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She was always so hysterical I'm being so serious
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Mesmer Jr and Medicine Pocket having beef in official arts collection (as of 1 May 2024). I hope they keep beefing for all of eternity.
#theyâre like 210 and 37 to me#Mesmer Jr#Medicine Pocket#she deserves more content!!! mesmer jr in xtreme talent when#she is so :/ :| :< :[ vibes#i think they could be frenemies despite mesmer jr being a human enjoyer and medpoc being somewhat the opposite#two different flavors of gifted kid/prodigy burnout coming from different places with so much pressure on their back despite their age#do you get it#they would still beef tho#reverse 1999#mochagaming#I care mesmer very much#manifesting mesmer skin on 2.0 or 2.1 đŻď¸#she deserves better from bluepoch and the fandom i feel kinda bad for not drawing her more often#(her design is hard to get right)#in a way this collection also works as art reference#SORRY FOR MY MESMER RAMBLING#BUT I DO YAP ABOUT HER A LOT OUTSIDE TUMBLR AND ITS LEAKING THRU
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it doesnt need to be said but its genuinely so funny how at-the-hip charles and erik are in krakoa like they really had the green light- the OBLIGATION- to be as obnoxiously close to each other as possible and abused that right to the fullest extent
#xmen#xmen comic#krakoa#cherik#snap chats#until the divorce of course but until then its actually so funny#how you really couldnt go a page or two without one or the other and the other one was close behind#ice climber ass duo over here. the delightful children from down the lane kind of proximity what the fuck was their PROBLEM#i feel like if one of them was teleported the other would just materialize right next to them thats how close they were#fuuuck what was the issue where sabretooth and co are in like. Brain Prison or something#and victor imagines charles but everyones like 'wait its weird if its just him where's magneto'#ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY and i NEED to know what issue that was .... to add it to my collection ....#also killed me how in immoral x-men issue 1 charles was yappin bout erik bein gone#and- God Bless Who i forget i think it was hope- was just 'can you please shut up about your dead boyfriend im begging you'#moira stronger than me if i had to deal with thing 1 and thing 2 on a daily basis i woulda snapped sooner frankly#ig when you live ten times through The Most Bullshit ever youre numb to most things but still. my god theyre so obnoxious#sorry im cackling at the bit in HoX where charles is about to announce krakoa to the world and erik's putting his hand on his shoulder#and you justs see moira in the back like dawgggg right in front of her .... can you two get a room#GENUINELY no im GENUINELY surprised they dont share a bedroom#im not even talking sharing a bed im taking my shipper goggles off im actually baffled they dont sleep in the same building#obvi id be lyin if i said i didnt love it tho To Be Real .. genuinely love seein them work together as a team .. until they werent </3#in every timeline they WILL divorce each other that's just the rule. actual canon event it cannot be changed or stopped its integral#ok ramble over. but not really not in spirit cause ill never be over this ill die before i am#im gonna go eat now i think i think thats something i As A Human has to do at least once a day
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i really cannot do cryland srsly and not even cus i'm a payneland shipper like when i was watching the show all the flirting just felt so unnatural and uncomfy i was like "this feels weird is this supposed to be weird"
#and at the time i was rooting for catwin#(still love em tho)#but i couldn't do cryland#just one of those ships that gross me out for no explainable reason#i LOVE them as friends#but if it's romantic I CAN'T DO IT I'M SORRY#dead boy detectives#dbda#save dead boy detectives#charles rowland#crystal palace#also there's this part that i feel like no one talks about in ep 8 where crystal throws charles his backpac#but she throws it too far and that was weird cus like#obviously it was intentional this is a tv show#but now thinking about it#maybe it was saying like âclose but not quiteâ#and there was that whole thing where charles was like âmaybe the reason i like her sm is cus she's like a female version of my best friendâ#âthis does not have any romantic connotations at all!â#like men say theyre fighting demons and the demons be bisexuality fr
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Well you see they're just very good friends
#vtm#vtmb#vampire the masquerade#oc.pepper#oc.vince#technically not their first kiss but kind of their first kiss#first fr fr kiss#their actual first kiss is during italian dinner to keep up appearences bc they're posing as a couple#but their first like 'I am kissing you bc I want to and btw I'm in love w you' kiss is in the luckee star#after pepper talks to nines#it's funny to me bc they weren't in the best of terms before this#vince was kinda mad at pepper bc she almost bloodbound him while frenzied and she'd been frenzying on purpose and just generally#being rlly irresponsible#she's sorry tho. she's very very sorry and trying to do better#but like he just puts that aside bc of the bloodhunt and how worried he is abt her#and he shows up and they have a good talk and the feelings come out and etc etc and then kiss#kiss kiss smooch smooch. they love each other v much#vincent is still worried abt pepper's behavior but what can he do. she's his problematic fave đ¤ˇđťââď¸#ship: viper#sleepyscribble#viper art
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Iâm too tired to post an essay but my girl was just a victim of bad writing and a lack of critical thinking from the audience okay I love her.
