amazingmaeve · 4 years ago
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Sweater ↠ Draco Malfoy
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Draco Malfoy Masterlist // Harry Potter Masterlist
Draco Malfoy x Slytherin!Fem!Reader
Summary: Y/N and Draco have been best friends ever since their first year. She’s been harboring feelings for him ever since their 3rd year. But when a girl comes to Hogwarts taking Dracos attention, Y/N thinks back to when he gave her his sweater
Request: Hi cod you please write a Draco x reader based off of the song heather by Cohan Gray where Draco and the reader are close and a new girl comes along who she thinks is a lot prettier than her? Maybe a lot of angst with some fluff at the end.
Requested by: Anonymous
Warnings: Angst, fluff, swearing
AN: Heather by Conan Gray
Y/N hated her potions class. Snape was a very hard teacher to get good grades. But one thing about thing about the class was good.
Draco Malfoy.
Also known as her best friend and her crush for years. She met the Malfoy boy in their 1st year when they were both sorted into Slytherin.
Y/N was so happy she met him. Draco helped her with everything. Schoolwork, social life and even her family life. Though Y/N helped with his home life since Draco didn’t have the most stable family.
When Y/N began liking him she tried to make it more obvious so Draco would know she liked him. But Draco was an oblivious to all of her soft touches on his arm, kisses to his cheek and Y/N even flirting with him.
Y/N thought he would catch on and either admit his feelings or tell her to back off.
But nothing.
Draco didn’t notice any of Y/N’s tactics. It angered her and saddened since she felt like she loved him. Romantically and platonically.
So Y/N stopped after a couple of weeks not wanting to give their friendship up because of her feelings. But that didn’t stop the feelings she had for him.
Y/N ignored the butterflies in her stomach when she was around him and just went on normally.
But there was this one time where Y/N thought he felt the same about her.
It was a cold and chilly night on the astronomy towers were Y/N and Draco sat on one of the benches.
The two were talking about their days and just sitting comfortably in the silence.
“God I hated potions today,” Y/N grumbled wrapping her arms around herself trying to get warmer.
“You hate potions everyday,” Draco scoffs while smiling.
“Yeah but more so today,” Y/N corrected herself turning to face the Malfoy boy. “How can you stand Snape,” She asks curiosity running through her eyes.
Y/N picked around the skin around the nails. It was a nervous habit she had.
“Just doesn’t bother me as much as my father does,” Draco stared and Y/N looked at him with sympathy in her eyes.
Y/N put her hand on his to comfort him. Draco cringed noticing how cold she was.
“Merlins your freezing Y/N,” Draco could hear her shivering.
“It’s fine it’s just a chilly night,” Y/N smiled squeezing his hand. Draco took his hand off hers and took his sweater off.
“Lift your arms,” Draco instructed which made Y/N look at him confused. “Just do it,” Draco said annoyed. Y/N rolled her eyes lifting her arms as he put the sweater on her.
“Draco no you’ll freeze then,” Y/N put some of her hair behind her ears since it was all in her face and couldn’t see straight.
“I’m fine I don’t want you to die from hypothermia,” Draco stayed and sat back down. “And plus we are probably gonna have to go in soon,” He mentioned.
Y/N smiled at Draco who smiled back. Y/N could feel her heart rate increase as she felt really giddy spending time with Draco.
The two Slytherins talked for another half an hour when Y/N noticed the time and mentioned it.
“Merlins beard I didn’t notice the time,” Y/N looked at the time in shock. They’ve been talking for so long she didn’t notice she should be in bed.
“Let’s get to bed before the prefects come for our necks,” Draco jokes making Y/N laugh.
As they entered to common room out of breath Draco said goodnight to Y/N who stopped him before he left.
“Wait Draco your sweater,” Y/N whispered not wanting to wake the people up. She was about to pull the clothing off but Draco stopped her.
“No keep it looks better on you love,” Draco winked at Y/N who felt like she was out of breath.
Y/N could feel a smile cross her lips as she got to her dorm and got ready for bed. Y/N hugged his sweater as she went to bed thinking Draco felt the same about her.
But he didn’t. At least Y/N thought so.
The next day a new girl came to the school. And Y/N could see Draco get memorized by her.
Her name was Aurora. She was insanely beautiful and incredibly smart. But Y/N thought nothing would come out of it and everything would go away.
But it didn’t.
Everyone kept talking about her. Especially Draco. Y/N thought Draco was in love with the girl and when he talked about her Y/N wished she were in Auroras position.
Draco admired the girl and whenever they talked it was always about Aurora.
Y/N kept her hatred for the girl hidden since she wanted Draco to be happy. And plus she only dislikes Aurora because of the way Draco felt about her.
Y/N noticed she was a really sweet girl which made it harder for Y/N.
Y/N also noticed her and Draco haven’t been spending much time together. And it was a surprise to Aurora and Draco talking on the couch all cuddled up.
Y/N had tears in the corner of her eyes. She ran up the tears hoping she didn’t get noticed.
She crashed on the bed letting out the tears that were so desperately trying to escape. Y/N grabbed the sweater of Dracos from the under her pillow and hugged it while she cried.
Y/N really thought she had something with Draco. It also felt like she was losing her best friend.
Y/N was usually in the place of Aurora since her and Draco cuddled often. But what made it worse it seemed like Draco didn’t care that Y/N wasn’t around as much.
Over the next few days Y/N tried talking to the blonde only getting interrupted by Aurora who gave her a sweet smile.
Y/N would walk off with a frown clutching her school books.
She thought about just talking to him about her feelings but decided against since she had a feeling in the pit of her stomach.
At night Y/N would usually be sleeping with Dracos sweater since it was the only thing of Dracos she had. And now since they were apparently having problems it comforted her.
One day a few weeks later Y/N got detention from Snape since Y/N talked back to him in class which angered him. But Y/N was sitting on the couch in the Slytherin common room when Draco barged in.
“I heard what happened with Snape to day,” Draco soothingly stayed and sat next to Y/N who rolled her eyes. Why is he talking to her now after weeks of not talking? “Are you ok,” He asks warily.
“I’m fine,” Y/N said in a monotone voice trying to focus on her charms essay that was due in a few days. Y/N was biting her lip which was another bad habit she had.
“Are you sure I know how bad Snape can tick you off,” Draco tried to comfort the girl who had an angered expression on her face.
“Why don’t you just go and hang with Aurora and leave me the hell alone,” Y/N seethed at the boy who’s eyes widen.
“What does this have to Aurora,” Draco narrowed his eyes taping his foot against the floor.
“Well we’ve barely talked these last few weeks because you were to busy trying to get in her pants,” Y/N shouted. They were lucky everyone was as at Hogsmeade.
“You can’t be serious,” Draco huffed and got up where Y/N was now standing. “Wait are you jealous,” He asked realizing something.
“No why would I be jealous of a girl who’s trying to steal my best friend,” Y/N sarcastically stated rolling her eyes.
“Can’t believe you’re jealous,” Draco muttered smirking to himself.
“Oh so your proud of yourself for basically ignoring me for weeks,” Y/N hissed anger bubbling in her stomachZ
“No just proud you were jealous,” Draco crossed his arms around his chest feeling happy with himself.
“Of course you don’t care,” Y/N scoffed. “I guess you don’t care that I’ve loved you for years and have tried everything to get you to see it but just one girl comes and bats her eyelashes and you fall to the ground,” She ranted to the boy who’s cocky expression changed to a shocked one.
“What,” Draco asked in a whisper.
“Never mind just go find Aurora I’m sure she’s looking for you,” Y/N ran her hands through her hair. She gathered her things up shoving her shoulder with Dracos going up to her room.
As Y/N sat on the bed she felt a weight lifted off her shoulders as she admitted her feelings.
For the rest of the night she finished her homework trying to get Draco out of her mind and it seemed to work until she got an owl from Draco.
‘Come to the astronomy tower in 5’ - Draco
Y/N debated whether she should go for a minutes. It would embarrass her if she went and he rejected her.
But she couldn’t run anymore so she decided to go.
“What do you want Draco,” Y/N sighed as she entered the astronomy tower with a tired expression on her face.
“I wanted to talk,” Draco whispered leaning his arms on the railing and looking up at the sky not facing Y/N.
Y/N walked up next to him and state, “If you’re just going to reject me can we get over it because I’m already emb-,” Y/N was caught off by Draco grabbing her waist and putting his lips on hers.
Y/N was flabbergasted at first but wrapped her arms around hip molding her lips with his. Y/N’s wanted to do this for years.
“Draco we cant,” Y/N said out of breath putting her hands on his chest removing her lips from his.
“Why not love,” Draco smirked as pushed some of her hair behind her ear then caressing her cheek with his cold hand.
“Aurora,” Y/N just stated.
“Aurora and I aren’t dating we were just friends and she helped me make you jealous,” Draco explained.
“You were trying to make me jealous,” Y/N’s eyes widen. “You jerk I cried over you,” She pushed his shoulder away feeling angry at him.
“I’m sorry I just wanted you to admit your feelings,” Draco apologized putting his hands back on her waist. “Will you forgive me,” he asked leaning his forehead against her.
Y/N thought about it for a second before giving him a soft smile.
“Of course I can’t stay mad at you,” Y/N teased leaning up to kiss him.
After the kiss Y/N leaned her head on his chest listening to his heartbeat the thumbing calming her.
“Still have your sweater.”
“I know love.”
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oflgtfol · 7 years ago
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jdosjdoshdow why do i feel like im goin thru a midlife crisis when im only 15
#aka what i THOUGHt i wanted to do with my life#is that what i really want??? and at this point im kinda too scared to change??? fuck lmfao#like idk i used to want to be an astrophysicist but i honest to god despise math and i dont think that will ever change#and so much is based off math like will i really enjoy that? or do i just enjoy lookin st pretty space pictures and thinkin abt space on a#theoretical level and not on a Cold Hard Math level#and yknow now its like..... do i maybe wanna be a geologist... but the thing is i know like. nothing sbt actual jobs in that field????#and AGAIN like i love rocks and minerals but is it. just that? wouldni be interested in an actual job with it#like i mean i enjoyed earth science so???#i cant really tell until i take astronomy as a class... which will he this year#i wish i couldve taken it earlier but my fucking schedule had no room#if i took it earlier i wouldve had w better idea if i really enjoy it#bc now i gotta really start thinkin abt college but like w hat do i do if idk what i wanna do with my life!!! and if i go to community#college till i figure it out... i'll feel like A Failure cause my family has Expectations... hell I've had expectations...........#havin a fucking Crisis at almost 2am#and i dont rlly wanna tell anybody in my family that im kinda doubting what ive told them since fucking seventh grade abt my aspirations bc#they were So Impressed that i knew what i wanted to do at such a young age and stuck with it! and wow astrophysics sounds so complicated and#impressive!!!! it'd sure be a shame if you backed out of it after sticking with it for three entire years#jdoshdw when i went upstate i told my aunt that i was thinkin of geology maybe and i was like 'dont tell my mom please' like lmfao!!!! god#the mere IDEA of me attending college is stressing me out so much im fuckign five years old you fools!!!! im too young!!!!#delete later
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weasleymalfoypotter · 4 years ago
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i hate you (but not really) pt3
draco malfoy x fem!slytherin!potter reader
part 1 here | part 2 here
summary: draco malfoy and harry potters twin sister have hated each other since they met. but in 5th year he comes to find that maybe he doesn’t hate her and the reasons he did end up be the things he loves
word count: 2k
warnings: slight angst, mentions of abuse, use of ‘mudblood’ , fluff at the end, cussing i think
A/N: AHHHH thank you guys for all the love on the first two parts i’m so glad you liked it!! sorry for the slow burn but i promise it picks up in this one. i hope you guys like it and feel free to comment what you think and reblog!
