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Cry time ಥ_ಥ
Henry and Alex slept together after the lake scene, both conscious of the fact that an unspoken "I love you" was in the air.
The difference is that Henry left the bed in the middle of the night looking at Alex for the last time, meanwhile Alex fell asleep looking at Henry and woke up alone.
#my heart breaks everytime#Somewhere someone mentioned about a supposed deleted scene in between#Alex was supposed to check on Henry and he would lie saying he got a headache#i don't know the source tho#they still got to sleep looking at each other and then that happened :c#What if Alex was the big spoon cause Henry couldn't stand looking at Alex#What if instead Henry looked at Alex all night cause it was the last night he could do it#I'm making it worse am I?#sorry#alex claremont diaz#henry fox mountchristen windsor#firstprince#nicholas galitzine#taylor zakhar perez#tzp#rwrb movie#red white and royal blue#rwrb
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guys i know it's fun to have like, information backing up your ship, but please take fan wikis with a grain of salt especially when there isn't a link to any actual source. anyone can edit those they're not some official information presented by the creators of a thing
#it's annoying to see smth i know is wrong/made up/interpreted wrongly#but not wanting to correct that person bc it's ultimately harmless and they're just having fun#(also i don't have my own sources on hand either lol)#for now i'll also say tho. that asagiri isn't in charge of official art this is usually just studio bones queerbaiting so you buy more merc
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He really should have said something before he let his worry turn to anger.
Yes, she should have said something, both about her nightmares and about Arata. Especially given that Arata secretly invited her to take him up on some offer. ('Course, tbh, I don't know if I would have said anything about it, either. It was a very awkward moment.)
Hmm... I get what he means, and he's not entirely wrong, but I don't think he was right in saying it this way. Miyo was thinking of him. She simply can't fathom the concept that someone might want her to trust them so completely. She didn't grow up knowing what trust even is, so she can't understand why Kudo would think she doesn't trust him.
Also, I think it may be that Miyo actually doesn't trust him, but not in a sense of, "I can't trust you not to hurt me," but "I can't trust you to be strong enough to handle this." Trust issues are complicated. Take the old trust fall: there's a big difference between looking at a strong, young man and saying, "I don't trust you to even attempt to catch me," and looking at a 75-year-old woman in a wheelchair and saying, "I don't trust you to not get hurt." Kudo may be thinking Miyo's thinking the first; Miyo is definitely thinking the second.
It's just one of those scenarios where everyone involved did everything wrong. Kudo should have said something, but he wants to respect Miyo's privacy and independence by letting her say something on her own. Which Miyo would probably never do- she's using "oh, he's so tired" as an excuse, she would probably never say anything because she's so used to bearing it all on her own.
Meanwhile, Kudo clearly IS tired, he's so exhausted that Godo had to practically YELL at him to get the heck outta the office and get some sleep at home. Half the reason Kudo's so tired is because he's worried sick about Miyo. But because Miyo's closed herself off and Kudo's pretty much written her off as "yeah, fine, do whatever you want, then," he's stopped noticing and just started sleeping in his office. And in the process, Miyo's getting worse and worse because Kudo's not there to protect her from her nightmares. Kudo wasn't even getting proper sleep at home because he had to stay up half the night watching Miyo.
Just a situation that kept spiraling out of control because nobody would open their mouth.
#manga#my happy marriage#kiyoka kudo#miyo saimori#kudo's a decent guy#and he's trying to treat miyo like he would anyone else#and he keeps forgetting that she's been severely abused#'normal' people don't understand the mindsets of abuse victims#they have chains on their thought processes that don't ALLOW them to think or speak certain ways#it doesn't matter how good a person someone is#dealing with an abused person IS dealing with borderline insanity#(source: i've been abused and i'm a little nutty and difficult myself)#they don't know how to think 'normally' and it's not their fault#and people who haven't been abused and aren't abusive themselves...#quite simply don't know how to communicate with them#it sucks but it's neither person's fault#quite frankly i think kudo is amazing just for being so persistent...#and even ATTEMPTING to understand miyo#because even tho he's failing pretty miserably...#he's doing more than most people do#kudos to kudo
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I think I'm still. slightly in shock that the anniversary announcement was actually two-related tbh??
