#i disturbed people as a child 🙃

[playingplayer2]

I am a menace to society. A vampire for fruits if you would. A fruitherbivore even.

Important question. What are your top 3 fruits

[sweetdreamspootypie]

🙃

I'm flying out tomorrow

Had a good night tonight

But

Vent / processing / just capturing some of the stuff I've been thinking about

It's so strange how different my worldview is because I'm a Covid nurse

Or maybe everyone else is insane

Who is to say

TW car accident, child injury

Managed to go see the last set of cousins tonight

My aunt was like

" oh yeah last few days I've been really sick

Had a really bad flu

Still coughing actually

But we don't believe in taking to our beds for just a flu lol"

And my cousin mentioned she doesn't know when the last time she took a RAT test was. Didn't even recognize the name. Said "oh yeah that's kind of outdated"

And NOBODY I've talked to has even been aware that there are still Covid booster vaccines happening and relevant?

They only ever had the initial course of 3 or 4 and then stopped? Didn't even know that further boosters are a thing at all?

and cousin told me that you don't take time off work for Covid here because it's not considered life threatening anymore

What the fuck is wrong with england

Why would you invite guests over if you actively have the flu?

Fuck man

Like it was actually a pretty good evening and it will probably be fine

But it's just so weird seeing the increasing divide in basic values

Like yeah I value hard work and discipline and etc etc and I want to get better at it

But how do these people value self care so little?

Idk I'm just hyper aware of it as well bc of my family's thing with chronic fatigue syndrome and how precarious wellbeing is

But also stuff like

Hard work is "being responsible" because idk doing your part at work on the project or whatever

But in my line of work

If I don't rest

If I don't eat or take my breaks or I haven't been sleeping well or burn out

Then I cannot provide the healthcare to others that is needed

I've got such vivid visceral memories of standing there as I'm realizing I need to hit the medical emergency big red button, at times when I'm over tired and not feeling my best self

Feeling my words and thoughts running like treacle and just being so aware of oh shit I'm not actually up for being responsible for this right now actually

And when I'm in that state and the adrenaline hits, it just makes it worse

I can feel my heart pounding in my ears and my dehydration headache and having to muster ok I have to be reassuring and communicative and make sure I'm dexterous enough to manage a complex situation

And if I can't manage it, people get hurt

And there's a very real risk that someone gets closer to death than they needed to, or would have if I had been on the ball and my best self

The other day, on Monday

I had a coffee at 12 noon

It was a really nice rich mocha from a chocolate specialist

I'm not accustomed to caffeine any more these days, so I was awake until 4am Monday night

On Tuesday night, despite being tired, I was also awake til 3am because of the disturbance to my sleep schedule it caused

On Wednesday, I was feeling gross from the sleep disturbance. I went to my room and tried to take an afternoon nap

At 4pm on Wednesday, there was a car accident outside of our house. A car hit a 3 year old child crossing the road with his mother.

My dad came to get me because I'm a nurse and that's my job.

When he came in I was in a groggy half asleep haze

I had my shoes on and was out the door but was still carrying a head of groggy haze

The kid was fine

Someone else was checking him out, asking all the right questions

And within a couple of minutes an ambulance arrived, and got to do a further assessment

It looked like the child had a bit of a bumped knee, probably from where he fell, but was otherwise just fine

Mum with him was being a champion at visibly keeping it together until tonight after the kids are put to bed, when she'll fall apart

I was able to be there to see that it was under control and looked on until the ambulance arrived

But I was so aware that I wouldn't able to clearly speak. Wouldn't be able to project calming competence with even just the simple fact of introducing myself as a health worker available if needed

Everything was fine

But if it hadn't been

I would not have been able to fulfil my role

Because I hadn't taken proper care of myself

I'm going to remember my guilt over one badly planned coffee I had on Monday, for years

Because my job is to be the one who knows how to make it alright when everything is wrong

Why the fuck can't other people do the simple things like isolate if sick

And not expose illness to people going back to the home of their 89 year old grandmother

I don't want to live to work

I want to live well

And wellness and happiness are important values and resources

And not contradictory with working hard to make progress on goals

People need to learn to rest

I didn't realize how bad it was

[tea-with-evan-and-me]

sensitive subject so tw:pedophilia. The more I look into Evan's history the more disturbing it gets. So not only was Bob Lamb convicted for messing with a child but he was also found guilty of producing and posesing cp? Like PRODUCING during his photo sessions in the basement. The basement that we can see Evan in that disturbing interview with him. He was for real having xes with children on tape and told them he would sell the tapes for 1,5k$ 🤬🤬 There were 10 different cp charges but he only plead guilty for 1 and served only a couple months of prison time. All of this is impossible. And to think that he isn't in prison right now and still has access to children and he is legally allowed to 🤬

it really is disturbing, and quite frankly infuriating people like this can exist and get CAUGHT and CONVICTED of their crimes and do a few years if that, then be back out on the streets, victimizing kids again. 🙃 i won’t say what i think should happen.

