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my hk update: so ive gone to all of peaks that i think i can go to easily. got crystal heart and tried to do the two big crystal rooms that need cdash. did the one where it takes u to the dirtmouth elevator. didnt do the one where u had to do like actual kinda parkour bc i cannot jump over those like pillar things where u have to wall jump off and over them to avoid crystals. tried to do the big spike room in greenpath instead. failed miserably. went 2 resting grounds n killed xero after he killed me only once. hes kinda pathetic. andddd now im gonna go to do that dream tree near mantis village. o and i also got jonis blessing at some point. anddd. yeah no i think thats it. rlly want to kill the mantis lords tho i just WISH there were closer benches than the mantis village one. but whatever. could b worse. could b soul master bench. anyways. whatsherface moth needs me. so. im gonna. dream tree. or i could do gorb. im not doing gorb am i insane why would i do gorb. ok. not gonna do gorb. might do elder hu if i know where he is. which i dont. dream tree.
#day thoughts#hollow knight#i cannot wait to find like#idk#areas#i feel kinda bad tho bc#i have found like#a good amount of places#and i love progressing#but i feel like im going 2 fast#compared 2 what ive done before#like i could navigate around crossroads w my eyes closed#bc i spend sm time there#i wanna get 2 that kinda spot w a lot of places#but#we ball
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Character Growth
And yes they’re okay with killing Luz at some point
#lol can’t wait to have mine because i look like a potato#caption is based on that one art that i cannot find#the owl house#toh#lilith clawthorne#amity blight#toh hunter#hunter noceda
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"you only say you're autistic because you want to feel special and different" actually finding out i was autistic made me feel significantly less special and different. before i was autistic i was Strange and Unpredictable in some sort of Unknowable way which Surely meant i was Predestined for Greatness (like storybook character). now im just some fuckin autistic guy like any other. i significantly prefer it this way btw
#this isnt about being a gifted kid btw this is about being different from everyone else#seeing that all the famous people you look up to were Also described as being different from everyone else#and going “ahah! i must be a main character of some sort! i cannot wait for my fascinating tale to unfold!”#“perhaps i will be the first contact which alien life makes with earth! perhaps i am secretly a shapeshifting cat!”#only to grow up & find out what autism is & go “oh im actually just like millions of other people who are not famous at all. yay!”#autism#autistic#actually autistic
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ep 43 had me tearing up in a fucking shopping centre ‼️‼️
b+w alt version that I truly couldn't decide if I liked it more . Also I included a lot of thoughts in the tags but they're somewhat incoherent<3
#i dont know what i expected but i was waiting for a friend and too excited to wait until later#malevolent podcast#john doe#john doe malevolent#john malevolent#malevolent fanart#grimm art#ep 43#ep 43 left me with a lot of thoughts ... i didnt quite like how much of a recap it felt like at times but that might#be because ive been relistening and like yeah everyone knows that john 🙄 but that's not the case for everyone and with monthly uploads#things get forgotten easily#i find the discussion of “humanity” so interesting because John has shown that without someone that he has forcibly grown to value as an#equal... something he cannot do as the king of yellow as he is superior to all of his realm and presumably stays out of other elder god's#anyway. without that equality and enviroment to grow he fails to reach his goal of compassion and falls onto old ways.#John. The King in Yellow. shown by both times each has found themselves in human form do not just crave power and influence!!!#THEY CRAVE COMMUNITY!!! an endrich being not born or raised with nothing but power and ego#CRAVES COMMUNITY.#His goal of “humanity” is not a selfless goal like John projects - it is ultimately somewhat selfish as he does not want to be alone!!#which makes this desire so much more human#i don't know maybe this is just me spelling out whats already there but the way john and the witch argued about humanity frustrated me#it felt like they were missing the point or that perhaps the “good/evil” “black/white” retoric was already realised by me and john needed#realise it himself . which is fair !!!#i dont know!!!!#the witch was talking about how bad everyone was and how humanity is cruel and john was talking about Lily (#who also frustrates me how shes used in the plot somewhat she was literally just a nurse doing her job bro#) but to John - yes internally he is struggling with his moral greyness and im so proud of him for growing being himself SO PROUD#JUST.!!! he wants community. he needs community. he loves his friend. 'humanity' at its core does not matter as long as you try to be bette#and i think thats awesome and i really enjoyed the episode#guhh im rambling enjoy my tag rambling i dont know i want john to have more friends :(#yorrick can be another friend godd i love you yorrick so silly
