#i don't know much about wilbur yet but i know he deserved better

[supernovaa-remnant]

your post-canon utah AU makes me want to eat drywall i love them so much 😭

they mean so much to me 😭💕

oughhhh I wish my thoughts about the au weren't so incoherent 99% of the time so that I could talk about it more

it's just so... the sheer size of the world is so much bigger than the smp. this world has billions of people. yet here they are, c!dream and c!wilbur, in some random town in utah. they're the only familiar face in this giant world. (technically there are other members of the smp in this world, but it's not like c!dream and c!wilbur know this).

they don't really talk about their shared history, but it still inhabits the space around them. c!wilbur wakes to cold sheets every morning, but it doesn't change the fact that c!dream sleeps in the same bed as him every night. c!wilbur hated the fact that there was such a blatant reminder of the smp in his house. he hated when c!dream left for a week. c!dream didn't initially want to stay with c!wilbur. but, as far as he knows, there's not another familiar face in this whole entire world.

c!wilbur is in therapy by time c!dream arrives. it takes months for him to even bring up the mere idea of c!dream trying therapy. they start leaning on each other. they start caring about each other. c!wilbur hates himself for how much he wants c!dream. c!dream just wants c!wilbur to wash away the pain he doesn't admit is there. c!wilbur is practically drowning in guilt when he looks at what c!dream's become. a part of c!dream resents c!wilbur. a part of c!wilbur resents c!dream. they don't talk about it until they do. eventually, eventually they try couple's group therapy.

things get better. then they get worse. and then they get so much better.

at some point, much later, c!dream looks at c!wilbur—once again complaining about the people who don't know how to use the traffic circle even though c!wilbur can't even drive—and he thinks, I love you. at some point, c!wilbur looks at c!dream—sweat causing his hair to stick to his forehead, swollen lips tugged into a smirk—and he thinks, I love you.

they want each other—they crave each other—and c!wilbur hates himself for it. then they care about each other, and it makes c!dream want to snarl and bare his teeth. then they love each other, and they realize that they love this soft, domestic epilogue that they stumbled into years ago.

it gets better. they heal. they don't talk about everything until they do, and then those hurts get better, too. and some days it still feels like they don't really deserve this peace they've found, but they love it anyway.

and they have friends. friends who give them christmas gifts and invite them to new year's parties. friends who laugh with them and bring them baked goods.

eventually they stumble across more people from the smp. it's not fine until it is. which is kinda the big thing with this au. it eventually gets better.

[mathanlin]

// unintentional neglect, injury, car accidents

Hybrid/Foster AU where elytrian!Tommy, an endangered species, is fostered by the closest related species — avians.

Except there's a few... key differences between them. *Important* differences.

But Tommy's not going to make a fuss about it.

For one, he's weaker. More fragile.

It's clear from his first shopping trip with the Watsons, arms shaking under the weight of bags of clothes & toys. Things he didn't expect (or deserve).

Phil even offers to carry them. Tommy lets him.

And regrets it, just a week later.

"Why can't Tommy help?"

Wilbur's face is pinched, a crate of gardening tools in his arms, glaring at Tommy who's hunched on the back step.

And it pinches more when Phil waves him off.

"He's not strong enough, mate. Let him relax."

It's true. Elytrian's bones are hollower, their muscles thinner, their wings larger & harder to balance.

But only one of those differences is visible. And with how endangered elytrians are, there's little research for the Watsons to find.

They only know what Tommy tells them.

"Could I go fencing with you?"

Techno pauses at the door, fencing bag in hand. Tommy fidgets, clutching the wall to counterbalance his wings, desperately wishing, *Please let me spend time with you.*

"I don't think so. Dad said you're fragile—"

"That's a myth."

Techno pauses, and Tommy's heart soars.

"A myth?"

"Yeah," Tommy squeezes out. "We're... pretty much just avians with bigger wings. We're the same."

(A tiny part of him whispers, *We can be brothers.*)

The best (worst) part is, Techno believes him. Just like that.

And he's gentle when he takes jabs at Tommy with the training rapier, even helps him up no matter how many times he topples to the mat.

(Not gentle enough — for an elytrian, that is. Tommy's covered in bruises.)

But it's better than being left at 'home.'

Supper that night is perfect (even if the Watson's herbivore diet doesn't quite nourish an elytrian.) Tommy laughs like he's one of them. Like he's family.

And he's swiftly reminded when Wilbur corners him after.

"You lied to us."

Tommy goes still. (Not fight-or-flight, like an avian. Just... freezing.)

'You lied.' Maybe Wilbur knows about the bruises beneath Tommy's sweater (special-made for his sensitive skin. *Expensive.*) Maybe... maybe he's going to offer to help—

"You're not *weak.*"

"What?"

Tommy's whisper does nothing to calm the fury on Wilbur's face.

"You could've helped Dad unpack. You could do chores. But you're lying, so you can fucking— *sit around.*"

Tommy flinches. He wants to speak, but mind frenzied with fear & pain, only a clicking warble comes out.

An apology.

Wilbur's eyes widen as he reels back, suddenly silent.

And then he sneers, all curled lips and bared teeth.

"For fuck's sake, Tommy. Fine. I see how it is."

(But he doesn't. Neither of them do.

The clicking warble? An apology, in elytrian. A plea only used in utter desperation.

And in avian... a sound of scorn. Revulsion at even being *around* someone.

And Wilbur takes that to heart.

Maybe Tommy never belonged with them anyways.)

.

.

.

"When we get home, I'm telling dad."

Tommy's head snaps up, meeting Wilbur's eyes in the rearview mirror. The twins had picked him up from school, after Tommy'd fallen ill (yet again). A lie, Wilbur thinks.

And now he, too busy sneering at Tommy, swerves off the road.

It could've been worse.

The car could've flipped twice, not just once. There could've been fire, not just warning smoke.

But two out of three people in that car are fine, wings flailing as they dangle — bruises, scraped feathers, a bit shaken up.

One's *not* fine.

"Just unbuckle the fucking seatbelt, Tommy."

It's a good thing Wilbur's screaming. Tommy wouldn't have been able to hear him otherwise, ears ringing in agony.

Wrist. Ribs. Chest. They all burn, like the marks from fencing with Techno.

But these aren't bruises.

He passes out before the twins even touch him, fighting to drag his too-large wings through the shattered window.

Strange, that the last thing he remembers is Wilbur shouting, "He can get out himself, Techno."

And the first thing he hears upon waking is, "He could've *died.*"

It's Phil yelling. Tommy drifts, head buried in a hospital pillow.

"He had a fucking seatbelt," Wilbur yells back. "He should've been fine."

"He's *fragile,* Wil��"

"No, he fucking *lied* about that, Dad."

Silence. Enough to hear Tommy's heartbeat monitor, chirping far too slow.

"Lied?" Phil says quietly.

"He— he's not *weak.* He's just as strong as an avian, he's not made of fucking glass and we don't have to *coddle* him. He lied to—"

"Does this look like a lie to you?"

It's only then that Tommy manages to open his eyes, breath shuddering as he tries to force air into the broken cage of his ribs.

And the first thing he does warble an apology towards Wilbur.

Or, how it sounds to avians, pure scorn.

"*See?*"

Phil & Techno blink, expressions faltering.

But unlike Wilbur, who jumps to betrayed indignation (and... maybe just a little pain), they pause.

And gently clarify.

"What does that mean, mate?"

"It means I'm... 'm sorry?"

Wilbur goes still, understanding creeping across his face (slowly, slowly realizing that Tommy'd only lied to be loved).

But only he only freezes for a second. After all, he's an avian.

And when they're afraid (...ashamed, horrified, and broken with guilt)?

They choose flight.

At least Phil & Techno stay.

At least they listen when Tommy finds the air to speak, explaining himself — the truth, for once. They hold him as he sobs, hurting his shattered ribs that much more.

At least they tell the truth.

"When you're healed, we want you to come home."

(And at that home, Wilbur waits.

He'd immediately moved every single one of his nest's blankets & pillows to Tommy's room. Hell, he even bought *more.*

He forces his guilt-ridden tears to stop, only so he can do some research. *Elytrian* research.

He won't let Tommy lie anymore — that's stayed the same.

But now, it's out of a desperate, broken love, revealed the moment that car crashed and Wilbur quietly prayed, *Please let my brothers be okay.*

He won't let anything hurt Tommy.

Not anymore.)

[mysticalsoot]

Everything you've said on this situation is something I 100% agree and stand with and honestly is such a breath of fresh air to see after spending so much time in the official Lovejoy discord.

People in there were at first being civil with their opinions despite the tense emotions, but it's quickly turning into a "Fuck Wilbur" train since many are straight up convinced he was the one Shelby was talking about, while those trying to stay neutral or are wishing Wilbur luck in changing for the better should it actually be him are being attacked. Mods have been trying to calm the attackers down but it hasn't worked too well from what I've seen. And it's only gotten worse since one of the Sr Sootmods came out and said how they're all leaving their mod positions since they're also convinced he's the abuser. What especially hurts is that one mod went into the chat and even said "Abusers will always be abusers" as if people can't genuinely change for the better.

