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catboyshinsou · 4 years

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sick headcanons!

anon request: i love your writing smmm !! 🥺 can i request mha sick hcs where they take care of the reader when they don’t feel well 🥺 you choose who !! <3333

a/n: sorry it took so long <//3

pairings: Kaminari, Kirishima, Tokoyami and Monoma x sick,g/n!reader

warnings: none rlly, mention of throwing up in monoma, slight manga spoilers

can be seen platonically and romantically <3

kaminari:

Tbh i think he’d be quite Useless

Just rlly panicky n stuff bc what the fuck does one do with a sick person???

*walks into your dorm* “hey y-n wanna- WHAT THE FUCK YOU LOOK TERRIBLE”

*you in a blanket and not having enough energy to be offended* “i think i’m dying” “y/n WHAT”

He’d try his best regardless tho

He goes to sato and helps with doing something soothing and welcoming

On his way back to your dorm he passes aizawa and tells him you’re sick in THE worst way

“Oh yeah Aizawa-sensei, y/n is dying-” “THEY’RE WHAT”

Kami would definitely storm into the room with him and be just as worried

What if it was something really serious??? Like the plague?????

They find you just laying in bed, sniffling and groaning

Turns out it wasn’t the plague and just a bad flu

Flu with its whole jazz, you had a fever of 38C and you could barely move

Aizawa got you excused from classes for about a week and left again

Kami just stood there with his soup and went “oh thank god you're not dying”

like i said i think he'd be useless but try his best

he checks up on you every half hour either in person or via text during classes

he brings you stuff like blankets and foods even though you can't taste any of them or have any type of appetite

but! thanks to the fridge in your room you just had snacks for about… forever

he gave you extra attention too

sometimes he'd just sit on the ground and talk about his day and theories while you just laid under your blanket

you appreciated it though

except for aizawa, sato and tsuyu nobody came over and even they just came in every few hours

kami stayed for hours on end and even tried to convince aizawa to let him sleep over so he could “watch over you” incase you “stopped breathing”

it's not like you slept much when he was around anyway, nights were not ideal for a good rest on a sick day

it was endearing seeing him lay on a futon on the floor and poking you when he had to get up for class

he leaves notes and stuff to make sure you didn't get worried

did he do anything to make you feel better physically? not rlly

did he lift your spirits and make you feel less lonely? most definitely

kirishima:

hear me out

this boy is an angel when it comes to caring for people

when he got into the whole essentially self care stuff he also knows what's best for others

he was probably one of the first to notice you being ~off your game~

whether in class or just yknow vibing, he'd tap your shoulder and softly “you okay man?”

he calls everyone dude and man and bro no matter gender or anything he's just that into the manliness stuff

and yes he puts you in essentially self isolation more for yourself than for others

“your body needs to rest y/n! can't properly get better if everyone keeps bothering you!”

he calls you every night tho and he has aizawa bring you stuff when he checks up on you (he's allowed because he's the teacher ofc also as long you're a UA student like one of your legal guardians which is like a dad and dads can see their kids sick right?)

stuff ranges from just bowls of soup to compresses to the handmade ointment against a sore throat to like socks he knitted or something his parents sent in bc he told them you were sick

yes this boy tells his parents you're sick

i mean someone probably told yours but like twice the parents means twice the comfort!

alternatively if your parents are *cough* he'd tell his parents and put you on the phone with them because everyone needs some parental love from time to time (don't act tough about it, he's gonna make you cry and tell you how manly you are for doing so)

when you're back on your feet he probably still treats you like you're about to fall over for like two or three days more

he praises you for how well you did during your essential quarantine and when you say you didn't do anything he says some cheesy stuff about manliness

“bro i'm so proud of you for getting through it!” “i didn't do anything kiri-” “don't say that! it takes so much energy and manliness to keep in self isolation and get better, you did amazing”

tokoyami:

i love birds

also look at baby toko he's so cute

do birds get sick?

anyways

tokoyami is like.. helpful but tries to be undercover about it

he's not gonna ignore you or anything

he's the type to like silently nudge teachers into your area so they could see you were clearly sick and send you back to the dorms to rest

but he'd never actually ask you or tell anyone

it would ruin his whole ~vibe~

dark shadow tells him to tell someone and he rlly does especially if he sees you struggling through it in class but he's also just not great at talking with people so a nudge or “secret note” will have to do

it does work, you're in your dorm right before combat training because mic had sent you up and excused you

mic is sweet he said he'd send aizawa up when he finds him but that you should rest

he also tells you that you have some really attentive friends

you're at this point just letting the sickness take over you so you have no idea what he just said (you heard him but the words just didn't register in your brain)

you get into bed and the first thing you do is sleep through afternoon classes

tokoyami is only at 50% today and so is dark shadow

tokoyami swears he isn't worried, the teachers are capable of taking care of you in an appropriate manner so that you will recover in no time

dark shadow on the other hand is all gittery and doesn't wanna focus on anything but you

off topic but i just think dark shadow is tokoyamis way of showing emotions or well like… like his internal thoughts? not like his internal dialogue but ya know his feelings

so he can act all goth and dramatic but dark shadow is a good way of still giving some of his feelings an output

back to you

so training is over and so is your nap

but you wake up to pillows, stuffed animals, blankets and more pillows surrounding you

half of them weren't yours either

they laid around you like some kind of pillow fortress jusy surrounding you and making sure you didn't hit your head on the wall or fall from the bed

it kinda felt like a nest- oh

you tried getting up, your head almost immediately flinging uoh back into bed but you needed to see if a certain someone would come back in to build the nest

“dark shadow, be quiet we don't want them to w- oh you're up”

tokoyami came in with more stuffies and an extra blanket like it was a siberian winter and your rooms only source of warmth was an almost dying candle

“are those yours?” you asked half asleep, your head absolutely booming

you could barely keep your eyes open, that's how exhausted you were but you made an effort to smile at the bird and his shadow

“uh no, yaomomo-san insisted on making some blankets for you and hagakure-san, ashido-san and uraraka-san gave me all their stuffed animals when they heard i was paying you a visit-” “but the blue star blanket and teardrop pillow are from fumi!! he brought them from home because he can't sleep without them!!” “DARK SHADOW!”

you only chuckled before breaking out in a cough again

aizawa came in some time after and had a hard time finding you under all the blankets and stuffies and even offered to tell the class to stop bothering you

but you just laid there all cozy and told him to let them be

“it's how he shows affection, it's nice”

monoma:

oh so the 1A student got sick??? huh??? I thought 1A was invincible hUUUUUUH??? *manic laughter*

coughs

anyways

so basically the two hero courses are more “in tune” after the joint training

they often have dinners together and it isn't rare to see kendo come over with monoma and tetsu^4

she came over to hang with the girls and tetsu had training sessions with kiri

nobody rlly knew why monoma tagged along though

all he did was spout about how average everything is for the “superior hero course”

he did secretly like the classes growing together more though

he'd sit on the couch with you and occasionally laugh about something else other than his team beating yours during joint training

one day he came in and didn't see you at your usual spot

“ehhhh??? where's the only tolerable person in this course??”

used to his lowkey insults deku pointed you out at the dinner table, head resting on your hand and looking over some homework

“y/n what are you- oh my god you look horrible”

“thanks monoma, you're as nice as ever”

your face was drained of any colour, eyes heavy lidded and you could barely control the pen that scribbled over the paper

he tried grabbing your wrist but pulled back immediately

you were way too hot and the fact that he noticed by grabbing your wrist meant that it was more than just a high fever

“is 1A that incompetent that they couldnt even notice their classmate falling sick??? can you guys do anything but trouble???”