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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short king and his shorter kings
#pizza tower#pepstavo#peppinoise#i sketched it out WEEKS ago#but w me almost finishing this godawful comm i felt compelled to do something for Me#i cannot wait to finish; i have a couple of forms sitting there collecting dust but im too overwhelmed w this shitty comm-#-to even attempt to tackle those. i need to scrub my brain and start fresh. but after i finish it lmao#anyway hey. hope everyones okay and vibin#dont take this seriously but also. heehee.#in hindsight i feel like i need to bump gustavos head up a lil bit but weh#not too compelled to fix it.#additional context that i think is fun; gus is just a touchy dude and he finds all kinds of reasons to pick peppino up#and every time peppino is like SO flustered and shocked bc itll be in the view of customers#like some sports team wins and its on their tvs and ppl are hootin n hollerin#and like people will notice and keep cheering and its alot hes like oh my GOD u cannot keep doing that im going to explode and then die#noise will do it to prove he can do it and then his back snaps in two bc he weighs like 80 lbs (36kg)#but for like a brief moment of time he is facefirst in tummy and hes ecstatic#theo it is not funny to be rushed to the er bc u broke ur back#also suggestive (but funny i prommy)#but he absolutely would be that like girl who needed a neckbrace from having her gf accidentally sit on her face too hard#hes like ouuuuhhghh....that was worth it. how long will it take to recover doc bc i wanna do it again :)#meanwhile. i think if that happened peppino would literally go into hiding. ur not finding him.#it would literally haunt him that he nearly killed this rat w his fat ass#as if this is not the way both gus and noise would like to go out. it would be peaceful for them i think#anyway#runs away cutely; see u in two weeks maybe
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One thing I love about the Buddy Daddies Experience: There’s no source material. No manga, no light novel. Nothing. It’s an original animation. As such, we’re all experiencing it for the first time together... which is super neat! Very cool! No spoilers! Only everyone being delighted by these idiots all at once on the weekly.
One thing I hate about the Buddy Daddies Experience: There’s no source material. I NEED TO READ AHEAD! I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS! THIS SLOW DRIP OF 20 MINUTES PER WEEK WILL KILL ME!
That is all. Carry on.
#buddy daddies#I am a chronic marathoner of content#i usually wait until there's a huge backlog to jump into a series#or I'll buy or find the manga and shotgun it#but I cannot and it's killllllling me#I really didn't expect to love this show this month#I watched the first ep like this sounds silly#instantly hooked#20 minutes of sunshine every week istg
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Francesca's story has to be the most interesting of them all. The first thing she'd poured so much heart and love into - a humble piano - was all she was. Happy to be defined by her music, happy to talk about her interest. Entering into the social season, perhaps with no interest to get married on her own but doing so just to get her mother off her back - she'd just wanted someone kind who would allow her to keep her piano, practice her music. Love was a distant thought. It would be a coincidence if she were to find somebody who shared the same interests as her. Social seasons were difficult on their own. Fran doesn't go in with expectations.
Enter John. He's quiet, reserved, takes an interest in Francesca's music. She is elated. He's someone kind, someone who is willing to listen, someone whom she can just stay with, no pressure to woo them with flowery language. They're such a perfect fit - understanding of each other on such a deep level despite not having spoken to each other one bit. Francesca lets herself be vulnerable, be seen.
She loves him. It is not everyday they find someone who is able to accommodate the other's interests, let alone barely tolerate it. They carve out a space just for themselves; it is everything they've ever dreamt of. Not just a fancy house or surface-level pleasures, rather an invitation. There's no pressure to proclaim love out in words. There's just no pressure to simply exist; breathe in the same air as the other. It's wonderful, the love treats them both with so much kindness. After all, that's what they've wanted, right? Someone kind?
