#i didnt like her smile in the end it made my stomach drop

[beens-on-toast]

I think the pit in my stomach with this show is the story of Jinx. She literally couldn't catch a break since she was Powder. I keep thinking about how it all ends and I feel like crying and vomiting. She was so desperate to reunite with her sister but ends up letting Vi go. And the show is over, I got hopeful in that static part in the end but it just said the end. We have to make peace with their story but I can't.

[mekakitsune]

mean!jinx x fem!reader - nsfw - minors dni

request from anon: "Hi love, I would like to request Jinx x Reader. The reader is Jinx's girlfriend and they are at the bar and a guy approaches the reader asking if the reader would like to go out with him and Jinx obviously doesn't like it, can this end with her fucking the reader to show everyone that the reader is hers? Please 😮‍💨"

dates in public really werent jinx's thing, or yours for that matter. she would always say something along the lines of "why go out when we have everything we need here?" by here, she meant her "workshop"– where it was cluttered with mechanical parts and the smell of gunpowder hung heavy in the air constantly. it was more than enough, but sometimes, even you needed a break. had you not been so convincing, jinx would have not let you drag her out to the last drop. she didn't like drinking, nor did she like the usuals at the bar. they were loud, arrogant, and just plain gross.

she sat at the end of the bar, some fruity juice concoction in her cup as she swirled her straw around the glass looking less than interested in what was happening around her.

"i want another drink, ill be right back, kay?" you lean into her, and she nods, watching you hop off the stool and stroll (rather stumble) to the other end of the bar where the bartender stood. she watched as you smiled sweetly at the man, leaning against the bar as you recite your order. he nods and moves to make your drink, leaving you to stand waiting. without notice, a man slinks in beside you, with an unsettling smirk on his lips.

"put the lovely ladies drink on my tab, would ya?" he gruffed at the bartender, sending you a wink as he spoke. you smile politely, shaking your head as you speak up– "hey... im alright but thank yo-"

"nonsense, let me treat a pretty lady to a drink, yeah?" he cut you off. he reeked of booze, and was ultimately too close for comfort.

"okay...its a just a drink, but im a-" he cuts you off again.

"see, knew you'd want it. so hows about we getchu that drink and then ditch this place?" he smirks again, placing a hand on your shoulder, one eye brow cocked like he was waiting for you to agree. before you could utter a word, an arm wraps around your waist, and the mans hand drops from your shoulder immediately.

"sorry to interrupt whatever youre trying to do here, but shes taken."

jinxs sneers at the man, looking like she was ready to pounce any second. the man, stupidly, didnt budge– obviously not seeing your girlfriend as much of a threat. her fingers gripped your hip, hard.

"ohh so its like that? y'know, ive always wanted to see some girl on girl action in real time." the man stands, arrogant and overly confident. the smirk on his lips made your stomach twist. without thinking, per her style, jinx lunges at the man, slamming her fist into his nose.

your eyes go wide as the man stumbles back, hand gripping his now bloody nose. "you little bitch..."

the man moves quickly towards her, but a familiar metallic hand finds his shoulder first.

"you two. out. now."

it was sevika, of course she had been there. she had been watching the two of you since you walked in, knowing trouble was bound to come with you guys around, it seemed like it always did.

"i'll fuckin kill you..." the man spat, trying to remove himself from sevikas grip. she looked at you sternly, and you got the message from the expression on her face.

"pssh, you wish." jinx muttered mockingly, clearly not wanting to leave without finishing what she started, or rather, without killing this guy first. you grab her wrist and speak– "lets just go jinx, cmon.." you pull her towards you, and she follows as you drag her towards the door. shouts from the man can be heard from behind you, and jinx stops in her tracks to flip him off. you bite back a laugh as you tug her along into the cool air outside of the bar.

"what a creep..." she spoke low, eyes ahead of her as she walked, avoiding your gaze completely.

"im sorr–" suddenly she whips around to face you, brows furrowed. "i mean seriously? that perv was all over you, and you were gonna let him buy you a drink!? are you stupid?" she cuts you off to rant, making you shut your mouth.

"he could have done something bad, and you were just gonna let him? the hells wrong with you?" she continued, hands moving dramatically.

"i was just gonna empty his pockets when he wasnt looking, jinx... aren't you the one that always says "if you see an opening, take it?"– you quote her. "its clear he had money..."

this seems to make her head rush, anger and possessiveness rushing through her. before you can process it, shes grabbing your arm and dragging you into the alley on your right. with shocking force, she presses you against the wall, her face dangerously close to yours as her eyes bore into yours.

"that doesn't mean go around and act like some sort of slut." she squints, cocking her head to the side.

"are you kidding? fuck you, jinx. i-" she doesnt let you finish as she smashing her lips into yours, hard enough to bruise, surely. you gasp at her suddenness, and her hands find your hips again, pinning you to the wall behind you.

her tongue wins the easy battle for dominance, completely consuming you as if the two of you werent stood in an alley. the only light was a dingy street lamp, casting a warm glow onto the two of you. the kiss was hot, messy as she took control of every movement, hips pressing into yours. she pulls back from the kiss, chest heaving as her hands find your belt.

"what are you doing?" you pant, watching her as her skilled hands mess with your waistband.

"whats it look like, dollface." her tone is low, and you can tell shes serious about taking you right here in the alley.

"cmon...not here...people could see us." you shift your hips as much as you can, but theres little to no room between you and the wall, so your attempt are deemed useless. ignoring you, her fingers pop the button on your pants, and find their way into your underwear.

her lips are on you again, flush with your neck as she sucks marks into the skin.

"let em'. dont care." her words are muffled against your neck. you gasp quietly as her fingers find your slick folds, a low chuckle coming from her.

"see? slut. all worked up, and from what, hm? some creep sweet talkin you?" she rambles, her words making your skin flush. her fingers circle your clit, making you buck into her as she holds you steady with her other hand. the cool metal of her finger bleeds through the layer of fabric riding up your hips. soon enough, shes moving her fingers and sliding them into your cunt, making you whimper. you feel her smirk against your neck, lips leaving a trail of searing marks with the intention of claiming whats hers.

"or is it that you like the thought of being caught, hm?" her fingers pushed a relentless pace, making your knees shake. "y'like me fuckin you in public baby?" her words are making your head spin, along with her fingers inside of you. her breathing picks up again when she hears you whine, cunt tightening around her fingers.

"m'close, please..." you muttered helplessly, surely dripping down her wrist at this point. she presses a kiss to your lips as she pulls her hand away. you watch in awe, chest moving rapidly as her fingers come to her mouth, sucking them clean.

"what the fuck?" you pant, fingers wrapping around her wrist. she simply smiles, before slipping out of your grasp.

"s'one thing to act like you enjoy being flirted with, but im not about to make you cum where anyone could see." she shrugs, her grin sinister as she turns on her heel.

in disbelief, your shaky hands move to fix your pants and belt. she had it coming once you stepped back into the confines of her workshop, that was one thing for certain.

thank u for the yummy rq i hope u enjoy :3

[thatshadowcomic]

tbh there's a scene thats so clear in my head, just gotta iron out the details:

Sonic is sent off to find Shadow, claiming he can talk to shadow and get this mess sorted out (were still in classic style btw).

At the cave:

Maria lay sick in a makeshift bed, hidden in a dark cavern with a hole at the top, moss hanging down. There was some kind of battle, after Eggman attack Knothole, and Shadow/Gerlad/Maria were spotted, assumed to be in cahoots with Eggman. Sonic doesn't think they would have done something so brutal and this its a misunderstanding. He wants to hear Shadow's side, but all he finds is maria, laying sick, pale and seemingly in a coma. Maybe he find shadow by her bedside instead? Shadow spin dashes him/tries to chase him off, but sonic warns him that maria needs the royal's help. that she's seriously sick. Shadow wants nothing to do with them, convinced they'll jail them both for their relation to Eggman and Gerald. By this point, Gerald's been captured and will likely be sentenced to treason/death.

"You might not want my help, shadow... but she needs it..."

"I was created to help her, just go away!"

"I'm your friend, shadow, Im not going anywhere."

"I didnt have friends before, I don;t need them now...!"

"Well sucks for you, doesn't it--"

Maria tenses up, likely in pain, stopping them from fighting. Shadow moves to help heal her, but his powers are depleted after whatever fight went on, so he struggles to help as Maria slowly fades away. He begins to tear up, desperately pushing himself, but he doesn't have any energy left. I feel like she'd apologize, maybe this is where the promise scene occurs?

"Shadow..." He looks up, surprised she's awake again,

"I'm sorry I broke my promise...I couldn't support you like I said..." She smiles.

Obviously he could care less, telling her it's okay, "But Please promise me Shadow... promise to protect this planet for me... That you'll appreciate everything it has to offer..."

"M...Maria?" The moment of clarity makes shadow's stomach drop.

"Shadow, you gotta let me take her!"

"Promise me... you'll bring hope to all of Mobius..."

As her eyes close, Shadow panics and breaths heavy, like right before you start to cry kinda breathing. "Sonic...!" He abruptly turns, desperately crying out,

"if youre really my friend-- p-please! Please help her...!"

Sonic doesn't argue with him about joining, instead quietly nodding and taking maria back to the castle.

At the castle:

Sonic brings maria and tries to convince Sally's father, who's shocked,

"Are you insane?! That monster will already be desperate and full of rage when he realizes we captured his creator! Why would you bring her here?!"

"He's gonna be pretty desperate and angry if anything happens to 'er too!"

Sally joins and says something like "He trusts Sonic, maybe this is a perfect time to establish a line of trust with us, get him on our side before Eggman gets to him!"

The king reluctantly agrees, having her taken back. He decides to give Shadow space for now and formulate a plan, avoiding pressuring him... or so he tells Sonic and Sally.

That night, at the cave:

Shadow lays in the makeshift bed, noting the dried blood. He curls up in a ball, tense, all alone for the first time. He has to trust sonic... Sonic knows he wouldn't hurt people...right? He hears a sound and thinks sonic finally returned, but it's guards, who used sonic's communication device to track where sonic went. He tries to escape, but his powers are too low to warp away and they over power him. He tries to explain he never hurt anyone, that he was trying to help. The scene ends with Shadow Crying out for Maria, for help. Sonic would return after a day or two, not finding Shadow, no matter where he looked... He would have assumed Shadow went back into hiding considering Eggman seemed to know nothing about him... In reality, the King couldn't kill him, so they held him up, deep under the castle with specially made shackles/capsule. They wouldn't connect for years... maybe 8 or 10?

I can't decide if he'd be awake or not, maybe partly awake? Like he wakes up years later, after they stop maintaining his capsule? Myabe once Chaos is defeated, that energy passes by him and he escapes? Myabe Eggman finds him like SA2?

Maybe after Perfect Chaos is defeated, all that energy passes through Shadow, reinvigorating/awakening him. I have such a clear visual of sonic and shadow meeting again as he rips the castle apart...

based on this:

[popsickless]

Neuvillette ♡-part 1

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"Someones crying for help?" Navias attention instantly gave way. The cries were distant but noticeable. Your head snapped towards the crowd of trees on the left of the Opera Eclipse.

"A melusine? Of course." You frowned, instantly packing up the picnic navia had set at the table near the water fall. To think the world was a better place now, that melusines finally had a home in fontaine. "They're still getting singled out?!" Growling to yourself, taking about 10 stomps towards the situation.

Navia follows quickly, yelling worrs that were coming through one ear, and out the next. You didn't have time to listen, it made you sick to the stomach that you had to intervene with harassment towards a harmless creature. There they were, a bunch of low life treasure hoarders ganging up on the poor girl. It didnt take you a second thought to draw out the sword.

"You filthy rats." The blade pointed to the hoarder closest to the melusine. The other 2 backed off, with smug smiles on their faces. "I might just have to kill you instead of sending you to the fortress of meropide" The anger was toxic, toxic enough to make you seem out like the bad one in the situation.

You swipe the blade underneath the brown haired hoarders feet, dropping him to the faded greenery within seconds. "At least it will be a better punishment than facing Wriothesely himself." Spoken in a low tone but loud enough to create an audience.

Acting a victim, the treasure hoarder rises both hands. "Y-you're seriously going to let these monstrosities of a species manipulate you?" The disgusting thing stated. Oh how your breath was going shallow, your hands shaking out of fear. The end of your blade touches the skin of the fox's neck. "Normally id let pathetic people like you live, but i guess there can be a change of plans." The light from your eyes fading as you finally go to take the last strike.

Deafening pleads from the criminal, slowly fades as a soft hand touches your shoulder. The blade shifts away from the bandits skin. Your eyes drift to the side, out of curiosity to wonder who in the hell would stop you, or even try stopping you. A white and blue haired man, looking at you with a soft smile, it was almost reassuring.

"I understand your feelings, i too have a soft spot for melusines." The elegant voice began to speak. Everyone around instantly went silent. "But killing the culprit doesnt make you any better."

Your arm drops completely as you take another horrified glance at the treasure hoarder, sprawled on the floor. The melusine, stood close next to the blue figure. "I understand neuvillette." You nod, softly taking his hand off the top of your shoulder.

Neuvillettes expression suddenly goes dull as he turns towards the trio of treasure hoarders. "Whats the situation?" He asks. You stand by quietly watching the conversations go down.

"Its that weirdo who let them freaks into our home." One of the hoarders whisper to one another. There it was. That anger. You was about to draw my sword again if neuvillette didnt do something quick. Navia taps your arm and shakes her head, reassuring that everything was now under control. "Is that so? How would you folks prefer the fortress of meropide be your new home instead?" Neuvillettes tone was surprisingly calm but assertive. The bandits looked at eachother cautiously. It didnt take long for them to submit. After a long discussion, a bunch of paperworks and a tiny tantrums from Wriothesely, the treasure hoarders were sent to 8 months of reinforcement underground.

