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wi ha jun cries so well omg
#the midnight romance in hagwon#wi ha jun#wi ha joon#i cried with him in the last scene#but at the same time my head was just: damn he cries well; it doesn't feel like acting that's how good#same with jung ryeo won honestly#they're both such good actors#like so far it was her acting that mostly had me hooked to the show#but this ep omg. he's Good good
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My bg3 experience: a summary
#on a side note got the hug scene last night and cried like a baby I would do anything for him#genuinely can't stop thinking about it#baldur's gate 3#bg3#astarion
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Do you have any plan to make some kind of bonus chapter or oneshot about marcille's perspective in little creature? It's not like I'm asking you for it ofc!! it's just that i think it'll be interesting to read, and especially since you had those tags about marcille after her fight/outburst with falin and how you couldn't add it to the fic because the fic is from falin's perspective
Probably not about anything that happens during a little creature, but maybe something before or after? Sometimes I do like to do "the other character thinking back to events while doing stuff in a sequel" oneshot type thing, but we'll see how it shakes out!
#asks#a little creature#i will say#Marcille was firmly in denial and just Not Thinking About Her Feelings#the dinner scene was the first crack in her self delusion but it was still there#then the last chapter was it finally shattering as she saw Falin kissing someone else and experienced Elf Shrimp Emotions#just insane intensity furor and jealousy#she was about to fucking blow up#and then the confrontation happens and shes literally in shambles#cant think everything hurts#just barely scraping enough braincells to thank kiki inbetween enormous hiccups and sobs that shake her entire body#sees laios. slaps him. collapses into his arms sobbing and apologizing again#he cant actually understand what shes saying through the blubbering but hes doing his best to comfort her#to be perfectly honest im not 100% she even has the space to process 'i have feelings for falin' in full clarity#the 'why did seeing her kissing someone else make me feel like i wanted to die or kill someone' doesnt like... click#not until she gets over the mess of 'how could she say that to me didnt i do enough'#'didnt i love her enough does she care so little for me that she cant even bother to think about how i feel'#'does she care so little for me that she doesnt know that i would die for her i HAVE died for her and killed for her'#'how could she not know that she was nothing less than my whole reason for living for so long'#... i guess thats what shes blubbering at laios but it just comes out as like#'howcouldnbwhebwsbebwbendoesbdhemotbbwkowbblblbllvlbl'#snotting into laios's shirt#its ok. she'll be ok. like laios has to carry her back to her room because she latched on and didn't let go until she literally like#cried herself to exhaustion and passed out.#but she'll be okay. after maybe another day of moping she finally has her White Woman Moment of looking at herself in the mirror#and admitting that she's in love with falin and has been for a while
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Wei Wuxian + Crying
"Can someone tell me... what I'm supposed to do now?"
#the untamed#cql#theuntameddaily#here literally crying#well this post is very sad cuz it is wwx suffering and crying except in the last gif#where he is happy that his a-yuan is alive and that lwj has raised him#but from there the burial mounds was the one that broke my heart the most#gg why are you such a good actor!!?#i didn't put scenes of his madness in 'nighless city' cuz there were many and so i only put the one of him crying when lwj catches him#there are really many scenes where he was sad. 😭😭😭#my poor little baby#i put the quote cuz i think that every time something bad happened to him and he cried. he wondered what he would do next#to help others but at the same time he hurt himself too much with each new decision he made#until he finally ended his life#long gifset cw#blood cw#wei wuxian#xiao zhan#my gifs#mygifs.cql
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I just realized… itatori heights gap…. Beautiful…
Do they ever just do domestic dates or what
I LOVE HEIGHT GAPS <3
itachi and tori really like bad movie nights. it started as a team thing but while deidara loves saying mean things, he can only take so much bad art, so it turns into a mostly itachi and tori thing. they'll get take out (they are both mediocre cooks), rent a movie or two, and then just run their mouths for the whole thing.
#reborn au#tangential to this post but related to my last post where i asserted minato cries easily#he cries at like 40% of movies#they have a team movie night at his house and he cries overa very poorly acted break up scene#in an act of team solidarity team 4 immediately and simultaneously lose a lot of respect#contrast this to kushina laughing hysterically at the bad acting as she passes him tissues. minakushi movie nights are...... weird
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Hmmm. The songs I am listening to while writing the next chapter are. Certainly something.
