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hadrianblackwaters · 2 years ago
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I am SO excited for Drumindor to come out, do you have any hopes for that book? Scenes you want to see or development you hope will happen?
Ok again, I think I am SO late in answering this!
And anon my brain is full of holes like the cheese from working an adult job this year and I desperately need to reread the books to actually deserve my username. I am, however, also VERY excited for Drumindor! I, like everyone else on this webbed site I think, love a good heist plot and MY GOD a good heist plot with Royce and Hadrian? Heaven truly is a place on Earth! I want to see them bicker and I want to see them stressed out when they're making their little plans they never end up actually following :')
But mostly I hope we get to see them being friends and see them care for each other in their own weird ways. I kinda hope we get some more emo scenes from Hadrian, I love when he's being tortured by dark scenes from his past and I love when he's mean and a bit scary :') It's funny when no one takes him seriously when he's brooding, but I do also hope we get to see someone (preferably Royce) acknowledging him and his past.
I also hope we get to see some prime himbo behaviour from both of them. Of course.
I am sorry that I can't give a more intelligent answer than this right now, but I need to reread the books because I've forgot so much. It's a real shame! :(
Also PLEASE tell me what you are excited about, too!! Anyone feel free to reblog this with an answer or to reply to it, I'd love a discussion on it and to hear from ppl who actually remember more of the lore!!
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totalswag · 10 months ago
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can i request rafe x fwb reader where reader finds out hes dating sofia and she goes to confront him that he didnt even have the decency to let her know their arrangement was over and he says "who said it was over?''
stuck in the middle - RAFE CAMERON
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authors note as you guys may notice i'm finally publishing requests that you guys sent me. super sorry this was very late to publish. i hope you like what i wrote and it was what you hoped. so, thank you for sending this requests.
requests are still open so feel free to send them my way and i will get to them and put them into my docs :) if you click on the bold red ink it will take you to my ask box lovies!!!
summary you find out through people and social media sofia and rafe are together. you go to confront rafe about this since he never thought to tell you that your arrangement was over.
warnings friends with benefits, mentions of sex, cursing
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Lately, you've been having this weird gut feeling in your stomach. No idea what the meaning behind it means but you want to find out what it could be. You started feeling this way whenever you were with Rafe on a random Wednesday.
Rafe and you have been friends with benefits for about three months now. When you two came to this agreement, you agreed that it was solely for your sexual pleasures and not to establish feelings for each other, and that the most important thing was to let each other know if one of you became serious with someone else so that the bargain could be broken off.
You overheard a rumor at a party this past Friday about Rafe and Sofia being together for a month. You couldn't believe your ears and wanted to vomit. Sofia works at the island's country club, and Rafe visits it from time to time.
The next day, you decided to do some research to be sure this was accurate. Even as you looked at her Instagram, the emotion returned. You checked her story highlights and discovered what you were looking for. Your stomach sank.
She had a couple pictures on her highlights that you knew were of Rafe, including one with his right hand on her thigh in his car and another with his back to her as he looks out into the distance. Based on what you discovered, they appeared serious.
What made you upset was the fact Rafe and you have been seeing each other for three months which meant he'd been with Sofia for who knows how long before he asked her to be his girlfriend.
"Why didn't he tell me?" You asked yourself, setting down your phone and running your hands through your hair, upset that you found out at random person at a party.
There's a part of you that doesn't want Rafe to be with Sofia. There's a part of you that wants him all to yourself. Regardless, he should've told you the arrangement was over.
That was the deal.
After thinking about what you should do, you decide you are confronting Rafe about this, tonight. You are gonna make it seem like you want to hookup but really you are telling him what you found out.
you- are you busy tonight? i wanna see you
rafe- funny you say that because i wanna see you too
rafe- meet me at the spot at 9pm.
"I'll be back in an hour or so," you tell your mom as you go past the living room, holding your keys. "I'm going to hang out with Samantha."
"That's fine, sweetie; please stay safe tonight, I love you," your mother adds, smiling.
When you get to the spot you see Rafe sitting in his car on his phone. You parked your car next to him so he knows it's you- when he sees you get out, he unlocks the car.
You sigh casually as you sit in the passenger seat.
Rafe says smiling "Hey pretty girl" in a tone that makes you weak in the knees, leaning over the center console to kiss you but you pull back.
"We need to have a little chat, Rafe," maintaining eye contact.
His smile fades, and he looks at you, puzzled, "What do you mean?" His response indicated that he was nervous or knew what was going to happen.
"Why didn't you tell me you and Sofia were together, Rafe? You never once said to my face, "Y/N, we can no longer meet up like this anymore because I have a girlfriend now," mimicking Rafe's voice, "we've been hooking up this entire time while you've been in this relationship that I had no idea about until I heard someone talking about it," you explain frustratedly in your voice and expressions.
In the midst of your rant towards him, he places his hand over his lips, chuckles, shakes his head, and looks down at his lap.
"Why the fuck are you laughing?" You ask, folding your arms, leaning back against the passenger door, annoyed.
He glances up from his lap, licks his bottom lip, and smirks: "Who said it was over?"
Before you could respond his lips were already on yours.
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serejae · 3 months ago
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I CAN TRY BUT I CANT HIDE IT FROM YOU | J.WW
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introvert wonwoo bf thoughts
for my wonwoo babies :), sorry for inactivity school started 😢
mentions of dress to impress 😏
even though wonwoo isnt good at cooking hes always making your lunches. HE HAS THOSE LUNCHABLES ON DECK. and trust hes snacking up your lunch box
^he never forgets to put a toothpick in there for you just incase (as someone with braces this makes my stomach have butterflies)
i believe he secretly had made a sims family of you and him with 2 kids and 3 pets. he even spent time making your dream home
speaking of gaming, i know whenever you both play scary games, hes always going first and risk his characters life to save yours. if you both were running from the monster hes behind you making sure youre is safe first
wonwoo doesnt care if seungcheol or jeonghan constantly clown him but he always WILL play dress to impress with you. he always votes your outfit 5 stars even if youre completely off theme or have only shoes and hair on
if you get hate on your outfit in the chat he doesnt defend you in the chat because hes just introvert. but, he will spam report the person until theyre kicked or banned
wonwoo is the type to always agree to you “the restaurant is an hour away baby…ROAD TRIP THEN!”, he always listens to your rants even if its the most randomest or boring thing he will stare at you with heart eyes as you speak and agree “yeah i cant believe she’d do that…”
adding onto the last one he will throw you under the bus to get out of situations. (i love introverts) he didnt wanna go to the after party? “sorry my partner just called, i gotta get home” or the “my partner said no, sorry” yes, you tweak a bit because what if your reputation is ruined but you know he’lll keep using it as an excuse T-T
he’ll do all the tiktok trends you want, you wanna kiss all over his face? YES! you wanna wanna do a small tiktok dance? YES! you wanna do a couple fit check with your matching outfits and creeper keychains? YES! and trust, while hes doing the tiktok dances he has a big smile on his face that make his glasses go up from his big cheeks whike smiling. and please. hes reposting it on all his apps.
in real life he already barely post selfies, but if you were his partner his social media is a you fan account, his profile picture is you, all his highlights covers are you and full of you, his post are all you, and his bio has you tagged
he BEGS you to match usernames in games and on discord like even if you dont play or use the app he’ll still keep it
LIKE PLSSLSLSL IMAGINE IT FOR ME
“ilovethemsomuch” is typing…
“canheleavemealone” sent you one notification
if hes a idol in this universe, he’ll go crazy on stage using his deep voice (we know…lalali…) then as soon as he sees you backstage hes running to hug you while bringing you guys to a corner to be alone as he mumbles sweet words “missed you baby” “lets go home and cuddle?” “im so lucky to have you”
hes the small spoon, he loves being big spoon but at night after all the protecting hes done for you, he just needs a little recharge with laying ontop of you while he hides his face in your neck as you run your hands through his hair
man is the definition of gentle love. cannot convice me other wise
in arguments, never argues back. just sits there allows you to speak, yell, get everything out your system and pays attention to you speaking so he can see what he needs to reassure, clear, and tell you
in big dinner parties, whether in a restaurant or house hes always sitting by you. in these big settings he never wants to leave your side, he holds your hand and plays with the promise ring he had gotten you
wonwoo loves it when you take off his glasses. he sometimes pretends to sleep so you can take off his glasses and kiss nose. you never told him but you slowly figured out when his cheeks redden each time
babe hes so obsessed with you. has your picture as his gaming pc lockscreen, homescreen, and even google screen. his password on everything is your birthday and if the members figure that out its your anniversary, and if they figure that one out, its the first time you two kissed
has your initials made with little gemstones of your favorite color on the side of his headphones and controller
has a polariod picture of you on his monitor, and on his desk
loves being the underdressed boyfriend when necessary. of course wont be underdressed all the time but he has his moments when youre shining and hes just…there…….(he loves you being the spotlight)
also loves it when you order for him, dont get him wrong, he’ll order for you no hesitation but sometimes his social battery runs low……
wonwoo i need
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ch3rriiii-bunn · 1 year ago
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What is it?
Hantengu and his clones feeling a different emotion then what they are! I think it's such a cute idea🥹🙏🏾 ALSO DO NOT SEXUALIZE ZOHAKUTEN I'LL BLOCK U ONG
Warnings: fem!reader, fluff, reader is mentioned to be a human, reader is mentioned to be uppermoon 5 on Hantengus part, reader is mentioned to be a big sister figure to Zohakuten, deaf reader (on Zohakuten part), mention of death
Hantengu
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Being replaced by gyokko and getting stuck with hantengu was always a problem for you. "How are you stronger than me and scared of me AND these humans!?" You'd consently ask yourself, but made sure to watch your tongue and have respect for the demon ranked above you.
Although his always frightened state annoyed you it also made you feel nice knowing hantengu wasn't scared of you because your ranked below him, it was because he liked the calm vibes from you, not openly judging him for always being scared even if you're judging him in your head and most of yall he respected you.
When you two were sent on a mission, a hashira got in the way, stopping you from doing your task given by Lord muzan. Hantengu eek'ed and you rolled your eyes, groaning in annoyance "we can't do a night's work without these annoying humans getting in our way" you stood up giving the hashira a death stare when suddenly you felt a frigal, shaking hand hand grab your hand stopping you from going any closer.
"Hantengu! I don't have time for-" "i-I will deal with him... p-please keep doing the task "h-he" gave us." his voice trembled, his tears stopped flowing, stepping in front of you. "You're just gonna use the clones, right? If so, go ahead, " you spoke calmly when hantengu shook his head."i-im upper 4! I dont know what im feeling right now, but I can fight." He just yelled out for no reason and attacked the hashira with brute strength.
Your eyes widen in amazement. This was really Hantengu's strength alone? The always scared, shaking old man was actually fighting on his own without you taking over. "Heh. How brave, go do your best hantengu"
Aizetsu
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Aizetsu never thought a person, let alone any human, would want to willingly spend time with him, not just because he's a demon but because of him. His brothers have told him multiple times that he's always so depressing, always sad, and even kills the mood with his negativity. Aizetsu knew that about himself very well, he didnt think he could change it since that's the emotion written on his tongue and just accepted it until he met you.
Despite Aizetsu being a manifestation demon of an emotion, you knew there was something more to it. You found out more of Aizetsu's reasoning for always feeling sorrow by taking the time to sit down and understand him. It's something Aizetsu always wanted. To have someone listen to him about his feelings instead of ignoring them.
You told Aizetsu that he should come to your house whenever he could to sit down and write what he feels. Writing is something you did to help with your feelings, writing any reminders and etc, so you suggested the idea to Aizetsu. You could see that it helped Aizetsu, too. He's become more into writing ever since you got him into the idea of it and reading whatever he wrote, which made him feel better even if he doesn't say it or still have the same frown on his face.
You were cooking yourself dinner and then looked over your shoulder to check on Aizetsu. You were taken a back to see a smile on his face as he wrote at the table. You quickly turned your head back with a huge smile on your face and hoped he didn't catch you looking to ruin the mood for him.
When your food was done, you turned to see the same smile on his face. You walked over and put your plate down on the table and sat next to him. "Hey Aizetsu, you done writing?" You asked, leaning closer "almost" he said and put the pencil down, looking at you. "y/n... what's this feeling I'm having? I can't stop smiling. Feels werid, " he asked, trying to keep his smile from growing any wider.
