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#mmmmmmm yeah this is a main blog post#nia youâve made this joke like 50 times already can you stop it maybe?#okay we get it the pretty noblewoman starts losing it after finding out her husband cheats on her. move on#the answer is no :) I will keep hammering in this comparison until I am physically forced to stop#and by physically I mean the fact Iâm probably playing with fire by posting Summiya with half her tit out for like the third time#oh well. itâs been okay so far so letâs hope it will continue being so#aaaaanyway#I was absolutely not thinking of Hatice when I came up with Summiya and drew this piece but the vibes are there and comparison checks out#and I am absolutely not complaining because this means I get to spread some turkish soap opera fungus to my beloved partner in crime#hi Kat :)#Hatice may not be my favourite character. far from it in fact. itâs hard being a Nigar stan in this world đ#as well as a firm believer that the show lied and that Nigar lived the rest of her life out in Sulina with her Esmanur#but tbh denying deaths happening at the end of season 3 in a mediocre early 2010s show is kinda my modus operandi at this point#whoâs surprised? no one. absolutely nobody#âŠ.I got off topic again#ANYWAY donât come @ me for Haticeâs death date I got like 3 different results when I looked it up#and went with the one that appeared in more than one source#also Iâm not a historian Iâm simply a lover of harem dramas and beautiful princesses with disorders#and comparing them to my vast network of avatarverse OCs#I realise this post is completely incomprehensible to everyone but Kat and me. but when has that ever stopped me before?#target audience of one and I like it that way#anyway I should probs quit my deranged ramblings and go eat something#ask me who Hatice sultan is I dare you#the legend of korra#original character#Summiya#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#magnificent century#muhteĆem yĂŒzyıl#hatice sultan
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feeling some rather intense thoughts and emotions over steps that arent mine, about an au that i did not create.
@/idlenight if you see this im sorry but i had to borrow your boy because it was all i could think about after seeing aurries tags
#ok but#julia and river bonding over living in others(specifically ricardos) shadow#julia was always just surge#the second in command to marshal charge himself#everybody always saw her as the lesser sibling#meanwhile river was charges sidekick#could never be seen by anybody as anything more than an extension of another person#julia loves her brother but she cant deny some of the things river says about him#when heartbreak happens shes devastated#not only did she lose her best friend#she lost the only person who really understood her#who would choose her over marshal fucking charge#and maybe she blames ricardo for his death. for not shutting river down completely when he insisted on going. its stupid but she cant help i#fast forward a few years and they both managed to pull eachother out of their post hb messes#theyre working together as a team and equals this time#julia finds river at the diner first#its the best thing thats ever happened to her even if river is so... different now#she got her best friend back and thats all that matters to her#then one way or another she finds out that river is the new sidestep#shes furious and horrified and grieving the man that he was but she doesnt tell a soul#not even ric. /especially/ not ric#and little by little? she starts agreeing with him. helping him even. until she reaches a breaking point and Very Publicly switches sides#probably throws a few curses ricardos way on love tv too#do you think chens relationship with river strains after that#chen tries convincing river to get julia to drop villainy#meanwhile river is having none of that shit#also would river use it as an excuse to finally chew out ricardo in rangers hq lmfao#i have to sleep now so bad but#nmoc: river becker#ortega
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IGNORE ME I'M SORRY I KEEP TALKING ABT IT i'm just so not used to my cat not being around and it kinda kills me inside to not hear him walking around or meowing or sleeping at the bottom of the staircase anymore... it used to be like a nightly routine where i'd go downstairs and make myself a drink and give him some water and now i just. don't even wanna go down there anymore.
#you really underestimate how different things will be when they're gone. 18 years of learning his new routines and favorite places to nap#and it's just all. gone. not like i didn't experience it but just the fact that i will never experience it with him again... it's so hard#& that's like the last vestige of my childhood gone too. i mean i got my current dog when i was around 13/14 and she's gettin' up there too#so it's just like. my life dropped out from under me and i'm desperately clinging to what is left but there's not much#everything feels so hollow and i don't know hoe to vocalize that because my family is always trying so hard to heal and i don't want to#make their grief process any harder by accidentally awakening the same latent feelings in them. or whatever#i just miss him so so much but i know we made the right choice. he was old and we had a lot of good years together and we saved him from#spending his last few days in suffering by ending his pain early and offering him as much love and warmth and comfort as we could#and i know he appreaciated it and i know he loves us all and like that's not the part i have issue with#it's just. his lack of presence. i don't deny that his ghost may be around (my famjly is very spiritual like that and i have heard him) but#physically he's gone forever except for chunks of his fur and whatever else is laying around#loss is just so fucking unfair because it's completely understandable and makes total sense but it will never ever be unable to be felt...#idk. i'm just exhausted and sad and i miss my little guy. hell i still miss my dog and that happened like 5 years ago#love never goes away it just changes shaoe and makes you really really sad and kinda wanna kill youself but that would make THEM sad#so. you gotta live. you gotta be brave.
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... I said I wanted this blog to be positive. but how's that gonna happen when I'm depressed as hell
#âąâËâč đ©·â„rubyâ„yoïŒide yo !!#tw alcohol mention#I was inebriated for most of the day yesterday so I didn't feel it as much#(and just to be clearïŒI'm not an alcoholic. at least not right now. I won't deny the possibility of becoming one down the line though)#(I only drank as much as I did because I was way too stuck in my own head to do my work and desperately needed to turn my mind off)#(and it worked so sue me if you want but at least there were results)#now that the numbness is wearing off though...#I'll be honest. I binged the rest of the oshi no ko anime today. and it probably made things worse#I guess I should tag this now huh#oshi no ko spoilers#akane's sui attempt took me to a very dark place. dark but all too familiar.#welp. more tw tags for the blog I guess. fuck me for wanting this place to be positive.#tw sui attempt#tw sui ideation#I used to hang out on the roof all the time in high school. Jumping off the six storey building crossed my mind more times than I can count#or walking into traffic#or drowning myself in my bathroom#the one time I did get hit by a vehicle was completely unintentional. but I hate myself for hyperventilating out of fear when that happened.#/sigh/ this is a terrible post. not that I ever make anything good.
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the hardest part about having an addictive personality is like. you KNOW you can try to discipline yourself or just keep facing the consequences of the bad thing until you finally steel yourself and say 'no. no more bad thing. because it makes me feel bad'
like you KNOW youre capable of doing it. everyone is. and youve done it... maybe once? twice?
but for you, that resolve to finally stop and recover is locked behind a door that everyone SWEARS has a key and you just need to discipline yourself to find it. but you have disciplined yourself and you have tried everything and your fucking door doesnt have a key. it just doesnt. so you can hardly remember a time when you got to just... say no. and unlock the door
and you know that at SOME rare points in your life you have had something so catastrophically bad happen related to the addiction (usually involving hospitalization or something equally serious) that you broke the fucking locked door down and finally stopped. so you know it CAN be open and you CAN see the other side of that door.
it's just way fucking harder when the key to yours doesnt exist.