It was now late in the evening, Navias assistants went to go take the melusine home, while her, you, Wriothesely and neuvillette were in the office of the fortress of meropide. "The guy will be taught a lesson dont you worry." Wriothesely recklessly announces as he sits behind his desk. You quietly tut and look to the side. You didnt doubt him, but you sure as hell wanted to punish the bastards yourself.

You cross your arms looking dead into Wriotheselys eyes. "I hope so.." you all stand there for a moment and Wriothesely lets out a small chuckle. "You cant result to violence whenever something goes down with a melusine." Navia lightly jokes. Although she wasnt wrong. You werent the best at dealing with your emotions in the heat of the moment.

"You have to respect her cause though, to instantly put yourself in the middle of a situation without a second thought, highly admirable but selfless. Some would even say selfish." Neuvillette states, placing his knuckle underneath his chin while gazing towards the floor. His eyes slowly drifted towards yours. "What you did today was foolish."

Normally when anyone makes comments about your actions, it's just like stepping over a bug, not trying to kill it. You didnt give a damn about what others thought of your methods. But everytime neuvillette had a comment about it, it made your teeth grit. It would even sometimes make you rethink your whole life. And it was irritating. You were speachless for a second. You really wanted to ream him about not taking responsibility and blah blah blah. You werent childish or foolish. God, you would only prove his point if you argued back.

"Yeah, ill rethink that one overnight.." you jokingly mumble, knowing full well you werent joking. You were going to be up all night thinking about neuvillettes petty comment. Even though hes right. After some time of filling in documents about the treasure hoarders, and the incident itself. You were all sent home for the night.

Taking a long and silent walk back to your place, alone. It was dead in the middle of the city of fontaine so it wasnt that far to walk, the thoughts about neuvillette made the journey quicker anyway. The daily night routine was done, you had set out your work outfit for tomorrow and had send the documents to Wriothesely. Now you were just layed in bed on your back, staring at the ceiling.

"If neuvillette had actually done his job, and made a proper introduction and home for the melusines. I wouldnt of gotten into that situation today." Thats all you could think to yourself, all night.

The next morning, you are woken up with the same mechanical clock sounding alarm. It did your head in but that's the whole point right. Like every morning you go to check the post box at the side of your house. Reading the front of the envelope expecting it to be about charlottes morning newspaper. The pupils of your eyes dilated instantly.

Good morning:

It would be highly appreciated if you come to visit me this morning.

- neuvillette

[slutforavatar]

Bestfriends help bestfriends PT 2

Pairings: Lo’ak x Reader

Both aged up!!!

Warnings; swearing, jealous!Lo’ak, slightly praising, oral (female receiving), fingering, slight overstimulation, slight arguing, mentions of war.

WC; 4.1k

It’s been 3 days since the whole thing with Lo’ak happened and we’ve barely spoken, it’s not like it’s awkward but we just haven’t spoken. I’ve spoken to Ao’nung since that night and we made it clear it was just a little game between him and I, it meant nothing and he agreed it was his idea to tell me it meant nothing actually.

My finger are aching as I undo my braids one by one, Kiri helped me with some but her and Tuk ended up going swimming with Ao’nung and the others, so here I am sitting in the Mauri by myself “almost done Y/n” i reassure myself so I do not give up, one more braid to do then I’m finished, i let out a huff.

“Finally” I drag my fingers through my long black hair after I successfully took all my braids out “you took them out” the voice startles me causing my body to jolt “scared you” Lo’ak chuckles as he creeps up behind me “skxwang” I scold him as I move to my feet “you look nice with it out” I watch his arm raise from his side then he brings his hand to my hair, he runs his hands through my hair and i relax at his touch. A soft purr ripples through my chest as he plays with my hair then my eyes shoot open “you just purred” he pulls his hands away from me, embarrassment washes over me “shut up” I turn away from him “thats so funny” he holds his stomach as he laughs “ha ha so funny” I exit the Mauri leaving the Sully boy behind.

“Y/n you finished finally” I look over at the littlest sully sitting on the rock with the others “where were you?” Rotxo questions “i was undoing all my braids my fingers are killing me” he nods his head slowly as he looks at my hair “didnt even notice” he shrugs, i roll my eyes at the brainless boy “skxwang” I walk next onto the rock and I lower myself down next to Tuk “your hair looks pretty out” she pushes my hair to the side “it’s soft” i smile at her compliment, shes such a cute little girl. “You look good y/n” i pull my gaze away from Tuk and turn it towards Ao’nung, i smile at his comment as my eyes scan his face “thankyou ao’nung” we hold eachothers gaze for a little “dont tell me you guys started the party without me, that’s very rude” Lo’aks steps and voice we’re heard, pulling my attention away from the boy infront of me “wouldn’t be a party without you brother” neteyam comments as his brother sits himself beside me, his knee coming in contact with mine sending shivers down my spine. The littlest touch of his drives me crazy. “So what were we talking about” Lo’ak looks around at everyone and my gaze hits the floor praying to Eywa that no one mentions Ao’nung complimenting me “everyone was talking about y/n’s new hair style” Tuk’s voice perks up innocently, i look at lo’aks face to see a smirk plastered on his well structured face oh no. My heart drops hes gonna bring up me purring just before “did you guys know y/n purrs if you play with her hair” he chuckles “Lo’ak!” I shout as I look over at him, I shove him lightly as everyone laughs “you purr?” Ao’nung laughs at his words, he leans over to me and he places his hand on my head, he rubs my head softly then down my hair, a purr rumbles in my chest once again and embarrassment settles over my face again. Everyone’s laugh bounces through my ears, i close my eyes as Ao’nung fiddles with my hair “okay that’s enough touching her” Lo’ak grabs his wrist and flicks it away, jealousy flowing through his veins as he remembers the events from a few nights ago, i flicker my eyes open they go from Ao’nung to Lo’ak, a smirk plastered all over Ao’nungs face and a serious look on Lo’aks “round 2?” Rotxo’s voice breaks the silence, i cant help the smile that creeps up on my face and I let out a laugh “sometimes your so stupid rotxo but your funny i love you” i let out another laugh followed by kiri and tuk “come on Lo’ak loosen up let’s go for a swim” I rest my hand on the boys thigh as he glares at Ao’nung “whatever” he places his hand over mine sending a warm wave through my body.

Lo’ak hasnt said a word to me the whole time we’ve been swimming through the reef the only thing that can be heard is our arms pushing the water around us, I look up at the stars in the sky and I let out a sigh “it’s so beautiful, your father is kinda lucky” Lo’ak turns his gaze to me as he hears me mention his father “hmm?” he hums in response “he used to live on earth, he got to experience that, then he got to live amongst the stars, he’s lived his life” I continue slowly swimming towards land “you want to visit that dying place called earth?” the boy scoffs at my words “I want to be able to tell my children i’ve been there, or been anywhere really, i want to have stories to tell my children” we reach the shore and I slowly walk towards a bushy area “sit with me” I lower my body to the grassy area, lo’ak following my movements “you do have stories to tell your children” he sits next to me, crossing his legs “not really exciting ones, I want happy stories not sad war ones” I lie on my back looking up at the sky, i suck in a breath of the warm air and i smile “you do have good memories, meeting me of course” he smirks then lies down, I smack his chest softly “i don't want to lose you lo’ak” I gulp, i dont know why i said that, i feel all emotional all of a sudden “you wont lose me” he cocks an eyes up at the sky at my words, he brings his hand to his chest and he grabs my hand, holding it tight. “Where is this coming from y/n” he caressed his thumb over my hand, butterflies flutter in my stomach oh god im falling for my bestfriend “we’ve just been through so much and I don’t want to lose you, I’ve almost lost you a few times and those times were the worst moments of my life thinking i’d lost you” he turns his head towards me but my gaze up at the sky doesn’t budge “im here y/n” he squeezes my hand tight “m’not going anywhere without you” he brings my hand up to his mouth and presses his lips against my knuckles, i smile widely “but you on the other hand” his words confuse me, i turn my head towards his “what do you mean?” my brows furrow together in confusion “it’s nothing don’t worry” he tries and blows it off “no lo tell me” his breath hitches at the nickname “well your getting to the age you have to pick a mate.. and you and Ao’nung have been close lately” my eyes widen “we are not close” he chuckle “ you guys are fucking close enough for him to finger you” he scoffs, i roll my eyes and i turn my gaze back to the sky “your a very jealous boy lo’ak” he scoffs yet again and anger starts bubbling in his chest at the topic “yes i am jealous that he gets to touch you like that, i want to be the only one allowed to touch you like that” he snaps at me, my eyes widen at his words ‘i want to be the only one allowed to touch you like that’ his words replay in my mind “call me selfish or whatever you want but fuck y/n your the only girl that understands me, since we were twelve ive wanted you so badly, i couldn’t let you touch without getting a full hard on” he removes his hand from mine and covers his face “i had to control myself so much when i was holding you when we were sleeping, your so beautiful and so amazing and seeing ao’nung getting to touch you the way i’ve been craving for almost 4 years drives me insane, your my drug y/n fuck whatever we smoke together, your what i need.” his words leave me speechless, my mouth is slightly agape and theres an intense tingling feeling i between my thighs “but your my bestfriend and i dont want to ruin any of that, i thought your pretty lips wrapped around me the other night would calm me down but no i need more, i need more of you and you just keep flirting with stupid ao’nung” i sit up slowly and i look over at Lo’ak, his hands covering his face as he spills his thoughts “lo’ak…” i place my hand on his lower abdomen, softly tracing his abs “save it y/n if you dont feel the same just forget i said any of th-” i cut him off “lo’ak.” i say blankly, he moves his hands from his face and looks up at me, he looks so innocent “i dont want Ao’nung” I trace my hand down his abdomen towards

his thigh, my eyes never leaving his as he watches my hand travel extremely close to his cock “everytime we’re in a heated moment ao’nung is always mentioned, or the main cause really” he let out a low laugh as I watch his breathing speed up and i rub his thigh “cause he’s a skxwang that likes to fuck with me” he groans as his eyes shift from my hand to my eyes, he bites his lower lip showing his fangs and i smirk. His bulge his perking up faster and faster as I rub his thigh more softly dragging my nails across his skin causing goosebumps to raise all over his body “want your friend to help out with this again” I question as I slowly run my hand over his growing bulge, his let’s out a small whine at my little touch “you helped me last time, can i do something for you?” he sits up at looks at me innocently and my eyes widen, he wants to touch me?. “Come on let your big bestfriend help you out yeah?” his face inches from mine, our breaths swapping, he places his hands on the sides of my thighs and rubs them softly “please” i look up into his eyes as a fire burns in my body “lay down pretty girl” he moved his hand to my chest and pushes me onto my back softly, butterflies swarm in my belly as heat rushes to my thighs “mhm can smell your juices already” he takes a deep breath through his nose as his eyes flutter shut “smells so sweet” he opens his eyes then stares into mine. “Be a good girl and spread this thighs” I follow his instructions and I slowly spread my legs “good girl” he moves his hands to my inner thighs and rubs them softly, a fire lights under his touch on skin “please” i throw my head back in neediness “be patient y/n gonna take my time with you baby” he places soft kisses on my thighs as his fingers toy with my loincloth, he slowly pulls one string causing one side of my loincloth to fall. I grind my hips into the air in search of his face wanting some type of pleasure “ow” i let out a squeal as I feel him bite my thigh “i said patient” He grunts as he slowly drags his tongue over the bite mark, i let out a soft moan at the feeling of my tongue on my thigh “lo’ak please” i whine loudly as my core burns “mhm just wait, gonna leave some marks so if anyone, ao’nung in particular wants to get between these pretty thighs will see my marks” i prop myself up on my elbows and I look down at him “your so jealous over ao’nung arent you” I chuckle and he sends me a glare from between my thighs “shut it” i roll my eyes at his words “hurry up and touch me then I’ll shut it” he moves his hands to the other strings of my loincloth and he pulls it out making it fall too, he pulls my loincloth off my body leaving my lower half exposed. The warm breeze grazes my exposed cunt and I let out a low squeal, he smirks at my noises then he lowers his head between my thighs. His breath fanning my clit teasing me “please your so close” I whine as I push my core towards his face, in my satisfaction he places a kiss on my clit then softly sucks it, my eyes flutter shut and I let out a sigh “good boy” he smiles against my heat at the praise “mmm need more” i grind my core against his face wanting more, he pulls away and stares at me coldly “keep being impatient and you wont cum” i nod my head slowly “please i’m asking nicely” the tingling in between my thighs is getting to much i need him to touch me now, he lowers his head once again connecting his lips to my clit. He licks a strip through my slick to my clit then focuses on my swollen bud “oh lo’ak” i let out a small moan as hes buried between my thighs, as I’m watching him his hair falls onto his face, he groans sending a vibration through my core “fuck” i throw my head back in pleasure. My eyes snap open as I feel him pull away from my cunt “what are you doing” i let out a huff as I prop myself up to look at him “hold my hair and keep it out the way” he mows his hand from my thigh and grabs my wrist, he guides it to his hair and I take a handful of his braids keeping them out of his face “better?” I look down at him and he smirks “much better princess” my body burns at the pet name.

