#i don't think i can do it anymore
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finally done!! commission i started nearly a year ago
it was tiniest thing i ever sewn so it was proven really chalenging
#orv#omniscient reader#omniscient reader's viewpoint#biyoo#biyu#with that my comms close#i don't think i can do it anymore
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I really need to read ORV novel because I've already read all the webtoon available chapters but I'm lazy and I hate to read long books on my phone
It's been months since I told this myself (and I'm still blocked at the first 30 chapters)
#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv novel#the only one I found has black pages#I havent read something this long on my phone since tgcf and mdzs#and that was 3/4 years ago#I don't think I can do it anymore
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like, don't call me pet names and talk about consuming every part of my entire being if you're not gonna see it through 🙄
Raphael (Baldur's Gate, 2023) | Terms for player character
#his eyes#are so pretty#i don't think i can do it anymore#bg3 raphael#bg3#raphael bg3#raphael the cambion#baldurs gate 3#raphael#baldur's gate 3
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I cant do this
I'm sick
And I can't cope
And I hurt myself again and I just
I'm alive because other people want me to be
And my own fucking mother doesn't care that I'm only here because of guilt
She doesn't care if I'm happy
#pixies makes a post#ignore me#screaming into the void#I'm not getting better#i don't think i can do it anymore#i dont think i can get better
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Peopling is so overrated.
#why are people so mean?#ignorant?#I don't think I can do it anymore#Off to find myself a cave or something.
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Born to shoujo forced to shounen
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#GEGE WHEN I CATCH YOU GEGE#jjk#jjk spoilers#itadori yuji#besties i don't think I can do this anymore...#girl huh#jujutsu kaisen
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Squished🙂↕️
#ghostsoap#ghost x soap#call of duty#ghoap#call of duty mwii#this one is so old#i missed this style actually#don't think i can do it anymore...#but yeah i need to squeeze them#my art
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Non-Jews of Tumblr: Reminder that you need to check in on whether or not you still have Jewish friends
#i assume most of the goyim haven't noticed that they don't anymore until the events of the past 24 hours#and maybe you should. uh. think about that. and why that is. and what you can do to repair that relationship.#if you even care#antisemitism#antisemitism on tumblr#leftist antisemitism#jumblr#because jumblr might think this is funny. sorry if that's a bad tag#will probably delete later
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you're so like. inspiring. or i wish i could be inspired. you reblog that post with the blue critter and you're like "im glad i was born on this planet". how do i manage to get that mindset. how do i manage to not want the pain to stop at any cost and enjoy what's still possible to enjoy
It's my first time here and I'm never coming back
#I wanted to write something long and poetic and meaningful#About how I used to be suicidal#And sometimes still get that way#But still find wonder and joy in things#And have just learned to hold on tighter#But like#It's so much simpler than that#I don't believe in reincarnation#Or an afterlife#But I see things every day that are amazing#Things people can do with their hands#Animals I never could have imagined#New food and skills and art and music#And I just remember#Oh yeah#I'm new here#I've never done this before#The universe is infinite and I'm just a speck#And I'm never gonna be able to see it all even if I tried to#And when I'm dead it'll be too late#It's like having ten minutes in a museum before it gets demolished forever with everything in it#I've never been alive before but now I am and it'll be over soon#I'm never coming back#I'm just a tiny piece that gets to think and feel for a while before it's over#It's my very first time living and I'm never coming back#I'm gonna stop existing soon#I'm not gonna have feelings anymore#So what do I wanna do#What do I wanna see before the lights go out
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I actually had to stop and take a moment because. Holy shit where do I even start here
Elita's so desperate to keep Optimus on Cybertron that she'll actively sabotage his way of escape (not just his way either, Cliff is still badly wounded and he's now cut off as well). The war has been HELL on her and the planet, we've seen this every time we've seen her on Cybertron. Everyone she's ever loved is either in a constant state of survival, tortured, missing, or dead. She has gone through hell and back to keep it all together, and finally she's found Optimus again, someone who can lead them all, who knows what to do, who can help her keep it together.
But from her view, he doesn’t want to stay. He doesn't want to stay and defend his home, he wants to go back, he wants to leave. Leave behind everything they've worked for, making all of Elita's sacrifice pointless, making the deaths of all their loved ones meaningless. And not just that, but they can use what Shockwave built to save them. It's cruel and disgusts her, but sacrifices have to be made for their survival, even if it means harming another planet. But they have to use it, it has to mean something, because if not, then what was any of this for?
