#i dont have a personality or identity outside of being skinny

[slxxx03]

when the symptoms of an ED actually symptom and you are not the exception to the rule that not eating is not good for humans bruh moment

[ryuuseini]

God I wanna... Say Something regarding fatphobia in media and the terms ppl use in describing characters who gain weight over time ("letting go" like bro shut the fuck up???) and how like, there's also nuance to the discussion (like, a character who starts out on the heavier side choosing to lose weight shouldn't be demonized either - as PLENTY of people want to lose weight for various reasons, and while you can point to a decent amount of it stemming from our fatphobic society, a lot of it is also just personal desire at the end of the day - but I also understand that if your ONLY fat character loses weight at the end and the other characters don't change either, then that's not good) but idk, I'm a little too tired to properly articulate what's going on in my mind? But I just... wish this was more of a discussion

[asexuwales]

i dont know who i am

what is my identity

i like lots of things

i also dont like alot of things and i know what they all are

i appreciate some things but sometimes they dont really hit the same when i actively think about them

like shadows and such

they seem so pointless out of context

idek who im trying to be

well

im trying to be someone with a sense of self

but as a nihilist it doesnt work out too much

people say im not a nihilist because i have a job i want to do and hobbies

nihilists dont just sit around doing nothing we do get bored

but how we would love to

there isnt a point to anything

maybe were big thinkers who see too much outside of the big picture

whats the point in spending so much time earning money when it was just a system set up because we accidentally discovered fire

if you dont comply to the government in anyway the only way is jail

maybe jail is a nihilists endgame

i wouldnt mind being in jail

but other parts of me are relieved that ive finally found somewhere to belong

my insides clash i guess

growing up without a stable base or stable reliable people in my life leads me to want to find a home

but my personality wants to just give up because life is so fucking boring anyways

so why dont i give up its supposed to be the easy way out

but it really isnt

the paperwork

the possesions

the relationships

having to change my stable base again

japan has become the longest stable place ive ever had

which is crazy to think about

the longest ive ever stayed in one place is like 2 years

the dragon was 5 years but i changed house and people like every 2 years

even before i started boarding we didnt stay in a house longer than 2 years

but why do i desire a stable place to stay

was it really that awful

because i didnt notice it was awful

it was just life

idk how it would have affected me

this stupid sense of self affects every part of my life and my work

the problem i have with literally everything stems back to who am i

i really dont know who i am

its messing me up

i dont know how to find out who i am when i already know what i like and what i dont like

what am i missing

i really feel like im missing something

its not as simple as what i like and what i dont like

theres something else

that everyone else seems to have no trouble understanding

i really need help with that

but i dont know how to work around to that because everyone always stops at what i like and what i dont like

what other parts are there to me as a person

what creates a personality

INTP

im introverted i get my energy from being alone

im intuitive i activley search for new things and enjoying changing my opinion and evolving

im a thinker i make decisions logically and analyse things before i feel them

im a perciever im more random and spontaneous

but that doesnt tell me anything i dont already know

if i enjoy learning things why am i a nihilist

who do i think of myself as a nihilist if i constantly want reasons and answers

WHAT THE FUCK AM I MISSING

when i talk about my likes i dont actually like them

but when i see them i like them but i think about how i dont like them when talking about them

that doesnt include my interests

specifically naruto ive never been bored talking about naruto

what music do i like

all music music is better than no music no matter what it is

what movies do i like

dead poets society

which is crazy but its a movie about optimism

i know i dont like romance

unless i do

then i do like romance

a very specific lack of fluff but not toxic kind of romance

i wear tshirts and baggy trousers

i dont wear skinny trousers because theyre uncomfy to sit in

that's probably because they dont fir properly

but i dont have the money for properly fitting skinny trousers

they gotta have a stretch

i lie about alot of things

i paint myself as not a lier

but i really am a chronic lier

lying gives me a sense of security i think

i can control what others perceive me as

but i dont want others perceiving me

do i want control

i know people find me annoying but thats been so oversaturated in my life that i really dgaf anymore

everyone finds me annoying and theres nothing i can do about that

i like the dark

idk how to talk about things deeply

im so surface level

so why do i do therapy

i feel like i have nothing deep to talk about

because im so surface level

so why am i like this

i wish other poeple would try to understand me as much as i understand them

if im surface level why do people not understand me

maybe my worst fear is that im making all this shit to be way bigger than it actually is and that im just a normal person with some sort of victim complex

just sick and tired of life i just wanna lay down and never wake up again

i wont be losing anything when i die

[disventure-rewrite-takes]

for when u get back:

I'd make Jaiden t4t. bc that would be pretty rad and also it would be nice to have a canon trans character that isn't the skinny white twink named Aiden

like don't get me wrong, I know tguys like Aiden, I know tguys called Aiden, but like. the very stereotypical trans guy being the Only trans character period is. weird. i don't like it.

also while I'm here... let's see... Gabby, Alec, Rosa, Lake, Grett and Kai. All trans. Also also we should have a canon nonbinary and/or genderfluid or bigender character. gimme enbies who use multiple sets of pronouns pretty please!

like if ONC are going to claim that like half the characters were super intended to be LGBTQ and have pride posts filled with a bunch of characters they 100% just. decided were queer for brownie points so the posts would have more than 4 characters... then we might as well go all the way!

- 👽

YES TO ALL OF THIS!!!

jaiden being t4t would solve every issue in the world ever i think . make this canon ONC pls.. actually dont bc you’ll fuck it up horribly. keep your hands off trans james.

i’m glad you think, just like me, that they announced some of the cast as queer just for people to call them progressive and praise them. i’m fine with having a few characters not mention their queer identity and still be queer - i’m basically doing this with my own original story - because it can sometimes get exhausting to hear everyone outright stating their identity. it’s not in-character for everyone.

but when you have over half the cast never mention or show queerness then they just appear in the pride posts... red flag. trevek is a MAJOR example of fan service and stuff like this: they had zero chemistry, derek was always a dick to trevor, and now, somehow, for some reason, trevor is in love with derek AND we have a SECOND LOVE TRIANGLE. another few examples: huntessally never got together and never once mentioned queerness despite being set up to do both, and guess what? they’re portrayed in official art always together, with bi and pan flags respectively, despite never ever mentioning anything. karol was there for 0.2 seconds, but ONC realized they don’t have enough lesbians and forgot about trans and aspec people and decided to make her a lesbian. dan was probably made asexual just because his color scheme is purple, and emily is “part of the LGBT community” because the majority of fans hc-ed her that way so god forbid they are let down. they didn’t even tell us if she had a specific label, was unlabelled, or simply labelled herself as queer. what a slap in the face.

if you want to represent queer people, do it well. do your research. don’t make your characters gasp at the mention of a trans person (seriously what the FUCK). don’t include a kissing challenge because romance-repulsed/touch-repulsed people and/or aspec people simply could not do it. if you want to have a stereotypical queer character, that’s fine as long they have a personality outside of it and there is at least another character with the same label who does not adhere to the norm.

[emeritus-fuckers]

Howdy hey I'm interested in trying the match-up event. I always enjoy reading the things y'all've written.

Apologies in advance if this is a mess. 1. Identity: I am nonbinary, use they/them and she/her pronouns. I'm bisexual and a bit on the demisexual side.