like obviously the 50th had a bunch of new two content with enemy of the world and (most of!) the web of fear being found, we had the tales from the tardis short, lots of little references over the years. but on the other hand with so many episodes missing/a relative lack of big finish content compared to the later classic who doctors/new novels for classic who doctors sort of having vanished, I do sometimes feel like this era gets a bit. passed over. as if it's too hard to engage people with the original content because it's black-and-white/missing/wobbly sets and effects or whatever the reasoning is, so we'll focus on the more marketable stuff instead.
so to actually have the big Thing for the anniversary be two-related without the coincidence of episodes being found (tho I would still love that, all episodes of the highlanders recovered immediately please and thank you) is just. ??????. !!!!!!.
#second doctor#idk i mighttttt be biased bc i do not care about the animations at all lmao#and ik that has been a fairly significant source of content for two-era recently. i just don't like them :(#but it's just like!#not the First Era (tho i feel like one gets a little passed over as well. one fans i am holding your hand)#so misses out on that bit of promo#but still just a little bit Too Early#like as rtd says in the media release for this he was 6 when the war games aired#old enough to remember some stuff#but not old enough to actually Properly imprint on it like he evidently did w/ three and four for instance#(which shows in like. everything he did w/ sarah jane for instance)#& i think a lot of the people feeding into official content rn are of similar ages if not younger#idk. does anyone else feel this way about two era#i could be talking nonsense who knows!!!#i am just out here Saying Things
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More illustrations from Megpoid the Music♯, Gumi's 2013 PSP rhythm game! An early title screen, some promo images (that I believe are from the game's now-defunct website), the standard edition cover + illustration, the limited edition cover + illustration. Regrettably, I haven't been able to figure out the artists for any of these illustrations; please let me know if you happen to know/recognize any!
#edit with sources later#gumi megpendium#gumi vocaloid#gumi megpoid#megpoid gumi#vocaloid#megpoid the music#official art#i know i don't strictly need to find the artists for every piece i post but consider this:#i do want to tho...#its. hard as fuck sometimes tho . i've had this in my drafts for ages bcuz i wanted to hunt that down first but . it jus wasnt happening
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raju elytra, fire/light conjurer
#sleepy art#oc: raju 🐦🔥#arcane odyssey#arcane odyssey oc#'why does she have a second magic the awakening is imbuement' she already knew how to imbue from the getgo so i had to improvise#she doesn't use light magic outside of utility tho#alongside some lore reasons w her#i think it's cool. went through some other awakening effects before i settled on a mix of the warrior and mage awakenings#i think SHE'S cool.#anyway would you believe me if i said i don't know how to shade with multiple light sources because i do not
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ニコラス・D・ウルフウッド 君は何を選び、 どこへ向かうのか?
[Nicholas D. Wolfwood What do you choose, Where are you going?]
Promo illustration from Studio Orange for Trigun Stampede
#Trigun#Trigun Stampede#Tristamp#Official Art#Anime#Source in comments as always#Translation provided by Google because I'm afraid I don't know Japanese :'D#STUDIO ORANGE ASKING THE REAL QUESTIONS THO
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actually I would quite like to hear your thoughts on gender philosophy in omegaverse worldbuilding? :3
hm. anon, I fear this is a far larger can of worms than you probably anticipated. I'm going to spare you the worst of it by only giving you a short version, but be careful what you wish for.
I'm also hiding it under a cut because even the short version is embarrassingly long.