He finds his way back to my clit sucking it harshly as i let my moans slip out “mmm your s-so good lo’ak” i whine as i pull his hair softly, i then feel his fingers toying with my entrance, softly spreading the folds open and gathering my wetness on his fingers “want my fingers baby?” he mumbles against my cunt “yes please, i need them” i let out a breathy whine “need them?” he chuckles and he slowly glides his middle finger and his ring finger into my tight, warm pussy “ughh” i arch my back as he continues sliding his fingers inside me “so fuckong warm and tight” his dick twitches and throbs needing attention “he latches his lips against my clit again as he slowly thrusts his fingers in and out of my wet cunt. He curls his fingers hitting the spongy wall inside of me “fuck i-i need to cum so badly” I arch my back even more, he places his free hand on my stomach and pushes my body down “pleasee give it to me” i whine and my hands find my nipples, i squeeze my hard nipples between my fingers, the pleasurable pain shoots through my boobs and I let out a loud moan hopefully no one can hear us, my legs start to shake as I feel the pit grow in my lower stomach “m’so close” I squeeze my eyes shut and lo’ak speeds up his fingers and his tongue “fuck gonna make me cum pretty boy, with that good tongue of yours” I clench around his fingers once more before i feel the hot white wave wash over me, “fuck lo’ak” my back arches and my legs start trembling but his movements don’t falter “h-holy shit” i squeeze my nipples once more then i slump my body onto the ground “lo i’m so sensitive” i try and push his head away but he doesn’t budge, my trembling thighs close around his head as my body begins to get overstimulated. He pulls away from my clit and he pulls his fingers out of me slowly, he then runs his hands all over my thighs “whos gonna touch you like me y/n?” he looks down at my flustered face and smiles “n-no one” I take deep breaths trying to catch my breath, i look up at the stars and he lies beside me, i turn to face him with half hooded eyes “ew my juices are all over your face” i laugh at the sight, he raises his hand to his face and he gathers all the juices onto his thumb. He places his thumb on my lips and I open my mouth slowly, he slides his thumb into my mouth, i look into his eyes as my lips wrap around his thumb. “Shit” his breath hitched as I slowly swirl my tongue around his thumb, i grab his wrist and I pull it from my mouth earning a plop sound, i look down at his lower half and his bulge comes into view “does it hurt” i turn my eyes back to his “yeah but tonight was about pleasing you” he raises his hand to my cheek and caresses it softly, i lean into the heat on his hand “thats my girl there” i smile widely at his words “if it hurts let me help” i pout at him and he lets out a chuckle “no, tonight was about your pleasure, i’ll sort it out later” he shrugs, “i want to help you, or do you want some other girl to help you” i teasingly say, he glares at me but then his face softens with a smirk “oh yeah ive got a line of other girls waiting to suck me off” he sits up then climbs ontop of me, he pins my hands to the ground. I look at his face taking in the little details “do you eat them out like that? please them that well?” i bite back at him “oh yeah all the time” he playfully rolls his eyes then a smile falls upon his lips “ao’nung does it better” i snap back hoping i’d hit a nerve and i did. His body stiffens “really” his grip tightens on my wrists “go be a slut and help him out with his hard cock you caused” he lets go of one of my wrists then clasps both of my hands together holding them by one of his hands, he places the other hand on my throat and squeezes it tight “i have” i lie “dont tell me you’ve slept with him” he lets go of my wrists and my throat, a confused look spreads on my face, why does he care so much if he just said he has other girls?. “Am I just a toy to you y/n” he looks down at me “what?” i let out a laugh “am i just a toy for you to get a high out of then leave for ao’nung?” hurt lacing

through his voice, my heart hurts that he thinks i’m using him “no your not lo’ak” i place my hand on his cheek and i carress it “you’ve slept with ao’nung” he pushes my hand away and stands up “lo’ak i havent i just said that as a joke” i sit up and i place my hand on my head “stop being silly and sit down” he glares down at me “you make me feel like a game y/n always mentioning ao’nung in times like this, if you want him so badly go fuck him or something inside of pretending i am him whenever i touch you” he shouts and he starts to walk off “lo’ak your talking nonsense i dont want ao’nung” i bring myself to my feet and I follow after him “i dont want to hear it y/n” i walk up to him and i place my hand on his shoulder “you can’t just eat me out then get mad at me” i chuckle at how stupid my words sound “leave me alone” he then dives into the water and swims off. I stand there not knowing what the hell just happened, i sigh feeling guilt wash over me, i’d never noticed he was that jealous over ao’nung i was just teasing because he was.

I headed back to the Mauri after waiting for lo’ak on shore but he didn’t return, he was probably with payakan so i wasn’t worried. Everyone was going to sleep now but i couldnt sleep not without knowing lo’ak was home. “Wheres lo’ak?” neteyam questions me as he lays his bow beside him “with payakan” i shrug as i lie back, my back hits the cold mat and I hiss “so you and ao’nung huh?” i snap my head over to face neteyam “excuse you” my eyebrows furrow “you guys are so close it’s obvious you guys like one an another” he lets out a chuckle “im no we don’t like eachother we’re just close friends” i shrug i’d never think of him more then a friend “we’ll your coming to the age of having to find a mate, is ao’nung on the list” he turns to face me and he lowers his body onto the ground “there is no list.. i’ve already chosen but he must choose me too” i sigh at the thought of lo’ak, why would anyone think i want ao’nung i want lo’ak sully only. “You’ve chosen?” neteyams eyes widen “who” he sits up suddenly intrigued by my answer “ your all blind shes chosen lo’ak” kiri but’s into our conversation, my eyes widen as i face her “that skxwang?” neteyam laughs “everyone always knew you guys were in love from a young age” he chuckles “i dont think he wants me though” i admit rethinking the words he spoke earlier “hes stupid if he lets a girl like you find another mate” kiri smiles softly at me “go to sleep you skxwangs” jake voice is heard from the behind the curtained room, i let out a giggle and i lie down “night guys” i turn to my side “night” they say in unison.

It’s been an hour and everyones asleep but lo’ak still isnt back, worry starts to set in. What if something happened to him and the last thing we did was argue about that idiot ao’nung but then my thoughts are interrupted by heavy footsteps being heard outside the Mauri. Lo’ak. I dont move my body I pretend to be asleep as I listen to him shuffle around the Mauri, he walks over beside me and he lowers his body onto the mat, he turns his back to face me and i let out a small huff, i pull the blanket that kiri made over my body. Should I talk to him? I question myself but before i could think my body was shuffling itself closer to him, soon enough my chest hits his back and my arms wrap around his torso “m’sorry” i mumble against his back but he doesn’t reply and i’m guessing he’s fallen asleep, i pull the blanket over our bodies and i tangle my legs with his. I close my eyes as his body beat calms me down “i see you ma lo’ak” i whisper to his sleepy self and i place a kiss on his spine”m’so sorry you felt as if i was using you as a toy” i mumble to his back, i squeeze his body tight then i close my eyes “i see you too ma y/n” my eyes shoot open as i hear the boys voice, my heart feels as if it’s gonna explode at his words “your awake?” i question him and he nods “yup and i heard every single word” i can practically hear the smile in his voice “i see you too ma y/n, i see you so clearly” he turns to face me, i look up at his face “your all mine” he grabs my hands “no one else’s, mine all Lo’ak sully’s.” he places a kiss on my forehead “now sleep you're probably tired from before” he smirks referring to what he did to me earlier, I curl my body closer to his “goodnight my love” i say before sleep over takes me.

I swear i hate all my work

[sparklinpixiedust]

Coffee

A/N: charmcaster x ken, basically how they met. Not proof read, sorry for any grammatical errors.

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" WHY...WON'T ....YOU...WORK ...YOU ...LITTLE" The silver haired witch screamed as she repeatedly kicked the coffee machine at the end of the long hallway.

All she wanted was a nice cup of joe before heading up to her room to start grading the papers her half- brained students had turned in. Unfortunately fate had other plans for her , plans that frustrated her to no end.

Not to mention Freidkin's strict rules on the use of magic on the coffee machine, not after the 'incident' last semester , she couldn't even use a spell to fix whatever on earth was wrong with the appliance.

"uh excuse me , um would you like some help?"

"Well unless you're some coffee machine fixing genius, no thank you!" she snapped , still fixated on the metallic object.

Why did this place have only one of these though? It makes no sense!

" No but I am a major in mechanical engineering, I guess I could have a look " the man voiced again, hoping he could be of some help.

Charmcaster turned to look at the voice this time, only to come face to face with the greenest eyes she'd ever seen. He stood there leaning against a pillar with his hands in is navy blue jeans, his black t shirt making his deep red hair look bright.

Her breath got caught in her throat , the butterflies swarmed in her stomach as she tried to get the words out.

" well then, fine I guess, take a whirl at it red" she said finally, rolling her eyes for an added 'whatever' effect, trying to play it cool. The boy didn't need to know he had affected her now did he.

He gave her a small smile as he walked past her to the machine, pulling it forward and inspecting the mechanics of it.

" I didnt know this place offered a course in engineering" she began , trying to make small talk to pass the time. And also to get to know him, for she was sure she hadn't seen him around before. If she had, she definitely would've remembered.

" Actually I don't go here, but my little sister does. Just here today to drop off some things for her."

" oh I see"

She couldn't feel any mana on him, he was a human through and through. There were quite a few non magic humans here studying history and other magic related degrees that didn't require the actual use of mana, perhaps his sister was one of them.

She went silent for a bit , trying to come up with something to say. It dawned on her that for the first time , she had nothing. She's had crushes before, dated a little bit too. However it seemed like for the first time someone had actually made her mind go blank.

"what about you , do you go here?" he asked shattering the peircing silence.

" Not really, I'm actually a professor here, since the last 6 months"

The redhead looked at her wide eyed, " you're a professor? No way. Wow you must be really smart to have become a college professor at such a young age"

She felt her cheeks redden. She was pretty skilled for someone her age , though this was the first time anyone had ever really told her that. It felt.... nice.

" So why'd you want to become a professor?" he continued on as he crouched down to better look at the wirings.

She leaned back on the stone pillar, recalling what led her to do this job.

" Well I was ruler of this place, it's called Ledgerdomain, it's..It's this place of magic. Anyway I was bored and on my occasional trips to earth I came across an opening for the position. So I thought I'd give it a try. "

And so far the job despite it's shortcomings , wasn't half bad. She would even go as far to say she enjoyed it, especially when it came to passive aggressively torturing her favorite little redhead. She smiled thinking back to when she handed over an A- on her end of semester last year, watching her face fall.

He got up from his position and turned to her, " So you're basically a queen too? Man you're so cool."

She tucked a lock of hair behind her ear as she smiled at him, " yeah I guess I am"

Now it was time for the butterflies in his stomach to take flight.

" so um ," He said sheepishly as he ran his fingers through his hair , " the machine's fuse isn't working right."

Technically the fuse was fine, the machine just needed a quick reboot. He knew that, she didn't need to.

" Oh I see. I was really looking forward to that coffee though, I have a long day ahead of me of grading papers. "

The boy's eyes lit up , a thought occurring through his head.

" hey you know there's a cafe off campus that sells amazing coffee. it's only a 15 minute drive from here if you're interested" He asked, secretly hoping she'd say yes.

The witch smiled. " I'd love that "

The boy gleamed, " after you m'lady"

She giggled as she began to walk with him. Was this sort of a date? They both hoped it was.

" it's Ken by the way " he said.

" I'm Hope"

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[skyechild]

Panic Room

𖤐 pairing: Seonghwa x chubby!fem reader 𖤐 genre: angst(?) college au, unrequited feelings. 𖤐 warnings: lots of insecurities 𖤐 wc: 1k 𖤐 summary: Why do you keep ignoring him? He just wants to be friends... 𖤐 notes: lots of insecurity on readers side. idk how to explain it more...this is very indulgent and you dont need to like it, read it or reblog it,.i wrote while listening to Youtiful by Stray Kids (aka i cried tons) and Panic Room by Au/Ra. im not tagging my net for this fic.​

Why are you so shy? Why are you avoiding me? No, wait dont go.

Seonghwa watches as you turn around the corner once catching sight of him, A frown spreads on his lips. Its not fair. He thinks. Its not fair that you avoid everyone but mostly him, never letting him or his friends get too close. Never letting him getting a close look at you unless you were in a shared class. Even then, your hood was up and your hair was covering your face. You never drew attention to yourself, no matter the reason. 

You only spent lunch with your favorite teachers, spent the free periods you had either in a corner of the field or inside an empty classroom that a teacher would let you use. You never had friends that hung around long. Seonghwa’s only seen you smile once, maybe twice. Hes heard you cry more then your laugh. The times he would pass by the girls bathroom, only to hear your cries ending and the sniffling as you left. Only catching a glimpse of your red eyes and runny nose. 

You started actively avoiding him when he started asking around about you. So he stopped, stopped talking to others to try to learn more about you. You had no social media that he could find. How did you not have any social media? Didnt everyone?

It was different the next day. He caught you smiling at your phone, just a small upturn of your lips and he caught a glimpse of a video playing on your phone. His own smile tugged at his lips. How were you so adorable? Did you not believe it? His smile dropped into a frown. That wasnt right. You were beautiful, how did you...how did you not see yourself like he saw you? 

He looked back at his notebook. He would make you believe. He noticed you would flinch back from anything touching your stomach and hips. Grind your teeth if you saw a flash of your own skin if it wasnt your hands. He rubbed his forehead how would he even go about it?

He started trying after a few months of planning. By then you had gathered two friends. You three were basically connected at the hip. He learned their names were Gahyeon and Yubin. Gahyeon was a grade beneath you, same grade as the rest of Seonghwas friends. Yubin was in the same year as him, Hongjoong and you. Therefore, when Gahyeon wasnt there, Yubin always was there at your side, never leaving you alone. 

Seonghwa had noticed that You were friendly with a girl named Yoohyeon who was a grade above you. But you strayed from her a lot. She was a social butterfly and was close friends with Bora who was loud and loved attention, basked in the warmth and attention of others. She was a few years ahead with Siyeon and Minji, then a foreign exchange student named Handong had joined.

He was happy you werent alone anymore. Hes heard your giggles more since they had arrived. You had started spending more time outside with them, smiling more and having fun. Bora seemed to quiet down when she was around you, but the fond smiles from everyone in the group when you would say something or do something made Seonghwa’s heart warm. ‘Finally....finally shes not alone, she has friends...’ 

Yet you avoided him and everyone else like the plague. You spent a lot of time in the library and helping Yoohyeon with her English. He wished you wouldnt still run from him whenever he tried to say hello or talk with you. He would get the sad, soft smiles from Yubin whenever you would dodge him. He rubs his face and aggressively messes with his hair.

“Dont corner her you dumbass.” He glared at Wooyoung, hand twitching. “Im gonna beat your ass one day.” Wooyoung grinned, sticking his tongue out. “And im not cornering her.” He huffs, leaning back against the wall as he let his head hit the door of the locker he was against. 