#BLOGGING LOUDLY#i guess this is why im scared to drink more than a tiny bit#and like i dont want to i definitely have gotten past that i dont ever really feel the compulsion to make myself more miserable#like i used to#but. i still feel this with other things#that are definitely self destructive and just. not good#or even innocuous things that arent terrible but i just. cant stop. even when i DO#and i FINALLY want to stop and really WANT to. and i think ill find the key any second because ive said no and stopped!#but the key never comes and i can never get to that next step of STAYING done. as soon as something bad happens i want to do it again#and i go WELL FUCK IT I CANT FIND THE FUCKING KEY ANYWAY and i give in and do the thing again#its just#its so tirinf#i miss having that resolve#i spend too much time feeling completely alone to ever really feel in control of it#whch is another form f dysfunction in itself but yknow. cant get past it. i hate being alone#maybe if i fix that it will get easier to deny myself things#god i used to think i had an iron will when it came to this shit. heres to my idiot past self who thought the drinking was the hard part
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Weâve had 24 national finals this year â over the past few months Iâve ranked at least the final of every single one, and Iâm finishing tonight by looking at the Melodifestivalen finalists!
Smash Into Pieces â Six Feet Under
Loreen â Tattoo
Nordman â SlĂ€pp alla sorger
Jon Henrik FjĂ€llgren, Arc North ft. Adam Woods â Where You Are (SĂĄveĆŸan)
Marcus & Martinus â Air
Panetoz â On My Way
Tone Sekelius â Rhythm of my Show
THEOZÂ â Mer av dig
Mariette â One Day
Maria Sur â Never Give Up
Kiana â Where Did You Go
Paul Rey â Royals
After all the semi-finals I really wasnât feeling impressed with Melfest this year, but I actually quite like the final in general. Six of my personal DTFs are here, with one (Now I Know) staying in Andra Chansen, and only one (LĂ€nge leve livet) failing to make it through a semi. Being Sweden, itâs a given that all these songs are well put together â well produced and very polished.
Two songs in particular stand out to me from this line-up. The first is unsurprisingly the rock track Six Feet Under, which I was very excited by when I heard it! If thereâs a rock track at Melfest thereâs a solid chance it will be my favourite entry. The stuff that makes it here is generally rather formulaic, never anything experimental, but itâs always decent quality. I found the chorus of Six Feet Under very memorable, and the singer has a fantastic rock vocal â I loved when he belted that top note at the start of the final chorus! I also really enjoyed the cyberpunk aesthetic of the staging.
Then thereâs Tattoo. I first want to say that I love how this was staged, it was easily the most exciting and interesting performance to watch. I do also really enjoy it as a song. Itâs a catchy piece of dance pop, very well produced even by Swedenâs standards, impactful yet accessible with itâs familiar sounding beat. Loreen elevates it further live, with her powerful, distinct voice, and artistic performance. I donât enjoy it as much as I love Statements, but itâs a very good entry nonetheless.
Tattoo should win easily tomorrow, it stands head and shoulders above anything else in the contest. I struggle with this one a little, however, because I think if I heard this from someone other than Loreen Iâd definitely consider it a notably good pop song, but wouldnât see it as a potential winner. However, itâs also very hard to separate her from it â her calibre as an artist is undeniable. I donât know if this is winning Eurovision, but I think itâs fair to consider it. Of course, until tomorrow we donât know for certain that sheâs going, Iâd be very intrigued if someone else did manage to beat her and get the ticket to Liverpool instead, but itâs a conversation I expect weâre going to be having for the next couple of months.
#eurovision#esc2023#nf ranking#sweden#I find it so hard to put my feelings about Tattoo into words#essentially I think the hardest thing to talk about is a song that I like but don't love#that a lot of other people seem to really love#I completely failed to ignore fan perception to it#how could I - it's Loreen!#I've seen both sides - the adoration and the backlash to the adoration#I wish I could just judge it devoid of all that context but I won't lie it being Loreen again after Euphoria does tie into my feelings#it's the exact same way I've felt about Euphoria for years#I like it an awful lot but don't think it deserves all the hype#I want to just enjoy this song without stressing about if I'm gonna view it as a mediocre Eurovision winner later down the line#or who knows maybe it grows on me even more and I actually get the hype this time?#best case scenario for me is if Smash Into Pieces just win tomorrow#never gonna happen of course#but you can't deny it would be funny if in the year of bands Sweden denies their most successful Eurovision artist ever#and sends yet another band
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god, this makes sense. after my mom found out i started testosterone, she told me i had caused her more grief than she could imagine, and that she didnât even want to think about or look at other peopleâs daughters. she told me she couldnât focus on anything else, sheâd stopped caring about her job, she wished she were dead. she was mourning me, and meanwhile i was becoming the person i had begged my parents for years to let me become.
she did this following the first phone call weâd had in months, aka the first time sheâd heard my voice after it dropped. i canât help but think thatâs what triggered her to tell me all the things i mentioned above (and more, that i donât want to bring up). my low voice was tangible proof that i was destroying my body, and therefore was destroying hers
the cis maternal urge to treat your trans sonâs body like an extension of your own body, and to react to said trans sonâs physical transition as if they might as well have just started hacking away at your own body with a rusty axe, really is something else.
my mom hasnât seen my chest post-op at all because the idea of it is so awful to her that the one time we took my bandages off with her present, she ran across the hotel room to hide from it and started crying to my brother about it (yes, with actual tears). she drove an hour and a half with us at 5:30am to my post-op just to sit in the waiting room because she refused to come in and see me after the surgeon took the bandages off. my dad has been the only one helping me with recovery things like changing bandages and monitoring healing because she still wonât look at my chest.
and she says thatâs because she loves me and cares about me. love is when you treat the body your child can finally live in comfortably like itâs your worst nightmare. apparently.
#likeâŠi was out to my parents as trans for over three years before i started HRT#but i donât think they ever took it seriously#evident by their complete lack of effort when it came to the name and pronouns#and also the fact that my mother vehemently denied ever needing to âgrieve her daughterâ#right up to the point where i actually start to change my body in a way she canât ignore#and then itâs all âi canât even look at other peopleâs daughters youâve hurt me so muchâ#she tried to reach out again recently (i have stopped talking to her) telling me sheâs trying to accept what is happening to me#what is Happening. like itâs not a choice im actively making but rather something being INFLICTED upon me#to be clear my dad also opposes my physical transition but he does it because heâs worried im either Gonna Regret It#OR that itâs gonna cause me to contract ten million diseases and die at age 30#anyway. op this really hit hard. thank you and also sorry for venting on your post lol.#just know that i see you and i understand you and im giving you a hug. if you want a hug that is.#trans
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This was completely different from the first time you shared beds with him.
Back then, Zhongli had been soft and gentle, undressing you with such tender care until nothing remained but bare skin and bones. You remembered his warm amber eyes, his featherlight touches, and how he gave so much of himself to you that it left you dizzy and breathless.Â
But this was something else entirely.Â
It wasnât that long ago when, to you, he was just a consultant at the Funeral Parlourâa Liyue nobleman who was well-versed in Teyvatâs history. He had been courting you since the last Lantern Rite (perhaps longer if you had paid attention) and you were more than content with the consultant, admiring him just as he was.