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i went to the great hall for breakfast and this time, i decided to tell harry, ron, and hermione what draco said. i usually sit at the gryffindor table with them anyways so it was unusual. as soon as i sat down i spoke before whatever they were talking about distracted me.
“you will never believe what draco said to me last night” harry’s face immediately contorted just by the mention of draco malfoy talking to his sister.
“draco? malfoy? what happened?” ron immediately questioned. i told them the whole encounter word for word. i wish i couldn’t capture their faces.
“he’s a bloody genius” harry stated. i raised my eyebrows at that. “he knows exactly what he’s doing, he’s just trying to mess with you” he said with a mouth full of food.
“that’s exactly what i thought, but it’s still so weird” i looked around the room and saw him sitting at the slytherin table and immediately looked back at my brother. “i would honestly rather go back to trying to jinx each other in the hallways”
“maybe he’s not messing around.” all of our heads turned towards hermione so fast i thought our necks would break. “oh gee don’t give me that look, but think about it. it may only be the second day but usually he takes the first day to make sure all muggleborns know they’re ‘inferior’ i haven’t gotten my yearly first day mudblood comment. maybe he’s not kidding, maybe he’s trying to be...better?” HA okay mione. sure. ron’s voice broke me out of my disbelief
“she’s kind of got a point. let’s wait and see what he does the rest of the week. i’d honestly rather you be subject to flirting than him indoctrinating first years with his blood superiority nonsense.” i slowly nodded in agreement. ron had a point. but it doesn’t make sense. there’s no way that draco actually likes me. i shoved it out of my mind and tried to forget about it.
“listen i’ve got to get to the library before transfiguration so i’ll see you all in hagrids class”
we said our good byes and i continued to walk and think about the book i needed before a voice interrupted me.
“talking about me during breakfast i presume” i recognized his voice instantly and when i turned my head to my left, sure enough. the unmistakable platinum blonde hair and the extra foot he had on me walking step in step with me.
“and what makes you think that?”
“the obscene amount of times i saw you mouthing my name” he spoke with a smile. of course he was enjoying this. “i don’t mind it really, i like knowing y/n potter is thinking about me” merlin if he doesn’t stop looking at me like that.
“i am not thinking about you.” i looked up at him as i said it. man he was really tall. he didn’t say anything. he just smirked. “what makes you think that i’m thinking about you? i assure that i’m not. stop looking at me like that” my eyebrows were furrowed as i spoke.
“headed to the library?” why is he changing the subject? well if i told him, he would probably follow me. but there’s no where else around here that i could pretend to be going to.
“yes i need to get a book before class”
“i’ll come with you” no.
“no” i laughed out. he turned his head to look at me and he stopped. i moved in front of him and looked up, staring straight into his eyes.
“what game are you playing draco?”
“i’m not playing a game”
“we both know that’s a lie. you’ve been weird ever since the train ride. you’ve been...flirting. it’s weird. i know you’re just trying to get under my skin so stop.” maybe i could get some answers here.
“did you ever think maybe i wasn’t playing a game? maybe i actually like you? maybe on the train i realized i don’t hate you as much as we all thought? maybe the fact that you are the only person at this school who has managed to get under my skin is because i like you?” i was at a loss for a response. he’s playing me. there’s no way he’s not. but maybe mione was right. then again, she’s always right.
“why?”
“what?”
“if you like me so much, why? you don’t know me well enough to know that you like me. you don’t know anything about me really. so why?” he scoffed, smirked, ran his hand through his hair and looked back down at me.
“you really think i don’t know anything about you?” i nodded my head and he took a breath before speaking again. “okay how’s this. i know that you absolutely love reading muggle fiction and it only takes you two days to read a 200 page book. i know you drink coffee about 3-5 times a day because you are literally an addict and if you don’t then your poor brother is usually subject to your attitude. i know that you refuse to have orange juice and bacon at the same time during breakfast and godric knows why. i know that when you’re anxious you play with your necklace but only with your left hand and you stare at the ground. i know that before a quidditch game you always take a minute to talk to your dad. i could go on and on which sounds stalkery but believe it or not, i know you.” flabbergasted. i have loved that word since i was four years old and it’s the only way to describe my current state. what the hell? i actually didn’t think it was creepy or stalkery. i thought it was sweet. “i let you think on that.” he probably caught on to the fact that i was flabbergasted and decided to let me process that. honestly i was processing not just what he said but what i felt. what do i feel? i have no idea but it’s not hatred and i thought that was all i could feel for draco malfoy. i stayed there in the hallway after he walked away until i had to get to transfiguration. he would be there.
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for the next week it was just flirting. he wouldn’t stop flirting with me. he was relentless. i never told harry, ron, and hermione because they would probably murder draco and i would like them not to be expelled. honestly i liked it being my secret. we had enough going on right now anyways. and i’d be lying if i said he wasn’t getting to me. i’d be lying if i said i didn’t look forward to him talking to me. it was always short and i would scoff and smile and walk away. he would never flirt while other people were around but he did start to leave everyone alone. no mudblood comments, no teasing, no tripping in the hallway, no jinx’s, no pranks. he really just let everyone be.
when i got to my dorm on friday night i saw something on my bed. a piece of parchment folded in half.
meet me in the astronomy tower at 8:00
-D.M.
oh boy. what does he want? one part of me has been telling myself that he’s just bored and he’ll be done within the next week. the other part of me stats up at night wondering how i feel about this. do i like draco? i have no idea. i have a million other things to think about too. the entire world thinks that harry and i are wack jobs who just want attention, umbridge is absolutely insane, and i’ve been drained ever since i got to school and i know it’s because of the connection to death eaters. we know that draco malfoy, vincent crabbe, gregory goyle, and theodore nott all are the children of death eaters. they’re all in the same school and house as me so we’re always in the same vicinity. their connection to voldemort isnt enough to make me feel pain, but it is enough to drain me of a lot of my energy. it doesn’t help that i have quidditch, prefect duties, and a full course load with O.W.L.’s this year. so honestly i don’t know if i can be dealing with draco right now. not to mention his connection to his father is one of the reasons i’m exhausted. but i decided to go to the astronomy tower just out of curiosity.
i finally got to the top of the stairs and right on time too. he was already there, standing by the ledge just looking around, hands in his pockets. he turned when he heard my footsteps and smiled when he saw me. he opened his mouth to say something, closed it, took a breath, then began to speak.
“it’s really nice out tonight”
“yeah” i looked around. i had no idea what to talk about, but he did.
“date me” oh merlin
“what?” that escalated rather quickly.
“i said date me. you know that i like you, i know that you feel something for me, i can see it. so date me”
“draco i-“ he cut me off before i could continue
“don’t say you can’t because we both know that isn’t true”
“but i can’t”
“why?” he wasn’t upset or angry or sad. he was calm.
“because draco i have no idea how to trust you. i have no idea how to believe any of this. you have done horrible things over the years. i cant just excuse that. you have called my best friend a mudblood countless times, you’ve bullied my other best friend and his siblings for their family’s finances, you’ve tried to get hagrid fired multiple times, you tried to have buckbeack killed, i could keep going but you get the point.” i looked anywhere but him as i spoke with my voice raised just under a yell. he sighed
“do you really think i wanted to do any of that?” i looked back at him quizzically. “do you really think i believe in all that blood superiority nonsense?”
“what else am i supposed to believe draco?”
“y/n i’ve hated every bit of what i’ve done. i never wanted to do it. i don’t believe in any of that crap. it’s not an excuse but believe me i’ve hated myself for everything that i’ve done to you and your friends and i’ve wanted nothing more since first year to sit down with you four and apologize.” i was looking into his eyes as he spoke. his voice was raised and he was taking a breath. i wanted to believe him, i really did.
“then why did you do it?” he wouldn’t look at me.
“when your father beats you for telling him that the muggleborns you know aren’t bad wizards you start to do whatever he tells you. i did everything he wanted me to. whatever he expected of me, i did it. he knows everything, he knows what i do and don’t do and i’ve been terrified of him for years. so i do what he wants. i hate it but he beat it into me since i was a kid.” i didn’t know what to say. his voice was breaking and his eyes wouldn’t meet mine. but i still don’t know how to believe him.
“how do i believe that. how do i believe what your telling me?” my voice was soft. we looked into the others eyes for a moment before he took off his ring. oh. he closed the space between us, grabbed my hand and put his ring in it.
“that’s how” he still had my hand in his and i was searching his mind. he was telling the truth. for the first time ever i knew draco malfoy. everything i saw wasn’t the draco i thought i knew since first year. he was different. he was real. i turned my head up at him and he looked down at me. our eyes were locked and i reached up, pulled his face to meet mine, and kissed him.