[anophelei]

cw csa rape idk venting

if you come at me for this i will kill you btw

genuinely as a victim like despite being entirely in favour of killing your rapists (i would if i could lol, and im specifically not talking about victims here too) it's so fucking disturbing how people respond every time allegations come out against someone 🙃

(its about those people like ... they're in the comment section on news articles n replies of tumblr callouts saying like "every piece of pure filth like this needs to be strung out by their entrails every pedophile and rapist should be made to suffer" despite you knowing full well they raped one of your friends at a party and dateraped your other friend at a bar ... and everyone else too✌...)

like people who resolutely could not give less of a fuck about victims all crawling out of the wood work to froth at the mouth together about stringing the freaks from the ceiling ??

its just .... call me crazy but it's not fucking normal for your response to hearing about someone victimizing children to be to flock together and engage in purely masturbatory mass ritual self aggrandizement !!!!!!!

its so clear how little anyone cares about the victims i mean ... i could count on one hand the amount of times ive seen someone so much as spare a thought ... or wait would i have to cut all my fingers off to do that ? ive never seen someone respond with any expression of sympathy or grief or sadness or fucking anything !!!! those gestures are pretty hollow sure but that just means we're beneath even hollow gestures from strangers it's fucking awesome heheee

its just so transparent too it's not about fuck man that's awful my condolences its about THEIR disgust get the fuck over yourself dude boohoo poor you just so fucked up that you got grossed about while trying to be a voyeurist freak :o( die about it

like you're not the victims, you don't know them, you don't even know the piece of shit who did it. this has affected you for a grand total of five minutes while you further exploited the victims. its not your place, and tbh you don't have any fucking right when you've never so much as Thought about us, which like, how do you even care at all, but especially this much, when we literally don't exist to you ? if we only exist for the sake of being victimised and voyeurised and matter so little we're not even worth your trite consolence then what the fuck do you care about any crime against us ???

okay no wait fuck ... they're ... are they genuinely this pissed off about someone ... 🙃 i was going to say they only care about being disgusted that someone gets off to children as a joke but it's fucking not that's literally all that matters to them, we only exist as fucking props to them, like what. the fuck. okay yeah ive been sitting here for 30 mins processing the fact that ... most people are purely disgusted by pedophilia Just Because. like the reason it matters is because It Does. haha. like um i knew people didn't care about csa victims but :o( huh. wow.

like guess i just thought that everyone was normal and .. like .. imagine caring so little about csa victims that they aren't even the reason why you think csa is even a crime, or bad, or a bad crime, or even something that has any fucking moral significance at all. pedophilia doesn't matter because of the immense amount of trauma and harm it will cause to a child who is unable to comprehend the potential consequences and thus is unable to consent, it only matters in any way because It Just Does It's Evil. post cancelled i need to die and then drink too much n i cant do either :o(

[caroldantops]

Being happy that I was being accepted into kink chats at 15 because I’m so mature for my age did not end well. I actually met the two just before I turned 15 and they knew that and we still dated for two and a half years. I was so smug about being able to handle a poly relationship so young 🙃

And then I turned 17 and had a 14 year old tell me they had a crush on me and said “they’d wait for me” and I was so disturbed by it because they looked like a kid to me. I realised I was a few months older than her when I started dating a 21 and 23 year old and I felt so sick. So…warning to teenagers but there are dangerous people in progressive circles and being queer and a pedo is not mutually exclusive

omg i was in a poly relationship at like 13 with a 16 and 18 year old 💞 ur just like me fr!!!!

no cuz literally once u start aging and u run into teens ur like oh god that is a CHILD. and it makes u question so many fucked up experiences you had as a teen 🫨

real. but also i don’t want to fully scare people away from spaces so don’t be afraid of befriending queer folks older than you, because that’s important too! just be wary of red flags y’know

[godofalgebra]

Hey hey heeeey

And here I am again with an au that I will just drop here, yeAsss

To make long story short this is a 1800's au, where the ✨gang™✨ of Black Circle is ended up in Russian Empire in some town named N (Pushkin and Gogol, we are with you, dudes), where they had lived their lifes like normal people

Who are just hunt fairies, yeah

Even have a fanfic in this setting, if you know Russian you're welcome!

And of course there are some headcanons!!!

Ogron

His name now is Dunaev Oleg Nikodimovich

He is a professional musician, often plays piano

Someone's saying (mostly himself) that he can play the hardest music piece even with closed eyes!

