#i could write an essay abt this i think. abt these 9 seconds. it's the two lil kisses she gives him at the end that kill me and make my sou

[mocksfate]

#old people in love 😌

[bookworm-1196]

Part 4 of my yearly wrap up : my top 20 favorite songs of the year (compared with my top 20 most listened to songs of the year)

Top 20 most listened to songs :

1. Guilty as sin? by Taylor Swift (in the 0.1% listeners this year, will brag about this until the day I die)

2. I Can Do It With A Broken Heart by Taylor Swift (as an academic validation girlie I can relate)

3. HOT TO GO! by Chappell Roan - my comfort song the second half of this year. No matter how sad or awful I felt I’d press play on HOT TO GO! and all my troubles melted away for a little while.

4. Obsessed by Olivia Rodrigo

5. All-American bitch by Olivia Rodrigo

6. imgonnagetyouback by Taylor Swift - there is something so enemies to lovers (to enemies to lovers) about this song and I love it. Sister song to Dress which I also love

7. Good Luck Babe! by Chappell Roan - my dad skipped this song in the car while I was choosing the music and I put it back on and proceeded to explain why Chappell Roan was one of the main pop icons of this year. Didn’t want to call her Joan of Arc red carpet look “hot” bc my parents think I’m straight so I hesitated and said it was “…impressive” which sounds just as gay but oh well

8. Espresso by Sabrina Carpenter - I love Short n Sweet so much

9. bad idea right? by Olivia Rodrigo - I had a crush on a girl who didn’t like me back and kept pining after her even after I knew that, self-explanatory.

10. The Alchemy by Taylor Swift - this year was really the year of TTPD Chappell GUTS and Short n Sweet for me

11. Pink Pony Club by Chappell Roan - listened to this song on repeat bc I moved away from my parents house in August for university and listened to Pink Pony Club nearly every day in September. Surprised it wasn’t in my top 5 or my top 10

12. Taste by Sabrina Carpenter - iconic music video

13. love is embarrassing by Olivia Rodrigo - same thing with the crush I had until August. Love IS embarrassing (I think I’m aro and I’m also a hopeless romantic but the point still stands)

14. the boy is mine by Ariana Grande - for someone who is neither really into boys OR a die-hard Ariana Grande stan I sure did love listening to this song (when I was in elementary school I was obsessed with Just A Little Bit Of Your Heart and based off of JUST that one song I put up an Ariana Grande poster in my room)

15. The Black Dog by Taylor Swift - one of her best songs about heartbreak prove me wrong

16. Please Please Please by Sabrina Carpenter - iconic music video

17. So American by Olivia Rodrigo - I could write an essay about this song and how the title links it to all-American bitch bc in the first track she’s having a female rage moment abt societal standards and how she feels she’ll never be able to comply to all of them and be “all-American” which is a way of saying she can’t be perfect but in this song the guy (Louis Partridge) says she’s “so American” aka to him she’s perfect to him.

18. Red Wine Supernova by Chappell Roan - so fun even if I can’t relate

19. Gorgeous by Taylor Swift - was my top song of 2023 because I started crushing on my friend to the sound of this song playing in my headphones on the bus home. Will forever hold this song close to my heart because of it

20. Close To You by Gracie Abrams - my sister introduced me to Gracie and I’m not a die-hard fan but I like some of her songs. This is my favorite song of hers along with Risk

Now for my top 20 favorite songs of the year :

1. Guilty as sin? by Taylor Swift - “I choose you and me, religiously” iconic line. Taylor Swift the songwriter and poet that you are!! My friends judged me so hard when I said she was my top artist of the year but that’s just bc they don’t get it

2. I Can Do It With A Broken Heart by Taylor Swift

3. Pink Pony Club by Chappell Roan

4. But Daddy I Love Him by Taylor Swift - instant favorite from TTPD

5. Down Bad by Taylor Swift - I was down bad most of the year and when I saw the track list I claimed this as my song and it’s not my ultimate favorite but I still love it so much

6. HOT TO GO! by Chappell Roan - would love to see Chappell play it live and am willing to fight everyone in France to make it happen (I’m not just randomly saying that I live in France)

7. Obsessed by Olivia Rodrigo - incredible song I love it

8. Juno by Sabrina Carpenter - my favorite song from Short n Sweet and ranked 26th in my most listened to songs (that feels wrong). I claimed this one as my favorite when I saw the track list bc Greek mythology (my sister picked Lie To Girls) and was not disappointed.

9. My Kink Is Karma by Chappell Roan - number 28 in my most listened to songs which feels wrong bc I listen to it all the time. Love petty angry songs written by badass women

10. imgonnagetyouback by Taylor Swift

11. love is embarrassing by Olivia Rodrigo

12. teenage dream by Olivia Rodrigo - I used to listen to GUTS all the time when coming home from school and the standard edition was just the right length so that teenage dream would play right as I neared my apartment. Did I mention I related to Down Bad and ICDIWABH a lot this year? teenage dream too. The bridge feels like getting stabbed in the heart. Hearing it live at the GUTS Tour (and just going to the GUTS Tour in general) felt so cathartic

13. Clean by Taylor Swift - listened to this song a lot while getting over my crush that might not have been a crush since I might be aro

14. The Prophecy by Taylor Swift - as a hopeless romantic who has no romantic prospects this is entirely too relatable

15. Lost The Breakup by Maisie Peters - had a big Maisie Peters phase at the start of the year, was glad to hear that she got to open for Taylor in London. I wouldn’t say she’s one of my favorite singers but I liked The Good Witch and I’m excited for when she releases MP3!

16. Casual by Chappell Roan - everyone loves this song for good reason. It’s incredible. The music video is so amazing too! It feels like an entire movie

17. ballad of a homeschooled girl by Olivia Rodrigo - very relatable

18. The Alchemy by Taylor Swift - I love songs about love that feel epic and all-encompassing and universe-altering like this one

19. the boy is mine by Ariana Grande - for some reason I really really love this song even though I’ve never actually wanted a boy to be mine this way

20. Espresso by Sabrina Carpenter - iconic

[deathless--aphrodite]

tagged by @sixofsol ty ly bb 😙

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

45!

2. What is your AO3 word count? 252,227.... geez

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Atm just pynch, but other than that i've written multiple fics for the magnus archives and the dragon age games!

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

my bones into your bones - trc, pynch, 631

if we climb high enough - trc, pynch, 558

that hour of the party - trc, pynch, 456 (this one surprised me!)

see you, be seen - trc, pynch, 453

licking honey off a thorn - trc, pynch, 432

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

yes i am somewhat renowned for answering comments like seconds after they're posted bc i crippling addiction to my emails

6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

god i don't know if any of my fics could be said to have angsty endings - maybe too late to be late? it's set in between s1 and s2 of tma, is why, lmao

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

all of them are pretty happy but i'm gonna say if we climb high enough!

8. Do you get hate on fics?

not so far!

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

yes but apparently it's always more feelings-based than porn based. i wanna write some weird shit in the future :v)

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

when i was about 12 i wrote an enola holmes/bbc sherlock crossover - this was before the enola movies obvo, and one of MANY

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

again, not so far!

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

yep, the wonderful Iriettta translated my bones into your bones into russian!

13. Have you ever cowritten a fic before?

no, but most of my fic ideas are inspired by conversations with friends!