I'm hardly a connoisseur of omegaverse content, nor would I consider myself anywhere near an expert. I don't want to speak for all fics as I've admittedly not read many. I did do my master's diss about legal gender recognition, so this is more about gender and philosophically sound worldbuilding than an indictment of any particular writing or story tbh.
the short answer is I find omegaverse worldbuilding really interesting, but I've never fully been able to enjoy it due to the way a/b/o identities tend to have a biological determinist slant to them imo, and tendency for a lack of real world implications of what the omegaverse does to gender and character interactions anywhere outside the bedroom. I'd love to figure out a version that's more inclusive and philosophically/ideologically consistent, both with itself and with my own views on real life gender (basically, I want to make it make more sense, have less biological determinism, and be more inclusive of the wider range of human experiences). this is a big task, and ngl I haven't achieved it and don't anticipate doing so any time soon. I have like, a concept in my head, taking apart all the key pieces and putting them together again but different, but to make it thorough enough would require more effort and time than I have because I'm like, employed 😔
I feel like someday if I ever get invited to a powerpoint night though, this could be It.
#i'm sorry if this isn't a satisfying answer. i genuinely don't know how to explain this concisely#feel free to follow up if you want - it's not that i don't want to talk about it. i just don't want to write an entire thesis on your dash#originally i'd started drafting a long version to put under a read more or something#but then i went off on wayyy too many tangents#there was stuff about transness#there was stuff about intersex people#there was something about blood types#there was extrapolation to implied historical a/b/o discrimination and the presumed historical fight for omega suffrage#there was more than that too but i realized i was sounding a little like the pepe silvia meme so i stopped myself#i mean i still have all these thoughts and i'm like keeping notes and stuff. the omega suffrage thing is going places.#but tumblr dot com might not be the place for me to figure it out live on the spot#fr tho this is the sort of thing i'd genuinely want to study more full time if i ever went back to academia to do something frivolous#i wish i could cite sources and stuff for you. i want to be an academic expert. unfortunately i have a real life job :(#cool enough for asks#.txt#anon#about#secondary gender studies tag#<- there. fine. since i'll probably come back to this someday. last thing i need is cluttering up my real actually useful tags
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It's honestly kinda insane to me that Vito trusts and respects Fredo so little that even with his strict catholic moral he literally trusts the reports of his late son's ex-mistress more than anything his actual son has to say like wow, you're not even pretending to care for this man at this point 😬
#lucy mancini#fredo corleone#vito corleone#the godfather#my poor Fredo was really out there like 'eh pop it's going great in Vegas! :)' while Lucy was like 'it's...it's kinda aight i guess idk..'#and Vito was like 'I knew it. You cannot trust this boy with anything smh'#to be clear i don't think Lucy ever directly interacted with Vito but she did with Tom and later Michael#and you know they were not lying to their dondad about the source of their intel#actually based on the timeline Vito would have been the one who decided to send her to Vegas so yeah#btw i was extremely surprised at how nice and friendly michael is with her in the book like very uncharacteristic of his hater self lol#the entire family is obviously using her but they also all seems to genuinely enjoy her as a person (at least her own generation)#i don't think vito and carmela fuck with her that much#anyway#i maintain that lucy mancini actually has a truly interesting storyline we just all got too traumatized by the pussy surgery to enjoy it#for real tho her appearances in some of johnny fontane's long ass chapters is the only thing that kept me going
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The fact that no one across all of DC fandom (as far as I can tell) has mined the beautiful comedic potential that is the night and day difference between Tim and Damians current canonical love interests
#ramblings of a lunatic#things i know about bernard: he's bi. he's into cooking. he's an endless source of love and positivity in tims life#and however you feel about that as a writing decision#you gotta admit it'd be funny to imagine him pulling up to the wayne family get together (I'm not looking at gotham war rn-#-for comedic reasons) and he sees damian's scary russian goth gf who keeps making oblique jokes about death#and they both just look at each other like. ah. hello#bc despite it all they have one thing in common and that's their deranged autistic vigilante boyfriends#idk I'm so interested in the potential for daminika to be hilarious (and on a more sincere note- meaningful and cute) together#and just Nika in general? she's fun to read rn but my brain keeps supplying me for potential routes for development you could take her#but keeping it strictly in funny territory? i want this. i think it'd be hilarious#Tim and Damian have to agree to not bite/punch/kick/torment each other for ONE day bc their beloveds are hitting it off so well#dc comics#timber#daminika#gravebird#I've also seen gravebird used and i think that's cute! i don't acknowledge flamian tho. who is that
