#i dont have the energy anymore
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#shadowgast#beauyasha#percahlia#perc'ahlia#widomauk#widojest#fjorjester#beaujester#widobrave#widofjord#imodna#i was gonna tag every character but you know what#i dont have the energy anymore#critical role#also these numbers are as of today#i just wanna see if the poll responses will correlate with the number of fics for each relationship#i put them in order intentionally
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#i want to rant i want to scream i want to punch something but i cant#i dont have the energy anymore#physical and mental#im so tired#im so fucking tired#im tired of living terrified if the next president is going to make it illegal for me to exist#im tired not knowing what i should even do with my life because who knows if ill even be alive in time do anything#im just fucking tired
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PHAETHON
#zzz#zenless zone zero#wise#belle#phaethon#*mgif#i think the wise gif was recorded without the color filter on so thats why it looks more saturated??#but i spent like 5 hours just recording both of them because the files kept disappearing#and i cant be bothered to do that all over again#which makes me sad bcs i wanted these to match so bad but i dont have the energy anymore</3#fellow ccs#do you guys record with obs or another recorder#because mine can only go up to 1080p#and i know some can go up to 2k
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mizu5 is not real and it cant hurt me. here is some fluffy mzn :)) everything is alright :)))
#mizuki akiyama#prsk#prsk fa#ena shinonome#mizuena#i have suffered enough on twt i dont even have energy for this anymore#I Have An Unhealthy Attachment To Mizuki Akiyama And Am Not Ready For The Event
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i was saying this to my best friend the other day but why are voltron aus making keith either rich or like a prince or something. why must you take his poor kid sparkle. that man knows a 7/11 slurpee he knows a walmart brand bottle of soda. he deserves to know the simple pleasure of an inflatable backyard pool. I know he got those fuckass black jeggings from a thrift store. and that fuckass mullet is from great clips. is keith kogane truly keith kogane if hes not taking his change to the coinstar at the grocery store. dont take this from my man!!!!!!
#i used to take my change to the coinstar all the time but i dont get tips at work anymore so i like never have cash..... i miss it#grocery store trip you get ur coinstar money and then u buy a crisp monster energy GAME CHANGER#sorry i got rlly hyped abt the coinstar machine i forgot what i was talking abt#soad.txt#not art#voltron#anyways i truly cannot imagine keith being anything but kinda poor i often project my white trash upon him and i will continue to do so
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the piece i made for the @stillalivezine back in 2021
#portal#portal 2#still alive zine#art#illustration#artists on tumblr#portal fanart#valve#more art from my Hyper Clean Style era#highlight reel#i never hear about zines until they're over but i dont have the energy to illustrate anymore anyway :(#i wanted to represent the three acts of the game. old overgrown aperture on the two tiles. old aperture thru the blue portal. wheatley labs#thru the background of the orange portal. and a little bit of the ending with the way she's leaving wheatley labs and entering The Wheat#hi snake if u see this i still think its funny we were in a zine together before we were deltarune mutuals
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im so done. have doodles
#forgot to post this last week#the silver drawing was a wip. i dont have the energy to complete it anymore#sth#sonic fanart#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#silver the hedgehog#amy rose#blaze the cat#rouge the bat#blazamy#sonadow#nov.aart#nov.oodles
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tiniest of haikaveh but drawn with love
counterpart
#haikaveh#doodle#my art#i dont really have the time or energy to draw anymore tonight but man...i needed to get this out#love in my heart#all i wish for is to sleep soundly#save me struggling architect with a tender partner by their side....#save me from my work....