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emmanelsonwrites · 5 years ago
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new girl: season 1 ; sentence starters
❝ did you just make up a theme song for yourself?  ❞
❝ it made no difference to me, i just wanted to set her trashcans on fire.  ❞
❝ you think i’m sexy right?  ❞
❝ it’s astronomy day and i’m dressing up as galileo so i have to put on my beard. ❞
❝ i thought pawnshops were about helping people and frankly i feel taken advantage of. ❞
❝ he looks like he juggles clubs on the beach. ❞
❝ suck it, mr. crabs. ❞
❝ the only way i could fit in this dress was by wearing little girls bicycle shorts underneath. ❞
❝ she used to get drunk and pass out on our porch it was like having a hot alcoholic cat. ❞
❝ i need you to put vodka in a water bottle and rendezvous with me in the bathroom. ❞
❝ it was weird when i was stuck in a freak sandwich between you and that eight year old. ❞
❝ i took my feelings out... with dance. ❞
❝ i know word and i can open a document. ❞
❝ locker rooms, swimming pools, penis fights, it just happens. ❞
❝ sorry officer, i cant help you, because, no, i haven’t seen his penis. ❞
❝ and then, boom, he’s buried in an unmarked grave. ❞
❝ c’mon i dance naked all the time! ❞
❝ a bear might fall on our trampoline. we don’t need to have it figured out right now. ❞
❝ who are you miss pajama? ❞
❝ i mean, he seemed like a really nice european dj with a face tattoo. ❞
❝ no i dont dance. im from the town in footloose. ❞
❝ okay, no matter how many emails you send, that is not a thing. ❞
❝ that’s a great idea. be the girl who replaces his dead nana. ❞
❝ you get all mean and you make that little turtle face. ❞
❝ anyone who tells you the future of gravy is nitrogen based is cooking with blinders on. ❞
❝ i’m sorry, are you singing about what we’re doing? ❞
❝ he’s weird about cooking. did you touch his whisk? ❞
❝ when i was on that elevator ride from hell, the coroner told me to stop crying like a little girl and i told him that was sexist. ❞
❝ this is just like a nightmare i had where you brought over teenagers with bells. ❞
❝ jingle bells is a trash song. played on a trash instrument. ❞
❝ the plastic soda bottle is right where its supposed to be. back in the wall hole. ❞
❝ two things women love: alternative percussion players and role models. ❞
❝ my bar mitzvah was an amazing event! the theme was sports jams! ❞
❝ i have fifteen minutes. teach me how to be good at sex. ❞
❝ apparently i’m hooking up with the right girls because they don’t choke me. ❞
❝ i don’t wanna get a haircut, it’s too intimate. ❞
❝ looking forward to years of therapy over dirty santa. ❞
❝ apparently my business isn’t as important as frankie muniz’s. ❞
❝ we’re bro-nemies. he’s my friemesis. ❞
❝ last month he went to a party called bros before hoes on the moon. the dress code was yacht flare. ❞
❝ i’ve got no girls on the horizon. in a hot way. ❞
❝ tanya has half a pot cookie so maybe she’ll share if you’re lucky. ❞
❝ when i work out, which isn’t often, i listen to huey lewis, it pumps me up. ❞
❝ i don’t think dinosaurs ever existed. i’ve seen the science and i don’t believe it. ❞
❝ i have these issue— these anger management issues. i go to all these class— they’re court ordered classes. for it. ❞
❝ can you please not tell anyone i did that? actually, i don’t care what people think. do you think i care too much what people think? ❞
❝ i’m good at being that guy you find yourself spending more and more time with before you meet your husband. ❞
❝ i’ve had to start carrying athletic shoes in my purse because i have to sprint from one sexual encounter to another. ❞
❝ i have come here to listen to you. should i have interrupted you to tell you that? probably not. ❞
❝ my checks have baby farm animals on them, bitch! ❞
❝ when people talk about breakfast being the most important meal of the day i’m like... whaaaat? what about lunch? ❞
❝ and then i drove to mexico and i tried to enter a cock fight. as a person. ❞
❝ i wasn’t gonna tell you until after you got knocked up and were stuck with me. ❞
❝ i helped him get back together with his ex girlfriend, he made me video chat with his mom in hawaii, and then i went home. ❞
❝ is this one of those fortune telling cactuses? ❞
❝ what kind of crazy person destroys a child’s robot? ❞
❝ i feel great and i’m ready to rock but i really don’t wanna be alone. ❞
❝ my funeral is my time to shine! ❞
❝ this thing makes me emotionally nauseous. ❞
❝ are you sleeping in dress pants? ❞
❝ i’m gonna throw my phone into the fiery chasm where he keeps his poor people. ❞
❝ i wasn’t raised with money so when something broke we pretended it still worked. ❞
❝ i don’t know how to drive cars that work. ❞
❝ makes me wanna sit by the fire and talk about how annoying ghandi is. ❞
❝ she accidentally ate a cookie because she fell on it. ❞
❝ but i mean, can we just take a moment to celebrate me? ❞
❝ was it that stuck up bitch from last night with the fake hand? ❞
❝ i need you to teach me to be a douchebag. ❞
❝ now go away because i’m having cereal. ❞
❝ puns are creepy and they freak me out and you know that. ❞
❝ now i hate me as much as i’ve always hated you. ❞
❝ i don’t trust what cool means to you so just be normal. ❞
❝ those are my friends and that wasn’t even the first stabbing this month. ❞
❝ i was the bomb diggity as a baby. ❞
❝ i wanna rub my face on his face. ❞
❝ if you were a woman, or even dressed as a woman, we’d be unstoppable. ❞
❝ i might as well call you bridge to terabithia because you make children cry. ❞
❝ i got tomatoes and i’m betting on me. ❞
❝ don’t tap dance at dinner. ❞
❝ this the ass of a failure! ❞
❝ if you hurt her, i will let myself die and then i will haunt you. ❞
❝ i’m sorry i made you feel like monica lewinsky. ❞
❝ shall i compare thee to a summer’s day? no, a summer’s day is not a bitch. ❞
❝ for someone with a soulmate you sure did have sex with me. ❞
❝ i know fake karate. ❞
❝ i hope you like feminist rants cause that’s kinda my thing. ❞
❝ am i supposed to want to buy a missile? ❞
❝ i took my fair share of rubber bands so i don’t wanna hear about it. ❞
❝ there’s a corpse in your room? ❞
❝ i rode up in the elevator with that guy and something growled in that box. ❞
❝ the tow truck can’t come until tomorrow; aren’t you glad i stole all this beer? ❞
❝ you don’t do the roadrunner to a coyote! ❞
❝ you slept with me! that doesn’t say much about your taste in men. ❞
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aceofspades913 · 6 years ago
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Slytherbug and Snugglepuff chapters 6-10
Astronomy had finally ended, it never seemed to end. Which was weird because Violet usually enjoys Astronomy, her head was just so busy with other things. As Violet wandered to her next class her head swimming in thoughts she looked up and saw a very familiar Hufflepuff walking down the hall.
“Charity!” Violet shouted over the loud students making their way to classes.
“Violet!!” Charity shouted back even more enthusiastically. “Hey! How’s it going?”
“Good, everything is great. Charity I was wondering if you wanted to join me and Celestia on the Hogsmeade trip in 2 weeks, you could bring Oliver along too. It’ll be fun.”
“Yeah I’ll be happy to go. I’ll tell Oliver about it.”
“Awesome, see you around Charity.” Violet said as she waved goodbye.
“Byyyee.” Charity said, dragging it out a bit with a high pitched friendly voice. Violet could barely conceal her excitement, she was very happy to be making more friends. Celestia is an amazing and unique friend but having more than 1-2 other friends would be nice. Violet couldn’t wait to tell Celestia after her potions test, she just knows Celestia will need something to cheer her up after potions class. Snape can be really mean to Celestia some times and Violet really doesn’t like it.
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2 weeks later, the weekend of the first Hogsmeade weekend had arrived. Oliver was possibly the most excited about this trip, Hogsmeade was never really fun for him. It was entertaining sometimes but it was usually boring. Oliver has some bad memories of Hogsmeade, Oliver had a bad experience with dating and it ended pretty badly in the Three Broomsticks. However Oliver was excited to hang out with his new friends in the village, he wanted to buy everyone some candy at Honeydukes. It took the better part of a week for Oliver to get enough money but he was happy to get his friends something. As Oliver stepped out of the portrait hole Charity was there waiting, talking with Violet. Violet and Charity have gotten really close over the past 2 weeks and Oliver was really happy to see them getting along well.
“Hey Charity, Hey Violet.” Oliver said with a smile.
“Hey Oliver!” Charity always greeted Oliver with alot of cheer.
“Oliver! What’s up dude?” Violet exclaimed.
“Not much, I cant wait to get to Hogsmeade!” Oliver said. “Wait. Where’s Celestia?”
“We’re gonna go get her now. Follow me.” Violet said calmly. They set out for Ravenclaw Tower all dressed in their light jackets and scarves. It was a very chilly and windy autumn day at Hogwarts. Oliver and Charity had never been to the Ravenclaw Common room, they never even noticed the knocker that gives out riddles to Ravenclaws wishing to enter. As the the three of them waited for Celestia they talked about what they should do in Hogsmeade when Celestia stepped out carrying a big box in her left hand and a bag across her shoulder. Celestia was dressed very casually and looked “absolutely amazing” as Charity and Violet put it.
“Cel, what is all that?” Oliver asked curiously.
“I thought you’d never ask! This is all my art supplies. I’m gonna paint some of Hogsmeade, and maybe some students if they pay me.” Celestia responded with delight.
“Well lets get going. We don’t want to be late.” Violet suggested.
“You need help with that Celestia?” Charity asked.
“I got it, thank you though.”
Charity went to catch up with Violet, those 2 seem really close. Oliver hung back with Celestia to keep her company.
“She means well, I think she’s just happy to have another girl to talk to.” Oliver explained to Celestia.
“Yeah, I was really worried Violet would never find any other friends. She’s amazing, Charity just makes her so happy.”
“I feel like these are gonna be a great 2 years.” Oliver couldn’t believe he was saying this, he’s never usually this positive. He liked the change.
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Hogsmeade is the village just outside of the Hogwarts grounds and it’s the only wizard only village in all of England. Hogsmeade looks stunning during all seasons of the year, in the spring and summer the village is lively and green, while in autumn the village is chilly and orange, and in winter the village looks like a winter wonderland, the houses and shops all have a thick blanket of snow over the roads and roofs. It was mid November now so leaves were being blown across the cobblestone road, the leaves on the trees were starting to look thin. Winter was just around the corner and soon Hogsmeade and Hogwarts would be taken over by hail, sleet, and snow. For now though, the village had a peaceful and cheery vibe to it due to all the people wandering around enjoying themselves. Violet suggested a visit to The Three Broomsticks for a butterbeer and to figure out some plans for the day. Violet suggested they go to Honeydukes. Charity suggested Zonkos and Celestia agreed, but Celestia did say she needs to go to Dervish and Banges to get some paints and get an instrument fixed. Oliver said he wanted to take a look in Dogweed and Deathcap and Tomes and Scrolls for some new reading material. After much discussion they agreed to do all of their shopping during lunch time, then all the other students will be eating while they shop. So until lunch came around they wandered the village when Celestia head off for a nearby hill and Oliver set after her.
“Oh, I didn’t know you wanted to watch me paint.” Celestia said a little flattered, she’s rarely had an audience before.
“I figured I would give those 2 some time to walk around together.” Oliver explained. “And I’m sure this is entertaining.”
“You really want them to be really good friends huh?”
“Well yeah, look at how happy them make each other. Of course I want them together.”
“Together? You mean like-“
“Yeah, exactly like that.” Oliver cut in, he knew what she was asking.
“I don’t think Violet… y’know… swings that way.” Celestia has now turned around to see Oliver was looking out over the village.
“We’ll see I guess.” Oliver said confidently “but if they don’t tell us at first, don’t push them to, they’ll tell up when they’re ready.”
“Y-yeah of course.”
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“Follow me Violet, you’ll love this.” Charity exclaimed with immeasurable excitement. “Come come.”
“I’m coming.” Violet laughed. “Where are you taking me?”
“Just look.” Charity said wide eyed.
“Hold on I’m almo-“ Violet’s jaw dropped. Charity had taken her to a hill where Hogwarts and Hogsmeade was visible. The sun was about mid way up the sky, just behind one of the towers of Hogwarts. It was gorgeous, Violet was speechless. “H-how did you find this? How many t-times do you come up here?”
“I was exploring with Oliver when we found this, it’s my favorite spot on the grounds. As for how many times I come up here. The answer is not enough.” Charity explained.
“This… this is beautiful. I’m just awestruck.”