Then, after retiring his gnosisâand you still struggled to fully grasp what that meantâhe finally confessed.
Overnight, he went from a funeral consultant to Rex Lapis and no matter how many times he explained that he was technically no longer an Archon, it didnât change the fact that he was still an immortal who had witnessed Liyue from infancy.
And you slept with him!
The memory sent a shiver down your spine, though you couldnât deny the thrill of realising how the Lord of Rock had practically begged for you to get on top that night. That same feeling returned now as you prepared to sleep with him again.Â
You basically asked for it, though.Â
When he revealed his identity to you, you had some questions. The first was if he had a real form, to which he replied: I have many.
Then the second questionâor rather, requestâwas to see one of these forms. He was happy to oblige, but you hadnât expected him to be so⊠forward.
Iâm not being forward, he defended himself, My skin is part of my form. It just so happens that I have to adjust my attire for you to see it properly.Â
But he knew exactly what he was doing.
âZhongliââ His name now felt strange on your lips as you stared, spellbound by his new appearance. You were so captivated that anything could have rolled off your tongue and you wouldnât have noticed⊠or cared.
He truly embodied every depiction of Rex Lapis youâve ever seen.
âIs something the matter?â He asked as if his arms werenât adorned in glowing geo patterns, as if his physique wasnât carefully carved by millennia as a leader. He stood over you while you sat on the edge of your bed and you gulped at the vitality in his features.Â
He looked largerâmore youthful, even.
âWhat do Iââ You hesitated, wondering if your question was foolish. âWhat do I call you?âÂ
He cupped your jaw the way he always did, though now with bare hands darkened by power that you could barely comprehend. âYou can choose whichever name you like,â he replied. âIt doesnât change who I am to you.âÂ
Your mouth went dry. It was frightening how much more irresistible he seemed like this.
âMorax,â you whispered, mostly to yourself.
His brows lifted slightly, but he stayed silent.
âMorax,â you repeated, louder this time. You knew calling him âRex Lapisâ would have been more respectful, more appropriate, but after seeing him in this divine form, with barely a towel wrapped around his waist, you knew that respect had already been thrown out the window. You would ask to be forgiven but what difference would it make if the god you pleaded to stood right before you in compromised garment?
âInteresting choice,â he chuckled as he pressed his thumb to your lips, âNow, lie still and let me enjoy what belongs to me.â
Those words sank in like branding on your skinâwhat belongs to me.
He was slow with you at first, hovering over you as you lay back. The silk of your nightgown clung to every curve of your body which left little to the imagination and Zhongli was so engrossed with his view, that the lust in his eyes made something inside you stir. You had to look away, your arms instinctively moving to shield your flushed expression.
After all, it wasnât every day that you found yourself at the mercy of a man so many prayed to.
Gently, he pulled your arm away, âWhy do you turn from me, my love?â He tilted his head, studying you like prey, but the tenderness in his voice reminded you that the ghost of your sweet Zhongli was still there, lingering beneath this form.Â
âAre you regretting your curiosity?â
âI guess⊠seeing you this way makes me a little⊠shy,â you said, though you didnât believe your own answer.
Before you could say more, his mouth was on yours, fierce and reassuring. It took the air right out of your lungs. You barely had time to recover before he started trailing softer kisses along your jaw, then down your neck, leaving a path of warmth in their wake.Â
âShy?â he repeated against your skin, âAfter all weâve done, youâre still shy?â He slid his hand up your sides, tangling his fingers between the fine silk. âYou may be skilled at keeping secrets but not from me. Tell me the truth, my sweet.âÂ
You opened your mouth to respond but you couldnât stop your back from arching at his touch, which was very much an invitation for him to tear off the delicate fabric from your body. When he did, it left your chest exposed to his hungry gaze, earning him a small gasp and a deep ache pooling between your legs.Â
âYouâre so small in my hands,â he mused, fingers tightening around your throat for a brief moment. "And yet⊠you offer yourself so willingly."
You had offered yourself to a god.
You had offered yourself to a god.
âDo you understand what youâre doing?â
A shudder tore through you as he took both breasts into his hands and sunk his teeth between them, leaving you little marks made from canines you had never seen before. When you suddenly felt his hard bulge pressing against your core, you realised the towel around his waist had already been discarded. How could you even respond to him?
âThis excites you, doesnât it?â He murmured into the crook of your neck, grinding against you. He didnât give you a chance to speak when he pried your legs open with one knee. âHave I ever told you how intoxicating you smell when youâre like this?âÂ
Harder than before, he bit into your neck and you found your fingers tugging on his hair.
âYou can⊠smell meâ?â
âI can sense you,â he corrected, âAnd I know exactly what you want from me." You could certainly tell he was pleased with himself yet instead of pushing you away, it only drew you in further.
With a single motion, you hooked your finger around the pin holding his ponytail in place, and pulledâfreeing his hair so it cascaded down over his toned muscles.
He looked perfect. Divine. It was your way of confirming what he already knewâthat you wanted this, wanted him.
Zhongliâs eyes glowed in the dim light and there was no mistaking the godly aura of Morax residing in him. The air seemed heavier under the weight of his presence. You were suffocating.
A deep growl elicited from his chest as he pushed the tip of his cock against your underwear, teasing your entrance. You whimpered at the way he bullied you, desperately pulling him in for another feverish kiss to satisfy at least one need.
This one was hungrier, messier. His groan vibrated through your mouth as his carbon-black hand slid back to your throat, squeezing just enough to make you gasp for air.Â
Each twist and flick of his tongue felt like a silent demand: Give in. Yield.
In this state, a picture cleared. Zhongli's hands were everywhereâtangled in your hair, between the valley of your breasts, dipping into the areas you ached the most. This side of him was primal, gluttonous, and possessive. Every touch felt forbiddenâblasphemous, even. And yet, you couldnât bring yourself to say you werenât enjoying every sinful second of it.
Finally, Zhongli parted from the kiss, his breath heavy as his eyes stayed locked with yours. For once, he allowed himself to make you completely at his will.Â
The head of his cock pressed harder against your entrance, the flimsy barrier of your silk underwear doing little to dull the intensity of his lust. He was desperate to feel the warmth inside you. You were already soaked, and he knew itâhe could feel it, smell it, and it drove him wild.
âMy dear,â he said, sound impatient now, âyou know I admire you, right?â
âI do,â you replied too quickly.
âGood. Because I donât want you to be mistaken.â
âWhat do you meaââ
Before you could finish, he pulled your underwear to the side and let his cock glide against your folds. Your hips moved with him, coating his shaft with your wetness, and that was enough for him to forget about taking it slow. Groaning, he shoved his blunt tip inside you and it left your thighs trembling. Your body felt like it was on fire, jerking back as his length stretched you out, your fingers gripping the sheets tightly, âOh myââ you gasped.
Had it been that long since you last did this, or was this form accompanied by godly⊠benefits?
