#i dont really do this with other shows? and by other shows i mean BFDI i can't think of any other i watch regularly like II

[moonsidesong]

got an email the other day that someone had bought something off my redbubble and it kinda jumpscared me because i had entirely forgotten i reactivated it

[wheucto]

finally decided to start watching s2e17 of ii

[stovetoast]

pillow tpot headcanons (long ramble expanding on the ocd part under the cut)

ok so first warning: i am not a psychiatrist. this isnt a super educated essay on ocd, just me projecting my lived experience onto an object show character. this is just an observation. if i get something wrong feel free to correct me, ill add it here. (its also worth noting i am self diagnosed. not "quick google search" self dx though, ive gone over it with a therapist and everything)

and that leads into the second warning: this ramble will get a tad bit personal sorryyyy

and finally the third warning: i put she/it on the ref but im just using she/her for simplicity (+ i forgot LOL(

anyway so yeah i think that pillow has ocd and is basically the embodiment of "letting intrusive thoughts win" except like. actually. this headcanon didnt stem from the killing or the strange impulses though, i think she has it because of her fixation on good and bad luck in tpot 10.

for me it manifests in a few different ways. my main one is counting—i have good luck numbers and bad luck numbers. i need to take a specific number of snacks every time i have a bowl of them. i have to shake medicine bottles a certain amount of times before taking them. i am always counting the "syllables" of whatever im doing, and it always has to land on a multiple/factor of my lucky number. and if i break any of this, i (generally, if i cant convince myself its fine or if i dont notice) have to count to my lucky number otherwise something bad will happen. hell, i added more flags to this ref because the number of them was my unlucky number.

i have a few other things that affect it that are completely unrelated to counting, though. like a particularly bad one is that i straight up cant wear certain articles or clothing anymore because theyre bad luck. or my ungodly long night routine (which is probably more of an autism thing tbh. but certain parts of it are absolutely influenced by the ocd, like having to say goodnight to my dog).

that ^^ is what i saw in pillow. she was distraught that her team lost in 9, because not only did she think she was doing the challenge right, but killing people (bringing death) was good luck for her.

i think her killing people was a compulsion, and her whole thing in 10 was her scrambling to find a new one after that stopped working.

and before anyone tries to be all like "oh thats fucked up why would they portray ocd like that," one: i dont think this was on purpose this was just an observation, two: i mean..... fuck dude if i lived in a world where revival was incredibly accessible and one of my compulsions were to kill people, id do the same thing. death is fairly normal in bfdi, to the point everyone literally has a kill count on the fandom wiki (hers is 13 as of tpot 11 btw, a commonly unlucky number ironically enough. if she gets eliminated in 12 with an unlucky kill count thatd be so funny). once they get past the pain, its. really just an inconvenience to them.

when it comes to ocd, you. HAVE to do these things. its not a choice until you can get some outside help with it, and oftentimes its an inconvenience to those around you. i dont think its right for her to be going around killing her team, but when i get past the fact that is literally what made her my favorite, i get where shes coming from. shes trying to help in a way she "knows" will work.

or maybe shes just silly idk

[kingsdee]

Hey, I saw you say pin is your favorite bfdi character!!! I'd like to ask you a question, I don't mean for this to come off as rude.

You mention that she is done dirty in bfdia and tpot, what do you mean by that? Also, I see a lot of people say that they changed her personality a lot. What was her personality like before she changed, and what was her personality like after she changed?