Also, while we're all here speculating and all that, what happens if it's officially confirmed that it wasn't Wilbur and was instead one of the many other British musicians who had an ant infestation and mold problem (both of which are very common problems in the Uk from what I've heard)? This isn't something you can fix with an "Oops sorry for jumping ship without proper confirmation." It just feels like it's quickly gotten to a point where "Damned if something is said, damned if not."

Sorry for rambling/ranting, but that discord group really got me heated up. Keep your chin up, king. You deserve the crown on your head for sticking to your guns and dealing with the assholes coming to you.

Honestly the more messages I get agreeing with me, the more I'm shocked. When I first started questioning things, I felt if I even uttered them to my sister I'd be crucified. So many people agree and support me and it's insane. It outweighs the hate by millions. (i say that as if my chest wasn't so tight earlier today that I couldn't breathe!)

i checked the lvjy server and wil's server earlier today. lvjy I didn't read much on, and when I found that wil's was closed, I wasn't surprised. i was told by an anon ask that the mods know more, but if they did, I feel as though they all wouldn't have waited until the rest of the internet said it was wilbur.

people can change. hurt people who hurt people can change. abusers are a different level, and oftentimes are unwilling to change or are aware they can. sometimes they do! I've seen it, abusers can change but it's so so so very rare.

but jumping on the bandwagon based on rumor and speculation and then saying that shit is not cool.

something I've been trying to say is that those who've left and abandoned ship will most likely regret it when and if things come out in favor of wil (which my gut leans to yes, but we'll see), theyll have to deal with the consequences of being rash.

i understand not wanting to support a possible abuser, but Shelby didn't say a name. she didn't say one for a reason, whatever that reason is, I don't know. and I have my own feelings on that but I won't voice them yet.

don't apologize for rambling, I understand your frustrations and I see you. thank you for the kind words and the support, it means a lot and it's helping me keep going<3 I will continue to say my piece until I can no longer do so, for whatever reason.

anon asks are off, don't try sending hate to me or the asker

[error-dream-was-found]

What is the Mumza adopts Dream AU? When does this adoption happen?

Glad you asked!

What this idea is? It's exactly what it sounds like -Kristin decides to adopt Dream. When? Prison arc!

So basically, as the result of torture Dream very often finds himself in front of the death's door ... literally. He is half death/death most of the time. Slow bleeding out before Sam arrives to fix him a little, countless non-cannon deaths, either results of Quackity's recklessness or throwing himself in lava. Kristin has a plenty of time to get to know him and grows fond of him. He doesn't have many visitors so someone to talk with is nice. But the human seems to be worse for wear with every next visit and not just in terms of physical injuries that killed him. His mental state is also going downhill.

And at one point Kristen had enough. She's not letting the kid suffer any longer! (is Dream a man in his twenties? Yes. Does that stop a few thousands years old goddess from seeing him like a kid? No.) Her husband takes in strays all the time, it's her turn now!

It's no struggle for her to get him out of prison and to arctic. Dream for his part is very confused about what just happened, even more so when Kristin starts to argue with Phil who wasn't very happy with his wife's idea. Unsurprisingly she won so now Dream's their kid!

You can imagine how Tommy and Wilbur (revived at this point) reacted ....

Snippet:

Kristin watched with sad eyes as Dream rocked himself on the floor, trying and failing to stop the tears streaming down his face. It's been a while since he died but so far he didn't managed to calm down. It broke the goddess' heart a little to see him like this. By human standards Dream was an adult but he felt so young to her, he was just 20 something. Compared to her eternal existence it was nothing. Curled like this, covered in wounds he looked even younger. He looked like a kid and Kristen was immediately remind of her 4 boys.

"Oh, dear ..."

She tried to reach for him, to offer comfort and take the pain away, he flinched from her touch and it hurt more than it should. She was the death, mortals flinched away from her, it was in their nature. But this one was different, he didn't fear her. Right now it seemed like he feared everyone and looking at the hideous wounds lining his body Kristin couldn't blame him. Somehow each one of his deaths seemed to be more horrific than the previous one.

"Dream, darling? I'm just trying to help you."

The blonde shook his head silently.

"It hurts. I-I don't deserve this ... I don't deserve ... I just want it to stop hurting ..."

Her poor boy, just how much pain did they put him through? She wished she could grant his wish and stop the pain. She could keep him with her, in her realm but she thought better of it. This human had a lot of life in front of him. It wasn't his time yet so how .... Suddenly she remembered her sons. Wilbur was her's and Phil's, but Techno, Tommy and Tubbo joined their family later, in different ways. Phil found them and took them in. He helped them heal, offered them a home and family. The things Dream so desperately needed. The thing Kristin might be able to provide him. If Phil could bring in any random kid what was stopping her?

Closing the distance between them she carefully warped the human in a hug, the same thing she did for her sons whenever she was able to visit the mortal realm. Dream went rigid at first but then he melted into the gentle embrace. Running her fingers through the matted blonde hair Kristin smiled a little.

"Then how about I'll make it stop hurting?

[bloodpen-to-paper]

Looking back on this post from November 1 (aka just before Purgatory) is pain, so lets analyze as of December 5

-Forever returning from the Nether, and whatever the hell may come of it

We didn't get much from Forever's Nether arc cause as soon as he got back they were all sent to Superhell (praying to every god he gets his moment at some point)

-Foolish getting Leo back after months of repressing

He did! He finally saw her again!!! Poor guy thought she might've been a code at first, we haven't seen him really express his feelings on the whole situation but at least he doesn't have to pile on more pain. He finally has his Leo again <3

-Philza's reaction to whatever state Chayanne and Tallulah might be in (Wilbur's as well)

No Wilbur, but mother of god did we get this one for Philza. Lots of angst from him seeing Chay and Tallulah in Purgatory with everything that happened during the earthquake, and then some heartwarming reunions after they escaped

-Etoiles and Antoine reuniting with Pomme

Etoiles, yes! Antoine no, he has yet to log on since the early days of Purgatory (nor Baghera, at this point I'm using the reserve serotonin from Etoiles, Pierre and Bad seeing Pomme again to keep me going)

-Whatever moment puts Maxo's code-infected leg in the spotlight

... um.

-Mariana logging on

He did! We only had a couple streams with him (one taking place in goddamn Purgatory of all places) but he reunited with some people like Charlie and Bad, and even met Code Flippa (he also had some very funny moments with Tina)

-Roier finally getting some happiness back when Leo and Richas return (as well as Pac)

Yes to both!!! Roier got to be with Leo and Richas, and Pac damn near teared up seeing his son again. Very happy about this one :]

-The others learning about how Forever really got his "treatment"

*sigh* Still no. Goddammit.

-Mouse, Tina and Tubbo getting to finally see the eggs again, and Rivers getting to know them better

Mouse, Tina and Tubbo yes, and they even got their own kids now! Tubbo seeing his godkids again and his and Mouse's reactions to Em and Sunny made it all worth it. Tina was a mess meeting her daughter but it was hilarious, and she was very happy to see Leo again (she accidentally called Em "Leo" at one point rip). Rivers has yet to log in but she's Pepito's mom so we'll see how that goes

-Bagi meeting Richas, her son

YES!! <333 And she has a daughter as well, two kids! Bagi deserves it she's the best <3

-Forever, should he go through with it, asking Wilbur if he can adopt and co-parent Tallulah (ft. Uncle Pac getting to spoil her more)

Wilbur hasn't logged on since that day they all went in the maze so we haven't gotten this yet (Forever has also been away cause his PC decided it didn't want to live in this world any longer). At least Pac got to reunite with Tallulah

-Mike's next encounters with everyone, and whatever comes of it (mainly him and Fit reuniting with Mike knowing Fit's secret)

Still no, Mike the person is a busy college boy and people are still winding down from Purgatory so we'll see

-The server learning about the painful secrets of certain members' past; Baghera's torture, Philza's "dreams", Quackity's lobotomy, Pierre being a robot, Bad's soul vultures

Literally none of these have been explored yet I'm gonna jump off a pier(re)

-The server learning about the treacherous secrets of certain members' present; Antoine's connections with the Federation, Kameto being a spy, Fit trying to get the player data, Jaiden being part of the Federation and having lied about being kidnapped, Jaiden and Foolish's Federation alliance, the full truth about Ron Lemons

Again, nothing. Not anyone's fault, Purgatory is still winding down and a good chunk of people haven't canonically returned so fingers crossed

-Anyone noticing how tense Forever is around Cucurucho nowadays

Haha nope. Nothing. But its ok I don't actually need this to happen. I'm not thinking about it every 5 minutes :) I'm not desperate :) I'm not typing this through gritted teeth :) Hahaha :))))))

-Wilbur realizing something is deeply wrong with Quackity

We only got that brief and confusing reunion between the two from Wilbur's last stream and he hasn't been on since so unfortunately I'd count this as a no

