#i don’t know how to do this

[cottaegecore]

Philip Schaefer

[blurredgirl]

♡ hi, i’m a new shifting blog, it’s actually the first tumblr blog i post on so i don’t know to do a proper presentation but basically: i still haven’t shifted, i don’t even know where i want to shift yet because when i do it will be to respawn/permashift. i am creating this blog at night out of boredom but i actually look forward to interacting with people on here as i haven’t posted on any social media since years, english is not my first language so ignore the possible mistakes and my lack of vocabulary and yeah that’s basically it :)

[stampyslovleyworld]

some sunny day

[unofficially-racetrack]

Anyone have advise on how to figure out your gender? Or is it… does it just come naturally or do I have to figure it out myself?

[bowsersrejectionera]

He consumes my every waking thought-

[partyoffourplusfur]

I’m so stressed out over this mole on my head. Why does the healthcare system have to be so complicated. Why can’t I just go to the doctor and have it seen. I’m OVERWHELMED just by the thought of figuring it out. I just wanna cry into a ball. I’m more stressed about figuring out doctors than I am about potentially having cancer 🫠🫠

[cadet-songbird]

💌 send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart 💌

Congratulations, you just made my day :)

[to-dance-beneath-the-diamond-sky]

I don’t know how some people are able to compartmentalize what’s going on Gaza right now. I don’t know how some people are able to just remain willfully ignorant. I don’t understand how some people are able to just not care. Gaza is all I can think about every waking minute

[karmacomesaround]

CHARACTER SHEETS!! This is how the turtles will look! I did not draw these @donniestec did! Left out Donnie’s outfit to not spoil it

[apollopleasant]

How are people making polls????? Is there a specific button or something???????

[harmonizewithechoes]

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[cow-with-a-fur-coat]

my writer flaw is that I have. ten povs. ten. and I just can’t part with any of them they’re all so important to me and I gotta hear what they have to say!!!!!!!!! I know it’s a nightmare to read, considering almost every character is having their own individual journey, but thats what makes me wanna keep their POVs!! If I don’t have Katt’s POV, how will I describe the inner workings of her political advocacy group and how her relationship with Reign changes over time??? This is so difficult I’m having prepostpartem depression I’m going to Throw Up

[lauryn-order]

I am not okay.

[gendertroublemaker]

This is so hard but I have to be strong for my family, especially my little brother

[transbutt]

10+ years of depression and this is the worst it’s ever been. I really don’t know if I’ll make it to the end of the year

[lilithravencroft]

For the first time I ended up in the hospital with alcohol withdrawals and I just know it’s time for this to be over. It’s like saying goodbye to someone I love very much but someone who hurts me every day. I’m so scared to do it but I’m scared to keep going too. I can’t do that again. I can’t have my heart rate in the 150s, being pumped full of Ativan and Valium until they feel comfortable letting me leave. I can’t be drunk around the people I love anymore. I can’t wake up with my head hurting because I’ve hit it on something again, not remembering what I hit it on. I just…can’t. Can’t have another doctor telling me this is going to kill me one day. Can’t miss work because I’d rather drink myself to sleep at 11:00 AM. I don’t know how to fix any of this but I’m going to try. I want to hit 22 years sober. I want to hit 30 days. I want to hit a week. Hell, I want to hit one day.