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the way companies will ask you to prepare 4 tasks and take 3 assessments just for a shot at getting an initial interview. kill yourself for real
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crawling out of the shadows with this as an offering
#sad•leonart#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt leo#rise leo#rottmnt leonardo#rise leonardo#and for anyone that cares and reads tags#sorry#still depressed and burnt out and i wish i wouldnt be#wish the little hype this fic got actually got to me but i just look at all my writer friends who have their own fics and their own hype#and their own groups that im not a part of and get sad#thats my own fault tho#this account is dying and actually has probalby been dead since tsob ended#dont know if ill post anything new on it#just updates to this and even then i have about one more chapters worth of words in the document and dont have the energy to try anymore#im going back to my lonely little corner to burn out some more until i either delete everything or can stay logged out#but im nosy#so#one of those options is a lot more likely than the other#k!leo au#i think thats the tag#not that it fucking matters
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@inuvember day 19: inuyasha & kagome ღ
#inuyasha#inukag#inuyashaedit#manga#myedits#mymanips#kagome higurashi#inuvember#source: ranma 1/2#i've had this in my drafts for ages#it's not really complete cause i wanted to add a panel of them kissing#but i dont have the energy anymore lol#i just wanted to post something for this day of inuvember c:
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little elphie value study because i’m trying out csp
#enjoying it the same as i did ps but i dont have the energy to pirate it anymore#it’s So much better than procreate though for anything other than fast doodles#gotta get used to the new shortcuts and such but yeah dont see myself going back#anyway. i abhor color greyscale for life#<- person who doesnt know how to pick colors properly. whatever#elphaba thropp#wicked#wicked 2024#cynthia erivo#wicked elphaba#gelphie#my stuff
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Sadly I feel this has been a long time coming but I am shutting down this blog. Its been fun in its long run but I think i've lost the passion for it over the last year. I dont really post a lot anymore, I make empty promises, and struggle to find inspiration for new art.
I'll keep the blog up as an archive. I appreciate all the love you've given Joltik over the many years, thank you so much for everything !!!
My main art blog is here if you'd still like to support my art !! https://rickydirigo.tumblr.com/
#this has been a hard decision but I think it's time to move on#my health is not the best and I really dont have a lot of energy to run this anymore
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Jonny sleebing in fucked up ways (very self indulgent) :)
I actually wanted to color this but maybe another time...I have other ideas I desperatly need to attend to, and this was supposed to be a simple anatomy study
I loved figuring out his entire beastliness, and Im especially satisfied with his mechanism. I imagine the lid is half grown into his body, as his chest struggles to heal around it. this creates quite a heavy strain. I started sketching this in a haze of sleep deprevation and gender envy (look at his body hair....ghwuahhh)
of course he also gets his wife, because his wife is my wife (I love you briahn...brihnn..)
#if im not normal about sleeping he cant be normal about it either#two of hearts#jonny d'ville#the mechanisms#drumbot brian#anatomy study#kinda mad that I dont have the energy to colour this anymore#pls click on it the quality is so bad
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i have been a ball of depression lately as well as my physical health worsening pretty severly this past week due to stress and so my friends have been. trying so hard to get me to get out and do things and its very sweet but i feel bad because the whole time i’m just a total mess
#they say they dont mind but i need to really. stop#im stuck.#and i know it’s hard on my friends to see me like this since i’ve been doing a lot better and now am back to my old habits#but i felt bad because they took me out shopping and to dinner tonight and i just had a headache and was limping and couldnt stop talking#about the recent death in my family and all the stress from classes and socially and how lost i feel#and i just wanted so bad to just. enjoy myself but i couldnt#but my friends know about how severe my depression is and are all very used to it#its in fact more normal than not. but i was really. feeling at my best for several months so the crash back down to not eating and sleeping#and being unable to fully tidy my room and all that stuff has been. difficult for me as well as those around me#it’s been normal for me for so long to live terribly that taking care of myself for a while and then losing the drive to has been. hard#im trying to get better but i slide back down#i need to work on my constant self loathing but i keep walking around just. conviced im such a burden and being sad makes it even worse#i just. am always overcompensating for my lack of#ability to love myself with just. constantly showering everyone around me with love and its. hard for me when i dont have the energy to do#even that anymore. its hard to let people take care of me when i just want to take care of them all the time
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I have been at work for 13 hours and am so tired... I posted this to the wrong blog at first, it is the tired, so sorry.
(yamcha pose cleo be upon yee)
#zombiecleo#hermitcraft#bobbs art#if you saw this on my other blog no you didnt#this sketch took like 15 minutes but i dont have any energy for anymore effort so sorry
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