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what are the chances that I could pick up a degree in graphic design have a majority of the classes i took for my studio art degree transfer as credits while still working my full time job?
#this morning like i don't want to live like this forever#i'm so tired of like#i want to say existing? but that's not what i mean#i want to believe there's some sort of better existence for myself out there#honestly the draw of getting a graphic design degree would be if i could get an internship because that'd give me experience#to get a graphic design job#as it is i think i can do the things i need to do i just don't have the experience#i hate graphic design but i don't want to work customer service anymore#maybe i'm going the wrong way about this#i don't know what would be a better choice#i don't want to work anywhere
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THE OFFICE BUT MAKE IT JJK
#yeah guys so... i did something#i made this on a whim btw because I wanted to watch silly little jjk moments with funny the office music#so I made one#and I couldn't find a video like this anywhere#excuse the ugly watermark but I worked on this for HOURS#and I am so very fucking proud of it#and for once I don't want anything of mine being stolen and claimed as someone else's work#this is 100% mine and I love it#enjoy#ipost#Jujutsu Kaisen#JJK#dailyanime#anisource#shounenedit#jjkedit#hyeahjujutsu#the office#the office but make it jujutsu kaisen#my condolences for the nanami frame being too short tho I tried to keep it according to the original but I fucked up there#ANYWAYS#HERE
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The worst thing Miguel and Jessica did to Gwen wasn't even threatening to send her home if she ever visits Miles, it's forcing her to choose their side during the chase scene and make Miles never want to see her again and once the chase scene ended they kicked her out. That's the kind of evil that the Spot was trying so hard to become.
Edit: just in case you forgot - they knew that prison and dead dad were waiting for her when they send her back home
#they're both cool and all but how shitty do you have to be to do this i couldn't believe it when i saw it#it wasn't even bc she was arguing they just didn't want her why didn't they kick anyone else out who helped him#i used to think that they might ever work together sometimes but i don't actually want it#they gaslight her and told her to follow the rules and when she did they kicked her out anyway#that's so bitchy#i just know that if she had anywhere else to go she wouldn't be a part of their cult anyway#and the worst thing is that the fandom blames her for everything#gwen stacy#spider man across the spider verse#i don't want to tag miguel and jess i don't want to start a fight or anything#across the spiderverse#spiderverse
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i think the fast travel in this game is very cool 👍
#ghost trick#ghost trick phantom detective#sissel#my art#fanart#comic#pov the ghost you just met after dying can travel through telephone lines (he is breaking privacy laws and you work in law enforcement)#look i know the phones are more like level select but they're also narratively fast travel#and i know sissel doesn't have a corporeal body but work with me here#sissel can just Say Things and the souls he talks to will just have to accept that because they're Level 1 Dead#what they don't know yet is that sissel is only Level 3 Dead with a severe No Context debuff#uh nothing i drew or said in tags should be a spoiler since it's all introduced in the prologue#knowing the ending of this game it's actually hilarious that sissel can go anywhere he wants to mess with every object in the vicinity#but only if he can reach it.#no watermark or signature do you see how low quality that sissel is#don't repost or i'll {Trick} your kneecaps next
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FMK: Shepherds of Haven
Here's the wheel of spinning!
Note 1: I didn't include Mimir or Neon since they're both aroace and it felt wrong to me to put them in the running when "fuck" is an option. Yes, not all aces are sex repulsed, but since I don't know their stance on it, I decided to error on the side of caution.
Note 2: If you land on "A Faceless Lord", you get to pick which one! (Pretend this is me being magnanimous instead of getting tired and not wanting to look up how to spell all their names to add them individually, lol!)
#there are characters not in the public demo but if you follow the ShoH tumblr you've seen all of them mentioned already#so it's not really spoilery if you were worried about that#I've seen like four or five of these in the last few days and most of them were for media I wasn't that familiar with#so why not make one where I do know all the characters well and can make an informed choice?#btw when I spun I got Moonsilk lol#so I went with the secret fourth option (which in this case would be “I never want to be anywhere near her”)#shepherds of haven#shoh#I've had a migraine for the past three days and feel like a zombie today while trying to recover but sure I need to make a silly poll#don't ask me how my brain works because I don't know
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The scene in Avatar: The Last Airbender where they are in the Fire Nation and Sokka has this messenger hawk, and he's like "Hey I'm gonna put a message on this hawk and send it back to these people I know!" and lets it go and everyone just accepts it like yeah of course it will get the message where it's supposed to go. That's what a messenger hawk is for. And I'm like. Do none of you understand the concept of a messenger pigeon and that they only fly back home. You are in the Fire Nation you got the bird in the Fire Nation it has never been outside the Fire Nation, How Did You Give It Directions.