2. Who I like: I'm cool with either the papas or ghouls

3. What I look like: I'm 5'8" and chubby. I'm pretty strong and got some muscle so I'm built perfect for giving big hugs and cuddles (though it'll take a bit of convincing to get me cuddly). At the moment my hair is dyed bright red but it changes colors often. Both my eyes have sectoral heterochromia and are green with a bright blue chunk. I usually wear all black graphic tees, skinny jeans, boots, and fun colored socks that often show because i never find pants that are long enough in my size lol.

4. My personality: I am introverted but enjoy being around others even if it wears me out. I'm good with kids (I'm a human jungle gym at this point) and people tend to tell me their secrets and find it easy to be open/themselves around me. I'd say i'm pretty smart but I will do stupid things just because i'm curious. Folks i'm comfortable around will never hear the end of my current interests and I'm a complete goofball (I've been banned from being funny at the table because i've caused too many people to choke laughing oops). It takes a while to actually get to know me deeply because I keep things close to my chest and dont open up easily. I've got a lot of anxiety and some baggage that I keep hidden but I'm working on I swear. I can get really competitive over trivial things and can turn anything into a game. I sometimes go MIA when im distracted with whatever the hell i'm into at that time but when I reappear there's always something new to share. (I can tell you everything you never wanted to know about pipe organs!)

5. Interests: I've got the adhd so my interests bounce around a lot. I like making things and I mess around with a lot with different crafts. I do a lot of fiber arts stuff and I've also recently been whittling bears (I have a few around somewhere). I love music both listening and playing it. I play 8 instruments (violin, viola, cello, mandolin, ukulele, trumpet, trombone, and french horn) but I'm best with the violin because i've been playing it for around 17 years. I'm also teaching myself accordion and guitar. I play video games sometimes and I especially enjoy getting 100% completion. In general I love learning anything and everything and am a "jack of many trades but master of none"

6.Trivia: My favorite movie is fantasia 2000 and recently I completed my goal of performing every music piece in an orchestra (The Pines of Rome and the Firebird Suite are my favs). I collect knickknacks and random things I find and use them to decorate my spaces and I have a skeleton with a mustache in a wizard costume in the back seat of my car and its name is Todd. I also keep googly eyes in my bag just in case

This post is part of the 1000 followers match up event. Entries for the event are now closed.

Your match is...Swiss

You and Swiss quickly became friends, he's so excited by things and so enthusiastic that you got swept up in it all. He's charming and really sweet to you, so you started to fall for him. One day you were sitting outside, Swiss taking a large drag of his vape before he looks at you and grins. "I love ya, you know that right gorgeous one?" You blush and blurt out that you feel the same way. Swiss responds by biting your shoulder just under the collar of your t-shirt. "There now it's offical" he says so excited he's practically jumping up and down "you're my mate!"

Swiss adores your eyes, he thinks they are the most awesome thing ever, and so beautiful. He tells you this a lot.

Swiss adores how much of a goofball you are, he is too, and you spend a lot of time together both laughing so hard you end up tearing up.

If your anxeity is getting bad he will cuddle and do anythig he can to help. If things get too much and you seem sad he'll hold you. He will cuddle you as long as you need. Then he'll try and take your mind off things, anything to get you to laugh a little and smile. Swiss is chaos personified but one thing is constant for him, he loves you and is devoted to you.

Swiss can keep up with your changing interestests. Infact he loves it! This Ghoul enjoys chaos and jumping around from thing to thing, that keeps him occupied. Whatever you get into he'll throw himself into it completely with you.

He is fascinated by all the things you collect. He loves how varied they are and the skeleton with a moutache is his favourite. He was very excited when you whittled him a bear. You handed it to him and he just looked at it like 'woow this is awesome'. he keeps it in his room, pride of place.

He's more than happy to help you learn guitar, he gets so excited his tail starts swishing around. He passes you his guitar and sits behind you legs either side of you showing you a cord and then letting you practice. He'll kiss your neck or softly bite your shoulder every now and then. He'll rest his chin on your shoulder and watches. He smiles at how fast you are learning, his smile is gorgeous enough to make your heart melt for him, to forget completely what you were playing and you just smile back. Often this leads to you getting so distracted the guitar gets forgotten as he presses his lips to yours.

~

Written by Nyx

[maxellminidisc]

I was up at like 4am and bored looking up "designer" plus sizes and genuinely that shit is laughable. Outside the very often confusing and more than often STILL limited sizing in extended sizes, so much of the actual design is so thoughtless. Like very few of these designers think about how these designs will translate to a fuller figure or different body shapes within the plus size demographic. Not every fat person is built with a perfect hour glass or even pear shaped body. This is especially evident in anything that isn't supposed to be ultra feminine, body hugging, or curve/waist accentuating. Like not all women want to be feminine or accentuate the features society genders us with against our own wishes.

It's a pain in the ass being somebody who's consistently loved menswear and tailoring both because straight lines and geometric 80's silhouettes are my preference, but also because of my constant use of fashion in expressing my more idk genderBLENDED identity. I dont want to constantly be cornered into the only shit fitting me being what is socially perceived as "feminine". I want to be able to be gnc or androgynous in my own way the same way skinny people are fucking always given leeway and praise for.

Like not only is it a battle finding a good formal pant that fits in the first place but to find one who's tailoring is both flattering to my fuller lower body, but also doesn't settle for accentuating the same "curvy" silhouette is near impossible. Plus, much of the waist pleating and even pocket design of plus size formal pants is so fucking unflattering and even rendered useless because of how the design fails to translate. Like the amount of times I've had to pass up a pant with a good fit because the pockets end up flaring open cause my hips are wide and thus prone to having shit fall out is genuinely stupid. I keep seeing designers try to make wide leg dress pants for plus sizes as well since "oversized" 🙄🙄🙄 is a the trend rn but most of them look frumpy because of stupid design choices like making the flare/wideness of the pant begin at the actual waist and not below it, creating a ballooning or even extra wrinkled effect.

And don't get me started with how almost every fucking women's blazer either has to have roll up sleeves, tailoring to exaggerate the waist, or some kind of belting/bow to, again accentuate the waist. And if they're NOT curve hugging they alwayshave the worst, again, frumpy fucking fit usually in the arms so you look like you're wearing your dads old blazer or something. Why can't women's clothes be afforded the same clean crisp lines and fit as men's suits?! I often have to get men's blazers and suit jackets and have my mom do some tweaking to get the sleeves a lil shorter. Like people should not be going the extra mile to get the fit AND silhouettes they want, including women who don't mind their feminity despite all my bitching lol

And of course theres like a BAJILLION complaints I could have about jeans but don't get me fucking started on THAT shit or I wont shut the fuck up lol

[albino-whumpee]

An old thing 5

First

Continued from here

I´m quite proud of this part. Do you remember the Walmart man? Yeah. More angst and sick fic than whump, but there.

CW// Non Con, Dub Con, NS*W at times, dehumanization, slavery, human trafficking, escape attempt, blood, broken noses, implied death, regain of identity, whump of minors, manhandling, prong collar, past torture, creepy and explosive whumpers, physical and emotional abuse.

Everything will be tagged and if there´s tags to be added, tell me please.

Dimitri was speechless.

“Can you repeat that, please?” He said.