With his head thrown back in sheer pleasure, he let out a throaty grunt, almost salivating at the way your walls pulsed around himâlike your body had been made just for him. Somehow, sex felt even better in this form and it had him feral enough to hold the sides of your hips, fingers digging into your flesh to anchor himself between your legs. âThatâs it,â he growled, âTake every inch.âÂ
He started thrustingâhardâthe sound of skin meeting skin echoed off the walls. Your breasts bounced in rhythm, and he was so entranced by the sight he could cum on the spot. Every second, he was ripping moan after moan out of you as he fucked you into the mattress.Â
âMorax,â you called out, your voice shaking while he pumped in and out of you relentlessly, âSo⊠good. I want moreâŠâ You ran your hands across his chest, feeling the quickening of his breath. His face shifted into a predatory look and you realised that he was losing himself as much as you.
âThen come here,â he groaned through gritted teeth, spoken exactly like someone who had never been defiled.
He didnât wait for you to respond. Instead, he flipped you to your stomach, left your ass in the air and your legs hanging off the bedâyour toes barely even touching the floor.
You braced yourself for his unyielding pace, but he surprised you with a tender kiss on your shoulder, âTell me if itâs too much.â
The unexpected affection made your heart swell so you wiggled against his crotch, inviting him for more. He chuckled, almost pityingly, knowing full well what he was about to do next.
You couldnât even catch your breath before he pushed back inside you, hissing as he indulged in your warmth. You swore you were well-behaved but somehow this felt like a punishment. He, who was so deceptively gentle a moment ago, found your hair and tugged it into his fist, drawing a sharp yelp from your lips.
Once he started moving at the same unforgivable pace, each thrust forced his name out of your mouth. âM-Moraxâ Morâax,â you were barely coherent and it riled him up the more you said it. It surely wasnât the first time hearing someone call him that but in this context, he wasnât going to make it his lastâespecially if it was you.
"Is this what you wanted?" he growled, his voice resonant, like the rumbling of the earth itself.Â
âY-YesâŠâ
Although, you werenât sure what you expected when you asked to see his form but you knew what you were receiving now was the primal strength of something foreign to you.
His heavy cock stretched you so deliciously, filling you so completely that every nerve in your body screamed with pleasure. You clawed at the sheets as you creamed rings around his base and the wooden bedframe groaned with each erratic thrust.
His movements were undeniably getting sloppier and his breaths came in short, guttural huffs. âFeel- how- deep I am inside- you?â he rasped, punctuating each word with a sharp snap of his hips. âYouâre taking it so well.â You couldnât see it but you heard a grin dancing behind his voice as he pushed deeper.
Your feet were lifting off the ground with each thrust, leaving your ass stinging from the relentless pounding. When you felt his free hand snake around to cup your breast, fingers squeezing your sensitive nipple, you practically melted. âThank you⊠Pleâ,â you whined, the only words you could really manage.
But that was enough for him.
Zhongliâs grip on your hair tightened as he pulled, forcing your head back while his other hand dug into the soft flesh of your breast. The pain mixed with pleasure sent your vision into a blur of white. It shouldnât feel this good but you could feel your orgasm coming despite being nothing but a ragdoll in his powerful hands.Â
His body trembled as he chased his release, each thrust growing more urgent as he drove into your G-spot. Every stroke sent waves of pleasure through your body until finally, your climax hit like a tidal wave. Letting go of your hair, you collapsed against the mattress. It was too much so it left you biting into the sheets, a cry ripping from your throat as your pussy clenched around him, milking his cock with each spasm. âI-Iâmâahhhâcumming!â
âJust like that,â he groaned while your body tightened, savouring the way your body responded to every thrust. He was unable to think about anything else aside from the feeling of your muscle clenching and pulsating, âSo tightâkeep going. Youâre perfect like this.â
With one final snap of his hips, you felt him pulse between your walls, his balls tightening as he emptied deep inside you. Thick ropes of hot milky cum filled you, his cock twitching as he buried himself to the hilt. Your name rolled off his lips in a low, drawn-out grunt that was raw and animalistic, a sound that made you delirious enough to go another round just to hear it again.Â
Even after he finished, he stayed pressed against you, fucking his cum back into you with lazy, satisfied strokes, filling you over and over until there was nothing left to give.Â
âIâm⊠full,â you whispered shakily, still feeling every inch of him inside you.
âAre you alright, my dear?â
Yes and no. If getting tossed around meant you were fine, then sure.
"I'm okay," you breathed.
"Good girl."
When he finally pulled out, you went completely limp, rolling onto your back while a thin layer of sweat left your skin glowing.
You could feel Zhongli doing the same, his body mirroring yours as you both lay there, chests heaving, struggling to catch your breaths. After a moment, you turned to face him, both of you blinking at each other under the light.
âThis⊠wasnât what I meant when I said show me one of your forms,â you managed to say.Â
âAre you complaining?âÂ
You let out a soft sigh as you stared up at the ceiling. Even after all this, he hadnât lost his sarcastic sense of humor. âNo,â you admitted, feeling warmth creep into your cheeks. âItâs just that⊠well, I think I mightâve enjoyed youâthe real youâa little more than I expected. A little more than whatâs appropriate, perhaps.â
You couldnât help but dance around the memory of all the offerings youâd given Rex Lapis throughout your life. Was this his gift in return?
âOh? Pray tell, what is it that you enjoyed so much?â
You hesitated but the way he looked at you made it impossible not to answer.Â
 âI liked⊠the way you movedâŠ" you felt slightly embarrassed to continue but he nodded for you to go on, "You were rougher on me, but it made me want moreâŠâ
While you spoke, you noticed subtle changes in him. His pupils began narrowing into thin slits, and his golden irises seemed to glow with an ethereal light. The sharpness of his fangs became more pronounced, peeking between his lips. His fingers, which had been tracing circles on your arm, now felt a little sharper, almost claw-like.
âAnd⊠your strength,â you gulped as you watched his transformation. âIt was⊠overwhelming. I couldnât resist it but I didn't want to. I felt safe.â
A low, rumbling growl emanated from his chest, his hand sliding possessively to your waist. It made your stomach flip.