“shut up monoma, we tried getting them to bed but they insisted on finishing up first and there's nothing in the world that can get y/n away from what they've put their head to”, kaminari yelled from the living room space

how were you gonna get anything finished if your head was falling off your shoulders if you didn't hold it up

class 1A really was incompetent

“sato-san, give me a hand”

sato, who was currently cooking up dinner, just held out his hand and some type of chocolate bar which monoma grabbed and ate up

“this is incredibly sweet, i don't know how you do it”

it's become like half a routine for monoma to copy quirks for whatever reason

kiri and tetsu used it to determine which quirk was handier

uraraka’s quirk made cleaning up after a game night easier

it was training for all of them

monoma could train his copy and the others could measure how much they've grown from his reaction to it

anyways

sato’s quirk kicked in and he lifted you up over his shoulder

“monoma!” you could barely lift your voice, faintly kicking

before you knew it he placed you on your bed in your dorm and sighed

“you're lighter than i thought”

“i think i'm gonna throw up”

so you hurled into your garbage can

monoma held back whatever there was to hold back

(he was very much disgusted but even he knew that this wasn't the time to let any type of negative emotion show)

“jolly gees y/n, what did you have for breakfast?!”

you laid in bed as he passed you a water bottle

“you need to drink something, you lost a lot of water”

“awe caring for me, monoma?”

“this is for general health, y/n. i would never as much as care for anyone, especially not a brat from 1A. who even knew that any of you could fall sick huh?! weren't you supposed to be superior to the rest of us??!”

he said all of that while putting a blanket on you and opening the window for fresh air

“god you 1A fools really are incompetent!”

he went into your bathroom and soaked a small towel in water

“i'm only doing this so you don't infect anyone. god you could cause an epidemic at UA and in the end 1b would fall victim to you as well! this is all just for the general well-being!”

you didn't even hear what he was saying anymore

with a half empty bottle next to your head, you slept peacefully

monoma let out a deep breath when he saw you

“i'd never care for anyone in 1A, i'm better than that…”

he whispered those words to himself

(he did care)

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pinkykitten · 4 years

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Hello!! Can I ask for a (male) ship for Marvel, Downtown Abbey, Star Trek and The Witcher? I am a girl in college studying Biology, I am kind of short, long brown hair and eyes, I kinda look serious and intimidating. I am a bit quiet and anxious if I don't know a person but become kind of bold and unpredictable (been told that) if I am confortable around someone. In my free time I love watching kdramas, reading books and hiking with my dogs. And thank you so much for this, please take care 💕💕

MARVEL - PROFESSOR CHARLES XAVIER

Wow biology, professor over here thinks ur so extraordinary and very smart. Since ur still in college he’ll ask u questions out of the blue based on biology to see if you’ll get it. He loves messing w u to see ur reaction. He feels so happy to have met u bc he feels he can be himself around u. Ur very into ur books and studies and learning knew things and the children make fun of him so when u have the same likes as him it makes him feel young and not odd. He wants to show every kid to u bc he is proud. He would be so happy if the children would turn out like you so he sets you as an example for his young ones. But he does like a night out and a little party so if u like to go to the bar and just relax a little and have fun he is super down for that. U and him will prob have a drinking contest between u two which Charles will prob win. He sometimes feels tho bc he is in a wheelchair that he is holding u back from the things u like such as hiking. He sometimes hates himself and hopes he doesn’t ruin the relationship. You tell him he could never and that u love him. When you soothe him and praise him and just tell him sweet nothings in his ear he legit just kisses you because he wonders how did he get someone so perfect.

DOWNTON ABBEY - MATTHEW CRAWLEY

He is so fascinated by all the hobbies u enjoy. Korean? Like nobody talks about other parts of the world in downton. He loves how I like to learn knew thing and explore ur ideas and thinking. He finds u very different and unique but in a good way. Ur not like the rest of the snotty rich people that live around here. Matthew himself loves to learn new things so he wishes to learn more biology from u. Nobody knows tho if he really wanted to learn it or he just said it to get close to you. He likes how intimidating you look tbh it kinda scared him but then you introduced a new side to you and side he deeply treasured and loved bc u only showed it to ppl close to you. Matthew loves to take you to dances and gatherings to show you off and he loves to buy you new dresses and jewelry even if it may not be ur style he still does it to show you he loves you. He also buys you books that contain amazing information about the world. Matthew loves to kiss you and almost always has his arm on your Lower back. And in dinners or luncheons he is always either sitting beside u or in front of you. He just has to see ur darling face all the time it puts him at ease. He doesn’t care either what ppl may say about u. Ppl talk and he won’t allow no one not a soul to disrespect you. He loves you no matter what and he is going to think that till the day he dies.

STAR TREK - LEONARD MCCOY

Biology, medicine as a doctor? Not really that far off that’s why you assist and help Leonard when there is a short of staff. He understands ur learning still and makes this a training excercise for you. He tries not to pressure you too much but he just knows u can do it bc ur so smart and he feels u r almost there. Leonard is kinda ur teacher and he’s so glad to have met you. He thinks you’re gorgeous and he wanted to be urs the minute he saw u. U r a simple girl and u find pleasure in simple things which really attracts him. You also laugh at his jokes which he really likes. If u come in all serious and quiet one day he will make it his mission to make u laugh or smile. He loves that u r unpredictable because then that makes the relationship fun and exciting. He likes that u can keep up w him and handle urself he finds that super enticing. He loves to take u to a window showing all of space and he kisses u there and just rests against u talking about the future he sees u two in. He wants this for the long run and he is willing to risk his life protecting you from harm.

WITCHER - JASKIER

He finds u reading alone quiet and that makes him want to introduce himself and sing to u which ur like no pls stop. Geralt likes u and finds u a real help to the team. Especially w ur hiking. Geralt and jaskier think ur amazing at hiking and u go really fast jaskier is amazed at ur ability. He thinks ur super sexy to see how strong u are and independent but also like animals especially dogs he finds that so cute about u and vows one day to get u a dog u can call ur own. When ur in a bad mood or serious he will sing u a silly song to get u to cheer up and then crack jokes oh yeah he’s in love w u. He doesn’t care about like anything else except u. Especially at night when u rest ur head against his chest he just thanks the stars that u r ok and safe and here w him. He wants to make u happy and loved so he’ll do anything u ask this boy worships u ok. He thinks ur so smart and he like wants to be as smart as u sometimes cuz he thinks if he is not u may leave him so he tries to learn something new everyday and he really enjoys learning knew things from you. You expand his mind. He loves to give you forehead kisses or on top of the head kisses cuz ur short and he loves to do that to you. And whenever ur anxious jaskier will hold ur hand and not let go unless u r ok.

#ask #anonymous #ask game #ships #i ship you with...#matchups #ship game #game #marvel #xmen #charles xavier x reader #dowton abbey #matthew crawley x reader #star trek #leonard mccoy x reader #the witcher #jaskier x reader

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citycfangels · 7 years

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text: Charlie ⇄ Raquel

Charlie: where would you say there are good places for the bar? like, good areas for it?

Raquel: ANYWHERE.

Raquel: EVERYWHERE.

Raquel: Okay I might have gotten carried away but I'm just excited that we're starting this.

Raquel: I can bring you all my research and then show you comps for a few things just so that you can see market values and how they've gone up.

Raquel: I think west hollywood might be good or downtown since they're developing a huge bar and almost speakeasy scene.

Raquel: now I sound like a real estate agent.

Raquel: which I don't even mind because I'm just so excited.

Charlie: you've been thinking about this for a while, huh?

Charlie: oh, don't stop on my account. it's kinda sexy. you're like my sexy real estate agent. it's cute.

