#i don’t want to be perceived
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me running back to the sims 4 now that i’m taking a break from my bg3 brain rot before i do a dark urge play through
#do not perceive me#i don’t want to be perceived#🫣#i haven’t played in so long#my game will probably explode#with all my outdated mods#bg3
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I was born with
Two children on my hips and
The expectation of being a woman at age twelve
The “grow up” comments
After a joke that “didn’t make sense”
I’m supposed to dress how I want but
“That’s not in the liking of men”
They want me to be strong but
They don’t recognize my sensitive side
I have to put my emotions aside
And “act like a man”
But I am not a man
Nor a “woman”
I am a human being
Above all
Can’t they see me despite the fog of my appearance?
I’m not some perfect thing descended from the gods
something to put on a pedestal
I’m not here to “bear the fruit”
something to recruit
I’m not for you to hit
something to dump your anger in
I’m not your therapist
something to fulfill your needs
I’m not “something”
I am a human being
#womanhood#funny that I came up with this while doing chores#funny that when I search ‘women’ in tags the only thing that pops up is how they are physically#and their fetishization#women#women poem#woman#feminism#poem#spilled ink#spilled thoughts#growing up#men#poetry#life#expectations#women are strong#sensitive is the new strong#sensitive#women are human beings#emotions#act like a man#women are not objects#women are not your therapist#i don’t want to be perceived#poetas#poet#sisterhood#big sister#older child
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Would love to know at what age coming out doesn’t feel like peeling my skin off and handing someone a bottle of vinegar
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Whenever I get nervous about leaving my house and seeing people I remind myself that none of them are Tom Blyth and then it becomes infinitely easier to head out the door :)
#tom blyth#a ballad of songbirds and snakes#coriolanus snow#white man#manic pixie dream girl#social anxiety#don’t talk to me#i don’t want to be perceived
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me: *posts depraved things on the internet*
also me: but people will see my cleavage 🥺👉👈
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Craving interaction so hard but also I think if anyone acknowledges my existence or presence I will explode
#I don’t want to be PERCEIVED#I don’t want people to talk to me but I want to talk to others#I want people to respond but not to me#I need someone to have a conversation so I can watch and pretend to be involved#this is the most irrational thinking but mhbdbgnbdbn#I need a vessel#rambling#phever dreams with phantom
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cringing @ myself for making a tik tok thanks anon
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I don’t go here but Agatha would be the show Disney would let lesbians happen in because it’s only one season anyway
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I’ll always find something wrong with my body
Even if I get to my lowest weight, it’s never good enough
My upper body looks how I want but my lower half I feel is so much bigger and doesn’t match my upper half
Ever since being in the workforce I could never get to my lowest because at that time I was just sleeping and laying in bed most of the time, it was easy to starve, I didn’t have to move
I’ll never be satisfied, I’ll never feel pretty, I’ll always feel big no matter how small I am
When will I love myself again? When will I just eat normal? When will I stop putting value on a number on a scale?
Healthy……… a word I encourage for and think is so beautiful on others but I’m scared for myself
When will this end?? When will I just be……..happy?
#anorexia#tw ed#restricting ed#ed mention#ed relapse#Ed vent#disordered eating#eating disorder#vent#tw eating issues#tw self destructive behavior#tw edtwt#tw ed implied#tw ed ana#tw ed trigger#low cal restriction#tw restriction#restricting#food restriction#self image issues#I hate this#I don’t want to be perceived
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It’s just like a vague lie I keep telling myself, up under my skin, deep in the recesses of my brain, deep in me, i can’t pinpoint it, it’s just not real.
#you’re not safe around them#no one’s safe#the only way o protect is urself is to stay away#their eyes our dangerous#they judgements#m’y projections#what if they’re true?#what if what if what if#Im so afraid they’ll know what I’m feeling#i don’t want to meet anyone as I am#scared#i don’t want to meet their eyes#i don’t want to be perceived#maybe I should go back on the meds
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Oh, how dreadful it is to be perceived
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i wish we had tumblr circles
#the fucking stupid revelation i had this morning and the stupid thoughts bouncing around my head rn#it’s a close friends story thing#i don’t want to be Perceived
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If I had a knife for every time someone has tried to sell me home insurance because they thought I was an adult despite being 16, I’d have two knives.
#I don’t know if I should feel good about that or not#I don’t want to be an adult#i don’t want to be perceived
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i know we’re all into gruff and mostly-silent jason, but have we considered that this man just might be a whiner or a whimperer during sex?
i cannot stop thinking about a touchstarved jason getting reduced to little whimpers when it becomes too much.
he’d hold your hips, eyebrows knitted together and head thrown back as you grind against his lap, lips kiss swollen and cheeks flushed a pretty pink.
“give me a second, ‘s too much, fuck, you’re so good—”
#do not perceive me.#maybe i just want jason to whine a lil ): is that too much to ask for#rahhhhhhh don’t look at me!!!!!!!!!!!! i am!!!!!! not okay!!!!!!!#. . . dc 💭#. . . jason todd 💭#jason todd x reader smut#jason todd x reader
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Accidentally reveled something to my coworkers today
Annnnnnnddddd
This will alter the way the perceive me for life
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