#i didnt realise how big this ask was wow

[wigglesforsquiggles]

OUGH I WAS SLEEPING HEAD IN HANDS how was your week beloved wiggles :D♡

kdlsfgdj i was wonderering where u were, i felt so smug abt sending the ask early, only to slowly reaise u were probably asleep/afak

my week has been good !! i am in the last stretch of exams and experiencing the euphoria of having 1 left !! i literally cried after my one today bc i was so releived abt it being over lmao (it was good crying to be clear)

i hace also been on my good sleep schedule setting - ive been going to bed before 10pm and waking up at 6:30 every day this week !! i am impressed w myself tbh..

uhhh.. still in exam mode so nothing much else to report.. i spent time w my family yesterday which was nice - a full afternoon of chatting and catching up. theres also going to be more later this week, as i am having family meals w both sides of my family on sunday (breakfast w my dads side and afternoon tea with my mums! shes making scones and brownie bites, as well as the classic sandwhiches)

i also got several new piecws of clothing - 2 pieces of danny ric merch (merch is a strong word for it, you wouldnt realise it was merch if u looked at it), and a new pair of shoes from doc martens! theyre a 3 inch block heel and are quite literally a weapon in itself (I can still outrun my friends in them tho, which is the important thing obv)

so yeah! nothing interesting but i have been riding the high of finishing exams so theres nothing much to complain abt :]

[djtommotomlinson]

last november i was in china when my little brother called me and told me to come home. over summer my nan, my mums mum, had passed away before i had managed to get back to see her and my mum, my best friend in the world, had a heart attack soon after. i was with her then. we went to the funeral. she got better. we saw robbie williams live. we went out drinking and to the beach and watched coyote ugly and la la land together, our fave movies.

when my brother called me to tell me mum had cancer i knew it was bad. i lost my best friend to cancer when we were just 16 years old. thats never a good word. but its my mum. and to quote her days after her own mums death 'i always knew one day my mum would die but i never knew she would, like, actually die'.

i knew in the back of my head why i was going home but i didnt believe it. i watched spiderverse for like the third time on the plane. i went to grab my suitcase and laughed when i realised i was at the wrong shanghai - gatwick conveyor belt. who knew there were two at almost the same time.

then my brother, my baby brother, who is 30 next year but was 28 and always our baby brother, called me and my life is never ever going to be the same. i knew the moment he called. and i sat on the floor at gatwick airport shaking and people kept coming over to ask if i was okay and finally my sister and my aunties, my mums sisters, arrived and they were let into the baggage area when they explained and picked me off the floor.

i dont think this is a grief that has settled yet. i was meant to see louis that night. i havent listened to a song by him since despite his music getting me through some of my hardest times. my denial, she'll walk through the door and say this was all a joke, phase went on for months after we planned and executed a funeral and wake on the beach in malta. i made a great playlist, i wrote a great eulogy. i did that but it didnt properly sink in why.

i still, almost a full year on, wake up and think about messaging her to tell her how im feeling and check in on her.

my mum used to send me one direction news she found on facebook every day. harrys got a new album emmy did you know? and i was like no mum wow thank you (of course i already knew). she loved niall and we were going to see him live together. she wasnt a big fan of louis' music but ached for what he'd been through. i woke up the day after hearing about liam expecting a text from her checking in because she got me 1d tickets in 2014 for my 23rd birthday and she brought me merch and the dvd of the movie -

my mum who hated the beatles because they were too mainstream but loved what i loved because i loved it and was passionate about it. god she would have been crushed for me today. she would have been heart broken.

and i think this has hit me like a train not only because everyone who knows me knows how much i loved liam as if he was my own friend, but also because this past year has been so full of grief i dont always know how to get out of bed. my dads mum passed a few months ago. my family are wrecked with it. this past year has been a nightmare we can't get out of.

i always related to liam as someone who was bullied at school and as someone who suffers from mental illness and has suffered from alcoholism, thankfully, for me, something ive managed to come back from and im sober and i always hoped for that for him. its such a hard fucking mountain to climb and i didn't have to deal with the fame side of it and this whole other thing he had to carry. i always wanted him to get better but in the back of my head i had this feeling, i had this fear that i would one day log into tumblr and see the worst.

i still cant, and im sure for a long time won't, believe this real. thats one of my boys. we were very much meant to get old together. i wanted to see him get better. i cant begin to comprehend the fact he wont have that chance. this still doesnt feel real to me man. thats my boy.

just a few days ago I was in a convenience store and they were playing heart meets break and i was jamming and excited to hear my boy in a store. i keep remembering its happened, and i look at the photo on my bedside of me and my mum at the robbie williams concert and i could really do with her right now. a link to a facebook article and her over use of emojis - a shocked and crying face and a broken heart. because what else can express this?

i know i didnt know him but i always had the comfort of knowing of him, of listening to his music and watching his videos and feeling less alone in a cruel and lonely world.

its okay to be a fucking mess, if you can take time out please do. i wish this world allowed more of that. after my mum everyone had to go back to jobs and life and it still blows my mind that i was walking down the street then and today and everything was the same. the world should pause but it doesn't.

at the end of all of this, one day this might settle and make sense but right now it doesnt at all and thats how these things work. i love you all, this is not something i thought we would have to face until we had all grown old and spent all of our money on reunion tickets and seen our boys grow old and live their lives.

give people you love a hug, tell people you love that you care about them, work out problems and differences if you can and make the most of it. you never know how much time you have.

[kittyhui]

ur sk drabble wow 😵‍💫😵‍💫 if it’s okay could i please req a hard dom!kwan drabble or fic where ur at a restaurant with him and get needy when he innocently puts his hand on ur thigh under the table?

when he realises ur wet and needy from being teased in public he takes u home and fills u up in front of a big open window. making sure everyone can see and hear u moaning and being stuffed with his cum. he’s so possessive he loves keeping u stuffed with his cum and watching it leak out slowly, pushing it back in when it does….

god 😵‍💫😵‍💫 just thinking about that makes me dizzy. seungkwan would be such a mean dom idc what people say.

meandom!seungkwan x fem!reader

(a/n seungkwan has an big ass oppa kink LOL)

“as i was saying before Kwon Soonyoung rudely interrupted, he just didnt have the……..” you couldn’t even hear the rest what your boyfriend had to say; you were too distracted. his big hand had found his way onto your thigh as he got wrapped up in the conversation he was currently having with his members. the touch was 100% innocent on his side: just supposed to be a confirmation that he remembered you were there, but it wasn’t to you.

you’d been needing him since you saw him getting ready for the dinner. seungkwan in a suit was definitely a sight that made you hot and bothered, you just couldn’t look away. you wanted to ask him to just stay home and fuck you but you knew its been a while since his members hung out and you didnt want to ruin that. but his hand on you right now… it was making this hard. it was moving up and down your thigh, not even getting close to your clothed heat but you felt yourself getting wetter by the minute. you rest your head on his shoulder trying to get a hold of your emotions. he looks down at you with a look asking ‘are you okay?’, patting your thigh again causing you to press them together.

“can we go home?” you whisper into his ear with desperation. he raises an eyebrow at you.

“just one more hour. okay, baby?” he rubs your thigh in comfort, a whine bubbling in your throat. “rest on my shoulder if you’re tired.”

you can’t hold it in anymore, letting out a quiet whine that only the two of you could hear, “oppa, please. wanna go home.” you can feel his hand tightening around your thigh and his eyes darkening at the name you had called him. months into your relationship you found out about seungkwan’s not so subtle oppa kink and of course, you used that against him at any chance. but tonight, it was unintentional; you just needed him so badly….

you gasp at his sudden action, standing up abruptly announcing that the two of you had to go home, putting cash on the table for your part of the bill and dragging you out of the restaurant and into his car.

it’s quiet the rest of the way back to your shared apartment; your lover’s jaw clenched and his knuckles turning white from gripping the steering wheel too hard. the moment you close the door to your apartment, he’s on you.

“can’t even last a three hour dinner? you’re that much of needy baby?” you moan at his words, wrapping a leg around his hip and letting him bring you to the bedroom.

“do you even deserve to be fucked like a good girl? you haven’t been very good today?” he scoffs as you whine for him, bringing you over to the huge window at the edge of your bedroom, “gonna fuck you right here” he mutter into your ear, “gonna let everyone know how fucking slutty you are, baby.” he kisses you hard, making you back up into the glass, his hand stabilizing you movements.

“oppa, please.. need you- need your cock.” you moan into his mouth, his hand digging into your hip. not wanting to waste anymore time, he flips the skirt you’re wearing up and practically tears your panties off, inducing a choked moan from you. his own pants and boxers are soon off aswell as he slowly plays with your sopping cunt, cries coming from your whiny mouth.

“wan’ you to turn around for me, baby. want you to see the people walk by and see you. see your slutty body. that’s what you need right? need a audience? i bet you do.” he groans into your neck, turning you to face the window. you can see the street and sidewalk underneath you; wondering if anyone could see your tear streaked face from all the way down there. you could barely even think before your oppa’s cock was inside you.

“fuck- kwannie-“ you try to find purchase on the glass to no avail, seungkwan pushing you up harder against it as he pulls out and pushes in deeper

“not my name, baby” he groans, kissing your nape, sucking on the skin before thrusting in again. “so. fucking. good. your desperate little hole was made for me, huh?”

“fuck- yes, yes, oppa! it was made for you! only for you!” you clench around him, sobs falling from your mouth at the intensity. you thought about being seen by somebody; what they would think; what they would do. the thoughts of being watched turn you on even more, clenching around kwan even more, feeling your release coming just moments away. “gonna… cum”

“not yet baby.” he moans at your tightness, feeling himself about the burst aswell, “gonna cum in you, okay? gonna fill you up, nice and good. does that sound good, baby?” you moan incoherently at him telling him you were out of it. kwan thrust into you hard and deep with a high moan, releasing his load into you. “cum for me, baby” he sighs, feeling your on command release on his cock moments later.