“You’re too close with Kit, we’re gonna send you to a vacation house. Dont worry about Roahn, you will see her when it’s the mounting” Layo said across the table. Kit and Danae were playing outside.

“Im…I…when?” He asked visibly stressed.

“Maybe on saturday. The vacation house is on the other side of the country, next to Sunnyhills Beach, I think you know whose property is it”

Dimitri knew.

His last master before them.

The one who had tried to kill him with the prongs collar.

“His son will be taking good care of you, so you better behave and do as he says understood? He wont accept escapes like us. You know his methods already anyways, you will know whats better for you” He said sipping on his coffee. “Ah, but you’re still ours. If he thinks he is entitled to damage you, He wont see the end of it”

“U-Understood…” Dimitri said still cleaning his plates. He had time. If he hurried up, maybe he could escape tomorrow. While they were on their cocktail party.

“I gotta believe I can do it” He told himself

—

Report came and Dimitri explained how he could the plan for the next day to Kit. How he would take him to that place.

“With Jen and Roahn?”

“Yes with them too” he smiled. “But you gotta tell me if they’re sleeping”

“Master was drinking a lot and Master was already asleep”

“Alright Kit. Ill show you something but you must not say anything ok?”

“Ok!”

He took out the improvised key from a vase and tainted the lock until he opened it.

“You could get out all this time?”

He sighed “No. Only on important moments. Now shhh” he put his finger on his mouth. “Come on Ill get you to your room but silence”

Kit put his lips together and followed him to his room. An spacious yet small little place with only the necessary and some toys. He was relieved he didnt live like them.

Dimitri put him to sleep.

“Goodnight Dimitri see you tomorrow?”

“Goodnight Kit. See you tomorrow” he said as he gave him a kiss on his forehead.

He closed the door silently.

Silent as a mouse, he went to his office. In all those years they had never guessed he had a key. So they had never bothered to lock the office. Dimitri knew perfectly where the copies were, but he knew keeping them would be too evident so he took them and made an improvised and quick copy of them with plaster.

He only needed to wait a few hours for it to harden.

He went as fast as he had gotten in but heard steps and hid quickly.

“Fuck…” Layo’s voice. He was going to the bathroom. And he would pass around the office for that.

Dimitri breathed quickly as he noticed. Was it that way he would end up? He took a stone decoration from a table and was ready to smash it on his head when he heard:

“Master? I can’t sleep!” Kit cried.

“What the…go to bed, Kit” the man said walking towards him.

“I can’t! Tell me a story! please, master!”

“Ugh what a pain is one am…Alright, Alright, coming go to your bed, Ill go take a piss before that…”

Dimitri held tight to the artifact.

“No!! Now!!”

“Argh! What a kid! Ok ok” he heard the door shutting.

Dimitri left the stone on its place and ran quietly to the cell. He closed it again and started working.

At 7 am it was ready. Later, Dimitri was preparing their masters for a full day outside when Layo said:

“Dont try anything funny Ok?” As he was locked up again. He had to hold the urge to laugh on his face.

“Understood”

Kit came running down a few minutes later.

“They’re gone!” He had told him.

Dimitri stood up. With backpacks on hand.

“Its time, Kit”

—

Dimitri got out of the cell and went upstairs. The house was empty. Or so it seemed.

“Kit” Dimitri held the boy’s small shoulders “I need you to go check on the door if there’s somebody. I’ll go get them ok? If theres someone dont scream it” he took the house phone and made it ring pressing a button “you do this and let the phone ring three times. Alright?”

The kid nodded. Dimitri gave him his binoculars back.

“Go see, explorer” he told him before the kid ran off.

He then made a little jump and sprinted towards the stairs. He went to the door where Roahn was and knocked three times. Her voice was husky.

“Dimitri?” She called

“Roahn, it’s me. We’ve gotta go. Now. Can you handle it?” He asked her through the door. A cough.

“Yeah” she said “always”

“We will take you to a doctor. I swear.” He said looking down and putting the keys on.

Roahn had been very sick for weeks. She couldnt give her enough milk and was very weak. Refusing to eat even. Miraculously, Jen was healthier than ever.

Finally the door opened and Roahn had her baby on her skinny arms. Eyebags dark in her face. Yet the light on her eyes were strong. He held her after giving her a hug.

“Lets go” he said as he helped her walk through the house. “Kit is waiting” that line made her sob happily.

“Our baby…” she said looking nowhere

They streamed downstairs, Roahn almost falling at various times due her legs not being able to move correctly. However Dimitri was there to hold her.

When they finally reached the kitchen Kit was waiting for them.

“Nobody on sight!” He said as if he was a sailor.

“Good” Dimitri told him “Kit, help Roahn out a bit would you?” He said putting her down to open the door. Kit sat besides Roahn and asked her if she was Alright to which she responded with a smile. Dimitri held the concrete key on his hand and inhaling deeply he unlocked the door.

The clicking sound of freedom was on his ears as if it was music.

-

The four of them stepped out of the house to the secondary door. Not before putting coats with hoodies that covered their faces. Then they ran. Quietly, agitatedly, desperately. The four of them reached the door withut problems.

There was no one apparently.

The door was in a vine wall. It was easy to pass through it because the key Dimitri had was a copy of the master key he used to buy groceries.

He held them down for a bit while he opened the door. It was the last thing.

The last.

When he opened the door he saw the street and a fist on his direction. A man in black suit punched him making him fall. Roahn and Kit immediately tried to run away from the man, but Dimitri, even when hazy due the pain, used a close by rock to knock the guy out by hitting his head. The man fell and Dimitri was alert to anybody else coming to try and stop them. But there was no one.

“Roahn!! Kit! Its ok!” He yelled with blood going down his nose. They went out of their hiding spot and went back to Dimitri.

“Are you ok?” Roahn said cleaning the blood off his face and stuffing his nose with tissues.

“Yes, we just need to go now” he told her holding her hand a second.

“Is he dead?” Kit asked without taking his eyes off the fallen man. Blood came out of his ears.

“No” Dimitri answered him taking the kid by his hand and running past the body “he’s just unconscious”

They ran and ran and ran until they were on a plaza with a supermarket and a pharmacy.

They were free.

“Now where?” Roahn asked him visibly tired.

Dimitri took a look at Roahn holding Jen like she was a precious stone. Impressively calm. Kit was amazed by everything he saw.

“Now…we take these off” he told her taking his hands to his neck. Feeling the belt like collar and undoing it. He took it out carefully and slowly. Holding it in his hands, Kit could see clearly the old scars on his neck. It grossed the kid to think about how he got such hideous scars.

Dimitri knelt down to Kit and took his collar off too. Kit felt lighter than usual and couldn’t hold the instinct to touch his now free neck.

Dimitri smiled a bit and ruffled his hair before doing the same to Roahn.

Roahn dropped a tear when she felt that lightness on her neck. They looked at each other’s eyes for a second but Roahn pulled him closer and gave him a kiss on his neck and then on his lips.

“Yikes” said Kit watching them. They looked at the kid and laughed.

“Sorry Kit” Dimitri laughed.

“What about looking around for a place to stay, hun?” Roahn asked sweating cold. “We’re tired and we will need to hide for a bit…” she said.

