#i dont normally draw scars as big as his so this was fun

[mint-is-here]

ta dah~

guess who finally decided to finish this drawing( here's part 1 and part 2 of this drawing series:D)

i was going to do a full-body drawing of him but i have no idea what pose to put him in so i just did a more detailed bust-up(?) shot and i like it

anyway the plan was to draw villains with their full body drawing on the left and hte bust up one on hte right and the heroes the opposit so yeahh

next part is either going to be The Conductor or Atom Bomb(aka andrés' when hes working as a hero and my pfp) so yay

[w1f1n1ghtm4r3]

ippiki au lore dump

if the name of the au does not make it very obvious, this au was inspired very heavily by the trained cards for kick it up a notch (i just chose to reference the comm, hitsuji ga ippiki, as the au name because it sounds cooler than calling it like. kickup au. so its ippiki au instead. when i first started working on this i just called it animal fighters au but thats long LOL)

its one of my favorite sets, im a big fan of dystopian and post-apocalyptic themes which the set hits perfectly and there was room to have fun with animal designs (i mean, seriously, they gave kohane sheep horns and named akitos costume "hound kid") and so i started thinking from the moment i laid eyes on the set when it leaked and i ended up with an au based around the idea of animal/human hybrids.

first of all for actual au stuff, character profiles! these were made a lot earlier on into working the au so ive made minor adjustments to their designs since then, but nothing drastic. mainly just little things ive changed when drawing them in more detail, like additional scars and such.

while making kohane a sheep and akito a dog (hes... not a specific kind of dog. hes a mix of a whole bunch of different larger domestic dog breeds combined with some wild canines. ) were obvious from the set, deciding on the animals for an and touya required a bit more thought. i ended up settling on a fox for an partially as a nod to her ny3 card and also because for a long time now ive thought theyre fitting for her anyway, and touya as a black leopard because... he's kitty. but i wanted to make him a big kitty not a domestic kitty. i do also like bunny touyas but for how i was feeling with this au i wanted him to be a cat.

theres the fun little detail that kohane is the only animal that isnt a predator in vbs.

but i should probably explain why theyre animal hybrids in this au.

im going to put the rest of the lore dump and more art below, this gets long.

basically, in the face of a coming apocalypse, there was an effort to attempt to hybridize humans with animals to see if they could create a form of human (or something seen as "human enough") that would be more resilient if the apocalypse threatened the survival of normal humanity. it was never completely successful and the hybrids were less stable/generally shorter lived (if physically stronger) but it ended up being unnecessary and enough of humanity survived to rebuild. but the experiments to create hybrids continued.

in the present day of the au, hybrids are created for... less pleasant tasks. the kinds of things people dont want to take on, and theyre physically stronger than the average human so theyre put to those jobs instead. or theyre created as showpieces/pets for the wealthy (most people outside of those circles find it strange to keep hybrids like that though. hybrids arent always seen as being truly human (although theyre fully capable of everything human and then some) but theyre still seen as human enough for it to be weird).

many of them though, are created as sacrifices for entertainment in battle arenas where theyll have to fight each other to the death. its a seemingly inevitable fate to die there once theyre sent, but escape has happened before. an is living proof of that, as both of her parents are escaped arena fighters who helped establish a small town of hybrids out in the wasteland beyond the city at the core of hybrid creation and sacrifice.

how an ended up as an arena fighter despite being born well outside the city... thats a long story.

touya is a showpiece fighter, created to fight but kept secure and safe outside of his registered fights. he might be healthier physically, much less worn down by fighting, but hes been very socially isolated and doesnt fit in with other hybrids very well.

an and touya fight in the same arena, and touyas fight days are the only times he interacts with other hybrids. hes given free reign around the hybrid compound (where most other hybrids are restricted under collars and chains) and he ends up meeting an there. although tense, they become sort of friends and he frees her and they escape together.

kohane and akito are just normal arena fighters, created solely for that purpose, although kohane was meant as an early sacrifice due to her skittish nature, but she survives. theyre in the same arena as each other, although its a harsher one than the one antouya are in, theyre unable to properly interact with anyone else at all and are just lucky enough to be neighbors to end up bonding.

i just grouped them based on which side of their face they have the barcodes on in the original cards lol in this au the arenas generally brand their fighters with a code for identifying them. touyas is actually not permanent like the others, but temporarily applied whenever he has a fight coming up (like a temporary tattoo lol)

kohane managing to survive despite the intention being that she dies is actually the driving force that starts the fic for this au (which fun fact, despite me never mentioning the title, does have a title! the fic will be called "fight, flight, freedom", unless i think of something that fits even better, but i already like the title as is so i probably wont change it)

its rough but i promise everyone gets a happy ending eventually :)

now for sitting through all that rambling heres some art

heres my very initial attempts at designs for them! no drastic changes even since this initial pass at designs tbh i was pretty content with them pretty quickly

some various doodles of them interacting, some during/around the time of the fic and others post-fic

what if they were... more animal? like furries instead of just the ears/tails? obviously noncanon but it was a fun little thing to draw

wip aged up designs! heavily inspired by the power of unity set because it also fits into the post apocalyptic type theme and i thought would work for them when theyre a little older. assume theyre about 20-21 here, while in the main canon of the au theyre about 16-17.

a silly little sketch i did last week of aged up akikoha in their burn my soul outfits... kohane cant really wear hats, horns are inconvenient for that. everyone elses ears would probably make hats difficult too, but you could probably make holes for their ears. you cant really make holes for the tops of her horns.

some little finished pieces i did for this au. can you tell akito is my favorite to draw for this?

now heres some other random au facts

an and haruka are childhood friends, haruka also being the child of ferals. haruka is a domestic cat hybrid (either a gray or black cat, i havent decided which yet). she is not in their hometown anymore either. where is she now...? ill leave you to wonder about that.

kohane and minori grew up in the same group of created hybrids together, theyre friends but were sent to different places so they dont know whats happened to each other since. minori is a goat btw (inspired by her halloween card)

a lot of ans scars are from injuries that snowballed after an incident in a fight that severely broke her tail and led to part of it being amputated. her balance was thrown off for a while after that so she was a little clumsier in fights than normal

akitos scars on the other hand are caused by the fact that hes a reckless fighter. a good fighter, but not much care for the damage he takes in the process. that and improper padding on his collars and muzzle, leaving those spots unable to fully heal from being rubbed against metal for months and when they finally do heal they scarred.

im still sorting things out for sure but tentatively for vbs npcs i have decided on fox ken and yuka (obviously, same as an), tiger taiga (i mean... how could i not go for the pun. and i think it suits him), maned wolf nagi (update march 2024 ive drawn nagi now so this is what has been made canon), raccoon kotaro, caracal arata, and dog souma (sorry to any tatsuya fans, i have not figured out how to include him in the au at all)

vbs all very clingy with each other once they get comfortable together. platonic polysquad ❤️

other characters outside of vbs exist in this au but theyre just not relevant enough to the story for me to include here 👍

the fic outline is like 2.4k words. the first chapter is a couple scenes away from being finished and its about 5k words. it will not be the longest chapter of the fic. this is going to be a long au.

maybe ill do another lore dump another day if i can think of more stuff. well see.

if you made it this far, thank you for reading, heres an edit i made the moment we got high quality versions of the cards and is probably partially responsible for the existence of this au

[hestiashand]

Drop those team taka head cannons

omg i adore team taka altho i feel i don’t even have the most particularly interesting headcanons for them LOL a lot of them will be design headcanons bc thats what i normally think of as an artist hehee uhm.. i’ll start with suigetsu bc i love suigetsuuuuu

for suigetsu as shown in my drawing of him from today i like the thought of him dying the tips of his hair blue….. the way the anime shades his hair is far too cool to accept it’s shading and not act like those are dyed tips….

[ ID: two screenshots of suigetsu. END ID. ]

like cmonnnnn the blue tips are the coolest thing in the world. it is NOT shading TO ME ☝️☝️☝️☝️ also i didn’t draw this in my recent suigetsu bc i forgot when i was drawing it 😢😢 but i do imagine he has scabs on his lips and around his mouth often from accidentally biting his lip T.T sometimes i bite too hard and draw blood i can only imagine having sharp teeth and doing that T.T also he wears smudged eyeliner. uh this ones maybe kinda obvious but to me he doesn’t have much of a sense of boundaries and doesn’t have much shame in his body so T.T being his roommate would be a constant battle to make sure he walks around the apartment in *some* clothes. like by everything holy just *something*

this one is absolutely not based at all but it’s my brain and i can do to jūgo as i please with it ☝️☝️ and i like to imagine jūgo likes to wear accessories on his head a lot. like hair clips, hats, maybe he starts growing it out a bit more and ties parts of it up. it catches little birdies attentions more too which he enjoys and is a bonus other than it just being cute to me. to me he’s also the friend that carries around a big bag to hold everyones shit in when they get tired of carrying their own stuff. like yeah man just toss it in… it adds nothing i already have anything you could imagine in here anyways. y’know y’know. most of my jūgo headcanons are not based at all ajksjsjss i’m sorry but i also like to imagine he might pick up smth like woodworking/carving maybee knitting/crotchet (but i lean most towards wood carving) to keep himself distracted and occupied. less likely to have episodes and intrusive thoughts for him. obviously doesn’t stop everything but it helps the tiniest but plus it’s fun :) i think if he were to do carvings and stuff he’d give like a few to his friends if it was smth they specifically liked but i think he kinda likes and prefers to just leave them around, to either be lost to time or be found by someone else! i think he has lots of scars on his hands and knuckles— between the wood carving and his rampages i think his hands take quite the damage. and y’all know i like scars so i ignore any jutsu that may deter scar creation so to me he defo gets scars. except suigetsu’s jutsu actually.. i dont think suigetsu gets scars at all.

i like to imagine karin with a bunch of neat kind of earrings. anything fun/funky. also she has one industrial piercing too to me.. sasuke has two of them but karin had one before she knew sasuke did 😭😭 just a coincidence she swears she swearssss. this one would like.. technically be canon anyways in the first half but bc of all the bite marks she has n stuff her skin would be suuuper bumpy… i think she probably doesn’t like people touching her cause strangers/non team taka end up commenting on how gross it is T.T she prolly wears long sleeves as much as she can. which i rlly don’t know much about boruto but i think long sleeves in that one is canon too. i like to work with out of canon clothings so even then if i end up starting a karin fashion board it would have strictly long sleeve outfits in it. also i like to imagine her with some vocal tics. i dont imagine her with tourettes but just a small tic disorder. i think she mostly does like clicking sounds and hums… not any words or anything :) also i feel like her eyesight is just constantly getting worse and worse. i imagine she’s legally blind but still it gets worse. when she’s older like maybe her 50s or 60s she goes blind and just relies on only sensing ppls chakra to know who’s around w/o asking. i mean she heavily relies on that anyways even when she does have eyesight.. i like to just think she uses it a lot instead of straining her eyes when her prescription starts changing.

uhm and for sasuke some more team taka centred headcanons instead of just some hcs in general… i mean i’ll just state the obvious here because soooo many ppl tend to ignore this but. team taka are sasukes best friends…. not the rest of the konoha 12… so jot that one down. i feel like even when they branch off and do their own thing (again idk anything about boruto none of that is canon to me akshjshsjsjs so don’t be like “uhmm well actually 🤓🤓”) they like to keep in contact. even if not often they’ll send messages. i like to think if they’re aware they’re gonna end up being somewhere near-ish the others they’ll all go out of their way to pay a visit. uh also i DONT think this actually happened like it’s not a headcanon of mine but i do think the thought of suigetsu being sasukes first (very short term) bf is a funny thought…. it does not last tho cause anytime they’re tryna talk about sweet things and their thoughts sasuke just talks about naruto T.T again i dont actually headcanon that happening but it is a funny thought to me… uhm also i don’t particularly think there’s a moment in which this would end up happening but i do think that out of all of team taka sasuke trusts jūgo the most to just… have a personal conversation with. like he doesn’t go out of his way to ever talk about personal shit with him, but i think if a situation were to come up in which he had to/felt like he needed to i think jūgo would be the one he’d go to c:

most importantly no matter how much they do argue with each other team taka does all love eachother.. and they certainly stay friends for life. even if they don’t talk much i think they will all always consider them a group of friends that they can just send messages to without the thought of it being strange after it being so long. it doesn’t even have to be some kind of important message either. just a little random message whenever they think of it.

