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i will always shout praises of bi4bi but given recent discourse I feel the need to say that I love bi4het too! I just love bisexuality in general in its many forms, and anyone who only likes it when it's 'queer enough' for them is biphobic. Bisexuals should be able to bring their LaMe CiShEt BoYfRiEnD to pride without being made to feel like spectators and outsiders to their own event.
#3 am queer discourse take <3#anyways hot take number two. cishets do belong at pride. everyone who wants to celebrate queerness should be welcomed at pride#if a completely cishet business major fratboy wants to come to pride and vibe with us then he should be welcomed!#not even like. oh he has a queer sibling. no. if he's just a cishet dude who wants to spend his saturday at a parade then hell yeah#like completely ignoring that you have no way to tell he's definitively those things. it shouldn't matter regardless imo#pride is not a secretive club you need to be let into. it's a feeling and a celebration and a statement and a state of being#and whatever you want it to be#burying my other related hot take under the tags readmore ksdjksdjksdj#idk. i'm just tired of a lot of the things people seem to think about bisexuality's validity relating to bi women specifically#this is frustration with the gatekeepy and straight-passing discourse of it all#I'm tired of people being expected to act and to preform and to BE queer enough for others' opinions.#am I still welcome if I haven't been with a woman in a few years? if I dress boring? if I like m/f? if I don't listen to chappell roan?#joking on that last one but like. idk. never straight enough for the straights but never gay enough for the gays#constantly some mercurial in-between that offers no comfortable easy group to put us in.#what do i have to do to not be judged as a filthy hettie? are my doc martens enough for you yet?#like oh sorry let me cuff my jeans and have a bob and wear a button up over a cami and wear etsy earrings. am I visually bi enough yet?#let me apologize for the cardinal sin of liking men too. let me wash my hands of any time a cishet man has held them.#if it was a bisexual man then just hand sanitizer is fine right? where do you draw the line on my queerness?#let me preform for you in a way that makes me queer enough.#anyways. sarcasm aside. I think I've made my distaste for this whole affair evident#if you don't want cishets at pride then what happens to those you incorrectly deem as cishet? do I need to prove myself to you?#am I passing as straight? am I passing as gay? am I enough for onlookers?#is it not enough to just show up at pride and celebrate? anyone and everyone who wants to?
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you don't gotta hold me down baby i know how to sink
#rachel amber#life is strange#it's 1am i'm interchangeably blasting Relax After Work With A Drink & Pink Pony Club and i'm so unbelievably normal about her#hear santa monica i swear it's calling me. i can barely hold on to the edge of the sink. she sees her baby girl i know she's gonna scream#you don't know who i am. it's where i belong#y'know. Y'Know. anyways gonna go slap them both on her playlist and then. snnzzzz#nova scribbles
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what do you think they were feeding those Project Mayhem monkeys? reconstituted astronaut food? slop? mass cooked simple ingredient summer camp meals like burgers and pasta? gel diet?
#fight club#do you think they picked out a few monkeys to have as designated cooks#or did Tyler present his feebleminded alternate self as the mansion's malewife?#i suppose not since the narrator wouldve felt at least some sense of belonging and purpose and i don't think Tyler deigned to give him that#look they were cooking for 70 odd men there had to be some sort of regime
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I think that it would be very fun to stick Horatio Hornblower, Shuos Jedao, and Baru Cormorant in board game club together
#(also my beloved mats belongs in this category of character but since he is an oc i will refrain from putting him in the main post)#anyways. welcome to The World's Most Unnecessarily Intense And Extra Boardgame Club#jedao would be the only one actually acting like he was having a good time and also i think he would deeply annoy hornblower#which honestly hornblower is just bait for annoying people and they're both their most fun at their pettiest so i support this#hornblower and baru would have an interesting relationship. not quite sure how that would go#i think they would either hit it off because Autism reasons or they would deeply dislike each other#either way i think this would be a great social experiment and absolutely hilarious#not tagging sorry i don't feel like letting this show up in the main tag#perce rambles
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I finally read Kali and...
... So it's not my first time playing KCD but for whatever reasons I replayed it yesterday during the diamond rush and decided to have a good weekend of reading. BUT.
N O T H I N G prepared me for Ratan.
How come nobody is talking about the slow burn between Amala and RATAN?????????? The Love he has for Amala??? The way he is talking about her? The way he is ready to do EVERYTHING to be with her? Those little moments he steals just to feel her love towards him?
Like Taylor Swift said: King of my Heart.
