#i dont mind it myself i like all-girly casts

[the-owl-tree]

loving you forever that you made Firestar become an alicorn in your au art. I never understood why there could never be male alicorns

it makes sense in a wc au that nine lives ceremony would be an alicon ascension ceremony so that was always gonna happen lol but i don't think there was any hard rule against male alicorns in canon mlp (unless anyone wants to correct me?) just that the nature of a show geared towards empowering young girls was gonna make a lot of its respectable authority figures strong women (mares?). that's my take on it anyways lol

[pax-britannica-blog]

You'll also be potentially

You'll also be potentially living with strangers in conditions beneath the grimiest motel.She plans to give up in two years' time.While video chatting, she always asks if I mind before she smokes. Either way, camming keeps Anna in comfy sweatpants and Fanta.The MFC ratings battle is ruthless, as tips beget more tips: if you're being paid well, you move up the totem pole, ensuring a snowball effect of even more attention and money.What I found out was a self discovery as much as a way of sticking it to my friend. Two years ago she was the number one rated model on MyFreeCams — meaning her link was at the very top of the site's barren layout — bringing in around $US37,000 per month. But when her camera first flipped on for me, I didn't see the stained walls of a prostitute's den. In my group chat I wrote: Sorry, cam froze. One of them is decorated for a surfer girl, one of them is a girly teen-looking bedroom, one has teddy bears, one has a stripper pool, one is a fake bathroom with a tub. The whole thing is an amazing facade. And that is not to say that there haven’t been bad times, like in any job. How did you get into webcamming?There's not a cent lost to a middle man.

There is a wardrobe containing some of her clothes.On her end, the website looks like this. I had been speaking with a friend that night on the phone during my break who had said something that I couldnt get out of my head. This is my art, and whilst I am making myself sexually desirable, nobody can objectify me, as I hold that power. In the heart of Bucharest on the pavement outside a tall apartment building a group of young women smoke, talk and laugh. On Instagram, because of censorship restrictions, you cant see her nude. It’s a ton of emotional labor—like any type of sex work. Domino has it pretty good — an American with ample property and a cushy career based on sex she enjoys. When one studio boss lost all of his money and had to move in with a friend, Anna had to go along, having lost her room, board and virtually all of her possessions.Plus, she says she refuses to do things all the time and only does what she feels comfortable with. Thats usually how these things go. They want the connection. Some members want you to call their name. Or to talk to them while you dance and strip. Women already have plenty of dick pics, thanks. It took six years to reach this life of dilettantism and occasional sex work.

Going through my relationships and going to university I was like ‘woah, nobody thinks the way I do, I must be weird'. The basic premise of the cam girl game is a simple one: You pay a girl for her time, and in exchange, she'll take off her clothes, talk to you, play with herself (and others), or any combination thereof. The important thing is to keep a paying client online for as many minutes as possible.I was naked underneath my pink robe, hair extensions falling out, one eyelash stubbornly stuck on. If I didn't like it, I'd be like sorry, I'm not really into that. I knew then, that before I could construct a cohesive argument to put toward my friend, that I needed to take another look at the situation from a broader perspective. But it's enough for her to be completely self-sufficient, albeit weary of the whole thing sometimes. Geography is important too, so the models can talk about where the members are from.It's a lot easier to fork over 900 tokens than thinking about the $US75 you just spent in minutes. One thing that I admittedly dont have control over, proven by the phone conversation that spurred me to write this piece, is the judgment that others will cast on my when they know that I do for money. These web cam kingpins might as well not exist. Is Sandy Bell a victim? She says she is not, though feminists such as Irina Ilisei say the question is more complicated than it seems.The young women who admit to leaving nothing to the imagination admit they are paid well for their trouble – and don't even have to leave their rooms to get paid. Domino wakes up at 8 am every morning and performs booked shows for clients paying between $US90 and $US120 an hour.

CONTINUED BELOW...