14. What's your all-time favourite ship?

it's jaime and brienne. like i thought abt this for a long time, and i know i've written so much pynch fic, but it's always braime, you know?

15. What's a WIP you'd like to finish but doubt you ever will?

i've been picking away at a PhD student au where ronan is a single parent to opal and adam is writing his doctoral thesis on different forms of grief for like, two years, and i love it but i don't know if i'm ever going to finish it to the quality i'd like.

16. What are your writing strengths?

i think i'm pretty good at understanding a character's POV, especially in regards to trauma/high emotion, even when i haven't experienced anything similar before. i know this to be a necessary skill that most writers have, but i do think i'm good at it.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

too concise. it's the same crit i always got on essays in uni - this is good, but where's the rest of it?

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

if i was against this i'd never be able to tamquam alter idem again so there you go

19. First fandom you wrote for?

sherlock 🤢

20. Favourite fic you've ever written?

my bones into your bones is the one i'm proudest of, and to the rib has some of my favourite lines i've ever written in it, but i think there are bones in the foundation is me at the height of my powers. it's my genre, it's a fairly fresh idea, and i had so much fun writing it - and on a time crunch, at that, to get it posted by halloween.

thanks again @sixofsol! tagging @flightspathfic and @behindtheatlantic if they wanna!

[bemusedlybespectacled]

Ok. Level with me here. Im abt to turn 31. I work for the doj but as an analyst not a lawyer, and i want to go to law school. I just think that like. Im too old and mentally out of shape tbh. My current role is a lot of technical reading and data analysis - a lot of SQL and coding and API managing, not as much examination of substantive policy and im not a part of a lot of those policy driven conversations that the attorneys have. I did manage to score ok on the lsat but i just feel Dumb in a big way and its like. I couldnt break 170 on the lsat so im clearly not some hidden lawyer genius. I make (a very modest) 6 figures now and can keep climbing up the ladder in my current role but i just want to test my mettle and sometimes i think i can do it, but then other time reading about the realities of it im like god could i read 200 pages a night? For 3 years? And absorb it? And can my brain be rewired??? Obvi this is such a personal thing and you dont know me but like have you seen others do it as a 2nd career? In ur experience

I'd say about half my class was people over 30 who were coming into law as second careers. Like, one of my classmates was a nurse, two were teachers, and another one was a compliance guy for a factory? Like OSHA compliance and stuff. Not everyone is K-JD and that's okay.

I got a 161 on my LSAT, which is middling. Unless you're planning to go to Harvard, you don't need a super high LSAT score, and no one cares about your LSAT after you get into law school. I can't speak to the reading thing, because I read ~1k words per minute, so I absolutely would do some of my reading on the half hour bus ride to class. But most people are not me and they get through law school just fine.

Also, okay. There are a couple of major skills that you should either be decently good at already or capable of learning that you will need in law school and in practice.

Analysis. A lot of law school is "thinking like a lawyer," which basically means "take this one really complicated scenario and pull out the important bits and then compare those important bits to the elements of a law to see if they match." This is basically your entire first year. It's kind of like being a doctor: your job is to identify the important bits (fever, cough, sneezing, etc.) and the not important bits (what color their clothes are, whether they have a hangnail) to diagnose the disease (fever + cough + sneezing = cold).

Writing (which includes research!). You have no idea how many actual practicing lawyers I have seen who don't know how to cite a case or what a comma is.* I was a journal editor my 3L year and I actually had to have a "how to write an essay" presentation because so many people didn't know what a thesis statement was or how paragraphs work.

Public speaking. Obviously if you're planning on going into something non-litigation, like contracts, this isn't as important, but you should at least be able to answer questions on the spot without panicking and be able to be understood when speaking.**

If all of those things are things you can do or can learn, great!

IMO, it's perfectly fine to go to law school as a second career if all of the following are true:

You are comfortable enough financially to not be able to work full time for three years. This can mean scholarships/student loans, this can mean having a spouse who works, this can mean having rich parents, but you are not going to be able to hold down a 9-5 and do law school at the same time.

You are okay with basically being in college again. Law school is college except everyone can legally drink. That includes things like extracurriculars, parties, cliques, That One Really Annoying Guy In Your Class, lots of studying and taking tests and writing papers and all that. Also, yes, a lot of people talking about politics.

You've got at least a decent idea of what you want to do when you graduate. It's your second career so you should probably have a firmer grasp on what it is you want and how to get there than someone who's never worked, which includes what classes to take and what extracurriculars you should be in. You might want to throw in some stuff to be well-rounded (especially if you end up changing practice areas***) but having at least some goal is important.

All that said: you don't need to do it just to prove that you can. PLEASE don't do it just to prove that you can. Plenty of extremely intelligent people are not lawyers and there are a lot of lawyers who are total dumbasses. It's a job with a specific skillset, but so are plenty of other jobs. If any of what I just talked about isn't something you think you'd enjoy doing all day, every day, for the rest of your life, YOU DON'T NEED TO, I PROMISE.

* Also, yes, I absolutely make fun of those people in private. There is no greater cure for imposter syndrome than to read something an actual practicing lawyer actually wrote, for realsies, and think, "Well, I can't be the worst lawyer in the world, because at least I don't write like that."

** Look, I have horror stories.

** I did not take any public speaking classes or family law classes in law school and I ended up in family law litigation instead of in nice, litigation-free immigration like I wanted to.

[pulledpurplecurtains]

all the odd ones for the fic questions pls and thank you pepster

all the odd ones, meaning 1, 3 etc right? oh BOY are we gonna be here for a while (and i love it 🥰)

it’s morning right now so let’s see how long throughout the day this is gonna take me sdfghjk let’s do it!!

1) what was the first fandom you got involved in?

hmmmm. i wanna say harry potter, more than a decade ago? specifically dramione and scorose

3) what is the best fandom you’ve been involved in?

for all that it has given me i have to say bechloe

5) which fandoms have you written fanfiction for?

so far just for bechloe

7) list your NoTPs from each fandom you’ve been in

i’m only gonna list pairs i have strong feelings against and from only the fandoms i’ve been most involved in

harry potter: snape and hermione

frozen: elsa and hans (no but for real. why)

pitch perfect: beca and jessie, chloe and chicago

marvel: hm hm surprisingly nothing comes to mind

the haunting of bly manor: same as for marvel

9) what are the best things about your current fandom?

having a space where i can fully be myself, expressing myself freely through my writing, meeting so many wonderful people, having a previously unexplored side of myself revealed to me, finding and delving into characters that make me feel less alone, and so much more. it’s been a real blessing, having this fandom in my life

11) who is your current OTP?

bechloe

(this was the point where tumblr lost me ALL MY ANSWERS FROM QUESTIONS 13 TO 33 so let’s do this again SHALL WE??? i’ll be saving each answer as we go dear god)

13) any NoTPs?

already answered!

