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achy-boo · 3 years ago

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𝑫𝒐𝒓𝒎 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑽𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝑫𝒐𝒓𝒎 𝑾𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒏'𝒔 𝑰𝒏𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏

Nightshade Libya

Name: Nightshade Libya

Romaji: Libya Nightshade

Quote: “Let’s us be friends..shall we?”

V/A: Akame (Akame Ga Kill but in a more soft tone(In Japanese and in Chinese)

Gender: female

Age: 15

Birthday: February 14th

Zodiac Sign: Aquarius

Eye color: right eye is dark blue and the left eye is baby blue..almost a sky blue color

Hair Color: navy blue

Height: 5’4

Weight: 100 lbs

Race: Possessed Vessel

Homeland: China

Family:

-Morte Garridan (Older Cousin)

-Bellatrix Libya (Mother)

-Daniel ‘Dani’ Libya(Father)

-Jackson Libya( Older brother)

School Status and Fun Facts

Dorm: Sapphire Lake Manor

School Year: Sophomore

Class: 2-A

Student Number: No. 5

Occupation: DJ( Kept Secret) dancer (With Jeanne and Isa) Idol(Former and is a missing idol along with Isa and Jeanne)

Club: Pop Music club

Best Subjects:

-Animal Languages

-Flying

-Defense Magic

-Art and Music

Favorite Color: Aesthetic colors

Favorite Food: Homemade and store brought food

Least Favorite Food: She never like Lilia’s cooking and Sweet Potato Pie

Likes: rain, thunderstorms, singing, avoiding Rook, playfully taunt Ace and Grim, helping others with school work

Dislikes: Being sexualize, loud noises, her past, Rook(She is scared of him), Leona’s laziness(Almost got dared by Ruggie and Jeanne to spray fire on him) and her birthday

Hobbies: Sewing, singing, dancing

Talents: Emphatic, vibe checking

Nicknames: Bella(Isa), Shade(Meletha, the cursed goth bunny plush), Ni-Ni(Jeanne)

Other Nicknames:

-Little Crow (Crowley{ Almost used her UM on him for calling her that})

-Shorty Dorm Perfect(Ace{Allows it})

-Anglixe (Former nickname and Stage name)

Appearance and Personality

Appearance: Night have navy blue hair that reach her mid back that is put into a braided hair buns, her right eye is dark blue and and her left eye is baby blue(almost sky blue), light peach skin that have large tattoo of ancient tiger on her thighs.

Personality: She is mostly reserved and mysterious at first. She is cautious of her surroundings as she don’t trust anyone who she meet for the first time. But she slowly open up to her sweet and friendly personality. She is the most adorable in her dorm, making her the 2nd popular girl in the dorm and spirits. In the dorm however, She shows her love and worries for her students with a cold demanding tone as she don’t want any of the members failing any classes but push her the wrong way and it will cause her kind personality into a person of pure heartless and high authority. So she will scare any troublemakers with that side of hers.

𝑻𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒂

-Anglixe is Night’s former stag name before her disappearance

-Night’s UM is Doll’s Wrath and capture

- She is quick to talk down to anyone who made her mad

-Meletha is a cursed goth bunny plush that she got from unknown person

- The youngest of the Jeanne and Isa

-May be short but she CAN fight

-Was seen in the rain with a calm smile

-Hate her birthday because it’s the day of Valentine’s Day

-Isa and Night are the only girls who never got compliments before

-Friendly and sweet until provoked

-Isa and Night is the prime examples of “Quiet and Shy ones are the most dangerous”

Jeanne Keket

Name: Jeanne Keket

Romaji: Keket Jeanne

Quote: “I may be the friendly girl in NRC..but do not test my patience…”

V/A: Hinata Hyuuga (Naruto. Less soft spoken but mild loud{In Japanese and Korean})

Gender: female

Age: 16

Birthday: June 16th

Zodiac Sign: Gemini

Eye color: purple

Hair Color: dark violet

Height: 5’5 1/2

Weight: 102 lbs

Race: She’s more as sneaky banshee

Homeland: South Korean

Family:

-Unnamed Mother and Father

-Hyun Keket(2nd older brother)

-Kenchi Keket(1st Older brother and the long lost sibling when entered in Jeanne’s life)

School Status and Fun Facts

Dorm: Sapphire Lake Dorm

School Year: Sophomore

Class: 2-B

Student Number: No. 07

Occupation: Dancer, a DJ( Secret) and the missing idol along with Isa and Night)

Club: Pop Music Club

Best Subject(s):

-Swimming

-Flying

-Music

-Art

-Astrology

-Conjuration

Favorite Color: Dark and Pastel Colors

Favorite Food: Anything that smells good

Least Favorite Food: Ask both Jeanne and Night about the least favorite food and they are going to say: “Blue Cheese and Sweet Potato Pie.”

Likes: Sweets, music, making new music along with Isa and Night, dancing, walking around the dorm environment(either with Isa or by herself), keeping her secrets to herself, causing mischiefs, cooking, fighting(depends on her mood on day)

Dislikes: She hates loud noises even when she is trying to have some peace and quiet, her ‘Terrifying’ side, ADeuce’s shenanigans, being dragged without the dorm warden and Vice dorm leader’s permission, Crowely(TBH all of the girls dislikes Crowley)

Hobbies: Rapping, Cooking and playing an instrument

Talents: Keen Eyesight, Room reading

Nicknames:

-J-J(Isa)

-Ket (Night)

-Miss Jean(The members of the Sapphire Lake Dorm)

Other Nicknames:

-Partner in Crime(Ruggie)

- Little Shorty(Leona)

-Bashee girl(Sebek)

-Bestie J-J(Kalim)

-Rapper Min-Ni( Former Stage and Nickname)

Appearance and Personality

Appearance: Jeanne had dark violet hair that is put up in messy buns. It’s reach to lower back if straight down. Her eyes is purple but have some shine in them. She have chest tattoo of her favorite view: the night sky from the cliff.

Personality: Calling her Kalim 2.0 is understatement. Jeanne is the most friendliest out of the three. Coming from the Keket Family, she can tell who is trustworthy or not. She can’t be fooled but can be tricked by. Only to be feared when her friendly expression turn blank and deadly. She rarely frowns but if she does, she sees something that she don’t like and was tricked. The dorm is like Isa and Night but she WILL get sadistic and shows no mercy barking orders. Her past trauma with her father proves to everyone even the friendly person want to heard out loud. And She can fight for her loved ones and will get competitive and clever.

𝑻𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒂

-Known as Rapper Min-Ni before she went missing

-A partner in crime of Mischief with Ruggie

-Her UM is Banshee’s Song and Possession

- Her ‘Terrifying’ side is her cold hearted and stern side that most try and/or avoid at all times

-She wanted to throw Crowley out of the window

- Gets along with Kalim but also teaches him right and wrong

-Wanted to avoid Sebek and Vil at all times

𝕀𝕤𝕠𝕝𝕒𝕓𝕖𝕝𝕝𝕒 𝕋𝕤𝕦𝕜𝕚𝕚

Name: Isolabella Tsukii

Romaji: Tsukii Isolabella

Quote: “Our Flaws is our strength! Don’t let those negative thoughts get to your head!!”

V/A: Minerva (Fairy Tail and in Japanese)

Gender: female

Age: 17

Birthday: January 23rd

Zodiac Sign: Aquarius

Eye color: right eye is amethyst and the left eye is scarlet

Hair Color: burgundy

Height: 5’6

Weight:90 lbs

Race: possessed vessel

Homeland: Yokohama Japan

Family:

-Unnamed mother and father(Her father went missing but her mother sadly passed away when Tsukii was at a young age of 6)

-Kurayami and Revenge Tsukii(older brothers)

School Status and Fun Facts

Dorm: Sapphire Lake Manor

School Year: Sophomore

Class: 2-A

Student Number: No. 17

Occupation: DJ, Bartender and party host(The party host is known by the DJ and Bartender is kept hidden)

Club: Pop Music Club and Basketball Club

Best Subject(s):

-Ancient Curse

-Conjuration

-Alchemy

-Math

-Flying

-Swimming

-Poison Maker

Favorite Color: Dark Colors but cute colors as well(hates bright colors)

Favorite Food: She is not picky but anything she can make for her dorm members and the teachers

Least Favorite Food: Ask her about the least favorite food. The answer you will get from her is Raw Clam, Liver and Olives

Likes: dark places, Halloween, calm and quiet places, staying up all night, rainy days and storms, dancing and singing at any language,cooking and Baking

Dislikes: Crowley(DEEPLY DESPISE HIM), getting forced to sleep, her urge to get into fights, getting in trouble, fighting with Jeanne, Summer, hot days, wearing bright colors and skirt and dress( will immediately burn them)

Hobbies: dancing, singing, rapping, floating without knowing, park core

Talents: Can tell when someone is lying, dancing, singing/rapping, empathetic

Nicknames: Isa(Normal in dorm) Atsu (Jeanne) TsuTsu(Night)

Other Nicknames:

-The Silent Girl(Deuce)

-General Tsukii(The members since her voice sounds like a military general barking orders)

-The Fashion Girl(Vil but she accepted)

-Mom (The insecure members and it’s very ironic and it’s makes her laugh)

-Big sis(Cheka. She shows a older sister vibes)

Appearance and Personality

Appearance: Isa got light tan skin{The Picrew I choose don’t have skin color option :( } she have freckles on her shoulders that is visible is looking very closely, her hair is burgundy that reach her butt and is put up in a high braid ponytail, she have three tattoos. One is ancient Japanese dragon in her thigh and two whole arm tattoos of cherry blossoms, roses and tulips with chains.

Personality: Isa is very observant and distant. At first meeting her, she will act uninterested and always avoid conversations. She rarely smiles at first but she started to show her smile and true emotions: a kind and gentle person. She is very affectionate in actions in either romantic or platonic way. She loves to cuddle so she is found cuddling Jeanne and Night in a rainy night. Her sadistic side is what Night warned everyone about pushing her buttons the right way before she gets sadistic VERY quick and never like being push around like a slave. At dorm: She shows dominance(not in that way pervs..) and won’t let anyone talk bad about the dormitory and the members. Her voice is very booming and sounds like a military general giving orders.