-The karma of how Charlie's trauma and grief were treated coming in with a vengeance

Kind of? Dia de Los Muertos let Charlie go through a lot of introspection and even open up to Bad a bit about everything. Maybe we'll get more on this when he meets Sunny? Or when the Feds start to interfere with him and Code Flippa (they've already started investigating him as of the December 2 stream)

-Tazercraft reuniting with Walter Bob

I think Pac had a brief reunion with Walter Bob? Not sure but we haven't gotten a full reunion or clarification on Walter's status so I'm counting this a no

-Learning what happened to Bagi's parents

PLEASE. PLEASE. I'M A SIMPLE WOMAN I DON'T ASK FOR MUCH-

-Tubbo and Fred reuniting after Fred's abduction

... this could not have aged more fucking poorly (fly high sweet prince o7)

-SOFIA coming back online, and Maxo reuniting with her

Actually just kill me at this point it would hurt less (I guess they reunited in heaven ahahah i can't do this much longer gamers im gonna lose it)

-Even just crumbs about Forever's life in Stonkscraft and what happened between him and Brunim

NOPE :) WE HAVE GOTTEN LITTLE TO NO FOREVER LORE CONTENT :))) I AM DOING SO WELL RIGHT NOW :))))

-Pac and Cellbit confrontation over Cellbit's murder arc and what its doing to Pac mentally

Surprisingly, yes? Kind of? The conflict isn't resolved exactly, I'd say what we got was a set up but it was a lot. We got a confrontation and Pac fighting back against Cellbit which was big. With this, Pac plans to get more involved with what's happening to Cellbit so we'll see how that goes

-Bagi, Bad, Mouse or Foolish learning about Tina's self-loathing and how she files down her demon horns

Mouse did! Tina only recently got back but before Purgatory she opened up a tiny 👌 bit to Mouse, and though I don't know if Mouse knows about the horn filing, she definitely knows Tina is a demon and has self esteem issues because of it

-Reactions to Forever's short hair (especially Tallulah's)

SWEAR TO GOD. NO. FOREVER HAS NOT BEEN AROUND CAUSE PC EXPLODED, AND AFTER THE NETHER NO ONE SAID SHIT CAUSE HE WAS HERE FOR ONE FUCKING DAY BEFORE THEY GOT SENT TO PURGATORY. HE HASN'T REUNITED WITH TALLULAH. HE HASN'T EVEN REUNITED WITH RICHARLYSON. I AM GOING TO PULL A FUCKING MAXIMUS ON MYSELF NUKE SHOVED UP MY ASS AND ALL

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Well that was fun. Its of course frustrating so not see some plot points be addressed or progress but that's just the nature of roleplay servers. Still, its nice to catch up on the ones that are developing and seeing where we're at. Feel free to share thoughts on these or other plots you've been keeping up with!

List of things that will make me Not Normal when they happen:

-Forever returning from the Nether, and whatever the hell may come of it

-Foolish getting Leo back after months of repressing

-Philza's reaction to whatever state Chayanne and Tallulah might be in (Wilbur's as well)

-Etoiles and Antoine reuniting with Pomme

-Whatever moment puts Maxo's code-infected leg in the spotlight

-Mariana logging on

-Roier finally getting some happiness back when Leo and Richas return (as well as Pac)

-The others learning about how Forever really got his "treatment"

-Mouse, Tina and Tubbo getting to finally see the eggs again, and Rivers getting to know them better

-Bagi meeting Richas, her son

-Forever, should he go through with it, asking Wilbur if he can adopt and co-parent Tallulah (ft. Uncle Pac getting to spoil her more)

-Mike's next encounters with everyone, and whatever comes of it (mainly him and Fit reuniting with Mike knowing Fit's secret)

-The server learning about the painful secrets of certain members' past; Baghera's torture, Philza's "dreams", Quackity's lobotomy, Pierre being a robot, Bad's soul vultures

-The server learning about the treacherous secrets of certain members' present; Antoine's connections with the Federation, Kameto being a spy, Fit trying to get the player data, Jaiden being part of the Federation and having lied about being kidnapped, Jaiden and Foolish's Federation alliance, the full truth about Ron Lemons

-Anyone noticing how tense Forever is around Cucurucho nowadays

-Wilbur realizing something is deeply wrong with Quackity

-The karma of how Charlie's trauma and grief were treated coming in with a vengeance

-Tazercraft reuniting with Walter Bob

-Learning what happened to Bagi's parents

-Tubbo and Fred reuniting after Fred's abduction

-SOFIA coming back online, and Maxo reuniting with her

-Even just crumbs about Forever's life in Stonkscraft and what happened between him and Brunim

-Pac and Cellbit confrontation over Cellbit's murder arc and what its doing to Pac mentally

-Bagi, Bad, Mouse or Foolish learning about Tina's self-loathing and how she files down her demon horns

-Reactions to Forever's short hair (especially Tallulah's)

[owentheworm]

Another post about Technoblade.

I'm up at 1am crying and rewatching "so long nerds" as well as the vod of Wilbur and Philza talking about Technoblade.

Technoblade had obviously come to terms with his death. He told Wilbur, Phil, and Tommy not to visit him after Vidcon cause he knew he wouldn't be sticking around. He wrote his last video. He made merch. He knew death was near. Yet he spent some of his final moments writing a goodbye to his fans. He loved his fans. He made sure we got to finally see his face and know his name. He loved his fans and he made it clear even when he was dying. He would chose to be Technoblade again if he had 100 more lives. He would choose to make content for us

Watching Technoblades dad talk about his final moments breaks my heart. Technoblade was fighting for so long. Stage four cancer is rough, and he still fought. Hearing his dad say "Alex, you don't have to do anything else. You've done so much for so many people. Millions of people. And if you want to now, you can rest" hurts so much. He was fighting and waiting for things to get better so that he could make a video for us, his fans. He wrote his final video 8 hours before passing. In his final moments, he wrote a video for us. No parent should have to make their sons final video. Hearing his father say "I miss Technoblade" shatters my soul. I know it must have hurt him so badly to have to tell 12 million people that the person that made content for them passed away. That his son has passed away. My heart goes out to Technoblade family and I hope that they are coping well in this very difficult time.

Wilbur and Philza talking about Technoblade is both happy and heart shattering. Technoblade was funny and brought joy to his friends and fans. Wilbur saying that he felt so wierd because his world had stopped turning while everyone else was living normally hit me hard. He put what I'm feeling into words. My world has stopped because one of my inspirations has died, but everyone around me is living their normal lives. Hearing that Tommy never got to meet Technoblade hurts. Tommy looked up to him and he never will get the chance to meet him. My heart goes out to SBI and all of Technoblades friends. I hope they are doing well and are learning to cope well in this difficult time.

I know that from the afterlife, Technoblade is probably laughing about how hard we are all crying. He's probably memeing on all of us right now. I hope he's finally at rest in the afterlife. That he's no longer fighting and struggling. That he's watching all of us in the mortal realm and knowing how much good he did. How many people he impacted.

Rest In Peace Technoblade, Alexander, The Blood God, Flowergirl29, or anything we have known him as. Rest in Peace, you deserve it.

[beeindaclouds]

[I had to answer it this way so it looked better for me, hope you don't mind <3]

But hallo @thatoneh03 , love the username btw, but you gave me a run for my money haha/pos. This is the most specific request I have gotten so far but, like always, I'll try my best and hope not to disappoint

I did this while listening to Melanie Martinez cause I like a lot of her songs, so there's a little fun fact haha :)

Quackity × ancient!GN!Reader

[The title is a bit confusing, but idk what to name it]

You became well known around the end of 2019

After appearing in the "movie" for Melanie Martinez's new album K-12

Some of the outfits perfectly fit your style and you were also able to help the actual stylist with some of the dresses for "Recess"

By 2020 you already had a good amout of fans and hopped on the trending app, tik tok

Instead of making silly little dances (I don't mean this is a mean way) you used the app to show off your many ancient outfits based off of the 700's

You loved to show off the super elegant dresses and prettily patterned suits; you even showed objects around your house that you found from the many vintage shops you visited

It didn't take long for you to gain your own community on the app. The fans loved the way you talked freely about your interests and you loved to share them

Something else you did on the app was storytelling. It was always easy for you to make up your own fantasy stories and share them with your audience, who listened like kids getting told their bedtime stories

Wilbur Soot was the one that reached out to you, after getting sent a tik tok of your stories from Tommy, and asking you to help them with their lore

You had watched some videos of the DSMP enough to know who was part of it and what was happening in it, so you accepted without a seocnd thought

You didn't partake into the lore, you were simply there to assist them with their stories, but you got whitelisted

That's where your and Quackity's paths first cross

Wilbur had told everyone in the SMP that if they ever needed help with lore they could ask for your help and Quackity quickly jumped on the opportunity

You gladly helped him with his ideas for Las Nevadas and you also made small talk about your lives and hobbies