âIf thatâs the case,â his voice was deeper now, almost a purr as his newly revealed tail coiled around your thigh. He leaned closer, his breath hot against the shell of your ear.Â
âWhy are you trembling?â
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All children raised religiously are being abused. They're sweet now but in thirty years see who's voting for Trump Jr or who ever the fuck.
ok let's talk about it. for context i've been working with children aged 2-6 in both school and home settings for almost 10 years and have met kids raised in basically every major religion in the world. I was personally raised completely agnostic.
religion is not inherently abuse. religion is a moral framework. All religions have the potential to become high-control groups or perpetuate abuse, and certain religions are more prone to those issues than others. that does not mean that teaching your child about the god you believe in is abusive. the abuse comes when your religion perpetuates a lack of choice, which, as I have already explained, most of the religious children i have worked with are not experiencing. Religion at such a young age is often primarily about stories, which preschool aged children LOVE. The bible functions similarly to, say, a my little pony episode to these children, in the sense that it's a fun story they get to experience which teaches them an age-appropriate moral lesson at the end. (and by and large, these kids are only getting the age-appropriate stories and lessons. I do not know any evangelical children who are being taught about the rapture and i don't condone that kind of fear tactic, but again, that's not what's being discussed here. we're talking about RELIGION, not high-control groups that happen to use god as a mechanism to perpetuate their abuse.)
in that same vein, religion in preschool aged children largely functions as a moral framework, which, in certain situations, can genuinely be very helpful. the christian and muslim children I have worked with especially are very often the ones that are the best at resolving conflict. they understand the concept of "treat others the way you want to be treated" and they're able to articulate it to their peers at an age where their morality is still developing and children often think in very black and white, self-centered ways. With rituals like prayer, church, etc, at such a young age they tend to consider them bonding activities. they have friends at their church or temple. their entire family prays together in the same way an agnostic family may enjoy a family dinner. again, I'm not denying that these rituals have the potential to be used to control or abuse, but they are not INHERENTLY abusive. they're normal. religion is a normal part of life for a VERY large percent of the population. telling your two year old about heaven isn't inherently going to strike the fear of god into their heart. more likely it's going to make them tell their babysitter, very earnestly, that when they go to heaven they're going to bring their legos so that we can all play legos together in heaven.
it is very likely that you, personally, have people in your life who are privately religious and you never even knew, because religion is not inherently a public statement of identity nor is it necessarily conducive to fringe or radical beliefs. it is a part of the human experience. you need to learn to be normal about religion.
#did not think i would be taking a hard stance on religion on my ART BLOG today but here we are. please be normal#asks
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How I like thinking about human x werewolf breeding (with the human with the womb) is that the first few times trying to breed them it won't work, but the cum in them starts changing their biology in some way that makes it more amicable to being knocked up by a werewolf and also makes it so they release more eggs at once. So, like, after a week or whatever of being constantly creampied by their werewolf partner, their biology is changed to be made to be bred by werewolved instead of humans and they can get litters of 3+ without it completely destroying their body
This will have weird interactions if they try to get knocked up by a human, possibly being completely unable to since werewolves are so much more fertile that human sperm just doesn't work anymore, or they just still have that tendancy of multiple births
There is something soooooo dehumanizing about having your womb changed and altered to be the perfect breeding bitch for a monster. your body is theirs now, no longer yours. if it wasn't theirs you wouldn't be pregnant right now. it's really hot. you're nothing more than a werewolf-breeding toy now. getting fat and round with their pups because that's all your body is good for now. i
Imagine a werewolf pinning you down and pumping you full of their thick, warm cum over and over again, not even trying to get you pregnant, not yet at least, just stuffing you full of their cum so that their seed, vial and potent starts to infect you, change you.
You start going into heat too like a proper bitch. it starts to ache when you don't have cock inside of you, the pain only fading when their knot is deep inside of you and your pussy is full of cum.
And that need to get fucked full of werewolf cum doesn't leave after you're pregnant, you already have a litter but your body is still desperate for more, and you look so cute pregnant and round they can't deny you.
Why you would ever go back to fucking humans after you've snagged yourself a werewolf is beyond me, but if you did there's no way they would get you pregnant, it's just not going to happen now that your womb is accustomed to werewolf seed. which is again so hot and dehumanizing, you cannot get pregnant by your own kind anymore, you're more monster than human, completely owned by a werewolf.
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feeling some rather intense thoughts and emotions over steps that arent mine, about an au that i did not create.
@/idlenight if you see this im sorry but i had to borrow your boy because it was all i could think about after seeing aurries tags
#ok but#julia and river bonding over living in others(specifically ricardos) shadow#julia was always just surge#the second in command to marshal charge himself#everybody always saw her as the lesser sibling#meanwhile river was charges sidekick#could never be seen by anybody as anything more than an extension of another person#julia loves her brother but she cant deny some of the things river says about him#when heartbreak happens shes devastated#not only did she lose her best friend#she lost the only person who really understood her#who would choose her over marshal fucking charge#and maybe she blames ricardo for his death. for not shutting river down completely when he insisted on going. its stupid but she cant help i#fast forward a few years and they both managed to pull eachother out of their post hb messes#theyre working together as a team and equals this time#julia finds river at the diner first#its the best thing thats ever happened to her even if river is so... different now#she got her best friend back and thats all that matters to her#then one way or another she finds out that river is the new sidestep#shes furious and horrified and grieving the man that he was but she doesnt tell a soul#not even ric. /especially/ not ric#and little by little? she starts agreeing with him. helping him even. until she reaches a breaking point and Very Publicly switches sides#probably throws a few curses ricardos way on love tv too#do you think chens relationship with river strains after that#chen tries convincing river to get julia to drop villainy#meanwhile river is having none of that shit#also would river use it as an excuse to finally chew out ricardo in rangers hq lmfao#i have to sleep now so bad but#nmoc: river becker#ortega
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Playing Hard to Kiss
Chris Sturniolo x fem!reader
summary; Chris has been clingy all day, so you decide to have a little fun
needy!clingy!chris fluff , based on this request
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It was a quiet afternoon, and Chris was being his usual, clingy self. You were used to it by nowâphysical touch was definitely his love language. He always had a hand on you, whether it was resting on your leg, wrapped around your waist or pulling you in for random kisses. You loved how affectionate he was. And today, you noticed Chris seemed extra needy. Which to be honest you didnât know was possible, but he has no limits, he would crawl inside your skin if he could.
Every few minutes, he was reaching out to hold your hand or leaning in for a kiss, his head practically glued to your shoulder as you sat on the couch. You couldnât help but smile to yourself. He was always touchy, but this was next level.
When he rested his hand on your leg for what felt like the hundredth time that hour, you decided to have a little fun. You gently brushed his hand off you, trying to play it off like you were just readjusting in your seat. Chris immediately placed it back, his fingers lightly squeezing your thigh. You bit your lip to keep from laughing.
He shifted beside you, leaning in for another one of his constant kisses, but just as his lips were about to meet yours, you tilted your head ever so slightly, pretending to stretch. His kiss landed awkwardly on your cheek, and you could feel his confusion before he pulled back, a small frown creasing his brow.
âEverything okay?â he asked
âYea, Iâm fineâ you replied casually, reaching for your phone as if nothing had happened. You could feel his eyes on you, confused but still trying to be subtle about it.
Chris gave it another go a few moments later, leaning in again. This time, you ducked away completely, pretending to adjust the pillow behind you. His lips met empty air, and when you looked back, he was staring at you with his brows furrowed
âMa are youâŠdodging me?â he asked, a pout forming on his lips.
âDodging you? Noooâ you teased, trying not to laugh.
He huffed, clearly not amused by the game. You could tell he was getting frustrated, the way his shoulders slumped and his lips pressed together. He let out a small sigh, but this time, he didnât try again. Instead, he sat back, his hands now folded in his lap, looking dejected.
