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ink-livi · 2 years ago
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My best friend btw <3
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unlikelyapricot-art · 30 days ago
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an old drawing of velvet that never saw the light of day :)
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fluffydeoxys · 2 months ago
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hi i just wanted to pop my head in here and say that ive been consistently checking back in on your page every now and then and have been constantly pleased by the development of your story
i think what you're working on is super neat. and i cherish all of your characters forever and ever. ALSO HI IM REALLY INVESTED IN YOUR JEB DESIGN BUT WE DONT TALK ABOUT THAT PART IM TOTALLY NORMAL ABOUT HIM
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Hello!! Seriously, thank you for this. I really needed to hear this, like... I'm very very flattered and overjoyed to know that what I'm doing and making is worth your time enough to come back more than once? I'm not sure how to articulate it, but genuinely that means the world to me. Obviously I love what I do and I love my characters, but in the end I want to share what I'm making and have others enjoy it too. But I'm always berating and looking down on myself for whether my thoughts are... interesting? Narratively compelling? Enjoyable? Stuff like that, hence why I filter out 90% of what I'm thinking and it never ends up on this blog LOL. But anyway, every kind word and lovely ask has seriously been very comforting for me.
It makes me even happier knowing you enjoy seeing how things have changed and progressed + enjoy my characters (seriously, thank you, it makes my heart warm)! I'm really quite shy about that part, things changing so much - my perfectionism is incredibly annoying, and I feel like kind of an idiot at times. I get quite embarrassed and a little shy about the fact that my ideas don't always hit the mark; they kind of fumble and flop around until they start getting refined into the beginnings of something that I'm happy with. I ended up drawing this to help articulate what I mean:
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So in the end I'm happy with where things are, and I'm still chipping away and refining bits and pieces. I've got a long, looooong way to go, but Zero has also come a long way since her initial concept, which looks laughably shallow compared to her present-day one, I'll give myself that at least.
I remember saying it in an older ask, but honestly persistence is key. I could still do better in taking my advice of consuming different media to get a broader perspective on things though LOL. I also couldn't have done any of this without the kind and patient support of my lovely friends, and everyone's encouraging and uplifting tags and asks, many of which I keep handy to motivate myself to keep going.
EHEHEH I'm really glad you like my Jeb design! I seriously think about him a lot but because of the filter, well, none of it ends up here, whoops. Working on his design was a real treat and it got me very attached to him because it was a great way to delve into what I like and think about Jeb. I still think about my own words (lollll loser), of Jeb wearing his labcoat like shed skin, light (purity, innocence, surface-level) over dark (his true self, his sin, but the red of his heart, his tie).
I'll be sure to draw him again as a little thank you for reaching out with such lovely words; they seriously meant a lot to me.
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piningpercussionist · 2 years ago
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Howdy, Pine! Can we get three headcanons for all your favorite Scott Pilgrim characters? :-)
Oh absolutely!!!! Lemme think for a minute...
((FUTURE FUTURE ME: I LITERALLY JUST PROCESSED YOU SAID THREE HEADCANONS IM SO SORRY--- YOU WILL UNDERSTAND 😭))
Okay I had a whole thing here, but we're gonna try this again but slightly more Hinged-- forcing myself to format so things don't get out of hand again. I will HAPPILY elaborate, though!!
((Whoop this is future me. This post is going to be so long if I dont do this, so I'm going to put this all under the cut! I'll try to remember to come back up here with the characters I talk about- alternative, should I not do that, maybe check the tags! I'll try to only tag the people I'm directly talking about))
KIM PINE
sexuality: very likely canonically Bi, I am a very big fan of her being a comp. het. lesbian, though (I get this both from my read of the comics/her character and just me Injecting myself into my favorite characters ✌️)
pronouns: she/her usually, but I think she'd be very open and vibe with they/them (me injecting myself again, but also she's just chill like that. I think she prefers if strangers use they/them for her, and her friends or partners use she/her. I'm undecided if she prefers her partners call her their girlfriend or their partner, though.)
Characters I think she has feelings for: RAMONA FLOWERS, Lisa Miller, (MAYBE Scott Pilgrim, still)
Elaboration on that:
I honestly think I can just. Point at some comic panels for Ramona. And the goat thing again. They make me Unhinged that's how canon that is.
Lisa!!! My beloved!!! I think she had a tiny crush on her in high school and had no idea that it was a crush until way later in life- maybe shortly after seeing her again, actually. But like. She's so obviously smiley and happy when she's around, I really can't help but read it that way! She, at the very least, gets an extreme mood boost in her presence, so she really likes having her around.
Scott Pilgrim.... *scrubbing at my face* okay. Okay. So, I have a couple different reads on her feelings for Scott, they're kind of complicated for me to dismantle. Especially since I haven't started my reread of book 6 (I've been giving my thumbs a break, which I am currently prolonging but I have been DYING for someone to ask me to talk about this series.) I'm going to go with my more canon read and leave it at that I think, because it's already becoming this text wall.
Scott was really important to her, I think. She's this aloof, sullen, bitchy girl and she knows it- and then this dorky idiot walks into her life and they really hit it off! They date, they have really sweet, private moments together- it's everything to her. It's someone loving her in spite of the hard shell she initially puts out, and managing to reach her soft, easily bruised heart in ways no one had before. But then he left so abruptly, and that heart was crushed under the weight of her own ribcage. I think she carried that hurt with her every day from that point- I don't imagine her having a particularly roaring love life after that. I think she kept that hurt bottled, and it made any relationships she DID attempt fall apart. It's a wound she's been nursing for way, way too long, and I think she knows that- that's why she wants so badly to forget about it. But then she goes to Toronto and runs into Scott again at the lowest point in his life, and she can't get herself to step away, because this is the only person who ever claimed to love her in a way she felt. I think her decision to stay was sort of... detrimental to her moving on. If she'd detatched herself and stepped back, maybe she could have moved on eventually- she could have worked on herself, or maybe lucked out and found someone who could get through those walls without a sledgehammer, and she would have been better for it. But that's not what happens. She stayed, and I think the longer she stayed the harder it became to keep herself completely shielding from him, because he's still that same goofy guy at his core- he's just a bit worse than she remembered him being. But damn near everything he does throughout the comics just continues to crush her until she HAS to leave- he can apologize, and she can accept it for the version of him she loved, but he's not enough to convince her to stay anymore. I'm going to cut my canon analysis there until I reread their next scene, rather than just continuing incase my thoughts have slightly changed, but like... man... they hurt me in a very unique way. If it was anyone other than Scott, it'd be tragic. (Maybe it still is, maybe that's the Kim Bitterness talking)
For a brief touch on my less canon take, with Kim being a lesbian: I think Scott would have been better placed in her life as a best friend than a partner, but when you're young, and honestly even when you're not all that young, emotional distinction like that can be so, so confusing. So all of the hurt remains very genuine, because she does love him, just not the way she thought she did.