#random#river rambles#this has both bothered and amused me since I first saw the episode#messenger pigeons have to be transported AWAY from home#so when you release them#they will FLY HOME#they don't just#go anywhere you want them to#I know this is a fantasy world but the animals aren't magic#and they can't read#how did it know where you wanted it to go Sokka#I'm imagining the coop that raised that particular hawk seeing it show up one day#with a random message to some foreign water nation named person#Sokka will ask people if they got his letter one day and I want someone to be like Sokka my boy#Did you get instructions on how the birds work
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was talking w ree about lelouch's casual outfit and was like hold up but the cropped red jacket paired with a black tank is reminding me of something. and so,
#spoiler: its a hyeop outfit because of course it is#code geass#lelouch lamperouge#i love drawing things that will appeal to exactly 0 people#i mean that seriously though it's good to draw silly stuff just for fun#anyway i've only drawn lelouch twice (first time was a trad drawing that i don't think i posted anywhere and also can't because i mailed it#to ree and don't have it anymore) but i still need to figure out how i actually want to draw him#i'll draw him properly sometime and not just an absolute nonsense kpop crossover LOL.......#warning that if you do click through on the link the camera work is so bad so if you're likely to get nauseous maybe just don't lol
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Every time I try to write lately, I just can't get anywhere with it :/ I can string words together but they feel empty. Events happen, but what story are they even telling? There's no emotion, no depth, so substance at all. I just can't make anything that's about or says anything at all and idk why :/
#it's starting to get really frustrating#I've got 3 wips that are all different stuff that I keep coming back to and none of them are going anywhere#it's like there's no substance to any of it#the events feel soulless and empty#what am I even saying with anything that happens#'oh this story is about intimacy' where's the intimacy then bitch#like yeah they're touching but like what's intimate about it where's the emotions#goddamnit I just want to make something and I just can't#like maybe I could make something that's shit and soulless but I don't want that I want it to be good#and I keep trying and trying every week and I get nowhere with it and then I'm like :/ well fuck now I don't know what to do with myself#and then the bad feels get worse cause the thing that's supposed to make me feel better isn't working and I can't manage to actually do it#ffs#idk what to do but sometimes complaining helps so I'm trying that lmao#who knows maybe it'll help#shut up nerd#text#misc
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@kiisuuumii (there is time to rebuild)
#poemblr#poetblr#poets community#writerscreed#poeticstories#twcpoetry#poem#poetry#original poetry#original poem#☆#for d#ough a long one#too long for me to get one screenshot of it all lmao#i'm not gonna lie#i don't think this is anywhere near my best work#but the part of me that needed to hear something like this a month ago#and the part of me that needed to say something and wanted to write#feel at peace
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alrighty, friends, i feel the need to be a little transparent because it's affecting things here. the short version of everything is: i'm not doing so hot in the mental health department. no one needs to be concerned -- i'm okay even if i'm having a hard time. but i just ask that everyone continues to be patient and understanding bc i promise that i'm excited to write and chat!! both new and old mutuals, i have so much admiration for you all!! the problem is that the discomfort and sensitivity i feel are making it increasingly difficult to be punctual and social.
so what does this mean? it means my activity may continue to be extra slow. i might procrastinate with messages or go completely silent. i might not log on some days just so i don't have to use my brain. but however my presence here fluctuates, i promise that in no way this is a reflection of my feelings towards you or our muses. i'm just going through it.
all that said, thank you for being here <3 thank you for filling my dash with things that make me smile, and thank you for being a space where i can relax. i care about all of you so much, and i encourage you to be kind to yourselves!! take breaks!! take your time!! your happiness and health matter first always.
#trying to resist the urge to erase everything bc i feel like i'm needlessly explaining myself#but it /is/ needed bc i see how my mental health is affecting me here and i'm frustrated by it and feel guilty#like today was a bad day tbh. i was angry for a good chunk of it bc of work and then there are personal things making it very hard#for me to not become instantly agitated when i get home#so even though i wanted to start messaging people i really almost have the urge to cry at the thought of doing so rn#bc it's just another thing to do when i really just want to /stop/ having to do things today#it's a similar feeling to wanting to see my friends bc i love them to bits but being so burned out that i also don't want to go anywhere#i hope that makes sense and i'm sorry to everyone waiting on me and i'm so thankful to everyone waiting on me#i'm gonna stop talking now though bc i feel like i'm definitely rambling atp ;v;#get ready to ramble | ooc#tw negative#i hope this post isn't as messy as it feels to me but i gotta stop rereading it or i'll go insane
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this was my peak
#making fake posters was so fun i haven't made one in a year#mk11 johnny cage#johnny cage#credit me if you use these anywhere. i don't know why you would but i don't have them watermarked so#graphic design#mk11#mortal kombat#mortal kombat johnny cage#edit as of june 2024: someone actually used this im freaking out lol#making the citizen cage one was so fun because the bottom half of the poster was already done for me (mk 2021 teaser at the end)#AND THE LIGHTING#god i wanna go back#oh my goooodd and the 80s poster inspiration for the cage match one i want to vomit#looking at my past graphic design work while riding my own meat why are they so good
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Carracosta and Dalia, 13 (roleswapped)?
