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what are the chances that I could pick up a degree in graphic design have a majority of the classes i took for my studio art degree transfer as credits while still working my full time job?
#this morning like i don't want to live like this forever#i'm so tired of like#i want to say existing? but that's not what i mean#i want to believe there's some sort of better existence for myself out there#honestly the draw of getting a graphic design degree would be if i could get an internship because that'd give me experience#to get a graphic design job#as it is i think i can do the things i need to do i just don't have the experience#i hate graphic design but i don't want to work customer service anymore#maybe i'm going the wrong way about this#i don't know what would be a better choice#i don't want to work anywhere
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separate ways
#so i became utterly consumed by pre-war dratchet#they make me so damn sad#like i don't think they could've understood each other very well back then#even millions of years later ratchet's still kinda functionist about his hands. probably since he's always been intimately connected to aut#so no one gives him shit and he's probably rarely had to imagine himself in someone else's position#meanwhile drift had nothing#ratchet: why don't you get a job#drift (stuck in the dead end for a reason):#but at the same time ratchet cared enough to try to help and drift remembers that and udgfdhhdhdh#they match beautifully in mtmte/ll. guy who's never belonged anywhere. guy who's always belonged somewhere#guy who made a place for himself by killing. guy who kept his place by healing#born-again guy. tenured guy finally thinking of deviating from the job he was assigned at birth#but also i kinda needed to practice 3d modeling for work. but also i really really wanted to try fake etching because i like the metallic l#so here's something vaguely metaphorical born of my desire to everything at once#maccadam#dratchet#transformers idw#tf ratchet#tf drift#my art
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Does anyone else hc that Nightmare can like, absorb his tentacles back into his body sometimes? Like the way Stitch does with his extra arms?
#UTDR#UTMV#Nightmare Sans#I just realised earlier I've been just kinda assuming this as fact and I don't know where it came from#cause I don't think it's canon and I can't think of seeing it anywhere else#So maybe it's just me idk#Anyway it's something I wanted to be more prevalent when I was doing the truce au comic (which if I ever work on again I'll probably restar#cause I didn't really know what I was doing and there's stuff I wanna amend)#But the idea was that at the start of their attempted truce the tentacles made Dream uncomfortable#(Not only because Nightmare often used them against him in battle but also it's something different about his brother from his#childhood memories and it was jarring to see his one constant be changed)#He didn't say anything about it but obviously Nightmare could feel it#So whenever Dream was around I would make a point of drawing him with the tentacles sucked in#It was his little unspoken effort to make the truce work. because he wanted it very badly but would rather die than admit it#(or try to figure out why)#But over the course of the truce Dream would notice and start encouraging him to have them out and be himself#Showing Nightmare a little acceptence because despite the differences that's still his brother#You ever write six times more in the tags than the actual post lol#These are the DVD extras of the post you have to go looking for these#Director's commentary of my silly little thoughts :3#Anyway thoughts?
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I AM AT MY LIMIT
Snoopy #90
30/12/2024
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[description: a cartoon-style drawing of Snoopy's head. Snoopy is a white dog with black ears. His eyes are shut and his mouth is a horizontal line. There are two large blue teardrops, one under each eye. The text "I am at my limit" is handwritten across the top of the image.]