You couldn't help but giggle. "Maybe you're excited for me to read what you wrote. Your eyes used to just widen when i read what you wrote, but it looks like you're more happy this time. " You gave him a wide smile. "I guess I am. This smiling is hurting my face, but i can't stop. " he giggles, becoming flustered. "What I wrote is about how much i appreciate you." Aizetsu's smile grew wider, and he couldn't help but laugh. You covered your mouth, trying not to squeal from his cuteness
"I'm having fun with you too!"
Sekido
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Sekido had explained to you how he will never feel anything other than rage since that's the manifestation he is. A demon manjfested to only feel rage and anger. He knew his rage could affect others, but he had little empathy about it until he met a human who was the complete opposite of him but able to deal with his emotion.
The more time Sekido spent with you, the more he adjusted his anger and even attitude without realizing it. You noticed his change when you came that day, not having a good time at work, and he yelled at you, making you cry and had to realize his anger can affect others more than he thought.
"Sekido. I get mad, too, sometimes. I'll even feel rage, but some things just aren't worth getting mad over, you know? There are ways to calm you down when you get mad over the little things" you said making Sekido look at you with a angry but confused look "I know how to stay calm I'm not stupid! But... I wouldn't mind hearing your ways of calming down in small situations," he looked away from you with his arms crossed.
From then on, you've taught Sekido when the best times to calm down during certain situations are. Sekido's first challenge was dealing with his brothers, who couldn't follow orders. Instead of yelling or growling at them for them to listen, Sekido learned how to manage his breathing. He'd take deep breaths before he spoke
"Can you guys fucking listen? I want to get shit done, so stop fooling around and let's go, " he said with a calmer tone in his voice and turned around, walking out having his brothers shocked shocked. His brothers decided to actually follow Sekido and listen to him since he did ask nicely, and they wanted to show respect back to him for once.
Sekido would always look at you for approval for how he handled things, and even though he'd still say harsh things, you did praise him for trying.
Urogi
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Urogi never has a boring moment. He's always feeling so giddy and always wants to include his brothers in his foolishness, and even you, no matter how dangerous or stupid the idea is, he just has to always be having fun and have that cute smile on his face. You weren't really the type to always be active like Urogi, but he always encourages you to have as much fun with him even if you aren't up for it, but that's just him.
You've noticed that in the past few days, Urogi wasn't being himself. You thought if something happened when he left on his own those days because ever since he stopped going out on his own, his smile wasn't the same when he's around you and with the others. He'd snap out of some daze and smile if he was spoken to and be his usual self, but it seemed too fake. You took it apon yourself to see what the problem was.
You went outside and climbed up the tree he usually goes to whe wants to enjoy his own time. "y/n, why did you come up here? You could'vefallenl and hurt yourself, " he chuckled lightly. You sat down beside Urogi on the branch, making your arms touch. "I made sure to get up here safely, don't worry," you smiled. "Urogi... are you ok? You've been acting werid today... and the past few days actually" you said and suddenly he went silent, not smiling at you and not even lookin at you "i-im sorry for asking you don't have to answer-" "it's fine" Urogi cut you off and now having you silent to listen to him.
Urogi forced a smile "ahh it's no big deal, really! Ahah... it's just I met another demon a few days ago. He was a lot like me, although he was weaker than me, " he said. "Was?" You thought to yourself. "I had never met another demon who had a bird like appearance like mine. Made me feel happy knowing I wasn't so different, you know?" Urogi said with sadness in his voice, and his eyes started to blink more like he was stopping tears from coming out
"Urogi.." you said, touching his shoulder. "When I flew to our usual hang out spot, I noticed he was fighting a demon slayer... that human cut his head off as soon as I arrived... I saw his head just disappear along with his body" Urogi explained not being able to control the tears from flowing and using his claws to wipe them away "I killed the slayer because that's what demons do but y/n..." Urogi turned to you, crying more with shaking breathes in his sentences. "What is this feeling? I-i don't like it. Why can't I stop the water from coming out of my eyes? I've never had this happen to my eyes before. What's going on? It's been like this for 3 days"
Urogi covered his face with his claws sobbing even harder. "I don't like this feeling... I don't like it at all. Please help me. i-i can't seem to feel any joy right now, " he curls up, hugging himself with his wings. All you could do was wrap your arms around Urogi's body even though his wings were doing so. "You're grieving and feeling sorrow at the loss of your friend." you said, rubbing his back. "I really don't like this feeling, so don't leave until I'm better... please," he begs
"I won't, Urogi. Don't worry, I'm here"
Karaku
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Karaku loved fighting. It does not matter if his opponent is a human or demon he just loved to fight since it brought him his own joyful pleasure and getting to turn his fights into a game. He doesn't care who he makes mad, he dose what makes him feel good and no one else's.
When Karaku comes back from an uppermoon meeting or even speaking to the demons ranked above him, he'd often come back to your come with a completely different mood than before. "Hey Karak, how was the meeting?" you asked sweetly. "Mm. Good, " he said, not saying anything else and stood at the doorway, having a sour expression on his face.
You took notice and sat down on your couch and patted the seat next to you. "Do you need to talk? You weren't like this before you left. Something must've happened, huh?" You asked with concern. "You're a human. You won't understand how I feel," he said with anger in his tone and his expression showing clear annoyance. "I see." You got up and went back to what you were doing, "doesn't matter if you're a demon or not. When you're ready to talk, then I'm here, " you said.
Later that night, you were in your bed reading a book. You heard the door open and put your book down. It was Karaku. "Ready to talk?" You asked. Karaku took a deep breath and crawled onto the bed and rested his head on your lap. "It wasn't actually a meeting. My brothers were so busy i had to go to the infinity castle to pick up something "he" left for us. i ended up running into the upper 3" he said, and you nodded, petting his head.
Karaku let out a frustrated sigh this time, closing his eye to calm down. "Upper 3 and 1 are so strict!" Karaku snapped, now becoming angry, "talking about how I should act when I'm around them and upper 2 is annoying with his shitty come backs that aren't funny at all. It just just annoying! I hated how all i could do was fucking walk away! I hate how im weaker than those assholes" Karaku yelled with his fangs showing, even growling.
His reaction was kind of shocking to you. You've seen Karaku upset but not to this level. For a second, you thought to yourself if it's even safe to he around around in his raged state right now, but you stopped, you worry, and just decided to speak. "It's annoying running into a situation you don't like, especially when you don't know when it's going to happen," you said, making Karaku look at you a bit shocked. "Wait... you understand? .....I don't like feeling like this when I run into a situation I don't like. Ruins the fucking mood"
You nod, agreeing with Karaku, and keep petting his head. "Of course I get it. I may not be in your situation, but i get it, I have to go to work, and I hate running into rude customers. However, when I get home, I like to do things that make me feel good after a bad day. You should do the same Karaku, " you smiled, and so did Karaku.
Karaku got up and made a loud sound as he stretched. He turned back to you with his hands on his hips, smiling. "ahah! You're right! On my way here, I saw some pathetic slayers and ignored them, but after taking to you, I'm gonna go have some fun with them to feel better!" Karaku winked and dashed out the house
"Uh huh.. you do that, " you said with a giggle.
Zohakuten
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Zohakuten can be enraged very easily. He knew that very well and looked at any human or demon with such hate when it came to situations he didn't like. He often liked to take walks alone in the woods he was by himself, leaving his brothers since he was easily angered by most of the things they do.
He noticed a human walking ahead of him. He narrows his eyes to take notice that you're just a village walking in demon territory. He walked up faster behind you and growled. "Don't you know you're walking in the forest where demons come to at night? Get out of here before I kill you, " he said grips onto his weapon hard. You only kept walking, holding your basket. Zohakuten became more angry and grabbed your shoulder. "Hey! Scum don't you dare walk away" he said, and you turned around slowly.
You felt the fear wash of you noticing a demon was behind you this whole time and froze not knowing if you should scream or run. "What bitch? Why are you looking at me like I'm the evil one?" He said, You managed to calm yourself and take notice of the demon in front of you. Yes, he is a demon, but he has the appearance of a child.
Your face turned from frightened to a soft, welcoming smile. You got on a knee to match his height and held out your hand to him. "What are you doing? Are you now realizing you're disgusting like the dirt under my feet?" He said. You gave him a sad smile, tilting your head slightly. You pointed to your ears and then shook your head. Zohakuten understood now, judging by your gestures. You couldn't hear him, but he knew that you knew he's a demon. Despite that, you held your hand out to him with a soft and gentle smile
"... is it because i look like a child? Tsk. Don't have such pity for me. Scum" Zohakuten didn't know how else to respond to your kindness since this is the first time anyone has shown him any. You took notice of his lips moving, saying something but you just kept your position to help this child even if he is a demon. Zohakuten didn't sense any danger from you and took you up on your offer. "I'll allow you to take me wherever you want, but I'm not holding your disgusting hand." he slapped your hand away but grabbed your shirt, making you stand up.
You had brought Zohakuten to your house and offered him things a child would like. You had a thing for knitting, and Zohakuten could tell judging how you home looked. He found it stupid, but he didn't hate it. Zohakuten felt relaxed in your home and liked how an adult showed him kindness instead of demands.
He had explained to you why you cant help him but you still allowed him to come to your home whenever he could and Zohakuten would often, getting away from his brothers and always interested to see the handmade gifts you made for him. Zohakuten may be a child, but he wasn't stupid. He knew many languages, but learning sign language from you was something that peeked his interests aside from the hand-made gifts you made him. The word "hatred" was on his tongue, and you'd notice that when he would speak. "Why is hatred on your tongue?" You Sign. "I am a clone that's supposed to be hatred. That's why. What? Do you have a problem with it?" He sign back with an angry but worried face.
"No no I don't have a problem with it, just curious. You are always so grumpy but it seems when you come here you feel happy. Is it possible demons can feel happiness around humans?" You sign with a giggle. Zohakuten didn't answer, really thinking about it but not knowing how to respond. He was snapped out of his thinking when you pet his head
"It's... okay! you don't need.. to answer!" You said, this time speaking. Zohakuten stood up in shock, almost scared. "You talked! You can talk!? You can talk! Y/n!!" He couldn't help the happy squeal he let out and his eyebrows rising with the biggest smile on his face "shit wait wait" he said and uses a sign language to say what he just said. You look at him shocked "Zohakuten that's not how you say my name. You actually called me onee-chan. " You laughed, thinking he made a mistake.
Zohakuten smiled. "You're a woman worthy to be my big sister since I see you as one. I love my big sister, " he signed, and all you did was cry from happiness, hugging the small boy.
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kichikichiko · 2 years ago
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3rd times the charm
A/N: I THINK I WENT OVERBOARD WITH THIS ISTG NDKDJSKFK
Scaramouche x fem!reader, modern AU, university AU, scaramouche swears a bit, sort of love at first sight?, proofread, LONG FIC COMING THROUGHH
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♡♡♡♡
Scara first saw you in the hallways of the campus, later he found out that you were actually in the same classes as him, you took the same lectures and almost had the same schedule.
When he first saw you he didnt think much, just thought you were one of the only good looking people in the whole campus, it was just admiration he told himself.
However that admiration has turned into something more as the weeks go by. One of your professors has decided to give an individual assignment requiring everyone to make a 10 minute long presentation
Scara was planning to bail on it and not come to on the d day, but found out that presentation made up 30% of his final grade and had no choice but to do it and come to class to present, much to his dismay.
On the day of the presentation, he came in early like everyone else, sat down and revised his presentation. He midway through checking his presentation Scara decided to just play with his nails or look at the table
Because to him, the table was much more interesting to observe than anything else. in fact he'd to count all the little lines that are on the wooden table then revise his presentation.
One after another people started to present and the man started getting bored and sleepy. It felt like hours and it never seemed to end soon, Scara thought about going home and skip presenting, until he heard your voice as you started your presentation.
He verted his gaze away from the table to look at you.
With the amount of time given to present, he cant help but notice the little details from you. Your voice loud and clear for everyone to hear, confident enough to talk but, also nervous as you were subconciously playing with your fingers, eyes looking at the presentation then averting it to the audience, and the way you laughed, trying to answer the professors questions. The way your voice sounded sent butterflies to his stomach and he doesnt know why.