𝑻𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒂

-Isa was known as the girl with RBF(Resting Bitch Face in case you don’t know)

- Tsukii is Blasian (She have a Black father and Asian mother)

-Her UM is Spirit’s Cries and Control

- Is from a family who have excellent relationships with spirits

-Hates skirts and dresses but she got used it after the first time wearing said skirt and dress

- She may be a girl but she knows how to fight (Which cause her to get into fight with a group of boys who called her a toy)

-Rather avoid Azul, Rook, Riddle and Leona then to talk to them

- She is a DJ, Bartender(Kept secret from the NRC) and a party host (Wide known)

- Bright colors clothes will immediately get burned by Isa

-Siren(Former Stage and Nickname)

- There’s actually rules to how to avoid her in..certain nights but that’s a story for another day

- Jeanne, Night and Isa shared girl boss energy

- Isa is the most sadistic girl but it only if SHE wants to

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lilolpotato · 3 years ago

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I posted 439 times in 2021

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My Top Posts in 2021

Makes you sit in their lap as you hold their blunt for them, letting them breathe in the smoke. Every so often, they’ll press their lips to yours and blowing the smoke into your mouth, praising you when you don’t cough

KYOUTANI, Tendou, Iwaizumi, KIYOKO, Mattsun, Suna, Kuroo, SUGAWARA,

673 notes • Posted 2021-06-02 21:04:26 GMT

I might make a fantasy!bnha series

I’m thinking:

ruthless pirate king dabi

charming and rugged thief hawks

innocent forest nymph izuku

spoiled sheltered prince shoto

neglected, misunderstood half dragon bakugou

mysterious alluring siren shinsou

dark and eccentric sorcerer aizawa

free spirited adventurer denki

poor apprentice blacksmith who secretly adds magic to his pieces kirishima

controlling paranoid tyrant shigaraki

lemme know which ones are your favorites and I might do fantasy month!!! And nothing is set in stone ofc I still might make changes :D

Here it is!!!

751 notes • Posted 2021-04-07 03:12:11 GMT

So, yeah I'm lying awake rn it's already 12:01am and I have lazy request. Could you do some haikyuu boys (Kageyama, Akaashi and Kita) telling their s/o to go to sleep when they saw that they're still awake? You could do any scenarios u like as long as haikyuu boys tell s/o to sleep cuz I need sleep I have proposal this day🤦🏻‍♀️ - anon

HAIKYUU BOYS WHEN YOU REFUSE TO SLEEP

Fluff, very very soft

ONE nsfw reference, but only one

(aged up! Kageyama, Akaashi, and Kita)

KAGEYAMA

he’s such an awkward guy

He wakes up to the clicks and clacks of your aesthetic keyboard

he notices how long you’ve been working and gets a little concerned with the amount of coffee by your desk and your alarmingly wide eyes as you type as quickly as possible

Kageyama’s a little nervous to approach you, because he knows you’ve been stressed and he doesn’t want to make it worse

But that quickly goes away as he takes in your exhausted appearance and the bags underneath your eyes

Slowly, he approaches you like you’re a wounded animal, and rests his large hands on your shoulders

He won’t say anything at first, just silently bends down in order to rest his forehead on your shoulder

When you don’t say anything, he sleepily mumbles, “Come back to bed with me? I, um. I miss you.”

He gently pulls you away from your work, even though you protest a little, and brings you into his arms.

He might overwork himself every now and then, but he will not tolerate you doing the same, especially if it affects your health.

“Close your eyes, okay? Just for a little bit...” he trails off as you both fall asleep, his arms wrapped around you and your head on his chest

AKAASHI

Akaashi is no stranger to this habit of yours.

You both go to bed at eleven, and yet only Akaashi actually goes to sleep.

He woke up to the sound of “These chicken nuggets are bussin bussin.”

You smiled sheepishly at him, the light of your phone illuminating your face as he groggily noticed the time. 3:42 am.

He pulled you into him, snuggling into your chest as he breathed a soft sigh of contentment.

“Please sleep love. Listening to people talk about Nature’s Cereal isn’t worth losing sleep over.” He grumbled.

He pouted a little looking up at you, “besides I saw Bokuto on your for you page once and it made me jealous.”

Sleepy Akaashi was both a baby and a grumpy neighbor, it was undeniable

But sleepy Akaashi was also irresistible, and your eyes finally felt heavy as you passed out with his face almost suffocated by your chest and your deep breaths slightly moving strands of his hair

The next morning he’ll wake up early to make chicken (or vegan chicken substitute) nuggets and pancakes, and will have the ingredients set up for you guys to try Nature’s Cereal

KITA

He refuses to sleep until you have

You’re the love of his life? He wants to do everything with you.

That doesn’t mean you won’t hear him complain every now and then.

“It’s not logical, you could just do this in the morning after proper rest.”

“Are you reading hurt comfort fanfiction while doing math?”

Even if he tried to go to sleep while you stay up he’ll feel really guilty and just won’t be able to sleep.

He literally goes through the fives stages of grief.

“No, we aren’t staying up late. We’re not doing it.” Kita grumpily crossed his arms and plopped on the bed.

“Why am I so bad at cooking rice? I should be good, I’m a rice farmer for goodness sake!” He complained quietly to his pillow.

“Okay, Y/n if you go to sleep right now I’ll let you peg me.” He said with a serious face. (you admittedly weighed your options with that one)

“This is sad. I have to wake up at 8. I’m sad now.” He pouted, sleepy tears falling down his face as he rubbed his eyes.

“I’m not sleeping tonight, am I.” He let out a heavy sigh.

At about 1 am, he takes away your computer so you have to go to sleep

You both lie in bed, all of a sudden not feeling all that sleepy.

“Shin, can I peg you now?”

“... yeah.” He sighed.

828 notes • Posted 2021-03-28 00:18:22 GMT

wraps their beefy arm around your waist and pulls you towards them into a kiss-

IWAIZUMI, BOKUTO, Atsumu, Aran, Kuroo, Mattsun, Daichi, KYOUTANI

925 notes • Posted 2021-03-06 00:33:07 GMT

Loves tucking their head into your neck as you knot your fingers in their hair and they sneakily suck hickies into your skin as you try and talk to someone, and laughs when you moan in the middle of talking:

ATSUMU, Tsukkishima, KUROO, Sugawara, Nishinoya, SUNA, Hanamakki, Mattsukawa, Konoha, AKAASHI, Tendou, Kunimi, OIKAWA

1237 notes • Posted 2021-03-15 03:00:43 GMT

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whumpcollector · 4 years ago

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Kai and 07: Flu Season

I return. The semester is over, my schedule is clear and I’m ready to fucking WRITE baby. This the next piece in Kai and 07′s story. I hope you all enjoy it.

CW: Hospitals, drugging in a medical context, dehumanization, slavery, institutionalized slavery, vomiting. (If I’ve missed anything let me know)

07 knelt on the bathroom floor, hands gripping the rim on the toilet bowl and sweat pouring down their face. They had spent the past few minutes vomiting out the contents of their stomach, bile burning their throat and mouth. They breathed heavily, eyes locked on the closed bathroom door. They had tried to keep quiet, but there was only so much they could do and a possibility that they may have woken master made them want to be sick again.

A minute passed and there was no sound of footsteps, no slamming open of the bathroom door and grabbing of hair as master dragged them into the living room to punish them for daring to make enough noise to wake him. Daring to be sick enough to be an annoyance.

They let out a sigh of relief, this was the second night in a row they had managed to not wake master, and they hoped that they wouldn’t need to press their luck for a third. Luck had never been on their side before.

With a low groan they dragged themselves off of the bathroom. Their legs felt like jelly and their head swam as they limped back to their room. A shiver ran down their spine and they hugged their stomach, wanting to rush back towards the warmth of their blankets while also wanting to avoid moving too fast and making any noise.

07 reached their room, walking in and closing the door softly behind them. They flopped onto the floor of the closet, their little safe haven, and wrapped the blankets around themselves. A quick glance at a digital clock that master had installed showed that it was close to 3 am. They groaned softly, another bad night of sleep. Maybe they could push their luck and change the alarm from 6 to 7. Master usually did not wake up until a few hours after them.

They reached for the clock, fingers hovering over the alarm setting button before pulling their hand back. It wasn’t worth the risk. Master had given them many gifts lately, if they were caught being lazy the consequences would be withering. They could tough it out, they had been through worse.

Another shiver hit them and they pulled the blankets tighter around themselves. All of their body hurt, and their stomach was churning again. They hadn’t felt this bad in a long time. But they would be ok, when they woke up they would be ok. They desperately, fervently hoped that they would be ok.

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The alarm on the digital clock beeped noisily as 07 was ripped from their sleep. They were not ok. They were as far from ok as one could be while still being alive. Their head was pounding, their throat was dry and scratchy, and the mere thought of moving made their limbs ache.

The possibility that they were dying came across their mind. It didn’t seem unlikely at this point. A part of them were scared by the prospect, another felt like dying and letting this be over with wouldn’t be so bad. Another, smaller, almost utterly silent part wondered if maybe they could beg Master to take a day to recover.

No, no, no never no. Master may have been understanding and kind, but his generosity wasn’t limitless, it couldn't be. Asking for anything after being given so much would be nothing short of an insult. They couldn’t afford to do that, they wouldn’t be able to take a punishment. They just wouldn’t.

The alarm sounded again, the loud noise making 07’s head pound. They limply turned the clock off. A warm silence fell and 07’s eyes grew heavy. It would be so nice, so easy to just fall back asleep.

NO! They forced their eyes open and dragged themselves upright, legs shaking and vision swimming as they did. They...they had to get up. Had to work. Had to stay on Master’s good side. They could do this, they could do this.

Their steps towards the door were slow and shaky, each one feeling harder than the last. They pushed the door open slowly, stumbling forward slightly into the hallway. A draft blew through the house, sending another wave of shivers down 07’s spine. They warped their arms tightly around their body and made their way into the kitchen.

The kitchen sink still had dishes in it, remnants from last night. 07 looked at them hopelessly. They had left them there because they had wanted to go to bed a bit early, telling themselves they would clean them when they felt better the next day. Now the small stack of plates and cutlery looked like a mountain to climb.