Violet and Charity spent hours just staring into the wilderness sharing the time they had. Charity strongly believes that giving someone your time is the best gift in the world, and she was gonna make sure to spend time with Violet whenever she could.
Lunch time was drawing near and they were already on their way down. They didn’t want to be gone too long or Oliver might think something had happened.
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A couple weeks had passed since the Hogsmeade trip and things seemed to be going great, Hogwarts had entered that time of year where everything is covered in a thick blanket of snow. The hallways were lit with even more fires than usual because this winter was much colder than it usually is. Violet was going down to the dungeons for Potions when she saw Oliver and Charity in the hall going to Defense Against the Dark Arts. It was strange to see them in the halls, it was the last minute of class change and only certain students with special passes to be late were usually walking around. She wanted to go ask what was wrong but she wanted to wait and see what happened. She couldn’t catch what they were saying but she could see Charity was hugging Oliver, and not just a normal hug, it was a long and warm hug. Violet felt a little less special, maybe there was nothing there. Violet trudged through potions, she didn’t think it was gonna be a good day. She really wanted to talk with Oliver about what happened in the hall, a small piece could not let go that maybe t wasn’t what she thought it was. When potions had ended Violet farted out of the room, frantically searching for Oliver when she saw Charity wave goodbye to Oliver. Violet shoved her way up to Oliver and asked if they could talk after Care For Magical Creatures. When that class had finally come to end, Violet could finally ask those questions she needed to ask.
“So how did you and Charity meet?” Violet asked, she decided to start simple.
“Well, she decided to help me out and it sorta took off from there.” Oliver replied.
“Are you and Charity close?”
“Yeah, we’ve been friends since about halfway through 1st year.”
“Oh, I see.” Violet continued. “You 2 must hangout alot.”
“Yeah, we hangout all the time, but we’re excited you and Celestia can hangout with us now.” Oliver exclaimed. By now they had reached the school but Violet didn’t feel like her usual self and just sat in a small hole in the wall next to a suit of armor. “Violet? Is everything ok?” Oliver asked very worried.
“No, Charity wants to go out with you and not me.” Violet said with tears going down her face.
“What?” He said confused.
“You and Charity! You 2 are perfect for each other. You’ve known each other for a couple years, you 2 get along perfectly, you’re a Gryffindor and she’s a Hufflepuff, that’s perfect.” She started to cry harder “and I’m just a ‘mean ole Slytherin’, me and Charity don’t have much in common, we’ve only known each other for like a month, and I’m a mess.”
“Violet. I don’t date. Me and Charity are only friends, she knows that I don’t date.” Oliver explained.
“Huh?”
“Violet, you are not a mess. I am. You are not a ‘mean ole Slytherin’ you’re a great person, I haven’t seen you do anything to make anyone think otherwise. And Violet, you and Charity make a beautiful couple. I’ve seen the way you 2 talk to each other, and walk with each other. I know she took you up to that hill she loves, I could see the grass on your backs. You 2 are perfect for each other.”
“Y-you really think so?” Violet asked, wiping tears off her face.
“I know so, don’t rush it though. Take your time, and most of all. Treat her right, she’s a one in a million.”
“Yeah, she is.” Violet was now staring through the open door and out into the forest. Fresh tear trails stained her face. “Thanks Oliver.”
“No problem Violet, anytime.”
I plan on getting some good work put into the story tonight I promise. Hopefully you guys will like it
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swellwriting · 7 years ago
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A Silent Devotee Part Six - Light within Darkness
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Draco Malfoy x Reader
Warnings: This chapter contains smut ( and its sweet soft first time exploring shit which needs a warning of its own) ! 
A/N: i wrote a line in here thats a nod to my fav marauders so if you notice it and it personally attacks you I’m sorry but also please tell me lmao !!! <3
Word count 2.5 k    Series Masterlist   Part Seven
After that kiss between you and Draco not much else happened, you continued to sit by the lake. You laid your head on his lap, one of his hands brushed through your hair while you fiddled with his other, tracing lines and examining his fingers and palm.
You talked until it got dark outside and you had to go back in, you didn’t talk about the serious stuff like where your relationship was going or his death eater plans, you decided to live with him there in that moment and for that snippet of time everything felt okay.
You would have stayed outside all night if you knew how much things where about to change. Draco tried his hardest to remember everything about that night, it gave him hope of what a future with you could potentially look like, peaceful, carefree and loving. If he needed something, or someone to fight for that was it.
The next day as you made your way back from the library after studying with your friends you ran into Dumbledore, someone you had never really spoken to before.
“So I see Mr. Malfoy found his Fwooper.” Dumbledore spoke without even saying hello or stopping in front of you, he continued walking down the hall but you needed answers so you walked up beside him.
“What did you say?” You weren’t sure if you had heard him right.
“Don’t worry I won’t tell, some of my favourite students had Animagi secrets like you, they used it for good like you as well, to help a friend in need of coarse.” Dumbledore revealed so much information and simultaneously none at all.
“What do you mean helping a friend, Headmaster I’m a bit confused as to what you are talking about.” You questioned as he sat down on a bench in the empty hallway motioning for you to join him.
“Y/n dear, I know more and see more than people think, me and you have never spoken much before because you never needed guidance or reassurance like some students do. I did take notice to you, you were well liked for all the right reasons, non-judgmental, you have a passion for learning in which some students lack, you will be a great witch someday.”
“Thank you, but now I need guidance?” You questioned to where he was going with this.
“Well, not too long ago Draco showed up in my office to find out about a Fwooper bird, which I had assumed to be following him around, I know Draco doesn’t have the best path lied in front of him so I looked furthur into it. But not too long later I see him walking through the halls with none other than you, which I can only assume his follower was you and taking into account who I know you to be as a person and student, You, well what I’m trying to say is you don’t seem to be black mailing him, you have good intent.” Dumbledore tried to explain which made you question how much he knew about Draco.
“I don’t want to hurt anybody.” You confessed.
“Of course not, and that’s why you were the perfect person to stumble upon Draco in his time of need, but in a war like the one that’s slowly brewing, people are going to get hurt and die. I’m not saying it’s your job to keep Draco safe but being there for him will make such a difference. It’s not much to assume that with his father in Azkaban and the way he was acting like he had something to hide that he’s having to…fill his father’s shoes per say. In the end there are plans bigger than you may know, but what you do have to know is Draco is faced with darkness and you are everything light and good, he needs you to be there for him for there are decisions and actions he may have to do, and it is important that he does.” Dumbledore just dumped so much info onto you at once in his backwards way and you tried to process it, but when you looked up to question him further he was gone.
You were left confused, as if somehow Dumbledore knew something you didn’t, but how could he? You made your way back to Draco’s room to go see him but when you arrived at the Slytherin common room you were blocked by Pansy.
“You’re not a slytherin you can’t come in.” Pansy stood with her arms crossed in front of you.
“I don’t want to come in, can you just go get Draco for me?” You asked seeing as she was the only one around.
“Why would I do anything for you? Besides he’s not even here.” She spoke pushing her nose up in the air.
“I don’t have time to deal with you, whether he truly is here or not, your infuriating to be around.” You said with precision wiping that smirk off her face as you walked away. It wasn’t normal for you to be mean to people but Pansy deserved it.
You walked through the hallways back towards your own common room but as you passed a hallway you saw Draco walking at a fast pace. You ran to catch up to him and wrapped your arms around him from behind, he jumped but when he realized it was you he relaxed his shoulders and gently held your arms with his hands.
You turned around him to see he looked stressed and his wand was in his hands, something you noticed he did when he was scared although he’d never admit it.
“What are you doing?” You rubbed your thumbs across his cheeks feeling his skin, he closed his eyes contently at the small contact.
“Nothing, I’m just… nothing.” He said, although he was clearly lying.
“Well why would you look so stressed out over nothing.” You said wrapping your arms around his waist as he did the same, holding each other close.
“I just can’t really talk about it, I’m sorry I-” You interrupted him with a kiss which took him by surprise, he didn’t get the chance to kiss back before you pulled away.
“I won’t push you for answers, those done matter to me, you do.” You said sweetly.
“Merlin, I’d be so lost without you.” He rested his head on yours while he spoke, waiting for you to speak again before he could kiss you.
“Well then call me your map.” You giggled at your lame joke making him smile.
“I’d rather call you something else.” He almost whispered to you.
“Mhm? Like what?” You questioned hoping you knew where he was going.
“I don’t know, maybe my girlfriend?” He asked timidly, like you hadn’t just kissed him minutes ago, like the way you were holding him right now was in a friendly manner.
“Well I do like the ring of that.” You laughed, kissing him again it was short and sweet since you pulled away quickly but Draco had no plan of pulling away, he continued leaning into the kiss and your lips not being there made him pout.
“My own Girlfriend won’t even kiss me.” He teased.
“I just did you fool, I just don’t want to kiss you more here.” You motioned to the hallway that was mostly empty but Draco looked behind him to see the room of requirement, remembering what he was just doing in there and silently agreed that he wanted to get away from here.
He took your hand and walked at a fast pace to the empty astronomy tower.
“We are just as likely to get caught here Draco.” You said as you rested your elbows on the brick, looking up to the stars.
“Well at least we can hear them coming up the stairs, gives us time to stop snogging and act innocent, there are no rules about being up here.” Draco spoke like he had thought this over, to which he had, falling asleep many nights just thinking about this.
“Okay then, tell me about the constellations then.” You said motioning towards the many that lit up the sky.
“Well I don’t know any that you don’t know, we took the same astrology class Y/n.” He said wrapping his arms around your waist from behind you resting his chin atop your shoulder.
“What? You mean to tell me, Mr. Fancy Rich Malfoy didn’t have an expensive telescope to look through growing up?” You teased, making him supress his laugh in your shoulder.
“Well we did actually, but it was more of a decoration.” He admitted.
“Well you will just have to teach me something else then.” You said with a suggestive smile on your face, you turned to face him capturing his lips in a deep kiss, you placed your hands on the sides of his face and he eagerly pulled your body flush to his.
You kissed down his cheek and down his neck gently sucking and nipping at the skin, you didn’t break contact from his neck while you pushed him down to straddle his lap, your knees hitting the cold concrete underneath the two of you.
“Oh, well, I can’t teach you much about that either” he struggled to say while you continued to kiss his neck, scared to admit how little experience he truly had with this sort of stuff.
“That’s okay, I don’t have any experience either, a lot of people like me but not enough to ask me to Hogsmead or anything?” You admitted, this whole relationship thing was completely new to you.
“You’ve never been on a date to Hogsmead?” Draco asked making a shocked face. “People didn’t like me but I still got asked to Hogsmead many times.”
“Wow thanks Draco that makes me feel so great.” You said sarcastically “Tell me more about all these girls that you snogged and bought candy at Honey Dukes, really I do love it.” You continued to joke, not in a jealous way just making fun of him really.
“No, I only ever went a few times but they all bored me or annoyed me, you’re the first person I ever kissed Y/n, you’re the only person I’ve ever felt like this with.” He admitted placing a tender kiss on your forehead.
“I get to be Draco Malfoys first kiss?” You aked pretending to sound astonished at the news.