#Iâm so passionate about this#I wonât discourse with anyone but I will fume silently#if you just donât like her idc#Iâm talking about the people that actively hate on her#There arenât many of you guys but the few that are#I am not very fond of your content (Iâm sure youâre great people tho)#And theyâre mostly in the Varian fandom#Like youâre few and far between but still#You kinda ruin it a tiny bit for me#The rest of the Var fandom tho I love you guys and youâre great#Keep doing amazing sweetie#Sorry Iâm in a bad mood and feeling salty#Pmdd haha#tts#tangled the series#rapunzel's tangled adventure#rapunzel#Also if you reblog/comment trying to debate me you will be ignored or even blocked Iâm not in the mood (no offense tho itâs not personal)#Just let me be salty#Youâre entitled to your own opinion Iâm not actually hating on anyone#Iâm just tired
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love thinking kipperlilly spends her afterlife looking for lucy in a familiar forest
#not art#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#like. does she have a mean of knowing lucy and yolanda got sent to cassandra's domain to hang out for a bit#kipperlilly's isolation means so much to me. she is punished for everything she's done she just doesn't pick up on it#until the moment she dies! one more funky thing that mirrors riz in which he's actively tried to cultivate a community and denied it#until the bad kids. while kipperlilly does not want or care about a community she just wants someone who validates her#but she does Need a community so she latches onto the person she lets closer to her to fulfill her emotional needs#she took the ritual willingly so this might genuinely be her first death. probably terrifying#probably not even enough bandwidth to feel mortified. maybe immediately seeking something comforting out of instinct alone#lmao honestly thinking too much abt fantasy high afterlifes gives me a headache And a visceral fear#Im not religious but I grew up in a culture with a dominantly buddhist/taoist cosmology its Scary that u just go to A Place after u die!!#and then ur still urself!!! thats scary to me what do u mean u stay like that forever. thats fucked#but yeah I think this influences how I see kipperlilly turn out a little bit. in a sense I think of her as being a ghost now#yknow. trying to solve something from life so she can move on and. stop living this life etc#man the reveal that lucy took being killed pretty seriously and is like yeah the others are decent and even sweet#and probably was just trying to hold her party together and do what she thinks is moral by hearing kipperlilly out#lol lmao etc. gods I gotta wonder how kipperlilly's mindset handled jawbones' help#it really is damn tragic tho. I stand by what I said folks like this will complain and be nasty to be around#but they dont have enough desire to inconvenience themselves to off the bat do something abt what they find unfair or whatever#its when theyre handed the seemingly very easy means to be right that they'll start being dangerous#its horribly tragic that the supposed metaplayer and the self-perceived mastermind turned out to ultimately be just an useful idiot#yknow what. I think personally in my heart kipperlilly moves on from her afterlife the moment she says sorry#doesnt even have to be to lucy but that's probably gonna be who received it#ah.... teenage rebellion. teenage gamejacking
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Hello @thelien-art I saw your DTIYS and I was instantly inspired to do a quick celebrian x elrond because it's super cute and also I've... never actually drawn them together? blasphemy
This was super fun but shading clothing defeated me. I definitely tried to keep the really cool flowing shapes you had for the hair and clothing folds. I made the bg pink whilst sketching and then committed too hard, now it's shojou romance time
ft. live king reaction below the cut
#silmarillion#elrond#celebrian#celrond#shading the hair was so much fun ngl#clothing tho#f me i cant do clothing. metals? np! fabric??? big f#im sorry elrond u especially suffered from this i just could not....................#anyway thelien i discovered ur art via seeing these dtiys so! thanks for doing it now i have another good silm artist to follow#srsly tho kudos on the fabric love the drape love the colors cannot for the life of me replicate easily#inktober#artober...#i didnt feel like doing yesterday so... today two characters....even if its for a dtiys and not inktober....#also her other hand her other hand was hell to do i think its still. too small.... f... anatomy..................#anyway this was very fun
