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maybe this is just because it feels like a metaphor for how tlovm uses vex in general (and i could write an essay about it and have and will again) but something that i both understand tlovm choosing to do and deeply hate as a choice they made is vex no longer being the one to break thordak’s crystal even though vax was still the one to kill him. especially since the show was very explicit about thordak being responsible for killing the twins’ mother and also set it up as a sort of avenging of percy, it felt tonally weird to literally just have vex hanging out in the background for both the crystal breaking and him being killed. it’s fine (deeply upset voice) i understand that adjustments to pike’s vestige made this make sense for the plot but. glad to have vex continue to be a witness in tlovm moments that in the campaign her agency in were delicious character moments. it’s fine.
#cr team respectfully i think you need to think more about the consequences of your Cool Action Choices#on your central characters’ agency and growth#particularly when they are women whose names start with k and v#i think pike does better because there is the extra attention of How To Fit Her In The Story#but for every great moment of character reinterpretation of vex and keyleth there are about five where i’m like.#these characters are animation tradition pilled and not in the fun adventurous way i mean in the#medium that got away with treating women as objects in much more extreme ways for longer way. where i think the echoes are harder to extract#from common tropes and shit that aren’t exactly harmful but do take keyleth and vex. both characters who fit well into archetypes#but who are interesting because of how they subvert them pretty consistently#and instead just have them subvert them on occasion and we’re left with just. innocent flower who occasionally has rage#can’t kill vorugal on her own. can’t crack thordaks gem. why is she there (i said tired and sad for other reasons) i’m being hyperbolic#and cold and charismatic woman (now . trope identical mourning widow 👍) who occasionally is given depth (typically in romantic context)#which sure great. yay action sequence yay npc backstories and motivations. could i get a slice of the time and effort percy and scanlan get#to trace their arcs through everything they do#with keyleth and vex. please. Please#to be clear. this isn’t like. i think the characters are being targeted (certainly don’t think the cast doesn’t have a say either)#this is me saying i think the say they have/choices they’ve made aren’t very compelling ones#tlovm spoilers#vex’ahlia#tlovm
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rrrrghhh they r float ing………….
#the motherpilling never stops#this is actually the first panel of a Goofy Comic I need to make but um#people eat this stuff up so I’m posting it w/o the text 👍👍#the gravity in the ships confuses me. wonder why louie floats around in the drake but the koppaites don’t#I’m guessing there’s some kinda setting they can use to have a personal center of gravity or something like that#but that raises the question of why louie didn’t use it. maybe he likes floating around lol I would too#oh well there’s probably a canon or scientific explanation but I like the idea that louie just wanna float#getting off topic#art#pikmin#mother pill#my crusade to change the ship name continues I will NEVER call it dinyon 😤😤😤#dinyon#< except for there because I still want my stuff to be tagged heeheehoohoo#dingo pikmin#yonny pikmin
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Since my moot mention it I keep thinking about it and decided I could make a ko-fi ! So I did and if you want to support me please go ahead ! But you don’t have to 🫶💜
#ok to reblog#the money will be use for Sowon’s food and litter Puppy’s pills and things I’m struggling to pay without a job#I News to find a job soon I should have maybe made one before but I thought it would be useless as I don’t think imm too much in trouble#need*#(I am but i have help thankfully)#alex.txt
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You bitches (not affectionate) really need to understand that if you want to go on a shockingly aggro rant against people with a specific disorder, you can’t just slap (affectionate) onto it and make it not wildly ableist
#and as oomf said I would infinitely prefer an article to a video every time. 4 minutes is long to me. but yes I need help for my adhd#that is why I take the pills. thanks#wow it’s almost like you don’t understand a single thing about the condition that you are so comfortable ranting about. go 2 hell.com
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drank a can and a half of redbull, took two white tea shots, smoked a cigarette and then drank a cup of nyquil, my head hurts.
#ive been sick for a week idc if the pills don’t work anymore i need a damn drink#jou keeps talking#its also 00:41
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happy mid autumn festival to my girl chang’e today is literally her day
#go outside and look at the moon tonight it looks beautiful#as far as i remember it was something something lovers#then she stole a pill or a potion or something and floated up to the moon#i remember pills but some say potion#and i also remember she took her rabbit with her but ofc there are other variations#i haven’t heard the story in a long time tho so take it w a grain of salt#i remember in kindergarten we did a shadow play about this it was so fun#i had a rabbit cutout i’m pretty sure#i don’t remember if we send things up to her or if i’m mixing it up with something else#m gonna go eat moon cakes fucking love moon cakes#update we tried a new brand today and it was gross#don’t get the one with citrus peel and red bean paste and no egg yolk#yall need to try snowy moon cakes oh my god#they would probably be on sale after mid autumn festival go look for them i like mango personally#ill maybe draw something for her later if i can figure it out#its still gonna be the 29th somewhere#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk chang'e#chang'e lmk#lego monkie kid chang'e#idk
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As a teenager I truly had no idea how many pills I’d be taking as a mentally ill adult. There’s the pill I take so I don’t unalive myself, another pill so I don’t hear voices, another pill so my uterus doesn’t medieval torture me, another pill so I can shit, and finally, a pill so I can eat
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Frogs!!!!!!