((Because I do love the trans!fem Scott HC as well, I will say. I feel like it would be really, really funny for Kim to realize she's into women and be like "wow sure dodged round two of the Scott Pilgrim bullet" and then one day Scott shows up having started her transition and is like "Oh hey Kimmy!! I'm a lesbian AND a girl, like you now!!!" And Kim just. Crushes her drink or something in her hand like "oh no... oh no she's attractive again... FUCK FUCK FUCK." Obviously a lot more nuanced than that, though. I should probably clarify that I started answering this ask almost IMMEDIATELY after waking up and also BEFORE I've taken more pain meds. If this post has been or starts to become very scattered again, that's why lol.))
Bonus consideration: Hollie. I can dig her having a crush on Hollie, but I feel like it faded a little living with her, and then shattered entirely after the Jason Kim situation. Even an overwhelming attraction to women ain't savin that one, chief. That's just too severe a betrayal.
The Knives Situation: Oh Boy. So in the original answer for this I had a whole thing done up, lemme try to condense it. Basically, I think Kim woke up the next morning HORRIFIED by what she'd done. Like, dry heaving in the bathroom horrified. And this likely really hurt Knives's feelings, should she see! Which Kim would feel horrible about. I'm undecided on if she just runs from the situation before Knives can wake up, or if they have a sort of agrument/one-sided rant on Kim's part afterward where she just really tries to hammer home for Knives how not okay it was for them to do that- for HER to do that, given their ages and inherent power imbalance. In the event that this discussion happens, Knives absorbed none of it, and probably leaves that conversation a little wounded. I think it would proceed to play back in her mind when she and Stephen are talking at one of Julie's parties later on, though, and she'd probably approach Kim after that to thank her for being a reasonable adult about that, unlike how some of her friends had been. Once that understanding is reached, I think they could be good friends, although Kim probably teases her for how she started to dress like her after they first met.
Silly little things: If anyone's familiar with Night in the Woods, do you know the part where Mae's like "that's not drums... that's a computer..."? I feel like that has Kim energy. To me.
Also I think Kim sucks at Rockband- I know that releases like, way afterward or something so far as comic timeline goes, but bare with me, okay? It's my silly little headcanons! Anyway, she'd suck really, really bad on the drums, since so far as I can recall, they don't REALLY correspond with the music. If her friends force her to play, she demands either the mic or the bass, because "fuck you Scott, you try playing their stupid fucking drums." He proceeds to play flawlessly, much to her chagrin. She fairs better on the bass, but only a bit better than the drums, since her fingers aren't quite used to the movements.
Kim didn't think she liked cats for a while, mostly because she was only ever around them fleetingly, and generally in the homes of people who should have been cleaning their litter boxes more regularly. After hanging around Ramona's house more, though, she discovers she really love them! She feels a sort of kinship watching how they actually behave, and I think Gideon ends up warming to Kim very quickly, which probably helps with the very quick turnaround on her opinion. I think it'd be funny if sometimes, when Kim's over, Scott will try to beckon Gideon over to him for cuddles or affection, and the cat will just. Stare at him entirely unimpressed before jumping up into Kim's lap with exaggerated purring and chin rubbing before curling up for a "nap." Kim was in awe the first time this happened, and Ramona finds it ceaselessly amusing every time it happens. ((Funny additonal scenario: once after this happened Scott was whining to Ramona, who was coming to join them on the couch, looking generally very sad/cute/pathetic, and overcome with a sort of playful evil, Ramona proceeded to sit by and cuddle up to Kim as well. Kim immediately froze up and went bright red and wide eyed, Scott's jaw probably dropped before he dove into a theatrical, exaggerated spewl about the betrayal of it all, and Ramona just got to blissfully enjoy Kim cuddles while giggling at both of their reactions and petting Gideon.))
Conversely, I don't know how Kim feels about dogs. Like, I don't think she hates them or anything like that, but maybe they fill her with a sense of pity, for their associations with unwavering loyalty. Something about that specifically runs too close to things she considers about herself, at times, maybe. Idk, just kinda spit ballin here.
I think she does like rats! And mice. Idk. They're cute little guys and I like them, let me have this--
Oh man... just Kim's section is so long. And I have other characters to get to,,, buckle up I guess--- I mean, I did start with My Girl, so maybe the others will be shorter?
((This is future future me again... this is where I actually went back and processed the ask properly :') I have no words to describe my current emotional state beyond that I am trying really hard not to burst into a little fit of laughter at myself and wake my roommate--))
Three! Three headcanons!! I can do this (restraintrestraintrestraint)
Okay! Let's try being Normal About Media- and just as a note, they aren't really in any particular order, beyond Kim being the first because she IS legitimately my favorite, I think. Idk she's very Me.
Ramona Flowers
1. She doesn't really do labels, for things like her idenity; she does think pride flags are pretty, though. Scott got her a bi flag once and she decided to keep it and hang it in her room for this exact reason, though she did explain to him that she doesn't really consider herself anything but herself- Ramona Flowers. He's very understanding about that, although a little confused in the typical Scott manner! They eventually come around to just considering it being his flag, when he comes to terms with himself (yeah, spoilers, I HC him as bi)
2. Her hair actually does have magic properties to it that prevent it from getting absolutely butchered by all the bleaching she does- she doesn't know how or why, though. Maybe it's less magic and more to do with the supplies themselves? Unlike Scott, she's not as meticulous when it comes to reading the status effect labels on things she uses or consumes.
3. Of her former partners, I think she does have genuine lingering feelings for Roxie. So far as the comics/movie go, she simply repressed the hell out of them and plays the Deny Deny Deny! game, but so far as the show goes, I think she's come to terms with the fact that she still loves her, but horrifically fumbled her- she doesn't want to hurt Roxie like that again, so she's unlikely to ever try things again between them, I think. Not unless Roxie was the initiator, and even then, it'd take some coaxing.
Bonus 4. She absolutely has feelings for Kim. I feel like maybe further into their relationship she'd 100% ask Scott like "hey... you know your really hot friend Kim?" and proceed to discuss with him if being in a polyamorous relationship is something he could get behind. Maybe it'd happen after a period of time with Kim living with them too, or something.
Roxie Richter
1. She gets ALL the girls- all of them. She's an unholy TERROR for men where she lives, because she is notorious for giving women the night of their lives and making them never look back so far as dating men goes. Now, I don't think she deliberately breaks up people or goes after "straight" girls or anything, but it's probably something that's happened on accident before, so she's A Menace. I will say that she might deliberately swoop in and woo a girl she knows is taken if it's extremely clear that their relationship is just Not Right- like if she's seeing clear signs of abuse, or something. She isn't intending to get with these girls when she does this, but she is fully intending to get them out of shitty situations. She's even turned girls down after their (ex) boyfriends have stormed off in a huff, simply out of respect for them- she'll try to give them advice, and if they're adamant in trying New Venues, she might play matchmaker where she can, but she isn't really comfortable sleeping with them after doing stuff like that- to her, it feels gross, maybe even exploitative.
2. I actually don't know if this is meant to be canon or not, because it's noted alongside some of her sketches, but she's german/japanese in my eyes- but raised in the states. She knows English the best, and some German, but she doesn't really know much Japanese, much to her own agitation- she just struggles with it a lot, for whatever reason. She can kind of read some things, but if she tries to speak it she runs the risk of butchering the words. I personally further HC her dad as German and her mom as Japanese- dad by process of elimination, mom based loosely on how I read some of her and Ramona's conversations in the comics.