[asongofstarkandtargaryen]

I don’t understand why antis always say that they hate all of the other characters and that they love Sansa because she’s relatable. Like #1 it’s a fantasy it’d be boring if there wasn’t any fantasy. #2 idk how she’s that relatable like she’s described as being beautiful and perfect at literally everything and idk about you but that’s never described me lol. That’s why I love Arya so much I was a tomboy when I was little and I was never good at girly stuff

Anyone who only finds one asoiaf character relatable while hating the rest must really have a low oponion on George Martin and his writing abilities. I thought that one point even his critics agreed on is that he knows how to write compelling and relatable characters. I hope those guys don't claim to be asoiaf fans because the author deserves a better fandom than this. I don't think that asoiaf series falling into the fantasy genre stops the characters from being retalable. Yes, they experience some extraordinary situations that don't happen on the real world but on the same time their feelings, their hopes and fears are so painfully human. I could see myself in a lot of them while I was reading their point of view and I've never encounter a dragon or lived in a medieval society.Moving on to Sansa, I don't think that the people who find her flawless and retalable at the same time fully gasp her pesponality. I'd say that their reading on her is superficial. Sansa like the rest of the asoiaf cast has her fair amount of flaws and that makes her a realistic character, someone people can relate to.Finally, in my humble opinion Arya is one of the most retalable characters on the book. Unlike Arya or you, anon, I was never tomboy and still I can relate to Arya and the struggles she faces on her narrow minded society so much. Because I was also once a little girl that did things that society didn't deem proper for girls, because I have been also critized for any feature straying from the "ideal beauty" to the point questioning my own worth and I have been also worrying that maybe as was not performing womanhood right before I realised that there is no right way to be a woman-- all you have to do is be yourself.

[idabbleincrazy]

Invisble Touch Ch.4

Pairing: Gabriel x reader

Warnings: Angst, fluff, more jealous!Gabe, awkwardness

Word count: 2,381

Summary: dodgy explanations and Gabriel has a realization? I dont know how to explain this chapter. Sorry.

A/N: i almost made myself cry for y/n writing the first part of this. But it gets better.

Y/f/d= your favorite detergent

What. The. Hell?! You had sat there for the past couple minutes staring at the empty seat across from you. You didn't know what it was that made him leave so suddenly. The two of you had been having a good time for once, laughing and talking more freely than you had ever thought possible. After you had taken a sip of the coffee, you had apparently gotten whipped cream on your face, which embarrassed you beyond measure, leaving you unable to face him as you tried to keep down the blush that threatened to color your cheeks.

It was during the ensuing silence that you suddenly heard a snap and felt a slight energy in the air, and sure enough when you lifted your head, Gabriel had vanished. You had to fight back the tears trying to push past your lashes as you closed your eyes and took slow, deep breaths to keep yourself from breaking down right then and there.

You took a sip of the masterpiece Gabriel had made you, trying to rid your throat of the lump that had risen. What had been sweet and heavenly just minutes ago, now was cloying and heavy on your tongue. You struggled to swallow it down and then stood up from the table, taking the abandoned drinks to the sink. You poured both of them down the drain and washed out the mugs, drying them and placing them back in the cabinet before turning to the food you had taken out of the fridge earlier. You stood there, staring at the eggs and bacon, a sour feeling rising in your still-empty stomach.

You no longer felt hungry and doubted anything would stay down anyway. You grabbed the carton of eggs and package of bacon and placed them back in the fridge along with the butter Gabriel had snapped up. After putting the bread back in its place, you noticed the jar of jelly. You were half-tempted to give it a taste as he had never told you what flavor he had chosen. You picked it up and as you tried to make up your mind on whether you could manage a bite, a single tear slipped past your lashes and landed on the jar.

Sighing heavily, you set the jar back on the counter and left the kitchen, casting a wistful last glance at the cafe table on your way out. You made your way through the bunker back to your room. As you passed by the room Gabe used as his whenever he stayed over, you paused. Oddly, you could feel a low hum of electricity eminating from behind the door. You had never felt this before and it piqued your curiosity. You felt a gentle shiver run up spine as you reached out to knock softly on the door. If Gabriel was indeed in there, he didn't answer.

