of someone/something
32. Tell me about your partner/ideal partner?Ā 
i mean no one is perfect yeah? i just want them to be honest with me and accept my AHEM struGGLES with relationships since im not the best partner
33. Tell me about your siblings, if you have any?Ā 
my sister is what you call aĀ ā€œgirly girlā€, she likes disney movies, outdoors, being loud and running around, yknow just like any other child ever
35. What are you a big advocate for?Ā 
my friends!!
36. If youā€™re comfortable to answer, what is the sickest you have ever been?
migraine + stomach bug + mental in trash +Ā  stomach pains + lil appendix pain
37. When were you the most scared in your life?Ā 
when i broke my arm
38. Ever had a paranormal experience?Ā 
ACTUALLY YEAH i thought i heard someone yelling help outside my window and i peaked out and realized it was nothing and i figured i was just tired but i was still kinda freaked
39. Biggest celebrity crush at the moment?Ā 
im not like other girls,,,,....
40. What is something happening in your life right now?Ā 
uhhh just general anxiousness/paranoia(?) tbh
41. What is your favourite mythological creature?Ā 
DRAAAAGOOOOOON
42. Marvel or DC?
dont know what those are
43. What object would be on your familyā€™s banner?Ā 
soup
44. Favourite flower?Ā 
pink rose
45. One characteristic you like in a partner?Ā 
s,,,support/reassurance pls
46. What planet/star would you travel to if it were possible?Ā 
i wanna,,,, actually i dont know i think i would just enjoy floating around in generalĀ 
47. What is your favourite mealā€¦ ever?Ā 
soup
48. First timeā€¦. doing anything. Describe your first time doing something?Ā 
first time i drew was twiggit sperkl and that was the most proudest i ever felt
49. Who is your favourite superhero?Ā 
bRUHHH I DUNNO I DONT WATCH THAT STUF
50. What is your favourite poem? Recite it?
i dont read
51. What is an exercise you despise doing.Ā 
burpees
52. Secret talent?Ā 
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
fite
53. Current song on replay replay replay?Ā 
[x]
55. If you werenā€™t in your current occupation what would you be doing?Ā 
sleeping probably
56. What is the first thing you notice about the person you fancy?
,,y,yo they kinda,,,, scrumptious,,, AHUIWRWQIĀ 
57. If you had one wish that would definitely come true, what would it be?Ā 
yes
58. If you could time travel, when and where would you visit?Ā 
i would go to future bc i wanna see what i look like
59. What is your lucky number?Ā 
5
60. If you adopt a pet what would it be and what would you name it?Ā 
a cat!! and i actually am planning a name and calling them clementine!!Ā 
61. Do you believe in fate/everything happens for a reason?
i believe your fate is decided by ur own actions/words
Ā 62. What is your favourite thing about your personality?Ā 
im not too hard to get along with,, i hope
63. What is your favourite thing about your appearance?Ā 
uhhhhhhhhhhhhh
64. What is your favourite clothing store?Ā 
primark bc everything is like 2 bucks
65. What is your favourite online store?Ā 
i dont do online shopping too much
66. Use one word to describe your most favourite person?Ā 
observantĀ 
67. How do you usually have your hair?
down with a clip, then ponytail next day
Ā 68. What was your favourite subject in high school?Ā 
math
69. What makes you feel empowered?Ā 
power over something/someone(as a joke/in games, not in a bad way)
70. What motivates you to do something?Ā 
a prize at the end
71. What advice would you give someone who is going through a rough time?Ā 
it gets worse before it gets better, and in the worse ill be there for you so you dont have to go through this alone
72. Ideal date?Ā 
wendys!!! sweater weather!!! cuddle!!! left 4 dead!!! comfy clothes!!!
73. What is the best date night movie?Ā 
i am not that attractive to be taken out on a date
74. What is something you are currently looking forward to?Ā 
nothing atm tbh im just here bc i have to beIEOJRWIOE
75. Tell me a funny joke?Ā 
oo wa oh wa ooh
76. Do you like musicals? If so, whatā€™s your favourite?Ā 
never listened to one actually
77. What is your favourite song currently?Ā 
sweater weather. always.
78. What song never fails to make you dance?Ā 
POP EYED JOEEEEE IVE BEEN LIVING???? LONG TIME YOOO
79. What is your favourite ā€œclassic?ā€
gnomeo and juliet
Ā 80. What is the best advice you have ever been given?Ā 
obese paragraph and comfort doodles? lets go
81. Where did you ancestors come from?Ā 
puerto rico
82. What have you learned from your parents/guardians?Ā 
be tough nugget and dont take shit seriously till you have to
83. What is a phrase you heard a lot growing up?Ā 
dont step on the crack or youll break ur mothers back
84. Do you believe in magic?Ā 
nnno
85. What reminds you of your best friend?Ā 
overwatch
86. What are you passionate about?Ā 
dance dance dance
87. Tell me a story from middle school?Ā 
one time
the end
88. Who was your favourite teacher and why?
i love my bio teacher rn bro shes such a sweetheart
Ā 89. Can you roll your tongue?Ā 
yes
90. What made you pursue what you are studying? (including school subjects)Ā 
my little pony
91. Where would you like to travel to?Ā 
japan for those toys gimme gimme
92. What is something on your bucket-list?Ā 
i wanna see coral reef
93. What is home to you?Ā 
place that brings feeling of comfort/security
94. What do you do in your free time?Ā 
draw
95. If you could buy anything right now, what would it be?Ā 
food
96. If you could see anyone, living or dead, right now, who would it be?Ā 
probs one of my online friends
97. If you could choose, what would your last meal be?Ā 
soup dumplings brisk and rice
98. How would you like to die?Ā 
happy
99. List five of your favourite pieces of art (paintings, books, songs etc)Ā 
ruby eyes / sweater weather / ponyo / wall-e / idk
100. What would you change about this world?
global warming SHOOO U FAT
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misterbitches Ā· 4 years ago
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Hello! @flootweed replying to the post from before. the long format was killing me. why does tumblr look like this...
I havenā€™t watched episode 8 yet...or have I? If itā€™s the most recent one. No.
Is the hornbill a bird? It probably is but I have a terrible memory and Iā€™m dumb so. I skipped the last few weeks because Iā€™m scawwed. How are you liking it? I did see someone say that the hornbill makes sense (without knowing what it is...at all) bc heart transplant patients only live like 5-15 years after but someone in those comments pointed out that he was so young when he got his and thatā€™s pretty rare so he has a higher likelihood of survival. Frankly, this is the only way I will proceed. Since when did shows ever care about the heart transplant health? Never and it needs to stay that way!