“kwannie..” you mutter, legs buckling at the intensity. he pulls out of you and lifts you onto your shared bed, kissing you softly.

“so good for me, my love.” he looks at your ruined cunt again, humming in pride, before stuffing you full of him again. you whine at the overstimulation, hand pawing at his chest and shoulders. “sorry, baby. didnt want it to go to waste. wan’ you to be nice and full.” he smiles at you, and you know in that moment, that you’re his. only his.

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that was lowkey bad imo, but i hope you like it! tysm for the love hehe <3

[electronicclowncollector]

How's asking Yukino out going?

Sorry I couldnt give a progress report sooner, they dont have wifi in the world of fairy tail it turns out. but BOY do I have a story to tell about how all that went.

So for the journey there it went perfectly fine for the most part, except I got a LOT of dust in my eyes from nearby asteroids, so I couldn't see a thing, but when I got there, some dude named gray filibuster found me and I got him to bring me to the saber tooth place. I nicknamed him gay because hahahaha it was funny at the time, okay? anyway

He got more and more sick of me to the point where he just left me somewhere and since I couldn't see a thing i didnt realise he actually just left me at the door to the saber tooth guild base thingy (? probably). and eventually someone let me in.

A while later i still couldnt see a thing, probably permenantly damanged my eyes, nobody knew the cure to having space dust in your eyes. but after a while I found yukino, introduced myself when she asked my name and got to know her.

Then I asked her out (mind you I had to do it twice since the first time i was facing the other way, asteroid dust and all), and wouldnt you know it, i'm the best, so it worked. we went out to dinner and all was going well, then she told me she loved me (big eyed emoji on the verge of tears with a little smile). i told yukino that I love her too because it would be socially unacceptable to say I didnt (it was the first date so yk). but then I got the hardest slap in my life (which managed to get the asteroid dust out of my eyes, like wow that was all it took?), turns out THAT WAS YUKINOS SISTER THE WHOLE TIME, I just couldnt see that because of the asteroid dust and couldnt tell by her voice because I've never watched fairy tail. that did not go well, she was mad as hell, idk where the real yukino was that whole time but I wasnt gonna stick around long enough for her to find out. so I left the fairy tail world and my god am I never going back there again.

Also I think i mightve tripped over doug as I was leaving. Sting was nowhere to be found though so i'm still alive.

[mazzystar24]

OMG i still feel like I'm in a fever dream. I keep refreshing tumblr just to make sure that it HAPPENED.

We've been waiting for this for so long, i can't believe that they made Buck Bi!! Also here is the thing i want Buddie to happen and I am a hundred percent sure that it's happening (i don't know why people are thinking that it's not like???) the way i could see this going down is buck and tommy exploring their relationship and Buck beginning to question more and more things such as his relationship with Eddie. I WANT and him and Tommy to be in a relationship for a while (because they're actually pretty cute) and eddie pining. tommy will be the catalyst for Buddie.

Also: Oliver stark literally said, Buck has a crush, gets the person (exactly what happened with tommy) and that he has to work for his relationship to work and ryan saying "closer than ever??"

I also hate the fact that so people are mad and hating on the actors , that it wasn't with Eddie. Like of course a Buddie conformation would've been great, but we all knew that that wasn't gonna happen in this episode? We got FUCKING BI BUCK !!! Let's just celebrate this and just watch this beautiful story unfold. I really love reading your prediction and your positivity, please continue with that !!!

What do you think is going to happen in the next episodes? Sorry for the long ask!!

Sameee like I keep trying to be normal then I REMEMBER I’m like wow I didnt hallucinate that??

Exactly like they flat out called Tommy a plot device, confirmed he’s here for a little bit and that it’s a fling, so enjoy it as much as you want to while it’s here but don’t lose hope for buddie people? like legit this is the biggest confirmation buddie is on the horizon

YES THE INTERVIEWS HAVE BEEN REALLY FEEDING INTO MY DELUSION

Like let’s not forget Ryan saying they’re trying to give the people what they want🫡and that they are closer than ever - like legit he has no reason to say this in the same season buck realises he’s bi unless something BIG is gonna happen for buddie (maybe not full canon but vibes???)

Anyone hating on the actors can legit fight me.

Oliver and Ryan have been such troopers for the fandom and Oliver now with this storyline you can tell how much he genuinely loves buck and like understands him as a character but also how to give this storyline what it deserves. Like Oliver has been endlessly respectful to the fandom too like he’s been making sure that he doesn’t get peoples hopes up while also trying to play buck in a way that is true to the character. Like did you guys see his message to the fans? Or his interview talking about how he was gonna actively play buck as bi this season as much as he can even before he got told abt the kiss. Like that man hasnt just been supportive of the fandom he’s been an advocate for us and for buck which is such a wonderful thing.

Also yeah it wasn’t Eddie but do people realise that it’s VERY hard to write an up to now presumed straight character’s self discovery in their 30s LET ALONE TWO?? Like Tim found the easiest way to set the scene for the new audience and the GA who won’t have picked up on early seasons undertone and the little things planted throughout and while I would’ve loved buddie without the middleman I completely understand why they did it this way and I’ll enjoy seeing it unfold

And YES EXACTLY BI BUCK like that alone is a MASSIVE win like we are getting such rare bi rep of not only a guy in a very “macho” job and a womaniser type character BUT ALSO a person figuring stuff out in their 30s not in a repressed full of sex shame and guilt way but in a they genuinely just never explored that side of them!! Like that’s so huge we can talk for hours about how many queer rep stories are just plain depressing but this one is so authentic while also being quite light and sweet

Also aww thanks I genuinely love these asks sm (me? In love with everyone who sends me an ask? More likely than you think🤭🤭🤭)

Also omg I’m sorry this is so long like I spent most of this talking about everything except your question😭😭

Okay so predictions:

So we know that Buck is gonna tell some people and some will be surprised some not so much and some will be like it’s about damn time, my bets are:

chimney- surprised but maybe not through insider info (Maddie)

Maddie- KNOWS HAS KNOWN but the only shocker for her is that it wasn’t Eddie like I can imagine the confused and so tired face rn, I think she probs has either thought he knew or knew he didn’t and just was giving him the time and dropping as many hints as she can in the meanwhile

Bobby- supportive father icon, KNOWS (and while he also I fully believe is the buddie captain as well he will play it a little closer to vest if you get what I mean- but inside he’s going insane and his eye is twitching because he poached Eddie for his dumb bi son only for them to ACT married for six seasons and go to him for dating advice abt other people constantly and now that his son is a man kisser it’s not the man Bobby was hoping for😔 pray for him y’all)

Hen- she’s the it’s about damn time response

Athena- also might be the it’s about damn time response

Ravi- in a permanent state of confusion- not about this he’s just confused always (also still fully convinced the poor guy thought buddie had been married cos that headcanon is endlessly amusing to me)

Now for actual plot I think that like the date is low-key a train wreck after the Eddie and Marisol interruption and that either we get a chenford-like double date or we just have a brief intereuption from Eddie and that’s a minor thing and like it’s buck admitting it’s his first date with a guy who hates throws a lot of questions in the air because Tommys reaction was a bit 👀 like I think it’s more or less confirmed that Tommy was repressed for a while when working with captain dickhead so maybe he’s like gonna be taking a step back cos he thinks buck needs more time to like explore this part of himself (but I hate that trope so hoping not) or maybe we get the buddie shipper daydream and Tommy is like more aware of buddie than buddie are and he either says that to buck as the reasoning but buck doesn’t tell Eddie that OR he says something cryptic about it to buck and buck doesn’t fully understand and he’s like you will eventually👀👀👀 (I need a lobotomy yes the delusions are a part of me now)

I hope that Marisol gets the fuck out right about now but I say that every episode 🫡 (edy’s face and voice make me wanna scream I hate her homophobic, transphobic ass sm)

Anyways I’m gonna shut up now bye love ya thank ya and sorry 🫡🫡

[cult-of-the-eye]

MAG 86 here we goooo

Ok so I actually listened to this like a few days ago but I never got round to looking at the transcript but HERE I AM

God this is the blanket never did anything one

He says tucked in so fucking menacingly like Jesus Christ man

TIM MY LOVE

I can't get that one post out of my head that says how Tim was the furthest from being taken by the Eye cause he keeps tripping up on pronunciations and stuff in statements that other archival staff wouldnt honestly it's such a genius take

Oh shit this is getting really long I'll add in a read more

God I love how he's rebelling in every sense, he's doing the bare minimum, he's literally warning people away from it

It's kind of interesting the way he always thought the statement stuff was stupid but in the whole of season one and a lot of season two he managed to hide his distaste pretty well, like even when he lashed out at Jon about the Prentiss incident, he still didn't say that the statements were stupid, but he's saying it behind his back - maybe some part of him knew that Jon needed the statements to work and some part of him still felt for him enough to not point that out

He's kinda dramatic with it as well but I feel like in more of a self aware way than jon

You can feel his distaste honestly the statement just sounds wrong coming from him, which is interesting cause I didn't think that about when Martin did it

So he's mad at the fact that he put effort into a job that he wasn't even that comfortable with in the first place and now he's trapped in? Not about the monsters??

Jesus Christ Tim being a bit of a dick to melanie

HE BLAMES MARTIN????? Damn bro you weren't there how could you tell he didn't do it properly??