became way too attached to this au lol
#pokemon#pkmnart#pkmn#pmd#pokemon mystery dungeon#pokemon super mystery dungeon#psmd#pmd ocs#seedot#tirtouga#simipour#braixen#oc: zaya#grovyle#oc: dalia#my gf and i were discussing how different character roles would be swapped and i kinda figured ampharos/simipour would be interesting#though tbh i don't think the bad at directions gag works as well with ampharos being a principal that doesn't really go anywhere#i think simipour is funny either way because whether he's the principal of a school or leader of a well-respected organization#he's always stoned off his ass#and we thought about having the school kids replace the beheeyem. which was funny because my gf imagined them evolved. which makes sense if#you want them to be threatening. but i was imagining them still in their base forms and seedot being scared shitless and having to run away#from a shelmet and a goomy at the beginning#anyway you will NOT comment on how awkward tirtouga's face looks. i am aware. i am never drawing that thang again#also realizing now that this was less about dalia and carracosta in particular and moreso just general roleswapping stuff so. sorry
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You know what? Maybe it's a controversial opinion but it makes sense why, no matter what Jason does or how he changes or how long ago it was, Bruce will always hold how he has killed people in the past over his head.
We're talking about a man who puts on a cape and cowl every night because of the memory of helplessness he has from being a kid who watched his parents be mugged then murdered in front of him. A man who has control issues. A deeply troubled man who has contingency plans for even his children.
There is nothing Jason can do if Bruce isn't willing to work with him. Not as Batman and Red Hood, but as Bruce and Jason.
The ball is in Bruce's court.
He needs to start putting in the work to forgive Jason, forgive himself for the perception that he failed Jason by 'letting' him become a killer, and change how he sees Jason. Because while he sees his son, Jason? I'm betting he also sees a Joe Chill-esque 'monster' he had a hand in releasing on the world. Doesn't matter that Jason has a no-kill policy now. This is Bruce's problem he needs to fix.
And how does he do that?
Therapy.
#batman#bruce wayne#jason todd#red hood#for all his bluster jason really wants his father's love and approval#and the insane thing is he has it#i do not doubt bruce is proud of jason and loves him#but how he expresses it is... is not right#and i think it boils down to how he and jason met#whereas dick met Bruce when he was bruce and bruce adopted dick as his son first#bruce met jason when he was batman and saw a robin before he saw a son#not that he isn't his son now#but the relationship needs work on Bruce's end if it will ever go ANYWHERE positive#gotham war#harley become Bruce's therapist PLEASE#queer to queer therapy STAT#dc comics#dcu#this also makes it crazy that it's DAMIAN who he has to repair his relationship with#not that i don't love damian but they are clearly doing this to help set up the DCU films under James Gunn
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#I can't believe my computer broke just a couple of days before the new chapter came out.#Not to be dramatic or anything but this was my last straw#It means everything to me 😭😭😭 My puter has my whole life in in. And endless resources of everything#That's why people tell you to backup stuff 🤦🤦🤦#Okay before I get too dramatic it's not gone like I can turn it on just fine.#Except there's no cursor to be found anywhere and I can't find a way to fix it#(Yeah it's not the f4 key I've tried that. Repeatedly)#So since there's no way to turn the puter off without mouse I had to kill it the hard way 4-5 times today#(aka every time I tried turning it on again in hope everything got fixed on its own)#And when I turned it on again five minutes ago. IT DIDN'T START NORMALLY. AND IT ASKED THE SYSTEM LANGUAGE AND STUFF#I lost like. Half my lifespan. I was terrified it got formatted out of nowhere and I had lost everything#It didn't. It seemingly is fine (from what I can see from my desktop).#But man I really didn't need this kind of stress on top of average exams depression#Idk what to do... I want to go to the guy in my dorm who studies computer science but it'd be the third time I ask him for help–#and I'm a little embarrassed now. Asking for help sucks in general#But I don't have money to pay consultation...#I think there is a chance my touchpad just worn out since. Like. I use my computer extensively#But even that seems a little excessive? Not even the buttons work. I've only had this computer for three or four years...#Anyways I don't have a physical mouse. And I can't spend money to buy it when there's a chance that wouldn't fix the problem. Ughhhhhhhhhh#random rambles#If I stop posting in the next days. It's simply because I can't 😭😭😭#Goodbye people please keep posting ss kk for me