He was always intrigued whenever you would talk about your stories and also reminded himself to compliment you after checking out your tik toks

And then he came to visit you

Something sparked when you two actually went out togheter for the first time

You two connected better then you ever had online, even if you didn't share many interests

He always seemed so awestruck whenever you talked about the stories behind the ancient objects around your house and you always flushed whenever he would go on one of his laughing fits

Needless to say that before the end of the trip you two had a long talk about your feelings and decided to make it official right then and there

You started appearing in some of his streams and people seemed to quickly recognize you as the ancient tik toker lol

Quackity loved to see you play on the SMP, not only to see you struggle with the games commands but also to see you interact with his friends and that part of his life

Something that did suprise your fans and Quackity was just how much your attitude changed

You've always been seen online as the "wholesome and polite" type and yet here you were sassing and cussing left and right

He almost fainted from all the laughing

You also made him try on some suits from the 700's and sometimes posted pictures of your matching outfits on Instagram and Twitter

Yall went viral once, if was a great collaboration between your fans

You 100% helped Quackity film for his recent lore stream

Definitely almost cried when he told you the idea for Slime's death

And he had to comfort and cuddle you for the rest of the day cause wHY SLIME. HE DIDN'T DESERVE IT AND I'M STILL NOT OVER IT- sorry ;-;

I went off topic at the end there oops :')

[tekbox]

C!wilbur is going to kill himself.

from the usage of "Wilbur soot was the sovereign ruler" implying that even if Dream wrote it (which, spoilers he did) he will still be dead. C!wilbur at this time believes that he himself is at fault for a lot of pain, just as he was when L'manberg blew up. L'manberg was and is the same as Wilbur, at the time of the Pogtopia arc he believed that the end to all this pain would be to end L'manberg and himself. Even in new L'manberg it was like this, the country being a clear shadow of its former self, just as Ghostbur was in the shadow of Wilbur and only the good things people remembered about him and only the good things Wilbur remembered about himself. His death was a fond memory. Ghostbur was an imitation of Wilbur, he was a person but L'manberg was a country . L'manberg getting overgrown becoming this monolith of growth just as he was revived. Symbolizing his own growth (albeit not positive) from when he was once alive.

Yet, in his eyes all this pain is repeating again, Eret talking down to him, pinning a majority of their own issues on him, Fundy killing himself in front of his father just as Wilbur did himself. Finally seeing the tower at Logstedshire- despite that not being a direct result of himself I don't doubt that him threatening suicide in front of Dream was a form of his own internalized guilt. He again, sees himself as a monster. He sees himself as the one causing all the pain. The shadows of himself on the server often being represented as holes, explosions, blood, pain, death. Wilbur as much as he loves being alive thinks he deserves death. He deserves to be a legacy and nothing more because in his mind that's all he is, that's all L'manberg was. A legacy.

He puts himself up on a block each time he's uncomfortable. each time he feels smaller and each time it's him not wanting to open up- not wanting to get close to people in fear he will hurt them. It's almost poetic how putting himself up on a block- a pedestal is representative of the legacy he wants. He so desperately want's to be a fond memory. The end of the Tubbo stream being "He'll remember you for this," telling himself that his legacy will be better than him, that he wants to be a good memory but knows he wont.

Not telling Tommy about the plan was him wanting Tommy to distance himself from him. He doesn't want Tommy to hurt more than he already has and he believes that Tommy should hate him. Not refuting Tommy's insults when their walking to the community house, just taking it. Because in his once-dead heart he knows its true.

he only hurts

and that's why he wants to die.

(likes < reblogs)

[smol-cherry]

A/N: This is rushed btw, so sorry. I just needed something to write.

➷ "Darling, you deserve the world, this is just the least I can do..."

Character(s): Wilbur Soot.

Type: Fanfiction/Drabble (?)

Genre: Fluff, angst if you squint ig.

TW/CW: None.

❁ Ｃｈｅｒｒｙ ❁

Today certainly wasn't a good one, not for any particular reason, but you just weren't feeling okay, mentally, emotionally, or physically.

You had tried to cheer yourself up as much as you could, but nothing worked as you thought it would.

You desperately wanted to talk to someone about how you were feeling, but opening up was always difficult, and you felt as though it would only bother them.

Or maybe it was just too much effort and energy that you didn't have.

One things for sure, you knew your boyfriend was going to know how you were feeling if you even looked at him.. Guess you'd just have to deal with that when It happened.

Speaking of your boyfriend, you were sure any moment now he'd be awake.

As much as you loved and adored Wilbur.. You really didn't want to have interact with anyone today.

You had decided to make some Hot Chocolate, find something to watch, and hold onto that tiny bit of hope that you'd maybe feel better then.

A few minutes later your boyfriend had woken up, immediately looking for you, noticing you weren't in bed.

"Oh, hello." He had a bright smile on his face when he saw you, laughing to himself just a bit.

You simply just gave him a quick and weak smile in response.

He walked closer to you but not too close, so he wouldn't be in your personal space, "You okay?".

"Just a bad day." It really was as simple as that, just a bad day, but for that exact reason it made you feel like you weren't allowed to be sad because of such a small thing.

He hummed in response. "Do you wanna talk about it?" You gave a small, yet genuine smile at the fact he cared so much.

You sighed and laid down, smile dropping a bit. "I guess I just.. Don't like myself, well, for today anyways." You awkwardly chuckled, "Anything I've tried to do to feel better hasn't really worked, but at least I get to see you."

"Is it okay if I hug you?", " Please do." And so he laid down beside you on the Couch, hugging you from behind, and resting his face on your head.

"Better?" You turned around to face him, hugging him tightly. "Much better, thank you." You paused, debating your words. "Thank you for being so kind to me."

"Darling, you deserve the world, this is just the least I can do... I just hope I can always be here for you, to make you smile, laugh, and enjoy life."

"Life sucks though." "... True." You both shared a laugh, and now you were smiling like an idiot.

"I love you, Wil." You honestly did love him, with every ounce of your being. "I love you too, Y/n, now shush and let me enjoy the moment."

He hugged you somehow even closer, running his fingers through your hair as you fell asleep, in arms of the man you loved more than anything.

[someone1348]

This Request was from my amazing bestie @sleepy--anon !! Be sure to check her out and spread the love because she deserves it and so do you!

I know you were debating on two people so I did both! Ah im so excited!!!

Anyways!

People in this!: Ler!Quackity, Ler!Sapnap, Lee!Tommy

((PLATONIC!))

Tw: Slight language from Tommy other than that None! This is prue Fluff and serotonin!

I hope you all enjoy!! :]

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Friendly Competition

"Im a better guide for Tommy then you are!"

"Are you kidding?! You know who guided Tommy through life first-"

"Yeah me!"

"Nononono me!"

You're probably wondering what was happening, The blonde who sat in the middle of this debate wondered the exact same thing.

It started off simple and nice, The three, Tommy, Quackity and Sapnap were walking together through the smp trying to gather some materials and just other things, Mainly just enjoying each other's company

Quackity had wrapped an arm around the youngers shoulders pointing at the different buildings and the memories they had shared while on their stroll

Sapnap following next to the blonde every now and again lightly bumping him in the shoulder and spouting out random facts and memories

Smiling and laughing along the raccoon boy in the middle enjoyed this quality and rare bonding time with the two

Although they weren't on Wilbur level brother status, Tommy definitely saw the two of them as older brothers as well and it was nice when he got to hang out with them! Wether it was one on one or not he just enjoyed the two and thought very highly of each member, no matter how much he made fun of them, it's how the younger shows his love.

"You remember when we teamed up against dream!" Sapnap said laughing as the younger giggled a bit

"Yeah and then you betrayed me dickhead"

"Water under the bridge!"

The blonde rolled his blue eyes before Quackity confidently spoke up

"He might of betrayed you but me! We were the team!"

"Debatable, but sure!" He giggled once more before the two went on and on

It eventually turned into one big 'who is a better role model for Tommy' war

Which brought us here

"Nononono me!" The Avian hybrid argued "Im the better big brother isn't that right Tommy?" Said blonde looked at the two and threw his hands up in defense

"Im staying out of this one" He said taking a step back it became Sapnaps turn to protest

"Oh no you don't," he said to Tommy before turning back to his future lover "How about some friendly competition yeah?" Smirking a bit Quackity picked up on the slight tease in his voice

"Im listening" Smirking as well Sapnap continued "The one who makes Tommy laugh the hardest wins and earns the title of 'Best brother' sound good?"

Hearing all of this Tommy gulped, that tiny electric feeling erupting from his stomach and sending shockwaves all over his body

The Duck hybrids smirk only grew "You're on" both slowly turning to the man in question

"WOULD YOU LOOK AT THE TIME-" and with that Tommy was off!

"Oh no you don't!"

"Get back here!"

"Ah!!" Full speed he sprinted through the fields trying to get away from the two chasing him who were most definitely in ler moods but geez were they fast!