What did we think of ep 6? LMAO. I need opinions! And omg it makes me feel special when I can point things out to people because I so...rarely get to LOL. Editing is like one of my favorite things ever so I can be super particular about it but I try to do the thing you do when youā€™re supposed to see if it works within its context. Iā€™d like to go in with scissors and glue but alas.Ā 
THe mic covering....the rustling....itā€™s like guys...please. Ironically the audio today wasnā€™t great. I donā€™t know why. IDK if you watch c-dramas but I am not even sure whatā€™s worse between them because they dub their dramas. But actually no itā€™s best to have the dubbing because even tho it is painful they have to put a lot of effort into it. LOL.Ā 
Right? @ Aey! Itā€™s just weird if they would show us more about what heā€™s done instead of saying heā€™s done sth bad and not even explaining that....like you could even do some shitty exposition. I think if he is to be a true villain then we really need to be privvy. All the warnings make it seem like heā€™s a fuckinā€™ serial killer so when we get the scene of him at home itā€™s like....actually this is really serious? Maybe his pain is like...for a reason. Althought you wonā€™t even TELL US WHAT HEā€™S DONE WRONG BESIDES BE JUST FUCKING WEIRD AND ANNOYING! So from what we have itā€™s just a realllllllll fucked up sad person lol. god i forgot about the dinner! and i totally agree. he really needs them to succeed. i like your theory because it would make the scene where he like blocks the twitter user make more sense. he also says they dont really know each other etc so itā€™s realllllyyyyy probable that he just sees it as a way out. if not then we shall pretend u wrote it :)
god yea i wouldnt say it is art but i also guess we technically have to since it is technically. in the way that technically performance artists are artists but mostly i uh technically ignore them. Also one of my fav BLs is called the best twins. If you do not know what it is I will not elaborate further.tĀ 
i want to know more abt poli sci majors lmao but they sound DRAMATIC/ hopefully most ppl in ur cohort arent losers!Ā 
hahahha i understand. there was just a thing on twitter about DSA and then the day before about reading discourse. the same thiings. over. and over. and over. and over. we are our own worst enemies but also our own best friends? but i hate tankies and that wont change. but hasanā€™s a decent guy. he said sth abt black ppl during bidenā€™s primaries in GA or whatever and i was like chill. but heā€™s insecure and has adhd which means ur more open to being wrong and changing otherwise u will suffocate and die.Ā 
and totally about hiding fuck ups. iā€™ve tried really hard bc of organizing IRL to like...be honest, question, etc but also like...approach it naturally? because if youā€™re trying to be perfect and so worried youā€™ll fuck up you donā€™t realize that putsĀ  more stress on you, makes you seem like a robot, and could potentially not make you realize the mistkaes you made. also if weā€™re privileged in certain spaces there is just no possible way we wonā€™t get something wrong. im light and i know that honestly any way to speak up on colorism is going to be difficult and thatā€™s a space where i have power so i just have to figure it out. we should be uncomfortable because we have to sit with unpleasant feelings and sort through our own whatever. that just makes the next time even better and people can trust u more.Ā  i think some people sweat it sooo much or maybe they think their personal life and what theyve been through is more the norm? on the other hand people can be sf reactionary in the worst way and idk what their issue is. there was also a user who said sth very inch arresting about tankies which i thoroughly enjoyed (how like violent lefitsts or tankies / ppl who are like ooh a gun whatever just want to be violent in another space so they have shit tendencies from jump and nothing of substance which i think i agree with tbh fo ra lottttt of ppl. like their anger is actually like ā€œno im about to beat that assā€ instead of what we actually want to get done)Ā 
sort of in the same vein re: taking it easy...we coudl all be more understanding too. to slow it down like you mentioned about not being privvy to fucking eveyrthing and saying anything on our mind. i saw this person talk about y2k which was a huge deal while happening bc it was the turn of the millenium (bruh were u even alive?) but this twitter user grew up in a super super SUPER religious household and was like why do ppl make jokes about Y2K it was insanely traumatizing? though my first instinct was confused ive tried hard to like look more before i judge especially thanks to a friend of mine. turns out that with the further reading the more we found out he was just really traumatized; it was very common in religious households to be afraid of 2000. so we could have come at him with no understanding and he could have thought that everyone had the same experience with that year that he did. his feelings sit precedent though but i think it was just very hard for him to fathom.Ā 
i didnt reply bc he didnt need that and what could i have said? heā€™ll see what the truth is with exposure and unfortunately this was something he really did go through.Ā 
and thatā€™s what makes most people think others could be over the top. because it sounded ridiculous but then it was this huge traumatic thing that we could have never known about. so maybe when someone sounds like actually crazy they have an explanation? of course some ppl are just batshit or annoying but thatā€™s anywhere not just leftists itā€™ just means more i guess when a ~~librul is annoyed~ but it can be easy to want to make fun of ppl too. lmao.Ā  basically what i am saying is the internet? especially twitter? for leftists? in this economy? bitch itā€™s the wild west out here.
i am 29! idk if i said it or not. i am OLD u probably werent even born in the year i was talking about wah. i know not old-old or old at all but compared to you iā€™m due for a colonoscopy.
omg i hope u can get vaxxed soon! are you wfh rn? i hope ur also not in a bad state as in state state not state as in ur being :| bleh what a fucking time. it sucks that you have to fucking do work. well unless u like school. which i hope u do. i just assume everyone hates it cos i did lmao
was it the lindsay ellis drama? that bitch is dumb. if there was other drama oh wait the drama i was referring to it all happened on the same day. idk book twitter that well but i saw something from someone who was abt that shit and wowie! the american people are not that.....intelligent to put it lightly.
iā€™ll get better. ppl tell me they miss me and im like aw. i have insanellllyyy bad insomnia and a lot of stuff happened this year HOWEVER I SLEPT FOR TWO DAYS FOR 8 HOURS AT A REASONABLE TIME. im a new woman.Ā  anyways you too! i hope ur not too burnt out with school. we just dont know when the burnout is or we just dont know we are burnt out until we are. the panaramiciccici hit and all the things i was ignoring kind of just fell on me and sooo much happened at once. and frankly itā€™s hard to take care of ourselves. lord.Ā 
Like if you arenā€™t interested in expanding on the issue in a way that hasnā€™t been done before all you gotta do it likeā€¦ spread resources and donate if you can. I dont see the point in having to say something about every issue especially if you (not at you specifically just in general) arenā€™t immediately impacted by the issue. Like is the 14 yr old white marxist named sarah on twitter really gonna have meaningful insight on anti-asian violence ?
this is part of why i cannot telecommunicate. i dont want to do shit on the internet. i am able bodied so i know that this time has been of such ease for other people. but mentally i just canā€™t. i donā€™t have a comment on hand like that and i hvae no desire to engage with ppl that way. i am a super super super solitary person but thats bc itā€™s MY time so when itā€™s like all this effort with other people i dont ever want to be alone. itā€™s the same with the way i approach filmmaking. it isnt a sole thing so i hate it not together. thatā€™s part of how u can get so sucked in and repeat doom scrolling. i was in this webinar last may after [redacted] and this black woman prof saidĀ ā€œread with a community and talkā€ because otherwise she said we are torturing ourselves. you canā€™t carry that weight all on your own. unfortunately i hate zoom, discord, slack, signal, whatsapp, facetime. you name it this panera has made it evi.. L
you make a really excellent point. i think the young young gen zers are really really just interesting because itā€™s like this whole new world for them with leftist politics and they just canā€™t grasp the horrors of the world and the kind of freedom being a leftist can bring. and so many people donā€™t grow out of it. those people so happen to be theĀ ā€œleast productiveā€ in terms of how much time they spend IRL withe these issues. naturally, younger kids are gonna have a harder time. they are not as mobile as well so the internet becomes this place. but then itā€™s this echo chamber. and many times just things posted without sources. and social media NEEDS that to exist.
i think of the irony of leftist kids on tik tok and while i am happy itā€™s reaching them itā€™s just....different. very different. the growth of social media is so good but also so fucking sad, itā€™s too much! i think the point about not writing everything is major. even i have to do this which is part of the disappearing.y ou need to detach and make sure your head is on straight again. but when you think eveyrone has to be privvy to every thought and you canā€™t just sit back....which twitter and social media doesnā€™t encourage. you have to join in. thatā€™s often why when i have something to say it is dense because i donā€™t feel like repeating it. ever. lmao ust ever. i cant pay attn. social media is a fucking minefield for my brain u can get so lost in it and absorb it but once u start talking you may not be able to stop.Ā 
i think a big part of that is it not being a leisurely thing but sort of just in our lives always. this sounds like a grandpa rant but ykwim. We dont have to see the same thing over and over again. And eventually it gets sincerely diluted or its diluted bc of capitalism or whatever. Or if theyre very young or maybe they donā€™t have like the greatest way of sharing the knowledge? then it can be butchered. I hope this is making sense...iā€™m talking beyoond the boring surface-level milquetoast shit. i see really ahistorical stuff on there from leftists (like this thing about NK + africa and it being a beneficial rship as opposed to a um not beneficial one. and it isnā€™t.Ā  beneficial but this young black girl was talking abt it and noname rtd and i was like itā€™s just too complex. thereā€™s no good/bad here just bc itā€™s not america. dont get me started on this.)
but Lol that was kinda off topic but I think what I meant in my last reply about not turning off the voice in my head is about when I consume media, not necessarily when Iā€™m online talking about. Even if I have criticism for something, Iā€™m usually pretty chill when consuming fandom content bc I think being serious online all the time is kinda boring. Like sometimes Iā€™m analyzing theme and shit but really most of the time im memeing.
exactly.........gotta laugh. thats why sometimes im like i cant think lmao. unfrotunately i have been ARGUING with ppl on the internet for rly no reason whenĀ  i could have replied to ur very nice fun wholesome message. i love torture. i miss memes.