Charlie: bring your ideas and we'll see what's best

Raquel: pretty much since you told me you wanted the bar.

Raquel: I'll be your sexy real estate agent any time you want babe. I can wear pencil skirts and give you grand tours. We can christen every room.

Raquel: I'm going to bring my ideas and we can even like go around and look at a few places. There was one place with really good lighting but I wasn't sure if you would like it because it did have a lot of light and was a weird dry cleaners before.

Charlie: holy shit.

Charlie: you know you're giving me great ideas for roleplaying, right?

Charlie: well, i have to see it with my own eyes, but i guess we could work with that

Raquel: why are you surprised? This is important to you.

Raquel: really? So does that mean you're coming to my open house baby?

Raquel: if not I've seen like two other places but this is your bar so really it's not my decision to make at all.

Charlie: it is. it's a really big thing for me. for us.

Charlie: will your legs be open too?

Charlie: i really like your input on all of this. you know i appreciate your opinions and help and i think that makes the bar our baby, not only mine

Raquel: I know it is and I think this is really important for the both of us.

Raquel: For you baby, any time.

Raquel: I know you do but this is yours. When we started this I wasn't completely yours. When we started this I wasn't sure what we were or how thing would come to be. I didn't know what our future was. I want something to be yours. I want this to be your baby. I want to stand beside you and know that I can be proud of the man I want to spend the rest of my life with.

Raquel: This isn't mine to steamroll. This is yours.

Charlie: then sign me the fuck up, babe

Charlie: babe. i have you now and i know how you feel this should be mine, but i'm serious, i want you to be part of this as much as i am. of course you'll have your acting career and whatever comes to you, and i'll be proud of that, but i want you to be in this as much as i am.

Charlie: this doesn't feel only mine, although i'll be the one who will be behind the scenes making sure everything is okay.

Raquel: signed up, scheduled and ready for you whenever

Raquel: Okay. I just don't want you to think that this is just me pushing you to do something you don't want to do or something that I'm pushing for more. I love you and I want you to know that if you need me to step back I will.

Raquel: good because I don't know as much as you do about how things should run.

Charlie: good, because i'm feeling like eating you out tonight

Charlie: you know i don't think that. i know you will if i need you to step back and let me do my thing, and i'll let you know. i'm excited about you and me doing this, you know

Charlie: i don't know how to do that yet, but there's a first time for everything

Raquel: that's your mood almost every night baby. Not that I'm complaining.

Raquel: I'm really excited. Then again I think the real estate agent is the happiest.

Charlie: well, we both love it when my mouth is on the right places 😉

Charlie: i can't wait to see your ideas, babe. i love seeing you as excited as i am about this

Raquel: well you're just so talented with it babe. Like when it's on my clit and when you tease my nipples.

Raquel: but I think my mouth can compete with yours just as much.

Raquel: So I should just create like a pinterest and just show you every night because I have a lot of ideas.

Charlie: you know your lips can drive me crazy, especially when they're around my cock

Charlie: that's not a bad idea at all. we could do that, yes

Raquel: well i can't help it. Not when having you in my mouth makes me so wet.

Raquel: or I could just introduce you to the real estate agent that has been helping me a bit.

Charlie: do you want me to have a boner right now, babe?

Charlie: that's a good idea too. everything that may be helpful is welcome when it comes to this

Raquel: Maybe.

Raquel: you can be ready for me for when I get home.

Raquel: I can come back home and get on my knees for you. Make you come in my mouth before I use it to mark what's mine.

Raquel: Then I can set up a meeting I trust them to find something for us and they've heard enough about you that it's probably time for you two to meet.

Charlie: oh, i know what i'll do until you come back then

Charlie: i'll sit here on the couch, fully naked, i'll connect my laptop to the tv and i'll watch good porn until you're back

Charlie: that's a good idea. if you trust them, i trust them too, so yeah, let's have a meeting

Raquel: by good porn you mean ?????

Raquel: when do you want me to set it up for?

Charlie: i mean porn with context, a plot behind it.

Charlie: i have this thing in which i classify porn according to that, so we have porn in general which is the one who usually lacks of a plot and then the good porn, which is the one i have bookmarked

Charlie: the bad porn category is the one that's... really bad and feels too overacted.

Charlie: maybe next week? tuesday would be great

Raquel: are you saying that I should get more into roleplay so that we can give our sexcapades some plot?

Raquel: wait you have them bookmarked?

Raquel: will you show me?

Raquel: Tuesdays I know are usually rough for her but after 2 o'clock I think she can be free.

Charlie: there's some porn that isn't roleplaying and still has some plot, but i wouldn't be opposed to that

Charlie: are you saying you want to watch porn with me?

Charlie: i wasn't expecting that

Charlie: that's hot

Charlie: oh, then ask her when she can and then we can agree on a appointment. it doesn't have to be on tuesday

Raquel: so what like the pizza guy that needs a little extra tip?

Raquel: It's not like I've never watched porn before. Why shouldn't I watch it with the man I love.

Raquel: you just can't blame me if I start touching myself.

Raquel: I think it can be Tuesday. I'll email her now.

Charlie: there must be something along these lines on my bookmarks

Charlie: i wasn't expecting you telling me you wanted to watch porn with me. i never thought it would happen and i'm already turned on at that thought

Charlie: the porn is good, so you probably will and i'll be focused on seeing you touching yourself

Charlie: or else i'll masturbate you. or fuck you right in the couch, whatever happens first

Raquel: You can be my pizza boy any time baby.

Raquel: Babe, you're always turned on.

Raquel: who says you can touch? I know it's not the same as when you touch me and it's hard for me to cum if it isn't with you but I can still try.

Charlie: you're the one who wanted me to be turned on by the time you came home, remember?

Charlie: evil. i'd be watching tho, so i guess i'd be helping a bit

Charlie: do i get to get off myself, right?

Raquel: I did and I still do. I want you hard for me and after we watch a video I can wrap my lips around your huge cock and let you cum in my mouth.

Raquel: but first I'm going to let you watch me. Without touching me. You can touch yourself but you can't touch me. You just aren't allowed to cum.

Charlie: we're doing this tonight, huh? i'll get the best porn for you, babe

Charlie: if you don't cum yourself, do i get to eat you out later?

Raquel: mhmm. I get home really soon and I'm already so wet.

Raquel: maybe.

Charlie: do it soon because i'm this close to losing my underwear

Raquel: you're such a tease. I'm trying to get there as soon as I can.

Charlie: i told you i'd be naked by the time you were here, so that's nothing new

Raquel: Still doesn't mean you're not a tease.

Raquel: it's not fair when I can't take my clothes off yet. just thinking about you waiting for me makes me want to touch myself.

Raquel: too bad I don't want to give my uber driver a show.

Charlie: okay, think about... cold things

Charlie: think about ice, for example

Charlie: don't do it bc he shouldn't be getting a show. nope.

Raquel: Ice doesn't help. All I can think about is how you can put ice cubes around my nipples just to make them harder and how you can melt one on my skin slowly before you use your tongue.

Raquel: I'll be thinking about you either way.

Charlie: you're really horny, aren't you?

Charlie: when will you be here?

Raquel: yes.

Raquel: You can't really blame me since this is your fault.

Raquel: in like 10 minutes. Maybe.

Charlie: you were the one who started talking about a real estate realtor fantasy, but i guess i'm also to blame

Charlie: well, hurry up and try to not come in the backseat

Raquel: Well you encouraged it so that definitely didn't help. You could have just left it alone.

Raquel: I can't. I'm wearing a longer skirt than usual and i know they'll notice. I just have to wait and tell them to drive faster.

Charlie: i'd say i'm sorry, but i don't want to lie so

Charlie: do i have time to have a shower?