Further dejected, you continued on to your room, pulling out your phone to check the time again. It was only 10:30. Too early to start drinking your sorrows away, not that that was the best idea anyway on an empty stomach. You debated whether to just go back to sleep for a couple hours, but decided instead to do something constructive to pass the time. You left your room and headed to the laundry room the boys had set up in the back end of the bunker.

This time as you passed by Gabriel’s door, the strange energy you'd felt was gone. Not thinking you would ever get the chance to ask him about it, you made a note to look through the angel lore books in the library to see if there was any information on it. If not, you could always ask Cas when he got back.

As you entered the darkened laundry room, you used the light from your phone to find the pull-string that hung from the bare bulb in the middle of the room. The light blinded you for a second and as your eyes adjusted, you could make out the empty hampers sitting by the washing machine. Then you noticed that everyone's clothes were neatly stacked and folded, sitting on top of the dryer. You stood there for minute in confusion. You knew this had to be Gabe's doing; but it was just so incongruous to his abrupt disappearing act that you couldn't make sense of it.

You went to gather up the piles and noticed that while Sam and Dean's clothes smelled like the regular detergent, yours smelled like (y/f/d), a brand you didnt often have around, as the boys thought it was too girly, and you had already run out of it since the last time you'd been able to go shopping. Your heart clenched slightly at the gesture. You were more confused than ever. You pushed this new act of kindness to the back of your mind to dwell on later. Taking the clothes, you went to go put them away in their respective rooms.

After setting Dean’s clothes on his bed, you head to Sam’s room to do the same. As you're about to set his clothes down, you notice a strip of fabric sticking out from the stack. You separate the top half of the pile from the bottom and gasp as you realize that smack dab between Sam’s shirts and jeans, is the shirt you slept in last night, now shredded into nearly fifty peices. You pick up a handful of the bits of fabric, once again confused beyond belief.

Why would Gabriel do something so kind for you one moment and something so childish the next? This back and forth behavior of his was making you dizzy. And why this shirt? A quck check through the rest of Sam's clothes showed that this was the only victim of Gabe's, whatever you wanted to call this. It's as if this shirt in particular had offended him somehow. Much as you thought about it, you just couldn't come up with a feasible reason why he would destroy this one shirt. You would just have to ask him yourself if he ever showed his face again.

You gather up bits of fabric and pick your clothes up again and go back to your room. After putting all your clothes away and placing the scraps of Sam's shirt in your drawer to deal with later, you decide to head to the library to see if you can find any information about that strange energy you had felt earlier. Once in the library, you go and pick out the most useful books on angel lore you guys had and sat in one of the chairs, pulling out your phone and putting your playlist back on. Music always helped keep you from zoning out when doing research.

After an hour of searching through three musty books, you had found not a single mention of anything similar to what you had felt. Shutting the last leather-bound tome, you sat up and stretched, your muscles slightly aching from your sustained postion. Focusing on reading had allowed you to forget about worrying over how your conversation with Gabriel had ended and the music had helped to ease your stress enough that you felt you could finally handle some food.

As you headed to the kitchen, you checked the time again. Noon. Plenty of time left in the day with nothing to do. You enter the kitchen and instantly notice the table is now gone, snapped back to the void from which it had been summoned. You take a breath and shake off the thoughts trying to push their way back to the front of your mind.

You take a package of ground beef, buns and all your favorite toppings from the fridge and get to work making youself lunch, carefully avoiding glancing at the jelly still sitting on the counter. Though if you had looked over at it, you would have noticed that now there was a red ribbon tied around it with a note-tag attached.

Just as you had finished fixing your burger just the way you liked it, you noticed that static in the air again. You whirled around to see what could be causing it and your mind dragged up a memory from this morning. The energy you felt was almost identical to the shock you had felt when you had touched Gabriel's hand. Your lips parted in a small gasp at this realization.