“You feeling ok, Ro?” He asked him cupping her face with his hands. She nodded slowly “We will take the bus to Keith City, I’ll go buy the tickets and have a doctor check on you there ok?”

“Ok” she said.

Suddenly Jen started revolving and slapping Roahn’s face.

“Hey hey what is it Jen?” She asked her. Kit moving towards her.

“Dont cry Jen! It will be alright!” The kid said.

“Is she hungry?” Dimitri asked. Roahn blushed in embarrassment.

“I cant… feed her. I need some baby milk powder. Do we have some?” She asked Dimitri.

He started to search but it was in vain and he knew it.

“Kit” the kid shoot his head up from trying to comfort the now crying baby “could you tell that man there where could we get an electric chair for Roahn?” He asked signaling a person with a supermarket uniform not that far away.

The kid ran to him and asked him. The man was almost a geezer but his smile was really bright.

“It’s for your mommy there? Is she alright?” He asked Kit.

“Eh…Roahn? I hope so…” the kid said unsettling the man a bit.

“Not your mom? Its your auntie then? You two look alike a lot” he said again pulling the electric chair to the woman.

“We-we do?” Kit said finding himself a question.

“Here it is lady. Everything alright? You look a bit pale ma’am” he said helping her get into the chair.

“Yes, sir” she answered him not conscious of her formality.

The man found the people on his view with a woman with baby on arms crying out loud, the many bags and the very attractive man with tissues on his nose very strange. But it was a walmart. He had seen all kind of people go there. So he just walked away.

They put some of the bags in the electric chair and the others on the package service. Then they entered the market. Dimitri was used to go so he wasn’t as excited as the others. Yet he couldn’t hide his happiness of not feeling that uncomfortable thing on his neck. It was now in the trash. They went through the isles calming the baby with a toy that hypnotized her long enough for them to look at everything. Kit was amazed. Asking questions about this and that. Roahn looked at the pharmacy isle where there should be a doctor with longing. Dimitri didnt notice as he was coming back with baby milk powder on his hands.

In the end they bought a few more things. Like the toy and a magazine for Kit. As well as painkillers. The cashier recognized him and greeted him “Good morning!” Dimitri greeted back. “Is that your family?” The teen asked looking at Kit showing Roahn an article from his magazine.

“Yes” he answered blushing.

“Your kid is very energetic” she remarked.

“He is!” He laughed a bit “excuse me, Lana, where would I get bus tickets? We’re going to Keith City to visit my wife’s sister, but my card doesnt seem to work now…”

“Oh! Here would be fine. Two adults and a kid right?”

Dimitri payed for the bus tickets that would depart in two hours and met Roahn and Kit.

Roahn was a bit uncomfortable to leave the chair, but they got a taxi to the bus station so she didnt have to walk any longer. She was now green.

“Everything alright ma’am?” The taxi driver asked her while Dimitri fed Jen.

“Y-yes, sir. No need to worry. Thank you” she answered.

Kit extended his bag of chips to her.

“Want one Roahn? You dont look good…” He said.

“Im alright Kit. Just tired, that’s all” she ruffled his hair. Kit pulling it down annoyed. “Ill be taking one, though” she said eating a chip slowly.

She rested her head On Dimitri’s shoulder who gave her a kiss on her forehead.

“Im not ok” she mumbled.

“We will get you a doctor there I promise” he whispered to her, giving her a kiss.

The rest of the way Kit talked with the driver asking him questions about his travels.

When they arrived at the bus station, they were good friends.

They got there just in time and went up the bus. It was a four hour ride, but all of them were exhausted and fell asleep as soon as the bus started moving.

Dimitri woke up an hour before getting there.

It was the first time he didn’t have a collar and walked around freely. It had been strange for him to book sits because of his lacking of last name. But he had come up with one last second.

His name was Dimitri Holberg.

Maybe it was made up, but he had an identity now. He wasn’t bee, yellow, dog or dildo.

He was a human being and his name was Dimitri Holberg.

He had a family and a mission to reunite them all.

With determination they arrived at Keith’s city.

[luminisvii]

FOR THE ASK GAME UHHH zhongli maybe. i'd ask about that quadruple pussy guy from gundam but that requires a likeable ship and decent opinion and from what i understand he's just a bastard

well THANKS ill do them BOTH bc i love that bastard char

starting with zhongli: 

favorite thing about them

i think his info dumping is extremely endearing, especially bc if he likes someone he just tells them things he thinks is really neat. love is stored in the infodump!

least favorite thing about them

hes a capitalist

favorite line

the part where he calls venti a disgrace to the arts and then implies hes gonna beat the shit out of him

brOTP

venti. i think theyre best friends with how much they relentlessly drag each other. zhongli is normally patient and mature but venti brings out the worst in him. they probably go drinking together and everyone is confused on whether or not they actually like each other

OTP

im kinda basic. childe 

nOTP

i dont really ???

random headcanon

zhongli, being a dragon, has a metabolism that allows him to eat shit like rocks and be fine, but luckily he has a taste for regular food and spends most of his time just eating gourmet instead of horrible things

unpopular opinion

he is NOT a himbo. not only is he skinny as fuck but hes extremely wise and knowledgeable. he just lacks all common sense because hes not human and is horrendous at acting like he is

song i associate with them im not doing this bc i have no songs and ill embarrass myself

favorite picture of them

now for QUATTRO P*SSY (char aznable)

favorite thing about them

i think this man’s quest to ruin the zabis for ruining his life is the funniest thing on earth. he’s so not subtle about his intentions to kill all of them. the bitch is actively sabotaging garma and then is like “who, me? i would NEVER send garma to his death.” as he does it. goals

least favorite thing about them

well he is a horrible shitty person who constantly plots to get people killed, but thats kinda sexy. the real problem is he revives space nazism

favorite line

"garma, i’m sending your sister to you now!” [kills kycilia]

brOTP

i dont think char can have friends. im sorry. hes got people he knows

OTP

i think charmuro is very funny but i am not truly committed to any char ship

nOTP

kamille. don’t like it.

random headcanon

char is the kind of person who would show up late with an iced coffee, just to let everyone know that they are less important than his coffee

unpopular opinion

i think char is just totally incapable of being a good person. he gave it a fair shot in zeta but he obviously couldn’t keep it up so he went back to bullshit afterwards. personally i find it makes a compelling arc for a man who just cannot move on. he’s stuck on his identity as char aznable, zeon ace, and has nothing outside of it, while amuro has moved on. it’s honestly tragic! but seems even the show runners are trying to make him more sympathetic now like NO! I LOVE MY EVIL MAN

song i associate with them

favorite picture of them

passing on the last two bc no song and also i don’t wanna just repost fanart

[wreckofawriter]

Ship!

Ask @mcluuvin666 : hi can i get a ship from the golden trio era? im very much a hufflepuff. i have wavy brown hair w brown eyes and i occasionally wear my glasses but rarely because i’m very insecure about how i look and i have a hard time being able to love myself. even if people believe i’m skinny and “pretty” i constantly tear myself down. um I love to roller skate, which is funny because i’m incredibly clumsy and basically blind, and also go on adventures and experience something new. i love the thrill of trouble, even though i’m extremely shy & introverted. i start turning red the second i raise my hand to answer a question. i give more than i should so i constantly help and love others as much as i can without receiving the same back. i’m more closed off in the beginning because of the things i’ve faced with others so i tend to stray away from any type of relationships but if you manage to get close then you’re in for an affectionate, cuddly, and crazy ride. oh yeah i’m definitely a hopeless romantic. i probably wrote too sorry but thank you for this!