“You can be a couple other firsts if you’d like.” He said now kissing your neck and down your collar bone.
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“How about more than a couple.” You said holding back a moan as he sucked hard on the base of your neck, likely leaving a mark.
“We better get started then.” He said seductively as he swiftly lifted your shirt over your head, your lips met in a searing kiss moving effortlessly together, tongues moving to each other’s mouths sloppily kissing like you had seen others do, just learning the motions.
His hands made their way to your bra fumbling to undo the back for a second before revealing your bare chest to the cold night air making your nipples perk up.
Draco pulled away from the kiss making you let out a noise of protest as he admired your chest, his pants tightening at just the sight of you, he reached out his hands looking up to your eyes again as you nodded giving him permission to caress your breasts, he squeezed them lightly and then slowly got a bit rougher testing how far he could go, rubbing his thumbs over your nipples and kissing his way down your neck until he reached your breasts, now sucking and kissing all over them.
“Mhm, Draco its so, so good.” You moaned, making sure he knew what you liked and didn’t since you were both experimenting.
You grinded down onto his growing bulge making him stop what he was doing with his mouth and let out a low moan that he tried to supress. “Merlin Y/n, that’s heavenly.” He said into the skin of your neck.
His hand sneaked up your skirt making you move back a bit on his lap, his finger pushed your panties to the side, you unzipped his pants slipping your hand under his pants grabbing his length in your hand.
You both were filled to the brim with ecstasy needing a release quickly. Draco pushed his fingers between your slits rubbing over your clit and sticking two fingers slowly inside of you, making you squeeze his dick with your hand and  burry your face in his neck.
When you pulled his underwear down and wrapped your fingers around him, slowly moving your hand up and down he bit down on your shoulder groaning. Both of you weren’t new to the general actions, you just weren’t used to someone else doing it.
Draco curled his fingers inside you continuously pumping his fingers in and out as you continued to pump him with your hand, both of you speeding up trying to get that release. You squeezed around his fingers and you felt him twitch in your hand signalling that the both of you were close to release.
Your chests heaving as you both came undone in each other’s hands, staying still for a moment before relaxing into each other’s bodies catching your breath. 
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“That was so nice.” You said in a tired voice against his neck.
“Just nice?” Draco questioned wrapping his arms around your back.
“More than nice, amazing, lovely, addicting.”  You muttered against his skin leaving kisses after each words.
“oh addicting you say? You want more?” Draco cheekily asked snaking his hand back under your skirt but you stopped him.
“Of course just not right now, it’s getting close to curfew Draco.” You used all your willpower to stop him even though you really wanted more.
“Oh you and following the rules, how boring.” He teased passing you your bra and shirt as you did his pants back up for him.
“Shhh, you love how good I am.”
“Well opposites attract, or at least that’s what they say.” Draco said, a hint of sadness in his voice.
As you made your way back to your common room Draco stopped outside. “Let me take you to Hogsmead on the weekend?” He asked eagerly, a big smile on his face.
“As long as you keep your hands to yourself Malfoy.”
“I make no promises.” He chuckled as he placed a tender sweet kiss on your lips. People saw and stared but when you pulled away quickly looked away from the two of you.
“Goodnight Draco.” You smiled walking into your common room filled to the brim with happiness and joy.
Draco was left alone in the hallway, the quiet whispers deafening , the judgmental stares stabbing into his skin, he made his way back to his own common room and replayed the memory of the two of you at the lake, it helped to calm him down.
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sweet-sugar-sunsets · 6 years ago
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100 questions
I was tagged by @she-who-the-river-could-not-hold and @puzzlingsnark aka my faves
1. What is your nickname? well when I was younger it was little red, but it was later revoked after I went through a growth spurt. my friends jokingly call me anuswrath because it sounds similar to my last name. my niece calls me mimi
2. How old are you? I am regretfully fifteen
3. What is your birth month? Septemper
4. What is your zodiac sign? Virgo. I don’t know that sun and moon crap
5. What is your favorite color? yellow
6. What’s your lucky number? 23
7. Do you have any pets? yup I have a golden lab named Liza Jane
8. Where are you from? Louisiana
9. How tall are you? 5’ 6"
10. What shoe size are you? 9 1/2
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? probably like 10
12. Are you random? yes absolutely
13. Last person you texted? my best friend (he’s trying to set me up with his ex)
14. Are you psychic in any way? yeah when I was little I had dreams that could tell the future occasionally and i used to talk to ghosts (i was weird)
15. Last TV show watched? i just finished the newest fosters episode
16. Favorite movie? Ferris Beuller’s Day Off, Clueless
17. Favorite show from your childhood? suite life of zach and cody (i still occasionally watch the reruns)
18. Do you want children? no unless my spouse does
19. Do you want a church wedding? no.
20. What is your religion? nuthin
21. Have you ever been to the hospital? yeah I broke my neck in fourth grade in karate class (I’m fine now just had to wear a neck brace for a year and sacrifice my pride) when I was really little (k-2nd grade) I had really bad asthma and had a couple surguries (none of them helped)
22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? no, which is surprising becaue i do a lot of illegal stuff (dont arrest me)
23. How is life? meh
24. Baths or showers? both, showers when I’m short on time, baths when I want to treat myself
25. What color socks are you wearing? I’m not wearing socks
26. Have you ever been famous? when I was little I did local commercial acting but other than that nope
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? yeah lowkey im an attention whore
28. What type of music do you like? alternative and indie, some rock
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? yeah with my friends last weekend
30. How many pillows do you sleep with? I sleep with two behind my head, three stuffed between my bed and the wall and four at my feet
31. What position do you usually sleep in? I toss and turn all night
32. How big is your house? pretty decent four bedrooms three bathrooms two stories
33. What do you typically have for breakfast? fried egg and black coffe during school, whatever’s available during the summer
34. Have you ever left the country? unfortunately no
35. Have you ever tried archery? Yes! I did archery all the time in my yard. until I almost impaled my neighbor’s dog
36. Do you like anyone? I’m currently in love with my best friend but he is currently setting me up with his aforementioned ex so that’s not gonna go anywhere
37. Favorite swear word? dick, bullshit, any variation of fuck
38. When do you fall asleep? 1, 3 if i dont force myself to go to sleep
39. Do you have any scars? I had rocks embedded in my knees as a kid so i have those scars (you can also feel the rocks its kinda cool they never took them out) I crushed my ankle in a golfcart accident last year so I have those too
40. Sexual orientation? bi for now but i like girls more. the only guy i’ve liked in a while is my best friend
41. Are you a good liar? absolutely
42. What languages would you like to learn? latin and spanish (both of which i’m learning now)
43. Top 10 songs? oof ok: run for cover, the killers; float on, modest mouse; i can’t quit, the vaccines; ribs, lorde; cigarette daydreams, cage the elephant; youth, glass animals; miracle mile, cold war kids; saturday sun, vance joy; jackie and wilson, hozier, sleep on the floor, the lumineers
44. Do you like your country? no but im not gonna get into it on here because i am young and dont have fully formed opinions yet
45. Do you have friends from the web? yes and i love them more than my real friends sometimes
46. What is your personality type? creative, lazy, rebellious
47. Hogwarts House? ravenclaw
48. Can you curl your tongue? no im such a disapointment
49. Pick one fictional character you can relate to? lowkey murphey from the 100, bc i come of as an asshole, never want to do anything, and the only contribution i ever make is snarky comments and bullshit jokes
50. Left or right handed? right because im basic
51. Are you scared of spiders? yes and all bugs
52. Favorite food? chinese food. i live laugh love chinese food
53. Favorite foreign food? ^^^^
54. Are you a clean or messy person? messy, you cant see the floor in my room
55. If you could switch your gender for a day, what would you do? walk aroung at night. ugh the dream
56. What color underwear? pink and gray
57. How long does it take for you to get ready? an hour sometimes more when i procrastinate
58. Do you have much of an ego? no, but i do have self-esteem issues galore
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? i suck until its tiny then i bite
60. Do you talk to yourself? yes. i am insane
61. Do you sing to yourself? yes. loudly. all the time. sometimes in public
62. Are you a good singer? semi. i sing backups in my band
63. Biggest Fears? all my friends secretly hate me
64. Are you a gossip? no gossip pisses me off. unless it’s celebrity gossip
65. Are you a grammar nazi? no, but i need one
66. Do you have long or short hair? I have hair to my shoulders
67. Can you name all 50 states of America? yeah i had to memorize them for the world geo final
68. Favorite school subject? english and art
69. Extrovert or Introvert? extrovert!
70. Have you ever been scuba diving? no but i want to 
71. What makes you nervous? when people dont talk to me for a long time
72. Are you scared of the dark? a little my house is haunted so
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? only if necessary
74. Are you ticklish? sometimes, which is weird
75. Have you ever started a rumor? yeah probably
76. Have you ever been out of your home country? nope!
77. Have you ever drank underage? yep last night
78. Have you ever done drugs? well the closest i’ve come is getting second hand high after making out with a girl who had just done a bunch of edibles at a party. i cant smoke or vape cuz of the asthma thing
79. What do you fantasize about? honestly 90% sex
80. How many piercings do you have? two in my ears
81. Can you roll your R’s? yes its the only thing im good at
82. How fast can you type? idk pretty fast but i have to go back and correct a lot
83. How fast can you run? i dont run
84. What color is your hair? red brown
85. What color are your eyes? shit brown
86. What are you allergic to? cats and milk
87. Do you keep a journal? i keep a poetry jounal and an astronomy journal but thats it
88. Are you depressed about anything? im just depressed in general
89. Do you like your age? no i feel to young
90. What makes you angry? my mother and my father, this one homophobic bitch that all my friends love
91. Do you like your own name? yeah ig. i wish it was more interesting tho
92. Did you ever get a foreign object up your nose? a gluestick in 1st grade dont judge
93. Do you want a boy or a girl for a child? girl. boys have cooties
94. What talents do you have? I’m a writer, i play piano, guitar, ukelele, drums, cello, and trumpet
95. Sun or moon? moon
96. How did you get your name? my mom liked it what a loser
97. Are you religious? no i am very anti-religion
98. Have you ever been to a therapist? no but i need to
99. Color of your bedspread? turquoise sheets white comforter 
100. Color of your room? periwinkle walls with a black white and gold color scheme
tagging: @a-girl-or-maybe-a-ghost @bitchin-promises @mikeweezers @jane-el-hopper @nancykali
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jammespotter · 7 years ago
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i'm sorry if I am just being stupid but how did dumbledore do all of that to harry? he didnt kill james and lily (rip forever). I'm just really confused???