This was the only time he listened with full attention to someones presentation and he couldnt give an answer to why.
His attention was completely on you for a solid 10 minutes, only stopping when your presentation was finished and you were sent back to your seat.
Even then, his eyes followed your figure until you sat down,
The violet haired man sat a few rows behind you, and even if he couldnt see your face, his eyes never left your figure until the end of the lecture.
Whenever he knew you and him had class together, he would quickly get ready and make his way towards the campus. He took note that you always came 5 minutes after him, so next time he decided to come 5 minutes later than his usual time, just to be able maybe cross paths with you in the campus hallways. It never worked though, much to his dismay.
Thats alright, he'll try again, maybe he needs to find you not in the lecture room but during break time.
"1st times the charm" he'd mumble to himself.
Even so, during breaktime, if he just so happens to see you something would ALWAYS go south. Example, Scara sees you alone on a table outside, revising some notes? He'll muster up the courage to talk up to you. But he could never reach you without something fucking his plan.
One time he finally found you and his gaze never left you, meaning he wasnt aware of his surroundings. He tripped on a rock and fell face first. Immediately after he tripped and got stares from people around the man left, face completely red from embarrassment, hoping you didnt see the whole fiasco happening in front of you.
"2nd times the charm." He told himself one day, as he was getting ready for the day.
Well boy oh boy was he wrong. He saw you in the campus cafe drinking (beverage of choice). Again, his gaze on you and what happened this time? He bumped into someone, making their coffee ruin his outfit.
"FUCKING HELL!" Everyone quickly tried to find the source of such a loud scream, which means you did as well.
When he found out everyone was staring at him including you, he froze, looked at the person who's coffee spilled all over him, looked at everyone else, then at you and ran out again face red.
"....okay that was weird" you'd mumble to yourself, before focusing back to your laptop. You swore you saw his face somewhere, and tried to find out exactly "where" was.
Scara ran to the bathroom and hid in one of the stalls, not even bothering to clean up the coffee stain on his shirt.
The man was utterly and completely embarrassed by what just happened. He simply doesn't know if he has the guts to come to another class next time around when he is bound to meet you again. Because there is no way that you won't recognize his face after that whole Fiasco.
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Few days have gone by and Scara was close to just giving up. During lecture, he made sure to sit far far in the back where the possibilites of you seeing his face is close to 0.
Even after just a few days his mind was still replaying the scene in his head over and over again to the point where he could probably describe every single detail in a heartbeat.
There was no way 3rd times the charm.
Instead of going to the campus Cafe this time around he decided to go to a nearby cafe which was just a few blocks down the street.
He knew that you wouldn't be here anyways as you are usually in the campus Cafe. He was positively sure that he wouldn't see you here
But just as luck has it of course whatever he said wasn't true because the moment he heard a familiar voice he knew it was you instantly. Either way he looked up to see if it was actually you, praying it wasnt and he was just hallucinating.
Lo and behold, there you were, in the cashier ordering a drink.
Scaramouche started mentally kicking himself and started cussing at the world for doing this to him. He felt like, no, he KNEW that the world was mocking him for what happened to him and wanted to see it happen again live.
He wanted to leave but before he could he heard your voice starting to panic. Because he heard you panic his head whips back to you to see what the fuss was about
What he saw was you rummaging through your bag to find something which he could only guess was your wallet and in fact he wad right.
"Shit! I forgot my wallet!!" You said, panicking as you were worried you were holding up the line. You kept trying to find your wallet but to no avail, so you decided to cancel your drink and run back to your dorm to get your wallet and buy a drink in the campus Cafe instead.
Before you got the chance to cancel your order and apologize to the person behind the cashier Scaramouche whipped up his credit card and paid for your drink. The person behind the cashier took his card and ringed it up meanwhile you stared up at him and complete shock.
After the transaction was done and Scaramouche got his card back only then did you started talking
"y-you didnt have to that sir..." you mumbled a bit, mentally punching yourself for letting a stranger pay for your drink because you forgot your damn wallet.
Scara looked at you and shaked his head "it's no problem"
You widened your eyes as you finally recognize who this man was. You remember that he was in your lecture class and you paid attention to his presentation assigned to all of you a few weeks back. Although the way that he presented his presentation wasn't all the best, because he seemed uninterested and wanted to get the hell out of the class fast (which was true) you were enchanted by the way his voice sounds, and how attractive he looks.
You also remembered the incident inside the campus cafe, when he suddenly screamed out "FUCKING HELL" which shocked everyone.
Pointing at him, with curious eyes you asked him "Werent you the guy who screamed out in the campus cafe few days ago??"
With the way that he looks, and the way that he presented himself, you were sure he was going to cuss you out or gaslight you into thinking that never happened but instead you were met with him getting all flustered, taking you by surprise.
"Uhm. Maybe well uh... nevermind that. We dont talk about that okay? That never happened ever" he replied getting more and more red by the minute just thinking about it.
You laughed and nodded "well alright then, Im (name) ive also seen you in class before but nrver got your name"
God your laugh was attractive, he thought to himself before clearing his throat "Scaramouche."
"Well then scaramouche, would you be interested in having a drink with me as we chat? I mean were already here so might as well right...?" You suggested with a smile.
He gladly took your offer although did so in a way where it made him look uninterested,
He prayed that this time, things would go according to plan
After all,
3rd times the charm right?
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bunny-lou · 2 years ago
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Hello!! Im the anon with the ask from 2 weeks ago about how much i love your fics and how autophobia kicked my ass into hyperfocus so bad i ended up napping on the floor in the hallway and almost missing class after reading it
I just want you to know that i really appreciate you taking the time to answer said ask because i was massively anxious about having sent it as it was all pretty much nothing but an absolute ramble and since i was exhausted as shit (hadnt slept for more than 40 hours at that point in time) i didnt even remember what exactly i had said in it until reading it again just now after seeing it answered on my dash (didnt even figure it out it was my fucking ask until halfway through) so i was kinda worried about having come across differently than intended and sounding idk entitled or some shit by talking about wanting to read more from you whenever and only of possible (id fucking hate to sound like one of those "next chapter right now!!!! I dont care that you have a life!!! Write the fucking chapter now!!!" readers) and i was more anxious ab it after time passed without getting an answer (ngl i was p much straight up stalking your blog every few hours the first few days then i saw a post from you about how tumblr eats your asks and calmed down quite a bit) but yeah anyway i just really wanted to tell you how much i loved ypur stuff and how strongly i feel about autophobia and your writing in general hopefully without making you uncomfy or coming across as rude or anything i hope i succeed in doing that at least kinda
But yeah jsyk youre the first desc account i started interacting with properly after randomly becoming hyperfixated as fuck on descendants and your stuff is responsible fpr getting me more into the fandom and into desc itself so yeah thank you
And also i just wanna say that when i first started autophobia i REALLY didnt think my autistic aroace ass would like it since i never was into abo in the traditional form of the trope but goddamn did i fucking love ypur fic despite any initial assumptions i had made about it i loved carlos' characterization so much and i loved everyones characterization so much amd the whole plot and everything i felt it was So well executed i often daydream of like alternate events for my favourite fics but for yours i can conceive no alternate plot development that id like more than yours its absolutely chefs kiss
Anyway sorry for thia absolutely fucking gigantic rant feel free to ignore me apologies if its too much and (tldr:) thank you for everything!!
(Original ask)
I'm the actual worst at responding on Tumblr, I'm so sorry.
Your asks, both the previous one and this one, are so sweet! I never mind long asks, though it does take me longer to respond to them. Seriously, if it takes me a while to answer, it's because most of my work days are 10-12 hours and I do not have energy to reply, it's a busy life!! My mobile Tumblr (which is what I normally use) does not give me any alert that I get an ask, but if I check my mobile tumblr, my desktop tumblr will not show that I have an ask because it thinks I saw the notification on mobile (which I don't). So also blame the wonky app lol.
There are months of effort that go into all my pieces on AO3, especially Autophobia, so messages like these that show that people know how much effort I put into my work are so rewarding. And I love Descendants, it brought my such entertainment and joy during harsh periods of my life, I am in awe if my writing helped you to love a fandom as much as I do!
And I've had a lot of people tell me that Autophobia is their favorite ABO fic or the fic that got them invested in that trope, which also means so much to me because ABO is my favorite AU!!
Thanks so much for taking the time to send me such a lovely letter, it makes me smile so much!!
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omg belle is back!!!
that big dick t-shirt has been living rent free in my mind since last year i think the only solution now is for me to procure one
tifosa for life but "ferrari clown private limited whatever corporation" SENT me im howling
i want cl16 pasta :( i would eat it all even if i knew it would give me horrific food poisoning and if it tasted raw and just plain bad with every bite
"lando thinks birds don't have feet don't believe him" <- checks out. moving on
god so when is it my turn to have a partner who posts me to ts lyrics i/o boys who say they "just don't use social media like that"
soft launching an ex actually does seem like a charles move hmmmmm
OH MY GOD HE BROUGHT HOZIER INTO THE CHAT???? marriage. instant rn give me a veil and a priest
not charles being like i would do lie to two of my colleagues for you but assisting in a felony is where i draw the line
why do celebs even bother deleting their stories honey ppl have notifications on for u and they're clicking away with screenshots like their mothers paid them to
DANIEL FORCIBLY INSERTING HIMSELF INTO THE NARRATIVE HAHAHAHAHAHA he said u can choose to invite me or not but in the history books i WILL be a part of this story and thats FINAL.
that pic is supposed to be cute but im thinking abt how much charles' back hurt to bend in that way
i feel like if he tried just a little bit harder charles could be one of those people that can make both their eyes go in opposite directions. idk like if he ever gets bored of going vroom ive got activities lined up for him
okay but side note nicolle wallace is SO beautiful like i stalked her whole insta and im still stunned omgggggg
the daniel ricciardo side quest has me on the floor there really is never any drama that's free from his fidgeting fingies
bro thumbs up-ed the soulmates confession
"missed seeing your pretty face every time i opened my gallery 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔" what a LIAR i know for a fact he didnt delete a single one of this pictures be fr
BELLE I LOVE WHENEVER U POST!!!! SO EXCITED YOU'RE BACK THANK YOU FOR RETURNING LOVE YOU MWAH!!!!
well, i'm still in love with you !!!
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ in which their fall-in-love-again era is them soft launching each other while driving their friends wild.
or
for when you're still in love with them and will be for forever. ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚
social media au // charles leclerc x fem!reader
prequel - saw ur mom at the grocery store ·˚ ༘
warnings - language. suggestive jokes (???)
author's note - im so SORRY for not updating life is CRAZY rn like ???? so much has happened like im in LOVE im DONE with SCHOOL i have EXAMS SJSHSJSJKSKS im so sorry i hope u like this i love u all <3
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yourusername he's in my head so much i might as well just give him some
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username im shaking in my big girl boots rn what the Fuck
username y/n ?????
username SCREECHING
username roman empire or roman empire
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landonorris just because you can type something doesn't mean you SHOULD
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-> yourusername i am sorry that was mean
-> landonorris 😕
-> username someone keep these two away from each other before y/n makes lando cry 😭
username live love laugh y/n y/l/n
username i need cameras recording their whole vacation !!!!!!!!!
username this whole holiday will be so much more entertaining than 90% of all the tv shows out there 😭😭
username lord i pray that this is about charles
maxverstappen1 you didn't hear it from me but he's giggling
-> yourusername tell him to stop giggling and help me chase those seagulls away
-> landonorris LEAVE MY SEAGULLS ALONE
-> yourusername THEY ATE MY SANDWICH
username rip y/n's hater girl era u will be missed 😞☝️
username i know charles is thoroughly enjoying this like
username i will get over a lot of things in life but i will never get over lando and max joining the y/l/n-leclerc vacation simply because they do not trust charles to do the sensible thing
-> yourusername actually they're all dumb
-> maxverstappen1 excuse you
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-> maxverstappen1 I PAID TO KEEP QUIET
-> yourusername blocking out the haters 🫸🙄🫷
username forever entertained by this group they never disappoint
username need me a max and lando to get me a bf or whatever 🙄🙄🙄
username waiting for charles to come here and say some stupid shit before going on with my day !!!!
charles_leclerc i bet u think about me
-> yourusername nah bc no way ferrari can make u THIS delusional what's the cause
-> yourusername i am sorry i was told that i cannot say shit about ferrari clown private limited whatever corporation
-> username please never change
charles_leclerc i will make u pasta !!!!!!!!