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Was gonna make this a fictive culture is post to queue but then decided I wanted to make a long thing tw: anti endo mention
Sometimes fictive culture or even just Introject culture is something negative happening related to the source and headmates not showing up till after the bad feeling subside by time
By this I mean that and I don't talk about this often but when we first realized we were a system we were eventually presented with telling our friends, sure there is always the option of not telling they aren't owed that information but for better or worse we hate being friends with people that don't know? We hate hiding ourselves and not being able to be friends with people as individuals rather than a collective. We were horrified and while it went well for the most part, the system I already knew was thankfully supportive of endos and another friend even shot back with a same! There was one friend that wasn't supportive a singlet that was firmly anti endo and one of my best friends at the time. We met on a kin server both being tf2 kin though after realizing we were a system those tf2 kins were for sure not kins. We were both huge fans and would create things for each other fanart, writing. It hurt a lot losing them and even if we didn't have solid proof we knew we had tf2 headmates could feel them even if we couldn't interact with them. It's been nearly two years since then, and they fronted for the first time since learning we were a system in September of last year just a few months ago and we were ecstatic. Just felt like a sign we were healing and we were getting truly comfortable in our shared reality and it felt so nice knowing they weren't trapped any longer we have names and faces to people we couldn't reach for so long and it makes us genuinely so happy to see them on our sp and see their chat messages we can also look at tf2 content without being sad anymore? We can enjoy something we lost for a really long time and I don't know I just wanted to share that with y'all? Things hurt but it lessens over time, if you lost a joy you may be able to enjoy it again one day, if you are worried about a headmate they may return to you one day, if you are that headmate from a source the body has bad memories of know that you will still be missed that you are still wanted and your sysmates will smile and cry and hug you if you returned from disappearing. Sometimes we still miss them, especially one of our tf2 crewmates but we are all much happier knowing they aren't in our life and we aren't trying to fit into their box of what is and isn't okay. Even if we did end up being mostly traumagenic traumaendo the endo part is still so important to us and we and all of you deserve people that accept and love those parts of you too.
#on a lighter note with less ups and downs what reminded us of this and inspired us to make this post is we have a new Dream fictive#“new”#we suspected awhile ago we had a few hiding around somewhere since we felt three separate dream vibes nearly a year ago and only one really#figured itself out tho we did think possibly the other vibes were just other members since we were fairly blurry at the time#but with Wish here as well now were fairly sure the third vibe isn't far behind#for those that know im sure i dont have to explain why there are some negative feelings with their source#we dont regret getting into it and we love our headmates but oof there is a reason we don't interact with it now just just so much drama#fictive rambles#endo safe
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bleh
#blabbering#rambling/whining/complaining/venting ahead:#I think the horrors have finally caught up to me and the depresso is starting to take hold#i don't usually experience this until winter but I think the sudden drop of activity and people going on hiatus and such -#has triggered this early for me#basically I can't be left alone with my thoughts for too long or i start spiraling REALLY badly.#i don't really handle change very well haha...#i have the notorious curse of second guessing anything and everything and putting it on repeat in my head and then amplifying it#which sucks bc I don't have any more escapisms that work now bc this was already my escapism and I have no human connections irl#(I'm not kidding either. I've failed time and time again to make friends irl and was always the proactive one about it. But alas... ugh)#my only source for connections is online bc i struggle to make friends (especially at my age and how my energy keeps depleting and depletin#might lowkey be sharkweek but usually I just get more agitated and not this (this is very specific to the winter horrors™ for me)#i guess I may as well check out the spears while they're around still (tho in between me making dinner). I'm just feeling super bummed out#and not excited like I was the other day about it (ofc I blame the depresso™).