(First one is time specific hehe)
#blue babbles#loopjuice#time’s arrow#y’all aren’t ready. I’ve already cried once writing the last scene#I’m not ready. beej certainly isn’t ready#sorry buddy I know it’s been great lately but uhhh. the sword of damacles still swings babe#lotta Jack Stauber. I need to cut back on him in playlists#BUT HES MY FAVORITE MUSIC ARTIST….#yeah there are centaurworld songs on most of my Beetlejuice playlists. especially the secret ones#googling what a certain type of neck wound looks like for this chapter has been. fun!#throat slits are surprisingly common wounds. I used to study forensics it’s astounding
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#reorganizing my bookshelves and got nostalgic about angel sanctuary. it has its issues and is super old but. Rosiel was my first 2d crush#in like middle school look how beautiful he is. i reread the series a couple years ago and idk honestly why he was my fave he is off his#rocker and i hate how he treated Katan 😭 i still cried in their last scene 'together' if you want to call it that 😭😭😭#also i guess he was my 2nd 2d crush actually because i def was crushing on Ryoko from tenchi muyo first#anyways look at my blorbo from 20 years ago. LOOK AT HIM 🙏💜#angel sanctuary#angel sanctuary rosiel
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[CN] Shaw's 2023 Birthday R&S
⚡ Warning: This post contains detailed spoilers for a R&S which hasn't released in EN yet!⚡
[Released Date: 16 June 2023]
[This content was translated with the help of Google translate and by my lovely friend XD]
✧[Chapter 1]✧
Shaw walked unhurriedly on the path on one side, and the earphone cable on his chest also dangled. It wasn't until a fork in the road appeared that he was finally willing to lift his eyelids and look left and right.
It was still the bat’s road on the left, two or three vehicles were parked there.
To the right, there was a gentle slope upward, and between the layers of trees, you can see a tombstone standing there, as well as two or three places where white smoke drifts out due to worship.
Since the burial of the old man, this is the second time he came here. Hardly a year has passed by but there were a lot more tombstones than before, and he couldn't even find where he was.
But Shaw wasn't in a hurry, he put his hands in his pockets, and walked east without hesitation. No matter how much this place changes, going to somewhere with the best Feng Shui never goes wrong.
[T/N]: Feng Shui is an ancient Chinese art of arranging buildings, objects, and space in an environment to achieve harmony and balance in a way that will bring peace and prosperity. Or in simple having luck with the environment!
So it didn't take long for Shaw to stand in front of the old man's tombstone without any problems. After staring at the photo that’s mosaicked in the middle, he reached out and pulled out the earphones.
“Hey, old man.”
“I can't believe I chose this photo, you're the one with the biggest smile.”
Shaw raised his hand to brush off the dead leaves from the tombstone, but just with few strokes, his hands were covered with a layer of black dust.
“.........”
After a few moments of silence, he squeezed his hand around his white cuff and wiped the dust off the tombstone bit by bit.
“Old man, you are too far from the city center. So don't blame me for not frequently visting, just swear some words upon the sky.”
As Shaw spoke, he suddenly narrowed his eyes and sneezed several times in succession.
“... Mine was pretty fast.”
“Then you relax yourself first, I haven’t finished reporting. When I’m finished reporting, you can criticise me all you want.”
At this time, the right cuff had become black from dust, so Shaw pinched his left cuff, and continued to wipe the dust.
“Originally, I wanted to wait until Ching Ming festival to gave you a grave sweep, although i don’t visit so often, certain rules still has to be followed”
[T/N]: 清明節 Ching Ming or Qingming festival means the Remembrance of Ancestors Day or Grave-Sweeping Day takes place on the 15th day after the Spring Equinox.
“But I’ll be busy with some school stuff at that time, so I came early,”
“As for the antiques...everything is fine, except that your business has been reduced a lot without you.”
“You also know that I don't like making trouble, so I'll try my best not to lose money for you. Oh, and there's one more thing— —
“I accidentally broke a cup of yours some time ago. Fortunately, it was only from the Qing Dynasty. In addition, it was repaired in time, so the loss is not big. I just feel sorry for your old age, so I will pay you more.”
Shaw lifted the plastic bag that he brought all the way here and shook it in front of the tombstone. After shaking it, he took out a still warm roast chicken, three or two fruits and a handful of original melon seeds from it.
Then, he glanced at the bottle of sake left in the bag, and raised the corners of his lips slightly.
“Remember it all, all of them are your favorites.”
After pouring the sake into a small glass, he finally straightened up and fell into complete silence, and without his voice, the place was even quieter, with only a string of heavy metal sounds slipping out of the headphones which were half-dangling out of his pocket.
“.......”
“It's all me talking, so it's boring.”
When Shaw raised his foot and was about to leave, he suddenly thought of something and took out a few copper coins from his pocket.
“Old man, you say I can do divination, can you tell me what you want to say to me through divination?”
Jingle—
The coins were thrown up and scattered on the ground, Shaw bent down and looked at them, and laughed.
“It's amazing, it seems to be there.”
He said, glanced at the sake cup that was only 70% full, and then picked up the sake bottle to fill it.
“Okay, I'll fill you up, but don't be too greedy. I'm really leaving this time, and I'll come see you when I have time.”
After Shaw finished speaking, he left without looking back. Only the small sake bottle was left, and the sake made silent waves with the wind.
On the way back, the sky was gloomy, and Shaw was still walking slowly when, a lingering smoke of plant ash floated behind him, and an old lady who seemed to have just finished sweeping the grave hurriedly rushed ahead of him.