15) is there an obscure ship which you love?

hmm i don’t think so? none that comes to mind at least

17) who was your first OTP and are they still your favorite?

my first OTP, before i even knew what an OTP was, was scorpius and rose from harry potter. it’s not still on top of my OTP list, but always has a special place in my heart

19) is there a ship which you wished you could get behind, but you just don’t feel them?

not really? i mean, there are popular ships that i don’t support, like hermione with bellatrix or natasha with wanda for example. i can see their appeal and i get why people like them. they’re just not for me and i’m okay with that

21) what was the first fanfic you ever wrote?

ah my accidental multi chap baby sdfghjkdfg

All is Fair in Love and War was posted as an one shot, and that was all it was supposed to be. it was my first finished written piece. and then a couple of people in the comments were really nice abt sharing thoughts of where the story could go next and what they’d like to see happen, and they were very enthusiastic abt wanting to see more of that story. so the second chapter was born

sooo one thing led to the other and before i knew it that fic had become an 8 chapter, over 60k words story sdfghjkdf i’m amused and grateful to this day

23) name a fic you’ve written that you’re especially fond of and explain why you like it

how can you ask a mother to pick her favorite of her kids HUH

no but for real, i love all of my stories equally. i’m a perfectionist, so nothing gets posted before it’s perfect in my eyes. plus, all my stories are my babies. each has its flaws and imperfections, each in their own ways. but they’re all beautiful and meaningful to me

what i will say is, i have a particular soft spot for (wondering if you knew) i was enchanted to meet you. i truly think my writing peaked in that story, in all the parallels and tiny but very important things that are in there

25) what’s your most popular fanfic?

based on views and kudos, it’s All is fair in Love and War

ofc that’s a multi chap, so maybe the numbers aren’t exactly equivalent to popularity

my most popular one shot, by a very large margin at that, is (i’ll let you in) and baby, that’s when

27) what do you hate more: coming up with titles or writing summaries?

i honestly love coming up with titles

writing summaries, on the other hand, is the bane of my existence

29) do you have a beta reader? why/why not?

i don’t, and it’s bc i’m literally incapable of taking any kind of critique over anything unfinished. once it’s posted and out in the world it’s fair game; but until then? that’s a big no for me

31) what’s the nicest thing anyone has ever said about your writing?

i honestly can’t answer this question bc every comment is so so special and important to me. i often go back and read them all. even right now while writing this there are so many different comments swirling around in my head. i appreciate and am grateful for all the kind words always 💜

33) do you write one shots, multi chapters, or huge epics?

sdfghjkk definitely not huge epics

i’ve written both of the other two. in the beginning i preferred and wanted to write multi chapters. however nowadays and for the past year or so, i lean more heavily towards one shots

35) do you write drabbles? if so, what do you normally write them about?

i am physically and mentally incapable of writing short things sdfghjkd so no, i don’t write drabbles

37) first person or third person? what do you write in and why?

always third person. idk the idea of first person narration always seemed weird to me. plus, i see my stories as me retelling the events the characters have confided in me. so third person makes sense and it’s also why i use past tense in my stories

39) what is your greatest strength as a writer?

describing and narrating emotions and using metaphors

41) list and link to five fanfics you’re currently reading

my reader’s block has been going strong, so i’m not reading anything currently unfortunately

43) is there anyone in your fandom who really inspires you?

my squirrels 💜

45) what is your all time favorite fanfic?

i have to say Experimentation i just have to

i also love Perdition, what an incredible piece of writing

47) ao3, ff.net or tumblr - where do you prefer to post and why?

definitely ao3, i just love its interface i guess?

49) do you care if people comment on/ reblog your writing? why/why not?

okay so here’s the deal. ofc i care. every artist who shares their work, every creator, cares; at least to a degree. it’s why we share. we want people to see and love and appreciate our work, we want it recognised and celebrated even. we want people to engage with it, show it to their friends, talk abt it, have thoughts abt it. it’s only natural and ofc i’m absolutely no exception

with that said. i’ve always tried to remind myself that kudos/likes are also engagement. that even just reading is engagement. that everyone’s limit or ability for engagement isn’t the same, and that ultimately it’s their choice how or if they’ll engage with my writing. i try to, and i do, value everyone who even just reads my stories. i share something with the world for free and it’s my choice to do and continue to do so. what happens after that isn’t up to me

so yes i do care a lot abt reblogs and comments. they make me very happy, they validate and encourage me. but people have no obligation, in my eyes at least, to engage with my works a specific way. just like i have no specific obligation to provide a certain type of content on set periods of time or with a set limit of words or to continue to provide stories; or literally any other obligation. no one can police my actions and choices up until i’ve posted a story and i can’t police anyone’s actions or choices after i’ve posted it. and that’s the beauty of fandom for me - we’re all here bc we want to and bc it makes us happy, with no expectations or obligations

ending this with an essay seems only suitable sdfghjkd thank you my egg for giving me the opportunity to talk abt myself in such length 😌💜

[love-dreams]

together thick and thin

jimin/reader | college!au | genre: angst, fluff

synopsis: Jimin doesn’t know how his idiot friend could have dated you when he can’t even get you to notice him.

contents: friends to lovers, mentions of alcohol, break ups, mild swearing

note: THANKS FOR 100 NOTES!!!! here’s my first fic in celebration, jesus i respect all fic writers so much more now, it’s so hard to finish a fic...

wc: 2.5k

song rec: hellevator by stray kids, shoot me by day6

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You sighed when another one of your roommates handed you her pile of laundry to fold, an apologetic smile on her face. You didn’t mean to get drunk, all you had wanted was to relax and get to know some people...

But obviously your dumb butt couldn’t stay away from the drinks, you cursed at yourself. 

Huffing angrily, you dump all the laundry out from the basket onto the floor of your room.

“Hey, you good?” a voice called from the doorway.

Looking up, you see Jimin leaning on the doorframe, a sucker in his mouth, a worried expression on his face. You force a smile at him and pull your hair up into a ponytail. 

“Here, I’ll help.”

Before you can make out a reply, Jimin’s already walking closer to where you were sitting on the floor of your room. 

“You look pretty miserable, [Y/N],” he said while squatting down next to you. “You know, if you don’t want to go to the parties you don’t have to.”

“I want to go!” you swatted him aside with a pout on your face and started to fold the first piece of laundry. “I’m doing fine, I promise. Don’t worry about me. Although I may not want to drink another sip of beer after this.”

Jimin chuckled and grabbed the first shirt he could see to neatly fold it on his lap.

“I’m kinda worried about you,” he whispered underneath his breath. “I don’t like to see you drunk, and heck, I know it hasn’t been easy for you, but hang in there, okay?”

You ignore his words for a while before sighing and continuing to fold the laundry. 

“I know, Jimin. I’m trying to move on. It’s just...I just feel like I’m never gonna find someone right for me, Chim.”

In response to your comment, Jimin could only smile sadly. 

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“Hey, aren’t you Jungkook’s ex?” 

You froze in fear before scrambling to pick up your things even faster, throwing your notebooks into your backpack, scrambling to rise to your feet.

“Whoa, chill.”

You looked down at your feet before replying meekly, “I think you’ve got the wrong person,” and then trying to squeeze past him out of the classroom. Suddenly, you felt something pull you back to that mysterious person. 

Looking back at him, you tugged at your arm frantically, trying to make him loosen his grip. Seeing your panic, Jimin released your arm immediately, apologizing profusely.

“I’m so sorry about that. I didn’t mean to startle you or anything. I was just curious since…”

Before he could continue, you were already out the door.

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It was after another party that Jimin decided that it was enough. He couldn’t stand the sight of you drinking your sorrows away and becoming a mess afterward. 