-> yourusername no thank u i saw what happened to arthur
-> charles_leclerc THAT WAS NOT MY FAULT THE PASTA WAS NOT GOOD
-> yourusername skill issue
charles_leclerc where r u
-> yourusername why r u typing like that
-> charles_leclerc lando said it's cool
-> yourusername lando thinks birds don't have feet don't believe him
-> landonorris why am i catching strays
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charles_leclerc we'd still worship this love
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username OH ??????
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username y/n effect is so real
username PLEASE NOT CHARLES SOFT LAUNCHING HIS EX 😭😭😭
-> username y'all put some respect on my girl's name 😭
-> yourusername i am no one's ex i will sue u for defamation
-> charles_leclerc for legal reasons she's JOKING
-> yourusername how do U know that tf
-> username i missed this
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username crying this is everything i've prayed for
username no one's mentioning the fact that charles wasn't even supposed to go on the vacation 😭😭😭
-> landonorris he booked his tickets and acted like it was a mistake
-> charles_leclerc you're a mistake
-> username and THAT'S how i know y/n and charles are back together 🤞🤞🤞
username i need a documentary on this vacation u don't GET it
username max and lando we trust u
maxverstappen1 you just pushed your love in water
-> charles_leclerc she told me i looked like tweety from looney toons
-> maxverstappen1 well
username crying i love every second of this
username i need to study this man's brain under a microscope like
-> username his thought process is just so UNIQUE
username i need them to confirm their relationship so i can breathe a sigh of relief thank u
username need me a man who posts like this
yourusername told u taylor swift songs slap
-> charles_leclerc highkey
yourusername i'm the most hilarious person ever idk why ur mad
-> charles_leclerc you called me tweety
-> yourusername hilarious
-> charles_leclerc my lover's got humour
-> yourusername OMGGGGG
yourusername we might just get away with this
-> charles_leclerc i told you, if you commit murder i will NOT be an accomplice
-> yourusername those are lyrics but fuck u too i guess
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yourusername well i'm still in love with u 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 (❤️)
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charles_leclerc 2 out of 262819 photos where she stole my phone and the one (1) photo with me in it like okaaaaaaaaaay (🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯💯💯🥶🥶🥶🥶🥶🥶🥶‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️)
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username PLEASE OMG
username andddddddd we're 🔙 to having charles have a breakdown every single time y/n (HIS GIRLFRIEND) interacts with him
username god heard my prayers
username why do i have a feeling lando and max went EXTREME
-> yourusername if u call pushing us both off the yacht and not letting us back on until we said "hiiiiii" civilly to each other extreme, then yes. they were EXTREME.
-> charles_leclerc still mad about it. i said "hiiiii 😍😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰🥰😘😘😘😘" and you said "hi 😐😐😐😐."
-> yourusername sorry i was too busy finding ways to poison u then ❤️❤️❤️ im good and better now ❤️❤️❤️ (police and officials LOOK AWAY)
-> username netflix needs to leave dts and document THIS
username someone should write a book on this vacation and it should be max ☝️☝️☝️
username WAR IS OVERRRRR
username they're BACK god bless
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-> danielricciardo excuse you i was the mastermind
-> landonorris you literally did nothing except sit on ft for hours and yell at us.
-> danielricciardo tell that to all those thank you texts (money) charles sent me
-> landonorris YOU TOLD ME NO ONE WILL BE GETTING PAID charles_leclerc
-> charles_leclerc i sent him $1 because heidi asked me to
-> heidiberger_ he threatened to fly out to italy i did everyone a favour
username the y/n effect is coming back with full throttle like yeaaaaaaaaah
username i need a trilogy on this vacation like i need EVERYTHING
username the way i KNOW both of their families just rejoiced like they were going through it 😭😭😭
username everyday i wake up and thank the lord and heavens for daniel ricciardo, max verstappen and lando norris
yourusername i look so good wtfff
-> charles_leclerc yes you do 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
yourusername bébé ( baby )
-> charles_leclerc mon ange ( my angel )
yourusername soulmates 4 sure
-> charles_leclerc 👍
-> username lord i am not your strongest soldier
-> username why is he like this 😭😭😭
yourusername lowk missed taking 26271727 selfies on ur phone
-> charles_leclerc missed seeing your pretty face every time i opened my gallery 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
-> username y/n never leave him again please
-> username my man's TRAUMATISED
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currently-evil · 9 months ago
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i cannot for the life of me remember if i sent the ask i typed out when u replied so if u get two almost identical asks - no u didnt
first of all i lived by the sea my entire life, the air was not chewable enough and the lack of cancerous chemicals in the air bored me, air should be spicey
ah i've been late for the Mary lore 😔😔😔 tragic (but good for u no data should be given up willingly and for free)
(love ur shrimps they are adorable)
JFGHGFAJFNA Sorry Anon-Sibling I was swallowed by the real life. (Can you imagine that now that school year is ending some fucking idiots from my dziekanat suddenly was like to me, oh yeah btw in pażdziernik last year we added some more subjects to list of subjects you need to pass and yeah we send you that in email to that email you didnt even know you have and never bothered to check if you got that information or not, we dont care, oh you werent going on wykłady from that subjects cały semestr because you didnt you should.... lmao not our fault)
But its all good now :)
I love the "air wasnt chewable enough" it made me wheeze out loud, I imagine you with a saw just cutting a piece of air away and snacking on it like a character from Looney Toons
And lol you werent late for any lore that made me laught because i imagined myself as a character that you havent unlocked yet in video game, so have this edit of my photo
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I can share with you Lore whenever you want. Here we go:
I live through 8h shifts in work fantasising about mini indoor pond i want to make
I just accidently stole 160zł from my sister on various mochis
I am addicted to reactions wideo, because many of my friends dont share my likes, so watching somebody watch something i love and love it make me all giddy
I just hit 4600 hours in Elder Scrolls Online (God what I am doing)
I collect lots of things: feathers i find on my walks, special 5zł's, fossils, "dziękuję za zakup miłego czytania" cards that some people add when you buy books from them on olx, tattoo ideas i might get one day, and my most precious collection - Mangas :)
i love trashy romance novelas, the trashier the better
And yeah!! My shrimps are so so adorable! their tank is on my desk so i see them even now as i type, and they are soooo cute
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your-iron-lung · 2 years ago
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wip whenever?
i was tagged by my dear friend ples @eloarei, and if im understanding it right, im meant to just post some snippets of some wips im working on? maybe say some words about em?
shrugs,
anyway heres wonderwall some wips
no shade chappie 16 wip:
“What’s the situation?” Hopper asked breathlessly as Powell stepped in with him.
“Not sure exactly,” Powell responded, snapping a thin branch out of the way as they passed through the bramble to access the small clearing, “but it’s all kinds of fucked up.”
And it was. 
All around the small, handmade log cabin was destruction. Trees with trunks that had a diameter larger than his arms could encircle had been felled in such a way that made them look like twigs, snapped in half as easily as Powell had just done. Large, ugly scratches lined the splintered trunks in such a way that, to a novice tracker’s eye, they may have resembled a bear’s marked territory. Huge swathes of snow had been displaced into dirty, scattered drifts that seemed to mark a small arena of combat, if the prints in the mud and what remained of the snow was any indication.
Initially confused by what he was seeing, it took Hopper a moment to realize that what he’d originally thought was dirt mixed in with the snow was actually days-old, dried brown blood.
so my interest in st kinda dwindled at the release of s4 (whiiiich i didnt even watch, lol), and then i got really hardcore into star trek. i havent given up on this story, its just.... gonna be simmering on the backburner for a lil bit longer. i never plan for the interim between chapters to be so long but, yknow. sometimes it do be like that
speaking of star trek......
But as he explained it to the genius minds on the bridge, they conclusively found that it didn’t make any sense, even as the computations were handed over to Spock to assess. When asked what it was he could make of Scotty’s experimentations, all he had to initially say was, “Fascinating.”
“Fascinating, yes, of course,” Scotty replied, reading along over Spock’s shoulder as he scrolled through the contents of the PADD. His superior was seated at his science console on the bridge with Jim situated to his left, leaning against the paneling. Kirk had his thumb pressed to his lips in thoughtful concentration. “But we’re going after him, aye? Retrieving the lad?”
“To my knowledge, the dog in question is not a Labrador,” Spock intoned stoically. His eyes flickered through the lines of research quickly, moving back and forth at a speed that Scotty could not keep up with. 
Scotty laughed uncertainly then, glancing at Jim who was also reading over Spock’s shoulder. In the captain’s case, he at least was able to keep up with the Vulcan’s speed-reading, his blue eyes skimming rapidly back and forth as Spock scrolled.
im not gonna give too much away on that one bc i want it to be an EMOTIONAL SURPRISE, but i will say that the working title for it is 'ARCHERS BEAGLE', and it will be set in AOS. probably genfic, but if i can get away with some spirk i will lol
heres another star trek wip i can talk a bit more about.
working title, 'OVERHEAD, THE ALBATROSS' or 'ECHOES'
The away team hadn’t been gone for more than two hours, and had only been sent to perform a rudimentary exploration of the planet’s surface. Initial scans had proven it to have a breathable atmosphere with no sentient humanoid life-forms; on all accounts, it should have been safe. Routine, even, as the away team had completed the first check-in without issue only a half-hour before, but even as Kirk considered this, he’d known planetary scans to be wrong in the past.
Gothos, among others, came to mind. Some days it felt as though a simple smoke and mirror could have fooled a Federation’s sensors, for all they were worth. 
“Kirk here, away team; we read you.” He paused in his return transmission, his initial confusion giving way to concern, and then, alarm.  “Away team, you beamed down with six; only three returning?” 
“Three critically wounded in need of medical,” she reiterated urgently. She coughed wetly, indicating her own injury before she said, “Please, Captain. Hurry.”
“Acknowledged. Hang in there ensign, help is on the way. Uhura will maintain contact with you, and I’ll meet you in transporter. Kirk out.” 
A restless energy overtook him as he cut communication with the wounded crewmember. Uhura immediately hailed the ensign as Kirk began to rally back against the manic thoughts that threatened to overturn his rationality, trying not to think of all the ways the mission could have gone wrong.
Had they stumbled upon a secret, hostile civilization? Were there omnipotent beings lying in slumber that the away team had disturbed, thus earning their ire? A slow-acting toxin they hadn’t scanned for in the otherwise breathable atmosphere? 
Snapping open his personal communicator, Kirk cast his discorded thoughts aside and hailed the transporter room. He spoke brusquely with the chief working the console, relaying the urgency with which the ensign had conveyed unto him to get the three back on board as quickly as possible. 
The bridge crew (with the exceptions of Uhura, who was keeping in touch with ensign Anders, and Spock, who was not there at all) had all grown static as their individual concerns began to coalesce into a near tangible thing, circling ominously overhead like a vulture scouting an already dead thing.
Jim felt its distracting pressure and chose to ignore it.
this one is gonna set in TOS, and will be full of spirk. spock gets injured on an away mission and kirk gets to help him heal, but his injuries arent something he sustained in a physical sense
i even have a (very short) playlist set up for this one, too
anyway yep, those are my big three rn, but i am also stewing on.... some star trek horror......that i have ideas for, but havent written anything about yet
i really dont have any writing friends besides YOU WHO TAGGED ME, so uh...
yep, thats all folks (smile)
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chelleztjs18 · 2 years ago
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Hello you mrs. lefty eyebag 😌
I'm doing okay, couldn't get up this morning cause it was so nice and warm. And it was cloudy and rainy outside. Just working now. How about you? What have you been up to?
I used to do that with my ex when we lived together. We fold the clothes together and she puts hers away, but then I end up reorganizing her stuff because when she picks out what she wants to wear and decides it's not what she wants, she puts it back all messy. And I'm just there like, no wonder it takes forever to get ready lol
I've read that one too! Where they pretended to be together so Vision can notice Wanda? I love the part that Vision is the eye doctor and his name is Vision hahahaha I thought that you were very clever and sneaky.
Yes, I want a game room too! I already know how it'll be set up and stuff. But I want to combine the game room and the movie room. So that when playing games, it'll be in a big screen TV with really good sound.