07 stood in the kitchen, trying to psych themselves up. It wouldn’t be too much work. Breakfast could be quick, some toast and eggs. Master Kai had been busy the past few days, a big order for an important client as he had put it. A smaller breakfast wouldn’t be something he would mind. Then they could do all the dishes in one batch. That was manageable. Alright, time to g-

The sound of the refrigerator opening snapped 07 out of their thoughts. Their eyes went wide as they saw Master Kai rummaging through the contents of the fridge. They quickly looked to the wall clock. 8:15?! Had they really just stood there like a useless piece of shit for more than an hour? Their gaze snapped back to Master, who was pulling out an old box of Chinese take-out.

He glanced at them over his shoulder. “Morning, 07.” The greeting was quick, and Master was already leaving after grabbing a fork from the drawer. “Lotta work to do, I’ll be at the forge if you need me”.

07 watched gormlessly as Master turned the corner and disappeared. Their brain took a few seconds to process what was happening. They blinked once, then twice, and then felt their knees buckle as a wave of panic hit them.

They had just STOOD there! And did NOTHING! In front of their MASTER! They didn’t have breakfast ready and there were dishes in the sink and they had just stood around while their master was right there they didn’t even bow or respond to him an-

A fit of coughing knocked them out of their spiraling. The rough sound echoed through the empty house and 07 suddenly felt very cold and very alone. They took a moment to recover and pull themselves together. Well, Master was out at the forge and breakfast seemed to be...taken care of? That meant they could clean the dishes at least. And when they were done with that they could maybe take it slow, there wasn’t much to do and what housework was left was pretty light.

07 took a deep breath and walked to the sink. Their arms ached and their vision was spotty, but they had done harder work under worse conditions. All they had to do was wash the dishes and maybe vacuum or clean the windows. Nothing they couldn’t handle. They could do this, they would be fine.

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Kai brought his hammer down onto the hot blade in front of him, sending up a spray of sparks and finally molding it into the shape he wanted. He grabbed the blade with a pair of tongs and dunked into a nearby bucket of water, waving away the cloud of smoke that emanated from the cooling metal.

Last one for the day, not bad progress he mused as he set about shutting the forge off and putting his tools back into place. It would be close but he’d probably finish up by the deadline. Hopefully he would at least. Even if he didn’t he was on good terms with the client, he could probably get away with a slight delay.

It was getting dark. Winter days were short and forging in the cold of night wasn’t something Kai was interested in. He checked his watch...6:30 pm. It was a bit early for dinner, but he had skipped lunch. Oh well, 07 probably wouldn’t mind cooking a bit earlier than usual.

Even if they did mind they probably wouldn’t say anything. The thought bothered Kai. He was still getting used to the whole...having a slave thing. All that power over someone else, it made him feel...weird. He didn’t like it. He was an idiot who shouldn’t be given responsibility over a cactus, much less a whole entire person. Still, it seemed like 07 was doing alright so maybe he wasn’t doing too badly.

Cold air rushed in after him as he entered his house. A loud noise was coming from the living room, sounded like 07 was vacuuming. Kai shot a quick glance towards the floor. Hm, it seemed like 07 vacuumed the whole house. Much as he still felt weird about having them around, Kai couldn’t deny they were a godsend. His place hadn’t been this well kept since, well since he moved in fifteen years ago.

He should find a way to thank them for all their work. Maybe a gift of some sort? Some trinket to put in their room to add a bit of decoration. He didn’t know what their aesthetic tastes were though. They liked animals...maybe something zoo themed?

Maybe they wouldn’t mind hanging a sword on their wall. Everyone likes swords right?

Kai mused to himself as took off his jacket, hanging it over his arm and making his way into the living room. Sure enough 07 was busy vacuuming the floor, their movements slow and deliberate and their focus squarely on the task at hand. Kai stood back and watched them for a bit. They looked so intense, they always did. Like every small chore was the most important thing they would ever do in their life. It was endearing, at least it would be if Kai didn’t have…less than pleasant theories regarding where that attitude came from.

As Kai watched them he noticed something was off. At a closer glance their movements were less deliberate and more…sluggish. They were hunched over, their legs were shaky, and their face was scrunched up like they were in pain.

“Hey 07, you alright?” Kai asked, walking towards them. They didn’t respond, their gaze still on the vacuum like they were in a trance. “Hey! 07!”

07’s eyes shot open and they turned abruptly towards Kai. Their sudden movement caused them to drop the vacuum handle, and it hit the ground with a dull thud. They turned to look at the vacuum, then back to Kai, then back to the vacuum before their eyes rolled into their head and they crumpled to the floor.

“SHIT!” Kai rushed to them, kneeling down next to their body and placing a hand on their forehead. Jesus fucking shit they were burning up. His mind raced, what should he do. Fuck, what should he do. Maybe...fuck it, he wasn’t taking any chances. He wrapped them in his jacket and picked them up. They were light...really fucking light. Whatever, more pressing matters at hand.

He dashed to the front door, grabbing his keys off the hook on the wall. The driveway was clear, thankfully. He gently placed 07 down in the backseat of the car, strapping them down with the seat belts so they wouldn’t roll onto the floor. Kai jammed the key into the ignition, swearing heavily as the engine stalled due to the cold. Once the vehicle started up Kai all but barreled out of the driveway and began making a beeline for the local hospital.

The roads were empty and Kai drove as fast as wasn’t suicidal. Couldn’t get 07 the help they needed if he wrapped his car around a fucking tree right? Hahahahahahahaha.

Fuck.

Kai glanced at them in the rearview mirror. They were still unconscious, but it didn’t look like they had gotten any worse. Not to Kai at least. But then again what the fuck did he know? It was perfectly fucking possible that they were dying back there and he just couldn’t tell.

“Oh fucking...DAMN IT.”

He pressed harder on the gas, he could afford to go a bit faster. It was only a few more miles to the hospital anyways. The silence in the car was starting to feel suffocating, and Kai turned on the radio just to have some noise fill the air. The rest of the drive was uneventful, and Kai found himself pulling into the hospital parking lot sooner than he expected. Well, at least something was going well.

He unbuckled the still unconscious 07 and scooped them into his arms. The parking lot was almost empty, which meant the ER wouldn’t be too busy. Another lucky break. He entered the reception area, it was empty aside from the receptionist and one other person waiting. He walked up to the desk, clearing his throat to get the receptionists attention.

“Excuse me, I need help.”

The receptionist looked up from the file she was reading, startling slightly at the sight of 07 in Kai’s arms. “Oh, um, yes, how can I help.”

“They fell unconscious in my house. They have a fever. I think they’re sick.”

Brilliant observation genius.

The receptionist nodded. “Ok, one moment”. She made a call on the intercom and two nurses showed up with a stretcher. Kai gently put 07 onto it and they were taken away. He wanted to follow but was told to wait for a doctor to get him. He didn’t argue, best leave this to the professionals.

“Excuse me sir, if you wouldn;t mind there is some information I need to get down.”

Kai turned. “Oh, yes of course.” He sat at the chair in front of the reception desk.

The talk with the receptionist was a welcome distraction. It was all basic stuff, names, insurance, nothing that Kai couldn’t provide off the top of his head. He did get a strange look when he mentioned 07’s name, but the explanation of them being a slave seemed to clear that up.

Now all he could do was wait. He sat in the reception area, mindlessly looking through his emails and social media. The almost incomprehensible stream of advertisements, news, and shitty memes proved an effective distraction until he was approached by a doctor.

“Excuse me, Mr. Kai is it?”

Kai looked up, pocketing his phone and standing. “Yes, that's me.”

“Hello. My name is Doctor Graves. I have good news, your slave, 07 right?” Kai nodded. “Well all that's wrong is a case of the flu. It seems they passed out from exhaustion. They’re still unconscious but they’re stable. We have them on some medication and they should hopefully wake up soon.”

Kai let out a breath of relief. It was just the flou, they were fine. “Thanks doc. That's good to hear”.

The doctor nodded. “You know, generally speaking it's better to let slaves rest when they are sick instead of working them too hard. Even the common cold can be dangerous if left untreated.”

Kai raised his eyebrows, crossing his arms and frowning. “Hey! I didn’t do this to them”.

“I’m sure you didn't but…”

“Listen, I didn’t know they were sick. I’ve been busy and wasn’t paying too much attention. If I had known I would have told them to take it easy.”

The doctor didn’t seem convinced. “Be that as it may, I would recommend you pay more attention to them in the future. Negligence is the number one cause of death in slaves.”

Kai sighed, dropping his arms and slumping slightly. “Yeah doc, thanks for the advice. I’ll keep that in mind.”

The doctor nodded again. “I’ll have someone let you know when they wake up.”

Kai sat back down, placing his head in his hands. The doctor was right, he had really fucked up. How could he have just...not fucking notice? 07 had been suffering for what, three days? Forcing themselves to work while they were sick and he apparently didn’t care enough to even fucking notice.

God damn it. He knew he wasn’t cut out for this shit, he knew it. 07 would be better off with anyone else, someone fucking competent. Not his dumb ass. He let out another sigh, sliding his hands down his face and letting them rest in his lap.

Well, regardless of his lack of ability 07 would be with him for at least four more months. He was sure after all this shit they’d be counting down the days they could leave for someone even slightly qualified to care for another human being. He didn’t blame them. He wouldn't want to be stuck with him either.

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07 woke slowly, consciousness having to fight through a thick haze to reach them. The first thing they noticed was a strange beeping noise, followed by the stark whiteness of the walls. This...this wasn’t their room. Where were they, where was Master? What was going on?

Piece by piece their mind began to remember what had happened. They had finished the dishes and decided to...vacuum around the house. It took longer than they expected, the noise from the vacuum made their head pound and they had to take a few breaks to gather themselves. Then Master had come in from outside and then...then.

Panic hit them like a bullet, they had passed out in front of Master. Was he angry at them? Is that why they were alone in some strange room? What...what was going to happen to them. Their breathing grew rapid and shallow. The strange beeping noise began to grow faster and more erratic. What was that? Was it bad?

They heard voices and saw people that they didn’t recognize entered the room. 07 tried to shrink away, they didn’t want to be with these people. They...they wanted Master. The strangers got closer, crowding around them. They wanted to get away, but they couldn’t. They were trapped. They were…

They were on a bed.

A bed with walls that trapped them in and people were hovering over them, grabbing at their arms and chest. Panic gave way to desperation, and they began to struggle. They tried to flail, to get their arms away from the strangers’ grip. Despite their best efforts they couldn’t get away.