#i didn't have enough to finish season 2 but omgggggggggggggg#i belong to the ratan nation#like if you don't stan ratan i am not trusting you#ratan got me screaming laughing and fangirling on my bed#like at this point ratan has my fat ass#kcd#kcd ratan#rc ratan#rc kcd#kali call of the darkness#romance club
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look upon my works, ye mighty, and despair (or, i showed this to a guy and its "demonic" energy was so potent that he promptly fell out of the chair desk he was sitting in and toppled it over with a loud noise)
mnm yaoi
#art#artists on tumblr#my art#traditional art#shitpost art#so i went to a school club with my friends and they gave us fun size m&ms for snacks#the packets have the mascots printed on them#red and yellow are always paired together in the ads so i thought why not ship them to annoy my friends#so I kept chanting m&m yaoi to them and making them groan on purpose#then everyone attending got told we would be doing an icebreaker activity#we would write something about ourselves on an index card - ball it up - throw it onto the floor - pick one up that wasnt ours#share as a club what we got - then collectively guess what card belonged to who#and since me and my friends and the people we happened to know were about half the club (since we'd been before)#i took this as a chance to forcibly expose them to no longer verbal but now visual m&m yaoi >:-}}}#sadly my plan did not succeed because no one i knew groaned when they opened the card they got#the toppled guy did not get my card then btw#I don't remember if the girl who got my card reacted to the drawing#though my friends stared meaningfully at me when she read it aloud#then i got my card back from the girl and showed it to everyone i knew and those who dubiously agreed#this is when the guy toppled over totally on his own#I am very proud of myself.
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TRICK OR TREAT
#fucked up the speedpaint but i'll link it later anyway </3#based on that one pic of sammi curr u know the one#art#my art#digital art#mick venus#trick or treat 1986#trick or treat#sammi curr#fastway#80s#glam rock#glam metal#sleaze metal#hair metal#designed a little tattoo for him like on a whim it was fun... the hellcats are the motorcycle club i came up with for him to belong to#i don't think it'll be a permanent tattoo tho just for this one!
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as a 2006-2018 veteran club penguin player, i don't know what is going on with club penguin journey and at this point i am too afraid to ask
#when did it even start??#cpps tag#there seems to be so much that i've already missed out on#worst thing is that i freakign MISSED MY FAVORITE PIN BY LESS THAN A WEEK when i first made an account there. DJFKHSKD#SUN PIN COME BACK PLS. YOU BELONG TO ME!!!#i have it on club penguin LEGACY but apparently nobody plays that. i also had it on cp rewritten. and the OG classic cp obviously#the sun pin was in fact my first ever. it's important to me#also why did i log on today to find a million extra coins in my account. what happened here. did i win something#also what's with the frog puffle. what is that. where#and i swear i spotted someone with an amongus pin that looked like G#why do i see penguins with a colors that are nowhere in the catalog. are these other missed events#cpj apparently seems really popular and i've just ignored it this whole time#i invested so much time and effort into my original penguin; private servers just won't ever come close no matter how good they are#i just... ???#man#i'm someone who took real pride in how old and accomplished my penguin was - i played it so much and i had Everything#i can't say the same for private servers#i don't know what's going on in those#honestly i've been busy with sky: cotl instead dfjhdf
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something wrong with critical and widespread languages like Arabic and Chinese hardly being offered in U.S. schools - sometimes as niche hobby clubs if they're present at all and AP English Lit which is just reading a bunch of novels from the U.S. canon is built into the fabric of American high schools instead of being a hobby book club
#& as someone who got a 5 on AP English after flunking out of normal English class & just reading prep books I just don't think it's useful#also English becoming about quizzing you on novel details after a certain point because there's nothing else to teach#this should be in the club!#and academic citation and research should be in history class! where it fucking belongs😑
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i'm not allowed to listen to pink pony club anymore because i've sung it so many times i've developed what feels like a bruise in my chest. 😑 i've genuinely never had this problem with one of my on-repeats before.
#it's the part that goes gooooood what have you dooone. you're a pink pony girl. and you dance at the club oh mama iiiiii'm just having fun.#on the stage in my heels. it's where i belong. down at the#because the thing is you start high as fuck and then descend‚ descend‚ descend‚ and back up! descend‚ descend‚ descend#and it feels so good it's crazy#i normally don't sing stuff that's that violent a change and i didn't entirely know that i could#and i can't! i have hurt myself. should not have immediately done it literally a hundred times.#normally when i vocal stim it's just stuff like 'you know what it never was? that serious. it was never that serious.'#and i can get a little loud sure#but it's just not the same as belting as hard as you can again and again and again and again 😖#adam yaps
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genuinely so haunted that beard met jane almost immediately after getting to richmond. like within four weeks, but i think he knew her around 1x03 (he came into work exhausted after a night out....feels very beardjane). like mr "i don't do relationships" also finds his girlfriend / future w*fe almost IMMEDIATELY. like he really had no chance. all of his time at richmond had been consumed by jane / knowing jane / worrying about jane / etc.