But no one really cares about it, and that makes him angry

Spoke only French infront public until this little jerk Napoleon and his war ruined it to him

Doesn't smoke because his lungs rejects smoke

But compensates it with a loooot of alcohol, can even determine the taste of different types of vodka

Anagan

His initials from Mamedov Anar Gaidarovich are form word wizard in Russian (МАГ)

An artist with a really huge experience in drawing everything

Sometimes this everything is not clothed and even doing something with their naked bodies, o-la-la!

Always searching for the ways to make money

Can spend the whole day in chair doing nothing

Will never put a finger on something until there's no benefits for him like money and money and sex and mone-

Tells everyone that he is a child of Russian soldier and Turkish woman

Smokes like a train

Gantlos

His name is List Grigory Anatolievich

Have bought some of his awards on his soldier's uniform

Working with budgets of this town

He was calculating numbers so much that he remember all of these sums and differences

(Really wanted him to help me with my math exam🥲)

Never dancing on balls, a lot of girls and women were rejected by him

Can't sleep for weeks and even months, some sort of mental disorder, and because of that sometimes just laying in armchair with closed eyes for several hours to give his brain a little rest

Duman

He is a poet whose name is Dymkov Dmitriy Alekseevich

Always talking abour others poets and authors and had never published his works

In their home he's called Dimitrushka

Sometimes transforms into woman Tatiana to talk with others on balls

No, he never tried to jerk off as female, no, he is not-

Really loves graphomans like Tolstoy and Gogol, and eve did know Pushkin and was a good friend to him until his death

Splits his mohawk to looks normal to public

Knows everyone in N town, but not everyone's know him

Maid

Name is Diakova Alina Feodorovna, on French maner would be Eileen

Her birthmark on face is disturbs her sometimes but everyone's thinks it's unique and charming

Never had a thought about how everything around her turns into dust but she is still looks like some twenty years old girly

Firstly was scared of Gantlos 'cause she was making a lot of mistakes in front of him, and now is still scared, but not so much

She's Kuban Cossack and made her way to N town to make some money

(or she was running from her past...?)

Phew, that was really a huge post, huh😅🙃

I'm sorry if I made some grammatical mistakes in this one

[your-sweet-cookies]

🙃🌟🍏🍎❤️ 👁‍🗨 🍻🌜💃🏹👻☢️🐇📔🖤

🙃- For a lighter, slightly embarrassing secret

An embarrassing secret? Really my dear? Fine, I guess I will have to tell you: You were my first kiss! I... I never kissed anyone before you, okay? I know it's probably dumb for a 23 years old woman to say this, but that's the truth, you're the first person I actually developed this kind of feelings for and allowed to get this close to me to actually experience romantic gestures.*sighs and blushes intensely*

🌟 - For a secret wish or desire of theirs

A secret wish of mine would be for you to tell me that you love me back, but I know that'll probably remain just a wish and a dream... Oh well, dreaming is free I guess.

🍏- For something they secretly wish didn’t exist

Bullies. I wish all of these scums would just disappear off the face of earth, or even better, rot and burn in the darkest pits of hell like they deserve! Especially that little piece of shit Hina....*realizes she's started to speak without thinking to much, under the influences of the strong feeling of anger that took hold of her in the moment, and shuts up before she says something that might come back to slap her back later* Uhmm... I-I mean...*clears her throat awkwardly* Yeah, bullies should just disappear.😅

🍎- For something they secretly wish did exist

I think a mind reader could come in handy sometimes. It would spare me a lot of trouble and anxiety.

❤️- For a secret crush

Really dear? Are you still going to ask me this question?*raises an eyebrow* Fine, his name starts with an "N" and ends with an "i", you can fill in the rest.

👁‍🗨- Talk about someone/something you like, but pretend to dislike

I usually don't 'play pretend'. I'm a pretty honest and open person, so if I like something I will say that I like it and if I dislike something, again, I will be open about disliking it. But fiiiine...*sighs* I do like your teasing sometimes, even if I pretend to be annoyed by it. It's rather... hot.*blushes*

🍻- For something bad/mischievous you did as a child or teen that your parents don’t know about

Okay, this one is a goofy one! There is this one aunt I have that I just can't stand and she hates me too. When I was around 6 or 7, she got on my nerves so bad that I went and poured an entire bowl of tomato broth into her new at the time designers' purse that probably cost her a fortune. You should've seen her face when she found out about it!XD And no one ever knew it was me because I blamed my idiotic, prankster cousin and everyone believed it was him because he did similar stuff too.

🌜- For a ‘weird’ habit or tic that no one knows about

A weird habit or tic I have?*sigh* You are quite curious with these questions, aren't you? I like to tap my nails on objects when I'm stressed or nervous, but I don't know how much of a 'weird' thing this is.

💃- For a talent that they like to keep hidden from others

I know some interesting tricks with knives, if you want me to show you!*smirks* But you'll have to keep quiet, carrying blades around isn't the most legal thing out there, is it?