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i love when ppl draw bumblebee like the happy little creachure he is but also i love when people draw bumblebee like he's had 500 beers in the last 1 hour and still the pain won't even ebb
#bonus when they do both by making him just utterly psychotic but he smiles so no one notices#i am a shameful idw bee enjoyer but like in the tired af ppl pleasing libra girl who needs a therapist so fking bad but#has 700000 billion duties and 900000000 billion expectations and mean bitches in his ear telling him hes stupid#sense#and not the he feels like an officer sense like no my queen is just a teachers pet doing her best which is her worst im afraid#anyways i love bee hes very indignant and a bitch but also im gonna stand beside her sorry#u do not understand how powerful it was to give him a cane . a literal crutch to hold onto to feel stronger even when ratchet says he doesnt#have to anymore but yet bee still insists bcs he doesnt have time for the repairs itll take when others cannot survive#and 2 it comforts him with support and also power and so he cradles it close with the idea of him being weak & needing smthing else#to make him strong#even tho at this point it's rlly just for comfort but he cant afford to allow himself to have comfort when others cant#or dont need it in his heroism ideals (specifically optimus being seen as so much stronger than him)#optimus also had bee tho. had him. but bee is so self conscious he just sees all his failures surrounding optimus & views himself not a#crutch to lean on but a crutch to optimus' character#he rlly needed rodimus and his fiery upbeat persona so they could fake it till they made it together and he left & fucking exploded#(in bees eyes)#like idk im just obsessed with this little tryhard loser#he islike a sad little clingy mother who refuses to think herself as human. she is just mother. lives off evrryones accomplishments#never her own#idk like hes so interesting tonme i want to kill him teehee#chew on him like sponge cak#bumblebee#transformers#tf bumblebee#tf idw#idw#tf#????#maccadam#i hate not knowing waht tag to use
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the way the ericson group were at the outbreak just a bunch of troubled kids who made various mistakes or committed crimes and were judged by a system that punished and abandoned them instead of giving them the support and love they needed, are then nearly a decade later put into a situation where now they must judge a troubled child for the mistakes and crimes hes committed against them. and 5 to 3 vote them out đ
#twdg#i love the way s4 connects back to lees whole 'murderer' thing back in s1 đ guilt...atonement.....systems of punishment#i love thinking about s1>s4 themes and crying#anyway this is partially why i hate when i see the ericson cast reduced down to 'just some teens' its so much more than that#them being abandoned in a boarding school for troubled kids is SO IMPORTANT its not 'just some school'#anyway its also probably why theyre my favorite cast#theyre literally one of if not the most mature group of the series even while being a bunch of kids who make choices i dont agree with#because they actually love and care about each other. even when theyre mad. because theyre all they have left#i do think the vote was a fair way to handle it even tho i still ultimately find it cruel. they couldve talked it out#but this is still a story that needs conflict to resolve so is what it is#they would rather they leave than have to face their confused feelings. the most immature thing they do. but understandable#they did such a good job crafting that cast for clem GOD an entire ensemble built around her and aj....delicious#zombie/post apoc media about love and community my beloved đ#sorry but get tf out of here with that 'humans are evil and everyone dies' lame ass bullshit we are nothing without community#the amount of love pouring out of s4 is like getting my ass kicked but then they give me a big hug and kiss after and send me on my way#s4 my absolute beloved i really love it more and more every time. so much to appreciate even with it the way it is#the themes bro the themes........ the connections between seasons 1 and 4 you are everything to me#it speaks
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You ever think about how whenever you hit a female character with the âbuff, smartass, takes no shit, is never vulnerableâ gun you might accidentally be reinventing the âtough guys donât cryâ mentality which is part of the reason why men have shorter lifespans than women.
Being vulnerable isnât inherently female but youâre hating it for misogynistic reasons anyways and it helps no one on the gender spectrum.