I ship you with...

Harry Potter!

Harry met you on his first train ride to Hogwarts

You were pretty nervous and unsure what was going to happen

Harry found you sitting by yourself and asked to join you

You had simply nodded to preoccupied with different thoughts to truly care about it

Soon Ron joined you and he started a playful conversation, when Harry's identity was revealed you nearly choked

You were sitting in a train car with the Harry Potter? You instantly began to feel quote small, I mean you were sharing a cabin with a celebrity

Ron kept the conversation up, you didnt say much beside your name

You couldnt help but stare at Harry though, you never thought you would meet the boy who lived in person

Of course you became a member of the golden trio, although it was not known as such

Although it took you a but to get used to the boys and Hermione, they (mostly Harry) were quite persistent

Once they did break though to you, the four of you became inseparable

You went with them on every adventure, although you held a reputation of a shy goody two shoes when you were alone, you lived and breathed trouble

You became the mastermind behind many of the ridiculous adventures the trio embarked apon

Harry had always taken a particular liking to you, but he was never quite sure how to act on it

It didn't help that you were so affectionate towards him, you would constantly hold his hand claiming it was cold or hugging him because you were tried and he smelt good

Hermione and Ron picked up on it quickly, they saw the way he flushed everytime you got too close to him

Ron teased him while Hermione encouraged him to ask you out

Finally in fourth year he plans to ask you to the yule ball, his plan is crushed when you bounce into the common room saying that Luke Cholderton asked you out

He was quite upset about it not to mention extremely jealous

He sulked the entire ball, watching you and Luke the whole time unhappily

Finally he decided he had had enough and dragged you outside of the ball and confessed his feelings

Well not really. He end up getting really confused and nervous before suddenly kissing you and running away before you could say anything

You were super confused to say the least, but you also knew that you had a major crush on him so you were super happy

You ended up finding him hiding in the boys dormitories and telling him you liked him back

You told Ron and Hermione the next morning and they were relieved Hermione almost kicked the shit out of Harry for the way he confessed

You guys dont really do too many dates you simply have too much other shit going on (like saving everyone's lives)

You go to all of his quidditch games though

And he loves to just do stupid shit with you, one time in fifth year you both git roller skates and you attempted to teach him to skate in the hallways

Umbridge almost killed you and you both ened up with matching scars in your hands

He buys you expensive gifts all the time, you beg him not to, but he cant help it, he just wants to show you how much you mean to him

He bought you a golden snitch necklace and sometimes calls you "his snitch" which Hermione finds adorable and Ron finds repulsive

You return the gifts often saving to buy you both tickets to quidditch game, despite your bad luck with them in the past

You both fall asleep on the couch in the common room more times than you could count

He likes to nuzzle into your neck fall asleep, especially after practice

Harry hates it when you tear yourself down and does everything he can to reassure you your are beautiful and loved

[spadedraws]

Wait huh? Aren't you the one always trying to go outside the box whether it comes to fusion rules or au's? Being off color/defective doesn't mean short. Tbh, I feel as if it's their au and they should do what they please(your words of course)and transphobic or not, someone's bound to get butt hurt or disagree over it. No harm towards you at all and I am against transphobia but...you don't think you're looking in to it too much?

Putting aside your quite obvious tone of patronization; Yes I am the one who always tries to go outside the box when it comes to fusion rules and AUs! However, this isnt exactly the same. Discussing a headcanon for how fusion works is entirely different from regulating and informing yourself on the harmful media and representation trans people are subjected to on the daily.

Secondly, I never stated that the gem had to be short to be offcolor or defective, though I understand how the words i said could be interpreted that way. Someone came to me for advice, and I gave them the advice they asked for. They can make their Amethyst equivalent defective in any ways they’d like, be that too tall, too skinny, wonky arms, too short, too fat, really any type of bodily figure that goes outside the norm for the quartz of that type. I only gave one rule, again a rule they asked for: Dont make the gem’s defect their gender identity otherwise it could have some negative implications towards trans people in general. Do they have to follow this rule? I mean on a technicality no, they dont! But they suffer the consequences of putting themself at risk on a platform and media that is safe for the people they are (hypothetically) actively harming.

Since you’re so quick to analyze my wording however, (i.e. that little bit about “your words of course” was rude and you know it) let’s analyze yours, shall we? You state that you’re against transphobia, yet in the sentence directly before you say “transphobic or not, someone’s bound to get butthurt or disagree over it”. Interesting how that works out huh? You’re not transphobic..... except for when its just trans people getting “butthurt” about it. You could apply that to any context and it would still be just as wrong.

“racist or not, someone’s bound to get butthurt or disagree over it”

“sexist or not, someone’s bound to get butthurt or disagree over it”

“xenophobic or not, someone’s bound to get butthurt or disagree over it”

Just because a particular issue, ANY particular issue, is not relavent to YOU, doesnt mean that there aren’t people who are harmed by the issue. It still exist, and it still needs to be regulated regardless of how you feel.

Furthermore i wanna look at this little line right here:

“No harm towards you at all and I am against transphobia but...you don't think you're looking in to it too much?”

Im focusing on the second half really, but notice how you say, “you dont think you’re looking in to it too much?” No actually I dont!

How is it that, I get asked a question on MY platform, by a person who wants to know MY opinion on a particular topic, and then I go to a direct source for the answer, yet im looking into it too much?

Despite the tone of that text, I am genuinely curious on that one! Do you not research into topics that you’re asked about??? If I asked you, how many days would it take you to travel the world’s entire circumference walking in one straight line, and you consulted an expert on the weather patterns and the gear you would need and the physical stress your body would endure over that amount of time, is it fair for me to say you’re looking too much into it?

The correct answer for that one is: no.

If I’m looking for a legitimate answer to a question, you should want to provide me with the most intelligible response. Thats not looking too much into it, thats called educating yourself and educating others.

Going back to the original subject, and I’ll try to keep it brief since I’ve been talking for a long time now: My main point is that trans people deserve to be treated with respect. They didnt have this right for such a long time. Im doing my part in making trans people feel comfortable in these spaces. If you have a problem with me teaching people how to respectfully write their characters, we can have a one on one discussion in the private messaging system if you’d like. But dont you dare come on anon and tell me that im wrong for treating my friends with the respect they deserve and teaching others to do the same.