“Jimin…” you moaned out as he tried to get you to sit in the cab. You threw his hands off of you and defiantly stared into his eyes before breaking out into a drunken smile. “Why you...so serious…? I wanna go back and paaaarty!”

Jimin sighed, “C’mon [Y/N],” before opening the door and motioning you to get in. You pouted at him but still got into the car by yourself. He let you lay on his lap to sleep for awhile before taking out his phone to text the others. 

As he was texting, he heard some murmurs come out of your mouth and gently leaned closer to listen.

“Kookie….why you leave me?” 

Hearing you talk about your ex made Jimin’s blood boil, but as your best friend all Jimin could do in response is sigh and shush you.

“I’m not Jungkook, [Y/N]. Remember? I’m Jimin-”

Jimin froze in shock when you threw your arms around him, drunkenly whispering into his body, “I miss you sooooo much, Kookie…Why...”

And that was when Jimin’s heart dropped. It wasn’t the fact that you still missed your ex that made him heartbroken. It was the fact that Jimin was never going to be enough.

It was during that car drive, that Jimin experienced the pain of unrequited love. 

You woke up with one hell of a hangover just as Jimin had predicted. Your head was pounding, and you stank of sweat and alcohol. Groaning, you stumbled into the bathroom to get yourself cleaned up, taking a shower to wash off the smell of sweat. When you came downstairs, there was a bowl of ramen and a note saying, “Eat this to feel better. -Jimin”. You smiled at Jimin’s cute handwritten note and sat down to enjoy your breakfast. Pulling out your phone, you quickly texted Jimin a message.

> thx for taking care of me! 💜💜 

Within a few seconds, a ding was heard from your phone, and you quickly picked it up to read Jimin’s response.

< no prob.

Frowning at Jimin’s cold reply, you felt just a little guilty for getting drunk at a party again, but you shrugged it off. Jimin should be used to you being hungover anyway. 

It was just your way of grieving. 

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“You know...Jungkook isn’t that great.”

You ignored Jimin’s comment and continued typing on your computer.

“Hey!”

Jimin shut your laptop to reveal his grinning face. 

“[Y/N]...give me attention,” he pouted.

You rolled your eyes at Jimin, before opening your laptop again and trying to focus on writing your essay. “Go to someone else, Jimin. I’m trying to work here.”

Jimin pouts one more time at you before giving up and turning back to face the front of the auditorium. Suddenly, you heard a pencil being slammed down on the desk, causing you to look up in surprise. 

Jimin grinned at you and placed down the folded piece of paper daintily before skipping out of the auditorium to meet his friend. 

Shaking your head in annoyance, you pick up the note anyway and read it.

“Jungkook isn’t that great if he couldn’t see how cute you are 💜 -Jimin”.

After finishing, you couldn’t help but notice your mood change. Smiling, you slipped the note into your coat pocket, and continued back to your work.

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It’s been two weeks since that party and Jimin has decided that it’s best if he keeps his distance.

For the sake of your friendship with him. 

But it’s so hard not to text you every so often to make sure you’re okay, or to meet up after classes, and he’s sure that you’ve noticed that he’s been avoiding you. Jimin admits that he’s a coward. He knows he doesn’t have the courage to confess his feelings because he’s scared. But Jimin also knows that your breakup has negatively impacted you and he doesn’t want to push things too fast. At the end of the day, Jimin acknowledges his duty as a friend first. 

All he ever wanted was for you to be happy.

Ruffling his hair, Jimin shakes out thoughts of you and tries to concentrate on his homework, but his concentration doesn’t last long when he hears his phone ringing.

Jimin already knows the caller ID is you, but still hesitates to pick up.

“Hey, Jimin!” 

Jimin cringed when he heard your chirpy voice out of the phone. Calming his racing heart, he replied monotonically, “What’s up?”

“Um...Well we haven’t met up for awhile and there’s a new movie out! Wanna see it together?”

Jimin’s heart pounded uncontrollably as blood rushed through his head. “I-I...I don’t think I can go, sorry [Y/N].”

What you said after that was blurry to him, but when you hung up, all Jimin could do is sigh in relief. He slumped down in his chair and ruffled his hair in frustration again as he picked up his pen and started doing his homework.

Jimin just couldn’t get you out of his head.

Over the next few days, Jimin flooded himself with to-do lists, busying himself to the point of exhaustion. Anything to get his mind off of you. He spent hours in the school practice room by himself to perfect choreography and missed meals lots of times. It got to the point that even you had noticed even when Jimin was ignoring you. 

You reached out to Jimin multiple times only to be turned down over and over again. You were almost at your breaking point with Jimin before you received a text. 

< Can we meet up?

< i need to talk to you abt smthing

Confused and worried, you quickly texted back:

> chim, you okay?

> sure when and where?

You waited for a while for his response, pacing back and forth in your small apartment. 

< yeah i’m fine.

< on the rooftop your place. tomorrow 9

Sighing in relief, you agreed.

> okay!

⇁⇁⇁⇁⇁⇁⇁

Jimin doesn’t know what he was thinking when he sent you that text. What did he even want to talk about? Maybe he just wanted to see you.

“Urgh, Tae, what do I do?”

“Just tell her you liker her, man. Ain’t that hard,” Taehyung replied from his seat on the couch, not even looking up from his phone. 

Kicking the couch in frustration, Jimin bursted out, “Hey, pay attention! I’m actually being serious!”

Looking up, Taehyung looked surprised at his friend’s sudden outburst. Suddenly, Jimin felt bad for taking out his anger on Taehyung, and quickly apologized.

“I’m sorry Tae. It’s just... things have been a mess recently.”

Lately it felt like all of Jimin’s emotions have been on edge and now, they were finally bubbling over. 

Taehyung nodded understandingly, putting down his phone for good measure. “I get it. But I still think that you should talk to her. You’re not being fair by keeping her in the dark, y’know?” 

Jimin sighed, knowing that Taehyung was right. “Yeah, I know. We’re gonna meet up tomorrow.” 

Taehyung smiled, showing his boxy smile and clapped his friend on the back, “You got this, man!” 

That night, Jimin lied awake in bed, pondering about all the possibilities that could go wrong. Worst case scenario? You hate him forever and stop being his friend. Best case scenario? You like him back. 

Jimin already ruled out that best case scenario. You had long shown him that you weren’t interested in any romantic love with Jimin. That best case scenario was more imaginary than a scenario.

Although it’s already been half a year since Jungkook broke up with you, Jimin knew that you were still devastated and he just couldn’t put his own interests above yours. It just wasn’t fair to you.

By morning, Jimin had made up his mind. 

⇁⇁⇁⇁⇁⇁⇁

“Oh my gosh, guys, what am I going to do?” you sobbed on the living room couch.

You were currently freaking out in the living room with all of your roommates surrounding you. Why? Because you were scared that Jimin hates you now. 

“Just hear him out, [Y/N]. You’ve been friends for like half a year now, what’s the worst that could happen?” said Rosé, from her spot on the carpet.

I pushed him away.

“I think Jimin’s proved himself trustworthy, don’t you think?” continued Nayeon. 

I forced all my grief onto him.

“If he turns out to be an asshole, I’ll kick his ass, don’t worry about it,” assured one of your roommates. 

I’m responsible. 

After all your roommates had their turn talking to you and left for the night, you sat on the carpet of your bedroom, feeling still a little stressed. 

