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2022 Wrap Up: Nonfiction
1. Sea People 2. Dark Archives 3. Humankind 4. Devil in the White City 5. Consider the Fork 6. The Prize Winner of Defiance Ohio 7. Forget the Alamo 8. How to Keep House While Drowning 9. Gender Queer 10. Real Queer America 11. The Book of Delights 12. Braiding Sweetgrass 13. She Said
I first challenged myself to "read more nonfiction" back in 2021, and it epically failed - so for 2022 I gave myself a concrete goal: one book every two months, or 6 for the year. And it worked! It actually went so well I'd already hit it by July, so I upped it to 10 - and surpassed even that. I'll be honest though, the only reason this is working at all is it's essentially an outgrowth of my podcast listening XD
The titles in bold italicized are my favorites/most enjoyable, and italicized are good and would recommend. I'd really like to sit down with Braiding Sweetgrass again myself, and Dark Archives would be a great read for spooky season (if books bound in human skin isn't too squeamish for you).
Did you have any nonfiction reads in 2022 you'd recommend?
#bec posts#2022#book log#wrap up#omg i completely forgot Gender Queer was nonfic until i was ready to hit post OOPS#i did so so good i'm proud of myself#i think i managed like..3 last year#wrap up 2022
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"But beyond all my pain, there was you"
Narilamb designs: @runningwithscizzorz
here's an alt version of Narinder without the veil!! :D
#I added that detail last minute and my poor government laptop was about to explode from the amount of layers that I was using–#it wasn't even that much! just uhh 95 I think?? I normally use like. 150+. But this poor laptop is not built for that#The tools were starting to lag and the program froze for a couple of seconds before starting to work again and it was a whole mess so#I couldn't put a lot of detail into it#but I'm still pretty happy with the result!!#I love Lisey's design so much specially Narinder's#I really wanted to make fanart for them and I finally got to finish it!! there was a lot of trusting the process in this fjhsd but it was#definitely worth it. I think I exceeded myself. Very proud of this one.#even though I couldn't put the amount of detail I would have wanted to because of the laptop's limitations.. I did the best I could with#what I had and I think it looks good! so. yeah. hehe.#I hope Likey likes it if they see it heh (*´ω`*)#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl Narinder#cotl Lamb#cotl the one who waits#cotl narilamb#cotl fanart#narinder x lamb#gpart
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taking a moment to appreciate our gorgeous girls imelda and natty ❤️💚🦁🐍 (and taking a moment to appreciate this lineart.. even I'M impressed..)
standalone lineart ver. under the cut! 🎨
#look. i ship natty with garreth and imelda with poppy BUT#hear me out on this ship?? like i feel like the dynamic would be so interesting!#sorry i'm a multishipper so i think about ALL the dynamics hahah#but anyways. they're actually really good friends in milena's canon universe!#also CAN YOU BELIEVE?. I DID THIS WITHOUT A REFERENCE?!?! i'm so proud of myself#i feel like it's obvious my favorite part of the art process is lineart#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy art#imelda reyes#natty onai#natsai onai#sparxyvdoodles
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I uneldered Elder Faerie Cookie :D
I'd like to think back when things were just starting out with the virtues and him, he was named Moonflower before becoming, well, Elder Faerie- anyway here he is
not so elder Elder Faerie, or otherwise Moonflower as I'm gonna call him :>
enjoy elder faerie nation you get to see your boy at like maybe confused teen to young adult stage i dunno
tags for some moots I figure might wanna see it: @xaytheloser @undeadvinyls @snail-noodle @onesacrificiallamb
and for anyone who may want to turn him into a sticker and smack him onto an item-
here's the bordered version, you can now turn him into a sticker, if you can figure out how to do it (i have no clue how to do it myself good luck)
#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#cr kingdom#crk#cookie run fanart#crk fanart#cookie run kingdom fanart#elder faerie cookie#or as i will be calling this boyo;#moonflower cookie#fuckin' love this bugger i absolutely did hella good on this design#i am proud af of myself i am going to violently say fuck what anyone else has to say i did good#LOOK AT THAT MANS I FUCKING LOVE HIM I DID SO DAMN GOOD#WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-#but anyway yeah y'all are free to turn him into a sticker if he want#same with that dark choco drawing i did the other day#the white boarder is there for a reason to stickerfy the buggers if you wish to i ain't go no complaints#you don't even have to ask me if you can!!#just go ahead and make those stickers and give yourself some serotonin!! hell some dopamine!! make those braincells go brr!!#alright i'm out dumbasses (/lh /aff) i'm gonna go give myself serotonin over doodling ocs
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A little late night Bridgella angst
Forgot to mention this, inspired by @mr-walkingrainbow fic "So this is love? Love ain't it"
#Low-key it's so good#i'm actually proud of this#Like I've never written freeform before but I think I did this pretty well if I do say so myself#bridgella#bridget x ella#bridget of wonderland#ella tremaine#fanfic
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Ant-Mole makoto is so skrunkly!!, the Little bb.
