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"martha needs a doctor next" martha wouldn't want him. i think she'd just be pretty annoyed if he turned up. she left of her own will, the others didn't.
#i do wish she was mentioned tho.#literally the loml <33#although i understand why the doctor doesn't really talk about her#doctor who#martha jones
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kinda freaky that theres even a possibility that ur friends can start disliking u
#like wdym we're not locked in for life pookie.. wjat...#me my renbear my boothang my eagle lunch r locked in 4vr tho idc 🙄#ots even weirder to stay friends but to talk so loudly badly ab me behind and literally in front of me like ok!!!!#shes just bitter cause i realized she was mean and started to distance myself but whatvr i guess ‼️#her bsf was obsessed w me last yr too and now they talking ab me and my cf like we've done anythjng when i literally got ignored BY them#didnt do anything but keep trying to be their friend theyre acting like im choosing cf over them. literally kys sorry#i forgor what i wanted to rant ab i just dont like that girl anymore she didnt even wish me a hbd and ppl i didnt know did#like how is HER friend gonna say OMG HBD but she aint like god damn what did i do#my family friends daughter used to be bsfs w her too until they fell out like girl do u see the pattern around u ‼️#anyway teehee i lauv my favs and cfs#post#mae mention
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HELP forgot how much i used to talk like a victorian child
#as you may know i went to europe over summer break and one of the cities my father and i temporarily resided in was paris france. oh how i#wish i could go back for i do think i took it for granted WRDHFN#i was 11 when i wrote this.#[the paintings] were beautiful and how i wish i had one with me right now!#aunt bridget said she thought it to be rather dirty… this is so funny#personal#wait i mention at the end that im in the middle of little women LMFAO that would explain it#‘i would absolutely love to go to athens greece for ive taken quite the interest in greek mythology’ WE MADE IT BABE so glad i stopped#speaking like this tho#also there is scribbled out inkheart fanfiction in here from like a year before. i miss u dustfinger
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hi hi hi your native starks got me thinking abt lily gladstone as lyanna
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#answered.#ive considered n.ative fcs before but literally none of them like fit & not to mention there just isn't anyone that looks like what i had+#in my head & i have no idea how to do manips & it bugs meeee 😭#except for like. possibly c.ody christian as robb even tho i don't portray him.#i wish i could do manips so like that way i can like. plaster one's face into like. a canon character in the show for example.#idk if im making sense lmao but anyway it sucks bc i just wanna get good native fcs & there just. isn't for the s.tarks i had in my head. 😭#i considered lily gladstone as barbrey dustin actually. bc she looks a lil old for l.yanna imo#especially bc some starks look more white seeming like s.ansa r.obb b.ran & r.ickon. while j.on & a.rya look more traditionally n.ative#anyway if any of y'all have fc recommendations please lmk 😭#it's. extremely frustrating as a n.ative mun bc AT LEAST for other races there's more variety especially in historical/period stuff#but for n.atives it's basically like ur almost entirely shit out of luck bc there just. isn't enough of us
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They really had us clowning that entire episode didn’t they
#911#911 spoilers#buddie#i said I was giving up on them like two seasons ago#but once a clown always a clown#they really had Buck be in a coma and barely even mentioned his best friend/coparent???#the Chris scene was cute but I needed more!!#we got that ‘do more’ like at the beginning which was great#but really set my expectations high#i don’t want this to be the main thing I care about#but even in a platonic way they did them dirty#and i wish we got more/stronger Buck/cap moments too#loved the cap/May scene tho#i love any May content#she’s my favorite💗
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Which one of Teyana (Getaway Girls mc) faces do you like and will be choosing?