“Gabriel?” You spoke out into the seemingly empty room.

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Gabriel's P.O.V.

Shit. He had hoped against hope this wouldn't happen. As soon as he had felt that spark this morning, he had worried about what it had meant. At first, she didn't seem to notice anything after that initial contact. But after he had run off to gain control over himself, he knew she had hesitated at his door just a little too long. As though something was keeping her from being convinced he had left the bunker completely.

When he heard her make it to her room, he made quick work of the laundry and exacted a tiny, if petty, bit of revenge on Sam. A shirt was a small price to pay for the ire he had caused Gabriel, what with the clothes-sharing and that horrid display he'd had to witness the night before. By the time she had left her room again, his rage had dwindled enough for him to tamper his Grace back down to workable levels.

After an hour or so of wondering how to fix the mess he had no doubt created between them this morning, he could sense that she was calmer than she had been. He hadn't been able to pinpoint the emotions had felt radiating through his door when she had paused outside it as they were all projecting at the same time, tangling together, but he thought he had detected a note of hurt somewhere in the mix. Since he no longer could feel her emotions with the same intensity as earlier, he decided it might be a good time to check in on her. Just to gauge whether the progress they had started to make in their friendship was still attainable.

As soon as he had walked into the kitchen, he was once again taken aback by the beauty of her. Even during the simple task of cooking, she exuded a grace he had yet to see in any other human. Her back was to him and he took a moment to take in her form. Every curve exactly perfect. The heat from the stove causing a bead of sweat to form on the back of her neck.

He had the sudden urge to confess everything to her right then and there. He longed to feel her skin on his again. To feel that shock that had awoken every nerve of his being. He could feel his Grace surging up again. As it did, she suddenly whipped around and stared directly at him, face full of confusion, as if she knew he was there.

“Gabriel?” She asked.

And that was all it took. He knew then that he had been correct in his assumptions about that first touch. They were connected now. Well, fuck. It would be nearly impossible to hide himself from her now. As long as he felt this away about her, his Grace would give him away.

He had no choice now but to make himself visible. He could see it in her face, she knew it was him. He just hoped he could think of an excuse for leaving the way he did and find a way to rectify the situation.

“Hey, kiddo.” He said in what he hoped was a nonchalant tone as he appeared before her in the doorway.

“What the hell, Gabe”, she exclaimed. “How come I could sense you? And more importantly, why were you just lurking there anyway?”

Gabriel could hear the anger slowly rising in her voice. He could feel small tendrils of it rolling off her skin.

“Look, I wasn't exactly lurking, okay? I was just coming to check on you, and figured you might not want to see me after what happened this morning. As for you sensing me, well it happens sometimes. Let's just leave it at that.”

“Oh”, she said softly, her eyes slowly hardening as Gabriel could suddenly detect that hint of hurt creeping back into her emotions. Why was he suddenly more attuned to her mind? He didn't exactly want to follow that train of thought just yet. First, fix this. “Well, speaking of this morning, do mind explaining exactly what the fuck that was about?”

He gulped as he tried to find an answer as close to the truth without telling her outright how he felt. “Uh, yeah, look I'm sorry about just snapping out of here like that. That was stupid. I just, I got caught up in my own mind. I’m sorry, really.”

She nodded her head as she thought over his words. He could feel the anger easing away, though the hurt remained. Gabriel groaned internally at that. The fact that he was the cause of it killed him. They had finally been on a good footing, and he had ruined it. Chalk it up to just another reason why he would never deserve her affection.

“I’ll just go and let you eat your lunch. You probably don't want me around now.” Gabriel turned to go back to his room.

“No”, she sighed. “Please stay. Let's try this again, okay? Thank you for doing the laundry, by the way.”