And it'll have a little fridge for snacks. Because whenever I game, I always need snacks lol. That's why I like the nugget ice. It's a weird habit, but I chew ice a lot.
I'm sorry about that! After I sent the ask, I was thinking to myself, damn why did I say that. I do get a bit flirty when I am tired and sleepy. Good thing I wasn't drunk, or I would have showered you with good compliments hahaha
I get flustered when people surprise me with things. Like if someone tells me that they got something for me because they saw it and it reminded them of me. So knowing that I crossed their mind and feeling appreciated.
Also what gets me weak is the smile and hugs.
Uh so when I used to live with my bestfriend, we basically just go into each other's rooms without knocking. So one time, I walked in on her and her boyfriend having sex. 😵 I ran out, so quick, and was so embarrassed lol
Hm, what's the first thing you would buy if you won the lottery?
-CuriousGeorge
Hello hello righty eyebag!
sorry for the late reply? how was ur day?
my day was okay. I tried to write a bit n then chores n be a mom for the little sassy princess. lol. alsoooo, I made the cover for the dark fic with Nat mini series today!
I decided to announce it tonight and post the 3 parts that are ready since I dont think I cant finish it on time before my vacation. I plan to post all 3 this week. :D So yaaaay! I'm excited!
hahahaha yeah, he is like that too but i'm the one that take longer to get ready. lol. i meant i can get ready fast but when i have to do my hair n dress up, it's gonna take longer. :D
haha yeeep! That's the fic. I love the comment R said about Vision is an eye doctor but cant see how much Wanda into him. 😅
Oh yeah my game room of course have a full bar n kitchen too so i can have a drink snacks too.haha.
Sometimes i chew ice cube too but it depends how hard it is.haha.
Oh no no..dont be sorry or apologize. It's okay. I know u were joking about the flirty comment.. i was joking too. N u werent being disrespect or anything. So feel free to joke around. If u cross the line, i will let u know. 😊
Oh really?? So u always give compliments to people whn u r drunk? Thats nice n sweet. Maybe when u r drunk u should message me. I actually love when people drunk text me.😅
Aaww all the weakness u mentioned are cute n nice. I agree with u. I'm like that too. We r pretty similar.haha. i love something spontaneous act of care like that, it means i was in ther mind.
Oooh haha thats awkward. Good thing i never walk in to something like that.hhaha. i just remember but i dont know if this counts but i once serve my regular customer. They r a pretty cool couple But i think i once came to their table to check up on them n they were in a big argument or something so when i ask if i can get them anything else, both of them say a stern upset "NO" at the same time. I was like ooo okaay. N after that, i didnt go check on them until they ask for the check. 😅 i like them. I think both of them are pretty cool women. One of them is a cop n the other is a lawyer. They even bought me an eifel tower keychain n silk scarf when they went to Paris. 🥰
The first thing i buy when i win a lottery is my dream house n my dream car. Then maybe buy a business so the money will multiply.haha 😅 what about u?
Next question?
Cheerio!
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shrimpathizer · 3 months ago
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nine albums or songs I've been listening to lately x nine people I’d like to get to know better x tag game with no name
1. why did you choose your url? not a clue. i came up withe the phrase a while back and now its my thing. i like shrimp but i honestly didnt have any strong opinions on them before getting the url.
2. any sideblogs? if you have them name them and why you have them. @noodlecankilljod for tlt posting. @a-nice-place shared w tiger and bear for happy and nice thinggs when youre sad. @consonant-counter bc i wanted to run a gimmick (also co-run). @souroboruoss to post my og art since my seperate acc got nixed by google :(
3. how long have you been on tumblr? like since. uh. fall of 2021. i think.
4. do you have a queue tag? most of the time its #queue btw but sometimes i dont bother. like the pizza pasta post i queued till september.
5. why did you start your blog in the first place? tbh i was one of the pinterest girlies or whatever whose pinterest was essentially just tumblr posts and i figured why not.
6. why did you choose your icon/pfp? i found a duo set of icons in a post and sent it to tiger to share. then we found the og vid it came from and sent to bear and fish so they could also join. (yes im aware we are all animals. that was not intentional)
7. why did you choose your header? skixjsk ummm. i saw it once and i feel like it comes up every other week at least (in my kinds of convos) and i think its hilarious. i really wanna print it out and make it like a card that i can just pull out whenever relevant.
8. what’s your post with the most notes? my current posts georg is probably this post. (a dr who post). my highest posts georg though is from my art blog and its the ace explosion i believe.
9. how many mutuals do you have? honestly maybe around fifty (idk how :0). i interact or have interacted with most of them, but talk to about ten the most (i wish i talked to the others more)
10. how many followers do you have? uhh. 102? i believe.
11. how many people do you follow? 413.
12. have you ever made a shitpost? i have made a couple. my favorite one (off the top of my head) is the one about white people being the systematic problem. :) im very proud of it. though im not too great at shitposts
13. how often do you use tumblr each day? honestly. more than i should. idk how long though and i dont want to check .
14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? no. i dont really get into arguments. (i dont start them and im not popular enough to have people just come up to me angry)
15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts i think that those additions are unecessary. it just makes me feel bad. yes i know its important. however i dont want to and i dont like being made to believe that im a bad person for simply not wanting to reblog some random post on a social media website. its usually not that big of a deal. let me make my own choices without shoving them on me. it just makes me less likely to interact with that post.
16. do you like tag games? i think theyre fun. some times i dont have a lot to say but i like talking to people and learning about people. and i think its an interesting way that tumblr has cultivated to connect with each other especially in such a time of isolation on social media.
17. do you like ask games? yes! i love ask games. sadly i never really get asks from the ask games but i wish. theyre cool and another fun way to interact with people. the ones that say "if you get this you have to send this to 10 other people" or smth similar annoy me though. in the same vein as the posts about "you need to reblog this." i am doing this in my free time i dont need to be doing anything.
18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? definitely @godmodebeginswithlesbians i have no idea how i scored such a famous mutual and i always forget cuz i see her in my notifs a lot. but yeah. Hi link ily you are very cool (also a little intimidating)
19. do you have a crush on a mutual? nope but theyre very cool and i really want to be friends with them but idk how to talk to them besides asking a bunch of...mundande questions (ive resorted to asking what their favorite dish was that theyve had recently)
20. what is the last song you listened to? ...the good omens theme. its on my everything playlist for some reason and i had it on shuffle.
21. what are you currently watching? uhh. i started Make Some Noise cuz i liked those episodes of game changer the best. and its very fun i would definitely recommend.
22. sweet/ savoury/ spicy? sweet or savory. i sadly have a very low spice tolerance.
23. what is your current relationship status? single and id like it to stay that way (aro)
24. what is your current obsession? uhh. circus? adhd? im not sure. i havent had an actual obsession in a long while. i dont have that many emotions so its hard to get excited about things. i end up having to find people/friends who are excited about things i like so they can freak out about it and i can then be excited through them.
25. what are nine albums/ songs you've been listening to lately?
The Show Must Go On by Queen (yeag. feelings from the freddie mercury post about this song)
Good Luck Babe by Chapell Roan (i dont know her music but id seen a lot about her and ppl liking her so i tried and so far this is the main one that i like. i dont have any strong opinions)
Not Like Us by Kendrick Lamar (awesome. im a bit late but thats per usual)
Withdrawl by Max Frost (my dad played this when we were working on a puzzle and i liked it)
From Eden by Hozier (i really want to write an essay about this. like. the lyrics. the music. And I know both music theory and literary theory. so yeah. but im busy and dont even know where i would start with that. but this song makes me insane i love it)
Giant by Django Django (the piano part is very interesting to me. specifically because its so simple)
Csikos Post by Czech Philharmonic String Quartet composed by Hermann Necke (@littlemissmedicalmalpractice i noticed there were two songs that i believe were from my playlists. hmm)
Country Song by Seether (i found it from a post and link said it was cool and also it was the music video and someone captioned it smth like "this is exactly how little kids play")
Oh No! by Marina (not really any comment for this one)
26. tagging (no pressure <3) ehm. @eepybubble @cloudydays69 @gayfraggle @winggy-wanggy-doobledoo @/ anyone who wants to
nine albums or songs I've been listening to lately x nine people I’d like to get to know better x tag game with no name
(thank you for the tag @lianhuajing !!)
1. why did you choose your url? uh. it was a play on "rose tinted glasses"
2. any sideblogs? if you have them name them and why you have them. nope!
3. how long have you been on tumblr? I think 2022? i knew about it before, just never bothered to make a blog
4. do you have a queue tag? don't kill me, what's a queue tag?
5. why did you start your blog in the first place? I had some Thoughts about Blue Lock and wanted to post meta for it
6. why did you choose your icon/pfp? uhh Flora.
7. why did you choose your header? Reo is one of my Blorbos and I just really liked that panel of him
8. what’s your post with the most notes? probably the "do you download fics" poll
9. how many mutuals do you have? about 20? i don't remember
10. how many followers do you have? 120?
11. how many people do you follow? 91
12. have you ever made a shitpost? yes. i think.
13. how often do you use tumblr each day? an hour?
14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? nope
15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts meh. some of them are funny i guess
16. do you like tag games? yep! it's nice interaction
17. do you like ask games? i do! but uh. it's a silent empty void here. an echo chamber, if you will.
18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? i have no idea but i see @kingsandbastardz a lot in the mlc community
19. do you have a crush on a mutual? nope
20. what is the last song you listened to? 若梦 by 周深
21. what are you currently watching? i just finished The Double! probably starting on Dashing Youth next
22. sweet/ savoury/ spicy? savoury!
23. what is your current relationship status? single
24. what is your current obsession? The Double,,,,
25. what are nine albums/ songs you've been listening to lately?
若梦 by 周深
如故 by 张碧晨
如初 by 张碧晨
借过一下 by 周深
万物不如你 by 张杰
Our dawn is hotter than day by Seventeen
Hitorijana by Seventeen
my music taste is kinda...i tend to stick to a few artists...
26. tagging (no obligation to do this!) @randomingoftherandomness @good-vs-evo @chrysofightme @bbcphile
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chaosinanutshell · 2 years ago
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Its Yoimiya's bday and I was like hm I wonder if the traveler ever says happy birthday to any of the characters
They literally all tell traveler happy birthday when its their bday so like just wondering, what would the characters say to the traveler after they tell them a happy birthday. (is this me putting this on my things genshin needs list? yes, yes it is)
But anyway sagau this thing, so its a characters bday, in this case yoimiya. Usually on a characters bday I use the character if I have them, even in their at level 1 or anything (I have my Noelle to tank the hits >:) then I just wish them a happy birthday. But if I dont then I just hop on to the character selection thingy, where you see all of them, and say happy birthday
Every year, as the day of their own birth draws closer, the vision holder makes sure to clear their own day to make sure that they could spend their whole day with their creator. Many others had told of their own experience on their birthdays to inform the others of how things would go.
Yoimiya had been waiting for so long as this was her first birthday with the creator since she 'came home'. She made sure to finish all her important business the day before. Then the night before, she excitedly prepared her equipment that her creator had given her and went to sleep.
Just as the others had said, she was brought into the party of people that the creator usually had for her. Her, Xingqiu, Noelle, and Beidou. They greeted her a happy birthday while the creator was checking the mail for the gift she had sent them. Then she had finally heard them.
"Happy birthday Yoimiya! Man its been a while since you've been on my account. I didnt exactly planned to get you but you've rlly helped me out in spiral abyss, those darned specters can burn." Yoimiya had to hold back a giggle, the creator always groaned or said a colorful cuss word whenever they had to fight those creatures.
"I know you'll probably never hear me but oh well, who cares cause I'll do what I want" Oh how she wanted to respond to the creator that she could hear them and that she was grateful for them. "Now lets do some commissions then off to another day of farming for you!"
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taro-im · 3 years ago
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“Even I can’t take her seriously”: Sakusa Kiyoomi
Angst to fluff
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Most of your high school life you’ve never been taken seriously, you were always the funny, goofy type who makes everyone laugh, sometimes it was a curse and a blessing, nobody could tell if you were hurt or you were just “joking” You have been dating Sakusa Kiyoomi since your first year of high school, everyone was surprised when the introvert started dating the ball of sunshine
It is now your first year in college you became more of a serious person and still somehow people still don’t take you seriously, it annoys you on how you don’t even try to sound funny but people still laugh at you, was it because of the way you look?