#peanuts#snoopy#art#90#based on that emoji face meme but i can't find the original ANYWHERE#at least not the entire image unedited. other than on like redbubble listings but i don't want to link those haha#if someone has a link to it please send it to me!! so i can link it in the post. thanks :)#also i have decided to start doing descriptions for each image (which i have been meaning to do for a while)#now that people actually follow this blog and interact with it and stuff#tbh i should've started doing them a long time ago#but the idea of retroactively going back to every post and adding a description kept putting me off... which is silly because it's only#gonna become more work the longer i leave it. so you know. just gotta start doing it#i will endeavour to add a description to all the previous snoopys of the day soon 🤞#anyway i made this because i sent a friend the original emoji image (taken from a redbubble screenshot LOL)#because we have been trying to book a place to stay for a group trip (6 people)#and like i did all the research and made a list to start us off (while letting people know they could add to the list) and sent that around#and made a poll for people to vote for their preferred place#and some people in the group have been taking FOREVER to respond with their opinions about accommodation#like to the point where all the other good places on the list have been booked up now and there is just one left#which luckily is the one with the most votes#and today i was like (about to book that one) ok well before i book i'm just checking that everyone is ok with these dates?#and some of them were like ohhh actually no. we haven't booked our flights yet so we're not sure which days exactly we'll be there#WHAT DO YOU MEAN!#in fairness i should've checked that we were all on the same page about dates beforehand#but like. the trip is literally in like 5 weeks AND during a public holiday like omfggggggg everywhere is gonna be booked out#do you know how hard it is to find accommodation for 6 people#and i don't even know the people who haven't been responding/haven't booked their flights/whatever#they're friends of a friend (who will also be coming on the trip) and i know nothing about them#i think i would be a lot less annoyed if it was just my friends because we would've just hopped on a call and sorted everything out in like#one night. otherwise we know + trust each other enough to make decisions for each other if we can't/don't want to be involved in planning
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THE OFFICE BUT MAKE IT JJK
#yeah guys so... i did something#i made this on a whim btw because I wanted to watch silly little jjk moments with funny the office music#so I made one#and I couldn't find a video like this anywhere#excuse the ugly watermark but I worked on this for HOURS#and I am so very fucking proud of it#and for once I don't want anything of mine being stolen and claimed as someone else's work#this is 100% mine and I love it#enjoy#ipost#Jujutsu Kaisen#JJK#dailyanime#anisource#shounenedit#jjkedit#hyeahjujutsu#the office#the office but make it jujutsu kaisen#my condolences for the nanami frame being too short tho I tried to keep it according to the original but I fucked up there#ANYWAYS#HERE
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The worst thing Miguel and Jessica did to Gwen wasn't even threatening to send her home if she ever visits Miles, it's forcing her to choose their side during the chase scene and make Miles never want to see her again and once the chase scene ended they kicked her out. That's the kind of evil that the Spot was trying so hard to become.
Edit: just in case you forgot - they knew that prison and dead dad were waiting for her when they send her back home
#they're both cool and all but how shitty do you have to be to do this i couldn't believe it when i saw it#it wasn't even bc she was arguing they just didn't want her why didn't they kick anyone else out who helped him#i used to think that they might ever work together sometimes but i don't actually want it#they gaslight her and told her to follow the rules and when she did they kicked her out anyway#that's so bitchy#i just know that if she had anywhere else to go she wouldn't be a part of their cult anyway#and the worst thing is that the fandom blames her for everything#gwen stacy#spider man across the spider verse#i don't want to tag miguel and jess i don't want to start a fight or anything#across the spiderverse#spiderverse
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i think the fast travel in this game is very cool 👍
#ghost trick#ghost trick phantom detective#sissel#my art#fanart#comic#pov the ghost you just met after dying can travel through telephone lines (he is breaking privacy laws and you work in law enforcement)#look i know the phones are more like level select but they're also narratively fast travel#and i know sissel doesn't have a corporeal body but work with me here#sissel can just Say Things and the souls he talks to will just have to accept that because they're Level 1 Dead#what they don't know yet is that sissel is only Level 3 Dead with a severe No Context debuff#uh nothing i drew or said in tags should be a spoiler since it's all introduced in the prologue#knowing the ending of this game it's actually hilarious that sissel can go anywhere he wants to mess with every object in the vicinity#but only if he can reach it.#no watermark or signature do you see how low quality that sissel is#don't repost or i'll {Trick} your kneecaps next
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Aw man...