Dont feel pressured to answer, I don't expect you to prove that she's your favorite or anything, I just want to understand what other fans mean

It's easy for bfdia. They literally removed her as a character without having to outright eliminate her. No face. No limbs. Can't say anything

what I feel like is the less obvious answer is why I think she got done really bad in early TPOT. It's due to her sudden character Change; she went from less of how she acted in bfb and instead became very rule oriented which became a tad annoying. I could see consistent rule following in other characters, sure, but pin? It just doesn't seem like her. Maybe I'm a bit rusty when it comes to most of bfdi but I don't think it was ever like that earlier, and then they just took away this new personality trait without anything really happening. No development took place at all, which annoys me. Maybe bfb isn't the greatest show to watch for the lore and plot and whatnot, but they could at least stay consistent when it comes to major personality traits

[ not that I hate bfdi, I love bfdi, I just think there is things that could have been done better ]

[chonnysinferno]

to clarify its not that consuming bugs is fun for me i eat three foods its using controversial/jaki (gross) metaphors means that i have to be like "ou i mention this thing". whatever

also you've probably seen the most cause tallyhoot

yea found the post i mwan i wasnt assuming you enjoy eating bugs you can write stuff and not enjoy it urself

also to the other posts YES i will get t o them when i have time + you requested it at like. 4 am in the morning (i am snoozing my ass off) which means i could not reqpond to any of them and i do not promise that i wont forget about these requests so some of them will stay unanswered & ill probably do the bfdi requests first because object show characters are easier for me to do since they are objects & i dont have a concrete soul design on me so ill have to make something ont he fly for the soul saying something weird and heart looking extremely comfortable ask. this is not me being mad im just addressoing everything in one ask because i cant really answer the requests rn because i havent finished making them (or startedfor that matter) but i do have something today that will take up most of theday (i think (they came home at like 10 pm yezsterday so im betting theyll do the same today)) and so i wont be at home to access my tablet and so i wont be able to dothe requests i will try to get to them when i can. alright

also yes i do like bfdi aolso the last part of that ask is very nice. they included the host in their nicknames ,,..,,. if this answer comes off as mad its probably because i am mad. but not atyou im just madfrom yesterday and i need to kill someone. also i have a tendency to overexplain things okay bye

[cdmodule]

(OSC ask meme - IK I PICKED A BUNCH feel free not to answer all of them!!) 2, 3, 7, 13, 14, 16, 22, 36, 38, 39, 40

NO IM SO GLAD I LOVE ANSWERING SHIT I will put this under read more tho From this post

2 - Least favourite show? Already answered! (Its object terror) 3 - Underrated show? LEGENDARY ADVENTURES FOREVER ^^ Short so far, but REALLY funny stuff in that show. Some of the jokes can fall a Little Flat to me but its never anything bad LOL. GOT SOME RLY FUN CHARACTERS TOO If u have a bit of time to watch an object show Id say watch this one. Partially cuz of my Next Point (Honorable mention: ACTOE) 7 - Underrated character? Snowy LAF <3 I feel like a lotta ppl I know would like this guy. I tend to be Biased towards short high pitched voice Guys anyway (also hes gay. Like canonically. Just wanted to mention this cuz Its a Win For Me) 13 - How many characters do you think should be in an object show ideally? Something between 10 and 20 usually seems Fine to me. Anything above that kinda Crunches my brain unless Its a case like BFDI where its More Over Time Over Years but thats . Really just an exception to the rule TBH 14 - What do you care about most in an object show? Simple Answer probably but I wanna be able to tell that ppl are just Having fun and putting passion into their shows. Everything else I can Give Or take. Object shows are really just passion projects between very few ppl and should be treated as such I feel like memorable character designs could be pretty important too, this can be Tricky sometimes cuz No One Owes An Object but theres many ways to make em stick out from another Same object 16 - A show/character you love that everyone else hates? HFGHHHHH SPANGE . SPONGY. HE IS MY BABYGIRL. I would f/o him If I didnt already have two f/os. Both the show and fanbase treat him SO bad for no good reason (Him being mean after everyone bullied him is justified imo). Like Its gotten to a point where I hold back from talking abt him in servers cuz Im afraid of ppl making Annoying Uncalled for rude jokes or "well he sucks" kinda comments (yes this has happened before god fucking help me). I could go More into this but maybe thats for its Own post. Only maybe though 22 - What character has the best design?