“Oh. You're welcome. It was the least I could do.” He was surprised yet relieved she didn't mention Sam's shirt. One less thing to have to awkwardly explain. “You know, I can whip you up some fries to go with that?” He quirked an eyebrow up questioningly at her, waving his hand towards her burger.

“Hmm, sure. Fries would be great. Nothing fancy though, okay? Just simple, greasy fries.”

He obliged her request with a simple snap of his fingers, a sizeable pile of crispy french fries appearing on her plate. She grabbed the plate and followed him to go sit at the table in the war room.

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I think im gonna do a time jump in the next chapter just to get the ball rolling.

Gabe's Babes: @liloldlou @calamitychaos

Rich's Bitches: @warlockwriter @archangelgabriellives @green-draws0 @waywardtricks @briars-glenn @hankypranky

Invisible Touch: @somewhatnautral @whodoesntlovefanfics @missihart23 @baritonechick @nobodys-baby-now @black-angel-bahamut @marichromatic

[survivorkomnata]

Episode #1: "I'm ready to punch a bitch." - Timmy

I swear to god... If y'all cast any of my enemies I'm gonna DIE. I need a chance to STRIVE AND NOT DIE.

Omg getting in the game feels soo amazing, like I have said I have not played in sooo long so i feel this will be the ultimate test for my capabilities, the good thig is that not many people know each other so that’s good. My idea for the first day is just to talk to everyone see where they are if they know anyone etc etc. This is just veery exciting!

Feeling good about my tribe, most people have actually talked which is a big plus. Getting good vibes from Shea, and Miguel, and Federico a bit. If Alyssa is the Alyssa I know she’ll be fun to work with too. Still though, early days on the Kato beach. First challenge is kind of annoying though as some of the items are ??? But I’ve done some videos and I’ll try and do more.

WOOO the game has started!! I'm excited for the most part except.... THERES TOO MANY TUMBLR FACES HERE. I wanted an entirely new slate and a whole new cast for me but I guess that's a rip! I know Alyssa, StephenW, Zach, Timmy, Jess, and TJ!

I think that the idol system is definitely cute!! And I want to get an idol so yeah!

I think I'm hitting it off pretty well with Zach (He's probably good with peeps tbh), and Liam (Even though I confused his intro with Daniel's)

The challenge is a scavenger hunt aka my least favorite challenge so thanks, I hate it!!

I can already tell that this is going to be an interesting season just based on the people that I already know coming into the game. I'm happy that on my tribe I already know Tim, Jess, and Zach so that should be good for me for at least the first few rounds. I don't really want to stick with the people I already know though because that's boring. I'm happy Alyssa is on the other tribe and not my tribe right now because I have no intention on working with her because people love doing whatever she says in orgs and I'm not here for it. If we get onto a tribe together or both make it to merge, she is my target and I won't be quiet about it. Might as well focus on my own tribe for now though. Besides the 3 mentioned before, I have only spoken to Karthik who seems alright so that's good. Only issue is that he's like 10.5 hours ahead timewise so that's going to be interesting. I still need to talk to the others but all in good time.

hie girlies this is my first confessional of the SEASON! as always, i'll just give a typical analysis of each person on my tribe, how i vibe with them, etc. i'll also throw in some random pieces of info i guess woo. this is finna be long btw.