I think he's mad at himself for not being there and deflecting it on to martin

She likes that it's quiet!!! That's cute

Martin's not big on change AH neurodivergent vibes

All the archival staff are literally queer and neurodivergent you can't change my mind

Also the fact that he thinks that's the biggest reason why martin doesn't want Melanie around, not the Horrors and the same reason as Tim

I think Tim is refusing to think that Martin might see the situation in the same way as him because if he does then it means Tim's way of dealing might not be the best way and that's an unacceptable thought to him

Suspicious and resentful - my man is self aware I think he knows the way his path is going (hurtling towards destruction) but is too stuck shaking his fist at god to try and get out or he's sort of known his whole life that this is where he was supposed to end up, a terrible fate created by his own two hands that dug their own way down to rock bottom and he's just so tired of trying to do anything about it that he's just accepted it

SASHA OH GOD

Wow seeing firsthand the effects of the stranger, the way neither Tim nor Melanie can remember the real Sasha, but Tim has to live with the fact that he didn't notice and Melanie has to live with the fact that she did, but can't prove it

WHO AM I EVEN SAD FOR

AUGH I THOUGHT SOMEONE MADE THAT UP I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS CANON OH GOD

He lost his FRIEND and he DIDN'T REALISE and he STILL DOESN'T KNOW THE WHOLE TRUTH AUGH

Oh I wonder why he left the tape running? I'd think he would've forgotten to turn it off but if so I feel like he'd have that shocked moment of remembering which he didn't

Maybe he wanted proof of the conversation? Maybe it was a warning to anyone listening to the tapes? See firsthand how terrible it is at the Magnus Institute so you don't work here? I dunno

Ha I had to ask my lovely mutual @melandrops to explain what a marker was

Oh god honestly this statement fucked me up I completely understand why people hate it I hate it

I was so scared of the dark as a kid and the idea of being reduced to that state of lack of awareness and vulnerability is actually terrifying

Also the dude dying in the blanket???? Ew ew ew

Love the fact that tma doesn't just go with a oh shit I forgot a torch so it was pitch black kinda horror but the I brought a torch, I even brought spare batteries but it still did nothing which in my opinion is even scarier

Oh god her whispering the blanket never did anything that was horrifying

Melanie was actually so good at giving the statement girl really got into it

I was also talking to @melandrops about archivist!Melanie cause I think that would be really interesting... she'd definitely bring a more proactive vibe to the role...

It's interesting to think that Melanie and Jon hated each other at first sort of because they're so alike? It's like the we are made of the same stuff (derogatory)

Love how she just checks out the dead guy

The way she's denying it even though she's literally had paranormal experiences before that's so Jon core she would be a great archivist

JON????

Oh shit I just realised he's labelled as Archivist...when did that happen??

That's so funny he's like bitch maybe I do have reason to kill you

Hmm nice touch of Melanie being like do you guys not want me cause I'm a girl?? Is this misogyny??? Good guess but unfortunately it's worse

It's quite nice that Jon's trying to save her even though the meetings about helping him and her quitting would mean he'd lose the one informant he might have in the institute

Shot in the leg by a ghost in India????

Ha Tim hates you and Martin's probably being watched

Love how Tim's hatred for Jon is so visceral and known that they don't even bother watching him

I bet Elias would delight in knowing about Martin's little crush on Jon and how Jon actually hated him in season one and then how their relationship progresses he'd thrive on the drama and the angst the little bastard

Ok ok it's good that he's on the right track, he guesses it was elias

Wait the whole murder was on tape... WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT TAPE??? DID ELIAS TAKE IT??? COULD IT BE USED AS EVIDENCE???

YES MELANIE IS BEING CAUGHT UP (info style) BUT ALSO NO MELANIE IS BEING CAUGHT UP (web style)

[youremyheaven]

https://www.tumblr.com/youremyheaven/753050746623262720/the-13-feminine-seduction-archetypes-quiz-women

150 questions is insane 😭😭 but i did it all anyway and im a kibbe r i think and honestly… something about this quiz healed me because there was one qns that asked if older women instinctively mother me nad i always felt not feminine again (oh oops hi im the anon that shares the same placements as your mother again 💗💗) and as a child i guess i was seen as very young and small and sweet and a nerd so it was easy for them to take care of me

but when i grew older i felt more out out of place and not as feminine or liked because older women wouldn’t instinctively take care of me the way they did with my other friends and such and i was always seen as more mature and capable of taking care of myself (internally im 8 years old though) and even when they kinda did it was awkward and i felt too much and out of place and it didnt always feel natural with most

when i was got the mother archetype i was kinda 🥹🥹 because ok maybe other older women might make me feel a little bad at times but maybe because im busy mothering others more

🥺🥺bestie

u over here having realisations upon realisations

Wait you're the Mother archetype, so are you a Sensualist?

Omg you being Venusian and a Kibbe Romantic IS SO PERFECT,, Venusians have the kind of fleshy boneless body that Kibbe Romantics are said to have (obviously not every Venusian will look like this tho)

In this video, Claire mentioned how Purvashadhas have a very soft curvy body but i think it broadly applies to all Venusians

I do think we switch roles throughout our lives and through different friend groups 🧐 I feel like I'm the more mature, big sister type friend among certain ppl but if you ask others, they'd say that im babie and I naturally switch to a more relaxed and annoying younger sibling vibe among them.

I think you just haven't met the kind of people who'd baby you tbh but I promise they're out there for sure!!! It's not some innate unworthiness, I just think it's a relationship dynamic thing tbh

Like there are people who believe I'm a highly serious, uptight, goody two shoes bc they've only ever seen me like that and our dynamic is such that I can never let loose around them??? But there are others who are genuinely surprised that I have brain cells at all. One time I called a friend of mine for help with something and he started describing everything in such micro detail like he was talking to a 5yr old (not patronizing or anything, just genuinely breaking things down in the simplest way) and I'm like damn wow he really gets me bc i genuinely wouldn't understand any of this otherwise lmfao 😭😭😭 some people overestimate my abilities when even if I look put together, I still could use their help lmao

I hope you mother others but also get to relax and be babied bc u deserve it 🥰✨

I'll call you Mother anon now bc you share placements with my mom AND it's your archetype hehe 🤭😂

[buttered-water]

Wings of Fire: Sunrises towards a new day - part 1 (sorry if the writing sounds off. This is kinda the first big thing I’ve really written. Let me know how I can improve)

“Hello?... I was told to come here by that Nightwing to get set up here” Sunrise said as she stepped into the room. looking around, she spots a bright yellow Sandwing managing some scrolls. The Sandwing perks up and looks away from the shelf “Oh hello there. Names Sunny! Yeah, I help set up new students. What’s your name?”

A little put off by the Sandwing’s inthusiasum. She had a feeling she’s seen her before, but she couldn’t put her claw on it. “Sunrise…” she said after a brief moment, not wanting to give more information than she had to.

“Ok! Hang on a second while I find your information. Sunny said as she started looking through a stack of scrolls. She darts around the room, rumaging through various piles of scrolls. “Sunrise… Sunrise… Sunrise… Sunri- aha here we go; found it” Sunny loudly exclaimed as she pulled a scroll from a shelf, which startled Sunrise. Sunny unraveled the scroll and began reading it. “Let's see here. Name Sunrise. Age 7. Parents Th-” Sunny sudenly stopped read and turned twards Sunrise with a massive grin on her face. She rushes twards Sunrise and held up the scroll “It says your adoped mother is Queen Thorn! Is that true?!” Sunny asked in exitment.

Sunrise studdered and mumbled. She wasn’t sure how to respond; She defidently would have said yes if she was asked just two years ago. But with everything that was going on, she wasnt sure how to respond. Eventually she regained her composure and smuggly repiles “Of corse it is. Who else would it be” 

“Oh my god! Does that mean we’re siblings!? Sunny exclaimed. And just like that what confidence Sunrise had quickly came crashing down. She had no idea how to respond to that. “What do you mean by that?”

“I'm Queen Thorn’s daughter too! I had no idea I had any siblings!” Sunny cheered as she grabbed Sunrise’s hands.

The pieces started coming together. Now she realised where she’s seen her. Her face quickly changed from suprise, to anger, and finally smug “Oh I though I recognised you. I saw you around the palace. It's a pleasure to finaly meet you” Sunrise grit her teeth at that last sentence. She started circling around Sunny eyed her up and down. They did look very similer, If you didnt know who they were you’d probably assume they were related. They both where around the same size. Though Sunrise wasnt done growing so that would probably change. They both had the same scale colour mutation of bright yellow, which was very rare amoung Sandwings. Though Sunrise’s face and body was covered in scars, mostly viper bite marks. Sunrise’s eyes went all the way down her body to Sunny’s tail…and stopped. She stared at what she saw. Or rather, what she didn’t see. “What happened to your tail?” she said smuggly. She didnt really phrase it like a question, it was more so retorical.

“You mean my tail? Nothings wrong with it, I was just born like this” Sunny said cheerfully. Sunrise didnt detect any sadness what so ever from that statement, which she found suprising. Either she was she truly had no grips about it, or she was incredibly good at hiding it. They both sat in scilence for around 5 seconds before Sunrise spoke up. She had an idea to put this Sandwing in her place. “Wow”

“Whats up?” Sunny asked, puzzled. She took the bait, exactly like Sunrise expected her to.

Sunrise spoke in the most smug tone she could muster as she started circling around Sunny “Oh nothing… It’s just… I donno… I guess I was expecting something else from Thorn’s biological daughter.”

“What do you mean?” Sunny asks

“Well I was expecting Thorn’s daughter to embody her characteristics. Like, strength, ferceness, natural leadership skills, tactical, those kinds of things. You know, like me… Now I'm gonna say this in the nicest was possible, but this…” she stops and gestures twards sunny “this isnt that” “Now if you excuse me, i'm gonna give myself a tour of this place” Sunrise remarks as she begins to walk out

“Oh. y-yeah thats fine. Just make sure you find out what your winglet is” Sunny studdered 

As Sunrise was about to leave, she stopped and look back at Sunny “Oh and by the way, whats that Nightwing teacher’s name?”