He knows you avoid him entirely if Wooyoung was anywhere near him. He doesnt blame you, sometimes he wanted to avoid the loud and energetic boy too. Movement on his left at the door caught his eye. It was you walking with Yunho, more half hidden behind him and nodding to whatever he was saying, a soft smile on your lips.

He knew Yunho would probably be the first one you ended up approaching. Seonghwa watched as you split from each other, you bee lining over to Gahyeon once you caught sight of her. She had an eyebrow raised and Seonghwa frowned. You pressed into her side and he caught how your body was shaking slightly before she hugged you tightly.

Yunho had walked up to him by then and his gaze locked on his form. “What were you talking about?” Seonghwa spoke, eyes straying from Yunhos form to yours, watching as you curled into yourself and leaned more towards Gahyeon who had a teasing smile on her lips, hushed words whispered between you two, a soft pink on your cheeks. Seonghwas fists clench. Why wouldnt you let him talk to you? But you happily talked to Yunho?

“We were talking about our classes, we actually share one, Chem, we were talking about the homework we were given.” Seonghwa frowned. He didnt even know what your major was, or if you were a double major. God he couldnt imagine being a double major. He gives kudos to Yunho, Wooyoung and Hongjoong for being so brave. Wooyoung majoring in dance and culinary, Hongjoong in production and broadcasting and Yunho in dance and vet care.

“We actually share a lot of classes, we share a major.” Seonghwas gaze snaps back to Yunho. “Which one?” Yunho’s brows furrow. “Vet care? Shes doing more zoology.” Seonghwa frowned. He knew nothing about you yet he still wanted to be your friend. He looked down before closing his eyes as he leaned back against his locker, tilting his head back. Yunho smiled slightly. “I dont think she wants to be friends with anyone except her current friends...im sorry Hwa...” He sighed, hitting his head against the locker a few times.

“She did mention that your fanclub has been bullying her because they know youre trying to learn more about her. Hwa i think its time you give up.” He sighed. He didnt want to, but if it would make you happier...he would.

[cutesmokes]

A very silly gift for a very special person’s very special day <3 Happy birthday Tomo! Hope your day is as wonderful as you are!

The Just-Nots are trying to figure out the newest challenge two had assigned but, pillow has run off again. After the last time, it's obvious that she needed to be found as soon as possible. Book offers to go while the others try to work out their challenge but things end up going much sillier than book would have hoped for.

Day 2: accidental

“Uh guys- where did Pillow go?”

The group stopped, practically dropping everything as they swiveled in every direction, but Pillow was nowhere to be found. Even before leaving the Death Pact she had acted.. Strange. Everyone knew about pillow’s chaotic behavior, heck, she was roped into it so many times she had practically lost count. Sure, she was a victim to a more different kind of chaos, but it was still chaos all the same. With a sigh, dictionary volunteered to run off to find her while the others worked out the challenge. She made sure to make it clear she'd help as much as she could once Pillow was back in eyesight. Not really having the time to argue, the rest of the Just Nots nodded, letting the book run off on her own. Book dried desperately to find the girl, she really did, but it just seemed like she vanished without a trace. Tired from all the running around, the dictionary fell onto her face, resting for just a second to catch her breath. As she laid there, not even completely sure where she was, she could hear bickering, something completely normal around her. The yellow grass rustled as footsteps closed in on her, a familiar voice making her perk up, now sitting straight so that she could look at Pillow properly.

“Hey!”

“Pillow! Where did you go?! You can't just wander off- especially what happened last time!”

“I was just talking to a different team.” she replied a little too calmly before sitting behind the book, resting her hands on the top of her covers. “Can I look at your pictures?”

Dictionary noticeably jumped, but went on with her speech anyway.

“T-There was no way you were just t- talkING?! What is your obsession with my pictures?!”

Pillow had opened her up as she berated her, carefulling flipping through her pages while she examined each colorful illustration. It was the quick interruption in her scolding that got her attention. She really had not intended to start this silly game, but Book’s reaction had caught her attent. Slowly, without Book noticing, Pillow’s expression lifted from a numb smile to a mischievous smirk. One hand lifted off her front cover, hovering over a picture of a flower that rested towards the lower side of the page on the left.

“They're pretty. Especially this one.” slowly, her pointer descended across the page, fingertips gently tracing around it. The dictionary yelped, embarrassingly loudly before she tried turning over to face the other girl.

“Pillow! Stohahp-”

“Whoops. I forgot you were ticklish.” she said blandly, continuing her actions with no intent in stopping. Book had grabbed onto her ankles, trying to control the endorphin rush that ran through her spine.

“No you didnt! Y-youre doing this on purpuhuhuhHACK Nonononononononono- not the spIHIHINE-!

Pillow had quickly grown tired of reading and decided to go straight for the kill. Why start something and not do it right? One hand ran up and down the crease that bounded the cover and pages together while the other gently dug at the back cover. Dictionary was in shambles, kicking out her legs and swatting her hands violently, both an attempt to calm the butterflies in the pit of her stomach and to try to grab the offending hand on her cover. Nothing seemed to deter Pillow, however. Everything she did she just encouraged her. As her fingers ventured deeper into her binding, Book screamed, kicking so hard she fell back into pillow’s lap, accidentally nicking her knee during the tumble. The sensations stopped suddenly, fingers disappearing from within her spine. Book was giggling too hard to think right. Her hands rested tiredly against her chest in a “T-rex” like pose, her eyes squeezed shut as she tried to make sense of the thoughts fussing her brain. Seemingly from far away, however. She could hear Pillow speak.

‘You kicked me. That wasn't very nice.’ book’s eyes sprang open at the feeling of fingers around her ankle, pulling it so it now lay on her own thigh. In a panic, Book tried to explain it was just an accident, but her pleading melted into squeaky, hiccups giggles as Pillow’s hand scratched roughly at the back of her knee, her free hand going straight for the outer part of her spine. Cackling, Book fell back into the girl’s lap, clutching at the grass beneath them in a desperate attempt to ground herself. For what felt like hours, fingers skittered over every part of her body; soft lips across her palms, scratching nails in the inner side of her knees, pinching across her spine, whatever it was, it was unbearable. Within minutes, tears had stained her cheeks and the grass that was within her grasp was torn to shreds. From beneath her soul shaking laughter she could hear voices talking distinctly. With a final squeeze, causing the poor girl to snort, the fingers disappeared. Book could hardly stand, let alone sit up. From beside her, she could hear one of her other teammates talking, hearing the clear smile in their voice.

“Well.. I see you found Pillow. Once you catch your breath though, you should probably join us. We have twenty minutes left to complete the challenge.” grass rustled gently, signaling their departure. Book attempted to hide her face in her hands, but a finger poked her in the side, making her squeak.

“Heh. sorry. I just wanted to make sure you didn't fall asleep.”

She’d get pillow back. Someday…

Gah- i've never written for these two before haha- I hope I did them justice!

[beansandsprouts]

Au of dean reciprocating cas' confession

This is not an au this is actually what happened you guys are just misremembering obviously.

Reciprocation

Dean Winchester x Castiel

Summary: What actually happened when Cas confessed his love to Dean

Warnings: I mean it's the confession scene so it's a little angsty

"And she's gonna kill you, and then she's gonna kill me."

Dean and Cas exchange a look, the situation seemed hopeless.

"I'm sorry." There was a pain in Dean's voice, regret.

"Wait, there is...there's one thing she's afraid of. There's one thing strong enough to stop her. When Jack was dying, I made a deal to save him."

"You what?"

"The price was my life. When I experienced a moment of true happiness, The Empty would be summoned, and it would take me forever." Cas explained.

"Why are you telling me this now?"

Cas could hear the suspicion and rising anxiety in Dean's voice. Cas started to tear up.

"I always wondered, ever since I took that burden, that curse, I wondered what it could be? What my true happiness could even look like. I never found an answer because the one thing I want...It's something I know I can't have. But I think I know...I think I know now. Happiness isn't in the having, it's in just being. It's in just saying it."

"What are you talking about man?" Dean felt his stomach drop. He felt like he knew what Cas was saying but he hoped he didnt. He didn't want it to end like this.

"I know. I know how you see yourself Dean. You see yourself the same way our enemies see you. You're destructive and you're angry and you're broken. You're 'daddy's blunt instrument.' And you think that hate and anger thats...that's what drives you, that's who you are. It's not. And everyone who knows you sees it. Everything you have ever done, the good and the bad, you have done for love. You raised your little brother for love. You fought for this whole world for love. That is who you are. You're the most caring man on Earth. You are the most selfless, loving human being I will ever know."

Cas smiles, and though tears are beginning to stream down his cheeks, it's full of love and joy and relief. Relief that he's finally getting to express the feelings that he'd kept hidden for so long.

"You know, ever since we met, ever since I pulled you out of Hell... Knowing you has changed me. Because you cared, I cared. I cared about you. I cared about Sam, I cared about Jack... I cared about the whole world because of you." Cas laughs, the tears are still falling.

"You changed me Dean."

"Why does this sound like a goodbye?" Dean asks quietly. Inside he's praying. Praying that it's not a goodbye. That it's not the end.

"Because it is."

Dean takes a breath, wanting to say something, wanting to beg Cas to stay.

"I love you." And Cas smiles at him. Smiles brighter than he ever has, a weight lifted off his shoulders.

"Don't do this Cas."

Dean hears a wet sound behind him and turns to see the black goo of the empty squeezing in through the walls. He turns back tearfully.

"Cas..."

Cas puts his hand on Dean's shoulder.

"Goodbye Dean."

"What?"

And Cas shoves him aside, allowing the empty to come forward, to take him.

"Cas!" Dean calls out, pleading.

Cas looks at him and smiles.

"I love you too." Dean screams, pain evident in his voice.

He sees Cas' eyes widen before he's swallowed by the empty, taking Billie right along with him.

He'd finally gotten what he'd wanted. He'd finally gotten the thing that would make up for everything, the pain and the struggles and the loss he's experienced his entire life. He'd gotten the love of the angel, the love that would make him feel whole again. And it was ripped from him. Stolen, before he could even have a second to enjoy it.

He sits back against the bunker wall, processing what had just happened. He feels his phone buzz, a call from Sam, and he presses ignore. Dean drops his face into his hands, shoulders shaking with sobs. He'd lost what he'd always wanted.

It's only a few weeks later when Dean dies in that barn, hand clutching Sam's.

He opens his eyes to a country road. He grins.

"At least I made it to heaven."

"Yep."

Dean whips his head to where the voice came from, seeing Bobby sitting in a chair on the wooden porch of Harvelle's Roadhouse.

"What memory is this?"

"It ain't ya idjit."

"Yeah it is. Cause the last I heard you...you were in heavens lockup."

"Was. Now I'm not."

Bobby pauses before continuing.

"That kid of yours, before he went...wherever, made some changes here. Busted my ass out. And then he..."

Dean sits down on the chair next to Bobby.

"Well, he set some things right. Tore down all the walls up here. Heaven ain't just reliving your golden oldies anymore. It's what it always should have been. Everyone happy. Everyone together. Rufus lives about 5 miles that way... With Aretha," Bobby gestures up the road, "Thought she'd have better taste. And your mom and dad... they got a place over yonder." He gestures in another direction, "It ain't just Heaven, Dean. It's the Heaven you deserve. And we've been waiting for you."

Bobby takes out a beer for Dean and himself while Dean smiles proudly.

"So Jack did all that?"

"Well...Cas helped. It's a big new world out there. You'll see."

"Cas? He's around?"

Bobby grins, "Yeah he's around. He's been waitin for you too."

"Where?" Dean's voice is filled with nervous anticipation.

Bobby gestures to the door, "Inside. Go see your angel."

Dean sets his beer on the table and gets up from his chair, standing in front of the bar door for a moment before pushing it open.

It takes his eyes a moment to adjust to the light difference of the bar, but when he does he spots that familiar trenchcoat and messy head of hair sitting at the bar.

His breath catches in his throat.

"Cas?"

Castiels head turns toward Dean, and he smiles, swiveling around on the bar stool and standing up.

"Hey Dean."

Dean stands there for a moment, taking him in, before rushing forward and wrapping one arm around the angels waist and using his other hand to cup his cheek before pulling Cas into a kiss.

He pulls back, staring into Castiels eyes. Tears were forming in his eyes and spilling down his cheeks.

"I've wanted to do that for so long."

Cas smiles softly and wipes away Dean's tears.

"I have too."

[boykingofhellsam]

@themegalosaurus here you go (its not great but i made it for this idea)

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"Are you Samuel Winchester?" Asked an unfamiliar voice coming from the receiver. Very few people ever called him by his full name, most called him Sam. Never Samuel. 

"Uh, yeah," he said slowly, frowning. "Whose this?"

"Hello Samuel, my name is Danielle. I work at the Saint Peter's Hospital. I have your brother here," God please don't let her say what he thinks she's going to say. A heavy put formed in his stomach and his heart felt like it stopped, awaiting her words. "He's injured but nothing too bad."

Oh thank god. He felt relieved knowing he wasn't suddenly an only child. "Is he okay?"

"Yes, he's awake and responsive. He tore hid fundiform ligament in his pelvis. He's on some pain killers at the time to help with the pain."

Sam leans up against the counter watching Jessica on the other side of the room watching a video whilst writing notes. "What happened?"

"Dean is rather reluctant, but he finally admitted to having sex with his vehicle a while after his pain medication kicked in."

God damn it, Dean.

"Dean has your father listed as his emergency contact but we are unable to reach him."

Typical John. 

"Samuel, I'm calling you to come collect your brother. He cannot be discharged from the hospital unless we know he will be cared for."

He sighs, he can't leave Dean in the hospital and who knows how long John will be out. He'll get Dean, drop him off at his motel. "Okay I'll come grab him. I'll probably be there in a couple of hours."

"Thank you Samuel," she sounded relieved. Dean probably had said something. "I'll inform your brother."

"Thanks."