no worries!basically, i think that dumbledore orchestrated all of the major events that happened in harry’s life from the moment his parents died to the moment that he fell off the astronomy tower. dumbledore always had ulterior motives and was just as obsessed with power as voldemort was (which was never really openly discussed in the last book, just alluded to). he always claimed it was for the ~~greater good~~ but i mean...think of all the dictators in history. they all claimed they did things for the greater good so him saying that doesnt really do much imo it just shows that he will do anything to get what he wants. which what he wants is voldemort to die. like that is a goal of his. but also he wanted the hallows to himself and he knew that voldemort also wanted the hallows so it isnt just a case of “wow this guy is a racist mass murderer lets stop him!”. dumbledore was insecure in his position as the most powerful wizard in the world and was terrified of being usurped. so when baby harry “destroyed” voldemort at only a year old, he zeroed in on him. i think that dumbledore knew that tom had used horcruxes, and i think he had an idea that harry had become one--especially after seeing the scar. so i think he used his power as “the good guy”, and basically decided to craft harry to be a pig for slaughter that was powerful enough to destroy voldemort but was never strong enough to destroy himself. so thats why he shoved harry in an abusive household until it was time for hogwarts, bc he knew that the dursleys would never ever let harry know how famous he was or any of that. it wasnt for harry’s protection, it was to sculpt him into a child who was desperate for any sort of praise or affection and was desperate to be accepted. dumbledore also wasnt an idiot and had a feeling that tom would come back to hogwarts when harry started. but if that wasnt enough, he went ahead and got something that would lure voldemort in--the sorcerers stone.  he knew about the multiple horcruxes (horcruxi?) and im sure knew that he was on the back of poor quirrell (also poor quirrell like no one ever talks about how sad his life was). so what did he do? he went ahead and hired voldemort and put the stone behind a layer of booty traps that any 11 year old that barely paid any attention in class could get through. first test for harry was the troll. harry passed and now he had loyal friends who could help him in his mission for good. dumbledore knew that harry was a powerful wizard, both because of his parents and because he was part voldemort. but it didnt hurt for harry to have backup--and also now harry had something to lose, which really propelled harry into his martyrdom throughout the series. dumbledore tracks voldemort’s movements through the year, only telling one person about the stone. the one person who also is a loveable idiot who spills secrets the second he has a sip of firewhiskey. its no coincidence that hagrid was the one who got harry, dumbledore wanted that bond early on. anyways, so the night comes and dumbledore ~~mysterious goes away~~. he knew harry knew about the stone, so he just let him do it. no, he didn’t let him, he planned it so harry would go and face voldemort and get the stone. it was just a test. and harry passed. cue the affection in the hospital wing where dumbledore takes on a fatherly role that seems almost out of character for him (hint: because it is and it was just a part of the plan to get harry attached and loyal to him). second year happens, and who do you think slipped Lucius the horcrux? who do you think started spreading that the Dark Lord was rising again? honestly the most damning evidence to this theory is the 3rd book where dumbledore acts like sirius black is this criminal despite the fact he 100% KNOWS sirius isnt. dumbledore wasnt planning on sirius getting out and the fact that he did fucked up his plan. it meant that harry would have a father figure and potentially be happy. Nope. cant have that for your war hero, can you? So instead of telling the world sirius is innocent (bc...if 8 year olds who read the book understand how sirius is innocent i think grown ass wizards can too, especially if it comes from dumbledore and the minister of magic) he tells sirius to go into hiding. dont contact harry as much. its “too dangerous”. sirius ofc doesnt listen (much) and still contacts harry, but is still under the weight of dumbledore who could crush him in a second if he got out of line. honestly i could go on for all of the books but this is really long lmao long story short dumbledore is a piece of shit and is the reason harry had to go thru everything he did. but also is the reason why voldemort was defeated so. 
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retro-hime · 7 years ago
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The Ask Arcana Questionnaire
an awesome ass thank you to @fireflytrio for making this~!!
I have two apprentices so I’m filling this out for both of them. Essa and Valstyne. Essa’s will always be in bold and Valstyne’s will be italicized 
Part 1.) Characterization. Use these questions as a way to flesh out some of your character’s personality, background, likes/dislikes, etc.
Their surname?
Decesare
Castle
Halloween costume?
Devil/Satan but in like that scary attractive way. Could still kill you, but looks hot while doing it
Fairy
Familiar/animal friend?
Owl (or albino miniature dragon if lore allows)
Fruit Bat
Big spoon or little spoon?
Physically little spoon, emotionally big spoon
Both
Religious?
Not really, no
A little bit
Favorite fruit?
Blackberries and raspberries
Pomegranates
Idea of a nice date?
A rooftop picnic watching the sunset
She’s not too picky. Honestly any date is a nice date when you’re with the right person. But if she had to pick, it would be walking the beach barefoot and talking
Favorite season?
Winter
Spring and Winter and Fall and Summer... She can’t choose they’re all really nice
When is their Birthday?
April 12th (Aries)
January 23rd (Aquarius)
Favorite carnival ride?
Rollercoasters and drop towers. Anything that is scary as shit, like the zero gravity spinning thing
The spinning swings and hang gliders
Favorite emoji?
Devil emoji (Im on my laptop so I cant put them)
Any heart emoji and the eggplant and peach emoji 
Like to do in their free time?
Helping around town, eating, herbology/herbs, picking herbs, Underground fighting, sitting on the roof tops and throwing harmless stuff at passerbys
Astronomy/Constellations, astrology, people watching and then coming up with elaborate stories about them, helping the baker, walking/hiking through the forest
What sports would they play?
Kick-boxing or MMA
Track and field
What kind of car would they drive?
A big ass truck, preferrably Ford
SUV, those ones with three rowed seats. Or one of those rv’s or buses that were made into a cool mobile home.. So a mobile tiny home
How do they treat their significant other when they’re feeling unusually affectionate?
Lots of hugging and hand holding. She’ll go out of her way to get the person food (excessive amounts)
She would do a lot of amsall stuff, she’s already insanely affectionate, getting them their favorite flowers and giving them more kisses in random places than usual. Cooking/baking their favorite thing. Elaborate ass compliments
Favorite manga?
One Punch Man and Boku No Hero Academia
Ouran Highschool Host Club, Reimei No Arcana, and Kaichou Wa Maid-Sama... and Say I Love You
Main store to shop for clothes (if they lived in our world)?
Forever 21 or Hot Topic
Earthbound or any hipster thrift store and Platos Closet
What were they like growing up?
Very rough. She got into a lot of fights growing up. She was very protective of her mother and got into a lot of fights when the local kids and their parents would try to talk shit about her mother being a ‘witch’. Kinda like “call her a witch all you want Karn but you were just in the store yesterday getting a salve for that itch where the sun dont shine” 
She was a very sweet and quiet kid growing up and would make money helping everyone out around town. Her father was a surgeon and she would sometimes be required to help him out during his surgeries. So she doesn’t mind gore too much and started to really have a fascination with skulls. She has her mother and her fathers skulls in a glass case on a shelf in the shop.
What kind of drunk are they at a party?
Will kiss the person they secretly have a crush on, get more honest than usual, and will start fights. “i’ll kick your ass! i’ll kick my own ass!”
Dances on tables, becomes less reserved, the wholesome friend drunk where she’ll tell you how much she loves you. (Yuuri from Yuri On Ice when he got drunk. nuff said)
Reaction to someone telling a dirty joke?
"Oh shit that was good! Wanna hear a better one?!”
She would blush and snort/laugh at the same time. 
Reaction to stubbing their toe?
Creative ass curse words and then blaming the thing she stubbed her toe on.
“I curse you and your childrens children!” she screams at the table
Favorite color?
Dark colors, black red, black green, etc. 
Pastels~
Favorite See’s chocolate?
Dark chocolate
Chocolate and peanut butter
Favorite poptart flavor?
Gingerbread
Smores
Favorite hobby?
fighting for money
Singing and baking
How they sing at karaoke parties?
Refuses to sing, is only there for the alcohol
Sings loudly and seriously is drunk. She sings too well when shes not drunk but picks songs that people will hate. (Like Barbie Girl or any song by Aqua)
Preferred social media platform?
Reddit and Twitter
Tumblr
Opinion on puns?
Pun’s are the devils work, but god damn theyre funny. So shitty but so great. 
Has dad jokes/puns of her own
How do they typically deal with their problems?
Ignore that shit as much as possible until it is eminent
Push it down if it’s emotional problems. Other problems she tries to tackle head on because she doesn’t like putting off the inevitable
Spice girl nickname?
Death Spice
Honey Spice
Personal hygiene routine?
She showers every night because she always comes home dirty and her mom was big about being clean at night. She washes her hair every night as well
She showers twice a day and likes to make sure she always smells good. She washes her hair every other day and has a whole routine for it so that is stays moisturized and healthy.
Favorite alcoholic drink?
Fireball Whiskey
Rumchata
Favorite genre of music?
Any form of rock or rap/hip hop/r&b
Jazz or video game type music
Modern AU job/career?
MMA fighter
Vet
Favorite musical?
Hamilton and Sweeney Todd
Les miserables
How would they celebrate their significant other’s birthday?
Would spend a week planning and overthinking it. She would attempt to cook (which she can NOT do) and she would try to be romantic and would clean herself up and look really nice. It would be a personal dinner and a day spent doing whatever their SO wanted to do. 
She would wake them up with breakfast in bed and kisses. Then they would spend the day visiting their favorite places no matter the price and it would end with an elaborate picnic on the beach. 
Would they rather turn into a tiny rhinoceros or a giant hamster?
Giant Hamster
tiny rhinoceros
What would they do for their significant other for Valentine’s Day?
She would go to every a week in advance and would order a dish from each one to be delivered to the shop. She would send her SO out on errands all day so she could prepare it and would reward them with a surprise extravagant dinner.
Would wait until the day after when everything is on sale and shower her SO in the sweets that she binge bought. End the day in some intricate lingerie
Pros and cons to having them as a roommate?
Pros: Brings in money, can kick someones ass for you, knows how to take care of you when you’re sick, is good at cleaning.
Cons: Bullheaded, stubborn, is messy, sometimes won’t come home for days, cant. cook
Pros: Can cook, is homely, nicely decorates the house, house always smells good, makes sure everything is where it should be, likes to help
Cons: Skulls and bones (it usually makes people uncomfortable), superstitious 
On a scale from 1-10 how Extra are they?
8
5
Favorite meme?
Damn daniel and legally blind
Kermit self to self meme
Favorite three pokemon?
Gabite, Misdreavus, Haunter
Milotic, Sylveon, Staraptor
How tall are they?
5′4″
4′11″ and 3/4
Part 2.) Scaling. Using your best judgement, where does your fan apprentice fall on these scales?
[Example: Shortest to tallest?
Portia, Asra, [MC name here], Nadia, Lucio, Julian, Muriel]
Most to least superstitious?
Portia, Julian, Essa, Nadia, Lucio, Asra, Valstyne, Muriel
Most to least excited to be at a WWE event?
Essa, Portia, Lucio, Valstyne, Asra, Julian, Nadia, Muriel
Worst to best at handling children?
Nadia, Lucio, Muriel, Asra, Essa, Portia, Julian, Valstyne
Worst to best alcohol tolerance?
Muriel, Asra, Lucio, Valstyne, Julian, Portia, Essa, Nadia,
Best to worst at keeping secrets?
Asra, Valstyne, Muriel, Nadia, Lucio, Essa, Portia, Julian
Best to worst dancers?
Valstyne, Asra, Portia, Julian, Nadia, Lucio, Muriel, Essa
Most to least likely to slap you for stealing a mcnugget?