Hearing the door creak open, you lifted your head to show red eyes and tissues surrounding you. Irene was standing at the doorway this time, with a worried expression on her face.

It reminded you of how Jimin had looked a few weeks ago.

“[Y/N], are you feeling alright?” asked Irene kindly, not wanting to disturb you.

You shook your head, took a tissue, and blew into it hard.

Sighing, Irene walked over to where you were sitting, threw all the tissues into the trash bag she was carrying, and plopped down right by you. 

“I think...that you’re thinking about it too much. I know that you’re worried, but think about it like this. You guys have been together thick and thin. Don’t let something as trivial as this get in between the two of you.”

You looked up at the ceiling, trying to blink away your tears. “I just...feel like I pushed another person away. Just like Jungkook.”

Irene nodded understandingly, “I get what you’re feeling, but Jimin’s shown you unconditional support ever since Jungkook broke up with you. The two of you are practically best friends! Do you really think that Jimin would leave you like Jungkook?”

Slowly, you started to agree with Irene. Jimin wasn’t like Jungkook. Jimin had been there when you had needed it most. 

Confidently, you turned around and told Irene, “Yeah, you’re right! Jimin’s still my friend and tomorrow, I’m gonna give him a piece of my mind for ignoring me!”

Your roommates cheered outside. 

⇁⇁⇁⇁⇁⇁⇁

Sunday came and the two of you were both stressed out to meet. 

Irene’s right, you thought. I shouldn’t be afraid. 

While Jimin was pacing back and forth in his dorm, you and your roommates were dressing up, making sure to look as good as possible. Finally, when the clock struck 9:00, you started heading out of your apartment, to the highest floor possible.

Shivering while pushing open the door, a gust of chilly wind blew in, causing you to pull your cardigan tighter around you. 

Looking around, you saw Jimin standing at the edge of the rooftop, gazing out to see the city skyline with the beautiful setting sun. Jimin turned around, the sight of his face made you want to run over and hug him with relief. It’s been two long weeks without your best friend and you wanted him back. You missed him.

Walking over to him, you stood by him and remarked, “It’s cold tonight.”

Jimin smiled sheepishly, ruffling his hair in embarrassment, “Sorry about that. I didn’t check the weather.”

The two of you leaned against the railing, admiring the landscape.

Breaking the silence, Jimin turned to you, “I-I want to apologize.”

You looked at him in surprise and quickly responded, “What are you apologizing for? You wanted the best for me and I was stubborn. You’re right. I need to move on.”

Jimin sighed and refused to look at you, “I...shouldn’t have forced my thinking onto you. I was being selfish and self-centered….I’m really sorry [Y/N].” 

Irene really was right. Jungkook would never have apologized. Maybe...it’s time to move on. 

Cupping Jimin’s face softly, you brought his gaze up to look at you. You saw his red, puffy eyes and tear tracks on his cheeks. His nose was red and his cheeks were too. 

Jimin had supported you and loved you all this time. Now it was time for you to return the love.

Bringing your face close, you kissed him.

[valkavavaart]

no one asked but i wanted to do all of this in one sitting lets go.. this is long im sorry

1. favourite character 

jyushi, kuukou, ramuda.. i will not pick between them

2. least favourite character 

jyuto.. also saburo but he’s growing on me

3. favourite division

nagoya, baby!

4. favourite buster bros member

legally adopting jiro.. thats my boy i love him

5. favourite mtc member

rioooOoOOoOOoOoOoOOo i dont care the other two but like id give my life for riooOoOOOo

6. favourite matenrou member

doppPOOoOOOoOOOoo but also dr jakurai jinguji if ur out there...

7. favourite fling posse member

r a m u d and a.. whos that

8. favourite character song

UMMM drops and moonlight shadow both slap...?

9. favourite rap battle

its gotta beeeeee battle battle battle? i dont rlly listen to them much i just think abt the art where ramuda and jakurai are like face to face except we KNOW ramuda is barely like 5′0″ and jakurai is a big tall 6′4″ish man so how are they this close is ramuda sitting on his knee?? is jakurai kneeling?? is ramuda on a box

10. favourite tdd member

again.. ramuda lmao.. like esp tdd ramuda his outfit is so cute hes just so tiny..

11. your otp

UMMMM i like getting into a lot of ships?? id say my favs are probably like.. gendice or riodice maybe?? and ichikuu.. rn im like rlly into hitoya/jakurai too i want those old men to hold hands (i wanna draw them but idk any good poses for old dudes who r also boyfriends)

12. your notp

anything involving saburo uMmMMmm.. im not rlly a fan of samatoki/ichiro & tdd era samatoki/ichiro ESPECIALLY rubs e the wrong way.. i also dont rlly like jyushi/hitoya or kuukou/hitoya they just rlly rub me the wrong way

13. how did you get hooked on hypmic

ok so on twitter all my friends and the artists i follow got rlly into fire emblem three houses and i didnt own a switch at the time but i was like "cool i'll like find a bunch of artists that draw this and i'll UHHH maybe get hyped for it idk" and one of the artists was riryou_ on twitter who was posting like mochi blyeth and i was like omg so cute... and they spoke abt like hypmic a bunch too and i was like "oh i vaguely know what hypmic is (based off of all the samatoki memes and sasara fanart i’d see), maybe i should get into it??" then they like posted jyushi and i was like "oh he looks so dumb i need to know more" and i HEARD jyushi and i was like "actually he's adorable and i love him!!" bc i have a soft spot for like.. crybaby chuunis, and then downloaded the game and was like "wtf!!! where is jyushi" and thats why im here..

14. a character you identify with

im not assigning myself a hypmic kin!!!!!!!!

but i’ll pick doppo bc 1. never trust a doppo kinnie and 2. i too need a therapist

15. favourite character design

KUUKOU was designed specifally to cater to me here is exactly why

-SHORT KING. (HES THE SECOND SHORTEST BOY?? WHAT THE FUCK??? HE’S TALLER THAN RAMUDA SO GOOD FOR HIM.. BUT YOU’RE TELLING ME SABURO THE FUCKING 14 YEAR OLD IS TALLER THAN MY BOY KUU!??!?!?!? SHORT KING!)

-his hair. i cant draw it but i like it

-hes like >:3 all the time 

-he has?? fucking fangs

-cat boy energy

-the like contrast of him being a monk and then him also just being a little bastard.. love that

-i like his jacket

-his dumb fucking boots..

-he comfy

-radiates chaotic energy

-one of his eyes is usually like slightly squinted?? i dont know why he does that but i like it

-he wont hesitate.. bitch

-i forgot this was supposed to be like based on his design and went on a long ass ramble abt his personality but like sshhh you wont see that.. delete

-piercings... the big one looks like a stretcher? i like that

-his speakers that look like the dragon w the bell are cool

-again short king rowdy boy

-he has long eyelashes and wears eye makeup.. thats cute..