Need to see Kyoko or Togami reaction to the little creature
Screw it. I've giving this lore now!
They found him one day while on a gardening expedition. The little creature was all alone, seemingly abandoned.
Thus, as both very smart and logical people, they've decided to take him in, give him somewhere nice to sleep. They also decided it was best to give the small ant mole some nice clothes which Byakuya totally didn't stab himself several times with a needle in order to sew these little garments up.
And, once Makoto came back home after a nice visit with his sister, he was given quite the shock!
Don't worry! They all totally had the talk about how they now have a potential mythical creature on their hands.
#danganronpa#danganronpa art#danganronpa fanart#danganronpa makoto#makoto naegi#danganronpa kyoko#kyoko kirigiri#danganronpa byakuya#byakuya togami#ant mole#did i unintentionally make a new au for myself?#the ant mole au?#maybe!#who knows. there could be ant moles of the others too#also i accidently gave makoto stubble so i'm seeing this as something in the future that just happens... cus reasons#like they all live together in cottage baking bread#or maybe makoto just forgot to shave or is just proud of his little baby stubble and kept it#doubt he's ever growing a beard though!#also i am so happy this came out coherent cus it is 12am at the time of me making this and GOLLY i should be asleep haha!#this was so worth it though! FOR THE ANT MOLE!#edit: when i finished this it became 1am craaaaaap -_-#naegamigiri#naegirigami#tonaegiri#it's kinda implied#almost forgot to tag tho cus goodness am i exhausted
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been trying out a new writing technique recently and it's called chilling tf out and reminding myself that fic is written for fun.
#making a little joke but also being genuinely serious#with my merwaincelot wip i've embraced having little overviews in brackets for what i want to happen#but idk how to write it just yet#if i'm feeling stuck or bored#and if i'm getting tired or the idea of writing an ending is getting overwhelming then i just call it a day and do something else#and yeah it's taking longer to write things (perhaps gone are the days when i wrote and posted a fic in the same night)#but it's working wonders with my brain#and it's amazing how as soon as i relax i get hit with several new ideas#just trying to adjust my thinking in that projects over a long period of time are not something to worry about#like i'm also planning a knitting project that i'll be doing well into september#(mainly bc yarn is expensive and my needs are hella specific)#but that's okay!#not everything has to be done and dusted immediately!#i'm glad i took a break from writing and i think it did do me good but damn i'm happy to be back#and enjoy still learning how to get even more out of my hobby#but anyway i'm just feeling a lil proud of myself today so#lit talks#personal
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Never posted this here so I thought I'd take a minute and do that now!
(click for better quality)
About a year ago while I was playing spiritfarer for the first time, I had the idea to make an OC which ended up being a self insert character of sorts! I really wanted to explore some of the different mechanics of spiritfarer characters as applied to something based off myself (like their spirit form, their associated flower, activities and events they do on the boat, etc) and how a character like that might add their own story into the larger narrative of the game, as well just what that story would even be. There's a lot of screenshot edits and drawing ideas I had that were never finished, but here's a few of the more completed pieces or concept stuff I did!
The thing about self inserts is that they get, well, personal at times. maybe even a little too personal. And considering the nature of the game, it was a really heavy topic to think about at points, so I ended up stopping work on the project after a while. (I also had a few issues when it came to screenshot editing since I could not find the right font used in the game ANYWHERE which definitely did contribute to me choosing to set it aside) But I still really like the work I did do and it is very special to me, so I'm hoping that one day I'll be able to come back to it! :)
#even if i did finish the project I'm not sure if i would ever post it on here#cause. that really would be a lot of deep and personal stuff about myself hajdhakdjs#but the art at least is something i really wanted to share! I'm proud of it :)#i wanted to make it feel as seemless as possible so. i think i did a pretty good job hakdbskdhs#spiritfarer#spiritfarer oc#megan's doodles
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Tagged by @soyouwinagain to post 6 photos from my camera roll in the past week, thank you comrade, I was hoping someone would tag me 🫡🫡 except then I had to go back a couple weeks otherwise all six photos would have been my dog at a cocktail garden.