Essa, Nadia, Lucio, Asra, Portia, Julian, Muriel, Valstyne
Least to most likely to eat something weird on a dare?
Nadia, Julian, Valstyne, Muriel, Lucio, Portia, Asra, Essa
Least to most old?
Asra, Valstyne, Portia, Muriel, Essa, Julian, Lucio, Nadia
Part 3.) Extra characterization tidbits (whether you want to make a description or insert a photo for these is up to you!)
MC as a:
•MCR song
Mama
Sing
•vine
Kiss my ass (Summerella)
Any of the Thomas Sanders Vines of him narrating peoples lives
•a piece of furniture
Shelf (that way no one can fuck with her)
China Cabinet
•character from the Labyrinth
Hoggle
Jareth
•character in a cliche Noir film
Bad Cop who slaps the suspect around and uses unconventional ways to get answers. Has ties with the underground/black market in the city so they can get reliable information
 Knight in Sour armor, believes the world is good but keeps being let down. And Sympathy for the Devil, realizes the bad guy is no so bad after all 
•Tarot card
The Tower
Wheel of Fortune
•Micheal Jackson song
They Don’t Care About Us
Remember The Time
•character in the play “Cats”
I have no idea honestly
•Panic! at the disco song
Lying is the Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off
House of Memories
•cliche high school student stereotype
The delinquent that is actually really talented/smart
The eccentric weird girl that is friends with everyone of every friend group
•furby
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•flight rising dragon breed
Mirror Dragon
Skydancer and Spiral Dragon
•deadly sin
Wrath
Envy
•DnD class
Barbarian
Warlock
•character from Mean Girls
Janis
Ms. Norbury
•hogwarts house
Slytherin
Hufflepuff
•cryptid
Jersey Devil
Shadow People
•monster factory character
Way too complicated for me to get into
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blahblahblippyblah · 7 years ago
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Magnus Chase and a Plotless Hogwarts Fanfiction
Chapter 14: Nightmares of the past
Summary:
Blitz worries about Hearth patrolling the castle without him.
Hearth has a nightmare and tells Blitzen about the day his brother died.
Warning this way get very sad for most readers.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/11429727/chapters/26485791
Blitz POV
Blitz awoke in the middle the of the night. It took him a few seconds of reaching over the other side of the empty bed to remember Hearth was on duty tonight. Blitz rolled over to Hearth’s vacant side, his face down into Hearth’s pillow. He closed his eyes and breathed in the sent of pine needles and wood smoke from the down. He tried to fall back to sleep but his brain was clouded with anxiety inducing thoughts. Ever since the night when those men who worked for Hearth’s father had shown up Blitz found himself waking up at least 4 times a night in a slight panic. He would turn over to make sure Hearth was still sleeping beside him. Once he realised it had just been a dream he would fall back asleep only to wake up a couple hours later. Tonight was the first night since then he had slept alone.
Since that night Sam wanted at least 2 or 3 staff on duty just in case. Blitz got to do most of his patrolling nights with Hearth so he could keep an eye on him but Saturday night Hearth had with T.J. He fought the urge to get out of bed and join Hearth on his rounds anyway to keep a look out on him. What kept him in bed was the fact that Hearth didn’t appreciate being treated as such. Hearth was powerful. Expensive private education, curtosey of his stuck up father, had ensured that. Hearth was also tough and didnt like to be treated like a child. If anyone could take care of himself it was Hearth and he didn’t appreciate Blitz being so protective.
Blitz couldn’t help it tho. His father had sent his men after Hearth twice. They could get into the grounds and no one had figured out how yet. This made him particularly nervous. Even with more than one person on patrol he still rolled in the bed of edge. If something happened to Hearth and he wasn’t there he would never forgive himself. After a few more minutes of tossing and turning he gave up. He threw the blankets back and slid out of bed. He pulled on a wool jumper over his t-shirt and slipped on some socks. He quickly fixed his hair in the low candle light of the sitting room and put his shoes one. He walked down the fourth floor wondering where Hearth would be on patrol at 2 in the morning.
He made it all the down the 12 floor north corridor and sent two 7th year Gryffindor students who had been hiding in a portrait hole to go back to their dorm. Eventually he happened to pass a window and looked out to the grounds. The night was still and dark. The moon was dark in the clear sky. The stars were shinny very brightly in the dark sky. Then an idea went through Blitz’s head. He had an idea where Hearth and T.J. might be hanging out between rounds. Blitz turned around and headed to the astronomy tower.
Just as he suspected he found Hearth and T.J. atop the astronomy tower. Their backs were to the staircase he had come up. They were leaning on the railing. Hearth was pointing to something up above while his other hand appeared to be spelling out something to T.J. Blitz cleared his throat.
“Good night for star gazing.” He said out loud to announce his presence. Hearth obviously didn’t hear him but T.J. nudged Hearth as he turned around.
“Hey Blitz. What you doing up. Its not your night on duty?” T.J. said and Blitz walked over to the two of them.
“Uhh I couldn’t sleep… had too much coffee.” Blitz lied. Beside T.J. Blitz saw Hearth roll his eyes obviously not fooled by his lie.
“Anyway what are you two looking at?” Blitz said changing the conversation and leaning against the rail with them.
“Uranus is just barley visible up over there. It’s kinda poking out by the head of the bear” T.J. said pointing slightly north high in the sky.
Blitz looked up and saw nothing but bright stars blanketing the sky.
“I don’t see it. But I was always rubbish at astronomy.” Blitz said, signing so Hearth knew he was talking.
“I was terrible at tranfiguration. Mcgonagall was teaching when I took it. She said she would pass me as long as I promised not to turn another classmate into a weasel. Unfortunately I accidently turned my examiner into a weasel out of nerves during my OWLs.” T.J. said smiling with a big yawn.
Blitz smiled wide at the story.
“Hey T.J. if your’re tired I can take the rest of the shift” Blitz said.
“Sure, actually that would be great. If your’re ok with it. I mean if Hearth’ s ok with it too?” T.J. said signing the last bit to Hearth. Hearth shrugged unconcerned with his usual blank expression on.
“I got it T.J. I cant sleep anyway.” Blitz said. T.J. Thanked him and turned to head down the stairs.
Blitz turned back to look out to the grounds from the railing with Hearth. Once the sounds of T.J.’s footsteps had long gone Hearth turned to him.
“For me it was potions” Hearth signed to Blitz in reference to the conversation they had been having about the classes they weren’t good at.
“Really?” Blitz signed with a raised eyebrow. He had always thought of Hearth as well skilled in all aspects of magic not just reading ancient runes. He had seen him do some pretty spectacular things. Potions was not something he could imagine Hearth being bad at.
Hearth nodded in reply. “I could never figure out how to do things right. I always messed up somehow. Forget ingredients, added the wrong things, I could never cut things properly. Once I set the room on fire by accident. My tutor didn’t have the patience for my screw ups. But father would force me to practice more than my brother hoping I would figure it out and stop embarrassing the family. I haven’t touched a potions set in years.” Hearth signed out.
Blitz smiled at Hearth. They stood looking at each other for a bit before Hearth raised his hands to sign.
“You don’t need to watch me. I can take care of myself.” Hearth’s face was still blank but his eyes looked serious. Blitz just grabbed his hand and turned back towards the window.
Usually Hearth would tell him off for ignoring him but Hearth didn’t seem up for it tonight. He just squeezed his hand tighter and gazed down toward the forest edge of the grounds.
The night was silent. Only the occasional sound of a bat flowing up to the rafters broke through the calm.
At 3 hearth motioned that he needed to do rounds of the castle. They lite their wands and headed down the stairs. The castle was quiet. They didn’t run into any more wayward students. A cat jumped out of a suit of armour and gave Blitz a fright which Hearth thought was hysterical, but nothing more exciting happened.
They got to the dungeon and did the usual loop around past the Slytherin common room, and to all the places around it that students liked to sneak off too. Finding nothing they headed back to the entrance hall.
“1 hour until the last round. What do you want to do until then?” Hearth signed.
“We could go up to the staff room.” Blitz suggested. Hearth nodded and led the way up the stairs.
The staff room was empty but the fire was still going thanks to the house elves of the castle. Hearth collapsed in the couch right in front of the fire and Blitz went to join him. As soon as Blitz sat down Hearth moved and laid down. He put his head in Blitzen’s lap, and his legs dangled over the side of the couch. Hearth’s hands clasp to each other over his chest as he stared blankly into the fire. Blitz’s hands absent mindedly through his blonde hair. Sitting by the fire warm and cozy he smiled to himself. This was what true happiness was.
Hearths POV
Hearth didn’t know when he fell asleep. But given the warm of the fire and the gentle feeling of Blitz’s hand running through his hair he was pretty sure he fell asleep quickly.
Unfortunately he fell into a nightmare. Growing up he always had nightmares. Before he ran away he couldn’t remember a time he had a regular dream. The first happy dream he remembers having was the night he ran away from home. He slept in the alley between a coffeshop and a public library. It was a warm night so he curled up on some foldeded cardboard. It was a wonderful night, which may seem unbelievable. But Hearth didn’t know that sleeping could be so uplifting when you weren’t having nightmares. Unfortunately the nightmares came back slowly into his life. They were a part of his life like his deafness was.
But he hadn’t had a nightmare in quite some time. The last one he had had was the night he first kissed Blitzen. Before he had headed to Blitzens he had dreamt about his brother and the day he died.
This time he had the same dream. He was himself as a child. He was sitting crossed legged in the moss and roots of a tree in the forest by his house. He had a pile of stones laid out on the bed of moss and was carving some ancient Nordic runes into them. He had read a book about the ancient language and wanted to practice the alphabet. He had always been interested in rune language. Wizards long ago thought the runes could do magic on their own. Hearth dreamed of one day figuring out how that worked without a wand.
His brother was playing on the shore of the nearby river. Hearth was only a year older but he was suppose to keep a close eye on his younger brother. But Hearth wasn’t paying close attention to his brother. His brother walked along the shore practicing sword swings with a giant stick and occasionally stopping to try and skip rocks across the river. Andrion was brave and bold. He was pretty good at taking care of himself. Plus they always played in the forest. Hearth wasn’t worried about his brother getting into trouble.
He turned back to his stones and continued to carve runes into them. Once he was finished the last one he piled them all up in a pyramid shape. He was about to knock it down and lay them out when he felt something hard smack him on the back of the head. He looked behind him to see the smooth river rock that had hit him. He quickly looked up and instantly froze with terror. A large blue furry beast was slowly rising out of the water. It remesemled a lion and a wolf but had large horns coming out of its bear like head. Andrion was backing up slowly. Another rock in his hand and a giant pointy stick in another. Andrion turned his head and shouted something, but there was nothing but silence in his ears. He tried to make out what Andrion was shouting but he was too far away.
He got up shakily and began to run towards his brother. But Andrion turned and shouted at him again. His face fixed in a determined expression. This time he could make out some of the words on his lips.
“RUN HEARTH!”