One day you and your boyfriend were at a college party, Sakusa drinking alcohol with Atsumu, Bokuto, and Hinata, with tons of girls, Sakusa arrived first you were coming late because of traffic
Once you arrived you heard lots of talking, girls flirting with the boys and your boyfriend
“Omi omi hows yur girlfrienddddd~~~~” Atsumu said “Yeah Sakusa how is she?” Bokuto said “Y/n is doing fine she still struggling that no one takes her seriously”he said tired “I know how y/n feels, i deal with it to people think I’m a little kid” Hinata said drunk, you could hear girls talking about you
you were about enter until you heard “ ha, even I can’t take her seriously y/n just acts ridiculous sometimes, she’s just embarrassing” Sakusa said drunk, your heart throbbed in pain from what you heard, whenever you talked to him or said you loved him he would just laugh at you, were you really just a embarrassing joke to him?
You left the restaurant, almost at the brink of tears feeling embarrassed on how the way you acted towards him, were you just heavy weight or used whenever he needs to feel amused? You didn’t even care anymore you just went back home and texted Sakusa that you couldn’t make it to the party because you were “busy”
Sakusa woke up the next morning with the worst hangover, he wondered why you didn’t come to the party last night, so he checked his phone you texted him a plain message without any emojis or saying I love you “hmm that’s strange she would always do that” he said muttering he texted you back with a “ok darling good morning💕” you just woke up from a notification, you groaned and checked your phone it was Sakusa, memories from last night flooded you remembered what he said how do you respond? “Shit this is hard I don’t want to look clingy” you said out loud you sent a regular “good morning Kiyoomi” (back to Sakusa POV) Sakusa waited for your text and he saw the message pop up he looked confused usually you would write him a whole ass essay in the morning which would start off his day why did you write a simple text message? He left for Msby volley ball practice less motivated
You just got back from school tired and lazy usually by now you would send him a random tiktok or a random photo you took of him and he would leave you on read, you felt petty for doing this but you didn’t want to look annoying so you didn’t, you went on your laptop and rewatched a k drama, you didn’t expect Sakusa to reply when you think about it your the only one sending him long essays and random stuff, you felt second hand embarrassment for your self and now know why he leaves you on read or just respond with an “ok”
Sakusa came back from extra practice and checked his phone, he didnt see you text anything? it felt off but maybe you were just tired, the next day came and u sent him a dry text again, he knew something was off but he didn’t want to say anything and didn’t know what to say
This happened for 3 weeks of awkward texts and no video calls, till Sakusa texted you to meet up with him at your favorite cafe, you responded with an “ok” you dressed up in some casual clothes, usually you would doll up because you guys go to different colleges and barely meet up but today you didn’t, you drove yourself to the cafe and saw him at a table waiting for you
Sakusa looked at you with bright eyes, usually by now you would jump into his arms, but u just sat on the chair, “hi kiyoomi how’s volleyball? you said “it’s fine darling, is everything okay?” He said worried “ha I’m fine just tired” you said “oh ok” he said, you both ordered your drinks and sat there quietly the tension was so thick and it was hard to make a conversation, you finished your drink and said “hey Kiyoomi I’m going to go now I got tons of work to do” you gave gave him a small peck on the forehead and was about to leave until he holded your arm tight “ y/n why are you avoiding me? And why are you calling me Kiyoomi all of the sudden?” He said confused “hah isn’t this what you wanted I don’t want to embarrass you, I want you to not think of me as a joke” you scoffed holding in tears of anger “baby what do you mean? Your not embarrassing to me, who said that?” He said “you don’t remember?” You said “remember what” Sakusa said confused, “ I heard what you said about me in front of your friends, Sakusa you could of just told me so I don’t have to look like an idiot” you said trying to hold in tears but they were dripping you didn’t want to cry in a cafe, suddenly Sakusa remembered the day he got drunk and said that about you, he holded you into a tight hug and said “ I’m so sorry baby, I love you so much, I didn’t mean what I said. I was really drunk that day and I love you giving me essays in the morning and you showing how much you love me, I just don’t know how to express it, you always make my day worth it” after hearing those words you felt the needles out of you chest and Sakusa holding you even though he hates germs, you both made up and went to your apartment and made up with the time you guys didn’t spend with each other, taking about your week.
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horansqueen · 3 years ago
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I was wondering can you do another smut ff where Niall eats her out? I don’t have any other requests just that :)
added THIS idea and THIS idea to the oneshot too! hope it's alright! 2.7k. SMUT! hope you like it!!! sorry i didnt proofread, i never do.💗
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I leaned my forehead on the wheel and closed my eyes. The night had been short and the same dream had ran over and over in my head until I would wake up. How I managed to dream about the exact same thing about four times in the same night was a mystery but it was not what really bothered me.
As soon as I heard the door open, I moved my upper body back up and open my eyes. They met hers immediately and she grabbed her seatbelt as my lips parted. The fact that I had dreamed about her all night was making the whole thing awkward and I was not sure how to act around her.
She was my best friend and I was used to have her around, but it was the very first time I thought about her that way. I had no idea what my subconscious was trying to tell me but when she sent me a smile and leaned her head against the bench, facing me, I felt my heart skip a beat. Was it wrong that I just wanted to kiss her and take her on the backseat? Because nothing had ever seemed so right to me.
"Wow, you didn't sleep much last night, did you?" she asked, an amused smile appearing on her lips. "Or maybe it's because you were not alone?"
I felt something stir in my stomach when she teased me but I couldn't tell her she was the one with me all night, in my thoughts and in my dreams.
"Oh, uhm, I just had a weird dream." I let out with a shrug. "No big deal." I lied, putting my eyes back on the road.
"A nightmare?"
My heart skipped a beat. It was not a nightmare at all. What was the opposite of a nightmare?
"No just a... dream."
"Ah. That kind of dream. I get it." she nodded with a chuckle. "Someone needs some!"
Maybe she was right, maybe it was all it was. Maybe I was just horny. When was the last time I actually had sex with someone? I glanced at her just as she licked her lips and I held my breath. No, it was way more than that. This was clearly not a problem that could be solved with a few flicks of the wrist.
"Was it someone you know?" she asked, raising her eyebrows.
I held my breath but tried to focus back on the road before swallowing hard. "Yea."
"It's even worse, it always leaves a weird feeling the next day doesn't it?"
I just nodded but I felt her words deep down my stomach. She was right, it did leave an awkward sensation inside me, like some sort of mist of fog in my brain, but it also made my whole body vibrate with lust and an other feeling I couldn't put my fingers on. The fact that she was so close made it even harder to think about something else and when I parked, I quickly got out of the car and breathed in deeply,
"Did you bring water?"
"Mm?" I turned around to look at her, placing my hands on my waist and nodded again. "Yea, don't worry."
It was a bad idea to go hike alone with her and I should have canceled, but I thought the lump in my throat and the hole in my stomach would leave after a while. It didn't thought. The more we walked, the harder it was not to do something about how I felt. Whenever her hand would brush against mine, I felt my heart jump up my throat like a kid with their first crush. It was ridiculous and at the same time, seeing my best friend in a new light was life changing.
"You're very quiet today, is it because of your dream? You can't stop thinking about it, can you?" Her lips curled on the left and she turned around, walking backward to face me. "Would you rather take a break? Eat something, maybe?"
I nodded and we got out of the road to sit on the ground. She checked in her bag and place a thin blanket on the floor before handing me a water bottle. I stared at her the whole time, not really knowing what to say and when her eyes met mine again, she had lost her smile.
"If you didn't want to spend the day with me, you could have just told me you know? I wouldn't have been mad."
I shook my head and spread my legs in front of me, crossing my ankles and taking a sip of water. "It's not that." I explained, taking my sunglasses off and putting them on my bag. "It's just..."
She frowned and moved closer, facing me, so close I could kiss her if I wanted. I could read worry in her eyes and it was the last thing I wanted.
"Talk to me." she said in a very soft voice, placing her hand on my thigh and tilting her head. "What's wrong?"
"It's you I dreamed about."
The words had escaped my lips without referring back to my brain first and my confession made me hold my breath again. She seemed surprised at first and finally pushed out the air from her lungs. "Oh." she pressed her lips together and nodded, her eyes never leaving mine. "And you're wondering if it was only good in your dream?"
I had not expected that question and she could probably read it in my face because she let out a chuckle. "I had a dream about you once, too."
The shock made my head move back a bit and my eyebrows raise. This time, she laughed a bit louder. "Is that so surprising?" she wondered before shrugging. "It happens, it's just a dream, Niall."
"That's the problem." I finally admitted. "I don't want it to be just a dream, I can't stop thinking about it."
I didn't want for her answer, I just moved closer and brushed my lips against hers. She tensed but when I kissed her gently, she seemed to relax. It was the very first time I kissed my best friend and the fireworks in my stomach were a good clue that it was an amazing idea.
"I guess that can be arranged." she whispered, making my heartbeats accelerate when she straddled me. "We're alone here, right?"
Her hand reached my cheek and her lips brushed against mine as she talked. It was so hot I felt my fingers curl, my nails digging in the dirt. I wanted her even more than I did when I woke up, even more than I did back in the car. I wanted her in a way I had never wanted anyone else, but I felt paralyzed.
"I've always wanted to have sex in nature, and I've always wanted to have sex with you." she let out with a smirk. "I guess it's time to make my fantasies come true, what do you say?"
Quickly, I wrapped my arms tightly around her, pulling her body against mine, and deepened the kiss. She tasted incredibly good, even better than in my dreams, and I groaned low in her mouth when I felt her hands slid under my shirt. She pulled it over my head and as soon as she threw it away, my arms moved around her again to kiss her harder. She whimpered when my lips slipped down her neck and she tilted her chin up to give me better access.
"Please, Niall, touch me."
Her voice was begging and desperate, and I just wanted to please her. I slid both my hands under her shirt, reaching her top and moving it up.
"No bra?" I asked a bit surprised, making her chuckle.
"It's not comfortable when I hike. I prefer tops."
"And I prefer nothing."
She chuckled again and shook her head, peeling her upper body from mine to look in my eyes. "I know. I know you, remember?"
I smiled a bit and nodded. Of course I remembered, and the fact that I was about to have sex with my best friend was crazy but exciting.
"I know you too, and I promise it'll be worth it."
"You don't have to promise, I know it'll be."
Slowly, I pulled on her shirt and she moved her arms up to help me. I did the same with her top and let my hand glide gently on her breasts, my thumbs brushing on her hard nipples as she ground down on me and let out an other whimper.
"I never thought I'd ever get naked in front of you." she murmured, making me look up in her eyes again.
My eyes roamed on her and I realized how much I loved how messy her hair was and how cute she was when she licked her lips nervously like she was at that moment. I realized that my best friend was beautiful and I started wondering why it was just hitting me. Why didn't I notice that before?
"You want to know what my dream was about?"
"Yes."
"I'll just show you."
Slowly, I held her as I lied her down on her back. I kissed her gently, my hands reaching for her pants as I pulled them down slowly, bringing her panties down at the same time. My lips reached her ear and I smiled slightly.
"Don't move." I whispered before kissing her jaw and let my lips brush down her neck, between her breasts and stopped at her belly, leaving an other small kiss on it.
"Do you want it?"
I didn't really have to ask but I wanted to hear her voice. I could smell how wet she was before I even spread her legs and it made me feel slightly dizzy.
"You know I do."
She kicked her shoes away and I smiled more, chuckling low at how impatient she was, but when she moved her knees up, placing her feet flat on on the ground, I breathed in again. She spread her legs and the sight made my cock swell in my shorts. It reminded me of my dream but I knew before to even put my mouth on her pussy that she would taste even better in reality.
"Please, don't be a tease."
I wanted to tease her but I couldn't. I moved closer, feeling my heart beat harder at the sight of how horny she was. Her whole pussy and parts of her thighs were glistening with her wetness and I groaned low before bringing my face closer. I ran my tongue on her right thigh and it made her squirm slightly before I did the same with the left one. She tasted amazing and I couldn't wait longer, letting my tongue slide up her pussy and when it reached her clit, her hips bucked my way and she let out a curse word.