[eurekq]

>be me >today i will make a height chart for my da protags and their love interests >okay maybe ill make it an outfit and color reference too >well i dont want it to be too boring to look at >draw this

so here we are with all my sweet little ladies and their lis :]!!! from left to right: cassie cousland, marian hawke and anders, aoife lavellan and cullen, rhiannon tabris and alistair, cecelia hawke and fenris, melly cadash and sera

LOTS of extra stuff under the cut!!!

lovely da protag templates are from marian churchland!

dear sweet cassie, partaker in the forbidden non-romantic alistair marriage that the game never knows how to acknowledge. very much the definition of gaslight gatekeep girlboss. and by that i mean a genuinely bad person in the sense that she tends to toy with peoples feelings. had an extremely public affair with anders during the events of awakening. It takes a good 5 years for her and alistairs marriage to be anything even approaching functional. extremely savvy, ambitious, and charismatic; a great politician and an extremely effective ruler. morrigan is her closest friend in the world (yes i know i never had her in my party. thats because im bad at video games and needed a healer.) and they’re like sisters.

my default hawke. 6′2, buff as shit, slept her way through half of her friends before finally settling with anders. she’s a blood mage and her first use of blood magic was during a particularly nasty fight where she got speared through the stomach. she carves herself up for mana; anders puts her back together. does things in anger and impulse and then regrets them (see: giving isabela to the arishok, never reconciling with carver after leandras death). mean if you dont know her, intensely protective if you do, but takes betrayal extremely poorly. constantly taking action, even if it doesn’t turn out very well; she is physically incapable of being a bystander. her and anders are my fave da couple ever... ask me about my post da2 hcs <3 theyre happy and have a daughter named bethany :] she punched cullen in the mouth at the end of da2 so hard that it left that scar.

literally is there anything like your first dai playthrough being an elf. aoife is... remarkably well realized in my brain for a character who’s life began as my friend chanting “goth elf! goth elf! goth elf!” over my shoulder while i was in character creator. very affable and friendly, but extremely politically adept with a capability for subterfuge that even she isn’t fully comfortable with. huge history buff. solas was like a big brother to her and her faith was extremely important to her so trespasser was crushing. very curious, especially about magic; definitely learned some blood magic from hawke after hearing dorian and solas talk about it. dorian is her closest platonic friend, but cullen is her rock. as in he is literally so normal compared to everything else that happens to her and she loves him for it. also her and hawke are friends and a scenario that lives rent free in my mind is them hanging out while anders and cullen attempt to kill each other in increasingly looney toons-esque ways in the background. she turned out remarkably pretty for an inquisitor... look at her

....and that’s it for my canon timeline. onto the secondary timeline!

DEAR SWEET RHIANNON. 4′8 powerhouse with a sword longer than she is tall. i first played rhiannon with a friend who was very new to rpgs and she picked all of the mean dialogue options because she thought they were funny, which led to me discovering that alistair reacts oddly and kind of hilariously well to being made fun of by a female warden pre-duncan dying. rhiannon is fun in that she literally gives no shits about conflict avoidance; if you start something with her, she’ll see it through. disliked alistair on principle and poked fun at him when they first met, but after the events at ostagar bonded to him extremely strongly. very close to him pretty much at the exclusion of all her other companions. extremely strong willed, laughs loud and smiles wide, no real concept of subterfuge except for when she’s hiding her own pain, generally goes in the path of least resistance if it gets to her goal faster. #1 arl eamon hater. she looks pretty different when i draw her compared to how she looked ingame but this screenshot of her doing the like. dead deer tinder profile pic pose is extremely powerful

cecelia is the truest tragic hawke that i’ve played (rip cecelia. you had the misfortune to exist in the warden alistair timeline). lost carver, lost bethany in the deep roads, lost her mother, believes that fenris has left her. act 2; a real rough ride for cecelia. aside from all the tragedy, she’s tough as nails, direct, and extremely blunt. very cautious in combat, even more so since she lost both carver and bethany. plans upon plans upon plans and prefers to strike unseen and unheard from the shadows. DEEPLY in love with fenris, best friends with isabela and merrill. aware of anders affection for her and keeps some distance for both their sakes; after the chantry explosion she helps him fake his own death on the condition that she never sees him again. when terrible things are not constantly happening she has a very dry wit, part of the reason her and fenris get along so well. too many bad things happen to her for someone with such nice thighs and such a stylish cape. her save file had some weird bugs with companion like.... staring???? in weird directions???

the absolute energy here. she also turned out very pretty in inquisition.

melly is easily my most powerful da oc. not in terms of in-universe power (although sword and board reaver is like. unkillable.) but in the sense that she is a catholic (read: andrastian) mid-40′s widowed mobster milf. she’s very close to cassandra and vivienne and consults them for advice before she goes to her actual advisors. even she was surprised by her relationship with sera; she finds sera’s unique sense of humor very charming and really likes pulling silly pranks with her as a reprieve from her everyday life. when she’s not with sera, she tends to be very pragmatic and logical when making decisions for the inquisition and has a very defined sense of purpose. she takes her role as both as the inquisitor and the herald of andraste very seriously. she’s very warm and soothing to be around during off hours and random inquisition members will often drift towards her for life advice. first draft of her and sera in this drawing had sera wearing this

[m00n-arin]

Skin marks of the obey me! Characters (like freckles, moles, scars etc.)

Yeah, this is cause i have skin marks but i never thought of them as imperfections, without them i wouldnt be me, one very specific mark on my left hand is the only reason i know my left form my right. Some skin marks, like moles and birthmarks are beautiful but make people feel insecure, even when they shouldnt. And i feel, the best part of meeting someone is seeing those little “imperfections” that make them unique.

Lucifer

I dont have to say this again, he has scars on his back and neck.

He used to be self conscious because of the origins but he has grown to like them.

Thats lowkey cause he heard that someone felt scars tell incredible stories.

Still rather not show them, thats why he never takes his shirt of.

Also stress related acne on his chest and back, which he keeps touching!!, LUCIFER STOP.

Mammon

He has some very small scars on his hands, because he does a lot of things and tends to be careless

He also has moles on his scalp, hands (on his left hand he has one near his middle finger nail, other in the base of his ring finger and on his right hand he has one on his wrist) and on the back of his left ear.

They are tiny and not noticable and he doesn’t care about them.

He also has one (1) scar on his leg that has been there since forever and there is no one that knows where it comes from.

Leviathan

Freckles.

Not normal sun freckles either but oddly colored freckles. Like fish freckles.

Hated them, but has learned to accept them.

On good days, but he does feel down cause of the sometimes.

Do kiss each freckles until he learns to love them, yes.

He also has various swimming related rashes at times. He complains about them ALL the time and he actually tries to take precautions against them.

Oh, and acne scars, obvs.

Satan

Cafe au lait spots on his arms (yes, i am only saying this cause i have them, leave me alone)

He also has a very big birth mark on his back which he used to hate cause it reminded him of his dad Lucifer.

Now he owns it, and no one even thinks of making fun of him, cause it looks amazing.

Also, he has a very long scar across his back, nearly following his spine, this is due to his demon form tail. Unlike lucifer, he never had a problem with this scar, he sees them as a sign of his true nature, which he no longer denies. He’s grown so much, i love ‘im.

Asmo

He actually does not have any freckles or moles or even scars.

He takes upmost care of his skin and even then his skin is smooth.

He has a tiny heart near his right eye, its pink and no one knows what it is. But it’s cute, and it fits his ✨ aesthetic ✨

He does have dimples.

He loves them, they got him so many compliments when he was little. And still do,haha

Beelzebub

Bug bites, so many bug bites.

Also a lot of scars, because he does a lot of physical work. All of them shallow too, he doesnt even notice when he has new ones.

And strech marks, his back is very broad beacuse of his muscles.

He a strong man, yall, he got strech marks,

On the human world, he got a tans quite fast. A week and he has a farmer’s tan.

Belphegor

Three moles near his left eyes. (Which i always forget to draw oops)

Eye bags, like deep eye bags.

Little bastard has a real smooth skin due to the amount of time he sleeps.

He is awfully pale and you can see the blue of his veins through it.

And he has those cow marks on his back and chest, tho sometimes the are lighter than other times.

Gets freckles easily when under the sun. He “hates” them 🙄 he actually likes them but doesn’t want to admit it.

Diavolo

Like Beel, he has strech marks on his back.

i don’t remember why, or who but someone planted this idea and i just, i just know that he used to have a tail and now he has a scar in its place.

Two moles on his neck, tried to make a vampire joke but they to far apart.

Also, other moles on his forearms, try connecting them like little dots, it’s cute AND fun.

Barbatos

I cant think of him having any marks, freckles or moles, really.

He takes care of his skin and he is really careful about not hurting himself.

He does have blisters on his fingers sometimes, but thats about it.

Solomon

Being immortal doesnt mean he’s invulnerable, so he has a lot of scars throught his body.

They are covered by tattos so you have to focus to see them.

More moles on his torso and arms that you can count.

Used to have a birth mark but it faded and never came back.

Simeon

Sun kissed freckles all over his face, arms, shoulders, anywhere where the sun hits.

They say each freckle is a kiss of an angel, so let’s just say he is very loved.

Man has impossibly smooth skin, he has no acne whatsoever.

Has some tiny moles on the back of his shoulders, 5 to be exact.

Luke

Again, sun kissed freckles.

Other than that, he has a smooth and clear skin without much moles and whatnot.

He does have one on the base of his skull but it’s covered by his hair.

[strangemagicked]

Anon said: what are your favorite fun facts about each of your ocs?

I don’t think you understand how LONG of an answer this is gonna be but ,,,, 

o k a y 

Note: I have 53 Ocs attached to this blog SO this is going under a readmore lmao (yes this took me three days to answer, shhhhh)

Also, these aren’t all my ‘favorite’ fun facts; they’re just ....normal fun facts because wow i  dont have favorites lmao

Alice ( Alice in Wonderland )

She drinks at least two cups of tea day.

Akemi ( Big Hero 6 )

No matter how good she is at computers, she still messes up long division  

Alyssa ( Seuss )

She cuts her own hair, but never more than a trim.

Amber ( Trolls )

She has a scar on her feet from a bee sting.

Annella ( J&tcch )

She’s made her own glasses for her to wear in her cat form.

April ( Mia & Me )

Her main pet snake is named Sup

Ares ( Harry Potter )

She has a pencil on her no matter what her outfit or anything 

Arlo ( Dt17 )

Has a scar on his left hand on his thumb’s knuckle. Doesn’t know how he got it.

Ash ( Dt17 )

Ash stole one of donald’s shirts and made it into a pillow case

Aspen ( Otgw )

Her outfit in the unknown does not match her outfit outside of it. No I will not explain further.

Aura ( Atla )

Always wears her hair up; but it goes almost to her knees when it is down.

Aurore ( Dt17 )

She normally wears chunky heels.

Ava ( Supernatural )

She has a card that says she is legally allowed to have her crossbow on her at all times. She keeps it in her shoe that way she always has it.

Bai ( Raya )

He has a necklace with Sisu on it; they’re more common than I think raya realized

Beck (Phineas and Ferb)

Has a butterfly clip she keeps in her pocket

Bianca ( Frozen )

She has a higher tolerance for the cold due to being frozen for so long

Bo ( Jwcc )

His spirit guide is a Compy; hence why Arrow took such a liking to him

Crevan ( Hunger Games )

Has a southern accent in modern verses, but lacks an accent in her default verse

Caelan ( Ever After High )

Has a small birthmark that sorta looks like an arrow if you squint.

Candy Hearts ( Mlp )

Is part deer and part pony. She tried to find her birth parents to no avail 

Caramel Cosmos ( Mlp )

Instead of snapping to use her chaos powers, she taps her hoof

Caroline ( Strange Magic )

Her wings let off a gentle pink glitter. It’s similar to love potion in looks.