#sewing#handmade#plushie#frog plushie#frog#baby blanket#frog baby blanket#frog baby set for my neighbor’s niece#this frog is entirely handsewn#because until I gave up on waiting to improve with time and requested the breakthrough asthma meds from my doctor#I very much needed to sit the hell still#and I am not good at that#but handsewing keeps me sitting still for longer#I only accidentally dropped a frog leg on the living room floor#because I forgot I was sewing and that it was on my lap once#okay maybe twice#also I broke a needle hand sewing it and half the broken needle went down my shirt#did not get even a little stabbed by the needle though! and it did not break while inside the frog#all shards of needle are present and accounted for#(and are currently in the empty pill bottle currently designated for broken pins and needles so that they don’t stab anyone in the trash)
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If you like my content and want to support me I have now a Ko-fi, thank you in advance of you help 🥺💖
#i wanted to make another post more clean ckbsjdj#more official#while I find a job it will help me a lot pay for Sowon’s food and litter my medication and my phone#also Puppy’s pills if my mom dosen’t have enough#with my dad changing job she will have to pay more for bus pass and it may put her in trouble#i need to go to the place where they can help you find a job cause I’m lost on where to go and what’s good for me….#I’m in trouble with money but I still live well thanks to my parents so you don’t have to but it would help a lot for now#and even if I do get a job the money I receive will go into puppy’s vet bills 💚#alex.txt#ok to reblog please do
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A student who earlier in the day was being so disrespectful that I just had to stop the lesson and sigh loudly saw me crying in the hallway hours later and checked in on me and gave me a hug
#i need hugs so badly right now I’m in so much physical pain#my coordinator sent me home i haven’t stopped crying in half an hour I’m on the bus tears just flowing#I hate people seeing my cry this is a literal nightmare for me crying in front of my boss in front of high school children and now a bus#full of people before I do the walk of shame back to my house#I want to be knocked out so badly I wish I had anyone to hug#at home but I don’t so I’m going to hide under my sheets and sob probably#wish I had sleeping pills
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I think I’m gonna start only putting my juicy thoughts in the tags now.
#I bet the riddler is bald#that’s why he wears those dumb hats#king of alopecia#the riddler#I bet the joker is surprisingly ripped#not in an attractive way like in a grotesque way#like you can see his bones but he some how has abs#obviously I don’t need to say it but Mr. Freeze is a wife guy#he’s a simp#the penguin probably said something offensive when Martha Stewart went to jail#inside trading finance bro that he is#I bet Twoface puts Rogain on his scarred half#his sun was never being a psychotic killer#it was being a red pill sigma freak#cock is one of Bruce Wayne’s favorite tastes#bruce wayne#batman#the penguin#two face#mr. freeze#I didn’t mention Harley or Poison Ivy because they don’t deserve it his slander#I support women’s rights and wrongs#the joker doesn’t get his own tag he knows what he did
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shit might suck right now for me health and mentally wise BUT at least my doctor said that i should get vaccinated for the rona and flu so i get to do that for free now forever so at least that’s something
#i still haven’t recovered from the sickness my siblings inflicted on me#i’ll be better for a day or two and then i don’t get so much sleep one night#because i haven’t gotten my sleeping pill prescription refilled yet#and then i wake up feeling like shit and full of phlegm#i know it’s the same one because it’s not like i’m out here getting reinfected by anyone#and then my sleep shit snowballs from how late i wake up and how much longer everything takes when im sick#and the only thing that reminded me consistently to take my evening meds is broken#and i have to contact the provider that lent it to me and also i have to contact like seven others for various things#and some of them are easy to get ahold of and some are a nightmare and all is too much#needless to say i’m ‘going through’ ‘it’ as the kids say#AND school on top of that???#i feel bad for being so offline because i feel like im letting people down with the fundraiser stuff#but you can see why i’m like.#i’ll be back when i have my shit together enough that i won’t lose my disability benefits next year#because that’s another fucking sword of damocles i’m oscillating between trying not to think about and having debilitating anxiety over#and i have to apply but i need an updated study plan for that but the guy who is in charge of those#cancelled our appointment so i had to book another one which is a few days before a school related deadline#and i’m probably going to be broke as hell beginning of next year anyway because the benefits renewal process takes on average 6 months ime#and it comes with backpay but i have a old ass senior dog. so that’s going to be fun juggling vet bills 🙃#normally i’d sprinkle this stuff a little here or there but i haven’t been online to do that do you get it all at once