Raquel: U R THE WORST.

Raquel: sure. Shower without me but if I need to come look for you I'll know where to find you.

Charlie: you love me tho 😏😏😏

Charlie: hey, i could be out of shower before you're here

Raquel: with all my heart 😘 😘 😘 😘

Raquel: Doubtful especially if it has to be a cold one.

Charlie: 😊

Charlie: you're underestimating me, babe. i can be done by the time you're here and grace your eyes with my naked presence

Raquel: I'm not. I just think you're going to need more time than five minutes. If you make me wait I will get started without you.

Charlie: go ahead, because i'd love seeing you getting off right after i step out of the shower and i know you love seeing me wet and naked after a shower. we'd both win in this situation, babe

Raquel: I feel like this is just your plan to catch me masturbating just to try to help me out. There's still going to be no touching. You're just going to have longer to watch.

Charlie: i didn't have any ulterior motives to suggest that, but okay

Charlie: anyways, i just got out of the shower so you won't have to wait. is there any kind of porn you want to watch? any kink?

Raquel: getting out the uber now.

Raquel: show me your favorite one.

Charlie: the threesome one works for you?

Raquel: if that's your favorite one then yeah. It's just a video. I know I'm the only girl you want.

Charlie: yes, you are. i like to watch those videos but i don't need two naked girls in my bed to be happy. i only want and need you.

Raquel: I think that's the most romantic thing you've ever said to me.

Charlie: is it? really?

Charlie: i don't know, i'm in a romantic mood lately. i bet that's not the most romantic thing i've said

Raquel: well besides the first time you said you loved me. I love this romantic mood. But just so you know it's not going to replace my super horny one. If anything it's just amplifying it because it reminds me just how happy I should make you. Get ready to be too tired to even move because I am going to fuck your brains out babe.

Charlie: you don't really have to, but i won't say no to that because i love you and i love to see you happy when you do that

Charlie: okay, you're making me want to skip the whole porn video and take you to bed to fuck you in every possible position

Raquel: you make me happy in every possible way.

Raquel: No skipping anything. But the whole fucking me in any position possible isn't out of the question. I'm ready for you to bend me however you want but tonight I'm in control.

Charlie: so do you, babe

Charlie: oh my, i'd love to bend you over, but i wouldn't mind seeing you on top of me and doing all those things i love

Raquel: I'm going to be on top with my hands on your abs while I ride you. Just when I think you're about to come I'm going to stop and then turn around and give you a nice view of my ass and your cock going deep inside me.

Charlie: i like both views, so i'm going to enjoy them as much as i can

Charlie: fucking come here already, babe

Raquel: you can enjoy watching me come all over your cock. Your fingers can play with my asshole and pull my hair as you come inside me.

Raquel: fine. but you still have to watch.

Charlie: you're a fucking tease and i can't get off yet. mean

Charlie: i'll be more than happy to do that. will you be naked?

Raquel: teasing you is what I do best baby. That's just round one. Round two I'll be on my knees using my mouth to please you. My tongue going slowly against you. You hitting the back of my throat just to make my eyes water.

Raquel: nothing but the tv will be on.

Charlie: you really meant it when you said you were going to fuck my brains out, didn't you? 😏

Charlie: that sounds really good to me. i'm even more tempted to look at you than to the screen

Charlie: you should know that the towel just came off right now.

Raquel: when have I ever lied to you.

Raquel: well if you can't keep your eyes off me I sure won't mind.

Raquel: and you should know that my panties are already soaked.

Charlie: never, i hope

Charlie: do we really need the threesome video in the background?

Charlie: hot damn

Raquel: I never will.

Raquel: yes. I want to see what's so special about it.

Raquel: words you probably said when you saw me the first time.

Charlie: i know

Charlie: if i didn't say them, i definitely thought them, because you're hot as fuck

Raquel: Hot as fuck and all yours.

Raquel: so what was the first thing you thought when you saw me the first time?

Raquel: nevermind. Not important.

Charlie: yeah

Charlie: what was your thought when you saw me the first time?

Raquel: I was sort of obsessed with your eyes but every time you opened your mouth to talk I had to remind myself that I couldn't go there. I told myself that I couldn't look at you again. And now I can't stop looking at you and your voice is my favorite sound.

Charlie: to be truth, i wouldn't blame you even if i wanted to get in your pants but i'm glad there has been a development from there

Raquel: a lot of development, and maturity and lots more passion.

Charlie: true, and here we are now, living together and doing things together

Charlie: like watching porn

Raquel: watching porn.

Raquel: and... maybe making one of our own.

Raquel: you can bring out the camera tonight because it's going to be a night you'll want to document.

Charlie: oh.

Charlie: watching porn, reverse cowgirl, a blowjob and now you want us to have a sex tape?

Charlie: holy shit, babe. i think i hit the jackpot today

Raquel: yep you hit the jackpot not come and hit my g-spot. Multiple times.

Charlie: something i'll be doing later

Charlie: but are you serious about me filming it?

Charlie: and this is not me not wanting to do it, because having a sex tape of us would be so fucking hot, i'm just making sure i didn't imagine things

Raquel: I'm sure. 100%. Absolutely sure. Film me.

Charlie: good, i'll get the good camera, bc we have a good camera, right?

Raquel: a good camera but not a film crew and not a lot of time because I can't keep waiting. We're not competing for an oscar or AVN award. This is just for you. Does it matter what camera it's filmed on?

Charlie: i guess you're right

Charlie: i hope my phone battery doesn't run out bc this is going to involves loooots of filming

Raquel: You might want to just charge while you film my love because you're right. this is going to be lots of filming. I don't think I'm going to get enough of you in just a couple rounds.

Charlie: oh, i see. this will be a all night long thing, huh? can't wait to fuck you in different positions, babe. we're not going to be able to move tomorrow

Charlie: you're making me want to buy a camera for next time

Raquel: all night and into the morning baby. Who needs to be able to move tomorrow. Not me.

Raquel: next time? Are you thinking about filming us every time we have sex now?

Charlie: from 1 to 10, how much would you be willing to meet some of my friends if they knew about us?

Raquel: what is this even about?

Raquel: obviously like a 10000. Are you okay?

Charlie: yes, i am. i was just asking bc that's something we have to do, right? meet each other friends outside of the bar

Charlie: okay, bc i slipped and i told Chris about us. not a big deal.

Raquel: babe I don't care who you tell. You can tell the whole world and I wouldn't mind. We aren't sneaking around any more because I was stupid and in a relationship.

Raquel: chris?

Raquel: you mean the bozzie that casey slept with????? Does he even count as someone outside the bar I mean he is like almost always there. If he wasn't the one with a drink I would think he works there.

Charlie: that bozzie is also a friend and a whole person, if you take out the whole drink out of the picture.

Charlie: idk, is it a good idea? i know he's there almost all the time, but i count him as someone outside the bar

Raquel: Babe, of course I know he's a whole person. I just have only seen him at the bar and you're right, I don't know him.

Raquel: Is this important to you?

Raquel: if the answer's yes then it's a good idea. This is what we're supposed to be doing. Meeting each other's friends, having dinner with friends, fighting over damp towels on the floor. You've met some of my friends or at least Casey and you get along with her. I'll make an effort if you need me to.

Charlie: yeah, we should start doing that. i mean, we'll eventually have to meet people in the other's life. your castmates when you land a role, probably my parents too...

Charlie: it's bound to happen, so why not start now? plus, a part of me wants to show you off as my hot girlfriend

Charlie: i'll tell him that.

Charlie: if the damp towels on the floor an indirect for me or...? bc that happened once

Raquel: mhmm probably your parents. I'm saving you by keeping you away from my mom.