- >:3

16. a character you'd cosplay

again kuukou looks comfy but thats a lot of layers.. itd be rlly warm right..

id say maybe jiro! ichiro would be my next choice idk i like their jackets

17. a character you thought you'd like + 18. a character you thought you'd dislike  

ok so i just put these together bc like actually.. before i got into hypmic when all i rlly knew was vague fanart of the characters and that jyushi is my man i did a tier list to like get my opinions on them down.. and sometimes i look back to it and im like.. AHAH...

as u can see i was on board for jyushi as soon as i got here... but i thought sasara and kuukou were rlly neat and like i figured i'd like ichiro bc mmm... but honestly im not that big on ichi SFGKHDLF...

meanwhile in the bottom tier... jakurai, jiro, dice, rosho, ramuda, hifumi... the irony that i actually rlly like all of them... rosho took a while to grow on me but he's really good.. meanwhile hifumi probably still isnt a character im like SUPER into but i do like him..

heres my current tier list tho LMAO

19. buster bros or mtc?

hnn.. its gonna have to be buster bros...

i like jiro and rio a lot and dont rlly care for the other 4 but like.. i think i like bb and their dynamic and find them more sympathetic than mtc lmaoo... like ichiro went through a lot for his bros..

samatoki also went through a lot for nemu but hes stinky as hell and i think he's stupid. but i will not write an essay on that.

20. fling posse or matenrou

fling posse BABYYYYYY i love those funky little lads.. i like matenrou a lot too but like fp just appeal to me a lot more and i rlly love their dynamic.. i could talk for days abt fp...

21. mtc or matenrou

matenrOUuUuuUUuUUuu again i do not care mtc aside from rio.. i dont rlly have strong thoughts on matenrou lol i like their friendship tho :)

22. favourite hypmic seiyuu

saito soma or takaya kuroda.. saito soma bc i generally love his voice and also he voices other favs of mine (yamaguchi hq, 2wink from enstars..) and takuya kuroda bc im literally a simp for kazuma kiryu from the yakuza series,

also ive been insulting samatoki so far but i actually like his va like the man has the range?? between voicing samatoki hypmic and leo enstars?? HELLO????

23. a song you didn't like

basically anything by mad trigger crew SBJFGKJHLDSF the only song i actively remember by them is whats my name.. i only play it for rio..

UMMM otherwise i guess like??? new star.. sucks bc i actually rlly like saburo's va but i feel like he doesnt rlly get the best parts/songs...? that being said i like songs w him in it so

24. a hypmic headcanon

ummmmmmm i cant think of anything lol snnzzz.. i saw the hc that ramuda was the one that like dyed jakurais hair and it was so cute..

25. favourite solo song

wasnt this already a question or can i not read.. whatever my brain is like gya gya gyaran gya gya gyaran bam gya gya gyaran bam gya gya gya gya gyaran bam

6. favourite mc name

they all fucking suck LOL

evil monk is very literal and i like that. i also like that 14th moon ties into jyushi's name and everything..

UHHH i guess doppo cause its literally just his name LMAOO and i think doppos a cute name

7. the most attractive character

i know i said that kuukou is designed to appeal specific to me but gentarou? pretty boy. love to see it thank you saito soma. also tdd era jakurai.. maybe its just cause i like the manga art a lot but... dr jakurai jinguji if ur out there

28. a kink

PARDON.

29. favourite life quote & 30. favourite rebuttal or punchline

i dont wanna give a serious answer to either of those so on a completely unrelated note, i think abt this a lot

[moariin]

10 questions tag game

i was tagged by @montevena and some of the questions you gave me are intriguing so we’ll see how this goes! 

rules: answer the 10 questions, ask a different 10, and tag 10 people. 

1. Which trope you’re writing is the hardest for you?

this took a while to think about. so i’ll say anything dealing with time or ether dimension is the hardest to write about. for me, part of the problem is my mind trying to wrap around physics and making sense of it because i want to be realistic (which broke me a little). 

jokers game (a wip currently on hiatus and should be renamed since it’s cheesy) and wicked seven deals with this kind of dimension travelling trope...i’m starting to get an idea as i’m sketching out the outline and notes. 

2. Who are five of your favorite characters from books/tv shows/etc.?

okay so, im listing out my favorites so they’re re-l and vincent law (ergo proxy), zoya from the grishaverse...she’s everything a girl/boy/person can dream of and i am gay, and i hate to say this but i have to include it bc he’s a persona/brand...richard papen from the secret history. lastly, zhou ying (nothing gold can stay)...i just dig characters that are down to earth but headstrong and resilient af 

3. Who are five of your favorite ocs?

etienne, an oc from @popovs, he’s such a cool, refreshing character and my mind is still in awe from the excerpts shown abt him. a little mysterious bc i want to hear more about this dude. 

i have to mention that isadora or izzy, is one of the few characters i’m really rooting for, hope she could accomplish her goals in finding nadine and more (her relationships with maris and patrick is goals, honestly and also my favorites). bless @wiipciity coming up this amazing character! 

throwing this out bc it’s obvious, @montevena...ines, just ines. 

4. What literary devices do you enjoy reading most? Are they the same ones you like to write most?

zeugma is one of the literary devices i enjoy the most, there’s something short and melodic about it that makes me excited to read on (funny i found myself using zeugma as if it’s my second nature). oh, i especially love euphemism and personification though i tend to write more of the latter. irony is also something i like to find and read about but not so much writing it...it tends to fall flat imo

5. If you could only have one WIP, which would it be? Why?

i’m keeping these hungry dogs, i rather not lose my other wips tbhh but having thd sticking with me for years made me biased...ope

6. Fantasy or Contemporary?

fantasy, it is my roots 

7. Romance or Bromance?

bromance, i just find them enjoyable to read and write about, also we need more of bromance in literature/media, they deserve the same spotlight 

8. Do you have any pet peeves in writing?

i typically find it’s insulting to have writers ‘spoon-feed’ their readers information, thinking they aren’t smart enough to figure the plot twist or foreshadowing by themselves. it’s very obvious when it does happen and i find it as a turn-off and quit reading. it’s sigh, most of the time it’s the writers not trusting their readers and this has to stop 

9. If you had to choose one album of some musical artist/band to represent your WIP, which would it be?

as a playlist kind of person, Ramsey could be a perfect fit for heir of the alchemist, she is an absolute phenomenon and powerhouse in vocals, the rawness of it, yes 

10. Do you have any pet peeves on writeblr?

hope everyone agrees to this or else i’m going to the corner. so this is for taglists, mainly. whenever i explictly said that ‘ask me to be added/removed to the taglist’, i ACTUALLY meant that, send me an ask. 

it’s been years and it bothers me a lot. instead, i keep having people writing in the tags asking me if they could be added, and chances are, i won’t be able to know or see them. trust me, i don’t have to the time to go through every reblogs/tags to look for them. and i am sure it isn’t just me who had this problem. i think i discussed with @montevena about this a while back and it’s tiring. 

but i need to throw this out that this isn’t an attack, i happen to make the same mistakes but actively trying to fix that. i think it goes with writeblr etiquettes, i believe there’s a post about this by @pens-swords-stuff...i apologize for this heated essay 

TAGGING: @wiipciity @vandorens @viciousvenganza @allimaycreations @heritane @astorsa @asablehart @ladywithalamp @samplewriting @summersromance(+anyone who wants to do this, say i tagged you, no pressure to everyone i tagged) 

here’s my 10 questions for you

1. Are you a plotter, pantser, or in between? 2. If you had to chose one wip to be adapted into screenplay, which would it be? 3. Pen or pencil?  4. When do you usually write, during the day, afternoon, or night? 5. Is there any inspiration put into your wip? Why? 6. Do you prefer writing with or without music?  7. Enemies to lovers or lovers to enemies? 8. Do you have a favorite line/paragraph from your wip you’re proud of?  9. Who are three of your favorite writeblr?  10. What niche genre or tropes you wish it could be presented more. Why?