Cheshire ( Fandomless )

They have many tattoos; including all four suits somewhere on their body

Clarke Navada ( Arthur Christmas )

She replaces the mistletoe on her shirt every three days to keep it fresh

Constance ( Poto )

If ya can’t tell, her and Christine look a lot alike. However, they do not act the same at all, except for their passion and drive

Cyra ( Animaniacs )

Is she just a recolor of yakko? Maybe. But she was never meant to be. Her animator was just really tired of designing and under a lot of pressure by that point

Derek ( Fandomless )

His fiancé died and he blames himself :) Also he has a flask with their name on it

Elliot ( Animaniacs )

Really wants to fly. Has a slight fear of heights. 

Eros ( Descendents)

They do have some wonderland magic to them, but their charm and ability to get people to do stuff for them is just their natural ability. It’s not magic.

Felix ( Camp Camp )

Carries a pocket knife on him at all times. Yes, even in his PJs

Gabby ( Treasure Planet )

Has an older brother & a younger sister. Neither of which realize that she is such a major criminal. 

Gisel (  Ladybug  )

Has a habit of omitting the truth in order to not lie. She will allow people to draw what should be obvious conclusions from what she says, although the obvious conclusion is never the right conclusion

Hatter ( Fandomless )

Tends to speak in riddles, but honestly, no one knows why. Not even he knows why he does.

Jacklyn ( Tim Burton/horror )

You can see her lungs through her ribs! Because while her skin and muscle has begun to dissipate, her organs have not! 

Jordan ( Supernatural )

Always has a cloth tucked into her jeans pocket to use incase she needs it

Katie ( Penn Zero )

Does not have a tail like her father, but does have red eyes like him! 

Killian Jr ( Tangled )

The streak of teal in his hair is natural, and he has his father’s freckles too

Kit ( Animaniacs )

Subtitles appear when they speak in a different language than English. ( Even then, sometimes subtitles will appear for that too)

Lore ( Seuss )

She sewed all of her own clothes ! 

Mica ( Steven Universe )

Has no scars or birthmarks! 

Morty ( Rick and Morty Inspired )

Carries a full eyeshadow palette in his backpack

Nobody ( Seuss )

Anything relating to JoJo is my favorite. but also since i doubt anyone is reading this far; Nobody’s birthname was Mollie Noel Joy. Nobody doesn't know this.

Nia ( Supernatural )

She still has her wings, and her grace. Although, she never uses her angelic powers.

Petal ( Httyd )

Her full name is Petronilla ! 

Rita ( Gravity Falls )

like her father, she keeps a journal. However, hers is less scientific and more personal.

Sahar ( Fandomless )

The first ghost she communicated with was when she was three! 

Seine ( Animal Crossing/nitw, Horror )

Keeps the door to their basement locked with two padlocks

Skyler ( Horror )

Keeps three backup chargers on them

Sunny ( Rotg )

She has a faint glow to her that will change tint from red to yellow to orange depending on her feelings

Tj ( Camp Camp )

It’s real candy in their hair that they glued in with a hot glue gun

Valerie ( Dt17 )

Doesn’t know that donald has that thing with his voice until season 2

Walker ( Horror )

His eyes are yellow, and they reflect like cat’s

Wild Princess ( Adventure Time )

If she were to ever be completely rid of the crown, she’d die from radiation poisoning 

Willow (trolls)

Lost her sight in her one eye during the escape from the troll tree

Xia (White Snake)

She smokes human essence not actual smoke 

[softboyscully]

Public School Stuff I Wanted to Share

public school is both beautiful and horrifying am i right

so ill just go by the grades i guess

Kindergarten, first year

i did kindergartden at a catholic school in a relativly big city so this one’s got some shit

we went to church every wednesday, me and best friend (lost track of her when we moved, wish we’d stayed in touch, she was awesome) would giggle the whole time, pretty sure we made fun of jesus once, can’t remember why, possibly the hair

i had the nicest teacher, she was (as i remember her) young, blonde, and super sweet, that was the first and last year i ever had naptime

SPEAKING of naptime

i never slept during it

once i found what i remember being a nut of some sort on the ground, probably came off someone’s shoe

i grab it, turn to sarah (my best friend), say something about putting it up my nose

sarah, apparently having common sense, says, “no dont do it!! we’re supposed to be sleeping!!”

i put it up my fucking nose

try to get it out, just push it farther in

im crying a little bit now, that shit hurts

go up to my teacher

“you’re supposed to be asleep!”

“i have a nut up my nose and it wont come out”

teacher tries to get it out, but it wont budge

just. sends me back to my mat

that was it

the art room was tiny

like re-purposed broom closet tiny

there was a copy of the mona lisa in the hallway, someone had drawn ray bans on it with a pencil, never got replaced

there was a creepy-ass basement i went down to after school, we ate cheeseballs and sandwiches with some kind of meat, mayo, and that kinda yellow bread

someone broke his leg down there once, think an older kid threw him at the ceiling or something

we learned how to play Silver Bells with actual bells in music class

Kindergarten, second year

i remember these two teachers as the evil step sister-type look, but it might be my little kid imagination

but seriously they were horrible

we learned stuff in a room that was more middle-school styled, except everything was green or black and it was v dark

me and sarah attained a new friend, john

honestly i think we would’ve stayed friends for a while if i didnt move away

i have two vivid memories

one is of me really wanting to go home, so i walked by the teacher’s desk and did a fake sneeze

they laughed at me and told me to go sit back down

the other is  john leaning his chair back and then falling, so me and sarah went to help him back up

it was funny, so he did it again

and again

me and sarah were laughing, had the time of our lives

after the maybe fifth time the teachers said “john can get back up by himself. sit down and stay there.”

one of the reasons we moved was bc i got sent a letter from my fourth grade buddie

most of the words weren’t spelled correctly, many letters were backwards

my mother was horrified

ofc now we know it was probably a learning disability 

1st grade

this is when i moved

beginning of school i was ASTOUNDED we didnt have uniforms, one of the best things ever to happen to me

nothing wrong with this teacher, she was cool

thing is i was a little shit

told everyone my dogs died (they did but i was maybe three when it happened, i remember it not)

all my personal narratives were bullshit (only one sticks in my memory, wrote it about celebrating christmas AND hanukkah with my dad’s friends who were jewish, i have never even met those friends)

had a crush on this kid, best friend (she was terrible and helped wreck me emotionally) told me to kiss him in music class. me being a stupid ass bitch, i did it, aND HE GOES TO THE TEACHER AND CALLS ME OUT. at the end of class she gets both of us to stay for a bit, AND I DENYIED EVERYTHING. i walked across the fucking classroom, kissed him on the cheek, ran away giggling, told my teacher i didn’t do anything, AND GOT AWAY WITH IT. i’ve embarrassed myself further with this child but thats another story

2nd grade

i loved this teacher but honestly he was absolute shit

like. all he did was play the guitar and sing with us

never actually taught us stuff???

middle of the year, my mom goes in for a parent-teacher conference, he tells her i dont pay attention is math.

“what do you mean?”

“she doesn’t listen, she just takes out a book and starts reading.”

“........have you.... tried taking the book away?”

“sure, i could try that.”

“o....kay”

he also told her i’d be a girl who’d grow up to love spellcheck (which i do lmao)

like ???? why not just??? teach me to spell????

there was this one dude who one day showed up, gave me a pink stuffed cat, and then asked me where i lived

funniest thing was he lived on the same street as me

something that is vivid in my memory is showing up to class one day and realizing that i was wearing my regular clothes over my pajamas

also we had fish

every day someone else was in charge of feeding them

one of the times it was my job, i grab the fish food and walk over to the tank only to find all of the fish floating on the top

i screamed “THE FISH CAN FLY?!?!?!?!?!”

everyone ran over, all of us scarred for life when Mr. G walks over and goes in the most normal voice ever “no theyre dead”

we held a funeral

the cause of death is still undetermined

3rd grade

this year just draws a blank for me

all i know is that whoever the teacher was, they neglected to teach me how to tell time from a clock

also we learned the Cotten Eyed Joe dance in gym around here

4th grade

i had two teachers this year

one was the same one from 1st grade, the other one was a total bitch

made a girl named hannah ball her eyes out once, never apologized

i was (and am) and avid reader, so my reading skills were high above average

instead of being proud of me she told me i was weird, not normal, and too smart for a 4th grader, so i MUST be cheating. 

she was the start of a lot of self confidence issues for me ngl

this was around the time i went and got tested for ADHD (me and my grandmother almost broke down on the highway but thats another story), Mrs. M (the nice one) was super supportive when i told her why i was leaving early but Ms. S (bitch) told me ADHD wasn’t real and i just wanted to be special for once

she sucked, Ms. S

5th grade

this is getting super long so this’ll be the last one i do

but my teacher..... Mr. F was A+++++

he legitimately taught me math

we had i guess like,,, a buddie class we switched with sometimes

the teacher of that class was Mrs. R, who had crazy red hair and many freckles

at one point she referenced a meme and my entire class started screaming

also there was another Mrs. S (to differentiate this one will be called Mrs. Su)

she was kind of crazy

she was the astronomy teacher and she told us many times that the moon landing was faked

once she handed out sunscreen and had everyone put it on their whole body (this was in december, fyi)

Mr. F also hosted an ‘archeological dig’ which sounds cool but in reality he had a bunch of arcade prizes from his childhood buried in little flower pots we dug into with plastic spoons

also heres some stuff i cants pinpoint the time of/happened in multiple grades:

someone held a who-can-scream-the-most-like-a-goat contest

a guy named Makenzie won

remember we planned it while the teacher left the classroom so the teacher walks back in and one by one everyone in the room starts screaming, there was some applause, a few kids got a standing ovation

we cleaned out our desks in the middle of the year, i found 3 socks and a dog treat in mine

like how the fuck did any of those things get there

and where’s the fourth sock

b o t t l e f l i p p i n g

but no seriously there were at least five water bottles stuck in the ceiling in the cafeteria

my sorta friend charlie was obsessed with paper airplanes

one time he might’ve broken the world record for longest time in the air but he was counting in his head and it was at recess so there was no video

four square and gaga ball would be played no matter the setting, time, or conditions and it was super competitive

like if you could get to king in four square you got the everlasting respect of everyone

and everyone was super educated on four square special rules, special plays, that kinda shit

no but guys i grew up with bus stop, candy store, haunted house on mondays, haunted mansion on fridays, zombies was fair game unless it was Zach, Ryan, Chrissy or Vee

me and one other guy named andrew were the only known pjo fans, had the time of our LIVES making refrences

“HEY ANDREW IM NOBODY”

“I HAVE WAITED YEARS FOR YOU, NOBODY, COME HERE AND FACE YOUR DEATH”

“hey annabeth, i thought you looked like a princess when i first saw you. i printed out a picture you sent me casually and kept it with me. i snuck along on a quest so i could save you, endangering myself immensely. i held the sky for you. when you talk about your crush on luke, i get jealous. beckendorf understood, but hes dead.”

“ikr we’re literally the best of friends”

“RIGHT”  

also the first time we finished mark of athena we were in the same classroom and we individually dropped the book, stood up, looked at each other, and screamed “WELL FUCK YOU TOO RICK RIORDAN”

[ahkaraii]

I saw your trigun comic this morning and I just wanna say holy crap that was hotter then I expected. Ive always liked the concept of orgasms across mental bond but never found something that really showed how I thought it should be till I saw the comic. I DONT EVEN GO TO THIS FANDOM!!!! (I tried to share it with friends but the Tumblr killed it. Curse u Tumblr)

ohhh tumblr flagged it ripp (tumblr is Exhausting but twitter is also a hellscape, alll i wanna do is post my smut in peace aguhgh... time to slink back to anon kink memes in shame u__u)

I’m glad you liked the comic!!! i had a lot of fun drawing it :D i have a Lot Of Feels about plant physiology and their apparently natural body-and-mind-melding abilities, and what implications that must have for Vash, who is so desperate to be human and rejects his plant body so hard he literally permits it to be mutilated for 150 years without healing to the point where he is just a big walking scar, and what it might’ve meant to him that Wolfwood loved that body anyway, wanted to try out plant stuff with him in a positive light, made a kinky joke of it, until it felt normal, until it WAS normal, and Vash who had hated his inhuman body came to be marginally closer to it thanks to that, only for Wolfwood to-- well--

ahhhhhhh----

I have too many Trigun feels still 😩

[nam00n]

diabolik lovers tag game

Rules: Answer the questions and tag anyone else you wish to see participate~ Also tag me ( @vampiretsuki ) ​ if you do this because I would love to read your answers~

i was tagged by @everything-laito thank you again corn !! 🥺

Who would you rather take to a night club, Carla or Azusa? 

well ive never been to a night club (i dont even want to go but nvm) but since i have to choose, maybe carla ?? i think i would just get lost w azusa and it might be safer to go w carla

In a Science test would you copy Yuma’s test or Ayato’s test?

oh god i hate science 💔 and i d o u b t that ayato would be good at it so yuma

Would you rather have Kino and Azusa or Shin and Laito, as your Butlers?

