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My question is why would someone take this case?? My only hope it gets dropped cause this is more stupid than the Malaysia case
because of woke
#i dont fuckijg know#because shes STUPID#and shell pay them or something#shes actually so lame its Omg#sorry im not being aggressive to u beautiful beloved anon#im being aggressive to her its just like carrying over#mm i want a spring roll#blah blah!#not 75 stuff#asks#anon#they take some stupid shit man#i dotnt know
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Ghost Chef 1 stronger than me. i woulda quit my damn job or conveniently placed a cleaver into one of my essential internal organs
#I KNOW THAT KITCHEN LOUUUUD ASF#next floyd plays a fun game called can sebek dodge all the knives i throw at him#nightmare crucible lineup#IM KIDDING I LOVE THEM BOTH TEEHEE <3#twisted wonderland#twst#sebek zigvolt#floyd leech#fanart#memes#meme#culinary crucible#shitpost#LITERAL shitpost#sorry for how messy it is i wasnt going to do it all ine one go and i have to wake up in 3 hours just dont zoom in that closely LMFAO#i saw a pic earlier of malleus and leona both turning away from their plates in disgust#im imagining sebeks reaction LIKE PLEASE HED FUCKIJG EVAPORATE#also special shoutout to papyrus undertale for giving me the skills to draw ghost chef#hyuckscraps
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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 馃槏
#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man#thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking#mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they#dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done#listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life#i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this#once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i#dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this#ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be#i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about#how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being#given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out#entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please#its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have#to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once#and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general#feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this#but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is#i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired#i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if#i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore#i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr#and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning#my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better#it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood#my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it#cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen#.vent#ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.
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I have made a discovery
#this was fuckijg beamed into my brain by the universe#is this what its like to be a saint and get visions from god???#funger#fear and hunger#enki#olm#i dont know how to format shit ao this bitch is just gonna be that big ok we're all gonna be chill
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STRONG contender for best shelter cat name ive ever seen
#.pdf#rd#if the fuckijg mental illness site full of cat image doesnt appreciate this i dont know who will.
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I'm so stupid
#i can't stop crying#my best friend might be in a very dangerous situation#and i dont want to disclose too much#but she was in a car with a teacher and its really really#late#almost midnght and i was getting very worried but she was joking around#but then she got scared and asked me to call her#last time she checked she had 5%#and im so fuckijg stupid i missed her call and now shes not replying#its been 15 minutes#i dont know what to do#its all my fault#lasar being incoherent
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hey. guess who just witnessed the end of chapter 1 of your turn to die. im going to throw myself into the sea
#/j please dont be worried about me#god#i you know you fuckijg know#i wouldnt spoil it even if i was held at gunpoint#just#actually made me sob my eyes out#cannot remember the last time a game made me sob this hard aside from ori#fuckijg hell man#do yourself a favor and dont play this game <3#mizzle chats
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Kicks rock. I'm an old man fucker..... Conclave is old...... And looks the part....
#Guys Guys I know we see part of their necks and it's not Old Looking I Sweaarrr They Have Wrinkles God I Swear they fucking do#IF THEY HAVE SIMILAR YOUTHFUL LOOKING APPEARENCES LIKE ASUKA ANS CHAOS I'LL *KILL* OKAY#THEY BETTER HAVE FUCKIJG WRINKLES. THEY NEEEDDD THE WRINKLES.#THEY NEED SOME HEALTH COMPLICATIONS#I SWEAR TO DEUS AND RHER AND ARIELS IF THEY DONT HAVE WRINKES I WILL CREATE ANOTHER CRADLE#ah rambling#mask Quartet
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im actually trying so hard
#every fuckijg day this happens#why cant i just sleep#why do i overthink#why am i scared of so many things#why cant i do the things i want or need#i know why#but#its#so#hard#to#believe#so i keep fighting it#dark pearls#vent#dont blank rb#so tired yet i cant sleep
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istg im gonna kill everyones boyfriends so someone will hang out with me again i might not be there when u get dumped again LMAOOOOO just kiddingggg................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
#getting real tired of being ignored by my homies everytime they have some new boytoy#and then when we do hang out all we talk abt is their STUPID FUCKING BOYFRIEND#I DO NOT CARE ABOUT JAKE SO WRITE THAT DOWN#and i really dont care if he thinks im funny or not im so serious hes on thin fucking ice as it is#'oh i think hes the one i think we might get married' or 'this is a video of him after surgery isnt he so funny?'馃ズ#im killing him with my mind actually but yeah cool glad your'e happy ig#maybe im being so so selfish but the crushing loneliness and the constant nostalgia is fuckijg killing meee#it cant be that difficult to make time for your friends once a month or smthng#and then they have the audacity to send me memes like they know me HAHAAHAHAHAHAH#or try to reminisce as if im not thinking abt the good ol days every day cuz i miss when i hung out with my friends yk?#WHATEVER WHATEVER I JUST HAVE TO BEND LIKE A REED IN THE WIND OR WHATEVER#let the fear wash over me and follow the path and see that all that is left is me ykwim??#yayayyyyyy#mine
