#i cant keep living like this ksosksoskapakpalspslap
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I think it's funny when I'm writing for buddie that the tiny Eddie in my head likes to tell me feelings and the tiny Buck in my head likes to tell me situations. Sometimes tiny Eddie won't give a single line of dialogue. Or even setting. Sometimes he's just floating in a void because he won't even tell me where he is. Buck on the other hand, hates to tell me how he's feeling. I had to switch povs before because he won't tell me and I need the scene so I needed to ask tiny Eddie. But sometimes tiny Buck won't shut up, I don't know how we got here, what triggered this confession, or revelation, all I know is that he's in front of tiny Eddie and he wants to say things. I have no control over them. They just do what they want and I'm along for the ride.
#like the buck proposes to Natalia fic#Buck told me how he fixed the situation#but he straight up REFUSES to let me see his mindset during the fight with Eddie#i wanted this fic to be all on Buck's pov#but he wont tell me what he did#he was all HERE'S I FIXED IT#and like beautiful scene my best getting together by far#but i was like buddy baby sunshine i need to know what happened#and he was just shaking his head vicariously to the point that i had to turn to Eddie for him to explain it to me#eddie was like sure lets talk about it#and it took me like 2k words to reach the fight#because he didn't want to talk he wanted to tell me his feelings#i cant keep living like this ksosksoskapakpalspslap#yes they are sentient in my head#i cant force them to do anything lol#thoughts thoughts thoughts
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