A few minutes passed, and you realized Chris hadnât put his arm around you again, nor had he tried to kiss you like he normally would. When you glanced over at him, his expression was distant, and then, without a word, he got up and left the room with a quiet huff.
You blinked, surprised. You hadnât expected him to give up so quickly-he was usually much more persistent when it came to affection.
a little while goes by before you realised he still hadnât come back.
âChris?â you called, but there was no response.
Curious now, you wandered down the hallway toward his room. The door was half-open, and when you peeked inside, you saw him sitting on the bed, his arms crossed over his chest, his expression sulky as he stared at the wall. He wasnât saying anything, just sitting there, looking every bit like a child who had been denied his favorite toy.
âChris?â you said softly, stepping into the room.
He glanced at you briefly but didnât say anything, his pout even more pronounced now that you were closer. His usual playful spark had dimmed, and guilt tugged at your chest. Maybe youâd pushed him a bit too far with your teasing.
âYou okay?â you asked, sitting down beside him on the bed.
He shrugged, still not meeting your eyes properly, his arms tightening around himself. âIâm fineâ
The sulky tone in his voice said otherwise. You sighed softly, realizing he was genuinely feeling a little hurt. You reached out to touch his arm, giving him an apologetic smile. âI was just messinâwith you, ya know?â
his expression stayed blank
Feeling bad now, you leaned in to kiss him, hoping to make it up to him. But just as your lips were about to meet his, Chris dodged, pulling back.
Your eyes widened in surprise. âWait-did you justâŠ?â
you tried again, and he turned his head,avoiding your kiss again. And this time, you could see the mischief in his eyes as he gave you a smug look. âNot so nice when it happens to you, huh?â
You let out a small laugh. âOkay, okay, I deserved thatâ you admitted, trying again to close the gap between you
But Chris wasnât letting up just yet. He leaned back slightly, crossing his arms with a playful huff. âYou rejected me all afternoon, and now you expect me to just give in?â he teased, his voice still carrying that slight pout.
âOh câmon Chrisâ You rolled your eyes playfully, reaching to rest a hand on his cheek.
He eyed you for a moment, his expression softening, but still, he kept up the act. âHmm, I donât know. I might need a little more convincing..â
âOh, really?â you said with a grin, leaning in closer, your nose brushing against his. barely any distance between your lips. You hear his breath hitch slightly from his agape mouth.
âScrew itâ he whispers, crashing his lips into yours, letting out a little âMmâ at the satisfaction of finally getting his kiss.
he pulls away just slightly âdonât tease me like that again, you hear me? I like my kisses too muchâ he mumbles against your lips, before reconnecting them as quick as he possibly could.
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Bakugo likes to pretend that he's not that into you. Well, that's only when you two have seen each other like what? two times? Because once he becomes a boyfriend, he's all in, go big or go home, and he obviously likes to go big.
But that's not the case. Yet.
You two met in a convention. You've heard from him a thousand times because being the number one hero doesn't go unnoticed. Bakugo introduced himself to you forced by his friends because they thought you were cute and completely his type, Kaminari pushed him to you and Bakugo never thought that after that bold act of his friend, he would be so grateful.
The second time you shared space and air with Dynamight was in a fight. A super wanted villain appeared on your quadrant and he went as a back-up (he knew that was your quadrant) his friend teased him all day and all week because he literally crossed the city to see you. He scolded them, but deep down (unconsciously) knew he was balls deep (not literally) into you.
Staring at his room ceiling he couldn't believe how whipped he was, he denied the feeling everytime he started to think of you. He had only seen you twice and now your pretty face won't come out of his head.
The sound of his phone's notification echoed in his room and he was quick to snatch the phone from his bedside table.
Hey Dynamight look at the cool pictures the press took of us. đ
It was you. How did you even get his number?
He opened your photo before opening the one you sent him. You were holding a kitty and smiling like it was the best thing that ever happened to you. You were wearing a yellow sundress, and the landscape was full of beautiful flowers. You looked so gorgeous he thought he would die.
Sorry if I bothered you. I know you're sort of a snob, and I wanted to make sure that you saw the photos đ€Ą
Bakugo was so surprised about your interaction that he completely ignored the snob part.
He needed to reply asap. He didn't want you to believe that you were bothering him.
Great photos. I don't mind you talking to me.
He deleted and wrote it a thousand times before send it and that was the best he came up to.
You laughed in your place. His friend have told you how he acted and now you were just checking it for yourself.
I just need to get this out of my chest before I faint and then I'll leave you alone đââïž I just have to tell you that you look incredibly massive in those photos đł you got me feeling some type of way đ©âđŠŻ
The blood in his system rose to his cheeks and he suddenly felt extremely hot. You were something else.
After that text he was speechless. He needed to clear his mind before sending something that would lead you to never speak to him again or worse never want to see him again.
He cursed himself because he was trying so hard to pretend you didn't turn his world upside down after seeing you only two times, but now, after those texts, he was absolutely sure he was completely head over heels.
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SEX TAPEââBUECKERSâ”
â summary | âwhat if we record it?â
â pairing | paige bueckers x fem!reader
â warnings | nsfw!!! oral (paige receiving), heavy praise, sex tape (obvs), um... pretty short but i wanna make another part, lmk if yall enjoyed it
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The idea just came out of seemingly nowhere, it had caught you off guard.
Your breath hitched, and you blinked, pulling back slightly to meet Paige's gaze. Her lips were still swollen from kissing, her eyes dilated and you could see something more intense beneath them. You werenât sure how to respond right away.
She's such a horny fuck.
âWait, what?â you asked, voice a little shaky, heart thudding in your chest.
Paige smirked, brushing a strand of hair out of your face, her touch lingering against your cheek. âYou heard me,â she said softly, her voice low but playful. âIt could be a lot of fun.â
A rush of heat spread through your body, and suddenly, you were caught between the thrill of the moment and the surprise of her bold suggestion. Your thoughts racedâwas this really happening?
You swallowed hard, your pulse quickening as the weight of the situation settled over you. Paigeâs fingers gently traced your jawline, sending shivers down your spine. The idea had shaken you, but it also stirred something deep withinâa curiosity, an excitement that you hadnât expected. There was no denying the heat between you, the electric charge that always seemed to spark whenever you were together. But this⊠this was different.
âPaigeâŠâ you whispered her name, almost as if saying it would help you make sense of what sheâd just proposed. Your eyes searched hers, trying to gauge how serious she was, or if this was just a momentary whim.
She didnât flinch. Her gaze held steady, playful but sincere. âWhat, baby?â she asked softly, leaning closer, her breath warm against your lips. âWe donât have to. ButâŠâ Her fingers curled against the back of your neck, pulling you gently toward her. âIf we did, it would just be for us. No one else would ever know. You know how I get when I'm on away games...â
Again, such a horny fuck.
Her voice was a mixture of teasing and promise, and the way she looked at youâlike you were the only person in the world that matteredâmade it hard to think straight. The space between you was almost nonexistent now, your foreheads nearly touching as her lips hovered dangerously close to yours again. The temptation was overwhelming.