[archer3-13]

What would you think if Armor untis got "Hurry" as a base skill, which let them move forward an extra square, but ONLY if they don't attack? This would certainly preserve them being an enemy phase unit. At the very least, we need to get rid of the harsh terrain penalties & give Knights some terrain advantages.

personally, i would more so look towards nerfing the movement of other class types first before considering knight mov buffs. mages having armor mov for instance, a lot of the older or older inspired fes tend to do this and i think its a good choice both gameplay [mages are often your strongest nukes so slowing them down means a bit more risk management] and thematically [mages are skinny nerds, for the most part], but its also not the popular choice I WOULD WAGER

sooooo, instead i propose actually taking a leaf out of feh here and reducing flyer mov/giving cavs more restrictive/interesting movement penalties/obstacles to consider.

for flyers the extreme version of that is straight up knocking flyer mov down to the same value as infantry, less extreme is placing them halfway between inf and cav. personally i lean more towards the extreme version, flyers have always been the crazy meta defining good options they are because of how ridiculous their range of movement is, all the benefits of cav none of the penalties barring a situational necessity of arrow awareness. such an extreme mov nerf on flyers could help stem that, force players to more strategically consider flyer usage and placement and also better protect those poor archers from double happy pegasi and wyvern who just zoom up and murder them from outside their range.

for cavs its more complicated, terrain penalties have always been pretty strict on cavs but regardless they still often remain some of the best options because of range of movement. additionally they often have some of the best utility, they're the best at rescue and can semi cheat that with pair up, they can ferry items quickly back and forth, canto has never not been broken, and usually cavs and riding units have pretty well rounded options to fill any role ya need [healers and mages but on a horse, archers but on a horse, armor knights but on a horse, hell the mechanist is just a archer/thief on a horse]. buuuut, that range of mov is also just as defining to their identity as knights low mov is to theirs.

now, one potential avenue of curbing this issue is actually just another base change mimicked from feh: riding units traditionally have +2 mov compared to infantry units, in feh cavs only have +1. therefore, if the flyer mov debuff to infantry levels helped flyers not be so broken -> the lower cav mov should do the same right? but honestly i kinda hesitate at the prospect, cause cavs having only a +1 advantage over infantry is more forgivable in feh because of how small fehs maps are. its why id say the less extreme version of a flyer debuff would put them between cav and infantry mov, but still lean personally more towards atleast trying the extreme version of it cause i feel flyers could survive such a debuff with the illusion of going far distances intact; ignoring terrain is just that good at making you feel like your going far and has been part of why flyers feel like they have such insane mov compared to even cavs in most proper fes.

cavs with a mov debuff of even just -1 though i feel would come off as a bit too noticeable of a downgrade and start feeling sluggish compared to where they usually are, since unlike flyers cavs still have to struggle with terrain penalties and usually more then other classes ontop of that. new terrain obstacles and or harsher penalties can be leveraged in interesting ways to give infantry opportunity and advantages cavs dont and i say this not only cause of feh but because we have a practical case study of application in radiant dawn as far as proper fe goes. in radiant dawn, you had cliffs/ledges introduced as a new terrain feature, takin advantage of that 3d space and all. infantry and armors could cross ledges no problem, and ledges and terrain height could even be leveraged together to hilarious effect as units in the tellius series get avoid bonuses for being on higher ground. for cavs though, ledges were impassable meaning you have to take the long way with them well your infantry get free shortcuts. ontop of that, cavs in radiant dawn suffered additional mov penalties indoors that nurtured their mov to the same range of movement as infantry, and indoor maps tended to have lots of ledges as well.

in fact id just say in general that radiant dawn is in fact one of the best games for balancing the application of cav to inf to armor in general, they all feel purposeful and useful in their own ways. flyers are still pretty darn op in radiant dawn though.

[dapanem]

Okay since i dont always update for fics (Actually I just lost motivation for it once I got too into it) I decided to just do it like this:

-Marinette/Ladybug’s background would be that Marinette isnt a skater and she still design in my plot of this AU and she did design ladybug’s outfit. Marinette is always fascinated with all the figure skater’s outfits. Though she did skated on her childhood along with her best friend,Nino, she wasnt into it that much unlike him. Until she watched Adrien’s junior debut. Marinette then became a huge fan of Adrien Agreste. She was surprised to know that her figure skating otaku friend became best buds with him. So she had met him once (on his first debut). A few years after that Ladybug exsisted because of an accident. A video of her trying out a new costume while skating one of Gabriel Agreste’s master piece and a few complicated jumps and step sequences there got out. The perpetrator was cute little Manon who is also a skating otaku. Their family owned the skating house Marinette and Nino used to practice on their childhood (they still occasionally do it but of course Marinette trips here and there). This video went viral to all Skaters. Nino had called his friend the morning it got out because HIS FRIEND CAN SKATE AND DIDNT FALL ON HER FEET. Of course Marinette is all like I WAS FEELING THE OUTFIT I DIDNT MEAN FOR IT END UP LIKE THAT and went on a full day Panic Mode. Sure no one would recognize her (with the make up and all) but she was still scared. Enter Tikki who knows Marinette with or without make up (She was the one who painted her face on that video after all) saying she should join the next competition! But Marinette wouldnt budge. Because there is no way Marinette wont trip in front of the whole world. Eventually she was then convinced by Tikki’s reasons (like not letting the world know who is behind the “mask” and having an alias)(I honestly dont know if thats possible). So she joined the competition. With Tikki’s help, she met a proffesional coach name Alya Cesaire. There begins Ladybug’s adventure as a figure skater.

-Now enter Adrien Agreste/Chat Noir. Chat doesnt show much in this AU since I have absolutely know idea on where to put him (WHICH SUCKS CUS I LOVE BOTH OF THEM!!!) So it means Adrien has the most screen shows. So yeah Adrien Agreste is the son of Gabriel Agreste, A legend in the Skating World. Gabriel Agreste has made himself a respectful title because of his records. Every Grand Prix he enters, he break his record. Currently, the highest record he had made which is the highest skating record is 403. 50 for a combined score of the short program and free skate. This leaves Adrien being more pressured. He did well on his Junior debut. He won but it wasnt enough for his father because he didnt beat the highest record(Gabriel’s record). He didnt take much of the harsh words of his father that night before the celebration because he met his best friend there, Nino Lahiffe. He brought his best friend who made his costume and had supported him all through out. She was very shy around him and cant seem to make her words which he found cute (Reverse Crush AU!! But not really). Eventually he fell for Marinette but only Nino knows. His friendship with Nino is also something new to him. He was used to the intimidated hostile act towards him but with Nino’s chill personality, it surprised him. Then enter Ladybug’s viral video, his father became more strict. Practice almost 24 hours, He had to run two or three more miles than usual and stretching till he felt like he no longer have bones. It became a hell for him. His father had retired to become his coach(sorry forgot to mention this earlier). He didnt exactly hate Ladybug, it wasnt her fault his father is very competitive and demanding. But he did built a certain competitive attitude on her. So when she comes to the skating industry, he didnt fully welcomed her. But he was still nice to her. Then enter a small relaxing time for the skaters, which was more practice time for him, he decided to break a few rules. He decided to go around the country their in(which is where the Grand Prix Final happens). As he was about to go out, the papparazzi and his fans are waiting outside. This was a hindrance to his plans. Eventually he thought about diguises and asked Plagg, his make up artist, to do a unrecognizable “mask” to be able to hide to the press. Now Chat Noir he went around the country and had an accidental meeting with Marinette at some busy street. She was lost and got carried by the crowd. Marinette then fell in love with him (he doesnt know though) because of his fun and gentle way of being with her. Their hang out (*cough*date*cough*) got cut off by Nino noticing Marinette’s pigtails on the crowd. He doesnt want his identity be revealed to Marinette because he didnt act the way Adrien Agreste should act, so he left her with a goodbye and a kiss to the cheek.