#saw a post about lttm and how she should be portrayed with having righteous anger and like#you could eat 20% of her whole soul and she still chats to you#granted sheâs still mad and she just doesnât have anything better to do#but she doesnât act on her anger she tries to move on and be practical about it#she doesnât value anger or acting on it for better or worse#actually itâs interesting the angriest slugcat is the only one who canât rlly visit her#this was a general sexism post sorry got off topic#Iâm sleepy#feel free to apply this to any female character that ppl try to avoid giving angst to just cuz their strong#moon isnât one of them tho I think most of the fandom does get her#but like nya Ninjago#or rlly any Ninjago women#idk#gn
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some shippers when solas has had important relationships from thousands of years ago and he can't just forgive himself for failing those closest to him then and go "okie dokie!" when his wife tells him he can come back home
#dragon age fandom critical#solavellan#im sorry some of you are not serious he literally says in the cutscene i wish ur forgiveness soothed my faults but unfortunately#hes been on this path for CENTURIES before lavellan was even born like yes he would like to apologize to mythal#AND HE LEFT LAVELLAN CLUES BC SHE WANTED HIM TO TRACK HIM SHE WANTED HER TO STOP HIM#unfortunately sometimes you kinda need your best friend turned master turned opp to say it's ok#like she literally came in went well lolz we both fucked up teehee i release u from indentured servitude PCE#and some of u are still mad#RELATIONSHIPS DONT EXIST IN A FUCKING VACUUMM!!!!!!#mind you mythal got betrayed by her own deranged husband who then got locked away and she was lobotomized#and then after she protected her people in this new world solas showed up and went well im bombing it#LIKE UNFORTUNATELY. SINCE HE KILLED FLEMETH HE KINDA NEEDED TO ATONE FOR THE NUMEROUS GRIEVANCES HE CAUSED IN MYTHALS LIFE TOO#also like even tho it was mythals choice to follow her husband and it was her own undoing#solas as a spirit of wisdom who knew better and warned her still thinks he failed her and not vice versa bc it was his Nature.#i also think it would be largely out of character for solas to just go okie after lavellan forgives him#he literally broke up w her bc he felt he was betraying this path of repentance he made up for himself#he wished it was as easy to just cast aside & get over it and adapt like mythal clearly has but#in his core he feels deeply. his regrets his losses his pain. he is a spirit#he is not a man. he is weighed down by emotions the mortal coil cannot comprehend#it is also why he did not want cole bound or inq drinking from the fountain#he made a choice and he failed and he carried that burned for centuries#he would not have that thrust upon someone else#and he also cannot wash away the guilt without confronting it. and he hasnt been confronting it until hes trapped#and even then his last confrontation w mythal b4 vg was when he gutted her to seize power and do what HE thought he must
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Despite how much I suffered making my last isat au Aris sprite redraw, I decided to do it again and once again went through hell doing it. Thereâs like a billion mistakes in this (such as her having the wrong arm rip) but at the end of the day Iâm still happy with how it turned out :]
#keese draws#oc#oc art#eternal gales#isat#in stars and time#sorry for main tagging feel free to excecute me if you want or whatever#grips sink cringe is dead cringe is dead cringe is dead#anyways this is a very fuzzy and vague au as I donât rly feel comfortable going off too hard with this one#this is pretty much entirely because I know Iâd have to fuck around with the worldbuilding a decent amount and I donât rly wanna do that#Isatâs worldbuilding is one of my favorite parts of isat so I donât wanna fuck it up yknow?#I might do some other sprite redraws once I stop thinking too hard abt aris and tali#for context tali is the king aka complicated design that makes me wanna cry especially since I made it worse by changing her imagery#instead of having tears as a thing she has like. fracturing if that makes sense?#itâs supposed to be a nod to her âcrackedâ eye in canon#she also has threads coming from her limbs instead of long hair for similar reasons#also she doesnât have straight hair so yknow#but yeah for additional context aris and tali are half sisters and they make me go insane#in this au the idea would be that when their grandparents divorced when the two were little tali and their grandma left the island#aris wouldnât leave until five or so years later when she was around 12#at which point the island disappeared and all that#the two have mostly completely forgotten about eachother but there still is familiarity between them#tali isnât any less of a piece of shit than the king in this au tho#aris for a brief moment almost remembers who tali is during act 3 but she dies before she can fully grasp it#which almost hurts more to her despite not even knowing what she was trying to recall#during act 5 her inner sadness fight is against the hazy image of a very young tali đ#just tiny 5 year old tali using the voices of the others to scream at aris that sheâs been nothing but a burden to them all#and that sheâs done nothing but hurt them in her selfish attempts to fix a problem that she refuses to admit she caused#and that time and time again sheâs lied that sheâs doing her best to protect them and that sheâs failed all of them#itâs a mix of current guilt and her hazy but longstanding guilt towards tali