#Vent incoming wee woo wee woo#Goooood man I feel so. Stressed and anxious cuz of my job#I hate it. I hate trying not to cry every 5 minutes#I hate the feeling in my chest. It's like someone is poking really hard into it#It's almost suffocating#I feel awful. Every little thing makes me angry. I don't want to be angry at ppl who did nothing wrong. I don't want to be like this#I really wish I wasn't like this. Why can't I be more calm and normal#I feel like I need a good cry. But I don't have anywhere to go for that#When I'm at home I don't feel like crying cuz I purposefully distract myself from stress#But I do feel like crying at work#But ofc I can't cry at work#And even at the end of the Day when going home I'm too tired to cry. Plus it would look weird for other ppl walking by...#I hate this. I get all stressed durring work but then I can't let it out#I have work rn. And tomorrow#I'm just gonna have to feel awful until my Days off come#God. I really hate venting. I don't like ppl seeing me like this but. I don't have anything else left to relieve the pain#I just don't know what to do anymore#Where to go#Whatever. This feeling will go away eventually#It will come back ofc#I just wish there was a better way to ease the pain. But again. I don't have a place for that#So I'll just have to seat w these feelings until they go away#I'll try to keep myself distracted. Which will be hard cuz I. Am at work. The place which makes me feel these things in the first place#But whatever! I'll try anyways#I'll look at art. Or I'll think about characters that I like...#Save me fictional characters. Save me!!#Anyways. Vent over 🎉
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I've said this when Oscar replaced Daniel, when Franco replaced Logan, and when Liam replaced Daniel, and I'll say it again now that it's been officially announced that Liam has the red bull seat:
Drivers are not responsible for the shitty decisions of team principals and the actual decision makers behind the scenes. Don't like the decision? That is absolutely fine, but get mad at the people who actually made the decision. Leave the driver, who took a job, alone.
You'd swear Liam was a freaking cartoon villain right now. I'm pretty sure this who y'all are describing instead of him:
#f1#formula 1#formula one#liam lawson#am i annoyed for yuki? yes#am i going to crucify liam for doing the same thing yuki would've done if their situations were reversed? absolutely not#there's twenty seats this is a highly competitive sport that is very difficult to even get into#there's so many drivers that didn’t make it because of money issues or because of lack of open seats etc#we know some of their stories like a handful but thats primarily as a result to the adjacency to someone currently on the grid#whether it was their friend or teammate etc in the younger categories#unfortunately you have to prioritise yourself to get anywhere near a seat#as bad as i feel for yuki#i don't get why some of you are mad at liam for accepting the seat#did you want him to do that scene from mean girls where cady starts breaking up the tiara and handing it out?#its a nice sentiment but it doesn't work with an f1 seat#if you think a driver should simply step aside for your fav because you believe your fav earned it more... time to find another sport#I'm sorry but thats the cold hard truth#there was also a lot of factors that impacted this decision it wasn't a black and white we like liam more kind of deal#but i digress#not a convo for the tags#in conclusion i like yuki and do feel frustrated for him but for the love of god leave liam alone
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no okay devo chiedere perché ci sto pensando da tutto il pomeriggio; il nome della gelateria??
Gello Giò! :D
#fran answers#the name of the ice-cream place for all my non italian speaking friends#it came to me in a dream (not) (it's the first name that came to mind somehow)(we won't be coming back around here probably)#incidently i don't think i ever said this explicitly anywhere but the name of daves shop is rock fall#ross's cafe is called cafe la foglia and the grocer he works at stella blu#this isn't important in any way whatsoever btw i just wanted to say it lmao
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The scene in Avatar: The Last Airbender where they are in the Fire Nation and Sokka has this messenger hawk, and he's like "Hey I'm gonna put a message on this hawk and send it back to these people I know!" and lets it go and everyone just accepts it like yeah of course it will get the message where it's supposed to go. That's what a messenger hawk is for. And I'm like. Do none of you understand the concept of a messenger pigeon and that they only fly back home. You are in the Fire Nation you got the bird in the Fire Nation it has never been outside the Fire Nation, How Did You Give It Directions.