🏹- For a talent they wish they had

I guess making people like me? I don't know, sometimes I feel like people don't really like me that much and I can't help but wonder how can some people be liked by others soo easily.🤔

👻- For something that scares or disturbs them, but they refuse to tell anyone

Arachnophobia, I hate spiders, but it's a rather silly fear by some standards so I don't really share it much.

☢️- For a controversy or scandal they have been able to keep mostly under wraps

I'll tell you about that incident one day... But now's not the right moment. I guess you're not the only one with a 'sitting you down' kind of talk.XD

🐇- For a secret item they keep (stuffed animal, comfort object, etc)

I have a comfort blanket I like to cuddle during thunderstorms, since they scare me and make me feel uneasy. Please don't make fun of me for it!>////<

📔- For a secret sketchbook they keep (Bonus: Share a sketch or doodle within it!)

You really have no mercy with those, do you? *Kukki's face goes as red as a tomato from embarrassment* I-I do have a sketchbook in which I draw sometimes and since I know you won't stop pestering me until I admit it... My latest doodles have been of you, okay?>////< I'll show you the best of them, I guess...😳

(( Mun intermission: Please do not blame Kukki for the poor artistic skills since I had to go meta with this one and use one of my personal drawings I have, so if it's bad, it's on me. Yup, this 'masterpiece' is part of my personal sketchbook of 'wonders' and it's the only decent doodle/sketch I have of Niragi so far. In a way this might be the best "cute anime boy" face I've ever drawn in my life, so that's the best I can offer for now: a more bishonen anime/manga version than what we've got in the manga for Niragi to fit Dori, (not that Niragi's manga version isn't smug either! But I was going more for the Dori version and since I don't do realism, this is the best I could do to try to approximate Dori's godliness). ))

🖤- For something they secretly wish they could do with your muse

Something I wish to do with you my dear? Well, I would like to go on a romantic date with you, but then again, I can understand very well that this will probably remain just a dream and a fantasy!>///<

[ventruevitae]

Went back and played nightroad between other responsibilities and it’s always interesting to see some subtle edits made between updates. It’s definitely been over a year since I last read it so ofc I’m sure my memory is fuzzy kinda but there were some small alterations made to a couple things that made me go ‘huh interesting.’ Like I’m pretty sure the malkavian at pattermuster’s morgue believed he was Christ reincarnated last time I read, whereas now it was something like ‘he had met Christ’ or been blessed by him or smth. I played the mobile version so no code diving but I’m curious to see if there’s maybe a note about these minuscule edits somewhere in it. I don’t remember seeing pattermuster or olivecrona’s people at the final scene either.

Anyway Iris/Lettow forever, they’re off in their plane going east and who knows what’s gonna happen. It’s kind of bittersweet with the whole beckoning thing but imo these two seem like they’re probably going to end up blood bonded at some point so I’m not entirely sure anyone cares lmfao. Julian was #disappointed I guess that he got blown off that badly by his ex but Iris is still very staunchly ‘you lied? So much? What did you expect’ about it which is Fair. I think half of his beef was probably just emotional hdjdjd I don’t think he necessarily still has feelings, but it was more of a blow to the ego that she wasn’t just going along with his plans again. She’s Tired okay.

Relationship with the sire was way better here. Pattermuster is on good terms with his childe these days, which was a nice change. St Basil’s stays an abattoir purely thanks to that relationship, which maybe isn’t Iris’ best moment but she’s also just trying to get out of these situations with minimal disturbance. Caul got away and so did the Lampago, but only after some nasty fighting. Ngl that’s probably also another reason she was down to get on that plane, she doesn’t need those headaches in the future. Beckoned or not, being around Lettow offers more protection.

this was definitely the worst relationship I’ve had with Julian lmao. I’ve never played fully through the game with Iris as a Brujah so there might have been some differences in flavour text? On the plus side the camarilla Loved me so real estate was cheap as fuck. No ghoul this time bc I’m also still operating under this being a double courier au & Romina ends up with Raul. Failed the Reremouse mission too, didn’t have enough vitae for disciplines annnd i got the achievement for messy crits 🙃 like I didn’t frenzy but I did fly pretty close to the sun a few times lmao. You Can definitely get though this one with a physical focus for your stats, but having nothing in awareness made some spots trickier. I ended up picking options at the start that were like. I think drive/mechanic stuff so it was an even split between intelligence, drive, and dexterity. We Managed. Romina will probably have a more survival/charisma based build bc she’s not really djjfjf she’s not booksmart like that yk. She’s not the Car Girl TM.

Donati went down so easily tho, like I had maxed out combat skills and just. Sliced her down the middle and that was that hdjfkf like I don’t think that fight has ever been so smooth ever? Wild.

