#if anything she said why would anyone target me (cause I got harassed rllie bad on the train the other day) but I can’t help but think she
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paradisaeidaes · 1 month ago
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giggling !! screaming !! KAVEH ! ILU ILU ILUUU !
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** this was on a gc and the ‘she’ she was referring to was me 🙁 also edit two but why did i write osaku in tags rather than osaki im the worlds dumbest girl confirmed
#𓏲​ 𝐍 ܀ᬊ#Absolutelt hilarious how I was thinking abt nana osaku and how if I was into women I’d be soooo into her GOSH HAVE YOU SEEN HER !!! EEE#LISTEN ! the (ex)coworker I almost had a crush on IS SO SIMILAR TO THE DYNAMIC OF HACHI AND NANA TO ME LIKE WHAT#except she actually doesn’t like me like that#sometimes I don’t think she even likes me much as a friend at all#makes me sad#but anyways 🙁#help the hysteria hachi went through over nana WAS SO ME @ THAT GIRL but she doesn’t even notice me like that . . sniffles . . .#anyways I’m getting side tracked ! abt Kaveh ! thinking thoughts -_- hhhhhhhhhhhh 😇 DHSIAOQMA#imagine citlalis idle and then you’ll be looking at me cause SHE IS SO RELATABLE#but like back to the other thing I mentioned#I am sad :( like ! I wish she liked me in that way 🙁#she’s bi and has had crushes on girls and all but not me obviously#if anything she said why would anyone target me (cause I got harassed rllie bad on the train the other day) but I can’t help but think she#implied how can anyone view me in /that/ way#and it’s making me think how she always insists I’m like a kid to her even tho I am one year older#bawling my eyes out btw#I don’t want her to see me like that 🙁#she always calls me cute and stuff 24/7 and she says she doesn’t mean it in a bad way#but I never considered her to mean it in a bad way#that means she likes me like negative percent#SOBBING AGAIN#BUT LIKE WHY DO I WANT HER TO BE /in love/ WITH ME ??? ITS NOT LIKE INCAN RETURN THOSE FEELINGS IN THE EXACT WAY SHE WOUKD WANT ME TO#since I’m aroace#FRICK . .#I want her to like me /like that/ so bad bro 🙁#but she just sees me as a little kid#she even said this (I’ll edit the post and add a ss)#and once she had a crush on a lady who came to the clinic and the next day she dressed up for her AND I HAD TO TRY TO HOLD A STRAIGHT FACE#AS MY OTHER COWORKER NARRATED THAT STORY TO ME CAUSE *I* always tried to dress up for her . . 🙁
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