"We're gonna getcha Tommy~" Quackity said Wiggling his fingers teasingly at him whenever he turned back to look at the pair

Sapnap giggled evily smirking at the kid, both close on his tail.

"GOTCHA!" the two said in unison tackling the younger softly to the ground, neither wanting to hurt him of course, as the blonde shrieked

"Nooo leheave me alonee"

"So giggly already huh? We haven't even started yet!" Quackity teased as Sapnap joined

"I guess someone really wants some tickles huh?" Wiggling his fingers at the boy he straddled his waist while the other held the boys arm's up with his knees making sure not to hurt him so he had his two free hands to tickle with.

His cheeks dusted a soft pink kicking his legs out behind Sapnap

"We're gonna getcha Tommy~" The bandana wearing man said smirking as he got his wiggly fingers just inches away from his sides

"Can you feel it already?~" Quackity asked the giggly one who he faced down at, his fingers also inches away from his underarms

"GAH JUHUST! DO IT PLEASE!" Now Tommy normally doesn't ask at all but man if they kept this up any longer he would have went insane

"As you wish!" Sapnap said giggling along with him before squeezing up and down the length of his sides

Following not to far behind Quackity wiggled his tickly fingers under his arms,

"N-aHAhaHAHAHaha!" Having two spots being tickled at once made his laughter change in octaves depending on what was happening,

"Tickle Tickle Tommy~" Moving up a little to Tickle his lower ribs Tommy kicked some more his head swaying from side to side his prue natrual laugh shining like the sun.

Quackity joined in smirking and Tickling his upper ribs, "Tktktktktktktk~"

"GUHUHUHUYS!"

"You have a wonderful smile Tommy" Quackity said smiling genuinely at the blonde

"Agreed and a very cute laugh"

His blush got a shade darker from the compliments

"NoHohOHOT cUHuHTE! MAHahaNLy!"

"Mhm sureee"

"TESESTosTerOHohoNe!"

Both Ler's laughed

"Exactly! See Sap he's a big man!"

"Definitely, with an adorable laugh"

"NOHOHO!"

Sapnap laughed some more moving down lifting his shirt up a bit

"Nohoho nonono! Wahahait!"

"Tickletickletickletickle~" Skitering his fingers all over his stomach the boy lost it

"Cheater!" Quackity called out in a fake rage

"Oh please! You're just mad i won"

"EHEHEVIL!"

"Daww who's a ticklish manly big man, you are!"

"NOHOHO SAHAHAPNAHAHAP! PLEAHAHAHASE!"

"Move!" Quackity giggled getting off of him pushing Sapnap's hands to blow a giant raspberry into the center of his stomach

"AHHAHAHAHA NAHAHAHAAHA!"

Sapnap giggled joining in again skitering his fingers where Quackity wasn't on his stomach, Quackity's wings tickling him as well

"Okay now that's cheating!" Sapnap called out pointing to his wings as Quackity just giggled and smirked.

"MEHEHERCY PLEAHAHAHASE IHIHIHIHIT TIHIHICKLES! IHIHIHIHIT TIHIHICKLES!"

Both smiling at their achievement they helped him up, rubbing away the ghost tickles holding him close

"I call that a tie, What do you think Sappy?" Quackity joked smiling

"Oh most definitely"

"Yohohou ghuhuys shuhuck" Tommy giggled out with a smile

"We love you too bud!"

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Ah! I absolutely loved writing this!! If anyone has any more prompts please feel free to send them in! This is so much fun!

I hope you all enjoyedd!! :]

-K <3

[technowoah]

Revolutions Always Fall

You should've learned from L'Manburg. The Butcher Gang was a mistake.

- REQUESTED!

- I tried to put 2 requests in one here.

- its really long 🤧🤞🏽

Prompts!

13) "You made me lose all my faith and trust in you"

38) "They warned me about this.” “About what?” “You.” 

47)“Are you satisfied now...?”

⚠︎ memtions of blood, voilence, fighting, swearing, Technoblade's execution episode. Angst.

Masterlist!

Dear Technoblade,

I wont make the same mistakes again

- an old friend. ♤

Technoblade was always a threat, and you learned that from L'Manburg. You had befriended him when he joined Pogtopia and very quickly you two seemed to click. He saw the world through different eyes and that intrigued you. You wanted to be him, live life the way he does it for just a day.

He was a killing machine, he was smart tactical, but still had the thirst for blood that made him be so smart and tacitcal with how he kills.

You on the other hand were not a big fan of killing, but this war was an exception. This war made you practice, it made you angry, it lit a fire underneath you that you didnt know you had. Along with the other members of Pogtopia, Technoblade helped you fight, how to wield a sword, knife, gun, anything that you can get your hands on you turned it into a weapon, you Soon enough you had mastered weapons and you werent so passive.

You questioned yourself if this was living through Technoblade, the need to fight, hunt, to protect. You felt poweful. As you hold your own crafted swords in your hand you know what you can do. You could do so much damage with this sword, he gave you that sword. It wasn't special at all but you made it special, because in your eyes it was.

"You can do so much with a sword, people just don't know how to use it to its fullest potential. They dont know their full potential either. But now you do."

Thats what he said to you in between those stone walls called Pogtopia.

After what he said to you had done so. Used the sword to your full potential, used anything to your full potential. You wanted to be more and more you became.

"You ready?" Technoblade smirked.

"Hell yeah Im ready to kill that bastard." You smiled

"Woah-oh! You weren't saying this a couple months ago."

"Schlatt deserves it. That's not L'Manburg. This is L'Manburg." You stretched out your arms to the others who were gathering armor and polishing their weapons for the battle yet to come.

You smiled knowing this will all end soon, you wouldn't be in a cave anymore, you wouldn't have to hide the fact that you knew where Wilbur was and that he was planning the attack, Pogtopia will be no more and L'Manburg would be back.

"L'Manburg will be back." You said while taking a sword out of a chest.

"Sure." You heard him scoff beside you.

"What's that supposed to mean?" You asked slightly offended. Wasn't he fighting for the same thing?

"I dont know. Revolutions always fall." He turned his back to you and walked away leaving you to your own thoughts.

You hated it. He was right, he was always right and you hated it. And everyone else did too, they knew he was right. It wasnt what the majority wanted, we wanted L'Manburg while he didn't want to be held by government in the first place. That's what he meant that day in Pogtopia.

L'Manburg, one defeated, was now growing once more. After the "end" of L'Manburg you couldn't forgive him. Your anger and the feeling of betrayal kept growing and growing everyday, every time you picked up that damned sword he gave you. It was the best sword you had, you had enchanted it multiple times. You had to use it, but the only thing was the memories that came with it.

Your anger only worsened as time went on, having to hear about Technoblade and how he was such a threat to L'Manburg only made you want to destroy him and the past you two had created. That would be the closure you needed, but someone was already three steps a head of you.

In spite of your anger you and Quackity had the most magnificent idea to make a gang to finally kill Technoblade for the sake of L'Manburg. The idea was to go confront him at his house and take him back to L'Manburg for an execution. You were on board with the idea 100%. This was better for L'Manburg and better for yourself, finally someone who got you.

Quackity and you planned tirelessly to try and get Technoblade's location and bring him back. The Butcher Gang was made from the cabinet of L'Manburg. During these long days you two grew closer, you two were so different in ways of thinking, but you two shared the same end goal which worked out in your favor. You two went through hell and back just to find out that the easiest way to get to Technoblade was sitting in L'Manburg right at that moment. Philza, some may say Technoblade's only friend at the moment. He was loyal to Technoblade and you dont blame him at all, but you needed to find out where his companion was.

It was all going well, the Butcher Gang had put Phil on house arrest and Tubbo had found a compass that led them straight to Technoblade's location. Everything was going well and according to plan, you didnt want to show it on your face as you saw Technoblade's house from the spot in the woods the Butcher Gang was hiding in, but you wanted this so badly. You didnt where he was going to be, he could've came and bestowed more destruction. It was like knowing he was there, but not knowing when he was going to strike.

The anxiety that came with not knowing where Technoblade was always with you, but now it wont be.

The Butcher Gang ended up taking Technoblade by force back into the city. You were proud that you were all able to get the blood hungry pig-man to come back with you all. He was behind bars with an anvil hanging high over his head. As Tubbo gave his speech your short lived happiness soon faded as a man appeared and smoke filled the area. You started to get attacked by what seemed like Dream and Punz while Tubbo continued to yell for Quackity to pull the lever to finally kill Technoblade.

"Pull the lever Big Q!"

"Kill him Quackity!" You yelled with him.

He did it. The anvil fell fast towards Technoblade's body, but as fast as the anvil landed on him his skin, bones, and blood regenerate and return to its normal state. Your eyes widened as the totem in his hand began to disintegrate into gold dust.

"DAMMIT!" You yelled in agony while Ranboo and Fundy continued to fend off Dream and Punz until they retreated.