And Optimus, on the other end, is in pain over this choice. No leader wants to make a choice like this, but Optimus has seen what damage his people have done. The damage that his war has brought to them, how they've been killed and wounded at the hands of ones who still remain on Earth. Earth's destruction can't be at their hands, they can't force their losses onto people who never asked to be a part of this, who never had a chance at stopping the decepticons on their own. They can't kill another planet in the name of saving their own. The cycle can't continue.
Even while Elita is holding onto Optimus, screaming about how much she needs him, his other hand is spasming, the weight of what he's doing and what will come from this action very clear, but still painful. And in the end, he choses to protect Earth.
#there's even something that could be said about how Optimus could also think the war on cybertron is outright lost#that there's nothing they can do for it anymore#I FUCKING LOVE THIS COMIC THIS IS SO BRUTAL BUT I GET WHAT THEY'RE THINKING HERE#they don't deserve this aaaaa#transformers#transformers skybound#transformers 2023#transformers spoilers#optimus prime#elita one#my post
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no way she's alive ?? yea those mental health breaks because social media makes people suck are wild huh
#star wars#clone wars#star wars fanart#ahsoka tano#captain rex#anyway i bring you this a) because i'm going back to my tcw roots of late and b) because i miss them terribly#as you can see because i can't handle reality i put her in the novel design#cause wdym they split up after order 66 haha what no that didn't happen you're crazy#read it however you want idc ^^)b any interpretation of their dynamic is the best one i think#yea anyway in this amount of time i've gotten a lot better at anatomy and i don't really care about social media anymore#but i have like nowhere to put my art now so *shrug*#star wars the clone wars#artists on tumblr#i've wanted to do one of those post-type drawings and i am .-+ too lazy +-. to color it sooo#signature got cropped sigh. whatever#if you see a mistake no you don't. you know the drill#also i finally watched bad batch season 3 around christmastime and hewiutgeh.#singlehandedly took the show from a 4 to a 10 for me so thx dave filoni we love u as always >>>#lowk kinda missed it here *gazes fondly at the bot spam and screaming and cursing in my feed*#btw i have never used instagram in my life so if this is formatted wrong it's your fault. bye#someone tell me whether or not i should tag this as rxsk because i am very much debating#does tumblr even like them anymore ?? i know ao3 does they're still going crazy over there (>1k works God bless)#“bro's first post back and she's yapping her head off” cmon you know me by now anyway can we talk about season 7 ahsoka#i find no fault in her. she is perfect. she is the greatest version of any star wars character ever at all#no i will not be thinking about whether or not anyone told her about fives. no i will not be thinking about whether or not anyone told echo#ok that's enough bye i'll wait for this to get four notes at most and three of them being comments screaming at me#one more thing uhh suspend your disbelief since anakin liked the post. rots didn't happen and everything is fine !!#my art
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Prompt 115
“Seriously old man?” the rumbling voice nearly caused Tim to jump, his eyes darting away from where Ras was sitting, the Al Ghul almost seeming to perk. It was kind of hard to miss the man… teen… being? It was kind of hard to miss the owner of the voice what with how their hair looked like it was on fire.
They motioned around at well, everything, crimson eyes looking exasperated. “Really?” They were definitely motioning towards him, interrupting Ras when he opened his mouth to talk. “No, I don’t want to hear it, I swear- Did he kidnap you?” That was definitely aimed at him.
“N-no?” Tim was feeling slightly unbalanced and may be on hour sixty without sleep at this point, if the hour long nap was counted. “I need help finding my not-dad who's lost in time.”
The being let out a strangled noise that Tim could nearly swear was almost another one, but couldn’t vocalize his slurred thoughts as the dude muttered something, motioning around as though he was tempted to strangle something or someone.
Ras cleared his throat, looking almost awkward which was how Tim knew he had to be dreaming or drugged. Probably drugged. “Jordan, how good to see you, it’s been so long-”
“Can it Pops,” the being-named-Jordan scoffed, finger pointing towards the Demon’s Head. “Moms still pissed and isn’t coming back any time soon with you still pulling this shit.”
Tim felt his brain stall, process for a moment, then process some more over what he just heard before his mouth ran before it could catch up. “Ras is married???”
#dcxdp#dpxdc#league of assassins#Are Danny and Ras married? Who knows#They did raise their kids together#Well technically Dan & Ellie got de-aged but still#They met during time shenanigans for Danny#Trained together for a bit and became a tiny bit of rivals#Ras missing his platonic or romantic partner: If I adopt-steal these teens/children I can pspspspsps them back#Jordan looking down at Talia: Hello demon child#Talia: Brother Damian isn't talking to me anymore and I don't know what to do T-T#Ellie: Would he like more siblings?? That made us feel better???#Talia: Of course I can make clones to send to him he shall surely call me back then!#Dusan: Sister I don't think that is what they were saying-#Talia: I have things to do out of my way Ghost!#Tim is so tired and has no clue what's going on#Jordan: Whelp I'm going to help you out because I'm always one to take Mom's side against pops#Tim: What#Jordan: Let's go bother the primordial being of Time he happens to find us amusing anyway#Tim: W h a t#deadly decisions
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Being a doctor must be hard maaaaaaan, the patientsssss.