There was a small breeze bringing her smell to my nose and my cock pressed more against the ground, impatient to feel myself deep inside her. I decided to take my time though and let my tongue run on her for a minute or two, making her even wetter.
"Oh my god, it's been so long since..."
She couldn't finish her thought and I just started sucking gently on her clit, making her moan louder than I thought she would. I slipped my tongue inside her and she started grinding down to fuck herself on it, turning me on even more than I already was.
"Fuck, oh fuck."
Once again, I slid my tongue up and pressed it on her clit before sucking harder on it. She immediately squeezed my head between her thighs and there was a flash from my dream thatb appeared in my head. She moaned again and her back arched as one of her hands reached my for hair, gripping it tight and pulling on it. It could be painful if I was not so horny and when she started shaking against my face, I felt her gush on my tongue and chin in a way I didn't expect. Just feeling her cum on my face brought me close to my own orgasm and I moved my body up as it hovered over hers. I kissed her gently as she moaned in my mouth when I rubbed myself against one of her thighs. I had never been so eager to feel myself inside someone and when I felt one of her hands trying to push down my shorts, I quickly helped her by pulling on the other side, and when I pushed myself inside her, she arched her back again.
"Fuck, you're soaked." I whispered against her mouth.
Quickly, she sat up and I felt myself slide out of her. It made me groan but she quickly pressed her lips against mine to kiss me hard and deep.
"You want to know how we did it in my dream?" she asked low.
"Fuck yes." I whispered back, making a smirk appear on her lips.
I held my breath when she turned around and got on all four, exposing her ass to me. I was a bit surprised but it didn't last. My hand reached for one of her cheeks as I got up on my knees and I grabbed my cock with my other hand, stroking it gently. I let the tip of it rub slowly on her ass but when moved closer, I knew she was even more impatient than me. Slowly, I slid my dick between her ass cheeks and pushed my hips her way, feeling it slide completely in her pussy again. I remained still and balls deep inside her and let my hands run on her back before I spanked her gently and once again a bit harder. She squirmed before she started fucking herself on my cock and I held my breath, staring at my cock sliding in and out of her. I grabbed her waist tight, feeling my fingers dig gently in her skin and felt my heart skipped a beat as I started fucking her harder.
"Oh my god, Niall."
Watching her ass bounce against my cock was hotter than I imagined and I allowed my thumb to push against her asshole as I kept fucking her. It didn't seem to bother her and she started whimpering louder, pushing herself against me in motion with my thrusts.
"Fuck, petal, your cunt feels so good, it's fucking perfect."
I bent down slightly over her to reach for her hair and gripped it before pulling on it.
"I'm gonna cum so deep inside you."
"Please, please do it."
Just hearing her beg me brought me close to an orgasm and I started fucking her so hard she had to hold herself better to keep her balance. I leaned against her back and reached under her, finding her clit and rubbing it quickly as I kept pushing myself in and out of her. She started shaking beneath me and I shut my eyes tight as an orgasm spread inside me. I held her tight against me as I spilled inside her and leaned my head against her shoulder when I was trying to catch my breath.
"Jesus Christ." I whispered as she moaned low. "You feel so fucking good."
She turned around and once again, my cock slipped out of her. I sat on my feet and she got on her knees to, this time, facing me, bringing her hands to my cheeks and cupping my face. My eyes fluttered close when her lips reached mine and this time, I kissed her back slowly, making sure I tasted her again, hopefully not for the last time.
"Was it as good as it was in your dream?"
"No, it was way better." I admitted, making her chuckle shyly.
"Tell me if you dream about it again."
I pulled away a bit to look in her eyes and smiled more when I noticed her read cheeks and her even messier hair.
"If we do this more, I won't have to dream about it ever again."
Her smile grew and she licked her lips, moving closer and leaving a soft kiss on my lips. "I guess we'll have to do this again, then."
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maria-akira · 4 years ago
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good girls don't get used: michael langdon x fem! reader
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READ PART 2 HERE
summary: michael langdon, your ex, falls into a bet wherein he has to (fake) date you. if he falls in love again, he loses and doesn't get the prize.
warnings: private school au, fuckboy!michael, slight mention of sexual topics + i didnt proofread this mwahaha
this fic is inspired by the song 'good girls (don't get used)' by beach bunny.
i don't know if other private schools have bells, because mine doesn't :(
italicized bold words are direct lyrics from the song. but in this chapter, there are none since this is like an intro :)
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"Dude, shut the fuck up."
"Are you kidding? She really said that?"
"You really think that's gonna happen?"
"Who's class do you have first?"
Voices of different students flooded the white and grey hallways of the school. Different friend groups and teachers can be seen roaming the halls, getting stuff from their respective lockers as they waited for the bell to ring.
"Y/N! Do you mind if I borrow your calculator? I forgot mine at home and Math is my next class." She said while panting.
"Sure, here it is. If you lose it, I'd probably drop kick your ass." Y/N let out a small laugh and grabbed the calculator from her locker, giving it to her friend.
"Gosh, Y/N. I'll never lose it! I'll give it back during recess. Thanks again!" She flashed Y/N a smile and waved bye, before returning to her locker.
Y/N looked at herself in the mirror she had on her locker, fixing the tie that always seemed to be out of place whenever she checked. Her hair was neat, complete with a white headband that complimented the color of her school's uniform.
A few seconds later, the bell rang and everybody started rushing. Different couples were seen kissing before they parted ways for the mean time.
Cringe. Y/N thought. She shrugged it off and held her books tightly to her chest, walking to her next class.
Walking straight into the classroom, she noticed a group of guys dart their eyes to her direction as she entered. They gave her weird smirks. In return, she stared back at them while she made her way to her seat and never broke eye contact. Eventually, she noticed a familiar face among the group.
Michael, her ex.
How the fuck is he in my English class? She thought, along with a whole hundred thoughts roaming around her head. Michael stared back at her, giving her a wink.
Y/N's face gave a hint of disgust, "The fuck do you want, Langdon?" She stood up from her seat and walked over to Michael, pushing his other friends. She heard his friends coo and tease Michael for his act towards her.
Michael put up his hands in defense, "Chill, is it bad to wink at a pretty girl like you?" He said with a smug look, while he grazed his hand over her arm.
"Shut the fuck up, Langdon. Don't you ever touch me." Y/N slapped his hand away, his friends taken aback from her actions. As she walked back to her seat, the teacher entered as well.
Y/N put her face in her hands. By now, a million thoughts were in her head. It's been 2 years since Michael and her broke up, and since then, she made a promise to herself that she would never fall in love with men like him. She was so tired of all the tears and sleepless nights that Michael gave her.
She let out a sigh and lifted her head from her hands. The soft light from the windows filled her eyes after the darkness formed by her hands, causing her to rub her eyes to adjust from the light.
The rest of the hour went smoothly for Y/N, after English class was recess, her most favorite time of the day— aside from going home, of course.
She glanced at her watch, 10:28 AM.
2 more minutes, and English will be over. She thought.
She averted her gaze back on the white board full of scribbles about some writing lesson she clearly did not listen to. She looked over to her classmates and friends, Well they aren't listening either. She laughed at the thought.
As soon at the bell rang, everyone started packing up their notebooks, textbooks, and whatever they had on their table. Every student was seen rushing out of every classroom in hopes of being the first ones in line for the cafeteria.
On the way there, Y/N bumped into her friend group. "Hey Y/N! We heard about happened in English class. Michael is really in your class?" A friend of hers mentioned, "Yea, and apparently that son of a bitch winked at me, such a disgusting ass motherfucker. he should keep his fuck boy ass to himself." Y/N spat out, earning a chorus of 'oh's' from her friends.
When they arrived at the cafeteria, the line was painfully long, all of them groaned in frustration and they had no choice but to wait for the line to move. But once it did, it was faster than usual. After Y/N and her friends received their food, they left the cafeteria to eat at their usual place.
The school rooftop.
A few students know that staying in the school rooftop is permitted, which was why Y/N and her friends loved eating there.
When they arrived at the rooftop, they saw the usual people that they always encounter while staying there. The view was beautiful, there was no doubt about it. The small garden in the rooftop gave a beautiful and elegant touch.
Though there were a few chairs and tables, Y/N and her friends always preferred to eat on the floor. So, they laid the linen cloth on the ground and sat on it. Y/N was wearing the skirt uniform, thus she removed her tux and placed it on her legs to prevent her skirt from lifting.
They shared a few giggles while they ate their meals, laughing about some life experiences, or whatever they wanted to talk about.
Y/N loved this. She loved how she and her friends would have little moments like these, it was like an escape from reality.
The rest of the day went smoothly for Y/N. She didn't fall asleep in any of her classes, which in this case was a very big accomplishment for her.
As soon as she arrived home, her little brother, Aaron, rushed towards her. "Y/N!! I missed you!" He chimed, Y/N kneeled down onto his level and gave him the tightest hug. "I missed you too, Aaron!" Her mom came into the room and smiled. Y/N stood up and gave her mom a hug as well.
"How was school?" Her mom asked, Y/N placed her tux on the coat hanger by the door. "It was fine, Mom. Where's Dad?" Y/N walked over to the fridge and poured herself a glass of milk, "He'll be home soon, he still has a meeting right now." She took a sip of her milk, "Oh, okay. I'll be upstairs doing school work." The glass of milk that was once full, now empty.
She took her things upstairs and plopped herself on the bed. Out of nowhere she felt a vibrating noise from her bag, she rummaged through her bag to find her phone and once she did, a message was see on her lockscreen.
Unknown Sender has sent you a message.
She unlocked her phone and went to her messages.
Unknown Sender: hey ;)
Her eyebrows furrowed. What the fuck?
(Y/N): hi? whos this?
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Unknown Sender: oh shit you deleted my number? damn.
"Huh? I don't recall deleting anyone's number..." She went to her recently deleted contacts and it showed nothing.
(Y/N): im sorry, i haven't deleted anyone's number recently, maybe you have the wrong number?
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Unknown Sender: im pretty sure you know me, Y/N.
They know my name. And her heart started pounding.
(Y/N): and im pretty sure i dont, so just reveal yourself before i report this number
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Unknown Sender: ayo chill 😬 its me michael.
"Michael fucking Langdon? You've got to be fucking me right now." She felt rage fill her, slamming her keyboard.
(Y/N): langdon what the fuck do you want? i made it very clear that i dont want you talking to me.
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Before Michael could reply, she changed his contact name to 'Motherfucker'
You have changed Unknown Sender's contact name as 'Motherfucker'
Motherfucker: damn you still mad at me after 2 years? gosh (Y/N). whats with the nickname?
(Y/N): of course im still mad, asshole. ill never forget what you fucking did.
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Motherfucker: i thought you forgave me 🥺
(Y/N): FORGIVE YOU???? god langdon you're so fucking stupid, i will never forgive you. you didnt even say sorry in the first place!
Pissed off, Y/N blocked his number. "That fucking asshole." She mumbled to herself.
"Hey! Y/N!" A familar voice called out from the crowd. Y/N removed one earbud and turned around to find the voice that called her.
Once she saw the shiny blonde locks from that stood out in the crowd, she immediately ran in the opposite direction in hopes of avoiding him.
It was Michael, again.
"Y/N wait!" Michael called out again, chasing her
For some reason, Michael was able to catch her. He pulled Y/N into an empty science laboratory and they were both panting.
"What the fuck do you want this time, Langdon?" Y/N was catching her breath, fanning herself with her hand.
"Okay. First off, sorry for the sudden message. I know I pissed you off and that wasn't my intention at a—"
"What was your intention then?" She cut him off.
Michael panicked.
"Uh, you know? I just wanna talk to you again. Clear the bad air between us.."
Y/N let out a laugh, "Clear the bad air?? Oh gooood Langdon, you are really so stupid! You know what? You just made it worse." She pushed him off and walked out of the room,
"Whatever it is your planning, Langdon, I'm telling to stop it. I don't wanna talk to you or even go near you."
Michael was dumbfounded. She changed so much. He thought to himself.
2 years ago, Y/N was the sweetest, most innocent girl he knew. Playing with her feelings was Michael's biggest regret, and he's starting to feel it again.
Michael was about to leave the room until he felt a buzzing from his pocket, He pulls out his phone to see who was calling him.
Duncan, one of his bestfriends.
Michael answered the call, "Hello?"
"What's the update on your little girl?"