“Young man, hurry up, it's going to rain heavily.”
Shaw took a look at the sky, and then kicked a stone on the side of the road.
"What a stupid rain."
✧[Chapter 2]✧
After returning to the antique shop, the dust on the cuffs had condensed into a ball.
Shaw didn't take off his coat, he directly took out a dust pan and broom from a corner of the backyard. Originally, he hadn't planned to clean it today, but the layers of dirt accumulated during the tomb sweeping made him realize that it hadn't been cleaned for a long time.
But when Shaw stood in front of the secret room with the broom, he never pressed the switch.
Since the old man left, he almost never went in there again. Even if he wanted to get some necessary things, he would just quickly go in and come out immediately, without any extra stops.
He couldn't say why he didn't want to go there, but he didn't want to "get to the bottom of it". He always felt that once he did so, a lot of troublesome emotions would come up.
So at last he turned and left, and went back to the door.
“Forget it, let's talk about it another day. You can't finish so many things in half a day.”
He began to sweep and drag the chair, and the harsh sound made from time to time made the parrot in the cage jump up and down as if startled.
Shaw stopped moving again and pinned the broom to the ground, “What, are you going to give your cage a big cleaning too?”
Seeing that the parrot continued to flutter its wings, he silently picked up the water basin on the side and walked towards the door.
“Okay, your voice is really precious, I've been raising you for four or five years, and I haven't seen you say a few words.”
After speaking, he lifted the water basin and poured towards outside, "Hey, what a coincidence, I bet you brat purpousefully poured it towards me!"
The old man just stepped into the antique stop and almost got splashed by water, his feet were shivering on the dry floor like an electric shock.
Seeing this, Shaw just shrugged his shoulders, picked up the mop and started mopping the floor, “You also said it's a coincidence, don't touch the porcelain”
“……Come on, I'm too old to argue with a kid like you.”
Old Yan put his hands behind his back and began to look at the "renewed" antique shop, with a puffing sound coming from his mouth.
“I was just next door when I heard your bells ringing, so you were giving it a cleaning .”
“Could it be that you have been enlightened by the Buddha's light, and you are finally willing to take care of this antique shop for your master and inherit the mantle?”
“........”
“Out of the way.”
Seeing that the broom almost reached his front foot, Old Yan immediately step back, Shaw slightly opened his mouth again. “Move to the left, there’s a treasure on the right.”
Old Yan subconsciously put his foot on brakes, and when he looked back, his face turned pale.
“This, the authentic work of Huang Tingjian, you put it here?”
“It's been raining for a while, and it's hard to come across a dry, cloudy day, so I took it out to dry.”
Old Yan's body went rigid, as if he hadn't recovered from the fright just now, “Anyway, put it in a safe place, I was almost knocked down by it just now!”
Shaw remained expressionless, silently putting down the mop in his hand.
“Old Yan. When it was first discovered, it didn't know that it would last for a hundred years or that it would be trapped in a wooden box by future generations.
“It's not too much to let it out once in a while to feel the breeze, right?”
Old Yan was stunned for a moment, his eyes even showed a few moments of longing, and then turned away.
“...... Why do you always come and then disappear?”
Old Yan didn't turn around, the afterglow quietly fell on his back.
“I won't be coming back today.”
…. It’s almost an year, how come today thinking about the scenery of my master enjoying chatting with these precious antiques comes to mind.
And then, there was only a sigh left at the corner.
The antique store was empty again, and the parrot was quiet.
Shaw didn't clean up any more, just leaned casually to one side, looked at the calligraphy and painting quietly for a long time, and then raised the corners of his lips.
“Surely you miss him too?”
“It's so awkward.”
Shaw shrugged, pretending to be indifferent, and when he was about to continue mopping the floor, a black shadow broke into the corner of his eye and stood at the door of the store.
He turned his head and saw the black letter 5 with a slightly raised tail engraved on the man's earphone.
✧[Chapter 3]✧
At dawn, Shaw walked quickly in the forest, dragging his bleeding left leg.
“This time the "extra money" was harder to earn than imagined, but fortunately the things have been successfully obtained, and the rest is to extort more "loss fees" from BS.”
As he was thinking, his vision suddenly blurred, causing him to run and hold onto a tree trunk and look down at the wound.
Even wearing black pants, you can still see that the place cut by the blade is bloody, surrounded by a network of broken fabric on the top, oozing black and blue blood.
“.......”
It seems that the tip of the knife seems to be poisoned.
He frowned and quickened his pace, walking towards the exit not far away. But the weird thing was, it’s clearly located in front by less than a metre, but he’s like stuck in cycles, spinning around in the same spot.
It wasn't until the third attempt that Shaw finally stopped beside the tree trunk he had carved a mark on.
“Tsk, do you really think these tricks can work on me?” Shaw gritted his teeth and complained, then simply closed his eyes.
How treacherous is the illusion?
And there was no escape from the four-element, eight-diagram array.