Raquel: I can totally be your arm candy if later on you promise to be my sorta trophy boyfriend.

Raquel: it's happened like three times babe and it's kinda gross.

Charlie: thank you bc i don't feel like meeting your mom to be judged for not being rich

Charlie: you mean when you have to go to the premiere or any important event? sure babe, i'll be your arm candy so you can show me off

Charlie: won't happen again, i promise

Raquel: eh you'll get the handsome thing down and then she will definitely be worried about how deep your pockets are. Not that I care about that at all.

Raquel: yep that or just whenever we are out.

Raquel: babe, it's fine. I'm sure there are things I do that you don't like

Charlie: i know you don't, which is something i really appreciate. that you care about me as a person and not bc of the money i have or not

Charlie: sounds like a good plan to me

Charlie: okay. in my defense, two of those times happened bc you were calling me to shower with you, so it's partly your fault

Raquel: money means nothing to me. Not when I know that you love me as much as you do. I know that love is the one thing I can't buy.

Raquel: well i think it's the best plan we've got.

Raquel: oh so now it's my fault???? This is still you for being so eager.

Charlie: yeah, the only thing i worry about money-wise right now is about the bar and nothing else. i'm glad you see things that way, babe

Charlie: not your fault 100%, but you know how to convince me to hop in the shower with you. every. single. time.

Raquel: and it's not like we have to worry too much about that either. I've always seen it that way. My mom just doesn't get that and maybe that's why she'll never be happy.

Raquel: well you don't make it that hard to try to convince you.

Charlie: how do you manage to be so optimistic about it? that makes me love you even more

Charlie: you naked and wet in the shower are enough reasons to convince me

Raquel: optimistic about the money or about how much I love you?

Raquel: well me being wet should be enough reason to make you come running.

Charlie: the money, of course.

Charlie: are you talking about shower wet or are you trying to tease me while i'm on a break?

Raquel: oh, well that's not me being optimistic so much as realistic. In case you haven't noticed; your girlfriend and love of your life is loaded.

Raquel: take it how you want babe but all i'm saying is that maybe you should start running.

Charlie: my girlfriend is dirty rich and i know it

Charlie: you're mean, babe. i'm at work and about to meet chris here, but i should be done in one hour

Charlie: meanwhile, you can entertain me and tell me what are you doing

Raquel: yep I'm like that lame lady gaga song beautiful dirty rich.

Raquel: I am finally looking at curtains but really all I can think about is how we haven't christened the new couch. I'm still waiting on you to fuck me until I can't breathe while we're on it.

Raquel: Then I'm thinking about how I have to touch myself for the next hour because you'll be with Chris.

Charlie: fucking tease

Charlie: you want that? okay, we're christening the couch tonight and i'll give you one of the many orgasms i'll give tonight right before i take you to bed and i bend you over to fuck you again

Charlie: touch yourself until then, but don't come. i'm feeling like breaking our record of orgasms tonight

Charlie: can you wait for an hour?

Raquel: of course I want that. I always want you.

Raquel: you're going to break the record? that's hard to top. Not that I'm saying you can't. It's just going to be so hard not to come while thinking of you.

Charlie: yeah, although it'll be hard to break our record of five orgasms, but we can try

Charlie: you can always touch yourself but when you feel you're almost there, you can stop. that's supposed to make orgasms more intense, right?

Raquel: don't start backing out now. It's going to happen.

Raquel: but I don't want to have to stop.

Charlie: of course it's going to happen, have you met me? my cock is magical

Charlie: think about how many times you'll come for me when i'm behind you, fucking you until we're tired and we need a break

Raquel: babe, i'd say amazing but not magical.

Raquel: not. helping. I just want you inside me. Fucking me hard and teasing my ass. Pulling my hair while I'm gripping the edge of the couch. I want you to make me come and to keep fucking me until I can't even hold myself up. I want you to make me squirt.

Charlie: now i'm hurt

Charlie: oh yes, i'm making you squirt. oh fucking yes. we're not sleeping tonight

Raquel: I can always kiss it and make it feel better. Or you know suck.

Raquel: who needs sleep? I need you.

Charlie: kiss and suck my cock all you want, babe

Charlie: yeah, we're not sleeping. probably eat everynow and then but no sleeping. we have all morning tomorrow for that

Charlie: i hate to break the moment, but i'm off to work again. fuck

Raquel: If i did it all I wanted you would hardly ever leave my mouth baby.

Raquel: and even in the morning I plan on waking you up and taking care of your morning wood.

Raquel: go back to work baby. I'll be waiting for you at home. Trying not to come.

Charlie: a good morning blowjob, yesssss

Charlie: i'll try to not think too much of you masturbating without me, but i can't make any promises

Raquel: if you didn't get up before me that's how I would wake you up every morning.

Raquel: you mean you don't want to think about me using my fingers and moaning your name? me being all wet for you.

Charlie: mmm, every morning? i wouldn't mind waking up to see your head down there

Charlie: i want to, but i don't think it's nice to see the bartender with a boner while he's working

Raquel: every morning. Or at least more often than now. You know i love tasting you

Raquel: no one else is allowed to see. That boner and everything else attached to it is mine.

Charlie: i'm now considering waking up later so i get that blowjob

Charlie: i'll get back to work and you'll see it later. both through my jeans and completely naked

Raquel: either I wake you up earlier so that you can just go back to sleep and wake up at your usual time. All I know is that I still need you up because I no longer even remember how to make my coffee. You spoil me.

Raquel: see you later baby. I love you.

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text: raquel ⇄ charlie

Raquel: note to self and to you: best steak dinner really is at maestros. Even if it was like really expensive.

Charlie: was that just a note or just a way to tell me we're going there at some point?

Raquel: no, I don't want to go there ever again. It's way too stuck up and it's like every table has people whose life mission is to be an asshole. Really I just thought I'm here and my mom is probably going to pay the bill so why not go for the 100 dollar steak

Raquel: but then she said we should split the bill. So I guess my plan backfired in a way.

Charlie: sounds like that place is filled with people like your mother, for example

Charlie: i'm sorry for the 100 dollars steak, btw

Charlie: i'm just asking this because i have to, but you don't have to answer. do you want to talk about your dinner with your mom?

Raquel: yep all the reptilian people with no souls go there.

Raquel: it's okay. But maybe it wouldn't be so bad if I could get like a to go order of that just so that you could try it.

Raquel: I don't know. I don't know how I'm supposed to feel.

Raquel: it's like no matter what I do, I'm not good enough. It's like she just can't be happy for me. And she always has an opinion on something and I know she is my mom and I have tried so hard being a good daughter and a good person and no matter what it doesn't matter because the bar she sets just keeps on moving. I don't know what to do.

Raquel: and her personal opinions are all completely wrong. I don't know how I came from a person like that or how one person can just be so frustrating. And how can I still want her in my life? It's crazy. But she's my mom.

Charlie: we can go and get steaks for less money and do them at home, babe

Charlie: am i allowed to say she's a shithead?

Charlie: what did she say? what does she want from you now?

Raquel: I would be completely okay with that. The less interaction with that restaurant the better. I was surprised they even let me in.

Raquel: Other than saying she wants to be a part of my life I don't know. She thinks she has a right to have an opinion on everything I do and what my life should look like and I just can't stand it. And I know I'm crazy for wanting her attention and approval but she's all i have other than you.

Raquel: maybe I was better off not having her in my life.

Charlie: yeah, we better not go to a place where the reptilians meet.

Charlie: who cares about that? you're on your way to making it big and you're happy, that's what matters. you shouldn't really care about what she thinks.