“Starflight…”

“Thanks” Sunrise blushed as Sunny said his name. She planned on introducing herself to him after this. “See you ‘round school, Sis” Sunrise said as she left the room. Leaving Sunny alone.

[rapid-oxidization]

The emre asks you asked for tehee:

- what age was he inducted into the cult?

- does he see orin as an actual sister, or a just a fellow spawn of bhaal?

- how much of the crown heist was his idea?

- did he ever doubt/waver before his memory loss?

- who is the companion he didnt expect to like but ended up being good friends with?

And most importantly:

- would he lick the dead spider

hehe yippie questions from my favourite durge enthusiast <333

I'm not knowledgable about things like exact timelines and where they exist (I thought I remembered us chatting about a specific age that a durge would've had to be inducted by? I remember we brought years into it and everything? I also read a reddit post that said canonically durge would've been brought back to the temple around the age of like?? 10??) If 10 is the canonical age then I think that would be realllllyyyyy interesting to work with, although I primarily imagined him being like. Young, but not remarkably young for genre-compliant major life events to happen. Around 14 or 15.

Ok so imagine. You're a teenager who has undergone a not-unconsiderable amount of attempted indoctrination a la Sceleritas Fel. You just murdered the circus troupe that raised you and taught you everything you knew. What would've been the key rhetoric to detach you from the emotional attachments you had to your adopted family? Probably Sceleritas told you that these aren't your real family anyway, these are just some clowns doing tricks for a quick buck, why would you of all people want to associate with them, I know your real family, they're all waiting for you to come back home... etc. I think at one point he tried to find a sort of familial comfort in Orin. I think at one point he would've tried to be a big brother to Orin. Like part of what brought him to the Temple was that he had become attached to this idea of having blood relatives. He was driven to kill so that he could meet his blood relatives. So like. TLDR, it's complicated. I think in the early days, when he had fleeting thoughts of "haha wow, I got myself into some shit" he had plans about how he could get the two of them out of there and how he could provide a safe home for Orin. I think at one point he realised that, even if he could, she wouldn't have followed him. Directly pre-amnesia he tells himself he very much has a like. Family by technicality. Sort of relationship with her. I think a very very small, hidden part of him still wished for a universe where he could be a good older brother to her.

Lol I think Gortash definitely would've thought of it first. Emre definitely brushed it off as a "haha can you imagine" kind of plan, but would've acted as a (very sarcastic) soundboard to amuse him. And then I think he would've slowly realised that Gortash was serious about it, and also how it would align with his own goals. And after that would've gotten a lot more serious about working with Gortash to make sure the plan was airtight.

YEAH see Answer 2. He is very much driven by his need to find a sense of belonging. It just so happens that Bhaal provided him with the strongest sense of belonging. At the height of his cult leader shenanigans he was running off a very grandiose sense of "this is literally what I was born to do". That doesn't mean that his memories of killing his troupe ever stopped haunting him. That doesn't mean he never had homoerotic complicated attachments to people outside the Temple (coughGortashcough). Like. Enacting Bhaal's will was what he was literally born to do but sometimes he sat on the edge of his bed and actively wished it wasn't. Insert that one TSOA quote about being a weapon here.

LAE'ZEL 100%. Canon event for them to have that "Usually when subordinates question me, I kill them"/"Subordinate? Stfu" interaction in the grove. The whole creche incident in late Act 1 is a very big turning point in their relationship.

YEAH lol i didn't find it in my og playthrough with him but i am going to be on the lookout this time

[dearmrsawyer]

hello! it has been a long time since i've talked through my day! this one had such a big turnaround that i needed to document it, mostly for myself.

i had an appointment with a 'root canal specialist' today bc i had my first app with my new dentist a couple of weeks ago and his xray revealed an abscess wow how fun :) i couldn't feel it bc that tooth has a decade old root canal so there are no nerves to reveal there is anything going on!! fun!!!! he's a super nice dentist, i like him but he made me very panicked lol he was showing me how close it is to my sinuses on the xray. so he was like 'go see this guy asap' bc he wanted to know whether there was a chance my old root canal could be redone or if i'd have to get the whole tooth removed/an implant, all for the low low price of $5-6000 🙃 but obviously you can never see specialists asap!!! so i've been walking around for 2.5 weeks with dread/phantom pains that by the time i saw him the infection would've spread and idk had catastrophic consequences??? and then today when i went there was CONSTRUCTION at the turn i needed to make and the road was closed and i was like i don't know how to get there from another street??!?!?!??! i spent 10 minutes driving through suburban streets and my navigation kept trying to take me back to the original route with the closed road, and its the middle of town so there was nowhere i could just temporarily stop and look at the map, and i called them almost crying to let them know i'm coming but i might be late bc i just can't navigate these streets jegjkdgkjdkg

anyway i MADE it, i think i parked in another business's parking lot and just hoped they didn't care lol and then the lady at the desk was like 'our other specialist will have to see you bc the guy you're here for isn't here' so i was feeling uhhhh not good after my dentist talked him up so much. AND my dentist didn't send over my electronic referral and i had LITERALLY been stressed that he would forget to do exactly that for the whole 2.5 weeks oh my god, thankfully they didnt even seem to care. but then as i was filling out the paperwork in the waiting room 'no judgment' came on, and then 'wolves' right after??? and i was like this seems deliberate to try and calm me down 😂 and when the substitute specialist called me in he was so extremely calming and talked me through my options, one of which is indeed to try and redo the root canal bc he's confident he can, it would still cost a lot but wayyyyy less. he also said i could 'do nothing' (which is obv risky, and i would never do nothing, but that made me realise my infection is not about to bust through and spread across my sinuses any second, one fear down!). he was just softly spoken and super relaxed and he made me feel like this was not in fact a crisis and said i could go and think about what i wanted to do, and just call for an appointment when i decided. and then when i went out to pay 'i want to write you a song' was playing 😭 i asked the receptionists if there was a 1d fan in the house and one of them said it must just be a random playlist on spotify, so this was all a complete coincidence????? i told them i was enjoying it very much.

anyway long story short i had already taken the rest of the afternoon off work to go work in the garden, but figured there was a good chance i'd be so down about an unexpected and immiment $5000 hit that i wouldn't want to do anything, but i drove home feeling extremely reassured that i had options and i was not on the clock to decide, and also very relaxed by 1d playing in the background the entire time. i have also been extremely stressed that i would need to take the next step asap and this would be such a bad time as mum is working 50 hour weeks right now bc of the referendum, so i am on caring duty with nonna/nonno anytime we don't have carers here. but there's time! i had a v good afternoon in the garden after all!

[s0lar-ch3ri]

making this a series ig (spoilers, mostly minor, idk well just have to ROLL WITH IT AND SEE)

episode is starting from zero, episode 1 (quick note: i love how excited everyone is aty the beggining for this camoain, so heartwarming) "'for all you audio listeners your about to hear what a man catching on fire sounds like' 'and also a house catching on fire'" "so its like 3 belts? yeah" "this character sucks not enough belts" ok chip hasnt been described and hes already drawn blood "how much trouble does this woman have keeping her pants up holy shit" "anything that looks valueable, take it" "whats a barrel" instant love with this campaine from here "ill carry this" "ok" "but w h y" “this is the fastest I've ever committed arson in a campaign” "ok as soon as we light this ill let them know so they die an honorable death" "but the barrel is terrified of fire" "so this is a barrel" "lets blow up this popcicle place" hes trying guys "grab a barrel as well i need to study" "in you multitude of belts" when did i forget jay had so many and got bullied for it "i hope she didnt find any more belts in there" ok but whenever i hear marshal jon being described the dopamine just floods out "oh! that wasnt the bathroom!" "no it was not, it was the room where we got the explosives" "WHAT ARE YOU GRABBING THE EXPLOSIVES FOR" "to blow up your ship" bro i loved how gill interacted with people before what an idiot /pos "gill make a-dont make anything you told the truth" gotta love grizzly doing a save "and jay you go to kick this man in the back of the knee and you do you realise that his calf muscles are literally built like boulders" "i want to put my hand on his shoulder" and so it begins the convincing! yes gill go!! "hang on let me see that...big j" "JON, ITS YOUR CHOIIIIIIIIIIIIIISE" "as the door is blown off-" "did somebody fart?" ah yes gill you lit the explosive that makes people fart" "BACHOW!" please dont stop this man from making random noises its great "is your skin always wet or is it dry?" GRIZZ ASKING THE REAL QUESTIONS!! "you are to learn a lesson from the moisture master!" remember when gill made his title canon now, its 6 seconds to 20 minutes in "THOSE PIRATES!" man knowing him now its kinda strange to hear him hunting them down "i just occasonally grab people and im like 'you can be better'" cant believe gill went from telling people to be better to just immedately trying to solve their problems (like not even 2 episodes later if im remembering right) "excellent jay you are a fog frog" "im gonna steal somebody's hat then run out the door" jay stealing chips job now "im passing the barrel out the window" i remember when hed just be a problem for any stealth kind of movements "MY FRIEND SAID HE DOESNT WANT YOU TO HAVE AN ADVANTAGE" "there is still time" ITS STARTING WOW "you get the sense this guy cannot see very well" i forgot he had sight problems "YOU BLEW A HOLE IN OUR TOWER" "and you blew a hole in my heart" ACCIDENTAL FORESHADOWING AND A GREAT MOMENT FOR SHIPPERS?? HOW MUCH IS CHARLIE FEEDING US WITH GILLION TIDESTRIDER!?!!? (spoiler: a lot) "can i make a persuasion check?" "sure" if charlie never said this we would never have the future pirate jon, IF HE NEVER GOT A 16 THINK WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED "you cant tell if i cry a single tear or if im usually that moist" the fact that he is can make for an angsty hc that nobody really would notice gill crying "jon didnt make it" oh this better not be another accidental foreshadow "you see, a pink frogtupus" everyone being excited for the preztal reveal was also all of us huh dont lie! "i look like a big flounder" fanartists canon gill description /j "god damn it big j" friendly reminder that (from what ive seen) marshal jon is the only character gill gave a nickname, and he had met him like 20+ minutes ago "YA BOY GILL ABOUTA BE FRIED" "ima just grab them both and jump" ngl i cant put my finger on it but calmer gillion probs the chaos control thats needed because of him being feral "jon this is for you" *proceeds to get an 8* (would have been epic if he suceeded that charisma tho) "jon, the power is- eyeh" "i look over wistfully (?) 'but w h y?'"