Andrion started forward towards the creature. Hearth began to run forward towards his brother as the beasts reared its head back in an unmistakable roar. It’s eyes glowed yellow and fixed on Hearth running down the other side of the beach toward his brother. It turned it’s attention to him it’s feet sinking into the sand now. It’s claws as long as curved butter knives. Hearth slowed down but didn’t stop. He needed to get to his brother. The beasts started towards him and he veered to the side onto the thin forest line hoping to lure it after him instead, away from Andrion. Then a rock flew out of nowhere and hit the beasts on the back of the head. The beast stopped and roared once more. It turned. Hearth could see Andrion standing legs spread an poised holding his pointy stick aloft like a javelin thrower. Hearth could see Andrion shouting at the beasts. He couldn’t make out the exact words but the look in his brothers eye sent the message, ‘Leave him alone.’
The beast slowly turned and crept toward Andrion. Hearth ran forward but he was still too far away. He saw his brother’s eyes fixed on the large blue bear/wolf/lion creature. Andrion lurched forward. The creature lowered itself ready to pounce. In one last desperate attempt to save his brother he tried to let out a scream. He didn’t know if it worked but he saw Andrion turn in his direction just as the creature pounced. He watched in horror as it landed on his brother. He saw dark red luiquid fly through the air as the giant clawed paws came down on his brothers chest. He didn’t know if he was screaming in his head or for real now. He turned and ran into the forest as quick as he could. He needed to get help.
Hearth awoke with a start. He was soaking wet with sweat and was burning hot. The room was dark except for a low glow from the fire. He had half fallen off the couch. His feet were still on it but he had thrashed so hard his torso hung off the side. The only thing keeping him off the ground was Blitz’s strong hands holding his arms as if he had been restraining him. Blitz’s looked down at him fear and concern on his face. His eyebrows knit the way they do when he fusses over the way Hearth usually dresses or when he is hurt. Hearth sees Blitz speak.
“Are you ok? You were screaming and thrashing around like you were having a nighmare” Blitz says helping lift him back up on the couch.
Hearth sits himself on the couch and hugs his knees to his chest. The way he use to do when he curled up on his bed at home. He can see Blitz looking at him concerned out of the corner of his eye. Hearth waves his hands quickly to tell Blitz that he’s fine. He stares into the fire for a few seconds absent mindedly clasping at his candy cane striped scarf. He breaths in trying to slow his heart rate and control the terribly terrifying images of his brother being ripped to pieces out of his head. He feels Blitz’s hand on his shoulder. After a few minutes he’s collected himself and his emotions enough.
He turned to Blitz and signs. “Sorry. I haven’t had a nightmare since that night I came to get my scarf back. I didn’t mean to scare you.”
“Dont be sorry. That was pretty scary, I’ve never heard you scream before, but I’m more worried about you.” Blitz says.
“Dont worry about me. I’m use to it. I’m more angry that they seem to be coming back. They completely dissapeared these last few months.” He signs.
“ So you’ve had these nightmares before?” Blitz asks.
Hearth nodded. Then signed “Ever since I was small. Always the same ones.” He then hesitates holding his hands aloft unsure if he should continue. He trust Blitz more than anything in the world. Blitz has been the only solid loving thing in his life since Andrion. But all his instincts from growing up with his father fight him still, telling him to push down his vulnerabilities. He was always taught to never show your weaknesses or they will be used against you. But he had to share with Blitz. Blitz deserves to know after all he’s done for him.
“I told you that my brother died when I was younger right? And that my parents blamed me?” Hearth signed. Blitz just nodded his head.
Hearth had given Blitz the gist of his story but not the exact details. He didn’t want to tell Blitz. Why? He didn’t know. Maybe it was because talking about it was too painful. Maybe because he didn’t want Blitz to treat him different or think of him differently. Maybe it was because he was taught never to trust anyone. Or maybe it was because he was a coward. But this time he wasn’t going to hold back. He trusted Blitz and needed to share this with him.
He spent a long time signing everything about his nightmare. He told Blitz everything about the night his brother died. He shared his guilt and how much he missed Andrion. He talked about how his father made him skin the beast all night in the cold dark forest alone. He told Blitz about the wergild his father gave to him to complete. By the end his eyes were red and itchy but he managed to keep in the tears. He was exhausted. But blitz sat there clamly listening, his face unreadable. By the time he was finished the sun had turned the morning sky out the window deep red.
When he was done Hearth felt himself collapse with grief and exhaustion. Blitz grabbed both his hands and squeezed them tight. Hearth looked down at them. Their skin contrasted beautifully. Hearth’s pale white skin made Blitz’s more warm and dark. He felt Blitz give him a kiss on the top of the head.
He looked up but Blitz didn’t say anything. There was no need to say anything. Blitz’s warm hands and comforting kiss said everything he needed to hear. Blitz pulled his hands back and signed.
“Come on you’ve been up all night. Let’s sleep in today so we can be rested for Monday.”
And with that Hearth followed Blitz out of the staff room.
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jihoonscafe · 7 years ago
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highschool! au jungkook.
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an aspiring astronomer
on the school dance crew 
science nerD if there ever was one
wizards and muggles club because he is a harry potter fanatic in this au deal
so basically guk wants to major in astronomy because as a kid he was like in love with harry potter and like wanted to go to hogwarts
but like obviously in his school there was no defense of dark arts or charms because like it is fictional
but seven year old guk will not give up so his mom finds out that astronomy is a class in harry potter so like she tells him
and he gets so eXCITED?? like yes he will become the bEST WIZARD YES.
him and his mom go to the library and they get like two kid astronomy books and his dad digs up an old telescope they had as a gift from some uncle years ago.
and that night, the whole jeon family sets it up, the books open and an extremely excited little jeongguk and just
the second he looks at the pretty night sky through the telescope he loves it, being able to see something so far away so close and just knowing that something existed out there above him
and that is when jeon jeongguk falls in love with the stars
so he becomes the nerdy science kid throughout his middle and primary school career, hurrying home every day to set up his telescope and star watch his nights away.
fast forward to high school, and he realises he cant get into his dream college to study the stars if he just doesn’t participate in anything
so sporty jeongguk is birthed.
or well not really to be honest
well he tried like everything 
like he did football, but he got hit by the ball once in the butt and gave up
or when he did basketball and the ball misdirected and hit the teacher in the head
so his last choice in clubs was dance
now see at this point guk was a weird kid with an obsession with the stars so he had only one friend kim taehyung, the kid who claimed he was an alien and liked to wear all sorts of clothes
so he tries it out and he meets his friend park jimin through it 
and jimin slowly leads him through it and guk catches on quick and soon he is able to rise up the ranks in club until like him and jimin are the same level.
so he had dance classes with jimin every day for an hour, in return for coaching the boy in science which was okay with guk i mean more time to ramble on about science i guess
but like he still sets up all his telescope in the night on his roof and watches and like wonders how life will be when he gets into his dream college and studies his life subject.
has like miLLIons of astronomy and physics books in his room like there is a shelf of them and he has read all of them
has pictures of the stars stuck around his room which he took
along with the occasion g dragon pic because guk is crazy for that guy lmAO.
so like through all their time together jimin, tae and guk become like an inseparable trio and soon enough the shy gukie meets the group of boys older than him who his best friends are friends with aka 
and like honestly at first he is just like who are you old people ??
but then like one bad dad joke [courtesy of seokjin] later he is comfortable and he begins to hang out with them
becomes more social eventually but is sTill a shy calm child
but like remember when i told that gukie really loved harry potter??
well he still does lmao 
like he loves it a lot and he is signed up on all of pottermore and what not.
like he joined book club for it but then got out the second they began to read some fantasy book and it didn’t have hp or science in it because priorities yo
but like there is this super nerdy club at his school dedicated to harry potter called wizards and muggles and he rEALLY WANTS to join it
now that he is friends with so many more popular people, he suddenly feels ashamed of being so nerdy within them so he like watches as a few people join the group and like stays back on the days of the clubs but can’t muster up enough courage to actually gET HIS ASS IN THERE.
but like one day he is just like y’know what fuck this i am just going to do it, plus no one is ever around here anyways.
so he comes in one day and everybody in the club is like tf? but then they are like well whatever shit welcome jeongguk
and he likes really loves it 
he likes how everybody can just be themselves in their little sessions reading and talking about the books and like sorting each other into houses
like they even get house points and he just really loves it
once they even played quidditch in the classroom for the club and just he really really loved it
and there is his favourite person in the club, you
because you are like the nerdy geek of the school, your hair always up in a pony tail or a bun and you always have books in your hand
personally he really likes how confident you are in your personality
because he himself cant allow to be seen as a geek not because he is scared of the boys who know but because of being judged like he had seen others get.
he has seen you get bullied and you throwing comebacks before picking up your things and leaving, not an inch of shame in your confidence and somedays he feels so inspired.
and in the club you are always so competitive and fun to be around that after a particularly competitive “quidditch” match
which was really throwing paper balls around and if it landed in either of the dustbins a goal
he talks to you properly and you just like smile and he can literally feel the crush he had always had on you grow because holy shIT that is a pretty smile and he caused it
so like you both meet up after school and slowly he becomes really good friends with you and eventually tae befriends you too and you become a part of the trio soon to be quadrant as jimin is like “yo hey tae really likes ur glasses and i want to see if ur blinder than him” and that is how you become friends with them
but guk is like increasingly crushing on you 
and like jimin and tae notice and just egging him on tbh 24/7 to just “go for it dude”
like he is so scared because what iF HE RUINS YOUR FRIENDSHIP 
and he tries to repress his feelings but like you smile at him
and boom he is goo again
you and him can also talk about science and since none of his other friends can really do that 
i mean namjoon can but like he mutters too much philosophy and guk gets bored
but like you
you understand his fascination with the stars as you have a fascination with the ocean and just 
he really loves it when you talk to him about it 
so like one day when u come to his house he takes you up to his roof and he shows you his old af telescope and just for the first time, he shows someone his own personal spot, his hideaway among the stars
and he literally combusts when you are bathed in the moonlight and your eyes are glued through the telescope as your lips open in a gasp at the beauty of the stars he was showing you
and when you like pull away from the telescope and just mutter out a “thank you so much for showing me the stars jeongguk”
suddenly he cant control himself from gently pulling you into a kiss and just ahh
like his lips are soft and he holds you so gently as if you are one of his beloved stars and just
and when both of you pull away he just goes red and sputters out like ten different apologies until he is cut off by your lips on his again and he like melts into you
you both kiss like two more times until both of you are flushed and he is bright red and just you both confess and just pure love okay
and he asks if he could be you boyfriend but it sounds more like
“b-b-boyfr-riend me?”
you are just like what a cutie sure yo
he just like squeals and almost falls off the roof and both of you just laugh your asses off after that
like next day he walks u to school as usual because your houses are quite near but he intertwines his hands with yours and you blush like 100 shades of red
and just you guys walk in and the whole sCHOOL FUCKING ERUPTS
like seriously
but it is so pure because he holds your hands under the tables 
and texts you memes at three in the night
and buys you things in canteen
and has study sessions with you all the time
and just fUCK K YALL ARE BLOODY CUTE.
Hope you guys liked it~~
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