Charlie: look, i've been lucky in the parents department and i'm glad neither of them was like yours, but shit, i haven't met her and i don't like her.

Charlie: maybe, but that's up to you. don't people say that family is not necessarily the people who share your blood?

Raquel: promise that if I ever get even a tiny bit diva like that you'll tell me and make sure I never become "that" person.

Raquel: I'm extremely happy. You make me happier than I have been in so long.

Raquel: trust me you aren't winning any points from her either. But that's the one thing I told her I do not care about

Raquel: I guess you're right, that is what they say.

Charlie: i'll tell you and if i have to snap you out of it, i will. i won't let you become your mother

Charlie: you're welcome. you make me really happy too and it's been a while since i was this happy, babe.

Charlie: wait, what do you mean with that? did you tell her about me?

Raquel: Thank you.

Raquel: well good because I plan on making you happy all the time.

Raquel: She asked about Nathan so yeah I told her about you.

Charlie: i like the sound of that. i intend of doing the same

Charlie: so i guess she doesn't like the idea of you being with a poor bartender while you could have Nathan as your fancy boyfriend, right?

Raquel: please don't do that. You're so much more than just a bartender. You're a future business owner and you know i don't care about Nathan. I don't care about money and yeah nathan had a lot of it but that didn't make me happy. My mom is materialistic and vain. Of course she wants me with Nathan, but none of that matters.

Charlie: i know you don't care about the money and shit, but that's what i am right now. i'm broke, i'm a bartender and until i get my chance to get a business that's what i'll be.

Charlie: but i appreciate you telling me i'm more than that and all that shit doesn't matter, i really do

Raquel: I just don't want you thinking that's what I see you as because I don't.

Raquel: did you ever think money did matter to me?

Charlie: i don't think that.

Charlie: nah, money is a nice plus but i never pegged you for that kind of girl. otherwise you'd be with Nathan and not with me, not even like the way we are right now

Raquel: what does that mean? Even the way we are now?

Charlie: we're still lowkey because you haven't broken up with him, right? unless... you did and i didn't get the signs, which wouldn't surprise me.

Raquel: babe, I broke up with Nathan a while ago. I told you I'm all yours and I didn't just mean that emotionally. I meant that completely. There's no more hiding this.

Charlie: are you serious? like, you're being serious right now?

Charlie: now i feel dumb for not seeing the signs.

Raquel: I thought you had already picked up on it.

Raquel: I thought that's why you told me what you did.

Raquel: you're really cute when you're clueless. i just want you to know that.

Raquel: wait so yesterday when we were at my house the whole time I was getting ready where did you think I was going?

Charlie: apparently, i didn't

Charlie: i don't think i'm cute when i'm clueless but thank you?

Charlie: until you mentioned it was with your mother, i was pretty sure you were going to have dinner with Nathan

Raquel: that explains a lot.

Raquel: you can stop thinking that now.

Raquel: You don't have to worry about me dating someone else now or about hiding what we have or about thinking I'm choosing someone over you because I chose you.

Charlie: so, now we don't have to hide, any ideas of where to go?

Raquel: is that your way of saying you want to show me off?

Charlie: that, bc i'm proud of you, and because i want to go out with you now we're not hiding anymore

Charlie: unless you want to take things slow, even if we fuck a lot already, which is the opposite of taking things slow

Raquel: I want to take things at whatever pace you want to take them. I am all for going out. I want to be the one to show you off.

Raquel: let's just do the whole slower thing when we're actually in the bedroom and even then we won't do that every time because most of the time I just need you.

Charlie: so i guess we're going out. are you free later? i have a night off so if you're also free we could, i don't know, grab dinner somewhere.

Charlie: babe, it's impossible for us to go slow in the bedroom, or i'm speaking for myself at least

Raquel: I actually have to work tonight :( how about after I come over to your place and we can just sleep. I have Sunday night free.

Raquel: It's not impossible. Maybe I just have to teach you how to go slow.

Charlie: :(

Charlie: that sounds like a good plan. you can spend the night here, i'd love that

Charlie: then we'll go out on Sunday. think about places you want to go, babe

Charlie: you think? because as much as you can teach me, you know i can't keep my hands to myself around you, and it happens to you too.

Raquel: me waking up next to you sounds like a great plan.

Raquel: I already know where I want to go but I won't tell you until then.

Raquel: I think there is a lot I can still teach you. Even if you can't keep your hands to yourself. I can keep my hands to myself but like the cheesy Selena Gomez song I could but why would I want to when I have the hottest, sexiest and most caring boyfriend?

Charlie: good. i'll stay home and finish one of the books with a drink in hand. if i fall asleep, you know where i keep my spare key

Charlie: oh, surprise me then

Charlie: oh really? what you have to teach me that i haven't taught you already?

Charlie: don't keep them to yourself on my account, you know i like it when you don't do it

Raquel: If I havent said it recently I am so proud of you for sticking with your reading. I'll try not to be too late but don't wait up.

Raquel: you'll be surprised on Sunday.

Raquel: There is a lot I have to teach you. Going slow is just one thing but I have to think of other things for my lesson plans.

Charlie: you say it every now and then, but you don't need to say it. thank you, and i'm very invested in this, which was your idea in first place and you encouraged me to go for it, so i have to thank you for that

Charlie: i'll probably be asleep by then, but i'll stay up for a bit anyways

Charlie: oh yeah? what can you teach me besides that? you can't teach me anything kinky because babe, i'm your teacher in that department

Raquel: I'd like to think that you would have come up with the same idea sooner or later. I just planted the seed earlier on.

Raquel: Just try not to stay up too late okay? I don't want you losing sleep over me.

Raquel: I don't know. You're amazing in the sex department like the best I've ever had but that doesn't mean you know it all. There have to be a few things that you haven't tried yet and want to do with me.

Charlie: still, thank you for doing that. you're so supportive and no one has been that since i arrived here

Charlie: yes ma'am

Charlie: you're welcome for the mindblowing sex, babe

Charlie: then make a list. that will be our kinky list and we'll do all of that

Raquel: well it's not like you aren't supportive of my dreams. It takes a lot for someone to not just say that I'm the millionth girl in la that wants to make acting dreams happen but instead of you blowing that off you actually support me.

Raquel: careful. I actually might start liking the ma'am thing even if it's new.

Raquel: as if my orgasm wasn't enough of a you're welcome.

Raquel: all of it and I can't be the only one adding to that list. And second: the only restriction is no other people. There's no way I'm sharing you. Someone might get clingy.

Charlie: you may be the millionth girl in LA who wants to be an actress, but let me tell you something. you're good and you're really determined, so if someone tells you that, they suck balls

Charlie: add it to the kinky list then.

Charlie: i'll be adding things too. i mean, i'm pretty sure there are kinky things we haven't done yet.

Charlie: i wasn't thinking of having any threesome or anything and sharing you with other people, but that's a good rule to add. that would be too much even for me, and that comes from me. no, i'm not sharing you either.

Raquel: you keep talking like that and you might not need to wait until morning for sex

Raquel: maybe I will. I can go full on dominatrix.

Raquel: there have to be but I guess when I have let you do so much it's hard to think of what else I can let you do to me.

Raquel: so there's no weird voyeurism kink? You din't want to like watch some other guy have sex with me or something weird?

Charlie: so we could have sleepy sex in the middle of the night? then i'm going to bed early, just in case

Charlie: that's something i'd like to see, bring it on.

Charlie: there must be something, we just have to think of what we've done and what we haven't.

Charlie: i won't deny that seeing you with another woman wouldn't turn me on, but i would probably get jealous at some point, so i think i pass

Raquel: lol maybe. Rest up Tiger, I'm keeping you up all night.

Raquel: as long as I don't have to wear actual leather or pleather.