3. She is in fact whistling the tune in the show intending it to be from the Robin Hood movie- in fact, I think I'm going to HC it as one of her favorite animated films from childhood. (... do I HC her as a furry now?)
Lisa Miller
1. Disaster Bi! She's a bit of a Menace and she knows it; she likes to rile people up, but she can't really take what she dishes out. Like, if she'd done the kind of seductive teasing she does to Scott to Kim and received any sort of flirting back, her brain would shut down and she'd need to reboot. She doesn't know how to handle when someone else takes the reigns, which is why it was so easy and fun to play with Scott- he was too stunned/shy to play back, which she enjoys. Not to imply she doesn't enjoy having her brain melted a little, of course.
2. I think she makes it big after she heads to America! Or at least, bigger than she was. She sends her friends back in Toronto signed copies of movie posters and CDs and things when she can- she doesn't expect them to keep them, although she loves it when they do, but at least in Scott's case it's sort of a "incase of emergency, please sell" sort of situation. He does not, obviously. (Ramona probably does, though, both from admittedly petty lingering jealousy and because they just don't have room for all of it; Scott rarely seems to notice anyhow, and the money usually goes towards rent or random gifts for him anyhow)
3. I forget if everyone's sudden absence is noticed when they Poof briefly during the finalt episode of the show, but if it is I feel like Lisa starts to talk to Kyle, since he's in front of her, like "hey, what exactly happened there-" before looking out over everyone else who reappeared in their seats and noticing Scott is actually up there with them. She spends the rest of that night chatting up him and the league, and maybe even scores an in with Matthew for getting a foothold in her acting career!
Matthew Patel
1 . He absolutely has a dedicated cult following for his theatrical works, and it's warranted! He's genuinely good at what he does, and his passion is clear as day; any production is lucky to have him, and he knows it, which can kind of lead to butting heads behind the scenes. I feel like he might come across to his fellow performers as full of himself, especially given his proficiency with one man performances, but he truly is just deeply, deeply passionate about his work, and he wants to feel that passion with anyone he works with, too. He NEEDS his energy matched to feel like it's going to be a grand performance, and he simply doesn't notice how off-putting this can be for his coworkers as a result.
2. The demon hipster chicks have always been the visual age they are now, even when Matthew was a kid; he viewed them as older sisters growing up, and they're very protective of him perhaps as a result. At his current age, they're his best friends and personal body guards- they'll descend like rabid dogs on anyone that steps out of line around him, if he doesn't call them off. Sometimes it's a bit much for him, but they're usually pretty good about understanding when they do and don't need to interfere on his behalf.
3. Ya know I'm not sure if it's a HC I've seen at all but I could really vibe with trans!masc Matthew. I would love that for him, truly.
Scott Pilgrim
1. Look... I really love any trans!Scott headcanons. Like, any direction, I've said before; I genuinely have such a problem figuring out which version I enjoy best: he's trans!masc and has been all along, or trans!fem and Ramona eventually helps to crack that egg. But also, while I'm saying this, he is. So stupid. Not like maliciously stupid in this sense, absolutely not, but I feel like he's the kind of person to like. Run into someone from his past post their transition, with THEM coming up to HIM to be like "oh long time no see, Pilgrim," and then he would say something to the affect of "oh, you have the same last name as (DN)!!! Are you related? Kim, Kim!! Do you know if (DN) had any siblings?" while Kim and the other person just stare at him deadpan for a bit before bursting into laughter at his expense. He would then proceed to be really confused and just not get it, either until they explain it to him or like, he'd just suddenly sit up in a cold sweat later that night realizing what he did like "oh my GOD that WAS them, I said their dead name at them like seven times!! I am Going To Hell!!!" (And Ramona would just kind of blindly, lightly slap around in his general direction, like "honey you're not going to hell for basically affirming the effectiveness of their transition, go the fuck to sleep. They would've said something if it was a problem." Idk, that's just how he feels to me.)
2. When he has his own money for things, and space living with Ramona, he spends it on video games or video game related merch- it's probably a lot of patches and t-shirts, but I can see him starting to collect plushies, too! Like some of the really old kinda silly looking Sonic plushies, for example? If I had my Knuckles one on hand I'd use him as an example, but I think he's in storage somewhere :(
3. Gets into really heated arguments about video game mechanics and stat stuff where applicable; like, Ramona has to drag him away or else he will actively start fighting people kind of heated. He can hold chill conversations, but if he feels like he's being talked down to about a game that he's REALLY into, like Sonic Adventure (he has the director's cut!)
Wallace Wells
1. MENACE TO SOCIETY. He's comparable to Roxie in this way except he is so much worse (I say this affectionately <3) because he does just straight up, in canon, do things like steal Stacey's boyfriends! And that's his friend that he's doing that to! So I cannot IMAGINE what mischief he gets up to when he goes out drinking. He's probably ruined so many lives, naybe even marriages. What am I saying, maybe? Definitely. And he feels no remorse about this! In his eyes either your man was already gay or you needed to treat him better, sweetie; he HAS been rejected before, so clearly his charms can't ruin what ain't already broken.
2. While he does have feeling for Scott, which is basically canon I don't even want to hear it, he KNOWS better. Like, he'd been living with Scott for a while, so he knows if they were legitimately dating he probably would be even more sick of him than he already is. When they were still living together, though, there were times where he couldn't help but wonder if it would really be all that bad... right before Scott comes in and does or says something that just highlights for Wallace that he's making the Sane choice. Besides, Wallace is (and i hate using these terms but I straight up don't know what other words I could possibly use) a sugar baby; he can't keep up being both a sugar baby and Scott's effective sugar daddy (HATEHATEHATE THAT WORD) while ALSO paying rent. It doesn't really work out that well, especially with him having, at the time, such a shitty apartment to begin with.
3. I feel like Wallace really enjoys his nightlife and getting to sleep around, so I'm unsure if this is something still in play while he's with Mobile, or if he respects Mobile enough to do away with that entirely. Like, different situations work for different relationships, so if Mobile is fine with it then maybe it's something that continues! But taking into account the sparks from the show, maybe he'd actually be really fine being exclusive with Mobile. Especially given how well their future selves seem to be doing. Idk! Basically the sum of this one is just that, if Wallace is exclusive with Mobile, he misses be a bit of a whore, but he's very happy where, and with who he is, now.
Envy Adams
1. She gives me vibes.. queer vibes... in some sort of direction.... idk if I'm fully behind her also being a comp. het lesbian or just labeling her a disaster bi, but I also get a vague sense of gender fuckery. It's entirely her name thing, probably, but I can see Envy being genderqueer.
2. She probably hunted Lynette down after that show- an arm was likely Not Enough to quite satisfy that rage. Especially since she didn't get the satisfaction of beating Todd more thoroughly herself, since Scott stepped in. Conversely, for the show canon, Wallace has a target on his back for the rest of her life, as far as she's concerned, even in a world where her feelings for Todd were just misunderstood- she considered him her best friend, and you don't get away with hurting her friends like that unless you're her.