Once they did you realized Technoblade was gone, you saw him in the distance running away from the scene, but you couldn't let this happen. You couldn't let the fear of Technoblade being out there doing God knows what forever. The fear of him boiled in your heart as you broke out into a sprint towards Technoblade.

As you ran into a more secluded area you heard footsteps behind you. You glances back to see Quackity following your lead with an axe in his hand. Slowing down a bit you both ran side by side.

"Let's get this son of a bitch!" Quackity huffed as you both came across a cave.

You both knew Technoblade was in there so you both prepared for the mental and physical pain you would both endure. This wasn't like the Butcher Gang where it was 5 against 1, it was 2 against 1 and you've seen Technoblade fight this fight before.

"You ready to kill this bastard?" He calmed his breathing down.

"Of course I am." You kept your eyes foward.

You walked deep into tha cave to see 6 chests and a sign that said "final control room", that bastard. Wanting to be quiet you tried to sneak up on Technoblade, but Quackity's anger got the best of him.

"What the fuck is this Technoblade?! What the hell are you doing here?" He asked gripping his sword too tight.

"It not what it looks like." Technoblade airly laughed. He had an enchanted pickaxe in his hand and an open chest with netherite armor.

"How the hell did that anvil not kill you?!" Quackity yelled.

Technoblade started laughing, he was laughing, he was taunting us. "Do you really think that death can stop me? That you could kill me that easily."

Your emotions tried to get the best of you as you tried not to let frustrated tears fall onto your cheeks.

"How did you do it? What... How did you even do that?"

"You think that can stop me Quackity?" Technoblade asked again.

"Just answer the fucking question!" You yelled before either of them could speak. It was silent for a while before Technoblade slowly spoke up.

"A totem. I used a totem of undying. I always have it on me." He smugly said.

He continued on. "You know what?! You know what? Ive got a lot to say, I was gonna say it at the trial, but we got a little bit interrupted. You know I tried convincing you guys that government was not the answer, the government was actually the cause of all your problems!"

You rolled your eyes as he continued his infamous speech.

"I tried to convince you guys by fighting alongside you as brothers and you cast me aside, you used me. I tried to use force, but you still formed a government! And when I went into hiding, when I retired, when I swore off violence, you hunted me down, you hurt my friends." Technoblade finished.

"Techno you dont understand what we're fighting for!" You started finally finding your voice. "I thought you were for us! You were always against us!"

"I was always for you! I needed you guys to understand!"

"We needed YOU to under-"

Technoblade interrupted you. "You dont understand me! You never did!"

"At least I fucking tried and you gave me so much shit for it! I wanted to be you Technoblade. I wanted to see life through your eyes, I was fascinated by how you walk, fight, your mind."

Your anger began to subside as you continued to speak. "But, you made me lose all my faith and trust in you."

Technoblade laughed again. "Same here! You guys left me! Betrayed me so-"

"So the feeling is mutual." You growled.

It was quite for a minute, but you could feel Quackity's sympathetic stare as you poured your feelings out to a man who dosen't even matter to you.

"They warned me about this." Your arms gestured to the area the three of you were in.

"About what?" Technoblade scoffed.

"About you." You stared at Technoblade. It wasn't a glare, it was more calm.

"Quackity, Tubbo, Fundy...Even Ranboo." You airly chuckled.

You had stopped talking trying to get yourself back together. Quackity caught that you weren't talking anymore so he spoke up.

"What we have up there is a country and what we need here is organization and power. And I dont care how long it fucking takes me or what I have to do to get you Techno. Im going to fucking kill you. Im going to kill you Technoblade." Quackity gripped his axe in his hand.

"I just have one question Quackity." Techno smirked.

"What do you have?" Quackity responded and you took the sword out of the sheath hanging on your hip.

"Do you think you two are enough to kill me? Even unarmed with iron armor?" Technoblade closed the chest that held netherite armor signaling he didn't need that. "Do you think you both could take me?"

"Oh we do." You spoke up. "We need this, Technoblade."

"You know what?" Quackity rose his axe and you followed suit. "Lets find out you son of a bitch!" He charged towards Technoblade and you followed close behind.

Technoblade started running out of the long cave, but you two followed. He threw potions on the ground as he turned around and fought us head on. You were able to get a couple of cuts and hits on him, but he was cutting you more with his pickaxe.

The thing about Quackity was that he thought he was invincible. He kept going full force towards Technoblade, hopefully he would focus on him so you could finally get a critical hit on him. Your heart rate kicked up as your face came too close to his pickaxe. And it kept going, each swing he took towards you became closer and closer until Quackity slashed his arm with his axe.

Technoblade whipped his head his way. "I have a pickaxe and I'll put it right through your teeth!"

Technoblade swung his axe and slashed Quackity's face, including his eye. He then turned his pickaxe to the flat side and swung it, hitting the side of his head. The blow to his head sent him flying against one of the walls of the cave, knocking him out.

He then turned to you and in a flash you could tatse the metal of his pickaxe as it swiped across your face blinding one of your eyes as well as Quackity's. He had hit you on the side of the head like he did with Quackity. Your body was aching as you fell to the ground, your mind slowly shutting down. You were loosing a lot of blood quickly, and so was Quackity. You two knew you were going to find the strength to get out of this cave and follow Technoblade's path out.

You laid on the cave's cold floor realizing that this was a mistake. You were too loyal, easily swayed, you were a follower. You never knew when to stop, from L'Manburg to Pogtopia to The Butcher Gang you seeked things you couldn't have. You couldn't have L'Manburg, neither Pogtopia, you couldn't kill Technoblade and ease your fears snd anxieties. You need to seek that some where else.

Your mind began to slip, and you fell into unconsciousness.

You should've learned. He was right. Revolutions always fall.

The Butcher Gang was a mistake.

Dear Technoblade,

I remembered the day. It still pains me. The day you spawned those wither. I thought you were the traitor, but turns out I was wrong at the time. Im sorry for that.

I also remember when you left me for dead. But I made it out as you see.

But now I am resigning from L'Manburg. Im going my own way, my own path, and I don't want you on my path.

Think of this as closure, something I never got. As I am writing this I dont know why I am giving you closure, lifting a weight off of your shoulders, you dont deserve it.

I know people say that to you alot.

You really made a dent in this damned place.

I hate what you're doing. You get to live in solitude while we get to live in the debris you left here. I wanted to be like you.

I hate to say it, but I learned a lot from you. I hated what I learned, about myself, about you, about the current state of this horrible place.

I wont make the same mistakes again

Are you satisfied now?

- an old friend ♤

[faithblob-says-things]

What is your opinion on dsmp!Tommy?

ANON I THINK YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU JUST DID

And now for me to ramble <3333

Okay so like, everyone of my friends knows how much I adore and love c!tommy. They know he is my favourite and how much I want good things for him.

I started out watching his POV and I have rarely left his POV (only times I leave are for things like Karl's time traveling, Fundy, Wilbur, Tubbo, or Quackity. Very rarely is it a Ranboo, Techno, or Phil. I do want to try out other POVs after Tommy puts his character to rest.)

I think I know a few things but of course not everything about him kekw

But my opinion on him is that

He was a (child) soldier who went through so many wars, been betrayed at the drop of a hat (he betrayed people before i do admit that), watched his bests of friends (some even like family to him) die in front of him, faced severe repercussions for a thing that shouldn't have had that severe of repercussions, was abused by his enemy who posed as a friend, died just as he was trying to get closure, was brought back to life, hated by his peers, berated countless times, and so much more

But yet he still loves, he enjoys the small things, he still cares about people, he forgives people, he helped form attachments on the server, still gets very attached to his server pets, still finds the time to joke around, he still finds the time to heal in his own ways, he still cares about those disks, he still cares about people, and still so much more

This is a bold claim of mine to say but, to me?

I believe that, c!Tommy, embodies love.

Love works in weird ways and c!Tommy works in weird ways.

Love forgives, love gets you attached, love makes you care, love makes you want to get better each and every day, love makes you want to be the best possible version of yourself, love makes you human, love makes you feel even when you don't want to, love makes you hurt sometimes too, love makes you hurt someone else unintentionally, love can make you suffer, love can make you heal

Love makes you, you

So yeah

Tldr: My opinion of c!tommy is that he deserves to heal and feel love and that he does embody love consistently <3

[smolfailure]

FUCK IT, DREAM SMP HOMESTUCK AU

but it's only half shitposts and there are actual Thoughts in there.