“N-no…” they began to beg. “Please...no. Please...don’t.”

The strangers wouldn’t let them go. They heard voices, words coming from their mouths but they couldn’t tell what they were. The fog of fear muddled everything around them.

“Please...please. Let me go. Please”.

They screwed their eyes shut, not wanting to see what the strangers might do. A sickening sense of familiarity hit them. It was going to happen again. It was going to happen again and they didn’t want it to happen again. They didn’t want to...to…

Their arms were let go and they felt a hand rest gently on their shoulder. They tensed, waiting for the grip to turn harsh or for it to start tearing at their shirt. Instead nothing happened. 07 opened their eyes slowly and turned to see...Master Kai?

Master Kai!

He gave a small smile. “Hey there 07, how are you holding up?”

They didn’t know what to say. Their mind was still hazy and the sudden shift from panic to relief had given them whiplash. But still, their master was talking to them and they needed to say something.

“I...I...good?”

They berated themselves internally. What a clumsy and stupid response. But Master Kai didn’t seem to mind. He never seemed to mind when they were stupid.

“That's good, that's good.” He let out a small chuckle. “You gave me quite a scare you know?”

“Excuse me Mr. Kai? I would like to speak to you about a few things before we discharge your slave.”

“Oh. Alright.”

The two men began to talk and 07 laid back, closing their eyes and drowning out what was being said. It was not the place of a slave to eavesdrop or insert themselves into their master’s business. Now that the panic had worn off they found themselves feeling rather tired. They still didn’t feel great, and getting to rest a bit longer would be nice. But they had to wait, they...needed Master’s permission first.

“Mmm...may...mmmm…”

Their attempt at a question limply railed off into soft mumbling. Before they could try again they felt Master squeeze their shoulder.

“Just rest 07. I’ll wake you up when we need to head home.”

07 was asleep before he finished his sentence.

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Kai pulled into the driveway with a relieved sigh. It was nice to be back home, Kai had never liked hospitals. He shut off his car and stepped out, walking to the backseat and pulling the still asleep 07 into his arms. He didn’t have the heart to wake them up when they had been discharged.

He entered his house and walked into the living room, only to be met by the lord wiring of the vacuum cleaner. Damn, that thing had been running for...shit 7 hours? Well there goes the electricity bill. The loud noise also had the unwelcome side effect of waking 07. They stirred in his arms, blinking blearily and looking around the room.

“Aw, piss.” Kai walked over to the vacuum, shifting 07 around slightly so he could turn the damn thing off. “Shut it will ya?”

“M...Master Kai?” Their voice was rough.

“Oh, hey 07.” Kai looked down to see 07 looking at him, seemingly still disoriented. “We’re back home, hold on, I'll get you to b-your room.”

07 simply nodded, closing their eyes again and starting to nod off. God they really were tired weren’t they. That or whatever the hospital had given them was hitting them hard. Either way they’d probably be out for another day. Maybe longer. Oh well, they had earned the rest.

Kai set 07 down in their closet...room...thing. This whole situation was still weird to him. He wanted to talk to them about maybe moving to an air mattress or futon at some point but that would have to come later. One thing at a time and all that.

He tucked 07 beneath the blankets, making sure they were wrapped up tightly. The blankets were thick, but it was still a cold night and that damn draft was still going on. Fuck! He needed to get that fixed. Ugh, tomorrow he was tracking down whatever hole in the wall was causing that draft and patching it with extreme prejudice.

He shook his head slightly and left the room, walking to a storage closet and pulling out an old space heater. He put the heater down in 07’s room, plugging it in and turning it to a warm but not sweltering temperature. There, now 07 should be comfortable.

Kai stood in the room and watched 07 for a few minutes, watching for anything that might be cause for concern. Aside from a few sniffles 07 stayed sound asleep and Kai decided he was just being paranoid now. It wasn’t anything serious, just a case of the flu. Bed rest and fluids, nothing more complicated. The doctor recommended they be given at least two days to recover, and he intended to make sure they took that time to rest.

Guilt hit him again. He shouldn’t have ever let it get this bad. He needed to be more attentive, be more aware. He needed to be better. For their sake. He wasn’t going to fail someone else again.

At least, no more than he already had.

Tags: @haro-whumps @cupcakes-and-pain

#kai #07 #whump #slave whump #medical whump #sorta #i can't wait until I figure out Kai's characterization #its gonna be great #Ill be able to give him a persoanlity and everything

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magic-is-beauty · 3 years ago

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I posted 23,439 times in 2021

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Kenzie's 200 follower celebration!!

First off thank you so much for being here and dealing with my complete and utter bullshit!!!

Rules: send me one of the following celebration asks and I'll answer. Feel free to send as many as you want!!

Theme: Stars!!

Date: September 26th - October 10th

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I was the girl they didn't want

I became the girl they couldn't have.

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Kenzi's 100 celebration!!!

I genuinely don't understand why anyone would follow me, but thank you so much!!! Thank you all so much, I'm terrible at expressing gratitude but thank you :)

It will be from July 7 to July 15 and you can send as many asks as you would like to!!!

🌹Rose-Ask me whatever questions you want to know! This is for you to get to know me more!!!

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plumrabbit · 4 years ago

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Character study: Pre-Inquisition - Eli Lavellan

Tagged by @charlatron thank you! These are always so fun :)

(Sorry this image is crap, I just think this pose suits her very well 😆)

Layer 01: The Outside

Eye Colour: Orange/yellow

Hair Style / Colour: Long, somewhat unruly, braided and in a ponytail/white.

Height: 170cm

Clothing Style: Simple, practical, and comfortable, but aesthetically pleasing. She wears sleeveless, form-fitting tunics so that her mobility isn’t impeded. She layers loose-fitting cloaks on top in colder weather.

Best Physical Feature: Powerful thighs 😆

Layer 02: The Inside

Fears: Failing those who depend on her.

Guilty Pleasure: Eating way too many berries.

Biggest Pet Peeve: Willful ignorance.

Ambitions For The Future: Traveling throughout Thedas, and beyond.

Layer 03: Thoughts

First Thoughts Waking Up: If there are any noticeable scents about, and what they could possibly be.

What They Think About Most: The motivation behind people’s behaviours.

What They Think About Before Bed: Nothing specific, she just lets her mind drift until she falls asleep.

What They Think Their Best Quality Is: Independence.

Layer 04: Either Or…

Single Or Group Dates: Group dates, a.k.a. just hanging out with friends.

To Be Loved Or Respected: Loved.

Beauty Or Brains: Brains. She finds someone beautiful if they are interesting.

Dogs Or Cats: Dogs.

Layer 05: Do They…

Lie: Only by omission.

Believe In Themselves: It’s not so much a question of whether she has confidence in her abilities as it is that she believes she can persevere through anything, even if she has to fumble her way through.

Believe In Love: Yes, but she knows it’s not always exactly as one would want.

Want Someone: Only if they want her in return, and only if they are genuine and serious.

Layer 06: Have They…

Been On Stage: Yes. She doesn’t mind entertaining and doesn’t have too much anxiety around speaking in front of crowds, so long as they leave her alone afterwards.

Done Drugs: Define “drugs”, you can find all sorts of plants in the Thedian wilderness...

Changed Who They Were To Fit In: More like she changed who she was so that she wouldn’t stick out.

Layer 07: What’s Their…

Favourite Colours: Shades of dusty blues and sage greens.

Favourite Animal: Snowy owl, and birds of prey in general.

Favourite Book: Her grandfather’s journal detailing the pharmaceutical use of regional plants.

Favourite Game: Tag, Hide-and-go-Seek, anything to do with running/agility/stealth.

Layer 08: Age

Day Their Next Birthday Will Be: 22nd Wintermarch (born under the sign of Tenebrium - The Shadow).

How Old Will They Be: 28

Layer 09: I…

I Love: “The mysteries of the world.”

I Feel: “What others feel.”

I Hide: “In my mind.”

I Miss: “Innocence.”

I Wish: “I had all the answers.”

Tagging: @sopml @celiacelie @dalish-gloves @charlatron @paisleybees @scharoux @mayahabee @an-egg-broke-my-heart @its-dragonage-trash @noire-pandora

#lavellan #dragon age inquisition #inquisitor lavellan #oc characterization #eli lavellan #my oc

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pheedraws · 4 years ago

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character study

tagged by the lovely @chuckhansen and @scarlettkat86! thank you both ❤

tagging @spicevalleys @tomexraider @amistrio @starsandskies @tommymillers and anyone else who would like to do it!

(since I haven’t spoken about the Fallout Duo yet I figured I’d do them...)

Layer 01: The Outside

Name: Nathaniel Wells (goes by ‘Nate’).

Eye Color: dark brown.

Hair Style/Color: warm black, kept short pre-war due to profession and personal preference; lets it grow longer after leaving the vault. same applies to facial hair.

Height: 6′1″

Clothing Style: dressed relatively smartly pre-war, wears whatever he can get his hands on nowadays (mainly scavenged armor or leathers suitable for mercenary work).

Best Physical Feature: his smile.

Layer 02: The Inside

Fears: losing Nora (after they’ve reunited), mirelurks, the glowing sea.

Guilty Pleasures: fancy lad snack cakes, getting on Mag’s nerves, watching the sun rise.

Biggest Pet-peeves: getting stuck training new Operators recruits (thanks, William), dealing with raiders all damn day.

Ambitions For The Future: survive, try to rebuild what they’ve lost, putting an end to the Institute’s bullshit.

Layer 03: Thoughts

First Thought Waking Up: *sigh* another day...

What They Think About Most: how things were before the war, what he’s lost... mostly he stews over what happened to Nora and Shaun; getting knocked out by Kellogg's bullet and frozen for another sixty years left him with a lot of gaps in that particular memory..

What They Think About Right Before Bed: what bullshit am I going to have to deal with tomorrow?

What They Think Their Good Quality Is: his loyalty.

Layer 04: Either Or

Single or Group Dates: while group dates were fun before the war, as he and Nora got more serious they both preferred just simply being with each other.

To Be Loved or Respected: respected.

Beauty or Brains: brains; kind of the difference between life or death now...

Dogs or Cats: dogs.

Layer 05: Do They...

Lie: he tries not to; he’s never been a convincing liar.