The next second, the off by hard memorised Eight Front Strategy taught by that old man, spread out from a circle supported by two legs in his heart. But as soon as he stepped on the “kun word”, a dazzling light wrapped him up.
He opened his eyes slightly, and found that the source of the light was actually coming from the dragonfly eye worn on his chest.
Shaw took off the chain in surprise and twisted it, but before he could continue looking, that dazzling light burst out again, completely engulfing his sight.
When he opened his eyes again, it was completely black.
“.......”
Shaw subconsciously stretched out his hand, but before his arm was straightened, his palm first met a rough and hard touch, like a pitted stone wall.
Just now it was an open forest, how did it become like this in the blink of an eye? He frowned and took out his phone to turn on the flashlight mode, the moment it illuminated, the surrounding environment was completely out of his expectation.
He was in a closed and narrow "passage", the rocks above his head could be touched by his feet, and the air was thin, with a cold, damp stench.
It was as if this place had never seen the light of the day.
“What's going on?”
Shaw endured the pain and walked a few steps, until he encountered a fork in the road, he turned his head sideways and looked in the two places.
Under the sweeping light of the flashlight, he saw some pottery and ironware on the ground, and a set of chime clocks were displayed in the distance, arranged in order from small to large at the bottom of the wall.
At this moment he felt something was wrong. After all, he grew up on West Moon Street, and he was surrounded by the old man every day. Even if he hasn't experienced it himself, he can probably tell that this was the place where the ancients lived in the legend.
“........”
How come when this thing lights up, he comes here?
He stared at the Dragonfly's Eye in his hand for a while, puzzled. But he didn't see anything unusual. His intuition told him that there must be a hidden secret. That's why the old man never explained it, but only entrusted him to take good care of it….
Just as he was thinking, a benevolent voice came from the storage room, Shaw immediately came back to his senses, and walked with light footsteps. And when he walked to the entrance of the side room, he saw an old-fashioned flashlight lying on the ground, looking along the bright light, a young man in a crumpled Chinese tunic, whose leg was firmly pressed by a broken stone slab.
Shaw didn't move for a while, just watched this strange young man scrambling back and forth on the ground, sweating profusely and grinning.
When he finally pulled his foot out of the gap, he stood up half-heartedly, looked up and saw Shaw standing at the door, and almost fell to the ground again in fright.
“You, who are you?”
✧[Chapter 4]✧
Before the words fell, Shaw's flashlight was directed on the young man's face.
“You don't care who I am. You've got a lot of nerve, what kind of society is this, and you still dare to put yourself in danger?”
While the young man was blinded by the light, Shaw frowned.
He always thought this square-faced man looked a bit familiar.
But in the next second, the young man blocked the dazzling light with his hand. Seeing that he didn't reply for a long time, Shaw moved the flashlight to his hand again, and shook it lightly.
“Don't play dumb, this jade bead is the treasure you want to take away, right?”
“How about this, give you a chance to redeem your sins, you give it to me, and I'll handed it in for you.”
The young man immediately put the round white jade beads behind his back, his face full of indignation.
“You, what do you think of me? I was going to hand it over to the museum. This is a stone bone white jade, which belongs to our cultural product of the Western Han Dynasty. It is impossible to hand it over to someone with unknown origin like you!”
"You don't look like a good person with that hair color of yours, maybe you are with that group of foreign thieves!"
Shaw was listening and ran a hand over his blue purplish hair.
“Okay, not just a reckless man, but also quite knowledgeable, but you are wrong about one thing, this is not the Western Han Dynasty, but also the Ming Dynasty.”
As Shaw said, he shone the flashlight on the heavy wooden box behind the young man.
“This is lime sand made by mixing lime, glutinous rice, and sand. No one would do this before the Ming Dynasty.”
The young man froze for a moment, leaned over to take a look, and when he turned his head, the vigilance in his eyes was replaced with curiosity.
“....Where did you learn this from?”
"You wouldn't believe it if I told you, how about it? Want to give it to me?"
Seeing Shaw taking a step forward threateningly, although the young man was afraid, he still firmly guarded the jade bead in his hand, as if he would rather smash the jade than give it up
“I'm not going to hand it over to you no matter what you say.”
“It has been sealed for centuries, and I will not allow its future fate to remain in the hands of wealthy merchants.”
“It should be seen by the world, it is history, it is culture!”
“Not synonymous with money!”
The young man's cheeks were red, and his voice became more and more subdued, as a resy Shaw couldn't hold back his laughter.
“I finally remembered who you look like, your accent, tone of voice, and a face that couldn't be more square .......”
“Just like the old man.”
Shaw scannedthe young man up and down while speaking, “It's okay for you to play retro style, no problem, but it does’nt suit that face of yours, too old looking, I advise you to put that big head down......”
Before he could finish the sentence, a dazzling ray of light flashed on his chest again.
It's the dragonfly eye.
“This is the Warring States glazed dragonfly eye, why do you have it?! I clearly —”
Shaw couldn't hear anything, the shining white light completely enveloping him.