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Every time I draw Mamagi it does AoE damage (I am also in the area of effect)
Lighthearted bonus:
#enstars#hiiro amagi#rinne amagi#i don't know if this is a bad time to be amagi-posting given that hiiro's fs2 just dropped but. oh well#also this might be the last thing i draw for a bit because i am in the final stretch of this semester#if you sent in a request. i will get to it and thank you for your patience#anyways i know i'm kinda being like 'haha rinne mama's boy' which like. yeah but also sometimes--#--sometimes you're an adult in their 20s and like. yeah sure you're technically an adult or whatever but you still feel like a kid yeah?#and sometimes you just maybe want your mom to help you when you're lost or confused or when you need someone to tell you it'll be okay#but you won't get that for whatever reason#sincerely: an adult in their 20s#....can you tell why rinne is like. a vibe to me now#anyways i'm not saying mamagi dying was a necessary evil but if hiiro and rinne had an adult who actually loved them at home they probably-#-wouldn't have left and we wouldn't have the main story#if she was alive today tho she'd be going to their lives sorry i don't make the rules (yes i do)#if she ends up being exactly like the rest of their village in some future lore i'm gonna be so sad.#she'd throw hands with niki's parents#imagine leaving your sons behind because you straight up died (couldn't really do anything about that)#meanwhile your son's boyfriend's parents just. up and left him because they could#also posts with her will be tagged mamagi#if you read all that <3#mamagi#she'd adopt all the bees and alkaloid too#imagine if they got their singing skills from her#also mamagi 1 rinniki shipper (also does not care it's not legal)#rinniki
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It's hard having a fav character with no content
#uuuughh...okino...#actually there is content of him but there hasn't been anything new for months <//3#its so sad going to his tag just to see its the same thing from 4 months ago#AND NOVA#theres literally nothing about her#honestly i think i only saw like 2-3 posts focusing on her and not like just putting her in the background#do i have to do everything by myself#nova is literally so cool y'all dont even understand#the never witch too#but im more chill w it#also rooky partnur#everytime i go in her tag its the same fricking roleplayer#no hate to roleplayers love you guys but i wanna see more art <//3 i need to its my only food#ghehsfhs#my fav nexo knight character is aaron so its okay for him#but still i feel liek the nexo tag gets updated like every two monthd#im ok with no face cuz theres like no content of lego city no limits at all#as for lmk theres content for literally every character so im ok#and hidden side...jb...jejfjjsdhfh#and lego friends tnc i cant say my fav character cuz i don't want the fandom to kill me#damn sorry for yapping so much#m00n talks#even tho most of the talk is in the tags#ok im done
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Hirano to Kagiura light novel translation 4-1
Chapter 4: Fall.
Part 1
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It might be September by now, but the sunâs rays know no bounds.
Heat from the weather aside, the schoolhouse on the coattails of summer break is permeated with the fervor of the students.
Among all those in the athletic clubs who have undergone away games and training camps, there are many who have deepened both their tans and their virility. The sense of achievement characteristic of those who kept up with their exercise lives within their growth spurts.
Hiranoâs roommate is, once again, one of them.
Kagiura, whoâs gotten a bit taller, has gotten used to high school, completely devoid of the anxiety heâd seemed to have around the time heâd started school.
Since theyâd met up over the summer, heâs become more and more relaxed, and Hirano canât help but think of him as a beloved younger brother.
Wait, but younger brothers donât do things like give you earrings, do they?
Hirano isnât really in a position to judge, with no siblings of his own.
Heâd found his original earrings while organizing his luggage after returning from Kagiuraâs countryside home. Theyâd fallen into his school bag and hidden themselves beneath the stiff bottom plate.
What should I do about it? heâd wondered, but figured well, whatever, and didnât bother switching out his new ones. Heâll keep them in the dorm just in case, but ultimately plans to keep using the ones Kagiura gave him.