Also apparently nicotine can kill horses really easily, which is wild so you know I gotta project that onto Mango lmao, this man will have one (1) cigarette and then immediately have to go to the hospital, good thing he works there at least.
#mango art#smg4oc: mango#no I don't smoke. and neither does Mango. he used to before becoming part horse but he can't anymore lol#I love drawing him sad/melancholy okay. he's been THROUGH it#him being in the SMG4 universe is probably the happiest he's ever been in a long time like!!! DUDE!!! YOU'RE STILL SAD!!!#mr puzzles is there because he's the only other character i can think of that smokes and he wouldn't do it alone
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#poliwhirl#i feel like i need a new angle type for this. looming??#we'll call it a#muncher#for now. anyway this motherfucker i remember for being in the one episode of anipoké that i caught like Half a glimpse of#where i think ash learned about evolution stones and he was trynna make pikachu evolve or some shit. and they used this guy#as an example for a water stone. and i swear that's where i got the idea in my head that#1. you can use the stones on any pokémon you want as long as it matches their type (false‚ made up)#2. the pokémon do not Like it when you use the stones on them to make them evolve sooner than they should (probably spurred by#pikachu obviously not wanting to evolve and my brain thought that applied to every pokémon ever)#obviously i don't believe these things anymore. i know how evolution stones work. but i believed them when i was a kid#and was very confused when i couldn't evolve prinplup using a water stone
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a day late, but i’m here now so let’s spread some love and support for pan folks!! i hope pansexual, panromantic, panalterous, pansensual, panplatonic, panaesthetic, and pangender (and any other pan related labels i might’ve missed) people have a lovely week. i love y’all so much.
pan week is december 6-12 💗💛💙
#pansexual#pansexuality#pan week#pan pride#pan positivity#panromantic#pansensual#panalterous#panaesthetic#panplatonic#pangender#pictures#mine#can we talk? i haven't been active on here lately because i feel like i'm running out of steam a bit#like i don't really know what to post anymore like i've exhausted everything already#and i'm not really interested in doing the sort of generic posts i used (the shoutout posts or the xyz is valid posts)#nothing wrong with them i'm just not there anymore#and i feel like there isn't much engagement on here either like folks have also lost interest in the blog or something#i don't know. i'm not on the pan account on twitter much either#but i'm still updating my pan timeline and pan rep lists so no worries there if you keep up with those#idk if you read these tags i'd be interested in hearing what you think about this.
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brush test slash rendering practice with ayem
#morrowind#almalexia#the elder scrolls#tes#tes fanart#art#id in alt#ok that's all the tags this needs ANYWAY#i started this 1. for experimenting with coloring from dark to light#2. because i wanted to draw someone kind of back turned to the camera#3. rendering practice for hair particularly#4. to go from sketch to rendering rather than doing lines to see if that doesn't smooth out my workflow a bit#5. because i've never actually used this brush past flat coloring#and out of those 1. i don't think i had enough of an idea of the palette or process to jump into dark to light painting so i did scrap that#and go with my usual “flat color with one of the mid shadow tones add shadows add light”#i do think that painting from shadows out is a thing people do digitally i just think this wasn't the drawing to test it on for me#i think i'd need to look at some other peoples processes and start with a more fleshed out idea of where to go#2 and 3 i think worked out. i'm gradually figuring hair out which i think is sick#4 i also think worked out for me which is also sick because i do get caught on lines a lot. they're fun sometimes but i think some drawings#benefit better from not having them and that it might be a bit faster#and of course everything i do is so that i can draw slightly faster and better for next artfight#as for 5. i have mixed feelings on this brush but that might be because i hate change. and also because i started this drawing on the 15th#of november and finished it yesterday. so im kind of just sick of working on and looking at it#it was a valuable learning experience and i think it came out well! i am also going to drop to my knees and rejoice when i can finally#close this file out and free medibang paint from under it so i can work on Literally Anything Else#thank you almalexia for being my test subject i should've used a reference for your armor when i did the sketch but i didn't#maybe the crown looks weird because of it maybe it doesn't. not my problem anymore i can draw other elves again#my art#iiii think i forgot a my art tag last time
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