#i don't know what to do with myself

[loren91]

Waiting for next Monday like

[xoxoemynn]

you know what, I refuse to feel ashamed for clowning.

Max had this gorgeous, unique show in their hands that was popular with both critics and audiences, and they fucking blew it.

THEY'RE the clowns.

OFMD, you deserved so much better.

[glossolali]

I am completely fuckin useless today because Caleb strong of heart Widogast is so very beloved by his PARTNER...

and Essek says it like that with all his heart, because HE KNOWS he really really knows how strong Caleb's had to be, because for years and years he's watched him break and get up time and time again

and maybe if Caleb can do it, so can he

[coveredinbutterflydust]

i feel lost with no direction now that agatha has ended. how am i supposed to spend my wednesday nights now????

[catz4ever]

Work day done ✅

Snacks handy ✅

Adar sweater on ✅

Tissues at the ready ✅

IT'S FINALLY MY TURN!

Season 2 I'm ready!

BRING ON ALL THE STEPDADDY SHENANIGANS! 😭

[ourdiabolikal-rapture]

and just like that I am in ruins, my battery is running low, by the end I started sobbing uncontrollably which woke up my cat and she came to me worrying, did not expect that, I will not be able to sleep for the rest of the night, I don't even care that I need to function tomorrow cause work, I had legit cold sweats for the entirety of the album, Bad Omens you did it again and I am more than thankful

[pondhue]

do not ask me how i am doing. i am mourning and grieving. keep scrolling.

[jediofbooksandsnacks]

I was reading some of your older analysis post about Shinkane and color, and I have been incredibly inspired. I wonder if you ended up ever writing about Kogami and Akane, and the whole marriage thing. Since I was talking to a friend about Providence, and once again this is a movie where a wedding take place and she has moments with Kogami. Especacially the hand cuffs, god I don't think I could ever not think about that. From a fan of your amazing work!

OMG, thank you so much @mushroom-kin! That's really sweet of you to say. ❤️

So, I wrote about them being fake married on a mission in Come Out Upon My Seas, not married in Something Blue, and really married in Teenaged Wisdom. (There are embedded links there, but check the bottom if they don't work, okay?)

The wedding in Providence was so, so interesting! Akane must have felt so strange to be there, right? I mean, she had to be there because she was acting as a Plot Device, sure, but a wedding is such a weird place to just roll up to as Arata's Dad's Invited Business Associate, i.e., someone who doesn't really know anyone there. Unless she did know someone besides Dadrata and I missed it?

Honestly, It must have brought up so much in her mind. Is marriage off the table? Is her commitment to her job (and it's a hell of a job, no lie) telling her that a social life is also off the table? And who, exactly, is she interested in?

That not-exactly-a-Situationship with Kogami HAD to loom large. (Omg, the scene where she takes the cigarette out of his mouth? The phone call? THE TIME WHERE HE COMFORTS HER-- I'm going feral.) The thing that really gets me going about the two of them is the yearning, you know? Them wanting to be together (I see you, Platonic Production I.G., I see you) when everything is stacked up against them is just a *chef's kiss* to my Shinkane mind, which is why in some of my stories marriage always comes into play. (I mean. Not in that kinky way, but . . . also yes maybe in that kinky way.)

(And like. Hanashiro and Homura are fine? So far? But we need to know who they are before we get invested in them.)

OH, DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THE HAND CUFFS. Another symbol of their connection, for good or ill. The handcuffs, the letters, the smokes, the gun. Bound together for all time. TIL DEATH DO THEM PART.

I hope that answered your question. Seriously, it's so kind of you to reach out with your lovely words. ❤️ THANK YOU!

The links, one more time:

Come Out Upon My Seas: https://archiveofourown.org/works/39945513

Something Blue: https://archiveofourown.org/works/49378255/chapters/124725055#workskin

Teenaged Wisdom: https://archiveofourown.org/works/41084286/chapters/106113792

And this is the post they were reading:

Sunset to Midday: Shinakne in Daylight

[ileenhaddockhawkins]

Some days I spend my time looking for something to do, something that is comforting soothing satisfying familiar all at once.

I look around, settle for activity A then get bored, try out activity B, it's not it, always looking for the next best thing

and like this the day passes and it's okay cause I managed to get myself busy and I'm satisfied but the peculiar feeling remains, something missing

Then I realise this is actually the feeling I get while reading fanfiction. And within it, the exact moment when the familiar place, familiar characters I've been chasing, thinking of, go exactly where I expected them to go.

It's comforting cause it's familiar like nothing else around us.

So I go read fanfiction. Instead.

[harrringtons]

i forgot how hard breakups are

[for-the-love-of-javert]

I don't know what to do with myself atm

Read 'The Brick', do some drawing, start work on the second chapter of my fanfic, get stuck into comparing the Music/book versions of Javert's Suicide and see how the lyrics match the text in the book, do some random posting, watch a movie or a podcast/livestream, do some cleaning. I'm so indecisive today it's beyons my ability to even choose strong enough words to describe it.

[transman-badass]

So. This is completely random. But if I don't talk about this with people who understand I will explode and I hope someone here will get it.

I know nothing about BG3. I don't play games because I barely have money for groceries, never mind fun stuff. I don't really understand what the plot is and I have never listened to any clips or watched any videos from it.

That said

I fucking love Gale so fucking much

Listen. He's hot - have you seen that beard, that smile? He's a wizard, and apparently damn good at it if the Good Ending spoilers I saw is any indication. He has a great personality and a hell of a past from what I've seen on my dash. He has a cat, with wings, that talks, who loves him.

I don't know if I want to date him or be him.

[i-love-tubbs-the-cat]

i forgot today was sunday i reached out to my therapist to see if she had any availability for later today but she won't be in office

[more-profound-bond]

So...

I made something stupid...

[bluesey-182]

the single most important thing my nana ever gave me is missing and I've been tearing the house apart looking for it for almost an hour and bawling my eyes out and it's fucking gone.

[ilkkawhat]

why do i finally feel like living at 7:50pm on a work night