jess - she's a likeable queen but she has a big tendency to leave me on read. i think this is either her thinking i'm boring but i'm not sure. ik in TS guyana she was criticized at FTC for being lacklustre in responding so i'm hoping it's just that opposed to something on my behalf. she's really cool tho!! karthik - karthik is short in response sometimes but never leaves our convo on read, which i respect. he seems to know that i won embb9 + am 'really liked' in the community.. he rlly is delusional huh? jk ASKGDS he's great tho. i know my friends like him and he can be a great player so i'm anticipating working with him hopefully. stephen - stephen is a king too. he's someone that probably would know some of my game ig but... who knows. he's relevant in EM. our conversations have been fun and i'm really hoping to get close to him because he seems chill. timmy - i know timmy from tumblr. currently he's not that great socially but i do like him and we have a long ass snapchat streak. there are a few tumblrs in this game but afaik i don't have any bad blood with him so i'm def planning on roping him in. the most recent thing is he backdoored my mom's duo in his last org AKSGLDSG so... stan list. daniel - daniel knows me from a past org that i put no effort into, which i think is fine because i really only made it far since my duo/partner dragged me. i'mma play up a perception with him, but he is really cool as of now. i am SOOO worried that i did something bad or mean in that game and he's going 2 haunt me LOL. tim - tim is the person i've connected with most. he's really chill, actively messages me back, and is just fun and flirty. we've already talked about him and his potential boy, our favourite cereals and overall eating. i know him from tumblr too, but vaguely, but i was apart of the 'evil friendgroup' whereas he was on the other, 'nice friendgroup', but i'm hoping that has minimal impact if any. liam - liam is fine. i know him from FB but we've never interacted. he knows i played egypt so... if that's his perception of me.. i'm FLYING. he's really nice though + is a fellow canadian, so i'm hoping to get close to him. woo!! ally - saving the best for last. ally is really nice and i do like her a lot. she is sweet and like... we're great pals ?? ASGKDSG jk idk. we played a game together where i immunity ran final 6 onwards and voted her out twice (f4/3) and it left a bitterish taste in her mouth (but rightfully so for how i handled it). we are friends but i'm scared that she aint finna let me far. idk. i want her out soon bc she could do damage but i'd also be 10000% down to work with her again this game. WOOO idk. love u ally.

so that's the cast assessment. as for other stuff... well... the games fun. i hope some peoples lack of activity is just my paranoia rather than them hating me, because i don't want to come off as aggressive or anything, and in fact, i want to tone it down slightly this game AKSGDSGL. some dynamics/(matt please forgive me)meta this game include: alyssa / jess - a loyal duo in TS guyana. tim / stephen /// timmy - all tumblr girlies. not sure how close they are. i think stephen/tim were part of the 'nice friendgroup' on tumblr iirc. ally / fede - obvious friends, they literally FLIRT in the public VL (jokingly i imagine). they're both nice tho so maybe i make it a trio?? daniel / tj - rlly good friends i think. they're both zwooper kiddos and i think i played with both in that one zwooper game i played, not sure tho. will do research. miguel / liam / shea - idk how close they are but they are all FB-ish people so... i imagine they may have some thing. ally / karthik - i think

there's prob more but that's it for now. i'm not going to focus my game on that meta ^ whatsoever. i just need 2 keep in mind who's with who and who has some friends from before. idk. just a good mental note type thing. every game is a new slate tho so i'm not holding any preconceived notions abt them.

i really love everyone on my tribe thus far. can't wait till i become a bitch tho... i hope dat dont happen AKGLDSG

So, I'm really happy to be here. This is my 3rd or 4th time applying so I feel ready and excited to play! I was super happy to see Alyssa on my tribe as we get along super duper well. I like my tribe overall.

This first challenge has me a bit nervous. I started my new job today and they didn't give me a very long break for the hours I worked and my ankle and knee are really acting up (I broke my ankle in like 2014 and my knee in 2016 and they still hurt a lot sometimes). I'm worried because I'm not sure if I'm going to be physically able to like dance around and do crazy stuff like that. It sucks that the first challenge is something I can't physically.

I'm just hoping even if I don't do the best in the challenge that I can kind of make some strong social ties so I'm not the first one out if we lose. I feel really good about Alyssa, Luke, and Jake right now. My strategy is always just to be in everyones good graces. If nobody wants me out, I won't leave, that's the goal.

I was finally able to get part of my submissions from my challenge submitted and I plan on doing more tomorrow. I have been speaking with most of my tribe mates and I'm liking them a lot. I did get a bit of a late start so I'm worried some alliances might have formed but, it's all part of the game. I have good relations with Shea and Jake and I hope to further relations with Miguel and Federico so I have some solid foundations to work with and so I can hopefully have some numbers in case we go to tribal. I'm also proud of myself for going on camera multiple times for the video portion of the challenge as it was something I would have never considered doing in past orgs I have played.