Raquel: i want a lot of things actually. But it looks like I'm going to be doing a bit of online shopping.

Raquel: another woman? It can still be a fantasy for you. What am I doing in this fantasy and why does it have to be a woman?

Charlie: my neighbors are going to kill me if we have loud sex in the middle of the night... not that i care

Charlie: you could wear a garbage bag and you'd look hot

Charlie: online shopping? now i'm curious

Charlie: i don't know, it was a hot fantasy i woke up to a few weeks after we met. one in which you're making out with one. then you were naked, and then you were fucking her.

Charlie: still, i have no intentions of sharing you with no one, not even a woman.

Raquel: well it's a good thing I don't care about your neighbors at all. This should remind her that you're mine.

Raquel: well garbage bags aren't really what dominatrixes wear so I have to actually get into character babe.

Raquel: mhmm. I want vibrators and a swing and whatever else just magically ends up in my cart.

Raquel: you were having fantasies about me weeks after we met?

Raquel: you totally had a crush on me.

Raquel: good thing I don't want anyone else. You're mine and I'm not afraid to admit that sometimes I get jealous.

Charlie: she should know that already at this point from all the noise we make when we fuck

Charlie: get whatever you want, babe. you'd look hot with everything you choose to wear.

Charlie: you want a sex swing? where would we keep it, babe? are we getting a room for sex toys or what?

Charlie: hey, i was a horny fuckboy who only thought about sex. now i'm just a horny guy who thinks about sex most of the time.

Charlie: and i wasn't crushing, pls

Charlie: good, because i only want you and i can't wait to show you that while we're going out and in bed

Raquel: it doesn't hurt to keep reminding her.

Raquel: I haven't worked out the logistics of where everything would go but no I'm not getting a room just for toys. That would require actually moving.

Raquel: my reformed fuckboy who luckily gets sex most of the time he wants it.

Raquel: you totally were. You had a crush on me. It's okay to admit it.

Raquel: I already do see that. You have a job where you easily could look somewhere else. You have a hot neighbor who wants you. You didn't have to put up with all my crazy or with me being with Nathan. You waited for me and weren't with anyone else and I know it doesn't sound like a lot but it is because like you said you were different before and I know that's scary to think of how much you've changed and I wasn't saying that so that you could freak out. I was saying that because I know before I was insane and jealous and neurotic even but I know now that you only want me and I don't think you realize how much that means to me and I'm going to do whatever it takes to keep proving to you that you're the only person I want too.

Charlie: nope, it doesn't. in fact i love how we do that

Charlie: who do i have to thank because we're not getting our personal red room? because that would be creepy

Charlie: that happens because i know how to get it and because you want lots of sex too. i'm a lucky bastard.

Charlie: oh please, you were the one who had a crush on me, i was the one who wanted to get in your pants

Charlie: babe, it was worth it. you were worth that and more. i could have easily given up at some point, but i didn't because i knew there was something good at the end of it. and i waited and i don't regret it at all. you don't have to prove anything to me because you already did.

Raquel: the fact that you even know what the term red room is is a little scary. That isn't happening. We aren't like completely nymphomaniacs

Raquel: not my fault. I just think you're extremely good looking. Very lucky.

Raquel: No. I liked you, there is a difference. Crushing is like having fantasies and maybe even picturing us together but at the time I didn't really want that. I didn't want to get near you because I figured there was no way I wasn't just going to be a notch on your belt.

Raquel: we are in so much trouble with this love and romance thing.

Charlie: i don't live under a rock. but yeah, not happening. the toys will stay in the bedroom, like normal people has them

Charlie: oh, so it's mostly my face what gets me sex, huh?

Charlie: you can have a sexual fantasy and not have a crush on a person, babe. if that was true, then i'd have had a crush on every girl i had my eye on for a fuck, and trust me, that wasn't the case

Charlie: well, you knew how to work around that and look at us now.

Charlie: so you were trying to not have a crush on me, huh?

Charlie: yep, we've been so fucked up at this, or at least i'm speaking for myself

Raquel: either that or you've been overhearing lots of conversations from horny 40 year olds obsessed with their own Christian Grey.

Raquel: your eyes if I'm being completely honest.

Raquel: okay, true.

Raquel: I figured I'd get hurt in the end so yeah, I tried not having feelings for you. And even after we slept together I thought that that was it.

Raquel: nope, it looks like both of us weren't good at this to begin with but that's okay because the whole fairytale romance thing is overrated anyway.

Charlie: the day i looked him up on the internet bc a few ladies were talking about it while i was working... he's a piece of shit

Charlie: that's good to know

Charlie: well, it's a good thing you ended up having them

Charlie: yeah, that doesn't really exist, right? a relationship has its up and downs and nothing is perfect

Raquel: you and your research. Entitled rich guy with abusive tendencies along with being a full on rapist. Yeah, he's horrible. And unfortunately I know a few people who are him in training.

Raquel: a good thing only because it worked out for us in the end. Otherwise I would have had to stand by and watch you with any girl that gave you the eye.

Raquel: even now there might be ups and downs. I don't want it to be perfect. I just want us to keep working together and just not give up on each other like we did before.

Charlie: i regret looking it up. i have to admit i'm a kinky person, but as i said, that guy is a piece of shit.

Charlie: that would be awkward and i guess you didn't like to see me flirting with them. i guess you won't like it now, even if i do it for the tips

Charlie: it won't, i'm pretty sure. it doesn't have to be perfect and no, i won't give up like we did when we broke up. promise me you won't either

Raquel: you're kinky but you aren't abusive and you've never made me do something I haven't wanted to do. You're nothing like him.

Raquel: I understand why you would flirt but you're right. I don't have to like it. I just know that it's something that comes with your job. Just like how I hope you understand that what I want to do and that me becoming an actress can mean that sometimes I might have to kiss or pretend to be in love with someone else.

Raquel: I promise.

Charlie: i promise to not become that

Charlie: i do understand that. i won't exactly like it but i'll have to suck it up. besides, i know all of that will be fake and that i'll be the one getting all of that and more

Charlie: good

Charlie: going back to our kinky list, i came up with an idea i want to add, but i need to ask you something

Raquel: Oh, trust me. Just like how you said you wouldn't let me become my mom there's no way I'm letting you become anyone other than yourself.

Raquel: so you won't get jealous? Now even seeing me at work and maybe having to flirt too?

Raquel: okay. What do you have to ask?

Charlie: then we have a deal. we won't let the other become someone else.

Charlie: i can't promise anything yet, but i'll work on it. all i know is that i'm the one you kiss and fuck after all

Charlie: how do you feel about being filmed? like, when you're touching yourself or when you have sex

Raquel: not in a million years. You're stuck being the same person or at least growing with me and not regressing into a horrible human being.

Raquel: and I con promise that no matter what no matter who might like me you're the one person I want and the one person who I'll come home to every night.

Raquel: I don't know hot to answer that.

Raquel: I trust you and I know that we could but I have to keep my future in mind. Someone gets a hold of a sex tape and my career can be over before it even starts. It doesn't mean i don't want to. Do you really want to? What would you do with it? Just keep it?

Charlie: yes, ma'am

Charlie: i like the sound of that. i won't really know how will i feel when you kiss someone else, but that's your job, but all i know is that i'll be proud of you because you'll do a good job

Charlie: yeah, that would be unfortunate. i asked you because i know things like that could happen.

Charlie: well, i think it's hot and it would be good material for lonely nights, but that's up to you. i would never make you do something you don't want to, especially because your job could be in jeopardy if someone leaks it

Charlie: i would keep a copy to jerk off to it whenever you're off somewhere to film whatever gig you land. i would send you one too, but that's it.