ā€œ i think the people who get the least enjoyment out of that are those so obsessed with getting upset with anyone thinking outside of their lines as if it equates to them ā€œ EXACTLYYYYY
kekekekeke im glad u got it. itā€™s like with conservatives throwing around snowflake. now im beginning to question who the real complainers are.Ā 
LMAO exactlyyyy. i posted a screenshot of this writer from twitter saying that exact thing. Like first of all, Iā€™m...an adult? and if you are as well uh? iā€™m sorry for you but are we 12? But how is it affecting u this viscerally? And if it does why dont u...do...research? pihgofuaipoajghou but honestly everything u said. weā€™re trained to go into it with nothing. i was only around ur age when i started to get more serious about this stuff but youā€™re like lightyears ahead of where i was at 21. did i say this but iā€™m in iww and literally i can tell u in 2016 i did not think 2019 me would be in a union bc i told my friend in a train station that we donā€™t need unions. i was 23...but the thing is i didnt know what i was talking about. at all. and i knew i didnt know and she knew i didnt know and now i am the clown.
also yes at critical engagement. i had to learn so much through experience and this is tuff that i coudlnt be shielded from. thereā€™s an empathy you kinda have to develop and this understanding that you move through the world as this person who isĀ ā€œnowhere and everywhere; nothing and everythingā€ so iā€™ve always had to think about things differently just to survive. thatā€™s also what can drag a lot of people towards it like theres so many black kpop fans bc i think a lot of the pain in SK can be mirrored (sort of) through our history. and theres currently a history now but it had to be forged. uh what was my point oh yea however i wouldnt have been able to move further if i didnt have my background to go off ofĀ  bc i knew something was off when i started getting into all these things (ill give u a hint) but if i had no prior knowledge and didnt have to think about it then the critical approach is either stale or stupid.Ā 
i had to research but i dont understand how ppl are so bold with little to no research and understanding? thhey just inherently know with also like ZERO experience in what they need experience in. engaging critically meansĀ ā€œhow i see the worldā€ with dashes of trying to be open adn understanding or whatever. actually thatā€™s another thing like being afraid of criticizing things bc theyre foreign to you so u give it a pass (like we discussed) but it doesnt hAVE TO BEEEE JUST REAAAAAD and then take all the info ur teensy brain and apply it. be a normal human being and dont be fucking rude and racist. thats it! u can complain abt literally anything without being a dick.
as we start with LW and end with LW.....what do we think (i asked this already) omg please share wbl thoughts i THINK i know what ur talking about. well it could be two things; their rship when they came back and the physicality and then pei shou yi. i almost dont even want to use my brain to fucking look at that. i think wbl can get away with more bc of visual~*~*~* reasons (like literally, the look of the show. thereā€™s more space to get lost in the frames. many thai dramas are a lot more literal? this isnā€™t the right word but itā€™s very heavily character focused particularly bc of $ i think) though good production also underscores flaws so i am also wrong. but like do u know what i mean? u have to kinda focus on it? or maybe itā€™s just cos like.....ur so used to it in thai bl idek. iā€™ve seen tw bl ofc.Ā 
look i swear i will justify this forever bc there are some things we miss right but if u feel like someoneā€™s a bad actor....theyre bad. itā€™s about tone movement etc etc etc and since most thai bl productions have 0 interest in that....well. they take these newbies and put them in these situations. we dont understand thai but if we see them and weā€™re likeĀ ā€œwow this is really badā€ then theyā€™re bad lmao. IDC i will never be like cos idk what theyre saying NO WHY HE LOOK LIKE A ROBOT???????? DOES HE EMOTE? why is he CRYING WITH NO TEARS? and itā€™s not even a total requisite to cry with tears(i mean for me it is) but itā€™s just like what is happening on ur face right now young man????????
painful.
the inflection stuff is very valid ooh good point tho but thatā€™s only a part of the piece. plus we get used to the way they communicate. like the ppl from sotus were prtty bad. i dont like that show but thats an ex of ppl liing the actors and the person i thought was better other ppl dont think that? well apparently hes a shitty guy but. um. so when theres decent acting its so glaring.
although i must say even tho i dont care for 2gether anymore and would never like to be reminded about its existence (only bc i just cringe lol) i honestly....didnt think bright was a bad actor? but people keep saying he is and i am much more inclined to believe them than myself. though i am not often dickmatized that could have been it. until he opened his mouth and ruined it and then i stopped paying attn.
although honestly iā€™m so much more critical than i could be positive. i have ben stumped for the last day about how i wasnt mad at his acting in the show. is it me? is it him? whoā€™s......the wrong one.....(me)Ā 
oh shit they have been denied? i havenā€™t been paying attn to whats been going on recently. i just got into it on MDL because of snowdrop. sometimes i literally cannot engage bc ill just be like alright well im black so this power button in my head is going off when ppl talk abt that shit. back in the day when kpop jawns were saying some real outta pocket anti black shit (now everyone is slick with it) itā€™d always be THEY DONT HAVE GOOGLE THEYVE NEVER SEEN A BLACK PERSON but really itā€™s like no...maybe they are just racist? thatā€™s ok too.
also the past 2 weeks have been um atrocious bc how fucking easily people fell into the pit of white supremacy and started to turn their ire towards black people and making a competition between our groups just like they wanted. itā€™s not about the women who are dead anymore, who were sex workers, their womanhood, being asian, being poor anymore. itā€™s about how much black people get attention and why people only pay attn to us. i am not feeling very generous this week for ppl to excuse that hsit.
on a lighter note, ppl say that abt the whole husband and wife thing. i dont know how to explain how angry that shit makes me but maybe itā€™s because i do not want to think of my body in relation to a fucking penis at all hours of the day. if bls could kindly not do that it would be nice lmaoĀ 
yes there are a lot of those. who are only there to gawk lmao. and just idk worship bc of the cult of personality thing bc of how weird and open they have to be as actors. some of the others are people who /think/ theyre really smart (i think im asmart but i also think i am very dumb and i have adhd to prove that MEDICALLY!!!) but are actually not? or their observations arent great? or idk if they are they arent interesting? but i think well..........we have more refined palettes :P
jk also theres just different personalities. you andĀ  i mesh more bc we have a lot of the same beliefs and are coming from the same place. that makes it easier to understand as well. i really try to remember that but some people are really weird so. again just...the perception of certain things even down to acting skills. but i also dont like.......believe this genre can really do anything at all. on one hand i want them to do it right bc itā€™s a piece of work so they should. be proud of it. cos most things arent advancing us bc representation and culturalism are a lie bla bla. itā€™s just that when the depictions are negative or not done well it adds to the problem as opposed to the things that are well done are fairly benign and canā€™t really pull us back (perf example is the black panther film. i woudl definitely not say it was transgressive as a literal work but visually itā€™s just stunning. and itā€™s sad that itā€™s stunning and surprising but still with basically an all black cast of mostly dark people abd like what it means in the zeitgeist yes. itā€™s also just a good movie. but itā€™s still imperialist prop and unfortunately and this is fucking pathetic to say itĀ ā€œopened eyesā€ in other countries where they hate black ppl and ignore their own racialized minorities HENNYWAYSSSS a better ex is moonlight except moonlight isnt mainstream and is indie tho...still thru a funnel of capital bc a24 but who cares bleed the fuckers dry is my motto. my point is moonlight is both a great work and doesnt bring any failures to the table and its existence helps in ways outside of art but they arent the defining things giving us material advancement sooooo i mean itā€™s complex (this is my conclusion to everything um guys itā€™s complex)Ā 
er i had one more point in conjunction to above. oh yea so i like dont need all these extra things to make it progressive. like people really want more women in the show and i am honestly like i really dont. i dont want them to actively do this. if they cant do it naturally then let someone else do it. i am not asking for more bc i dont want it from them. when something comes along i embrace it but i do not see why women should be represented when the genre RELIES on patriarchy. there is no complete satisfying existence for the women in these series. i dont want it. i dont ask people to show us~*~* or respect~* like fuck no the people who make it make it and hopefully more will make it in the future but i will not beg bc THEY DONT WANT TO DO IT SO WOULD FORCING IT MAKE IT BETTER? just fucking leave them out entirely. thatā€™s the answer if theyre gonna make nasty female characters then those bitches can geaux. we have other plcaes to be. booked. and. BUSY!