He hung up the phone and rubbed his eyes in annoyance. Why did Dean have to do this tonight? He goes upstairs and grabs a bag, shoves his wallet, keys and some cash and clothes. He won't stay, he has an exam in the morning but chances are he won't have time to change and he'd rather not do his test in his work clothes. 

"Hey Jess, I got to go to Saint Peter's."

Jessica looks up from her screen with confusion, he frown deepening when she sees his bag. "Why? Whats going on?"

"Dean injured himself, I got to go get him released from the hospital."

"But Saint Peters is 3 hours away Sam?" 

"I know but Johns not answering and Im not going to leave Dean at the hospital." He comes up and kisses her lightly on the check before putting a stray strand of hair behind her ear. God she was beautiful. "I'll be back late, but I'll see you after my exam tomorrow okay?"

"Okay Sam," she said casually but the look in her eyes said she wanted to pry. But she didn't. "Just be safe."

He walks to the front door, but turns, "Jess whats the fundiform ligament"

He watched as her eyes widened in a mix of horror and surprise.

"Jesus. What did he do?" She asked absently, "its the tendon that attaches the penis to the pelvic bone.

Yikes.

-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

Walking through the halls of the hospital he walked past doors that housed lines and lines of beds. At the end of the hall he made a right turn and there was Dean, looking grumpy and annoyed at the talkative old lady who probably refused to see the obvious hint that Dean wasn't interested. 

It had been ages since he had last seen Dean. Over two years and he looked basically the same as the day he left for Stanford.

When his eyes caught Sam's, his face picked up and a smile reached his brother's lips. "Sam!"

He smiled too, happy to see his brother again. He had missed him deeply. He just wished his brother's paraphilia wasn't the reason he was here. "Hey Sam it's nice seeing you."

As much as he was happy to see Dean, he had just driven 3 hours straight on a weeknight, leaving at 9pm when he had an exam at 10am. He swung the curtain around Deans bed for privacy.

"You just had to do it, didnt you?" He asked, shaking his head in disbelief. He kept his voice down to avoid alerting the others. Dean hated people knowing about how deep his love of the impala really goes. 

"Sam-"

"Damn it Dean," he starts, realizing he said that a bit too loud before lowering his voice. "I know you love the car but you need to be more careful, okay."

'Sam her name is-" he put his hand up, shushing dean.

 "Dean, it doesn't matter. You hurt yourself. You need to be more careful, okay. I'm not going to judge you. What you in your time I don't wanna know," he said leaning back into the chair beside Dean's bed. "People practice safe sex by wearing condoms, you need to be careful where you put your dick."

Dean scoffs, "She didnt mean too."

Sam rolls his eyes, "I don't doubt that. But here I am. I'm going to get your prescription, get you checked out and take you to the motel."

"Our love isn't wrong Sam, Love is love."

He just shook his head before closing the curtain again. 

apologies in advance but

sam getting a call at stanford bc dean in is hospital and john is uncontactable

and it turns out that dean injured himself trying to have sex with the car in one of many inadvisable ways

[soujougeurilla]

ALL MINE — L. JENO

in which (f! reader) has a crush on jeno and she just so happens to drop her brook filled with every explicit thought of him you could imagine.

WARNINGS! : slut shaming , degrading , invasion of privacy, pervert! jeno non sexual nicknames (pretty girl, princess, baby girl) sexual nicknames (slut, cumslut, cocksleeve, whore? mommy, + more) masturbation (m) voyeurism, sexual journal, marking, HEAVYY talk of breeding, choking, screaming, mind breaking, dumbification, shortness of breath (jeno pushes her into the sheet), squirting

“oh shit! im sorry jeno, i didnt mean to” you bowed swiftly and he chuckled, that same chuckle that made you weak everytime.

“its okay, pretty girl. dont worry” and you swear you almost passed out on the spot.

you swiftly picked up your things and ran away, bowing one last time but you left a small journal and he picked it up, turning his head but you were already gone.

but he was almost dying to know what was inside.

“ill return it later, its the end of the day i’ll catch her tomorrow..” he thought, and just walked off, before running into his friend yuta.

“jen! you goin to that party this weekend? that girl you like is gonna be there.. whats her name.. ?” and jeno shushed yuta quickly before nodding.

“its [y/n] and im probably not gonna make it to the party, busy with work.” jeno spoke, rubbing the back of his head and yuta nodded before patting his shoulder.

“well then ill see you later, also good luck with her” and yuta walked away with a smile on his face.

when jeno finally reached home, he procrastinated opening the journal for a whole 10 minutes, before he caved and opened it to the first page, it read:

“this is my thought book, not the good ones, the ones i fantasize and dream about him in.” and suddenly his head turned, sucking in a hard breath before he turned to the next page, leaving his eyes wide as he read.

“September 16, 2022. — its so wrong, but i keep thinking about jeno bending me over on the nearest thing in the hallway and fucking me in front of everyone to see, calling me a dumb slut for him and slapping my face.. and hes pistoning into me so that the only thing i can think of is him and how good his dick feels. i want him so bad, every time i touch myself i think of him, everytime i fuck my dildo, i wish it was him. i need him inside of me at all times, fucking me always.”

he slowly and shamefully pulled his pants down to his waist, pulling his boxers off slowly as he spit on his hand and roughly pumped himself.

all those things she said, he wanted all of them.

he flipped the page and saw a picture of her on a dildo, presumably taken with a polaroid and he threw his head back in bliss, moaning out her name shamefully.

“fuck [y/n] what are you doing to me.. s-shit”

“September 18, 2022 — let me be the mouth he uses when he needs his pretty dick sucked, i want to take him in my mouth so badly, using every ounce of oxygen i have left to make him cum inside of my mouth.. and i’ll swallow it all for him.” is what it read, and he let out a small whine of her name.

“y-y/n shit, need that slutty mouth on my dick, need it so fucking bad, gonna wreck that pussy just wait f-for me fuck im gonna cum” he rambled and his hand tightened around his dick.

he thrusted his hips up into his hand, grabbing onto his desk tightly and letting out a loud groan of her name before spurting his own cum all over his desk.

before he pulled his pants up, he grabbed his own polaroid camera and snapped a couple pictures of his hand around his dick, leaving it in her notebook writing a small note beside it.

he closed the notebook and shut it the way it was before opening it, and he cleaned himself up before throwing it into his backpack, ready to return it but first, he took a photo of her cum spread pussy with “jeno’s slut” on her stomach and put it on his desk for display, just for him to get off too later.

the next day has finally came, and he walked up to her locker with the notebook in his hands, and tapped her shoulder softly and she smiled, before her eyes went wide at the notebook in his hand.

“you dropped this yesterday, dont worry i didnt read it princess, im not that low to invade your spaces” and he handed it to her, before waving and walking away with a hard boner, pulling out the small photo he put in his pocket. “youre so crazy sweetheart”

she rushed home and felt her hand twitching as she shut the door and locked it behind her, throwing her book bag on the ground and screaming into a pillow.

she threw her journal on her desk before seeing a picture she didn’t recognize peek out of the book and she raised an eyebrow before flipping through all the pages, only to find that two pictures were missing. im fucked.

she flipped to her last written page, and flipped to the one after slowly, and saw him. with his cock in hand, covered in cum with a smirk showing his abs. and her breath got caught in her throat before reading the message he left for her.

“September 22nd, 2022 :) — if you wanted me this bad, you shouldve told me, my precious slut :(. i want you just as bad as you want me, i would love to bend you over, and fuck you in front of everyone that is even breathes, looks at you a way i dont see fit. you live right beside me, no? i know its you whos moaning my name now, i stole two pictures to keep for myself. slutty little princess, need a nice man to fuck that aching cunt huh? you know where i live, just knock at my door. cant wait to see that pretty little pussy and that pretty cum hungry throat. — lee jeno, knock at my door :)”

and she hurried out of her room, knocking on his door softly, and he opened it just as fast as she knocked, pulling her into his dorm by her waist and closing the door behind him.

“eager little whore, hm? couldn’t wait to feel daddy’s dick in your eager little hole.. shame, shame, shame” and he chuckled darkly before wrapping a hand around her throat and pressing his lips against hers.

she quickly pulled his pants down, allowing him to pull her skirt down and he pulled away, seeing the pool of wetness that was building in her panties.

he stuck his hand into her underwear, sticking three fingers up into her cunt and moving them inside of her quickly, hearing her whine into their kiss before she pulled away and grabbed onto him tightly.

“cmon baby, use those words, i know you know how to, dirty little thing. tell me what you want and i’ll give you the best” and he kissed down her collarbone, pinching her clit with his other hand and she moaned softly.

“f-fuck me please jeno, i need your cock i need it so bad please jeno make me a mommy, wanna’ have your kids jeno p-please” she choked out her words and he smiled

“good job, my pretty little slut.”

he roughly pulled her underwear down, throwing them somewhere in the living room before taking her down the hallway to his room, throwing her on the bed harshly.

he pulled his boxers down and wasted no time, immediately pushing into her harshly and she let out a loud scream of his name, pumping into her with no reassurance at all.

“stupid little sluts like you dont get soft treatment, you take what i give you and you shut the fuck up, say thank you daddy, be happy you get anything from me.” he spat on her face harshly, grabbing her waist and slamming her down onto his dick.

“t-thank you daddy, thank you so much- fuck!” she screamed as he hit her cervix, rubbing the bulge which showed on her stomach and he groaned.

“you’re welcome, dumb baby”

he grabbed her waist and used the rest of his body to flip her over, pushing her head down into the sheets with his hands as she struggled to breathe in the sheet.

he roughly pounded his way into her, thrusting his hips at a harsh speed, feeling her cunt clench around him with every new piston of his hips.

“keep clenching me doll, gonna cum inside of this sweet little slutty pussy and give you my babies” she mewled out and nodded her head into the sheets, moving her hips back onto his as the squelching of her cunt grew louder and louder.

“perfect little bitch, hm?” and she nodded, with every word she nodded.

from fantasizing about how much she wanted him to bend her over and fuck her, to being on his bed getting roughly pounded like a bitch in heat.

this was amazing for her.

“gonna cum eh? feel ya clenchin around me doll, wanna cum? go ahead and try.” she feared his words and held out her orgasm, feeling the urge to pee take over her.

“j-jeno.. gotta pee get off please!” she whined out as loud as she could and he simply chuckled. the dark chuckle that managed to make her wet.

“pee hm? no no sweetie, you just feel really good. go ahead and.. “pee” darling.” he laughed at her once more

she released all over him, her juices squirting all over his bottom half and falling on his chest as she let out a loud scream of his name fall out of her mouth, but he kept going.

“that right darling, tell them who fucks you this good” and he lifted both of her legs, messily thrusting into her with all of his strength.

“jeno! you are, nobody touches me besides you m’ yours, m’ all yours jeno!!” she wailed out as tears flew down her eyes and felt warmness enter her.

he released insdie of her, letting every drop fall into her cunt and he slowly pulled out of her, pushing every spurt of cum that fell back into her cunt with his tip.

“you’re gonna be a good little wife fa’ me. and you’re gonna carry my cum around in that slutty pussy and keep it there.”

“all mine, you’re mine now”

[imaginebabygurl]

hi how are you? <3 could you write a one shot where billy sleeps with inexperienced fem reader and then tells her that he did it just because he thought she was easy. but then he’s desperate to make things right with her and does everything to gain her forgiveness? sorry if this is to specific. have a great day!!

COMPLICATED

Billy x reader

A/n hey babies so here's another one for you I still have more to complete but they're on the way. Not the best at smut but i still hope you enjoy also I'm good and thank you love

WARNING: SUMT 18+ with fluff at the end

Read to find out love

Billy hargrove how exactly did we get here? You though to yourself, I was the supposed to be the good girl,the one that got good greads and the one everyone adored.

The older women in Hawkins though I would be a respectable house wife, with a bubbly and out going personality. The kind of house wife a father would be proud of their son to take home such a gal.

But that's everything I absolutely hate, being "good" and "innocent" no one every really cared about what I wanted or how I felt. In all honesty I liked being bad, what started out as Billy hargrove wanting to help me break out of my shell for some reason, took a turn of us meaning of in the back of his camaro as he proceeded to fuck the absolute shit out of me, and he'd do it everyday if he had his way.

One day in particular Billy came over and I hugged and kissed him getting ready to listen to music or watch a movie my parents were out of town, So he would sneak over to my house in the middle of the night.

Sometime when it's gonna be a heavy session Billy would bring clothes stay over at my house and we'd drive to school together if he knew I wouldn't be able to walk right. Then Billy said something and made my heart drop to the pitbof my stomach "Y/n...I think we should stop." My heart breaking into pieces, "what why?" My eyes filling with tears.

"What don't you get babe, your easy, dumb and naive, correction innocent that's it!, ding! ding! ding! ." I stooped him in his tracks with a slapped to his face and he was enraged.

"Billy don't you fuckin dare, if you think I'm so easy. You won you should be proud of yourself BILLY FUCKIN HARGROVE KING OF HAWKINS HIGH IS A BIG FUCKIN PHONY AND A LIAR AND A CHEAT!" Tear were pouring down my face filled with hurt anger and rage...

" you know what Billy get the fuck out of my house and when you see me in school just pretend like you don't even know me." With that I pushed him out my window realizing he made a mistake, he wanted to make it right but it was too late.

Days turn into weeks and weeks turn into month's. It was the end of the school year and one week till the final game for the basketball team. I was practicing with the girls from the team on a Saturday evening, until Billy came in and proceeded to pull me out of my cheerleading practice. "Billy let go, Billy stopped."

I tried to get my hand out of his grip because the way he acting was ridiculous, he stopped and looked at me with with hurt fury and something else and yet he still managed to pull me in a trans.

"Y/n stop do you understand me." All I could do was nod, and the fact rhat everyone stopped what they were doing to look at us that mean Billy was serious.

"Hey Hargrove let her go! Y/n doesnt desever to be with a scumbag like you." Almost everyone in the snicker but but Billy didnt flinch not one bit.

Billy turn to face Jason the leader of the basketball team and his perfect little cult followers, I seriously dont know why Lucas joined the team.

