#i don’t need the pills
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maybe this is just because it feels like a metaphor for how tlovm uses vex in general (and i could write an essay about it and have and will again) but something that i both understand tlovm choosing to do and deeply hate as a choice they made is vex no longer being the one to break thordak’s crystal even though vax was still the one to kill him. especially since the show was very explicit about thordak being responsible for killing the twins’ mother and also set it up as a sort of avenging of percy, it felt tonally weird to literally just have vex hanging out in the background for both the crystal breaking and him being killed. it’s fine (deeply upset voice) i understand that adjustments to pike’s vestige made this make sense for the plot but. glad to have vex continue to be a witness in tlovm moments that in the campaign her agency in were delicious character moments. it’s fine.
#cr team respectfully i think you need to think more about the consequences of your Cool Action Choices#on your central characters’ agency and growth#particularly when they are women whose names start with k and v#i think pike does better because there is the extra attention of How To Fit Her In The Story#but for every great moment of character reinterpretation of vex and keyleth there are about five where i’m like.#these characters are animation tradition pilled and not in the fun adventurous way i mean in the#medium that got away with treating women as objects in much more extreme ways for longer way. where i think the echoes are harder to extract#from common tropes and shit that aren’t exactly harmful but do take keyleth and vex. both characters who fit well into archetypes#but who are interesting because of how they subvert them pretty consistently#and instead just have them subvert them on occasion and we’re left with just. innocent flower who occasionally has rage#can’t kill vorugal on her own. can’t crack thordaks gem. why is she there (i said tired and sad for other reasons) i’m being hyperbolic#and cold and charismatic woman (now . trope identical mourning widow 👍) who occasionally is given depth (typically in romantic context)#which sure great. yay action sequence yay npc backstories and motivations. could i get a slice of the time and effort percy and scanlan get#to trace their arcs through everything they do#with keyleth and vex. please. Please#to be clear. this isn’t like. i think the characters are being targeted (certainly don’t think the cast doesn’t have a say either)#this is me saying i think the say they have/choices they’ve made aren’t very compelling ones#tlovm spoilers#vex’ahlia#tlovm
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#i think people don’t like when rook does this but ithink it’s so funny and cute 😭#I am so oc pilled i would think anything he does is cute and perfect#i do need to be institutionalized like for real#for real#oc: fahad
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having a real “why are you booing me? i’m right” moment on the Dutch Bros subreddit because they got on the topic of tips and i said that if you can afford the coffee, you can afford the tip. if you can’t afford the tip, you can’t afford the coffee
#personal#sorry to post about reddit i feel like that’s frowned upon#i genuinely think this is just a hard to swallow pill#overconsumption and temu and shein have taught us that we should be able to afford everything#and anything we want we also need#and as much as i enjoy dutch bros i don’t need that overpriced coffee especially if i can’t afford to tip#the people serving it to me
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Since my moot mention it I keep thinking about it and decided I could make a ko-fi ! So I did and if you want to support me please go ahead ! But you don’t have to 🫶💜
#ok to reblog#the money will be use for Sowon’s food and litter Puppy’s pills and things I’m struggling to pay without a job#I News to find a job soon I should have maybe made one before but I thought it would be useless as I don’t think imm too much in trouble#need*#(I am but i have help thankfully)#alex.txt
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Focalin 20 mg extended release pills have me zooted as hell. But taking two 10 mg xr pills at once is good, as is taking one 10 mg instant release pill in the morning (even if it does wear off around 4 hours, it’s better than the zootedness now)
So like…Make it make sense.
#sillyposting#????????#math majors I need your help! /j#honestly I wonder if it’s the batch I was given too#bc I don’t remember it being like this when I was taking two 10 mg xr pills at once in the morning#vs the one 20 mg xr pill im taking now#the smaller ones are tan and these are pink and white and I wonder if they’re made by dif manufacturers#I’ve heard Sun pharmaceuticals sucks sometimes on their formulations so I wonder if I got a shitty batch#I wonder how you find out who made your pills#off to research brb#update it’s Amneal Pharmaceuticals LLC let me go see more info
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You bitches (not affectionate) really need to understand that if you want to go on a shockingly aggro rant against people with a specific disorder, you can’t just slap (affectionate) onto it and make it not wildly ableist
#and as oomf said I would infinitely prefer an article to a video every time. 4 minutes is long to me. but yes I need help for my adhd#that is why I take the pills. thanks#wow it’s almost like you don’t understand a single thing about the condition that you are so comfortable ranting about. go 2 hell.com
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I watched Puella Magi Madoka Magica 2011 anime. And it took me by surprise how much I resonated with Sayaka. (Well, in fairness, Madoka Magika anime as a whole wasn't what I was expecting it to be). The only part I didn't really get at first is Sayaka’s reaction when she found out that her soul had been extracted from the body, making it just a vessel for her soul. Kyubey’s arguments were solid for me, it’s much more effective.