You don't need to have read the comic to understand because I tried not to spoil anything major, but it'd help if you knew basic stuff about classpects, SBURB and the hemospectrum.

disclaimer: i'm not a good pixel artist and this is my first actual sprites ever so please be kind to my weird pixels

The Kids:

Tommy

Fundy

Techno

Tubbo

tommy, tubbo and fundy one of the kids because they're the kids in dream smp canon (with fundy being son of wilbur)

techno's there because i want to make a dave strider reference (haha get it because techno's name is also da-- *gets shot) and also because they are both coolguys except instead of using irony, techno has adhd

The Trolls:

Wilbur Soohte (fuschia)

?????? Ehrret (violet)

J????? Shlatt (purple)

Nihacu Niikki (indigo)

Skeppy Diamon (cerulean)

Quacki Tthiey (teal)

Philza Myncra (jade)

Dreame Wastkn (lime disguising as olive)

George Notfou (gold)

Sapphe Nahfpe (bronze)

Badboy Haelow (burgundy)

don't come at me saying only females are allowed to be jades and fuschias; gender is fake and this is an au

more of the AU and the talksprites are under the cut:

Tommy

Lunar sway: Derse. Types in: Red

chaotic. the first person to be introduced.

when he gets introduced instead of the “Zoosmell Pooplord” bit, Tommy is initially going to be the name inputted but then backspaced it and decided that Tommyinnit was better and he was fuming until he’s named Tommy.

Gives me big Blood/Hope vibes. Blood because a lot of the conflict of the dream smp connected to someone breaking his trust or harming the things he cares about, Hope because a lot of the plot of the dream smp stems from Tommy starting shit based on his ideals and what he thinks is right.

the first to instigate fighting against the trolls

bbh contacts him once and tommy keeps cursing until he disconnects from frustration rip

wields Gunkind and his only strife weapon at the beginning is the Vlog gun. He has Gunkind as his strife specibus mainly because he looked up at schlatt and he imitates him.

Fundy

Lunar sway: Prospit. Types in: Orange

it was his idea to play SBURB but only through Dream.

he talks to dream the most among the other trolls fwt stans getcha juice this is the rosemary of the session

dream’s the one giving him exposition about the game so that’s how he knows how to play SBURB.

wilbur trolls fundy once and instantly adopts him.

“You’re my son.” “How does that even work??” “I was one of the people who created your universe. It’s basically the same thing.”

Fundy relents anyway.

Techno

Lunar sway: Derse. Types in: Pink

dave strider but dead-inside voice + rose lalonde english major vibes

he slices the text box when you try to name him "Dave " like in

techno gives me time player vibes (contantly on the move. his skyblock series, his “stays in the pit” monologue,) but also rage vibes (anarchy,  the “theseus” monologue, political alignment is Chaos) alas i am not sure what class

uses Tridentkind and claims "it came from god"

 it was dream, he accidentally transportalized one of wilbur’s weapon while he testing the transportalizer.

Tubbo

Lunar sway: Prospit. Types in: Green

the jade harley of this session. the only thing keeping them from going apeshit. where would they be without him.

but also jade harley in a sense that he seems nice and wholesome but also don’t fuck with them they can mess you up

Heart/Life vibes??? someone good at classpecting help

i put them in prospit bc of the "tubbo third eye" instead of tubbo having a sixth sense or smth, they see the future from the clouds of skaia when they sleep

wields Stress-relieverKind at some point

bonus: everyone’s actual hair colors

Ideas about the Trolls

no i haven’t done their sprites yet bc it would take so much time and i’m not even sure if people wanna see more of this au skjdkdsakdfkl,, but i have Design Ideas.

events of the dsmp revolution are just a FLARP session drawing parallels to how the homestuck trolls had a FLARP session that spoiler alert: destroyed friendships. dtrio, eret, will are involved. eret betrays will's faction and wilbur's still Bitter over that.

on the context of alternia (highbloods and lowbloods) lmanburg and dreamsmp have their roles SWAPPED.  the emancipation theme thing is completely gone since highbloods are in more power than the lowbloods (the dream team) . 

wilbur made a faction called l’manburg because he wants a place where he and his fellow highbloods could make drugs vibe.they take a piece of land that was owned by the dream team. in normal circumstances, they shouldve stood down because lowbloods aren't supposed to start shit with highbloods (especially a group of highbloods that has the alternian heir among them)  but dream turned it into an activism thing about lowblood rights. the story plays as close as possible without tommy or tubbo in it (which is pretty hard ik but this is the best can do).

like in the dreamsmp revolution, dream kinda let wilbur do what he wants but this time he has more reason to because he’s in a lower caste. dream really only fought back when wilbur announced that he’d be building lmanburg on their land and calling it theirs.

eret betrays wilbur by supporting the lowbloods and wilbur and co. technically won but only because he finally called the drones in, as a reference to how lmanburg absolutely got crushed by the dream team in the smp but technically won. l’manburg keeps the piece of land and the dream team scatter away to find a new home.

wilbur soot's a fuschia because a) he's in a position that has a lot of power, b) yknow how he wrote a song about squids and his thing with sally… yeah.

eret's a violet because nobility!! dream looks down on him because he's ambivalent on fighting for lowblood rights when he's in a power to do so "you just sit there, and you look pretty that's it"

also like eridan he has a minor aesthetic mutation (herobrine eyes) that won't classify him as a mutant.

jschlatt is purple because it makes sense thematically because of the gamzee parallels (a. substance abuse b. if you know what happens in act 6, you know this already but spoiler alert, he ruins the main protagonists' lives) also he's a funnyman he deserves the clown caste

 quackity's a teal because he’s a law student. moving on--

 ok but for real it also makes sense thematically because he's the one who wrote the thing that tricked schlatt into agreeing also he gets manipulated by schlatt which also draws parallels to certain events in the comic

skeppy and bbh are BEST FRIENDS despite being highblood and lowblood respectively. initially, skeppy just wanted to bother bbh but they grew to be good friends in time. y’know like how they actually becane friends :D

philza minecraft is a jade because dad friend. also works thematically, because spoiler alert he gets to murder a seadweller for going batshit crazy. 

he also god tiers early. he dies fighting his quick undead denizen (haha baby zombie) but the consorts of his land carry him to his quest bed because he’s treated them all so well.

dream was initially going to be another caste but then i realized that means i have to make his hoodie something other than green which is unacceptable so its a good thing the fact that he's a lime works out

dream was the one who thought of playing sgrub in the first place- initially only planned to have gogy, sap, and bbh in the session but then realized that they four won't be enough so he invited more into his session

he’s also the first to go godtier ez clap blind speedrun not sure what classpect tho

the only reason why dream avoided being culled at birth for being a limeblood is because his rng is That Good. he quickly picked up the fact that he’s not supposed to exist and masqueraded as an oliveblood and kept mostly to himself to avoid suspicion.

george is still colorblind but he has lazer eyes along with it instead. dream lives with him in the same hive since being a mutant means dream doesn’t get a lusus of his own (dnf fans getcha juice “and they were roommates”) 

despite living in the same hive, he never really figures out that dream is a limeblood. possibly because a) he’s colorblind and when he sees dream bleeding he just sees yellow b) he’s just that fucking oblivious and it’s so valid of him.

sapnap’s a bronzeblood mainly because i know he’s the instigator of the pet war with tommy also because i associate him with the color orang in my mind so bronze it is

that’s the end of this long-ass post!! if you have other ideas PLEASE i want to hear them. i don’t know the other streamers i mentioned in here very well so if you have ideas that would be fitting to them like with classpect or lunar sway that would be GREAT. 

the only thing i’m confident about in here are the kids’ lunar sways. i’m not an expert in classpects and homestuck lore so there’s that too!! i just wanted to make this post because adhd means that the idea wouldn’t shut up until i finished it. This initially started as a single shitpost edit of tommyinnit talksprite but then the hiveswap 2 trailer came out and that means i have to combine my two hyperfixations.

also i have ideas about potential quadrants but idk how much of that is breaking some streamers’ boundaries about shipping (even the non romantic quads such as kismesistude, morallegiance and auspisticism) so i decided not to include it.

edit: apparently people want more so i made a discord server as a place to brainstorm!! please pm me to join!

[a-non-ymouswriter]

gods gods GODS THAT STREAM LABS CHAPTER WAS SOOO GOOD!!!

Tammy is an idiot and I’m glad Tristan is ok. Go Eiffel! Show them who’s boss. Gods I love her. And out of everything to come out of this story I did not think we would ever be getting Eiffel’s pov but it is a very welcome surprise. I didn’t even think about the fact that she’d probably have heard of Stream Labs and therefore she knows something very weird is going on. I’m very glad to see she’s trying to figure out what, wether she gets there or not before everything comes crashing down is yet to see. I’m guessing Hanna has also been informed of these going ons by Miss Eiffel so at least someone within the SL world also knows something is up. I wonder if whoever is doing this knows that they know and if it’s going to affect their plan somehow or if things are going smoothly for them for now.

So we now know that the mirrors are supposed to be a communication device, tho not one very widely known since Tubbo didn’t seem to know that his was that same kind of mirror. From what Eiffel says though I don’t think they’re supposed to be able to connect with just any mirror so it is strange that Fundy’s connected to the one in Karl’s room, especially unprompted. That does give us a clue as to what happened with Tubbo’s mirror though, my guess is that whoever is responsible for what’s going on was using the mirror to look into Tubbo’s living room (creepy much?). How they could do that without Tubbo realizing someone’s watching, who knows, but whatever they did to hide failed for a second there when Tommy and the camera saw.