Francesca doesn't take John's death very well. Piano is to her as John had been to her. The things she loves snatched away from her. How long would it take before she loses her ability to play? The jubliant compositions turning slow, mellow and one day, she ends up forgetting it entirely.
She must move on someday, right? John would not be willing to keep her in one place. Where does she go? Who will treat her with the same kindness John has showed her? Who is she willing to carve out a space for - taking time and energy to just love? It was easy to love John; a slow descent into a warm embrace. Who will she ever share it with, if not for him?
Michaela is Michaela. Stubborn, daring, charismatic, social, attractive. Encouraging, perhaps. Maybe she doesn't understand Francesca down to her molecules when they first met. Maybe Francesca is a bit nervous herself - besides ruminating over her attraction to women, trying to piece together an explanation - she is scared. A little. Change doesn't do Fran much good anyway, but she's willing to try.
Michaela lends her a hand - perhaps, after years and years of Francesca adamant on going through it all alone. She accepts it. To step out of her comfort zone, but not too much as to overwhelm her. Step by step, like a waltz. Moving on, rebuilding her hands again to play her piano, to create with reckless abandon. Slowly, it transforms into love. A different kind of love without fear. A love that treats her so gently, arms tight around her but also unafraid to drag her out, let the sun on her face again. It's something kind, something new. Two sides of the same coin. And yet, there's also a space built for them to share. A love of something warm, a feeling of home and yet, a love filled with so much daring hope.
#anyway i love them a lot and i am obsessed with them#francesca feeling like a wallflower and enter the stirlings who just go “GET LOVED IDIOT” is my fav#also i literally cannot wait for michaela and fran because like?? the potential comfort scenes?? im not crying#and francesca being able to like - share this hope-filled love w michaela - breathe easy and one morning michaela finds her at the piano-#-playing as if she's never left#ughhhhh the piano as a metaphor for love aaaaaaaa#francesca x michaela#francesca bridgerton#john stirling#francesca x john#michaela stirling#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#idc about the others jUST GIVE ME THESE THREE PLEAAASE
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joel etho single dads au .........
#esp if we go w liml family#etho with scar and bdubs at the park#joel with hermes#their kids meet and become best friends and keep begging for five more minutes until theyre the last ones at the park#so joel and etho inevitably meet and start talking because theyre both hella bored waiting for their kids#and joel lowk kinda cannot stand etho#hes like “igh this guy is sooo pretentious i could sense it from a mile away. who does he think he is with that stupid white hair”#“newsflash it doesnt make you look cool it makes you look old as hell”#(but he doesnt say any of this)#(obviously)#and it works best if etho is totally oblivious#dude is just waiting 2 drop off scar n bdubs back home2 cleo so he can try2 get the Good Nights SleepTM hes been chasing since he was a bab#then they find out their kids go to the same school#and so obviously joel has decided to make it his mission in life to one up everything etho does#at this point etho is fully aware and finds it hilarious#because he is an Expert in these things okay. hes been making brownies for scar's bake sales since before hermes was Born#and joel can try as hard as he can but he just Cannot reach that level.#he can make as many cupcakes as he wants but none of them r gonna beat the gooey deliciousness of ethos chocolate chip triple layer brownie#and that is just soooo infuriating to him. his blood is boilimg at Every Single Parent Led Bake Sale Ever#and its even worse because etho looks like hes about to spontaneously combust at any possible second#his hair is a mess. deepppp eyebags. hes been running on maybe an hour of sleep every night for the past what eight years???#but hes sooo consistently perfect at everything.#joel hates him.#but like they also have to put up with each other at playdates and parties and whatnot because i repeat their kids are Best Friends#aughhh idk theres some potential there. i promise im just not getting it across very well#nya talks#trafficblr#hermitblr#joel smallishbeans
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SHOCKING NEWS !!!