Just two designs I quite Like cuz I cant think of other ones rn Mace the Merciless (Paper puppets take 2) cuz Im gay Love Lock (The Almost Valentinesly Object Show) cuz Im Gay AND I like the little lock mouth :) Also honorable mention: Loser <3 36 - Favourite scene? I could use one with one of my faves/fave ships but thats TOO EASY . So Ill mention the pin and coiny Pep Talk scene in bfb 6 cuz It makes me EMOTIONALLLL theyre the sweetest ever. Im sure theres other ones I like a Lot but this one just sticks with me the most 38 - Favourite rarepair? LEAFPIEEEE Leafy and Pie is a complete Crack Ship AND ALSO SNOWFRIES but both work GREAT imo. I brainrot abt these occasionally ESP SNOWBALL AND FRIES I was suprised that no one before me and nate (and sal hi sal) thought of this ship Leafy and Pie complete each other Very Well. Snowball and Fries make good Old Man Yaoi Also technically WinnerLoser is a rarepair cuz most ppl hc them as enemies or siblings LOL 39 - Favourite villain/antagonist? Four cuz I need them carnally etc (Ignoring post split cuz Its so lame how everyone just forgave him NO GET HIS ASS!!! HE SUCKS!!!!! THATS THE WHOLE APPEAL!!!!!!!!!!) I dont have time or energy to go Deeper into the Four Appeal but u can probably guess. Hes fun <3 40 - Overall thoughts on the community? I'm too old for this

[jellyaibo]

8,15,26

ok wow this is a long one (never let me complain)

cw for like. ii, tnm, and taco (both ii & bfb) negativity i guess? also another cw cuz i say cake dies (i dont go into detail obviously but if u dont like that then uhh sorry)

8- honestly i have no idea LMAO

15- uhhh show i dont like i guess is inanimate insanity & the nightly manor i dont hate them but i just. really dont care all too much tbh cuz with ii its just like. ok i watched an episode which was pretty good & i enjoy a few characters but other than that i just forget a lot and dont rlly care and with tnm its just a really nothing filled show which sucks cuz i do like some aspects and. spraypaint but the more i think abt it the more theres just not rlly much going on in it AND THEN ITS JUST GONNA END SOON TOO LIKE?!?! help me im not gonna complain abt it too much here (unless you pay me $20) cuz this post is already long enough

and uhhh character(s) i dont like that everyone else seems to like are uhmm both tacos (ii and bfb) i thought they were super annoying (esp taco bfb after the split oh my god shut up) and they both had smth happen w them that absolutely ruined their characters for me EX: taco ii being the "haha funny character" until the twist & taco bfb after the split ofc, which yeah that stuff bled into everything else abt them which ended up ruining them for me i dont think i could ever actually enjoy them

26- OOH OOH OK THIS IS A GOOD ONE i dont read too many osc fics (most of the ones i read are. bfdi so like. help, and also i read all of these A WHOLE ASS YEAR AGO so) my favorite fic atm is the IDFB continued fic its sooooo fucking cool i love it sm i read it like. 1 year ago and ive been meaning to re-read it again but i keep forgetting

least fav fic would be this one that i read on wattpad (i dont remember the name sorry) where 4 and x just fucking leave for a bit then everything just. kinda becomes the fucking hunger games or whatever cuz if u die u die forreals and firey becomes fucking evil i guess and is just. kinda weird towards leafy (i REALLY didnt like how firey treated leafy in this fic) like bro literally puts her on a COLLAR and has her chained up its so???? i already dont. rlly like fireafy too much for personal reasons (sorry) ((but its not that bad i can tolerate it ofc)) but the way this fic kinda portrayed them was super fucking uncomfortable and i just REALLY didnt like firey at all (iirc bro gets 0 consequences at the end and its kinda frustrating) . ALSO CAKE JUST FUCKING DIESSSSS IT MADE ME SO UPSET......firey fucking kills him then feeds his remains to leafy and its just ????

I HATE IT!!!! its so gross and sad , theres also other things i didnt rlly like but i literally cant remember i read this shit a whole ass year ago