LAITO and shin. yes. laito. absolutely. butlers are hot, i love them. knowing laito, he would do some,,, questionable things but im gonna go w it. what am i supposed to do ?? say no to him ??

Go on a date with Reiji at an Aquarium or go on a date with Subaru at a Cafe instead?

omg ive never been to an aquarium !! i would love to go there !! cafe dates are cute as hell too but aquariums 🥺 and reiji must know a thing or two about them so i can learn too, thats a win-win situation for me

Would you rather go support/see Kou at one of his Concerts or go support/see Shu at one of his Violin Performances?

ah i love kou but i cant take crowded and loud places so :( and listening to shu playing violin just sounds so calming, i will go w shu

In a Math Project would you team up with Ruki and Shin or with Reiji and Yuma? Who would fight less with each other? 

AH YES IM NOT GOOD IN MATHS EITHER. i think i would rather be w reiji and yuma ?? i kinda like both of them and i dont know much about shin,,,, but i think ruki and shin would fight less ?? idk ruki just doesnt seem like a person you could fight w

Who would you put your bets on, Kanato eating the most chocolates or Ayato eating the most Takoyaki? 

ayato. definitely ayato. he just loves takoyakis so much. and eating too many sweets can cause you an upset stomach and i do not want to see how kanato is screaming and crying ❤️

Sleep in Carla’s room, Subaru’s room or in Shu’s room? (You have the room to yourself, they aren’t there) Would you peak on their stuff?

subaru sleeps in a coffin so thats a big no from me. shus room actually looks really comfy ?? and i love the colors and all so shus room !! and no i dont think i would, i dont want to make shu angry so no thank you

You’re a princess of the Victorian era! Your father has ordered that you have a bodyguard.. who would you choose as your personal bodyguard, Laito or Kou?

god, if like 2 years ago i had to answer this question, that would be one of the hardest things to do bc i used to love kou so so much. but now laito is the one whos the closest to my heart so him. yes. bodyguard laito. jesus maybe thats a bad decision but nvm i love it 🤪🤪

Would you prefer to have Kino in his bat form as your pet or Shin in his wolf form as your pet instead?

I LOVE BATS sometimes i see them in the morning bc i wake up early and theyre cute 🥺 but !! shin is his wolf form looks so cuddly and soft so i choose him. would he bite me if i wanted to pet him? abso-fucking-lutely. would that stop me? no, never

Break a fight between Kou and Ayato or between Laito and Kanato?

LAITO IS SO HOT WHEN HES ANGRY OMG but im scared of kanato 🤧 i would normally choose laito however i do not want kanato to scream at me so kou and ayato. that will be interesting too

Who would you kiss on the cheek, who would you kiss on the forehead and who would you kiss on the eyelids? Options: Ruki, Subaru, Azusa

azusa deserves kisses on the forehead and nobody can prove me wrong. eyelids kisses seem really soft so subaru. and that leaves the cheek kisses to ruki

Take care of Shu and Reiji in their Chibi form or take care of Subaru and Kino in their Chibi form?

SHU AND REIJI. its so cute to imagine a mini reiji being annoyed w mini shu while hes just trying to sleep. MAYBE EVEN POKING HIS SIDE W A LITTLE ITTY BITTY BROOM ?!?!! omg

Sing/Perform in public Laito’s Q.E.D Song or Reiji’s Mr.ButterflyMask song? 

I LOVE Q. E. D JESUS i cant sing BUT Q. E. D YES

Would you rather wear Ruki’s casual outfit or Yuma’s casual outfit?

yumas outfit is actually close to how im trying to dress like (modern vintage) so yuma !!

Go on a Vacation trip with Shu, Kino and Ayato at an Amusement park or go with Shin, Azusa and Subaru at a Water Amusement Park?

ive never been to an amusement park nor water amusement park but i think it would be more fun to go w shu, kino and ayato

Would you rather get lost in a forest with Reiji, Kino and Kou or with Ruki, Carla and Kanato?

once again, i do not want to be close to kanato in any possible way so reiji, kino and kou. i hope reiji would know what hes doing and during that i can be a scaredy cat w kino and kou

Who would you cook breakfast for? Who would you make a scarf for? and Who would you do a drawing for? Options: Kou, Azusa, Shu

i would love to make a scar for shu !! a very, very soft one. i would draw for azusa, he would really appreciate it and thats just melts my heart. and i would cook breakfast for kou. at least he would be happy (i really hope </3)

Participate in a Circus as Carla’s Knife thrower assistant or go to a Casino with Shin and be offered as a bet/reward by him in the Roulette Wheel game? (So if Shin looses you’ll be taken away by whomever won) 

CIRCUS. CIRCUS. I A D O R E CIRCUSES. ah i love them so so much. and lets hope carla wont kill me '''''''' accidentally ''''''"

Who would you rather catch by accident taking a shower, Yuma or Kanato?

YUMA. i dont even have to explain it. just yuma

it was fun, once again thank you corn for tagging me !!

i tag @lav-oh i would love to see your answers 💗

[beerecordings]

How Did JJ get out of mirror? Did Dark think something when meeting the other septic egos?If the idea of JJ and Wilford fighting in war together is also there how would he have acted different?If we throw in the idea of it always being the DA in a date with markiplier and a heist with markiplier how would some things might been with JJ?Abe if he met JJ again or the other skeptic egos? I am sorry if I'm bothering with all this and if you dont want to answer or come with ideas to all or any its ok

no, sounds great, thanks! hey you guys know I love nothing better thannnn

AU CONJURING

plus this idea of JJ as the DA is super fun hahaha

okay so we’ve got to bring the other egos in here somewhere right? So how did he get out of the mirror? Got to be Marvin. I bet Jameson’s mirror has long since been taken out of that old mansion and, after a long string of owners reporting that it was haunted and frantically selling it, it’s fallen into the hands of magicians, but not necessarily the good kind. Marvin finds the mirror after defeating an enemy who was using his magic for dark shit that was hurting people and he confiscates all the magic stuff he has… including this strange, ghostly mirror… the other magician believed there was some sort of spirit or demon inside and he was trying to find a way to use the power, but Marvin’s just like “aw, man, something’s stuck in there :( I gotta find a way to get this poor thing out, it’s probably been years…”

It takes a lot of research to find a spell that will work. the trap that keeps JJ contained is very powerful, still tethered to the power of the mansion spirit. but during the time that Marvin is trying to figure it out, he starts to get glimpses of the shadowy figure on the other side of the mirror… until finally, he sees Jameson himself

At first, Jameson is just this silent, emotionless figure, staring at Marvin from within the mirror, his eyes peeping out like he’s peering in from a doorway, so Marvin can only see his face and his hands gripping the side of the mirror before he draws away again. Marvin keeps going “hey, wait!” and jumping up to talk to him, but then Jameson vanishes back into nothingness. he’s too used to being trapped, too used to scared people and scary magicians, so he hides most of the time. but as Marvin continues to speak soothingly to him and work on finding the right spell in the same room as him, Jameson starts to show himself.

one day he finally even waves a hello and Marvin jumps up so excited he knocks over all his magic candles and nearly sets the house on fire, which actually makes Jamie giggle. Marvin is delighted!!! slowly, shyly, Jameson starts to speak to him in sign, and Marvin starts getting to know him! before long, he invites Jackie in to say hello, and then Chase, and then finally their resident magic-doubter, Hen. within the week, they’re all working their tails off to find a way to get Jameson out of the mirror.

yes!!!! oh finally an old spell from Japan for just this sort of occasion!! it took lot of translating but they’re going to try it out! and then boom - Jamie’s out

but he’s not quite….. the same as he was.

Human beings aren’t meant to be kept like that - more spirit than physical, intersected into magic and glass, filled up with a dark brand of magic for decades on end. Jameson seems to flicker like a mirage sometimes, and sometimes, it is impossible to touch him - he is ghostly and pale, intangible. he seems to have strange powers to do with time and transportation, but they have yet to figure out the extent, and Jameson fears that the magic he took on may be corrupt and black magic, which could hurt himself or others…

but for the time being, they just do their best to figure it out, cause he’s also really weak when he comes out of the mirror!! it’s been so long since he’s had a physical form and he’s also mentally scarred from that long in a mirror, even though time doesn’t work quite the same way in there. Henrik is like “i diagnose you with what the fuck??? so just sleep a lot and we’ll feed you so much food and I’ll give you some supplements and things, maybe some oxygen if you start to feel really bad, and everybody will take turns entertaining you and talking with you and we’ll get you back in tip top shape soon. you are like smoke more than human now but this will not stop me from looking after you, old man!!!”

(they all make old man jokes constantly when they find out how old he is. Jameson is starting to like these guys)

Dark’s first thought when meeting the egos would probably be “ugh Mark’s Irish friend looks a lot like…….. him….” and Mark’s like “who what are you talking about” and Dark goes “NOTHINGGGG IDIOT MAN DON’T U SPEAK TO MEEEEE” and Mark’s like “okay normal day just don’t fuck with Jack you asshole” and Dark whispers under his breath “I’ll do as I please” and Mark goes “what was that?” and Dark goes “NOTHING UGH” so yeah

but then Jameson actually shows up

Dark:

no hahaha he keeps his calm cool facade up but internally he is shaken to his core. how can he be here? how could this have happened? and meanwhile Jameson took one look at him and froze stiff behind his brothers, his breath caught in his throat, and he barely has the strength to reach out and grab Jackie’s sleeve. this is enough to alert all of them to the fact that something is wrong, and Jackie is instantly boxing him off from Dark, warning him back, keeping Jameson behind him. Jamie’s his little brother now, he’s not letting anything happen to his old man!!! but it turns out he doesn’t need to protect him - JJ flickers into a mirage and then vanishes, teleported away… they’ll find him sitting in his broken old mirror back home, hugging his legs to his chest, exhausted.

if we wanted to explain JJ as the Y/N in stuff like Date and Heist, that’s possible with teleportation and explained by Jameson’s need to get to the bottom of everything and understand what the hell is going on. so of course he lets that old snake invite him out - he’ll even dress up all suave and tell his friends he doesn’t know when he’ll be back. he’ll do whatever he has to to understand. and for some reason, Mark doesn’t even seem to realize anything is wrong. he just treats JJ like his old friend again. part of JJ is grateful for that… he can’t deny that he misses him and Mark and Dames being friends like they used to, even if Mark drew away from them in the last few months. Dark is pissed he plays along with his games, but Jameson doesn’t trust Dark, not for a second. “YOU’RE the one who trapped me!” scream his hands, and he resists the urge to attack him, more scared of Dark than he’s willing to admit. “Mark might be the cause of all this but he isn’t the one who stabbed me in the back and left me to rot in there!”