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examining a seemingly normal image only to slowly realize the clear signs of AI generated art.... i know what you are... you cannot hide your true nature from me... go back where you came from... out of my sight with haste, wretched and vile husk
#BEGONE!!! *wizard beam blast leaving a black smoking crater in the middle of the tumblr dashboard*#I think another downside to everyone doing everything on phone apps on shitty tiny screens nowadays is the inability to really see details#of an image and thus its easier to share BLATANTLY fake things like.. even 'good' ai art has pretty obvious tells at this point#but especially MOST of it is not even 'good' and will have details that are clearly off or lines that dont make sense/uneven (like the imag#of a house interior and in the corner there's a cabinet and it has handles as if it has doors that open but there#are no actual doors visible. or both handles are slightly different shapes. So much stuff that looks 'normal' at first glance#but then you can clearly tell it's just added details with no intention or thought behind it. a pattern that starts and then just abruptly#doesn't go anywhere. etc. etc. )#the same thing with how YEARS ago when I followed more fashion type blogs on tumblr and 'colored hair' was a cool ''''New Thing''' instead#of being the norm now basically. and people would share photos of like ombre hair designs and stuff that were CLEARLY photoshop like#you could LITERally see the coloring outside of the lines. blurs of color that extend past the hair line to the rest of the image#or etc. But people would just share them regardless and comment like 'omg i wish I could do this to my hair!' or 'hair goallzzzz!! i#wonder what salon they went to !!' which would make me want to scream and correct them everytime ( i did not lol)#hhhhhhggh... literally view the image on anything close to a full sized screen and You Will SEe#I don't know why it's such a pet peeve of mine. I think just as always I'm obsessed with the reality and truth of things. most of the thing#that annoy me most about people are situations in which people are misinterpreting/misunderstanding how something works or having a misconc#eption about somehting thats easily provable as false or etc. etc. Even if it's harmless for some random woman on facebook to believe that#this AI generated image of a cat shaped coffee machine is actually a real product she could buy somewhere ... I still urgently#wish I could be like 'IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION. YOU SEE???? ITS NOT REALL!!!!! AAAAA' hjhjnj#Like those AI shoes that went around for a while with 1000000s of comments like 'omg LOVE these where can i get them!?' and it's like YOU#CANT!!! YOU CANT GET THEM!!! THEY DONT EXIST!!! THE EYELETS DONT EVEN LINE UP THE SHOES DONT EVEN#MATCH THE PATTERNS ARE GIBBERISH!! HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THEY ARE NOT REAL!??!!' *sobbing in the rain like in some drama movie*#Sorry I'm a pedantic hater who loves truth and accuracy of interpretation and collecting information lol#I think moreso the lacking of context? Like for example I find the enneagram interesting but I nearly ALWAYS preface any talking about it#with ''and I know this is not scientifically accurate it's just an interesting system humans invented to classify ourselve and our traits#and I find it sociologically fascinating the same way I find religion fascinating'. If someone presented personality typing information wit#out that sort of context or was purporting that enneagram types are like 100% solid scientific truth and people should be classified by the#unquestionaingly in daily life or something then.. yeah fuck that. If these images had like disclaimers BIG in the image description somewh#re like 'this is not a real thing it's just an AI generated image I made up' then fine. I still largely disagree with the ethics behind AI#art but at least it's informed. It's the fact that people just post images w/o context or beleive a falsehood about it.. then its aAAAAAA
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my boss messaged me awhile ago saying that Figmin's previous artist (who did the UI design) recently transitioned and that "all the artsy stuff in Figmin is trans 🎉" 😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖
also we wanted to change the silhouette in our banner to be more androgynous, so now it's literally just a picture of me that I traced
anyways!!!! trans joy is REAL and it is stored in the Figmin XR🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️
#auropost#trans pride#i shared this in my patreon chat already but besides tumblr i'm not sharing it anywhere else lol. don't trust the twitter users w this one#anyways. i feel gratitude bigger than words that not only do i get to be myself with this job#but that i'm celebrated for it!!!!#it's honestly been really overwhelming to get used to#but this positive work environment is why i've been able to push myself so hard to go to conferences and speak on stage#i know how incredibly precious this whole situation is and i want to give it my all!
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