3. I think I'd like to HC that some part of her regrets booting Scott from the band the way she did back in college? Maybe not immediately, or even soon, but I feel like sometimes she would think about him and their relationship as a whole and just feel bad, Idk. Like, she doesn't want to get back with him at all, but I could maybe see her offering to promote Shatterband (or Sex Bob-Omb, in the show,) or even play with him as a genuine apology instead of a coy trap somewhere down the line.
Knives Chau
1. Look... look I know I'm about to sound like a broken record... comp. het. lesbian or bi. HEAR ME OUT: her puppy dog love for Scott is really just that- something cute and innocent, but very intense, especially once he cuts her off in that honestly really brutal manner. Teenage heartbreak is messy- even if you feel like it was real, true love you had, you can often realize later in life that what you felt was just admiration, or something else innocuous like that. I think she reaffirms it to herself as a deep and true love because of how intense the pain of that breakup was, paired with everything that comes after, and I think the show really highlights that for me? Because in the show, with Scott out of the picture entirely, she's just a lot less intense about it. I think after playing music and hanging around his friends, she realizes she didn't really love him all that much, just thought he was a cool older guy and liked that he took an interest in her, even if she recognizes how wrong that was now. ((I probably have more articulate thoughts on this but I am really starting to feel the lack of pain meds so I need to get through this--))
2. Knives is really good at rhythm games and things like DDR or, when it's eventually released, Just Dance. Like, freakishly good. She picks them up just as well and just as quickly as she did her instruments.
3. With how quickly she picked up her instruments, she kinda gives me honor student vibes? Idk. I feel like it'd be a little stressful for her later on, because I do think her passionate drive for music makes her grades take a slight spin, but she just gives off that energy for me. Knives is a lot smarter than people give her credit for, I think, Idk.
... yes, I am very normal about media... spending 3 hours on 1 ask that offered me a lot more simplicity than I can apparently manage...
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loyalhorror · 4 months ago
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𝐃𝐀𝐒𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄 ! ── In honor of International Women's Day, list eight of your favorite fictional women from eight different fandoms, in no particular order. (original characters can count too!)
i'm doing 16 because i wanted eight just for OCs and then eight for canons sdkjfnksdf
Frankie Shaw (my friend Jackal's OC. all of my characters are absolutely insane for her. Jackal and I LOVE having her ruin her own life and also my characters' lives. she's the only person my Corinthian 2.0 like... genuinely cares about, as much as he can care about anyone.)
Lucy West (@infamouscabal's OC. it pains me that i have so little memory of 2018-2022 these days because she's entwined with so much of my characters... Lucy and Red still live rent-free in my head.)
Chime (@phoenixgryphon's OC. she's been in my older characters' lives for eons now KJSNDFJK. i regularly forget that Labyrinth's Jareth is not, in fact, canonically in a relationship with an autumn spirit. whoops.)
Riona (Jordan's OC. I've fucking forgotten her URL. i've watched Riona grow and change over the past... oh, god, nearly a decade, and it's been such a joy.)
Mick (my own OC lmfao. I'm just really proud of how much she's developed as a character in the past year or two)
Jane (the OC of a friend that I've lost contact with... I loved that character SO MUCH, I still think about her regularly. She had a really interesting dynamic with my Silver-who-is-not-Silver and later Raphael too)
King (my roommate's OC. she and Atticus are insane together I love them so much)
Symphanie (gibbles' OC. i can't believe it took me this long to remember her)
and now for the canons
Furiosa (Mad Max: Fury Road)
Crimson (Vampire Therapist)
Shadowheart (BG3)
Y'shtola (FFXIV)
Sadie Adler (RDR2)
Lou (Lou... i dont remember which year this movie came out)
Carol (TWD. i stopped watching after a certain point but she was my favourite. i still think about her)
Anne Bonny (Black Sails)
Stolen From: hi jordan
Tagging: if you're seeing this. do it
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redkingsjester · 1 year ago
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hi (vibrating uncontrollably w happiness) mp100 is my fav manga i legit remember where i was when it ended (i cried) and reimob is literally one of the only ships in media ever i have ever liked. you're my friend now (politely)
may i get a reiace lore dump or acemob or just anything about your self-ship lore if you'd like to :333
OMG HIII this ask made me SO happy oh my god!!!!! mob psycho is SO good i love it so much and im so glad u are also a reimob connoisseur its so so good. its basically the dynamic i base reiace on shhh its a secret (its not a secret sorry mob)
LONGISH ramble under the cut about selfship lore thats kinda disjointed thoughts and feelings and tw for mentions of age gaps, grooming, sibling incest etc
RAHH okay so i have two main "timelines" if you will for ace: one where he just, completely replaces mob and is a kageyama. for the most part, this one follows the events of the show, except with ace lol. (sorry mob i love you i swear) ace is more liberal about using his powers than mob is, and hes not quite as powerful, but hes still powerful and trusts reigen so so much. i love to play around with how they got together, but i loove ace that looks up to reigen so much and has a huge crush on him and wants to be together so bad, and eventually reigen gives innn. ace's name is aoi kageyama, and hes transmasc. hes thankful that his given name is gender-neutral, and tries to be stealth as possible (as much as a 14 y/o can). hes stealth at school, and generally people dont know, but there are rumors of course and he gets bullied for this + his powers a lot. he doesnt like fighting back with his powers so he just kinda takes it. his parents in this are very supportive, but aren't around as much, and theyre not very financially well off. this leads to lots of time with just him and ritsu alone, and they have a pretty codependent relationship as hes kinda raised him even though theyre pretty close in age. especially because even though they dont say it, ace can sense that his parents prefer ritsu; hes smarter, hes more althetic, etc.
this is why he initially sought out spirits and such; a small, frail, 10 y/o ace shows up at reigens doorstep and asks him if hed hire him, hes really good at fighting ghosts he promises! reigen takes pity on him and takes him on as his apprentice, paying him a bit more than mob gets in the show lol. ace comes to be really handy for exorcisms, and early on reigen starts calling him "ace" because hes "the ace up his sleeve" when it comes to tricky jobs!! (this is where i get my ship tags from hehe) ace really likes this name and prefers it over his given name, although he doesnt hate it per se.
as time goes on, ace hangs around the office more and more, helping reigen in his various jobs. with his parents gone so much, they start to hang out more after work too; going to dinner together, spending time together, even sleeping over or going to overnight jobs to farther away onsens and inns. they grow close, much closer, and eventually they get together!! i like reigen getting touchier and touchier until they actually do stuff and whoops cant hide your feelings about this anymore!!