Believe In Themselves: he has moments of doubt and insecurities, but mercifully most got left behind when the bombs fell. combat is what he’s good at, what he’s used to, so those intrusive thoughts are easier to ignore these days.

Believe In Love: 100%, he tried to play it cool at first, but the moment he met Nora? he knew.

Want Someone: no one could replace Nora in his eyes.

Layer 06: Have They...

Been On Stage: yes; he reluctantly got roped into giving a lot of recruitment speeches when in the military.

Done Drugs: recreationally? never. he’ll even avoid using Med-X wherever possible.

Changed Who They Were To Fit In: before the bombs fell he’d always been quietly confident in himself and who he was, never really feeling the need to put up a facade or fake a personality to get by. post-war? he definitely ups the bravado to fit in with the others at Nuka World.

Layer 07: What’s Their...

Favorite Color: green (totally not because Nora first hit on him saying his uniform brought out his eyes).

Favorite Animal: dogs.

Favorite Book: Moby Dick.

Favorite Game: baseball (you would not believe how happy it made him that Fenway survived all-out nuclear war).

Layer 08: Age

Day Their Next Birthday Will Be: march 30.

How Old Will They Be: 239...

Layer 09: I...

I Love: my wife, my son, my family.

I Feel: apprehensive about the future; things can’t really get any worse, but will they ever get better?

I Hide: how lost I feel in this new world sometimes.

I Miss: my wife, my family, how easy things were before the war... and baseball.

I Wish: something good comes of all this.

Layer 01: The Outside

Name: Nora Wells.

Eye Color: dark brown.

Hair Style/Color: dark brown, usually meticulously styled. she still attempts to style it post-war, shortage of hairspray be damned.

Height: 5′4″

Clothing Style: like Nate, dressed smartly pre-war, favoring trouser suits to skirts. wears whatever she can get her hands on after leaving the vault, though she is still drawn to pre-war aesthetics.

Best Physical Feature: her eyes.

Layer 02: The Inside

Fears: not being able to find Shaun, losing Nate again (post-reunion), letting Preston and the Minutemen down.

Guilty Pleasures: hoarding any and all red lipstick she comes across, nuka cola, talking about the good ol’ days with Nick

Biggest Pet-peeves: Travis talking over songs on the radio, no bubble baths, getting stuck in rad storms.

Ambitions For The Future: find Shaun, stop the Institute, make the commonwealth a better place for settlers.

Layer 03: Thoughts

First Thought Waking Up: sanctuary really needs better mattresses...

What They Think About Most: how she’s going to find Shaun, how much she misses Nate and... before.

What They Think About Right Before Bed: wonder what’s gonna break tomorrow... please don’t let it be the water pump again.

What They Think Their Good Quality Is: her wit.

Layer 04: Either Or

Single or Group Dates: her and Nate had plenty of mutual friends who they loved going out with, but those times where it was just the two of them? those were her favourites.

To Be Loved or Respected: respected.

Beauty or Brains: she’s always believed in a healthy mix of the two.

Dogs or Cats: dogs [Dogmeat loved that]

Layer 05: Do They...

Lie: she has a way with words, so if a little white lie is going to help their cause or keep someone safe? she has no objection to it.

Believe In Themselves: Nora seems like a confident person, always has, but inside? she has a lot of doubts, doubly so after the war. she has more people relying on her now than ever before, so she often agonizes over whether she’s doing enough.

Believe In Love: of course. her and Nate were insufferable saps before the war and nothing could ever weaken that bond, not even death.

Want Someone: romantically? no. she wants her family back.

Layer 06: Have They...

Been On Stage: while she hasn’t been on stage outside of presentations and graduations, Nora treated the courtroom like a stage and boy, could she perform...

Done Drugs: she once tried Mentats while studying for high school exams with a friend. they really weren’t worth the yelling she received from her mother afterwards.

Changed Who They Were To Fit In: she did feel pressures to fit in throughout her youth, whether with friends or at school, and while she never intentionally set out to do so, she did change aspects of her personality depending on who she was with. thankfully no one really cares about appearances these days.

Layer 07: What’s Their

Favorite Color: red (and yes, she does need a lipstick in every shade).

Favorite Animal: foxes.

Favorite Book: The Maltese Falcon.

Favorite Game: blackjack (baseball is a close second).

Layer 08: Age

Day Their Next Birthday Will Be: june 3.

How Old Will They Be: 237. cryogenic stasis does wonders for anti-aging.

Layer 09: I...

I Love: my husband, my son, my family, Dogmeat.

I Feel: out of my depth, worried I’ll never get Shaun back.

I Hide: how lonely I feel.

I Miss: Nate, my family, hot running water.

I Wish: we can change the commonwealth for the better, and put an end to the institutes reign of terror.

#....I started writing this out three hours ago whoops #sorry to my dog who has been waiting for a walk since then #oc: nathaniel 'nate' wells #oc: nora wells #x: we'll meet again #Fallout #Fallout 4 #oc stuff #tag game

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gusdapperton-inactive · 5 years ago

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Recently someone asked if I would do a gif making tutorial, so here I am! I’m going to make this as in depth as I can, but if you have remaining questions or problems, feel free to send me them and I will try to help you to the best of my abilities.

Disclaimer: There are many ways to make a gif, but this is the method I’ve been using for years. This tutorial is very long and may make the process seem tedious, but I assure you, once you get the hang of making gifs you could do it in just under a few minutes!

This tutorial includes:

links to all of the sites and programs I use

lots of rambling (w/ pictures)

a short masterlist of my favorite photoshop sources at the end

Links:

Adobe Photoshop CC 2017

PotPlayer (64 bit)

uTorrent

4K Video Download

Photoshop, PotPlayer and uTorrent are the three programs you MUST have for this tutorial. The 4K Downloader is for YouTube/Instagram, which there are other sites you can use for that, but I prefer 4K to make sure I’m getting the best quality I can get. Best part, they’re all free :)

Torrent sites:

PirateBay

yts.lT (favorite)

Nyaa (anime)

These aren’t the only sites that offer torrents (nor are they the only ones I use). When you download torrents, try to be careful; if you think it’s sketchy, go ahead and try to find another. It’s not as scary as it seems, just be aware of what you’re clicking. Some are total duds but I usually have a pretty smooth time finding what I need unless it’s something unpopular or obscure. Whatever site you’re on, try to use the latest links (past hour/day/week) if it’s for a new movie or ongoing show. Also, if there’s the option, download magnet.

PirateBay gives me an ongoing issue with their links, so I try to avoid getting torrents from there if I think I can find it elsewhere. YTS is my favorite site for movies; they’re trustworthy and I’ve never had an issue :)

HD/1080p torrents often start popping up when the BluRay comes out, so don’t depend on any site to have it the day something premieres. Usually you’ll have to wait a few weeks/months. Until then it’ll just be CAMs which no one likes!

For this tutorial I’m going to be making a gif from IT: Chapter Two (link- click 1080p.WEB). Once you’ve gotten your torrent, open up uTorrent. It’ll ask you where you want your download stored, which I always just choose my Downloads folder.

It’s normal for it to take a while. It doesn’t take all day, but 40 min-2 hrs is usually what I have to wait. My laptop is pretty slow, RIP.

After it says it’s downloaded, you’ll have the .mp4 sitting in your Downloads folder (or whatever destination you chose, but Downloads is the default).

Before you close uTorrent, press the torrent file and then delete it (trash can icon above) so you can delete it from your Downloads folder. Otherwise, your computer will tell you the torrent is still open in the program and won’t let you. You won’t need it after you’ve gotten the .mp4.

So now we have the movie! Go ahead and open it up in PotPlayer. Right click > Open file(s) and select the movie. It will start playing automatically.

Note: You need to make folders for the frames to be held in. Its been so long since I’ve set up PotPlayer, I can’t remember if the program made the capture folder that’s in Desktop or if I did... if not, go ahead and make sure you have designated folders. (If you’re making 4 gifs, you need 4 separate folders, and so on.)

Go to the scene you’d like to gif. The scene I chose in this movie is one of the end scenes of the young Losers Club on their bikes (2hr43min).

Slide the edge of the program in to minimize the screen a little for the next step.

Now, right click > Video > Video Capture > Capture Consecutive Images

This will pop up:

Here is a closer look at the settings:

The key things to look at are the Image Type, Image Size, and Numbers/Frame to capture. And of course, make sure you have the right destination chosen in the Storage box because that’s where your frames are going to be. PNG and BMP are the best quality for the type of image. Always choose the original size of the frames. And, make sure you’re saving every frame (Every # frame must be kept at 1).

Make sure to start a few seconds before where you actually want to make a gif. Sometimes (every time lol) the start will lag and you won’t get every single frame you want or thought you were getting. In my case, the screen is fading from white, so I’m going to capture a few frames where the white can still be seen before the full color appears. This way I know I’m getting the most frames I can, and I don’t have to redo it later when I think my gif is too short because I’m missing frames.

While the movie is still paused, press Start in the smaller window, then press Play on your movie. Keep your mouse over the Pause button and end it when you’ve gotten all the frames you wanted. Then, Stop back in the small window.

I’ve saved 56 frames to my folder.

The size of the gif you want to make dictates how many frames you’ll be using. Remember the file size needs to be under 3MB. Recently Tumblr increased that size to 8MB, but the quality of the gif will drop drastically, so I ignore it now. (Although, it probably won’t look too different if it’s at like 3.1MB and barely goes over that limit.

540px wide- ~30 frames and under. Because these gifs are so wide, naturally, they’re already going to be a large file.

268px wide- ~50 frames

177px- ~70 & up

These numbers aren’t concrete, though. The taller and/or more contrasting colors in a gif, the bigger the file will be. The shorter and less contrast in colors, the smaller, and more likely you will be able to fit more frames into your gif. These are just what I find to be the case most of the time.

For the gif I’m making now, I’m going to keep it at 30 frames, so I know I’ll be deleting ~26 out of the 56 I saved to that folder.

Tip: I rarely make big changes to the coloring of my gif if I really like the way it looks. If my gif exceeds 3MB, I’d rather delete frames. IMO, nice coloring comes before fitting in as many frames as I can.

Moving on, now that we have the frames we want, go ahead and open up Photoshop. Go to File > Scripts > Load Files into Stack. The drop down that says ‘Files’ I change to ‘Folder’ and simply select wherever your frames are held. For me, they’re here:

Press OK, let them all load up, then you’ll press OK again in that grey window.