✧[Chapter 5]✧
In the following week, Shaw searched all over the antique shop, but he couldn't find any information about the Dragonfly Eye.
After a long silence, he finally raised his hand and pressed the switch on the back of the antique shelf, and entered the secret room. With the kerosene lamp in his hand, he stared in silence at everything before him - an ancient book lined up on a wooden table at the end, a magnifying glass at the foot of the page, and a sperm tilted against the door.
There are "traces" left by the old man from the last time everywhere.
That's why he doesn't like to come to this place.
He didn't know whether to tidy up the messy secret room or keep it as it was.
He always feels that once these are returned to their original places, time will take advantage of them and erase all the traces left on them. So when Shaw searched, he deliberately avoided touching these things.
The kerosene lamps began to fade but he still found nothing. The only accidental discovery was a dusty wooden box dragged out from the bottom shelf of the ancient shelf-
It contains a red hardcover photo album, and some fragmentary objects.
Shaw didn't think twice and opened the first page.
What caught his eyes were four black and white group photos, each photo has seven or eight young people in Chinese tunic suits smiling shyly.
In the next second, Shaw's fingertips holding the album tightened a little bit.The person standing on the far right of the photo was a young man with curly hair and a square face.
“.........”
He subconsciously held his breath.
Obviously the guess was right, but he was still stunned, he continued to flip the pages in a daze.
There weren't many photos of this man, but you can tell that he has slowly changed over time - he has become a little fatter, his face has more wrinkles, and his hair has turned gray. In the end, it became the most familiar appearance to him.
“……..”
When everything was irrefutable, Shaw couldn't help but smile, only the undetectable regret remained in his eyes.
“....Old man, you are very interesting. Hiding so many secrets from me...But it's okay, just leave it as a mystery for me to solve by myself.”
“Sooner or later, I will know whether that person was my hallucination, or I really met you.”
When he put the photo album back, he found an old notebook underneath.
“There are a lot of things.”
He flipped through a few pages, which contained the old man's notes on studying antiquities when he was young, and some essays—
“History is not as old as you imagined, as long as you see it, touch it ...... Naturally, you’ll become a part of history.”
[T/N]: Please take note of this line and don’t forget it, cuz it holds a special meaning behind it and play a big role in his bday date which will also be explained later ;)
Seeing this, Shaw inadvertently looked at the ancient books, calligraphy and paintings in front of him. For some reason, these things that he has been accustomed to since he was a child, seem to have undergone different changes at this moment.
It seems that through these, we can see the past and see the freshness of the past.
Thinking of this, he raised his hand and placed it on one of the ancient books.
Has he become a part of history? To be honest, he has doubts, but there was nothing he could do about it.
Because the only person he can ask has become “history”.
✧[Chapter 6]✧
The time has come for the summer solstice, and the cicadas are chirping even more.
He patted the dust on his hands before picking up his phone and glancing at it - [Speedy Skateboard Shop] Dear member, happy birthday! Coupons have been added to your account, welcome to shop! Remember to subscribe back.
Shaw didn't even think about going back, and walked straight into the shop. It's been more than a year and a half now, and it's time to come to the store to make an account. Even if he doesn't bother to take care of the business, some basic things still have to be done.
But when he took out the calculator from the drawer, he found that there were stickers on the bottom of a business card.
He tore it off casually, and found that it was not only crumpled, but also had many cake patterns printed on it, one of which was the peach cake.
When Shaw saw this, he couldn't help laughing.
“Old man, aren't you hinting at something again?”
However, the only answer to him was a beep.
But Shaw didn't mind, and laughed even more.
“Okay, I've been eating it for so many years, and I would feel uncomfortable if I suddenly stopped this year.” He picked up the landline beside him and dialed the number from the business card to see if he could buy it.
After a while, the phone was connected by an aunt with a northern accent, ”Master Hua, why did you call this year? Don't you usually order it a few days ago? But it's okay, the birthday cake has been reserved for you.”
“What do you say, when will you come to pick it up? I'm off work soon.”
Shaw held the phone tightly, “Now”
She seemed to realize that it wasn't Master Hua's voice, and the other party was taken aback for a moment, “Oh, it's not Master Hua? Then will you help him get the cake from here? Or would he be getting it himself?”
“........”
"He's not coming, I'll get it myself."
The time Shaw finished taking the cake and returned to the antique shop, it was already dark…
Without saying anything, he cut a piece of longevity peach cake and put it on a plate, and ate it quietly. But yes, what can change dramatically in the past year?
Shaw paused for a moment while eating the cake, and there was a glimmer of darkness in his eyes.
He couldn't say that, except for this cake, there were quite a lot of changes.
“Stinky boy! Stinky boy!”
At this moment, it was as if a stone had hit the calm lake. Shaw straightened up suddenly, and looked at the parrot who had finally opened its mouth. It was obviously still dark on the street, but time seemed to be turning backwards, and the bustling noises of the daytime could be heard next to his ears— —
“Old man, can you stop nagging me? This chicken is learning to talk, I don't want another bird to scold me.”