[terranceholdsapencil]

73 yards thoughts from while watching :)

-hehe theyre in wales

-"wait, what year are you from?" Actually love that the doctors forget that.

-ohhhy the doctor's gone :0

-locked tardis?? Man thats insane how does that happen

-voices????

-wow that old woman is scary. How is she next to the tardis now.

-Snow???

-very pretty shots :) like lookint at them. Not as overwhelming/fast as most morern who stuff. Loving this.

-susan twist???

-wait ruby asks her if she knows her. Are they realising??

-question is does susan twist know she keeps reappearing or is it a clara thing where shes unaware

-oh shes running :(

-"well apparently next week were getting christianity"

-absolutely terrifying score 10/10 for murray gold once again

-semperdistans :)

-actually the welsh pub people making fun of ruby having an absolute blast pranking her was great

-"i would love to see you again" man that made me SAD :(

-shes going back to her mum?? Wow

-"I mean i dont know. ive never had a garden, never had a shed. Ive never had a man! but thats what they say. And your intergalactic nutcase is doing it on a cosmic scale! But hes still, essentially, inside his shed. Pottering! He must be."

-mrs flood hello :)

-the call idea is really good. I love rubys mum. Wait a second oh no rubys mum COME BACK CARLA NO-

-locking ruby out?? Telling her to go away?? Telling her shes not her daughter? VILE.

-the shot with ruby sitting outside the door was really pretty but still sad af

-KATE LETHBRIDGE-STEWART I HAVE MISSED YOU

Wait since when is she introducing herself as lethbridge-stewart? I mean I love remembering her connection to the brigadier but is there any narrative reason? Shes made a point back when she was introduced thar shed rather just be kate stewart.

-its been a year?? Her mum put an INJUNCTION against her?? Vile. Absolutely vile. Poor Ruby.

-and more and more the supernatural? So theyre acknowledging the genre shift from sci-fi to more fantasy. Funky.

-"And you work with the doctor?" "With him, despite him, against him sometimes."

-73 yards is probably going to be relevant and not just a random number right (terry youre in for a blast)

-"does that sound mad?" "Sounds wise"

-KATE NO. KATE LETHBRIDGE-STEWART COME BACK HERE THIS INSTANT.

-how long has it been what the fuck

-there is something sort of lovely about her toasting the scary woman :) on christmas

-ITS 2046??? WERE SEEING THE GUY?? I THOUGHT THAT WAS FORESHADOWING SOMETHING ELSE

-2031, the great russian war, Id rather not

-something something hes the worst prime minister and a monster something something master

-somehow thought ruby was gonna kill him. This makes more sense. Day saved :)

-wait why is she still here. Shes old now. What.

-the overgrown tardis and the flowers remind me of the mural painted on it back in hell bent. Just me? Okay Ill go back into my cave.

-no one ever told ruby that her mum died?? Thats so sad oh my god. And it never snowed again?? Love you need a great big hug

-"And I think, at the end, I have hope. Because thats very you, isnt it, my old friend? I dare to hope"

-hospital??? Shes dying??

-"i could make it snow once upon a time" -if I had a drink I wouldve spat it out that was so bloody funny

-woman in corner of the room is scaring me. Please go away.

Oh no shes coming closer

OH NO THE MUSIC IS TERRIFYING I didnt sign up for a horror movie-

-rubt is the woman??? Is she??

-shouldnt that get them into paradox city cause old ruby warned her but she couldnt if it didnt happen. Nah whatever

-this was it?? But thats not a conclusion?? I mean I LOVED this ep absolutely captivating but did they really now have another 5 minutes for an actual ending?? Please explain

-ohhh next ep preview :) reminds me a little bit of the happiness patrol somehow

[fangirlstorycreator]

There was a mix up in my end bestie, so I hope this was alright, I love you too 💚 @larabiatasstuff

You were nearly done bringing the last box of your things up the stairs to your new flat, you decided to move away when life was getting to stressful for you and you needed a change of scenery. You were just about to reach the last few steps, you were exhausted from going up and down them so many times, and you were staring to feel a little dizzy. You thought your foot was about to land on the last step, but you miscounted by one, and you felt like you were about to fall over flat on your face. "Woh!" Came a mans voice as you feel a pair of strong arms grab you, pulling you up so you didnt hit the floor. "Are you alright miss?" You were very suprised to see the man who was holding you, he was gorgeous! He had beautiful short silver hair, light blue eyes, a welcoming smile, and good lord he was tall! He towered over your short frame, he had to be at least 6 ft 4, 6 ft 5? "You look a little dizzy, are you ok?" "Yeh I'm, I'm fine. Thank you for catching me, I seem to have lost my footing" "Its no problem" He gentle let's you go and you instantly rest your hand on the wall, still needing a moment to catch your breath. "You must be my new neighbor?" "Yes, it's a pleasure to meet you, I'm Cash" "I'm Y/N" You both go to shake eachothers hands, and again, your suprised at the sheer size of his compared to yours, and they looked so strong too. "If you needed help with all those boxes you could have knocked on my door, I would have been happy to help you" "Ah that's ok, I'm still new and I didn't want to disturb anyone" "And in doing so it appears you've worn yourself out, I take it your stuff isn't set up yet? Can I make you a drink in my apartment? It's the least I can do" "That would be lovely, thank you"

He invited you into his flat and made you a glass of ice cold fresh lemonade, it was just what you needed. You stayed and chatted to Cash for nearly an hour, he was such an interesting person to talk to, and he really enjoyed learning more about you too. Time had gone so quickly talking to him that you didn't realise 2 hours had gone by. "Wow is that the time? I'm sorry Cash but I have to get my stuff unpacked" "That's ok Y/N, just give me a shout of you need any help with anything, or just want some company" "I'll do that, see you later" For the rest of the afternoon and evening, you had been working hard to set up your rooms and put everything where you wanted it to be, it took a lot longer than you had hoped. When you were finaly finished, you ended up falling asleep as soon as your head hit the pillow, you were out like a light. The next day, you had popped out to the local food shop which was practically across the street from your flat, and you had grabbed quite a few things you needed for your fridge and freezer. You entered the building and were just heading up the stairs with your heavy bags of shopping, when you hear footsteps coming up quickly behind you. "Y/N what are you doing?!" "Oh hey Cash, I'm taking my shopping upstairs, why do you sound so shocked by that?" "Are you honestly asking me that? Y/N, your carrying all those bags of shopping by yourself, and I can see how heavy they are because their turning your fingers red. Let me help you" "Cash you don't need to, I'm a big girl and can do it myself" "That as may be, but I'm not going to allow you to do that while I'm around. Now come on, let me take some of those" You couldn't help but smile at him, this was a very sweet gesture.

You put the bags down and allow your fingers to stop hurting for a moment, and Cash reaches out and instinctively picks up the heaviest ones. "Cash of that's to heavy for you, I'm happy to take-" "No need to worry Y/N, let's get these upstairs shall we?" He started walking up the stairs like he wasn't holding anything at all, you couldn't help but feel impressed, you both got up to your flat and you let him in too, he loved the way you had your place set up, he thought it was very stylish. You put all your shopping away while you both chatted and grew a closer bond, it felt like you had gained a bestfriend in him and you had only known him for 2 days. He was so similar to you, in his likes and dislikes, and how you grew up and became adults. You asked if he'd like to stay for a coffee and he happily agreed, you spent nearly 3 hours just talking and drinking coffee on your sofa, it was wonderful. During that time, Cash invited you to his place for a dinner, as you still hadn't worked out your new oven yet, and you were more than happy to do that. That evening, you went next door and had an amazing time with Cash, he was a great cook and you laughted together, more than you've laughed in a long time. Over the next 2 months, you and Cash were inseparable, you loved hanging out together and were always there to support eachother. You both told eachother your issues and problems, and there was always a shoulder to lean from both you and him. You weren't sure at the time, but you thought there was something different, in how you felt about him. From day one you thought he was handsome, but was there more to this? One evening when you were hanging out at Cash's place, you were having a drink and putting the world to rights, when out of the blue, you receive a text from an old friend in your phone. "Oh, sorry Cash I've just got to read this. It's from Lindsey, and.....Oh no..."

"What's wrong Y/N? You look like you've seen a ghost" "That was uhh...my old friend Lindsey. She umm, she let's me know if my...my ex is nearby" "Your ex? Y/N your as white as a sheet, he's more than an ex isn't he?" "....Yes....he used to....he used to abuse me" "He what?!" "Verbally and physically, he would do anything he could to bring me down, literally! most of the time. He wouldn't be happy until I was curled up in a ball on the floor, too scared to move. He used to say...it was him showing dominance" "That b#stard did this to you?!" "Amongst countless other things..." "Y/N I am so sorry you went through that, you didn't deserve it"

"I know, it's just hard having to think about it you know? He was one of the reasons I moved up hear, to escape the whole situation" "I take it he wasn't happy about that?" "Your right, I got a restraining order put on him, but according to this text Lindsey sent me, it ended two days ago, and he wants to come and talk to me" Cash can see you shaking, and you look terrified, he gently takes your hand in his and gives you a warm smile. "Look at me Y/N, I know we started off as just neighbor's. But I feel like I've made a life long friendship with you, and I hate the thought of you going through this on your own. I promise that I won't let him hurt you again" "Cash I can't let you get involved with this, he's a psycho! I don't want you to get hurt because of me" "Its to late for that, I'm afraid your stuck with me. Plus, I may have a few tricks up my sleave" "What do you mean?" "Remember when I told you I used to work in the police force? Well I have a buddy who helps out in domestic abuse cases and if I give him the right information, he can get a permanent instead of temporary restraining order placed on him like that! (Clicking his fingers) You wouldn't have to worry about him bothering you again" "Cash, you'd really do that for me?"