Kristin finds criminals and goes “yes, you’ll make a wonderful scientist”. I find this hilarious and not really that surprising if I’m being honest. Sometimes it just be like that. But genuinely, good for her. I respect not only how she recognizes that sometimes people just need a second chance but that she’s willing to be the one to give it to them.

And what is that I hear? Worldbuilding crumbs? Few things I picked up from Eiffel’s pov is that the Wither Kingdom’s last ruler was not a very nice person and there was really bad discrimination against shadow demons apparently, and that Sam became a warden in the Scarlet Institute (whatever that is) because he was a hybrid. Since the characters in the SL world are so varied I kind of assumed that discrimination based on species wasn’t a thing or not very common at least but I guess it makes sense. People are still people and people are stupid.

And damn… Wilbur I’m so sorry. You deserve better. I hope he at least gets a few days to rest with Tech and Phil before chaos happens again. I can feel it coming. This is just getting better and better.

But anyways. Loving life rn. It’s always a great day when SLL updates.

I’m so glad that everything turned out alright over there. Hope you’re having a good day, take care Non <3

WORLD BUILDING CRUMBS!!!! i am slowly, subtly (i think) building the 'stream' world piece by piece, chapter by chapter!

i am so glad you and everyone else liked the chapter as well as granny eiffel! she's a hoot :D

and yes, discrimination is still a thing in stream labs. as well as racism, but it's the different kind of racism. fantasy species racism. specism? i don't know! but you are right; people are people and people are stupid, so ofc it's still a thing.

queen kristin has her reasons for giving second chances to those who she thinks deserve it. i hope i get to tell those reasons in the story, along with a lot of other things.

lots of things are happening in the background. both in and out of it, in both worlds

yeah, poor wilbur :( but do you really think the british government (or any government tbh) would just leave the one lead they have to contacting the people behind stream labs alone? hell! it could've been a corporation like disney stalking wilbur! i sure as hell know they probably would've liked the 'animators' behind stream labs!

in any case though, he'll be fine! kinda. maybe. hopefully. soon.

so am i, i'm glad things have apparently settled down but there's always gonna be a tiny part at the back of my head dreading and stuff. im ignoring it for now, but thank you!

[sootsunrise]

dear wilbur,

[a stain on the letter already, with multiple ink spills on the paper throughout] i dont know why im writing this. youre dead. but i could also look outside and talk to you about your day. but maybe ghostbur isnt really you i wish he was, i wish i could know for sure youd rebuild this home with me, i w ish i could trust you, i wish you were better, i wish i didnt understand you i wish i didnt want to follow . i dont know that part still kind of confuses me

you'll probabley never get this letter. you'll never live again but your ghost haunts us all with a smile and a lead tied to some sheep. you tell me the blue will help but no matter how much i burn i still feel the same. the only advice you left me with was to get a good pillow to cry into every night and i wish i didn't follow. this place isn't a full home without you and yet everything is a little bit okay because you are here at the same time as your time spent in the ground. i'm sorry i didn't give you a proper funeral. i'm sorry if i'm not enough to finish what you've started.

you could have saved me maybe i could have saved you maybe lmanburg would be saved if you didnt destroy it maybe if you eere here you would help so it wouldnt be destroyed again if you wrre here everything would be worse if you wcre here everything would make sense and i'd feel like i was home again i miss you. i hope i never see you again. when i die i hope you're the first face i see and i hope you'll be proud of me and what i tried to do. i'm sorry that you probably won't be. ive been planting flowers in the crater. i hope i remembered your favorite flower right. im forgeting your voice but i etill remember how to play the guitar like you showed me. we deserved a better ending than this. i know why you were the way you wrre. please don't be mad at me if i follow in your footsteps.

i think i know what i need to do. hopefully i wont see you soon. thus down with tyrants, and an ode to our home.

bye wilbur. ill say hi to you when i leave this place. love, @presidentubbo

oh, tubbo...

[she holds the page close to her heart.]

you were the best president they ever had. and you're not leaving for a good while yet.

[stellocchia]

Ok this is about. Reaaally long ago but I don't think people ever really talked about it but.

Back during Manberg, when Quackity and Tommy talked down Wilbur from blowing everything up. Did Wilbur ever actually mean it or was he just manipulated by Dream afterwards or did he just decide that he now wanted to be a deceitful little bitch to get his way? Because he was betraying them for a while before the 16th.

Like. You remember how the plan was to get Schlatt to sign over presidency to Quackity? Listen it wasn't a great plan but I think it's really fucking clear that Schlatt knew what was up. After all, the date for the last war and the traitor were already set. And the traitor was Wilbur.

Pogtopia made the plan that would have everything ending peacefully and Wilbur apparently just went straight to Dream and told him so it wouldn't work.

The Tnt having been moved to Pogtopia? As far as I remember there was never any proof of that. The only proof we got was Wilbur saying it wasn't there anymore. Wilbur. Yknow. The traitor.

And he just stood there on the Comms with the people that thought he was on their side and acted like it wasn't where he left it.

When Dream announced there was a traitor? Well he knew. He WAS the traitor.

No wonder he seemed like an apathetic prick the whole time. The stage was set and the ending was written, everything else between that didn't matter. It was just bonus scenes.

Remember what Dream said, his deal with Wilbur was that no matter what. Wilbur would blow everything up. Nothing about Eret or Fundy or anyone else mattered and just.

What a cunt (and you know I have many glittery GIFs for this)

This is probably the only other betrayal on the server other than Erets. He deceived people that considered him their allies with the intent to harm them.

Yes. He wasn't complete evil. He cared. He showed that he cared quite often. But also, what does that change? Eret also cared about the Lmanbergians. They thought the war was unwinnable and ending it as quickly as possible while also getting a position of power out of it would be the most ideal possible outcome.

And just. I think it's awful how all these downright cruel actions of Wilbur are glossed over because during the festival he went back for Nikki.

YEAH AND DURING THE 16TH HE WAS OKAY WITH HER POSSIBLY BEING COLLATERAL DAMAGE

Listen. If this was just about blowing up L'manberg he could have been done with it easily. He sneaks out at night and just blows it up without any witnesses.

But no. This fucker is a mentally ill theatre kid.

And he's tragic. He's tragic because that's just how it goes sometimes with selfdestructive mentally ill people. And it's fucking sad. He had people that were clearly willing to help. Tommy was actively trying to help him. A nontragic victory was presented to him on a silver platter. All he had to do was not blow it up. The people around him and especially Tommy presented him with a chance. With an environment where he could heal and recover. But because he is selfdestructive he couldn't fucking accept it. I don't think it ever really crossed his mind to accept it. He is another one of his victims and that's fucking tragic.

But that doesn't negate the fact that he did those things. Yes he was harmed by them too but the thing with the word 'too' is that he was just another one of many.

He deceived people. People that trusted him. People that wanted to help him. People that didn't fucking deserve what they got. And even now that he's revived he's not sorry. And yes, he's still mentally ill but that doesn't make it ok. And just. People keep just. Forgetting how shitty of a person he was. And that's not just unfair towards the people he hurt that's also fcking stupid because he hasn't changed.

There's no reason not to expect the same kind of shittyness again. Because he hasn't changed. And just. I don't know how many people haven't watched season 1 yet but if they are still out there they should at least watch the pogtopia arc because especially with us being from the future, knowing what's going on and what's going to happen? Wilbur just gets worse when looking back.

So, that was another one of my Wilbur rants. You know me. I'll probably be back because I have many very big feelings on this man and how everyone is so quick to jump to his defense because he's not like other villains. He's different. He's just having a rough time. He's just quirky.

Just... Cmon. Yes he's redeemable, he's the most redeemable out of every villain we've had so far but that doesn't mean he's redeemed yet. Or even that he will be. Hold him accountable for his own fucking actions.

Yeah. I do feel that people often with him lean too much on the “he was always evil and corrupt and he was a dictator” or “he wasn’t THAT bad and even if it was, it’s justifiable”. 

Not everyone of course, it would be extremely unfair to say that, but I’ve seen enough takes for both sides. And it’s a pity because it takes away from his character in my opinion. Like, as a character to me he is better as a sympathetic villain that has done so much messed up sh*t and has yet to do anything to be redeemed than he is as just an UWU sad boy. 

Because he did do messed up stuff and he is still doing it. He is manipulative, and he did act with utter disregard to people’s lives before (both with him not knowing if someone would die on the 16th and repeating way too many time to Tommy that him dying was a good thing, which is pretty messed up ngl). 

But on your general point: yeah. That was actually betrayal, but his and Eret’s aren’t the only one. Technically Jack betrayed Tubbo with the whole Nuke thing (or tried to at least) since he was using something that Tubbo openly entrusted him to do something that would have possibly hurt Tubbo. There is also the Red Banquet, an execution masqueraded as an offer of peace is most definitely a betrayal.

That said yeah, those are the only actual betrayals (or attempt at one) that we’ve had that I can think of.