I'm not the best with confessionals, but I'll try my best! I'm quite enjoying these people so far, and I've really connected well with Zach, Jess, Ally, Karthik and Tim. That being said, I don't wanna really worry about allies just yet, winning is the first priority.

So me and the tribe are getting along pretty well! The challenge is going ok so far but I still want to try and win! It seems as if we lose its Karthik.. but who knows!! Its time for fun pals and gals.

Talking with Luke about not wanting to go to tribal first but I’m low key channeling Aubrey and would love to solidify an alliance as early as possible, which tribals help with.

I'm sad that we lost although I expected to lose and I'm actually quite glad that Karthik got sent to the basement. This means they are safe without me having to campaign for them. The person with the 2nd lowest score, Timmy, should be on the chopping block to my knowledge. I'm lowkey ok with this bc he doesnt contribute much to convos…

Ahh this game has been amazing for me so far! We won the immunity challenge so I won’t have to vote anyone out! I have made genuine connections with many people in the tribe and I got kind of separate deals with, Stephen, Federico, Shea and Luke so I think they have my back. I have also talked a lot with TJ and Jake but no deal or alliance have been made with them. But as a group I don’t have like a group of allies yet just 1 on 1 alliances. In case we lose I would try to vote out either Isaac or Alyssa.

First day is over, and I can't be more relieved. I love the fact that I cannot be the first voted out, and even more, I love that I feel as if I've made some good connections so far. I really think Alyssa and I will be able to work well together. Yes, we have some stuff to work out from before, but I want it to work out such that we can work together throughout this game. I really like Federico and LH, and I'm hoping things stay this way for the time being. I'd like to keep winning, but when that time comes that we lose, I need to be ready.

Okay. Buckle up bitches. It's story time

Just kidding..

So far I'm trying to connect with every single person individually.

Being put on a tribe with the guy who I literally got out in another game less than a month ago is a mood.... I'm working EXTRA HARD on making sure Tim likes me and trusts me. I'm going to use the fact that I'm a loyal a$$ bitch here and hope he thinks I would ride to him to the end (Honestly I probably would. I LOVE TIM).

Other than Tim the other people I'm vibing with so far are my two Canadian QUEENS: Zach and Aly. Aly seems like she can pop-off at any second but so far she seems like someone I can work with going forward. Zach on the other hand needs to STOP BRINGING UP GUYANA. For some reason he's praising me which NORMALLY I'D LOVE because I don't think the words: Jess, Praise, and Guyana have ever been said....but he's putting a target on my back.

Other than my Canucks... I really like Stephen but he's intro SCARES ME. He seems like he's going to cause some chaos down the line...

Everyone else has spoken maybe about 30 words total to me? so yikes.

TOODLES XOXOXO

Well we just lost the challenge ;( I’m hinestlg not feeling too safe at the moment. I was one of the lower scoring players on the tribe, and the lowest was sent to the basement. Right now I feel like a sitting duck. But on the bright side, I think I made a decent connection with Zach and Timmy. So I’m just gonna talk around find out a vote. If it’s not me yay! If it is, then I’ll just have to somehow fight my way through it :p

Woooo first confessional!! I'm liking the start of this game, and I've decided to take it a bit lighter than past games. I'm here to have fun. This doesn't mean I'm not ready to strategize, but maybe the lighter tone will help me not fall under the same mistakes I always make.

I'm getting closer to Miguel and Shea, which is bad if you consider they were the lowest scores in the challenge... They better start getting more involved in this!!!