Raquel: well I don't want to say hopefully you'll find out soon but I do have an audition in a week for a " Ex Machina meets Silicon Valley." indie film about love i mn the modern age. I don't even know what half of it means but I just know they want me to read for the lead.

Raquel: I know, and I love that you asked instead of just putting a camera in front of me when it was go time.

Raquel: lonely night? Are you already planning on having a lot of those? And what if there's a project that's for a long period of time? Would you stay here?

Charlie: sounds interesting, you'll do it great! do you have to leave LA or something?

Charlie: i could have already installed a camera, but no, i prefer to ask you first

Charlie: well, depends on what do you want. do you want me to go with you every time you get a movie, even if it's for a short period of time?

Raquel: Well the listing just said that it would film in various places but mostly in LA. They're sending me my reading tonight

Raquel: maybe you could install the camera, or whatever you want to record me on.

Raquel: I want you to do whatever you want to do. I just know that if i have to be gone for a long time that it'll be hard on me. I miss you when I have to go to work. How am I supposed to survive like weeks of filming sometimes? And that's if it's just a movie. What if I get like a tv show? I never want to leave la. I know that but maybe if it's for a short period of time leaving you to yourself would be a good thing. I just don't want to have to go weeks without seeing my boyfriend.

Charlie: nah, that's creepy. i'm not the kind of guy who install cameras to spy on girlfriends. if we do this, i want you to give me your full consent.

Charlie: if anything, i could film myself getting off and send you videos as an alternative, although that isn't the same.

Charlie: well, if it's not for longer than a day or two i could stay here, but if it's for longer i would definitely go with you. i'd miss you too.

Charlie: we have skype and facetime in case i can't go with you, but let's hope we don't have to use them often

Raquel: It's not like you have had many girlfriends but yes this is me saying we can do this but we have to be really careful.

Raquel: that wouldn't be the same thing and maybe that's more for like snapchat or something.

Raquel: really? A day or two is all you can go without me?

Raquel: how about I promise that if my shoots take longer than a week or two that I'll fly back somehow just to spend time with you. You'll never have to go without me for too long. And I'll always talk to you before I take a long job because we're a team and I can't just make decisions for the both of us.

Charlie: you get my point, but yeah. we have to be careful when we do this because the last thing i want to do is to ruin your career. this will be for personal uses, because i'm pretty sure we look hot as fuck while fucking and it's better than porn

Charlie: well, i'm down to send you videos of me masturbating on those nights when you're away, if that's what you want

Charlie: well, more or less. maybe three days or four

Charlie: that sounds fair. i mean, we'd have to talk about it like you said to see if it works for us, but yeah, we can do that

Raquel: okay we can do it even if I don't really understand because when I'm away is when you can actually watch as much porn as you really want.

Raquel: I'd want videos. Even if all they'll do is make me want you even more.

Raquel: Okay I think I can only do four days too.

Raquel: and when you open the bar that takes priority no matter what. No exceptions.

Charlie: not all porn is good, babe. there are crappy videos and i prefer to see my girl naked

Charlie: then you'll get videos of me, naked and getting off while thinking of you, cock in hand. that's the purpose of it. that and making you want to touch yourself

Charlie: of course, babe. maybe i could get out for a couple of days and that's it, but our baby will get the attention.

Charlie: i mean, the bar. because it'll be somewhat ours.

Raquel: but some porn is. Not that I'm pushing you to watch. I actually think it's sweet that you'd rather watch us than anyone else.

Raquel: and I'm supposed to last at least four days just thinking about you and only touching myself?

Raquel: No, the bar will be yours. Your name, your business. I just support you in whatever way I can. It'll be your baby and I'll just watch my baby run it.

Raquel: and I know what you meant. You didn't have to clarify the whole baby thing because there's no way either one of us is thinking of a baby any time.

Charlie: i may watch any, we'll see about it

Charlie: probably. i think you'll survive without my tongue and cock. think about how hot will be the sex once we see each other again. plus, the thought of you getting off because i'm not there is hot

Charlie: i was hoping you would be somewhere in the papers and all the shit i'll have to go through, but i appreciate it too. all the help is welcome

Charlie: yeah, because when you become an actress and i own a bar, it'll be nearly impossible to raise a kid, or at least that's how i see it now

Raquel: porn is your only way you can really think about another woman so if I were you I'd take as much porn action as I can get.

Raquel: I'm not really one for delayed gratification. Cuming by myself isn't the same as when you make me do it.

Raquel: okay I'll be on whatever you need me to be on but I just want you to know that this is yours and your bar and me are the two things in life that are completely yours.

Raquel: even when we're both settled and have our careers it would be hard. I don't know if that's something I'm ready for at any time of my life.

Charlie: i'll look for good porn then and i'll think of you, that way i'll be inspired to add things to our kinky list

Charlie: then i'll give you two orgasms for each orgasm you get by yourself, and for each time you don't reach it i'll make it up for it.

Charlie: you and my bar are mine. fuck, that sounds even beautiful

Charlie: i think neither of us will be ready for it.

Raquel: so even then you aren't going to be thinking of other girls?

Raquel: so whenever I go away and do come back I should just clear my schedule for a week is what you're saying?

Raquel: yep me and your bar. Yours forever.

Raquel: so we're on the same page. No kids for us.

Charlie: i'll try not to, but i'll try to focus on how hot is my girlfriend and how much i want her naked while i watch porn

Charlie: do you watch any and think of me?

Charlie: not for a week, but at least for a whole day so i can fuck you and make up for all the days i didn't

Charlie: i love it. i love you

Charlie: exactly. no kids for us. never.

Raquel: well if you do that's completely okay.

Raquel: nope not at all. When I watch I'm totally thinking about one of the famous chris' duh.

Raquel: if you think you can make up for everything in one day you really must not get how much and how often I think about you.

Raquel: I love you too. So much and I'm so glad we're on the same page. I don't think that's something I would have been able to compromise on and not being able to give you something you wanted would have killed me. I want to give you everything you've ever wanted.

Charlie: should i be offended, babe? tell me about which one of them at least

Charlie: i'll probably need the whole day and at least next morning to do that, but what if you just have one day to see me?

Charlie: me too. i don't want to pressure you to do anything you don't want to, whether it is something kinky or something as big as having a baby. i wouldn't be able to live with that

Raquel: well there's Hemsworth and sometimes Evans but honestly it's rare. I don't think you can get offended because it's not like I have them and chances are they aren't as good in bed to begin with.

Raquel: if I just have one day then idk I might just have to leave sexually frustrated.

Raquel: trust me, you have never pressured me to do something I didn't want to do. You've supported me and been in my corner even when i was with someone else. And if you ever feel like I'm pressuring you with anything I want you to tell me.

Charlie: i happen to think i'm prettier than those guys

Charlie: if i ever let you leave my apartment and you're sexually frustrated that means i didn't do a good job at satisfying you

Charlie: i will let you know, and you haven't pressured me to do anything either, so you're good

Raquel: of course you would.

Raquel: that just means I would never leave your apartment because me being completely satisfied of you is never really going to happen.

Raquel: I have to go flirt with skeezy old men now but enjoy your reading. I love you and I'll see you later tonight.

Charlie: don't you agree with that? i mean, they're hot, but

Charlie: i can at least satisfy you enough to survive until the next time

Charlie: ouch, that sucks, but hopefully that will be over soon.

Charlie: see you later, although i'll be asleep by the time you're here

Raquel: but they're not you. Yes I agree.

Raquel: okay maybe that's true because if not we really would never leave and we'd just have to live off sex and sunshine.

Raquel: rest up. I'm already planning on keeping you up all night so see ya later.

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