I think I’m gonna choose the second one. None of the Black MCs in any of the books look exactly like me, but I think the second one is the closest to me in skin tone at least. The one on the far left is cute, but her skin tone is off again in my opinion. From the picture, it looks like they used too much white like they normally do, which makes her look a bit washed out/gray. Maybe she’ll look different in game though so we’ll see 🤷🏽♀️
#choices gg#choices getaway girls#choices stories you play#playchoices#choices ask#the two on the right are cute as well but they’re kind of the opposite of the one on the left#it looks like they used just a little too much red when coloring them which I think I mentioned when I first saw the MCs#so the second one is who I’m leaning towards#I think she’s the cutest of them all#for some reason though the one on the far right looks like she has a slightly different body type?#idk if something’s wrong with my eyes or if it’s the clothes or what but#she looks a little thicker than the others which I like#I feel like I’m trippin tho but I do wish we could get MCs with hips/ass/thighs/etc. 😂
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watching trigun stampede and. This is the guy everyone likes?? the abrasive, pessimistic mustached guy?????? i want milly back
#I THINK HE'S KIND OF..... ANNOYING..#im literally only watching this for milly im gonna be real i want to see her. i know she's gonna be in upcoming episodes#i need 2 rewatch the old anime too i really really liked it a lot. but just stampede 4 now. since i think it's gonna touch on everything-#the old anime did.#i Do wish they kept the old designs tho ill be honest. they were charming#VERY SILLY but that's kinda exactly what i liked about it#whats the annoying dude's name even. im not looking it up tho idc enough about him ill just see when they mention it next#rambles
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when ww said "this is not my life, I'm no survivor, i only happened to survive"
#he gets it he really does.#hate when ppl call me resilient or are proud of me for surviving shit. girl i did not do anything to be here now. in fact quite the contrary#i am permanently in survival mode and I'm trying so hard to turn it off. but mostly in 1 direction and not the one most ppl hope#sigh. I'm tired man 😐 i just started new mood stabilizers and I'm anxious as fuck#(well. not new. i was on them before when i was a teen. can't remember why i stopped tho)#the whole trying new pills is depressing bc well. there's p much nothing left for me to try#i had a call with her this week. i mentioned it i think. but most of it was trying to figure out if there's meds i never tried out there#the only other one we considered to maybe replace my current antidepressant is very new to the market aka she doesn't know what it does yet#so. instead of replacing. adding stabilizers and hope they don't make things even worse (but lbr they probably will)#I'm very close to giving up yet again. idk what there even is to give up on anymore. my life is nothing with a side of void#but giving up is the only thing i know how to do. I'm too anxious to do anything else. i don't know how to do anything else#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh really wanna cut rn but i already have some wounds on my hands and arms + I'm in enough pain as is so what's the use#vent#i should sleep. idk if i can. I've been trying all day and failed. I'm so tired#i wish i didn't wake up man 😐 i wish i died. tonight#suicide //#not really but implied ig#self harm mention //#ask to tag
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gotta wait til next week for more gbf jjk collab story.
it's been actually pretty fun (the story). I do think it's random that Maki is here, but as a Maki fan I'm not complaining.