[jeonginsdimple]

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*soft bias tag*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

okay so i was tagged for this about five times i swear but they’re so deep in my notifs that i Can’t remember who tagged me and im too lazy to look but whoever u are i love u with all of my heart thank u it’s like this tag was made 4 me i am such a soft stan

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 1. Who is your bias?

g o d not this question. i’ll do jeongin bc he probably owns the most uwus of mine

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 2. What made you notice them?

hm.... honestly his b o y s sweater in hellevator was the first thing i saw HJDSHJS i was like “wow.......... that’s...... kinda gay also he’s really cute” but if i’m being completely honest he got such little screen time + lines i couldn’t tell whether he was a part of the group. later on when i looked up their profiles and i saw him i screeched he rly stole my heart very very early on. before i watched the show i kept thinking abt how excited i was to see more of him on screen PFF

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 3. What’s your favorite thing about them?

okay uhhhh u must be the Biggest Bool around if you think im going to name one thing anyway here’s my eight page essay--

fr ok i was going to list some things but i started writing about the first one and it’s too much i’m just going to keep that LMAO

his deep heart is something i think about a lot. i have to admit that i didn’t start watching the show until around when the fifth episode? came out. beforehand i had seen a clip from the fourth episode where jeongin had been practicing for school life, and he started admitting all of his struggles n insecurities n everything (the clip is called ‘jeongin is tired’ or something to that effect on youtube). anyway that was the first thing about stray kids i ever cried about! i sobbed so hard watching that y’all i felt like the Largest Clown around crying alone in my room sobbing over some boy that doesn’t know me PFF. watching him work so hard and worry so much about everything made my heart ache so bad hdsfsjkfdsjk especially since about .2 seconds before watching that clip i had seen a few people hating on him on twitter (which is why stan twt is inferior! too much hate tbh). i think it was at that moment, even if i wasn’t fully aware at the time since i hadn’t seen enough of them, that i really fell in love with jeongin anyway this is getting Too Soft god i’m moving on

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 4. Who would initiate skinship more?

ME HAHA WHAT KIND OF QUESTION-- have y’all seen that boy he’s like a metal rod when it comes to skinship. there’s this one video where minho’s doing a little pat pat 2 jeongin u kno nd he was STIFF AS HELL it was so funny. i’m so annoying and touchy i’d be attached to that boy deadass like some kind of leech he couldn’t get rid of me if he tried. trying 2 sleep? too bad Big Fool! suddenly i am Your Pillow

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 5. Who would hog blankets more?

hm............ well usually i’d say me because i get cold way too fast, but tbh if it was in a situation where i was laying w jeongin??? i’d let myself contract hypothermia and die he can have it

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 6. Who would be more clingy?

i kind of covered this already but 100% me y’all i’m so loud when it comes to being clingy. i’d be around him all the damb time if i had the chance fr

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 7. Who would say ‘I love you’ first?

also me i say i love you way too much. like on a more serious (kind of) note i sometimes worry that i say it to the point where it loses its meaning. i feel like that i should sometimes find other things to say because if there comes a time where someone really needs to hear “i love you” and they can’t believe me because of all of the casual times i’ve said it i’ll probably hate myself lmao. but that’s not important anyway in this situation i’d probably tell this loser i love him every time he came into my line of sight

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･  8. Who would be more easily flustered?

honestly ion know prob both? idk i’m such a loser and i get embarrassed so easy but @ the same time jeongin seems like he sucks at receiving attention without dying. so probably both depending on the situation

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 9. What cuddling position would you two have?

i am Embarrassed writing this but whatever i’ll just go 4 it. so i really love cuddling. like a Lot. also i have to take into account that i am Large and about two inches taller than jeongin. anyway i’d almost always prob be the Big Boy when cuddling. like i’d be wrapped around him in any way i could be. literally every position would be the one.......... if i wanted to give an example tho y’all know the vliev photoshoot that skz had........... the position that hyunjin n woojin were in? i’m hyunjin and jeongin is woojin that’s just how it is

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 10. Which colours remind you of them and why?

black bc he’s edgy uwu (no he’s not but for some reason black usually comes to mind......... it’s my favorite color tho so uhhh correlation) also pastel pink bc he’s so sweet and it’s like The soft color and i am Soft for him

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 12. Which season would you like to spend with them?

winter bc 1: his birthday uwu i’d spoil the fuck out of that boy with my 7 dollars and 2: so many kinship opportunities bc of the cold i’d live 4 it. plus there could b like........ hot chocolate and stuff wowow

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 13. Who would bake the cookies and who would steal the batter?

hm........... i like baking....... so i’d prolly bake n jeongin would snatch the batter and i would absolutely Not be angry that boy owns my heart and he can own that batter too

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 14. Which one of you would make bad puns and how would the other react?

ok i’d make so many bad puns every chance i got. fr give him incentive to smarten up and get the fuck away from my annoying ass

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 15. Who would want to adopt 50 dogs and cats?

hhhhhh probably me. like i can’t recall any specific time that jeongin’s even talked abt animals. even tho i’m wildly allergic 2 both (but i have two of each rn i’m not weak y’all can fight me) i’d force him to get AT LEAST one dog with me

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 16. Which one of you would nearly burn down the kitchen try to microwave a pop tart and who would come to the rescue?

okay i would definitely be the one burning shit down i have literally burnt mac n cheese. i may b able to bake but once it comes to anything that involves an appliance that isn’t an oven i’m screwed

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 17. Who likes to lean over tall railings and who pulls them back?

that boy would lean over a railing on like the twentieth floor deadass “owo whats this” and i’d barrel across the room breaking the sound barrier in the process to save that boy i’m way too nervous all the time

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 18. What would watching a horror film with them be like?

ok well i for one enjoy a good Spook. if it’s like..... real scary tho i’m a little bitch lol. anyway i’d be holding that boy to me like he was on the verge of death the whole time. if he ever jumped i’d probably hold him tight enough to the point where he couldn’t breathe it rly be like that

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 19. Who would be the cheesy flirt and who would be the smooth flirt?

i’d be cheesy 100% i’m so greasy. idk if jeongin would be smooth but considering he likes to introduce himself by saying he falls into our hearts and i introduce myself by messing up my first name i’ll take a chance and say he’s smoother

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 20. Who is more competitve?

him i’m literally so lame i’m not competitive at all. i’d let that boy win in a heartbeat if it made him happy (unless we were playing some like video game shit i get immersed in that)

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 21. Who would have to be given constant reminders? (Remember to eat, don’t forget to your keys, etc)

me all the way i am the most forgetful person on earth. i could be leaving the house n boy’s like “hey loser don’t forget ur fuckin pants”

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 22. Who sends memes and who sends cute ‘I miss you’ texts at 3am?

i send both and he purposely leaves me on read until i apologize

Tagging: anyone fr i don’t know who’s done it already except @dinonugggies u have to

[sanhatation]