(this version of things doesnt always include mob, but im including him in this bc ive been loving thinking about reimobace lately <33) in the other one, ace's name is aoi hayashi. his parents died when he was young, leaving him and his sister to live by themselves. they inherited a house and money, and are doing okay, but with just eachother their relationship gets even more intimate than it was before. his older sister is a NEET and a hikikomori, doing nothing but staying in their house and mostly in her room. shes also an esper, though not a very powerful one. she drops out of school, but ace continues, where he is bullied a lot. one day when hes around 11, he gets trapped in an alleyway by some older bullies, and his powers almost go out of control - but who would be walking by than a 28 y/o mob? mob is able to control ace's powers, deal with the bullies, and take him back to spirits and such to treat his injuries. mob and reigen are together (and have been since mob was ~15 or so) and run spirits and such together, although reigen continues to be the face of the company. (honestly i havent thought about where serizawa and tome would fit into this…so pretend theyre not here for now lmao) mob helps out with the real spirits, of course, and him and reigen are sweeties together <33 mob tells ace that hes a powerful esper too, and if he wants, he can train under him to control his powers and do some good in the world. ace is thrilled, he hasnt had any nice older figures in his life like ever, and loves the attention and care he gets from mob and reigen. and since its just him and his sister (and she barely leaves her room to know where he is at any given time anyway) he spends a lot of time with mob and reigen after work; after a certain point, its almost like he lives at their place rather than his own.
they all get together at some point; the specifics vary depending on how fucked up i wanna make it lol. right now im thinking of them grooming him to be with them, esp considering hes already been groomed and has experience, they take advantage of that (since reigen groomed mob) and its totally normal and theyre sweet. i think mob would be pretty possessive of ace; he doesnt want him to get hurt in the way hes gotten hurt before, and he also hates how ace gets bullied so often. i like to think ace gets kidnapped a lot by people trying to get to mob (since hes the worlds most powerful psychic after all) and they have to come rescue him a lot <33 reigen loves both of his younger boyfriends and i Really like the idea of ace being able to give reigen his powers like mob does in the show and then two very powerful espers have their way with him <3333333 my fav ever.
BUT YEAJ SORRY THIS IS SO LONG IM JUST VERY EXCITED feel free to send me asks anytime or dm me to ask for my discord id love to chat ab mob psycho or anything really!!!!!!!! TYSM
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victimsofyaoipoll · 2 years ago
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alright time to write an essay detailing whatever yaoi has done to my girl nancy wheeler. so like, even when it comes to yaoi shippers nancy has had stonathan, harringrove, AND steddie over four seasons with steddie already having massive popularity + the other shippers, wheras thankfully eleven only has to deal with byler shippers when it comes to the victimization. but not to diminish eleven any more because she has def gone through it in fandom, im going to get into nancy's stuff: you will notice all three ships she supposedly gets in the way of (ignoring jargyle because the shippers are chill in my experience) involve steve harrington, AKA the most popular character if i had to guess and the white boy of the month. see, they were dating at one point in s1 and s2. the breakup was messy. like he kinda was complicit in her slutshaming at one point and didnt let her grieve her dead best friend properly and she ambiguously (as in nobody can fucking decide when the break up was) cheated on him so yeah. messy. mutually. if not more on steve's side given he was a bit of an asshole in s1-2 but gets better. yadda yadda fast forward to harringrove in particular, AKA steve x the guy who attacked a black child and abused his younger sibling (and im not attacking anyone thats just. what happened). basically 90% of them try to convince people nancy is abusive for the two arguments that occurred and is a slut and privileged (never mind steve being probably the most well off member of the main cast + hes a white guy in the 80s) blah blah blah. also ironic they call her abusive OFTEN when billy (one half of harringrove) kinda like threatens his sister max and breaks her things and otherwise abuses her Often. but yeah. they hate her for breaking his heart. they hate her for getting in the wya of their ship possibly. they hate her in general. add that to the general fandom misogyny and suddenly a large number of people are writing essays about how much they hate her and how she's a piece of shit, actually. fast forward to s4 and steddie and a new problem arises: steddie shippers keep flooding her character and ship tags with primarily steddie. so now your options regarding her are mlm ships and mlm shippers shitting on her. also keep in mind there is now more content for half of that ship, a guy who shows up for an hour and dies in the same season, than nancy, a mc. and if you like nancy ships like jancy or ronance, too bad those tags are flooded as well. as in someone did analytics in august for ronance i think and at one point the majority of main pairings in the ronance ao3 tags itself was steddie. either way both ships usually end up as side ships or bait into a steddie centric fic or tumblr post. or nancy ends up third wheeling and getting them together. as a nice bonus (not really) recently steddie shippers have decided that they too hate nancy and have entire posts and common plots (i have seen tumblr ficlets/hc's and people discussing this as a common trope for steddie fics on ao3) about how nancy was a horrible person who damaged steve's self esteem and ability to be in a relationship or something from a break up, as if the relationship wasnt mutually harmful and compounded by nancy's whole dead best and possibly only friend thing. and whoops for ships like ronance that isnt allowed either because steve's friend isn't allowed to interact with his ex despite the fact that said friend literally said he was an ass in the s1-2 timeline. all of this making it impossible to find any positive content without it being interrupted for a character who, if i remember correctly, has almost as much screentime as eleven (and eleven at least has popular fan content and other ships that dont somehow loop around to byler/mike). and whats worse is that while canon doesnt have yaoi victimization it does have heteronormative bullshit in which she is forced into a love triangle with the same guys TWO TIMES. she literally cant win so let her win a poll maybe also sorry this is super fucking long <3
Whoooo Nancy
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nogoodanswers · 15 days ago
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Got tagged by @all-of-her-light in a fic wip ask game, but I don't actually know anyone on here so I'm just gonna use this opportunity to list out whatever wips i can find in the mess of my folders lol
(Will sort by fandom bc otherwise it'll be a mess; also put under a readmore bc whoops I started yapping)
RWBY:
No Good Answers (oh hey it's the name of this sideblog, surely that means it gets frequent updates right, surely I haven't relegated it to yearly updates due to not knowing how exactly to continue it right)
reality.shift (technically this one is sorta set in the same AU as nga, but the main difference is that it's merged with another AU that I never ended up publishing online
Oh hey speaking of which)
To Soar Above the Clouds (this is an OC-focused rwby fic that I started in like 2020 but never ended up putting together into something coherent)
bonk (technically set in the same AU as the previous one, but I wanted to mention it bc 1) the name, and 2) it's smut lol)
Genshin:
Strange Travels (the first fic I published on ao3, and one I haven't touched in a long time; revisiting it isn't off the table, but it started off as me wanting to do a meme idea and ended up not even getting to the meme idea (yes, the premise isn't the actual meme idea in question), so idk)
Duality (this one gave me a headache in terms of figuring out the logic of how it'd work, so I never ended up finishing it
I might end up incorporating it into another wip, though, but that'll have to wait until the onk section)
Totally a Hu Tao Character Study (thought up before we got some hu tao lore in the whichever version lantern rite event, and probably never seeing the light of day bc of that)
Side note but I also have a document here for a self-imposed hard mode challenge that I never ended up doing bc who has time to play genshin for more than 15 minutes a day (I do, but only bc the current abyss is kicking my ass and I'm stubborn enough to keep on going back for more)
Call Of The Night
You Have 1 New Voice Message From: The Night (so uh I might have forgotten about this, to the point where I couldn't heckin find where I saved it in my folders
Basically what happened was I read through the call of the night manga (though i dont remember where i stopped at), had some brainworms about the setting, took the concept of the manga, moved it across the world and threw some OC's into there
...yeah, I'm not revisiting this one
Maybe I'll go back and reread the manga though, who knows)
OnK:
Intertwined Fates (this is canon to me and you can't stop me /j
Okay but for real so many of my onk fic ideas use this as a base instead of canon so maybe I should use /hj instead (which, of course, means handjob, as you do)
I had more written here but tumblr decided not to save so I'll leave it at that)
Genshin Isekai AU (pretty self-explanatory, but did I think about doing this bc 1) hu tao'a jp va is the same as Ai's, and 2) there's a playable character in the game called gorou?