#niku plays gacha games#literally a crumb of gojo#he's mentioned once at the beginning when nobara and yuji are like#we need to finish our mission tomorrow by dinner so we can get gojo to buy us dinner#and then during the interlude when megumi is actually like#'wish gojo was here'#tho it is also kind of hard for my brain to comprehend megumin saying that#guess he would if he felt he was in over his head#i hope gojo has the same range of emotions as nobara#she has so many faces#also it's so funny that yuji was like#'you guys have zombies and sharks but what about aliens???'#and vyrn is like 'what's that.'#so yuji assumes they don't have t-rexes and giant robots in gbf verse#but ig they do#....it's all very lighthearted they deserve it LMAO
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good morning i am just very slightly worried about prom <3
#🌙.rambles#no classes today 🥺 gna do my hw for next week tho n then. yes.#I'M WORRIED THOUGH YEAH BCS. hfdsksdjf most of the other ppl r friends or r in the same class#kinda worried i might not enjoy as much bcs. who knows if i'll be able to talk properly or if i might just get nervous instead#n maybe at one point i cld go to one of my other friends too but she's going w a guy n i don't want to intrude ig#n she has her other friends too. my friend at our table yeah has other friends too#i'm worried i might just. not enjoy at all bcs of anxiety or maybe i'll just feel lonely or smth hdkfajsdlf nothing i can do abt that thoug#maybe when i'm anxious i'll just cope by dissociating n just thinking of noctis or claude or smth 😭😭 or artem n write a story in my head#n i'll go out of my comfort zone n use up all my social energy#recently they just announced in our batch gc that we can have yk same couples. wasn't in the ltp or smth tho 🥹#wish i had at least another friend or smth. so maybe it wld've been possible to bring one of my friends from another school ^^#platonically bcs she's like. bi. 🫣 i'm still rather amused at how she. mentioned she was bi when like#i had my arm around her shoulder n she said smth along the lines that it was kinda weird for her bcs she wasn't used to it?? IDK 😭😭#didn't quite catch the rest of her words but sorry girl i'm just naturally affectionate w my friends#n idk why but if you're like. biologically female or actually even just like. yk your gender is female n you identify along those lines#i'm just automatically more comfy w you n physically affectionate.#nyways she told me she doesn't have prom tho when we were talking abt sch we were like talking abt school events n :<<#hmm. yk it's not like i need. someone for prom like. yk i just need myself. but i guess it's a bit of a childish old wish of mine#that said though i'm fine just still rather worried bcs in social situations i just. end up feeling rlly lonely haha#like i was doing well i rmb friday of the fair but then i was bottling my emotions n pretending i was completely okay 👍#definitely wasn't crying when everyone was away <3 n then my anxiety just. god i don't want to think about it#until the end i was just. hanging on to a piece of thread. sorry you saw me cry a bit. sorry i lied that i was fine#sorry i let myself. go through that. twin n friend laying their heads on my shoulder as they were falling asleep n i was just. crying#n then later that night i just ended up crying even more. painful memories.#just have to accept that my social energy's just shit n ppl will always have another that they'd prefer talking with.#i have. apollo at least yh? n i guess to each person i mean at least. something. i think#sorry i'm not usually like this but it's just. smth i just can't help but be anxious about. one of my biggest insecurities#i'm so used to being alone though i've realized. last year wasn't real goddamn. n. 2020 was.. i don't know#ah i'll be productive now. i. move forward from the past n i never forget in a way that it. helps spur me onwards but#sometimes the past haunts me. sometimes is.. perhaps a big understatement bcs i think too much but. uh. yh that's enough i'm fine.
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2022 reads // twitter thread
Silver In The Mist
in a land divided by a dangerous magical mist, a young spy is sent to infiltrate the enemy country and capture a young powerful caster to restore her own country’s dying magic
filigree magic
no romance, friendship & familial relationships
#Silver In The Mist#aroaessidhe 2022 reads#no romance#this is.....fine?#i didn't hate it but the worldbuilding and plot and politics and everything felt quite simplistic.#like nobody else has thought about these things that you're investigating lmao?#ladye’ is used as a gender neural title and it’s. a little weird? initially i thought it was just as an old version of lady but it’s for eve#everyone. which like sure i guess but choose a different word maybe i was saying it like laid in my headkahdgkjdf#i feel like i. don't actually know What filigree magic is. i think it's just that magic manifests in filigree shapes so that's what they#call it?#anyway i suppose it's YA and i am not a teen anymore so i just want more complex fantasy lol#could have at least built up the mist and the lightning creatures as more of a thing - it just felt like it was there for the plot#i do wish her aroaceness hd been acknowledged in text. i’ve seen the author talk about how ‘a narrative devoid of thinking about relationshi#ips and sex at all is true to her experience as an aroace teen but like idk. you could have put a scene in there.#and why is it mentioned in the blurb that she’s ace? not aroace? or aro?#i enjoyed it tho we love friendship and ya with no romance.