It takes a minute for all of the frames to load up in photoshop. The more you have, the longer it’ll take. Again, my laptop is slow as hell, so maybe it will be really fast for you.

When they’re done loading, go to Window > Animation.

Then, inside the Animation tab, make sure you have Create Frame Animation selected:

Then once you’ve pressed it Create Frame Animation, your first frame will appear. But we need them all, so look over to that four bar icon to the right of the tab and press Make Frames From Layers.

They’ll load all at once, but the gif is backwards. To fix that, simply go back to the same four bar icon and click Reverse Frames.

I’m going to go ahead and delete the frames I don’t want. For me, the beginning frames are unusable because there’s that white fade out in the start of the scene I chose. I’m going to delete those, then go ahead and delete any frame that comes after frame 30.

Here’s where I’m at now:

Now to resize it. I like the dimensions it currently has, so I’m not going to use the crop tool at the moment. But once you’ve cropped it to where you like, go to Image > Image Size and a new window will pop up. The widest a gif should be is 540px. How tall it is is up to you. Since I’m keeping the dimensions currently, my gif will resize to 540x225.

It’s VERY important to note, where it says ‘Resample:’ you need to have Bilinear selected. This effects the borders of your gif. Also, don’t make the mistake of resizing it in centimeters instead of pixels.

Now that it’s resized, you need to set the the frame delay. I choose either .05, .06, or .07. Anything outside of that looks to fast/slow to me (but I know a lot of people who like the way .03 or .04 look. It’s all preference.)

To select all of your frames at once, select the first frame, hold shift, then select your last frame. Then press where it says ‘0 sec.’ > Other > type in however fast you’d like your gif to be. I’m going to use .06. Double check every frame says .06, otherwise it’ll stay at 0 and be way too fast.

Now, again, click that four bar icon and select Convert to Timeline. The Animation tab looks like this now:

For now, look at our Layers Tab, so we can delete every frame that doesn’t show an eye icon next to it (as you can see, my first 5 frames):

With all of the excess frames gone, select all of the frames you have left (hold shift again) and then right click > Convert to Smart Object

Now, we see this left:

And, technically we’re done with the very basics of making a gif. But you definitely should sharpen and color it for it to look ‘nice’ and aesthetic. I’m going to color my gif now. Personally, I rarely use psds. It takes way too long for me to look through millions of psds, so I make coloring my own for each gif I make. I have two of my own psds, if you’d like to use either of those.

PSD01- this is a super basic psd I use to make any gif look brighter and more vibrant. There are more details in the post on how I use it.

PSD02- I included this psd within another tutorial for how I do color edits.

Both of these are my base psds, but if anyone wants me to do a separate tutorial for how I color gifs on a regular basis, I’ll gladly make one of those too!

Once you’re happy with how the colors look, it’s time to sharpen. Select your gif layer and go up to Filter > Sharpen > Unsharp Mask.

Here are my settings:

(Amount: 100%, Radius: 0.3px, Threshold: 0 levels)

Now sharpened and colored, here is my final result ready to post:

If you’re wondering, this gif is 2.42MB, so I could still make it brighter/more vibrant if I wanted to!

To save, go to File > Export > Save for Web.

A new window will pop up. There are more settings that you should check to make sure your gif looks as nice as possible, but they’re also up to preference and can range from creator. This is what I prefer:

Diffusion is good for bright and/or colorful gifs, but if the gif is dark, I’ll change it to Noise to see if I like that better. Also, always double check you have the loop set to forever, otherwise your gif will only loop once.

And you’re all done!

Here is a short masterlist of resources I recommend checking out and use often:

allscallie (DeviantArt)

Their psds are beautiful, especially if you’re into making moodboards. Everything is very aesthetic!

sttoneds (DeviantArt)

More psds, especially if you’re into gifsets/photosets that are color focused.

BEAPANDA (DeviantArt)

Literally everything they publish is gold. From brushes, textures, psds, renders; they have it all. Their packs are extremely well made, too. I highly recommend bookmarking them. (The renders and brushes look beautiful when you use them in your headers!)

allresources (Tumblr)

There are so many photoshop resource blogs here on tumblr, so to make it easy on you, theirs is the one I recommend the most! The tutorials and resources she makes herself are really great too.

Thank you for reading, and good luck +.ﾟ(*´∀｀)bﾟ+.ﾟｲｨ

#gif tutorial #photoshop tutorial #tutorial #*

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melodyalanaroster · 5 years ago

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MCL Tag Game

I was tagged by @candysweetposts! Thank you sweetie!

Nickname: My IRL nickname is Chelle. But Alana’s familial nickname is Mels.

Zodiac: Cancer

Height: I think I’m around 5 foot 4 inches... I haven’t measured myself in ages, but I know I’m at least 5 feet tall....

Hogwarts House: Slytherin

Last Thing I Googled: ATLA Zuko Transparent. I’ve gotten into Avatar The Last Airbender and I now have a crush on Zuko, so I wanted to make an edit with him....

Song Stuck In My Head: “Sit On My Face” by Monty Python. Because my brain is mostly sex stuff right now... I’m just trying to figure out how to express it in time for Sin Week....

Number Of Followers: 1,212 on this blog. 528 on my multi-fandom blog. Thanks for following me everyone!

Amount Of Sleep: Between 4-8 hours. Depending on when I have to go in to work, and when I pass out. I can pass out as early as 8 p.m. and be in and out of consciousness throughout the night until my alarm goes off at 5 a.m.... Or I can pass out as late as between 11 and midnight and sleep like a rock until my alarm goes off. If I don’t have to go to work early, I sometimes press the snooze button.

Lucky Number: 7 and 14 have always been my numbers... But, that’s because 07/14 is my birthday....

Dream Job: I would love to be a professional cosplayer or cosplay prop maker one day. I stopped making props while my mom was sick, but now, I’m waiting until everything calms down before I pick it up again...

Wearing: Short shorts and a large My Hero Academia T-Shirt

Favorite Song: It used to be “Nowhere Man” by The Beatles, but now... I don’t have a favorite. I love too much music to have a favorite song.

Favorite Instrument(s): Electric Guitar and Ocarina. I own an Ocarina... I just need to learn how to play it....

Aesthetic: It depends on my mood... Mostly, it’s geeky and cool... But, some days, its cute. Some days its goth. Some days its rebellious.

Favorite Author: Terry Pratchett. I haven’t read Discworld in it’s entirety... But I love the humor and themes. It’s comforting to watch the Discworld movies, and to enjoy Good Omens. The Death of the Discworld is such a complex character and is my favorite embodiment of the Grim Reaper.

Favorite Animal Noise: Cat sounds. Cats are so expressive. Their chirps are so cute.

Random: I'm sure everyone knows it... But I really miss my mom....

I’m tagging @rowenna-887, @idolcandy, @crystalrainwish, @tetrakys10 and anyone else who wants to do it.

#about me

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otakween · 4 years ago

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07 Ghost - Volume 13

Honestly, the Black Hawks look suits Teito. I kinda wish this was him legit going to the dark side instead of amnesia. Amnesia is so overdone in anime oh my God...

Now what I don’t get is does Ayanami legitimately want Teito to join his crew (because he’s strong) or are they just bidding their time until they can get control over the Eye of Mikhail or whatever?

Ch. 73

-This is one of those weird fantasy worlds where they have extremely advanced technology but they don’t really use it in their everyday lives. Like at the church they still study using books instead of computers and no one has a cellphone yet they apparently can digitally analyze Teito’s deep psyche lol. It doesn’t feel very consistent but I get that it’s all for the aesthetic

-It was nice to see the Eye of Mikhail for the first time in a long time. I missed him

Ch. 74

-I really like Ouka’s little pig tail hair ties. They look like cat ears :3 I feel like this is one of those things that would be tricky to replicate in a cosplay...

-Wait how did Ayanami squad undye Teito’s hair exactly...? I guess it was the cheap dye the washes out

-Omg dead at Hakuren describing Mikage and Teito’s thought bubble of human!Mikage wearing wings and bunny ears. Hilarious.

-Hakuren hugging Burupya and Burupya crying ;A; <3

-Sooo Ayanami is going to keep Teito alive until they can find the “password” to open Pandora’s box. Whatever that means. Is it going to be like a magic word?

Ch. 75

-”Ayanami is obsessed with Teito, intensely so” ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) Grade A yaoi bait ladies and gents

-Awww, Teito finally gets a little closure for Mikage’s death. Maybe now he’ll finally shut up about him? lol

-It was pretty cool to finally meet Mikage’s family. Family members often don’t get enough attention in anime/manga so it’s interesting to see their side of the grief :(

-The Oak’s house being a God house feels kinda too convenient. Like...small world

Ch. 76

-The ghosts have “cores” now? What is this Steven Universe!? (Or maybe Madoka?)

-So Relikt can see people’s “soul numbers” which kinda feels like something that was just made up on the spot for plot convenience. Can the other ghosts do this?

Ch. 77

-I swear, the “bad guy turns humans into dolls/statues/puppets” plot line is so overused at this point. It seems like such an oddly specific thing to be a cliche and yet...

-Wait wtf, Lance was part of the Oak family!? So then...why did he not blink an eye when Hakuren showed up as a student?? It seems kinda weird that this connection hasn’t even been foreshadowed. Also, talk about a small world! Again!

Ch, 78

-Rinka’s crush on Teito and Mikage’s support of her crush is so cute :) I can see it too, Teito’s kinda got that bad boy vibe when he’s not filling the shota role.

-We finally get a backstory for Mikage’s scar lol. Good to know it wasn’t anything traumatic I guess

-Wh-wha!? Are they gonna kill off Lance? ;A; nooo

-The way the mangaka draw themselves looks like Mesousa from Pani Poni Dash

-Lol at the Eye of Mikhail attacking the mangaka at the end. Love a 4th wall break

#07 ghost #manga

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tiadres · 4 years ago

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Pre-Inquisition Character Study

I was tagged by @noire-pandora thank you! Filled this for my both Inkys since I have one for both my worldstates now, so I guess this is the official introduction of my boy Tris ^^ Also my cat almost ruined this whole thing by sitting on my laptop while I was typing lol

Anwen Lavellan

Layer 01: The Outside

Eye Colour: sky blue

Hair Style / Colour: blonde, short. I imagine she used to have something like that bob hairstyle I used for her in-game before I started modding. I’d say around the time of the Conclave her hair was about the length like in this picture.