100% I won't even lie to you
Oh yeah so no spoilers but the genshin wip I mentioned could fit into this without too much trouble I think, so if I can progress far enough in i.f. to then get this out (bc I don't wanna spoil stuff that'll happen in i.f. by posting this first) then maybe that'll be a thing that happens too)
Reunion (this is actually a onk x rwby isekai au, but it's actually just the title of the first chapter bc I didnt think that far ahead, and also I need to get far enough in i.f. first for the same reason as the genshin isekai fic)
Last Chance (oh hey it's that fic I posted then abandoned bc I couldn't get the idea to fit together properly
If you've read my OnK Drabble December 2024 fic (specifically chapter 25) then you'll have an idea of what I was trying to go for)
I am NOT in love with the Hoshino Twins! (Again, if you've read my OnKDD2024 fic you'll have an idea of who exactly totally definitely 100% isn't in love with ruby and aqua here lol)
See (i don't remember if I've talked about the idea behind this fic on tumblr or elsewhere (maybe discord?) before, but what I will say is that 1) there will be smut in this fic, if I actually get to writing it, and 2) it will be the least interesting part of the fic for me to write lol (though if I, yknow, actually use the smut to explore the ideas I am interested in, then maybe I will get around to writing it after all))
tsuki ga kirei, desu ne? (If you know what this is referring to, then... you won't have any idea what this fic is actually about lol
I actually have two versions of this fic, one being a comic but drawn with words (that I'll probably never do lol, at least it's interesting for me to think about), and one being a more conventional fic)
Aside from that, I have, like, so many fic ideas in my main i.f. document that haven't graduated to actual wip in a separate document status, not to mention some of them are inherent spoilers for i.f. through existence alone, so that'll do for now
This took a lot more time than I realized, whoops, but it was nice to take a look at some of the documents I haven't touched in a while
That being said, I stayed up way too late writing this, so off I go to bed now
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spidermanifested · 2 years ago
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and now that the poll is over. The Answers. drumroll please:
izumi curtis survived winter in the briggs mountains by being horny: TRUE! ✅
in the brotherhood bonus episode 'the tale of teacher', izumi was on the verge of resigning herself to a cold death in the wilderness, but snapped herself out of it by remembering she still wanted to fuck.
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there arent any versions of the english dub i can find with captions so youre just going to have to trust me that in this scene shes screaming "NO! I can't die! I'm still a virgin! Death can wait until I've experienced passion!"
a guy planned to make a philosophers stone out of placentas: TRUE! ✅
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in episode 12 of fma 03 'the other brothers elric, part two', the mining tycoon mugear explained his plan of putting red water in the water supply, letting pregnant women drink it, and then harvesting their placentas so he wouldnt have to waste time filtering it artificially. these 2 episodes did some cocomelon shit to me.
ling proposed to winry: TRUE! ✅
he actually did this twice: first directly after meeting her in chapter 33, then after revealing himself as a prince in chapter 42.
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apparently he took the hint
ed disguised himself in a copy of als armor: FALSE! ❌
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he DID however disguise a random briggs guy in a copy of als armor to fool kimblee, in chapter 76 of the manga/episode 41 of brotherhood.
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a butler did human transmutation better than the elrics: TRUE! ✅
in the brotherhood bonus episode 'the blind alchemist' and the bonus chapter of the same name, the elrics visited a rich family called the hamburgangs. the young daughter of the family had died, and their alchemist-in-residence performed human transmutation to try to bring her back, losing both eyes in the process.
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the parents couldnt bear to tell him that he didnt actually save their daughter, so they adopted a girl the same age and instructed her to take on her identity. everyone else in the household was in on the story except him. while he didnt actually bring her back to life, the family kept the results of the transmutation in a room in their mansion, and in stark contrast to the elrics' Meaty Pile of Slop it looked like a normal mummified corpse and could even move a little bit:
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this guy was the actual most talented alchemist in the country. if father knew what kind of sacrifice he was missing out on he would have pissed his pants.
also, whoever said in the tags that they remembered this one from "the black butler crossover"... well either you know something i dont, your memory of this episode is vastly failing you, or you just got off the plane from an alternate timeline. in which case i have more questions.
hughes threatened a toddler with a gun: TRUE! ✅
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three toddlers actually! episode 9 of brotherhood, chapter 14 of the manga.
scar grew a mustache: TRUE! ✅
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whoops! sorry to all 22.3% of you who got fooled by this one, but scar did in fact start growing out a scraggly little 'stache (and beard) at the end of the manga and brotherhood. that eclipse just shot everyone with the mustache beam.
one of greeds chimeras blushed at him twice: TRUE! ✅
you will know this if youve spoken to me for 10 seconds but bido had feelings for that man.
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a man got exploded lengthways and came back exactly half bionicle: TRUE! ✅
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it was really polite of the explosion to let him keep his haircut.
envy turned into a talking horse: TRUE! ✅
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chapter 49. they changed it to a dog in brotherhood. this would have been a net loss if not for the scooby doo joke they got to make in the bloopers.
been seeing these going around and figured itd be fun to make one about fma... except i kind of didnt want to make it for people who dont know the series since so many people know it even just by osmosis. SO. this ones directed at people with knowledge of the series already.
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Hi! This is current mod’s friend, TF, aka the person who originally made this sideblog. Kay’s unfortunately not comfortable with this blog at the moment so I guess I’ll be here for a while until she decides to come back.
I hope I can bring the same amount of enthusiasm she has for this ship while she’s out and if not, then a preemptive sorry to all you Maitlands fans. Kay’s rules still apply, if there are any. I haven’t been here since like... the first week of this blog’s existence lol
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dyketectivecomics · 6 years ago
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*in the Batcave, Alfred, Cass, Dick, Babs n Bruce all waiting for Robin!Steph to do her Outfit Reveal*
Steph, stepping out with usual Skirt n Tights: so what do ya guys think???
Dick: looks good kid but uh...? What changed exactly?
Steph, pulling up her skirt to reveal Shorts underneath: THIS! ITS A SKORT!!!
Dick: *screaming & Averting His Eyes* STEPH NO!
Babs & Bruce: *pinches the bridge of nose & gives the Longest™️ Sigh™️*
Cass:👍👍👍👍👌👌👌👌
Alfred: very interesting choice Miss Brown.
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strawberrybabbies · 4 years ago
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Reece’s new friend
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Reece went to the kids festival today and became friends with a girl named Izzy.