As soon as the new term starts, preparations for the Cultural Festival are full speed ahead. Even the first years, who arenât used to running events without the guidance of a faculty member, are gradually gaining opportunities to build character. The Executive Committee members have so many responsibilities that it has become difficult to carry out their studies without the cooperation of their classmates.
Kagiura also has the situation of being part of the âSports Recommendation Squadâ, and his grades are not up to snuff. It would be good if they donât take a hit from his extracurricular responsibilities, but that will come down to his own efforts.
Itâs not just the Executive Committee members who are swamped. The students in the culture clubs are also at their busiest, and with the autumn tournament right around the corner, thereâs no way the athletics clubs can cut back on practices.
The sweltering nights have yet to abate; yet despite these conditions which could even be called cruel, most of the students are eagerly awaiting the Cultural Festival. You might even get away with saying all of them.
Because, after all, girls come to visit the cultural festival.Â
And even without that element, a festival is still a festival.Â
This is a time when the whole student body is restless, so the Disciplinary Committee will be on top of keeping everyone in lineâor such is their public stance, but they wonât be too strict about moderating uniforms and hair styles.
In any case, a high proportion of the students will be in costumes on the day of the festival.Â
There's also at least one class cross-dressing every year.Â
This year, thatâs right, it's the class that Hirano is unfortunately a part of. More specifically, it's been decided that Hirano will be one of the ones in drag.Â
Oiwa-sanâa famous spirit who makes an appearance in the Yotsuya Kaidan.š
There are many variations of the famous ghost story, in which Oiwa, the deceased wife, holding a grudge over the betrayal of her husband, Iemon, slaughters every last person involved. Apparently, they will be basing the makeup off of TĹkaidĹ Yotsuya Kaidan², which is popular among Hiranoâs classmates.
Heâd been shown reference images of the ghost, her face half disfigured and inflamed by poison, but the picture was nightmare fuel when viewed in the dark.
Supposedly itâs a style of Halloween makeup thatâs been popular in recent years, but the trial makeup that had been applied to his arm after school in order to match the shade to his face had been truly grotesque.
This information is to be kept top secret until the last possible minute on the day of, in the interests of building hype.
While Hirano is putting away his homework, the door opens with a click.
His roommate is home.
Itâs still bright outside, but the dining hall is just about to open for dinner.
âHirano-san, Iâm home!â
âWelcome home, Kagi-kun.â
These days, Kagiura usually gets a bit bashful in reply to Hiranoâs greeting, seemingly tickled. So naive and innocent he must be, making such an expression with no fear of being misunderstood.
There were days theyâd spent together, but summer vacation had been long.
Thereâs an air of a different kind of newness from the one thereâd been in the period before theyâd gotten used to sharing a dormâKagiura probably feels it too. At least, Hirano thinks so.
He feels closer to Kagiura compared to before. After all, heâs met his immediate and extended family, so of course theyâd feel more intimate. Itâs as if the part of himself that had been on guard while thinking about how to act as a senpai in his second year in the dorms has been absolved.
After Hirano had filled out his print-outs as if in competition with Kagiura, whoâd spread out his homework in a frenzy, theyâd headed to the dining hall a little later than usual.
It always takes him about 3 or 4 days to get back into the swing of dorm life.
Speaking of which, he thinks.
Before Kagiura moved into the dorms, Hirano had been quite nervous.
Heâd talked to Hanzawa about it one time when the Disciplinary Committee had a meeting, and theyâd brainstormed strategies to avoid scaring Kagiura off.
Heâd also felt it would be a waste of his efforts if he was only friendly at the beginning of their time spent living together; thus, theyâd come to the conclusion that it wouldnât be too far out of Hiranoâs depths to give him a nickname and use â-kunâ.
Oh yeah, thatâs right. At the beginning I called him Kagiura-kun.
Heâs been calling his name every day, enough that heâd ended up shortening it, thinking itâs too long and clunky.
Kagiura has morning practice tomorrow, too, so there's no way he can let him oversleep.
Hirano got that, but there was something on his mind that just wouldnât go away, so he asked before shutting off the lights.Â
".....Hey, um. I know you're working hard, so I don't wanna rain on your parade, but are your studies going all right? I haven't heard how your proficiency test went yet."
