#i don’t know how to do this
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Philip Schaefer
#s#it’s been hard to think#lately#i see you in everything i love#i don’t know how to do this#words#poem#quote
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♡ hi, i’m a new shifting blog, it’s actually the first tumblr blog i post on so i don’t know to do a proper presentation but basically: i still haven’t shifted, i don’t even know where i want to shift yet because when i do it will be to respawn/permashift. i am creating this blog at night out of boredom but i actually look forward to interacting with people on here as i haven’t posted on any social media since years, english is not my first language so ignore the possible mistakes and my lack of vocabulary and yeah that’s basically it :)
#this is awkward#i don’t know how to do this#shifting blog#shifting community#anti shifters dni#shiftblr#shifting diary#reality shifting#shifters
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some sunny day
#Lovely world ep1#so here we are i guess#stampylonghead#stampylongnose#stampy fanart#stampy cat#stampys lovely world#i don’t know how to do this#This is my first time running a side blog#so bear with me#The review will come later
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i’m exhausted
my body doesn’t feel good
i’m unprepared for theses classes
there’s a pit of anxiety in my stomach
how am i supposed to get out of bed
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Anyone have advise on how to figure out your gender? Or is it… does it just come naturally or do I have to figure it out myself?
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He consumes my every waking thought-
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I’m so stressed out over this mole on my head. Why does the healthcare system have to be so complicated. Why can’t I just go to the doctor and have it seen. I’m OVERWHELMED just by the thought of figuring it out. I just wanna cry into a ball. I’m more stressed about figuring out doctors than I am about potentially having cancer 🫠🫠
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💌 send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart 💌
Congratulations, you just made my day :)
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I don’t know how some people are able to compartmentalize what’s going on Gaza right now. I don’t know how some people are able to just remain willfully ignorant. I don’t understand how some people are able to just not care. Gaza is all I can think about every waking minute
#I’m at my best friend’s bachelorette party right now and I might actually lose my mind#How can people be happy and silly and shallow and frivolous when Gaza is being massacred#I don’t know how to do this#I can’t do this#i want to scream and cry and shatter glasses and throw things#Personal#ignore this#i just needed to express my feelings somewhere or else I think I’d genuinely lose my fucking mind
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CHARACTER SHEETS!! This is how the turtles will look! I did not draw these @donniestec did! Left out Donnie’s outfit to not spoil it
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#today is my dad’s birthday#his second since passing away#I don’t want to socialize today#I want to stay home and have time by myself#but mom wants me and my siblings and friends and family to go out to dinner with her tonight#I don’t know how to do this#it really doesn’t hurt any less#it just doesn’t get as intense as often anymore#there will be pretty big consequences if I don’t show up#but I don’t know if I can handle it today
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my writer flaw is that I have. ten povs. ten. and I just can’t part with any of them they’re all so important to me and I gotta hear what they have to say!!!!!!!!! I know it’s a nightmare to read, considering almost every character is having their own individual journey, but thats what makes me wanna keep their POVs!! If I don’t have Katt’s POV, how will I describe the inner workings of her political advocacy group and how her relationship with Reign changes over time??? This is so difficult I’m having prepostpartem depression I’m going to Throw Up
#oc tag#i love them all………#I just can’t find a way to not include their POVs???#and it’s not like they’re all mcs#some are clearly more important than others#but they also all have an individual and very important story to share that influences the plot in an important way#and they’re all also projections of myself to varying degrees#so cutting one’s pov feels like cutting part of myself from the story???#I don’t know how to do this#how do i write#someone please help#writer#ren rambles
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I am not okay.
#I’m so beyond depressed right now#I can’t sleep#I’ve been all alone#unable to move because of my ankle#I can’t shower#again because of my ankle and being too scared to shower when I’m alone because what if I get stuck#I’m losing everything in two weeks#I’m terrified#spiraling#have done nothing but count down the time until I might get a glimpse of human interaction#while scrolling TikTok to pass the time#I can’t do this#I don’t know how to do this#I’ve had self harm thoughts and urges for the first time in ages#and it doesn’t help I don’t have my full dosage of antidepressants rn because my doc screwed up#I just want to be held#and feel safe
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This is so hard but I have to be strong for my family, especially my little brother
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10+ years of depression and this is the worst it’s ever been. I really don’t know if I’ll make it to the end of the year
#personal#I don’t know if it’s the dad version of post partum depression#or just being exhausted because of my twins#or being the loneliest I’ve ever felt#I don’t know how to do this#it feels like I’m expected to just suck it up and deal with it because I’m the one that wanted a baby
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How do u pirate stuff?-
Said it a year ago and I’ll say it again.
Pirate all your favorite shows, movies and games while you still have the chance.
Oh, and never stop supporting physical media.
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