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so i want to be very clear first off that i think shipping battles are dumb as hell right anyways- 
so i first started watching mha about maybe 2 years ago and i started just completely fandom free cause i heard it was super toxic so i avoided it until i finished all there was to watch. the only contact i did have was with this one friend that had been in the fandom for years and a bit of ao3. 
anyways so at first i was v much on the bkdk train, in more of a ooo spicy some toxic bl boys to angst over kinda vibes, def not in a "this would or could ever be healthy" kinda way and i still think that to some degree but i still also consider myself bkdk shipper. as we go further into the manga the more hype its gotten bc theyve been healing their relationship but truly if they did become canon im not sure if id be so happy. the main win would probably be omg bl in a mainstream shonen?!! and less of yay theyre together bc no matter how much better they are now, you cannot get rid of those scars and those wounds that were made, even if they are faded scars now. its built on a broken power dynamic and i dont think that i truthfully could be okay with it. all this makes it sound like im an anti but im really not. i do ship it but i can also admit that it IS concerning and no matter how much bkg has changed i still think that it wouldnt work out. i still ship it tho, mostly just for a the parallels, drama, and angst value tbh. 
ALL THIS TO SAY- 
my friend was a huge tddk fan and while i watched the anime she told me that it was the superior ship and i was all like "nah bkdk tho" and she mostly just said i wasnt far enough to see it. so when i got past the sports festival and the stain incident i admitted to her that i could see    the appeal of the ship but it wasnt really my thing. and i kept that idea until i started getting into the mha ao3 tag. i was still in a stage of kinda drifting around just tryna getta feel yk. so i read a bunch of different pairings including kamijirou, shinkami, todobaku, bakudeku, all sortsa stuff. and thats when i started shipping tddk. something i feel like people dont get sometimes is that i dont have to want something to be canon to ship it. i dont think tddk will be canon. and i dont want it too. i like tddk in the little bubble of ao3. the fandom for my tddk is ao3 authors carefully crafted works. 
thinking about it now, i dont really have any mha ships in that sense. 
tddk is my comfort pairing bc i like how soft they can be and i like the dynamic of bonding with someone who went through similar things as you and helping each other grow and heal from that. i like how shouto lets izuku talk as much as he likes and just listens and how izuku brings shouto out of his shell. i dont even know how to explain it very well bc they just make me feel happy. they're comfortable and warm and fuzzy and i dont think ill ever be able to get over them as that figure for me, at least for a while. 
(im going through my ao3 history and i read a lot more todobaku then i remember lmao) 
the first fic with any sort of tddk in it was this tdbkdk one The ABCs of Just Us 3 which i legit have no memory of but its been ages so
then theres a deleted fic and after that is the first visible tddk one which was Complicated 
and then theres another tdbk and another tdbkdk and then the very long slew of tddk fics that is still being added to today :)) 
so yeah id say its a lil complicated, but if i didnt explain it well feel free to ask questions. my adhd brain sometimest goes wooosh and doesnt talk well 
i just released that is was supposed to be an ask mb whoops
Can people send me ask telling me why they ship tododeku I'm curious
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smaradog · 2 years ago
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time for an introduction
hello! im smaradog but you can call me smara or mar for short, i have a weird sense of humor that feels edgy but i dont do jokes that are at anyones expense, or say weird things, since its not really something thats part of me at all, making others feel bad and/or uncomfortable is against all i stand for, at the same time my humor can kinda be silly/catgirlesque for lack of better description?? (??? ihave no idea what im saying) and kinda fecalfunny style humor overall.
dni if youre a bigot or a terf or some stupid shit like that
anyways im a neurodivergent asexual trans girl (she/her, it/its fae/faer, sli/slime pronouns please!) who speaks spanish and stuff idunno!! (i am not from spain dont pile me on with them IHATE SPAIN!!!! /j)
so yeah i draw a lot of lesbians and whatever else comes to mind
[art tag!]
i WILL start talking about something im working on or something i like for WHOLE PARAGRAPHS so be WARNED!! and heres some insane things i do!
the insane things i do in question:
art (digital and traditional)
pixel art
sound design
3d modeling (learning the basics)
music (regular music and chiptunes, and whatever weird experimental thing i can make also it kinda sucks but shh)
storyboards
modding/romhacking games
kind of a jack of all trades really! so yeah thats basically it! have a list of me dumping like a million interests i have
music: the strokes, arctic monkeys, gorillaz, daft punk, indigo quest, red vox, muse, crx, albert hammond jr., royal blood, enjambre, bandalos chinos, comisario pantera, lemon demon, tally hall, the voidz, fish in a birdcage, nelward
chiptune (counting psg chips, fm chips, low quality samplers, etc.) [fade, tim follin, jeroen tel, squarewave, shoob2000, 4mat, rushjet1]
animated shows:
the owl house
amphibia
ena
one piece (at enies lobby arc rn)
yu yu hakusho
jojos bizarre adventure (i cant deny it even if i dont talk about it, stopped at part 5)
one punch man (kinda, dont remember a lot)
adventure time (havent kept up since grass sword episodes)
ok ko (literally dont remember what the last thing that happened was)
regular show (stopped keeping up at some point) showing interest in: gravity falls, infinity train, hunter x hunter and mob psycho
films:
literally any spiderman movie from anything 2002 - now (i know theres older obscure ones)
(cant think of anything else whoops)
games:
terraria
halo (anything pre 343 sorry)
castlevania series
bloodstained
undertale/deltarune
omori (kinda lost interest)
doom (classic series, havent played 2016 and eternal)
half life series
sonic series
mega man series (classic)
minecraft (kind of? i'd rather play beta 1.7.3, but especially a fan of better than adventure)
celeste (havent finished, one of the few insane people that didnt use assist mode at the hotel chapter)
umjammer lammy
parappa series
castle crashers & battleblock theater
serious sam series
splatoon series (havent played splatoon 3)
dont starve together (i dont play often and im not super familiar with the lore) night in the woods (looks nice but. didnt finish at ALL)
portal series (i 100%ed the first game)
streamers:
vargskelethor joel (probably on top along with jerma)
vinesauce vinny
jerma985
grayfruit (i watch sometimes)
simpleflips (i watch very rarely)
i also like a few webcomics but honestly i dont remember at the time of making somehow, you can ask me about one of them though! (its not homestuck i swear /gen)
i ALSO also have super weird interests over niche little 80s - 2000s technology and stuff
due to personal reasons, i have 3 things i dont wanna hear about, but im not gonna mention them on this post.
if you made it this far reading you are insane honestly but shoutouts to you
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captain-aralias · 3 years ago
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WIP Wednesday
thanks for tagging me @cutestkilla @martsonmars @palimpsessed @forabeatofadrum @facewithoutheart @prettylightsbigcity @angelsfalling16 @ivelovedhimthroughworse
i have started writing my @co-wipadoption fic! whoop whoop. but i don’t want to share it yet, because i haven’t written much and even though i think it will be obvious where the switch happens, i dont want to draw attention to that. so i thought i’d just share what’s coming soon from me.... 
for @co-wipadoption
as destiny would have it, i’m writing the rest of @facewithoutheart‘s watford-era amnesia fic - the match up that started it all. baz doesn’t remember he hates simon. the bit before i showed up is vv good. the bit after that is still largely unwritten, but i have a plan. i think my part will be good too ;)
meanwhile @forabeatofadrum is writing the rest of my penny-agatha!! we had a nice chat about it today and agatha, and her journey in canon and how it will be reflected here.   
and @facewithoutheart (yes, we swapped) is writing a huddling for warmth fic i made out of a deleted scene from a completely different fic - vv excited for this, as it’s a fav trope that i let down by not including it.  
the amazing thing about this fest is that i’ll get three new fics added to my AO3 (presumably?) but i only actually have to write one. 
for @carryon-reverse-bang
i got very excited and took two concepts - both of which i am vv keen to write, and only slightly afraid of re the deadline.
firstly, i’ll be writing some watford-era!baz hanahaki for @technetiumai‘s lovely floral art - this trope is perfect for baz, and there are some lovely fics for the trope already, including Everything's Coming Up Roses by @annabellelux and Rain Will Make The Flowers by fel24601 i’m looking forward to writing this trope :) 
secondly - the brilliant @asticou and i are talking about ideas for a post!watford friends-to-lovers fake fiancé fic. this one is by definition going to be much longer and more involved than the others - but is very very up my street (shocking, i know). i will probably only get a chapter or so done before the end of May, but i think reverse bang doesn’t require everything to be done. but.... will see how we go. 
very excited about all of these things :) 
if i tagged you in this post, you are also tagged for WIP wednesday should you wish it.