“Brat, if you were less of a troublemaker, could I say that?”
“...stinky old man,”
“Well, you brat!”
When this past incident came to Shaw's mind, he couldn't help laughing, not even noticing the cream on the corner of his mouth.
He continued to fork a piece of yellow peach and put it in his mouth,
“Old man, what did I say? You can't say everything out loud.”
“The bird always learn the bad, not the good.”
The night was quiet again, and the parrot also lowered its head and combed its feathers,
Shaw looked at the empty antique shop, picked up a candle and stuck it in the cake.
After lighting, the warm light of the candle reflected on Shaw's face, the youthful nostalgia and resignation were reflecting out.
“......Old man.”
“All these years, I haven't been very filial to you, I happened to turn 18 this year, so let's set an example.”
“To be your good disciple for once.”
“Your antique store, the treasures you receive with love, the "history" you cherish”
“I'll take care of it for you.”
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#please read this with a pinch of salt and I suggest you to prepare lots of tissues 😭#this r&s takes place when he just turned 18#and there's a hell lot of information about his master and a little bit of the dragonfly necklace —#honestly this r&s nearly made me teared up when I find out how he was trying to keep himself in one piece after losing his master😭#and that last scene nearly break me in hysterical cries🤧#you guys honestly don't know how much I wanted to pull him in a hug and tell him that it's alright 🥺#mlqc spoilers#mlqc cn#mlqc shaw#mlqc ling xiao#mlqc translations#mr love queen's choice#mlqc#love and producer
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ok movie thoughts time
#letting it marinate for a night really did wonders.i can actually string words together now#THE SOUND DESIGNDHDURJRFJRJHSJDKGRIIDJFKKSJDKFK DELCOOUS FUCKING DELICIOUS#THE SQEAKS OF THE SHOES THE IMPACT OF THE VOLLEYBALL OM THE FLOOR THE DROPS OF SWEAT EVERYTHING GGGGGGGGGG#FUCKKNG GORGEOUS MUSIC AS ALWAYS I FUCKING CRI ED BC IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL#BRO THE STAY INTERSTING SCENE!?!??@@?!?@?@?@??!?!?!?!! I JUMPED INBMY SEAT#THE WAY EVERYTHING HUST GOES SILENT!!?!!?@??!?!?!?!?!!!!! IT SENT CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE HOLY Y#KENMAS FACE THE WAY HINATA JUMPS BACK BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#sidenote im going to devour the kenhina tag on ao3#BRORBORBRJFJGJGNDKDBFKS THE CAGE SCENERE#AND WHNE HE BREAKS OUT OFBTHE CAGE THE FLURRY OF FEATHERS THE BARS GIVING OUT#BROOOOOO KUROOS LAUGH MADE ME SO GIDDYYY THANK GOD FOR THE DARK THEATRE I PRONABLY LOOKED LIKE A FOOL#THE WAY HIS WHOLE BODY SHAKES. LAUGHING WITH HIS WHOLE BEING IM AIDJFHSJDKDK#I LOVE LOVE LOVED TINY KUROKEN SCENES!!!!!!!! FJFFFJHDKSKFK KUROO TINY BOUNCE AWAY FROM SUCCESSFULLY BUMPING THE BALL HAHSHEHEHFHDJJ THE#ENTIRE THEATRE STARTED LAUGHING IT WAS SO SO SO OOVELY#GOOOOOOOOOOOD TSUKKIS SMILE LIGHTING UP THE WORLD#THE TSUKKIYAMA SCENE!?!??@?@??!?!!! FUCKING CHOKED. HOLY SHIT. IT WAS BEAUTIFULLL#THE BICKERING WHEN BOTH SIDES ARE ALRESDY FUCKING EXHAUSTED. HILARIOUS WONDERFUL AMAZING FINALLY HEARING IT#the tiny bokuaka commentary sprinkled within ;w; BOKUTO BEING OMGG LOOK AT OUR TSUKKI#ive read the manga i know this happens i just was still not prepared bc its so different WHEN THERES MUSIC AND VOICES AND ITS JUST U IN A#THEATRE WITH ONE OF THE GREATEST PIECES OF MEDIA YOUVE EVER CONSUMED#WAS FUCKING LAUGHING AT LEV DOING PUSHUOS W YAKU SITTING ON TOP OF HIM LLOL#ALSO NOYAS EXCITED HUG HE GIVES HINA HANSNFIDJ HAIR RUFFLES#BOTH SIDES HAVING THE TIME OF THEIR LIFE BEING LIKE BRO WHY ARE U SO COOL?!?!??@?@?!!! BRO EHY ARE Y O U SO FREAKING COOL#THAT FINAL FINAL BIT#before kenma goes to set the ball...the pan around the gym. the flash back to the training round....WAS FUCKING SOBBBINGG#WWWHNE THEY WHENE THEYR SHAKING HANDS WHENB THE MATCH IS VOER AND THEYRE ALL EXHAUSTED#LYING THERE CALM QUIET TIRED OUT FOT HEIR MINDS IM GOGIFJBDJSJDKF#broooo i wish the movie could have lasted for7 whole days it was over so quickly;w;#phenomenal. it was absolutely phenomenal insane gorgeous i need to see it again#need to commit every second to memory i need to stop blinking i csnnot miss even a single millisecond of it
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Replayed Modern Warfare 3 2011 on Veteran tonight and goooooooood night. Blood Brothers never gets any easier to watch no matter how many times you've done it and the ending really never misses huh
I apologize for the amount of yapping in the tags I reread it all on mobile and started giggling because it went on for so long but eh. Blessed are those who won't shut the freak up and all that