Ivan Fedotov and Erik Johnson at Flyers training camp, Fedotov in full Russian saint mode; a flower outside of an Indian restaurant; Yankees outfielders running away from each other and I'm so mad I only got them running back to position bc they were being SO cute while a reliever was warming up; Keats at the aforementioned cocktail garden, he was sweatin'; giant rotting boat outside of Ikea; boxes containing all of my earthly possessions.
#having a good day 😭 went to rittenhouse to hang with sierra while they did work then went to a flyers rally and got free stuff#heroically refrained from asking flyers reporters about danny briere's plan for eetu mäkiniemi during the q&a#took the bus all by myself!!!! an actualy achievement lol i'm so scared of buses and i was so worried i would end up in like delaware#but i did not i ended up at my house#so now i feel much more confident about taking the bus..exposure therapy LMAO#went to a pizza place near me i have not been too and it FUCKS#my new favorite thing to do rn is if i can eat anything on the menu and its super slow in the restaurant is to ask#what the cashier or server recommends. way better than if i were just panicking and ordered cheese pizza#i need to start unpacking my art supplies and bathe my dog but overall...VERY good day so far#if the padres and the phillies pull through we'll be in good shape#OH!!!! AND EVERYONE BEING SO SO BRAVE FOR TEAM LIFT FEST!!!#ME N MAX ARE SOOOO PROUD OF EVERYONE AND I'M SOOOO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT THE NEXT TWO WEEKS BRINGS!!!!#i've been having some frustrations with myself bc there was a lot of stuff i should have scaled down and didn't#and my ethos running this w max is way different than fth but none of the sign up materials reflect that#which i'm frustrated with myself for not thinking through more carefully and conscientiously#even tho going into this we knew so much of the fest was going to be us throwing puddy at the wall and seeing what sticks#but i have been frustrated with myself for not thinking through how materials like the sign up form don't reflect the like spirit of how we#wanted to run it#so it's really nice to see that people are being really brave and getting excited for each other and getting excited for what's#being offered#i'm sooooo excited!!!!!!!!!#ok i'm done lol i have to finish this soda and face the disaster that is how i packed my art supplies#when i can do art again. know.#fresno oilers.txt
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i made tiramisu for the first time yesterday 💗
#i've been So sad and depressed i won't even lie#but this was pretty good#just hope joker out or jance post something insane so i'll stop being sad gkljdfjgldfjg#ik most people don't care i'm sorry#i did make this all by myself tho so i'm a little proud#personal#ignore this
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Here's a drawing of Edward because I love him, I wanted to draw him being angry, and I also wanted to render something :)
#incredibox#incredibox fanart#fanart#colorbox#incredibox colorbox#edward#edward my beloved#this took me forever to make lmao-#i'm really proud of it tho!#i kinda tried to emulate spark's style so...#hi spark#if you see this#lemme know if i did good :)#also fun fact! i used myself as the reference image for this because i have basically the same body type as edward
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thank you guys so much for the love on my first actual story post <33
#did not expect it to blow up like it did#but so glad you like it!!#full disclosure the next post is just showing off their apartment bc i'm rly proud of it and the the story starts#also getting ahead of myself but the first couple of posts are very eden focused and that's just me being#inexperienced with building good story structures and pacing i swear all three of them are the main character and get their time to shine#ok ok i'm babbling gn <33#*mina.txt
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i said no to my boss today and didn't die
#this feels so good i wanna do it again#honestly learning to say no is still so fucking hard for me but damn#i did it today#and it was fucking awesome#i'm proud of myself#and he wasn't even mad because i had my own reasons to say no and he seems to understand so that's great#hdhdhdhdh#YAY ME#i say whatever and whatever that i want*
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the worst part about rehab was them confronting me with my toxic and codependent relationships cuz now that i'm home again i can't even call a certain someone to entertain my bored sober brain because they told me that would essentially count as relapsing
#fuck this rehab shit man#living healthy is BORING#i soooo get what hayley williams was on when she wrote c'est comme ça#anyway i'm going to give it a try#at least for the rest of this year#bc sobriety doesnt pay off immediately only after some time#so the rest of 2024 i'm going to stay sober and take good care of myself the first half of this year was rough enough#but i'm so fucking bored already#this is just depression but as a choice#well not exactly but still lowkey#anyways im still proud of me whatever happens i did things i thought i couldnt do
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Appreciation post for 'girly girl' characters and/or shows that celebrate traditionally feminine things that girls and women are shamed for.