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#my roomate and I were talking earlier and I mentioned how hard it was growing up broke#bc it was just my mom rasing me on a teacher’s salary while paying off all the debt my dad left her in and all the lawyers#and how it really messed up my relationship to money bc my mom was always working and I was always aware of how much everything costed#and how we never went on vacation once or ever bought expensive things#or got new toys#and how even tho life was really hard for a lot of reasons growing up having no money was just kind of a slap in the face#and my roomate said ‘yeah but really would money have made it better?’#and like god wtf yes of COURSE it would have#like she was from this really rich white neighborhood growing up and we had similar childhoods#except her mom was lower middle class#and she told me about how when times were really tough her grandmother would give her $50 a week allowance to teach her about money#and I wanted to scream#bc I just finished telling her about how a few weeks ago my grandmother was on the brink of tears#and just kept telling me ‘I wish I could have done more i wish it was more I’d pay for every class at college if I could’#when she gave me $300 for my college graduation/move in gift#and i KNOW she had been saving that up for the whole time I was in college#‘would all those things have really made you happy as a child’ idk but it would have been nice to have had the option#my entertainment was drawing for hours bc I could do that on printer paper my mom got from work with a pencil#and I’m happy now I’m good and I’m really genuinely in a much better place#but man the level of entitlement rich white middle class kids have is frustrating#bc even tho our childhoods were so similar in a lot of ways money really made a massive difference#i like my roommates and this isn’t me shitting on them#but also tumblr is the only place no one follows me on so I can be bitchy#like I really love my roommates and they are my good friends I just wanted to vent and be a bitch
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i honestly do not think i will be able to draw all of these guys in time so here are my main splat ocs and their team alignments!
maybe i’ll draw the winning team members 🤞🏽
#gari talks#gari’s ocs#nintendo#splatoon#splatoon 3#grand fest#splatfest#having so many people in present was by accident 😭 i’m on team future#thats 3 octolings in past and 3 and present and 2 in future. btw#i didn’t think about each character too hard but they do generally have different reasons why#like for example my 8 is in present bc while she does care about recovering her memories she finds that focusing on the now is better#also. side order#i never mentioned this at all but octavia is one of the octoling developers who accidentally embedded their desire for order in ddio#(dramatic days in orderland or however she called it)#her life was adversely affected by the power outages in the domes in splat1 and while she does go to the surface she wishes things were diff#tako’s a bit on the anxious side but she’s very disciplined and always has the future in mind for whatever she or#*does. im not retyping that#and so on and so forth#also yes i broke up talia and peri 💔#FOR TEAMS relationship wise they r 2gether 5ever#talia grew up poor so he always thought about the future and her family’s wellbeing#even tho they’re doing much better now it’s a hard habit to shake and he won’t hesitate to suffer for something better#conversely peri grew up very comfortable so she never really had to worry about that#her lax attitude ticks talia off at times but peri knows when to pick battles and when going with the flow won’t work
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what does it mean when u keep thinking about breaking up with ur bf not cause u need to break up but cause u need a fucking BREAK apparently except I would miss him constantly but god I need a break
except I get to go back to work tomorrow but I am not even looking forward to it
#i am so drunk loloopies#i am. miserable. wish i wS dead. not allowed to kill myself. not allowed to mention i wanna kil myself#wonderful#according tk bf ive told everyone we've talked to that i wanna kill myself even tho im.p sure the only people ive told are#him and my dad#infront of him anyways#otherwise irs been: his entire family (because of situations) and my one coworker who told my boss#bit thats only caise o was at my wits end and she could see how completg miserable i was#but he said ive told so many people#ike ok thanks#fuck off#idk he didnt mean it like thay#its just awful#this is awful#i wish i never got in a relationship zo i didnt have to let someone i love so much down#wojld be so much easier of he was just liwuor store boy#cant disappoint a stranger#widh i was fucking dead and i cant even do that#dont report me for suicidal thoughs trust me i eont do anything#im fine#well im not#but i couldnt even bring myself to self harm i definitely won't be offing myself#so dw i guess