#I don't even know what to do for my beta characters. Head empty. Head gone. sigh.#also it sucks bc next week is gonna kick my ass at work (canada day/july 4th/july in general/5 DAYS and long shifts in there too)#i'm going to be so tired and so alone and with nothing to look forward to. Idk what to do bc none of my usual distractions are effective no#No escape. No seretonin. No company. Nothin'. I notice I when i start getting bad like this when I fall back hard into pokemon#(because it was my childhood escapism and I was a neglected only child who was left alone a lot; hence the connection lol)#i'll probably just have to suffer through it and be an absolute wreck of a person i think. I don't really have any other options#watch me get sick again bc canada sucks to work bc everyone has it off and they ALL GO TO THE STORE I WORK AT AND IT SUCKS.#gonna try to draw more too but the depresso is eating my brain worms (the healthy brain worms)
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also while i'm on a tangent, i think ppl need to stop using twitter and the man who owns that site needs to be de-platformed 👍
#like it's very telling that most (if not all? from what i could tell) of the hate speech about lewis staying at the ferrari house was from#one specific source (twitter). like i went on reddit and looked at the comments and even tho some ppl were not thrilled about it#nothing said was out of line and no slurs were found. and i know reddit isn't perfect but it's honestly preferable to twitter for getting#f1 news at this point. bc at least the mods will try and remove ppl if they cross a certain line. meanwhile on twitter teflon is actively#encouraging hate speech against minorities and it seems like things are just getting worse on that site esp now w us politics#and i don't think that ppl should be subjecting themselves to that esp when they're bipoc (and/or queer)#i saw a post earlier that said smth about how you can't block everyone on social media bc that's not how it works and that's true#(and i have a lot of thoughts about blocking culture esp on tumblr but that's another post lol)#but you can choose which platforms to give your time and energy to and twitter shouldn't be one of them anymore imo
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Skitch totally gets Wanda into Animal Crossing. They mostly just liked it for the fishing and bug hunting, but Wanda? Oh she loves the customization.
I can see Skitch playing Animal Crossing casually and then showing it to Wanda one day like, "check this out really quick" and her getting stuck on all the villagers and ambience they're passing by trying to get to the museum.
"That deer's really cute"
"Oh, that's Bruce, he's pretty chill. I'm probably gonna evict him soon."
"What? Why???"
"Eh, he just rubs me the wrong way."
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"Are those cherries in your trees?"
"Yeah, my island started with those. I need to get rid of these weeds tho."
*realizes that their standing in a cluster of weeds and not tall grass* "why are there so many???"
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I wanna say that Skitch's island is well looked-after and they are pretty proud of how it's coming along, but things like weeds get overlooked sometimes. It's an "out of sight or of mind" kinda thing, but it never gets too egregious.
But this just spirals for Wanda after she decides to check the game out herself. I feel like her island is very aesthetic™️ and pretty maintained. Wanda also plays casually, but she keeps things in order. She needs to have peach trees, and she must have Shino on her island.
Wanda's assistant, Mandy, is also an avid player of AC, so I can see her giving Wanda tips and trading stuff often. I feel it in my heart of hearts.
Also, every time Skitch visits Wanda's island, they leave behind a little gift for her, probably by her house. This ranges from innocuous nonsense like a bag of weeds to something Wanda was actually looking for.
not you reminding me that I have ACNH on my switch- 😂
#rough cut diamonds#skitch introducing wanda to animal crossing on a whim#like just look at all these fish i caughtttt#and wanda's still stuck on audie's cute little dress that she saw earlier-#she needs all the furniture in her house to go together thematically#and she actually keeps track of what her other villagers would wear/like/use#mandy is ecstatic to hear that wanda's gotten into something she knows a lot about and is totally down to help on their off-time#i can only imagine the things that ensue when wanda and skitch visit each other's islands tho#i don't wanna say skitch has created a monster....but skitch may have created a monster#animal crosssing is a game that exists that i forgot that i own...#i must look back at the source material#but know that they both wanda and skitch enjoy it#wanda and skitch time#jeweler!wanda#skitch#wanda maximoff#metalworker!reader#wanda maximoff x reader#rcd.headcanons#ib/skitch#ink.wanda#ib-jc.