Hey! Sorry to hear that your friend isn't being the nicest :( I hope it gets better soon, that's always the worst. I think calmly approaching it would be a good option, I know that's what I would do. I went through some friend problems in the past year and I had to do this a few times, I would ask if everything was okay instead of bringing anything up in an accusatory kind of way or just leaving it (bc that's not healthy either). But, of course, you know your friend better (1/2)

anyway, I forgot about Sanha’s blush and his curls dkdfj he was such a smol now I know what my parents feel like when they tell me they miss when I was a baby. And tbqh everything about MJ is a masterpiece, when he was born the doctor cried and thats the gospel truth . I’m still not sure which album is my favorite (but AS is definitely up there). It’s hard to make a decision. I love it all oaky?!?! but also…. i really liked summer vibes (2/?)

that was such a golden era because 1) jinwoo’s hair, 2)Jinwoo’s hair, 3) jinwoo rapping for eric nam 4)eric nam 5)kcon 6) the outfits 7)we were all shook by it after seeing their debut 8)mj always wearing shorts 9)the mole dance 10)the duck. but aside from it being the golden era each song was a bop especially Polaris (2/sldjf)

frick ur so right :/ maybe shes just really stressed out or was having a rly bad day and wouldve acted differently on a different day. that was like…rly helpful thank u. i mean ,, i wasnt planning on accusing her of anything i was probably gnna be like “hey like i wanna talk a bit more about what was said today” ya know but wow im kinda shook u right !!!! 

“when he was born the doctor cried and thats the gospel truth” these FACTS…this is the most accurate statement ive heard since astro was declared to be a group of visuals…….HONESTLY his face is so unique. he is capable of looking like a cabbage patch doll one second and then a Vogue supermodel the next………his cheeks & lips are so THICC and make him look so young and feminine but then he has this S H A R P jawline that cld make u bleed when u touch it and intense yet soft eyes?? and his smile is so bright !!! im going blind from looking at the literal sunshine!!!!!!! better put on my solar eclipse glasses!!!!!!!!!!! 

SUMMER VIBES ERA IS MY SOULMATE TBQH ! frekain g jinjin’s hair….bicnh…………………………im speechless. AND HIM! RAPPING! WITH! ERIC! NAM! i wake up in a SWEAT thinking abt these performances…..he did so well im crying and for some reason his Skater Boi look w the striped long sleeve shirt under the Thrasher short sleeved w the shorts inflicts FIRE in my SOUL….him in that outfit gives me so many feelings and i!! could not!!! tell u even WHY!!!! near the end of SV was when i realized jinjin had my heart…………..160911….a revolutionary day in my adolescence….

if anyone loves astro more than aroha do, its kcon……such a blessing…….as much as i hate kcon for how ridiculously expensive it isffhsskdaj they rly swingin in w the good astro content!!!!

YES THE OUTFITS !!!!! as much as i felt…..indifferent abt sanha’s overalls then….i miss them :/ u never know what u have until its gone………….

i gotta say SV is probably my least favorite album (as if that even means anything….wld still take a bullet for Her) musically,..(minus my style shes an absolute fave 😫😫) but its the SV lyrics that rly Get me tbqh. the whole “i wonder if im starlight but its only a dream” in fireworks to the “Our own space travels, shall we leave?”  is BEAUTIFUL not to mention how ICONIC 같이 갈래 is !!!!!! then to my style w the “people on the top are those whose dreams came true” that entire song is so freaing inspiring!!!!! and then growing pains???? siiiiiis those lyrics BROKE me for GOOD!!!!!

im literally writing an ESSAY here im sorry but !!!!!!! SV rly gets me goin

[yoohkook-archive]

,,,,,,70 fuckign questions tag(?)

meg @jimihsgirl tagged me to do this tag w like 70 questions and im gonna do it bc im bored and like to talk abt myself hfodhoigjfdioj

i tag @yooncook @rosejimin @sleepy-sugakookie @yoonimoo 

1. do you have a good relationship with your parents? yupppp 

2. who did you last say “i love you” to? probably maya or meg

3. do you regret anything? not working harder with french

4. are you insecure? lmao ofc i am

5. what is your relationship status? singleee

6. how do you want to die? obviously i want jeongguk to crush my head with his thighs

7. what did you last eat? chocolate

8. played any sports? only in gym class fodhoghfigodj

9. do you bite your nails? not anymore 10. when was your last physical fight? idk i think i was play fighting w my little brother a few days ago but i could be wrong

11. do you like someone? fudihgfuohfsouhdosoidhiodfhoisholgdfhfiofhdioye

12. have you ever stayed up 48 hours? nope im always sleepy

13. do you hate anyone at the moment? Myself

14. do you miss someone? i miss my dad nd oumeg (my wives)

15. have any pets? no p e:(

16. how exactly are you feeling at the moment? a lil lonely but its whatever

17. ever made out in the bathroom? i’ve never made out Anywhere

18. are you scared of spiders? not really but i dont like them

19. would you go back in time if given the chance? probably not

20. last place you made out with someone? read my answer to question 17 again

21. what are your plans for this weekend? the last show for the school play is on saturday so i plan to come to school on saturday bc im in the costume crew AND the preshow. i also plan to read the book i have to write an essay on bc i havent started it yet and we have to be 3/4 of the way through on monday

22. do you want kids? how many? i want like 2

23. do you have piercings? how many? i have my ears pierced

24. what is/are your best subjects? english and drama

25. do you miss anyone from your past? i mean...i guess??? but not really

26. what are you craving rn? love and affection fodhgofhi

27. have you ever broken someones heart? i dont think so but who knows

28. have you ever been cheated on? nah

29. have you ever made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? idk ask my ex 

30. whats irritating rn? everything

31. does someone love you? well i mean i Hope oumaya and meggo love me 

32. what is your favorite color? green and blue

33. do you have trust issues? i dont think so

34. who/what was your last dream about? it was literally just me w blue hair. that was it. 

35. who was the last person you cried in front of? @rosejimin nd our friend fhdhodhohdohfoihdoifhdsjoi

36. do you give out second chances too easily? i think so :///

37. is it easier to forgive or forget? i think it’s easier to forgive  38. is this year the best year of your life? could be? i dont think so tho lmao 

39. how old were you when you had your first kiss? i’ve Never been kissed

40. have you ever walked outside completely naked? no omg 

(i dont have 41-50 bc meg lost them sooooooooo)

51. favorite food? i lov poutine 

52. do you believe everything happens for a reason? i guess??? i dont know...i dont care

53. what was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? i dont know tbh i dont even know when i fell asleep

54. is cheating ever okay? No

55. are you mean? i mean,, probably but i wish i wasnt (this is meg’s answer but i relate so i left it)

56. have you ever been in a fist fight? no

57. do you believe in true love? i mean...maybe??

58. favorite weather? i lov sunny weather with a nice breeze 

59. do you like the snow? its pretty but i Hate it 

60. do you wanna get married? idk im like 17 im not thinking abt that stuff rn

61. is it cute when a girl/boy calls you baby? no omg..i like calling people babe or baby but i dont like ppl calling me baby

62. what makes you happy? jeongguk, yoongi, maya, meg, simran, my family, music, warm blankets, the office

65. your bff of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? i mean i probably like them too tbh

66. do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? ye

67. who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? my friend jonathan asked me for the pillow im using a few minutes ago

68. who is the last person you had a deep conversation with? i dont think i’ve ever had a deep conversation fdhohodhfdosj

69. do you believe in soulmates? not really but its a nice concept

70. is there anyone you’d die for? yoonkook nd maya :///