#random#river rambles#this has both bothered and amused me since I first saw the episode#messenger pigeons have to be transported AWAY from home#so when you release them#they will FLY HOME#they don't just#go anywhere you want them to#I know this is a fantasy world but the animals aren't magic#and they can't read#how did it know where you wanted it to go Sokka#I'm imagining the coop that raised that particular hawk seeing it show up one day#with a random message to some foreign water nation named person#Sokka will ask people if they got his letter one day and I want someone to be like Sokka my boy#Did you get instructions on how the birds work
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was talking w ree about lelouch's casual outfit and was like hold up but the cropped red jacket paired with a black tank is reminding me of something. and so,
#spoiler: its a hyeop outfit because of course it is#code geass#lelouch lamperouge#i love drawing things that will appeal to exactly 0 people#i mean that seriously though it's good to draw silly stuff just for fun#anyway i've only drawn lelouch twice (first time was a trad drawing that i don't think i posted anywhere and also can't because i mailed it#to ree and don't have it anymore) but i still need to figure out how i actually want to draw him#i'll draw him properly sometime and not just an absolute nonsense kpop crossover LOL.......#warning that if you do click through on the link the camera work is so bad so if you're likely to get nauseous maybe just don't lol
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Hey, um, so.... I started a patreon
#haven't posted it anywhere yet bc I'm SO NERVOUS lol i don't wanna be perceived 🥸#took a lot of hemming and hawing on my part and lots of encouragement by some lovely people but it's there now#not to get personal on main BUT i've been struggling a lot both financially and with burnout/overwhelm at my current job#and i really really don't want to take on extra shifts bc that would literally kill me#and also i've been wanting to take the leap and work towards having a sort of side income from my writing for so long.....#i figured since like 99% of what I write these days is either public domain or original I can safely do that now#i'm not planning on making loads of exclusive patreon art or writing just yet. at least until i get my shit together#so most of what i create will still be freely available with a few extra goodies on patreon#but yeah! anyway! i did it#if you feel like supporting me for creating free fic for yall maybe keep an eye out 👀
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Every time I try to write lately, I just can't get anywhere with it :/ I can string words together but they feel empty. Events happen, but what story are they even telling? There's no emotion, no depth, so substance at all. I just can't make anything that's about or says anything at all and idk why :/
#it's starting to get really frustrating#I've got 3 wips that are all different stuff that I keep coming back to and none of them are going anywhere#it's like there's no substance to any of it#the events feel soulless and empty#what am I even saying with anything that happens#'oh this story is about intimacy' where's the intimacy then bitch#like yeah they're touching but like what's intimate about it where's the emotions#goddamnit I just want to make something and I just can't#like maybe I could make something that's shit and soulless but I don't want that I want it to be good#and I keep trying and trying every week and I get nowhere with it and then I'm like :/ well fuck now I don't know what to do with myself#and then the bad feels get worse cause the thing that's supposed to make me feel better isn't working and I can't manage to actually do it#ffs#idk what to do but sometimes complaining helps so I'm trying that lmao#who knows maybe it'll help#shut up nerd#text#misc
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@kiisuuumii (there is time to rebuild)
#poemblr#poetblr#poets community#writerscreed#poeticstories#twcpoetry#poem#poetry#original poetry#original poem#for d#ough a long one#too long for me to get one screenshot of it all lmao#i'm not gonna lie#i don't think this is anywhere near my best work#but the part of me that needed to hear something like this a month ago#and the part of me that needed to say something and wanted to write#feel at peace#kiisuuumii#☆
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i just wish i could be on a train again. train rides make me happy. i get to see pretty views and go away from where i was, even if just for a few hours. i just want to feel that staticy empty happiness again. i just want to get away from everything.
#ʚ♡ɞ wilting away.... ʚ♡ɞ#ʚ♡ɞ nonsensical machine scripts ʚ♡ɞ#i wish i could go back to silistra#or just anywhere i can go away from this place#away from everyone#maybe sitting on the train tracks could also work the same but permanently#i just don't want to be in pain anymore. please.
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