I looked to see Lucas' face had an expression of worry but I reassured him I was fine. The next things Billy spoke was a shock. "Well Jason you can keep wanking off to my girl in the fuckin locker room, while I'm getting the real fucking thing!"

The gym erupted in ooohhhs, some people were shocked and others laughed. Billy laughed flash a delivish smile and slapped my ass. "Billy!!!" "WOO That's right baby your gonna be screaming my name!!."

With that he turn to drag me to his car but not before Lucas yealled, " I'm telling Max!!!" " Go ahead what do I care." Billy just kept moving he was a man on a mission.

I reluctantly got in the car, the evening ride turned into a late night drive into the night in his camaro and taking me to a open field filled with flowers and fireflies and it was beautiful. I thought it was something out of a fairytale a place I wouldn't think Billy belonged but it was Okay because if only he knew that I still yearned for him, he was my first and I wanted him to be my last.

" Billy its late what so you want, I have church in the morning." "Y/n...please I've missed you." "Yeah sure you do".

At this point we were in the field leaning on the hood of his car, with his arms wrapped around my waist and me in-between his leg. "Y/n, I'm a dam fool, I shouldn't have said any of that, I'm an asshole that should have realized what... what I lost but because of my pride... it got the better of me. I thought for a moment on to make him wait in anticipation and also he did look sincere. "So." "So."" Come on y/n your killing me here."

"Fine Biiilllllyy, but I'm gonna tell you this right now you have a lot of making up to do, especially with that ego of yours." "I know and I will with, do I have permission to kiss you."

He gave me an all to knowing smirk that I knew exactly what it meant and I've carved to see it so much." "Well dummy are you gonna kiss me!?." With that Billy picked me up and slid back of the hood of his car and slowly kissed me.

Slow and sweet billy pepperd my body with kisses as I was on top of him srattling his legs and through the thin fabric of my pantiess and uniform rub my clit agianst his boner and he proceeded to grab my wasit to push down harder on my clit and grinded our hips togther making are breathes quicken in pace all the while deepening our kiss and desire for each other.

He held me and climb off the hoof of his car and undressed me from cheerleader uniform, that was the first time I was touched by anybody. He laid me flat on the hood of his car as he hovered over me, kissing the nape of my neck trailing down all the way to my cunt at this point my body was bare, billy look up from between my thighs giving me a delivish grin. Then his next actions sent bliss all over my body "Billy" , "BILLY" I said a little louder "BiLly sTop Please I can't taake this it's too much", my face flush and warmed from the heat I felt running through my body.

I whimpered and moaned his name. I was almost at my climax screaming his name and then stopped. "Billy why'd you stop, Please keep going daddy."

Billy stop and hovered over me "Daddy, you like that, dollface."

I nod my head in anticipation and pulled him by the neck giving him giving him kiss all over his neck sure to leave some hockey's behind in the process, I hear billy moaning in my ear his eyes roll back I'm pleasure. "Shit y/n." He said in a low deep voice, "I can't take this any more, I'm gonna fuck you on the hood of my car and your gonna take like a good princess you are or are you gonna miss behave."

In my mind either way Billy would absolutely ravage me but I wanted the the whole experience so I missed behaved." And what I said no." " wrong answer sweetheart." Before I knew it Billy gragged me to my feet opened the car door proceeded to take a seat he finally took off his jeans which excited my body even more, his cocktail was dripping with pre-cum, he wasn't gonna be easy going on for the first.

" now princess look at this mess you caused, my cock is dripping be a doll and clean it up for me." I sat their on my need taking his cocktail all in but Billy was impatient and grabbed a fist full of hair, push my head towards his cocktail as much as I could take.

"Doll move your head back and forth, also don't use your theeth""Billy I know,its not my first time anymore." Still he guided my head as I sucked on his cock, I wanted to take in all of him so I pushed his hand away my hair and held his hands down. Every moan he'd make and cursed out loud " Fuck! baby you sure you haven't doing this before."

Mhm was all I could say I was too busy wanting to earn more moans from Billy, but he bent over causing me to take in more of his cock to slap my ass. I whimpered in pleasure and then he stopped my head to pull out I wined.

" Billy please I want your cock inside me" He smirked, " of course princess you deserve this cock." Billy told me to stay on my knees at the point you could tell it was gonna be sunrise soon from the way the night sky was changing colour.

He brought out a blanket for me to lay on pointed me towards the blanket of the soft bed of grass, billy turn his car on to play some music in t he background which I thought was romantic.

He came back with a condom but I told him, he wouldn't need it since I was on birth control. " you ready y/n." "Yes, Billy please." Billy slipped his cock inside of me, it was slightly painful but he waited a bit for me to be comfortable and then he slowly started to thrust in and out of me and waves of pleasure and ecstasy hit him.

Billy went faster over time and it was the Crack of dawn. I couldn't take it anymore I wrapped my arms and legs around his body making his go faster. Billy,Billy,Billy, please fuck me, cum inside me daddy take this pussy. "Yeah, y/n you want daddy to cum inside you are you my flighty little whore of a princess" He said while grunting.

He went faster and the pit in my stomach was gonna explode" Billy, Daddy please fuck, I'm Cumming!!!" " yeah then come for Billy, cum for you fucking daddy" I closed my eyes shut but he gave me hard and deep thrust. " y/n open your fuckin eyes and look at me while I fuck you."

I did what he told me to. " I'm the only one that gets to be cum inside this pussy do you understand, only me and I don't want you to fuckin make eyes at anyone else but fuckin me."

At this point I already came and tears were streaming down my face as I whimpered Billy's name to stop because the pleasure was too much. All the anger I have for him went away and my eyes rolled back. He was getting ready to come and I was hitting another climax.

" Fuck!Fuck!Fuck! I'm gonna fuckin come y/n ahhh fuck tell ne me I can fuckin breed you baby." Yes, Billy please cum for me." FUCK Y/N. "BILLY" we both screamed in pleasure Billy pushing himself deep inside me realsing his load shaking but continously pumping inside me.

Both our bodies laid down on the sheet our bodies a sweaty tangled mess, billy pulled me close to him at this point it was day break and the sunrise was beautiful, in that moment Billy was beautiful his curly hair now laid a tangle mess and his beautiful ocean eyes staring back at mine.

He pulled me close and peppered me with kiss all over my temple, Billy got up and and grabbed a spare blanket to cover us up along with a pack of particular cigarettes he liked to smoke.

I always told him that smoking was bad for his health but usually he grumbled and put it away as I'd always put it out or not let him kiss me because I didn't like the taste. "Y/n you still with me? He smiled and I smiled back. " Yeah I'm still here, what's up?" " Baby... no Y/n I'm sorry, for the things I said, your not easy, nor are you in anyway easy to manipulate.

That was an asshole move of me and I shouldn't have said what I said, just because I didn't want you getting to close to me. But before my ass rambles on and gets all sappy and shit." Billy lifted up my chin to makes sure I made eye contact with him, "BE my girlfriend, and be my one and only, and we can take it easy. I'm being serious and I'll make it up to you and I know I'm not perfect but-".

"Billy it's okay People say things they'll regret, yes I'll be your and yes we'll take it slow or as fast as you want, I know this isn't really your thing. But I'll make you learn to love one step at a time I'll be there." "Promise" "I promise Billy."

With that said I took out a cigarette and passed it to him and lid it, while he smoked he held me and we just listened to the tunes from his car, for the rest of that Sunday morning.

[dobiemart]

meant to be

pairing, peter ballard, henry creel, or 001 x reader

summary, after wandering out of your room when peter instructed you to wait, you see a side of him that you'd never expect.

or

peter's doll never strays too far from his grasp.

word count, 1.1k

byr, first actual fic or smth like that ahrhagaha

also kinda mad at myself cause the reader barely gets a personality other than saying peters name but ILL DELIVER NEXT TIME I SWEAR

(p.s. if you see a spelling or grammar mistake no tf you didnt.)

warnings, angst(?), pet names, pretty detailed gore, mentions of death, mentions of peters abuse, my goofy ahh writing, peter being too fine for anybody to handle.

you sprinted as fast as you could through the everlasting labs hallway, eventually reaching a storage room and slamming the door shut and fumbling for the lock. peter, being thin but still surely in shape, wasn’t far behind.

“all is forgiven, darling. c’mon. y’know i dont hold grudges for long.” peter taunted while slamming into the door a second after it was closed, barely winded from the chase. as you shuffled against the wooden barricade of the monochromatic room, you blankly remembered how you ended up in this situation.

earlier in the day, he’d asked for you to wait for him in your room. not giving a specific reason. you’d thought he simply wanted to spend time with you during a break he had on a shift. after a while of shifting on your well made bed, you decided to go look for him. it never usually took this long for him to return, so you’d started to worry something had happened with dr. brenner or some of the children in the rainbow room.

as you quickly shuffled out of the room, the sound of the door clicking back into place reverberating on the walls. slowly starting your stroll through the emptiness of the colorless corridors, you realized it was somehow quieter than it usually was. no usual “chit-chatting” went on during shifts other than greetings to other orderlies. none of them were in sight either, bringing your suspension levels to an all time high. picking up your pace, you rushed to the only brightly colored room in the facility and froze immediately in your tracks. the smell of metal slapped your sinuses damn near silly as your gaze finally took in the scene.

the subjected children were splayed across the room, their blood draped in blotches on the walls. the bodies themselves having crimson gapes where their eyes would be. the usual slightly joyful energy of the room turned dark and stuffy. the fear of ending up like the young test subjects clouded your mind. your eyes had flicked from child to child, corner to corner, eventually reaching the cause of this brutal massacre.

there peter stood, bone chillingly calm as he slowly sauntered towards your favorite facilitated child, his back ever so slightly flexing against the white of his crisply ironed uniform. 011 was always a sweet girl. she’d stand near you anytime you’d visit the rainbow room, draw things that would remind her of your usual calm, collected attitude, and sometimes tried to communicate if she could get away with it without the flashing red lights of the camera burning into the back of her head. she looked just as terrified of the man in front of her as you did. the genuine fear in her eyes made your heart fully drop to the pit of your stomach.

peter had interacted with 011 a select amount of times before, as papa didn’t appreciate anybody speaking to his “prized child” if they weren’t himself. always having his soft smile splayed across his rosy lips, fitting in just right with his golden retriever face. they seemingly had some bond to each other in a way nobody else understood. you never questioned why peter would bring up her abilities in random late night conversations, or why he’d favor her over the other children, thinking he’d just taken fondness to the young girl.

she slowly backed away as he hunted towards her, having an obvious advantage with his longer legs. ultimately she’d backed up too far, hitting the two-way mirror. his lengthy monologue he’d been reciting to the girl was muffled in your ears as you mumbled out a “...peter?” so quiet you couldn't even hear yourself say it.

registering your silky, heartwarming voice, his head slowly loomed over over to you, yet his body stayed still. the angle his neck was cranked at looked insanely uncomfortable, but he didn’t seem to notice. “i asked you to wait.” he scolded, too calmly in contrast of the situation. his usual honey coated voice was stolen and replaced by a monotone sounding tone.

“peter.. i- what are you- what’s even..-“ you couldn’t form a stable sentence due to the shock of the situation and the heavy trembling in your voice. you’d never been scared of the friendly orderly you called your boyfriend. he was a lovely man. never aggressive towards the children if it wasn’t time for punishment. he took joy in being around them, taking care of them, and treating them as regular instead of test dummies as much as he could without being punished by papa. even then, he came back to you with a soft, pained smile on his face and open arms.

“you know what happens when we disobey the labs’ rules, darling.” he cut into your shakey sentence, now facing you. those blue eyes that held so much love and adoration were now in resemblance to a spider's dark orbs. dark, mysterious, and completely unreadable. never had they been like that before, and quite frankly, that was the scariest factor of them all.

before any rational response to what he’d said reached your mind, your fight or flight made a decision for you. not wasting a second, you fled, bursting out of the room and running at full speed down the corridor.

you sprinted as fast as he could through the everlasting labs hallway, eventually reaching a storage room and slamming the door shut and fumbling for the lock. peter, being thin but still surely in shape, wasn’t far behind.

“all is forgiven, darling. c’mon. y’know i dont hold grudges for long.” peter taunted while slamming into the door a second after it was closed, barely winded from the chase. as you shuffled against the wooden barricade of the monochromatic room, you folded into yourself, gripping your knees to your chest tightly.

“you know, i’d never hurt you, y/n. those bastards deserved it. keeping us all trapped in here for decades like animals, it’s over now, love. just open the door f’me.” he said with his slight smile. “it’s all okay now, we can finally escape. just you and me as it was meant to be. open the door and we can get out of here.”

his grin was still growing at the thought of leaving this reached prison. he was ready to wisp you away into the real world and show you what the world offered. he only wanted the best for you. for himself. for both of you. and now that 011 granted his powerful abilities to roam free yet again, he’d do exactly that.

AAAAARGAHSVKF THIS TOOK ME A LIL BIT TOO LONG FOR MY LIKING BUT THATS FINE IG

lmk if i should actually start posting my shitty ass mf blurbs i make when im tired or want a stranger things man to plow my shit for 70 minutes in 17 thousand different positions okay GOODNIGHT PALDBEKBD

-cora :)

© dobiemart 2022

[mingis-lightbulb]

Hitorinbo Envy (Solitary Hide and Seek)

(Yandere!Hongjoong x Yandere! Seonghwa x Reader) (Mostly Seonghwa focused)

Warnings: Stockholm Syndrome, Ddlg relationship, possessive and obsessive behavoir, jealous!Hongjoong, shy!reader-chan, ft. Bestfriend San (Sannie to the rescue), suicidal thoughts, insecure! reader, car accident, mentions of injury, tell me if i missed anything.

a/n: heres the first fic in this series! my take on the vocaloid song of the title. (Click here if you'd like to listen). I hope you enjoy it!