[fandom-blackhole]

Episode 8 im ready to scream 🙃

Never ready for Winter in game, definitely not ready to see it in show 🥲

Give love and hate that they're making David's group religious, it fits so well and makes them so much more sour and nasty

Love that David is still fucking a creepy mf

Will you bury him? Will you?????

Troyyyyyyy my beloved, and now my beloathed

Gods be damned David is the definition of cult leader creepyyyyy

That is in fact INFECTED as shit

Joel is fucking ILLLLLLLLL

Lmak thats the funniest shit

Also im counting that rabbit for my bingo card

And there's the deer, I had to do that with a bow!

Also love how they kept it realistic as deer don't just fall over when shot they'll run for a bit

I love my daughter <3

You can't drag this back on your own. Fucking watch me bitch

Troy that was the dorkiest jog ever I love you

Literally screaminggggg Bella 100% has Ellie's winter attitude down pat

Ahhhh don't tell him your name!

Decent man???? Mmm nope

Some weird cult thing. Yuppp

I was a teacher. Yooooo David has been grooming since before the outbreak

I love that they mentioned Pittsburgh and how it fell like in the game

I hope that the infected find and go after ellie and David like in game

Ellie be prepared my child

Where do I put this? Well his ass typically but right there will do lmao

Oh shes laying down with himmmmmm

Ahhhhh he leaned into herrrr

I dont think thats deer 🙃

Yup not the deer

Love that they are beating down the revenge plot line, as if they're preparing for s2 or something

Oh fuck damnnnnn

Knew David was a bitch but damnnn

WHY DID HER NAME HAVE TO BE HANNAH, NOW IM GONNA THROW UPPPP

Seriously this fucker saying my name makes my stomach TURN

I love theyre showing the people eating bc you know its gonna be a big impact later for those who don't know

The wound looks a little better

Callus my beloved

I need ellie to say callus' name once just so I can knock it off my bingo card

Wllje if bird get disturbed like that it means something big or a group, RUN

Sense of mercy? Naw he's just a pedo

Do I despise James yes, but Troy is my beloved so I cant hate him

I like that they made Joel somewhat conscious

Run Callus Run

Troy's gonna be the one to kill callus I just know- ope I was right

RIP Callus you were a real one

Why am I more sad about callus' death in the show than in game, we had more of him in game 😭

Fucking knew they were gonna eat the horse too

Good thing ellie was smart enough to cover the door to the basement

That house straight up looks like its been burnt

Come on joel get uppppp, moveeeee

YEAHHHH

Be the man you are in game, wipe out EVERYONE

Also was that the combat music i heard?! Yessssssss

Why the fuck he smiling weirdo

I love ellie so much 🥰🥰

Ughh are we getting the- were getting the scene that awoken certain FEELINGS in me for the first time

Ohhhh the pipe, im in 7th heaven

CANNIBALSSS

I would have told you. GROOMERRRR 🚩🚩🚩🚩

You remind me of me. David fuucckkk youuu

Dude you're so gross I can't take it

Is this dude fucking worshipping cordyceps??

They need a father, you don't. Mmm debatable

Also shut the FUCK upppp 🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩

They will follow us. 🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢

Break his fingerrrrrr, fuck him uppppppp, say my favorite lineee

SCRWAMMMINNGGGGGGGDJDIDKDIEKSKFBSKKX

The blizzard!!! The dings of being in the middle of a fight!!!!

My fight or flight has been triggered lmao

Joel about to show them the in game version of himself :):):)

Im gonna throw uppppp, im glad they showed Joel seeing that

Ope everyone hoping Pedro would kill Troy was wrong, love that Ellie their shared daughter did it

Ugghhhh the worst part if the game right here

Running from David in a burning building was nausea inducingggggg

And it is here too

Avoid the glass lmao!

Find a bottle!

Neither one of us is dying today. HahahahahahahHAHAHAHAHA

Get the CLEAVER CRAWLLLLL

The fighting is the part I like the most. fjsonfjskdn🤢🤢🤢🤢

Ok they made it clear as fucking day in the show that David was a pedoooooo, in game it wasn't so clear

He finally said itttnakfnsksldjxksp

What they aren't showing is that Joel murdered the whole town while looking for her :)

This episode was so fucking vile and perfect I hate it (not really but ughhhhh)

Trailer-

AHAHHAHA

We're finally gonna get Ellie's mom!!!!!

I swear to God the best scene in game better in the showwww

Ok ok ok The Last of Us episode 1 thoughts below!