Characters on this list that love makeup, fashion, hair, etc. Characters that are still written as strong, intelligent, brave, etc. That told young girls that these interests are valid, they are not lesser interests. Being feminine and liking traditionally feminine things does not make them weak.
#I'm so glad I got to grow up with these girls#I was originally gonna make a post of Barbie Daphne and Stella and be like. They remind me so much of each other#And how much I love characters like them#Because I do#But then I was like fuck it let's just make a post for all the girly girls because they're so good#So here we are. In a world of misogyny. We still have them. And I am so greatful#I'm sad I missed out on celebrating my femininity and stuff like this in my teen years because of just. Stuff I was going through#But I'm glad I'm doing it now. I've been getting into makeup for the past year. Mostly eye it's so fun#The Barbie movie. Dressing up for it. Being proud makeup and skirts and dressing up like I did as a girl. God it was so wonderful#I've not felt this connected to this part of myself in years. It has helped to much#It reminded me of my love for Barbie. The movies. The fairies and mairmaids. The bright colours and fashions#And my love for all of these shows. The outfits and designs I fell in love with. The friendships and sisterhoods in all of them.#Yes it's just Rarity. I know some of the others girls also fit. But some don't as much so I didn't wanna just put a group one#And I know Kim and some others aren't as girly as others. But she's still a good example.#Her and Monique's shopping trip and other stuff is engraved into my mind. I actually think about them a lot I love them#Daphne was also a masisve awakening for me. I had such a crush on her. And the Hex Girls.#If you're wondering why other shows aren't on here. Like Trollz or Powerpuff Girls or something. It's msotly based on what I watched#And I didn't really watch them I'm sorry but feel free to add more.#We're ignoring how I mispelled mermaids. I'm not going back to change that tag.#Anyway I love women basically. We're awesome.#Barbie#Scooby Doo#Bratz#Monster High#Kim Possible#My Little Pony#Winx#Mew Mew Power
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Red Eyes and Evil Time, practically the same thing right (Patreon)
#Doodles#Villainsona#Just Desserts#Sona double feature!#Red Eyes and Evil Time /are/ different for the record lol#There's overlap and they're both eye details but they're different#Mmm Red Eyes feels so niiiice <3 And I've been pacing myself so it's Just Red Eyes!#No red shines :) Which can happen even on Red Eyes#In fact it's probably more common - the red shines on Blue Eyes was something of an oddity#No one knows the lore except me I'll explain someday lol#For now it's just fun to be in Red Eyes! :D And the occasional Evil Time as well lol - all the overlaps!#I somehow accidentally made a like?? Cotton Candied Popcorn themed outfit for Eli for the first one lol that wasn't my intention#I mean it's cute I'm not about to fight it lol I'd love for my sonas to have other clothes inspired by each other haha#Eli's eyes are still quite fun to draw as well haha those bright pops of colour - Red Purple or Blue they're all so stark and shaped#Back to their classic feminine outfit good for them uwu#Silly lad#They're also still a scientist first and foremost - it's all chemicals there's gotta be a way to recreate it externally!#Local vampire scientist creates mood stabilizers more at 7 lol#I'm quite pleased with the three-red two-purple one-blue gradient as well hehe - the decay! :D I like it as a visual#Charm tiiime <3 <3 Happy Charm time in Evil Time! Usually better than bad mood Evil Time lol - at least for those around her#Still chaotic to be in it haha - but happy chaos is happy! Lol#Again more fun with eyes the light bounce in the one where she's holding the melt is so cute and looks so nice on my paper too <3#I had a silly comic idea for her for the next time I get into Red Eyes as well - if I remember lol#Big Love is hearts! It just makes sense#Also I am Really proud of the cleaning job I did on that last one lol - from original to this? Night and day ngl#Guess that goes to show how little cleaning I do on-page lol#For some I do! Others...#Still thinking up outfits - you can probably just make out ''Hero Charm'' in her hair lol trying to think around different themes#Something that could become something else! Add or subtract an element and it changes the ''meaning'' of the outfit#Kinda like her initial caped design that Kaiein rejected hmmm
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