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thequeenb · 5 years ago
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I Will Always Be Here
I see people trashing Poppy so i am here to do her justice
Poppy x MC
After three hours of talking with the police they finally get my statement and i can be dismissed. My body is shaking and i cant think of anything else rather than a bottle of wine and my bed
"If you have more things to testify please don't hesitate to call us" the officer gives me her card and a faint smile before leaving me alone
Who do i even call? Zoe said she will be busy studying so that means her phone is on mute and i feel hopeless already. Sighing i walk towards my dorm looking around everywhere to make sure i am alone.
Benji is getting expelled and sued for harassment and assault but i can still feel his hands on my shoulders, the creepy smile on his face and of course i will never forget how i whooped his ass. Everything happened so fast and even though i knew he was in love with me i never thought this would escalate so quickly
I finally arrive at my dorm and my phone buzz, of course its The T. Right now drama is the last thing that i want so i turn off my phone going straight for the wine bottle. I pour myself a glass but is it even enough? Who am i kidding, i take the whole bottle and i sink into the couch
The exhaustion hits me at once and i can feel all my muscles relax. Who thought beating his crusty ass would be so tiring. I close my eyes but everything takes me back to the horror i felt when i saw that damn shrine
The way he smiled and talked about us like we were even together, the way he thought it was okay for him to do this claiming its true love. I have envy to vomit just thinking about it and that damn smell, i will never forget this night
Tears prick in the corner of my eyes thanking god the police arrived soon. What if i didn't find courage to defend myself? His oily hairy ass would do such bad things to me wouldn't it? A shiver runs down my spine just thinking of the possibilities but a knock on the door brings me back to reality
Thinking its Zoe i open the door ready to crash on her hug but instead i see Poppy??
"I called you 20 times why didn't you answer you jerk!!" She says shoving me lightly
"Wowowowow what the hell are you doing?" My mind cant process anything but i can see the concern in her eyes
"I read the T and i.." the sentence dies on her lips because she just cant accept the fact that she worries for my well being
I roll my eyes feeling weak and helpless "look Poppy if you came here to kick me while i am down thats so low of you"
"Thats not--"
"No Poppy i had a very rough night and honestly? Fuck the first place. If dealing with stalkers ready to sexually assault me is what i have to do to bring you down then i give up"
I hold on the door for support, my body is ready to collapse anytime now. I look at her and her expression changes to one i have never seen before. Her eyes sparkle under the low lights, are these tears?
"I wanted to make sure you are okay" she says looking away, since when the Queen of this university is shy?
I let her come in and i sit on the couch feeling all the weight leaving my body
"I knew Benji was an asshole but i never thought that he..i dont.." she trails off, her eyes scanning my body
"I knew he liked me but not..god no" i remember that rotten shrine and i shiver, my eyes are starting to water and i look away, why would i let her see my vulnerable side
I watch her standing up, sitting next to me. Her facial expressions give up the fact that she cares but how? Wasn't she the one who wanted to ruin my life? I can't overthink about her sudden affection because i feel her soft hands all over me
"He didn't hurt you did he? Because if he did i will make sure he rots in jail" the anger in her eyes cant be ignored anymore
"Why are you doing this? I thought you hate me" she pulls her hands away, her face falls.. i think she got offended. Its not like i am wrong, since i walked on the campus she made it her personal mission to make my life a living hell
"It's my fault, things went too far" again she looks away, is this my imagination or does this sounds like a love confession? I swallow hard not knowing exactly what to say
"I lost control i admit and mind you i hardly say this but..my family is..i.." she sighs and i take her hand giving it a pat
"You don't have to tell my anything you don't want to, and to be honest Benji was weird regardless but..for what is worth i am sorry too"
Before she can reply i stand up to find my bag. Everything i can use against her to ruin her life are held on my hands and looking at it now its fucked up
"Here take these" i hand to her every proof i own that can make her life a living hell and at first she looks confused
"At first i had them as a form of protection, but now..just take them i don't think this enemies thing is worth ruining your life" i shrug and oh wow
Her eyes soften under my gaze and i can see tears forming in her eyes
"No one has ever done this for me. Trust me if any other student had these i would be already destroyed" she examine what i gave her and it seems like i reminded her of her dark past so i casually lean in
I wrap my arms around her and i pull her closer until i can feel every inch of her. She freeze at first but then i feel her hands rubbing my back
"I am so sorry you got through that" she whispers against my ear and i can feel her hot breath sending shivers down my spine
In response i grip at her shirt, the tears i tried to ignore come out at once and at first i feel embarrassed that until she whisper words of encouragement. Who knew Poppy would comfort me first? Her soft side is precious and i wish the world knew what a diamond she actually is
Once i calm i pull away slightly laughing, did i just cry on her expensive shirt?
"What's so funny?" She says rolling her eyes ready to snap at me but she actually smiles shyly
"I am sorry, i probably ruined your shirt"
"Shirts can be replaced Bea, but you cant" she gaze at my lips and oh my god did she really just say something so romantic to me?
I think she notices because she gasps but before she can defend herself i lean in and our lips crash. As our tongues touch i can feel all her ice cold walls melting against my mouth. At first i thought she would pull away but she pulls me closer savouring everything that i give her
She sighs happily against my lips and I can't hide my smile anymore "Did we really just did that?"
"If i knew you were a good kisser i would keep my enemies way closer" she winks at me and we both laugh. I relax completely because her company surprisingly makes me feel safe.
She takes my hand examining it, she runs her delicate fingers against my skin and wow its so soothing
"I want you to erase his touch" she says as she kisses my wrist, my shoulder and then my neck
I am flushed imaging where all this kindness comes from but for tonight i let my worries melt as her perfume fill my senses. Her kisses are soft and gentle, all her unspoken words slipping from her lips directly into my mouth.
"Will you hold me?" i whisper and she obeys opening her arms to me
"Who knew Poppy Min-Sinclair was a big spoon?"
"Oh shut up" she says as she holds me against her. I can feel her heartbeat and her even breathing makes me sleepy. Before i know it i pass out in her arms, where i find my safety and comfort
"I wont allow anyone to hurt you again" she says thinking i didn't listen but i did, smiling to myself like i fool the events of today are the least of my worries as i get lost in the warmth Poppy provides.
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