#call of duty#modern warfare 3 2011#i just. wow. wow wow wow wow wow#i've played these three games so many times over the last several years and i just.#they literally. never get old.#loose ends and blood brothers will never not make me cry and endgame and dust to dust will never not make me smile so hard#ending it with price smoking the cigar like he did in the first mission in the first game wHEN HE FIRST MET SOAP JUST UGHHHHHH.#i know y'all don't care but i don't care that y'all don't care i could literally yap about this until i shrivel up and die#i have never ever ever in my LIFE seen poetic justice played out so beautifully like it is at the very end#JUST. WOW. WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW. WOW WOW. WOW#they do not frickin make games like that anymore DADGUM#i also forgot how frickin sad down the rabbit hole is?? like jeez louise they didn't have much screen time but gosh#i also have never in my life heard such gut-wrenching anguish from a grown man in my life like price in that one scene#I KNOW Y'ALL KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT THAT MAN MAKES ME FULL ON S O B IN THAT PART HE HAD NO BUSINESS#anyway i'll keep cutely living in denial and pretending literally any of the main characters besides price and nikolai are fine <3#foley and dunn and their team seemed just fine at the end of modern warfare 2 so i will accept that small mercy#at this point these games have taken everything else i love away from me so#y'all probably think i'm wild for how insane i get over these games but the nostalgia bit is a big part of it as well#like they're honestly in my opinion genuinely the greatest video games of all time#but the fact that i have that connection with my dad makes it so special#crazy cause he said he also cried in blood brothers and my dad is 54 and i have seen him cry one (1) other time in my entire life#heck infinity ward but also bless them i hope the devs live long beautiful wonderful prosperous delightful exciting fulfilling lives#Lord bless them and their entire bloodline for the contributions they have made to humanity not even joking#AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE FREAKING SOUNDTRACKS DO NOT GO THERE OAUSYDJAKAKDN#MW2 AND MW3 CREDITS. EXTRACTION POINT. COUP DE GRACE. RETREAT AND REVEILLE. CONTINGENCY. PARIS SIEGE. PRAGUE HOSTILITIES. RUSSIAN WARFARE.#UGHHHHHHHGHHHH everything about these games is so unbelievably perfect and immaculate#i have got to get over my art block NOWWWWWWWWWW#makarov is also the best villain i've ever seen idc bro he's frickin awesome#i mean obviously he's horrible and a disgustingly evil human being but as a character he's stupidly well-written
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Six Feet Under season 3 episode 4 “Nobody Sleeps” single-handedly responsible for me bawling my eyes out over its representation of queer love and grief and community. the lighting of the eulogy being deliberately colorful, contrasted against shots of Nate and David in more drab and dreary lighting……….the love, the emotion, the pure healing power of the man with the enlarged heart making sure that his lover was the last thing he ever looked at…….a gay man dying surrounded by friends, all together and having such a joyful and easy time, just happy to be there with one another………..oh it truly makes me unwell. I feel nauseous. how do I make this my reality.
#six feet under#was not a huge fan of season 2 but oh……..season 3 has been lovely so far#it’s so good to see ruth with a friend !!!! to see her so happy and full of joy!!!!!!#and I like that they seem to be doing a bit of damage control for Keith’s character after season 2#and maybe it’s because I just don’t get it and I know he went through a LOT of stressful shit in season 2 but. seeing him so aggressive and#uncaring felt like such whiplash after how he was in season 1#and there were obviously reasons for him to be angry and everything but a lot of the time it felt a lot like just. the aggressive violent#angry black man stereotype. I’m glad they’re allowing him to work through his shit finally cause like. season 1 Keith would have NEVER#treated David or anyone else like that.#like the scene where David came home and cried to him about wanting to last and Keith going ‘’okay’’ and just holding him in arms…….THAT’s#Keith. like he should be allowed to have his anger of course after everything that’s happened but I’m so so so glad they’re giving him back#that piece of his character that’s so loving and aware of himself and there.#this show………..sigh 🙏
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RESCUING JULIUS.