my favorite character in Ramshackle is the emo
#ramshackle#ramshackle fanart#ramshackle stone#ramshackle stone fanart#ramshackle pilot#we are back with messy sketches y’all#I literally just frantically scribbled this in like 15 mins cause I couldn’t stop thinking about this silly guy#anyways#y’all should watch the ramshackle pilot#it is PEAK#I am finding myself rapidly falling down the rabbit hole of a new obsession#cannot wait to see more of the scraps 🗣️🗣️🗣️
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I love Sif's design-
#in stars and time#isat#in stars and time siffrin#siffrin#This game has very quickly jumped to one of my favorite games of all time#I cannot wait to see what they make next#tbh I want to see this new journey but that's prob not gonna happen#I also really wanna know what happened to the Northern Island!#Also! I want to play through Maribelle's journey!#There is so much I want to see from this world and idk if we will ever see it#it's like the cat in the box#If I open it I'll know the answers#but if it can never be opened then there will always be a mystery and always be something to think about#but who knows maybe opening that box you'll find something else#something even more mysterious inside#you never know#and you'll never know if those things should be answered#thats the fun part
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what do you mean this week's episode is the one where ally does something that makes brennan want to quit
#i am. so excited. get his ass ally beardsley#but also like ??? genuinely WHAT are they going to do#i cannot wait to find out#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#ally beardsley#dimension 20
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the whole time justitia was fighting satan and trying to get the kylum away from him, i was like where the fuck is bael???? or is that spidey bitch confined to hell????? and then he shows up at the end of episode 12...i think i summoned him... im so sorry guys we cant have a happy ending bc of me </3
#the judge from hell#also can i just mention how tragic it is that we went from justitia wanting to find j so that she can go to hell sooner -> wanting to punis#him legally if thats what daon wants -> being threatened by bael to release j ....... a very big fuck you (affectionate) to the writers#for playing with my emotions like this!!!!!!!#not but literally this show gets better every week. cannot wait to see how they end it!
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throwing out another theory for friday, perhaps its an official announcement of that short story collection (which features the great gulon incident) shannon mentioned having sold in passing at an event
#kotlc#i can't lie guys I cannot WAIT for the day the great gulon incident short story comes out and people can stop being like#'ugh she's NEVER going to tell us 🙄'#like DUH that's the whole THING!#and she's explained it!#if we find out now it'd be like a paragraph of explanation and that would be it#super boring after all the build up#it needs to be its own thing!#which she's said she'll do!#anyway. this is just a thought on what it could be
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This theory rant is purely self-indulgent, but just rewatched AAA episode 2 again for the 5th time, and this one theory about how it couldve been Teen who opened the door to the witches road really altered my brain chemistry.
Although this only works if Teen is Billy, which could be proven wrong or right at the end. But anyways, this can allign with how Comic!Billy is like by being able to do things by saying or thinking what he wants to happen. And given how Teen is really trying to stall the Salem Seven, he could've thinking and hoping, "Please open the road faster".
And this goes without saying that ofc this Billy couldn't have open the road by himself, the other of the coven helped with the song, im just thinking that maybe Teen!Billy helped just brute forced it when Agatha and the others were arguing.
Anyways, this is me going insane with my recovered hyperfixiation with Billy and the Marvel witches so my apologies.
#agatha all along#if teen is billy#billy kaplan#please please please#be billy#im also going crazy about the wanda hints#this is very self indulgent#can be wrong#or can be right#only one way to find out#gotta have to wait for ep 9 thoo#but i cannot wait any longer#like 😭😭😭#billy maximoff#wiccan
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"Sorry, are you asking my opinion?"
#black sails#silverflint#blacksailsedit#silverflintedit#long post#my stuff#did some mixing and matching with this one#idk it's still a lot of gifs#but LISTEN#john is so goddamn obvious in this scene#he's just so delighted that he gets to talk to flint like this#and then he uses it to find that one gap in flint's armour#and learn one of the most important things about him#of course it's hilarious later when flint turns it around and does the same thing to him#and silver is like wait no stop you cant do that#i love them so much#i cannot
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