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@god-kit & thn drew a bunch !!![ I Believe In ]169: Love at first sight: lol hell no168: Luck: kinda167: Fate: kinda166: Yourself: r u joking165: Aliens: yeah164: Heaven: eh163: Hell: eh162: God: kinda161: Horoscopes: kinda . i dont really believe it but its fun to find similarities in urself and ur zodiacs .160: Soul mates: kinda159: Ghosts: yeah158: Gay Marriage: um lmao yeah??? anyone who thinks otherwise pls unfollow me157: War: like ice said i dont believe it should happen but i know it still exists156: Orbs: oworbs?155: Magic: yeah my brothers a witch[ This or That ]154: Hugs or Kisses: both153: Drunk or High: high152: Phone or Online: online151: Red heads or Black haired: i dont have a preference150: Blondes or Brunettes: still dont have a preference149: Hot or cold: cold bc at least u can warm up . its much harder to cool down when ur hot148: Summer or winter: winter147: Autumn or Spring: autumn146: Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate145: Night or Day: both have their ups & downs144: Oranges or Apples: apples i hate oranges143: Curly or Straight hair: i dont have a preference142: McDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: both140: Mac or PC: PC139: Flip flops or high heals: flips138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet & poor137: Coke or Pepsi: pepsi136: Hillary or Obama: i dont really get super involved in politics so i dont really have a preference135: Burried or cremated: cremated134: Singing or Dancing: singing even tho im bad @ that too133: Coach or Chanel: wh132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: r these celebrities131: Small town or Big city: big city130: Wal-Mart or Target: target bc wal-mart is smely & got rid of littlest pet shops >:(129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: no one bc idk who ben stiller is128: Manicure or Pedicure: i never learned the difference so idk127: East Coast or West Coast: west coast bc west is a better word than east126: Your Birthday or Christmas: christmas125: Chocolate or Flowers: chocolate124: Disney or Six Flags: six flags123: Yankees or Red Sox: plz[ Hereā€™s What I Think About ]122: War: i dont really have a fleshed out opinion on war i think its bad tho121: George Bush: dont wanna get into politics but i dont like him120: Gay Marriage: im 120% for it but it shouldnt Have to be a law to be a thing lmfao119: The presidential election: needs major improvement118: Abortion: its good for ppl who need or want the option!! pro choice !!!117: MySpace: YourSpace?116: Reality TV: i have a soft spot for reality shows115: Parents: ive never met good parents , only heard of them . good parents r cryptids114: Back stabbers: i hope they choke113: Ebay: its where i got my chowder keychain so its ok i guess112: Facebook: its boring111: Work: dont have an opinion yet110: My Neighbors: i dont trust them109: Gas Prices: i dont have a car so i dont really care108: Designer Clothes: i dont . care . theyre super overpriced tho & cater to skinny people107: College: wish it wasnt so expensive106: Sports: dont care105: My family: hate them104: The future: im not gonna have a future bc of my mom[ Last time I ]103: Hugged someone: 102: Last time you ate: yesterday101: Saw someone I havenā€™t seen in awhile: 100: Cried in front of someone: 99: Went to a movie theater: december 201698: Took a vacation: uhhh that was literal years ago & we just took a short trip to colorado springs for like a week97: Swam in a pool: i dont remember96: Changed a diaper: never95: Got my nails done: depends94: Went to a wedding: never93: Broke a bone: neVER AND I HOPE IT STAYS THAT WAY92: Got a peircing: april 201691: Broke the law:90: Texted: it depends[ MISC ]89: Who makes you laugh the most: danny88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my piggies & dogs87: The last movie I saw: a horror movie i dont remember the name of86: The thing that Iā€™m looking forward to the most: nothing lol my lifes going nowhere85: The thing im not looking forward to: having to suffer through life84: People call me: grizz83: The most difficult thing to do is: be alive82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: no81: My zodiac sign is: scorpio (or virgo , depending on which version you use)80: The first person i talked to today was: icey @god-kitā€‹79: First time you had a crush: first grade78: The one person who i canā€™t hide things from: icey @god-kitā€‹, danny77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: idk76: Right now I am talking to: no one75: What are you going to do when you grow up: idk74: I have/will get a job: idk73: Tomorrow: idk72: Today: draw71: Next Summer: idk70: Next Weekend: idk69: I have these pets: 4 dogs & 40 guinea pigs68: The worst sound in the world: idk67: The person that makes me cry the most is: my mom i hate her66: People that make you happy: all of my friends65: Last time I cried: two nights ago64: My friends are: the best 63: My computer is: cool ig62: My School: LOL61: My Car: i dont have one60: I lose all respect for people who: are shitty59: The movie I cried at was: inside out58: Your hair color is: brown but its so dark it looks black57: TV shows you watch: we bare bears , chowder56: Favorite web site: sparklecare hospital55: Your dream vacation: idk54: The worst pain I was ever in was: being alive53: How do you like your steak cooked: idk52: My room is: messy51: My favorite celebrity is: no one50: Where would you like to be: in a grave49: Do you want children: maybe idk48: Ever been in love: yeah . and most of them were terrible47: Whoā€™s your best friend: wasnt this question already asked46: More guy friends or girl friends: idk45: One thing that makes you feel great is: my friends being happy 44: One person that you wish you could see right now: danny , icey , panda43: Do you have a 5 year plan: no42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: no41: Have you pre-named your children: no40: Last person I got mad at: idk39: I would like to move to: idk38: I wish I was a professional: artist[ My Favorites ]37: Candy: chocolate36: Vehicle: idk35: President: idk34: State visited: colorado33: Cellphone provider: sprint32: Athlete: idk31: Actor: idk30: Actress: idk29: Singer: owl city28: Band: imagine dragons27: Clothing store: idk26: Grocery store: idk25: TV show: chowder , we bare bears24: Movie: inside out23: Website: sparklecare hospital22: Animal: guinea pigs , bears , dogs21: Theme park: worlds of fun20: Holiday: christmas , halloween19: Sport to watch: idk18: Sport to play: wii tennis17: Magazine: womanā€™s world but only for the sudoku16: Book: i only ever got into magic tree house , warrior cats , and percy jackson so idk15: Day of the week: thursday14: Beach: idk13: Concert attended: never12: Thing to cook: i cant cook11: Food: spaghetti10: Restaurant: golden corral9: Radio station: idk8: Yankee candle scent: idk7: Perfume: idk6: Flower: idk5: Color: green4: Talk show host: idk3: Comedian: idk2: Dog breed: chow chows1: Did you answer all these truthfully? yeah
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Fort Smith Arkansas Cheap car insurance quotes zip 72906
Fort Smith Arkansas Cheap car insurance quotes zip 72906
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Insurance changes after marriage?
18 yr old still on parent's insurance because he is a student. get married, is he immediately kicked off his father's insurance? when he goes to switch insurance will he have to first drop father's insurance or drop the insurance after he switches?""
What are premiums in insurance?
I'm looking at insurance policies.
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does someone know of a less expensive car insurance place in germany??
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just an estimate, i have no clue is it 30$ a month, 100, 200, 300, 500?""
Car Insurance pay out when vehicle written off?
My car has been written off and my insurance have offered my 1,250 for it. They said they use some Glass Vehicle Valuation thing so I went on it's website n had the car valued myself n there's 5 categories for pricing the vehicle: Trade-in Excellent condition - 1,376 Trade-in Average condition - 1,210 Trade-in below average condition - 1,066 Dealer sale price - 2,640 Private seller price - 2,221 Which is the price I should get for my car? It was an 02 plate Renault Megane Coupe Privilege + in excellent condition! I found the same car in a different colour on Auto Trader for 2,000. I think I should get the private seller price as I am effectively selling them my car and not trading it in!? My car was set on fire btw! Awoke at 3am to the thing in flames just a few feet away from my house! ='(""
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Why is it a better idea to chose a higher deductible health insurance plan?
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Car insurance for a 21 year old?
Im 21 years old. living in the uk. i pay 1,2500 a year on a citron Zara Picasso im 2nd driver as my mum is 1st driver. iv been driving since January 2010, i have done pass plus too, i am looking to get a car so i can get cheap insurance. my mate pays 800 a year hes been driving for 3 years, he drives a ford KA.""
What kind of life insurance companies are there in states?
What kind of life insurance companies are there in states?
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How much commercial car insurance does one have to have to deliver newspapers?
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Hi, I am 31, married, in decent health (don't smoke). No kids, but planning for one next year. How much life insurance do I need? Thinking about a term policy for $500,000, but not sure if I need it for 10, 20 or 30 years? Any advice much appreciated. Annual income is the $100,000 range. Thanks.""
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I am going into my second year of college and would like a car. I don't have a job. I have applied many places, but no luck. I don't have time during the year to work since I am a full time student, so I thought this summer I could save money if I had a job. My parents can not afford to buy me a car and provide insurance. I just want that independence.""
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I'm going to be 18 soon and I'm interested in an 06 mustang.. Even though I'm legally an adult, I'm pretty sure my insurance will be as high as a 16 year old. This would be my very first car.. How much do you think the insurance would be? I have AAA. Any other cars you could suggest to me?""
Should my 85 year old grandparents but life insurance?
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Which insurance company is the cheapest for people under the age of 21?
I am 19 and I'm looking to get a car, but I'm worried that I won't be able to afford the insurance plus the car payment... I live in Ohio and I would probably get minimum coverage. Does anyone know who is the cheapest company to go with?? Much thanks! =]""
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Fort Smith Arkansas Cheap car insurance quotes zip 72906
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How much would motorcycle insurance cost for a 23 yr old?