As the words leave his mouth, he thinks, what am I, a private tutor? and laughs drily to himself.
For the results of the test held right after summer break, a list ranking every student in their grade and the standard score were passed out to each person, the same as for the periodic exams.
For first years, they can be used as nothing more than a reference, but due to the breadth of the material covered, in some cases they might be used to determine which schools to apply to when compared to results from previous cram schools.
â...I just barely passed.â
âWhatâs the damage?â
âThe teacher said, âYou didnât do badly enough that I need to pull you aside, but keep working hardâ...â
âI see.â
Which is bad in and of itself, really.
Kagiura hangs his head dejectedly, and Hiranoâs tempted to comfort him all the more for having seen the extent of his efforts, but his lack of preparation is unmistakable.
âKagi-kun, after the cultural festival is over, you gotta step it up. If you miss some of the notes, get someone to show you theirs before the next day. Donât let them build up. If you end up with a backlog of notes to take, youâre not gonna be able to understand them.â
Hirano knows deep down heâs probably worrying too much, but he keeps the expression on his face stern. The beginning is the key to everything. Among his classmates in the âSports Recommendation Squadâ who, like Kagiura, are bad students, there are many whose grades plummeted after going on to their second year.
Who knew heâd become this much of a worrywort after becoming someoneâs senpai?
âYeahâŚHirano-san, will you teach me again?â
âSure. But you better bring back good grades.â
âI will! âŚBy the way, can I ask you something?â
He ducks his head as he asks the question, a gesture with all the charm one would expect from someone as cute as him.
âWhatâs up?â
âWhen you were a first year, did the senpai you roomed with teach you how to study, too?â
âNah, no way.â
âHmâŚdid you not get along?â
âItâs not that we didnât get along, we just werenât really that close. I wasnât nearly as friendly a kouhai as you are.â
This is usually the case for dorm students. Hanzawa, contemptuous of homosexual relations, has a reputation in certain circles for having a finely-tuned gaydar and showing up to cockblock any time he senses anyone getting a little too close.Âł
His distaste isnât unwarranted; apparently it has to do with his family, so even Hirano feels bad for him.
â...Does that make me special, then?â
âWhy are you so happy about that?â
At Hiranoâs jests of what are you, a dog? Kagiura breaks into a grin.
âYeah. You know, Iâm glad Iâm your roommate, Hirano-san.â
Hirano smiles wryly; Kagiuraâs got him wrapped around his little finger without a hint of insincerity.
With Kagiura cozying up to him like this, he doesnât stand a chance.
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T/N: (1) Not sure I need to add more info on this to the story, but it's pretty interesting, so you can read more about it here.
(2) A movie based on the story made in 1959.
(3) Yall....idek what to say about this. I tried to keep the tone lighthearted but the original text literally says 'gay-hating Hanzawa' and describes his feelings as disgust. Idk why the writer put this but our boy is NOT like that đ I actually broke my vow of not looking at the official TL just to see how they handled this bit and they completely watered it down lmao. and tbh, yall know my dedication to accuracy but I WAS TEMPTED. While going back and forth about what I should do, I told my sister about it, and she suggested that Hanzawa doesn't actually hate gays, he just hates gay sex and will stand for none of it in his dorm so...we're going with that interpretation đđđđ
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#you guys can reblog these posts btw <3#remember likes are great but they don't do anything to spread the posts around!#friendly reminder that tumblr is not ig/tt and we love her for it <3#re 3rd footnote: im still trying to cope#im really hoping that the 'homophobic' and 'disgust' etc are referring to his reputation rather than his real feelings#tho i'm not sure that's much better đ#also im sorry but wtf is up with the whole 'its to do with his family so hirano feels bad for him thing'#like??? oh poor you your sibling is gay that must be such a struggle#guess you have the right to hate gay people. ??????#this makes it sound like there was some TRAUMA involved#but it was literally just his brother (and other sibling) saying btw im gay and then they all moved on with their lives??#shoutout to my sister for this slightly inaccurate but much better take#i told her about it and she was like 'nah this mf just repressed as hell đ'#she does not read ssmy/kghr btw#hirano to kagiura#hirano and kagiura#kagihira#hirano to kagiura light novel#hirano to kagiura translation#harusono shou
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