#remembering that time brendan said beard was a romantic at heart like. he was RIGHT. beard WANTS love!!!!!!!!!#mr. is never happy in relationships yet finds jane almost immediately and latches on#like beard has soooo many attachment issues i can't even touch them w a ten foot pole#beard: no i don't do relationships. yes i'm latched onto my best friend. yes i find my girlfriend almost immediately.#but also there's something to be said that beard HAD to find a group to belong to outside of richmond.#ted floundered a lot with friends outside of work but beard Had to join a chess club. he HAD to date someone#issues!!!!
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#every post and meme i see recently just further and further cements to me that i am not aroacem#none of it is relatable or how i experience any of these feelings and all of it is insisting that I must if i am.#People insist 'no no! you belong here!' and then every other post is about how my experiences mean i don't.#and then they wonder why i have the tags for my own sexuality blocked.#I hate it here I hate being made to feel like im broken#i thought this was the space FOR people who felt broken.#its not its just another cool kids club where we exclude people if they don't fit in#neat.#Anyway this is why i don't use labels now#labels suck. im tired of them.#vent
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something something that icky thought of feeling like you're not allowed to be friends with certain people because they're in a friend group and you're not
#idk ever since a Thing happened a couple years ago i've felt very 'on the outside looking in' abt friends / writing partners#feeling like i'm good for the occasional haha but nothing substantial#constant present paranoia abt injecting myself where i'm not wanted / where i don't belong#that pervasive sensation of being an 'intruder' and 'stranger' in an environment i've been in for 7 years#it's just felt to me for a while like its a club i'm tolerated to participate in but never be a 'part' of#paralyzing fear of stepping on people's toes or breaking some unspoken rule by daring to get close or interact#so i have to stay on the sidelines for 'safety'#idk i'm going to bed.#negativity cw#vent cw
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I know the answer is yes but is 3am too late to do research on nursing in the world wars
#look I dont know what caused the whole military hyper fixation with remus#but for this i can blame a farewell to arms#and my sister#when i was 6 my sister got really excited and shared her passion for the world wars with me#and then we both outgrew it#but you know me i never outgrow an interest#my favorite heritage minute is the nursing sister's#and i just finished a farewell to arms#and then i drew my character annie whos a nurse in world war two#(she belongs to my dead wives club- historical characters from events i like)#(find fascinating is better than like but couldn't fit it in the tag)#so i know this is two military back to back#but this one has a cause. we can all blame Ernest Hemingway#and i am antiwar and antimilitary when im not in that strange pro military phase#so rest assured i don't actually support the military#and in those odd aggressive times i do i am fully disqualified and cannot join anyway#jamie shut the fuck up#personal blog#just vibing#rambling
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Can't believe I'm still stumbling across exclus in fuckin 2023 im so tired.
#No cops at pride includes exclus (and terfs)#Like who made you the queer police shut the fuck up#Identities aren't toys#People will identify themselves where they belong#Some aspec folks won't identify as queer and that doesn't invalidate those that do#It feels like the diagram of queer folk who accuse others of wrongfully identifying as queer for social cred or whatever#And people who want being queer to be some cool kids club by excluding the people they don't like is a circle#Like it's all fucking projection#You don't know others experiences! You don't know why someone comes to the conclusions they do about their identity and you don't need to!#Like I'm sorry that when I came out as ace my mom called me a sociopath and when I came out as lesbian she said 'oh thank god'#But that's just how it was for me#If being marginalzied/discriminated/hated is the only qualifier for being queer i would literally only qualify on basis of being ace#Because nobody has ever given me any shit about being a butch lesbian#But I have been singled out for being ace I have been called sub human for being ace I have been called mentally ill for being ace#I have had people encourage corrective rape for my asexuality I have had people tell me to get medical intervention for being asexual#But it's a good thing the only qualifier for being queer is to have an identity that falls outside cishetero social norms#Otherwise I wouldn't be allowed to identify as queer as a lesbian if I suddenly wasn't ace anymore until I got hatecrimed oh no
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tag dump auuugh auuug auaughhh
#✰ * ˖ your alter for worship › txt.#✰ * ˖ moon dust in your lungs › inbox.#✰ * ˖ a brutal thing made of flowers › vent.#✰ * ˖ is there a part of you that is more real than the others › memories.#✰ * ˖ the moon will sing › song lyrics.#✰ * ˖ love like you › my mate.#✰ * ˖ hello my old heart › fictional others.#✰ * ˖ clever as the devil › id: fox spirit.#✰ * ˖ never run from anything immortal › id: unicorn.#✰ * ˖ meet me in the woods › id: cat.#✰ * ˖ how rare and beautiful it is that we exist › id: celestial deity.#✰ * ˖ the guardian › id: ellie.#✰ * ˖ i don't belong to anyone › id: lolbit.#✰ * ˖ she swallowed burning coals › id: jacket.#✰ * ˖ in my restless dreams › id: heather.#✰ * ˖ i hope you know i pack a chainsaw › id: juliet.#✰ * ˖ welcome to the club › id: vinyl scratch.#✰ * ˖ try to do the right thing › id: arthur.
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