-Nino/Carapace is ,as i stated earlier, the childhood best friend of Marinette. They grew up together and he always tried to keep Marinette from falling on ice. Eventually because of that he built up a slow pace. This became his signature move. He was called “The Turtle” on ice. Eventually that became a joke to all his friends and had decided to call him “Carapace”. His coach, Wayzz, helped him on getting his name known in the skating world. In his Junior Debut, he met his Best Friend who beat him to first place. He wasnt that depressed about it because he knows he did well on his short program and free skate. But he was worried about Adrien’s well being when he first laid his eyes on him. The boys was so skinny and he looks like he’ll fly away when a light wind blows. He was amazed once he saw him on ice. Adrien’s jumps compared to his are higher and much smoother. He step sequence are longer and faster. Everything about his skating just blew him away. When he looked at his best friend he saw how amazed she was and teased her about it. Marinette of course noticed the dissapointment in him and encouraged and supported him. She smiled and laugh with him. He really did love his best friend. Then a few years later, he met this tenacious coach, Alya Cesaire. The coach of his best friend. At first he was in denial about his feelings until she confessed to him at the small break for the skaters. He was confused at first. Then before the competition starts, he kissed her in front of the press.

-Alya/Rena Rouge enters the stage. Alya of course is a well known coach. But she has a secret. She is the infamous Rena Rouge of the Ice. She hid that title and lived the life of Alya Cesaire. She knows Tikki because she was the mentor of her make up artist, Trixx. Then she met Marinette and they just hit it off the perfectly well. Her alias, Ladybug, was made by her. Marinette also knows about her past as Rena Rouge. She found out about it when Alya told her her first every competition. Marinette’s Panic Mode had eased and she was avle to perform well on ice. Then time skip to when alya finds out she’s best buds with Nino Lahiffe, Alya freaked. She wasnt flustered around him but she acted more guarded and her tenacity level doubled. Then she found out why she was like that, its because she likes him. And the whole break she asked Marinette for help on trying to confess. All day was a failed attempts on romantic moods. So when Marinette got lost and the two of them are being carried by the crowds, she shouted and admitted her feelings. Of course that left a flustered Nino. She assured him that its fine if she doesnt reciprocate her feelings and fine on staying as friends. Eventually they found Marinette with a guy and Alya told her of what happened once they got to their hotel room.

-Chloe/Queen Bee is still somehow the same. Chloe is a teammate of Adrien. She and Adrien are friends but nothing as great as his friendship with Nino. She is boastful but when being Queen Bee, she acts the complete opposite of Chloe. She created Queen Bee as the persona for dating her boyfriend. Her boyfriend, Nathaniel Kutzburg, is a judge on the boys free skate. At first she only dated him for Adrien’s sake. But alas she was captivated by his shy demeanor. Nathaniel was hurt when she admits that she first approached him because of Adrien, but when Chloe told him that it was the greatest idea she had he was confused. She explained further as to why it was thw best idea she ever had. It was because she met him. The real him. But itll be a scandal if word got out that a skater and a judge are dating. So they both created Queen Bee. Pollen helps them on their secret meet ups and her outfits. She’s basically like her big sister. Then Ladybug came and she didnt really felt threathened. But she acts like it as Chloe.

-I also like the idea of Chloe acting hostile to everyone because of her mother(canon verse) so i put it in this AU. Both she and Adrien are mother less. Chloe’s mother left them because she got tired of the skating world and wants to settle down, but her dad (her coach) wanted to keep the skating legacy his family have. So they filed a divorce when Chloe was young. As to Adrien, his mother is a Ballet Artist. But she had died due to a car crash with him. He survived because of her mother. His father of course is a famous figure skater and he met Adrien’s mother, Emilie, when he was a newbie. Gabriel once studied ballet for the sake of skating and Emilie just loves Ballet.

-Marinette’s parents are still bakers. Though her mother was a gymnast. She used to win olympic medals. She was friends with Emilie too. But she never heard any news about her since she got married to Gabriel Agreste. She met Tom at her trip in France. She did her usual running and stretching at a park when she noticed a cute bakery nearby. She went inside and found him covered in flour with a cute smile on his face. She fell in love at that moment. He did too. So they went on cute dates and such. They got married before Emilie got married with Gabriel. So Emilie was at their wedding.

Okay so thats all that i can think of for now but i might add a few ones some time in the future. And just a heads up, if you guys think some of these sounds familiar its because i used Yuri on Ice!! As some base plot and just tweaked it a bit. I havent seen any fics about the skating Au for Miraculous Ladybug so I have no idea if they’ve been made yet. Now as for the drawing…Im not a good artist and Im doing my absolute best to draw and make up for the not updating for Marichat May thing. Also I kinda imagined Ladybug weaeing simple clothing for skating because of course you woulndt want things to get in your way as u skate. Her ribbons arent supposed to be long but I messed up lol. Thanks for reading this!

[countrygangrel]

i want all the questions from section 1 (except 16 bc idc) for chad and austin and bear thank u

why do u insist on doing this to me /s

chad:

1. Briefly Describe your OC: Appearance, personality, role in a story, etc..

hes short and Fat and sorta furry. hes a cub definitely. hes sorta got a ? larger than life personality hes a bit of a drama queen. he has frequent mood swings and complains a Lot hes a big ol baby. he was an assistant figure djdskh who became the Love interest 

2. Briefly describe their backstory/childhood

he grew up primarily with his older brother and his parents. his sister moved out when she turned 18 and she was a couple years older the other two, so she moved out when chad was around 8 or 9. their parents were ? sorta homophobic and transphobic he grew up in the 70′s and 80′s :/ he knew he was a boy and Gay by around 16 when he met his brothers lgbt friends. he liked to sleep in his brothers bed with him when they were both young and he let him. he stopped when he was around 12 or 13 after his brother was paralyzed from the waist down

3. Describe their family life and friends.

atm he lives with janet, fonn, laila, lumi, atlas, and hailey and he ? doesnt rlly have a lot of friends outside of them smh he makes Enemies with most other vampires he meets. he loves them all tho even tho hes a Pest. he pesters janet on purpose for being the only fully white person in the Home 

4. What is the world they come from like?

the world he comes from is ? real gritty. its like urban gothic with monsters jksdskdsh 

5. Are they original or exist in a certain fandom?

Eh. hes original mostly, there isnt rlly a fandom for wod

6. Are they an introvert or extrovert?

hes an extrovert he Loves being around people he loves them hes needy

7. Greatest fear?

honestly? probably having to go on his own again

8. What’s their sense of humor like?

he laughs at a lot. his sense of humor? his bf /s he does think his bfs funny tho dkdsjkd hes developed more of a dry sense of humor living with fonn though

9. Favorite pieces of fiction or genres they enjoy?

he loves romances sdkdsj and especially romantic comedies skdsdhsd he loves love he cries over it a lot and people used to like think he was actually upset until they asked him what was up and he started blubbering abt how happy he was for the protag

10. Favorite music genres?

he likes a lot of indie and like ? for lack of a better term Slow pop. gentle stuff,

11. Describe their vision of a perfect spouse, if applicable.

he Has a husband and he Is his perfect spouse, thank u very much

12. Largest regret?

probably leaving after he died and not telling his brother where he was going. also lying to janet abt who he was. also picking the name chad