Dark stings from it. his anger at Jameson grows.

but Wilford?

oh, Jameson’s heart is full for the poor thing. as much as he’s unsure how Mark and Dark are still around, Wilford is the one who makes NO sense to him. he doesn’t know how he’s still alive - has to assume it’s the house’s magic somehow still sustaining him after that one dark night he sat guarding their body while the spirit world tried to devour everything within the house. if they were old war buddies, Wilford doesn’t remember, he just knows Jameson is… someone. Jameson, meanwhile, tries his best to treat him kindly, entertain him and be sweet to him. he’s not afraid of Wilford at all - he’s pretty sure he couldn’t be shot if he wanted to, given the weird mirage powers…

and Abe, well, he’s pretty much accepted the weirdness, right? he doesn’t understand and he never will, just like Wilford said. he’s probably just delighted to see his old partner!!!! he scoops Jamie up into a big hug and invites him out to get a drink sometime. Jameson hopes he’s pretty happy now, but he tries to keep Abe out of his own investigations….

Mark: what’s going on with your guy and mine?

Jack, downing another whiskey: that one’s not mine

Jameson, waving: :D

Mark: WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE’S NOT YOURS

Jack: HE JUST SHOWED UP OKAY -

[redwoodrroad]

🖊 !!!

!!! oh man i really wanna talk about morten because for all i draw of him i dont talk about him enough. here’s a pretty recent screenshot of him in Skyrim, the game i made him in:

his full name is Morten Alexander Iversen, and i originally made him uuuhhhh over 6 years ago, i dont really remember but it was the first time i played skyrim–i actually named him after the lead singer of A ha, Morten Harket lmao, because i wanted him to fully encapsulate that like Nordic / Norwegian vibe (and also at the time i had an obsession with a ha and lbr it never went away); his last name is just a name i found, and his middle name is a reference to my own last name!

some general info: he’s got shoulder-length black hair that he does fishtail braids with, one on either side of his head that follow the curve of his head until he reaches the back of his ears, and then he lets it down; he also has light blue eyes, a Pretty full beard, and several scars on his nose (they might be hard to see in that picture but i draw them pretty prominently). he’s probably about 7 feet tall in-game, but in any modern retelling i do with him, he’s about 6′2″. he also has a deep voice but no, like, traditional nordic accent. if you can imagine like an east coast accent that isnt quite southern, isnt quite northern, it’s like…. somewhere in there. in the game, he tends to wear heavy armor, but he prefers using a bow for most situations and then switches to a sword with his right hand and ice / fire magic with his left hand. i dont wanna fill up my followers’ dashboards, so if you’re interested in reading about him, i put it all under the read more! :D

so in the game, he’s a nord as i said, but he doesn’t completely align with the nords–i have an ENTIRE sociological mock-up of the culture of nords in skyrim, and to sum it up, they’re very conservative, theyre close-minded, and they dont care for people (even among their OWN people) with mental illness / disabilities, people who arent so much power- / dominance-oriented, or, say it with me now: gays. on that list, morten falls under all three! hat trick!! so he kind of keeps away from his brethren in that regard; he’s also a very quiet person overall and prefers to not be in big crowds or even in big open spaces, he really likes his solitude. which is tough when youre the dragonborn and everyone knows it rip

speaking of being dragonborn, i imagine that his dragon is like…. an entire personality within himself. not that it has really any agency, but it’s a nagging sensation that draws him towards what dragons want: power, money, sex, food, naps, etc. morten’s dragon is very dominant and wants morten to go all out–it wants him to fight everything, garner lots of wealth, reach a worldwide level of notoriety, and like anything else you can imagine a greedy, power-mongering dragon might want. morten himself, however, does not want any of that; he just wants to chill. so you can imagine the duality there, huh. more physically, his dragon is like an ice-oriented dragon, so morten’s shouts (while mechanically can be whatever he wants because it’s all in the game mechanics) in my mind always have a little twist of ice. he prefers the ice-oriented shouts, and anything else not related to ice will still have little ice particles come out (even if they might be melted by fire-oriented shouts). likewise, morten’s use of magic with his hands are always ice- or cold-oriented

beyond the dragon, he has terrible memory problems, and ive worked the canon amnesia into something of like…. a trauma response? it’s way too much to go into and also has to do with some of my personal childhood experiences, so for now we’re just gonna let it be shielded by amnesia; likewise, that sort of brain-haziness also applies to present memory-storing, and morten really has trouble remembering names, dates, conversations, and even situations even as he is adventuring through Skyrim. this also applies to processing issues–he for sure has dyslexia, and not just in reading; he might hear a sentence but parse out the words in a different order–and over-stimulation, which is really why he hates being around other people or even talking to other people for a long period of time. he also suffers from depression, anxiety, and paranoia, and because of all these mental things, he really found himself becoming drawn to the Prince that oversees this general sphere of mental health: Sheogorath. during that quest where the dragonborn helps him and pelagius inside pelgius’s mind, morten was incredibly drawn to sheo and in my mind took time to sit with sheogorath at the end of the quest just to chat because sheo made him feel like…. that haze that covers his brain just lifted and let him think clearly without the stressors of the outside world affecting him. even the dragon soul stopped yelling at him in that moment because it too was soothed by sheogorath’s presence. so with that, morten grows closer to sheogorath, and in my canon, they chill out a lot in skyrim haha

i also want to say that morten grew really close with the greybeards–particularly Arngeir. Arngeir, being really the only one who Could talk to morten and who always had such helpful wisdom for him, really became something of a father figure to morten, and without needing to, morten returns a lot to the temple to just chill with arngeir, he just loves him so much.

finally, i also wanna talk about his relationships: he becomes the thane of Whiterun first and meets Lydia, and they become absolute bros. later down the line, he meets a guy (havent figured out who it is yet, might end up being an OC) who he falls for a little, and they have a thing for a long time–until this guy starts becoming really abrasive with morten and displays such a lacking in understanding of morten as someone with mental illness, so he leaves–and he’s replaced later by the beautiful and adorable Erik the Slayer, whom morten meets as the dragonborn normally does in Rorikstead, and after he gives erik’s father money for erik’s armor, and after a few months when he returns to find erik trying to become a hired mercenary, morten asks him to join him in adventuring. it takes some time, but there’s a mutual crush, there are late-night chats under the stars, drunken storytelling that involves coming-out stories and previous bad or silly relationships, and eventually a big gay kiss. and of course, a marriage in the temple of mara. i may or may not have had to hack the game with console commands to let morten marry him because he wasnt romance-able but we’re here now and they live together in the Lakeside Mansion just outside Falkreath. morten also meets Serana during the Dawnguard dlc and becomes bros with her too (and introduces her, the raging lesbian, to lydia, the rampant bisexual, and you know).

sheo is still a huge influence on morten’s life, and there are TONS of silly instances where both erik and sheo have to sit in a room together and just kind of accept the fact that on one hand morten is sleeping with an actual terrifying daedric prince and on the other hand morten is married to a boring mortal and not a fun daedric prince, can you guess which one of them holds which opinion

so right now, morten is happily married to the love of his life, he has some pals livin it up with him in the upstairs bedrooms and a prince who visits him occasionally, and his little farm is full of chickens and cows and horses and a library tower full of books and a full garden outside WITH BEES, and hes just living his best life !

thank you for asking!! i hope you enjoyed reading about my boy!! he’s my blog icon, and i love him so much. also feel free to check out my “morten tag” tag if you want to see like general vibes about him, aesthetic posts, meme shit that reminds me of him or might be something he would do or like, and art ive made that features him! and thank you again ;u;

[galoismyhimbo]

1-97 for Emily! Do them all.

akdjsasdas I wont back down from this, anon.

SO BUCKLE UP KIDDOS THIS GONNA BE A LONG ASS REPLY

1. What is their favourite food?

Probably, pancakes. Just plain ol’ pancakes with syrup, its simple and thats why she loves it.

2. Do they have a fear of an animal? If so, what animal?

Emily has a HUGE phobia of spiders. She see’s one across the room, she’s already setting the place on fire to kill it.

3. What do they wear to bed?

In the summer, just some shorts and a baggy shirt. In the winter, a star wars onsie.

4. Do they like cuddling?

yES! She is a slut for cuddling

5. Do they have a secret handshake with anyone?

Nope. At least not yet.

6. What do they look like?

Long, dark brown hair. Light brown eyes, pale skin, scarred face and body. Buff af, shoulders are bit wider than her hips. Wish i had a full body reference lmao.

7. Do they like chocolate?

Yep!

8. What are their good and bad traits?

Good: Loyal, lowkey softy, brave, perseverance, and has a strong will to protect the innocent.

Bad: impulsive, big ego, holds in her anger till she explodes, and reckless

9. Do they have any artistic talent?

Yeah, shes drawn in her free time and has gotten pretty good.

10. What is their favourite room to be in, in the house they live in?

Her bedroom. Just laying in bed, watching tv or something. She likes the quiet and seclusion. 

11. Do they believe in luck?

Ye

12. Can they do magic?

Nope

13. Do they believe in dragons?

No, but there’s always the child in her that does.

14. What is a pet peeve of theirs?

When people chew loudly or talk with their mouth full.

15. What was the last thing they cried about?

umm… depends on where she is in her life. If I stick to the events of FC5, then after she woke up in the bunker with Joseph.

16. What is their sexuality?

Birom Ace 

17. Do they have a best friend? If so, who, and what makes them their best friend?

Sharky is her best friend. She loved his dumbassery, cause shes a dumbass too at heart. So they would just run around causing havoc for the cult.

Her other best friend is @deputydonewithyall​‘s Hope. They are really gay for each other and are REALLY close. Emily really is dating her best friend. :^)

18. Have they ever been in a romantic relationship?

Yep, with Hope Pillar. And they still are. Cause you know what brings people together? Shared trauma.

19. What does their relationship with their family look like? Are they close? Distant? Ect.

She used to be close to her family and relatives. But over time she drifted away, especially after her father died. When he did, she left to Montana after her brother was able to live on his own. She’s only seen them on some holidays.

20. Do they have a pet?

Fangs for hire basically.

21. Do they have a familiar?

No. But if she picked one it would be a leopard lmao

22. Are they a supernatural being?

Nope.

23. How do they usually wear their hair?

Usually down, but she also wears it in a ponytail. She looks great in one.

24. Can they play an instrument? If so, what instrument and what can they play?

Nope.

25. What type a high schooler are/were they?

Average. She did well in school, but she wasn’t in any clubs. She just wanted out.

26. Have they ever been in a physical fight before? If so, with who? Who won?

Yep. With many during the fight with the cult lmao.

27. What is their favourite holiday?

Christmas, she LOVES it

28. If they could have one wish, what would they wish for?

For everything to be normal again, no more cult, no more pain. Just her old life back. :^)

29. Do they wants kids? If they already have kids, do they want more?

She’s not opposed to having kids. And she gets one eventually. But she doesn’t want it :^) my bunker story explains that LMAO

30. Do they have a job?

Deputy

31. Do they know how to drive?

Ye, she’s a great driver

32. Do they get stressed out easily?

Nope, not really

33. Did they ever dye their hair before? If so, to what colour? Did they like it?

Nope.

34.Have they ever broken the law?

Before the cult? No. Well she’s gone over the speed limit but thats it lmao

35. Do they own a plant?

Who got time for that

36. Have they ever rode a horse before?

No but she wants to so badly.

37. What is their favorite gif?

38. Do they get along with others easily?

Not really, but she tries her hardest

39. Do they have any tattoos?

Nah, but she’s not opposed to it

40. If I wanted to draw them, what would be distinct physical features that I would have to know to draw them correctly?

She has a pretty strong jawline, her gaze is sharp. She just has strong facial features in general i think; plus the scar on her left eyebrow and the one going across the right side of her face makes her badass.

41. What is their favourite breed of dog?

Bernese Mountain dog

42. Do they live with anyone? If so, who?

Not currently, but in the future she lives with Hope

43. Where is their dream vacation?

Going to anywhere in Europe in the winter honestly

44. Do they know more than one language?

Nope.

45. Are they a quick learner?

Yeah, she can adapt quickly.

46. Have they ever won a contest before? If so, what for? What did they win?

Emily won a drawing contest in like 3rd grade. She got a badge and everything, she was so proud of herself.

47. If the world were to end in 24 hours, where would they be and who would they be with?

They would go up onto a mountain with Hope, Sharky, and Boomer. And they’d just hang out till the last moment. Those three are the most important to her, and she would spend her last moments with them over anything else. 