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being an adult SUCKS i’m naked standing here in the kitchen searching ‘soup how to’ bc i forgot my towel in the clean laundry bag on other side of the flat
#stream#miserable !!!!#delaying the shower therefore i’m going to eat and then create a SCHEDULE whereby i will SHOWER …. THEN GO STRAIGHT TO BED#eventually i will incorporate idk a skincare routine at some point#‘skincare routine’ re: putting lotion on before bed#need a new morning routine bc it’s just ‘scramble to take pills if need to shit immediately then make coffee chug it then shit then recover#from the shitting’ but also getting high is definitely in there before shitting but i thought that was implied#by me waking up#OR it’s me ‘making coffee then taking the meds w the coffee if i don’t need to squart immediately’#congrats: u now know how to kill me; when i’m weakest !!! in the morning & wanting to DIE#actually my True Weakest is post shit where i’m like the withered gary the snail meme#me leaving the bathroom ravaged by war & experiencing shellshock#bc before then is I’m Going to Kill U For Impacting my Schedule#& at Night i’m at my Peak Form when things (my medication) are wearing off & i’ve gotten increasingly more & more high where i’m#particularly jumpy
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had lab results come in last week and I’ve been waiting since then for my doctor to contact me about them. called a couple times, sent him a direct message. nothing doing. come on, baby boy, help mama out here.
#I like the dude. he’s a cool dude. I specifically stuck with this dude when I was looking for a new Dr.#just gonna keep assuming he’s really busy doin doctor stuff#but like… the results kinda spooked me#I’ve got low testosterone. like… kinda worrisome low. like hmmmm maybe something bad is going down in my body ya know?#im always so tired and feel sick and blah blah blah#just get me the boy juice!#I have a psych appointment in an hour. maybe I can convince him to prescribe me T#it’s gender affirming care right? I’m stuck with this gender so help me affirm it.#please please please just gimme the boy goop. gimme the gel or the pills or whatever. I’ll suck it out of wherever I don’t care#this is such an old man complaint. my testosterone is too low. my back hurts. kids playing outside are too loud. baaaah#I hate getting old#not even sexy old#I need to put a shirt on and skiddadle#I love you!#you can ignore this#text
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I should be asleep I’ll hate myself tomorrow, but while I’m preparing myself to go to sleep I remembered the dream I had last night and remembered that I thought in my dream that it would make a good story but now I don’t remember anything and I’m mad fbskndjd I haven’t write in so long, especially with characters that aren’t my long time ocs or fanfic it would have been good to think about something new but yeah 🥲
#i just remember there was 3 girls#and for once I don’t think I was one ??? I feel like I was mostly watching#i remember romance a lot of it ????#like evil vs good a lot also some powers maybe vampires ????? one girl I think ????#also what guy would they chose between 2 each but at the end it wasn’t the case I was only imagining one guy#now you will say but Alex that’s a lot you remember#a kiss and a school sitting is not enough to remember what was happening 😭 kfbskdns#I’ll try to remember more or take what I remember and have fun with it ckdbjxbdjd#anyway now I’m going to sleep I’m waking up in 4 hours 🤪#my dad better be in a good mood cause I probably won’t (period + lack of sleep is NOT a good mix kfbskdns)#he usually is on Sundays when we work together I think he put aside everything we usually fight about cause he has to pay me so if he makes#me cry I won’t be a good help fkdbdjd#also he already paid me in advance cause he wanted to#be sure he dosen’t use the money by accident ckbdjdjd#Idk what I’m doing with my calculation but I’m suppose to have 200$ a month but I feel like I never have enough money ????#cause I don’t have a lot left enough for my phone at least ????#(because it’s 50$ each Sunday)#oh wait now I rememeber Sowon’s food 😐 80 freaking dollars 😭#but at least I won’t have to buy one until like January maybe even February 😭#but she need this type of food or her stomach hurts :( (and something else that is nasty bdjsbs)#that’s why I start taking commissions to at least be sure to pay for pills if I get like one commission a month 💙#anyway good night !#alex.txt
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