"She still doesn't trust me."
"That's sad man."
"I know. She changed alot. "
"What do you mean by 'changed'?" Duncan emphasized,
"I can't point it out, Dunc."
"Whatever you do, don't chicken out. I promise this bet is worth it."
"Fine, I trust you."
Call Ended.
Michael ran his fingers through his hair in frustration and left the room before the bell rang.
It was the last subject of the day. Most students were falling asleep or on their phones.
Y/N was scribbling weird things on the back of her notebook, when suddenly the bell rang. She packed up her stuff and stood up from her seat. Before she could leave the room, she saw a familiar face again.
Michael stood by the doorway of her classroom, the strap of his bag over one shoulder while he looked for Y/N among the other students.
Y/N ignored Michael and walked past him, but he grabbed her by the arm and pulled her towards him.
"Langdon! What the fuck do you want?!" She screamed, all of the students averting their attention to her.
Michael put a finger on his lips, shushing her. "Let's go somewhere private, yea?"
"But—"
Before she could object, Michael dragged her outside towards the parking lot.
"Okay this is actually something serious—"
"CUT THE SHIT LANGDON! IM TIRED OF YOU."
"Woah‐woah! Easy now. I actually need your help, with school..."
Michael rubbed her shoulders, looking straight into her eyes. For once, Y/N believed him. His eyes were speaking the truth.
"Okay, fine. Shoot."
"I can't believe I'm saying this.."
"Don't waste my time, Langdon."
"Fine! I'm failing."
Y/N's mouth hung open. Michael was one of the top students in their batch and this was obviously a huge surprise for her.
"Oh, really? What am I gonna do about that?" She crossed her arms and cocked her head to the side.
"Can you please help me? Like, tutor me?" At this point, Michael was desperate.
"Um, no thanks. Just fuck some other girl's pussy for your grades." Y/N pushed him away, but Michael stopped her again.
"I'm serious, Y/N. I really need your help."
"Why me?"
Now that made Michael nervous.
"Because you happen to be the top of our batch right now?"
"Fine! Under one condition."
Michael was curious, "What?"
"If I do this tutor shit, we're doing it at my place. I can't tutor you in your messy ass room." Y/N said. She always remembered how messy Michael's room was when they were together. He would only clean when he was scolded by Y/N.
"That's fine by me."
"Okay then. 5pm, sharp."
She walked away, but Michael pulled her again.
"Let me go! What do you want now?" Y/N said, clearly annoyed.
"Unblock my number, silly." Michael chuckled,
"No."
"How are you supposed to know if I already arrived?"
"Theres a doorbell, dimwit. I'll be downstairs waiting for you."
"Bu—"
"Bye, Michael. I'll see you later." Y/N flashed him a small smile and continued to walk away.
Once he saw Y/N reach the bus stop, he started walking to his car, until someone tapped him on his shoulder.
"Hey Michael, whats the update? I saw you talking to her." It was Duncan. His brown hair was lightly gelled back and the first two buttons of his white dress shirt were undone.
"I'm still trying to win her back, I lied to her that I was failing so she could tutor me. That way, it'll be easier."
Duncan smirked, "That's my boy! When will this tutor thing start?"
"Later, 5pm."
"Hmm, that's good. Remember, if you fall in love again, bet's over."
"I won't."
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tags mwah: @kitwalker02 @sojournmichael @angelicmichael @deademobitch @iheartfrogs101 @tatestripedsweater @mrs-march-ahs
i hope you guys enjoyed this. i wrote this while doing schoolwork </3
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idiotwhotalkstoomuch · 3 years ago
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I never expected you guys to like demon Senjuro so much lol I’m really happy to see that like it was such a random impulse thought but the au has a lot of room for growth
In this post Im gonna establish a few things about what happened to Senjuro and Kyojuro in the events between Senjuro’s “death” and the pillar meeting. I will only cover their relationship and a little bit of Senjuro’s relationship with Tanjiro. The others can come at a different post cause this post is gonna be long lol so I put it under cut cause no one really wants a post to flood their dash
TW: Mentions of death (some are children), mentions of cannibalism (If you’ve seen even the first episode of demon slayer and had no problem, you’re fine with this post. This post is slightly not anime only friendly as I make references to an upper moon and I show a manga only panel as of posting this) Shnjuro gets really depressed but luckily there is no attempted suicide
Senjuro Rengoku
- His class was at the bottom floor and they were cleaning the school (I heard thats a thing in Japan if someone has a better idea on what they’re doing feel free to shoot an ask) when they got attacked
- In canon we dont know his age but I’m gonna guess like 12-14 but in the au he is 13 so he was 12 when he became a demon. A rogue demon attacked Senjuro’s class and Senjuro ran to get help and was fatally injured but still managed run to get help as he was given a nichirin sword and even if it didnt change color he must have known breathing techniques at the very least on a basic level and the demon was too preoccupied with some of the teachers and others trying to kill the demon, of course unaware of what it was except for Senjuro
- Upper moon 4 was sneaking around when he saw the all but dead body of Senjuro and demons really dont have standards for turning people into demons so when he noticed he was alive, turned him into a demon mostly so that if he did find any “evil people” (demon slayers) he could use him as his meat shield alongside his personalities
- When Senjuro woke up as a demon (cause even if he was a breath user he was very inexperienced so Hantengu had no problem making him a demon), he had no memory of his life as a human and looked around trying to find a human to satiate his hunger and saw a human in the distance with someone and began to run to them to satiate his hunger when he felt himself being held back. 
- The spirit of Ruka Rengoku gently held her son back and instructed him to not eat humans as that’s not something he should do and even if Senjuro couldn’t recognize the woman holding him back, he found himself obeying her and running to go to a place to hide from the sun
- From that moment on for a few day he would hop from place to place whether underneath homes, in caves or any place he could find to avoid being seen and to be shielded from the sun and found himself growing sleepy so in the cave he hid in, far away from the place he was last in, he closed his eyes and fell asleep for a year
- When he woke up, he had unwittingly burnt away Muzan’s control of him and was unsure on what to do when Ruka’s spirit appeared again telling him that he needs to find his way home. Senjuro wasn’t actually listening to a lot of what she said except one thing stuck to him. 
- “Senjuro”, he didn’t know what his name was as a demon but the name seem to stick to him and he figured this must be his name (he would of course be correct)
- When he found himself staying with the Kamaboko squad, having been spared despite being a demon due to him not having any form of aggression to them (something they all noticed due to his general demeanor and their enhanced sense) and Tanjiro could smell he hadnt eaten one human and he invited him to join them. He joined Nezuko in her box (she can grow really really tiny if she wants or is tired)
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- He joined for two reasons: One, he was really scared of people and demon slayers especially so when Tanjiro offered him the chance to be able to be safe and hide he took it. Secondly, he wasn’t sure but the smile Tanjiro gave and his warm reassurance reminded of him of someone, when he thought hard he only saw blurry shadows and got a headache so didn’t try to push it
- Tanjiro did ask him in the wisteria house while Zenitsu was chatting with Nezuko and Inosuke was off being Inosuke about his past and Senjuro told him about his brief meetings with a woman with black hair and asks if they’ve met before as he feels familiar
- This is where he gets the idea that the woman with black hair (Ruka) is his mother and Tanjiro guesses that the person that he thinks is Tanjiro must be his father (right on the first part Tanjiro but wrong on the second lol, you tried)
- He wears a cyan yukata with a new hakama pants as the clothes he was previously wearing was the same bloodstained clothes he wore after turning into a demon and Tanjiro didnt want to leave him in that. Tanjiro thought to get him a gag but the idea made Senjuro uncomfortable so Tanjiro made him swear to never eat a single human
- In Mount Nagatumo, he was too scared to jump out to protect Tanjiro like Nezuko but when she gets sliced up he leaves the box to watch her while Tanjiro fights Rui, unfortunately he is caught in Rui’s webs like Nezuko and was saved from it by Nezuko flames (though it did burn him a fair bit, Nezuko would apologize to him for this later)
- Giyuu doesn’t kill Senjuro cause his resemblance to Kyojuro despite the different clothes and demon eyes is clear to anyone who can see and Shinobu also finds herself hesitating but shakes those feelings off as Kyojuro deserves better than to see his little brother as a demon. Luckily Giyuu stops him and Senjuro runs with Nezuko and Tanjiro but is later taken back to the demon slyer corps by a Kakushi who put him and Nezuko back in their box
- When Sanemi stabbed the box, he moved to try and protect Nezuko but the box was too cramped and they both got stabbed despite his efforts. Later when he tries to bait him with his marechi blood, he’s too focused on resisting the blood and on Nezuko who he had grown to see as a sister to care about the wide eyed looks the pillars were giving him.
Kyojuro Rengoku (I am so sorry in advance Kyojuro simps I put this man THROUGH IT)
- He had just finished a mission and was going to get another mission when a crow he hadn’t seen work in years came flying to him, obviously panicked telling him how Senjuro’s school was attacked and how no one can find Senjuro among the bodies. The crow was Shinjuro’s
- When he hears that, all the kakushi and other demon slayers present would say they had never seen the flame pillar run so frantically, he only stopped to apologize briefly if he bumped into someone while running but the only thing racing in his mind was his little brother who had no weapon to defend himself with. He forced the image of his brother being nothing but a corpse away only thinking about saving Senjuro
- When he reached the school, he forced himself to calm down. Panicking isn’t going to magically bring Senjuro to him so he needs to keep himself in check because with so many people dead, he’s not the only one concerned over the kids
- There were no survivors on the area that was attacked, the police were there investigating the deaths of the many children and teachers, Kyojuro had to spend time convincing the police he was with them and to be allowed to investigate as well
- With no survivors, he heard from the police that there was a blood trail when they got there and he went to find the trail, when he reached the end of it where there were no traces of Senjuro but since the people there were untrained civilians, Senjuro was the only possible person to have been there
- He spent multiple days searching, Mitsuri was at one point sent to check on him and it was clear he was pushing himself, as days passed by, his composure and bright demeanor were crumbling and he started latching onto any lead to at the very least find the body of Senjuro to take back home but it was becoming clear that he would never find it and a kakushi had to be the one to tell him that his body was likely eaten to the bone or eaten and discarded to either rot away or eaten by someone else
- Kyojuro took a week off, not just because of the grief he felt at that moment but because he needed to check on his father and make sure he would be okay, the man didn’t even face Kyojuro when he came in to visit, he forced himself to not cry in front of his father as he tried to talk to the man who couldn’t even say a word and just drank away even as his eldest son tried to talk to him
- Servants were hired to monitor Shinjuro by Kyojuro as he was concerned about his health both physically and mentally but he did notice how Shinjuro never resisted to being taken care of by the people he hired. They reported to him he could be heard muttering Senjuro’s name and even stares at his room for extended periods of time
- When he made his return, he apologized to the pillars for his behavior the past two weeks (even though no one blamed the man, some even said it was okay if he needed more time, they wouldn’t judge) but whenever he was told that he said he had to be strong to protect the weak so he could be someone that could stop families from ending up like his own
- He was far more determined in killing demons, demon attacks had become personal to him now, whenever he saw a demon eating people he found himself wondering what they must’ve thought in the afterlife as the demon desecrated their bodies
- In the pillar meeting, when he was informed of a swordsman who travelled with not one but two demons, he felt disgust as who knows how many humans they could eat. On the way to the meeting, he couldn’t help but notice Shinobu deliberately avoiding him a bit, Giyuu was doing the same but the man never really talked with them much to begin with
- When he saw Senjuro go out of the box with Nezuko, he felt the smile on his face drop and his heart practically sunk to the core of the earth as he saw the unmistakable hair of a Rengoku and the face was so clearly Senjuro’s despite his eyes having a black sclera and his iris and pupil becoming cat like, the pillars had all turned to see if the flame pillar was alright and he could hear Himejima mutter prayers and Mitsuri was on the verge of tears seeing Senjuro alive but as a demon
- He found himself going into denial until Tanjiro, who had been freed as Obanai left to comfort the distressed love pillar, ran and yelled Senjuro’s name and told him to resist his hunger
- “My sister and the other demon with us are different! They would never eat a human!”
- Senjuro was a good kid, he was innocent, kind and a bit on the timid side. He had helped raise him, he knew Senjuro would never want to harrm a fellow human even when threatened. 
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