#I watched Madoka the same week I went to doctors and 90% (still waiting for some results) would need to take estrogen from now on
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I watched Puella Magi Madoka Magica 2011 anime. And it took me by surprise how much I resonated with Sayaka. (Well, in fairness, Madoka Magika anime as a whole wasn't what I was expecting it to be). The only part I didn't really get at first is Sayaka’s reaction when she found out that her soul had been extracted from the body, making it just a vessel for her soul. Kyubey’s arguments were solid for me, it’s much more effective.Â
It struck me differently when I looked at it from a perspective of an intersex person that was forced to take “magical pills” that altered its body, making the person more and more detached from its body. I understand that Sayaka 99.999% wasn’t planned as such representation. But maaaan it fits almost perfectly given Sayaka’s personality etc (at least for me)……
#maybe I'm crazy#I watched Madoka the same week I went to doctors and 90% (still waiting for some results) would need to take estrogen from now on#a little bit scared#a little bit pissed off#don’t like the idea of my androgynous looking body that I love and grew up with being changed by external stuff (pills)#but I’ll see where it goes. no one is forcing me. but my insides do not appreciate my current hormones state#P.S: I’m not an intersex person#just enby with female body and disbalanced hormones it seems :_]
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