It struck me differently when I looked at it from a perspective of an intersex person that was forced to take “magical pills” that altered its body, making the person more and more detached from its body. I understand that Sayaka 99.999% wasn’t planned as such representation. But maaaan it fits almost perfectly given Sayaka’s personality etc (at least for me)……
#maybe I'm crazy#I watched Madoka the same week I went to doctors and 90% (still waiting for some results) would need to take estrogen from now on#a little bit scared#a little bit pissed off#don’t like the idea of my androgynous looking body that I love and grew up with being changed by external stuff (pills)#but I’ll see where it goes. no one is forcing me. but my insides do not appreciate my current hormones state#P.S: I’m not an intersex person#just enby with female body and disbalanced hormones it seems :_]
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drank a can and a half of redbull, took two white tea shots, smoked a cigarette and then drank a cup of nyquil, my head hurts.
#ive been sick for a week idc if the pills don’t work anymore i need a damn drink#jou keeps talking#its also 00:41
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Alhamdulilah I’m starting to regain a bit more of my sanity
I was apprehensive this morning and I’m still struggling
But it feels more like my normal
Or similar to it. Not as manic
Let’s pray the sleep pills and beta blockers kill the rest of the symptoms
#supernova#I don’t think I’ll be trying medication again#sleep pills sure they worked brilliantly on the plane#I don’t feel like I’m at a place where I can… test SSRIs#I have an inkling that perhaps sertraline may have done it but I needed to withstand the hell for a bit#and I can’t do that right now
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“it takes six weeks to form a habit” for you maybe. for me it takes at least 12 business months.
#and I only managed that once I got it through my thick skull that I could remember my meds or I could suffer#pain is such a great motivator#(this message is sponsored by the new pill bottle on my counter. which I don’t need because I missed so many doses that I’m#still on the previous bottle)
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I love that my birth control makes me no longer want to kill myself for half of every month, truly, very grateful for that, wouldn’t trade it for anything BUT I really wish I could jack off again
#like why the hell is that the trade off?#and how come this couldn’t happen to me in my childhood when I didn’t want a sex drive and had so much catjolic guilt#now I’m actually quite comfortable with my kinks and sexuality#I don’t need it back as high as it was just like every once in a while?#girl I used to be the two minute masturbator why am I fucking Blocked from the Cock rn#I won’t go off the don’t kill yourself pills because of a want to jack it I won’t I won’t I won’t#technically I’m still in the three month adjustment period maybe it could come back but who the hell knows#this may be leading to my insane romantic yearnings perhaps.. I have no sex drive to curb me I can yearn away
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As a teenager I truly had no idea how many pills I’d be taking as a mentally ill adult. There’s the pill I take so I don’t unalive myself, another pill so I don’t hear voices, another pill so my uterus doesn’t medieval torture me, another pill so I can shit, and finally, a pill so I can eat
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Frogs!!!!!!
#sewing#handmade#plushie#frog plushie#frog#baby blanket#frog baby blanket#frog baby set for my neighbor’s niece#this frog is entirely handsewn#because until I gave up on waiting to improve with time and requested the breakthrough asthma meds from my doctor#I very much needed to sit the hell still#and I am not good at that#but handsewing keeps me sitting still for longer#I only accidentally dropped a frog leg on the living room floor#because I forgot I was sewing and that it was on my lap once#okay maybe twice#also I broke a needle hand sewing it and half the broken needle went down my shirt#did not get even a little stabbed by the needle though! and it did not break while inside the frog#all shards of needle are present and accounted for#(and are currently in the empty pill bottle currently designated for broken pins and needles so that they don’t stab anyone in the trash)
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If you like my content and want to support me I have now a Ko-fi, thank you in advance of you help 🥺💖
#i wanted to make another post more clean ckbsjdj#more official#while I find a job it will help me a lot pay for Sowon’s food and litter my medication and my phone#also Puppy’s pills if my mom dosen’t have enough#with my dad changing job she will have to pay more for bus pass and it may put her in trouble#i need to go to the place where they can help you find a job cause I’m lost on where to go and what’s good for me….#I’m in trouble with money but I still live well thanks to my parents so you don’t have to but it would help a lot for now#and even if I do get a job the money I receive will go into puppy’s vet bills 💚#alex.txt#ok to reblog please do
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A student who earlier in the day was being so disrespectful that I just had to stop the lesson and sigh loudly saw me crying in the hallway hours later and checked in on me and gave me a hug
#i need hugs so badly right now I’m in so much physical pain#my coordinator sent me home i haven’t stopped crying in half an hour I’m on the bus tears just flowing#I hate people seeing my cry this is a literal nightmare for me crying in front of my boss in front of high school children and now a bus#full of people before I do the walk of shame back to my house#I want to be knocked out so badly I wish I had anyone to hug#at home but I don’t so I’m going to hide under my sheets and sob probably#wish I had sleeping pills
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my doctor requested a refill on the wrong adhd medication and now insurance isn’t approving either of them. i have 3 days left of my full dose and a week left on my lower dose. i have a science olympiad competition next saturday and finals in a week and half this is not a good time to be unable to lock in.
#boycritter et al#for context i take 72 mg concerta#but they don’t make any pills higher than 54 g#*mg#so i take 54 mg + 18 mg#i need my 18 mg filled#dr tried to fill the 54
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