#i dont think about it

[spiritsandwhatnot]

i dont think about the 3 years ethan spent thinkin mia was dead.

i dont think about how he seemingly dropped everything the moment he saw her email. i dont think about him drivin all day to go to some old haunted estate in louisiana, or him bein sleep deprived and fatigued from drivin. i dont think about him feelin anxious or jittery or hopeful.

i dont think about him ignorin all the creepy gross shit he keeps seein, cause mia told him she was there. i dont think about how he musta felt when he saw her in that cell, how worried and scared and relieved he musta been. i dont think about him immediately needin answers, immediately askin what was done to her, immediately questionin everything the moment he knows mia is there and alive. i dont think about how he knows shes not tellin him somethin.

i dont think about his fear and confusion when mia suddenly attacks him, and i dont think about him anxiously pacin around the hallway and bathroom pickin up the phone and not knowin what to do what he should do and i dont think about how he felt when he thought he killed her i dont think about him reachin to her i dont think about him drawin back before he touches her i dont think about him afraid and confused and tired i dont think about his brain stutterin, strugglin to keep up with all the shit that just started happenin i dont think about him holdin the stump of his arm walkin around tryna get to the attic cause a stranger on the phone told him maybe he can get out that way. i dont think about him runnin away from his wife, scared that shell kill him, confused what shes talkin about, still bleedin out. i dont think about him pickin up a gun and shootin his wife, because now hes seen her get up after dyin. i dont think about him only bein there cause he desperately missed his wife.

i dont think about him dying there.

[system-of-a-feather]

How to know it is Lucille typing or - at the very least - influencing the message that was typed: " - " " ; " " - "

[sabertoothwalrus]

let's get ✨vulnerable✨

[oncorhynchus-nerka]

VERY IMPORTANT a dam in the Netherlands, the weerdsluis lock, is directly on a migratory path for spawning fish. They have a worker stationed there to open the door for the fish, but they can take a while to open it. So to keep the fish from getting preyed on by birds they installed a doorbell. Only, the fish don't have hands to ring the doorbell. If you go to their website, they have a LIVE CAMERA AND A DOORBELL that YOU RING FOR THE FISH when they're waiting, and then the dam worker opens the door for them! I can't express how obsessed I am with this. look at this shit. oh my god.

Please check on the fish doorbell once in a while :)

[sleepygaymerdisease]

[sunbloomdew]

do you ever see a person and you are overcome with incredible fondness? and you just think "oh." but not in a romantic or sexual way you are just filled with warmth and it makes you happy, it just does. and you think "i'm so happy you exist. i'm happy you are somewhere out there in the world, doing your thing". it's love but also not entirely

like people are lovely and i feel it in my entire chest like a burning candle that smells like roses and a sunny day

[hollis-art]

ngl im not even a superman fan. i just REALLY like clark kent,,, (thank you, Smallville, for that.)

[aphel1on]

i have such a love for characters who descend into madness or villainy out of deep, deep empathy. characters who fundamentally cannot cope with the cruel realities they find themselves in and blow up about it in spectacular fashion. fallen angel type characters with tears of outrage in their eyes. characters who break before they bend, and break so badly they splatter blood all over their noble ideals. every variation on it gets me so good

[zillychu]

everyone sh. shutd up im cooking smthn

[valtsv]

i think it's so fun that "damn" is such a casual curse word now that it's basically become divorced completely from its original meaning. like oops i dropped my phone, time to invoke the wrath of god about it in the most mildly annoyed tone of voice imaginable.

[snippit-crickit]

WAAAh ITS THE GUY (dont worry hes just bringing you some food that you ordered)

[hinamie]

morning glory

[perfectlyripeclementine]

calling my lover "mine" but not in the way that my toothbrush or notebook are mine, mine in the way my neighborhood is mine, and also everybody else's, "mine" like mine to tend to, mine to care for, mine to love. "mine" not like possession but devotion.

[ciderjacks]

contracts written in blood

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[shinyobservationtree]