"Of course I would, you have evidence from a second party that the restraining order is finished and he wants to approach you, and I'm a witness in seeing that you are physically scared of him approaching you, it's all useful things we can tell the police to get a permanent ban on him and keep him away from you" "Cash I....I don't know what to say" "You don't have to say anything Y/N, just your smile is thanks enough" You couldn't help the happiness flow though you when he told you all of this, you pull him for a tight hug and whisper in his ear how thankful you are for his friendship. You cant see it, but Cash is smiling as stroking your hair, loving that he can be this close to you. Before you and Cash went your separate ways, you both had discussed and got out the necessary paperwork for filing for this permanent restraining order, and he had all the information he needed to go to his police friend the next morning. The next day when you awoke, you didn't feel anxious or worried at all, because of Cash, you felt safe. You happily went about your day as you normally would, going to work, grabbing some things on the way back and going back to your flat. However something was about to change.... You opened your door to put your bags inside, and you were about to close it when all of a sudden, a mans foot blocks the foor from closing, and the foor bursts towards you in an aggressive manner, pushing you to the floor with a loud thud. "Hey! Who the hell are y........oh god....Harry!" "Hey there good looking, did you miss me?" You scramble to your feet and back away from him, he just closes the front door behind him and stares at you in a menacing way. "Get the f#ck away from me Harry! Get out of my home!" "Hey hey, there's no need to shout Y/N, you remeber what happens if my girl misbehaves?" "I'm not your girl Harry!" "Ah well you see, you are. That little paperwork issue isn't a problem a more" "That paperwork issue was a restraining order! You couldn't legally come near me!" "But I can now...cant I...." "Please, I am begging you, just leave me alone"

"This is your own fault Y/N, if you hadn't have fought back and made me angry, you wouldn't have to be punished right now. So the choice is yours. Come back to me and just have to hide a few bruises...or I'll force you back! And you wont be able to show your face to the outside world for weeks!" "F#ck you Harry!" "So we're gunna do this the fun way then?" He quickly advances on you, but you manage to duck out of the way for a moment and hit him in the head with a frying pan. "Ggaaahh! You stupid little b#tch!" He smacks the frying pan out of your hands and grabs you by the throat, pinning you down on the floor. He is knelt on top of you and you can't get away as he squeezes your throat, your panicking as you can't breath. His eyes are filled with anger and your desperately clawing at his hands to get them off of you, but he very easily overpowers you. You we're scared that this was the end, until your front door is smashed open and in runs Cash!

He lunges at Harry and throws his whole body against the wall with a loud smacking sound. Cash is straight down beside you, helping you sit up as your coughing and gasping for air. "Oh my god Y/N! Just breath ok? Your ok now" "Cash! He-He wouldn't stop-" "Shhh shhh it's ok, I'm not going to let him near you" Harry stands up from being thrown, and as you see this, you desperately cling to Cash's arms as he holds you. Cash helps you up and stands infront of you to keep you safe. "Well, your quite strong aren't you? I'm impressed. Now, do me a favour and leave me and Y/N in peace eh? We have some unfinished business to take care of" "Over my dead body will you ever touch her again" "Oh is that so? And you really think your going to stop me taking what is mine?" "Not just me, but the law too" "You do realise my restraining order on her had expired right? So I can do whatever I want" "The old restraining, yes"

Harry looks confused at Cash's comment. "I'm sorry, what?" "Your OLD restraining is finished, but the new one has been reinforced this morning. You see I have many friends in the police force, and they were able to pull some strings down at the office. And from the time this paperwork was signed, at 8 o'clock on the dot, you have a permanent restraining order against Y/N, and if you violate that by coming within half a mile of her, you will be brought into custody. And if you intimidate or physically harm her in anyway, you will go directly to jail and have to serve a minimum of 10 years. And from what I just witnessed, it seems you have done exactly that" "Oh yeh? And what proof do you have big guy?" "Funny you should ask actually, you see this little thing hear?" Cash says as he points to a button on his shirt that looks bigger and more out of place than the rest. "This is a miniature body camera, and it caught the entire assult from when I opened the door, so yes, this is proof right hear" Harry is getting so angry, he saw this as his chance to pull you back into his web, and Cash has stoped that from happening. "F#ck you man! Y/N! All you have to do is say this is a lie to the police and you can have me back! Come on what do you say babycakes?" You look him dead in the eye, and tell him. "I hope one of those big men in jail makes you their b#tch" Cash smirks, he's so proud of you and gives your hand a reassuring squeeze to help you feel safer. "Well....in for a penny, in for a pound!" Harry runs right towards me and Cash, Cash moves you back and he and Harry start to fight eachother in your flat. Many punches were thrown, mostly at Harry, but he did get Cash a few times too, one right in the face, causing what looks like a split eyebrow that's starts to bleed. "Harry leave him alone!" "Shut up b#tch! I'm not finished with you yet!" But before harry could try to get you, Cash pulls him back and kicks him right in the balls, winding Harry, and Cash grabs both his wrists and locks his hands in cuffs against the radiator.

"That's where your gunna stay until the police get hear #sshole!" "F#ck you! She's mine!" It seems Cash has had enough of Harry, and he punches him so hard in the face that he knocks him out. "Cash! Oh my god, your hurt" You say running over to him and resting your hands against his face. "Its alright Y/N, I'm fine" "Your not fine, your bleeding!" He looks at you calmly, gently taking your hands away from his face and holding them in his own. "Y/N, look at me. It's just a little blood, I promise I'm ok"

He can see tears falling down your face, and he sweetly wipes then away, then he sees the red marks on your neck. "Your poor neck, your must be in pain. Come on" He gently takes you to the kitchen and puts some ice in a tea towel, placing it against your neck. "Hhsss!" "Sorry Y/N, but this will help with the pain ok?" "Thank you Cash" Before either of you could talk, 3 police officers walk through the door. "Cash?" "Michael! I'm so glad your hear. Did you see everything that happened through the camera?" "I did, and that's why we're hear. Where is this #sshole?" You and Cash point to the corner of the room where Harry is chained to the radiator, and Micheal and his officers approach him. "Hey there Harry" "Huh? What? Off-Officers! You need to arrest that guy! He assaulted me!" "Oh really? Like you assulted that young woman over there? That we all happend to witness through his camera?" "........Oh sh#t...." "Let's take him in boys" Micheal and the other officers take him away, but Micheal just checks in with you both before he leaves. "Don't worry miss L/N, he has broken the terms of the order, and he will be going straight to prison" "Thank you so much, you have no idea how much I appreciate this" "We're just doing our jobs maam, and Cash, I take it your going to keep an eye on her?" "Without a doubt Micheal" "Alright, well if you have any further questions please feel free to give us a call and we will help you with whatever you need" Micheal says his goodbuys and leaves you and Cash in your flat. "Oh Cash, your still bleeding, just sit hear a moment, I'll get you cleaned up"

You rummage around in your cupboards and find the first aid kit, then you come back and sit with him on the sofa. "This isn't necessary Y/N" "Cash, Harry hurt you and I am going to help you" You wipe away the blood from his eyebrow and start getting out what you need from the box. "Besides, it's my fault your hurt anyway. I should do anything I can-" "Woh woh Y/N, what makes you think this is your fault?" "He was hear for me Cash, and if it wasn't for me you would never have been in this position" "Y/N, none of this is your fault" "You say that Cash, but I-" He cuts you off by taking your hands in his, and giving you a kind look. "I promise you this Y/N....nothing that has happend today is your fault. Harry was the one who attacked you, Harry did this to me. You did nothing wrong, and until you belive that, I'm going to keep reminding you of that, ok?" You exhale in defeat, you couldn't argue with him. "...Ok Cash, let me just finish this up" You take out something to help seel up his cut on his eyebrow, and put a plaster over it too. "Is that any better Cash?" "Its great Y/N, thank you. Now, let's help you out" "With what? I'm fine" "Oh yeh? Say that to your neck with red marks around it, and your hands that are still shaking. Hear, pass me that tea towel" You hand him the iced towel and he delicately places it against your neck, moving it around and over the tender parts. His free hand is resting against your face as he looks at your neck, trying to concentrate on making you feel better. You couldn't help but smile at him and look deep into his blue eyes, how could you get so lucky to have a friend like him?

He saw you looking at him and he smiled. "Is it feeling any better Y/N?" "Yes...thank you Cash...for everything...I don't know how I can repay you" "If anything, I should be repaying you. Literally repaying you! Look at what I did to your door" Its only then that you notice your door was smashed into and is now hanging by its hinges. "Oh wow! I didn't even realise" "I know a hardware shop around the corner, I'll grab you a new door and replace it for you. That is, if your ok staying hear for a little while? Or would you like me to stay?" "Its ok Cash, you can go. The danger has been taken away so there's no need for me to feel unsafe" "Ok Y/N, you have my number if you need me yeh? I'll be right back" He stands up and places a kiss on your forhead very sweetly, it makes you smile so much that your cheeks get warm. He gives you a smile before leaving your flat and heading down the stairs. The whole experience that happened with you, Harry and Cash was a big thing for you to have to go through, but you were happy that Cash was there for you. You took this time to try and calm down and have a drink of water, once you felt more normal and the marks on your neck had nearly gone, Cash came back with a brand new door for you. You kept him company and helped him put the door back on, he even managed to get you to laugh a few times, really helping you feel back to normal. That night, you had a brand new door, no more anxiety or worry with Harry and you had your bestfriend by your side.