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my brother is always SO vague abt his personal life w me I need to sit him down and grill him if I see him next month in person 😡
#my mum said he had a new gf and they must be serious bc he wanted to bring her to dinner to MEET my mum which hes never done before#and apparently hes planning on staying in his uni city after he graduates and working there so they can stay together#but he hasnt said a WORD of this to me except just now he randomly dmed asking me for pics of our dog dressed up in xmas gear#and was like '[girl] wanted pics of her shes basically adopted her :)' and i was like damn is that ur new gf u didnt tell me abt her???#and he replied 'not quite but yeah' QUIT IT W THE CRYPTIC SHIT IM NOSY!!!!!#maybe theyre not actually dating dating ik my mum gets carried away w gossip sometimes#wish he would stop dodging my questions tho.......#altho tbf im equally bad i had a gf for almost 2 years and didnt tell him so LMAO#but im justified bc he has a big mouth and would immediately tell my mum. but im not actually 'out' out to my parents#not in a closeted way like they MUST know im gay bc my brothers def mentioned it around them before + idk. general vibe innit#my mum literally asked me for my pronouns last time i went home..... she mustve had some trans clients#and she 'just thought shed check :)' like okayyyy....#but yeah more that i just dont see the point of doing a whole coming out song and dance i literally dont care enough for that#next time i date someone if im serious abt it ill probs tell them. and if they're surprised im gay thats on them#the main reason i didnt w my ex was bc their family was crazy homophobic so they didnt want them catching wind of it#+ also bc i was living w my family some of that time + i didnt rly wanna find out what my catholic stepdad thinks abt gay ppl lmao#anyway..#.diaries
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reading the desolations of devils acre and idk man im not tly feeling it
#i think the whole prophecy thing has thrown me off its just so like. idk its kinda generic. like wow there r 7 who will help seal caulagain#also i like noor i think shes rly cool but it still feels like shes barely.. been here#the wiki lists her as a deutoragonist but like. idk. it rly doesnt feel like that#this is not me saying i dknt like her its like. the opposite. i think shes rly cool so its disappointing that she isnt rly fleshed out at#all... and it just Irks me how it went from being abt. jacob and his friends and his girlfriend emma (even tho he focused on her a lot it#felt balanced) to like. the jacob and noor show. while still somehow having noor feel very flat??#like. theyve made the entire story revolve around her and how jacob loves her and somehow shes still like. not well thought out.#it feels like maybe he was like hmm maybe jacob and emma shouldnt be together. and then judt rushed jacob inro another relationship#literally like a week after they broke up and he barely knew her he is just like. acting like hes known her for forever. IDK#I SOUND LIKE A HATER ONCE AGAIN IM NOTTT I LIKE NOOR IDM JACOB DATING NOOR IDM JACOB NOT DATING EMMA ITS JUDT LIKE.#it feels rushed. and i like noor so i wished there was more time with her#And i think the prophecy plot is so incredibly lame. ik everybody and their mother has a prophecy plot in their ya book but its -_-#it just feels like there were a lot of interesting ideas like the peculiar clans in america and a secret clan of normals still hunting#peculiars and Literally all of that was thrown out the window and actually the elite clan of normals was just wights and the clan conflict#ended in like. 1 page. and theres been no mention of it since lol.#IDK. idk. I LIKE NOOR I DO! IDM HER BEING SUPER POWERFUL!!! I JUST WISH IT LIKE. i wish every other interesting character or plotpoint#in the series wasnt trampled to be like And noor is the specialest girl on earth and shes one of the 7 who can seal caul away again#blahblahblah. IDK.
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