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Anyone know any California insurance based company writing in Texas?
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had accident person had no insurance
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Car Insurance Rates: Wyoming vs Nevada?
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My Aunt is from California and she's vacationing in the Philippines. Due to severe allergy attack, she was rushed to the emergency room in one of the hospitals here in the Philippines. Her health insurance provider is healthnet. The hospital here said they don't accept healthnet card. What can she do ? What other options does she have? If the hospitals here can refuse to accept Healthnet cards, can she just pay the bill and have it reimbursed later by healthnet when she gets home?""
How does my 2nd speeding ticket affect my insurance?
I recently got my 2nd speeding ticket. My first speeding ticket was about a yr ago, so I cant redo traffic school. If I am correct, this means I will get a point on my record. Is that point on my drivers record only? or does that point show up on my insurance too? So will it raise my insurance? and by how much? I have AAA and I live in California. Thanks""
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Well, my dad owns a 1959 TR-3 Triumph, and also a 1981 Delorean. I will be turning 16 soon, and I plan on purchasing car insurance so I can drive a 2006 Hyundai Sonata to school and around town. The problem is.. I want to be able to occasionally drive my dad's Triumph TR-3 around town, to school, on nice days, etc. Maybe only on weekends, that kind of thing. The problem is, I don't want to spend a ridiculous amount of money on car insurance for a car I won't be driving very often. I read that there is a cents-per-mile program which is essentially a prepaid insurance card and you buy insurance for blocks of miles and it keeps track on a special odometer. Can someone please shed some light on that subject? I live in Oklahoma if that's of any importance.""
Insurance question: Will my medical bill be covered?
So, I have a motorcycle and fell on it because of a surprise front tire blow out. I do not have a M1 license or motorcycle insurance. I am fine and when i fell I picked my bike up and had my friend tow me back home. No authorities were involved. I then proceed to go to the ER. I went and told them it was from me falling on a motorcycle. They didn't ask any questions in relation to my motorcycle credentials. My question is; will my insurance pay for my hospital visit? Or will they check and see if I am even qualified to ride a motorcycle. And if they see that I am not licensed will they not pay for my bill?""
Can a car insurance company lower the estimate?
Ok here is my dilemma: I got in a car accident about a week ago, the other driver is at fault. I went for the repair estimate to the agent #1, he was ready to write a check for $1500, but I was wondering how much they would pay if they totaled the car, in a couple of days I got a phone call and the agent#2 said that the vehicle is gonna be a total loss and said they would pay $2300 and take the car. I decided to just take the $1500. Agents #1 and #2 directed me to an agent #3, I explained the whole situation to him and he said he would issue $1800 if I want to keep the car BUT I would have to get a salvage title for the vehicle first due to the state law. The state law requires a person to get a salvage title if the repair cost is 75% or more of the vehicle total value. I do not want to get a salvage title for the vehicle and I told him that the original estimate given by the agent #1 was $1500, not $1800 which is less than 75%, to which he responded I believe we still had some items open when you got that estimate . he will check it and call me back. 1. Can I just lower the estimate to original $1500 so I would not have to get a salvage title for the car? Any law that allows me to lower it? 2. Will the insurance company receive any benefit if they pay me more money but I will have to salvage the car? Why do they wanna do it?""
Insurance question (rates)?
if i get into a fender bender in a van for work will it make my insurance rate go up? the cops didnt get my insurance, only my bosses""
How much does insurance cost when buying my first car?
Hi, im planning on buying a used car, hoping to get a Mitsubishi Eclipse and i was wondering how much will it got to get insurance? I have about $2000 saved up and need about $3,500-$4,000 to buy a 2000-2004 Eclipse. My parents already have 2 cars and i want a car. So how much will i have to pay for insurance? Also on a car fax report is it better to have more or less auto repair history?""
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How much can your insurance rates go up after one accident
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Does auto insurance do this? Pay or Scam?
So it always seems that my Girlfriends mom is trying to slow her down by take her money or use her to get money from the state or what not. One of the new things is that her mom says is that geico called her up and told her because my girlfriend just got her Drivers License that she has to put her under her policy. She doesnt drive her moms car and is currently looking to get a new one. Is this a normal thing for the Insurance company to call up out of no where and tell them they have to pay because there is a new licensed driver that doesnt even drive the car the policy is on or Is it another way for her mom to gain more money
What is the average cost of motorcycle insurance in ..Oregon?
What is the average cost of motorcycle insurance in Oregon?
How MUCH do you think I'd be paying for car insurance?
I'm an 18 year old female turning 19 on Oct 18th. I'm hoping to buy an 8- cylinder mustang GT ranging from the years 2000-2004, and I have taken driving classes with a high pass rate, I live in northern Virginia. How much do you think my car insurance would end up being? just asking for personal estimates!""
Can I drive with my moms insurance?
Can I drive my moms car with her insurance with her in the car with me. Without being added onto her insurance policy?
How much do you spend on car insurance for your new 2006 Sonata ? I pay 116 a month am i being ripped off?
I have a 2006 Sonata by hyundia and i pay 116 a month
How much does canadian car insurance cost for a 20yr old male NEW driver for a used CAR or used SUV?
Just give me an estimate for a car or an suv in canada. Just an estimate. I know its different for all cars and suvs but just give me an idea obviously the differences CANNOT be thousands and its gonna be in a certain range. if u can give me a range fine, give me a range im just a new driver and male, 20. these stupid car insurance companies cant even give me that much its not like im going to be paying 9000$ instead of 300$.""
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Fort Smith Arkansas Cheap car insurance quotes zip 72906
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I am planning on buying a car soon. I am 19 years old and I live with my parents. If the car is in my name, can the insurance be put in my parents name to make it cheaper? If not, what other options do I have? I've did some researching on quotes and I will have to pay like over $2000 every 6 months if its in my name but WAY less if its in theirs. All answers are appreciated.""
How much does Missouri Medicaid after insurance?
I have twins and Missouri Medicaid is my secondary after insurance. We had a NICU stay for 12 days. Will Missouri Medicaid cover whatever my insurance doesn't? I'm looking for any ones story's or any information! Thank you for the help!
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affordable insurance agency phenix city al
Did you get your insurance from an agent or a wholesaler?
is it possible to get your private insurance from a wholesaler? is it cheaper?
Whats the cheapest car insurance for a 19 year old without previous insurance and 2 speeding tickets?
whats the cheapest car insurance for a 19 year old without previous insurance and 2 speeding tickets full coverage?
Insurance companies for high risk driver?
hi, i am 16 and i burrowed my dad's car for a day and got into a left turn accident, the claim was for $5000. the problem was i was not insured and my dad himself had his G2(canadian) licence for less than a year, so now the insurance company we had said that they would not renew the policy. so does that mean that my dad's insurance got cancelled and could anyone reccomend a good insurance company for me to go with.. i live in Scarborough Canada. thanks in advance for help.""
Can the Insurance company charge me 20% of repair?
I'm in California, I have full coverage, my insurance company is telling me they can charge me 20% in addition to the deductible if I don't use one of their shops, can they do that?""
What would my insurance rate be?
I am a 16 year old girl, I have a 3.7 GPA, and a drivers ed class that I took. I am looking to buy a car, and I have my eyes on a yellow Chevrolet Monte Carlo. My insurance is with state farm. does anyone know any estimates on about how much my insurance will be? thanks :)""
""If someone makes an auto insurance claim against me, does my insurer have to infrom me?""
Two years ago a girl rode her bike into my car as I pulled into my driveway. There was no damage to my car but she fell as a result of it and called her mother who asked for my insurance information. The police came and after the girl and her mother filed a police report, deemed that it was her fault for a) riding on the sidewalk and b) for not stopping when she saw the car because i was already mostly in and witnesses could prove that. Anyways, today I was shopping around for a new insurance quote when I was told they couldn't offer me coverage as I made a claim in 2010. This is the only incident that happened that year. Now, my insurance provider never informed me that a claim had been made. My premium went up but when I asked all I was told was that they had yearly increases. Is it their legal obligation to inform me if a claim has been made. If so, what are my next steps to a) clear this up and b) take action against my insurance company?""
Does a speeding ticket raise your car insurance?
I've gotten one speeding ticket 2 years ago but took defensive driving. I don't feel like taking it again but am willing to if there's a hike in my insurance. I'm in ...show more
""On average, how much will my insurance cost?""