Height: 155 cm

Clothing Style: Relatively simple and comfortable; pretty much what you’d expect a Dalish mage to wear

Best Physical Feature: Her pretty eyes: when she smiles her eyes are like little, bright sapphires

Layer 02: The Inside

Fears: Something bad happening to Clan Lavellan

Guilty Pleasure: Going to skinny-dipping in the moonlight

Biggest Pet Peeve: People who think they’re better than everyone else

Ambitions For The Future: Becoming a good Keeper when it’s time for that

Layer 03: Thoughts

First Thoughts Waking Up: “I wonder what good will happen today?”

What They Think About Most: Magic, stories

What They Think About Before Bed: What she learnt that day/if something specific happened, that

What They Think Their Best Quality Is: Curiosity, kindness

Layer 04: Either Or…

Single Or Group Dates: Single dates

To Be Loved Or Respected: Loved

Beauty Or Brains: Brains. Beauty is nice but she appreciates the smarts (then in Haven she sees Cullen and is like “owo what a handsome man” and forgets her priorities lol)

Dogs Or Cats: Dogs. Anwen likes both but if she had to choose she’d pick dogs because they keep the Dread Wolf away ;--)

Layer 05: Do They…

Lie: Not really; Anwen is a terrible liar and doesn’t like doing so

Believe In Themselves: Yes

Believe In Love: Yes, even though she’s never been in love yet

Want Someone: She doesn’t have anyone specific in mind but occasionally she wonders what it would feel like to fall in love with someone and want to be with them. Most of the time she just focuses on her studies and spending whatever freetime she has with her friends.

Layer 06: Have They…

Been On Stage: As the Keeper’s First she’s had to do some “public appearances” in the clan like teaching the others about something, but I’m not sure if that counts as having been on stage. She is relaxed when speaking to a familiar group but at the early steps of the Inquisition she is a little nervous about addressing all those people (mainly humans) who think she’s the Herald of their Andraste.

Done Drugs: Elfroot? :--D

Changed Who They Were To Fit In: Nope

Layer 07: What’s Their…

Favourite Colours: Green, blue

Favourite Animal: Halla, owl

Favourite Book: Hmmm probably a book about Elven history, supposing her clan has something like that? Anwen loves reading so it might be hard to say just one favorite book. She mostly reads about history and magic but in Inquisition she will start reading stuff like Varric’s books, too (she and Cassandra have a little book club ^^)

Favourite Game: Wicked Grace, and also some Dalish game she used to play with her friends and family but I’d have to think more specifically about what kind of game that would be.

Layer 08: Age

Day Their Next Birthday Will Be: I hadn’t really thought about this before! But if I read the calendar right I’d say her birthday is sometime in Nubulis/Drakonis (the third month of the year). I chose that because I looked into this project about Thedas astrology and decided that Anwen’s sign could be Fervenial/The Oak. (if I’m reading all this correctly, I often feel confused by Thedas calendar and stuff like that for some reason ^^)

How Old Will They Be: 24

Layer 09: I…

I Love: “My friends”

I Feel: “excited about seeing new places”

I Hide: “my insecurities; I have to be strong for the sake of others”

I Miss: “My clan”

I Wish: “I understood the mysteries of the world”

Tris Lavellan

Layer 01: The Outside

Eye Colour: Green like emerald

Hair Style / Colour: Silver, long-ish and often messy because he’s been climbing trees or going trough some bushes.

Height: 160 cm

Clothing Style: Simple, practical. Tris likes scarves.

Best Physical Feature: Tris isn’t sure what he’d say his best feature is. Anwen says he has a nice nose so he’d probably go with that.

Layer 02: The Inside

Fears: Messing up

Guilty Pleasure: Sweets, wandering away from the camp when almost everyone else is sleeping (not sure if it counts as a “guilty pleasure” but it’s something that the Keeper has asked Tris not to do too much for the sake of safety).

Biggest Pet Peeve: People who are cruel to animals (is pet peeve strong enough a word? Because people hurting animals makes Tris FURIOUS).

Ambitions For The Future: Find a way to compensate for lack of magic (Tris always wanted to be a mage but wasn’t born with the gift of magic, and he was a little jealous to his best friend Anwen who became the First. In Inquisition he picks the Tempest specialization and and is happy to work with alchemy, which is the closest to magic he’ll ever get.)

Layer 03: Thoughts

First Thoughts Waking Up: “I wonder what’s for breakfast”

What They Think About Most: There are many things but one would be his loyal hart, Assan

What They Think About Before Bed: All the new and exciting things he saw during the day, like a colorful bird or a rare plant

What They Think Their Best Quality Is: He is patient and skillful with animals

Layer 04: Either Or…

Single Or Group Dates: Single dates

To Be Loved Or Respected: Loved

Beauty Or Brains: Brains. Tris enjoys aesthetically pleasing things but he does love a smart person. Later he could listen to Dorian or Solas for hours.

Dogs Or Cats: Cats, but he likes dogs too. When he’s in a relationship with Dorian he’ll realize Dorian reminds him of a cat...

Layer 05: Do They…

Lie: Not really

Believe In Themselves: In some matters yes, but he does have many insecurities

Believe In Love: Yes, even though his heart has been broken in the past

Want Someone: Yes

Layer 06: Have They…

Been On Stage: No, and he doesn’t enjoy being the center of attention

Done Drugs: Elfroot...

Changed Who They Were To Fit In: Not really. Even if there have been times when he’s been uncomfortable with himself he has never tried to pretend to be something he’s not just to fit in.

Layer 07: What’s Their…

Favourite Colours: Green

Favourite Animal: Hart

Favourite Book: He likes reading about a variety of subjects but his favorite is probably the Tale of the Champion. Cassandra isn’t the only one with a small crush on Hawke lol

Favourite Game: Do riding competitions count? Because Tris is very good at that and he enjoys the sensation of galloping trough the woods with a hart

Layer 08: Age

Day Their Next Birthday Will Be: His birthday is in Frumentum/Harvestmere (his astrological sign, according to that one interesting fan project, would be Silentir/The Silence).

How Old Will They Be: 25

Layer 09: I…

I Love: “a good trick”

I Feel: “overwhelmed about all the strange happening in the world”

I Hide: “my envy: I can’t help it but it’s an ugly emotion to have”

I Miss: “My clan”

I Wish: “I knew what it’s like to have magic”

Tagging @samwis @lootusemilia and @dragonageoutlet as always do it if you feel like it, and please tell me if you feel annoyed about me always tagging you dearies ^^”

#tia got tagged #da #Anwen Lavellan #Tris Lavellan

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let-me-vibe · 4 years ago

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!!!Hearth!!! The horror movie silent hill is on YouTube it’s basscally demon dabi backstory I would encourage a watch 👀

youtube

1:31- Why are they dressed like Dabi's boots

2:03- | God why am I here T-T

2:40- || What the hell is happening

3:47- | Does it have subtitles?

Nope

| Damn it speak up

4:12- Do we get any context at all for this shit. I mean same. But chill out, girlie.

5:58- Make it black

7:54- Oh hey look, more runes used purely for aesthetic. You box says "iwngynw", congrats. Hello yes I know runic, movies why do you do this

8:31- | Hell no

10:11- Okay, so half backstory with shitty acting. Got it.

11:30- | Asshole

11:49- | Oh, so she gets her chosen name during attendance

12:43- I'm not like other people, I'm weird, I'm different™

14:30- | Stopppp

14:59- | STOPPPP

| Looks like Moonfish

16:41- Foot, crotch, stomach, nose. Jab him with a key.

18:10- | Same

| Ew

18:58- | Annnnnd I take my leave

Bye, Keni

20:48- | STOP DOING THAT

20:53- They didn't even try to make that not look like rubber

23:38- || Wish I felt bad for that poor poor police guy

24:19- | And I have no idea what's going on in this movie right now

25:37- | Do You Facebook

26:35- | Movie gods, please do not

27:00- | Okay you can keep the rabbit, fuck the romantic subplot

29:15- Blood on a wall doesn't look like that, the letters run

|| Not gonna ask

30:56- | Do you have a warrant

32:16- I hate the way this movie does backstories

33:52- | Ooh goody, a cult, we must half-trigger all today

| Horror's like that

36:14- | They want you as a human sacrifice you idiot, fuck your dad. I'd leave mine. Sorry Dad.

Your dad's dead, he'd be fine.

| True

37:11- Same

37:47- Of fucking course

38:17- || Oh lord, I'm glad Keni left

40:46- | aaAa. No.

41:34- | Shoot that gun at someone and I'll commit a war crime

Do you want me to pull up the trigger list? Cuz---

| We'll be fine

44:50- | Duh, it's a cult

46:32- | Oh fun, loveless antagonist. Creative. Maybe I love her. Maybe I'll treat her nicely and make her a cake instead of setting her on fire. Maybe I won't give her reason to be in so much pain that she splits her soul in half. She's a child. God.

You're doing it again.

48:46- | Shit!

50:51- | Hell no

53:10- | Fuck you, I love Alessa and I want to make her hot chocolate :'(

56:10- | If they pull out that goddamn rabbit again---

What if it's Alessa's stuffed animal?

| Then she deserves it and I'll deal with it

57:22- || I too look hideous, scream, and cower when I'm suddenly faced with light

57:34- | WAR CRIMES IT IS

Hi, Akio

| I'm sitting with Keni and getting a smootie, fuck this.

1:00:35- Did Ujiko write this movie? With the staples and shit? He's into staples.

1:01:05- JIN THERE MIGHT BE A GUNSHOT COMING

| OKAY

1:02:07- This movie's weird

1:04:39- | HHhHHh

1:05:14- | I'm all for senseless gore, but this is ridiculous. Blood isn't scary.

1:07:36- Genuinely what the hell is happening

1:07:59- Also why the hell are they moaning

1:11:00- || Get ready Giri, it's your favorite part of horror movies

| It's fiiiiiiine all of this is in Alessa's head or something, I just need to think of it like I think of going after Zome

Of course you're coping by parenting

1:12:53- | Ewwww why with the kissing stop

1:13:13- | Deja vu, I've just bee---

1:14:20- Get ready for smellavision, PTSD's latest entertainment invention. "You can smell the flesh burning!"