48. What does their room look like?

Her floor is clean, but any desk in her room is covered in things. She lowkey a mess

49. If they could have an extinct animal for a pet, what would they have?

A Tasmanian Tiger

50. If they got called out by someone, what would they do?

Throw hands. Only if it was really bad lmao

51. Have they ever shot a gun before?

Ye, many times before

52. Have they ever been axe throwing?

No. But take her on a date to one and she’ll be all yours 

53. What is something that they want but can’t have?

Her sanity back :^) shit goes down in my story

54. Do they know how to fish?

Yeah, she’s actually pretty good. And she finds it relaxing

55. What is something they always wanted to do but too scared?

Go on roller coasters. She fears them but man, they look like fun to her and she feels like she’s missing out.

56. Do they own their own baby pictures?

Actually yeah, she keeps photos back at her apartment. She also has a photo of her, her siblings, and her dad years before he died in her pocket.

57. What makes them standout among others?

In all honesty, her brute force. She is a buff gal, and could handle herself in a fight, even playing dirty. If given the chance, she could fight Jacob. It would be a tough one but she’d have a chance.

58. Do they like to show off?

YEP. She has an ego.

59. What is their favourite song?

If I go, I’m going - Gregory Alan Isakov

60. What would be their dream vehicle?

A motorcycle

61. What is their favourite book?

She doesn’t have one.

62. Who, in their opinion, makes the best food?

Pratt. Only because one year he made something for a Christmas party for their department and it was hella good. Though someone else probably could’ve made it.

63. Are they approachable?

Not really? She a tall, very buff looking woman with a scarred resting bitch face. But if you do approach her she’ll open up.

64. Did they ever change their appearance?

Nah.

65. What makes them smile?

Memes. lmao jk, just little moments of peace with friends and loved ones.

66. Do they like glowsticks?

Hells yeah

67. What is something that is simple, but always makes them smile?

Someone giving her a little gift and saying it reminded them of her. OR someone leaving little love notes around for her.

68. Are they a day or night person?

Night.

69. Are they allergic to anything?

Nope.

70. What do you, the creator of this OC, like most about them?

Her bravery. Which is also connected to her recklessness; she will risk her life to save an innocent or someone she cares about.   

71. Who is their ride or die?

Sharky and Hope. These three are an iconic trio

72. Do they currently have a significant other? If not, are they going to get one later one?

YEP. Hope.

73. What attracts them to another person?

Honesty, loyalty, and gentleness

74. Who is one person that can always make them laugh?

Sharky or Hope. 

75. Have they ever partied too hard and their friends had to take them home?

Emily doesn’t like alcohol so no, she hasn’t.

76. Who would be their cuddle buddy?

H O P E. And Boomer lmao

77. Who would cheer them up after a long day?

Sharky, Boomer, and Hope. And actually Joey before the cult stuff.

78. If they had a nightmare, who would they run to?

Hope. But that can change sometimes.

79. What object to the care for the most?

Her necklace.

80. Do they like other people’s children?

Depends. With baby Rye, she adores her. But other kids she may not be the biggest fan of.

81. How would they react if someone broke into their home?

”…You got to be kidding me.”

82. Does anyone make them have butterflies in their stomach?

HOPE MAKES EMILY A HUGE SOFTY, YALL DONT UNDERSTAND. Sorry i got excited

83. What is something that they are good at?

Archery.

84. What is their neutral expression?

Resting Bitch Face.

85. Do they like to cook?

No, she wishes things just appeared in front of her to eat

86. What is something they can’t leave home without?

The necklace her father got her years ago

87. Who is someone that they rely on?

👀👀 Hope.

88. Do they liked to be tickled?

No, and she’ll punch you if you try

89. Have they ever been a sword fight before?

No. But she’d be down to at any moment

90. What is a joke that they would find funny?

Basically memes and stuff lmao

91. Do they have a place that can go and turn off their brain?

In Hope county, Emily liked to go to the church in Fall’s End to just relax. She was close to Jerome as well so they would just talk when things were calm.

92. What was their childhood like?

It was actually pretty normal for the most part. After her mother died on duty, her father raised her and her two siblings for a long time before he eventually died. She knew her relatives and stuff, had big family dinners, get togethers. She remembers her mom getting up really early every Christmas to make a large breakfast for the family and relatives. She loved waking to the smell of bacon.

93. What are they like as an adult?

She has her life together, but she’s also a wreck. Like, eating ramen for 4 days straight cause she doesn’t want to go grocery shopping.

94. Do they take criticism well?

Yeah, she knows its to improve on something. But she’s annoyed on the inside.

95. Have they ever jumped out of a plane?

Only ones that have been crashing LOL

96. Who do they like to make jokes with?

Anyone of her friends. She loved pulling pranks on the other deputies before the cult issue.

97. Have you ever drawn them before? If you are comfortable with it, would you post a picture?

Hell yeah. Though none are actually finished so here’s a WIP

[quintheowl]

Wide Eyed

 so... i wrote a fic.

THERE IS HEAVY ANGST UP AHEAD. PLS DO NOT READ IF SELF HARM IS A TRIGGER OR MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE

AO3

Summary: Keith’s soulmate self-harms. He doesn’t really know what to do.

Rating: probably T-M

Pairing: Keith Kogane x Lance McClaine (from Voltron: Legendary Defender)

Word count: 1,853

Warnings: self-harm mentions and vivid description. implied suicide mention. 

Note: i am in no way glamorizing self harm. its a painful subject and my goal was not in any way to make light of it. most of the things from this fic are based on experience - either mine or someone close to me. also it’s 230a and I wanted an angsty Klance fic and I’ve read them all. pls dont send me hate.

Keith wakes up to the stinging skin on his thighs. 

He winces, the pain minimal, but surprisingly sharp, as he rolls out of bed to check the time. 6:04 am. Way too early. 

It isn't until he's in the bathroom and drops his boxers to relieve himself that he realizes why his skin feels so marred.

His upper thighs, concealed by the fabric of his underwear, are covered in cuts. Some are deeper than others, but almost all are scabbed over. He frowns, perplexed and slightly alarmed. What the hell? Did he scratch himself in his sleep?

He carefully bandages the cuts as best he can before returning to the room and sitting on the edge of his bed, listening as his roommate Shiro snores soundly, still blissfully asleep. 

Keith chews on his fingernails as he debates his next course of action. He ultimately decides to try to figure this the fuck out, because seriously, what the hell? He opens his laptop and clicks through another tab. 

Shiro wakes up to him still furiously typing questions into the web browser an hour before class, Keith's brow puckered in concentration and his hasty bandages peeking through the edge of his boxers.

"I'm telling you, Pidge, I don't know what it is! I woke up to find 'em fucking lining my thighs! What am I supposed to think?"

Keith knew his friends wouldn't believe him, that he didn't do it to himself, but he finds himself frustrated at their disbelief nonetheless.

They're sitting at the campus cafeteria, occupying their regular table with everyone else giving them a wide berth. Pidge has flung her jacket to the seat next to her for Hunk, and Allura's done something similar with her purse for Shiro. Lance, sitting beside Pidge and across Keith, is cautiously picking at his burger.

Keith finds himself next to Allura, who's look of concern is becoming particularly irritating.

"Keith, if you're feeling overwhelmed, you should go to counseling," she starts, and Keith has to grit his teeth. 

"I'm NOT overwhelmed. I'm telling you: I woke up to the cuts, and I DIDN'T do it. I'm not cutting, guys. I'm pretty sure you'd know if I was."

The girls still look skeptical, so Keith finds himself staring at Lance instead, who's barely said a word. In fact, upon closer inspection, it looks like Lance's hair has gone unwashed, and the bags under his eyes look darker than normal. 

But before Keith can say anything, Hunk and Shiro arrive at the table. 

"Keith's cutting!" Pidge begins, and Keith groans, openly disgusted.

“I AM NOT CUTTING," he growls. As expected, Shiro begins to launch into a lecture, and Hunk throws the same expression Allura has stitched across her face.

Keith is at the end of his rope when Lance stands suddenly in the middle of Keith's intervention, wrapping his unfinished burger and stuffing it into his bag. A hush falls over the group, and Keith finds himself frowning.

"Lance, you okay?" He asks, and Lance blinks, staring at everyone before cracking into a smile.

"Yeah, yeah. Fine. I'm just heading to class.”

Shiro glances at his watch. "Don't you have Professor Coran's philosophy?" 

Lance nods, still smiling. There's something off about his expression, something fabricated. A pit of dread begins to bloom in Keith's gut.

"Coran's doesn't start for like, another half-hour," Keith points out, and Lance shrugs, swinging his bag on his shoulder. "Got something to take care of," he says. He gives a half-wave as he walks off. "See you guys later.”

To Keith's surprise, the rest of the group recover quickly. New conversations begin, and Keith is still stuck staring after Lance.

"Did he seem a little off to you?" He asks Hunk as they pack up to head to class. Hunk shrugs, tossing the wrapper of his fish sandwich in the trash. "He's Lance. He goes through mood swings all the time. Try being his roommate for a while.”

Keith should trust Hunk, who happens to be Lance's oldest friend.

He can't shake the feeling that something is very wrong.

Lance is ten minutes late to Coran's philosophy class - something that does not go unnoticed.

"Ah, Lance!" Coran belts as Lance tries to shut the door as quietly as possible. "Thank you for joining us today!"

Lance grins, flexing his left bicep. "Thought I'd have a little fun," he says, and Keith scoffs with the rest of the class. As Coran jumps back into his spiel, Lance takes his seat next to Keith, setting his bag at their feet. Keith can't help but notice that despite the heat of the lecture hall, Lance's cargo jacket is hanging off his frame.

"You cold?" Keith asks, and Lance shakes his head, but doesn't reply. The lecture is long and boring. Halfway through, a girl named Nyma asks Coran something off-topic, and by this point, both Keith and Lance have completely tuned out.

Keith is scribbling furiously on the corner of his notebook when he hears something that breaks him out of his stupor.

"-so powerful that they can feel their partner's injuries as they happen." Keith nearly jolts, his notebook easily forgotten, and concentrates on Coran's words.

"Of course, this is all just speculation, but the bonds between soulmates are a sacred thing. They say any wound, no matter how big or small, that happens on one partner will manifest itself on the other.”

Keith leans back in his chair, his fingers absentmindedly running over his cuts. Is that what happened? Could his soulmate be the one doing this to them?

"So hypothetically, how can soulmates communicate with each other?" Nyma presses, and Coran twirls his mustache contemplatively. "Soulmate bonds are expressed through skin. If the skin is changed enough on one partner, the other will be able to see it."

"What's wrong?" Lance whispers suddenly, and Keith pries his eyes away from Coran to glance at him, confused. "Huh?"

Lance nods to Keith's thighs, where his jeans are thick enough to hide the bandages and his fingers are still running over them. "You okay?"

Keith nods. "Yeah," he says, stilling his hands. "I think I just figured something out."

Satisfied, Lance hums and goes back to burying his head in his arms. Keith is still frowning at his lap when he sees a faint mark on the underneath of his arm. Lifting it wonderingly, he sees the faint outline of a butterfly.

He has a suspicion he knows what it is, and he shows Coran after class.

Coran nods, his expression suddenly heavy. "It's a self-harm mechanism," Coran says. "It's called 'The Butterfly Project.' The idea is that a butterfly is drawn on the skin. You're not allowed to cut while the butterfly is visible, as cutting would harm the butterfly, so it forces the person to think hard before doing it."

"I think my soulmate cuts," Keith tells Coran, at the expense of feeling silly for believing a superstition, but Coran offers a sad smile. He pulls up the sleeve of his sweater, exposing faint, horizontal scars lining his skin, and two deep verticle lines on each arm. 

"So did mine."

Coran tells Keith that the best he can do is to be there for his soulmate. "If you try to do anything drastic, you may lose them forever," Coran warns, and Keith has a sinking suspicion Coran is speaking from experience.

So Keith invests in a high-grade permanent marker and deepens the outline on his butterfly. Then he draws another one on the other arm and writes "I'm here" on his left thigh.

For the next two weeks, the cuts heal without giving way to new ones.