Taglist: @kaja2016 @kimroieho @mingissoggywaffles @damissub @yungisstar1117 @beomnoi @wooyoungsbae @maarkcraft @blessednhighlyfavoured @do-you-actually-care @winterciella @soft-teddybear @sanraes @captainjoongiekissme

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“I hope they’ll like these!” You hummed softly. You were on the floor of your bedroom making bracelets for you and your boyfriends. Earlier in the week Seonghwa had bought you a bracelet kit to keep you entertained. So you decided to make some for the three of you.

You finished and smiled at your work. “I did it!” You stand up quickly and excitedly head down the hallway singing ‘twilight’ to yourself. You could hear the two of them talking in Seonghwa’s office and the smile grew on your face.

“Hwa! Joongie! I made you-” You cut yourself off as you heard them arguing with each other.

“What about me Seonghwa?! I’m your partner too! You’ve been so focused on her that you barely come to bed with me anymore!”

“Hongjoong, I’ve making sure she doesn’t fall back into old habits. Do you want what we had three months ago!?”

You’ve heard this argument before. When Hongjoong believed that Hwa was spending too much time with you he’d get into this little jealous rage. Not that you wanted this, it was just nice having Seonghwa around while Hongjoong was busy at work. Seonghwa could usually calm him down and the three of you would talk about it, eat dinner and spend some time together.

But today it sounded like Hongjoong wouldn’t calm down so easily.

“Hwa I know, and I love her like this-” “Sure as hell doesn’t seem like it.”

As you got closer to the room you jumped at the sound of Hongjoong slamming his hands on the desk. “Hwa. I can’t keep arguing with you like this over her.” Hongjoong started.

“We need to do something with her. Now.”

“Fine. We’ll do something. But first come here, You need to calm down.”

You felt your heart drop to your stomach and tears quickly welled up in your eyes. The bracelets in your hands suddenly felt heavy as your mind started running races.

If they got rid of you, you wouldn’t have anywhere to go.

They gave you a home, the friends you have now are all friends with them. Your family only speaks to you on special occasions. You would truly be lost, and lord knows you don’t want to be on Hongjoong’s bad side. You’ve seen what happens to someone on Joongs bad side and you didn’t want to be on the receiving end.

Quickly and quietly you turned on your heel and rushed into your bedroom, packing a small bag. It contained your wallet, phone, a change of shoes and two outfits, you didn’t want to take anymore because it would probably slow you down. You slowly made your way back to the front of the house where you could hear Seonghwa talking calmly to Hongjoong, “I love you Joong, never forget about that.” You sighed as you made your way past the room, glancing in slightly to see the two cuddling on the bed.

Through blurry eyes, you placed the bracelets you made on a table, grabbing a notepad and quickly scribbling a note on it. You held back a choked sob before heading out the door and slipping it close. Normally an alarm would go off when the door opens, but you’re guessing Hongjoong disabled it when he got home.

As you walked down the driveway and to the sidewalk, you looked up at the sky, seeing the pretty sunset. Normally the three of you would look at the sunset together, taking in it’s beauty while telling each other about your day. You could feel tears running down your cheeks, as you pulled out your phone to call someone. You waited a bit as you walked into the city, looking up at the sky.

“Hello? What’s up (n/n)?”

“The sunset looks amazing tonight Sannie..”

San raised an eyebrow as he looked over at Wooyoung and Yeosang who were hanging with him. “Are you out with Seonghwa and Hongjoong? Tell them we-” “No..I’m by myself.” You answered, “They don’t want me anymore.” You say flatly as you walk down the street, many passersby look at you with different looks, many sympathetic though, as if they knew what just happened to you. “(Y/n) do you need me to call hyung?” San asked, sounding slightly concerned. He’s heard you get like this before, when you get into a very bad argument with Seonghwa, it leaves you in this state, void of any emotions and just crying. He could tell by the tone in his voice and he was signaling one of his friends to dial Seonghwa.

“No..he’s busy with Hongjoong. He doesn’t want me in their relationship anymore.”

“Don’t say that..they care about you alot.” San said, trying to lighten your mood. “I know joong can say something when he’s upset but they didn’t work this hard to get- I mean they love you too much to break up with you.” You shook your head.

“You don’t have to lie to me Sannie. I know I’m a stain on their relationship. So I’ll remove myself.”

The line ended and the three males all looked at each other before Yeosang quickly dialed Seonghwa.

They were all worried for you, as they know what fights between the three of you could look like. It took a few before Seonghwa picked up the phone, sounding like he had just woken up. “Yeah? What’s up Yeosang?” He asked, sounding a bit concerned, Yeosang rarely called Seonghwa so when he did it was a problem.

“Hey hyung, Um..is (y/n) okay?”Yeo asked and Seonghwa groaned, sounding like he was stretching. “Mhm..last I checked, she was using the bracelet set i bought her.”

The three all looked at each other before grabbing their things and shooting straight up. “We just got off the phone with (Y/n) and it sounds like she was outside.” San says quickly. “She called talking about how the sunset was pretty and that you two didn’t want her. Did you get into an argument?” Seonghwa shot up confused. “Huh? No, we didn’t..” he trailed off before he rushed to get out of bed, waking up Hongjoong.

Seonghwa quickly rushed down to the bedroom door, swinging it open to see your room a mess, toys everywhere, clothes strewn about and the bracelet set still in the middle of the room. Seonghwa quickly walked back to the office room, “Did she say where she was?” He asked hurriedly and San let out a sigh. “No, she only kept talking about the sunset and how she was a stain on your relationship.” The younger male responses and Seonghwa feels like his head is spinning. You couldn’t have gotten far, You barely could get around the city without any help. You hated crowds and ordering things for yourself, you couldn’t survive out by yourself!

“Okay, Okay..thank you for telling me San. Please keep a look out for her.”

“Yea, Woo, Yeo and I are about to head out and see if we can find her.”

Seonghwa nods as he hangs up the phone, his hands flying to his head. You probably overheard his and Hongjoong’s argument and thought they were getting rid of you. He walked over to his significant other and shook him awake. “Joong. Joong get up. (Y/n) is missing.” Hongjoong shot up from his resting spot, “What!?” “I just got off the phone with San, he said she was talking crazy about how we hated her and that we didn’t want her anymore.” Seonghwa says. Hongjoong quickly gets up and puts his hands on Seonghwa’s shoulders. “Calm down hwa, I can tell you’re working yourself up..” “I worked so hard joong! I worked so hard for her to be the perfect girlfriend and she thinks we don’t want her!?” He yells and storms out of the room.

Hongjoong follows him, going into the living room, “Hwa. You need to have a cool head if you’re going to find her. Don-” “Joong look!”

The black haired males eyes fell down to the table, where there were two bracelet and a notepad with fast scribble on it. Hongjoong picked up the bracelets and felt his heart squeeze, they each said ‘HJ loves (Y/n)’ and ‘SH loves (Y/n)’. He was snapped out of his trance by Hwa reading the letter.

“Dear Hwa and Joongie,

I don’t want to be a stain on your love anymore. I hate seeing you argue every other week because of me..I want you to be happy..and if i need to be gone..then i’ll be gone.

Love, (y/n)

Ps. Look at the bracelets I made! We all match!”

Seonghwa gripped the paper in his hands before grabbing his keys and jacket. Hongjoong knew what that meant and followed behind him, holding the items in his hand.

They were on a mission. One to bring you back to them.

No matter what they had to do.

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For the night, you managed to get a hotel room for yourself. Though you were struggling a little bit, you never really had to do the talking when you were with Hwa and Joong. You shook your head, they wanted you to be a big girl and take care of yourself so they could focus on each other. You could do that for them at least.

So the next morning you managed to get yourself ready. Brushing your teeth, doing your hair and getting dressed, looking in the mirror, you knew they would be happy with you. The thought makes you sigh as you grabbed your bag and headed downstairs to check out of the hotel. The woman at the desk gives you a kind smile as you give her a wave.

When you walked out of the hotel you heard a voice in the back of you head.

“Oh? So you think you’re a big girl now? You can function without your daddies?”

You shook your head as you headed to the park that the three of you would always go to when you went on dates. “I can.” You simply responded back and the voice laughed at you. “Oh really? You’re really pathetic, you know that? Needing them to care for your every need.” You held your head as you walked, finally reaching the park with a soft sigh.

You made your way over to the bench by the big tree the three of you would always sit under. Smiling, you looked down at your wrist, running your hands over the bracelet that you made for yourself.

“Tch. if you meant so much to them they would be looking for you.”

“They are..I’m just ignoring them.” You said back snappily. You needed to prove to them that you could function on your own. So that the two of them could be happy together and you could move on. Maybe you’ll find someone who loves you like Hongjoong loves Seonghwa.

You sit down on the bench kicking your legs as memories play back in your head. Many days over swinging on the swing as Seonghwa pushed you, painting jackets with Hongjoong and having picnics on their days off.

You sigh softly to yourself as you held your hand to your heart. “M-maybe i’m not ready to be alone..” You mumble as the voice in your head cackles.

“Oh don’t change your mind now, there goes your daddies, and I think they got a new play thing~”

You whipped your head around a large smile appearing on your face as you saw Seonghwa and Hongjoong walking down the sidewalk. But that smile faded as you saw a female in the middle of the two of them, just like you would be, smiling and giggling with them. They all had smiles on their faces, like they were happy..a big happy family. You felt your heart shatter into pieces as you watched them keep walking, they got closer and you moved quickly to hide behind the tree.

You could hear their conversation as they got closer.

“Thanks for taking me out guys! I know how hectic your schedules can get.” The girl said.

“Anything for you, We needed to clear our heads anyway. Been a rough night.”

“Yea. Hwa definitely needs a female's company after last night, the man was a mad man.”

The three laughed together as they went over to the swings on the far side of the park.

The same place the three of you would spend so much time together.

You felt tears well up in your eyes as you whipped out your phone. Dialing the number, you watched as Seonghwa’s phone rang and he quickly answered.

“Babygirl? Oh my god, I’ve been worried sick, where are y-”

“I see you’re having fun..with someone new.”

You cutting him off made him look around the park. He stood up from the swings quickly, the other two following behind. “Park? Wait, are you here?! Baby please, come home. I’ve missed you..” He sounds desperate, and you so desperately want to believe him.

“Don’t believe him, he’s found someone who can take care of themself. And doesn’t need his help.”

“You’ve already moved on from me.” You said, trying not to let him figure out you’re crying. Seonghwa moves away from the swings, a bit closer to where you are but not close enough.

“Huh? Baby, this is jaehee. You know, Jongho’s girlfriend-” “It’s okay..maybe it’s better this way for us Hwa..I won’t be in the way anymore..” You say sadly as you back away from the tree, trying to make sure he didn’t see you.

“Baby you were never in the way, we love you too much! Now please come out, I need you to come home..” Seonghwa pleaded and you simply shook your head as if he could see you.

“Go ahead..rid them of the stain that is in their way..,”

You glanced over to the busy road, and then back over to Seonghwa.

“It’ll all be okay, I’ll be gone..”

“It’ll all be okay, I’ll be gone”

You dropped your phone and began making your way to the road. No longer caring if Seonghwa saw you. You turned your head to where they were, Hwa had his back turned as he frantically called your name. But Hongjoong was looking dead at you, He sprung up from his spot and you turned on your heel. “(Y/n)! Wait!” He yelled out, drawing Seonghwa’s attention.

“Babygirl!! Come here! I’m sorry!” “We still want you!”

You shook your head and continued to run. They didn’t need you, they didn’t. They were perfectly fine without you. They could function, they didn’t need anyone to take care of them 24/7. You were getting closer to the road and the voice in the back of your mind was louder than ever.

“We’re almost there (y/n)..aren’t you happy?”

You ignored it and kept sprinting, only stopping when you were now in the middle of the road, panting heavily. You turned to see both Seonghwa and Hongjoong with worried expressions on their faces,

“Baby, come out the road before you get hurt!” “Come home and we can talk about this!”

You shake your head, “NO! You need someone better, someone who isn't me!!” You yelled out. Seonghwa walked to the edge of the road. “Come here. Daddy isn’t going to leave you..” He said dropping his title which made something in your brain snap.

You looked around and saw that you were in the road, your body froze. You felt tears running down your cheeks as you reached out to Seonghwa and Hongjoong. “I-i’m scared..Daddy i don’t know how I got here..” You muttered and Seonghwa could feel his nerves frying even more. “Don’t worry, just come to me slowly..” he said.

You began to move and suddenly your body went into an automatic run seeing your two protectors on the sidewalk.

Sadly you didn’t see the car speeding towards you.

But Seonghwa did.

“BABY WATCH OUT!!” He screamed, about to run and go to you but was held back by Hongjoong.

You glanced to the side and felt a painful strike to your side that sent you to the ground, your head hitting the concrete and knocking you out.

The last thing you saw was Seonghwa crouched on the ground sobbing as he was held by Hongjoong who had tears of his own running down his features.

“Looks like you’ve succeeded (Y/n)...”

“You ridded them of the stain on their lives..”

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“Babygirl...please..please..wake up..”

“(Y/n), please sweetheart, we’re so sorry..this is my fault..all my fault..”

“Please just come back to us..”

You groaned at the bright lights shining into your face, your whole body feeling completely shit. You tried to move your right arm but it felt like something heavy was on it. When you fully opened your eyes, you glanced over to see both Seonghwa and Hongjoong leaning on each other. They looked like they haven’t gotten sleep in days, tear stained cheeks and bloodshot eyes.

“H-hwa..Joongie..” You croaked out, spooking the males. Seonghwa reached over to place a hand on your cheek, watching as you leaned into it. He got up from his spot to wrap his arms around you gently. “Oh my god..you’re okay..” He sobbed, you could feel his tears wetting your hospital gown. “God I'm sorry..I’m so sorry..” He kept repeating, “I-i'm okay..you don’t have to apologize '' You say softly, watching as Hongjoong squeezes your hand in his.