I'm 17 and female. on average how much do you think my insurance would cost on a 1.2L corsa 2003 model, with a black box fitted? Also would it be cheaper if i put the insurance in my dads name (9 years no claims) and me as a named driver? I'm struggling to find quotes as i haven't passed my test yet, just wondering whether it's worth buying this car thanks in advance BQ: do you know of any cars which are fairly cheap for teenagers to insure?""
Can i get insurance at 17 in my name?
Can i get insurance at 17 in my name?
My fiance got hit in my car is it an insurance problem?
I bought a car about 5 months ago and got full coverage insurance through State Farm with myself listed as the driver of the car and only my name on the insurance. My fiances car recently broke down so we sold it to salvage and canceled her insurance for it. I have two cars so I let her borrow the newest one today because its an automatic. Pulling out to turn a woman struck her passenger side with a minivan. I haven't seen it yet but the damage she says is very light a scratch and the front corner of the headlight broken. The other woman agreed it was totally her fault and provided all her insurance info but they didn't call the police to make a report :( So will this cause a problem when I call the womens insurance company or if I have to call mine if her insurance won't pay and who should I contact first just her insurance or mine and hers? I don't want to tell my company if I don't have to I turn 25 in a week and my rate is suppossed to drop big time and I don't want to screw that up.
Will Florida drivers have to have car insurance?
do you need to have PIP insurance after october 1, 2007?""
How can i get my car out of the police pound when i havn't had a chance to get insurance?
just got the car and the log book was sent off and put in my name which took a few days but now having trouble getting insurance on an impounded car please help the police are saying it needs different insurance from releasing it from the pound
THE ULTIMATE CHEAPEST INSURANCE?
What insurance company is THE cheapest? but has great coverage or provides the same services as other insurance?
Does anyone who is under 18 and doesn't have health coverage automatically qualify for MassHealth?
We live in Massachusetts and I previously heard that ANYONE who is under 18 and does not have health insurance will automatically qualify for the free state insurance, MassHealth. Does anyone know if this is true because it doesn't really specify online.""
Will my car be inspected by my insurance company even if I don't claim myself in an accident?
I want to lower my car and camber my wheels, however my car insurance will not let me untill I am 25. I know if my insurance company find out, my car insurance will be void. Under what circumstances will my car be inspected? Will it be inspected If I don't claim? I don't mind not claiming on my car because the value of it is only about 400""
What make and model of car is cheap to insure?
Hi. I am learning to drive and need a car to practice/run around in. I'm looking for one I can get that has been used, cheap to insure (group 1 - 3) and cheap road tax (Band A-C). Any cars that I have found cheap insurance and/or cheap road tax is only so if its bought new at 1000s of pounds. My maximum is 1000 for the car itself. Any makes and models please? thank you""
HEALTH INSURANCE FOR INFERITILITY?
I live in Georgia and I am trying to find some private insurance that would cover fertility testing and not treatment such as ivf OR IUI . Me and my fiance have been trying to have a baby for 3 years and i have tried everything, i finally have saved up enough money to be able to pay for private insurance can someone please tell me some health insurance company that may cover fertility testing.""
""About health insurance plans in the state of NY, which one covers alot?
And for a decent/reasonable price ? Are there any plans that offer members the option of playing annually versus monthly ? Do you know of any Medicaid manged program care ?
Car insurance.......?
I'm 25 years old and a first time driver and I am currently looking at car insurance and have some questions: SKODA FABIA 1 (60) 1198cc What does the (60) mean, is that the top engine speed? Also I was on Gocompare's car insurance website and I was wondering if the 'Proposer Excess' was added into the Annual Premium price or if it is to be added on top of it. I know these might sound like silly questions but I am new to this and any help would be appreciated. If you need more information just ask.""
Give me your opinion on which if you think my car is total loss or the insurance will fix it?
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Are 2 door cars higher insurance? even if it is a hatchback?
the car im planning to get is two door, a hatchback and is a 5-seater. how much higher is insurance?""
Car insurance in Maryland....?
So basically my grandma gifted me a car but it wont pass inspection so to get around inspection my mom would have to put it in her name then id put it in my name because you can gift parent to child without needing inspection but the insurance for the car was just put in my name. I was told I would get caught up doing this that way because MVA will ask about the cars insurance so Im asking can the car stay in my moms name but insurance be in my name?
Young Drivers Car Insurance In London?
Hey there, i live in a area that gets me pretty high quotes for an 18 year old.. Well my dad's purchasing a car and i asked if he could insure me on it too and he agreed to this but i've gotta find a decent insurer first.. I mean i'm getting quotes such as 3,000 a year that's pretty high for a 01 plate corsa.. I was just asking for people with experience on maybe any ways i can reduce this price.. Maybe a really cheap insurer you know? or any help would be appreciated if you know the situation i'm in. Thanks!!""
""Cheap insurance cars, help me choose.?
I'm looking for a 2002 car and I'm thinking of: Ford fiesta 1.1 Vauxhall corsa 1.2 Toyota yaris 1.0 Nissan Micra 1.0 I would welcome other options and choices And your opinion will count! I want to get a cheap insurance and I can afford up to 2.300
Is mandatory auto insurance constitutional?
Ever since debated started in regards to Obamacare, conservative pundits and politicians have been arguing that making people buy health insurance is unconstitutional. That putting people in jail with fines for not buying something is wrong. Well, what's the difference with auto insurance. People HAVE to have car insurance in the US and are put in jail if they don't. I don't see the difference.""
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affordable insurance agency phenix city al
What car insurance do you like?
I'm an adult and looking for a good car insurance that's pretty affordable for the age group 18-24. I know that's it's more expensive for young adults due to reckless driving. I want esurance but I was looking for opinions on others I haven't thought about yet.
""If im a 21 year old female wuth a dui, how much is car insurance?
I'm 21 with a dui on my record. Approximately how much would car insurance cost on a 2000 Ford escort?
Can you have be under two car insurance companies at once?
My dad is considering in buying another car(ideally for me to use) but to avoid the high cost, he wants to be listed as primary driver to both. It seems that usually when youre under one company, I will most likely be forced to be primary on one of the vehicles. So would it be possible to be under two different car insurance companies so that my dad can be primary for both or would this be considered a type of fraud or something illegal?""
What do you think would be the insurance costs for a vehicle in NJ?
Age 18 Cars looking into (Under 35k) Dodge Charger (4dr base or higher) 2009 BMW 750Li 2009-or higher What would you think would be the average cost per year?
How much would th insurance cost on an old muscle car?
I am looking to buy an old muscle car and i wanted to know how much the insurance would be. Is it a good idea to go with an ild muscle car I am 16 Live in california No big buildings in my town I have good grades Would most likely use it as a daily driving car
Which auto insurance company offers non-owner's insurance?
Which auto insurance company offers non-owner's insurance?
Cheapest insurers for a first time 18yrold with pass plus??
Hi iv'e just brought a 2002 vw polo and wanted to get my first insurance on it. Can you recommend any cheap insurers for first time drivers and young drivers. I've completed my pass plus as well. Thanks for the help xxx
Does U.S. car insurance (Allstate) cover you in Puerto Rico?
I'm going to be renting a vehicle from Thrifty car rental in Puerto Rico next week and I would like to just use my own insurance for the car. Does anyone know if Allstate covers driving in Puerto Rico? Thanks.
Will this affect my car insurance rates?
Once, several years ago I had given the information to the other person but had not heard from anyone several days later, so I called my insurance... sadly (my bad) I did not get the other persons information so I was told not to worry about it until the other person reported it... that never happened... what happens here????..""
How should health insurance companies thank Obama?
I just found out that my health insurance, which used to have a $500.00 deductible, will now be MORE expensive and will now come with a 5,000.00 deductible!! Which means, in order to see any benefit at all, I have to fork over $7,000.00 of MY OWN MONEY!! Which basically means, I have no health insurance now yet I still have to pay for it because it is now the law! If I don't, I get garnished. Asking around, I have learned that this is happening to everybody. So instead of getting MORE people covered by health care, Obamacare is getting millions of people effectively kicked off! But because of the law, we still have to pay the insurance companies, while they are free to raise the deductible to the point where their only purpose is to sit back and collect our money. Great. So I think the insurance companies should fork over a big, fat billion dollars to Obama for the all the cash he sent them!""
Old insurance vs new insurance?
if you start a new insurance policy at a different company on the same day you are suppose to start the old company do you still have to pay them or just let go
Insurance price.?
how much would insurance cost for a 16 year old buy. like on average?
Need insurance help please?
I got into a car accident a few months ago (my fault). My insurance company denied my claim and didn't pay for the damages. Fast forward to today I get a letter saying that the insurance company of the guy who hit me are demanding that I pay them 6129 dollars. I don't have that kind of money im only 22 and I live with my parents. What will they do to me if I cant pay them? What can I do? (I live in california btw)
I need help with car insurance?