Keith feels sick when he wakes up one October morning with slashes down his legs, slicing the already healing scars open. His heart breaks when he sees "I'm sorry," scribbled on his stomach. 

He cries that night. He doesn't know what to reply.

It's a vicious cycle: Keith would wake up to cuts. He would draw butterflies all around his skin for the next week or so. The cuts would stop. Keith would start to relax. Then he'd wake up to the scars slashed open.

Eventually, he becomes so frustrated he punches the mirror in the bathroom. Shiro opens the door that night to find Keith sobbing, his right hand and thighs bleeding, fragments of mirror laughing at them from the floor.

Two weeks later, Keith discovers his soulmate. 

It's snowing, the first snow of the season, and he and Lance are outside, hats on, mittens secure, and scarves wrapped tightly around their necks.

Lance laughs. Genuine, boisterous, Lance laughs. It's been months since he's seen Lance this at peace. With finals finally over, everyone can relax, though the change isn't as drastic in everyone else as it is in Lance.

Furthermore, his soulmate has stopped cutting. The unspoken for now ticks like a bomb in his brain, but Keith ignores it. 

He can hope. He feels so at ease.

Keith grabs a hold of a tree branch to catapult the snow and winces. He'd grabbed it with his bad hand, which he had forgotten was still healing. 

He leans against the tree instead, content on watching Lance. Lance - a Floridan by heart - had never seen snow before. He seems fascinated by every flake, and Keith is fascinated with watching him. 

Then Lance pulls off his right mitten, and Keith feels like he's been sucker-punched in the gut. 

Lance's knuckles are bruised and scarred, evidence of stitchery still displayed on the healing skin. It wouldn't be such a jarring sight if it also wasn't familiar.

Before he knows what he's doing, Keith is striding over. He takes Lance's hand in his, ignoring the way Lance jumps at his suddenness, or the way he feels electric where their skin touches. 

"Keith, wha-" Keith shushes him with a look, and gingerly inspects his hand. It's too familiar. There's no way.

Keith pulls of his glove, showing his own knuckles, and Lance visibly pales. Keith can feel the shift of the atmosphere. He watches as tears fill Lance's eyes. He forces his knees not to buckle. 

"I-I'm sorry," Lance murmurs, his lip quivering in the effort not to cry. Keith furiously wraps him in his arms, cradling his head and reveling in the way Lance grips his coat like a lifeline. 

"I'm here," Keith tells him, relieved, guilty, upset, elated all in one. "I'm here."

Keith kisses Lance's scars that night. He shows Lance his mirroring marks and Lance bursts into tears and apologies again. Keith forgives him immediately (there's no way he can hold a grudge,) and makes him promise he'll go to counseling. 

Lance falls asleep in his arms, tear-stained and exhausted, and Keith kisses his forehead and strokes his cheek with his thumb.

He thinks of Coran, and the soulmate that was stolen from him. He's relieved his soulmate is Lance. It made it easier to find him. Though, honestly, even if they hadn't been friends, Keith reckons he would've found him anyway. He would cross the universe to watch Lance heal.

End.

wow ok this was angstier than i intended. im going to bed.

[incendavery]

gosh, thank you! that is so sweet??? I hope you (and any other of my followers who celebrate!) have/had a very happy Eid!💖 💕

on another note, I’ve finally gotten around to cleaning out my askbox! under the cut is almost every ask I’ve gotten that i haven’t answered in the past.... I’m not sure. it’s been a WHILE though.

as a warning, there’s all sorts of stuff, and it’s all untagged! also also, if you sent one of these asks and want me to remove it, just let me know!

yes!! @fuckaspunk IS super sweet and talented and i AM very lucky to have them! and I’ve heard from reliable sources that the feeling is mutual~~💕

i’m glad my comics make you feel less alone; that’s a rough situation you’re in. i really hope you find yourself in a better environment soon!

thank you!!!💕

thank you for understanding! and yes, aidan is a huge help to me??? even when they’re not answering asks, they’re always supporting me in some way, whether that’s making sure I’ve eaten enough, or talking me through my anxiety, or all the other ways they’re there for me every single day💕💕

ok, my tips are!!:

draw as much as possible! even if it’s just lines and shapes with no meaning, you’re still developing your hand/eye skills

BUT: dont draw if you’re not feeling it! if you’re feeling fried, it’s better to take a break. go on a walk to somewhere scenic, read your favorite book, listen to some new music, hang out with friends, or just take a nap! rest up and find some inspiration! you can come back to your sketchbook when you feel energized again

draw stuff that you like! you’ll improve way faster if you’re passionate about what you’re doing

look at art you like with a critical eye. try to examine the different components and figure out what you think works or doesn’t work. try incorporation those components into your own work

read a lot of tutorials and other resources, but take what they say with a grain of salt

ultimately, remember that the only real rule to drawing is that doing it should make you happy

good luck!! i do my best not to pick, but it’s a real struggle; i have lots of scars from it too. ;v; im cheering for you!!!

ALWAYS!!!! if you do, please show me!! my notifications get real busy, but anyone is welcome to IM me any time!

thank you! i actually get very worried about my style; i tend to admire artists with complex linework and delicate shading, so i often feel my style is far to simple! so thank you!!

that is really high praise????? gosh??!?!?!? best of luck with the next three years; i hope you grow to be someone you like even better than me!

thank you!!

peanut time is the best!! i haven’t gotten to do a proper one in a while though ;-; i’ve mostly been feeding the crows on my way back home from night shifts, when i give them the reject eggs from the continental breakfast.

wow, neat!! chickens are so wonderful; i cont wait until i can have some of my own :>

dont be nervous! i know i can be hard to get ahold of over the internet (bc i get overwhelmed easily) and hard to talk with irl (bc i get so nervous and interacting w ppl doesn’t come naturally to me AT ALL) but honestly i?? love making new friends??!

thank you!!? im thankful every day that someone as radient as aidan is in my life for the long haul

thank you!!!!!!!💕

i completely feel that? its ok to hit rough patches! just do your best!!

i dont remember what i felt bad about but THANK YOU💕💕

honestly its done me worlds of good to share my art?? hearing people talk about how they go through all the same shit i do makes me feel so much less alone, especially on the toughest days! so i guess thank you, and thank you?

youre welcome!!!! :>

huh!! i dont know much about shoegaze (other than thinking abt that post abt the guy who pronounced it like fugazi I THINK ABT THAT EVERY TIME) but thats real neat!! im glad youve found something that works for you!!

hey, neat middle name! and youre very welcome; i hope things have been looking up for you since you sent this?💕

i dont remember when this was from but im currently doing really well with my meds!! i switched to a combination of lexapro in the morning and benadryl in the evening, and its been working super well!✨

thank you??!! ;o; i would love to see all your favorite birds!!

hey, right back atcha!!!

:0

ty!!!

hey. thank YOU

you’re absolutely not bothering me! thank you so much!!

!!!!!!!!!!

hey, nice! im glad you like both me and my music!

gosh thanks?!?!

she is the most beautiful and handsome!!!!!!!!!!!! i love her! thank you from both of us!!!!

aw, gosh! im sure i like you too!!

this was from.... A WHILE AGO.... but youre welcome?? i just wish i could have done more

hey, thank you so much!!!!!

thank YOU and a very very belated merry christmas!!!

that does make sense!! reconciling friendships and crushes is tricky business. the best i can say to you is to be as honest and open with each other as you can

i dont personally get those, but ive heard of people experiencing them as a sideeffect when coming off or switching meds

i think these two are part of the same message? but oh man yeah that sucks when ppl are misgendering you AND hitting on you at the same time. on a different note, ive never heard of using a corset to stim before! neat!

i mean, 1. depression doesn’t care if you have a “””good””” reason and 2. ive literally never met anyone w depression (including myself) who thinks that they do have a “””good””” reason for having it. thats the insidious part of depression, is that it makes you think that theres nothing wrong and that its all just you not measuring up in some way

so i guess that would make you.... someone with depression?

real BAD

💕 💖 💞  💓  💗

not yet haha THANK YOU

hey, im glad you like it!! since this blog has gotten so big, its kinda my happy place to be? (for anyone wondering, my reblog blog/personal is @spinels!

that IS a fun fact!! thank you!

it’s absolutely ok! i get a little bitter when people take my work WAY out of context (for example, straight people removing the caption that says “im just really gay” before tagging their bf/gf) but i am 100% ok and happy with people relating to my work in a different way than i intended (ex: a comic i made about being ashamed of my derma getting reblogged by someone struggling to be ok w their visible burn scars)

hoo gosh, thank you!!

glad to have you here!! im glad people can relate to some of the weirdly specific shit i write about tbh???

i’m sorry its taken so long for me to get back to you; that a terrible situation

if you have a teacher you trust, i would absolutely bring it up to them. that is 100% not an ok thing for those kids to be doing. at all.

im glad you at least have your friends that support you! 

:0 WAIT is this someone i know through ucsc?? :0 :0 :0

HA 

aaaa thank you! that is high praise ;v;

i have no words; this is such a touching message. thank you so much ;v;

this is belated but!! the main creative community i can recommend is kzsc, the radio station! i had a real cool time there, and its a great way to make friends and connect with ppl of all sorts! :0

yeah, its totally normal! ive had roommates ive been super tight with, and roommates who i barely ever hung around with. its natural! i doubt you’ll finish college w/o finding a roomie that you get ~The Roomie Experience~ with though, even if its like a housemate or s/t!! ;0

i’ve never been told that, actually! neat!! (and wow?? i cant believe i inspire ppl.... wow......... what a concept tbh??)

oh yikes... i do hope youre feeling better :( im glad my comics can help a little bit at least!

💕 💖 💞  💓  💗!!!

HUGS

i dont remember what this was in reference to, but good to know?

also good to know!?

i think the crows and jays do! i dunno about the squirrels and other birds. and thank you!!

the youth gang..... i love it..... how good???!

i wrote about getting yuri right here! he’s a southern alligator lizard and i love him to bits. 

heres a pic of the Long Boy doin his thing:

hey neat! i’m glad youve chosen a lame you can be proud of!!💖

ive never heard of that!! wow

what play is this?? :0 :0 :0 im so curious now!!

oh SHUCKS...,,,,,,,,,, ;v;

hahahaha omg thank u

i dont actually have any more of them interacting, unfortunately! the owl isnt one specific person, like a lot of my characters are meant to represent. the owl more represents as a whole all the people i run into in my life that i am very very gay for.

thank you!!!

youre very welcome! im glad you feel better!!!!

aaa gosh thank you!!!

hhhhfgh ive gotten less of it recently BUT YEAH that was bad times™️ 

thanks for the info!!! :0

no problem! a lot of the credit honestly goes to @fuckaspunk, who is always keeping me updated on that sort of stuff.

i didn’t know that! a lot of the symbolism seems to come from multiple sources sometimes, from what ive seen?

aaaa gosh omg thank you ;v;

aw thank you???!!

nice!!! oct 24 bdays go!!!

thank you!! it really does mean a lot actually!!!!!!!

of course?? antisemitism cant be ignored in this fight

aw, thats so cute! id love to hear what headcanons you have tbh???

hey thanks?! this is really cool to hear, tbh. i try to be positive most of the time, but im not going to like,,, kid myself when im not feeling it and im glad that other people can appreciate that too, ya know?

wow!!

(this one!) thank you i love that one too???!

hey, im glad you found your way here!! thank you so much!!!

aaaa ty! 

hmmm i have two leopard geckos, and they made very good beginning lizards for me and aidan! but i would maybe ask someone a bit more experienced than me, like @kaijutegu​ or @wheremyscalesslither​!!

thank you!!

one day at a time! (but seriously, thank you!!)

yummy yummy sauce...... ty!!!

awww, gosh! thank you!?

AAAA TY BOTH I GET SO SELF-CONSCIOUS ABT MY VOICE,,,,, ;o;

:0 i havent watched that, but it sounds rly cool!!

i like that fun fact a lot! ty!!

pae stands for paerlin, which is what @fuckaspunk​‘s internet handle used to be! i used it to refer to them on my blog in secret back when they still didnt know i had a crush on them.... ;//v//;

aaaaa thank you!!!  ;o;

nice nice nice ty!!