You were both finishing dinner in the living room when you both sat together quite close on the sofa. He put his arm around your shoulder and held you a little closer. "How are you feeling Y/N?" "I'm great Cash, how about you?" "You know me Y/N, being around you always makes my day better" "Even after getting into a fight this afternoon?" "Ah that was nothing, he crumbled like a little b#tch" He makes you giggle and you look back into his eyes. "You've saved me in so many diffrent ways Cash, I want you to know that" "I do Y/N...I do..." Your heart starts racing and you can't stop looking between his eyes and his lips. In this moment, all you wanted to do was kiss him like there was no tomorow. He swallows hard as his eyes fix on yours and his hand slowly comes up to your face, gentle running his fingers against your cheek. He slowly leans in and both yours and his eyes close in the anticipation, you can feel his breath as he gets closer, and before you know it, the warm soft feel of his lips is what you feel against yours, his lips lock with yours in a slow and sensual kiss. His kiss gets gradually more passionate, adding a little tounge and holding you closer to his chest, you loved every moment of this. His hand accidentally brushed against your neck and it made you wince in pain and pull away from him. "Hhsss ouch" "Oh I'm sorry, I'm sorry Y/N, I didn't mean to do that" "Its-Its ok Cash..." The moment ends up feeling a little awkward between you, and neither of you know what to do or say.

"I..ummm..." "I'm sorry Y/N, I think I'll...I'll let you get some rest. You've had a long day and you need some sleep" "....ok...can we maybe talk tomorow?" "Yeh...I'd like that..." So he stands up and makes his way out of the door, you both share an awkward smile before he leaves your flat. Oh no what was that? Why did you have to wince at him touching you like that? You were in pure heaven when he was kissing you, you were so annoyed that it stopped. You sit there and stir in your feelings and thoughts, what were you going to do? How can you go back to normal after that happened?......but now that you think about it, did you WANT it to go back to normal? You had never been kissed like that before and Cash was perfect for you.

You spent nearly 20 minutes thinking about what you were going to do or what to say, until a voice in your brain just said (f#ck it!) If he didnt like you the same way he wouldn't have kissed you back, so just go for it! You stood up and stormed straight out of your flat and towards Cash's front door. You were about to knock on it, but the door swings open and he is standing right there infront of you. He looks like he was in a rush, was he about to do the same thing your doing? Did he feel the same? You didn't have a chance to say anything as Cash took you into his arms and kissed you like it was the most important thing in the world. You hold him against you as he kisses you even deeper and the whole moment gets more and more steamy, he leads you inside and presses you against the door after it closes, pressing his body against yours, you can feel how hard he is already. You pull at his shirt and it falls to the floor, then he does the same with yours. He has pure lust in his eyes as he gets on his knees before you and starts taking off your trousers and underwear, all while your unhookikg your bra. As soon as your wearing nothing at all, his hands cup your breasts and his lips lock around your nipples as he starts to lick and suck. You cant help mouthing the word (f#ck) as he does this, even weaving your fingers into his hair as he kneels before you, practically worshipping your body. He stands up and kisses you again, picking you up and holding your legs around his waist as he pressed you against the door, you kiss him once again as he carrys you to his bedroom, he sits down in the bed still with his boxers on, but you could feel how desperate he was to be free from them.

You pressed your body against him and kissed him as he laid flat on his back, moving his hands over your back and thighs, grinding your hips against his ever growing and hardening cock. He put his arm around you and held you close as he spun you around and lead you on your back instead, with him behind on top of you and pressing his muscular chest against your bare breasts. "Your so beautiful Y/N, I need to taste you..." He starts to run his lips and tounge from your mouth all the way down from your breasts, navel and towards your sweet spot. You look down for just a moment before he buries his face inbetween your legs and devours you like you were his last meal. You couldn't help gasping at this sensation, it was so f#cking good and you never wanted it to stop. His hair may have been short, but holy hell you held onto it like your life depended on it, the whole moment was making you feel like you were about to explode. You couldn't help the escaping gasps and moans as it built up more and more, and before you knew it, you were screaming out in pleasure from the leg shaking orgasm! But he didnt stop there, no matter how out of breath you were or how much you were shaking, he kept going, and he ended up giving you another 2 orgasms just by using his tounge. you felt like your lungs had been squeezed out by how much you screamed with pleasure, you had a tear running down your cheek, but it was a happy tear.

He finaly resurfaced from between your legs, looking extremely pleased with himself. "You have no idea how long I've wished to make you scream like that, god I need to feel you" "Then take me Cash, just like you've imagined, make me yours" His eyes spoke to you, understanding love, lust and hunger. He pulls your hips as he sits with his back against the bedframe and brings you into his lap, that's where your able to slide right onto his thick, girthy cock. "Oh f#ck Cash, your so big" "This is all for you beautiful, I belong to you" And without wanting to waist any time, you start moving your hips back and forth, feeling him inside you and his cock was hitting all the sweet spots you wanted it to. Being in the lotus position with him was so f#cking good! You could look deep into his eyes, kiss him like never before, all while he holds you against him and thrusts up into you. You both go like this for a little while, but you never wanted it to stop, then you could feel the sweet release building again. "Oh f#ck! Oh god!" "That's it Y/N, cum over my cock" His words brought you over the edge, and just like that, it happened again. The shaking came back as extacy was flowing through you, all while Cash continued to thrust up into you with no mercy. "Oh my god Cash..." "Don't worry gorgeous, there's plenty more for me to show you...." Then he proceeded to f#ck you more and more throughout the night, in every position you could do, it was the best night of your life! Once you both finished you laid in bed physically breathless and utterly exhausted, just like Cash. You smile at eachother and let out a breathy laugh. "Holy sh#t Cash, that was incredible" "I couldn't agree more Y/N, that was way better than I imagined it would be" "So?....you've been imagining me like this, for how long?"

"Honestly? Since the first time I saw you smile. Your smile bewitched me, and I'm so glad it did" "I can't deny, I see you in the same way, I was worried you just wanted to be friends" "I think it's safe to say that after our time in my bedroom, that it's more than a friendship hear" "Your right, my god that was great! I've never know multiple orgasms before, I thought that was just a myth" "It was enjoyable watching you have them gorgeous. Do you maybe wanna go for another round?" "Another round? After your performance I may need to refuel" "How about we go to the kitchen and find something nice to snack on? I've got lots of things.....including whipped cream...." "Oh Cash, you are insatiable" "I finaly have you where I want you, and if you'd like to, I can show you my talents again? This time...with a little whipped cream...." "I cant resist you Cash" "Well then, let's go to the kitchen shall we? I'm hoping to enjoy many things tonight, with you being the main course..."

[millshakes]

ok so my arabic exam, first of all i did it in like under 20 mins ans i like double checked it( barely) and after that i was just fisgetinf around. So this is the mext class after our midterms, the prof didnt give our marks yet cuz somw ppl didnt come and she didnt wanna answer twice uk. Lowkey a bit bummes since i was a bit edcitee, bur like on the later half of the class she started egginf us on about the marks saying like there are 4 ppl who got full marks

When she sajd tbis i ibstantly thought me.... but like i lowket steuggle with thinkinf the world revolves around me. I also didnt wanna dissaloint mtself but ar that time i wouldmt be suprised if it was me. Throughout the lesson she kept on sating stuff like im prwttt sure one of the dudes doesnt have a background in arabix ans how it doesnt mattwr hard work blah blah blah but when she said this i was lookimg at my textbook cuz i wanted to see the word for cat cuz i was doing an excercise for sentence creation. I weote down i ate the cat with mt friends!!!

Then i suddenly heard like ppl whispering my nsme which is odd, but i tried brushing it off thinking its not all abr u!!! So after that she sat down and ppl atartes going to her asking questions abt work blah blaj (note i sit rigjt infront of hercuz im.a paeticipation whore) and while shes answering a students question while im listening in she just stops stares at me and said milkshake and X got full marks

The guy who was askinf a guestiom was like HIM?? THIS STULID STUOID MAN??? NOT ME?? cuz yea he studied arabic before got like a b in his exams or whateva before thid we were talkint ans i just realise i was stroikint his shit so bad!!! I said things like to big bro u should not be here!!! U should be in the lvl 2 , ans bro with his inflated sense od seld sais well who knows god has a olan and axfinf all higj and mighty HES A WHORE!!!! im not a dan of him ok sorry for the tanfent. I could feel the envy in his eyes. And then the dude besides me wer in all the same classes so ww interaxt alot started yappijg abt how wow yea u surelt imrpoved like alot it was sooo condescendinf and since im a bitxh ppl pleaser i sais sometbing like yea im weak in like listeninf im only good in writing god whg did i say that.

Anyways thats not the main point at all i got severely off track a whole ass paragraph smh.... my main shpeil was how i didnt really feel any sort of satisfication from this, i realjsed i was thinming quite dismissive thoughtd like wow thwts like kindergarden lvl stuff or sum basically downplaying it. I wonder if thsts anything bjg

[sarahfabray]

Lockdown reflections

TAGGING ➝  Sarah Fabray, Immy Cortes @corimmy

LOCATION ➝ Locked down at Table and Ice.

TIME FRAME ➝ 10/13 afternoon.

WARNINGS ➝ None.

SUMMARY ➝ Sarah and Immy share stories

Sarah Fabray

Sarah picks herself off the floor and seeing Immy in her office walks over to the door. "So this is your office huh? Must be nice to have some familiarities whilst all this is happening?"