So I don't have a license yet, but im workin on it. I seen a car that I want now b4 its too late n sumbody buys it. My mom has a car n her n my dad r on the same insurance, he pays it tho. SO heres what i wanna do... Can I buy the car n then get insurance in my moms name or is there sumthin i can do like let the car sit til i get my license?? I would have to get the car home tho, but it wont be insured on the ride home(is there sum temp insurance)... I mean the car is steal, n i need to get it now b4 sumbody buys it!! Its in Ohio, if that matters...""
Which family car has the lowest insurance rates in Toronto and why?
Which family car has the lowest insurance rates in Toronto and why?
Insurance on Ford Focus ST - Young Driver?
I'm just looking for guideline figures on what insurance is likely to cost for a 20yr old male on a new Ford Focus ST in the UK. This is with 2 years no claims bonus and no speeding convictions. Any help greatly appreciated!
I have a Suzuki GS500 now & want upgrade. What is the cheapest sportbike on insurance 1998-2006?
Thinking of maybe a Yamaha R6 or R1, Ducati Monster, Buell Firebolt, Kawasaki Ninja, Honda 599 or 919""
Does anyone know of any affordable health insurance companies for individuals living in Ohio?
Does anyone know of any affordable health insurance companies for individuals living in Ohio?
Insurance for unregistered cars?
I have a few unregistered cars in a garage- one is a show car that I trailer to shows, 2 are just cars I love but I dont drive, and 1 is a race car I occaisonally race. These cars are covered by insurance when I trailer them (add-on policy to trailer insurance), and the race car is covered when i race it (Race insurance with the group I work with)... however, I realize none of them are insured while they sit in my garage against damage or theft. What kind of insurance do I get just to protect these cars while they are sitting on my property? Thanks!""
Cheapest car insurance in nj?
Cheapest car insurance in nj?
""Changed bike on my insurance, new letter says premium : -63.40?""
Hi, i change the motorbike on my insurance, i changed it from a 125 cc ybr to a 660cc mto3!! and well they told me it would not cost anything to change the insurance! how good is ...show more""
Cheap Auto Insurance for a student?
Hi I wanted to know if you guys have any suggestions for Cheap Auto Insurance in Phoenix Arizona or preferrably Mesa Arizona. I'm a student and I got pulled over yesterday and the cop told me I had to get insurance if I wanted to be driving around so I need to get insurance asap. And I'm looking for cheap insurance. No full coverage or anything like that since I don't have much money. Maybe roughly around 30 dollars if possible. It's not a really new car so I don't think it'll be a problem. Any suggestions?
Car accident - insurance policy?
3 days after renewing car insurance in April this year, a total baboon slammed into my car whilst I was driving home, writing my car off. 3rd parry has admitted liability, and all costs for car replacement, car hire, paid for by them. since cancelling my old insurer , and going with someone new to save 200 bucks a year, they ( my old insurer ) are saying I will be charged for the time you have received insurance cover as well as cancellation fee . Now , I can possibly swallow the cancellation fee crap, but, I have already paid them the premium over the period concerned ( insurance renewed on 20th April, accident on 23rd April). so what do they mean by their statement ? NOTE : all trolls, dumb *** replies will be reported
Car insurance vs driver insurance?
In California, it is illegal to drive without proof of car insurance. Does that mean proof that the car I'm driving is insured or proof that I am insured as a driver? And what if you have one but not the other (like you're driving a friend's car)?""
Do insurance companies insure a boat for its value or insure it for what you paid for it?
Do insurance companies insure a boat for its value or insure it for what you paid for it?
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Pilot Ā So I've never ever blogged before but I thought that at this point in my life, it'd be a great thing to start doing. My life's been like a movie, which will be revealed throughout my posts. But a good plot doesn't always make for great reading material, so I actually have useful things to say these days since I am actually doing positive, productive stuff. I am about 2 and a half months clean from a nasty heroin/cocaine/marijuana/pills/ anything addiction and am now living in an Oxford house (a sober living environment) with 6 other recovering addicts. At the moment I'm apart from my two boys and working on getting custody back. How I got to be here is way too lengthy for a post and is more like a novel. It will all be revealed over time, my goal is just to help other people who are in early recovery who are more than likely having the same thoughts as me. Ā  This is something I wrote the second time in detox: Ā  Ā  Ā ā€œ That fog, that prick, that glory. The glamour, the tears, the carnage, that mighty hammer. Can I say goodbye to you forever? How will it be when I can't know you? I'll miss you like air, like love, like cake. The bang, the set up, the injection. The cover, the clouds, my mother. So good to me, so serene and tempting. Counting and hoping with doubt dear in the back of my mind. I need the shit but I don't need the shit. Seven days is seven days, seven ways to say goodbye. Seven ways to want to die. Seven ways to wanna to wanna stay highā€.
Here are some more journal entries before I got clean
"Ironically, the things i use to fill th emptiness inside are actually pulling me deeper and deeper into isolation,loneiness, and more of the emptiness."7 AM 10/24/2017
9:43 pm "I know I've been needing to change here soon or it was gonna be forced on me. I guess that time is now and I cant seem to face it. Why would a drug addict EVER want to face their problem with drugs?That's why I use in the first place-to ease the feelings of dealing with stuff. Rehab being pushed on me, and I feel like that wont even be able to fix me. I really dont think that is going to fix the person ive become. I went from 0 to 60 in a matter of months. Every day when i wake up its the first thing i think about.The hold has gotten so strong in my mind over just this past year ive just evolved into this....girl i dont' know.I have to stop and get high just writing this stuff down. Its intense. Its the end of the world when i run out of drugs or money....Right now and pretty much all day it just feels like no amount of drugs are enough. Nothing is satisfying my itch. I cant stop."
I don't even know where to begin with my story so ill just tell it as my entries progress. I felt compelled to share my life as Im deaing with my recovery. I'm 2 months clean at this point and can say i definitey wake up happier, i have a little money in my pocket, an actual job and not shaking my booty on a pole for dollars anymore. Yet, I still deal with feelings of emptiness and strong cravings for drugs at some point in the day. I don't want this pain to be in vain. If im feeling this way, then theres bound to be others experiencing the same thoughts and feelings (or lack thereof of feelings). Will these feelings always be there? What is this separation i feel from the world and others sometimes all day everyday? They say if you get cravings and dont use, you're not reinforcing those cravings so eventually they will chill out. Its been over 2 months since ive put a needle in my arm and there's something inside me that refuses to be happy until i'm numb. I mean i can be happy and there are times im actually joyful, yet when things die down and i'm alone or doing something that puts me in my head, i panic inside and wish to God i had a substance to run to. Its like when you have sex on ecstasy, it's ruined when you do it sober. My brain knows that theres something out there that can make me feel unbelievable and leave these thoughts and feelings behind if only for 5 minutes. I tell myself its not that great, look where it Ā lead me to, im stroger than that and dont Ā need it. But do i listen? Hell no. Thats the thinking that got me in this place at the beginning. Self-destruction, my other disease. I just want to enjoy what life has to offer without being a slave to STUFF. I have way more fun these days for sure, i put myself around people who don't use and are positive. But sometimes when i just even pass by a gas station or a Wal Mart, it triggers me because ill This was me last year, completely paralyzed with a relentless heroin and cocaine addiction. I think, "I bet there are people copping here right now...damn i wish i were them" I cant be sane. I died from the stuff 4 times which isn't even that much compared to other addicts ive talked to, and even died in front of my 9 year old over Skype one night and scarred him for life im sure. Yet i still miss this stuff like someone may miss an abusive ex. I have to make my mind stop glamourizing the awful lifestyle i was living and accept the fact that i'm no longer that person and to move on.
Ā My story is seriously fucked up i look back and cant believe i lived through it in every sense of the word. I dont even know the best place to start.
Ā But its whatever, I mean, I figured out last night whats wrong with me. I'm an in betweener- like i don't want to be doing this sober and clean thing but i have to for my children. All i do all day is crave drugs so badly. I was at a meeting last night and someone said that you have to want to stay clean, you have to do everything in your power to and put as much into it as you put into getting high. And it hit me that I feel im not ready to do this but i'm being forced to grow up and deal with my demons- no drugs included. I met someone last night and we had this amazing conversation and she made me feel so good about myself. Before i couldn't pin point why i still fantasize and dream about getting high but its because i wasn't at a time yet in my life where i was ready to quit. i still have some juice left in me. i guess becoming a dancer and being homeless didnt put me at my bottom just yet but that should be the bottom for anybody. i was selling my soul basically for drugs. it was awful it would make anyone feel some type of way. but it was the only way to support my habit and sometimes even that wasn't enough. my story's crazy my friend last night said it sounded like a movie. Its a movie i didn't want to play the lead role in. ive gone through some crazy awful shit the past 2 years alone.Ā 
Ā Things are getting more and more interesting by the day, there is never a dull moment up in here.Iā€™ll definitely keep you updated on the craziness. Just know youā€™re not alone, weā€™re all in this together.Ā 
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To the man that was my forever,
Beauty.