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#NOT TO BE NSFT ON MAIN#But I'm going through it... and by it I mean well... the horn knee#but like. lots of Thoughs about- HFH how Valentin is probably the first trans guy for Mitch#not that its rare by 2077 but because I HC him as demisexual#his first time was late-ish compared to his friends - he didnt had a lot of lovers - then there was Scorpion#who was more of a brother than a boyfriend but I DO HC THAT THEY ROLLED IN THE HAY Alright#But back to the thingy-- He's probably not experienced when it comes to Well Tdicks right#Mitch start to develop feelings for Val too the whole vets group start to notice it hardcore#cause these two gonkasses arent exactly subtle - they're just blind#and so one night while the vets are chillin drinkin the usual#subject comes up like eyy hows it going with V you gonna rizz him up or what#Mitch going PFFF idk what yall talkin about but he's red and suddenly don't know what to do with his hands#conversation goes and he's all like awkward cause Well Duh#Boys take showers together so everyone knows Val isnt Cis- there's others trans folks in the camp too its nothing unusual just an info#and get this... what if. its Butch Grease Queen Carol who gives him tips on how to get his boy all rilled up#while drunk ofc - Mitch wishin he could disapear from the discussion cause it's just too much but lowkey taking notes HKGJDKZKG#while some other vet goes on about how good it feels in there tm and all-- YNOW WARM N WET AND ALL#Mitch just nervously laugh and thanks them for the advices tm even if nothing will ever happen and just change the subject#he def jerk off in his tent tho cause he can't keep the vision out mH. hhhHHFHHF 👁👁#and he'd be like damn here I go doin it over a friend again and feels guilty next time he sees Val#(val def does it too in his northern appartment#idk where im going with this don't mind me JHGJ#sex is such an insignificant part of their love - its present and they explore all type of stuff together#but its not something that would ever be source of problem or doubts if that makes any sense#while simultaneously being important - cause Mitch was Val first time - and in a way Val was Mitchs first too#and his boy sure does feel nice /)UwU(\ weeeee#tbd
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I'm definitely not the only queer person who's kinda wary of Christian ppl they encounter online right?
Like I see a profile that clearly states they're Christian and they post like Bible verses and shit and I'm just. Hoping they're not queerphobic. Or saying some dumbass shit like "hate the sin love the sinner" or whatever while pretending that's not queerphobic
If they're interacting with me first it's pretty safe to assume they're not gonna be like that bc I'm very obviously queer (🏳️🌈 + pronouns in bio) but if it's someone who hasn't interacted with me at all I kind of instinctively avoid interacting with them out of fear of them being that way. Y'know
#ramblings#i think it's bc even tho i've never been religious and my family isn't like a super uptight christian family#i have encountered a preacher who was homophobic and transphobic before#he's puerto rican too which just makes me disappointed in my people tbh#i grew up surrounded by a lot of accepting ppl both within and outside of the family#as well as a couple gay/trans ppl#i was always taught that that's just the way some ppl are and that we should respect that#even if we didn't fully understand everything and weren't up to date with the latest most accepted terminology and stuff#ppl were just respectful and let others be themselves#so it's extremely hard for me to understand why other ppl would be queerphobic#i mean. i kinda get it. it what they were taught growing up. just how i was taught to be accepting and respectful#but why ppl would continue to teach that to their kids and perpetuate queerphobia is really what i don't get#like. accepting that ppl different from you exist and that's ok isn't going to kill you#maybe learn abt the world from other sources besides the bible and try to see different perspectives#instead of shutting yourself off to just one way of thinking and hurting ppl in the process#anyways. i think it's also bc i've seen too many really religious ppl on the internet who are also queerphobic#and they have these big platforms of ppl who support them and share their views#and like. i shouldn't generalize. but they paint an ugly image of christians in general#also like. christians throughout history don't have the cleanest track record#but i know a lot of christians nowadays aren't like that. in fact i'm willing to say most aren't#but still it's like. better be safe than sorry y'know#idk man
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