“You gave us a scare..we thought we lost you..” Hongjoong says, tears of his own now falling from his eyes. “How long-” “A week and a half.” Hongjoong answers. “The doctors projected that you weren’t going to wake up.” “But here I am..” You say before a sharp pain shoots down your spine. Seonghwa gets up and sighs. “Baby Girl..we’re gonna have to put stricter rules on you..” Seonghwa starts. “I can’t, We can’t risk losing you again. That was painful..”

You nodded, “I don’t care..as long as you still love me..” You muttered making the two stand up to give you a big group hug. You smiled at the warmth and closeness of the two you loved the most.

But that smile faded when you saw a shadowy figure standing in the corner of the room, grinning.

“We aren’t done yet (y/n)~”

[reidsnose]

love letters

overview: spencer has a wonderful idea after finding out that reader had never gone to her senior prom

genre: fluff fluff fluff

a/n: i mixed two ideas that have been sitting in my notes app for this lol but i think its sweet!! i wrote it a little rushed and definitely not bc im not getting a prom this year due to miss rona👀 LMAO but as always please lmk what yall think ab it :)

masterlist

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the idea had fully occupied his thoughts the second after the words left your mouth.

it was "the buttcrack of dawn" as you had called it, though spirits were high on the late jet ride home. it was a rare but much needed positive end to the case, and everyone was happily chatting with each other. since the case was involving high schoolers, the subject fell on prom. everyone went around sharing their prom stories one by one, recalling awful dresses and questionable dates til the questions turned to spencer.

"what ab you, pretty boy, what was your prom like?" morgan asked, still smiling widely from recalling his own.

you watched spencer shift uncomfortably for a second.

"i uh..i never went to prom." he stammered, a tight lipped smile on his face.

"no! you just dont wanna tell us!" prentiss cried, throwing her hands in the air.

"i graduated high school when i was 12! why would i have gone to prom?" he reasoned.

"you had to have gone when you were older or something! everyone has!" jj countered.

"thats not true, i never went to prom either," you defended, subconsciously inching closer to spencer.

before anyone could even ask you to explain why, spencer got the idea. he mentally left the conversation after you gave your answer. he spent the whole rest of the ride home and the next couple of weeks brain storming and planning.

and casually after work one day, as he was walking you to your car, he asked you if you wanted to hang out with him that weekend; at his house.

you and Spencer had hung out before, but mostly at your house or at coffee shops; he didn't invite people over very often.

of course you agreed but you grew confused when he told you to dress fancy.

you raced home afterwards to raid your closet, looking for any fancy dresses you may have stuffed in there.

spencer spent the whole day preparing his apartment. he put up streamers and balloons. he made a playlist of all your favorite songs. and then he rushed to get his clothes from the cleaners.

and when you knocked at his door the breath that left your lungs struggled to come back after he opened the door.

he stood in a gorgeous suit, different than he had ever worn to work. he rubbed the back of his neck and gestured to the living room, revealing the adorable (albeit poorly made but its the thought that counts) decorations.

"um.. welcome to prom," he said, turning back to you, revealing a blushy smile.

he tried not to stare too much at you, but it was difficult. your eyes sparkled as you stepped inside and looked around. and the dress you were wearing fit you so gorgeously he truly couldnt take his eyes off of you.

"spencer, i..." you trailed off, enchanted by what he had done.

"sorry if it looks bad. or if you think its weird that i did this. i just thought cause neither of us went to prom maybe you wanted to have a little one with me? yeah now that i say it out loud maybe you hate it im sorr-" he rambled behind you.

you turned quickly to him as he got lost in his words, eyes glued to the floor. cutting him off by wrapping your arms around his neck and hugging him as tight as you could. you could feel the tension leave his body as he melted into the embrace, returning it gladly. he doesn't like to be touched by anyone really, except for you.

"i love it. thank you," you whispered, giving him one last squeeze before letting go.

he has a spread of snacks lying out on the coffee table which he has mooved to the corner of the room to make space for a makeshift dancefloor.

he turns on the music and you two start talking and dancing and laughing. two fools with four left feet completely and obliviously in love. well, oblivious the the other anyway.

a slower song came on, an old one that you had wanted to slow dance to ever since you were a little girl. and somehow naturally you two came together, his hand dropped to your waist, the other delicately cradling your own. your other hand found its way up to his shoulder, feeling as though a magnet was pulling you two closer. and closer.

he looked absolutely stunning. the soft lights he had strung around the apartment sparkled like stars in his eyes; its was...dizzying, in the most incredible way.

unbeknownst to you, as you stared at the stars in his eyes he was looking at his whole world that he had been somehow lucky enough to hold in his arms.

he held his arm out, allowing you to spin and when he pulled you back both of your arms ended up wrapped around his neck, and his around your waist. you were less dancing now and more...hugging. with your head pressed to his chest, he hoped with all his might that you wouldn't be able to hear his hammering heart. you most definitely could, but it was calming to know he was as nervous as you were. you smiled, listening more to his heart than the music he had played for you.

you were both sure that you could burst from pure bliss. the song ended a little too quickly for either of your liking and reluctantly you let go of each other. and suddenly Spencer was hit with the realization that he forgot something.

"oh my gosh," his eyes widened as he looked around the room.

"what?" you asked, mirroring him and looking as well.

"i can't remember where i left your corsage! i was gonna give it to you at the door but i forgot!" he exclaimed, running around the room checking shelves.

you smiled to yourself. he got you a corsage!

"ill help you look" you decided.

"please do," he chuckled.

"i thought you had an eidetic memory, shouldn't you know where you left it?" you joked, shooting him a smug smile.

"y/n, my brain was all jumbled to day and it wasn't just from being around you," he realized what he had said and quickly turned back to the shelf he was looking at, "could you check in my room please?"

his heart was racing at his own stupidity; how could he just say that so nonchalantly? he had been planning to tell you that he liked you for the longest time he cant afford slipping up and having it be anything less than perfect.

you slipped into his room, your cheeks warm from the idea that you make his big brain all jumbled. he probably didn't mean it like that, you were just looking too much into it.

you sighed as you crouched to look under his bed for it. you found a small wooden box that you slid out from underneath. it had your name on it.

is it normal to keep a corsage in a wooden box? you wouldn't know, you never went to prom.

you shrugged your shoulders, "i found it spence!"

with out thinking you opened the box, except instead of a band of flowers you were greeted with letters, all addressed to you. there were annotations written in the margins with purple ink. you furrowed your eyebrows as you scanned the various letters.

dear y/n,

today you complimented my glasses and my heart skipped a beat. thats dumb spencer dont start like that

dear y/n,

im in love with you. too forward

dear y/n,

you make life worth living. shes gonna think youre a creep

you felt a rush of euphoria fill your chest. did he really feel these things for you? your thoughts swirled in the most wonderful way. a wide smile broke across your face, butterflies running rampage through your stomach as you reread his words. his words addressed to you.

"oh thank God i really thought i lost-oh. oh no." spencer started as he walked through the door of his room immediately walking back out. you followed, blinking your watery eyes at him. "i can explain.

"i think youve explained enough, theres like 20 letters in here!" you chuckled, flipping through them.

"i didnt know how to tell you and i dont want to ruin what we already have and i-"

"it wasnt too forward." you stated, grabbing one of the letters.

"what?" he asked, dumbfounded.

"in this one," you held up the letter, "you wrote dear y/n, im in love with you. and then you crossed it out and wrote that it was too forward but i dont think it was."

"youre not mad?"

"mad? spencer ive been trying to admit the fact that im in love with you since i realized it myself, why would i be mad?"

"youre..you feel the same way?" he looked back up at you, a hesitant smile pulling on the corners of his lips.

"more so," you beamed, stepping closer.

he wrapped his arms around you, "thats good or else the rest of this prom would have sucked."

you chuckled, pulling him impossibly closer to you as another perfect song played.

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[tender-rosiey]

Last part! Maybe👀

But the latest post was so pure that I started to tear up😭💕💕💕

Thnx alot it really was a bless and made me smile from the the rough week I had lately🥺❤

Okay lets get down to business~

From giving birth to how they took care of the child to raising him/her or maybe twins👀💕to growing up u can divide it to parts if u want i won't mind😊❤

Same characters Atsushi/Chuuya/Dazai

❥ BSD characters as parents

Includes: Dazai, Chuuya and Atsushi

ᴀ/ɴ: I am really glad you liked it, dear; I am honored that you find my writing as such and I hope everything gets better for you. I hope you like this as well and my apologizes it’s late; this was so heart-warming to write oml 🥺💘

Dazai Osamu:

Dazai would be terrified I tell you

Like what if he does something wrong that leads them down the path he loathes :(

That’s why you reassure him alongside your beautiful baby

Let’s say you had a girl cause I think a girl would help in making dazai be more smiley and affectionate cause you know how most girls when young like affection?

That’s why

Anyways so, the first months of raising said spawn of satan are like hell for our little brunette

I believe that what would happen is that our little girl would see him as the vomiting stop

So like if you fed her and gave her to dazai to help her burp then she will take it as the cue to vomit to which made dazai think she hated him

“But y/n she keeps crying and screaming when I hold her, she must hate me; she never does anything with you.”

One fateful day however he had to take care of his lovely daughter for a whole day

Cause you had enough of the bullshit of the house and decided to go on a hangout with your friends

So let’s see how he dealt with this, she was not accepting of him AT FIRST and he was on the verge of giving up

But dazai then started humming a song and gently cradling her and swaying her in his arms

Your little girl liked his voice and held his finger while he was calming her down and smiled

That made dazai’s day a lot brighter, but he managed to contain his excitement so he doesn’t scare her

And when you came home you found them sleeping and she was in his arms clinging to his chest as strong as she can 🥺

Now cause I am not going through her whole damn childhood I am gonna talk about her first step and first word

THE FIRST STEP HAPPENED WHEN you two were chilling like the good bad parents you are on the couch

And your daughter wanted to join you people cause apparently she was put on the naughty corner due to somehow spilling pink dye in the shampoo of your husband

So like the determined baby she is, she tried crawling but found out it’s taking too long

So she tried copying how you sweeties walk

And she did :D

So when you looked to her side to check up on her, you saw her walking to you with her arms in the air and then pulled dazai by his arms and told him that she is walking

And he whipped his head SO fast you were afraid he would snap his neck

He took lots of photos and videos

Now her first word was basically a competition between you dummies

“She will say dada first!”

“No, she will say mama first!”

“kukida!”

“…”

Great job, darling

And you both lost to a handsome and respectful blonde

Chuuya Nakahara:

S/N means son name btw 😚

“OH MY GOD Y/N HE LOOKS SO HANDSOME!”

chuuya sweetie we don’t scream beside a newborn child and a woman who just gave birth

I honestly think he would be g r e a t with children

Like sometimes he does take care of Q I believe and he gets along fairly well with Kenji

Who wouldn’t get along with kenji

Anyways he would be so excited and proud of the child you gave birth to

And he was basically fangirling

Chuuya and his kid will get along so well, like your baby would just beam whenever chuuya comes home

Also fight me if you think Chuuya Nakahara wouldn’t take millions and billions of photos and videos of his children

A L L OF HIS CHILDREN

Be it eldest, middle or the youngest of them

He views them as treasures that should be valued every single moment

awie, I love soft chu chu

Now onto the memories

THE FIRST STEP

Yes you are only getting the two major events, deal with it you lovely people

As i was saying

THE FIRST STEP HAPPENED WHEN YOU AND CHUUYA WERE IN A MEETING

And your kiddo missed you two :(

So what did he do?

Be a champion like his dad said

Tried his best to walk to the meeting room and he did

Did the guards stop him?

No

They just went soft and opened the door for him like he is a damn boss

And then you felt something tug at your leg and giggle

I will let you imagine how the rest of the meeting went with chuuya carrying you both excited about his kid’s first step

The first word was not something with a good aftermath for chuuya however—

“Dazai that absolutely and utterly shitty shithead!”

“Shitheath!”

“Shit”

“Shit!”

“NO STOP REPEATING AFTER ME! AT LEAST SAY DADA!”

Cue you entering

“Hey S/N!”

“Shit!”

“WHO TAUGHT YOU THAT?!”

“Dada!”

“CHUUYA NAKAHARA I AM GONNA KILL YOU!”

“Oh shit! Dada!”

Atsushi Nakajima:

Nnnnnn

I believe he would have a girl

Cause he is such a girl magnet

Like kyoka and lucy

Reminds me of midoriya in that aspect

Anyways he would be so nervous to hold her but excited

Like “y/n I wanna hold her so bad but what if I drop her? :(“

He does end up holding her and crying tears of joy

What a cutie <3

Anyhow your daughter would cling to him like a koala and would only leave him when hungry or she absolutely misses you

He doesn’t wanna let go either honestly

BUT COME ON

YOU DIDNT STAY IN LABOR AND CARRIED HER FOR NINE MONTHS IN YOUR STOMACH TO END UP NOT HOLDING HER

Most of the time you would find them playing with each other

Your daughter also squishes his cheek a lot

That was a sweet introduction

Almost too sweet

Let me ruin it

So

THE FIRST STEP

The great uncle dazai had came to pay a visit to his lovely ‘nephew’ and subordinate

“Hello Atsushi and Y/N! I came to look at my beautiful and gorgeous nephew! :D”

Which brings me to the point that your daughter adores dazai with her whole heart

So she was sitting playing until she saw him and got so happy she stood up and walked towards him clumsily

The three of you malfunctioned

Dazai was so happy tho 🥺

She loves him that much? Plz that’s too much for his poor heart

He picked her up and spun her around

“AHHH SHE WALKED HER FIRST STEPS BECAUSE OF ME! YOHOOO!”

Meanwhile you and your husband are just staring at each other in confusion

Her first word was the classical mama but how and why she said it was absolutely heartwarming

So she was sitting in the lap of atsushi as he was showing her pictures of stuff so she can get to say anything

And then he reached the word queen with its picture

“And this is queen.”

“Mama!”

“Hehe, it’s a queen.”

“Mama!”

“Yeah, mama is a queen!”

“Yay!”

He was so happy cause he managed to film it and showed it to you

Let your reaction be of your choice <3

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