To the man i thought was my forever,
I don't know where to begin ,alls i know is this is my millionth letter i've attempted to write.
I don't even know what i think because everytime i go to write no words seem to suffice what i want to say. I dont think ill ever have the words. Because this isn't how it was supposed to end, this wasn't supposed to end. I wish i had a do over that court day, i couldn't think, i couldn't breathe, but mainly, i couldn't feel. Or maybe i could but it was too much at once. Guilt resides in me and i didnt realize it until i noticed i kept having nightmares. I feel guilty because i didn't get closure didn't get to say my goodbye, explain to you my side of that day on may 5th. SO i guess this is it, My final goodbye. Hopefully you've read it by this far and not thrown it away.
When you first went to jail i didn't know how to feel, i remember when DeDe showed up to your house that night on may 5th. I remember looking out that little corner of the front window that ugly yellowed curtain didn't cover and watching your face. I couldn't tell what was being said. Alls i know is you didn't look happy and any time DeDe came around i got beat after, and after the beating i just took my body couldn't take another slap. Even as i am writing this right now i can feel my heart begin to race rapidly and my hands become clammy as my hands begin to tremble.
I remember my heart climbing up my throat as every second grazed by. I stood there, whole body trembling, i limped to the back door and slowly with my unsteady hand i reach out for the back door screen door and push it opened, i remember hearing the loud click as the hardened plastic on the handle clicked opened, my heart stopped. I closed it and limped back to the front window to see what was going on and you were looking at DeDE i rummaged in the dark for clothes and all i could find was my pink velvet zipper hoodie and your shorts, couldn't find socks couldn't find shoes, no bra and no panties. I took one last glance at what you were doing and limped to the back door.
Demon started whimpering and i tried to calm him. I remember saying goodbye and kissed his head and took one step outside on the cold wet cement steps, i remember slowly walking and took my second step onto the dead grass and landed on a decaying leaf. Ā I swore it the crunch under my foot was as loud as a buckshot. After that i knew if i didn't run i would be noticed. So i sprinted like my life depended on it, darted through the small brush that i swore was gonna make me collapse, and i furiously searched for houses to knock on . I was on my third house when i looked back and noticed the second one i had knocked on someone emerged from, so i bolted and yelled as loud as my whisper could go undetected and she saved me. She called 911 and assessed me the best she could.
I stayed on the floor rocking back and forth, made her turn off all the lights because i knew you were looking for me. I heard a knock at the door and my heart slammed down my feet i swore it was you. But it was the EMS men. I shed a tear of relief because i was finally safe. They assessed me, took photos, i remember walking to the ambulance and as they pulled off i watched the yellow house get smaller and smaller until i couldn't see it anymore. I spent 5 days in the hospital and was unconscious for 3 of them, doctors said because of how much trauma i undergo that it was too much stress on my body to remain awake. Mom said only time id wake up is when she rotate her head when she rested her head at the foot of my bed and that my body would jolt and id look around.
I saw over 50 different Ā types of doctors, they moved me out multiple rooms, every time i was wheelchaired, everytime they wheeled me down a hall the halls got silent people started but tried to act as if they weren't. Everyone expressed their apologies and how they are glad you're in jail, i even had a nurse that drove from canada every day to here. Her son was a developer of Roblox, a more childlike version of minecraft. The last day was the hardest for me. I remember putting a hat and the blackest sunglasses i could find to hide my face.
I remember pulling out of the hospital garage and turning onto the main street and feeling the warmth hit my face, mom had the top down and sun radiated of my cheeks. I remember going home and feeling sick to my stomach as i sat on my bed looking around. It didn't feel like home. I stood up and looked outside the window and my gaze was stuck on the Lansing capital, hatred pulsed through my veins and i felt a sudden urge to throw up so i ran to the bathroom but only gagged. I went to splash water on my face but my appearance caught my eye. For the last week anytime i went to the bathroom i kept the lights off because my face make me wanna puke. I gingerly caressed my cheeks making sure to apply no pressure. My eyes were the size of rice, could barely see, for the last 5 days i has lubricant caked between my eyelids because who knew when your eyes swelled shut it would cause them to get dry and irritant. They pumped the highest dosage of morphine in me but nothing relieved the pain. I didn't leave my house for few weeks when i got home. I barely slept because the nightmares made me insomnia. I had to explain to Amelia, my little 9 year old sister why livy's face and body was torn up, she bawled her eyes. Everyday may 5th was stuck on repeat in my mind like a broken record player. It repeats much it began to blur together, until i couldn't hear your voice anymore.
It was June 27th when i miscarried. Days prior i was in and out of the ER trying to get answers as to why i was bleeding so heavily. But i'll never forget the contractions. My water broke and i didnt know what it was, so i laid back down. But the cramps was horrible. I was exhausted when i felt a sudden rush and as i glanced down a darkskinned blood soaked baby was dangling from me, its little arms and fingers, its little head . That fucked me up i couldn't breathe alls i could do was scream. The EMS guys came up to the apt and blood was everywhere, they had me slowly get up and the baby descended from me. They flushed it down the toilet without even calling their supervisor. That tore me apart. You know they had me do 12 different x rays, told me its urgent but i have a high risk of losing the baby?
Firstly i wanna apologize for being boge in the beginning, i wasn't committed to you because in my eyes we were a real thing, looking back we were more real then than we were in our final weeks together. I didn't realize you were giving me a chance then. I didn't realize what i took for granted until you became violent. It's partly my fault you became violent. So this my tell all i guess.
Secondly i wanna start with your cousins, Mike, Eldred , i never met mike before, it was around february when you went to jail for that warrant that you blamed me for because had i been at your house you wouldn't have been driving, i added him along of other relatives because i wanted support, i wanted them to like me, little did i know how bitter your family was. Eldred i met through one of my plugs i we became smoking buddies, it wasn't until he saw my bloodshot eyes when i explained a relationship didn't go as planned and he asked well who and i explained you and he was shocked. We only hung out couple times never did much because he was busy helping people get their cards.
Now mike, i didn't meet him until he started using the gas station by the apartments i use to live at apparently he was apart of a biker group or whatever you call it. I guess it was located down the road from me. That's when i really stopped leaving my house. Transferred to online school because leaving my house isn't safe, not when i had people facebooking me death threats. I didn't officially meet him until prime fest, i was leaving the concert and i saw him with his club dudes i guess you can call them. I saw him and yes, i walked up to them, i had to. I got beat over someone i didn't sleep with i HAD to look them in the face, and his buddy talked to me, as questions, asked what my name was and i didnt want mike to realize it was me so the best fake name i could up with was Olive, i slapped myself inside my head for that. But i had to meet the guy who apparently you thought was better than you. Alls i can say is honestly, he is no way attractive nor a guy id wanna hang with the idea of him being a biker guy is too intimidating enough. Let alone he towers over me.
Lastly,I want to say i'm sorry. I'm sorry i wasn't what we were suppose to be, i'm sorry i could save you, save us, or even save the baby. I'm sorry i didn't stay motivated to finish school or get a job, i just gave up when i moved into your moms. I'm sorry i made decisions in the beginning that were selfish and made you go over the edge. But more importantly, i forgive you, i forgive you not for you but for myself because without forgiveness i'll never be able to spread my wings and grow, i'll never seize the moment because i'll be stuck in fear of what could happen. I hope you learn to forgive me so you can grow and become a better you for your future wife because everyone deserves love. I just pray you become more wise and learn to control yourself, to stop blaming other for your actions, i pray you stay medicated because you shouldn't hear 7 different voices in your head.
But dont think ill forget the love once had, the showers we had, you slipping and almost busting your ass, the Vons Market munchie run, I'll never forget our rooftop blunts and vents or how demon was there for me. But the main reason i'm writing this because i'm closing the door to our horrided story. Im done letting it cower over me, i'm closing every existence to what was us, im letting beauty die.
So this is it Vincent.
My goodbye.
It's better to have been loved and lost than to have never loved at all.
Sincerely,
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