• CLIMATE CHANGE?! (Love that honestly)

• Not me sobbing at the intro (I HOPED they'd do something like the games intro so this was a perfect surprise)

• Joels shirt is inside out 😭 (ok noticed this before it was mentioned)

• Let the man have his coffee Sarah

• Gabriel as tommy?! Sounds almost identical omggg

• The neighbors 😭 (oh I understand now.....)(I like how they changed the changing/infected neighbor scene)

• Desert Storm???? 👀

• Sarah fixing the watch instead of getting him a new one 🥺

• Sarah's backpack is so cute omg

• The dog 🥲

• "Drugs. I sell hard-core drugs." Happy screams

• Joel and his shitty movies smh (hope this is ref later with ellie and joels movie nights)

• Dammit Tommy, jail, really??

• Yo wtf grandma. No joke the cordyceps out of her mouth?!?!?

• The truck scene was done so welllllllllll

• Jimmy's place!!!

• The planes (OMFG THE PLANE)

• Ooo the car crash separating them, I approve

• These bitches CREEPY (Love that they have no fine motor control)

• Joel begging 🥲🥲🥲

• That is infact a small child (😭😭😭)(🥲🥲🥲)

• DONT YOU TWENTY YEARS LATER ME YOU BITCHES (both 2014 Hannah and 2023 Hannah)

Sarah's death was sadder here and I stand by that

• The amount of time it takes to change depending on where your bit poster is 👌👌👌

• Joel doing actual work in the QZ is kinda really funny to me (sewer maintenance) (now this is more like it....wait drug dealing??)

• MUSICCCCCCCC

• HANGING?????? IN THE QZ??? BY FEDRA???

• Tess 🥰🥰🥰

• Ooo truck battery and not guns (what about your guy?- He answers to me FUCK YEAH HE DOES....WAIT oh fuck explosion! Well fuck you anyway Robert)

•  ELLIE!! (SHE HAS HER EYEBROW SCAR! And her sense if humor) (veronica?) (unchain my child please)

• Oooo message operator! (TOMMY!) (Slavers 🤔)

• Joel planning a trip already is genius (wtf you doing drinking and doing pills?!)

• The watch 🥲

• Those walls are THIN or that baby is LOUD

• Marleneeeeeee

• I love all the yellow wires, ik in the game it was an obvious way to show you where to go, but u like that its been added to the show

• Oh damn, rip unnamed firefly Marlene talked too, you're dying in the capital (kim) (ope her ear)

• Tell me to look for the light and ill break your jaw 🥰🥰🥰

• Ellie getting water on her face lmao

• The knife 🥺

• Atleast the wrapped the handcuff so it wouldn't hurt her

• Don't talk about Riley bitch, I will fight you

• I like all the water dripping, good touch

• Joel talking construction 🥰🥰🥰

• Ok but that wallpaper in the hallway with the dead Robert, I want

• Well ellie you tried, but Joel is better

• Ellie is in fact feral, love her

• Give ellie her knife dammit (yes ellie I agree that was an asshole move)

• Ope don't mention Tommy

• What are they capable of?- alot ellie, alot

• You all talk it out but please remember I am bleeding out 😭😭😭

• God I love my husband

• Ellies shoes squishing 🤢

• Bill and Frank 🥺

• Your watch us broken 🥲

• Ok but why is all the wallpaper cute in this episode?!

• Ellie figuring out the radio code shes so smart i love her

• That door (or whatever you wanna call it) was hidden perfectly omg

• Worst time to take a piss (hahahahaha honestly fuck that guy)

• Pedro's eyes 😩 (oh fuck wait hes fucking that guy upppp)

• PTSD!!!

• THE RADIOOOOOOOOO

• THE RADIO AS IT PANS OVER THE CITY AND WE HEAR INFECTED?!? so good

• The trailer!

• The city landscapes 😩😩😩

• Frank!!!!

• There's no halfway with this, we finish what we started *indistinct screeching*

If you read all this PLEASE send me Joel thoughts, I wanna talk about my husband! Also if you want me to explain any of these ASK MEEEE!! Also, Also, I'll be doing this for every episode so if wanna be tagged in these just if be down 👉👈

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Princess Queen MC!x Jake

(Part 1/3)

Genre:Fantasy,Mystery,Romance

Warning: dark,angst,mention of death

Synopis: Dark Magic which is known only by royals, becomes forbidden after a terrible war broke to attain the 'Magical Sapphire' among the kingdoms because of the evil Magician'Ravenblack'. You,the Queen of Esmond known as the only young Queen to rule a kingdom in the entire continent,is the protector of that precious gem.But trouble always follows you.

Quick note: Hello my dears!!💖💕 So I tried writing this plot and I'm not even sure how it has come🙈.I'm just an amateur forgive if there's any mistake🙃.Let me know what you think.Take care Lovelies!💗

"Hail to the the future king and queen of Rogers kingdom!"

"Hail to the future king Richard Rogers and future queen Jessica Hawkins!"

"Congratulations on your engagement!!"