>:0 get back down here!! (jk that’s rly neat! highfive!!) 

those are all good words that i like!! thank you!!!!

i dont know anything about him, but i looked him up and i guess i can see it?!

@fishcrow is really cool! ive never really interacted with them, but im p sure were mutuals...? anyway yeah their comics are rly cute and cool!

that is me! thank you; i hope things go well for you as well!

hello to you too!

aaaa ty!!! tbh the number of nice anons i get way way way outnumbers the mean ones <3

thank you! thank YOU for existing!

:0 chocolate croissant, here i come!!!

thank you!!!!!!💕

its literally my pleasure!!!

aaa ty!!! 💕💕

hehe im glad! 

sldf;j;sfjdklfdslfjs thank you so much?????? what a compliment omg gosh

yeah!! i have a hard time on settling what class id be, but i feel like id be a heart player! 

ohh um! im not sure which pens youre referring to, but if you mean the ones I use for my comics, i color them with Winsor & Newton ProMarkers, and I do the lines with a purple fine-point Sakura Gelly Roll Classic pen! i also use micron pens of all different sizes and colors in some of my non-diary comic art!

aww thank you so much!!

:0 :) :0 !!!!!!

ty!!! ive grown to love him very much as well!!

thank you! i hope you are doing well also!!

i love them very much?!! id put a picture but i dont have one with all four of them so instead imagine me lying on the floor crying abt how much i love them bc thats me basically every day

you dont mean......

?!?!?!?!?!?!

awwww ty!!!

HEY WOW

aaa gosh thank you!💕

DOUBLE FOLLOW

gay dragons combine the best of both very good things: gay and dragons. im glad you appreciate them w me tysm ;v;

aaa what a lovely message! ty💕

3rd-shift-working, depression-having, corvid-loving solidarity fistbumnp!!!!

huh! ive never heard of that; ill check it out maybe!!

ah im really glad? tysm!!💕

my understanding is that it helps people who have text-to-speech readers? but im honestly not as well informed on that as i should be! 

hell yeah!!!! 

gosh!!!!!

hnmngnhng youve probably already made a decision but i just gotta say.........shadow rulez

delicious!!

i havent!! i really want to though!

oh man ALL THE TIME. i usually try to either reality check with someone i trust, or to do an activity thats easy and i know i can do, or both!

i love andre and karl!!! its actually a huge influence on me and my art tbh??? 

i had a good (and safe) trip! ty!!!

hey, thank you!!!

oh jeez thats bad :( i think this was in response to when i needed to wait between med refills?

i cant give a precise reason, tbh! when it comes to whats lucky, i just sort of.... go with my gut, ya know?

thank you!! 👍

that sure sounds like insomnia! its almost hard for me to say tbh, bc ive had trouble sleeping for as long as i can remember, so NOT having trouble sleeping is bizarre and unrealistic to me haha... but i think the bottom line is, if its interrupting your daily routine and making it hard for you to have enough energy, then its something you should look into remedies for!

:0 :0 :0

ohhh how nice! ill give it a try! :>

omg,,,, nope, just me!

thank you!!!!!!

honestly? thats such a good way to look at it i love the idea of my blog as a big zine

always!!!!! go for it!!!

hey, thank you so much!!!!!

omg, thats so great! thank you!

im so glad; thank you!!!

thank you so much!💖 (and mexico, neat! i love hearing where people are following from??)

aaaaaaaaaaaa ;//v//; thank you??? i get so happy whenever ppl tell me they like my singing aaaaaaa

aw, hey, no worries! money is all well and good, but in some ways, messages like this mean just as much!

its cool that comic gave you plural feels! im def not a system though :> 

its tricky, isnt it? i still feel like im no good at it lmao

LISTEN,,, there is a 99.9999% chance i wont notice, and a 100% chance i wont judge. reblog away! 

THANK YOU ARENT THEY THE BEST I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

thank you!! i hope you have a good day as well!

aaa ty!!💖

aa ty! (what a cool name!!! im kind jealous ngl!)

awww thank you💖

i do my best! i just worry when im not active, bc i tend to connect my self-worth to my output (;^; )

aaaaa ty!! 💖

!!!!!!!!!!!! omg wow i love being called a pretty boy???? ty???????

hey, neat! crow high-five!

aw, thank you!!! 💖

im doing my best! thank you so much, messages like this really help when im in a place like that tbh ;v;

gosh this is so sweet? thank you so muhc !!?

thank you all!! im sorry that saying thank you over and over sounds so repetitive, but i truely do mean it for every one of you!!!

i am..... one of those things!

well thank you!!

ohoho~✨

thank you! and honestly im sure it does??

hey, cool! good for you!!!!!!! and ty!!

aw gosh thank you!💖

hey, wow! thats super cool; thank you so much!

(i dont follow the first person i followed on tumblr anymore.... they became a hockey blog rip haha)

aaaah, thank you so much!!

almost???

i do!! drunken lullabies is an absolute banger!!!!!!!!!!

i am!!!! thank you!!

aw, ty!!! 💖

hee hee, thank you! 

my biggest tip honestly?? have someone who can be by your side to help you with... basically everything... during your recovery. bc trust me, i was n o t  a v a i l a b l e. i spent a lot of my recovery playing 2048 at the same time as watching tv, bc doing both at once distracted me from how much the bandages itched.

thank you!! (i think this was in reference to getting top surgery!)

how shitty??????? yikes. i hope your supervisor has your back??? bc wow????

hey!!! thank you!!! i draw all my comics traditionally on paper! im not sure what you mean by the writing though? if you mean the word bubbles, i do those by hand on paper too!

I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND THAT FEELING,,,, im so happy ppl talk to me, but i get really nervous about saying the wrong thing. 

when i’m down, i usually crave validation. i like being reminded about things ive done right! i also like gentle reality checks, like, ‘hey: this is the situation, this is what we can do about it. ok? ok’

i unfortunately dont have any!! i had a couple at one point, but they’ve since been lost to the depths of my old laptop. and hey, thank you so much!!

now thats a nifty trick!! im terrible at telling all my white tablets from each other lmao

!!!!!!! ITS ME!!!!!!!!

maybe you just need some space? i know i sometimes temporarily block people i know, if i need some private space or if i dont trust myself to keep cool and solve problems constructively. do what you need to do to feel at ease, and go from there, ya know?

thank you!!!

its,,,, up somewhere above in this monster post lmao i,m so sorry,,,,

thank you so much!!!

WOW NO WORRIES??,,,,,,,,, INCREDIBLE 10/10???????

all four of these came right after i gave myself a hair cut and THANK YOU SO MUCH??? i live for validation and it feels so good to have my actions affirmed ;o;

[bakaiju]

Doom!Naegi

This design is some sort of a ‘beta’, after a talk with some friends and sister I learn that there were some wrong things with it. This idea came after I reblogged an art of Naegi holding a shotgun in the middle of a thousands bloody Monokuma corpses, I tagged it as MonoDoom!Naegi. And an anon asked me to write a fic about it! I don’t know if I’ll ever write a fic, but I got two stories ideas! You can read them under the cut (the second story is pretty long.

The first idea is Junko during the final trial tell them what's waiting: and saying 'demons' just fueled the determination of the survivors to leave 'That can't be true!' 'Holly crap it's true' It seems that the demons of Hell have opened up a portail to say hi to their world. And Doomguy, being the badass Demon killer and human protector, decided to follow them He 'helped' Future Foundation to get good weapons against demons and decided to go fight the forces of Hell alone. Future Foundation recruits the survivors, train them a lot since survival is priority number one during missions. And that'show Monodoom Naegi was born, with the help of his monodoom fellow survivors they fight the demons and search for doomguy to lend a hand That's story one

Second story:

When the tragedy began, Naegi disappeared and was sent to Hell, as it seems that Junko made a deal with a Demon to greet them at Hope's Peak after it got reinforced, all she needed was to sacrifice someone.

So when Naegi was sent to Hell, he immediately got attacked by demons, but by pure luck, Doomguy was nearby and save him. Doomguy can't let the young man alone, he's not trained and will die too quickly. So he decides to train and protect the kid by first bringing him to where he left his old armor.

After lots of training of how to use the armor and weapons, Naegi becomes his protege and ally. with his luck, he finds secret passages leading to great weapons and even sometimes his luck starts accident that kills demons. Doomguy is impressed.

They never spoke much because Doomguy rarely speaks (but Naegi can have conversations with him, nods and grunts are a good giveaway of answers) But there was a big difference between Naegi and Doomguy, Naegi needs to eat and sleep and gets tired pretty easily. Doomguy dont.

Because he's no more 'human', Naegi asks him why and for the first time in decades or even millenias, Doomguy speaks and tell the younger man his story After this, the 'traitor' demon who did the new Doom Slayer armor made another one for Naegi (the one in the drawing) to be spared.

Thankfully even in Hell food and water existed so it wasn't very hard to find those for Naegi He spent 3 years in Hell helping Doomguy with his hunt of Evil and looking for a way back.

Naegi never said it, but even if he became violent after those three years of killing demons, he did his best to not be as cruel as Doomguy when he kills the demons (aka the glory kills) He always tried to keep his humanity and sometimes he even tried to talk with demons but the deal was always 'kill the Doom Slayer' and that's how he understood that Doomguy was right, all they wanted was to destroy their obstacle, and wants to destroy. So he has no choice but to kill them.  Actually the first time it was with an Imp (kinda strong but the weakest enemy in the classic dooms), and when Naegi said that he couldn't kill his mentor and asked if there was anything else he could do to make an arrangement... 

'Yeeesss... You can DIE!' the Imp attacked by surprise, this close to kill Naegi but Doomguy saved him and was pretty disappointed. Also Naegi once tried the Berserk Mode, he never used it again, only for regeneration of his wounds.

So 3 years later, They found a portal back to Naegi's world. And that's their adieu, Naegi go back to his world, Doomguy stays in Hell and destroys the portal, giving Naegi a final mission and salute: Now it's your turn to save your world, go kill those demons and show them who's boss.

Naegi is with his armor, and weapons and BFG... ready to rip and tear. Even tho Naegi doesn't like to kill, even demons... He knows that demons can't be spoken to and must be killed as soon as possible if he wants his world to be back to normal.

After a week on Earth and seeing what the demons and Monokumas and Remnants of Despair (that he learned from some survivors he helped) did to the world, he's determined to get rid of demons, but he first need to see if his family and friends are okay.

Then screams, people are in danger from demons! A baron of Hell, two imps one Pinky and a Cacodemon. He grabs his chainsaw to surprise oneshot the Baron of Hell and with his firepower, he kills the rest. He turns around to calm the people in danger then freezes

'G-Guys?' 'Huh?' Asahina, Yamada, Mondo and Kirigiri

He takes of his helmet, showing the few scars on his face and his old friends recognize him 'Naegi?!' It seems that shortly after when Naegi disappeared, demons invaded the school and for some reason, they didn't kill but threw everyone out except Junko who became some sort of 'demon master' (she's actually being used but doesnt care, too fun) Also, only 7 months passed in this realm So all his classmates are ok, part of Future Foundation that after seeing Naegi in combat, they want to get their hands on his weapons, especially the BFG. Naegi says 'No, My mentor gave it to me. It's way to dangerous between the hands of 'power' So Naegi helps them... 'kinda'. speaks again with his friends, some are freaking impressed to see how much badass he got in Hell after 3 years of fighting Because Munakata made a wrong decision, they thought that capturing a demon for study was a good idea. Especially that most demons are mentally connected. So Naegi says that it’s a big mistake, he goes downstairs to see what demon it is, asks for a request that everyone in the building get downstairs with him, because the moment he kills the demon, lots of chance that demons will invade the place And they did So Naegi is fighting (with some help) the demons to gain back FF Then he learns that Hope's Peak is a demon castle and worse: there's another portal to Hell in there That's my second idea For MonoDoomguy! Naegi

of course, everyone is suprised to Naegi's new found violence against the demons Bonus: Doomguy at the first Naegi's training day: ‘that kid is going to fucking die’

Yeah that’s a more detailed idea.

So I hope you enjoyed reading this if you did. See you soon.