Immy Cortes

Immy turned to look at Sarah when she spoke, a small smile spreading on her face. "Yeah, it is. Makes me feel like I have a bit of control, too." She said, and then laughed "Not like, control over people, just over myself, or the situation, or...something."

Sarah Fabray

"No I get it." Sarah agreed, stepping further into the room. "Control gives us comfort. It's the things we cant control that give us the most axiety and this." Sarah gestures to the space outside. "This is completely out of our control." Taking a seat at the other side of the desk. Smiling at a memory in her mind. "You know when i lost everying. When it was all out of my control. It's was like the lowest point of my life. But you know what. It was after that that my life became the best it could ever have been." She picks up a paperweight from the table. Playing with it. "There's a lot of good that comes when we take time to learn from these moments." She covers Immy's hand for a second. "I know its not a lot and we are kinda forced in here but I just wanted to thank you for being so opening to everyone here. It's the little things that make a big difference. So thank you."

Immy Cortes

Immy was surprised to hear Sarah say all of that, she didn't think she was really doing anything that anyone wouldn't do, but it certainly made her feel good to know that something she was doing was at least making Sarah feel welcome here. "That's what they say, right? The great thing about rock bottom is that there's nowhere to go but up. What happened, can I ask? You don't have to tell me anything you don't want to, obviously, i'm just curious."

Sarah Fabray

Sarah paused for a second pondering Immy's question. It had been a while since she had thought back to her before days. "Hmm, thats very true." She thoguht for a second longer before sharing her story with Immy feeling safe and seen in this moment. "I was a top lawyer in New York, engaged to be married. I had the money, the reputation, and family and religous backing and then the next moment it was all gone." Sarah chucked at the memory of how different her life was now. "My work didnt want a discrased Fabray as partner, I realised I was much more sexually open than i realised. and with that came facing my religon and my family. I lost everything." Then Sarah looks stright at Immy in a wistful look. " But you know what my life is so much better now. I'm so much happier. But it took me going to rock bottom to find it. And hay i get to help people and own a kick ass business and have some amazing life experiences." Sarah gestures to immy " I mean look at you, youve built this whole empire right here too. You must have gone though a lot to get here?"

Immy Cortes

“Wow,” Immy said, her voice practically a whisper as she sat down at the desk. She was surprised that Sarah had shared so much with her. “All of that because they couldn’t accept your sexuality? That’s so gross of them.” Immy smiled looking around. “Yeah, I mean I had help, my brother always believed in me and helped every way he could. And when he passed away he left everything to me and my daughter. So I was able to invest and actually get this place going. But yeah, losing him sucked and definitely counts as going go through some things, I think.”

Sarah Fabray

"I know" she acknolegded with a sigh. " To be fair though i think a lot of it had to do with me accepting myself." Sarah felt comfortable here with immy. She loved seeing her appreciate what she had achieved. "Thats amazing" She said with a smile "Man i wish my family was just as supportive. But i have to say my found family is just that. Thats amazing that your brother had such faith in you. im sorry you lost him. Im so glad you were able to build something from that. It's a beautiful legacy to create from it all. When this is all over I hope your able to reopen quickly. if you need a hand at all let me know."

Immy Cortes

"It's hard to accept yourself sometimes. I get that." She reached out to give Sarah's hand a tight squeeze. "I'm sorry your family isn't supportive, but found family is so important, and it's amazing that you've got one to be your community." Immy looked around, shrugging a shoulder. "I don't think it should be too bad. I mean, everything will need to be cleaned up, and we'll have to replace all of the food, but at least there was no damage."

[anas-somewhat-blog]

Book review

Books read since the last time i posted

Things we never got over from tbr

Behind the net Kindle unliminted

The Cock down the lock KU

She was made for me KU

The Shrt second life of Bree Tanor tbr

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Things we never got over -⭐⭐⭐⭐

It's really gold. I loved it, but after reading some comments, I realized that the book really has some bih flaws, so icant to give it 5 stars, but 4 will do. Btw I loved the sex scenes. - GOODREADS

Esentialy the book was good and i did like it but i is very misogynistic and gives of asshole vibes. I didnt realise that the book is so much dipped into misoginy till i went trough the comments on GR. That really gave me an ick so i took 1 star away.

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Behind the net - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Oh wow this book was really good like my God. Big recomend. The sex scenes were really hot. I know its a hockey romance but i found it recomended as a smut book and trust me it delivered. NGL i was really surprised when they had a scene where he while he was eating her out started playing with her ass and then led up to her butthole and asked her if her ex ever did this, she said no and then he asked her if he could do it and her going PLEASE. Digga was?! I was genuenly like no way were getting anal at the end of the book, but no we didnt he just played a bit with the nerves and she came for like the 3rd time that day. What to say folks, what to say. Anyway im looking forward to reading the orher books, solid 10/10. I ahv nothuing to complai about, i was getting to the end of the book and i knew sooner or later there needed to be some kind of twist that would make them break up and then get back toether but surprise surprise - nothing. Which btw was very refreshing! Every time i read a book theres somekind of scene where something lifechanging happens that the lovebirds have to break up or go on a break but here , nope all is good, theyre a strong good couple and no issues or problems between them. Really refreshing. - GR

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The Cock on the block - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

This book was just amazing i mean from the story to the characters. Ive really enyojed this one. Its a friends to lovers , he falls first, football, fake daring romance and its just wowza. The sexscenes were bomb. The representation of big girls deserve love too was good, not great, at times i found it a bit cringey but it didnt stop me from rating it 5/5. The titrl had me laughing and i didnt think it was going to be better that just that but honestly the book is a must read.

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She was made for me - ⭐

God was this bad. I picked this book up cause 1. It was on kindle unlimited so I didn't have to pay for it, 2. The description of the book was intriguing, not the title ( the title is misogynistic and something coming from wattpad) , age gap, fathers friend . I really thought and was hopping that the book would end with them going separate ways but no NO ! FFS THEY SATH TOGETHER IN THIS DISGUSTING RELATIONSHIPS! HE COULD BE HER FATHER. 20 YEARS AGE GAP. I thought it was gonna be like 10 at most cause her dad is a lawyer so maybe a lawyer friend , I was right and wrong , ex lawyer friend and gap 20 years. Ugh. The amounts of times I've gagged while reading this , the word sweetheart has officially landed on my black list and my husband isn't alowed to call me that till I forget this book exists. 🙃 Just some quotes that had me gagg are : -You take me so well. -You were made for me . -How can I become a good girl again. -Sweetheart -Best friends daughter -my seed driving down her thighs -she's clenching her thighs so my seed doesn't dripp out - (puts a finger in her ass ) you like that I swear all of these are 100x worse when the fact that he's 20 years older than her hits your head. How disgusting can it be. And the fact that he's convinced that it wasn't him who initiated all this but actually she forced him to have sex with her is delulu to its fullest. How delulu can you be to even think you resisted her but she kept pushing and you had to fuck her. All she did was go on a date with a guy and said she's go on a second one as well and you deciding no you won't and I won't let you and then fucking her ... not her fault. Yes she did want it but talk about DADY ISSUES MUCH . You can't tell me that in the 43 years that you've been alive you never heard of Daddy issues, you could have smelled them a mile away , even if she had been 30 when u met and thought she's 30 and not 24 , that woman would still have daddy issues . How delulu can one be. And her being desperate for that dick is comical, first man who shows interest in you in a long time and you jump on that train like there's no other connection. The only person with a smudge of a brain cell was her dad when he put 2 and 2 together , cursed Kyle out saying she's my baby girl, she's 20 years younger than you , how could you , etc. I swear the yurika I felt when I read that was HUGE, cause finally someone in this God damn book is saying that it's disgusting 🫣 and awful to be hearing that your best friend of so many years has fucked your daughter in the house that you own while he was on the job that you gave him. And all that goes for nothing cause the dad losses his final brain cell as well and 1 month later is ok with everything and even APOLOGISED to the man who fucked your daughter because it wasn't right. I swear all of the ppl in this book are extremely delulu. All of em. I swear I'm never picking up a book writen by who ever wrote this , I don't even wanna know what person could have written this and went yeah that's good , I'm proud of it. You're glorifying misogyny with all these , she's mine , she'll be mine , my seed driving down her thigh , DISGUSTING, not to mention relationships where the power dynamic is WAY OFF. Yeah a 25 yo is mature enough to be w a 43 yo, Def no power imbalance there , she's her own woman and can make decisions for herself, how mental can you be ?!?!?!?!?!? - GR

Only thing i can add to this is that i cant believe that this book has a rating of 4,16 on goodreads (4,19 before i gave it a 1/5). The coments were all positive, only 1 negative. I mean great for the author but eww. It really is a mess of a book and i feel if it stays i its designated demografic its gonna continue to thrive and shine but if it blows up it deff wont be because it so good, its deff gonna be because of the problematic toppics and in general everything.

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The Short Life of Bree Tanor - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

This book just held me by my troath and didnt let go till the end. What do i say about a book where i knew that the mc was gonna die at the end. The book is read as a whole stry, no chaptors no nothing. Its very real, belivable , just really sucks you back into the twilight universe and as mentiond at the beginning it grabs you by the troatha and doesnt let go. The story was just amazing and emotional and raw, real and pure. We get to experiance what bree felt in those last few weeks of her life, explaining how she came to be, what got her there and how she managed to survive in a pack of newborns that only had the instinkt to kill. The very short , hopefull romace between Bree and Diego that def had a future but lasted roughly a few days was heartbreaking. I really hoped that diego didnt die and that he was actually still on the mission of spying on the cullens but as we get to find out , its a lie and diego died a painfull death . The last moments of brees life were intense and just torture, and once her death came it gave her what she so desperatly needed -PEACE.