"Long live the future king and queen!"(continuous praise)

_inside the Rogers palace_

'I have to see Queen MC!!' , she says her steps pounding with her heartbeat.

A voice in her head whispers,"You can't escape from me.Hahahaha"

She casts a little spell and tries to write something in a portrait of someone , before she completes, a black fog surrounds and she disppears.....

A raven caws as if announcing about the game of nightmare beginning.

___

*Clang*

* Clang*

.....

*clash* *clash* *clash* *clash*

"Hiyaa"

*Clang*

(sword falls down)

"Woah!! Milady! You always defeat me.This isn't fair!!"

"You were the one who taught me sword skills, Knight Anderson"

"Yeah yeah.But still..."

A Maid:"Your Majesty, it's time for your afternoon meal.You didn't have your breakfast too"

You give your sword to knight Daniel Anderson and say,"Ah,yes I will"

"Milady, this is not good! Why are you training without having your meal nowadays!"

"Don't worry Knight Dan, you are used to my stubborness"

You change from your armour to an elegant silk gown and enter the dining hall.

You weren't eating well after all the disasters happening.Princess Hannah,of The Donfort Kingdom ,has gone missing 2 days before and evil magician of the duskwood province " Ravenblack", will anytime try to kill you and take the precious gem which is the symbol of Power,but a dangerous one which could destroy the whole world.

You were barely eating when someone dashed inside surpassing the guards.

"Greetings,Royal Highness. I've something important to ask you."

It was none other than the cunning Lord Norman ,who is in-charge of trade.You gave a death glare as if to engulf him and he immediately jumped in fear but still continued,"M-Myy apologies for disturbing your meal time,your Majesty. But I need to ask you a favour. Please let me take care of the rich clothing, newly opened for the common people.Why did you give that to a rookie, Milady?"

He knows he's running towards a dark tunnel yet he does so.You slowly get up with your fork in your hand,he moves back in fear and you whisper in his ears,pointing the fork in his eyes

" Go against me,and those emerald eyes won't be where it is supposed to be."

"Oh, didn't you try to sell that Art of someone's as yours? How about you pay for that too?"

And like always, he swiftly gets out of your sight screaming.

"I don't know why you still have him here,Milady", Knight Anderson says.

"I know he's crooked but he's of help too in someway",you smirk and put down your fork.

You are frustrated that he ruined your meal and you ask your maid for a cup of coffee.Royals prefer tea but you love coffee more.That's the only thing that'd pacify your mind.

***

This all started when Ravenblack,out of greed ,yearned for taking Sapphire as his own property.For that,he used malicious dark magic.For which he needs to kill one person,and curse another person on a special night of the first moon of a particular year that occurs rarely.He cursed young Prince Jacques Donfort,an illegitimate child of the kingdom who was sadly not cared by his people and he tried to kill you, who was born on that same special day,but a different year.Though you were young that time,your magical power was so strong that you saved yourself,and the whole war was stopped by you.That made the people to crown you as the Queen at a younger age.But still the curse on prince Jacques wasn't gone and since people didn't care, they tried to kill him out of fear of the curse.He still resides hiding away ,people thought that he is dead already, but he is not.And you were afraid that there are only 3 Days for that awaited night.

"Milady" "Milady"

.....

"Royal Highness MCCcc!!"

"Ah! Sir Dan! What?!"

"What are you dreaming ,Milady?.Aaaa fine, here's lovely flowers for the lovable Queen".

Knight Daniel always gives you flowers everyday and even has his own garden that he takes care of by himself.You love it but teasing him too is fun.

"I've got this specially today since that bastard ruined your mood and meal."

You smile and receive,"Thank you"

"Keep smiling like that Milady,if you get furious it's difficult for me to stop you".

***

Next day

Duskwood province is the largest with forests,a beautiful lake and many small kingdoms out of which three main are The Donfort,Rogers, and Hawkins.You are now in the Rogers palace,to visit Jessy Hawkins who is now engaged to Richard Rogers.She is your best friend and sister figure to you and you're visiting her since she's upset that Princess Hannah vanished on her auspicious engagement.Even you who visited the engagement,wasn't able to sense any dark magic and was shocked about her disappearance.No one,even Richard could calm down her.She's still weeping and worrying.

"You are here!",she hugs you and cries like a baby.

You couldn't control your emotions too.You join her and you both let out your feelings and talk for some time.

After an hour,Prince Rogers entered the room.

"Greetings Queen MC!"

You bow just like him and greet" Greetings Prince Richard".

" Ah,I told you to call me Richy"

"And I told you to address me as MC"

You three were best friends ever since you were kids.So it's been like this always.You love them but you're afraid that you will put them in danger.

You have a nice long chat which you haven't had for many days since you were busy playing the role Queen.