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#its times like this Im like hmm maybe I have bpd because. some how I dont think this is a normal human reaction#idk my emotions have always felt like extremes and its like . ah . a lot would MAKE SENSE but I also just dont know enough to be like yep i#its bpd for shure. especially because emotional regulation is strongly tied to adhd so maybe its just that??? who fuckijg know#anyway I just. checked life360 and saw all my friends were at dennys#like literally all of them but me and the other who doesnt even live in the city#and its like oh#they didnt think to invite me#even though it wouldnt be out of the way. considering one lives in walking distance of me#they never welcomed me home either#and its just so#I havent interacted with them but theyve just dropped me completely. every interaction feels flat and it just hurts so bad#I want to cause a scene and throw a fit but I know they genuinely do not care about me enough to be affected by that#anyway even before this ive just been. weirdly aggitated today#I kinda know what caused it but also not reallY? GL was watching anime withj his bf and he said something slightly off#and then that was just like. it. and suddenly its like pure anger for no reason and its like#hm.. that feels like a symptom ! and then suddenly every single interaction with anyone feels like im eating glass and its so.#who fuckingknow
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Cars=sucks
#AGHJYIHEJWVJSHDJWGEIDHDISVSIVTJRHS#I DIDNT DO ANYTHING FOR THE TEST THING I DONT WANT TO GO IN JUST TO FUCKIJG FAIL I KNOW I WILL I FONT WANT TO DO IT#GOD IM LIKE A FIVE YEAR OLD THROWING A TANTRUM OK MY HESD I DONT WANNA I DONT DONT#THIS SUCKS
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I WANT TO DROP OUT :(
#im just bored. and i feel like my being here is a waste anyway since i barely do the homework except for reading the novels we鈥檙e doing in#my modernism class. aside fromt#from that i dont do a whole lot but also like i have nothing better to do. it WOULD be nice to have a degree but like. in fuckijg ENGLISH?#like hi employers i really like to read can i have 401k matching please#idk. at the very least maybe i should take a semester or two off. but also my dear pal from my old school who transferred w me is thinking#the same thing. and i dont want my parents to think im like doing it bc of them#and its a weird mix of like college is hard for a lot of people but we all do it and part of me feels like olivia jade where its like whats#the point of my being her besides saying that im here. you know.#UGH.
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i got 5 hours of inconsistent sleep mixed with a sicky feeling paired with 2 benadryl i cant read
#koi yaps#hey guys welcome back to my youtube channel dont forget to like snd subscribe i bet you thought this was going somewhere huh#im not very good with punchlines snd im even worse at kick lines but i try i try#it took me 5 minutes to read a 3 sentence tumblr post but im doing suprisingly well writing these#save for the fact that i dont know what im typing where the fuck am i#im just going to keep going#ive had a headache since i woke up and haven't been able to nap but ive also been bored the entire day so its like im forced to be awake#but also forced to wish i was sleeping through everything i do#its only almost 10 and i feel its 9am fuckijg hell#i dont do well sick#i also keep staring off into space and then i start thinking stuff idk i think im exhausted like actual sleep deprivation#i wanna go to sleepppp
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i prefer posting my thoughts on here i rlly get lost in some void n also i rlly .
#also all of u are just as weird or insane as mw on Some Level 馃挏#u dont survive on this hellsite qithout being a fuckijg OddBall .#anyway. met a guy wgi knew t1975 tn. he commented on my dhirt and asked my fav sonf#ACTUALLY he asked if my fav song was xhocolate#so i absolutely pulled out a deepcut (this must be my dream - IT is my top 5 so im not wrong#but being out knctje spot like that had me panixking#fav is avtually roadkill#but anyway his was cohoclatw but also guys whixb is Classic taste#he was so cool loved ralkibg tk him#sucked to not get his socials#also im not even . idc what it looks like w me leavinf not long after he does#to be fair i was starting to get bored bc i wasnt drinkijg + pool tables werent Free n it was gettibg Crowded#so i ended up leavinf like 10mins after he left . but i was overstimulatwd at that point#i knew my rwasoning for going up#i wasnt dissappointed . i canbadmit that to myawlf#embracing all the yuxkiness that i feel abt . this like the obessiveness and .#u I now what its doing some good for me in a weird way .#i am ashamed how deeo this well goes ill admit but . shame is a useless emotjon or wtv kurt said#god this show is fucmibg . its damaged my pysche but if ut hasnt . rlly made me take a look at some thibgs sometimes 馃ず馃ず#but antway . at a point where i can deal with this#and not be too bothered by his appearance or ppls opinions vc it Doesnt Matter. none of it rly fucking matters#its all fucking talk know oje knows SHIT Bt me ans even then i dont xare bc i know myself#well enough and i know . what i can do abd what im aiming for and all of this is just Muck i have to wash off#bc i know what haopenes and i know this inside out better than anyone (i literallt experienced it First Hand)#none of these bitches were even around when it was haopening too like thats whar has me kixking my feet some way#like . i Know these people. i Met them Several times over the last 3yrs. but to them??? i wasnt as Prominent#ubtil like . the last 8 months . maybe 9 .#and same goes w that fucker. not a lot of these ppl Met him until After we split last year lol#minus like . 2 i think? maybe 3 ?#anyway . wild.
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Im. So fucking seruous as someone with disorders im sick of "hyperfixations" and "going nonverbal" losing meaning. Im gonna fucking lose it
#im ok with people saying the weather is bipolar but i dont think people even fuckijg know what a hyperfixation actually is#shit people dont even know what depression is anymore. shit is pissing me off#brainzcoaster talks
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