Your heart pounded in your chest, a mix of anxiety and anticipation swirling together. âYou⊠youâre serious?â you asked, your voice barely above a whisper, unsure if you wanted her to confirm or dismiss the idea.
Paigeâs lips curled into a half-smile, and she tilted her head slightly, eyes twinkling with that mischievous glint that always made your knees weak. âWhy wouldnât I be?â she said softly, brushing her lips against yours in a feather-light kiss that left you wanting more. âThink about itâsomething just for us. A secret just between us.â
A secret.
That word sent a ripple of excitement through you, despite the nervous flutter in your stomach. The idea of something that was just yours and hers, shared in the privacy of this moment, was undeniably thrilling. Youâd never done anything like that beforeânever even considered it, reallyâbut with Paige, everything felt different. She had a way of making you feel like you could step outside your comfort zone and still be completely safe with her.
Your fingers unconsciously tightened on her waist, pulling her closer, your body betraying the uncertainty still lingering in your mind. Paige noticed, her smile widening, and she took the opportunity to press her lips against yours again, deeper this time. Her kiss was demanding but patient, giving you time to melt into it, letting the hesitation slip away with each passing second.
When she pulled back, her eyes searched yours for any sign of doubt, but you were lost in her, your mind spinning with possibilities. âGot my phone right here,â she murmured, voice low and seductive, her hand sliding down to the pocket of her basketball shorts. She pulled it out slowly, holding it between you like a tempting offer.
Your breath caught in your throat as you stared at the device in her hand, your mind racing. It would be so easy to say yes, to give in to the moment, to let yourself be swept up in the rush of it all. Paigeâs thumb hovered over the screen, her expression a perfect mix of teasing and serious.
But the gravity of what she was suggesting wasnât lost on you. This wasnât just a random suggestionâit was intimate and personal. Something you couldnât take back once it was done. You thought about what it meant, how this moment would tie the two of you together in a way that went beyond anything else youâd shared.
âP,â you started again, your voice softer this time, more sure of yourself. âI⊠I donât know. What if something happens? What ifââ
âNothing will happen,â she cut you off gently, her hand coming up to cradle your cheek, grounding you with the warmth of her touch. âI would never let anything bad happen. Not to you. Not to us.â Her eyes softened, the playful edge fading into something more serious, more real. âItâs just for us, I promise.â
You searched her face, feeling the sincerity behind her words. Paige had always been good at making you feel safe, like no matter what you did or how crazy things got, sheâd always be there to catch you if you fell. And right now, looking into her eyes, you wanted to believe that more than anything.
Still, there was a part of you that hesitated. You werenât sure if it was fear of the unknown or just the sheer intensity of the moment. âI trust you,â you whispered, leaning your forehead against hers, feeling the steady rise and fall of her breath against your chest. âBut this is⊠new.â
Paigeâs lips pressed a soft kiss to the corner of your mouth, her voice tender when she spoke again. âIt is new. But thatâs what makes it fun, right?â She pulled back just enough to look you in the eyes, her thumb brushing your bottom lip gently. âWe can stop at any time. If youâre not comfortable, we wonât do it. I can always delete it.â
Thatâs what you needed to hearâthe reassurance that she wasnât pushing you, that this was completely your choice. And in that moment, with Paige so close, so open, so trusting, you felt the last bit of your doubt melt away.
âOkay,â you breathed, the word escaping before you could overthink it. Paigeâs eyes lit up immediately, and you couldnât help but smile at her excitement. âBut only ifââ
âOnly if itâs just for us,â she finished for you, her lips crashing against yours again before you could say anything else. This kiss was deeper, more urgent, as if the floodgates had been opened, and all the tension between you was finally spilling over.
Her hands roamed your body, pulling you closer until there was no space left between you. You could feel the rapid beat of her heart against your chest, mirroring your own, as her phone clattered to the floor beside you, forgotten in the heat of the moment.
She pulled back slowly, analyzing your expression to see if there was any trace of hesitation left. When she was satisfied, she pulled away slightly and grabbed her phone. There was no going back now.
âââ
"Just like that, pretty girl," she mumbled as she let out a low moan, her hand gripping your hair as you glanced up her iPhone lens facing you. You hummed at the sight, your tongue poking out to taste more of her.
You were on your knees as Paige laid on the couch, her legs spread as you ate her out slowly, just how she liked. Her hands were on your head, controlling your every movement. Every time you glanced up at the camera, it was a new level of motivationâthe idea of being recorded was exhilarating, and the thought of Paige rewatching the tape when she was alone...
God, the thought alone made your pussy wetter.
You moaned as you gazed up at the camera once again, a small smile on your lips as you leaned away. At that, Paige let out a chuckle. "Dirty fucking girl," she shook her head in mock displeasure.
Your chin was covered with her juices, you were glimmering under the camera's flash. Paige's free hand leaned in, wiping it all over your face before pushing your head in again.
You shut your eyes at the taste, humming once again. God, she tasted heavenly. You began moving your tongue quicker across her wetness, the sound echoing throughout the room as Paige let out another groan.
"Oh fuck, yeah. Keep going, just like that, just like that," she praised as her head fell back on to the couch in pleasure. Her grip on your hair tightened as she pushed you into her pussy, another groan leaving her lips.
Your tongue began flicking her clit rapidly, her moans and your sloppy sounds echoing throughout the empty apartment. A few seconds later, her body stilled as she came, the tape becoming shaky before her phone fell onto her stomach.
Paige leaned down to give you a sloppy kiss, humming at the taste of her on your tongue. "Was so good, baby," she mumbled against your lips before leaning away.
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silence immersed the room as the door clicked shut behind you. the ticking clock a reminder of how little time you have.
âyouâre such an asshole, you know that?â you spewed to the male in front of you, your features displaying a look of anger.
katsuki rolled his eyes. âwell, itâs not like i get called a ray of fuckinâ sunshine. what else did you honestly expect?â he crossed his arms over his chest, taking a seat atop of the long metal table.
ânot much, yet you still seem to subceed my expectations.â
âsubceed? seriously?â katsuki paused to let a scoff escape his lips. âyouâre upset because iâm actually selling this story? the only one, might i add. this was your shitty grand idea!â
unknowingly, you took a step forward.
âthe idea was to make it known we disliked each other. not for you to publicly shame and insult me!â
you, katsuki and a few other heroes were invited to attend a press conference. while the original topic was to discuss about the mission you all completed the day before, the topic began to stray away and focus on the relationship between you and katsuki.
japan knows of the hatred you and katsuki shared between each other, that was no unknown fact. the media described you two as fiery rivals considering both of your quirks contained fuel.
you two despised each other. or at least thatâs the lie you fooled everyone with.
you were unsure when katsuki started to look appealing to the eye, how attractive he was when he was drowned in sweat, how you began to long for the small but noticeable glances he sent you in public. you couldnât tell when it happened. but before you knew it, a small pool of desire that had katsukiâs name printed on it began to fill every minute of the day.