"Milady,I have to show you something",Princess Jessy says to you and hands you a portrait of you written in magic as HELP

You ask"Where did you get this?"

"It was in my room which I found after princess Hannah's disappearance.She is the one who uses this type of magic.

Prince Richy: "But we didn't give this to the Donfort King yet.Since it is your portrait,we wanted to inform you first Milady.Do you know what this means?"

You too wondered why.But you had an inkling that it must be because of " magical Sapphire".

"I'll try to find it.Thank you for trusting this to me."

"You needn't thank us Milady!"Sir Richard says and so does Princess Jessy.

You greet them and leave the palace,where the royal advisor Dark,who accompanied you waits.

"My Princess Nesrin! What took you so long?"he asks you.You get angry everytime he calls you Princess 'Nesrin' Which means 'Wild flower'. you weren't Solandis (a delicate flower) and you accepted that fact,but him calling you Princess,as if you're under his control annoys you.

And as to express anger you always use a little spell to hurt him in his head.

He coughs little blood and frowns"Ah!! Sorry Milady.i thought you were in a good mood.So, will you take my advice?"

"What is it?",you ask entering the chariot.

"Like I always say,why don't you use your sapphire to stop this chaos?.You and me can end this my princess!!.Just listen to me!"

You know he wants to rule Esmond and doesn't like a mere young woman dominating instead of him who has been an advisor and great magician of Esmond ever since you were born. You scoff and reply,"You're just my advisor,not the Emperor,and even if you were ,I won't kneel for your command.Just wait and see what happens."

No one can defeat you whether it's sword fight or word fight.

***

That day evening

"MEET ME AT THE ROYAL GARDEN"

-Nymos

You receive a little note in your room.Prince Jacques writes letters to you, though he couldn't express his feelings in it ,you and him still Iove doing this.But he never meet you in person after that terrible incident, fearing that he'd put you in danger.So Nymos,a red eyed young lad ,so younger than you , who always accompanies Jacques brings you those letters and you write letters too .They both get rid of the evil magicians in duskwood forest,but on the outside They disguise as thieves,but they're theives for a good cause,to help the right persons who suffer due to Ravenblack.

You don't love him just because he's a former prince,You love him for being himself.You see a dark figure behind the bushes.

"Hey Nymos.Why did you ask me to come here.Someone will see you",you say.

"It's me,Milady"

You knew it wasn't Nymos.It was the person who makes your heart flutter everytime you read his letter.

"I came to ask about Princess Hannah"

Your heart shattered and so was the flower pots near you because of your spell magic out of frustration.After visiting all these years,he's not asking how do you do or atleast a formal greeting?! You hide your anger and ask"What do you want to know Prince Jacques?"

"I'm sorry if your suprised,and please address me as Jake"

He says so since that's the way his late mother called him."In that case,Prince Jake I've something to show you".

You and him talk there a lot about everything that's gone a disaster and he assures you , he'll end this altogether.

"It's already late Milady,I'll right a letter soon.And I'm glad I could see after a long time",he says and tries to leave.

"That's all you've come for?,I thought I was important to you, doesn't seem like it",you say with anger loudly.

He turns around with sadness and anger in his bright blue eyes that changes to red sometimes Because of the curse,and pins you to the wall and says"You know how much I like you.And how much I can't resist you.Its dangerous for now.Remember that Milady."

He slowly takes your hand and kisses in the hand"And remember, you'll always be My Queen", you stand in awe stuck in wonder.

Jake:"You trust me right?"

You hug him and say"Of course I trust you".

He tells his plan and before you could react he vanishes as always.

" Milady,what are you doing in the garden?!"

" what's the hurry,Sir Anderson?"

"I've been searching for you to give these Two important invitations.One is from King of Donfort and another from Princess Cleo."

You grab Donfort king's invite and looks like he wants to talk about Hannah.

"Why Princess Cleo sends me an invite?That's rare"

"This invite came a week ago.you said you don't want to see it,Milady.Remember? That new waffle and pancake she introduced in her famous restaurant she owns.Today night is that inauguration".

You wonder why the best friend of Princess Hannah,despite her disappearance, didn't cancel the occasion.

"Hmm, strange"

" Of course it is,Milady!. By the way,why is there broken flower pots here?

......

***

At the night food inauguration

Princess Cleo: "Thank you for all who've come here! Enjoy the feast!"

A loud applause is heard in the hall.

Prince Jake in disguise,uses his cursed red flame magic to signal Princess Cleo.She spots his place and approaches,"Hello my love Jake,What brought you here?"

To be continued......(other parts in description)

*****

Hope you like this.i don't know if you noticed some dw fandom references,I included it because I love you guys so soo much (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤ .And this story next part might be slow update.Please forgive me😅.and sorry about that poor sword sound effect...

Have a nice day/eve/night dears!!💕💕🌺