13. Something your OC would say?

14. Whats their morality like?

hes either neutral good or chaotic good/neutral

15. Would they live in a city, rural area, or suburb?

he lives in a rural area rn 

17. Sexuality? Gender Identity?

hes a gay trans guy

18. What inspired you to make this character?

ill be honest i just wanted a frat boy vampire i didnt intend for him to be like this. he didnt even live in a frat.

austin:

1. Briefly Describe your OC: Appearance, personality, role in a story, etc..

hes tall and sorta lanky. hes sorta skinnie smh. he doesnt shave until he actually seems like he might start growing a beard, he likes being stubbly. hes a Big Asshole with commitment issues. his role in the story? to be an asshole /s

2. Briefly describe their backstory/childhood

it Wasnt great. his parents and siblings died when he was ten and he went on the run. he was ghouled first at 17, stopped for a while, then was ghouled Again when he was physically 21

3. Describe their family life and friends.

he isnt great at the whole family thing but he considers mags to be both is family And his friend. he likes rosa too but he thinks shes a baby even tho shes physically older than him and she actually has her life more together than he does

4. What is the world they come from like?

same as chads dsksdh

5. Are they original or exist in a certain fandom?

he was originally but hes like chad now

6. Are they an introvert or extrovert?

hes an extrovert but he does like his time to himself

7. Greatest fear?

probably having his loved ones leave him and Hate him. he wants people to like him

8. What’s their sense of humor like?

his sense of humor sucks dskshdksdh its pretty dry and sorta ? mean unless its directed At him by another person. then he gets all touchy and defensive

9. Favorite pieces of fiction or genres they enjoy?

he likes horror and suspense and Action

10. Favorite music genres?

fast

11. Describe their vision of a perfect spouse, if applicable.

his perfect partner would have to be pretty patient smh hes rlly good at ruining relationships for himself. after he gets over the initial distrust tho he rlly just wants someone who loves him. he prefers ppl who arent overly needy and also dont like try to Constrain him. hed ? agree to be like Monogamous tho when he decides he actually likes them tho dskjdsk like he might suggest it

12. Largest regret?

his life is made of regrets. but the biggest one is probably running most people off 

13. Something your OC would say?

“but im not gonna talk to a therapist, whos gonna make me, you know, deal with it and confront these issues” 

14. Whats their morality like?

chaotic neutral to neutral evil

15. Would they live in a city, rural area, or suburb?

city

17. Sexuality? Gender Identity?

bi and man aligned nb 

18. What inspired you to make this character?

i wanted a Dick i could easily hate but :/ 

bear:

1. Briefly Describe your OC: Appearance, personality, role in a story, etc..

shes short and chubby and she has really really fluffy hair that she doesnt rlly brush out smh. sometimes she tries to take dog brushes to it and they get stuck. shes surprisingly daring and fighty. she believes very strongly in her cause and is willing to do almost anything to get there. her role is a Secret 

2. Briefly describe their backstory/childhood

she was ? a wolf for the first couple of years. she was Smarter than her packmates at a young age. she had her first change away from most of her pack but did end up doing some damage, almost killing some of her packmates. her father took her from the pack and started trying to raise her on his own, teaching her french and inukitut. she learned english from bruno And he gave her the name bear. her dad’s sorta incompetent

3. Describe their family life and friends.

she has her dad jean and her best friend and now bf, bruno! her dads sorta a mess but hes trying. he was also a lupus and he still doesnt ? fully understand how living as a human works. 

4. What is the world they come from like?

same as chad and austin kdshdsds

5. Are they original or exist in a certain fandom?

^ see above

6. Are they an introvert or extrovert?

shes an introvert dksdhskd

7. Greatest fear?

probably the destruction of her homeland. her mothers already dead and shes scared of what would happen is she didnt have Any connection to her past left

8. What’s their sense of humor like?

she likes wordplay even if it takes her a bit to understand. she also likes ? bad puns

9. Favorite pieces of fiction or genres they enjoy?

she likes call of the wild, even though it makes her sad. white fang too. she likes a lot of ? books with animal characters or leads. otherwise she likes adventure stories. she also likes nonfiction a lot tho like documentaries

10. Favorite music genres?

she likes a lot of instrumental stuff and folk and rlly ? any song with good instruments. power metal too

11. Describe their vision of a perfect spouse, if applicable.

shed ideally like to marry her bf Thank U Very Much

12. Largest regret?

its not really a regret but she sorta wishes she wasnt a werewolf and shed just been a normal wolf

13. Something your OC would say?

“i have a garden growing in my shower so you have to use eco-friendly hair products. you will see worms and other insects, and you will occasionally see a spider too but they all help out the ecosystem.”

14. Whats their morality like?

chaotic good

15. Would they live in a city, rural area, or suburb?

rural area she doesnt like the city much dsksdj

17. Sexuality? Gender Identity?

shes a bi nb trans girl

18. What inspired you to make this character?

i thought the idea of a werewolf ecoterrorist was funny 

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callout for kamal @jlal

TW: #manipulation #heterophobia #factkin #racefaking

kamal @jlal is a toxic manipulator who, on several occasions, has forced me to draw dirkjake yaois for him while pointing a gun at my thrussy. he constantly lies to others that i drew both dirk and jake in flower crowns frolicking in a flower field because i enjoyed it, which obviously is incorrect. i tried to make him happy so he would stop forcing me to draw awful MEN, but unfortunately this only made the problem worse.

here are some screenshots of kamal yelling at me to do his bidding:

kamal jlal is also known to be an identity thief and is actually factkin of me (real kamal). multiple times i have tried to force him to stop this because it is quite insulting to me, but he would never stop. message after message, he harassed me and continued to claim that he was the real me. not to mention that he is iding outside of his race by iding as me, a white.

on july 10, 2016, kamal jlal posted the infamous libfef comic. using this comic as his weapon, he harassed minors and hurt people who helped others while being a raging homofobe and kinphobe. but thats not all. he managed to be extremely misogynistic in this comic, painting libby as an aggressive and annoying man-hater who everybody despises.

while on the topic of the libfef comic, here is a message from a friend of a victim of kamal jlals libfef comic:

however, thats not all. in fact, this friend of a victim is actually a victim of kamal jlals toxic behavior as well:

[text: i fucking... am so upset kamal jlal is a toxic person who made me cry because i had to read THIS over and over he was fucking RELENTLESS]

one thing to keep in mind: kamal jlal seems to be gay. he has a pink icon, a pink theme, and seems to like b*ys. now, im not homophobic, but dont tell me that this doesnt seem a bit suspicious. many of the things he suggests have very heterophobic undertones, and i would not like any other straights to fall victim to his heterophobic actions as i did...

additionally, kamal jlal is notorious for his fetishization of gay men. he only ever draws gay men skinny and pretty and small. here is an example:

last but not least, he is a libra. i can admit, i would be alright with the rest of what hes done in this callout post if he wasnt a libra. but that just isnt excusable and i know others can be harmed by this sort of behavior so i would really like it if everyone could spread the word. 

here are some receipts of him being proud of being a libra:

tldr; kamal jlal is a manipulative, heterophobic, racefaking libra who seems to target aquarii and dirkjake haters. he fetishizes gay men, is a misogynist, and is a raging kinphobe who pushes others into shrubs. id watch out for him if you want to stay safe and hydrated, my dearest perverts!