The fireplace is on. The tea is warm. I'm getting cozy, and I'm not gonna move any time soon…

So I've gotten a chance to talk with most of the people on my tribe. Right now, my closest ally is probably Karth. We have an established history of working well together, and right now, were searching for the idol together. I'm also pretty close with Ally and Zach, and trying to get closer with Jess, though I can't tell if she thinks I'm too gamebotty or not. Ally, Zach, and Jess also seem to have some kind of relationship with each other. Idk if it's an alliance but it's something. In light of this, I'm going to be trying to get closer with Tim, Dan and Liam. I think Tim and Liam know Jess though so that might be a hurdle I need to deal with. Someone I've left out of this discussion is Timmy. I've talked with every voter so far except Dan, and they all seem okay with letting him go. There's always paranoia that they're all just playing me, but I really doubt it is gonna be the case here. My biggest worry now is what position I'll end up in if we keep losing challenges.

HELLO. Okay so we won the Selfie Scavenger Hunt which is GOOD. Someone I don’t know got sent to isolation for the other tribe but that’s fine. TJ and I were kind of on the same page of sending Jess to keep her safe which is good that we are!! She’ll be fine though because she did the best in the selfie scavenger hunt, unsurprisingly. Haven’t really talked game with anyone besides TJ because there’s hasn’t yet been a need to, but I’ve been having personal conversations with most of my tribe! Isaac just messaged me today which I think is the last one. But yeah! Things are going okay! Woo!

So me and Jess are officially aligned! I shared my idol grid with her and we talked about our tribemates. I really haven't connected with everyone but I have at least talked to them. It appears as if the vote will be Timmy unless someone magically pulls out the idol and plays it on him or the vote somehow flips on to someone else. The scary part is that Timmy is being quiet asf.... and I have no idea what is up his sleeve. The basement twist is gonna be really scary next round if we lose and someone can be sent back to the basement twice in a row…

omg hii.. i love my tribe so far tbh!!! i feel close to zach, karth, stephen, jess, and liam. i feel like i’m in an okay spot. i feel a lil weird about playing with a couple of these ppl again - zach and i played in ts and he killed me in 3rd and won the game, and i played with stephen in embb4 and as, i got him out in embb4 and he got me out in all stars lol.... i’m hoping no past game beef comes into play but we’ll see! i’m voting timmy out this tribal, he hasn’t said a word to me so... Shrug Emoji. hopefully everything goes according 2 plan ! i’m glad karth was “exiled” cuz i think he would’ve been a target and i don’t want that. i’ll do a more in depth and full cast analysis l8r~

Oh Timmy.. I want to keep you safe but I also want to take out any possible people Alyssa can work with in the future... you made the mistake of telling me you brought her into the ORG world jkjk. Sorry <3

ON THE REAL THOUGH.... I can't stick my neck out for someone on DAY 3. If the tribe wants Timmy's neck I gotta help deliver it. I just wish he was more SOCIAL because he would def be someone I would like to work with <3

I came into this game, saw Shea, and had an absolute fucking breakdown djdhdjdj. Like who am I? I need to get it together and push in the challenges because I didn’t help with the first one at all because seeing Shea just did something to me? Like? I’m going to try to put more effort in moving forward but right now I feel like Aubry in Kaoh Rong when she had that attack, hopefully I can recover as well as she did.

Why is Daniel trying so hard to save Timmy akdjsjs. Just... let him go in peace plz... also I'm Timmy starting to talk to people for the 1st time since the day of the vote..

I'm ready to punch a bitch. I have no idea what is happening with this tribal and I just hope it's not me. I keep hearing about the "majority" and people want to vote with the "majority" but nobody is saying who it is and what it is just that they don't want to be the one to say a name. So I'm being forced to say Liam because that's easier than Stephen even though Stephen was the one saying my name, but honestly it is what it is, I haven't spoken to Liam so I don't care that much. I just don't get why people play if they're just going to hide behind someone else because that's so stupid, like just play for you. I'm not just saying that because they're going against me, but like where has Liam been and also Stephen is the most vocal right now and he is going to be a problem later on, I can already tell.

Timmy is voted out 6-2.