#this whole scene was so cool. i cried like a lot#god eater#god eater 2#god eater 2 rage burst#ge2#gamingedit#videogameedit#vgedit#dailygaming#gameplaydaily#gamingnetwork#he suffered for so long all alone....all to protect his friends........#suffering w the aragami....suffering w rachel....but this time his friends saved HIM!#my desperation to get in there and save julius for the last hour or so of game was so intense djkhglsdf#body horror /#julius visconti#rue
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Btw feel free to use any concepts I make as writing prompts/material for ur own fanfics
#art deserves to be shared#whats mine is yours brother#Especially that saiki k fanfic becuz I had a really good story idea for it but my aass is too lazy to write#Im lying my idea of a story was actually one scene idea inspired by the silent voice suicide scene#To expand on it I had an idea where Saikis limiters began to stop working and his bro gave him an esitmate of 30 days before they completel#cut out and stopped working#But he didn't want to be a psychic again and so he decided that in 30 days he would khs and for every single one of those 30 days he would#do something he always wanted to do as a normal person#During this time he began to apperciate his friends but also become more a more depressed because despite him hating being a psychic he#couldn't live without being one and so he gets really bad mentally and physically.#But he also begins to apperciate life. And his friends notice thisbut he pushes them away. It all comes to a stop where on the last day it'#A firework festival which is something he always wanted to enjoy but couldn't due to him only being able to hear everybodys thoughts due to#the crowding of those places. Anyways he decides to khs and as the fireworks go off and he steps over the balcony and is leaning on the edg#He questions why he's doing this#and why does he want to kill himself so badly#These past weeks haven't been all that bad#Does he really hate being a psychic that much?#Or does he really just hate living?#He then cries in the first time for a long#But then his friends comes up and in surprise he lets go of the railing and falls#U can decide where it goes from there#Make me cry
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finally got to episode one season two of prime defenders! my thoughts so far ^^ :
dakota :(
mallard >:((
#dandy blogg#jrwi spoilers#jrwi prime defenders#god i hate mallard so muchhhhh it’s not even funny#and also the way grizz is playing dakota so far straight up made me cry my poor baby boy#they all deserve the world#dakota on the edge of a panic attack for like the entire first episode#the way william and vyncent didn’t question him about it that much and even reamed out a spirit of chaos for being too loud#and mostly just tried to support dakota even if they didn’t understand what was going on like. fuck dude#dnd podcast got hands#william has always given me mom friend vibes ngl#anyway i’m loving the atmosphere of season two so far and i love the tone it’s set with the first episode#and the difference between william now and william then feels palpable which is impressive so kudos to charlie#can’t wait for him to undergo even more trauma ^^ <- literally cried about the trauma he already has last night#that scene with dakota actually sharing his feelings candidly and very upfront for once even tho he clearly struggles with articulating#and processing his thoughts and feelings about stuff but wanting to try for his friends because honesty is important to him#the way they’re playing all their characters is absolutely devastating and i’m ONLY ON THE FIRST EPISODE#i think season two is going to crush me dude ngl. can’t wait lmao
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Watched 20th Century girl again RUCK IKM A MESS RN STOPPP
#mari!rants 🤍#IM HURT#FUCK NOOOO#LIKE WHY!?!#I cried when Yeondoo found out#when bora said she didn’t like him and he dropped the letter#THE TRAIN STATION SCENE#and the last scene I HATE THIS SM
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#no wait listen to me. listen to me#im south asian. my grandparents were muslim. my great aunt and uncle and their children and my parents siblings are all muslim#my parents aren't. they raised us without any religion. without even our national cultural ceremonies tied to islam#dont let yourself believe for a fucking second that has nothing to do 9/11 happening two years before i was born. two years before we moved#im south asian. my dad's first name is mohammed. when we catch a flight we get to the airport two hours earlier-#to account for the time it'll take my dad to be 'routinely stopped and searched' by airport security#routinely is right lmfao. it happens every time we fly#last time i was on an american airlines flight our checked luggage ended up across the continent and took two days to get to us#(my 12yo cousin gifted us an alarm clock that made an ominous ticking noise and we couldn't shut it the fuck up-#the luggage was labeled mohammed and coming from south asia. my sibling jokes it's a wonder we got it back)#im canadian. i cried my ass off to cfa tonight bc of how touching the story of a small town coming together to help a group of strangers is#(can't help thinking that never would've happened in a bigger city? but thereby lies another tale)#and god normally i hate 9/11 stories bc it feels like two sides of my identity being pitted against each other and it makes me so uncomfy#like as a canadian i should be sympathetic towards the states and at the same time im viscerally aware of the lasting prejudiced impacts#but cfa did it so beautifully#will never get over the 'thorough search' scene. 'you will never understand'.#the lump in my throat i get every time I watch my normally distinguished and tough and coolheaded father be pushed through airport security#how resigned he is to it. how he tries to stay dignified. how scared my mom gets every time. how rough they are with him#when he usually commands respect#and yet also the pride and the lump in my throat i got today knowing it was a little canadian town that made a difference#sigh enough out of me i just have a lot of feelings#come from away#team screams
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