Are you okay?

Yeah

1:14:24- | Alessa! Sweetie! My third gothic destruction child!

1:14:56- | Tomura I have a type in children

Was it the black clothing, being used as a tool, decay powers, or "I feel nothing but hate"

| Yes :')

1:15:40- | Kill her, baby!

Kuro...

1:16:39- | .....Alessa?

1:17:53- | Where the hell did Alessa go. She didn't die. Come on. I thought she could survive fire.

1:19:02- | Alessa no!!

|| What did you think was gonna happen?

1:19:35- | Cuz that's cult life babeyyyy

1:22:59- Really? The passed out cop-out?

1:24:28- | I miss my goth daughter, bring her back, I know they're gonna kiss, please make it up to me

1:27:21- | And then Alessa came back and the movie was 100x better

Unfortunate

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psi-psina · 6 years ago

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TOUR19 THE INSULATED WORLD, ZEPP NAGOYA, 19/04/2019

I felt the attempt to write something. :)

00. SE

01. 谿壑の欲

02. Downfall

03. 人間を被る

04. Rubbish Heap

05. Ash

06. Values Of Madness

07. DOZING GREEN

08. 赫

09. Celebrate Empty Howls

10. undecided

11. Ranunculus

12. Devote My Life

13. 軽蔑と始まり

14. 獣慾

15. 詩踏み

16. Followers

17. 鬼眼

18. Revelation of mankind

19. GRIEF

20. 冷血なりせば

Tonight, Nagoya did not have quite the strength of feeling among the fans that we did in Shinkiba, but it was still one of the best Nagoya crowds I’ve experienced and the live was just, incredible. One thing I will say though, is that shimote was not on point tonight, seriously Kaoru’s crowd was just….fuckin deadass, there wasn’t the energy or enthusiasm I’m used to having in shimote at all. The calls for ALL the members were pretty lacklustre compared to Shinkiba as well I must say, and no one in shimote was calling for encore, everyone was just standing there talking, I was like wtf? I kinda wish I’d been in kamite tonight. I was back in the Toshiya pit after being in the middle since the start of this tour and I gotta admit I have missed the view. Idk if it’s just because I am so used to being there, or if it’s because, when you are in the middle, you tend to miss all the other members more because it is almost impossible to look at anything but Kyo when you are in front of him. Or at least, I find it to be so. So I like being a bit to one side usually, and I think I’ll do that again in Osaka.

Unfortunately there were some prissy bitches in the Toshiya crowd that were a bit…unpleasant right at the start. You know those girls who sometimes are in the pit and want a solid,constant halo of space around them and will shove at the back of whoever is in front of them to keep them away…I was watching the chick in front of me do this to the girl standing in front of her during Keigaku and I wanted to smack her because I have had girls do that to me in the pit and it is NOT nice, it’s distracting and makes it extremely difficult to move in tandem with the people in front of you when you’ve got these shovey little hands pressing into your back to keep you in one spot. I once had one randomly shove me so hard while everyone was bouncing that I crashed into the person in front of me. They can be nasty. 😞

And if you’re behind them ah….I began the show directly behind this girl and her friend and every time I touched her due to moving with the rest of the crowd (the pit was MOVING to Keigaku and Downfall and I had to put my hands out at times to make sure I wasn’t being pushed up against her...) she would elbow and shove at me. :/ I was like bitch, what the fuck. There are two or three people and a rail right behind me and people are moving. Ugh, I hate it, it’s such a rude and bitchy way to behave in the pit. Like there is nothing wrong with wanting your own space and wanting to just dance and do your stupid little anime moves but like, just get behind the pit, for god’s sake. :( Anyway, she was being so nasty that by Downfall I got tired of being shoved and elbowed at, and admittedly, just started shoving her right back. Like honestly just go away, no one here wants that nonsense anywhere near them. Thankfully they moved somewhere else pretty fast and everyone was able to just settle in the their spots and it was lovely. However there was one other girl a few places ahead of me who stayed where she was and just flatly refused to headbang or move with the crowd for the entire show, people were smacking into her so much in songs like Juuyoku and Grief and Reiketsu, and if she wanted to stick out she certainly accomplished that. >.>

The members were in a fantastic mood though, Toshiya was absolutely glowing and Kaoru and Die were both really energetic and giving heaps of attitude and they moved around the stage a lot. Their outfits were all pretty much the same as has been described from the earlier gigs. Die REALLY sticks out in his red and white getup but it’s also oddly complimentary/in sync with Toshiya’s style. They’re both wearing these SUPER feminine, flowing outfits. And then Kaoru and Kyo also look kinda complimentary to me. Kyo looks sooooooooo good in these suits man, like this whole mafia-don aesthetic he’s got going on right now is sooooo sexy and those suits are, unsurprisingly, tailored to perfection like there have been a few moments he’s been in silhouette up on his crate and I literally cannot breathe bc of the POWER. He’s got a few different ones that he’s mixing and matching, I distinctly recall he was wearing a double-breasted jacket in Shinkiba (day 2) but I think he’s only worn that once. Tonight for encore he wore a lacey white dress shirt that I haven’t seen him in before this.

Kyo entered the stage smoking one of his chocolate cigarettes, which he smoked throughout Keigaku. I don’t think he smoked elsewhere during the set until the end? But I could be wrong. The first chunk of the set up to Values went by so fast, it was so much fun. Like seriously, Downfall, Ningen, Rubbish Heap??? HEAVEN. Kyo calls on us to sing during Downfall in the EXACT parts I wanted to UGHHHH. Downfall has turned into one of my absolute favourite songs live and off the album, it’s been such a grower. It amuses me that fans still don’t really raise their fists during Rubbish Heap but just have their hand raised like usual 😂 come on guys, get it together. But there was furious headbanging right from the start of Rubbish Heap tonight it was sooooo good.

At one point in the first part of the set Kyo came over and visited Kaoru, he walked around behind him and sang next to him for a moment with his arm around his back, it looked like he was on the verge of doing something mischievous but then decided not to, and let Kaoru off the hook 😂 It may have been during Ash, but I can’t remember. Dozing Green was absolutely AH-MAZING again, it didn’t top day 2 at Shinkiba, but it was up there with it. I love the way fans in all the cities have been moving and mouthing along with the lyrics so passionately. All the guys are feeling that song DEEP and it just works SO well in this setlist…it’s a perfect way to lead into Aka, it’s like it builds the mood right into that song and they compliment each other perfectly right down to the lighting…Dozing Green is lit with these cool blues and greens and then Aka floods the stage blood red. Tonight’s Aka was a lot more controlled from Kyo than the performances in Tokyo and Hiroshima, but no less beautiful. And Celebrate Empty Howls is an odd one… It’s in the dead centre of the setlist, right in the middle of the atmospheric section but it’s such an oddball… I feel like it would be a lot better placed in between Ranunculus and Devote but, that’s just me! After Celebrate there is a breather where chairs are brought out for undecided.

Kyo cried terribly when he sang undecided tonight, it was absolutely heart wrenching and he continued to be very teary through Ranunculus and gave a still more emotional performance than I had yet seen ;____; He screams out terribly after the bridge every time, and every time I’ve thought there couldn’t possibly be a more emotional performance and then he….. ;__; I meant to check on Kaoru and Toshiya during Ranunculus tonight to see if they sang along at all but I could not take my eyes off Kyo. I do recall Die caught my attention at a few moments though, he is incredibly passionate in Ranunculus like he is in Rinkaku,

Getting hit with Devote right after Ranunculus is kind of emotional whiplash and I find it difficult to get fully into it when it’s in that place in the setlist, I just can’t feel it fully when I’m still in the immediate aftermath of Ranunculus, especially when the performances are so intense. Ranunculus into Devote is the only thing I have to say against this setlist, it would just be so much better to have a slightly milder song leading out of Ranunculus. 😞

Kyo went craaaazy during Devote and Keibetsu, he headbanged and threw his body around violently, and I can’t remember much else because of my own headbanging. Kyo calls on us to shout “zankoku na~!” during Devote and “saa iwaeyo kizu ni!!” during Keibetsu and I remember Toshiya coming right to the front and heavily egging us on during Keibetsu, he got really excited during that song.

Kyo did not cry when singing Followers tonight, like Aka it felt a much more controlled performance than those in Hiroshima and (especially) Tokyo. Tonight oddly made me cry though, I think because i paid more attention to the backdrop than I have in the previous performances. Credit to @theghostinmyroom for pointing this out first, the imagery during Followers includes Jesus the Redeemer, and a naked skeletal figure seen from behind sitting in foetal position. Parts of the english lyrics are projected throughout the song, particularly the phrases “That is me, This is me” and “No matter how cruel the world is” and towards the end there are vague images of each of the members, the final of which is Kyo singing in silhouette. ♡ Followers did not strike me as a song the way it did a lot of others and the same was true for me when it’s performed live…everything about the song is quite indirect imho, however the rapport between band (particularly Kyo) and the fans I have found has steadily grown with each performance…the emotions are layering on. ♡ On the first night at Shinkiba, Kyo raised his hand toward us at the end of the song which prompted many fans to respond, and we held out our hands until the final notes had faded. On the second night, and tonight in Nagoya, Kyo held out his hand to us as the song began. This reaching out brought a much stronger feeling to the song.

I think Followers would have also fared better on this tour mid-set tbh, it seems in an odd place that’s sort of disconnected from all the other songs lol. And like with Ranunculus, there’s no time to bask in the afterglow of the emotion because then, we’re immediately hit with Kigan LOL. KIGAN IS SOOOO MUCH FUN, and Toshiya was SUPER into it tonight, Kyo is very naughty and playful during this song as well and likes to feel himself a bit 😛 I love the part where he tells us to jump.

Annndd the rest is a blur, Grief and Reiketsu? GOD TIER. OH, There was one moment in the encore that was just lakjsdnlfkjasdf, we were talking about it after the show. Before Grief or Reiketsu, i can’t remember, Kyo was riling everyone up with all his usual cursing and attitude, it was all fuckers this and bastards that, and then he just randomly used keigo? He just suddenly asked super politely ”行きますか?” it was just KASJNALKJNFKSDJ

#tour19 tiw #dir en grey

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