âwhich is no different than what we used to do. you want them to believe it? then donât take my shit. suck it up and be a bigger asshole than i already am.â he was right. you know he was right. but it was so difficult to pretend as if you hated him.
even if you called him a bitch, or a cunt, maybe even call him out for having a small dickâwhich you know is far from the truthâthat still wouldnât deny the peace you felt whenever you were with katsuki. how the world seemed to stop still on its axis. how there were no rain, wind or time. just pure bliss.
fuck.
out of everyone, it just had to be him? his captivating, intense ruby irises. his brash, abrasive demeanor. only his words that could seem to sway you. the man the world deemed you to abhor.
instead of admitting the truth, you twist his words. âwell, iâm pleased to know itâs so easy for you to do.â
âjesus fuck, y/n.â now, katsuki rose from his position, never once breaking eye contact with you. âyou think this is easy for me? you think i like getting up there and lying through my teeth? doing this is the one of the hardest things iâve ever done.â
he walks closer and even closer to you, minimizing the distance you established for good reasons. this is how it always happens; one of you forgets about the space you two have to maintain until words donât seem to work anymore. instead, your lips weave together, forming a new way to communicate.
but you donât move. you donât want to.
âis it? all those insults feels like it comes pretty smooth to you.â
katsuki pauses as he takes a second to analyze you. his eyes scan your body then leading right up to your face.
âbecause those are the words i wish i could mean. every time, it burns me to say those things about you when iâd rather be up there claiming every single part about you.â he lowered to a whisper, but his voice maintained a fervent tone.
his hand raises, slow and steady. he cups your cheek, gently swiping his thumb across your cheek. instinctively, you lean into his palm, your eyes softening as you gaze into his eyes.
âyou think i enjoy this?â you watch his jaw tighten, his hand dropping to your hip. âthink i like watching you talk with those eager men? it takes everything in me to not beat them shitless for daring to come across you. do you know how hard it is to fight the urge to pull you in and show them that youâre not available?â
too captivated by his words, you didnât notice how katsuki lowered his head. you could feel the heat of his body from how he gave you no room to breathe. he placed his lips on your soft skin, slowly kissing the side of your neck.
no. resist him. your mind was screaming. this couldnât go on forever. at some point, you guys had to stop.
âwhat will make them back off? if i mark you up? think theyâll understand then?â he proposed the question, but to you, it seemed more like he was asking for permission.
you didnât know what effect katsuki placed on you to have you like this. but in this moment, you didnât care about the rumors, the consequences, your image. it was all pushed back in the back of your head. so, you slightly tilted your head upwards, giving him more leeway to continue.
katsuki gripped your hips. not too strong to leave a mark but strong enough to squeeze a small moan out of you.
âdonât you fuckinâ understand, y/n?â he leans away to look in your eye.
âwhat?â you meekly responded.
âi go insane when it comes to you. iâm not the kind of guy that drools over any womanâs attention. but, you⊠fuck.â he stops himself, from what you can only assume was to control himself with whatever he was about to say. ânot being able to have you only makes me crave you more.â
you stay quiet.
âyou know how many times iâve tried to resist you?â
âhow many?â finally, you spoke.
âtoo many fuckinâ times. iâm done fighting it, y/n.â
confusion struck your face. âwhat do you mean?â
âbe mine. forget the press, forget our pr managers. be with me.â katsuki brings you closer with the hand placed on your hip, the action drawing you to one conclusion.
he leans in and interlocks his lips with yours. immediately, you drown in the feeling of his soft but chapped lips that you couldnât seem to push away. somehow, you find the strength to pull back from him.
ânot here. not in pub-â
âyes here.â
with his tone, you could mistake him to be aggressive in this moment. but over the months, you managed to be able to read his eyes from the forbidden glances heâs sent your way; how he really felt through the way he wore his eyes.
katsukiâs eyebrows were slightly furrowed, his soft ruby eyes shifted from your lips to your e/c irises.
there was a look behind his eyes. there were more watchful, more tender than usual. almost as if he was pleading with his eyes. like he was begging.
so, how could you say no to him in this state? him being so vulnerable with you?
but that was always the problem.
you could never say no to katsuki bakugou, no matter what.
your arms wrap around his neck, drawing him in with your eyes. he inclined his head and laid his lips on your mouth. the silence that did wrap the room ten minutes ago was replaced with the noise of sloppy kisses, your mouths powering over each other.
you can feel your heart rate increase from the action, even more noticeably so when he entangles a fist in the back of your shirt. he needs you closer, maybe within his skin if possible.
following his action, you guide your fingers through his ash blonde strands, sending a shiver down his spine. he nibbles on the bottom of your lip, pulling it just slightly.
âwe really shouldnât be doing this.â your murmur, yet his ears catches it. âthis would be the hottest topic for the media.â
a snicker parted his lips. âwe just canât be caught. but the day you stop being scared, iâm ready.â his words vague and simple, yet still holding so much promise.
âi hate you.â
and you did. you hated that he was too enticing. too irresistible.
âthought it was hard for you to say things you donât mean?â he referred from earlier. of course, that was just like him. the same him you mistakenly fell for.
âjust shut up.â was all you replied with before leaning back in to connect his lips with yours, choosing to help him with your statement.
this was supposed to be like a forbidden love trope but i think i just revealed how thirsty i amđ
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This is one of those ideas that someone's probably already done, but I came up with another concept for a game:
A game where most of the cutscenes are flashbacks of memories the protagonist has, and the "skip cutscene" button says "repress this memory". You can play through the whole game while skipping all of the cutscenes, you don't need to watch any of them to complete the main storyline and get the main intended ending.
But watching through them doesn't just give you a more thorough - and occasionally, even completely different - understanding of the whole game, and information that makes you see certain characters in a different light, but it unocks new options in the game. You watch through the cutscene flashback of the protagonist's mother doing something fucked up, and suddenly all your conversations with her now have the dialogue option to go "hey mom remember when [the fucked up thing] happened?"
This particular conversation branch doesn't seem to lead anywhere, she'll flat-out deny that the thing ever happened, and she calls you crazy for having ever imagined that, but later on you can stumble upon something else that you clearly saw in the flashback, that you couldn't have found out any other way. It's one thing to wonder why you would remember something that never happened, but how would you have known that this passageway was here, and opens exactly the same way you remembered it?
There are passages in the game that aren't required for the completion of the main storyline, that aren't blocked off by anything visible and obvious, but have text like "you cannot go through this way, this hallway is too noisy", and it takes a completely unrelated flashback for you to recognise what that specific sound reminds you of, which opens up a whole sidequest of you figuring out why you can't stand hearing that noise. Once you've made the connections and finally remember, you can go through the hallway. There's nothing on the other side that you need for the main quest, but things that may help unlock some other mysteries.
The main game is simple and straightforward, you can just play through that one and be done with it. But that's not the whole picture, the full story. There are answers peppered thorough the whole game, answers to questions you might not even think of to ask. Explanations of why the protagonist is the way they are, and things that make you see characters you interact with - and your interactions with them - in a completely different light. Most of the relevations are grim. The only question to ask yourself is
Do you want to remember?
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